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reylosource · 1 year
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I miss when @new-xkit-extension used to turn the reblog button green for posts I've reblogged before. Now I randomly queue up posts that others have reblogged FROM me, because I can't read.
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silly-rosemary · 1 year
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exes be fuckin weird sometimes
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terr1ble-lie · 7 months
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Mind reader
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i usually post on wattpad and use tumblr for reading or speaking my mind, so sorry my followers who just see this
Patrick Bateman x fem!reader
WARNINGS: smut/NSFW, dubcon, degredation, forced proximity. the mains ones, if you think i should add any more let me know <3
you and bro are trapped in a elevator/lift together. you hate him, he hates you. but he always knows how to pass the time.
(It’s been to long since I’ve seen this movie, so bare with. read through once or twice but there probs still a few mistakes)
You and Patrick Bateman had never gotten along. You were all he hated in a woman. Strong minded, opinionated, *a human being opposed to an object*. Good thing for him, you hated him just as much. Objectively at least. But you’d be lying if you said you didn’t get something out of his controlling and rude nature. Though you’d never admit that to yourself. It’s everything you stand against. But that was half of the appeal…
Much to your utter disgust, and no doubt his own, you two were stuck in an elevator together. It had stopped working between floors. And you two would be in here for at least an hour. Or so the mechanic on the emergency call told you.
“Just my damn luck..”
You annoyedly mumbled to yourself. Running your fingers through your hair.
“You read my mind”
the words uttered from his pampered mouth held no emotion whatsoever. It wasn’t a surprise.
“I can’t think of anything I’d want less in all fairness. Reading your mind would no doubt drive me to jump until the damn lift drops”
*here we go again…*
“The fact that you 're even considering that means you’ve thought about it at least once.”
He sounded smug, like catching you in a lie. Though you didn’t let it show how much such a small comment got on your nerves
“It’s not like there’s much to think about when we are trapped together in such a small space” 
You grumbled. mind spiralling to try and distract you from your current circumstances though it wasn't much of a distracting, judging by the fact your eyes locked straight onto him. A hungry gaze masked by judgement wandered over to his slightly taller, and a lot broader, body. You were stood leaning against the closed door. He was standing straight on the other side, no more than 3 ft between the two of you. Of course this was a perfect opportunity to check him out, not like he’d get anything but an unnecessary ego boost from it.
Your eyes dragged over him from head to toe. Lingering on the way his tailored slacks tighten over his toned thighs. You wondered how much the man could lift. But the thought was soon pushed from your mind as your eyes landed on another part the pants strained against. 
letting your gaze stay in his bulge for longer than you were willing to admit to yourself. You felt like the type of people you so despised. Checking others out as if they were a freshly cooked steak. You took your self disgust as a cue to avert your ever-more interested eyes.
But that glance was all you needed for your mind to spin.
Sadly, said glance was also all he needed too.
“You’re as a subtle as a brick”
He broke the silence. Your face immediately flushing, albeit subtly. Ironic.
“Don’t pretend I haven’t caught you getting more than an eyeful of all the women in this office. They should put you on a damn leash” 
she retorted. Shifting in her stance to cross one ankle over the other as her back arched off the door in return. Your poor shirt straining against your full chest at the movement. The small gaps in the fabric give a clear enough view to see the ash grey bra you wore. This time it was the bateman's hungry eyes drinking in the sight.
“Dressing for comfort over appearances? Maybe you're not as much of a slut as I thought”
You scoffed at his comment. Running her hand through her hair once more before responding, reluctantly.
“Proving my damn point”
“I never said I didn’t. Keep up.”
You felt your fists clench in self restraint as he continued nonchalantly insulting you. One of the many reasons you fantasised about the man begging for mercy from you. In any and all ways. Who could blame you though, right?
Entertaining him with a response would both add to your annoyance and his smugness, so you decided against it. The fact he continued shouldn’t have been a surprise. And this time he took a step closer.
“You should wear lace tomorrow. Black, balconette style. Easier on the eyes”
He quips. It did nothing but make your damn blood boil. you were always quick to react.
“Do you ever shut the fuck up?”
The scoff scoff drew a twitch from his eye. It was barely noticeable but enough to make her feel proud for getting a reaction.
“I was thinking the same about you. Although I’m sure it would be easy enough to make you”
“What do you m-“
You were cut off by a strong hand lacing in your hair and tugging you to the side sharply. Your head kept to the left, the side of your neck exposed. And  much to your surprise, the movement drew a involuntary whimper from her throat
“hmm.”
he took another step closer so his body kept you cornered against the door of the lift. His grip tightening in your hair and pulling you down further. your hands darting up the grab his wrist in a feeble attempt to get away from him
“Get your damn hands off you me you sick bastard-“
you were once again cut off. His free hand strikes you hard across the face and draws another, more pained whimper from her. A grimace formed on your lips as the sting flooded the sensitive flesh of your cheek. And you glared up at him. 
He showed nothing. Not even a smirk. And despite it all, the dreaded ache of arousal coiled in the dip of your pelvis in a way you've never felt before. 
Your breath was heavier, hotter. And then he finally chuckled. It was mocking with nothing real behind it. More a show of dominance than anything else.
“This will pass time I guess. Kneel, whore”
You whined in response to his venom laced words. Shaking your head as much as you could with his grip still in your hair, as strong as it was. To nobody’s amazement, this didn’t sit well with the man.
He wrapped a leg to coil around yours before giving you a sharp jab in the back of the knee with his heel. Taking a swift step back to give you enough room to fall to your knees. His hand never leaves your hair for even a second.
“I can see it in your eyes. Dont lie to me.”
Before your protests could leave your mind, he’d already unzipped and unbuttoned his slacks. Freeing his almost concerningly hard erection. He really was getting off on forcing this out of you. And to your disgust, you were too.
Without a second thought you presented your open mouth for fucking. Your rational thought now completely clouded by arousal and you accepted this was in fact  happening. And he accepted the invitation with open arms, and legs. Invading your mouth with his painfully large cock. 
You gagged, the result of his negligent speed of thrusting into your mouth and instantly hitting the back of your throat. 
the feeling of your throat tightening around him in attempts to purge him of your insides was almost euphoric. Expressing his pleasure in an almost inaudible grunt. 
He used his grip on your locks to guide your head to meet his thrusts. Beginning to fuck your face as if you were nothing but a toy to him. And it suited you. That was all you were to the tall, brunette businessman taking advantage of your less and savoury kinks.
His pace increased. The spare, large and veined hand of his bracing himself against the door of the elevator you were once leant on. your satisfyingly tight throat meeting every snap of his hips. 
You moaned around him. The depraved noise sends a subtle vibration right through him. 
“Do that again..-“
He spoke between the heavy breaths synced with his thrusts. And you knew it wasn't a polite request. And you happily, instinctively obliged. More moans being forced from your Pre-cum soaked throat.
He never lost control of his thrusts. The only thing he gave as warning of his climax was the distended groan he let out before his grip on your hair tightened very painfully. Soon your throat was warmed and coated in ribbons of cum. And he glared down at you. A silent demand you followed almost eagerly. Taking great care to keep your eyes locked with his as you swallowed every last drop. within two attempts. It was difficult while he was still in your mouth.
He removed his cock eventually after he was satisfied you’d taken him fully. And as quickly as it all happened, his tailored slacks were zipped up once more and his back was against the far lift wall.
Your jaw was left aching. Your expensive lipstick smudged down your chin and mascara gathering at the corner of your eyes. But you stood. The action of you standing made you realise the lift was moving up again. That trademark ding ringing out as you finish readjusting your skirt.
You turned around just as the door slid open. Wordlessly pushing past the people crowded around waiting to see if you were both ok. You hoped you walked fast enough that your ruined makeup looked like the blur of movement. 
But Just before you were out of earshot, you heard that painfully familiar voice ring out from behind you
“Maybe you couldn’t read my mind but I sure as hell read yours”
You hated that he was right.
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slut4hwa · 2 years
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touch me now - hongjoong
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pairings: kim hongjoong & fem reader
genre: smut, fluff.
word count: 967 words
warnings: dom! hongjoong, sub! reader, squirting, degradation, choking, dirty talk,  swearing, sex lol, hair grabbing/pulling (?) hongjoong is a bit rough but the reader loves it ( i probs forgot stuff but im rlly tired so :P hope u guys enjoy this!!)
please reblog my work!! tumblr is based on reblogs not likes
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all fics i write do not represent the members in any way. this is pure fiction.
it wasn’t on purpose of course. the topic was already there so it kind of just slipped out.
“yeah i’ve always wanted to know how squirting feels-” you blurted it out. fuck.
the sadistic smirk that appeared on his face told you everything he was thinking.
“oh yeah?”
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so here he was, holding your chin with his slim hand as you looked up into his lustful eyes. the way his eyes bore into yours made you so weak, you started tp squirm but he held you under him, his hands now gripping your face.
just as you were about to say something his lips latched on to yours making you let out a soft whimper. 
his hands made their way to your shirt, ripping it and throwing it across the room while his other hand unclasped your bra.
hongjoong broke the kiss to stare you down, looking at you hungrily.
“you said you wanted to squirt? oh don’t you worry darling i’ll make sure you do by the time im finished with you. gonna make you squirt so much! he whispered as he bit your earlobe. you let out a surprised gasp.
“joong p-please fuck me already” you mewled, not caring if you sound desperate at this point. all you needed was his touch, his kiss, his hard coc-
“whatever you wish for y/n” he smirked.
while you were lost in your horny thoughts, he didn’t just rid himself of everything but you were now also butt naked too. you tried to shy away from him but he held you down, admiring every inch of your body.
“so fucking pretty baby. and it’s all for me. you’re mine” he growled.
“mhgnm- all yours sir, all yours.” you said, keeping direct eye contact which you knew for a fact drove him crazy. 
he groaned watching as you played around with your nipple, still looking at him.
suddenly he slipped into you, immediately setting a fast pace.
“look at your dripping cunt slut, so so wet all for me. i bet you fantasize about me making you squirt with my big cock everyday. such a needy whore” he scoffed.
you couldn’t help but shamelessly moan as you gripped on to his shoulders, head thrown back. he moaned out at the sight of your already fucked out state, his hips slightly stuttering as he watched you. 
“s-so you’re gonna make m-me fffuuck- squirt or not?” you grinned, trying to sound as confident as you can but the way cock was slamming into you made it hard to think. 
“mhm be patient slut or i won’t make you cum at all” his hand grabbed your neck, pulling you in for a sloppy kiss.
his hips sped up, pounding into you relentlessly as he threw his head back, his eyebrows furrowed and mouth hung open while he let out a series of loud whines and whimpers. you absolutely loved how vocal he was, not afraid tolet out his moans which he knew turned you on. 
you cried out when he used his thumb to rub fast circles on your clit. 
“shiit joong baby so-somethings coming - fuck don’t stop” you let out a loud sob, the intense feeling in your stomach getting closer and closer.
hongjoong moaned out loudly, feeling his cum spill into you as he watched with his mouth agape.
he quickly pulled out coming down from his high and laid down in between your legs. he looked so hot. hair sticking to his forehead and his body glistening with sweat. he smirked at you biting your lip and his long finger was back on your clit in a second.
he rubbed it furiously, desperately wanting to make you cum. you let out a loud moan the feeling quickly building up again and before you could say anything, you felt the tie in your stomach snap as the juices squirted out right onto his hand and chest. 
his eyes widened as he watched how your entire body shook and your hands gripping the sheets desperately. 
“holy shit” he breathed out.
the pure bliss on your face made him proud. proud that he was the one that made you feel this good. no one else.
you on the other hand have never felt something as good as this. it was so much more intense then your orgasms before.
as you calmed down his mouth was still wide open, licking his lips at the sight in front of him. he moved up to lick a long stripe up your glistening folds, humming into your core.
you threw your head back, grabbing his hair to pull him away but he just chuckled and sucked on your clit.
“fuck joong- oh my god” you whimpered.
hongjoong kept licking circles on your clit and harshly sucking on the bud, while your mouth was hung open in a silent scream, not even being able to process anything from the overstimulation.
before you could even process anything your legs shook around his head as you squirted again, his face and tongue now glowing with your juices. 
finally he pulled back chuckling at your fucked out state. you were deep deep in subspace, not being able to think straight so you just kept letting out quiet mewls and mumbling incoherent words.
he stood up quickly changing the sheets before laying next to you with a concerned face.
“baby you with me?” he cooed, smiling softly when ne saw you nod. you finally came back to the real world and pulled him into your chest. 
“that felt so good hongjoong, thank you” you smiled staring into his eyes.
“anytime my love, plus that was extremely hot” he grinned.
you laughed, pulling him closer if that was even possible, snuggling together as you felt yourself drift off to sleep.
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note: i didn’t proof read this so if u see any mistakes ignore pls!
do not copy, steal, translate, plagiarise and post my works on here or any other platform! they all belong to me /@slut4hwa/
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cowboyellies · 9 months
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august e.w. (1)
summary/ author’s note: hello! this is my first tumblr fanfic (also my first post because I’m not really sure yet how this website functions lol) I decided since it’s august to write an ellie fic inspired by the taylor swift song! (and the folklore love triangle in general) for those already aware of the story, ellie is supposed to be james, dina is betty, and the reader is augustine.  the characters are all supposed to be in the summer before they start college (18) so a slight difference from taylors lyrics. other than that the story is pretty much the same (aka angsty with a sad ending for poor reader </3) this is gonna be a multiple part fic so buckle up!
for those not knowledgeable in the folklore cinematic universe: after an awful fight with dina right before the start of summer (and dina’s three month long summer trip) ellie is left with unanswered questions about her and dina’s relationship and their future. ellie then meets you and pretty soon you begin a summer fling, leaving you questioning whether she was ever yours to lose?
warnings/themes: angst!!lots of it, cheating (womp womp), ellie is stupid and kind of a dick, reader is delusional and a little pathetic (me core), alcohol and weed use, eventual sexual themes (prob not in great detail because i suck at writing smut) talk of non consensual groping, homophobia (fun!)
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you decided to leave the prom an hour and a half early. the music was lame, the tacky decorations didn’t do nearly enough to mask your public school’s moldy gym, and your date, who you had made sure to inform multiple times that you were just going as friends, tried to stick his tongue down your throat in the middle of the dance floor. you said goodbye to your small group of friends who were still partying with their dates, and made it to the exit of the sweaty gym, making sure to toss the lame corsage you had been given in the trash on the way out. since your debt ridden public school had cheapened out at the last minute and moved the prom’s venue from a nice event hall two towns over to the gymnasium, your friends decided to skip the whole overly expensive limo thing and just take your cars. you made your way to your old but lovable station wagon and began driving the opposite way from your house. you knew if you came home this early your mom would bother you with questions so you figured you’d stop and get a slurpee to pass the time.
and that’s when you saw her, the girl you had seen earlier in the night awkwardly standing near the punch bowl fiddling with her thumbs while her date danced energetically with her friends. you had seen ellie williams before but never paid much attention to her. she had a famously close friendship with dina woodward, probably the most beloved girl in your small town yet she herself kind of flew under the radar. It wasn’t until tonight when you saw ellie in her black suit, arms linked with dina as they entered the dance that you realized they were definitely together. given your small town’s outdated views and ridiculously rampant gossip mill they could obviously never label themselves as together publicly, but you could tell. you knew the small town closeted lesbian look all too well. 
you noticed now as you approached the reddened stop light where you both would be waiting for the next minute that she looked really sad. her posture crumpled as she trudged along the broken cobblestone, a look one could only describe as heart broken across her face. Impulsively you felt your fingers moving to roll down the car window. you weren’t the type of person to involve yourself in anyone’s personal problems, but the mixture of your own shitty night and ellie's grim expression moved something in you to open up that window. 
“hey!” you called out to her across the sidewalk. her saddened daze broke and she looked up at you surprised, so lost in thought she forgot anyone else in the world existed. “get in!” you yelled, shocking yourself in the process. you watched as her face changed from confusion to wariness. you watched as she mulled the proposition over in head, registering your prom dress as a sign you had come from the same place as her and therefore most likely were not trying to murder her, only give her a ride home. she hurried over to your car before the light could turn green, shutting the door with intense force behind her making the both of you slightly jump. soon after the light turned green and you began driving to the 7-11 which was only a couple of minutes away, a 90s song quietly played in the background as you nervously tapped your fingers on the wheel, starting to regret your decision as you weren’t sure what to say. 
Ellie opened up her mouth a few times to talk, but realized she wasn’t sure what to say either. This night had worn her down to exhaustion and for the first time in hours sitting silently in your car provided her with a surprising sense of calm. as your car finally pulled into the neon lit 7-11 parking lot you finally turned to look at her. her expression while still sad had lightened a little and you noticed now under the intense lighting how pretty her freckles were. 
“do you want a slurpee?” 
you and ellie sat on the hood of your car quietly sipping your slurpees, yours a mixture of cherry and coke, her’s blue raspberry. the parking lot where you sat was vacant, the only other car there was likely the worker of the 7-11 behind you. 
“so…” you began to speak, putting an end to the comfortable silence. “prom was pretty great huh” you joked. she shook her head and smiled lightly, turning to look at you the first time that night. she noticed quickly that you were very beautiful, a fact that hadn’t crossed her mind in the midst of her heartache. she wondered suddenly why you had left the prom as early as her, another thought that hadn’t crossed her mind. 
“so um, dina, was she your date?” you asked, trying to keep your voice as nonchalant as possible, already knowing the weight behind your words. you noticed her body stiffen and soon regretted bringing it up. 
“sort of yeah,” she replied, her voice harsh. an awkward silence rested between you two until she began to speak again. “what about you, no date?”
“I wish, I had a date, jamie dawson. I thought we were just going as friends until he tried to grope me during the cha cha slide,” you cringed, taking another slip of your slurpee.
“gross. he’s a dick.” she replied. he was a dick, ellie had thought so ever since she caught him looking at dina’s ass while she cheered at last year’s fall pep rally. she wanted so badly in that moment to yell at him, inform him she was taken. but of course she couldn’t.
a similar situation is what led to her current shitty mood. she showed up to dina’s that night, crumpled corsage in hand as she nervously knocked on her door. she was greeted by dina’s dad. mr. woodward had always scared ellie since the first time she had met him in eighth grade. he made his disdain for ellie clear to his daughter, as he disapproved dina having such a close relationship with a girl like her, a girl who skateboarded around town in her dirty converse and boyish clothes. he hated how close they were and even though they had always done their best to hide the real nature of their relationship, he always suspected something was going on between them. when mr. woodward saw her at the door standing in her thrifted suit, his face crumpled in contempt, the first hindering in ellie’s confidence that night. 
she brushed past that as she made her way into the woodward’s foyer where dina and her friends resided. ellie knew most of the girls due to cheer performances and all the time’s dina had dragged her along to events like this, but she was never really close with any of them. along with dina’s friends stood their dates, most of them douchey football players who were among the bunch of boys who found pleasure in shouting homophobic insults at her in the school halls. the one nice one among them she recognized was jesse. ellie knew him from her astronomy class and had always liked partnering up with him for group projects, his sense of humor was similar to hers and they always found themselves being scolded by the teacher for laughing during lectures. 
she creeped inside awkwardly waving as the crowd eyed her entrance. dina wasn’t in the room and she quickly began to panic until jesse snapped her out of it by dapping her up. 
“ELLIE!!!” he shouted as he wrapped her in a bro hug. she found herself being thankful to whichever cheer girl brought him as her date. 
soon after dina descended from the stairs, scanning the room to see if ellie arrived yet. when her eyes landed on the auburn haired girl she broke out into one of her signature bright smiles. when she reached ellie she quickly wrapped ellie in a hug, making sure not to let the gesture linger considering her parents were in the corner setting up their fancy digital camera. “took you long enough,” she teased
“sorry I forgot your corsage and had to go ba-” 
“I’m just teasing you, I don't care,” she replied gently, reaching down to grab the plastic corsage container. ellie blushed, noticing since she’d arrived all of dina’s friends sporting much fancier corsages. “I love it!” dina beamed. opening the box for ellie to put it on her. dina’s parents eyed them from the side of the room, suspicious of the intimate gesture. The only reason they allowed dina to go as ellie’s “date” was because dina told them no one had asked her. that was a blatant lie, there was a day the week before prom where three boys had asked her in one lunch period. 
the group lined up for group pictures and ellie stood nervously, trying to look as platonic as possible posing next to her girlfriend of almost two years. soon when people began branching off to do couples pics, dina’s parents beckoned her over. ellie stood in her original position but could clearly hear the whole conversation. 
“we noticed that nice boy jesse is going stag, why don’t you two pose for some pictures together?” dina’s mom prodded, stroking dina’s hair. ellie tensed. 
“mom n-” 
“come on sweetie, when you're older don’t you want to show your kids pictures of your date from your senior prom? not pictures of you and your friend,” her voice hardening on the word friend. dina began protesting more but suddenly mrs. woodward was calling jesse over to them. ellie watched in the corner as the woodward’s began posing the two of them together. dina sported a tense smile while jesse, confused by the situation but happy he got to be in that close of a vicinity to a hot girl smiled brightly. 
after the pictures the group made their way into the big limo dina’s parents had rented. dina linked arms with ellie and quickly noticed her tense nature. “hey, i'm sorry about that,” she whispered softly. 
“s’ okay” ellie replied, forcing a small smile. she knew dina wasn’t at fault for her parents' insane actions, but that didn’t stop her from hurting whenever they pulled stuff like that. 
the rest of the night continued on regularly. ellie still felt awkward amongst dina’s friends but tried her best to put on a front for her. as she and her friends danced energetically to early 2000s hits, ellie stayed to the side, letting her girlfriend enjoy the night without having to subject her to her awkward dancing. she figured she would pop in during the slow songs, the light swaying they required being the only move she could handle. that’s why when the ridiculously corny ed sheeran song that for some reason dina loved came on, ellie began making her way to the dance floor. she stopped suddenly at the edge of the floor when she saw dina smiling as she swayed with jesse. ellie’s heart dropped when she saw their joyful expressions, jesse spinning dina at a completely different tempo than what the song called for, both of them laughing hysterically
in retrospect ellie should have known this supposed act of intimacy she had walked in on was just jesse dicking around and trying to ruin the slow song for the rest of the couples on the dance floor, but seeing her laughing and holding onto his hands made ellie want to hurl. so much so, she quickly exited the gym. trudging alone in the dark scraping her doc martens on the rundown cobblestone street until you came along, offering her a ride.
you watched as ellie finished her slurpee, her face bitter as she recalled the night's events. you didn’t press her on it any further, knowing by her expression whatever had happened was bad. 
“where do you live? I’ll give you a ride. I have to kill time before I get home anyway,” you said as you slid off your car's hood and began unlocking it.
“thanks,” she replied, mimicking your actions. after she got in the car she began thinking back to your last sentence. “why can’t you go home?”
“don’t want my mom asking annoying questions. you know, worrying about me and shit,” 
“I get that,” she thought of what joel would say when she returned home, all bleary eyed and disheveled looking. she realized she should probably wait to go home until she knew he was asleep. “actually, um if you don’t have anywhere to be… could we just drive around for a bit?” 
you smiled softly and placed your hand on the ignition, “sure.”
authors note: sorry not much happens in this chapter I promise it will get good in the next one I just wanted to introduce the story a little and try to explain ellie and dina’s relationship before I got into writing more about the reader and ellie🫶
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amiscreations · 11 months
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Meeting All of Def Leppard in Sheffield!!!!
Yes, really! and no this wasn't part of a meet and greet or anything, I just happened to be incredibly blessed that weekend🥰 so sit back, relax, get your snacks, and lemme give you a comprehensive timeline of how I met the guys!
So you guys all know my interaction with Sav at the album signing, if not read about it here, but that was my only interaction with Sav. 
other than that, my friends happened to be staying at the same hotel that the Leppards and their crew were! 
the only one of the Leppard crew who wasn't staying there was Sav, because he was staying at his house (he lives in Sheffield so ig it makes sense) but yeah that was why we didn't see him at all after the signing.
also the man is illusive af so even if he was staying at the hotel we prob wouldn't have seen much of him😅
Right, now time for the others!
The next Leppard I met (and I still genuinely cannot believe this) was Joe!
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We got back to the hotel after the concert and he was just… there? In the lobby/restaurant area? WHAT?
I will admit that I did feel a little bad going up to him as he seemed like he just wanted to hang out with his friends who were all there, but at this point I didn’t know that they were staying at the hotel so I didn’t know if I’d ever get this opportunity again.
He was sO NICE and sO TIPSY LMAO
We didn’t say much to each other apart from the usual “the show was amazing!” And “Thank you, I’m glad you enjoyed it” kinda routine bUT STILL I WAS TALKING TO JOSEPH ELLIOTT HIMSELF ANYTHING WAS MORE THAN AMAZING 
he is also vERY tall in person
Like I knew he was like 6′3 or something like that but my short ass just did not expect him to be that tall for some reason
But yeah that was that
Another fun thing was that we stayed in the lobby for a little while and we could just hEAR him laughing and talking 
Something I learned about Joe Elliott on this trip is that tHE MAN IS LOUD WHEN TIPSY
Just as we were about to retire for the night, in walks The Thundergod himself, Mr Rick Allen!
Of course we got a picture with him and he was very intent on taking it himself in selfie mode LMAO
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(my friends were in this too but I decided to crop them out bc I wasn't sure if they wanted to be on Tumblr or not)
HE IS SO LOVELY AAAAAAA
Cut to the next day, I meet my friends in Starbucks, and we weren’t in there more than 10 mins, and Rick walks in! 
My friend apparently had always wanted to buy him coffee, so the went up and paid for his order aWWW
he then proceeded to come and sit at our table and we just... talked?
as if we were old friends?
WHAT?
HE IS SO NICE AND SO CHARMING AND SO FUNNY I JUST AWWW
we ended up running into him a lot that day and the next, and he genuinely seemed happy to see us!
at one point he said “greetings earthlings” to us and did the Star Trek salute
long story short for about 48 hours we became best friends with Rick Allen and I miss him every day
Next up: Phil
our first interaction was very generic (well as generic as you can get when you're literally meeting one of your favourite people on the entire planet)
we ran into him in the lobby of the hotel and we talked about the concert for a bit
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he said he was super excited for the rest of the tour AWW
we saw him a couple of other times  that day but other than a “hello” and a smile  we didn't bother him at all
we would have done the same whenever we saw Rick but I cannot stress enough that HE was the one coming up to US when ever he saw us
later that day we also saw Joe again but we didn't go up to him as he was with Jess and Mike and seemed busy ( he was honestly probably going out to film something👀)
Ok this next part might be a lil sad
But we also went to visit Steve🥺
I didn’t expect to cry, but as soon as the three of us laid eyes on his gravestone we just all broke down into tears.
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There was a lot of lil bits of memorabilia there that looked like they had been there for a long time, mostly guitar picks and lil notes.
But the part that got us? There was a picture of him and Phil there which you can just about see in the first photo
Not me crying again rn
But we have him some flowers (which we all wrote a note on) and I also gave him a guitar pick. 
I’d actually found this guitar pick on the floor in Brighton a few weeks ago, and it was from a music touring company. I’d completely forgotten I’d left it in my bag, but I think it was absolutely a sign when I found it on the floor.
Everything felt so heartbreakingly perfect 
We got to share this little moment with him💜
Ok sad stuff over 
Cut to the next day, we’re back at Starbucks again getting breakfast. surely nothing else out of the ordinary could happen, right?
well that was proven wrong when VIVIAN CAMPBELL WALKED IN HKSFBKFJS
seriously we weren’t even planning to stay in there wE WERE IN THERE FOR LIKE FIVE MINUTES TO GET BREAKFAST AND THEN GO
anyways I got to give him one of my art prints 
I actually forgot to say I gave one to Rick as well as Sav
well I gave one to Scott (sav’s son who I saw at the OAC pop up) and he said he would give it to Sav AWW
the only one I didn't give a print to was Joe and im sO MAD bc I made a bunch of Joe prints to give out to the fans at the concert and over the weekend bUT I FORGOT TO SAVE ONE FOR THE MAN HIMSELF AAAAAH IM SORRY JOE
I can just imagine all the guys showing each other their prints and Joe being like 🥺why didn't I get one?
I WILL GET A PRINT TO JOE IF IT KILLS ME DW THIS IS NOW MY MISSION 
ANYWAYS Viv was super cool but super shy aww so it didn't seem right to ask him for a picture
[EDIT] idk how I forgot this part but Viv actually recognised me from the signing???!!!! He said “aw I recognise you, you were the one with Sav’s jacket😃” I kept my cool somehow but I was fREAKING OUT
esp in the cafe where I don’t think he wanted attention drawn to him😅
also side note I can confirm that Viv is absolutely ripped irl like bRUUUH👁👄👁
everyone talks about how buff phil is but nO ONE TALKS ABOUT VIV
soz but that just needed to be said.
we decided to stay in the lobby and ofc we saw the leppards a bunch again
literally it was so surreal 
just as they were getting ready to check out Joe came out of the elevator and said “good morning ladies” to us 
we all just collectively internally screamed
we said some other things to him and vice versa but my brain was going 100 miles an hour (BC THAT’S JOE ELLIOTT RIGHT THERE TALKING TO US?) so I honestly dont remember what exactly we were saying😅
another fun thing was that my friend had gifted him a shirt at the signing aND THE MAN WAS WEARING IT AS HE WAS CHECKING OUT
IT WAS SO SWEET AND WE ALL JUST CRIED 
and then as he walked out he said “ladies I bid you adieu”
*more internal feral screaming*
Viv also went to check out and Caitlin (his wife) was with him and I stg she gave me a death glare LMAO
I honestly don’t think she meant to lol but it was still funny
like don’t worry I'm not gonna steal your man calm down
I managed to stop Phil just in time to give him one of my art prints!
one of my friends also had a programme from the Pyro days that had a double page pic of the guys and everyone had their signature (yes this even had Steve’s signature) apart from Phil
and she finally got to complete it by asking him to sign it! 
the best part about this was that he seemed so genuinely happy to see Steve’s signature
he then gAVE ME AND HER HUGS WTF FHDHDHSH
we both then cried 😃
like literally we were both so overwhelmed (in a good way) that we just had to let it all out
and just like that, they were on their way to the airport 
when I left for Sheffield four days prior I had no idea that when I left, I could say I'd had conversations with all five of my favourite people in the world. 
hopefully this was the first time of many I’ll see them!
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lesb0tron69 · 15 days
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hi renren beloved you prob waited forever for this (& im sorry love eid & shit got in a way also no im not doing this bcs you asked more specifically i had a shit week & i need to do something to make me feel better)
this is prob not gonna sound like a love letter (LOONATEEN REFERENCE) but ill try anyways
its nearly a year since we’re together,,, crazy feels like ive known you forever. sometimes it feels like the only thing i really looked forward to when opening my phone is seeing your msgs / tweets & it feels really silly just laughing at it in public / private wherever. i love you so much do u know that, youre my motivation in life in trying to be a good person or hating myself lesser (prob how i survive finals week). this sounds cliche but i always think about how nice would it be if its just the 2 of us in this world or i could get rid of every bad thing that ever existed in your life (your mom ahem). maybe i should pick up drawing or print a pic of u & put it on a cardholder stand acting like youre a kpop idol just so i could live the next day in peace. one day we should meet. we NEED to meet & we’re gonna go on a date so out of my budget ill prob be broke the next day. i wanna live & be with you forever if its possible. i wanna see you smile everyday & itll just be all i ever wanted. i wanna make you proud when i got to live out my dreams. sorry if this sounds all too cliche & ooc but i had to get it off my chest. well to end it off i know you thought that i dont love you as much but i just wanna let you know the only reason i could be here right now was for you & waking up to a text from you. anyway i love you so much maybe after this tweet ill die of happiness perhaps.
p.s. what if we send each other long ass tumblr blogs & pretend this is some 1890s love letter & we’re both girls okay erh erm
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seelestia · 2 years
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I sent my last ask about me moving literally a few hours before you answered it :''D
But uhhh since you probs already know who I am just based on me constantly liking your posts and answers to my asks- might as well do a reveal before I go offline for a while :P
So--the blog that keeps liking your posts and asks is my main blog with the name "sarcasticqueerblob" which is a more personal/multi-fandom account that i have not posted a lot on as of recently
The blog that I do use for interacting with genshin posts (reblogging and posting genshin related posts) is called......(are you ready for this?)
....
It's called medeaheartly.
yes that's the same blog that I recommended you on a previous ask.
yes i did recommend you my own fic (pls im so shameless istg)
BUT PLS DONT TAKE IT THE WRONG WAY- IT WAS ONE OF THE ONLY FICS I COULD THINK OF WHILE WRITING THAT ASK AND I DIDNT REALLY KNOW ANY OTHER FICS THAT BROKE THE SAGAU STANDARD :''''D
i swear I'm not as self-centered as I seem :'''D
forgive me (つд⊂)
and also- if u do check the sideblog, there's an announcement i just posted about the fic having to be paused cuz I am moving :''D
but if u look at the tags u might see something meant for u hehehe
BUT ANYWAYS- apart from my shamelessness and idiotic self-
yes I do acknowledge that I have the dearest privilege of that reserved spot, and yes I'm going to take advantage of it >:D (just this one time tho)
and as for my final final say as this might be my last ask, I will genuinely miss you my dear author, your answers to my asks and your posts are the things I look forward to and wait for everytime I open up Tumblr and I do actually kinda sad whenever I refresh my dashboard and not see you at the top :''D
(lil side note- I'd love to be moots but because my main isn't genshin centered, i'm not quite sure whether or not you'd like the content there :''D tho it's all just random reblogs and rambles atm) - Ever so forever yours, 👹✨ anon <3 (or you can just call me jae)
as soon as i saw your last ask, i just made it my top priority to respond asap because i wanted you to see my answer before you go offline 😭 aaaaa, i'm super glad i could catch you — somewhat? hehe!
yes, yes, i already know~ the funny thing is that i've actually interacted with your acc, @/sarcasticqueerblob before! like do you remember when i asked if i should write fluff or angst first sometime ago??? when i post rambles (non-asks or posts), i tend to respond/reblog if someone comments on them and you were there! i don't think you became my anon yet at that time, but i definitely remembered you <3
awww, dw, dw! i know some people feel vv strongly about self-promo — but i think everyone deserves to give themselves some spotlight once in a while (as long as they don't cross the line), you know? and you're not wrong, there aren't many c!imposter SAGAU fics out there, so i can understand where you're coming from! >:)
the angst in your request is astronomical per usual 🤌✨ AND THE TAGS. i feel honored that i got a special mention in your tags jfjejkfksek and no worries about your main blog~ to me, being moots isn't always about the content because even if our interests don't perfectly align, i'd still wanna follow you and know more about what you like! see it as a token of friendship of some sort, hehe.
and i'll miss you a lot too, jae! :( hopefully, you can come back in the future because i'll still be here 🫂 but in case you don't, just know that you're always in the back of my mind at all times! you have your own little corner in my brain, after all >:)
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cosmicwitchcourtney · 5 months
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This is kinda just a post for older me to see (if tumblr is even still around in a decade). You can read it but it might seem cringe to people that aren’t me hhhaha idc. Have fun if you do. I was having dreams this morning of when me and peach first got together years ago and lol. I swear nobody showed interest in me until he came around, it always makes me laugh how to him it probs looked like I was super popular or something 😂 meanwhile I have always been the most anti social weirdo warding off attention. Come to think of it, I think it’s how he lit me up that made other people notice me. The world is so small and weird tho it’s funny to hear his side of things after the fact. The story I’m thinking of is the time I was so super broke so he put me as his plus one so I could get into his show for free. At this point we haven’t even seen each other again since meeting and then later getting coffee. Both of us are probably autistic so it was a quick awkward hello, thank you, and then we were like K BYE! We might have thrown in a quick hug. At the end of the show a diff member of the musicians in our circle approached me and gave me his number, I’ll call him S. I was nice to him but obvi I just wanted peach lol. Many months later peach told me that night, S was going on and on about me and peach was like yea that’s my plus one. And the dudes like oh I was gonna give her my number….. peach said, yea you can try it, and laughed. Nothing came of that bc I didn’t text S, sorry S. Also the audacity of S 😂 The other time I’m thinking of was when we all went out for sushi. My gf from hs E was home visiting her bf at the time, who also was in the circle. Together, they were trying to set me up with a “nice boy” bc she was tired of hearing about how shitty H was to me (I was tired of it too). So we went out to lunch and they invited a guy who was interested in me as a “date” for me to chat with BUT peach also got invited (and we already were doing heart eyes from a distance for a while prior). So I sat across from both of the guys like literally having a two date lunch. Do not recommend. Side note— this period of my life also makes me lol so hard because I’m like probably 95% gay. And lastly I guess the biggest point of this little journal entry is: as someone that sometimes (a lot of times) doesn’t know what they’re feeling, it’s nice to think back to those times. I’m like, ok yea def love peach forever and ever, he’s stuck with me 💓💓💓💓
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s0lar-ch3ri · 8 months
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hi making a post about asks cause yes
i lvoe love love getting asks, but ive gotten..strange ones to say the least, so lemme explain my boundaries with asks! qna moment
Q: Can I send asks anonymously? A: Of course! I don't mind that.
Q: Why didn't you respond/delete my ask? A: I may not have seen it all that soon, or it was something I'd put in the "don't trust, just delete" category.
Q: What kind of asks do you delete? A: If they're asking about donations for something, I don't trust it and delete it. I basically assume scam for my safety (plus, if it were real I'm broke). These are like the only asks I've been getting and I'd love others!
Q: What kind of asks are fine? A: Art/ramble requests, just messages wanting to share something, things like that. I may do questions about myself someday, but for now the closest you'll get is questions on my characters.
Q: Should I be scared? A: of what.
Q: (actual question this time) Is asking questions whenever fine? A: YES PLEASE SEND THEM! I may not respond in light speed, but I check Tumblr like daily so if you want to ask, I'll probs answer by the end of the week.
Q: What happens if I send asks against your wishes (ie: things I have in my DNI list or smth)? A: Unless it's like talking about how those are bad, instant block.
hope this encourages people to interact with my blog, and ill be updating my pinned post soon so it fucking works lol
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Thank you sm for tagging me @honeymuck !!!!
🖋 - Do you have/want any tattoos?
I do want tattoos !! But I’m indecisive and constantly changing so I’m terrified that I’ll get something and find it cringe in a year
💚 - What’s your favourite colour?
Celestial Blue !
🍕 - What’s the last food you ate?
Peri Peri chicken
🕰 - What time is it where you are rn?
7:30pm
🌟 - What is your zodiac sign?
I’m a Gemini bitch
🌍 - What’s your favourite accent?
In my country? Manchester. Over all? Probably Spanish /Italian. I have a friend from Cuba and a few Italian friends and I love just listening to them talk
⚡️ - Do you have any scars?
Like SOOOOO many. I’m clumsy af. I have one of my arm from when I tripped over MY OWN FEET and fell into my cork board and somehow managed to wedge a push pin FULLY into my arm
🌺 - What’s your MBTI type?
INFP
🥀 - Favourite animated movie?
Anastasia. I’m wearing the necklace rn.
📺 - Favourite show?
1960’s Batman. Adman west is funny as shit.
😂 - Are you ticklish?
If anyone attempts to tickle me I’d punch them
💍 - Do you ever want to get married?
Yeah but only for a massive party that I get to plan without question.
😳 - Do you like your name?
Yeah it’s chill. It used to be super uncommon but now it’s super popular so my 10 year old sister has like 4 friends with the name. I prefer to shorten it for gender reasons.
💙 - What colour is your room?
Fuxkin beige. My parents refuse to let me paint it because we don’t own the house.
🤓 - How did you get your name?
My mum has worked in childcare my whole life and she straight up stole it from this girl she looked after in nursery.
🎓 - When did/when do you graduate?
Two years left of uni after this may!
🍄 - Do you have/want any piercings?
I have two super basic lobe piercings. I want a MILLION MORE. I want a nose piecing as well. Alas I go to university and therefore am broke as fuck.
👀 - What colour are your eyes?
Some sort of a greyish version of a green/blue mix.
👱🏻‍♀️ - What’s your go to hairstyle?
I have a sort of tamed wolf cut so I just have to style that
🍻 - Have you ever drank underage?
Yeah but I’m English so that’s just expected
🍾 - Have you ever gotten drunk?
No!! Not for lack of trying tho, I get SUPER tired tipsy so I get super dizzy and pass out before I can get drunk.
😱 - What’s your biggest fear?
If I think too much about existence and the general randomness of the universe I have a panic attack. Also spiders
🥵 - Would you rather be too hot or too cold?
Too cold. I prefer heat but I want hot chocolate and cozy jumpers
🌦 - What’s your favourite weather?
Heat.
🍂 - What’s your favourite season?
I don’t really have a favourite. The one I like least is spring.
🐷 - What’s your favourite animal?
Chinchilla
🐶 - Do you have any pets?
No
😴 - What’s the longest you’ve gone w out sleep?
Like 28 hours
🤠 - Are you more of a country person or city person?
I was born and raised in a Small town but I have the strength of a born Londoner whilst navigating the city so probs city.
🛩 - If travelling was free, where’s the first place you’d go?
Anywhere and everywhere.
📱 - Favourite app on your phone?
Tumblr and my document app that I use to download YouTube videos so I can stream music without paying for Spotify premium lmao.
🎨 - Any hobbies?
I do a shite ton of art stuff. Either it be digital or traditional. I do a lot of cloth customisation (mostly my shirts and shoes) but I’m so consumed with coursework atm that I haven’t done it in a while.
Same rules yo !! If you wanna do this tag me !! And let me see your answers cuz idk who to tag <3
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wonwooslibrary · 1 year
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hello sam :D its ur secret santa again lols. since u asked, i'd like to be 🕯️anon (i love candles too much for my own good TT)
NO, BECAUSE I TOO WOULD LOVE TO GET INTO A KNIFE FIGHT WITH JEONGHAN, altho tbh i doubt he would stick by the rules. he does seem like the type of guy to bring a gun instead of a knife... it's why i simultaneously wanna become his best friend but also don't want to become his enemy. i also like to think i could beat joshua in a fistfight cus tbh what's he gonna do?? sing sunday morning??? nice try but nothing stops me from a good fight (/j). COMPARED TO EVERYBODY ELSE IN SVT HE SEEMS TO HAVE THE MOST PUNCHABLE FACE LMFAO. i'd be most scared to fight minghao though. HAVE U SEEN HIS PRE-DEBUT PHOTOS??? THERE'S NO WAY HE DIDN'T GET INTO FIGHTS REGULARLY
aside from that violent message (i'm so sorry.) i also wanted to mention ur impeccable taste!! the8 and the 12 shadows is such a unique concept i cannot stop thinking of joshua suffering in silence while drenched in water shshhshs. my personal faves have to be the ones where they're running around all over the place, like mousebusters. ALSO UR SO RIGHT ITS SO DIFFICULT TO CHOOSE A FAVOURITE BSIDE TT i spent two months deciding who was my bias sigh why did staining svt have to be so difficult TT
to end this off- here's a quick question for you. in your opinion, what are svt's best mv outfits? im super curious since i love clothes and fashion :D
take care of urself sam! make sure to drink water and take a nice long nap (we all deserve to relax)
lots of love,
🕯️anon
HELLO 🕯 anon !! i answered this once but tumblr broke </3 SO I HAVE TO RETYPE EVERYTHING 😭
my thing with the knife fight with jeonghan is...it would be a fist fight and he would bring a knife WHY IS HE LIKE THIS 
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(also violence <33 /j) AND my hate love relationship with joshua agrees with u abt him having a very punchable face (also ur right all of svt have very punchable faces esp jeonghan, joshua and chan lmaoo) though I WOULD LOOOVE to have an argument with seungkwan, i feel like i would absolutely destroy him (probs with a ur mom joke or something idek)
i have learned that if i have a hard time picking a bias in a group and i love all of the members so equally that i can’t think abt choosing, then they are ready for ult group status!! this happened to me with: bts, svt, oneus, twice, got7, nct and shinee! though, i do still have biases in the groups (seokjin, junhui, hwanwoong, jeongyeon, jay b, taeil, jonghyun) but i don’t really ult nct or shinee anymore. 
SVT MV OUTFITS OKAY BET: 24H!!!! (theres a scene with seungkwan and his outfit is so fire) and call call call, don’t wanna cry (jun’s outfit is what made me stan svt), oh my!, hit, fear, and ready to love!!!! also HOT!!! but pls wonwoo burn that green suit it’s not it xoxo
MY TURN FOR A QUESTION which svt member do you think is most/least likely to pass a class, but fail the final exam so they have to take the class again? (me in my sociology class next week lol) 
and DON’T WORRY!!! i take naps like every day and finals will not interrupt that schedule <33 if you’re taking finals pls take care of yourself when studying & good luck!!! <3333
love and svt (huh, that’s the same thing...),
sammie !!!! 🌙
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sungbeam · 1 year
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XNONIE PRESENT (FINALLY) !!!
hi beam! college has been kicking my butt recently ☹️ idk how ppl do it but i'm dragging myself through the week right now LMAO
i don't see anything 😀 when i search up my asks 😀 so i unfortunately 😀 have a very vague 😀 idea of our last convo 😀
but i DO remember that you asked about dc!! i'm glad u asked b/c i'm actually trying to get into dc right now! i'm watching titans season 1 on hbo max, recently watched black adam, saw ww84, & saw the new batman movie a while ago! beast boy is kinda 😍💖💕💗💞 in titans HEHEHE- my favorite dc characters rn are him & starfire but i really wanna delve into the franchise more!! who are ur dc biases so far 🙏 (yes we'll be using kpop terminology for non-kpop fandoms from now on)
also i have NOT listened to 28 reasons by seulgi yet b/c of my schedule i feel like such a fake reveluv but i'm looking into that 😭 AND YES GIVE CRAVITY SOME LOVE ON PARTY ROCK <3 i'm taeyoung biased ever since i saw his tiktoks (all their tiktoks are iconic tbh they keep up w/ trends LOL)
HOW HAVE U BEEN BTW?? and are u excited for wakanda forever? i can't believe its coming so soon alreadyyyy 😟❗️
XNONIE !!! BFF !!! I'M SO SORRY FOR MY LATE REPLY I'VE JUST LACKED SO MUCH ENERGY TO EVEN REPLY TO ASKS THIS WEEK (´Д⊂ヽ but i was so excited to see u active and alive akcnekfnek idk how people do it either tbh :') like i felt that so hard when u said ur practically dragging urself thru the week like me too dude, me too 😔 LMAO SOMETHING IS UP W TUMBLR TAGS 🗿🗿🗿 as there always is tbh, but i went thru and found my latest response so i'll link it here BAHHAHA
AHHHH DC YESYES !!! i actually haven't watched the live action titans series yet :0 but i follow ryan potter on instagram so i've def seen some stuff for it !! he's so hot tho so true 😩😩😩 i kinda wish he was casted as nightwing/dick grayson cuz he would've made a really good one, but the current one i think fits as well :') ahh yes i actually am not the greatest fan of dc movies lmao just cuz their animated tv shows r just top notch and so much better imo but i did enjoy the first wonder woman and robert pattinson's the batman !! ooh my dc biases? it's prob the bat boys AHAHAHHA i'm writing an au inspired by them actually rn hehe so basically nightwing/dick grayson, red hood/jason todd, and red robin/tim drake, but i am also particularly fond of roy harper/speedy and robin/damian wayne @_@ they all make my mind go brrrr (wbu tho 👀👀)
AHHHHH WAKANDA FOREVER I HAVENT WATCHED IT YET I FEEL SO SAD ☹️☹️☹️ it's cuz college has also been kicking my ass and watching marvel movies is a thing my family does together and it's just not the same going to see it in theaters w anyone else :( so i've been holding back skcnekfn have u seen it tho :0 i'm also so very excited for quantumania !!! (ノ´∀`*) IT LOOKS SO SO SO GOOD SKFNKENFKD I LOVE PAUL RUDD PLS GIVE THAT MAN AN OSCAR RN
okok i think i also was gonna bring up the fact that i wanted to write another mcu au for svt?? like ik we were talking abt the xmen au, but i was thinking abt making minghao scarlet witch and basically yn is like the one person who truly saw him and when he lost u, all hell broke loose (like in wandavision), and so it's like him recreating a life w u while his friends on the outside r trying to break him out of it before the stinky government folks do skcnwidn
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girlyliondragon · 3 years
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I feel like shipping yourself with your own F/O OC is a very underrated subset to the whole self-shipping lifestyle because like, it’s so rare in comparison to shipping with canon. (Tho I get why, easier to work with canon characters and with OC F/Os you gotta work on the lore on your own so canon does the work for ya but still :P)
(Rambling in tags because Emerald doesn’t know how to shuT UP-)
#This is what I do when it comes to selfshipping atm#I've mentioned how I tend to get attached with fictional characters to the point where it has and can come off as unhealthy obsession#and it is something that unfortunately plagued my Self x Canon Character selfshipping thing I had going for a while#Started with the first canon character in game media actually to the point I broke it off because that obsession was freaking me out#Granted idk who else has this bad of a case of attaching to fictional characters to the point it actually hurts sometimes#So I feel really alone in that scenario#However I've like really recently realized that shipping myself with my own OCs is probs like#likely the healthiest way to nurture that overattachment issue as I'm not risking freaking anyone out or having to worry about doing so#because I can control everything that goes on with that character that I'm actively shipping with#unlike with canon stuff where there is a chance I might have to eventually be like ''anyways fck canon''#I've gone through so many F/Os and most of them were characters from canon media that I fell out with for reasons#(5 I've been made to feel ashamed for liking the characters for what they are)#The only one that I wasn't REALLY ashamed of was an OC. Who is who I'm shipping with now#And the only reason I fell out with said OC to begin with was initially my 13 yr old self being a dumbass#about my relationship with him and making things complicated#(Btw I do not speak of the OC in question here  as I keep like two seperate lives and Tumblr is very seperate from my personal one#where the selfshipping is what I'm open about compared to here where I'm closed off)#Basically what I'm saying is I'm better off having my own OCs as F/Os#and frankly I think that is the best way to handle my whole sdfghjhgffghj Thing going on there.#The less ammo for a$$holes to try and make me regret shipping myself with a character I like AGAIN the better#IK there's the whole Never feel ashamed for what characters you love thing in the self-shipping community#but I guess after going through so many I'm just sorta more guarded than ever about feeling that way again#so I'm like ''Fnck this making my own hubby this time'' to cope.#anyways back to the void I go this is just something I've been sitting and thinking on for a while#the previous post still applies btw it's just more on the actual social part and interacting with other people publically#the previous post I made I mean#self-shipping#F/O OC#OC F/O#Em Speaks
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a-pop-of-korean · 3 years
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Vocabulary: Similar Words
안녕하세요!! Hey everyone! I have a fun vocab list for y’all today: it’s about Korean words that translate to the same thing in English, but are used differently! A lot of these words can be very confusing for learners (I often forget the differences between these words lol), so I thought it might be helpful to make a (pretty long but prob not exhaustive) list of these words and try to explain the differences! 
Also, Talk to Me in Korean has a TON of videos explaining the differences between some of these words on their Q&A playlist, so I strongly recommend you check those out! I’ll also link some specific videos throughout my post since I cite them as a source! They also posted a video about how to distinguish between words that translate to the same thing in your native language a day after I started working on this lesson lol so be sure to check that out too! Let’s begin!!
이미 vs. 벌써: Already
These two mean the same thing! However, 벌써 is used to mean that something happened sooner than expected. For example: 와, 벌써 가을이네요! = Wow, it’s already fall! (as if the summer passed by really quickly and you’re surprised it’s already fall)
새 vs. 새로운: New
새 is used to describe something that is simply new and is the opposite of old: 제 오래된 컴퓨터가 고장 나서 새 컴퓨터를 샀어요. = My old computer broke, so I bought a new one.
새로운 (from 새롭다) refers to something that is new and fresh, like something never done or heard of before. TTMIK uses the example of the computer -- if you were to say 새로운 컴퓨터, that might mean that Apple released a new Macbook or something -- they created something new and never seen before.
파란색 vs. 푸른색: Blue
파란색 can describe anything that’s blue.
푸른색 can mean either blue or green because it’s usually used to describe things in nature: 푸른 하늘 means “blue sky,” while 푸른 숲 means “green forest,” for example.  
기분 vs. 느낌: Feeling
기분 refers to emotions and moods: 기분이 좋아요. = I’m happy. (literally “I feel good,” but refers specifically to your emotions)
느낌 refers more to the atmosphere, or the kind of impression you get from something. Think vibes: 느낌이 이상해요. = I feel weird / It feels weird. (maybe you’re walking in an old abandoned house and you’re getting weird vibes)
걱정 vs. 고민: Worry
걱정 is closer to the English word for “worry”: 걱정하지 마! = Don’t worry!
고민 is closer to something like “concern” or “woes” or “troubles.” It refers to something a little more general, like something that weighs on your mind that you might want to talk to a friend about, while 걱정 gives a more anxious and immediate feeling: 고민을 털어놓다 = to get something off your chest
때무에 vs. 덕분에: Because of...
These two don’t really mean the exact same thing. 때문에 means “because of...”: (from Naver Dictionary) 너 때문에 내가 일에 집중이 안 돼. = I can’t focus on my work because of you.
덕분에, however, means “thanks to...” and is inherently more positive. I think 때문에 can be used positively too, but it can also be negative. 덕분에, on the other hand, is always positive: 우리 부모님 덕분에 대학교에 다니게 됐어요. = Thanks to my parents, I ended up going to college.
좋아하다  vs. 맘에 들다: To Like
좋아하다 just means “to like.” 맘에 들다 literally means “to come into one’s heart.” This is usually used when you see or experience something for the first time and you like it. For example, if you try on a dress in a store, you can say 맘에 들어요 to mean “I like it.” 좋아하다, on the other hand, can be used for stuff that you just like in general: 케이팝 좋아해요. = I like K-pop.
어렵다  vs. 힘들다: Difficult
어렵다 refers to something that is difficult, like a math problem or something: 이 수학 문제가 어려워요. = This math question is difficult.
힘들다 usually refers to a hard situation, like when you’re having a tough time doing something or going through a rough patch in your life. TTMIK’s video uses this sentence: 저 요즘 힘들어요. = I’m having a hard time these days.
힘들다 can also be used for things that are physically strenuous: 제 가방이 무거워서 들기가 힘들어요. = My bag is heavy, so it’s hard to carry.
On it’s own, the phrase 힘들어요 can also mean “I’m tired.”
추천하다  vs. 권하다: To Recommend
추천하다 is used to recommend things like books, songs, and movies. It’s a pretty general word: NCT의 신곡 추천해요. = I recommend NCT’s new song.
권하다 gives the feeling of strongly recommending something, or advising someone to do or not do something: (from Naver Dictionary) 교수는 나에게 유학을 권했다 = The professor advised[encouraged] me to study abroad.
권하다 could also be used when you’re offering something: 맥주를 권했어요. = I offered beer.
-고 싶다 vs. 원하다: To Want
-고 ���다 can be attached to verbs to mean “to want to [verb]”: 저 배고파서 먹고 싶어요. = I want to eat because I’m hungry.
갖고 싶다 can be used to mean that you want a noun -- it literally means “to want to have”: 새 아이폰을 갖고 싶어요. = I want a new iPhone.
You really don’t hear 원하다 that much in regular spoken Korean. It’s more of a poetic word, hence why you hear it a lot in K-pop and stuff, such as in BTS’s “Blood Sweat and Tears”: 원해 많이 많이 = I want you a lot
밉다 vs. 미워하다 vs. 싫다 vs. 싫어하다: To Hate / To Dislike
밉다 and 미워하다 can only be used when talking about people: 그 사람 미워요. / 그 사람 미워해요. = I hate him.
싫다 and 싫어하다, however, can be used for both objects and people: 그거 싫어요. / 그거 싫어해요. = I don’t like that. / I hate that. 
The difference between the verbs ending in -하다 and the ones that don’t is a little more complicated. 밉다 and 싫다 are more passive and describe just you finding something unlikable according to TTMIK. They describe the feeling of not liking something. 
미워하다 and 싫어하다, on the other hand, are more active and stronger. They can be used to mean “hating on” someone/something, if that makes sense. Rather than describing the feeling of not liking something, they describe the action of not liking something.
여러분 vs. 모두: Everybody
여러분 means “everyone,” but can only be used when you’re addressing the crowd. At the beginning of all my lessons, for instance, I say 안녕 여러분 to mean “hi, everyone” because I’m talking to all of you. 
모두, by contrast, can be used otherwise. Rather than using it to address people, you would use it to talk about “everybody” in the third person: 모두가 파티에 갔어요. = Everyone went to the party. 
속 vs. 안: Inside
속 means “inside” and is typically used to describe something enclosed in something else: 제 책은 가방 속에 있어요. = My books are inside of my bag. (maybe your books are inside of your zipped-up backpack)
안, on the other hand, doesn’t necessarily refer to things that are enclosed. It can be used to talk about things like rooms: 제 방 안에서 쉬고 있어요. = I’m resting in my room. 
This rule doesn’t always apply though. TTMIK mentions the example of 산속에 which means “in the mountains.” This doesn’t mean you’re literally trapped inside of the mountain; it means that you’re living in mountains or something. The rule I mentioned is generally speaking, but keep in mind there are exceptions!
전화하다 vs. 연락하다: To Call
전화하다 simply means “to call,” as in to call someone on the phone. 
연락하다 can also mean “to call,” but can also mean “to contact” more generally. If someone says to you “연락해 주세요,” they’re asking you to get in touch them somehow, be it by text, phone, email, etc.
심장 vs. 가슴 vs. 마음: Heart
I answered an ask about this a while ago, so I just stole from that lol:
맘 (shortened version of 마음) refers to feelings. Think of it as meaning “mind.” (ex. From Naver Dictionary: 마음이 따뜻하다 = to be warm-hearted; 마음에 들다 = to like (literally “to come into one’s heart))
심장 is used to refer to the organ the heart. (ex. 심장병 = heart disease)
가슴 means “heart,” either metaphorically as in feelings or literally as in the organ depending on the context. But it can also mean “chest” or “breast” as well. (ex. 가슴이 행복에 가득 차 있어요. = My heart is filled with happiness. 가슴이 뛰어요. = My heart is racing. 밋밋한 가슴 (from Naver Dictionary) = flat chest)
춥다 vs. 차갑다: Cold
춥다 is used only to describe the weather: 오늘은 날씨가 정말 추워요. = The weather is really cold today.
차갑다 is typically used to describe objects that are cold: 차가운 물을 마시고 싶어요. = I want to drink cold water.
지금 vs. 이제: Now
지금 just means “now”: 지금은 5시예요. = It’s 5 o’clock right now.
이제 is used to show some sort of contrast between then and now: 어렸을 때 한국에 살았지만 이제는 미국에 살아요. = I lived in Korea when I was young, but now I live in the US. 
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Matenrou Picture Drama
I translated the picture drama from volume four of the rhyme anima blurays but twitter broke just as I was trying to post it so congratulations tumblr, you get it first.
A preview was originally posted on the aniplex yt channel, but as that’s now region-locked, you can view the back half of this picture drama reuploaded on nnd here.
[Contains Spoilers for all of Rhyme Anima under the cut!!!]
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Hifumi: Ha… We can finally take a break, Sensei!!
Jakurai: We can. This has certainly been quite tiring. To think we’d have to continue battling right after the Championship… 
Hifumi: ‘S right! We fought Secret Aliens, got chased around underground, then had to fight Secret Aliens again, then fought as four Divisions! How many times today did we have to fight anyway? That’s way too much!
Jakurai: You must be tired too, Doppo-kun. ...Doppo-kun?
Doppo: Ah, I’m sorry. I was just lost in thought…
Hifumi: Heheh, you feelin’ down again, Doppo-chin?
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Doppo: No, it’s just, shouldn’t I have been able to do more for you two? (spiraling) But if you ask me what could I have even done in that situation, my answer is ‘nothing’... After we won I thought I could be of use, but I’m nothing but a water flea so I was getting ahead of myself and all that motivation of mine just scattered and I realized that I’m useless, even though I should have known that from the start and so all I can do is be embarrassed of myself for forgetting… Ah…. I’m just…
Jakurai: Despite winning, Doppo-kun is as humble as ever. How intriguing. 
Hifumi: Nah, Sensei, the problem’s not that he’s humble. Anyway. We, Matenrou, won, so let’s just be happy about it!
Doppo: Happy?
Jakurai: Yes. Let’s leave our personal reflections aside and celebrate our victory together. 
Doppo: T-That’s right. I truly am happy that I was able to win with you two. 
Hifumi: Arright! Doppo-chin, back in action! Everybody hold up your glass and… 
Jakurai: Ready… Cheers.
Hifumi and Doppo: Cheers!
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Doppo: This drink tastes good! 
Jakurai: It goes down unusually smoothly, very easy to drink.
Hifumi: ‘Cuz we’ve been rapping all this time. I used honey, which is good for your throat and made an energy drink! Sensei, do you like it? 
Jakurai: Very much. I’ll have to ask for the recipe. 
Hifumi: No prob! All that experimenting was worth it. 
Doppo: That’s the good thing about you. You usually never take anything seriously.
Hifumi: Hey, Doppo-chin. You don’t think I take things seriously? 
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Doppo: Cut it out, that’s exactly what I’m talking about. It’s amazing how much you change just by putting on your jacket. 
Jakurai: It is. I’m always interested in the way you transform. 
Hifumi: My jacket? This?
Doppo: Yeah yeah, that one! If I put that on, will my personality change too?
Hifumi: Huh, I wonder. You wanna try it on?
Doppo: Eh? Can I? 
Hifumi: Sure! ‘S no big deal! 
Jakurai: Oh? Doppo-kun is going to wear Hifumi-kun’s jacket? How intriguing. 
Doppo: So, here we go… 
(Doppo tries on the jacket)
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Jakurai and Hifumi: *noises*
Doppo: How do I look?
Jakurai: I… might just be unused to seeing you like this, but…
Hifumi: Doppo-chin… That looks so bad!!
Doppo: Don’t just say it straight! 
Jakurai: (laughing) It doesn’t suit you.... (composing himself) Or rather, this is the first time you’ve worn this jacket, so… (resumes laughing)
Doppo: Even Sensei says so!? But, I’ve never worn something this flashy before. I’m a little nervous. 
Jakurai: That must be why. You’re holding yourself prouder than usual. This could be a good way to avoid hunching over. 
Hifumi: Right, right! You look good when you stick out your chest and act all confident! Real cool! 
Doppo: It’s true my personality didn’t change at all, but… I feel better. You really can change your attitude just by wearing a jacket. Thanks, Hifumi. 
Hifumi: Since we’ve got the chance, you wanna try too, Sensei? 
Doppo: Hey, Hifumi! Don’t be rude, that’s--
Jakurai: I think I’ll give it a try. 
Doppo: You’ll do it!?
Hifumi: Here ya go!
Jakurai: Then, let me just…
(Jakurai tries on the jacket and begins to glow with holy light)
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Hifumi: That’s Sensei for ya!
Doppo: I think I need to pray.
Jakurai: I understand what Doppo-kun meant. I feel a bit kinder than usual.
Doppo: Is it even possible for you to become any kinder, Sensei?
Hifumi: If you work at my club, you’d be popular, no doubt! 
Jakurai: Haha! It’s an intriguing thought, but I don’t have the confidence for that. Hifumi-kun, thank you. I’d like you to wear it last. 
Doppo: Yeah. I want to see the difference between you and us. 
Hifumi: Huh? You see it all the time. Just wait a sec… 
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Hifumi: My apologies for the wait, kittens.
Doppo: A dramatic transformation, as always. He’s on a totally different level. 
Jakurai: Yes. Truly intriguing. 
Hifumi: Now, let us drink the night away! Doppo-kun, another round of drinks, please. 
Doppo: R-Right! Understood!
Hifumi: Now, Sensei. Let us return to celebrating our, Matenrou’s, victory. 
Doppo: I brought another round of energy drinks! 
Jakurai: Thank you. And that’s right. Luck did play a part in our victory, but there’s no disputing the fact we overcame tough enemies. Let’s consider our plan for the future, too. 
Hifumi: You’re right, Sensei. 
Jakurai: Then, once more--
Everyone: Cheers! 
Hifumi: Here, here--
Doppo: So tasty…
Jakurai: It is quite tasty, but… do you have any alcohol?
Doppo: Uh, Sensei, alcohol’s kinda…
Hifumi: We have none!
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