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allaboutlov3 · 15 days

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As some of you might know, I’m currently writing a little something. But I just realized that I don’t speak french. Shocking, In know. But I just wanted Regulus to say something in french and I can’t do it. And using a translator just feels…wrong? Ughhh annoying. But I really can’t start learning french just to write a few sentences in my fanfics, can I? It’s crazy. I feel crazy. Is it, tho?

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kaysdenofchaos · 6 months

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First Rise Illustration Vs. Most Recent (one year)

man./pos

#turns out learning lighting does wonders #HAHA i just realized i never showed this first one to yall did i WELL GUESS WHAT ITS A LAST RONIN AU #GET FUCKED/AFF #khaotic #rottmnt donnie #rottmnt #rottmnt au #rottmnt future leo #rottmnt future donnie #rottmnt future au #rottmnt leo

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inkskinned · 1 year

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this is sort of pathetic, but when you were younger, you were sort of puzzled by the cartoon representations of fathers: how a kid would be outside with a mitt, waiting to play catch.

it's not that your father never played catch with you, but you also didn't like when he did. something about a hard ball coming quickly towards your face doesn't seem exciting. not that you'd ever say you don't trust him. you trust him, right?

it's not like he never tried to teach you anything. or never tried to parent. on rare days, a strange person would walk in your father's skin. bright, happy, magnificent. this version of your father was so cheerful and charismatic that you would do anything to keep him. and this is the version of your father that would laugh and gently coax you try again. this is the version of your father that would break down the small elements of a problem and point them out so you have an easier time with them.

as a kid, those days happened more often. but somewhere around 11, you started being too much of a person, and he was often cross about it. when he'd try to sit you down to learn something, you spent the whole time with your shoulders around your ears, nervous, uncertain. terrified because you didn't immediately understand how to navigate something. worried you will run out of his goodwill and then you will have the Other Father back, and you will have ruined a good day for your entire family. something about you being visibly afraid - it just made him angry. he would accuse you of not wanting to learn and storm away.

on tv, it's not like there's a lot of versions of men-who-are-mostly-fathers. they can be good dads, but usually their stories are not told in the household. so it's normal that your father is there, but he's never around. you know he was in the house, somewhere, it's just not that you guys ever... "hung out". he just seemed to get kind of bored of you, annoyed you weren't made in his perfect image. frustrated with how much energy it took to raise a kid. over time, you kind of adopt a bittersweet band around your throat - he knows nothing about me. he says at least i never abandoned my family.

and it's technically - technically - true. he was there for you. sometimes he even made an effort and made it to the big moments; the graduations and the dance recitals. he grins and tells everyone that he taught you. it almost erases the days in between, where he complains because you need a ride to school. the weeks that go by where he doesn't actually ever speak to you. the times you say i am struggling and he says figure it out on your own. i can't help you.

and that's fine! that's all fine. you can call him if you are having a problem with your car. or if you need a ride to the hospital. he loves playing hero, he just doesn't like the actual work that comes with being a father. and you've kind of made your peace with that; because you had to, because you don't want to live your life like he does; the whole world at a managed distance, a little rotating and controlled orb he can witness and take credit for but never truly love.

as an adult, you are rewatching some dumb cartoon - and again, the child standing in the rain, with a mitt, waiting for their father to come play catch. as an adult, there's this strange creeping dread - this little thing? this little thing, and their dad can't even show up for that? oh god, holyshit, it's not about the mitt, is it. oh god, holyshit, your father spent most of your life leaving you hanging.

#spilled ink #writeblr #:) lol . anybody notice how i write about dads in second person exclusively #me: haha silly cartoon #also me: ): this child is not getting what they need #also btw this is about a father but it might apply to any parent or caregiver #there's a really weird space of like #''this person was technically around me but either ignored me or was actively harmful to me''#and like u learn this very strange ritual of like... this person is my parent/caregiver on a technicality #that you almost spend all ur time with them like... tiptoeing and acting as THEIR parent so u don't upset them.#like you're 17 and ur mom is suddenly hit by a wave of wanting to talk to you so she's like :) lets make breakfast together :) and ur like #uhhhhhh okay?? bc you feel like this is absolutely going to go wrong and is why u usually make breakfast alone #and she starts being like: THIS is called a TEASPOON ... & u know all this stuff but you also know to just be very quiet #bc if you say like ''mom ive been making this breakfast every day since i was 13'' she would FREAK OUT and be like #DONT ACT LIKE I NEVER DO ANYTHING FOR YOU DONT ACT LIKE I DONT CARE ABOUT YOU. FUCKING DISRESPECTFUL .#so u have to smile like ur a preschool teacher and be like. OH COOL! i didn't know A CUP existed! tell me MORE! :)

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bleuteal · 5 months

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I found this on my phone

#team fortress 2 #tf2 #sniper tf2 #spy tf2 #sniperspy #bloody suit #I drew this thing last year during midnight when I was sleep deprived af or something #my sleep deprived ass wanted to learn how to draw kissing and these two were my victims lol #I guess I never posted this bc I wasn’t happy with how many times I had to make modifications to it but rn I don’t really care anymore haha

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gummi-ships · 10 months

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#kingdom hearts #kh1 #darkside #heartless #my gif #i remember fighting this thing for the first time as a little kid #you receive a weapon and only learn very basic combat against small heartless then suddenly this appears #i had never seen an enemy this big before in a video game and thought it would be an impossible fight but it felt so cool to defeat it #my memory is very poor but i'll never forget this experience because everything feels so grand when you're a child haha

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starflungwaddledee · 7 months

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wait, since kirby has been manipulated mentored by galacta to be more cold- hearted, how does he react to affection in this state? (hugs, sharing, etc.)

cw for abusive manipulation tactics. like.. mind games. just in case. this response is a little dark just by merit of it being about psychological manipulation through lying, so take care.

kirby is as affectionate and loving as ever! he actually adores galacta knight, who stole the existing trust and familial affection kirby already felt for meta knight when they switched places.

there's a line in the another dimension fight comic, where galacta knight says "he's my family now, as he could have been yours.", and he means this truly. where meta knight was always a little stoic and guarded with his feelings, galacta knight is quick and easy with affection when it suits him, and reaps the rewards instantly

but what he does is targeted. if he were going after someone else (like bandee or dedede) he'd use a different tactic. kindness only works this well because kirby is so isolated and lonely, and craves it so desperately

this is super important i think; his core traits are the same as always. kirby is a good little guy!

he wants to be a hero. he wants to have friends and have a fun time and keep the people he loves safe. he wants to be good and to do the right thing with all his heart, it's just that what is "good" and "the right thing" is being purposefully warped around him

maybe it's good to act pre-emptively to prevent a war with the nation in the clouds, especially when they acted aggressively first.

maybe it's good to seek out and squash any trace of dark matter before it can infect anyone else, even if it's currently harmless.

maybe it's good to put that clearly possessed person out of their misery on sight, so they don't have to suffer anymore, because you couldn't save them anyway, right?

for bandee, who becomes aware this is happening, it's heart-breaking to watch. but he can't confide in kirby, because galacta knight's claws are too deep in him. also he will not put the pressure on kirby to keep a secret that could get them all killed

all he can do is try to be there to keep kirby safe, and hope he can reverse the wish before kirby crosses a threshold of misery or ruthlessness they cannot get him back from

#haha sorry this timeline just really sucks for everybody!!#did you think we could only make bandee and meta knight sad; sike!! we can put *kirby* in the meat grinder too.#but it's okay because bandee is here and bandee loves him truly and deeply and will always be there for him and never give up on him!!!#bandee will fix the entire broken timeline just so that kirby can smile again!!!#once galacta knight learns he can make meta knight suffer by turning bandee into a sad lil smear of tangerine paste though...#he does of course come straight for their friendship with the force of a thousand suns.#asks #awtdy au #my art #cw angst

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solargeist · 23 hours

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i somehow still don't undersatnd how ao3 works bc i just learned what rpf is

#clicked out saur fast ADGHJDAJGK #wym youre shipping the real guys #i scratch my head at irl shippers bc how is that more entertaining to u than their lore ? yknow ?#i have fallen into a rabbit hole in horror #i always just ignored the phrase rpf bc i never googled the meaning HAHA #i witnessed things against my will and screamed. my nose is running #i dont even know how to work tags. i can only look up tags if i click them from a fic itself #do i want to look in a ship tag ? well i'll have to go in my history and find the tag !!!!#i refuse to learn how to use it.#actually i didnt even fall into the horror from ao3 directly i was in a tumblr tag and it just. RABBIT HOLE #a spider crawled over my foot while i wrote this its a sign #there was a centipede in my house earlier it was so big and scary i gagged

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kangals · 3 months

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omg it took a week of puppy shenanigans but stellina finally gave kepler his first actual correction, thank god. it was incredibly deserved (she was sleeping, he ran up and jumped on her) and also incredibly gentle (she just gave him a stern bark and kind of chased him for 2 feet) but i hope this means she's getting enough confidence to start enforcing some boundaries. it would make my life sooo much easier. PROUD OF MY GENTLE DAUGHTER.

#kep was like 'ummmm haha whats wrong it was just a prank bro dw'#god he could be a bit of a jerk sometimes but i do kind of miss having boone around to be Puppy Police #bc he gave very (overly) stern corrections so stellina quickly learned to never push his buttons #like im sure she would have been just as bitey as kep if boone had allowed it #anyway stellina im proud of u bb girl u tell that puppy to get bent

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shadelorde · 3 days

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Why do so many people unironically think the Fire Nation is the misogyny-less “girlboss” nation. What the fuck.

#avatar the last airbender #the fire nation #‘haha Zuko learns about misogyny’ he spent thirteen years around his dad I can guarantee you he knows what that is #like. the fucking weirdness of exalting the genocidal colonizer nation above all else aside #it’s just textually untrue?#Ozai kidnapped Ursa.#even if we don’t take the search as canon he still clearly has and wields power over Ursa #Azula becoming fire lord doesn’t mean Ozai is a guy supportive of girlbosses it just means he hates his son’s guts #and the title of fire lord he gave Azula was empty. it literally didn’t mean anything. like he pronounced himself Ruler of the World #and declared there would be no more nations it would just burn under him #like Zuko is not some enlightened feminist #like sure maybe we could argue that the fire nation in LoK is a lot better but also the Fire Nation is like…never talked about in LoK #and there’s something incredibly gross about all these headcanons about Enlightened Feminist Zuko (Fire nation)#showing the Evil Reductive Misogynists (water tribe) the light #like you realize how weird that is right #right.

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metaphorical-goblin · 5 months

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I love Trucy so much but I’m just thinking about her and Phoenix’s first couple of months living together

Trucy moves so silently (“she’s like… the twins from that scary movie”), so Phoenix either has his eye on her constantly so she won’t get into trouble (or hurt herself) or

“Hello Daddy.”

SHIT— has to restraint himself from flinging what he’s holding into the nearest wall, “o-oh! Hey Trucy!”

Staring at him with her All Seeing Eyes, “do you want to see something cool.”

Oh— oh god please don’t let it be a body. Do we have mice? Did she catch a mouse??? “Oh, yeah, sure thing kiddo.”

Tenderly takes him by the hand and pulls him into her room, “I organized all my socks by color.”

“…oh. Wow. Cool!”

“I also organized all my construction paper by color but that seemed less important at the time”

“Uh-…huh”

AND AN ASIDE I THINK ITS VERY IMPORTANT that Phoenix takes EVERYTHING IN STRIDE, like yessss king, water off a ducks back, this is your child now

#it’s different from Pearl I think #Pearl had to learn how to trust him as someone who never had a father figure in her life #but got to know him through Maya first #and always had at least One Layer of family between them #until she considered him to be family anyway #Trucy didn’t really get that buffer #and she also has the whole thing of like #‘oh my dad’s job is literally to disappear but he always comes back so o’#and I wonder if that was ever…confusing for her #or not confusing but #I don’t know #but anyway. how can this girl who already lost her father make *sure* that she does *absolutely everything right*#so she doesn’t lose this one here #haha! light comedy post!#ace attorney #phoenix wright #trucy wright #phoenix and trucy #AND WHEN #I ASK YOU WHEN #WHEN DID PHOENIX STOP SEEING TRUCY AS A CHILD THAT NEEDED HIS HELP #NEEDED HIS LOVE AND CARE #AND START GENUINELY SEEING HER AS HIS DAUGHTER #WHEN DID SHE CHANGE FROM CALLING HIM ‘DAD’ TO MEANING IT #okay i’m done now

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yankasmiles · 1 year

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happy yamatsuki day!

#yamatsuki #let's not talk about my penmanship #or how I dont know how to paint metallic textures because i have never practiced before this LOL #really into low light + flash film photography rn... wanna learn how to paint lighting like that #ANYWAYYYY i missed yamaguchi's birthday :( and tsukkiyama day :( this year #october and november have been so unkind to me haha :-)#december sucks ass too and i actually drew this and am posting this from an old af laptop because my computer has problems! again!!#but enough about me. you know what we're here for #yamatsuki and the fact that it's better than tsukkiyama #my art

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sysig · 7 months

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Hiya :) I've been getting into DSMP animatics, and I love seeing the different interpretations of the character designs even though I only have a vague sense of the lore so far. It's all got cool vibes!! Can I request a drawing of Ranboo or Wilbur, or maybe even both? I'm not sure if they actually ever interact in the story or not, but I'd say interpret the prompt however you want and have fun??

Day 19 - Stuck inside

#My art #Requestober #DSMP #Ranboo #Yeah I don't think I've seen any instances of Wilbur and Ranboo meeting either :0 #Well they did meet when Ghostbur came into town after the whole thing with Techno and Phil was still under house arrest #But I don't think they had any particularly hard-hitting moments just pleasant greetings haha #Which is a shame! Then again everything is a missed opportunity with what Ghostbur didn't get to do huh haha #I never really got into Alivebur so I opted for Ranboo for this one :)#See! He and Ghostbur would've both had to hide from the rain! Lore-wise anyhow haha #In this case I was thinking of Ranboo going to visit Michael and then it starts raining #Although it would only snow where Michael is wouldn't it? Ahhh just don't sweat the details too much lol #I don't think I ever saw Tubbo's house either - and Ranboo kinda moved in with Techno too didn't he?#At least at one point he was next door I think - man it's been a while since I brushed up on my half-learned lore lol #Point is! Rain outside Ranboo inside!#Hopefully someone will come to visit him soon :) Or it'll stop raining so he can go run around some more haha #Also the kinda ghosting effect on the glass was not intentional! :0 I actually didn't notice until now haha #I think I like it though :D

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yakny · 1 month

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"NUNCA APRENDES, PLATITA."

#[TRANSLATION: You never learn‚ Silver]#platita. yep. that's his nickname. it's very cute :')#it means ''silver'' but in a very ''tiny piece of silver'' kind of way. exist as a word the way words ending with ''ito'' or ''ita'' do #EXAMPLES: [carro(car) & carrito(small car)]|[oso(bear) & osito(small bear)]|[perro (dog) & perrito (small dog)]#colored doodles #sonic #YOUR WORLD OF YESTERDAY #silver the hedgehog #silver's father #sigh. this was going to be part of the answer for the ask asking ''what is your world of yesterday about''... alas. it's here instead :/#''Pops''... I ACTUALLY don't know what he would look like if im being honest. im imagining someone very tall and warm🤔#ORIGINALLY the knight owl was going to be his adopted parent but decided against it cause it would've ruined this whole thing she's got #with the time crow. so i'm now back in the drawing board. i do know i want his biological mother to be an arctic fox. so there's that :}#[also: gotta add that the owl still watches over him. she works for Pops. she's more like an auntie who has a very mean girlfriend haha]#anyways expect a kind father who become increasingly jaded and as silver grows up he recontextualizes his childhood and the reason #his father even took him in. ''none and i mean none of what you tell me will ever come to pacify my doubts and fears again.'' OOF.

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fly-the-pattern · 2 months

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#memes #meme #throwback #lol #funny #lol memes #funny meme haha #funny memes #millenials #gen y #gen z culture #gen z #learn from my mistakes #learn from the past #low rise jeans #jeans #2000s #never again

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beepboopappreciation · 2 months

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Seems that a handful of you were interested in seeing my old Dalek art, so I bring you this piece I made back in the ancient year of 2019!

#Clay Art #doctor who #Daleks #Clay Posts #story time to those who read tags!! (ily)#yeah so idk how many of you know this but. before i was yer average robot enjoyer #i actually exclusively hyperfixated on Daleks from doctor who. back then i was just getting into drawing so i learned how to draw them!#never felt the need to learn how to draw people so i just kept practicing my dalek drawing skills #so practically all of my old art after a certain point is just daleks daleks and more daleks haha!!#at least now i can draw other robotic looking things.... jury is still out on people tho. do stick figures count?#dalek art #dalek fanart #dw daleks #dr who #dr who art #doctor who art #daleks doctor who #doctor who daleks #digital art

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nayruwu · 4 months

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cat16 couldve been avoided if guren learned how to communicate and learned how to use both of his hands (WHY CANT I BE THE ONE TO HOLD SHINYA AND MAHIRUS HAND)

very interesting point! he does have two hands!!

on a serious note though, i think not being able to make a choice was kinda what doomed him. he could have chosen mahiru and become a demon like her so they could to to hell together. he could have chosen his friends and just not chased after mahiru, waiting out the end of the world with all of them alive and by his side. but he didn't, and in the end he lost them all.

which is very odd to me, because he was told that you can't have everything, that you have to abandon one thing to get another, so many times. by noya. by shinya. by mahiru. but he never learned.

(and since we still don't really know what exactly he's trying to achieve, who's to say he's not still trying to have everything?)

#sure hope he learned his lesson because otherwise that would be horrible writing #but it's actually confusing how many people try to get this into his head and yet he never really acknowledges it #my little dum dum....#sorry for talking realrap in a funny ask but i've been wanting to say this #regarding your other point #the gureshin form of miscommunication is just not communicating about anything at all ever because it may or may not literally kill shinya #haha #owari no seraph #seraph of the end #guren ichinose #shinya hiiragi #mahiru hiiragi #the sillies

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