Abrobinarydox
[pt: Abrobinarydox /end pt]
[id: a rectangular flag with 7 equally-sized vertical lines. colors in this order from top to bottom: pink, dark pink, light pink, white, light green, dark green, green. /end id]
[id: a rectangular flag with 7 equally-sized vertical lines. colors in this order from top to bottom: deep blue, dark blue, blue-purple, pink, light pink, dark pink, bright pink. /end id]
[id: a rectangular flag with 7 equally-sized vertical lines. colors in this order from top to bottom: light purple, darkish pruple, lighter purple, light yellow, white, gold, yellow. /end id]
Abrobinarydox; a term for being abrobinary & not being abrobinary at the same time.
Ambinarydox; a term for being ambinary & not being ambinary at the same time.
Anonbinarydox; a term for being anonbinary & not being anonbinary at the same time.
etymology; abrobinary/ambinary/anonbinary, (para)dox
for anon!
tagging; @radiomogai, @thecoffeecrew404
[id: a rosy-pink line divider. /end id]
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hey li! May I request some Rui and Toya angst where mc breaks up w them? you don't have to do this btw!!
A Breakup
Features: Kamishiro Rui, Aoyagi Toya
- ♡ warnings: this is angst. Crying. Let me know if I missed any
- ♡ notes: a bit ooc. Got carried away with this. I'm not the best of angst but I gave it my best shot, thans for the pain anon ♡ poorly proofread
Rui Kamishiro
Rui felt like he had a good understanding of emotions, he knew when he was happy or when he was discontent with himself. Though one feeling, he struggle to comprehend was belonging to something. Must of days whilst his classmates played together and gossip during the hours of lunch, he was found at the rooftops with only the air to greet him.
He felt like an outsider to the world, that one lonesome child in the corner, too afraid to mutter a word to his peers. He wasn't necessarily upset by this either, he had grown to be accustomed to being alone, becoming desensitized in the solitude
That was until he met you.
You greeted him with nothing but endless kindness, little words of affirmation kissing the lobes of his ears. Even when he felt like an outsider to the world, your benevolence met no ends, boundless as you held him in your arms, brushing away his troubles
And that is why in that very moment, Rui felt his hopes and emotions crush like powder as those simple quick words left your lips in a firm sentence.
" We should break up"
That was joke, right-? Yet there was no hesitation in your voice. Not a quiver nor stutter to indicate otherwise. Your eyes were also void of that glimmer you use to stare at him as well, glinting like stars that would greet him each and every day. Instead, it was monotone, vacant of the care that use to love him. Cold. And hurting as well.
In the shock of the moment, he was rendered silence, his head racing at a dangerous speed, hazardous to a crash. But as he reached back to his senses of rationality, all he could do was fake a smile. "I understand." Perhaps you both would talk it out but ultimately you remained the same about your choice.
Why? That was word that had lodged itself in his thoart yet he had no energy to mutter it out even as a meek whisper.
He tried to pry the lingering eyes off him. Nene and others would ask if he was fine. The question always brought a sharp pain, a pierce to his chest, eyes etching with tears that he swiflty blinks away. The lie forming of his on his lips, "I'm fine" That couldn't be further from the truth and his actions proved otherwise
He quite literally locked himself in his room, his head buried in a cluster of blueprints and spare parts with the sole excuse that he had work to do for upcoming shows. But a quick chat with Tsukasa disproved that very quickly. Really, Rui was looking for any way to avoid crashing paths with you again. To see you be so happy without him whilst he's still struggling to let go
Rui tried to tell himself that he shouldn't be sad that this was expected. Afterall, who would want to be with the outcast? He'll get over it in couple of days, he reckons.
Yet as Rui sat on the rooftops, the spot beside him vacant of your presence, your smile and every part of you, he couldn't help but choke out a sob( his classmates noticed how his cheeks looked a tad puffy yet they silently collectively agreed to leave the pruple haired boy alone). Fingers going numb that use to hold onto yours, grounding him back to reality as soothing words leave you. It felt so wrong not feeling you beside him. But all he was met was with the silence as the wind blew blew over his ears.
His eyes lingered on the view in the distance. He could still hear your voice, giggling as you crack one of those corny jokes that still made his stomach hurt from laughing. You always found the view to be beautiful, a series of colors stringing together to make a scene both you and Rui could share. But now you probably in the cafeteria, laughing with your friends as they gossip of today's news.
And over time he would reach those days when the hurt washed away and he held a genuine smile to his face. Perhaps the both of you can remain friends, not allowing the previous bond to affect you now.
But even still, whenever he goes to the rooftops, he still can't help but squint at the distance, searching for something that no longer existed.
The view never looked quite the same.
Toya Aoyagi
Toya wasn't quite sure what to expect when you both started dating. The idea was new and forgien to his inexperienced hands. But he nonetheless made a silent promise to act the role as your partner to the best of his ability
It was bumpy process, he would admit. He knew he had a rather cold exterior, a concrete wall protecting his vulnerabilities from the world's harsh cruelties. Yet he could not deny that you somehow found a way to chip away at those walls.
You were so kind to him, someone who gave him the reassurance he needed when emotions hit harder than bricks. You provided an escape from his family, one where he didn't need to have his gaurd up.
And overtime you learned, there was more than his rather stoic nature. That deep down all his flaws and imperfections, Toya was a good friend. And a good partner.
Though what brought you to this situation? Only you knew.
" Hey Toya, I think it'd be better if we go our separate ways."
He already could tell something was wrong before you spoke those words. You were more quiet than usual, fingers fidgeting over your sleeves. Silence was shrouding the pair of you- it was like he wasn't even there.
And Toya made the mistake of asking. The very act that led him to this predicament.
Toya was never one to react through ranges of expressions, but this didn't stop his shoulders from going slack, his eyes widening in disbelief- jaw slightly apage, astonished and confused at the same time.
Like Rui, the pair of you would talk it out, being a peaceful closure to your relationshipm But he nonetheless respected your wishes, surely you had good reasons to end things. "If that's how you see it, then I will respect that"
Normally, Toya didn't allow his mind to ponder on topics for too long. It was quite simple for him to shrug off quarries, leaving without a second thought. But this? Admittedly lingered in his mind for much longer than he wished. Was he too tense? Perhaps too emotionless, it gave the impression he didn't care? It didn't matter now. The only person who held the answers was you and you were long gone
He was quite well at hiding his pain compared to Rui. Doesnt even mumble a peep to Akito other than a few blunt words. His expressions remain the same as well, not a note of hurt other than his droppy eyes- struggling to recieve sleep in the aftermath of the breakup. Though people can notice how he starred off into the distance, or how his eyes lingered on spots you use to sit at.
His pile of arcade prizes increased in number as well- subconsciously collecting awards he had normally gifted to you. It hadn't even occurred to him that he still acted upon among old habits. Even though the prizes took up space in his room, it served to epitomize on the lonely cold presence thst he truly was standing in.
And at the dead of nights, void of anyone's prying eyes or judgeful thoughts; his face goes red with faint droplets wetting his cheeks as he makes the mistake of reminiscing for just a second. His knuckles goes pale as his clutch around the pillow fails to cease, his tears leaving marks on the fabrics.
He knew he was waiting for something that was far out of reach. And the realization always caused his body to run numb, a wave of needles to pin against the surface of his heart. It was also then upon that moment, he truly recognized how strong you made him feel and now rendered to a peice of broken shards stitched together with tape only visible in solitude
However, Toya does learn to move on with the mercy of time. A little faster than others.
And when he does pass you by the hallway, he greets you with a mere wave, void of any hurt in his stature.
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Hii!! I know it took a while (sorry) but I'm the 🖤👁🖤 anon from kupidkoining!! If you still want to can you make the Vending Machine Of Love by The Stupendium-kin flag? Thank you so so much (even if you say no btw) :))
- 🖤👁🖤
[Row One ID: 2 rectangular flags with 7 horizontal lines. line sizes in this order, thick, medium, thick, medium, thick, medium. colors in this order reflected after this last listed color: light blue, yellow, rosy orange, magenta. in the center of the flag is a light pruple circle outlined in blue. in the circle is the 7-point star kin symbol, also in blue. End ID]
[Row Two ID: 2 rectangular flags with 7 horizontal lines. line sizes in this order, thick, medium, thick, medium, thick, medium. colors in this order reflected after this last listed color: magenta, rosy orange, yellow, light blue. in the center of the flag is a light purple circle outlined in blue. in the circle is the 7-point star kin symbol, also in blue. End ID]
Vending Machine of Love Kin Flags
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