#or 7 Weeks 3 Days 19 Hours 55 Mins
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You Never Forget Your First
Universe: Starbound
CW: Grief
Words: 665
Context: Written for the Woe, Cubes be Upon Ye Protectorate Event, some of Mio feelings about the Terrene Protectorate.
"Where you go, I'll be right behind you…"
The song drifted along the quiet, empty corridors of The Vestige, mournful in its longing and loneliness.
"Where I go, I'll have you at my side…"
Kata looked up from where she was reading, hidden in a storage compartment near the front of the ship. Her e-book was tucked into a pocket as Kata rose, flicking one long, grey pigtail out of her face. She crept out of the storage compartment.
"Where we go, together…"
The song was coming from the Bridge.
Kata checked her watch. Past midnight, local planetary time. No one but she was usually up this late. No one but the Captain was allowed on the bridge.
Kata crept forward, keying open the Bridge door, wincing at the pneumatic hiss. Sat in the chair at the navigation console was Captain Mio.
"There's nothing we can't fight through. Nothing we can't weather…"
The rising beeps and bloops from the ship's instruments made an odd accompaniment. With every other line of the song, Mio tapped the little hula girl, gummed down to the top of the console.
"If you've got my back, I've got yours. Standing firm against it all…"
Kata couldn't stand the pain in her captain's voice any longer. She rapped against the metal hull.
Instantly the song died in Mio's throat. She rocketed to her feet, reaching for the pistol on her hip.
"Kata! 'Tides, woman…" Mio cleared her throat, hand moving away from her weapon to sign out, "What can I do for you?"
Kata stepped onto the Bridge. "Captain, you okay?" she signed, her hands slow and cautious.
"Yes, thank you." Kata frowned at Mio's quick and perfunctory signs.
Kata drew herself up, her gestures sharper. "Respectfully, do not believe you."
Mio lifted her chin. Kata looked her in the eye, one fist on her hip.
All at once, the Captain seemed to crumble. Her shoulders bowed, her gills flared rapidly, and the underside of her throat flushed a speckled red. Mio wobbled on her feet, then fell back into her seat.
Kata cried out as she rushed over, hands flittering between Mio and signing, "Captain! What's wrong? You sick? I get Medic!"
"No, it's fine." Mio caught Kata's shoulders, before her hands returned, tremulous, to the signs. "I'm just… I miss my first crew."
Kata shook her head in confusion.
"That song was one Fabian came up with. To remind us there was nothing we couldn't do together. Tides, he was so proud of it too." Mio nictated, her gaze over Kata's shoulder. "And here I am, singing it as a mourning song, instead of a marching song."
"This at Academy?" Kata asked.
"Yes. Our last year, we were sorted into proto-crews. We trained together as one unit. We should have graduated together. Gone into space together."
"How long?"
"Since Earth?" Mio's hands shook, mangling the sign for the Protectorate's homeworld. "Nearly five years? Maybe. I'm ashamed to say space has made time fuzzy."
"It has been seven years, three months, 19 days, 55 hours and 3 minutes," SAIL's modulated voice came quietly through the speaker on the console.
Mio twitched an eyebrow ridge, her throat working.
"Okay to miss people. Sadness not a failing," Kata said. "Don't have to hide."
The shiver in Mio's hands belied the perfunctoriness of her signs. "I have my current crew to think of. Food to source, equipment to maintain. I shouldn't be wasting time on what's long passed."
"Captain-"
"I also have to finish plotting this course. Thank you for your concern, Kata. Go to bed." The last signs were delivered with a sharpness that made Kata blink. She rose, but still hovered until Mio made shooing motions at her.
As Kata left the Bridge, she heard Mio take up her tune again, but rather than the mournful sound from before it was upbeat and joyful. Kata smiled; glad, if confused, that her Captain was in better spirits than she'd been found.
#starbound#writing#starbound fanfic#starbound fanfiction#theprotectorate23#wandering words#oc mio#oc kata#mio's crew#Did you know that as of today I've been playing Mio for 1267 hours & 55 minutes?#or 7 Weeks 3 Days 19 Hours 55 Mins#which doesn't sound very long#but it feels like a long time#concrit welcome
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what if we take 1 hour as 1 year?
1 hour=60 minutes and 1 year=12 months
60 : 12 = 5
1 month=5 minutes
so, 30-35 min — july
55-00 min — december etc.
if we take 1 month = 30 days (approximately)=5min
30:5=6
1 min = 6 days
12-18
so, 6th april — 15–––––•16min
30th november — 54–––––•55 min etc
and last one
1min=60sec
60:6=10 => 1 day=10sec
now we can do this with any date!
so, 16th september — (month) 40 -45min
(week-1) 02-03min
(day) 30-40 sec
16th september=42min 30-40sec
my date of birth 16.09.07 hehe
or
my date of birth 07:42:30 am
(people who were born on 31's sorry)
but in terms of time it's okay
what time is it? 19.02.23 (23:08)
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i've come up with this
sh.t at the time
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1-6 7-12 13-18 19-24 25-30 days
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00 — 01 — 02 — 03 — 04 — 05 min
or
05 — 06 — 07— 08 — 09 — 00 min
1 2 3 4 5 6
7 8 9 10 11 12
13 14 15 16 17 18
19 20 21 22 23 24
25 26 27 28 29 30
00 - 10 - 20 - 30 - 40 - 50 - 60 sec
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30
1: Name
- Kaylie
2: Age
- 23
3: 3 Fears
- Spiders, failure, loss
4: 3 things I love
- Reading, writing, Taylor Swift
5: 4 turns on
- Kindness, nice hands, humor, someone who has a really warm heart.
6: 4 turns off
- Arrogance, moustaches lmao, narcissism, basket ball shorts *shudders*
7: My best friend
- Her name is Megan (but also my mom lmao)
8: Sexual orientation
- Heterosexual
9: My best first date
- I have never been on a date.
10: How tall am I
- 5'2
11: What do I miss
- My childhood mostly
12: What time were I born
- 2:45 pm
13: Favorite color
- Red, but sometimes a nice summery, pastel yellow
14: Do I have a crush
- no
15: Favorite quote
- I have so many that I can't say my utmost favourite, but one that I always think about is from Richard Siken "He was pointing at the moon but I was looking at his hand." I'm not even sure how this is supposed to be interpreted, but I just love the detail of this. Of someone looking at the moon and pointing at it, but you're looking at their hand because you're that consumed by them and also they're like your moon. anyway-
16: Favorite place
- My house lol
17: Favorite food
- Cheesecake
18: Do I use sarcasm
- Yes, but very dryly
19: What am I listening to right now
- Nothing actually. I'm just sitting in the quiet.
20: First thing I notice in new person
- I used to think it was physical, like eyes or their smile, but I think it's actually their demeanor. i.e., confidence, if they're laid back, talkative or quiet, etc. Or even just how they handle things. Like when I'm at work and I meet a new co-worker I'm always noticing how they are with people.
21: Shoe size
- 6.5 US but I can manage a 7 US too.
22: Eye color
- Grey
23: Hair color
- Ashy blonde, but I usually get it highlighted to be a brighter blonde
24: Favorite style of clothing
- I'm super into the French girl vibe right now (elegany, classy, ribbed sweaters tucked into high waisted jeans or dress pants, a blazer thrown over and a nice gold necklace) but I'm also really into a summery boho look (flowy maxi dresses and skirts)
25: Ever done a prank call?
No
27: Meaning behind my URL
- On this account, it's just my name and then 'muses' because this account is just me talking to myself tbh. My main account is called autumnsletters which is just a combo of my fav things: autumn and handwritten love letters, and finally, my embarrassing taylor swift account is called sixteenavenue which is a lyric from her song I Think He Knows where she mentions her heart skipping down sixteenth avenue.
28: Favorite movie
- I feel like i don't have one answer bc I always have a different answer to this question lmao. I think it's called A Christmas Carol (the 2009 version w/ Jim Carrey). It just makes me feel cozy and warm inside. Also: Clueless.
29: Favorite song
- All Too Well by Taylor Swift I think.
30: Favorite band
- Of Monsters and Men
31: How I feel right now
- I actually feel really happy today, which is a change lol. I had an awful week last week, but over the last couple of days I've just felt more creative and happier.
32: Someone I love
- My mom
33: My current relationship status
- Single
34: My relationship with my parents
- Excellent.
35: Favorite holiday
- Christmas
36: Tattoos and piercing i have
-0 :'(
37: Tattoos and piercing i want
- I want to get my ears pierced again bc the holes grew over. Low key want a nose piericing and low key want a tattoo on my collarbone (or somewhere around there)
38: The reason I joined Tumblr
- Because everyone else had it and I felt left out LOL
39: Do I and my last ex hate each other?
- I don't have an ex
40: Do I ever get “good morning” or “good night ” texts?
- No
41: Have I ever kissed the last person you texted?
- No i've never been kissed rip
42: When did I last hold hands?
- never but it's ok bc i can hold my own hand
43: How long does it take me to get ready in the morning?
- Depending on what I'm doing. If I showered the night before and I'm just doing a very low-maintenance look, roughly 15-20 mins. On a normal day in which I shower in the morning and am trying to actually be presentable, roughly an hour.
44: Have I shaved your legs in the past three days?
- Have YOU shaved MY legs? No. Have I shaved my own? Yes
45: Where am I right now?
- My room
46: If I were drunk & can’t stand, who’s taking care of me?
- Most likely I'm not drunk, but IF I WAS, it would be my friend, my mom, or my sister (my sister would probs make fun of me and film me tho tbh)
47: Do I like my music loud or at a reasonable level?
- Loud if I'm jamming with nothing else to do but sing along. If I'm trying to do something, I'll turn it down bc I can't focus with loud music (especially if I'm trying to write something/talk to someone/text someone)
48: Do I live with my Mom and Dad?
- My mom bc my dads dead
49: Am I excited for anything?
- My sister and I are going to Banff in about three weeks so I'm excited for a getaway.
50: Do I have someone of the opposite sex I can tell everything to?
- No
51: How often do I wear a fake smile?
- I work in retail so
52: When was the last time I hugged someone?
- I don't know. I think I hugged my mom at some point this week lol
53: What if the last person I kissed was kissing someone else right in front of me?
- Bye bye babyyyy
54: Is there anyone I trust even though I should not?
- my cat
55: What is something I disliked about today?
- I had to go to work
56: If I could meet anyone on this earth, who would it be?
- Taylor Alison Swift baby
57: What do I think about most?
- Probably Taylor Swift.
58: What’s my strangest talent?
- I can make stomach gurgling noises with my mouth closed.
59: Do I have any strange phobias?
- Nah, pretty generic ones
60: Do I prefer to be behind the camera or in front of it?
- Behind the camera
61: What was the last lie I told?
- Some lady asked if a product was good and I said yes so I wouldn't have to help her find another one
62: Do I prefer talking on the phone or video chatting online?
- Neither what the hell
63: Do I believe in ghosts? How about aliens?
- Neither
64: Do I believe in magic?
- No
65: Do I believe in luck?
- No
66: What's the weather like right now?
- It's calm, but a little cloudy. It was really warm and sunny earlier, but it's gotten a little grey.
67: What was the last book I've read?
- I just finished this series called The Winner's Curse by Marie Rutkoski and it was so good but so stressful omg. Still 5/5 stars.
68: Do I like the smell of gasoline?
- Yes
69: Do I have any nicknames?
- Not really, but sometimes my coworkers call my Kayls
70: What was the worst injury I've ever had?
- Oh my god when I was like 10 I fell during grounders and the bar hit me right on the cooch. Most painful event of my entire life.
71: Do I spend money or save it?
- Spend it bitch
72: Can I touch my nose with a tongue?
- No
73: Is there anything pink in 10 feet from me?
- yes!! my blanket!!
74: Favorite animal?
- I love hippos and I don't know why.
75: What was I doing last night at 12 AM?
- Reading on my phone to avoid sleeping so I could prolong not going to work
76: What do I think is Satan’s last name is?
- Devil. Kind of like Satan The Devil is his full name
77: What’s a song that always makes me happy when I hear it?
- Shake It Off
78: How can you win my heart?
- Learning Taylor Swift's entire discography for my sake
79: What would I want to be written on my tombstone?
- tbh I really don't know
80: What is my favorite word?
- Wonderstruck
81: My top 5 blogs on tumblr
- n/a
82: If the whole world were listening to me right now, what would I say?
- stream fearless taylor's version
83: Do I have any relatives in jail?
- no
84: I accidentally eat some radioactive vegetables. They were good, and what’s even cooler is that they endow me with the super-power of my choice! What is that power?
- Healing
85: What would be a question I’d be afraid to tell the truth on?
- N/A
86: What is my current desktop picture?
- it's a misty forest
87: Had sex?
- no
88: Bought condoms?
- no
89: Gotten pregnant?
- no
90: Failed a class?
- yes
91: Kissed a boy?
- no
92: Kissed a girl?
- no
93: Have I ever kissed somebody in the rain?
- no but it's a dream
94: Had a job?
- I've had two so far
95: Left the house without my wallet?
- Yes, sometimes I do it on purpose so I can make my mom pay for something lmao (chill i'm talking something small like candy)
96: Bullied someone on the internet?
- no
97: Had sex in public?
- no
98: Played on a sports team?
- no
99: Smoked weed?
- no
100: Did drugs?
- no
101: Smoked cigarettes?
- no
102: Drank alcohol?
- yes
103: Am I a vegetarian/vegan?
- no
104: Been overweight?
- I feel overweight, but technically no
105: Been underweight?
- No
106: Been to a wedding?
- Yes
107: Been on the computer for 5 hours straight?
- Yes, but not since I was younger. I'm mostly on my phone now.
108: Watched TV for 5 hours straight?
- Oh yeah lmao
109: Been outside my home country?
- No
110: Gotten my heart broken?
- Yes
111: Been to a professional sports game?
- No
112: Broken a bone?
- No
113: Cut myself?
- Yes
114: Been to prom?
- Sort of. I'm Canadian so I had grad.
115: Been in airplane?
- No
116: Fly by helicopter?
- No
117: What concerts have I been to?
- Jonas Brothers when I was about 10 lmao and Marianas Trench when I was 15
118: Had a crush on someone of the same sex?
- No
119: Learned another language?
- Tried to
120: Wore make up?
- Yes. I do work at a makeup store.
121: Lost my virginity before I was 18?
- no
122: Had oral sex?
- no
123: Dyed my hair?
- not a funky color, no
124: Voted in a presidential election?
- Sort of; I voted for a prime minister
125: Rode in an ambulance?
- Yes
126: Had a surgery?
- No
127: Met someone famous?
- No
128: Stalked someone on a social network?
- No
129: Peed outside?
- No
130: Been fishing?
- No
131: Helped with charity?
- Yes
132: Been rejected by a crush?
- No bc I never fessed up to any crush lol
133: Broken a mirror?
- No
134: What do I want for birthday?
- A jewelry box
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i was tagged by @alexandrgeorgiev @ijustlovehockey @savebyhellebuyck @marc-andrefleury and @numbah79 !! thank you all!
50 questions game lessgo!
1. What is the colour of your hairbrush? black
2. name a food you never eat? eggs, either boiled, scrambled or in an omelette i just nope. gross. or olives or tomatoes. all are just yuck
3. are you typically too warm or too cold? too warm
4. what were you doing 45 mins ago? crying over the stars again lmao
5. what’s your favourite candy bar? anything in the cadbury favourites box
6. have you ever been to a professional sports game? i’ve been to a few afl games and an aussie open semi final game once. i was also in monaco for the grand-prix and got to see a little bit of it. also my dad used to own horses so we went to the races a lot
7. what was the last thing you said out loud? “fuck me” i dropped my phone oops
8. whats your favourite ice cream? cookies and cream or mint choc chip
9. what was the last thing you had to drink? fireball and coke
10. do you like your wallet? yes! it was a bday gift from my friend:)
11. what was the last thing you ate? sweet potato fries
12. did you buy any new clothing last weekend? i havent bought anything since may rip
13. what was the last sporting event you watched? this is too soon:( rip my dumb yeehaw boys
14. what is your favourite flavour of popcorn? caramel
15. who was the last person you sent a text to? my friend
16. ever go camping? used to go on a school camp a lot but the last time i went was year 11
17. do you take your vitamins? omg no this reminded me i haven’t been taking my vitamin d supplements in over a year.
18. do you regularly attend a place of worship? i do not
19. do you have a tan? not anymore rip. i haven’t left my house in months
20. do you prefer chinese or pizza? honestly any asian food >
21. do you drink soda through straws? nah but if i do i use my bamboo straw
22. what colour socks do you usually wear? i usually wear my pizza socks or my watermelon or pineapple ones. fun fact i have the same pineapple socks as niall horan
23. do you ever drive above the speed limit? i have 7 hours on my L’s from 2018. I don’t drive
24. what terrifies you? brad marchand
25. look to your left, what do you see? my lamp
26. what chore do you hate the most? vacuuming
27. what do you think when you hear an australian accent? nothing bc it’s normal to me
28. what’s your favourite soda? solo
29. do you go in a fast food place or just hit the drive thru? drive thru usually
30. what’s your favourite number? 3, 16 or 55
31. who was the last person you talked to? my mum
32. favourite cut of beef? i don’t eat steak so idk
33. last song you listened to? im currently listening to i want a dog by hobo johnson
34. last book you read? um idk probably one of the required books for school in year 11. i didn’t read the books i was examined on in my senior year rip
35. favourite day of the week? either thursday or friday
36. can you say the alphabet backwards? i used to be able to say it backwards like in 8 seconds or something for a theatre exercise but i am now smooth brained so i can’t do it anymore
37. how do you like your coffee? latte or cappuccino with non-dairy milk
38. favourite pair of shoes? my stan smiths but they’re so worn out rip
39. time you normally get up? it used to be whenever the stars played but now idk. usually 11 or 12 ig
40. do you prefer sunrise or sunset? sunsets
41. describe your kitchen plates? they’re white with like a ring of squares along the rim that are like green orange blue
42. how many blankets on your bed? one duvet
43. describe your kitchen at the moment? currently littered with ingredients bc mum is baking
44. do you have a favourite alcoholic drink? fireball
45. do you play cards? i used to play poker with the lads every day at school during lunch:’) miss those days
46. what colour is your car? i dont have a car but my mums car is space grey and the ute is white
47. can you change a tire? nope
48. Favourite state? denial. jks probs vic or queensland
49. favourite job you’ve had? i haven’t had a job bc the pandemic hit right when i was applying but i did work experience in the cheesecake shop with my best friend which was fun
50. tagging: anyone who wants to do it!
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Autechre, thirteenth album (part 1), 2018
NTS Session 1: ABSOLUTE DISTORTION, MONSTROUS AND DOPE.
[deep sigh. So. Autechre had done a residency on NTS Radio before, where they played a bunch of existing music for two-hour spots. And one day, NTS contacted them about doing another one. Autechre refused. But a little later, they reconsidered-- but they weren’t gonna play existing music, they were gonna debut new material. A lot of new material. And so, for four weeks in April 2018, NTS Radio broadcasted Autechre’s brand-new unannounced album, playing two hours on a loop every week and then playing the next two hours for the next week. There were four Sessions in all, and the whole eight-hour experience is the album. Sound-wise, it’s the dirty filthy nasty synths and beats of elseq but mixed even better, pushed even further. Structure-wise, these.. these songs are long and they freaking flow. I had been hyping this album up for myself ever since I first heard about it, and I even spent some time getting used to the first couple songs so I wouldn’t be totally unaccustomed. And, just. It. It met the hype, somehow. I absolutely recommend, if you do listen to it, do nothing else and just listen to it. At least for your first listen. It goes places, and some of those places are subtle, some of those places are outrageous. This is.. just.. such a freaking good album so far?]
[LINK TO WHOLE ALBUM]
track 1 (t1a1) intro: massive machine starting up. 1:16 onwards: smooth slow simple beat, mixed to wub wub wurrrb perfection + warpy noises. 2:55 cat. then no noises just the wub wub beat. then ambience comes in. 6:00 beat is slightly syncopated. 6:57 beat is normal again. 7:30 DEEP BASS SEXY. VRAAARRRB. 11:10 deep deep bass sustains. 12:59 CUT TO SILENCE AND 13:00 DROP, NEW SECTION: simple drum + distorted bass rhythm + soft harmonic synth sustains. 15:46 bass rhythm prominent and electrical + strange harmonies around rhythm. 17 min bass gets real playful. then end.
track 2 (bqbqbq) syncopated stop-and-start shrill telephone-noise + drum fugue. ghostly chords fade in. you do get kinda used to this. 5:25 a new tone joins in! 6 min ghostly chords get more pretty tones too! 7:52 it stops stopping, continuous fugue now. 8:32 stops again. reprise of earlier tone. 9 min the same ghostly chord over and over, tension. 9:30 catharsis.
track 3 (debris_funk) BRRAMMM, BRRAAAAAMMM, BRRRRRMMMMM. 0:46 FUCKING NASTY BEAT + BRAP RIFFS. there are slight variations in beat + tone over 10 minutes but it's mainly THIS SICK RIFF. 7 min beat stops, leaving only the horns from hell.
track 4 (l3 ctrl) intro: gentle elpiano pad ambience. 0:26 DROP, frantic beat + distorted synth riff. 1 min reverb ambience turns into high synth harmonies. 3:48 cool bass-y noises. 4:48 now just bass + beat + reverb. 5:40 higher distorted tones. 6 min interesting bass countermelody. 7:50 breakdown, dramatic synth tones. 8:50 tension! 9:32 beat breaks down + synth chaos riff. reverb noise gradually builds. 12:59 synth breaks through into chaos. spooky ambient tones. 13:56 higher distorted elpiano tones. 14:18 basssss. climactic riff. 16:04 end tones.
track 5 (carefree counter dronal) trance synths going kinda nuts for five minutes.
track 6 (north spiral) nice bass riff + frantic tech-drums. 0:50 groooove. 1:46 bass warps. still grooooove. 3:07 NEW NOISES + more intense drums. 4 min yeah man this is still a groove. 4:36 faint glitchy synth riffs. 4:58 drop: glassy synth tones + wub wub bass riff + sick beat. 5:48 jamming. 7:08 rifffff. 7:25 drums stop, just riff. then drums return. 7:54 tonal rhythmic noises add onto glassy synth. 8:41 tonal rhythms stop. drums stop. drums return. still on the sweet riff. 9:51 glitchy synth marks new riff. 11:36 glassy synth returns, glitch synth stops. 12 min fucking riff. 12:46 THAT DROP, slow drum + bass riff. 13:30 no bass, just drum + glitch. 13:40 look man just.. these noises. chaos. what a song.
track 7 (gonk steady one) chaotic glitch-drum. 0:19 HARD BASS DRUM. 0:28 HARD BASS SYNTH. high synth riffs. I think the bass synth is the gonk? 2:00 high synth is going nuts, yet the beat gonks on. 3:55 THE GONK HAS MULTIPLE TONES?? 4:30 ambient sounds. no more gonk. 4:50 ambient synth pad. ope, there's the gonk. 6:00 this is just.. this is just awesome. 6:38 GONK REVERB. 7:00 just high synth riff + light drum + ambience. 7:25 bass drum. ...GONK SOLO. 8:23 DROP, back to the familiar elements. 9 min ambience spaced me out a bit there. 10:24 DRUM RIFF. 10:45 ambient sustains over steady drum riff. 11 min okay gonk ambience spaced me out. 11:44 I just.. it sounds so good. 12:00 faint high melody. 12:24 ambient synth pads coming in, drums coming out! 12:40 snare BEP. BEP. BEP. BEP. bass drum BOOM. BOMBOMBOMBOOM. 14 min old elements returning one by one, ambient tones still droning. 15:00 ELPIANO and SHRILL TONES. bep. bep. bep. bep. 16:00 OH MAN THE BEPS ARE GETTING LOUDER. 17:26 that elpiano is getting distorted enough to sound SICK. 18:00 I'm officially lost, this is hitting everything right. drums getting focus. distorted elpiano getting focus. the beps. 18:46 oh no it's FIRING UP AGAIN. 19:30 the BEPS are ECHOING 19:50 and GLITCHING 20:18 and there's that distorted elpiano again!!! 21:35 high melody again. 22:10 and it's glitching into an end.
track 8 (four of seven) SEXY TECHNO OSTINATO RIFF + descending/ascending trance bass. sounds shift and warp. mood shifts with ambience. proper trance. 10:26 piano plays gorgeous riff as trance fades out. bass stings are WONDERFUL. this is.. this is heavenly. 12:50 ambient end.
track 9 (31a_reflected) wet ambience. droning noises to left/right. synth provides occasional notes. gives me a chance to remember where I am.
#autechre#link post#music#gonk.#'so uh djay what happened to you during gonk steady one.' look. okay. look. ....i really really really really liked gonk steady one.#i got really really into gonk steady one.#'you know there's six more hours of this right?' yeah. 'and you know there's another song with gonk in the title?' YEAH.#GONK GONK MOTHERFUCKER
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1: What would you name your future daughter?
Alya, maybe.
2: Do you miss anyone?
Always.
3: What if I told you that you were pretty?
I would say thank you.
4: Ever been told “it’s not you, it’s me”?
Once. And it was true, it was really him.
5: What are you looking forward to in the next week?
Our next interview with Metaldetector on Monday.
6: Did you go out or stay in last night?
Stayed on because it was Monday and we’re in the middle of a global pandemic.
7: How late did you stay up last night?
2 a.m. more or less.
8: Honestly, has anyone seen you in your underwear in the past 3 months?
Yup.
9: What were you doing at 12:30 this afternoon?
Ironing my hair.
10: Have you ever told somebody you loved them and not actually meant it?
A few times.
11: Could you go for the rest of your life without drinking alcohol?
I’m almost a non drinker now, so, maybe.
12: Have you pretended to like someone?
Unfortunately I had to.
13: Could you go the rest of your life without smoking a cigarette?
I could, but I’m not interested atm.
14: Is there one person in your life that can always make you smile?
Husband and bestie.
15: Is it hard for you to get over someone?
I never fully forget people who meant truly something to me.
16: Think back five months ago, were you single?
Nope. I’ve been in a relationship for the last four years.
17: Have you ever cried from being so mad?
I hardly cry when I’m mad, nor I scream.
I become very quiet and pretty violent sometimes.
18: Hold hands with anyone this week?
My husband.
19: Did your last kiss take place in/on a bed?
On the couch, this morning.
20: Who did you last see in person?
My husband.
21: What is the last thing you said out lot?
I don’t know, I talk to my self out loud when I’m alone.
22: Have you kissed three or more people in one night?
Nope.
23: Have you ever been to Paris?
Twice.
24: Are you good at hiding your feelings?
I could, but sometimes my eyes show way too much.
25: Do you use chap stick?
Yup.
26: Who did you last share a bed with?
Again, the husband.
27: Are you listening to music right now?
Nope, watching crime shows.
28: What is something you currently want right now?
A new camera, my old one died and I really want to shoot again.
29: Were your last three kisses from the same person?
Yup.
30: How is your heart lately?
It’s ok.
31: Do you wear the hood on your hoodie?
Hell yes.
32: When was the last time a member of the opposite sex hugged you?
This morning.
33: What do people call you?
Sally or MissFortune.
34: Have you ever wanted to tell someone something but didn’t?
A LOT.
35: Are there any stressful situations in your life?
A few, but nothing major.
36: What are you listening to right now?
Crime shows, a looot of murders!
37: What is wrong with you right now?
Feeling sick to my stomach, as usual!
38: Love really is a beautiful thing huh?
It can be.
39: Do you make wishes at 11:11?
No, I’m not 9.
40: What is on your wrists right now?
Scars and tattoos.
41: Are you single/taken/heartbroken/confused/waiting for the unexpected?
Married.
42: Where did you get the shirt/sweatshirt you’re wearing?
It’s an oversized shirt I stole from my husband’s closet.
It’s comfy and smells like him.
43: Have you ever regretted kissing someone?
Sure as hell I did.
44: Have you hugged someone within the last week?
Yup.
45: Have you kissed anyone in the last five days?
Yup.
46: What were you doing at midnight last night?
Drawing and watching Jackass xD
47: Do you miss the way things were six months ago?
They were pretty much the same.
48: Would you rather sleep with someone else or alone?
Both. I love to cuddle but also I like to have aaaaall the bed for me.
49: Have you ever been to New York?
Not yet.
50: Think of the last person who said I love you, do you think they meant it?
It looks like it.
51: What are you wearing?
Leggings, oversized shirt and flannels.
52: Ever been in love?
Once.
53: Ever had a terrible breakup?
I had one terrible break up because both of us were still in love and a terrible one because he was a narcissistic psycho.
The last one was actually a blessing in disguise.
54: How tall are you?
165 cm.
55: How much do you weigh?
I’m not comfortable saying that. Let’s say I’m quite underweight.
56: Any tattoos do you want?
A lot, I want both my arms tattooed.
57: Any piercings that you want?
I want to redo my collarbones surfaces.
58: OTP?
I’m ok with the Shakarian one. :D
59: Favorite Show?
Hannibal.
60: Favorite bands?
I cannot choose one.
61: Something you miss?
Living by the lake.
62: Favorite song?
Hard to say, maybe Roses - dEus.
63: How old are you?
34.
64: Zodiac sign?
Scorpio.
65: Hair Color?
Chocolate.
66: Favorite Quote?
So it goes.
67: Favorite singer?
Peter Steele.
68: Favorite color?
Black.
69: Loud music or soft?
It depends on the moment.
70: Where do you go when you’re sad?
I find peace in books, movies and beautiful things.
71: How long does it take you to shower?
15 min if I’m in a hurry, an hour if I can relax.
72: How long does it take you to get ready in the morning?
20 minutes.
73: Ever been in a physical fight?
A few times.
74: Turn on?
Intelligence, sarcasm, perversion and violence.
75: Turn off?
Stupidity, shallowness, ignorance.
76: The reason I joined Tumblr?
I was feeling nostalgic.
77: Fears?
The future maybe.
78: Last thing that made you cry?
Maybe my MIL dying in July.
79: Last time you cried?
In July.
80: Meaning behind your url
It’s a Nabokov’s quote that I have tattooed on my rib cage.
81: Last book you read?
I’m reading a book about the life of the serial killer Kuklinski.
82: Last song you listened to?
Bad Timing - dEUS, while showering.
83: Last show you watched?
Crime show about a college girl getting killed by his boyfriend.
84: Last person you talked to?
A guy who commissioned an artwork.
85: The relationship between you and the person you last texted?
I was texting with a friend so, pretty good.
86: Favorite food?
Red meat, preferably raw.
87: Place you want to visit?
Iceland.
88: Last place you were?
France.
89: Do you have a crush?
Sure.
90: Last time you kissed someone?
This morning.
91: Last time you were insulted and what was it?
To be insulted means you care about the other person’s opinion. And I don’t.
92: What color underwear are you wearing?
Pink.
93: What color shirt are you wearing?
Gray.
94: What color bottoms are you wearing?
Gray.
95: Wearing any bracelets?
Not while I’m at home.
96: Last sport you played?
I workout, I don’t play sports atm.
97: Last song you sang?
I was singing The Fiend theme while doing chores. XD
98: Do you have any enemies?
Mmmh, I guess not?
99: Last time you hung out with anyone?
My birthday 😭
100: Favorite movie?
The Fountain, In the Mood for Love, Only Lovers Left Alive, Stoker.
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96 ways to keep your heart healthy and strong
1. Substitute puréed prunes or applesauce for butter in cooking recipes.
2. Workout! Study shows top aerobic athletes often tend to live 5 years longer.
3. Decrease your salt intake by replacing canned veggies with frozen.
4. See the glass as half full. Positivity is related to a more powerful heart.
5. Pick potassium! This mineral helps cancel sodium levels (a major wrongdoer in destructive our hearts).
6. Take pleasure in a square of 70 percent dark delicious chocolate. It has potent antioxidant as well as anti-clotting properties.
7. Do you recognize the signs and symptoms of high blood pressure? Trick concern: There aren't any! Have a pharmacologist or doctor check yours this week.
8. Replace your workdesk chair with a medicine ball. It's a terrific means to shed additional calories and also raise core strength.
9. What inspires you to stay healthy and balanced? Compose the factors on sticky notes as well as publish them at the workplace as well as at residence to remind and influence you.
10. Learn how to say no. Claiming yes to every little thing can result in anxiety as well as poor health.
11. Experiment with whole grains: Attempt hulled barley, teff, millet, buckwheat, quinoa as well as wheat bulgur or berries.
12. Go nuts! Studies discover a handful five times per week assists lower heart problem risk.
13. Maintain your cool. When your temper increases, your high blood pressure could also increase.
14. Serve lentils, beans or tofu as the primary rather than meat. With a little seasoning they really shine!
15. Grab a pedometer. Try including 100 steps to your overall every week.
16. Avoid sugarcoated. Flavour your coffee or tea with cinnamon instead.
17. Devote to health and fitness: Stroll any distance that's 10 mins away or less.
18. Supply your fridge with low-fat or skim milk products.
19. Lease a romcom. Science web links watching funny flicks with advantageous blood flow throughout your body.
20. Do exactly what you enjoy. A solid heart is emotionally and also literally fit.
21. Inning accordance with leading heart docs, workout is like sleep: you can't save it up. Rise, obtain going!
22. Stretch it out! Versatile muscle mass imply adaptable arteries.
23. LOL ASAP: Giggling actually is the finest medicine. It relieves anxiety as well as improves your immune system.
24. Start a brand-new practice this Thanksgiving. Make time for a stroll with buddies and also household to take pleasure in the colours of fall.
25. Eat out! Search for vital words like baked, broiled, grilled, poached or steamed on the menu.
26. Lift weights: For every single extra pound of muscular tissue you develop, you'll melt an added 10 calories each day.
27. Brighten a cool morning. Make a low-cal London Fog with Earl Grey tea, vanilla essence as well as steamed low-fat milk.
28. Huge up on B vitamins-- they increase good cholesterol by 15 to 35 percent.
29. Do a stress inventory. Take 5 mins to see where you hold stress and anxiety: jaws, shoulders, neck. Now breathe, stretch, relax!
30. Schedule much more suppers in. Households that dine with each other make much healthier selections together.
31. Allow go of stress and also perfectionism. Loosen up, as well as care for yourself.
32. Ditch that soft drink. A pop a day can add up to 15 extra pounds in a year!
33. Offer a dish of low-sodium, broth-based soup.
34. Treat on raw vegetables rather than chips when you're craving a little crunch.
35. Usage smaller sized bowls and layers in the house. Portion control secures your heart.
36. Moms-to-be that do low-impact workout provide babies a head start on heart health.
37. Stressed? Get a pen. Discussing difficult events could help you release negative feelings and feel better.
38. Create a hassle-free bedroom. Lower the thermostat as well as try ear plugs as well as light-blocking curtains.
39. Test new heart-healthy oils, like soybean, safflower and sesame.
40. Attempt an anytime, anywhere fitness break. Stash stretchbands as well as skipping ropes in your purse.
41. Today, have a cozy movie night. Serve low-fat cocoa as well as air-popped snacks seasoned with Cajun spices.
42. Feeling emphasized? Talk it out with a buddy. It'll make you feel much better as well as maintain harmful stress and anxiety degrees down!
43. Neglect frying! Try steaming, broiling, or cooking your food for healthier dishes, as a first program. It loads you up without adding mega calories!
44. Throw some chia seeds on your salad for a hit of heart-healthy fiber as well as omega-3s.
45. Set up an once a week exercise date with a close friend. Studies reveal you'll lose more weight together!
46. Easy on the salt! Go for no even more than 2,300 mg a day (that's one teaspoon).
47. Inflate the volume! Hearing songs releases feel-good hormones.
48. Release anger: Hanging on to aggravation injures your heart. Repetitive rounds can thicken artery walls.
49. Smile! When you beam on the outdoors, you beam on the inside also. Research links joy with solid hearts.
50. Change screen time with face time. Limit TV to 2 hours a day.
51. Reach out to friends and family. Interacting socially is fantastic for your heart!
52. Schedule leisure right into your week. Try tai chi, yoga exercise, reflection or a quiet stroll in the park.
53. Appreciate Loss's bounty: Get some fennel, okra, beans, corn, shallots and also late summertime squash on your plate.
54. To earn waiting less stressful, maintain Sodoku problems, weaving or a book in your bag.
55. Suppress cravings with healthy and balanced snacks: Low-fat cheese as well as grapes or celery, or a handful of nuts and a pear.
56. Leave the cars and truck in the house! Try strolling, biking, or public transportation to obtain where you have to go.
57. Window-shopping is good for you! When it's unpleasant outside, hit the shopping centers for Thirty Minutes of quick walking.
58. Even if it's margarine, doesn't imply it's heart-healthy. Examine the label: It must be non-hydrogenated as well as trans fat free.
59. Relocate your feet with motivation: Authorize up for an enjoyable run or a charity stroll for a good cause.
60. Can not state no to a friend? Pledge your BFF you'll obtain energetic with her - you'll be more probable to go!
61. Discover your city with a led walking tour, or take a mid-day to check out a new neighbourhood on foot.
62. Obtain examined! Half of females have high cholesterol.
63. Stress less regarding the future. Excess stress and anxiety might emphasize your heart.
64. State many thanks! Revealing gratitude reduces stress, which could help take added stress off your heart.
65. Replacement lean turkey for ground beef. It has less saturated fat.
66. Include more colour to your plate. You can boost heart wellness immediately by upping your fruit and veg intake.
67. Envision a much healthier you. It's the primary step towards making long-term changes.
68. Measure your blood pressure at the drug store. Fifty percent of people who have high blood stress do not know it.
69. Purée additional vegetables into sauces as well as soups for a sneaky health boost!
70. Adhere to low GI foods. They may trigger fewer spikes in blood sugar, which indicates much less strain on your heart.
71. Eat whole fruits, rather of alcohol consumption fruit juices, to get insoluble fibre.
72. Make it a practice when dining in a restaurant: constantly take home a dog bag.
73. Put on your own initially. Stay smoke-free, consume right and workout, these are some way of living changes that could reduce the danger of heart problem as well as stroke by up to 80 percent.
74. Relax. It's good for your heart and also soul.
75. Explore a brand-new Indian dahl recipe. Legumes never ever tasted so good!
76. Healthy sex lives create healthy hearts. An attractive session could be as good for your heart as a vigorous walk.
77. Try tabbouleh! It's a great means to obtain in even more yummy whole grains.
78. Experience new spreads: Attempt peanut, hazelnut or almond butter on bread.
79. Join a community yard in your area. Gardening minimizes stress and anxiety and also can shed 400 calories each hour!
80. Stopped cigarette smoking-- no butts about it! Smokers are three times most likely to pass away of heart disease.
81. Absorb the sunlight! A great dose of vitamin D keeps heart cells healthy.
82. Put sleep initial (go for a minimum of 7 hrs). Pleasant dreams produce satisfied hearts.
83. Brush and also floss! They do even more than freshen your breath. Great oral health and wellness could minimize cardiac arrest risk.
84. Inspect nourishment labels: If sugar is the initial or 2nd component, simply say no! It's not a healthy choice.
85. Work in workout whenever you can. At the workplace, squat till you're almost remaining on your chair. Do 15 reps. Easy!
86. Reside in a heart-healthy 'hood. Supermarket and also parks within strolling range encourage casual exercise.
87. Fret less concerning the future. Excess anxiety could worry your heart.
88. Ordinary popcorn is a heart-healthy snack!
89. Bear in mind every bite. Reduce down and also indulge in the flavour.
90. Ditch deep-fried foods as well as business baked products. They seriously increase the danger for heart disease!
91. Excel to your heart currently. The seeds of disease are planted early. Stop them prior to they take root.
92. Usage healthy fats like cold-pressed, extra-virgin olive oil on your salad.
93. Start roughing it! Fibre-rich foods are one of the finest methods to assist prevent heart disease.
94. Construct a far better brekkie. Oatmeal is a heart-healthy start (reward factors for sprinkling flax seeds ahead).
95. Make time for hugs. A limited capture could help reduce your high blood pressure and lower stress.
96. Play a sport you like! A fit heart is a delighted heart.
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1. Are you ready for 100 questions?
Not if they're all gonna be this stupid.
2. Do you watch college football?
No.
3. Who will fill this survey out after you?
Idfk.
4. Who was the last person to send you a text message?
Krystle.
5. Last time you went swimming in a pool?
September
6. Are you happy?
Meh
7. Where was the last place you went shopping?
Ulta
8. What does your hair look like right now?
Messy
9. Where do you live?
Texas
10. Last thing you ate/drank?
Trail mix and water.
11. Do you wish you were someplace else right now?
Nah.
12. Last time you smoked a cigarette?
Like, 30 mins ago.
13. Do you have any expensive jewelry?
Yes.
14. AIM or Yahoo?
lol
15. What classes are you taking right now?
Sociology, US History, Composition I.
16. How many hours on average do you work a week?
0.
17. Do you like your job?
N/a
18. Favorite NFL team?
New York Giants
19. Do you watch the Olympics?
Some of the events
20. Last restaurant you went to?
Piranha Ramen
21. Who was the last person to call you?
Kelsi
22. What is your sign?
Scorpio
23. Do you have a favorite number?
Yes
24. Last time you did volunteer work or made any donations?
The other day
25. What do you spend the majority of your money on?
Cigarettes and gas
26. Where does your family live?
Mostly Texas, except for my sister and her family, who live in Alabama
27. Are you an only child or do you have siblings?
I have an older sister.
29. Ever been called a bitch?
I'm a female, of course I have.
31. Do you drink beer?
Not anymore.
32. Have you ever experienced true love?
Yes.
33. Did you ever collect Beanie Babies?
I had like three
34. Ever bought anything online?
Sure
35. Myspace or Facebook?
lol Facebook
36. Do you have T-Mobile?
No
37. What was your favorite subject?
Anything to do with writing or literature
38. Do you sometimes wish you were someone else?
Sure
39. Do you usually fall for the "man whores" or the "sluts"?
Yes lol
40. Were you an outcast in high school?
In some ways
41. Last time you saw your parents?
I saw my dad last night, my mom yesterday morning
42. Do you have any talents?
Sure
43. Ever been in a wedding?
Yepp
44. Do you have any children?
Two boys
45. Last movie you watched?
Uhhhhhhhhhh I don't remember
46. Are you missing anyone at the moment?
Yes
47. Did you take a nap today?
No
48. What /Who was your HS Mascot?
Warriors. Super racist.
49. Ever been on a cruise?
Yepp
50. Favorite vacation spot?
Big cities
51. Last time you were mad?
Yesterday probably
52. Favorite TV Show?
Friends, Frasier
53. Ever met anyone famous before?
Yes
54. Favorite actor?
Jack Nicholson, John Malkovich, Daniel Day Lewis
55. Favorite actress?
Meryl Streep, Cate Blanchett
56. Are you multi-tasking right now?
Yes
57. Could you handle being in the military?
No
58. Are you hungry or thirsty?
Hungry, but lazy
59. Favorite fast food restaurant?
Chicken Express
61. What is your average cell phone bill?
62.
62. Do you own a camera phone?
lol Yes
63. Ever had to take a sobriety test?
Yes, at my highschool prom lol
64. Do you believe in Karma?
No
65. Can you speak any other languages?
Not fluently
66. Last time you went to the gym or worked out?
lol
67. How many pairs of shoes do you own?
Enough
68. Do you have a photo hosting site that you use?
No
69. Last place you were?
I was at Justin's house last night, if we're not counting my own home
70. What is your college mascot?
A bull
71. Ever been to Las Vegas?
Nope.
75. What do you think is your best feature?
My lips
76. Have you ever been gambling?
Yes
77. How old are your parents?
50 and 54
78. When is the last time you updated your blog?
...Now
79. Do you have your wisdom teeth?
Yes
80. Favorite place to be?
Big cities, movie theaters
81. Have you been to New York City?
Yepp
82. Favorite sit down restaurant?
The Porch, India Star, Blue
83. Ever been to Disney Land?
No, but I've been to Disney World twice.
84. Do you have a favorite cartoon character?
Spinelli
85. Last thing you cooked?
Jalapeno poppers
86. How is the weather today?
Nice
87. Do you email?
When I need to
88. Last letter/piece of mail you received besides junk or a bill?
My new glasses
89. Favorite store?
Target
91. Last voicemail you received?
No idea
92. Do you drunk dial/text?
I don't drink
93. Stupidest thing you ever did with your cell phone?
Dropped it in a toilet. On accident, of course.
94. What is the best city in the state that you have lived in?
I have only lived in Dallas and Arlington, so I guess Arlington.
95. Favorite band/artist?
Jimi Hendrix
96. Last time you were sick?
Last year
97. Are you bored right now?
Not really, just procrastinating the things I actually need to do.
98. Last concert you went to?
Ugh, Pentatonix. It sucked and now it's going to be for forever before I can change it, because America doesn't know how to shut down for a pandemic.
99. What do you think about before you go to bed?
Whatever.
100. What are your plans for tomorrow?
Finishing studying.
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Getting to Venice: When you buy train tickets five months in advance and then a pandemic happens
It’s been two weeks since the lock down was lifted and we continue to have a very low infection rate! So Italy opened its borders within the country and to EU travelers on June 3rd.
My family was supposed to arrive on June 3rd but that is, obviously, not something that is happening. However, in preparation for their arrival, I bought a few train tickets for the trip back in January. Since the borders opened and the case-count was low Alex and I decided to take the trip to Venice on Monday anyway (we figured if we already had the tickets...)
So we wake up at 5:45am, bright-eyed and bushy tailed, ready to walk to the Reggio train station and catch our 7:05 train to Bologna. We meet Raffaella at the station and are on the platform at 6:55. We have our tickets. We are on the platform. We. are. ready.
And then it’s 7:10 and the train hasn’t come. And then it’s 7:15. We have a connecting train in Bologna that leaves at 8:23 and the trip takes an hour ( because we’re taking the slow regionale veloce train) And then it’s 7:20. And the train is still not here. It’s not even on the platform sign.
Right. So maybe the train is cancelled. Because of coronavirus they aren’t running the trains that often. No problem. There’s another train to Bologna at 7:33 and it only take 40 mins to get there so we will have 8 minutes to just run to our connecting train. Totally do-able, especially since Raffaella knows Bologna Centrale super well. But then that train is exactly 8. minutes. late.
It makes up 2 min on the way and we arrive at Bologna Centrale at 8:19. We are sprinting. We are looking for the train number on the departures board to find the right platform and....we don’t see it.
We end up looking at a paper timetable and take a guess that the train we need it on platform 17. We speed-walk/run to the platform stopping on the way for our temperature to be checked. And.....the train's not there.
Slowly we trudge back up to the Italo counter in the main section of the station. Naturally, it doesn’t open until 9:30. So we call the handy number (and by "we" I mean Raffaella cause she’s fluent in Italian and a GEM) and are informed that yes, our train was cancelled due to coronavirus.
We are told we can either take the next train leaving at 11 or receive a refund in the form of a voucher. We take the voucher and regroup. We have three options:
1. Go back home and try another day
2. Stay and have a day in Bologna
3. Buy a ticket for a different train that leaves at 9:15 and arrives in Venice at 11:20 ( again, its the slow regional train that makes lots of stops)
We’d made it this far. We were SO excited to see Venice and travel again. We would arrive in Venice an hour and a half later than originally planned. We would have to pay the (very reasonable) 25€ round-trip/pp. But we’d still get to go to Venice.
And that’s exactly what we did.
After coming home I found an email from Italo in my junk mail from the end of May advising me that some trains have been cancelled and to check my tickets
Moral of the Story: When you buy your train tickets 5 months in advance and then a global pandemic happens, do a quick double check that the trains are still running
Tune in Next Week for : Epic Venice Adventures Part 1!
#venezia#trains#venice#adventures#tblogger#travel#travelblog#expat#italy#italia#travelling#wanderlust#train#misadventures#travelmisadventure
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here you go @baura-bear (i’ve also definitely done these before but i know i’ve changed so)
1. coffee mugs, teacups, wine glasses, water bottles, or soda cans?
i’m kind of a hoarder so all of them?? but mostly mugs and water bottles
2. chocolate bars or lollipops?
CHOCOLATE
3. bubblegum or cotton candy
cotton candy slaps
4. how did your elementary school teachers describe you?
very shy but a good learner
5. do you prefer to drink soda from cans, bottles, plastic cups or glass cups?
soda sounds really unappealing right now so none?
6. pastel, boho, tomboys, preppy, goth, grunge, formal, or sportswear?
a combo of boho tomboy and grunge
7. earbuds or headphones?
earbuds
8. movies or tv shows?
i don’t have the patience for either, podcasts are superior
9. favorite smell in the summer?
i walked by this couple yesterday who had ice cream and just... the smell of sugared cream and waffle cones.... delicious
10. game you were best at in pe?
volleyball maybe, but i still wasn’t good at that
11. what do you have for breakfast on an average day?
a granola bar, which sucks bc my first period is choir this year so i won’t be able to eat first period!!
12. name of your favorite playlist?
“oh boy i’m pining for someone”
13. lanyard or keyring?
my keychain is so heavy that wearing a lanyard would slowly break my neck
14. favorite non-chocolate candy?
GUMMI BEARS!!!!!!!
15. favorite book you’ve read as a school assignment?
either romeo and juliet, to kill a mockingbird, or and then there were none
16. most comfortable position to sit in
i like legs crossed but i also like just the ideal Leg Bounce position
17. most frequently worn pair of shoes?
my grey converse high tops
18. ideal weather?
like... 60 degrees and mildly cloudy
19. sleeping position?
on my side or occasionally on my stomach
20. preferred place to write?
in a notebook, writing on my laptop gets old after a while
21. obsession from childhood?
MAGIC TREE HOUSE or dolls in general
22. role model?
eva fucking noblezada
23. strange habits?
i like to shake my foot when i see something i like (is this stimming? probably and i kind of like it)
24. favorite crystal
emerald but just bc it’s my birthstone
25. first song you remember hearing?
probably something off of rumors by fleetwood mac
26. favorite activity to do in warm weather?
i hate warm weather but i like shopping
27. favorite activity to do in cold weather
go to school?? i kind of feel like my outfits are the coolest in winter and that gets me a lot of compliments
28. five songs that describe you?
just pick five random queen songs and it’ll probably be pretty accurate
29. best way to bond with you?
literally just talk to me. i can ramble for hours about shit you probably don’t care about
30. places that you find sacred?
my bedroom and the two giant woods in my hometown
31. what outfit do you wear to kick ass and take names?
basically just blue jeans a flannel and a black tank top. not very cool but i feel nice in it
32. top five favorite vines
all i can think of rn is i’m gonna munch i’m gonna crunch so there’s that (stream revolution lover)
33. most used phrase in your phone?
fdhslfhdjslkfdk or any other keyspam
34. advertisements you have stuck in your head?
i have adblock lmao
35. average time you fall asleep
like 12:30 now that it’s summer
36. what is the first meme you remember seeing?
ehrmagerd or however you spell it
37. suitcase or duffel bag?
duffel bag
38. lemonade or tea
both, including when they’re combined (arnold palmers slap)
39. lemon cake or lemon meringue pie?
cake
40. weirdest thing to ever happen at your school
high school: this past year’s senior prank which did give me a mental breakdown but it was kind of hilarious
middle school: The Smell
41. last person you texted?
my dad
42. jacket pockets or pants pockets?
pants, i always feel like shit will fall out of my jacket pockets
43. hoodie, leather jacket, cardigan, jean jacket, or bomber jacket?
hoodie and cardigan, Maximum Coze
44. favorite soap scent?
i kind of like dessert scents
45. which genre: sci-fi, fantasy, or superhero?
none of them??
46. most comfortable outfit to sleep in?
my fav flannel which is very soft and underwear
47. favorite type of cheese?
the one that comes on pizza
48. if you were a fruit, what kind would you be?
....... a watermelon? i look pretty appealing from the outside but i’m actually 92% water
49. what saying or quote do you live by?
andre deshields’ three rules to longevity from the tonys :,)
50. what made you laugh the hardest you ever have?
i can’t remember but i’ve definitely peed myself laughing in like... elementary school
51. current stresses?
“am i waiting too long to snap back my crush” and “OH SHIT I HAVEN’T STARTED ANY OF MY ESSAYS”
52. favorite font?
helvetica or comic sans if i’m in the mood
53. what is the current state of your hands?
i last washed them like 30 mins ago, my left hand’s nails are painted black, and my right pointer finger is bleeding
54. what did you learn from your first job?
i haven’t had one yet lol
55. favorite fairy tale?
i have no idea
56. favorite tradition?
i don’t really have any noteworthy ones
57. the three biggest struggles you’ve overcome?
That Time In October 2017, The Week Of May 6 2019, and The Week Of Mamma Mia Auditions And The Week After (those are the official titles in my brain lmao)
58. four talents you’re proud of having?
i have a good fashion sense, people tend to like my art?? i’m good in a choir?? and i guess i’m a bit naturally smart
59. if you were a video game character, what would your catchphrase be?
something like “i’m gay”
60. if you were a character in an anime, what kind of anime would you want it to be?
some combination of yuri on ice and ouran high school host club
61. favorite line you heard from a book/movie/tv show/etc?
i particularly like that one dude in hp and the sorcerer’s stone that was described as a toothless walnut
62. seven characters you relate to?
uhh my mind is really drawing a blank rn
63. five songs that would play in your club?
like... a combination of 70′s queen, cousin simple, and memes that’ll make people go buckwild
64. favorite website from your childhoos?
girlsgogames
65. any permanent scars?
(small tw) i have a scar on my left middle finger from when i tried to change razor blades and i just noticed today i have one single self harm scar left on my left leg and nnnnnnnhhhhhhh
66. favorite flowers?
roses and ik ferns don’t count but ferns are v pretty
67. good luck charms?
i have the shittiest luck lmao
68. worst flavor of any food or drink you’ve ever tried?
i’m infamous for never trying new foods
69. a fun fact you don’t know how you learned?
idk, pretty much every fun fact ever?
70. left or right handed?
right
71. least favorite pattern?
like.... stripes of any kind make me look fatter than i am
72. worst subject
physical science, but it’s all bc of my shitty teacher
73. favorite weird flavor combo?
uhhhh fries and a wendy’s frosty?? or sometimes i squeeze a lemon into my coke
74. at what pain level out of ten do you have to be at before you take a pill?
hahahahahahaha i can’t swallow pills so i suffer
75. when did you lose your first tooth
i have no fuckin clue
76. what’s your favorite potato food?
fries!!!!! good!!
77. best plant to grow on a windowsill?
ferns or cacti
78. coffee from a gas station or sushi from a grocery store?
neither?
79. which looks better, your school id photo or your driver’s license photo?
my school id but only bc i don’t have a license yet lmao
80. earth or jewel tones?
earth
81. fireflies or lightning bugs?
fireflies
82. pc or console?
pc?? although all i play on is my laptop which isn’t technically a pc
83. writing or drawing?
neither rn, i’m feeling uninspired
84. podcasts or talk radio?
P O D C A S T S
85. barbie or polly pocket?
neither, i was a liv doll kid
86. fairy tales or mythology?
mythology but i can also dig some like... brothers grimm shit
87. cookies or cupcakes?
both but it depends on my mood (i could really go for a cookie rn)
88. your greatest fear?
experiencing eternal blackness after death
89. your greatest wish?
move into an apartment with my soulmate and act for a living
90. who would you put before everyone else?
nobody really rn
91. luckiest mistake?
coming out to my parents maybe? although it wasn’t a mistake, i would defo be in a bad place if i was closested at home
92. boxes or bags?
i have no clue
93. lamps, overhead lights, sunlight, or fairy lights?
fairy lights!!
94. nicknames?
none but if any future partners can come up with one for me i will marry them instantly
95. favorite season?
fall or spring
96. favorite app on your phone?
instagram or tik tok (KILL ME)
97. desktop background?
a nice landscape one of my fav artists painted
98. how many phone numbers have you memorized?
just my own lmao
99. favorite historical era?
60′s/70′s (i hate to be that bitch but that’s when music was at its peak)
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1. What feels better sex or masturbation?- Usually masturbation, but idk maybe I have never had good sex.
2. Fave 5 stops to be stimulated?- well fuck. I don’t know if I have ever thought about this? I guess the obvious clit, vagina, nipples, ass, and then ears (if that makes sense, like licking and biting them?)
4. Have you ever had an orgasm from anywhere else then your genitals? - hell no.
5. Vaginal or clitorial? - clitorial
6. Does it hurt when you directly touch your clit? - it doesn’t really like hurt? It is just super super uncomfortable when i directly touch it. Idk how to explain it. When I didn’t even know where my clit was if it was touched I thought they were touching my urethra 😂
7. Are you well acquainted with your g-spot? - nooo
8. Handjobs boring or underrated? - hmm I’d say underrated but if you are with a boring guy who is into boring stuff they are BORING
10. Do you like getting your nipples touched? - yes. When I had them peirced I liked it even more
11. Do you like getting your anus touched? - yes. 100% but I am pretty shy about it.
12. Have you ever been fisted? - no. Absolutely not. I can hardly get three fingers up there let alone a whole fist.
19. Do you like being naked? - kind of a complicated question. I am pretty self conscious so not really, but by myself yes, and with people who appreciate my body yes
20. Do you sleep partially or fully naked? - hmm I usually sleep in a baggy T-shirt or sweater (Canada is cold) and then panties or sweat pants. If it is hot I will sleep just in panties
29. How many sexual partners have you had? - a lot more than people expect for how inexperience I seem. I have slept with lots of people while being drunk as fuck 😂 so 17.
30. How often do you masturbate? - lately like 2-3 times a day. But before idk once a week or two weeks
31. Age you started masturbating ? - oh I was young. Like probably 11 or 12? I am not sure how to discovered it? But I have memories of me like riding my webkinz
32. What position do you usually masturbate in? - often on my stomach. Sometimes on my back. Occasionally sitting up.
35.every masturbated so much you get sore? - yes I have!
46. Is your clit large or small? - I literally don’t know 😂 umm I feel like it’s on the smaller side
50. Do you find genitals attractive- hmm. I think I am pretty neutral about it, but every once in a while I will be like “oh shit that a nice looking vagina” or “damn, that’s a good cock”
51. (you didn’t ask but I felt like you would like to know) do you like the way your genitals look - HELLL no it’s one of my biggest insecurities. I freaking hate sending photos or videos of anything related to them. And am seriously considering plastic surgery
53. Do you like your butt? - omg I LOVE MY BUTTTT!! For sure one of my fav things about my looks.
55. How do you like your partners pubic hair? - gone. But if they aren’t into that then well trimmed and clean
58. Quickest you have been brought to an orgasm? - uhhhh. I honestly don’t know. I like 2-3 mins probably ?
60. Longest masturbation session, and longest sex session? - for masturbation probably like on and off for like an hour or so. For sex 2 hours
61. Most orgasms in a session? - idk? Like maybe 2
62. Orgasms more crotch located or body? - it actually depends on the orgasm I find. But I would say typically more body
63. Spit or swallow? - what a stupid question.. SWALLLOOOWW
65. Is it gross to get ejacualted on? - no I love it .
66. Do you ‘squirt’? - hmm I have before. Like Maybe once or twice. I think I get to nervous about that someone wouldn’t like it so I kinda hold it back.
69. Have you ever had sex in a public place? - no? I had sex like in the forest but it wasn’t really public.
70. Sex on a couch or bed that didn’t belong to either of you? - yes.
73. Strangest place you have had sex? And masturbated? - sex? Uhhhh probably in a forest and masturbation I haven’t really done anywhere stranger.
75. Are you particularly vocal during sexy - no. I get really shy.
76. Have you ever been caught masturbating or having sex- yes to being caught having sex, and no to being caught masturbating
77. Have you had a threesome or more? - I have not. But I would be 100% open to it.
78. Do you have sex toys? - yes a few, like a tiny little magic wand (I think it might be broken though), and then like a gspot clit stimulator thing, and the like some like ropes that aren’t supposed to leave such bad marks
79. Have you used a homemade sex toy, or used a house hold object?- I have not. And this question made me realize that I might be kinda into that
80. Can a dildo feel as good as a regular penis? Okay just a plain old none vibrating dildo NO. But if it is like vibrating or something yes.
81. Fav position? - I hate this question. Because a lot of my sex had been like SUPER vanilla like I am talking missionary only. I don’ t feel like my fav is that exciting. But like laying in my stomach while he fucks me from behind often legs squeezed close (idk if this has a name)
82. Most embarrassing sexual experience? - for me umm crying during sex. But I think the most embarrassing experience I have had was this guy who put it in and literally cam instantly.. like just penetration and POOF .
96. What body parts do you find the sexiest? - hands, eyes, mouths (lips and smiles), buttttts, lower back, lower lower stomach, hip bones, and necks.
93. If you had the opposite sexes genitals what 5 things would you do?- 1. Pee 2. Masturbate 3. Get a blow job 4. Have sex 5. Pee in the woods 😂😂😂
94. What is something you like about your body? - my freaking ass and my eyes
95. What’s something you dislike about your body? - my current weight and my lips
100. Do you often think about others naked? - no .. no not really.
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1: Name: Blaaair
2: Age: 23
3: 3 Fears: Myself, spiders and nicolas cage
4: 3 things I love: My boyfriend, my family and Demi Lovato
5: 4 turns on: My bf, my bf, my bf and martha stewart
6: 4 turns off: Unrelated
7: My best friend: I have several.
8: Sexual orientation: Demisexual
9: My best first date: Meeting my love 2.1 years ago
10: How tall am I: Tall
11: What do I miss: My kokum
12: What time were I born: The time i was born at, i swear!
13: Favorite color: All shades of blue.
14: Do I have a crush: Martha Stewart
15: Favorite quote: If you think on it, you’ll think yourself out of it!
16: Favorite place: My mind at night.
17: Favorite food: Lasagna
18: Do I use sarcasm: Naaaaaaawwwwwww.
19: What am I listening to right now: An intriguing movie.
20: First thing I notice in new person: Their vibe.
21: Shoe size: Too big.
22: Eye color: Marvelous brown.
23: Hair color: Hobo mixture of browns.
24: Favorite style of clothing: Black clothing.
25: Ever done a prank call? Many times.
27: Meaning behind my URL: Absolutely meaningless.
28: Favorite movie: That one where they do the sex.
29: Favorite song: Any song by Demi Lovato
30: Favorite band: Hair bands.
31: How I feel right now: Morbidly awake.
32: Someone I love: My critter.
33: My current relationship status: Abducted.
34: My relationship with my parents: My mom is amazing & father who?
35: Favorite holiday: Any day of the week.
36: Tattoos and piercing i have: Several ear piercings and one hand tat.
37: Tattoos and piercing i want: Decide when i get them.
38: The reason I joined Tumblr: Boyfriend resparked my love.
39: Do I and my last ex hate each other? Nope.
40: Do I ever get “good morning” or “good night ” texts? Rarely.
41: Have I ever kissed the last person you texted? I don’t have a cellular.
42: When did I last hold hands? 20 mins ago
43: How long does it take me to get ready in the morning? A bitch is never ready
44: Have You shaved your legs in the past three days? no
45: Where am I right now? Out of my mind.
46: If I were drunk & can’t stand, who’s taking care of me? The lord.
47: Do I like my music loud or at a reasonable level? Loud.
48: Do I live with my Mom and Dad? Not since i was 17
49: Am I excited for anything? Sexual interactions with my love.
50: Do I have someone of the opposite sex I can tell everything to? Only myself.
51: How often do I wear a fake smile? Only when im awake
52: When was the last time I hugged someone? 5 mins ago
53: What if the last person I kissed was kissing someone else right in front of me? Find out on nightly news.
54: Is there anyone I trust even though I should not? Myself.
55: What is something I disliked about today? Myself.
56: If I could meet anyone on this earth, who would it be? Demi Lovato & Martha Stewart
57: What do I think about most? How im gonna live past 25
58: What’s my strangest talent? Existing without being noticed.
59: Do I have any strange phobias? Lighters randomly exploding.
60: Do I prefer to be behind the camera or in front of it? Meh, either or.
61: What was the last lie I told? That i want to live.
62: Do I prefer talking on the phone or video chatting online? neither.
63: Do I believe in ghosts? How about aliens? Both, fully.
64: Do I believe in magic? Absolutely.
65: Do I believe in luck? Absolutely maybe.
66: What’s the weather like right now? Colder than celery.
67: What was the last book I’ve read? Inspirational something.
68: Do I like the smell of gasoline? Nope.
69: Do I have any nicknames? Bear, Chi-mukwa, why are you here?.
70: What was the worst injury I’ve ever had? Got stabbed.
71: Do I spend money or save it? Depends.
72: Can I touch my nose with a tongue? No.
73: Is there anything pink in 10 feet from me? Penis.
74: Favorite animal? All of them.
75: What was I doing last night at 12 AM? Probably on crack. Jk asleep.
76: What do I think is Satan’s last name is? Last nameless.
77: What’s a song that always makes me happy when I hear it? Any demi song
78: How can you win my heart? Make me truly feel why you’re interested in me.
79: What would I want to be written on my tombstone? I’ll be back
80: What is my favorite word? murder
81: My top 5 blogs on tumblr: All those i follow.
82: If the whole world were listening to me right now, what would I say? Tiddy
83: Do I have any relatives in jail? Yes
84: I accidentally eat some radioactive vegetables. They were good, and what’s even cooler is that they endow me with the super-power of my choice! What is that power? Strong telepathic abilities which give me telekinesis as well.
85: What would be a question I’d be afraid to tell the truth on? What is your true fear?
86: What is my current desktop picture? Colorful stuffs.
87: Had sex? Twice.
88: Bought condoms? Nope.
89: Gotten pregnant? I wish with all my heart but im Trans.
90: Failed a class? Yes.
91: Kissed a boy? Yes.
92: Kissed a girl? Yes.
93: Have I ever kissed somebody in the rain? Yes.
94: Had job? Several
95: Left the house without my wallet? Never carried one.
96: Bullied someone on the internet? Yes, though i wish i hadn’t.
97: Had sex in public? Nope.
98: Played on a sports team? Yes, several.
99: Smoked weed? Too much.
100: Did drugs? Too much.
101: Smoked cigarettes? Too much.
102: Drank alcohol? Not enough.
103: Am I a vegetarian/vegan? Nope.
104: Been overweight? My whole life.
105: Been underweight? My late teens to present.
106: Been to a wedding? yes.
107: Been on the computer for 5 hours straight? Lawd knows.
108: Watched TV for 5 hours straight? Regretful, i am.
109: Been outside my home country? No.
110: Gotten my heart broken? Meh, slightly.
111: Been to a professional sports game? Yes.
112: Broken a bone? Nope.
113: Cut myself? Depression is a bitch.
114: Been to prom? Nope.
115: Been in airplane? Nope.
116: Fly by helicopter? Nope.
117: What concerts have I been to? None.
118: Had a crush on someone of the same sex? Absolutely.
119: Learned another language? Some french.
120: Wore make up? A bitch can clean up :P
121: Lost my virginity before I was 18? Nope.
122: Had oral sex? Yes.
123: Dyed my hair? My poor hair lmao
124: Voted in a presidential election? Nope.
125: Rode in an ambulance? Yes.
126: Had a surgery? Nope.
127: Met someone famous? Yes.
128: Stalked someone on a social network? lmao shh
129: Peed outside? Who hasn’t?
130: Been fishing? Yes.
131: Helped with charity? Yes, several times.
132: Been rejected by a crush? Nope.
133: Broken a mirror? Threw it at a nun who gave me the finger.
134: What do I want for birthday? His time, nothing more.
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200: My crush’s name is: @when-youcant-sleepat-night199: I was born in: England198: I am really: irritating197: My cellphone company is: Tesco!196: My eye color is: grey, sometimes green or sometimes blue195: My shoe size is: 8194: My ring size is: I have no idea, but I have thick fingers193: My height is: 5′9 and a half192: I am allergic to: Most bug bites191: My 1st car was: I have no idea what make it is... there’s a funny bird looking thing on the front though190: My 1st job was: Primark189: Last book you read: The Sex Lives Of Siamese Twins188: My bed is: currently lacking @when-youcant-sleepat-night187: My pet: sucks, she stalks me186: My best friend: is my girlfriend185: My favorite shampoo is: Palmer’s Organic Coconut!!184: Xbox or ps3: PS3 who do you think I am183: Piggy banks are: terrible,, my ADHD brain cannot deal182: In my pockets: are a pack of soothers 181: On my calendar: my girlfriend visiting soon180: Marriage is: definitely happening, sometime soon.. tell my girlfriend to marry me179: Spongebob can: get it178: My mom: sucks, she’s manipulative177: The last three songs I bought were? I dont buy songs! but my newest was Even If It’s A Lie by Matt Maltese176: Last YouTube video watched: Kitchen Nightmares US175: How many cousins do you have? two! They’re both under 5174: Do you have any siblings? - biologically 5, technically 3173: Are your parents divorced? - nope, but probably should be172: Are you taller than your mom? - almost!171: Do you play an instrument? - I play a few... Piano, bass, sometimes guitar170: What did you do yesterday? - College, unfortunately[ I Believe In ]169: Love at first sight: I do!168: Luck: definitely167: Fate: yup!166: Yourself: never165: Aliens: of course164: Heaven: nope163: Hell: nope! wish I did though162: God: I believe in higher power, but not one set God, perhaps many161: Horoscopes: very much so160: Soul mates: hell yeh159: Ghosts: on the fence158: Gay Marriage: you’re asking a lesbian..157: War: never, never ever156: Orbs: I have no idea what this is.. and as a witch I probably should155: Magic: of course![ This or That ]154: Hugs or Kisses: 153: Drunk or High:152: Phone or Online:151: Red heads or Black haired:150: Blondes or Brunettes:149: Hot or cold:148: Summer or winter:147: Autumn or Spring:146: Chocolate or vanilla:145: Night or Day:144: Oranges or Apples:143: Curly or Straight hair:142: McDonalds or Burger King: (I’m allergic to McDonalds though.. but I love it)141: White Chocolate or Milk Chocolate:140: Mac or PC:139: Flip flops or high heels: neither138: Ugly and rich OR sweet and poor: I’m already ugly, I have nothing to lose137: Coke or Pepsi:136: Hillary or Obama:135: Burried or cremated:134: Singing or Dancing:133: Coach or Chanel:132: Kat McPhee or Taylor Hicks: ... who?131: Small town or Big city:130: Wal-Mart or Target: I’m British129: Ben Stiller or Adam Sandler:128: Manicure or Pedicure:127: East Coast or West Coast:126: Your Birthday or Christmas:125: Chocolate or Flowers:124: Disney or Six Flags:123: Yankees or Red Sox: ...what?[ Here’s What I Think About ]122: War: childish, unnecessary, unreasonable, avoidable121: George Bush: cunt120: Gay Marriage: bombest shit ever119: The presidential election: rigged, put a lesbian in office118: Abortion: let people do what they want117: MySpace: I’m too young for that 116: Reality TV: good for when I don’t want my brain. British reality tv is the best115: Parents: wish I had good ones114: Back stabbers: worthless, hurt people hurt people113: Ebay: 90% shitty112: Facebook: everyone middle aged mother 111: Work: makes me hate people even more110: My Neighbors: are crazy, one sweeps the pavement with a paint brush and the other practices the unicycle109: Gas Prices: ridiculous108: Designer Clothes: kinda pointless107: College: wish it didn’t exist106: Sports: sO overrated105: My family: I love my sisters104: The future: is bright[ Last time I ]103: Hugged someone: Friday102: Last time you ate: yesterday101: Saw someone I haven’t seen in awhile: no idea100: Cried in front of someone: yesterday99: Went to a movie theater: a couple months ago with my sister98: Took a vacation: start of September 97: Swam in a pool: years ago96: Changed a diaper: no idea95: Got my nails done: never94: Went to a wedding: two years ago93: Broke a bone: never92: Got a peircing: last October91: Broke the law: 3 months ago90: Texted: hour ago[ MISC ]89: Who makes you laugh the most: @when-youcant-sleepat-night88: Something I will really miss when I leave home is: my sister and my cat87: The last movie I saw: Pride86: The thing that I’m looking forward to the most: seeing my girlfriend85: The thing im not looking forward to: her leaving84: People call me: the baby83: The most difficult thing to do is: focus82: I have gotten a speeding ticket: never81: My zodiac sign is: gemini80: The first person i talked to today was: my girlfriend 79: First time you had a crush: two years ago on my best friend78: The one person who i can’t hide things from: @when-youcant-sleepat-night77: Last time someone said something you were thinking: ten minutes ago76: Right now I am talking to: my girlfriend 75: What are you going to do when you grow up: maybe die, who knows 74: I have/will get a job: ... I have a job?73: Tomorrow: I wanna sleep72: Today: I wanna cuddle my baby71: Next Summer: move out70: Next Weekend: get cuddled69: I have these pets: I have three cats!!68: The worst sound in the world: squeeky cardboard67: The person that makes me cry the most is: Liam goddam Neeson66: People that make you happy: my sister, my girlfriend, bts 65: Last time I cried: a couple hours ago64: My friends are: non existent63: My computer is: shitty,, Toshiba62: My School: makes me wanna die61: My Car: is broken60: I lose all respect for people who: cheat59: The movie I cried at was: Marley and Me58: Your hair color is: brown and ginger57: TV shows you watch: Come Dine With Me, anything with Gordon Ramsay, The Apprentice56: Favorite web site: Tumblr55: Your dream vacation: my girlfriends bed54: The worst pain I was ever in was: depression was a bitch, but I also had tonsillitis that turned septic53: How do you like your steak cooked: I don’t like steak52: My room is: small, cold
51: My favorite celebrity is: Min Yoongi or Kim Heechul50: Where would you like to be: @when-youcant-sleepat-night‘s bed49: Do you want children: I really do, atleast 148: Ever been in love: legit right now47: Who’s your best friend: @when-youcant-sleepat-night46: More guy friends or girl friends: mostly girls45: One thing that makes you feel great is: cuddles44: One person that you wish you could see right now: my girlfriend 43: Do you have a 5 year plan: I dont even have a plan for the next five minutes 42: Have you made a list of things to do before you die: be happy41: Have you pre-named your children: nope, not at all40: Last person I got mad at: my mother39: I would like to move to: Wales or Ireland38: I wish I was a professional: musician[ My Favorites ]37: Candy: Kinder Bueno36: Vehicle: Jeeps35: President: Obama34: State visited: Florida33: Cellphone provider: wtf32: Athlete: I don’t know any31: Actor: Ezra Miller30: Actress: Sarah Paulson29: Singer: Park Jimin28: Band: The Smashing Pumpkins27: Clothing store: Urban Outfitter26: Grocery store: Aldi25: TV show: Come Dine With Me24: Movie: Girl Interrupted23: Website: Tumblr22: Animal: Panda21: Theme park: Thorpe Park20: Holiday: haven’t been on one I’ve liked19: Sport to watch: Hockey18: Sport to play: Trampolining17: Magazine: Kerrang16: Book: The Chocolate War by Robert Cormier15: Day of the week: Saturday14: Beach: I hate beaches :(13: Concert attended: BTS12: Thing to cook: noodles11: Food: anything cheesy10: Restaurant: Nandos9: Radio station: I don’t know any8: Yankee candle scent: cupcake7: Perfume: vanilla, Britney Spears ones are good though!6: Flower: Sunflowers5: Color: Green4: Talk show host: James Corden3: Comedian: Lee Evans2: Dog breed: Cats1: Did you answer all these truthfully? hopefully
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Monday: 9 miles with Rebuck and Jenny
Tuesday: 9 easy with group
Wednesday: 10 mile progression at 7:43 pace (8:09 ->7:08)
Thursday: 70 mins spin
Friday: 9 easy with Rebuck and Sara
Saturday: 20 @ 7:55 pace
Sunday: 4 easy solo + 6 easy stroller miles with Jenny and Bob
The weather dropped on Friday. When I left the house at dark thirty, it was in the mid-50s. After months and months of high humidity and heat, it felt so wonderful. Saturday's 20-miler was my fastest ever and it felt so good. When I hit mile 19, I thought "I can definitely run 7 more miles." It was slightly warmer, high 50s at the start, but the weather was a huge, huge help. I ran six solo, eight with the group and then six with Bob. I am very thankful for Bob for the last miles, it was so nice to have someone to talk to. I felt really strong and confident during this run! Less than 5 weeks until Boston, omg. I am also running a half this Sunday... we'll see how that goes. I haven't run a half since JANUARY 2018. So. It's been a while. I'd be happy with a sub 1:35.
Long weekends are SO nice. My office closed early on Friday, so we picked up Keegan and walked to the park. This kid has no fear and loves climbing on everything. He does have a major meltdown when we leave, but that's toddler life.
I took him to a different park on Saturday after my run. Tim had some errands to do and since I had been gone all morning, it was only fair! We stayed for over an hour, all he wanted to do was walk around and explore. In the afternoon, we went to a DIFFERENT park, where there is a nature trail. He loved walking around and seeing everything. He is Mr. Independent these days. He doesn't want any help and wants to walk everywhere.
Tim left early on Sunday morning for my brother's bachelor party so it was just us! We went for a late run, due to rain, and pushing the stroller for six miles was so tiring!!! After naptime, we met Jenny, Bob and Eliza for apple picking. This was hard to do as a solo parent because he just wanted to walk and he doesn't walk super fast and then he was distracted by everything. But we did get some delicious apples and it was a fun activity. I think we'll go back for pumpkins.
I am so thankful they invited me along, because it was a great way to spend the afternoon! Afterwards, we sat outside at a brewery for one drink before toddlers were ready to go home for dinner.
On Sunday morning, I SLEPT TIL 6?! I haven't slept until 6 in months. I purposely stayed up a little later to try and sleep in since I couldn't go anywhere! Instead, I lifted weights and cleaned. Then, we took Miles for a walk, had breakfast and went to Hershey to go to our fourth park of the weekend! We met our friends Amanda and Ashley and Ashley's kiddo there to play. Amanda and I also pushed them in the strollers to see a pond with ducks, which the boys loved! We stayed for about 90 minutes, including the 3-mile run, then we headed home and there was Tim pulling in! I finished my run, and phew, I am NOT used to running in the beating sun, I was dying!
Post-nap, we returned to a park (so many parks) and then had dinner and happy hour before taking the playcar out. This kid tried to climb out of it in motion, so it's true, we have our hands full.
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Podcast Challenge 7/4/18
Bolded means I listened to an episode today. Strikethrough means I’m all caught up and waiting for the next episode :) Also, sorry again about not having a readmore, tumblr is the most useless website on the internet
The Adventure Zone | Alice Isn’t Dead | The Bright Sessions | Can I Pet Your Dog? | Ear Hustle | The Flop House | The McElroy Brothers Will Be in Trolls 2 | My Brother, My Brother, and Me | Sawbones | Shmanners | The Thrilling Adventure Hour | Welcome to Night Vale | Within the Wires | Wonderful!
Podcast: The Bright Sessions
Episode: S1E7: Patient #12-D-10 (Sam)
Time: 15 min, 33% of goal
Commentary:
YIKES that was one whammy of a backstory. I can’t imagine dealing with the trauma of that, that’s HORRIFYING. She does need to talk about it but I can’t blame her for being pissed at Dr. Bright for pressing her about it without warning.
Episode: S1E8: Patient #11-A-7 (Caleb)
Time: 16 min, 36% of goal
Commentary:
Me this entire episode: *whispers* that’s gay
Episode: S1E9: Patient #13-A-3 (Chloe)
Time: 14 min, 31% of goal
Commentary:
Yeah okay so first of all, Chloe is going to get herself hurt believing that she knows everything about someone and being very wrong. Not necessarily with Frank, but she is dangerously confident in her certainty that she can know everything about a person and their intentions. But second of all, very much do not trust Dr. Bright right now. I mean I sort of trust that she does want to help these people, but I do also fully believe she’s using them. Some more than others - like I think with Caleb she really intends to be more of just a straight of therapist - but still. What happens in a few weeks, hmmmmm? Why is she lying about recording the sessions?
Episode: S2E1: Patient #5-E-13 (Damien)
Time: 16 min, 36% of goal
Commentary:
I can’t believe Killgrave is in therapy.
In all seriousness, I’m curious about the whole government organization thing. Seems a little cliche off the bat? But I want to see how they handle it. Especially because it seems like Dr. Bright has her own personal agenda — is that at odds with the organization? In line with it? Parallel to? Time will tell...
Episode: S2E2: Patient #11-A-7 (Caleb)
Time: 21 min, 47% of goal
Commentary:
Dr. Bright: I’m proud of you
Caleb: cool but can you like not
Also I’m glad that at least Dr. Bright ships adam and Caleb as much as I do
And I CAN LISTEN TO ADAM’S MIX FOR CALEB??????
Episode: S2E3: Patient #12-D-10 (Sam)
Time: 19 min, 42% of goal
Commentary:
Oh, Sam, love, can I give you a hug?
Episode: S2E4: Patient #13-A-3 (Chloe)
Time: 16 min, 36% of goal
Commentary:
Something is going to go down with Chloe and Frank and I don’t know what it’s going to be yet but I don’t think it’s going to be GOOD
Episode: S2E5: The Voicemail of Dr. Bright
Time: 4 min, 9% of goal
Commentary:
Agent Green seems friendly enough, even if he comes from, if I may borrow a Night Vale phrase, a “vague yet menacing government agency”. Damien is a STALKER STALKER FUCKING STALKER OH GOD MY SKIN IS CRAWLING. And Sam saw someone who saw her??? Did she affect time after all????
Episode: S2E6: Patient #12-D-10 (Sam)
Time: 18 min, 40% of goal
Commentary:
Give me answersssssssss. What happened to her brother????? (Also, at first I thought the man who had seen her was going to be Frank somehow) I trust Dr. Bright more now, though? Now that she’s apparently going to tell Sam the truth?
Episode: S2E7: Patient #11-A-7 (Caleb)
Time: 16 min, 36% of goal
Commentary:
Oh, Caleb, you sweet, adorable, oblivious boy, you wonderful dumb boy, I love you so much. I was DYING when Adam called, I wanted to cry.
Episode: S2E8: For SB
Time: 9 min, 20% of goal
Commentary:
...shit. Well... shit.
Poor Mark :’(
Podcast: Sawbones
Episode: Amputation
Time: 37 min, 82% of goal
Commentary:
Lister sounds both fucking awesome and like a perfect example of “old timey doctors just did whatever the fuck they wanted”
Episode: Lobotomy
Time: 35 min, 78% of goal
Commentary:
I think the only medical phrase that creates a more viscerally horrified reaction than “icepick lobotomy” is “coat hanger abortion”
Episode: John Kellogg’s Odd Prescription
Time: 35 min, 78% of goal
Commentary:
I zoned out at some point during this episode and had the misfortune to come back at “yoghurt enemas.” Then later it got into fucking,,, Handmaid’s Tale territory this episode was weird
Podcast: Shmanners
Episode: House Guests
Time: 42 min, 93% of goal
Commentary:
Who are these people who wash their towels every two days. My sister-in-law does this, she uses a different towel every single night, and my blood-related family is just like ???? I own two or three towels (depending on if I’m at my parents’ house or my apartment) and I do laundry at best once a week how do you own enough towels for this. Do you have an entire closet dedicated to nothing but towels??
Podcast: The Flop House
Episode: #27 - 27 Dresses
Time: 53 min, 118% of goal
Commentary:
I honestly think they liked this movie more than I would. This film sounds like everything I HATE in a chick flick, I want nothing to do with movies like this
Episode: Movie Minute #17 - Twisted Trailers 2: Two Shades of Blue
Time: 3 min, 7% of goal
Commentary:
This movie minute makes me feel especially displaced in time because I’m relatively ignorant about when and what movies are coming out in general AND since this is from a decade ago half of these I’m just like “What? Who? What?”
Podcast: My Brother, My Brother, and Me
Episode: 123: Contraband Future Dildos
Time: 55 min, 122% of goal
Commentary:
Was Travis’s honey ham hands the origin of Hudson’s hand stank?
Episode: 124: This is Our Rumours
Time: 51 min, 113% of goal
Commentary:
I really need you all to consider the quote “When you ride a horse it’s like borrowing wings from God” and understand that Griffin is a horse a girl
Total Listening: 7hr 55 min, 1056% of goal
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100 impossible things to do
1) turn your whole life into a story from birth till your last breathe.
2) cast a spell that makes you enter other peoples dreams.
3) morphe into an animal and act like them for a week
4) sleep for 1 week and stay fully awake for 2 weeks
5) run for 1 whole day nonstop
6) swith genders/sexes every day
7) teleport to another world
8) grow wings and fly
9) eat the sun or moon
10) survive the apocylipes
11) go into the world of your favorite painting, book, movie, tv show, etc
12) live in a planet that is inhabitable
13) make a costume that gives you powers
14) cry gold
15) relive your life all over when you reach the wrong ending
16) bring someone from the present to the past and vice versa
17) be Isolated for a year
18) walk upside down
19) grow gills and breathe underwater
20) walk on all four limbs for atleast a week
21) walk to another country that is far from yours
22) walk on water, air, and fire
23) create a weapon with your own blood
24) be able to see your own death
25) regrow limbs
26) drink 5 cups of alchohol every hour and not get drunk
27) be perfect in every aspect
28) breathe fire
29) sing like an angel/ siren
30) know every language in the world
31) perfect every martial arts
32) disasemble and reassemble your body
33) jump off a cliff into a sharks mouth and survive without a scratch
34) live in a real life horror movie
35) befriend a vampire
36) become god/ a god
37) become a superhero with powers
38) live in a small doll house
39) bleed for all of enternity without dying
40) swicth body with someone you touch
41) sleep like a bat for a day
42) bring something/someone back to life
43) eat a lot of Ice cream fast without getting brain freeze
44) run faster than a cheetah
45) become reborn
46) grow your hair longer than repunzle
47) envelop the earth in a flower tortia
48) tatto your whole body in one session
49) carry a whole house up a mountain
50) create a fire underwater
51) dance with the devel and god
52) your body is maluable so change your body in many ways
53) speak evry language at once
54) sing the lowest and the highest notes possible
55) create a gaint house out of andy
56) jump to the moon
57) grow a tree in the core of the earth
58) eat only unedible foods
59) Give birth to a child that has red/black eyes
60) touch the sky
61) walk straight while being black out drunk
62) Not blink forever
63) Not breath for 24
64) transorm into a car
65) sleep on a cloud
66) eat lava
67) sleep on a bed of live alligators
68) turn into a vampire on your 10th birthday
69) grow eyes in the back of your head
70) go to jail and escape that same night
71) make a gaint burger
72) read a whole 400 page book in 30 mins
73) tranform your bed to a
74) fully having a happy ever life since birth
75) put on a million layers of clothing
76) turn to a zombie and eat braaaaiiiinnnzzzz
77) do the point toe technique for 3 days
78) do a black flip on top of eggs without breaking them
79) Ride a broom like a witch
80) walk through a building
81) only hop like a rabbit for the rest of your life
82) switch a body part with anyone that you make eye contact with
83) become pizza and eat your self
84) become crazy but be the wisest
85) rule the underworld
86) rule heaven
87) find the lost city of atlantis
88) become a yokai
89) cut a whole house down with one swing of a knife
90) transform to an among us character as well as be the imposter
91) shrine brighter than the sun
92) visit the past and meet your ancesitor
93) become headless but still be able to talk
94) communicate with every animal
95) shrink sizes and fight a wasp
96) live inside a black and white film that has no voice
97) eat a clould
98) climb a mountain with only your undergarments
99) live forever
100) shed/ bloom once a year
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