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amalasdraws · 2 years

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They Both Die at the End

Something I drew last year or so inspired by the book They Both Die at the End by Adam Silvera but never finished. It's still not finished but I kinda like it.

#they both die at the end #book art #rufus and mateo #art wip #artist on tumblr #my drawings #wip

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vecnussy28 · 2 years

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! SPOILERS !

What in the actual fuck @adamsilvera THIS IS LITERALLY RUFUS TO MATEO. Rufus called Mateo 'this Mateo kid' and mateo is a year older than Rufus. Rufus's parents and sister died when their car drowned THEREFORE "And i have this dream where I'm screaming underwater" after Mateo's death Rufus talked to mateo's dad. Adam and Phoebe thankyou for making me weep at 3:46am

#adam silvera #they both die at the end #rufus and mateo #mateo and rufus #mateo torrez #rufus emeterio #pheobe bridgers #funeral pheobe bridgers #book recommendations #this book broke me in the best way #booklr #books & libraries #booklover #i love this book #booktok #bookstagram

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chanandler--boing · 1 year

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Me reading that Mateo saw Rufus when they were kids: (⁠༎ຶ⁠ ⁠෴⁠ ⁠༎ຶ⁠)

#gay books #the first to die at the end #mateo torrez #mateo and rufus #rufus emeterio #rufus and mateo #valentino prince #orion pagan

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alfiesallow · 2 years

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Please… I just finished this book and I need therapy.

#they both die at the end #mateo torrez #rufus and mateo #they both deserve happiness #help help help

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a-chaotic-ananas · 2 years

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*cracks fingers* hello hello, i'll start by asking a moodboard for rufus and mateo

hello hello back here you go

this is a popular one so here's another one i did

aand another one

#chaotic ananas #tbdate #adam silvera #they both die at the end #rufus and mateo #moodboard #happy pride 🌈

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randomraynextdoor · 1 year

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"I cross the street without an arm to hold me back." They Both Die at The End, Adam Silvera

#they both die at the end #adam silvera #tbdate #theplutos #mateo and rufus #rufus and mateo #reading #book quote #sad quotes #sad books

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uselesshoodie · 1 year

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what were everyones thoughts on The First to Die at the End? Im curious, let’s start some discussions.

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elysian101 · 1 year

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"Anyone can have pretty eyes, but only the right kind of person can hum the alphabet and make it your new favorite beat."

They both die at the end

#they both die at the end #tbdate #adam silvera #mateo and rufus #rufus and mateo #lgbtq #love quotes #Love #words #law of atraction #seduction #seduccion #beautiful quote #love quote #life quote #compliment

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v-67 · 10 months

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I don't know what is it about Bl manga/comics/anime

But i swear as soon as I finish reading/watching them, I am filled with such an awe for everything

Everything seems possible

And i have so much, so much love within me, so much warmth and so much happiness

I feel like I can do anything, all those things that overwhelm me, or i brush away

I feel like I can do them all

I love how the characters make me feel, the way they care about each other, the embrace, the warm emotions and love which isn't superficial

It is so pure and so beautiful, it just fills me up with awe

And i want to find someone, someone who I can share the same kind of love with, make a story within and ruin them with so much love and happiness, ruin in a better way not the red flag way, I want to hold them and keep holding them

But it gets a little sad after I watch such shows and come back to reality in 2-4 days

Which is disappointing because I need to push myself more, and I'm sure if i do and put in the effort which is required in the very beginning, the things I want will make their way to me

The only things difficult are the beginnings because the outcomes are so uncertain and you don't know if something's worth your effort

But I will get over that thought process, and i will begin.

I am always too scared, especially of falling in love. I know it may sound silly but I'm scared that if i break, i may never be able to pick myself up and i will remain there, shattered.

But I need to learn, by learning to love someone i will also learn things about myself and heartbreak isn't always bad, I mean ofcourse it is, it's terrible, it hurts so much. I feel so much heartbreak over fictional characters and friendships, I can only fear about love when I compare them.

But coming back to the point, Heartbreak isn't always bad because it's necessary, to feel broken once and even though, however difficult, to pick up your own self is an important lesson.

Plus heartbreak is just proof that you cared, and isn't caring for someone the most human thing we do?

I kept rambling from wherever i started

But yes, The characters from any Bl script are so beautiful, so warm. They bring the words alive. They break boundaries of roles of genders, there are no stereotypes and there is such a depth, such careful depth and creativity with each character. The exploring of oneself, to know what you want and to acknowledge your fears and parts. Small excerpts of yourself being showcased by someone who looks at you like their favourite book, picking out lines and re-reading them, embracing them. Bookmarking each and every page because they want to revisit all of you. The eyes, the fingers, the hands, all whispering love, just for you.

Anyways coming back because I seem to sway away with my words, the exploring of themes is just so beautiful. Especially regarding mental health, the gentle ways of talking about it and not taking it lightly, that is my most favourite part.

I am a straight person regarding my sexual orientation, so manifesting the kind of guy who is warm, loving, caring, helpful and not stereotypical. I hope everyone reading this finds the type of person they deserve to be with. And everyone deserves warmth and love. So yes.

Manifesting the kind of love we all dream and get excited about. And here's to hoping the same for my fictional characters too.

Just a side note but fr i was sad about John wick's death, not in a why kinda way but more like grieving and analysing kinda way and I'm happy he's at peace but also I'm sad. And i cannot watch endgame ever again because I miss Tony a lot. I also miss Rengoku so much, i swear I cried so hard about him. I miss so many characters. Theo. Rufus and Mateo.

Okay I'm gonna go now

This feels like a diary entry

Anyways good day to everyone and manifesting good energy and happiness for all😚

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cleopheevera24 · 2 years

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I read and they both die at the end now i want to cry forever

I love this book so much I need therapy and since I love to cry I will read other sad gay romance

#they both die at the end #rufus and mateo

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ghostkiiiid · 1 year

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thought abt sharing a playlist i made after reading They Both Die At The End a while back, with every song kinda specified

1. Torrez (not that strong, up for suggestions)

2. Emeterio - from the bike back, to the runaway

3. Mateo going through it - ft. Rufus

4. Rufus being honest, and onwards

5. Photo's of lego

6. idk i like it, shut up

7. Facing the hudson river

8. A silent rendition of explosions and worlds you jump waterfalls from.

9. The Club - Aftermath

10. Coming home, and fixing tea

11. Rufus - waking up, too.

12. 2:22

Hope this is somewhat fun for whoever like this niche type thing ^^

#they both die at the end #rufus emeterio #mateo torrez #rufus and mateo #mateo and rufus #tbdate #music #timestamp #specific #adam silvera #playlist #spotify playlist #rufus #mateo #emeterio #torrez #death cast #Spotify

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saquesha13 · 2 years

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In the past week i have managed to read four books that i impulsively bought not even knowing if i’d like them.

and yes, they are all ✨gay✨

The what if it’s us books are my favorite reads out of all of these, but the angst in TBDATE is still making me want to cry. Also, the spicy vampire theme in lore and lust is fun.

might be frying my brain reading all of these back to back.

but hey i got three more books coming in from amazon and i have three more sitting on the floor i also bought from barnes and noble, btw these are all ✨gay✨ reads.

idk i think right now im just looking for an escape from reality, and from my phone.

probably should just get a library card but fuck that, im making my own library with my book collection. if you want more genuine book reviews on any of these i’d be happy to write some!

#they both die at the end #tbdate #rufus and mateo #lore and lust #gay vampires #what if it’s us #heres to us #arthur and ben #gay #gay books #booklover #book reactions

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dyesprout0ysphoria · 6 months

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Hi guys

I just read "They both die at the end"

and

AGHHHHHHHH it's so heartcrushing,,,,

I'm so sad

Ihatethisbook/pos

#✧ dyesprout's randoms! ✧#I don't hate the book #ITS JUST #RUFUS AND MATEO #THEY DIDN'T DESERVE TO DIEEEEEE #AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH #crying sobbing on the floor

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