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Do you ever read old Gerard interviews and stumble across something that just takes you out.
#i luv u#please talk less sometimes#it's so funny too because he'll say something really meaningful#and then follow it up with the most cringe statement you've ever seen in your life#gerard way#mcr#my chemical romance
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I cannot keep my mouth shut so here are the three main things I’d like to remind everyone after the Australian GP
1. You can dislike a driver, even hate him, without insulting him or being disrespectful. I swear it’s possible. And it might surprise you but you are totally allowed to wish for a driver to dnf as long as you don’t wish him any harm or a very nasty crash. Let me tell you, I manifest for Verstappen’s engine to fail on every race but I’ll never wish him to get in a bad crash because before being the incredible driver who annoys every non-RB fan he is, he is a human being.
2. Liking one driver more than the other one in your favourite team doesn’t make you a bad fan as long as it doesn’t interfere with the first point up there. Concrete example, I’m a Tifosa but I’m also a Charles Leclerc’s fan, of course I’m happy with the 1-2 today but of course I would have preferred if it was the other way around. Nothing wrong here because I know Carlos did an amazing weekend and deserves his win, it doesn’t mean I cannot be a bit disappointed for my fav.
3. Your opinion during the race can be different that the one you have after the race, and two hours later, and two days later, and so on. Your feelings are evolving with the things you see or even just with the way you rethink what you saw. Another concrete example, when the race finished I was so disappointed because for Charles that I couldn’t enjoy the Ferrari win 100%, it changed a few hours after when I rethought it and saw interviews and celebration and it truly made me happy for Ferrari. And it also took me some time to accept that Charles was just less performant than Carlos this weekend and that it was still a super good result both for him and the team.
The last point makes me want to add that, please, you don’t have to hate on another driver to appreciate your fav’s achievements or justify their misfortunes/less good moments.
I’d probably have so many more things to say because even if I enjoy some drama as much as the next girlie some people just make me want to throw things.
#this comes from someone who’s been watching f1 for less than a year#so I won’t take any risks at talking about something technical#but please these are just some basic rules#and lord knows how I can hate on vertsappen or perez during a race#even on Carlos sometimes because I know that everytime he outperformes Charles I’m gonna see nasty things online#people saying that Charles is washed can go touch some grass#f1#ferrari#charles leclerc#formula 1#carlos sainz#scuderia ferrari#formula one#max verstappen#australian grand prix 2024#aus24
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God, this fucks me up so bad. Razlo was formed at a very young age as a shield (I believe the term for this alter is a protector, correct me if I'm wrong or you don't think he falls into this category) to hide Livio from unspeakable violence and trauma. And there's where he stayed, in that moment, never healing, never being able to move on because that was his job. He's just a little boy.
I know that technically Wolfwood is the older brother, but the shattering upon trauma reminds me a lot of Knives. Obviously Knives went more in a personality disorder sort of direction, but both struggle with inner turmoil they're too afraid too even look closely at. It doesn't excuse certain actions, but they'd need to face this terror and hurt to begin to heal, but it breaks my heart.
#Trigun#TrigunBookclub#PLEASE correct me if anything I say is outdated or wrong#I sometimes get stuff messed up#But I feel like talking about this stuff and making it less other is important#So I'll just say a couple things before crying and screming about everything else lmao
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finding a character that grates against your nerves and eventually thinking, well, that's not fair, you haven't done anything; why do i dislike you? and then you dwell on this for a while and discover 'oh! you are like me when i was younger' and decide well, i'll simply learn how to love the both of you. power in this.
#N posts stuff#'what are you talking about?' fuck if i know.#but also i'm talking about penny from 'the 7' -- nosy little control freak determined to find Some foothold into Every conversation#it's interesting bc sometimes when i watch i'm like 'this character is played on the Border of metagaming' but the more i think abuot it#the less it Feels like metagaming bc penny Genuinely seems Exactly like the kind of person who just Is That Determined to be#some level of involved in Every situation; 'yeah i know that show you were in' 'Yeah i was listening into this scene from a different hall'#equal parts her being a Rogue character to her core AND her borderline pathological need for control in Every situation#w/ None of the social grace needed to temper this impulse into something more broadly 'palatable' -> very autistic to me in a way#'i don't Get It but if i'm Always Right then that's good bc it's Bad to be Wrong so i just have to Know Everything so that i'm Never Wrong'#or like 'no i don't understand the Rules right but if i can just Be In Charge of the Situation at all times then i'm the one domineering#where this is going and how it unfolds; like if i'm in charge i understand That at least so i will just Always be in charge'#and sometimes this starts fights with your friends and they call you a freak for it and you're like 'hm. i don't know what's going on#but if You said it and You Get People then you must be right so. i will alter this immediately' but penny doesn't have that interaction#because her friends are just like 'yeah i love you And that batshit way of interacting with the world that you embody' and there is a#temptation of sorts to be like 'penny you HAVE to stop that; you NEED to learn that lesson please' but then like. hm. does she?#much to think about. i don't interact w/ people enough anymore for this to impact my interactions with real people lol#but it Is interesting to peel apart a fictional character and find a Younger You in there. i can change how i think about Them at least
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what if we were both lonely
#oc#marolyne castelle#princess mom#moonlight#moonmary#can i. make up canon ship names for my ocs. can i do it for fun. please#what if we were both lonely and i was a woman and you were an infinetly expanding shadowy mass; an eldritch being#i cant believe theyre a thing but theu are. in some sense. not only because its incredibly fun concept but also because#it also works really well for the story. and it just hapoened to work out thag way#im giving mary a lot more love in these new plot ideas im having ...#shes more nuanced. less “evil queen neglectful parent”#ill talk about my new ideas sometime when i get the chance#ive been rewriting gidget too... ive realized i think her character was going in a direction i dodmt want it to#ill tell you all about it sometimes#*sometime
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i keep getting recommended that one pokemon rivals tournament and there's so many bad takes. people would really rather have canon misogynist brendan win over fat guy tierno. i see how it is. silent judgement.
#bwark#i don't even bat for the xy rivals but really???? brendan??????#the guy that demeans you multiple times if you play as may but if you play as brendan and have may as your rival she won't do that????#it's literally a speedrunning strat in oras to play as may because brendan talks to you less since you're a girl#i'm not serious about this btw it's pokemon it's not that deep it's just like. brendan???????????????????#also the cheren vs arven poll someone said arven is a norhing character you're just objectively wrong#i'm not against gen 5 some of my best friends are gen 5 fans but some of you need to be quiet sometimes SHGDKEJDJHDJE /J IM /J#PLEASE DON'T GET MAD AT ME GEN 5 FANS YOU SCARE ME
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the thing that really gets me about ocd is that you can have obsessive thoughts about ANYTHING. and that shit will keep you up at night no matter how tired you are bcuz it's all your brain will think about. close ur eyes and u can see it like it taped to the back of your eyelids
#like i gotta be up in less than 5 hours can i please. catch a break#and the best part!! is that sometimes the things your brain is looped on dont bother you in the moment#like earlier when you initially saw or heard about or thought about the thing#but guess what- its later now and youre sleepy now and sleepy brains dont care about things the way awake ones do#or sometimes care way too much#i honestly can hardly watch shows anymore for lengths at a time becauee then my brain will start to latch onto it#so even when im tired and want to sleep i will not stop thinkint about it#like ughhjjfjfkgkgk#thank u for coming to my ted talk#westy's shit#ocd
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another day, more of this shit again.
[image description: the ‘don’t make me tap the sign’ simpsons meme where the sign reads “queerplatonic relationships and nonromantic committed relationships - and people talking about these things, even if you are not interested in them - are not amatonormative. amatonormativity does not want these relationships to exist.”]
#gav gab#aro blogging#yeah the aro community sometimes talks about them a lot#that's because they're talked about VERY LITTLE anywhere else and it's a type of relationship that is more prevalent here#if you don't want to talk about them no one is making you#and lately all i see are 'people talk about and write about and celebrate qprs too much' posts#and not a lot of..... that actually happening.#which like....... damn where are those posts bc i sure want to see them!#you don't have to be IN one but can you PLEASE stop implying there is any kind of societal endorsement of these relationships#there is not. i fucking promise.#I Fucking Promise.#damn i wish there was any kind of respect or protection or encouragement of them! things might SUCK FOR ME a little less!#aromantic
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YOOO YOU'RE AUTISTIC TO? FUCK YEAH!
Honestly seeing people put their scores in the tags of that Raads post has been wild because yeah. I'm autistic and it's weird having a little community of people who are also autistic following my stuff. I don't know how I feel about it because I have a lot of complicated feelings around my diagnosis and I don't want to project that onto other people.
c: but it is so very nice to know I'm not alone.
#<3 asks#speaking with a friend#honestly it makes me struggle with my writing so much because i just#don't know how normal people talk#i want to so badly though#i want people to hear their voice in my words and not let my own inability to speak silence them#because i know what that feels like very well and it isn't a feeling i wish on anyone#i hope all of you who might have had a realization about themselves recently or otherwise knows you aren't broken though#that's not what autism means#you are no less worthy of love acceptance and a voice because of a spectrum you may or may not have found yourself on#and if you aren't autistic please don't wish you were#it's not fun sometimes#... a lot of times for me anyway#that's all for my essay in the tags sorry
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#today my second grade autistic joy of a son came home from school#with the information that a kid in his grade threatened him on the playground#told him he had needles and knives at home and maybe had some in his pockets#and if my son got closer to him he would kill him#SECOND. GRADE.#WHAT THE FUCK#So anyway I’ve been staving off a fucking panic attack since then#so WISH ME WELL#and please for the love#send your best most loving and kind vibes for my son#he’s already had older kids at church being cruel to him#and a kid he thought was his friend at school told him#sometimes you would be a little cooler if you didn’t talk#and my son told my husband that ever since he learned that school has been a lot less enjoyable#and like WHAT THE FUCK#THIS KID IS LOVE AND JOY AND SILLINESS AND BRILLIANCE WRAPPED UP#IN HIS TINY EIGHT YEAR OLD BODY#Deep breaths#anyway it’s fine#I’ll have a good cry and then get out of the house for the evening#and hopefully hear back from the teacher and principal soon#and all will be well#but fuck I worry so much about him 😭😭😭#thank you rant over#cw death threats#cw knives#cw needles#cw bullying#cw bully of an autistic child
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Did that fav pkmn thing on a whim and I'm sorry for all my babies I didn't choose bc I really like too many by some.
Love how it's mostly pretty ones and then there's clodsire. Even tho I got it in my team since the beginning of violet do I continuously forget its name bc I just call it by the nickname blobby (one of the rare times I didn't spend hours googling the perfect nickname but it nonetheless is a perfect one)
And for fun without any legendaries as fav
Reg nicknames I even write all down so I only spend decades once for each pkmn (unless I don't like the prev one anymore). Need to update that someday since it's mostly old revolution ones but hey. Blaze do I use for arcanine nowadays more and ninetails got others. Gardevoir got soteria nowadays which I prefer more. Etc.
#a wild lux appears#(made this in december but for whatev reason left it in drafts until now. prob bc I wanted to limit non important posting idk)#Maybe you think garchomp is there bc of other reasons but I use it since dpp bc cynthia made kid me go 'woah!'#I remember having looked up as a kid to cynthia and juniper a lot and that fact n reason behind it makes me also go yeah no I was a girl wh#one day decided to be happier otherwise. Bc the reason was 'oh wow female and cool so I can indeed be that :0' most importantly with junipe#bc I never cared for battles. ye ye ignore fictional professions I was like 8. reason I loath alola tbh I missed doing non battle side stuf#I vividly remember picking my first pkmn game up (hg) and just immediately going fuck being a trainer let me be a prof and it's so funny ho#my horrendous sieve brain has that laser ingrained. Sometimes still brainstorm and I would prob study ghost pkmn tbh who by sheer luck isn'#dead yet. That and maybe being v charismatic to that type idk. Why bc I like those lil fellas.#What I also find extremely funny is having went by sonia prior to swordshield and there being a prof sonia. Wish I still went by it when it#dropped. Imagine. Kid sonia wanting to be a prof and meeting swsh sonia being on her way to be one. I either would've made her my#personality (which I think I nonetheless did I think I changed my icons to her) or would've wildly shaking her going 'it should have been#meeee'. which ig I mentally do by every rival or friend group person that takes that route like take me w you I hate battles please. Insane#that only blueberry academy me start to hate em slightly less. After over a decade of battles. Ig alpharad's n others streams w nuzlockes n#all started to also show me the appeal of actually strategizing instead of brute forcing which I did.#*that only blueberry academy MADE me#Whatev. Also no I don't got anything else that another pkmn would kickstart talking abt. Just know I drag my 2013 xerneas everywhere w me#and it is a fucking crime that I can't throw it into violet. What is this. You clearly don't mind throwing others into regions they don't#belong to at all (which I personally really dislike hc lore wise but gameplay wise whatever let new trainers catch old legendaries)#To come back to fav pkmn yes I'm in the dragonair boat. I hate evolving mine. Dragonite is fine I like it standalone but I like the#aesthetic of dragonair more. Idfc abt logic or whatever this is aesthetic talk. Yes I prefer some fan evos more.#I keep wanting to play that fusion fangame and if you want to know what pkmn I like I found out I have a huge overlap w alpharad there#Which sucks for us both! We adore pkmn that get lewded the most and I hate my life. You do you idc some are humanoid I have to admit that#but I personally would prefer to not see any art or even just jokes abt ANY of that. Humanoid or not I Do Not See.#I don't block let alone report over that just. tag and don't bring that to my doorstep thx.#What I will at most block n judge is if you touch any of the kids idc in this franchise if they're just pixels.#Can you tell I am writing this close to midnight anyways this is all. This became like a completely dif post in the tags welp
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they're in love your honor
#i hadn't thought of Peri as the domestic type but you know what? after the past few years he's had he probably does settle down a bit#he gets tired of Doing Things yknow?#and baldur's gate's harpers probably werent the only ones targeted by the cult so he would have plenty of rebuilding to do in waterdeep#went from having the Trauma Zoomies to refusing to travel anywhere further than a tenday away in the span of three years#he probably starts wandering again after a bit though#sometimes convincing Gale to come with him sometimes not#he gets Gale to come with him to Eberron one (1) time#in my head (because i can do what i want) the whole 'wizards live a long-ass time sometimes' thing happens to both of them#(peri's. less pleased about this than gale is when they figure out what's going on)#so they've got plenty of time to get into trouble#also idk if the age extension thing is meant to always be a thing wizards do on-purpose but in my mind it's not always#sometimes the weave just Decides and there's not much you can do about it#(mystra is also upset that her ex and her ex-champion who's VERY loud about her being an asshole are sticking around somehow)#(she might be intrinsically tied to the weave but 1. it's a phenomena all on its own and 2. there are other deities of magic in faerun)#(she may be in charge so killing her messes shit up but it doesn't make sense that she's. like. the only conduit? if that makes sense?)#(so her being around makes the weave accessible to mortals but someone would eventually take her place if she died like she did with Mystral#(and the weave is intrinsic to faerun so it will always regenerate when lost. because how are you supposed to create a new god...#(...of arcane magic if the weave is completely destroyed?)#(i'm fully talking out of my ass btw)#(idk what the official wotc answer to this is and i dont care. weave is like a force of nature and cannot be fully controlled b/c I Said So)#bg3#baldurs gate 3#gale of waterdeep#gale dekarios#bg3 tav#peregrine faulkner#gale x tav#bg3 fanart#my art#wizbands
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T’Pel travelling for her work and talking to her husband with a hidden communicator. They talk often while she travels and sometimes they leave the channel open even though neither of them is speaking.
#bea art tag#T'Pel is a travelling doctor. She takes cases and goes to them (though sometimes ppl in town will just come to the house)#Tuvok gave her that necklace because his mother made it out of stone given to her by a monk#she intended it for him as a blessing but he gave it to T'Pel because he believes she'd need a blessing more than he does#(he works as a professor at this time - not affiliated with starfleet and not adventuring)#Tuvok/T'Pel#T'Pel art#Tuvok#T'Pel#It'd be cute if the very first mention of them having children between them (their families each mention it quite often)#was during one of these trips. Tuvok is talking about how he's feeling unfulfilled/bored and T'Pel is quiet before saying:#'Perhaps I should give you a child or two to busy you while I'm away.'#and Tuvok is quiet for a touch too long before going 'That is not a logical reason to have children.'#'Children have been had for less logical reasons. Were you not a child of pon farr?' (T'Pel.) 'Humor. However#my suggestion that we have a child is not. Please consider it.' (Have you?) 'Extensively. Yes.'#and when she gets home they discuss it further and after more discussion and mulling it over they decide to have Sek~ And never look back!!!#Tuvok says that only the most dedicated of people should become parents in his opinion so I think he'd carefully consider becoming one#it isn't a decision he'd make lightly v_v#Anyway I love doctor T'pel and her wacky adventures#st voyager#st voyager art#star trek#Tuvok: It is somewhat...disconcerting to be without you. Your absence is certainly notable.#T'Pel: Would it be forward to say I miss you?#Tuvok:...............//// <- feeling like his heart's going to explode and fighting back that feeling#T'Pel: I suppose it is. My apologies. I must seem indelicate to you.#Tuvok: .........-fighting for his life- Not at all.
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Cancelled the in person interview for today after discussing phone interview with Mum and Housemate last night (and the numerous red flags and cost of the lyft there and back for a job that ultimately the place wouldn't be able to convince me to take if offered, bc the general consensus was 'this is literally likely to be as bad as the current job BUT with the added cost of lyfts back and forth that they wouldn't be paying enough to offset, why on earth would you (me) take this job lmaooooo')
Which works out good bc the ongoing Mum trauma stuff is hitting hard as soon as I've woken and maybe I can get the Big Cry out today. Or write down any of the memories that have been playing on repeat in my mind
(with all this said, yes, I still asked and do legitimately care abt my mum's opinion and experience with jobs despite this; yes it feels weird; no I don't know how healthy that is or not lmao but I'm gonna lean towards Not Healthy bc im discovering that the work my previous doc did certainly uncovered this codependency and trauma which absolutely was a great help but like...we didn't actually really untangle any of it so I could try and untangle myself from my mum, even from 1600+ miles from one another. So. probably not healthy.)
#text post#Housemate was the far more helpful one of ae and mum tho and im very grateful ae took the time to talk over the interview with me#to help me figure out if doing the in person was worth it#mum did kind of help in that she pointed out several dakota eye like red flags from the employer that in retrospect yeah#were flying right in front of my face but i just. want to find better work so it's hard to ignore the red flags sometimes#until someone else goes uhhhhh hey maybe not this job no matter how desperate you feel#which is what it boiled down to more or less in discussion with both of them last night#it's just a weird thing of mum was still helpful and im glad i had a call with her but also it was low key triggering#and part of me wants to call her back and ask if she knows that she's a major part of why i struggle to say no to anyone#who feels even vaguely an authority figure over me no matter what my feelings are or if im being hurt#because id rather be obedient and pleasing than independent and honest (& possibly disappoint ppl with the latter)#but let's be real she wouldn't have an answer. it's beyond her to even think of this stuff#she'd be upset and offended and I'd be groveling like usual to try and make up for daring to question any part of our relationship#the same groveling i do on autopilot for any potential offense because it doesn't matter even if i asked & was given permission#im still always finding there's something i need to ask her forgiveness for anyway#but i love her and am incredibly grateful for her and how much she's given of herself to me as a single mum#idk im gonna shut up abt emotions for now and figure out what on earth im doing with myself today
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tarkin is such an emotionally exhausting subject for me, like in general. he wears me out <33
#especially the luceno novel. hoggh its contents.......#HE IS MY FAVORITEST THING EVER BUT ALSO............ HE WEARS ME OUT <333#i suppose that's a good thing all other things considered. i need that stimulation.#also! this is not a call for less approaching me about him; please continue talking about him 2 me.#sometimes it's a little triggering ig is all lol.#sw#wilhuff tarkin
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for the problematic trope: teacher/student Or stalker/obsession?
Oh man I love both of those. Uhm. I'll do Teacher/Student because I think I have more to work for it. Maybe.
Ships that fit said trope
Rei/Hayashida from March Comes in Like a Lion are always the first to come to mind and I am the only one on this boat
All Might/Deku from My Hero Academia are the bog standard of this trope I think
But I actually prefer All Might/Bakugo, it's about the caring for the Teacher
Poly Izuku/Bakugo/All Might is very good chefs kiss
Same shit but evil AFO/Tomura
Nageki/Shuu from Hatoful Boyfriend has become recent brainworms thanks to a certain HB poster on my dash
Does Ash/Kukui count? He was a teacher in the SuMo anime so. I'm gonna count it.
General Opinion
I never got why this is considered problematic? I mean all my examples are so kinda Minor/Adult which stands on it's own but why would a grown person dating their teacher who's also a grown person be considered problematic?
I also have like. Way less ships than I thought that fit the dynamic. I guess I don't consume as much media with Teacher characters as I thought I did. Gimmie recs please.
Any ships that aren’t canon it But I’d read w/ the trope
I don't have any ships I'd like to see in the trope but I have characters I'd love to see in it if I had another half to them, this is mostly just characters who I think should have students they're shippably close too.
Nezu My Hero Academia
Winston Overwatch
Doomfist Overwatch
Cyrus Pokemon
Cheren Pokemon (BW2 specifically)
Sheldon Splatoon
Woodman Hilda
Shirokuma Danganronpa
Monokuma Danganronpa
#Ship List#Thankyou for asking#Wow this was a little harder than I thought#please someone else ask for stalker/obession too please I have just as little thought for that but still wanna talk about it#Thankyou#I have a large list of characters I would love to problimatically ship if they had anyone in their lives to do so with#That's my motivation for self shipping sometimes dskjgfjkdgf#I really started with March Comes Like a Lion huh sorry it's top thought recently#someone asked for a Harunobu x reader and I drafted my concepts and then made the mistake of playing Splat 3 all night#And now my brain is mush so it has to WAIT#I'll get to you I promise#For not consider Rei's teacher could very easily take advantage of him he has no friends or support group#But instead chooses to try and help him and make him less of a target for men like him#Love that love that love that#Ask me about my age gap ships I have more brainworms for those trust me
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