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1nternetadd1ct · 3 months

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On the verge of a relapase lolol

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picodegay-yoooo · 2 months

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He doesn't want me to starve, but he doesn't get it,

I'm doing this for him.

I'm doing this to be pretty enough for him.

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jjukigdds · 1 month

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Worst and best time of my life.

#drugz #r3lapse #self h@rm #tw s3lf harm

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g1rlysh1tp0st1ng · 9 months

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starting my first 36 hour fast since i have relapsed. i’ll update. wish me luckkkk!

#tw ana shit #ana meal #notprojustusingthetags #st4rv1ng #m34lsp0 #tw ed diet #hell is a teenage girl #tw ana diary #4narex1a #4n4blr #f4st1ng #f4st!ng #3d f4st #r3lapse

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iconicandpresent · 5 months

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im back~

so i pretty much tried getting clean. but i r3laps3d so here i am.

it 100% is so much worse

here's some body goals (not necessarily th1nsp0) i've been using recently xx

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anamiabunny · 7 months

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I’m back after a long time and damn I have let myself go over the years. I am at the highest weight I have ever been and it’s gross. Been a bit since I’ve been in the community too so sorry if I act like idk what im doing if the culture has like changed some. But yeah I hit college and purg3d for the first time in two years!!! yeah idk im like spiraling but its okay I am now more knowledgeable of how to shed pounds. I am here if anyone needs support, ik I definitely need support for some accountability still.

#ed bllog #ed not ed sheeran #tw restrictive ed #ed di3t #i will be thinner #thinspø #thigh g4p #thin$po #tw ed rant #ed not sheeren #an0rec1a #tw mia #bulim14 #r3striction #r3lapse #my friend ana

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ixia0 · 6 months

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I don’t think I’m ever going to get better… and i don’t think I have the strength to keep trying anymore-

#ed relapse #su1c1d10 #kms #d3pression #d3athsp0 #r3lapse #tw s3lf harm #bpd vent

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yungsnow · 1 month

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Wow everybody relapsing rn

#tw restriction #tw ed trigger #tw relaspe #ed relapse #calories #food restriction #edtwtrefuges #3dtumblr #3ating d1sorder #tw ana relapse #r3lapse #ed trigger warning #ed moots #counting cals #tw disordered eating

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picodegay-yoooo · 15 days

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Made me think of you guys lmao✨

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badthing2do · 3 months

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someone please help, why does it take me a month to lose 5 lbs and then i gain it all back after a day of eating normal not even bingeing , and it literally takes me at least 2 weeks of restricting again .. i used to be so good at this , i don’t understand :(

#🕯️as a 🪶#4n0r3xia #tw weighloss #an0r3c1a #@n@ diary #skinnni #r3lapse #tw ana shit #@na vent #@na trigger #@na buddy #tw ana diary

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hahaohnoagain · 9 days

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silly little edit

(+ why i’m relapsing)

#my first meme #hashtag finance #@nor3×14 #@na rules #actually true in my experience though #r3lapse #r3striction #3d not sheeran #tw 3d vent

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prinx-v · 19 days

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i hate wanting to relapse but not being able to cuz i have to go to the dr's soon and if i get caught with cuts, it'll be fall of 2021 all over again. i js need to get over the appointment, then i'll probably start again

#prinx-v #prinx v #shblrr #tw s3lf harm #r3lapse #s3lf harn #s3lfharmm #s3lf mutilation

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numb3d · 1 month

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Height: 168 cm (5.5 ft)

SW: 68.9 kg (152 lbs)

CW: 68.2 kg (150 lbs)

GW 1: 65 kg (143 lbs)

GW 2: 60 kg (132 lbs)

GW 3: 55 kg (121)

I haven't set an UGW, because I have to take small steps to keep as motivated as possible. Also I personally believe that an UGW doesn't exist, because you can never be too small right? For now I first have to do a lot, lot, lot of work before I'm getting even a little close to being underweight, like I was before therapy 3 years ago...

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emaciatedcrystalmom · 1 month

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tw ana/ mia rant

i’m lowkey relapsing after 4 years with @na and i feel like im so bad at it since i have mi@ too. like i can fast all day and most days just have my usual protein bar and a few too many gummy vitamins before bed, but then when i binge or just eat more than i want to it’s not as scary since i can “get rid of it.” i don’t have any fear foods really bc when i do eat them they don’t stay down. i want to be good at @na like i used to be and im liking the idea of getting hospitalized again a bit too much, and even tho im losing weight i still just feel so shitty after i b/p. like where did all of the self control go?? ughhhhhhhh

#ed not sheeren #ana bllog #th1nsp1ration #tw mia #bulim14 #bul1m1c #r3lapse

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zerojoyyz · 10 months

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wow even tumbler ads r helping me ⭐️tarve

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psilocybn · 2 months

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star/ving admittedly makes me feel pretty sad. it’s cool until it’s night time and I can’t distract myself and my brain is on autopilot. sad bcuz that’s just one of the mental side effects for me but also because it sucks that I can’t eat because I could look better. tonight I just feel empty. part of me is tempted to eat not even because of the physical hunger but just because the depression is kicking.

#my post #vent tag #weightloss #ed not sheeren #low cal restriction #skinnni #@n4 diary #calorie control #tw restrictive ed #tw depressing thoughts #ed ednotsheeran restriction #r3lapse #r3striction #⭐️vation goals #i want to ⭐️ve #⭐️ving

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