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lockedtombmemes · 5 months

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thinking about how weird it must have been for Cam and Pal to see That Face smiling so much

#nona the ninth #locked tomb series #harrowhark nonagesimus #camilla hect #palamedes sextus #oof ow my feelings

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vlasdygoth · 3 months

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are you cold?

#mgs #ocelhira #id in alt text #rendering practice..... love getting to scribble in a bunch of color variation without getting muddy #colored pencil brushes my beloved #cant be bothered to do the whole damn thing bc i like the pen texture too much #also ow oof my wrist #doing this one bc i like it and it's a crisp 80 degrees outside this fine january weekend! love it . feel normal about it .

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little-rosie-lemonbee · 1 year

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This comic by @rabiesram gave me some Rather Intense Emotions that I had to sort out via artistic expression I wasn’t gonna share this publicly but it turns out I really like the art in it ghfjghf

Ullr is rabiesram’s oc !!

#cult of the lamb #cotl oc #cotl ullr #cotl lamb #cotl ratau #cotl ratoo #angst #oof ow owee #i technically drew more than this but i'm leaving it here #i feel like moving on to something else #my art

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wizardandgalaxy · 1 year

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Dumb Connection That Was Probably a Coincidence, Let's Go

"You're not coming from a place of intellectual honesty, so debating you would be pointless!"

"But that man doesn't care about anything but his need to be the hero in his own delusion."

(Plus a bonus, perhaps more serious parallel I found while getting these pictures:)

#The Owl House #TOH #Young Blood Old Souls #Watching and Dreaming #TOH finale #TOH Belos #TOH Luz #Ice glyph #This is objectively very silly #Especially because I feel like Papa Titan's line was NOT the most effective way to convey the main thing in the first place #But I can't make art or writing easily because Oof Ouch Ow My Arms #And I am frustrated and it is very late #So in lieu of the stuff I actually wanna work on #Have this

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crow-caller · 1 year

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My body only knows HATE and WAR

#Owch oof ow my body. It's 3am. I am trying to sleep. I am so I'll feeling I'm considering giving up

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chicago-geniza · 5 months

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Projectile vomited for like the 10th time in 24 hours and there was STILL undigested feta cheese in it...girl you made your point we Cannot digest dairy now PLEASE let me live 😭

#Can feel it coming on. Your boy is gonna hurl again #This is just like. Ow oof ow augh ouch my GI tract

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wolves-in-the-world · 2 years

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thinking once again about how eliot's safety and ability to do his job well relies on him being seen as a Big Bad Scary Hitter - that's what his grift in the french connection job etc is for, it's a useful reputation, it keeps the wolves at bay - and how he hires quinn for what he knows is gonna be a high-stakes job. he brings quinn with him to intercept dubenich, lets quinn see his hand shake as he tries to talk himself into-or-out-of killing the mark, then turns around and chats with him afterwards. bickers with him easily when they shake hands at the end.

there's a trust between them from the moment eliot lays out the job offer, and it has to be more than "we have no particular reason to betray each other yet."

I'm thinking about... the code of honour in hitter circles, where A Favour is both a recognised thing and a respected currency. about eliot's confidentiality with regard to old employers. about the network of contacts (I have to assume) who can tell you if someone can be trusted and if they're as good as they claim. about eliot's seemingly thoughtless trust in quinn.

(he had to have researched, surely. if only to know where to find him. if only to be sure there aren't any big players currently after his blood. if only to find out that quinn is exactly the kind of dangerous they need for the job, no more, no worse.)

I just have a lot of fondness for He's A Killer But He's Not A Jackass quinn, who would take on a hit and accidentally go up against eliot spencer (uh oh), but can be trusted with more delicate things.

#quinn leverage #the last dam job #quinn #apologies I know other people have talked about The Dubenich Moment with regard to trust before #but if they were dedicated posts I don't remember enough to go looking for them.#here we define 'jackass' as 'someone who probably still tortures people occasionally.' it's not perfect phrasing.#the honour-among-hitters thing is low key fascinating to me tbh #what we see of like. thieves in general? isn't much like that.#though come to think of it tara owing sophie feels very much like a hitter favour actually.#I wonder if eliot just sorta branched out from but never fully left his military circles #(if perhaps a lot of hitters do that and it colours the wider culture. oof.)#if he relied on That sort of honour and the rules and cues he already knows #to figure out when it's not really honour at all.#this might be the sort of worldbuilding that falls apart when you poke at it #or it might just be the sort of social minefield my ambiguously neurodiverse ass couldn't hope to write #...if I never actually write a quinn who is kinda fucked up by the level of trust eliot shows him #please know that the thought of it visits me regularly and Won't let go

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seekerstone · 10 months

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my spicy ramen gave me a stomachache so i drank my sodey to calm it down but then the carbonation gave me a stomachache so i ate some chocolate to calm it down but then the sweet gave me a toothache so i drank some more sodey to get rid of it but then the carbonation gave me a stomachache so now i'm about to try eating spicy chips to calm it down. wish me luck

#will this work? probably not. but mmm yummy taste good #the moon has feelings #of ough ow ouch oof my stommy.. it aches....

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andthebeanstalk · 2 years

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I... have deep-fried... my nervous system. I have overdone it today and thus I have done myself a hurt. I am a small zombie of a man. And also I am not a man. I am very very cute and also braincell supplies are running alarmingly low. I have many unread messages. I have autism. I have 6,000 thoughts on Arnold Judas Rimmer and his Longterm Hetero Roommate-ship with Dave Lister.

I am 7/8ths of the way to completely comatose and what remains of my brain is still like "do not worry my dude i will continue to produce images of the old space men kissing.

"I know it feels like the flu wrapped a lemon around a sledgehammer and then artfully rearranged your skull with it but so long as there is a single ounce of life left in this body then by God there will be gay thoughts about chicken soup machine repair man David Lister."

and what I'm saying is I don't understand how the emergency power reserve system ended up this way but I think it is also keeping me sane in Deep Space

#red dwarf #rimster #original #oof ow my bones #[lister voice] smegging ptsd yeah?#chronic pain #fibromyalgia #or whatever the fuck #i joke but this is actually a vital emergency system #if the tism has something to hold onto it suffuses me with a steady will to live.#i have several things in my life that give me that thankfully but the point remains #the autistic hyperfocus was the worst thing to lose when i was sick and the most precious thing I've ever gotten back #there was a time when i was afraid it wouldn't grow back. but as i healed it started to #grow back that is. different. eventually stronger even.#so at least if i feel like a wet paper towel post hurricane i have these little tethers to joy #what I'm saying is i need to think about evil fishnets Rimmer as a mental health concern.#sir that is my emotional support problematic sci fi show #urgh i am too ouch to sleep to tired to awake someone put me in stasisssss

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aeide-thea · 1 year

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i think... this year* i'd like to learn how to suck less as a correspondent. specifically in the way where like. somebody says/asks something and i can tell i'm not going to be able to give them an unalloyedly enthusiastically affirming response for a wide range of reasons (don't want to say yes / can't wrangle the logistics required to say yes / there's a whole unresolved/unresolvable emotional tangle in the way of engaging with the question even though i DO very much want to respond really positively) and i feel paralyzingly hideously helpless and guilty and just totally shut down. and then like. either i just never talk to the person again or they have to dig me out of the hole even though i'm the one who ought to be doing the groveling.

and like. there's a lot of traumatic conditioning behind this (non-)response! i don't have any immediate ideas abt how to stop doing it! (except maybe to be like 'hi i like and value you but i'm getting stuck responding to this bc something abt it is hard for me and i feel guilty i can't just respond with immediate unalloyed enthusiasm' bc honestly most people who try to talk to me are like. patient good people who'd probably be open to that sort of meta-level move. so maybe that's one idea. but honestly for once i *would* actually accept Thoughts on this, if anyone else has analogous struggles!)

#*time period honestly arbitrary and i get twitchy abt Resolutions bc they feel very doomed to fail tbh #but like. a project i'd theoretically like to get better at #bc the current state of affairs is miserable both for me and for the people i end up mistreating #(also i know some of you don't feel i owe you this level of accountability and i appreciate that!)#(but like. it's a question of the sort of relationship one has or is trying 2 have)#(and there are ppl to whom i DO feel i owe it)#(or anyway feel that failing to provide it has killed something between us in a palpable if unspoken way)#so like. i HAVE been doing my very (very) poor best but. would love for my best to get better.#and of course it won't get better unless i somehow MAKE it better which. oof. so. open 2 strategies if you‚ too‚ know how this goes.

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lockedtombmemes · 2 years

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The way Gideon's narration, at the end of Ht9, so wildly oscillates between fury and love. I'm obsessed, it drives me insane.

"you sack of Ninth House garbage" right up next to "there were a couple of callouses now on those soft necromancer’s palms, and I was proud of you."

"you cross-patched necromantic shit" mere paragraphs before "don't worry, honey, I'll keep the home fires burning."

And don't even get me started on the brume of pain and devotion that is "I gave you my whole life and you didn't even want it."

Fuck. FUCK.

#harrow the ninth #gideon the ninth #harrowhark nonagesimus #gideon nav #griddlehark #locked tomb series #oof ow my feelings

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knackfandomarchive · 11 months

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Hot take: twenty years prior to the start of the first game, someone or multiple people found a woman deep in the bowels of the earth, who was, certainly, not doing well! Someone, or multiple people, saw a human in terrible pain, and they didn't know much about her, and they could easily have considered her an enemy and left her. But they didn't. Someone, or multiple people, took the time and effort to pick her up and take her home, possibly without any foreknowledge of her skill beyond that of a cave diver.

And they sure as shootin' weren't Gundahar!

And for twenty years, your girl has been living with goblins, and that whole situation could be any level of messed up or not. She had nice clothes, a cane, cute hair, but seemingly no friends. Or at least none that were brought up. Why not?

#knack 1 #howling at the sun #punching myself in the feels #ow oof ouch my bones #text post #opinion #charlotte #scene examination #gundahar #discoknack (me)

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synthetic-blanket-hairs · 2 years

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i love you, friends i have lost touch with. i love you, friends i will never meet

#josie hollers #feeling earnest today on this october the first #also feeling headache #forgot my ibuprofen! oof ough ough ow #minecraft damage noises

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lordoftablecloths · 1 year

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I don't think there's anything wrong in wanting to create for just yourself

Being an artist or writer or what have you doesn't have to depend on other people seeing your art

Yeah, it hurts when you pour your heart out into something and no one spares it so much as a glance

Or when the people around you don't bother to look at your art unless you force them to see it

Or when you show someone something that took you hours, days, weeks, maybe months to make and they just glance over it for half a second

It's an awful feeling. Especially if you tie your self worth to the things you create which you're not supposed to do but this is the only thing you have going for you and wow would you look at that there isn't anything interesting about you other than your stupid obsession with putting color on paper and reaching into your flesh and ripping out a piece of your being and having it so easily dismissed by someone you thought would care about it

So yeah maybe dont determine your art's value based on how much attention it gets from other people

#rant #art #feels bad man #oof ow my soul

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sanguinarysanguinity · 1 year

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WIP meme

Tagged by @cedarboots, thank you!

rules: post the names of all the files in your WIP folder regardless of how non-descriptive or ridiculous. let people send you an ask with the title that most intrigues them, and then post a little snippet of it or tell them something about it

(I’ve redacted a few secret things, and omitted the files that are officially trunked or nothing but prompts.)

HMK Hotspur: Consentacles more Papas: 5+1 bedsharing more Papas: All Growed Up Langstroth on Bees Elementary x 22nd Century REDACTED FotH Species of Bondage Keeper Selkie REDACTED FotH OT3 FotH Love Bites Keith learns to cuddle 1+5 prompts Wontner/Fleming Aftermath Handsome and Generous sequel Any Service - Crisis Any Service - DIA Any Service - Post Flota notes Untitled Kat/Rebecca thing TIMES TWO Untitled Kat/Rebecca TIMES THREE Wooing Joan Watson Southern Soldier Boy Kingston blackmail 2 MDBD w/ PF 5 Times Lynes Didn't Say the Words [origfic selkie] Marcus & Lin 221b Maria/Bush/Hornblower Vertex [Enola] Wouldn't Even Shake His Hand H/W OD/D

tagging: @nordleuchten, @tgarnsl, @phoenixfalls, @truthisademurelady, @educatedinyellow

#wip meme #not a lot of changes since the last time I did this list maybe?#oof #I feel like I should officially start trunking things but trunking things makes me sad #so many stories whose only hope for survival lay in my hands!#to say 'no I've given up on you you don't deserve to exist'...?#that's a hard thing to say to a little baby story #btw nordleuchten I owe you a last-line-written post except I've only been working on secret things lately so

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alternis · 1 year

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I feel like I've been de-socialised

i slowly stopped talking to people back during the first lockdown and now I'm just like damn. how do you start conversations and rebuild friendships that have withered with time.

it doesnt help that, historically, I'm way better at group social situations than one on one's bc like. drop me in a group chat and I'm a social butterfly. but also if a single person in that situation doesn't like me I will go silent and retreat into my shell to avoid conflict and make them happier and not force our mutual friends to take sides. not optimal.

#ow oof my feelings

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