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starry-blue-echoes · 1 year

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so I just made a vague post about the ending of Stone Ocean and my Pain but

fuck because just

for almost the entire last three episodes I was able to handle it

It hurt. It hurt, but I was able to handle it. When Pucci was chasing them, when Anasui was donuted, when Jotaro died in the way he did in Diamond, the way Tohth had predicted all the way back in Stardust, when Hermes died, when Jolyne sacrificed herself to Emporio could escape-

It hurt, but it was in a strange way expected and on par with Jojo’s

But as Emporio ran through the halls of the Green Dolphin, sobbing and screaming and yet no matter how desperately he ran he could never outrun the priest chasing him..... it began to hurt more.

When he used Weather Report’s disk, which I had honestly forgotten about, the hurt was pushed back slightly by vindictive glee. Pucci would be destroyed thanks to his own power and because of the son of a woman he’d killed years ago. I wasn’t sure what would happen afterward, but I was happy that Pucci at least wouldn’t be able to hurt Emporio anymore and while they wouldn’t remember, the others were alive now

.......but then the universe reset a second time, and Emporio was back by the same bus stop where they’d begun the start of the final batch of episodes

I didn’t know where it would go. When the bus pulled up to the station, I didn’t think much of it

But then Ermes voice came from it.

And with a sinking, terrified dread I realized what was happening. I hoped it wasn’t true, prayed this boy wouldn’t have to experience this.....

But Ermes stepped off the bus. Anasui was by a car. Jolyne was sitting in the back. Every one with little details, with slight changes to their names, but still undoubtedly them and they were safe

And Emporio didn’t say a word. How could he? His first friends, his family, all who were dead were standing before him. And they didn’t know who he was.

But then Irene, Jolyne, his sweet, kind, caring sister in all but blood, offered him a ride and gave him her jacket.

She had no way of knowing what this gesture meant to him. She had no reason to. After all, all she knew was that this small, quiet child was standing alone without any guardians at a bus stop far away from the city in the pouring rain.

But to Emporio? To us as the audience??? We’ve seen nearly everything up to this point, saw how these two had saved each other’s lives countless times. The months upon months where the two bonded, laughed, interacted with each other and depended on each other. We knew the woman he called his older sister, and saw exactly how much those two loved each other

And despite not knowing him, she still showed him that same kindness

And at that moment I broke down sobbing with a smile on my face and laughs interrupting my cries

She still loved him. There was still hope. She didn’t remember him but she loved him

And when Roundabout started playing? Yeah I just started crying harder

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queerofdenial · 2 years

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goodbye

#hannah einbinder #jean smart #hacks hbo #emmy’s 2022 #jeanie and han brainrot #never going to recover from this

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theaceofarrows · 2 years

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Me, a grown adult screaming, crying, cursing, and wailing in despair loud enough to wake up my neighbors, over a fictional bird from a TV show meant for ages seven to eleven? Yes. And I will unashamedly be doing it on repeat for the foreseeable future

#the owl house #thanks to them #toh spoilers #toh flapjack #screaming crying sobbing #never going to recover from this

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bonnibuckets · 29 days

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i failed my exam so hard 😀🔫 im gonna scream, i studied and that shit still wasn’t enough i feel like im a fucking failure and im gonna fail college and all my dreams abt saving the little orphans is going to dwindle down the drain UGGGGGHHHHRRRRAAAAAHHHHH

#🪻thoughts #tw vent #im gonna cry #never going to recover from this #what the fuck #what if i kms

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pr-1-m · 7 months

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Brisbane ghesties you guys were fucking AWESOME

I am at a loss for words at how many people were at the final show yesterday (7th of October), THANK YOU TO WHOEVER HUGGED ME AND CRIED WITH ME AND THANK YOU TO THE GIRL WHO LET ME CHARGE MY PHONE WITH HER PORTABLE CHARGER I LOVE YOU SO MUCH 😭

AND TO THE PERSON WITH THE BLUE HAIR THAT WAS GOING HOME TO CHRISTCHURCH THAT CAME UP TO ME I LOVE YOU- YOUR SO COOL PLEASE B MY FRIEND 😭🫶

Anyways

WE LOVE YOU PAPA COPIA WE HOPE YOU LIVE A LONG AND HAPPY RETIREMENT 🤞🫶‼️

AND THANK YOU TO TOBIAS FORGE WHIS HUST TOBIAS FORGE

- prim

#NEVER GOING TO RECOVER FROM THIS #ghost bc #ghost the band #popia copia #copia my beloved #tobias forge #twinkletoes fridge #the end of ghost the band #still upset

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piecesofchess · 1 year

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My boyfriend, watching me draw Deacon: Are you drawing Lord Farquad?

#💀#never going to recover from this

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mygirljunhee · 2 years

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@alexanderfuckingwept this is quite literally the meanest thing you’ve ever said to me and I’m going to need an apology

#never going to recover from this #Catiny #hanya

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stay-neurotic · 1 year

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lestat going "bad daddy" has put me in my fucking grave

#iwtv #i'm #never going to recover from this #i want to kiss the script writers on the mouth

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4lonso · 5 months

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having a category five autism moment right now

#just watched star beast.#never going to recover from this #maddi rambles

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iluvthatlavenderblonde · 5 months

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#never going to recover from this #Yas

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astrhae · 9 months

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"I'm very good at forgiveness. It's one of my favorite things."

#michael sheen had absolutely NO RIGHT to go that hard #and break me like this #it's all the emotions aziraphale goes through #like he's not even done processing the kiss #it's the anger and the love and the confusion and the disappointment and the heartbreak #and also the guilt at the end #and him covering it all up #i'm really really never going to recover from this #good omens #good omens 2 #good omens spoilers #good omens 2 spoilers #goodomensedit #my edits #ineffable husbands

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hannibal-is-my-comfort-show · 7 months

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Cause of death? This post right here:

#im not crying you are #*wails*#😭😭😭#will never recover from this #if we dont get a season 4 im going to scream #hannibal #nbc hannibal #hannibal nbc #netflix #hannibal netflix #will graham #hannibal lecter #hannigram #murder husbands #renew hannibal #revive hannibal

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chalkrub · 1 year

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do you think it’s a friendly wolf

#my art #werewolf #anthro #furry #wolf #oc #els #illustration #the answer is NO but we should also remember looks can be deceiving #guys i accidentally started buying pokemon cards again. i'm never going to financially recover from this #but have you seen the crown zenith subset with full art cards of underappreciated pokemon....did you see....I NEED it #i haven't brought ANY cards since early sun/moon and even then it was just a little collector's box because i wanted the arceus pin/promo #please god forgive me for spending money on pokemon cards again PLEASE #i'm your weakest soldier anud i require your strongest card pulls so i can get simisear vstar thank you amen #and also bibarel thievul lumineon and miltank thank you amen #GRAAAAAGAGHHH WHY DID I SPEND SO MUCH MONEY ON PIECES OF CARD I'M NOT RIGHT IN THE HEAD!!!!#monster art

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obiusperson · 2 years

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New Existential Horror Just Dropped!

ok so I was thinking about the nature of choice and how we could always vaguely predict what someone will do and if that's really a choice. But then I though, if that's not a choice, what would something with the ability to chose even look like?

It seems obvious, but when you get to the specifics it kinda falls apart. This is because if choice is choice is supposed to make an outcome that cannot be predicted with the best algorithms, we don't know how that would act.

Now you might be saying: well of course we know what choice looks like, fiction is full of people making their own choices. I would agree, but the thing is that those characters do that narrative breaking because of their character, therefor it could always be predicted what they would do.

And that's scary because that would mean not only do we not have "true free will", we don't even know what true, honest to god free will would look like.

If you were traumatized by this, remember, this was done by a teenager. Please remember this whenever you think about how kids are stupid and need to be protected from everything objectionable.

#entirely eldritch #eldrich horror #very horrifying #never going to recover from this

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glitteryfoxsoul · 2 years

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It's not going to change unless you change it.

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bklily · 7 months

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if he so angy why he so cute. angry little guy

#im never going to emotinally recover from this #miraculous ladybug #ml spoilers #adrien agreste #ml paris special #ml paris special spoilers

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