"how access to mental healthcare in rural communities going?" The woman has nine hundred books on amazon, doesn't call herself a doctor on her shrink page, but Does call herself a doctor on some those books. And will let you talk to ghosts. and I'm considering putting my potential energy bomb of a mental state in her hands bc there's a 50/50 on whether or not every other option will kill me or doxx me on tiktok for existing.

Seances.

I'm having to look for a new shrink bc my last one stopped taking my insurance, and the one person who is accepting new patients, directly states they're cool with LGBT people existing, and takes my insurance. offers seances.

I'm having to look for a new shrink bc my last one stopped taking my insurance, and the one person who is accepting new patients, directly states they're cool with LGBT people existing, and takes my insurance. offers seances.

a video is taking its sweet time to upload, so here's a picture of our baby girl. Her name is Tumblr.

since I don't want three identical polls, here's how this is going to work. The three values taken from the poll will be assigned to r, g, and b, but which is which changes:

Hair: rgb, skin: gbr, eyes: brg

These words mean nothing. vote with your heart

edit: I realized the editor in er is RGB Not hsv.

I want to see if we can make something funny. Make an elden ring character with me.

I want to see if we can make something funny. Make an elden ring character with me.

body type is a boring question so I flipped a coin. We're girl.

I want to see if we can make something funny. Make an elden ring character with me.

I want to see if we can make something funny. Make an elden ring character with me.

peeg wip

eepy

Every now and then I'll see one of those fanfic writer ask games and I keep wanting to do them, but then I remember that none of yall read my fanfictions which is rude and unsupportive of y'all 😔

that's a question

I hadn’t thought about Vincent in a while but for some reason I had a dream about him and then I wake up and see you talking about him. Coincidence? Probably.

But I can tell you that he is quite disturbing to look at in “real life.” The dream was incredibly vivid and I was able to see him very clearly.

He smiled very widely at me… it was lovely and a bit horrifying. And probably the coolest dream I’ve had in a while. So thank you for creating such a neat character that my subconscious decided to latch on to lol.

lol I'm glad you like him! i hope he was a polite guest

idk man I know this is swinging a bat at a hornets nest but. the way a lot of people talk about the ladies on booktok on this website or just. like. regular ass women who live quote un quote normal lives in general and express their sexuality in their own way isn't like. cool elite queers dunking on the uneducated hets, it's just regular misogyny.

If your entire point boils down to "this woman is wasting her time on unintellectual schlock or expressed her desires in a way I find unacceptable" it's misogyny. like. I want to elaborate but there isn't an elaboration. The interests of women aren't less valuable bc they've been deemed less intellectual by the culture.

the man doesn't even know he's gay bc he's never met another man (that wasn't his grandfather)

Also. Something something. Alienation from womanhood because of his disabilities that leads him to decide his family just guessed wrong when he was born bc he doesn't have the language to describe his feelings about his gender to himself and so that's an easier justification for him to come up with than vague ideas about why he greatly prefers the social roll of a man to that of a woman.

idk. do y'all ever just suddenly Grok something about a character that makes them make total sense?

That's what just happened with Vincent rn. He's a touchy guy with very little respect for personal boundaries which for a devout catholic is weird. Except I just had the realization that before lino, he had never met someone outside of his immediate family, and had Barely interacted with them as an adult before he was alone. So of course he's touchy feely, the only human interaction he's ever had involved either violence or people it was perfectly ok to go up to and hug without asking.

idk. do y'all ever just suddenly Grok something about a character that makes them make total sense?

That's what just happened with Vincent rn. He's a touchy guy with very little respect for personal boundaries which for a devout catholic is weird. Except I just had the realization that before lino, he had never met someone outside of his immediate family, and had Barely interacted with them as an adult before he was alone. So of course he's touchy feely, the only human interaction he's ever had involved either violence or people it was perfectly ok to go up to and hug without asking.

hello former nickelodeon watchers between the ages of 30 and 20. you are now thinking of the Nickelodeon television show, Mr. Meaty.

every now and then someone in my family who like, doesn't know a whole lot about art as a career path and kinda assume gallery shows are the default way that works if you're not an animator for disney, will suggest I try to do a gallery show.

and Everytime that happens I'm struck with the vision of what that would realistically look like.

Blorbo art is not a gallery show, so I'd be doing my more sculptural beast and fish art, you know the shit I do when I'm not putting thought into anything. And bc I live in a rural part of Texas. I'm just Imagining a room full of weird fish and dedications to eels pigs and bulls as like. a concept. A not insignificant number of dolls. a lot of pink and black. and the sorta vibes of that. as the local art community walk through.

There is a museum. in a nearby town. that is dedicated to Just cowboy art, not the cool gay cowboy art that's about the plight of the working man, the cowboy art that's about glorifying the violence of the western expansion. And that is the taste profile of the local art community in that same town, there is full wall mural of that in the library. and this snobby upper mid/low upper class wine mom and polo shirt cowboy ass art community being confronted with brief moments of clarity in this room. A Guadalupe bass or some kind of catfish that they recognize as an animal from their world, and then they turn around, and it's this thing.

that is staring slack jawed and vacant eyed back at them.

that image is almost enough to make me want to trick a gallery into letting me display my critter art.