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#not that this is all new info ofc the article that came out just really revealed how the authors view this world that theyve built
bearflowerr · 1 year
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man. warriors really Does push conservative values and heterosexual escapism into the forbidden romance trope
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rsmrymnt-tea · 2 years
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Alright, last ask I'll leave before I start to get annoying.
I think you've said that you don't really know how to fit S4 in with Dola's canon, but I was wondering if you had a rough outline of Dola's relationships with the new* characters.
I would also like to know about Dola's relationship with Lilith. I doubt you made them related in any sort of way, but I still wonder if they have a relationship with each other.
You can ignore this if you don't have an answer, I won't mind. Hope you have a nice day.
(I put new with an * because Mephistopheles should have been property introduced much earlier. 13 too honestly, but I can excuse that one. Though in my head, my MC already met them pre-S4, and has a pact with Mephisto, but I should cut this message short so I don't take it over with info about my MC.)
Noooo omg you’re not annoying!! I have so much proof that I don’t mind talking and talking and talking shsjahsj and will discuss whatever (be it about Dola or OM in general)
Also omg??? Talk to me about your MC because I’ve never heard of any MCs making a pact with Mephistopheles :0 What’s the reason? How? And also yes yes yes heavily agree that he and Thirteen should’ve showed up before S4. Meph could’ve easily been in S1 or S2, and Thirteen could’ve been in the very tail end of S2 or somewhere in S3 imo. Wouldn’t have needed to have an entire pointless arc to get to know them a little if they were introduced like that…
But anyway!! To answer your question, I do have an outline of her relationship with the newbies! In fact she’s definitely met them before S4 as well and got her immortality from Thirteen because I just can’t let go of that idea even if it seems a little forced >.< these are a bit more than rough outlines save for like… Raphael because I’m not sure about him yet.
This is going to be very very long but it’s for 4 character so… >.>
So for Mephisto, I very clearly see Dola meeting him within the first week of the exchange program. There’s no way the newspaper club didn’t write any articles about each of the exchange students as they came in imo, so early on Dola gets a small one-on-one encounter with him where she decides he’s annoying as hell and is precisely the kind of rich boy she doesn’t like >.> But he’s press and they’re alone so she’s forced to play nice, not knowing that he’s got insanely good ethics about journalism which she eventually comes to respect and admire.
I think just because of her status as ~exchange student~ they end up having a lot of interviews together? That, plus how it seems like he’s semi-friends with Satan, has them go really slowly from enemies to… friends? It’s sped up when he hears that she’s not very fond of Lucifer but then slows down when he finds out they’re on better terms.
Overall they end up okay with each other. They go through the whole ‘slowly discovering the nicer parts of the other’ deal but like, really slowly because they don’t talk much. He eventually becomes the main press rep she actually looks forward to ever speaking to.
With Thirteen I have this whole fucking thing that’s kind of driving me nuts trying to figure out about her going to visit Dola in the human world after the end of what happens in S2 to talk to her because there’s just way too many reasons to now. I fully believe that Dola’s candle is a fucked up looking thing with two wicks (one already extinguished ofc) that went through some weird transformation during the events of Lesson 16 so that’s one thing that has Thirteen intrigued. Then the breaking and entering Solomon lead, and the way her life essence completely undid the curse on Beel? She’s curious and probably whisks Dola away to her cave to talk.
I don’t think they become anything like friends until much later into Dola’s immortality though? It’s very much Thirteen trying to satisfy her curiosity about Dola (because how the hell did this human end up getting herself into All Of This and more) and Dola spending a couple visits trying to find some way to convince Thirteen to make her immortal as soon as possible.
It’s probably the mention of Solomon having no idea that Dola even wants immortality that gets her interested? It gets the wheels turning on how she can use this to get back at Solomon in some way, even if it’s a long process of waiting. I think Thirteen is absolutely capable of long term psychological torture kind of shit and has a good idea of how much Solomon’s own immortality has brought him a lot of pain over the years, even if he’s never told her anything himself.
So while Dola’s relieved that Thirteen finally turned around and started considering granting her immortality, some part of her is aware that it’s not going to come without cost. And at the time she thought it worth it because she was desperate after dying twice, thinking she was dying for real for over two years, and constantly being reminded of her mortality through a lot of throwaway things that everyone mentions. (The worst is probably during her equivalent of Lucifer’s bday event this year—the realization that Lucifer personally knew this one long dead artist she herself studied and considered an old master, and after all that time Lucifer’s still the same sent her spiraling bad.)
So she ends up with conditional immortality from Thirteen that also has a lot of… debuffs? I can’t remember the proper term for it shdjs but yeah, it makes living a bit harder for her in general + she’s also Thirteen’s errand girl who sometimes has to go help her kill a few people who’ve made the reaper’s job very difficult.
It’s supposed to parallel Diavolo and Lucifer in some way? And it makes for a weird relationship between Dola and Thirteen. Not sure if they ever become close friends but Thirteen does slowly grow fond of Dola and eases up on her, which Dola recognizes and is thankful for. But she also recognizes that her burdens are both her fault and Thirteens so that’s always a bit of a barrier between them (while she’s at the same time really glad that she was granted immortality that fast because she doubts that she’d be able to figure something out on her own, even with Satan and Lucifer’s help.)
Still need to workshop this one since I’m not entirely sure how I feel about it. But also it’s currently the best iteration I have jaisjaka which may or may not be saying much
For Raphael I think it’s where it veers off course from canon the most because Dola doesn’t return to the Devildom in her equivalent of S4 and instead opts to stay in the human world with Solomon where she can get a better magic education directly from him >.< She also doesn’t learn teleportation that fast nor does she accept Diavolo’s invitation to become the human world’s representative in the Devildom, responding with a very logical and reasonable response of “I personally do not think I’m qualified for such a role at the tender age of my 20s” and some addition about he should consider someone who doesn’t have personal issues with the highest demon royalty.
I think he genuinely just shows up at the Angel’s Halo one day, surprising Dola and Solomon? And considering how chill he actually is in contrast to how the brothers have been talking about him, Dola’s just not sure what to make of him. But since he’s like ‘let’s withhold judgement of each other until we get better acquainted’ she’s like… Fine. Simeon and Luke seem to be perfectly fine with him, though the brothers are definitely incredibly concerned and confused.
They’re probably have like… a somewhat awkward relationship tbh? Because they would absolutely get along when it comes to their common interest of sewing and tailoring, and he’s pleasant enough that he’s like… peaceful. Plus he just seems clueless about anything that isn’t to do with the Celestial Realm. But Dola can tell that there’s still something off about Simeon, and considering the brothers’ reactions she’s not able to put her guard down—even more so when she learns he’s a fucking hitman.
But like that’s where it ends for Dola and Raph because I’m not entirely sure what to do with Dola’s S4 yet? I think she and Sol will find out (by accident) that Simeon’s no longer an angel and then that would explain why Raph’s there, but then what? Shdjsj Considering that it seems like Simeon’s happy to be human… Maybe Raph’s there to try and convince him to fight to be an angel again? Idk. I’d probably have a better idea of S4 gave me more to work with.
This is getting very long but finally Lilith!
So you’re right, Dola’s not related to Lilith at all. It just seems so unnecessary to me because it is not indication that Lilith loved and lived a good life as a human, only that she had offspring. And even then, I find the concept of Lilith being so desperate to help Belphie that she went for whoever human was in the house for assistance to be more interesting? Like, Lilith’s that ride or die for her brother. I also think that having Lucifer sneak up to the human world without Diavolo’s knowledge to see for himself that Lilith lived a good life is more interesting, and brings a bit more of his rebellious tendencies back into the equation.
But anyway, Lilith and Dola. To be honest, they don’t really have too many interactions with each other, but in her canon, Lilith is how Belphie was able to get through to Dola’s dreams despite Lucifer’s wards and enchantments. I hc that she’s the reason why the door opened when Dola touched the door to the attic in L16. Five pacts, the power of an angel’s soul, and Belphie himself holding onto the door. It’s also Lilith who gives Dola glimpses into her fond memories of Belphie during nights where he isn’t passing her a visit in her dreams with help foster more positive feelings of the guy. Also gives Dola a flash of her final memories when she pried Lucifer’s grimoire from its rest during that night when they’re desperate to get Lucifer out of his room during his short house arrest.
Dola doesn’t know that any of it is Lilith‘s doing until she finally meets her after dying in the attic. It’s there where they actually get a full conversation and well, Dola isn’t happy that Lilith manipulated her into helping someone who just killed her, and wants to revive her again just after he killed her so she can keep trying to help him. In hindsight the devotion is respectable, however in the moment it only serves to infuriate Dola. There’s something said along the lines of “Why should I when he just killed me in cold blood? After everything I’ve done, he still killed me and even laughed about it! Yet you think I’d still have any interest in helping him?”
Dola actually threatens to fuck shit up even harder for Belphie, she’s livid to the point of no longer feeling guilty that she might’ve fucked up everything for the brothers. It gets Lilith legitimately fearful and pushes her to offer passing on all of her remaining power in exchange for helping Belphie because honestly, that really was all she had left to give. Dola eventually accepts it, figuring that if she gets through this and through the rest of the program, she’d at least be a pretty powerful magic user since she definitely planned on continuing her magic studies somehow after she leaves the Devildom—Solomon’s human after all.
But that whole exchange during her short death still left her feeling pretty bitter and resentful about Lilith for a while, though it lasted the shortest out of the many grudges she formed that night. In the end she did understand where Lilith was coming from when she pulled all that and at the very least respected the hustle, to put it shortly, and figured that now that even her soul no longer existed in any shape or form, there wasn’t any point in holding on to that anger. And she did realize that if she hadn’t been sent back in time, everything might’ve gone as smoothly as Lilith hoped it would.
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You’ve Been Everything (Steve Rogers x OFC!)
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Pairing: Steve Rogers x OFC!Orchid Black
Rating: PG-13 - Cursing & Angst
Word Count: 1,787
Side Characters: Natasha Romanoff and Frank Castle
Synopsis: They haven’t shared a bed in months, the snap has changed them both. There is no one to blame.
Info: Based off the song If This Is The End by Ryan McMullan. All mistakes are mine and the dividers are from @firefly-graphics ♥️ This was going to be a Drabble but it got away from me and also it was not my intention to use my face claim for Remedy for Orchid, but Ksenia Solo just fit.
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Being a vigilante wasn’t easy when in a relationship, it especially wasn’t easy when you were with the one and only Steve Rogers, the former Captain America. Things had been hard for Steve way before the snap had even happened, it was straining their relationship, with him on the run, Orchid back in New York, working alongside the likes of Frank Castle, Matt Murdock, Jessica Jones, Luke Cage, and occasionally the Spiderkid who had help and forcing Steve to go into hiding. (Not that Orchid blamed Peter, she had no one to blame really but Tony and Steve. Why couldn’t they be like two normal grown men and work their problems out, hell even go to couples counseling?) When the snap happened Foggy, Karen, Jessica, and Luke disappeared, Hell’s Kitchen needed Frank, Matt and her more than ever, along with Queens when Spiderkid didn’t return, Orchid was running ragged. While Steve was silent and stoic, it unnerved her.
What used to be nights curled up on the couch watching documentaries together, playing board games, and cooking together, turned into Orchid staying out late, walking the streets late into the early mornings, oftentimes sleeping on the couch, taking meals from Frank’s fridge of leftovers. Steve had taken to sleeping over at the compound many times, avoiding going back to the apartment in Brooklyn, any chance to avoid having to speak to his girlfriend. He had let Orchid down one too many times and the longing stares she gave him were just a reminder of it.
It was spring going on 3 years after the snap, Frank noticed the dark circles under Orchid's eyes were getting darker and darker. Sighing he scratched his jaw before clearing his throat earning the dark haired girl's attention.
“If Karen was here I would ask her to have this conversation was here, fuck, even Jessica, but since their not, I’ll do it. I think you need to break up with Nomad or whatever Stephen is going by these days. You can’t keep losing sleep over this relationship because whatever you guys have now is not a relationship. I mean you share more meals with me than you do him, I’ve shared a bed more with you than you have with him just this past year.” Before Frank could continue, Orchid reached out silencing the big guy.
“First off it’s Steve, and secondly I know you're right, it’s just, part of me still loves him. I mean whoever thought me Orchid Black would date a man like Steve? He was just so great at the beginning and even just before the whole Tony debacle. Even while searching for Bucky he made time for us, I made time for him, then when he went on the lamb, he made sure to get letters to me, he was a dream. It’s just fallen apart Frank after he lost Sam and Bucky, and I get it, I really do. I just wish he would let me in, but maybe I have this wall up to and it’s over you know?” Orchid felt the tears building up but she wasn’t going to let them fall, no she was going to be strong. She hadn’t cried since that day when she was at a steak out with Karen and Jessica, for both an article Karen was writing, bad guy she and Jessica were trying to take down, when suddenly her friends turned to ash right before her eyes. When she got back to Frank’s place she found out about Foggy and Luke, she cried.
“Then you know what needs to be done.” Frank sighed, taking a gulp of his freshly poured coffee. Reaching into the pocket of her ripped skinny jeans she pulled her phone out reading the time behind the cracked screen. If she left now, she could beat Steve back to the compound upstate and actually have a talk with him.
“Yeah, yeah I do. Can I borrow your truck to go upstate, to the compound?” Orchid looked up to see the keys to the Chevrolet that she had helped him restore hanging from his pointer. With a promise to return it safely within the next 12 or so hours she turned on heel making her way to say her goodbye.
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Friday had just let her drive write on through the gates even though it had been over a year since she had last stepped foot on the compound. Orchid pulled as close as she could get to the front doors so that way she could get away fast, it also looked like it could rain any minute. Keeping her head down as to not bring attention to herself she walked into the building making her way to the Avengers living quarters.
“Hello Miss. Black I have informed Miss. Romanoff of your arrival and she asks you to please join her in the main conference room, she has the sangria.” letting a silent Fuck out from under her breathe, getting off the elevator she cracked her neck and knuckles trying her best to relax. Natasha stood in the doorway down the hall leaning against the door jam, a tiny smirk on her face, her red hair was growing in, mixing in with the white blonde she had gone while on the run, it was doing a nice ombré effect.
“You don’t call, you don’t text back, you don’t write to me, what did you do?” Orchid hugged Natasha as she walked into the conference room, she owed her everything, from her life, to the fact she was even ever with Steve. Blushing Orchid took a seat beside Natasha and crossed her legs in an extravagant leather highback chair, immediately taking a sip of the fruity wine drink, avoiding Natasha’s question.
“Okay, seriously this is unlike you, usually when we get together you have so much to talk about, but lately you have been avoiding me. Come to think of it, both you and Rogers have been avoiding me, him I can understand somewhat, but when I ask him about you he just changes the subject. Talk to me Black.” It was Natasha’s turn to take a drink of her wine, while examining her friend, her ex-protégé of sorts that she and Clint once saved while on a mission. The circles under her eyes were much darker than they once had been, she was thinner than she had been before the snap, not that she had much to lose, she looked to be in a state of permanent melancholy, which wasn’t hard to be in the state earth was in.
“I’m breaking up with Steve.” Natasha stopped mid-sip and looked Orchid in the eyes, the trained assassin almost looked surprised but she was trained so well that if you didn't know her you wouldn't know. “It’s just that as much as I love him that we could have found our way back to each other after the snap.” Orchid placed her glass on the table and pushed her long locks of hair back with her other hand, a nervous tick of hers. Natasha sighed before slugging back the rest of her drink.
“You know you’d think as someone who runs group therapy he would be trying to make things work with you.” Scoffing Natasha leaned back crossing her arms clearly annoyed with her super soldier friend. Orchid just shrugged, and stared out the windows as the rain was starting to come down heavily.
“Well, just because you aren’t with Steve anymore doesn’t mean you can’t come see me or you can’t talk to me anymore. You were mine and Clint’s friend before you ever started dating him, Clint would be upset to see you like this.” the familiar feeling of tears building up came back, but she swore she wouldn’t cry and she won’t. Friday alerted them to Steve arriving back at the compound, Orchid got off the expensive chair so she could meet Steve at the elevator, in hopes of speaking with him in the living room. Natasha grabbed her hand giving it 3 squeezes, Orchid returning the sentiment.
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Steve wanted to eat and catch up with Natasha and see if she found out anything new from anyone, then hopefully turn in for the night. Today’s group had been longer than usual, Mark who lost both his wife and daughter in snap, had finally gotten the courage to tell his story, and because he did, Luciell who lost her folks, wife, and son spoke for the first time as well. The meetings by the end of them always had him thinking of Sam, making him wonder what he would say, what he would do for the folks, was he making him proud?
Orchid, she stood right outside the elevator when he got off it. He had not seen her since he had gone home  to their shared apartment to get more clothes to bring back to the compound a couple weeks before. Orchid he noticed looked almost gaunt, not like the woman who had captured his attention years ago, the one he loved. Steve stood frozen staring at her, he didn’t notice the duffle at her feet till she slid it over to him.
“At one point in time I would have said you were the one for me and I’d like to think maybe you thought the same, but with all the pain we just didn’t cope all that well. It obviously tore us apart and we have been avoiding this for much too long trying to spare each other’s feelings, look where it’s gotten us.” Orchid’s voice cracked, so much for not crying. “We can’t even be in the same room as each other anymore and that’s not love Steve, so I’m doing you a favor and letting you go. You’ve been everything I could have ever asked for and so much more.” Getting on her tippy toes, Orchid leaned forward kissing Steve on the lips one last time. Not giving him a chance to talk or make a move, she sidestepped around him getting on the elevator letting the tears fall.
Perhaps part of her hoped that Steve would follow but the other part of her was just so relieved to have said goodbye. It was done and over. Upstairs Steve stood frozen eyes shut with a single tear slipping down the side of his face almost in shock. He knew it had been a long time coming but it still had hurt to see her go. An arm to his bicep pulled him from his gloom, a hope hit that it would be her coming back, but when he opened his eyes to Natasha’s green eyes.
“It’ll be okay.”
“Will it though?”
“Yeah.”
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cloveroctobers · 4 years
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NOAH SAMPATH —
IG info/bio: @/noahknowspat | 275k followers | “A True Renaissance-Man.” | (currently his page is on private, which he often does several months out of the year
25 (26) years of age
Born & raised in Kandy, Sri Lanka until his mother decided to uproot him & his sibs to the uk leaving his father behind
Both of his parents are from Nuwara Eliya
His parents decided it would be best for just his wife & children to live elsewhere while he continued his work in hotel & tourism
Which to him, is the best job he’s ever had—in a sense it felt like he loved his job a little more than his family but Noah knew that wasn’t completely true
Noah figured there was something secretly going on between his parents, he noticed how they would argue more over the years & how his father was fond of their homeland while his mother was not
She did not have much family left, most either leaving the country or dying from sickness
He’s used to living in a bungalow since that’s what he grew up in
Moved to Romford which didn’t take long for him to get adjusted to, he was quick to adapt to situations since that’s normally expected of him as the eldest...
Lived with an aunt? Who really wasn’t a aunt in a cramped 2 bedroom apartment with a child of her own (who was around Noah’s age and favored Richa Moorjani) for a couple of years
Has two younger sibs: a 17 year old brother, and a 11 year old sister
His mother was m*rdered just before his 18th birthday, therefore he’s grown not to celebrate his birthdays even tho he knows deep down that’s not how his mother would have wanted him to go on
She was wise and often stayed up with the moon having conversations with her eldest—if not with all her children
but as he looked back on their conversations he could tell that his mother knew she wouldn’t be on this earth for long
Which showed him a different way of living
His father hated Romford, didn’t think it was the best/ safest place ( I did some research and mostly saw that this town is kinda rough. Anybody from the uk reading & have experience with the town please confirm? Not attending to offend anyone plus every place has its rough areas) for his family & felt his point was proven once his wife was k*lled
He demanded for his children to come back home but Noah wasn’t having it once he realized his father had changed & became aggressive himself
He hated confrontation but he was of age now so he could do what he wanted but there was no bloody way his sibs were going back with this man
He was not the man they all once knew—shit, his sibs BARELY knew him
So Noah fought a lengthy battle with guardianship over his siblings
It only became easy once money was involved for the man to back off
It was v difficult to manage a household and two children at 18-19 all on his own but he was willing to do it, he felt like it was part of his purpose
Plus his “auntie” & “cousin” came around quite often which helped somewhat & even tho the woman was gritty in how she carried herself, anyone could see she cared for Noah’s mother & her children otherwise she wouldn’t have been around before & after his mother’s death
She became like a second mum but no one would ever replace his mother
It was tough going through his early twenties...he had became a parent figure instead of going to uni to study archaeology
He loved fossils & dinosaurs as a kid 
probably keeps up to date with any articles or shows that share their findings on prehistoric species in water or land (I find that shit so creepy yet interesting until I get too creeped out and leave lmao? especially dealing with the ocean!)
Enjoyed that American show called “siren”
He didn’t enjoy much of what usual twenty-something year olds would, he had to be home to take care of his siblings they became a major part of his life now
He is the type to bottle up his feelings. Ofc he jumped at the chance to raise his sibs without a question after seeing the state of his dad a week after his mum’s funeral but he knew he HAD feelings
He wasn’t a robot just because he tends to be quiet & observant
He had his low days too
But he would hide them in books, that was his safe haven, his escape
He loved working as a librarian even if he got shitted on for it
It never payed much even in his position but it brought him comfort that there were aisles of novels ready to tell him stories & found some relation to his own life
As if that wasn’t enough, he loved going to book shops as well. If he had enough $ leftover he would treat himself in a new book purchase
Will buy a new book even if he has piles of unread ones, which he does have a section of that in his room & in the corner of the living room
Has a kindle since it was the cheapest & can easily slip it into a bag if he can’t decide on what book to bring with him
Has glasses but prefers contacts, ‘i don’t want someone to think I’m that nerdy since I read out in public.’ He often thinks to himself—yet when he’s immerse in those pages the world goes silent around him
Collects vinyl toy figures and keeps them either on his mantle or built in shelves in his room
Loves coconut water & won’t drink any water unless it’s coconut
Got his gorgeous cheekbones from his dad
His father p*ssed during his 23rd year of life due to tsunami hitting the hotel he worked in
He took his sibs to their native land once it was safe and connected with their father’s side, which was bittersweet
I think I get Scorpio energy from noah? Idk but it’s in there somewhere
He likes cutting his food into smaller pieces no matter what it is, it’s just a habit since he did so for his younger sibs
Secretly it’s also easier for him since he feels like the dentist ruined one of his nerves once he got his wisdom teeth out
He hates the dentist
His baby sis is deaf & he absolutely took the time to learn sign language along with his brother
Chose buying her hearing aids over paying a monthly bill when $ got tight
His 17 year old brother now works a job & helps out the best way he can even if it took a bit of persuading from their cousin
They’re all extremely close and are aware what Noah’s done and continues to do for them
Probably enjoys painting even if he’s not the greatest at it, but there’s something about water color that is pleasing to his eyes
He’s had many jobs to keep food on the table and support his family but being a custodian paid him the most yet he couldn’t continue working overtime not when his sibs were as young as they once were. He had to let the job go, the money was great, his co-workers sucked since they never came to work leaving him with OT, but it was also a lot of gross work & the teenage girls were always hitting on him
Prone to taking on more than he can chew whether it’s in relationships or life situations
Has either one or two best friends outside of the villa & they’ve been tight since junior year
They didn’t approve of Noah stepping forward to take care of his sibs, knowing it would be a big responsibility & possibly put his life on hold
But they didn’t understand & came around to once they saw him in action & became supportive/proud
He knows they mean well?
Cannot dance
Owns a couple of blazers that he feels the most comfy in
Loves a good pin-striped dress shirt
Has soft thin wavy hair
Will sport a 5’oclock shadow if he’s stressed out, tired, or wants to show a more “mature” side of himself
Misses his mum’s Lamprais & kottu roti
He’s 5’11
Had 1-2 gfs before the villa & both of them were super lengthy relationships which there’s obviously nothing wrong with
Always trying to make it work even if there are signs of it failing
Is not the dominant one in relationships & usually wants to keep the peace—which falls back on him taking everything on his plate & bottling them up instead of addressing situations from the jump
Is observant but also likes to assume?
Tries to be honest & loyal
Once he’s in a relationship & it’s confirmed from the other, he is completely devoted & smitten
I think quality time is his love language
I also think he tried to play the violin growing up since he found that to be one of the instruments that holds so much passion
Likes period pieces minsus the racism :)
Has read Frankenstein countless of times over Shakespeare, he’s got good work, yeah? but it’s a bit overrated
Keeps in touch with rahim & feels he understands him on a level his mates of years do not
They go holiday together when Noah feels he can afford it, even if rahim says he can pay for it. It’s not a big deal
Yet it is. He feels insecure when someone feels like he can’t do something because of where he’s from & what he does for a living. It showed more in his relationship with hope
Sure she was constantly paying for things but when he silently took the initiative to do so it was automatically assume that he didn’t have it even with his wallet out to pay
There were plenty of flaws in his relationship with hope and it took forever for him to see the toxicity in it even if fans adored them together
I’ve decided that they won’t be endgame. Which breaks everyone’s hearts after he’s the one to surprisingly call it quits after 3 years. He thought it would get better once he realized they way the acted towards each other was not completely heathly but it got worse
So he did what he had to do with what was in the best interest of everyone & hope did not agree
It was heated, it was emotional, and there was a last moment of intimacy to seal the deal of their goodbyes
Then came the drama online, with interviews and people trying to bring Priya into the mix & Hope was always vocal so it became a bigger issue
Noah just wanted to heal on his own but he was never going to engage in the drama. If they were all back in the villa face to face he might have said something but he didn’t need his words twisted so he rose above it and knew the two would eventually along with the fans
To get over the breakup? He hung out a little later with his mates at CLUBS, visited rahim, spent more time with his sibs, read, and...reached out to...BLAKE
After almost two years with whoever (in my case it was henrik) she was freshly single herself & not really looking but knew Noah was trying to get underneath someone. A rebound? Since he couldn’t bring himself to do so with the girls around home
Blake knew what happened with hope. She along with mc & some fans saw it coming. She thought about it, really thought about it but decided that she wouldn’t be Noah’s rebound. She knew Noah just needed time and when he was ready, maybe she’d be around
Celeb crush: Gillian Anderson, Antonia Thomas, Tika Sumpter, Aja-Naomi King, Normani Kordei, & Sophie Turner
Who does Noah listen to? Hozier maybe? KWABS, Grace Carter, Seinabo Sey, Stevie Wonder, Michael Jackson, Half Moon Run, Aisha Badru, Lianne La Havas, Dana Williams, Allan Rayman, Rationale, etc...
Anthem = Sid Sriram, “It isn’t true”
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“Imagine your girlfriend, Casey, finding out that you have been injured in a school shooting.”
Warnings: School shooting, blood, injuries, death, if I’ve missed anything please let me know and I will alter this. 
My dudes. This got long, I kinda went a bit overboard. Whoops. 
Based on this request: “Anonymous asked: Hey! I read you r doing Caseyxfem!reader could I also request one? Maybe where Casey’s gf is a teacher and there’s a school shooting happening where she unintentionally got involved in and maybe svu is sent there bc it’s Casey’s gf and they try to keep the info from Casey but she finds out, arrives at the scene as well. Casey’s gf tries to negotiate with the shooter bc she’s learned a thing or two from svu and Casey but still ends up getting hurt ? & so on ofc. That’d be so awesome! :)”
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You had read the articles, you had heard the news stories, but nothing could have prepared you to go through this yourself. Looking around the room and seeing the shocked faces looking back at you, silently asking you what they should do, your heart broke. You knew this was a situation where you had to act fast so you rounded your desk and told the scared children exactly what to do, keeping your voice low and authoritative. 
“To the back of the classroom now, stay down, and stay quiet.” 
Turning towards the door, you saw a figure walking down the hall with a steady pace, not hurrying, but keeping their head on a swivel looking for people in their way. You locked the door and slid to the floor, praying that help would come soon. 
Your day had started like a normal day, waking up to your girlfriend reminding you to eat before you ran out of the apartment. 
You made it up the steps and to your classroom well before the first bell and spent that time helping the kids that came in to get assistance before classes started. 
You had been a teacher in this high school for about four years now and you loved it. Being an outlet for the kids, a confidant, a friend, that was your favorite part. 
Today was shaping up to be a normal day, you, of course had the normal shenanigans, kids not paying attention, looking at their phones thinking that you couldn’t see it. 
Second block is when you heard the first noise. A singular Pop! followed momentarily by four more. Your mind immediately thought it was a prank, firecrackers lit in a trash can, but then you heard a scream. 
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The calls came in to SVU minutes after the scream happened. One minute the squad room was quiet and still, the next every phone was ringing, every single one a crying teenager or a scared parent. 
“Captain, we have another one, shooter at the high school. They’re reporting at least ten to twenty shots now.” Finn called out. 
“Ok, we need to get down there. Now. Vests on. Perp will be armed, won’t go down without a fight.” Cragen said as he walked into the room already pulling her bulletproof vest on. 
“Hey, isn’t this the one that Y/N works at?” Elliot asked and the room went still again as everyone looked at Captain Cragen. 
After a moment, Cragen gaze got serious, “Not a word to Casey, we will tell her when we know more.”
And with those instructions, the SVU squad went down to the vehicles and made their way to the high school. 
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When you had heard the footsteps pass your door, you made your way to a window and carefully opened it. Ushering your kids to the window, you stepped back to the door and used your body to block it, hoping it would be enough for your kids to get out and get to a safe place across or down the street. 
When the last of your kids was out, you slowly got out and made your way to the window. 
All of a sudden, a few loud bangs sounded behind you and you scrambled to make your way behind your desk as the door swung open and footsteps walked in. You peeked your head above the desk to see who was in your room. You recognized them immediately.
“Jesse?” You asked as you ducked back behind the desk, “Jesse, what’s going on? Why are you doing this?”
You  couldn’t hear any movement, so you stuck you hands up and assured the student, “Jesse, I’m going to stand up now, I just want to talk to you ok?” 
As you stood up, you looked at the student in front of you, trying to stay strong and remember what you had heard from Casey and the r4est of the SVU squad when it came to these situations. 
“Jesse, this can end right now, you can stop this.” 
The student looked at you, gun lowered. You saw the vulnerability in their eyes, and then, just like that, the resolve hardened and they leveled the gun directly at you. 
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Liv and the squad got to the school and got prepared to go in as cops surrounding the building prepared to escort the students and help those who had been injured. 
Right before the team was about to go into the school, they heard a voice shout out.
“Olivia! Olivia!” the red head ADA shot a look at the cop holding her behind the blockade. “Let me through right now, I need to be in there.” 
Looking at Liv, Casey braced herself against the blockade, “Olivia, tell him to let me through, right now!” 
Liv ran over to the cop, “She’s with us, let her through.”
“Olivia, what happened. Is everyone ok?  Have you heard from Y/N?” Casey shot off questions, her normally composed facade shattered, the worry prominent in her eyes. 
“Casey, I need you to breathe-”
“Do not tell me to breathe! The woman I love is in there with an active shooter, you do not-” Casey broke into sobs as she faltered in her steps, tripping forward, “tell me.. to.. breathe!” 
Liv’s arms wrapped around Casey’s shoulders and she held her for a moment. “Casey, I’m going in with the team. Promise me you will stay out here until we get the all clear.” Liv looked at a cop by them, “Stay with her and do not let her come in.”
The cop nodded and Olivia joined the team and they went into the school ready to do what was necessary. 
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You had to keep them talking, that was the thought going through your head. You still had the gun trained on you, but you had gotten closer and gotten Jesse to talk. Apparently, they had been bullied, picked on, made to felt useless. They just wanted everyone to understand what it felt like, to feel like nothing. 
“Jesse, I understand. But I promise you, it gets better.” You said, nodding at them, you hoped the smile on your face was reassuring and not showing the fear that you were trying to keep under wraps. 
“No!” Jesse gestured the gun towards you. “Everyone says it will get better, but it hasn’t! Not in the last three years. It will never get better. It will always be like this.” 
You flinched when they moved the gun, “No, Jesse, it does. I was bullied all throughout middle and high school, and I’m here, I made it. You can too. I just need you to put the gun down and we can get you out of here.” 
Jesse stayed silent.
“Jesse please, you can do this.” You took another step towards Jesse, keeping your hands up and looking at them with soft eyes. 
All of a sudden, Jesse took a step toward you and grabbed your arm, pulling you close to them with the gun pressed against your side. “You’re right, we can get out of here.”
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As Olivia and the rest of the squad made their way through the school, they cleared the building room by room. They tried to keep a level head as they saw a few bodies on the floor, most of them were just injured, but there were a few that were already gone. 
Olivia was reporting a room clear and telling those outside the body count when a door ahead of them opened. All of their guns trained on the sound as a woman walked out with a teenager behind them. 
“Y/N, are you ok? Who is that behind you?” Elliot asked.
You nodded stiffly, “I’m fine guys, this is Jesse, and we would really like to just get out of here, ok?”
Olivia shook her head, “ I’m sorry Y/N, Jesse, we cant let you do that.”
Jesse moved the gun to your head, “I don’t think you understand, you will let me out of here, or Ms. Y/L/N is going to die. You’ve seen the others, you know I’ll do it!”
Olivia nodded and released the grip of her gun, placing it in her holster, nodding at the others, they all put there guns away as well. “Ok, you can go, but just so you know, if you walk out that door, there are about fifty or more cops out there, snipers too just waiting to get a clean shot at you. They will take you down before you even have time to register what had happened.”
“Jesse listen to them, If you go with them, you get to live. You can eventually get past this.” You pleaded with the student behind you. 
As you pleaded with Jesse, keeping their focus on you, Elliot made his way around to get a better line of sight on Jesse. 
When Elliot was situated he gave the slightest of nods. You hung your head forward for a moment, as if defeated, “Please Jesse...” and then you swung your head back, causing Jesse to release you from his grip. 
You turned to look at Jesse. In a startled reaction Jesse’s gun went off and you fell to the floor as Elliot tackled the student to the ground. Olivia took you in her arms and Elliot arrested the student getting them to their feet and walking them out. 
Olivia helped you stand, “Are you ok?” 
You nodded as you walked with her towards the doors and the sunlight outside, “Yeah, I think so, just a little light headed. Probably adrenaline.” 
Olivia kept her arms around you, comforting you. “By the way, Casey is here, she’s pretty worried about you.”
You let out a huff and felt the world start to spin as you tripped over your feet. “Liv?” 
As your body went limp, Oliva called out your name, when you didn’t respond Olivia called out, “I need a bus! Y/N, hey, are you ok?” 
Olivia pulled away your sweater and noticed a patch of blood on your lower abdomen and seeping down towards your hips. 
“Y/N! You have to stay awake, Casey is here, you have to stay awake for her, ok? God, I’m sorry, but this might hurt.” 
Olivia put her hands over your wound and pressed, trying to stop the blood flow. You didn’t cry out, didn’t even make a sound. 
As soon as the paramedics got there, they checked your vitals and placed you on a gurney rushing you to the ambulance. Olivia followed close behind and looked for Casey waiting where she had left her. 
“Casey, you need to go with her. Now.” Olivia said while pointing at you being loaded into the ambulance. 
Casey stared in horror. “Liv?”
Olivia shook her friend by the shoulders, “Listen to me, she is hurt, she needs you, get on that ambulance. Right. Now.” 
Casey shook out of her daze and ran to the ambulance, climbing in and holding on to your hands while tears round down her face. 
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The first thing you noticed was that there was a constant beeping next to you. The next was that there was a warmth covering your right hand, significantly warmer than your left, and heavier too. The final thing you noticed was that you were in a bed, but not a bed that you were used to.
Opening your eyes proved to be harder than you expected. When they finally cracked open, you saw a familiar red headed ADA holding onto your hand and sleeping with her head resting on your bed. 
Your voice cracked as you spoke, “Casey? Baby? You awake?”
Casey’s head immediately shot up and she looked at you, fresh tears in her eyes. 
“Y/N! Oh thank God, you’re awake! I was so worried.” Casey picked up your hand and gave it kisses. 
“How long was I out?” 
“Two days. What were you thinking? You could have been killed!” Casey looked at you with nothing but worry in her eyes. 
“Casey, I had to do something, it could have been so much worse. I helped people get out, I kept them occupied, talking. I did what Olivia talked about.” 
Casey let go of your hand, “But you are not a cop Y/N! You don’t have the training, you don’t have the protection! You could have died!” 
“But I didn’t!” You paused, “How many did?
Casey took a breath, “Four were dead at the scene, another five were injured. One of them died at the hospital.” 
You gasped and Casey grabbed your hand, “But they did say that if you hadn’t done what you did, the outcome would have been a lot worse. I just wish you hadn’t gotten hurt.” 
“I’m sorry Casey, I just did what I had to do to keep my kids safe.” 
“It’s ok, do you want me to call the team? Tell them you’re awake?” Casey asked. 
You shook your head, “No, not yet. For now I just want you.” You leaned up to kiss her and then groaned. “Nope, you have to come to me. I can’t get up that far.” 
Casey laughed and leaned down to kiss you. When she puled back, you managed to scoot yourself over enough to create space for Casey. “Come here, I’m injured and I need cuddles.” 
Casey rolled her eyes and took off her shoes before climbing into bed and pulling you into her, stroking your hair as you were lulled back to sleep in your girlfriends arms. 
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ep 6-ish filming spoilers/spec. *twd comic spoilers
I rambled a lot. I also mentioned. SDCC news, Kang articles, Skybound(s9 promo pic) 
It’s a messy post. I wrote it like journal. vvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvv
There’s filming spoilers of Eugene up on the water tower and his foot got stuck..and I guess got outta there. Also maybe a lady there..the casted lady there. Alpha? ..a crew member? idk. He’s up in the water tower similar to comic-Gabe’s uh death. 
Well in the comics, Gabe went up there to look out for any signs of a herd during/ later-ish in the Whisperer war. He’s very new to being a solider and cowardly-like...like Eugene is but not tv-Gabe (oh, also tv-Gabe is partially blind too). So, comic-Gabe saw the huge ass heard coming, freaked out and went down the ladder, his foot got caught in bottom of the ladder. And then a whisperer killed him before Gabe could warn others about the herd and whisperers that are coming to ASZ. 
I’m gonna think it’s not a remixed of that scene. What about the radio (comic Eugene)? Idk anymore.
Ep 6 sounds like a big Eugene episode or he got a lot of outside action stuff in this ep.
-thoughts-I’m thinking of the moment they introduced Georgie in s8 which the lady is similar to Pamela from the Commonwealth. I’m starting to think that TWD writers shouldn’t introduced Georgie or someone that’s similar to this Commonwealth arc in s8. So Idk in s9 the spoilers sound like stuff all from after the time jump and Whisperer War arc. Everything seems rushed. Maybe they’re remixing these plots. Some plots in other seasons were there earlier than the comic storyline. Who knows. But if Eugene has a radio and contacting Stephanie. It’s like different from the comics. The radio plot from Eguene and going to Ohio to find Stephanie -Commonwealth -Michonne’s daughter, Elodie. It was all a mystery. So meeting Georgie ruins the mystery.
-JDM’s haircut! Dang idk anymore! Seems like a lot cast members got groomed lol So, another time-jump? 
-So I guess another Lintz kid will be in TWD or Matt will be teen-Henry! Maybe Henry won’t die(braces). I’m glad.. cos I think that’s important part of Carol’s story, imo.  But Idk for sure who he play as.
-ok so recently TSDF are saying that there will be a time jump based on what i just mentioned. 5 years or so jump based on Matt Lintz possible playing at teen-Henry. Matt is like 5 years older than his bro.
This timejump, I’m like NO. Blah I don’t like it. Is it in ep 6?
 Also ... based on the Skybound tweet, I don’t feel sure about TSDF, it seems like they’re rushing to announce a spoiler, again. I don’t think they got enough info yet..but yeah a lot of cast members are groomed..so I guess time jump is happening. I was like ok with it at first but ...later in the week, I noticed there’s no spoilers on characters grieving on Rick (leaving or dead) and no heads on pikes scene. Idk what’s going on storywise.
-(repeating the same thing) Skybound/TWD tweet. lol “don’t believe what u hear.” Idk what it is about but if it’s about the spoiler on the spoilery script pic, then ???? lol First, TSDF were saying WTF. They’re pretty sure Rick Dies in ep Five.
my comment on the thread.
I'm curious. Did you guys got more info or sources that Rick died in ep 5? Or you guys speculated over on the spoilery script pic?
What if Rick gone missing (like tv-Heath)? It's something that I kind of hope for in the show with AL wanting to leave. I was hoping Rick would go missing and then Michonne and Judith go on a boat to idk Commonwealth after s9.
We don't know much on why AL is leaving and why AMC is keeping a secret and all that. We just have to wait and see.
I hope you guys will get more info soon.
I mainly just want to know how Rick leaves the show. Does he die or go missing? And what about the Grimes fam.? And when?
I guess I was right? TSDF are saying some kind of craziness happening with Rick’s departure like a dumpster-gate. BUT, AL supposedly? got one episode left to film and the news is that he will exit TWD. So ...Rick is still leaving, right? :( I hope he doesn’t die. Back on rollercoaster ride..on hoping for the TWD AU to be good.
-I’m guessing Rick won’t even see this new windmill built. I don’t understand this windmill being built way later. Rick isn’t like “old man Rick” no cane, no windmill, blah.
-The time jump=
...well TSDF may be wrong about all this. Maybe Oceanside is dead or not focused anymore. Young Henry is missing like comic - Elodie or dead. New Lintz teen boy may be playing as a different character. Negan is groomed because from the comics he got groomed..so yeah. 
----if TSDF is right, ...
I get it now(Beth). I guess. Reason why s8 finale didn’t tease or set up for the timejump in s9 because it’s not the big time jump they wanna mention or tease about. Finale still sucked and didn’t excite me for next season. If ep 6 - time jump will happen (5 years) then I guess first 5 ish episodes are about Rick with a hair cut and yeah he’s gone. Maybe Gimple’s plan of s9 is in these 5 episodes and ep 6 is all Angela Kang’s ideas.
I’m so lost on the play of time. Maybe s9A is like FTWD’s recent half season. Idk. 9A goes half of the story is one year later and the other half is 5 years later. Or 1-5 episodes are one year later. 6-8 and on are five years later? Idk 
It’s really bad for Caryl. Idk much on storywise and filming spoilers, but I don’t think whisperers/Alpha does their thing before ep 6. So after the ep 6./5 years time jump, that means Carol ...I guess is in a romantic relationship with Zeke  in Kingdom for 5 or so years. Daryl still single cos wtf idk.. writers don’t say he’s asexual, gay, or whatever from the start. 
Like we already know but yeah really bad for Grimes family. They don’t show characters grieving over him? Michonne ofc is gonna be sad and wtf alone(?) for 5 years. Depressing. ehhh s9 is such crap for Michonne’s story. If Rick doesn’t die but gone missing or taken into the helicopter, then it reminds me of the soapy show Jane the Virgin (spoilers!!!........) where Michael “dies” and a year later he came back fine but had lost his memories and that’s why he didn’t come back earlier. Anyways, with that theory, it still wouldn’t work well with that 5 year time jump (and more). Like if maybe Michonne and Judith went a boat and found Rick after 6 years. That’s nice...? Depressing tho...uh? Then the end for TWD? lol
-5 years is a lot. TWD s1-8 was like 2 years. So...everyone and everything is so different.
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omg those articles from Kang. sorry but she’s just being like any other showrunner trying to sell her show yada yada. Daryl will have romance? she’s like sure. But remember skybound said nope on s9.  Girl power?She’s like yas.  Skybound said nothing much new with Michonne and Carol. Ofc, it’s not gonna be good plots for the ladies./ It’s all depressing and idk the show doesn’t show them interact anyways.
WTF 
-... when AL finished his filming, I was like uh what to look forward to in the spoilers? sigh. yeah. It’s what it is. S9 is just awful. :\
-I don’t know what Carol is gonna do. MMB is a ninja, people can’t spot her during filming. It’s sad..I don’t know (s9)Carol anymore actually. I wish Carol was single and just idk. I want to know what Carol is like after the war and living in Kingdom (and why live there or show Carol telling TF that’s she’s living there and they still bond with her.) I don’t what Carol is like after 5 years either. I don’t know anything about Carol rn. ...I don’t think there’s much on Carol with Rick/TF. :(
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SDCC.
ok but first, omg i just wanna see the cast interactions only. I love this lil group. (they’re like my ‘twd players’ and also it’s shippy like. Caryl, Richonne...and used to be-Gleggie)They’re main cast members and they’re like originals of the show plus JDM. But questions and answers..oh boy it’s gonna be awkward and crazy. 
eta. I heard that LC won’t be at the TWD panel. Maybe she will be at the con somewhere else? I’m not sure and it’s probably from her contract with ABC. Anyways, that’s sad...TWD fans won’t see LC at the panel for the last time.
 I realized that we’re gonna learn a lot about s9. Like confirmation on what’s gonna happen in the story. It’s gonna be crazy. They may be like Caryl is always just friends.duuuuh.durrrr.  TWD is not Rick’s story. durrr. Maybe, Rick (and Maggie) isn’t gonna diiiiiee ;) ep 5, he dies. SIGH.
I heard AL is gonna announce that’s he’s leaving the show. That’s nice, imo. I like to know if the actor will leave or not that kind of stuff. I don’t want this big surprise death or whatever.  Idk. whatever AL  want to or will do. I just want writers/AMC to treat their fans with respect. 
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So um ..I just feel that s9 is actually crappy. It’s all AU to me in the first place, and that even as AU-onscreen, it still sucks. :\ So yeah give me fanarts and fic pls.
 I hope the actors and others have fun at SDCC. I hope s9 isn’t that bad but well I don’t think so. (not planning to watch it either so.) 
I’m still waiting what s9A will be like and does Rick dies or not. 
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