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oflgtfol · 12 days
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i was talking to my therapist last week about how i'm kinda excited but also equally apprehensive about starting grad school this fall because yes, i so so desperately needed a gap year otherwise i think i literally would have killed myself and/or had a breakdown big enough to land me in the hospital, and even beyond that i just needed to figure out a more concrete plan of what i'm going to do with my life in general -- while all of that is true, and i'm glad i took the gap year for it, i'm also apprehensive because i genuinely feel like an entirely different person than i was even at this exact point in time last year, nevermind anything earlier than that. it's only been a single year of me being out of school but my life has changed so dramatically, mostly for the better, and my whole personality has flipped on its head, it's just going to be so fucking weird going back to the same school, the same campus, potentially seeing my old friends around. augh
#sorry i was trying to find a post in my music tag in my archive and i scrolled so far back i got all the way to april 2023#where i referenced sitting in a dining hall#and its like. DINING HALL ?!?!?!#im going to be sitting in the fucking dining hall again in just like four months. UGH#brot posts#it's almost similar to the separation between high school and college. where i feel like hs me was completely different than college me#and now only a mere year later i feel like. post-undergrad me is completely different than undergrad me#although now that separation is exacerbated by how short a time it was and just HOW drastic a change it was#like . a bitch goes on antidepressants suddenly theyre a whole new person.#like im lowkey excited to see my old classmates and friends again#but i also am dreading it bc like hi. hey. i have the same name and face as the person you knew but i'm someone else now. sorry#and also just the persistent fear that i'm going to regress or at least even just /feel/ like im regressing#just by being back in that environment again?#even if i'll be on meds this time and actually going to therapy and overall having so much more support than i did in the past#so as nostalgic as i am to be on campus again it's also like. hard to separate the present from the past#like despite it all. this bathroom was still the very same place i went to have a mental breakdown weekly#this bench outdoors was the place i sat by myself to eat lunch in the blistering cold bc i couldnt eat indoors during covid 2020-2021#this bench indoors was where my friends had an intervention with me and forced me to call the on-campus mental health services#just . idk. feeling a strange mix of nostalgia and also being haunted by bad memories#oh the woes of going to grad school at the same place you got your undergrad. While mentally ill#but alas i need to save money by commuting and having instate tuition
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chronicowboy · 2 years
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we got to see everyone in 5x18 openly hate taylor apart from eddie and i think we deserve that at least so i want a scene in season 6 where ravi comes in all bubbly and excited like "guys! i found that documentary about u from a few years ago, do u want to watch it??“ and eddie just gets up and unplugs the tv
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todayisafridaynight · 7 months
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and maybe i really like Pure (1996) because toru makes me think of a timeline where sawashiro didnt go into the yakuza ok . then what.
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solasan · 8 months
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when estie and astarion get mistaken for brother n sister by some random absolute cultist for the sixth time since their last long rest:
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crassinova · 10 months
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Dumbass MJ
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bitchfitch · 11 months
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I think it's unfair for a fic to just. completely rewire your brain. That shouldn't be allowed. Illegal crimes.
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Hold the Girl is actually good, the choice of singles just wasn't the best
(No hate to Hurricanes and Phantom love them I just don't think they're exactly single material, I think Frankenstein should've been a single in the first place instead of after the album released, but either way I'm glad it is one now. I do think Your Age could've been a single? Idk)
This has been a PSA
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পাখি পাকা পেঁপে খায় পাখি পাকা পেঁপে খায় পাখি পাকা পেঁপে খায় পাখি পাকা পেঁপে খায় পাখি পাকা পেঁপে খায় পাখি পাকা পেঁপে খায় পাখি পাকা পেঁপে খায়
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যা যায়ে পড়তে বস আর কয়টা দিন পর পরীক্ষা 😒
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gemharvest · 9 months
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Tried talking to my dad earlier about the Twitter rebrand to X thing and he started defending Elon Musk abt it. 😭😭😭 GOD this is why I never talk to him about this kinda shit.
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thetimelordbatgirl · 1 year
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Tfw you ordered the Hocus Pocus spell book but it got given to Evri to deliver and now its fucking lost.
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femslashspuffy · 2 years
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So one of my trans friends keeps getting deadnamed by our acquaintance at lunch (only sits with her because she's friends with the other band kids) and they've talked to her about it and she's been a bitch so my other trans friend is buying a spray bottle to train her like a cat
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“I offer my best wishes to the Finn family” just punch me in the face, it would hurt less 
#the orville#new horizons#the orville spoilers#electric sheep#im just. i should not have watched both the new star trek and orville episodes in the same day#but in my defense i didn't expect the orville to be That dark considering it's been a comedy for the past two seasons#anyways#that was fucked up#Isaac was my favorite character up until the kaylon battle#and he continued to be my favorite character afterward altho i felt a lot more ashamed about it#fucked up fucked up fucked UP that marcus told him to die and he fucking did it#teenagers say lots of stuff they don't mean!!! you don't take their words to heart and actually kill yourself jesus fucking christ#'heart'#all the discussions of suicide were also a Lot#and caley or whatever her name is annoyed the fuck out of me#i get that that's the point of her but#ugh#loved when ed called her out and told her that she didn't have a monopoly on grief#she's still a bitch for not helping until marcus begged her to#like i get her reasons. i do. but he was also a victim!!!#he had 0 idea that the kaylon were planning what they were planning!#and he turned on his own people and now he's completely alone#his relationship with the finn family is probably my favorite part of the show#idk how they're gonna reconcile if that's the route the writers are going with#anyways im an issac sympathizer#maybe it's because there was a lot of nuance in the decisions he made and despite everything#when it came down to it he picked his chosen family turning his back on his own people#maybe it's because i wanna fuck robots#whos to say
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mizp-m-archived · 1 year
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"I want to have a baby" Kazura would say holding Dami's hands looking at her with a blush on his face.
I want a baby // Still Accepting
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A soft giggle left the maiden as she ran her thumb over kazura's knuckles. He was quite cute like that, he didn't have to blush so much...he might just make her own face red.
" Okay....but i want one to, so...will you give me two babies ?"
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possuminabathtub · 2 years
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Gender? Me? 
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spokelseskladden · 2 years
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Someone should take internet access away from me I keep downloading any gottamn custom content i come across and im losing my mind i am losing ittttt
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malewifespike · 2 years
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they really did not have to make death note this homoerotic that was certainly a choice that was made. or maybe this whole scene is more about the Jesus imagery of washing Light’s feet and like I get that but by god damn they made it sooooooooo gaaaaaaayyyy
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