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idyllic-affections · 9 months

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DON'T.... BECAUSE KAVEH'S YOUNGER!SIBLING BEING ANGRY IN THEIR STEAD.. im so sorry for swarming ur inbox but ydbihsjakdas

i could just IMAGINE their arguments about it

"she's our MOTHER, you don't disrespect her like that!"

"yeah, but she ABANDONED us!"

"she didn't abandon us-"

"YES SHE DID! she ran away and left us here, in sumeru, because she was hurting. i know."

"she deserves to be happy-"

"but what about us? what about me? what about you? she sounds SO much happier with our step siblings, and she doesn't even visit us! you can't keep defending her!

you can love her all you want, i don't care. you say she's our mother, but she's been absent ever since dad died."

"you have to understand-"

"I DO UNDERSTAND! and you took care of her when she was sad. you took care of me because she was sad. you were a child too, and you were more of a mother to me than her!"

"don't say that-"

"just because she's my mom doesn't mean i have to like her!"

kinda projected here but good god this makes me wanna explode. i like to think kaveh's younder!sibling has been going through that "rebellious teen phase", but it's not a phase, it's just how they are after growing up with a pretty absent mom and dead dad. they see how much their brother suffer, they 100% wanna help him, but they're going through it too yk??

imagine how frustrating it is for them whenever kaveh talks about their mom and he always says nice things about her but they could see the sheer bitterness, guilt, and melancholy in his eyes. they can't help but hate her for not being there for them (i like to think they're maybe an infant or very very young when it happened) n making their big bro, their parental figure, go through this horrible mess.

n they just kinda grew up with that hate w/o telling kaveh bc they didn't wanna add into his plate of problems. but the hate slowly manifested with other stuff until they went from 'not wanting to cause trouble for kaveh' to 'i cause trouble because i can't control myself and i need to release my anger on something else'

so ya i think kaveh's younger!sibling would be temperamental n people see them kinda like a bully, opposite of kaveh :( even if kaveh raised them kindly, i think reader's hatred to their mom saved them from copying kaveh's self destructiveness...

which caused kinda of a strain in their relationship when reader became a teen

(on the flip side for some reason i think reader would get along with alhaitham more (which would hurt kaveh tbh) bc alhaitham's mentality clashes so much against kaveh's n it's probably what reader needs more... they probably preferred alhaitham's "you're allowed to get angry at things you felt was unfair, even if she's your mother" than kaveh's "she still loves us... she just- she just needed to move on to be happy. she deserves it.")

sorry i kinda developed a whole reader here and maybe this is incoherent blabbering im gonna hide now >q< feel free to ignore !!

NOOOOO NO DON'T HIDE I AM HEARING YOU OUT SOO MUCH RN WE ARE ON THE SAME WAVELENGTH

ohhh the strain that would come as a consequence of that rage and pain... sigh. parentified kaveh is so real, honestly, because with how bad faranak's mental health became, she definitely would not have been able to raise her youngest child. kaveh would be the one to raise them. kaveh would be the one they ran to when they scraped their knee. kaveh would be the one to kiss away their tears. kaveh would be the one to help them with homework and little things like that.

it would always be kaveh.

(and i think faranak would be painfully aware of the way they no longer come to her for comfort and consolation, but i don't think she would be able to feel bad about it until years later, because she's already so... fucked up. she would just be glad that someone was nurturing her child, even if that had to be kaveh.)

i think [name]'s anger would be a good and important testament to how well kaveh really raised them, though.

(but of course, it would also prove dangerous and self-destructive which i mention a bit further down in the post!!)

one who values themselves is one who feels angry when mistreated.

and [name] is fucking livid, for both themselves and kaveh. [name] is aware of faranak's neglect. because kaveh taught them to love themselves more than he could ever even hope to love himself. kaveh raised them well, even if that responsibility never should have been his in the first place.

so it honestly hurts them both when they fight like that.

"don't you dare disrespect her, [name]. you have no idea what she did for us." "what she did for us?! what the hell-- kaveh, she left us for some random fucking guy neither of us have ever met! how can you not see what's wrong with that?!" "do not talk about her like that. she did her best. doesn't she deserve to be happy, [name]? doesn't she?!" "oh," they'd scoff, "so 'her best' is abandoning her kids, parentifying her oldest son, and running from her past like a fucking coward?" they would roll their eyes and turn away at that point. "no, kaveh. she doesn't. neither of us are, so why does she deserve to be happy?" they'd then leave.

and consider this dialogue somewhere in there:

"she isn't my mother. she didn't raise me. you can like and defend that woman all you want, but she never was and never will be my mother."

they care so much about what kaveh went through for them. they are so painfully aware of the sacrifices he made to raise them. you know how parentified oldest siblings are usually the only ones aware of the abuse and neglect, whereas the younger siblings they raised think their parent is an angel who did no wrong? it's the opposite here.

and [name] getting along better with alhaitham in their teens... you are so right. they would.

i can imagine them fighting like this in alhaitham's home, and when [name] finally gets pissed off enough that they just leave to cool down, kaveh also retreats and stays in his room for a bit. but a few minutes later, when he comes back out, alhaitham is gone.

he left after [name], because a pissed off teen out wandering alone in sumeru and possibly sumeru's wilderness is unsafe.

(i feel like [name]'s anger could translate into ambition. hmm. pyro vision [name], maybe?)

kaveh knows they get along better with alhaitham nowadays, and i think it hurts him so much. but... he also does want what is best for them, and maybe. just maybe he is not best for them anymore.

(little does he know, they cry a lot to his roommate about just... wanting their brother. but not being able to open up to him like they used to because he'll only keep making excuses for their mother. and he'll only keep hurting himself in the process. and they don't want to see him destroy himself.)

alhaitham would validate their feelings more than kaveh would. he believes they should be pissed. he's not good with tears and feelings in general, but he is rather decent when it matters. and it very much matters when it comes to kaveh's mentally and emotionally wounded younger sibling.

i think alhaitham is better for them at this point in their life. and, you know, i feel like... in a way, he could help them learn to be less destructive. because also i feel like [name] is self-destructive in their own way, too. they get pissed and push away the people they love (aka kaveh). and they're hurting themselves in the process, but it's in a less obvious way than how kaveh is hurting himself (all the overworking, constantly doing everything for everyone, etc etc).

alhaitham is so blunt and straightforward and it would be refreshing compared to the mental gymnastics kaveh does to justify what faranak has done. and honestly, the factual truth is that [name] is allowed to be angry. alhaitham knows that and he's very clear about it.

and hear me out--

[name] enrolling in the akademiya, but instead of the expected darshan (kshahrewar or something similar)... they enroll in haravatat. just a thought.

they're probably just kind of mean in general compared to their brother, and i think that comes as a surprise to a lot of people, but i mean... who can blame them?

they need to go to family therapy HELSPDKDHSKGA

#aphelion replies: moots 🌸#WORD VOMIT POST SORRY YOU GUYS BUT THE BRAIN IS BRAINING YK......

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apricusapollo · 4 months

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just watched the tbb s3 trailer and HOLY FUCKING SHIT?????

VENTRESS, REX, CAD BANE, THE BIT WITH TECH I WILL CRY, CROSSHAIR AND OMEGA NOOOOO 😭😭😭

i am sad that we didn't see cody (filoni pls just give him something istg) but VENTRESS??!?!?! i gasped so loud when she appeared like fuck yeah ventress is so interesting

VENTRESS IS SOOO!!!! IM SOO HYPED SO SEE HER IM SO FR

Don't even get me started on crosshair I almost threw up when I saw him he looks so sad EHY CANT MY BOY CATCH A BREAK IM SO FR

also I think we all should start manifesting Cody showing up randomly in s3 I NEED to see him it's a need atp it's not even a want I'll kms if I don't see him again

#crys answers asks

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selenityshiroi · 11 months

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FFXVI several hours later:

I have no idea how far I am through the plot. 3/5 xxxxxxxxxxxxxx down?

Kupka played the 'I have your wife' trope and that was my secret OTP trap card

I'm now a basic bitch who ships Clive and Jill like burning

They were 'I like them...they healthily communicate and share their trauma instead of dwelling in it and are super supportive of each other'

Now I'm like 'ahddksklkfhdksk!'

But when does the choice of fabric in that one side quest kick in and I get to Jill in a new outfit? I know what a bonus content choice is, SE

Speaking of bonus content choices...Otto or Gav scene and Jill or Tarja scene

I chose Otto for the first because he hadn't joined me before but I'm curious about the latter. With the girls I was already in 'ahdksjsgaldhdj' OTP zone so obviously I took my wife, even though I'm also curious about the Tarja scene. That is was chapter replay is for, I guess. I did see that was a thing but haven't looked at it.

As soon as Mid turned up I was like 'yeap...that sure is Cid's daughter'. I'm actually surprised Vivian isn't her mother. I thought, when Vivian first showed up, that it might have been what connected her to the crew.

If this was an older game the hideaway would become an airship in late game. But looks like the Enterprise is in a different castle. And may or may not end up an airship.

I have suspicions about the mystery plot. Based on all the FFXIII Trilogy repackaging that this game has.

Also hello Prince and his lover

Happy pride month

(SE you still have time to confirm Vanille and Fang are also lovers this pride month)

(Not that they need much confirmation)

I'm sad that Joshua is probably not making it out of this story alive. At least that is the vibe I have. But I am believing Clive and Jill both will. Her ill health was giving me concern but some of the story elements give me hope.

But trying to remain spoiler free is soo hard. I want to see people's opinions and reactions to stuff.

But I know once I take just a peek of fandom I will either see something I shouldn't or dive in too deep

So spoilerfree and ignorant of others I remain!

(Also if the multishippers aren't shipping Clive and Gav then that is discrimination against himbos. I'm already in basic bitch Clive×Jill OTP mode but I have faith in the multishippers without looking at the fandom)

I have no idea how much game still remains, either

I'm guessing at least another 20 hours based on just story stuff

Oh, and the most important plot point happened

As soon as he turned blue and leapt out to save Jill I shouted out loud 'wait...MY DOG IS FENRIR?!?'

Turns out he's technically my wife's dog

Peak married

So it didn't even matter that the UI spoiled the fenrir bit on the attribute screen before Tomes could lay down the lore. Because my FF fan ass knew on sight lol

Oh yeah...about Clive and Jill. I was on the fence about whether or not they had been banging the entire time during the 5 year timeskip. Because everyone else sure as hell believes they are and its a small hideaway...but they are still doing the whole pining/almost kiss/long stare thing. And either it's just to bait the audience or they really have been doing that the entire time.

Like...babes...please...you are, in a rare case for FF during the main game for the main protaganists...grown adults.

One last thing...I got a massive amount of satisfaction over beating the entire Titan boss thing. I didn't die, I learned the boss patterns pretty well and managed the phases pretty quickly...but during the fight's stages I kept thinking 'nooooo...stop...not another stage....no...come on...don't power back up :(((('

Like...I'm managing the battle system and I get a lot of satisfaction over beating things. But it is still the thing I have to do to experience the story. Rather than me doing it for the gameplay. So a win, really, since this isn't my choice of gameplay.

I would have probably preferred story mode but I'm invested now lol

#ffxvi #spoilers

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walkcycle · 1 year

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btw if you're thinking nooooo blank cds are soo expensive nowadays WELL there's ton of unopened stock of it for sale online i usually manage 100 blanks for about 15 dollars and it's so worth it. btw if you don't have a cd player block me

#and also explode. just btw #diary entry

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smittenskitten · 2 years

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tagged by @cytharat @fangrui thank you 💗💗

this is so hard 😅😅

10 Characters, 10 Fandoms, 10 Tags

Chu Wanning (The Husky and His White Cat Shizun) - I am amazed at just how much I love this character.

Tian (Atots) - Did my baby make bad choices regarding his health? Yes.

Porsche (KinnPorsche) - He is a baby and I miss him

Adachi (Cherry Magic) - It was like looking at myself and I cried the entire time.

Wen Kexing (Word of Honor) - He is my poor little mewow mewow

Nozue (Old Fashion Cupcake) - how do I explain! Nozue-san, you deserve everything.

General Choi Yeong (Faith) - he was a real life person however the drama was fictional. And he melted my heart everytime he called Eun Soo Imja so yeah.

Kyoko (Okitegami Kyoko no Biboroku) - My girl resets every time she goes to sleep. It was relief coated angst and I wish there were more.

Dongfang Qingcang (Cang Lan Jue) - Sometime the villain is the hero and I am so thankful that I got to see it.

Baek Nakyum (Painter of The Night) - 3 seasons of pain and suffering and it never gets easy. He deserves to be happy.

put your top 9 favourite characters!

Kwak Hyun (Hospital Ship) - this man said she can do what she wants, my feelings about who she meets is absolutely unnecessary. So yeah the male lead saying this almost 5/6 years ago in kdrama was very rare

Kurosawa (Cherry Magic) - he saw Adachi

Eun Soo (Faith)- Kudos to Eun Soo for navigating her Goreyo era time travel experience with greed and history knowledge to survive. And also cause she bagged one of the most decorated general in that era.

Bai Qian (Ten Miles of Peach Blossom) - while I do take issue with Susu, Bai Qian kicked everyone and their mother's ass. So she definitely deserves this

Dong Yi (Dong Yi) - She was real life person from history and the character in the drama was great

Kinn (KinnPorsche) - he is out, loud and proud. Anyone that questions him gets a bullet to their head. What’s not to love?

Mo Ran (The Husky and His White Cat Shizun) - Dress him up however you want, TXZ or Mo Ran. I want him for CWN.

Phupa (ATOTS) - this forest ranger said gay dudes also live in the wilderness but can they communicate? Nooooo

Zhou Zishu (Word of Honor) - He was ready to yeet himself from existence but then he met a dude.

people you want to get to know better

Last Song: Mean x Jeff Satur's new song

Currently Watching: so many dramas!

Currently Reading: SVSSS

Last series: Natsuzora. I love my daily jdramas a lot and they are so addictive!

Last movie: Alienoid

Favourite food: how do I categorize! I love food!

Favourite color: soft tones of all colors, idk how to describe it however my closet is filled with really bright colors 🤣🤣

Song stuck in my head: Over the Moon (The Eclipse OST)

Last thing you googled: Back pain exercise. ouchie

Time: 1 am

Dream trip: there is literally so many places!! But I would like a trip where I have plenty of time so I can actually see things or lazy about and do nothing instead of just whooshing through.

Last thing you read: The Husky and His White Cat Shizun

Last book you enjoyed reading: ☝️

Last book you hated reading: I rather not say

Favourite thing to cook/bake: the food!! I don't like all the cleaning after but I am an excellent cook and a better baker. I like the food I make most of the time lol

Favourite craft to do in your free time: drawing, gif making,

Most niche dislike: replying to email

Opinion on circuses: meh

Do you have any sense of direction? : Yes? At least I think I do.

content creator appreciation! list five favourite sets you’ve made and send this ask to five other content creators

I like trying new styles every now and then. I tried a new layout style recently.

This one is a fade effect, takes forever! I tried with 4x4 but my favorite ones are 3x3

This comic book overlay is another one. Maybe I will try this style again.

I am scared of color overlays, but this one turned out okay.

Ooooo this was cool effect overlay I tried.

Tagging a few people and anyone who would like to join @billlkin @moonlightchicken @vegastheerapanyakul @guzhu-furen @machikeita (feel free to ignore)

#tag game

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biolums · 1 year

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who do you think my favourite ice age character would be? Saw the other ask and thought "this is a brilliant ask for Jace" and decided to unabashedly jump on it =3 ^.^'

NOOOOO I HAD IT ALL TYPED OUT BUT I HAD TO CHECK SOMETHING AND IT DELETED IT ALL…

ok take two i guess fiddjjfdijd

SO. i think theres a few possibilities. first is roger. gives very pathetic little guy. hes bullied by his family because hes scrawny but hes wayyyyyyyyy smarter than his family. not that they like. know that. hes not a main character though soo idk if he COUNTS

second is buck. he IS a main character i would argue (part of the "herd", if you will). hes ALSO just so scrawny but hes just so fun. i feel like you would get a kick out of the whole neil "deBuck" weasel thing too. ALSO (like i mentioned in the skz post duifhsdiufshf) he literally carries around this tiny fucking pumpkin and acts like its a baby. FOR LIKE AN ENTIRE MOVIE.. he is just soooooooooo. i don't even know. insane crazy fun etc

there was a third one but im BLANKING. FUCK...... OHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

so i think you would LOVE the hyraxes. they are just like... one of my favorite things ever. the cutest creatures in the entire franchise dare i say.

ok last thing look att this gif i found while making this post the first time idfsiodfjsofijdoisfjd

#Uhm excuse me. he is TRANS. how can you ignore his tboy swag...#OIJFOISDJFIDSOFJFJ #this was so fun i love doing this because im like probably wrong but i want the answers to be interesting sijfsoidjff #if you ever find out your fav character(s) PLEASE let me know i want to psychoanalyze it :IFHODISFJOIDFJLID #ILY!!!#asks

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callmepuppysworld · 2 years

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angst fic I'm writing bc I can lol

We're it's just dipper angst where he relapse ummm idk what else to do or if I'm ever going to finish this,

no smut at all!! dipper is a minor!

Sorry for any spelling mistakes I'm running of 4 hours of sleep and 6 shots of vodka don't come for me

TW: self harm ( both in the past and present)

Swearing, being sad (?)

Idk what else Soz

' it had been going good what happened?' dipper wondered while sitting at the table in the mystery shack Mabel talking about her new idea on what jumper to make, apparently she was thinking about making one with glitter all over it so she could sparkle

"... wait what? do you know how messy that will be ?" Dipper sighed cutting Mable of

" but it's going to be beautiful! " Mable said pushing her chair on its back legs making dipper frown

" your going to fall off " dipper stated getting up and picking his full bowl of now soggy fruit loops

" what! you're not going to eat it?" Mable gasped letting the chair fall back onto all 4 chair legs

" it's soggy.. what do you want it?" Dipper said frowning again starting to walk away when he heard Mable mumble a small " of course not .."

he walked into the kitchen putting the fruit loops in the bin and washing his bowl as he finished putting the bowl away he saw uncle Stan walking into the kitchen in his white singlet and blue shorts

" hey kid, your gonna mind the store today I need to go out and Wendy is out " Stan said walking away scratching his back as he entered the living room.

Dipper groaned out loud realizing he couldn't go into the woods and look for creatures all day, he sighed walking back into the dining room looking for his sister

" Mable ! " dipper shouted after realizing his siblings was not in the dining room, He started walking up the stairs looking for his sister when he heard her scream in there room

" Mable!" he yelled running up stairs his mind running a thousand miles a second,

thinking all the worst possible things that could have happened to his sibling

when he got to there bedroom he opened the door to see her sitting in the corner of the room with the hot glue gun out and a new white sweater on the ground with glitter need it

" Mable what happened?" dipper said sitting down next to her

making her look up

" oh, I accidentally touched the hot glue and it really hurt "

Mable said pouting

dipper sighed realize he was worried for no reason

" Mable! you can't just scram bloody murder for no reason! plus we have to work at the gift shop today. your sweater can wait " dipper said standing up

" What! ....nooooo, I'm asking Stan if I can go help him! " Mable declared running down stairs before

dipper could.

He slowly started walking down stairs feeling a headache start at the front of his head.

' this is going to be long day ' dipper though as be reached the end of the stairs seeing Mable talk to Stan

" Please! Please! please! please! please"

Mable begged

" no!" Stan said running his hands though his hair

" Please! please! please! "

Mable continued to beg

" Fine! you came come with me!" Stan said frustrated walking away

" We leave in 10! " he shouted going into another room

"um, what was that?" dipper asked going down the last step

" im going with uncle Stan today! " Mable said haply skipping away

" what? no fair !" dipper insisted

" yeah it is!" Mable said sticking her tong out at dipper

" I changed my mind were going now!!" uncle Stan yelled from outside making Mable run to the front door

" see ya Dipper!!" she yelled closing the door.

dipper sighed now along again, he started walking toward the gift shop hopping today would be a quiet day.

a few minutes went by with dipper just standing at the counter fidling with the small toys soos probably put on the register,

' Were is soos?' dipper questioned to himself, he remembers Stan saying Wendy was out but he said nothing about soos.

as he put down this small spiderman figure he heard the bell ring at the door signaling a customer had just walked in

" hello welcome to the Mystery shack, how may I help you " dipper exclaimed joyfully putting on his best constmer service voice

the person that had walked in was giden , he hair was looking awfully big and his suit looked a little to tight at the ends

" well if it isn't little dipper " giden chucked

" what do you want giden ?" dipper said no longer smiling not prepared to deal with this bullshit

" well I was just seeing how my useless soon to be brother in law is going" giden said putting on a cute smile

" gross, Mable doesn't want to be with you, she doesn't even want to be your friend! let alone your wife " dipper exsplained his fist tightening

" How dare you! You have brain washed my darling!" Giden shreaked quickly walking up to dipper

" How dare you even say such a thing!! she love me! she is probably lying to you ! why would she even want to talk to a pethetic human like you! you don't even deserve to be in my goodness presents!" giden screamed grabbing dippers shirt from over the counter

( just protein he's not like 3 foot)

dipper pushed giden onto the floor his eyes fulling with tears

" Get. out. Now!" dipper yelled pointing at the door,

before giden was given a chance to move dipper started walking out from behind the counter and towards him.

making giden scrambl to get up and run out the door.

dipper had taken 5 deep breaths before he moved again, walking towards the door moving to * we are open* sighn around to show the * were closed get lost * side , once he flipped the sign he felt like he could breath again.

He slowly walked into the kitchen seeing the bowls in the sink, he quietly made his way to the sink to start washing the dishes.

first he filled the sink with warm water and dish soap watching the bubbles as they filled the sink, than put all the dishish into the sink seeing that there were more than he expected,

he pulled out the sponge and started washing the bowls and spoons.

Than he picked up a dirty pot and started scrubbing the bottom of it making sure there was nothing stuck to the bottom before putting it to the side ,

he put his hand back into the now dirty water attempting to find any more spoons that he didn't catch before, only to find something sharp at the bottom of the sink cutting his finger slightly making him gasp and pull his hand out of the water holding his how bleeding finger.

" ouch.." he mumbled under his breath looking down af the finger,

it was onmy bleeding slightly but it still hurt.

' get over yourself, it's just a tinny cut' he scolded himself

dipper put his hand back into the water, the cut stinging slightly as he picked up the knife and begin to wash it,

as he ran the sponge up and down the knife he let his brain wonder,

he remembers the first time he picked up something sharp for something than it's intened purpose,

it was a knife not to different from this one.

he remembers putting it to he wrist holding it there for a few seconds finally feeling his breath go back to normal after what felt like an enternity.

he remembers the feeling of the knife pushing down slightly..

he remembers the feeling of the knife gliding across his wrist a small line appearing ... tinny beads of blood appeared were the knife had danced across his skin,

he had been washing dishes after a fight with his mother, she had taken Mable with her to go to hef friends house,

she had told him to make his own dinner..

this wasn't an un normal thing to happen after fights ...

if that's what you could call it,

it was more like a one sided screaming match were dipper only respond with small * yes* and small *I'm sorry*

dippers mother had always gotten mad at dipper for going so quiet when he was yelled at,

she said it made him in manly, and that no real men would act like that....

dipper didn't know how long his thoughts lasted but he was staring at the dirty water.

He put the knife down going upstairs one thing in mind .

' but I'm 3 months clean ' dippers thoughts tryed to reason with him

'not that it matters, i didn't want to do it than, I want to now ' dipper thought

' don't.... you'll make Mable sad... it's an addict remember what she said' a side of dippers thought resoned

dipper had never thought about it as an addition,

he was in full control, he could stop whenever he wanted.

he just didn't want to..

sometimes he would, and when that would happen he had no problem stopping until he wanted to again

' so many people suffer with this addiction, the people that do it everyday and struggle to stop ' dipper thought as he opened his shared room door walking in slowly and closing the door behind him.

he walked straight to he dressed on his side of the room, opening the top drawer finding a pencil case.

he sat in the edge of his bed opening the pencil case finding a yellow box cutter at the top,

he slowly picked it up putting the pencil case of it the side he pulled up his sleeve putting the cutter against his arm pressing down slightly, gliding the blade across small beads coming up out of the small cut.

he continues this for a few minutes before he has about 19 ish new cuts ...

there red and bleeding and he's panting softy his heart racing with adrenaline

he breaths slow for a minute putting the box cutter away and putting the pencil case back into the draw.

he walks over to the bathroom his arm still out for the world to see,

he's not too worried about someone seeing it since he's home alone but it's still a weird feeling to walk around with fresh cuts in his arm.

he walks into the bathroom not closing the door grabbing some toilet paper And dabbing the cut trying to stop the bleeding quicker.

he signed in anoyince as it took longer than he would have like.

he was to busy trying to stop the bleeding that he didn't hear the door open or someone walk up the stairs

#self harm #sad #angst #gravity falls #fanfic #dipper pines #aromantic #asexual #ummm what else #ummmm hi #idk what this is #lol sorry

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kithtaehyung · 2 years

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Hey ryen 🤗 I took some notes while reading 3tan9 yesterday. The fic dropped at 1am my time and i had to clean my notes up a little so i would not be too embarrassed by the MESS I wrote but be warned because this is still messy😄 (did not want to get rid of my real live reaction I guess) also the last paragraph I wrote at 4am so… yeah. This is kinda long so take all the time you want with reading and replying😊

heart lifeless next to his shoes

Nooooo but also sooo well written!!!!😩

Kicking My FUCKINGGG BLANKET HEEE DOES NOT THINK IS IS HIIIIMM SHE IS SEEING. AAAAAAAHHH (okay after finishing the scene he thought it was him but not wanting her to confess? I am confused did he get it right away or was he doubting himself and just played it off?)

Your voice cracks as your stars burn out. Your universe collapses in on itself, plunging into your throat and choking you in an instant.

This is sooo fucking hurtful but so beautiful worded

But I’m really fucking into you, doll. I have been for a long time.

YOU DONT UNDERSTAND THIS HAS ME SCREAAAAMING AND GIGGELING ROLLING AROUND IN MY BED LIKE A MANIAC (even just rereading these worts now makes me giddy. I am sooo close to giggleing like a school girl. I am unwell)

Her CONFESSION AND HIS HOLD GOT TIGHTER I AM DYING THIS IS SOOO ADORABLE (also love love love that oc ignored her insecurities to reassure him💕💕😭)

Whatever you want it’s yours- I AM SOBBING MA’AM HOW DARE YOUU

Insecurities last. This is soo amazing feels like reading poetry

Ohhh my god it is nooone of them bro is none of them I thought it was namjoon for sure!! But i loooved this story. Really really amazing and i just flew through it!! I want to know what went down with kook exactly but i feel like this is a great point for your break. Bc my babies are HAPPY AAAAHHHH

Love love loved this chapter!!! not gonna lie you had me in the first half. I was anxious that this was gonna be suuuper angsty but it wasn’t it was sooo adorable and sweet and I was so happy reading this!!! The way you compared love to the deep blue sea and the moonlight and stars comparisons 🥰and ahhh it felt so poetic and made me feel the love and oh my GOD i am so happy! this was so sweet!!!

Oh my good i am so happy that this turned out so sweet although it hurt a lil bit (or a lot) for a while there.❤️‍🩹 but its okay bc it tured out good. (And even if it did not, these are your storys and you can do with them whatever you want) Also Ryen what are you talking about „long wait“ you have been keeping us fed this whole time with all your work.

Wait just remembered you spoiler out of Context what was that about? I don’t remember a green tote was that oc overnight bag? I thought she had a backpack i am confused. Was the trash when oc wanted to throw the tangerine peel away?? there was so much going on so I think i missed it. 🙈

This was such a great read!! it was a whirlwind of emotions I love it so much and thank you so much for sharing this story with us.

(Also I think there is definitely something going on or going to happen between bro and yuri)

Ooooh and I loved the „It’s been a year“ line when it has been almost been a year since 3tan dropped and this was such a meta moment 🤭

I hope you can relax during your break, enjoy your time and get some well deserved rest!!!🍀✨🍊

-🧶🍁

AHHH BABY this is incredibly special and thoughtful of you?? holy hell! i love the note taking and all the thoughts don't mind messes at aLL. let me put my response under a cut my gosh i am so excited to dive into this

the heart next to his shoes. ah, yoongi... you old, silly man.

in the kitchen, you got it right the first time: yoongi was being cheeky and making reader say it. he knew what she meant, but he didn't wanna lean into it so easily. he wanted her to say it, so when she didn't outright, he went cheeky with it as an out for her to take. it's funny but it's also sad.

"Your voice cracks as your stars burn out. Your universe collapses in on itself, plunging into your throat and choking you in an instant." yeah this one def was a punch to the gut, but i'm glad you think it's good :(((

"But I’m really fucking into you, doll. I have been for a long time."AHH I WAS KICKING AND SCREAMING AND BLANKET KICKING DURING THIS ONE TOOOO MY GOD LIKE REALLY YOONGI?? REALLY.

the confessions. all the confessions. my god i love them so damn much and his little actions and tendencies have me wanting to wrap him up and never let him go. him and reader honestly, since she was so, so strong in this chapter. the growth is honestly amazing.

"Whatever you want it’s yours-" YEAHHH IM NOT OK EITHER WHO TOLD HIM THIS WAS OK TO SAY??

"Insecurities last. This is soo amazing feels like reading poetry" thank you so much, babe! i'm touched that you think it flows like poetry ugh i love you.

"Ohhh my god it is nooone of them bro is none of them I thought it was namjoon for sure!! But i loooved this story. Really really amazing and i just flew through it!! I want to know what went down with kook exactly but i feel like this is a great point for your break. Bc my babies are HAPPY AAAAHHHH" ITS NONE OF THEMMMM i know most people thought namjoon, but to that i say: you can just imagine a joonie clone or something kdjsfhsf if you flew through the chapter then that's good for writing sake! means it read well and wasn't bumpy. good feedback. and i'm glad you think it's a good spot for a break!

"Love love loved this chapter!!! not gonna lie you had me in the first half. I was anxious that this was gonna be suuuper angsty but it wasn’t it was sooo adorable and sweet and I was so happy reading this!!! The way you compared love to the deep blue sea and the moonlight and stars comparisons 🥰and ahhh it felt so poetic and made me feel the love and oh my GOD i am so happy! this was so sweet!!!" it was still pretty angsty! but then it wasn't. it beautifully wasn't angsty afterwards - we just had to get through the muddy water first. and i'm glad you liked the deep sea and moonlight and stars! i love imagery like that bc the moon also controls the tides, so i wanted to tie those all together.

"Oh my good i am so happy that this turned out so sweet although it hurt a lil bit (or a lot) for a while there.❤️‍🩹 but its okay bc it tured out good. (And even if it did not, these are your storys and you can do with them whatever you want) Also Ryen what are you talking about „long wait“ you have been keeping us fed this whole time with all your work." AHHH thank you so much, babe. i have a no sad endings policy but that means i get too drag us through hell first LMAO and i guess you're right about the wait! i think i just meant from the last main part since that came out in august? late july? something like that.

"Wait just remembered you spoiler out of Context what was that about? I don’t remember a green tote was that oc overnight bag? I thought she had a backpack i am confused. Was the trash when oc wanted to throw the tangerine peel away?? there was so much going on so I think i missed it. 🙈" the green tote was signifying the bag reader brought tangerines in, and then the trash was from her almost throwing the tangerine (a metaphor) away.

"This was such a great read!! it was a whirlwind of emotions I love it so much and thank you so much for sharing this story with us. (Also I think there is definitely something going on or going to happen between bro and yuri)" glad it was a good read! the emotions were plenty, for sure. and you're so welcome, and thank you for reading<33 and you think something about bro and yuri, huh? even though rohan is with yuri?? oh nO

"Ooooh and I loved the „It’s been a year“ line when it has been almost been a year since 3tan dropped and this was such a meta moment 🤭" YESSSS i thought that was so fitting honestly. glad you noticed LOL

"I hope you can relax during your break, enjoy your time and get some well deserved rest!!!🍀✨🍊" thank you so much, baby. i shall have a good time during break and we will still have fun! :D this was amazing feedback and i am so so grateful. it made me happy and all the hard writing days so worth it.

#you are incredible #🧶🍁 anon #lovely people #asks:3tan #3tan9 #3tan spoilers #3tanbro #*ryenfictalk #long post #mailbox💌

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youdidsomanythingstogetmehookedtoyourworks. okay soo lemme type properly now. ehem. serious talk. jkjk. LEMME JUST SAY CHERRY WAS OMG EVERYTHING I COULD ASK FOR. THE WAY YOU DID EVERYTHING IS LIKE A PUZZLE THAT FITS SO GOOD. AND LIKE THE OC? she was so relatable esp the part where she longs to feel wanted. thats sooo me and yeah high five oc, we both choose the same seat in the cafeteria with the same dressing style, the same book choice and THE SAME LOVE WE HAVE FOR HEESEUNG. idk why but i just have this attraction to yandere (might be cuz of lonliness that ykyk i developed thses stuff. im so weird loll and so awkward) heeseung was portrayed so nicely and omg cant wait for the sequel. AND JIHOON THAT CUTIE POOKIE WOOKIE BEAR? OMG PLS LEMME HAVE HIM TOOO. ILL TAKE HIM TO PLAYGROUDS ALL THE TIME AND ICECREAM AND CUDDLES AND GUMMIE AND SWEETS AND LECTURES TO TAKE CARE OF HIS HEALTH AND ILL SKIP UNI FOR HIM AND WELL STAY AT HOME TGT WITH SUZY. jay part. (gets into real serious mood) JAY THAT MF, i knew he was up to no good. when he spit those bitter words out, dread filled my whole body. i was like "not agian nooooo oc got hurt too many times" and i shut my laptop took a walk and yeah THAT JAY. I WAS MAD AT HIM FOR THE WHOLE DAY. THAT MAN. HOW DARE HE. that feeling of getting humiliated is so familiar to me and i felt soososososooso worked up. and the body insecurites, i relate to them a lot. i have lots of stretch marks too and i learned to love myself cuz no ones does so might as well be the one for myself. THANKTOU HEESEUNG FOR TAKING OC TO UR VEDI LOVELY HOUSE AND BEATING UP HER DAD AND FOR RIPPING JAY'S FACE. AND FOR OFFERING TO TAKE CARE OF HER. I NEED A HEE TOOOOOOO I'VE GOT NO ONE. I NEED A HEE TO THROW PAPER BALLS AT ME FROM THE SEAT BEHIND ME TO ASK IF I PREFR LILIES OR ROSES OR IF I SLEEP ON MY BACK OR SIDES OR WHAT MY PLANS ARE AND I NEED HIM TO DRAG ME INTO CLOSESTSS. cherry and hyungline reaction on s/o havign ed are my fav stuff.THANKOUY THANKYOU THANKYOU FOR CREATING ALL THIS LOVELY WORKS AND I LOVE YOU SM AND YOUR WORKS TOO. omg. im so sorry for the grammer spelling anf the yapping. btw can i still be the lovely anon??? (want to be the lovely one for you since ykyk im so not lovely for anyone) - XYNIA'S LOVELY ANON

Okay first of all. Thank you for taking your time and typing this long feedback, I don't think you understand how much this means to me. I always come back and reread these sweet messages everytime I feel low, so really, thank you 🫶🫶

Also you're not weird bb, it's okay to be mentally fucked up it's not your fault🫂. Also yes, jihoon, I love him so much ajshsjshj, I understand why you want to adopt him😭. I do hope you find your own heeseung in time my love, you're not alone and there are more people like you than you think, so keep going , you're doing so well for yourself 🤍

Thank you for loving my works, it's sad that you relate to those two works specifically so sending hugs to you 🫂. and yes you can be my lovely anon, you don't need anyone else I got you bb🤍

#xyn asks #❣️my lovely anon

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interlunium-opus · 2 years

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YOU FUCKING REPLIED!!?? OHMYGOD M LITERALLY SCREAMING INSIDE RN (CAUSE IT'S FREAKING 2AM HERE NOW N M STILL WIDE AWAKE, I CAN'T BE LOUD.) I never thought that u'd actually reply (lies, m secretly wondering..) YOU EVEN FOLLOWED ME BACK OMYGOSH???? You are SOO NICEE for that. I really appreciate it!! (tho it may seem like a small thing, BUT to be followed back by u????? naur bae u can't tell me otherwise, it's a BIG DEAL!)

ANW, I can't remember if I left some feedback from your fic "BEYOND 7 MINUTES IN HEAVEN" but I can still remember how good that fic is. That was the point that I followed u cause m rlly so amazed of how u write, it was so UNIQUE, I SWEAR TO GOD (M NOT LYING WHEN I SAID THAT I LOVE YOUR VOCABULARY, I DO THINK THAT YOU HAVE A WIDE VOCABULARY THAT SOMEHOW I LEARNED FROM IT), and got addicted to your fics to the point that I asked to be tag..

so yeah, I JUST DROPPED BY BC I'M LITERALLY SO GRATEFUL AND I APPRECIATE YOU FOR REPLYING AND EVEN FOLLOWING ME BACK😭😭😭 love u bae, bye. I gotta view your feed again and see if I left something to read.. (I HOPE THO, cause m a sucker for it.)

AAAAAAAA of coursee I will replyyy!!! and please, you are the nice one for taking the time to read and then leaving feedbacks <333

AWWWWW, THANK YOUUUUU 🥺🥺🥺 that means a lot to me as I hold that fic so dear to my heart tooo HEHEH nauurrr bae plss, you're too kind. I'm happy that you think that way considering how english isn't my first language hoho I guess all those years of being a bookworm really paid off EHEHEH

Nooooo don't worry about it, the pleasure is all mine 🙆🏻‍♀️ thank you to you too bae, for reading and for dropping by with kind and uplifting words/comments here HEHEH <333

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bucky-boo-bear · 2 years

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anonymous asked:

Can I request something where y/n is peters big sis, was hanging out with him when he needed to run to an avengers meeting so she decides to tag along with him. They bump into some avenger Steve? Thor? Idc your ploy and internally freaks out and gets all flustered. Peter being the lil brother that he is thinks it's funny and to annoy her keeps teasing her and putting her in situations where she embarrassed herself in front of her crush. If you don't wanna do it I understand but I thought I'd ask. Thanks for your time!

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Hi nonnie! I am sorry this took so much time but i had accidently deleted the original ask and lost this one. Anyway, here it is.

"Why are you following me?" Peter asked.

"Why are you following me?" you repeated.

"Stop copying me" "Stop copying me"

"*huff* Did I have to run out of web fluid when you are around?"

"You wouldn't have if you hadn't wasted it on sticking my things to the ceiling."

"Seriously? I said sorry!"

"Doesn't change the fact that you did it"

"Well, Mr. Stark must be in here. Stay right here. Don't move."

You smirked and he shook his head with a smile on his face. He knew you won't listen.

After he went into whatever room that was, You decided to look around. You were looking down on your phone when you bumped into a wall.

"Son of an eaten biscuit! What the fish?" You just realised that it wasn't a wall but a man. 'Damn, this beef buff' was your instant thought. You looked up at him to find him looking down at you with raised eyebrows and an amused expression on his face. 'He's cute too'

He offered you his hand which you took and stood up. "You OK?" he asked. "Oh yeah! I feel like I fell on a stack of flowers. Of course I am NOT ok. You know, I thought I ran into a wall with how... solid you are" "Is that an insult or ...?"

You blushed, having just realised you said it out loud. Just as you were about to say something, Peter shouted your name from down the hall. "well, that's my cue. See you around".

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"PETER! NO! DON'T YOU DARE!" You shouted after him as he ran around. "Oh This is soo good. I am telling this to everyone." "NOOOOO" You whined.

"Hey guys! Guess what?" Their was a chorus a whats. "So there was this old lady in the park. She called out- everyone who wants an ice cream come here, and my sister Y/n over here went to her with several others. But returned empty handed a few minutes, so I asked what happened. Turns out, the others were that lady's family members." He said and started laughing with the others. You just stood to the side with an anamused glare when you felt a hand on your shoulder. You turned to see none other than your crush standing there. You blushed, clearly embarrassed, and looked down. He chuckled and said, "great to see i am not the only one thay bully."

You chuckled slightly at that then turned to talk with the others. All the while stealing little glances at Steve and blushing every time you would catch his eyes.

#steve x reader #avengers x reader #marvel imagine #steve imagine #steve rodgers x reader

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quennie93 · 3 years

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How they ruined Inuyasha/Yashahime pt. 2

☆Turning a badass Character like Sango in just....Miroku' Wife

☆Kagome still being Useless? She showed up to battle with Moroha with no bow and arrows... like why Kagome.

☆ Kagome still being referred as Kikyo Reincarnation

☆the Terrible Fight scenes that last what? 2 minutes max?

☆the Space Yokai... ion get it lmao They built.it up like it was so strong... and Inuyasha and Sesshomaru took it out with 2 moves....

☆Towa being OP for nooooo damn reason! Towa has no prior training yet she defeating demons left and right. Yet they made sure to show Kagome lack of training very evident.

☆Inconsistencies. More so amongst the fandom.. " Its the feudal Era. It was normal back then. Because people died early" 🥲🥲😪😪 God help me on this one...

ALSO INUYASHA: Has a bunch of old people running around in the show. Kaede seemingly being the oldest

1) It wasn't as common as you think.

2) Inuyasha is so far from accurate. There's literal demons in this show and magical swords and Weapons...

3)If its so common, then why hasn't Sango already been married off by the time she was introduced. Or why don't Kohaku have a wife yet. Or Hisui.. Or Sangos Daughters( this may be true or not. It hasn't been shown)

4) Of you do a little research like people tell me. You'll know why it wasn't common and why it happened when it did

☆Had the audacity to make an episode showing the "horror" of Tamano situations. Amd the hoard of men coming after her at 13.

The next episode revealed Rin as the Mother....I 🤦🏽‍♀️🤦🏽‍♀️ and Based on what I calculated Shes about 15/16.

☆Also Neither of Sango's daughters are demon slayers?

☆Don't get me started on the Animations cause the amount of terrible scenes is ridiculous considering they suppose to be a professional company

☆Miroku being the only one that ages...

☆REUSING OLD CHARACTER DESIGNS and PLOTS

☆Story having so many plot holes and not making any sense!

☆They didn't even Age Rin up she literally has the exact same face at 8 plus an extra Eyelash.

☆Also Rin laying there in plank formation as if she can't move her arms! She wasn't even holding her babies! Wtf! And even when sesshomaru came and Took them.... she didn't do anything just moved her head. Everyone else said something Except the mother!!

☆Inuyasha facing the tree in The promo Poster??? Why?! Rin is in there....

☆Also Rin being in the tree makes no sense. She has no link to this damn tree!

☆Jaken saying he'll take care of the twins in Rin's place

1) Jaken HATED watching Rin now he's just happy to watch her twins as well too?

2) Contradicted himself later saying He'll bring Rin through the barrier.

☆ Towa not having her human night until she was in the Feudal Era.

☆ There's no development in the characters they've been the same since Ep. 1... no new moves nothing...

☆Everyone being so damn clueless!

☆People using a chart saying Rin was 17 but also want me to believe Hisui suppose to be between 5-7 but he can barely walk. Ummm no!

☆The so-called clues and mystery and "shock" about who the mother is. It was nonexistent. O was more intrigued the theories Antis came up with! But I should've know Sunrise or whoever wasn't clever enough to do all that lmao

☆Kagome supposedly suppose to be pregnant. When Rin gave birth? B*tch where?!

☆Sango and Miroku twins... the design of one of the twins is literally just same kid head on a woman body... I just lmao ugh! I'm sorry but she look so stupid with her hair cut. Cause she look like she a grown woman that don't wanna grow up

☆Inconsistencies of Hair colors... Setsuna hair was black then brown then back to black. Towas hair turns black during the new moon... but Rins hair is Brown...

☆Once again the FUCKING RED STREAK?!! WHY!?!?! Towa didn't loose it during the new moon. So it's not demonic but it's also not from Rin. Soo whyyyyyyy?!?!!

☆Sesshomaru walking and taking the twins without a word to Rin. Pissed me off.

☆MF had the audacity to use a Sesskagu moment in the beginning of the Opening. ( Moment when Sesshomaru says " i get to decide whether she died in vain...")

☆ Inuyasha series made it adamant that for Sesshomaru to grow he he needed to be great on his own and become separate from his father.. then Yashahime comes around and Makes him almost exactly as his father....

☆Sesshomaru Denouncing his title...why

☆Sesshomaru going with Kirinmaru to fight Inuyasha and Kagome then suddenly seals them in a pearl... it makes no sense

☆Hisui not liking his father then suddenly okay with him at the end of the episode

☆Miroku being such a coward and running??

☆Zero saying she heard a rumor that Sesshomaru had half demon twins but they had just been born......

☆Hisui suppose to be pushing 5 when The twins were born but he look 2/3 and can barely walk lmao

JUST TERRIBLE. ILL Add more. When I think of it lmao

Part of me wanna keep watching cause I know they'll mess up even more

#inuyasha #sesshomaru #anti sessrin #kagura #kagura of the wind #hanyou no yashahime #antisessrin #yashahime #half demon princess yashahime #princess half demon

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Heya! I'm crow anon from your other blog, hello 👋

Due to recent dsmp streams, Philza confirmed that his character is in fact, immortal (or at least he said that he has lived for centuries, that's why he has one life). That's not the best part tho, he said that he had to see his loved ones die and outlive many of them :)

Soo, don't imagine Phil outliving his s/o. Don't imagine him cradling you in his arms as tears spill from his eyes. The blood from your wounds slowly pouring out as you look up at him with a sad smile, his tears staining your face. Don't imagine weakly reaching your hand out as you place it on his face, wiping his tears, your blood also smearing on his cheeks. You croak out, "Don't cry, my love. It's ok. It's ok.. ". Don't imagine him holding your hand saying, "This wasn't supposed to happen. You weren't supposed to die. You can't die." Don't imagine you saying, "I guess it's my time then. Thank you for everything, darling. I'm sorry for leaving you so soon, my dear. I'm so sorry..", as you slowly start to cry as well. Don't imagine him choke out, "Not you, too. Please don't go...", as he cradles your face. Don't imagine smiling at him as you say, "I love you, my sweet bird." He sobs, "I love you so much, my angel. I love you so much." Don't imagine him kissing you for the final time as your hand slowly fall from his face, the life leaving your eyes, your body going limp in his arms. Don't imagine him completely breaking down as he hugs your lifeless body. Don't imagine him crying out, not again not again not again. Don't imagine his wings curl around the two of you, him holding your body tightly against his chest, still in disbelief. Don't imagine his mind going a mile a minute, he watched another person he loved die in his arms. He's almost mad at himself for thinking this time would be different, but he doesn't regret loving you, no, he could never. Don't imagine after burying your body, his tear-stained face staring at your grave emotionlessly as a whisper of a dark thought entered his head:

You outlive them all in the end.

(i am so sorry-)

HEY DAWG WHAT THE FUCK!!!!! THIS FEELS SO BAD NOOOOO :(( he’s lost so much, everyone he’s ever known or loved has eventually been forced to leave him behind. your death is the one that does him in, the absolute limit of what he can take after centuries of the same feeling coming for him over and over again. of course he has no regrets for having loved you, but really... he has nothing, anymore. if his entire existence is going to be loss and pain in a cycle as set as the turning of the earth, then... it would be better to not feel anything at all. it would be better to never know love again than to lose it once more.

#crow anon #asks #askspam #death cw //

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