pearl is me i am pearl

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In Slutpop

A femme fatale in a killer trench of cosmic nectar / body blooms with sensation pink echinaceas / lick me off like fingertips doused in honey and cream / I want to be your grotto of sizzle your memento mori

Work like a dog

To a millionaire

Tell me I should be grateful

With my own living room for an office.

Rent that went up  $100

tie me up by the neck

Drag me to the pole

While My hands and knees

Draw blood.

Wrap the leash

And leave

In your new jaguar

The weather of anxiety

Unexpected. Heart rate increases. Stomach knots. Chills. Soft breaths. Find a place where no one else is in. Crying. Vomit in the sink. Center yourself. It finally leaves you in postpartum. Now, quick wash your face and smile.

Baby.com

You wrote me love poems on the back of my knees. I used to memorize them like I had to recite it in front of a crowd for a nickel and dime. We would say I love you almost every day. Even when bees buzzed inside your mouth.Now you watch me on baby.com fingering myself. Come on baby, let me tell you, I love you one more time. Say your name over and over.

[ Prince guitar riff]

I don't have any money, so I deposit a body

part at the ATM. Rejects the blood like

nightmare on elm street bed scene. Woman

in blood. Groundbreaking. While I lick my

lips seductively. God, I

would take a whole zzzquil to be on a cloud

smoking

A chocolate joint that oozes Carmel down my throat .

Makeout with prince while he holds the

symbol guitar between us and our fingers

play with the strings. Betty white

crochets a veil in pink and I get in a

convertible and go 80mph across the sky to

the moon. where all the balloons float and

Get popped by all the stars.

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I wrote a poem called 7hrs , 15 years ago / it's about how I make you slowly go insane /and admit it/ say my fucking name/ it was two weeks after our vegas trip/ Do you know I wanted to tell someone but all I could see is them saying i was a liar / because how could you /and the police would say i was doing out of anger or I had imagined your hot alcoholic breath on my neck and when you had your knee on my inner thigh / when i processed what happened/ For a while/ I just created it as a nightmare with my eyes opened /put it in a box and threw it in the lake /where all the dead fish floated to the surface /and the lake turned red from the bleeding trees/ felt my heartbeat in my ears / I left the plate on the table for two weeks it was spring/ so the ants swarmed it/ you talked like nothing happened / told me I was fun but you wanted to be single /The first time I had sex with someone /afterwards /I locked myself in the bathroom and cried/ I got put on Lexapro and then lithium/ used sex like a weapon / that spit dripped my name in the back of their throats / Dropped out of school/ found my body on the floor /moved 7 hours away / into a semi-finished basement of my parents house / stayed silent / had painc attacks and racing heartbeats while i finished college/ (swallowed my blood) /Got a job/ moved into my own apartment/went to brunches / got off of antidepressants / (swallowed my tongue) /went on vacations/ fell in and out of love/( swallowed my name) / found myself /I never forgot you but you were further from my mind until one day I saw your picture on tinder.

A Cruel Angel's Thesis on Love

Valley girl whatever dirty blonde bubblegum pops cruel red lipstick short dress

nudes in a gallery shuffle dicks left hand like twister mouth on Drew or Nico or

Josh or Chris smell of latex the stimulation of not thinking tear ducts dried like pressed

Flowers in goodnight moon given to me by my father inside bubble of survival

Surrounded by madness fake faces generic monologue phrases of I love you I need

You I miss you throw away love like candy wrappers

Coochie ( a bedtime story) production. It was romantic when the ceiling was no longer there but a night sky of alien superstars throwing condoms like confetti. Jupiter 4 moons spitting off the edge of the world. Nudes in the pool and a black bathing suit on the ladder. Fingertips interlocking.  I taste like cherry flavored funk with a princess diana. The stero driver beating in the rhythm of my heartbeat. I am the woman that loves you but I'm static noise to you but it doesn't matter we might be dead by tomorrow.

Bark like a Dog

“Are you sexually active? Why not?” “You have a boyfriend? Does he sleep

with you every day? If I was your boyfriend, I would have sex with you every

day.” “Why don’t you bring those nice lips over here and suck my dick"

“Nice tits” "Shawty caking." " I’ll fucking kill you!" "You could do porn and

get away with it!” "Fuck you!" "Hey baby, can I get your

number?" "Don't be such a bitch, get in the car." *masturbating jesters* "

where you going?" "don’t dress like a slut if you don’t want to fuck” *weird

animal sounds * “Really liked it better when you were bent over.” “Aye,

MA!” "I have a very large dick." *dog whistle* “Bitch!" "I love fat bitches!"

“Can you do that?” *shows pornographic image* “Give me a smile and I’ll

leave you alone." “Well, you are cute, baby. Maybe don’t walk alone

anymore.” *follows you for ten minutes * “Ayyy girl! How much??!” "I bet

you already know how to please all the boys.” “Your voice sounds like you

been sucking dick.” "Hey baby you're so sexy!" "We won't hurt you." “I

would love to make you scream.” “Cunt!”

[In Provocative is a Girl's Name]

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The Virginator,The Vagina Slayers

Ask you if you’re a virgin / tell you how fuckable and perfect you are /

Give you an excerpt of how they’re an immersive experience / you will never

forget.

Usually cum once you sit on it.

[ in Provocative is a Girl's Name]

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