Frederick fire emblem is soooo Autistism coded.

I have taken to reading Agatha Christie in my free time and I am BEGGING tumblr to get on this train. I need there to be a Poirot renaissance NOW. His tboy swagger is off the fucking wazoo. His combined autism/ocd smoke is too real they're gonna kill him

ngl one of the best feelings in the world is a man you don’t want finally giving up on you. conversely, one of the worst feelings in the world is multiple men you don’t want all giving up on you at the same time.

My friends keep telling me im autistic and asking when I'm gonna get it checked out idk if I shoudl

Hello, my lovely followers! I hope you're all having a good Monday so far. 😊

I just wanted to let you all know that starting tomorrow, I won't be as active on here during the day as I currently am because I'm starting a new job tomorrow that has much stricter internet use policies on work computers than my current job. Because of that, I expect my active Tumblr hours will shift to the last afternoon/evening (I'm in EST if that helps!).

While I'm super excited for this new chapter in my life to start, I am kinda disappointed that I won't be able to use Tumblr as my daily brain breaks like I currently do and I'll also miss being able to chat via messages.

Anyways, wish me luck and say some prayers for me because I still feel like an imposter. 🙃😆

nourishing the evil part of me that enjoys torturing myself reading horrifically ooc crossover fic . girl help

FINAL thought I'll staple to the wall and then I'll go sleep I promise. but that one woman in Southfringe Sanctum also cracks me up talking about "dainty College mages"... ma'am I have seen them take down a dragon in thirty seconds flat and you are stuck in a spiderweb 😭

i don't know if it's my fault for not communicating clearly that i want the washerdryer on mondays but godddd the fact that no one in the apartment remembers and if i don't get it someone else just Takes It? drives me a little insane

Genuine question for neurodivergent people out there:

I’ve been trying to figure out if I’m autistic/neurodivergent or not, and recently had more friends (who are on the spectrum) tell me that they assumed I was too. So it’s made me want to look into it again. I exhibit some traits (stimming, hyperfixations, infodumping, and some sensory sensitivities, plus a history with anxiety. Also a ton of my friends that I feel the most comfortable and happy with are neurodivergent), but have never felt like I have major issues with socializing or eye contact? If anything I feel pretty advanced at socializing. I was a gifted kid and am pretty socially aware, and and AFAB girl (so I know that could contribute to high masking). I know autism is a huge spectrum so everyone is different, but I wanted to know more about other peoples experiences since that seems to be a major commonality that I don’t relate to.

Long winded way of saying if you want to interact with this post in replies or my ask box, I’d super appreciate other peoples perspectives!

Hi Merc.

Just saw your post about the death of your stepdad. I'm sorry for your loss.

I hope you don't mind that I'm listing things out. It's the way I know best how to communicate.

Time. It will take time to feel better. And it requires patience.

You're already doing great by your mother. Just letting your mother know that you're there for her is important. You're also already helping — by willingly taking on her share of chores, for example.

Just know that you are not expected to feel any particular way about this. Be it good feelings or bad. However you feel, it's okay.

Let yourself just be.

Take care, Merc.

And I know I don't talk much 😅 but feel free to reach out. 🤝

beloved pencil thank you so much <3 it definitely feels weird and unreal adjusting to it. my brother came into town to help us out so i'm not alone in comforting my mom right now. other friends and neighbors have been super helpful and kind as well. i appreciate u taking the time to send this, it genuinely is so helpful.

My mother called to tell me how dropping off Dahlia at the vet went (she’s in for her spay today). It went so well and I’m so relieved. It’s always nice hearing from a third party you’re doing things right. They said she’s the friendliest Great Pyrenees they’ve met, they’re usually very serious and aloof if not downright standoffish dogs, especially in places they’re not familiar with (like a vets office). Gushed about how pretty and fluffy she is ❤️🥰 ofc. So it’s just nice to hear all the many many hours of effort I’ve put in to socialize her has paid off. She’s such a good girl.

Send her positive thoughts. I know it’s a routine surgery and all will be well but I’m a worry wort.

I have plans after work today and will not be able to watch any BLs and I am going to lose my mind

There are so many shows today. Auuuugh. But I do get to go see Hadestown instead so... you know. Worth it.

BUT ANYWAY.

I am hoping to find lots and lots of Promise and PastSenger spoilers so I can decide when to watch them between Our Skyy 2 and Our Dining Table and Happy Merry Ending and Love Mate....

Missing Wednesday is a good way to drown.

Rogue is very affectionate and sweet, and one of my favorite things in the world is that he will greet me when I wake up in the morning, jump on my bed, and snuggle me a little bit. And then, when my roommate wakes up, he’ll jump off me and greet her and hang around the bathroom until she’s done so he can get his morning “pick up and be held like a baby” snuggles. But then, when it’s closer to the actual time I need to get up, he’ll come back and give me more snuggles.

Anyway here’s more pictures of my baby

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i cant believe the day but i finally got a full tower pc. bought it already built and at a considerable discount of some 320 dollars off. its fucking huge and theres so many things going on inside... i was initially planning on choosing the parts myself but finding the graphics card was so hard and everyone else convinced me to just buy it built and honestly? good. id probably have fucked this up so badly by myself

i cant use it yet bc i took too long to buy the monitor that was also on sale and now its regular price -_- tho i managed to find a discount used one for now. well see how that goes since ill get it tomorrow. i tested it on out living room tv and it had some kaspersky thingy open and like thats so cute. i hope they left some treats in the browsing history for me to search through before i wipe it clean

(yuck! the weird part of summer came early! my attention span is shot and my head is full and fuzzy and my stomach feels like i'm forever inching toward the first major drop on a rollercoaster - i don't know why i'm anxious and confused! listening music makes my brain glitch and reboot and i'm super struggling with task initiation again. should i just go see "Across the Spider-Verse"?????)