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It's my day but I give you a wish | jung jaehyun SINOPSE: Na qual Jaehyun, no seu aniversário, dá a oportunidade da namorada pedir um desejo, já quase ele não queria nenhuma prenda, apenas passar seu aniversário com ela mais que satisfeita.

[oneshot! jaehyun (nct) b-day! hot/smut ; jaehyun + female oc (+ caixinha surpresa) ; só segue o surto fml, eu não sei o que me deu]

AVISOS: sixsome! com caixinha surpresa. com isso, esta oneshot contém: gangbang (jaehyun é o namorado dela como dá para ver e ele é bem ciumento) ; male!dom (talvez um pouco hard) ; fem!sub ; blowjob & handjob ; oral fem ; pussy eating ; fingering ; humilhation "putinha" mas também com apelidos "princesa" "bebé" "gatinha" "amor" ; sexo sem proteção (se protejam!) ; wooyoung tem um piercing especial ; dupla penetração ; vaginal & analsex ; multiple orgasms ; cum ; cum eating ; pussy eat ; tapinhas e puxões ; age play ; tem uns daddy e senpai no meio ; nasofilia (fetiche por nariz) ; creampie ; três deles são fumantes ; tem um sextape ali no meio ; Jaehyun é bem ciumento na partilha, e nota-se ao longo da fific ; (talvez) tenha uma pequena rivalidade e humilhação ao irmão do wooyoung ; não lembro se tem mais algo, qualquer coisa eu acrescento

CAPÍTULO ÚNICO — MAKE A WISH (PT-BR)

Jaehyun se encontrava sentado em seu sofá, distraído vendo um filme qualquer que passava no canal que ele tinha colocado por não estar dando nenhum de futebol que lhe interessasse, mas sempre vendo quanto estava o placar nas pausas que o filme dava, voltando para o filme depois que a pausa terminava. Foi assim que ele passou a sua tarde. Estava de férias e terminariam justo depois do seu aniversário, então lhe calhou bem ter tirado as férias, mas mal sabem que foi a sua namorada que implorou para tal, pois Jaehyun apenas iria tirar folga já que ela continha folga às terças feiras, esse dia da semana que batia exatamente o seu aniversário.

Ele não gostava que ela gastasse dinheiro consigo e sabia muito bem que a qualquer momento ela iria tocar à campainha desesperada para que ele lhe abrisse a porta, possivelmente com um monte de sacos, e bem, foi o que aconteceu, mas era praticamente só comidinhas, arrumando tudo sem deixar que o Jung visse por conter seu bolo lá, e então ele continuou a ver o filme, ouvindo a namorada falando sozinha, praticamente escutando todas suas ideias de presentes para ele, o que o fez revirar os olhos.

— Amor, eu já falei que eu não preciso de presentes! — Ele disse e ela acabou dando um gritinho.

— Você me escutou? Eu juro que ainda não dei em doida! Ainda.

— Escutei sim. E já te falei, não preciso de presentes.

— Como não? Você sempre me dá! Você me deu um álbum dos meus meninos, tipo, o mais recente! Eu necessito te dar algo desse nível também, Jae! Você me mima demais, eu quero te mimar também!

— Eu gosto de te ver feliz, gosto de te mimar e se pudesse eu compraria tudo o que você gostava de ter, mas uma coisinha de cada vez. Além de que, assim tenho prendas para vocês para os próximos cinquenta anos.

— Eu queria ter prenda para você para os próximos cinquenta anos também! Sério, Jae! Eu preciso te comprar algo! — Jaehyun pausou o filme sem nem se importar se estava dando naquele momento, pois também acabaria o filme de qualquer maneira pois até que estava interessante. Se levantou e foi até à cozinha, abraçando a namorada assim que ela fechou o frigorífico, fazendo-a dar um pulinho. — Ai, Jae! Não me assusta assim! E não é para abrir o frigorífico, se quiser alguma coisa eu pego, não quero que veja o bolo. Surpresa.

— É de chocolate, pelo menos!

— Sim, mas você não pode ver. — Ele assentiu e deu beijinhos nos ombros dela, e por fim na sua nuca.

— Olha, amor, eu não quero te ver estressada só porque não sabe o que me dar. Eu já tenho você, é o melhor presente, além de que, como você sabe, eu preciso te ver feliz, satisfeita, nem que seja o meu dia.

— Mas é o seu dia, Jae! Você que tem que ser mimado.

— Mas eu quero te mimar na mesma. Além de que, é dia dos namorados, eu tenho um presente para você.

— De dia dos namorados eu também tenho, mas de seu aniversário eu não tenho! Espero não ter entrado no quarto de hóspedes se não estragou toda a surpresa.

— Na verdade nem entrei, a sorte. — Ele riu fraco. — Mas olha, vamos fazer assim, esquece o presente e eu deixo você fazer o que bem te apetecer.

— Nem pense, é seu dia!

— Então, é o meu dia, mas eu quero te dar um desejo.

— Jaehyun! É seu dia! Para com isso! Você que vai ser mimado!

— Não quer aproveitar do desejo! Eu juro que não me meto em nada por mais ciumento que eu seja.

— Você só pode estar brincando comigo. — Ele insistiu em dizer que não estava brincando, e então a garota disse que ia pensar, mas isso apenas para acabar com a insistência dele, pois ela não queria se aproveitar justo no seu aniversário dele, mas esse desejo ficou na sua mente. Jaehyun era alguém muito ciumento, e com certeza só pioraria ao ser seu aniversário, ela não o queria deixar mal, pois também era dia dos namorados, Jaehyun estava sendo muito generoso, mas isso não a convenceu.

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Jaehyun acordou mais cedo e preparou todo o pequeno almoço que tinha planeado e ainda pegou o seu presente de dia dos namorados que tinha comprado, voltando ao quarto e vendo que sua namorada já tinha acordado, e notou algo, ela estava completamente atordoada. Ele achou estranho, mas pensou que possivelmente ela tenha tido um pesadelo, já que antes ele notou que ela estava incrivelmente suada.

— Você está bem, amor?

— Sim, sim. Bom dia, amor. — Ela se ajeitou, sentando na cama e recebendo o pequeno almoço e dando um beijinho nos lábios dela, e ainda lhe dando o seu presente de dia dos namorados.

— Pera, falta o meu! — Ela pediu-lhe para segurar a bandeja com o pequeno almoço e correu até ao quarto de hóspedes, pegando o ursão gigante de peluche que tinha comprado para Jaehyun e o levou até ao quarto.

— Olha seu novo amiguinho! — Ela disse, animada, deixando o Jung completamente chocado com o tamanho enorme do urso de peluche, quase maior que ela. Pegou-o, deixando-o em cima da cama e pegando a garotinha no colo abraçando forte. — E também, feliz aniversário novamente por mais que eu tenha te dado à meia noite. — Jaehyun riu, recebendo vários beijinhos dela.

— Espero que só seja esse ursão que me deu, pois se você me der algo de aniversário eu vou ficar amuado com você, já te disse, não quero nada, e ainda disse que embora seja o meu dia, eu te dou um desejo.

— Eu fiquei pensando nisso... Não me convenceu, porém... — Ela comprimiu os lábios, lembrando-se do porque acordou daquele jeito, e por mais vergonha que estivesse para contar, decidiu soltar. — Eu sonhei que tinha quatro homens, contando com você, me fodendo. — Jaehyun arregalou os olhos, chocado com o que tinha ouvido. Jurava que a namorada tinha tido um pesadelo, mas afinal ela sonhou que estava sendo fodida por quatro homens, incluindo o namorado.

— E você sabe quem eram os homens?

— Eram caras aleatórios, não lembro do rosto deles, só mesmo do seu. Você foi o especial, também, né...

— Hm... Por isso que acordou naquele jeito. — Assentiu com a cabeça. — E você gostava de ter esse desejo? — Ela olhou-o, comprimindo mais uma vez os lábios.

— Foi só um sonho, acho que você não ia gostar e não quero estragar seu dia.

— Eu sei que sou ciumento, mas acha mesmo que isso estragaria o meu dia? Vai ser um desafio te partilhar, mas é isso que eu disse, pede um desejo.

— Eu não sei se devia pedir um desejo desses.

— Pode pedir até mais que eu não me vou meter. Mas tenha atenção de que o importante é você aguentar.

— Você quer mesmo que eu peça isso como desejo, meu Deus. — Ela riu, vendo o namorado revirar os olhos.

— Se você quiser, eu realizo esse desejo. Já te disse, pede um desejo e eu realizo. Hoje eu sou o génio realizador de desejos. Mas é só um.

— Não! Quero outro! Quero um banhinho quentinho na banheira com o meu amorzinho antes de irmos jantar fora e eu que pago. — Jaehyun a encarou com um olhar sério, mas acabou cedendo. Colocou-a em cima da cama e acabou que ele fez muita comida, então praticamente mais de metade foi para ele, já que ela se encheu só nas primeiras coisinhas que ele fez tudo de especial para ela.

— Quantos machos vão ser? É que eu preciso avaliar, não podem ser mais bonitos que eu. — A garota riu, encarando o namorado.

— Jung Jaehyun sendo Jung Jaehyun.

— Mas eu estou falando a sério, amor. Não podem ser mais bonitos que eu!

— Mas eu não quero cara do tinder. — Jaehyun respirou fundo. — Calma, Deus me livre chamar o meu ex, deixa lá ele com quem seja lá quem for que ele está.

— Acho bem!

— Mas eu quero o irmão gémeo.

— MAS NEM PENSE! — Jaehyun gritou em surto. — Eles são praticamente idênticos e eu sei que já ficou com ambos em momentos diferentes! Você não perdia uma para dar para aqueles narigudos!

— Ei! Está me ofendendo, ok? Foi só com o que não é meu ex.

— Mas eu não quero ver uma cópia barata do seu ex. Além de que, eu falei para não ser mais bonito que eu, mas também não precisa ser cruz credo!

— Jaehyun, sua miopia tá quanto?

— Não mais que a sua.

— Jung Jaehyun!

— Eu não menti!

— Mas eles são bonitos!

— Não são, não!

— São sim!

— Eu sou mais bonito.

— Mas eles não deixam de ser bonitos! — Jaehyun passou a imitá-la, levando com uma almofada bem no seu rosto.

— Ei! Não vale! Mas agora vamos tomar um banho, almoçar e já decidimos ser por minha conta... — Rapidamente a garota o cortou.

— Mentiroso! Eu que vou pagar! Fica como minha prenda, pode ser? É que Jae, você está sendo muito generoso em deixar sua namorada ser comida por outros em pleno seu aniversário.

— Eu disse para pedir um desejo. Além de que, você já tinha confirmado que queria isso?

— Se isso contar que eu falei que queria o irmão gémeo do meu ex... Eu acho que sim.

— E quantos vão ser? Os três ou mais?

— Eu não sei ainda... O que você acha?

— O que eu acho? Eu não tenho que achar nada, amor. — Ele se levantou e colocou a bandeja em cima da secretária. — Mas que eles saibam que eu vou ser um chato de primeira.

— Cinco a contar com você é muito?

— Eu tenho sérias dúvidas se você já fez mesmo sexo a três pois não é possível você me dizer que nunca fez sexo com dois homens.

— O que isso tem a ver, Jung Jaehyun!? Osh! Você só me humilha!

— Eu? Te humilhando? Amor, você 'tá doida, só pode.

— Eu estou penando em dar para cinco homens, acha que eu não estou doida?

— E você aguenta cinco?

— Aguentei dois. — Jaehyun gritou um "sabia" — E três. — Agora a expressão de Jaehyun estava em completo choque. — Eu era solteira, carente, e eu nunca deixei de ter três buracos!

— E também nunca deixou de ser carente. — Agora foi ela que revirou os olhos. — Mas estou chocado com as revelações. Eu nunca fiz com mais de uma pessoa.

— Há uma primeira vez para tudo. — E novamente Jaehyun revirou os olhos. — Agora que eu estou a pensar... Nós temos muita intimidade.

— Ué, isso não é comum num relacionamento?

— Será que eu admitiria que já fiquei com dois e ainda depois com três homens ao mesmo tempo se a pessoa não fosse você? É que o Wooseok não faz ideia.

— Acredito que se ele souber que vai dar para o feioso do irmão dele, ele surta.

— Eu já disse que eles não são feios!

— Me pergunta quanto tenho de miopia, mas você sabe bem que é pior só por achá-los bonitos.

— Cala a boca!

— Não. Quero saber quem vão ser os outros que eu posso ter que colocar a corda ao pescoço se te machucarem.

— Você é tão... Você.

— Eu não vou deixar meus ciúmes de lado!

— Estou vendo isso.

— Mas então, o irmão do Wooseok você já sabe que vai vir.

— E por acaso sabe se ele namora.

— É a mesma coisa que perguntar se vai parar de ir para baladas. A resposta sempre será não. Sigo ele no Instagram, sei mais da vida dele do que sabem dos famosos e olha que nem é por querer.

— Acredito. — Jaehyun suspirou. — E quanto à sua pergunta anteriormente sobre se cinco é muito. Tu tem certeza se aguenta?

— Ter certeza eu não tenho.

— Ué!? Não vai pedir uma quantidade se não aguentar amor. Quer três a contar comigo? Já que já fez e diz que aguentou.

— O desejo é meu, você insistiu tanto para eu pedir isto. Mas o mais importante é, se você não me deixar pagar o almoço, eu peço seis!

— Muito pau para pouco buraco, amor.

— Eu tenho três buracos e duas mãos. — Ela cruzou os seus braços, encarando o namorado que fez um pode dramática, mas ela teve que evitar não rir, pois já sabia o que vinha aí. Jaehyun podia ser bem ciumento, mas o que ele conseguia ainda ser mais dramático, com qualquer coisinha mesmo, e obviamente aqui estava sendo pior, pois também tinha seu ciúme envolvido, mas a namorada tem razão, meio que foi ele que insistiu.

— Eu sei! Mas esses três buracos e duas mãos não deixam de ser meus!

— Ninguém disse que ia deixar de ser, mesmo que na verdade pertença tudo a mim.

— O que é seu é meu e já falamos sobre isto. — Agora foi ela que o imitou, recebendo uma imitação dela também, sendo que a frase foi dele, mas eles estavam se picando um ao outro no momento, e o que deu foi em Jaehyun tentar a pegar para ir ao banheiro e a namorada simplesmente o virar e se jogar em cima das costas dele, não deixando ele sair da cama, mas ele conseguiu se levantar e a levou desse jeito para o banheiro, sentindo ela o segurar pelos ombros, dando um beijinho na sua nuca quando se acalmou das risadas e pensamentos que o Jung iria a deixar cair já que ele tinha brincado com isso, mas claro que ele não a deixaria cair.

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Os garotos já estavam escolhidos e Jaehyun acabou se aproveitando no banho. Era óbvio que ele não iria deixar barato a ideia de ter que partilhar, então fez questão de usar a sua safadeza na banheira e ter o prazer de tê-la sentando em si, algo que até que fazia um belo tempinho que ele não tinha enquanto tomava banho de banheira.

Depois do banho devidamente tomado, eles foram almoçar e Jaehyun pagou, porém, ela lhe deu o dinheiro dela e ele pagou já que ela estava comendo, então contava que ele tinha pago com o dinheiro dela, pois com a ameaça dela dizer que escolheria mais um depois de ainda ter dito todos que iria querer o deixou com um breve medo do quão doida sua namorada poderia ser.

— Bem, pelo menos eles não são mais bonitos que eu, só um mais feio que o outro. — Jaehyun disse assim que chegaram a casa e confirmaram o endereço para os quatro jovens que Jaehyun descobriu que ela os conhecia até bem demais, mas pensando em outras coisas, na verdade era só porque eles andariam não escola consigo, e como ela não seguiu faculdade devido a querer ficar só com o curso que fez e assim trabalhar apenas naquela área e talvez num futuro próximo ela pudesse escolher seguir a outra possibilidade que a iria colocar mais na frente de conhecimento, porém, ela ainda não sabia, e Jaehyun até temia isso, mas confiava na sua namorada e desejava ela seguir todos seus sonhos, mas saber que praticamente todos os garotos que ela queria andam na universidade o deixou com um pé atrás.

Só um que era mais velho, até mesmo mais velho que si, o resto era tudo mais novo. E bem mais novo. O mais novo dos garotos tinha vinte e dois, e sua namorada continha vinte e um.

Como dito, por mais que confiasse na sua namorada, o medo era presente e talvez fosse mais medo deles depois daqui para a frente do que propriamente outra coisa, pois ele se preocupa muito com a namorada, só que talvez isso ainda esteja um pouco confuso na sua mente.

Mas isso não era o foco, só aconteceria uma vez uma coisa destas e caso algum ousasse meter os pés na sua casa de novo com certeza iria levar uma voadora do Jung sem nenhum problema, seja mais um velho ou não, ele é o namorado dela e isto apenas acontecerá uma vez.

Mas isso não quer dizer que futuramente possa ocorrer coisas, e ele reza de pés juntos que nada aconteça pois ele ama como seu relacionamento é saudável por mais que ele tenha alguns ciúmes e seja quase uma Drama Queen todos os dias.

— Pera... Analisando bem... Um deles tem nome japonês.

— E ele é japonês. Quer dizer, já tem a nacionalidade coreana, mas ele nasceu em Osaka.

— Aí o resto é tudo coreano.

— Isso mesmo.

— Foda-se se esse japonês é mais velho que eu, vou metê-lo na linha também. — Ela riu fraco, pronta para falar, mas um toque na campainha foi ouvido e isso chamou imediatamente a atenção dos dois.

Jaehyun foi lá, dando de cara com o japonês que tinha visto na foto do celular da namorada, e ficou com uma cara de poucos amigos ao ver que na sua visão ele ainda era pior do que pensava pois Jaehyun jamais iria admitir que esse japonês era bonito em comparação aos dois. Se ele escolhesse somente um, escolheria o japonês, pois ele achou-o um homem bem feito para quem já está quase na casa dos trinta, mas nunca que iria admitir tal coisa, na cabeça dele ele sempre seria o mais bonito até onde sua auto-estima permitir.

— Você é o namorado da Beatriz Wong, não é? — Jaehyun assentiu com a cabeça. — Certo. Os outros já chegaram? — A educação do japonês até deixou o Jung gostando um pouco mais dele, mas só lembrar do motivo do porque ele estava aqui já o deixava com todo o sentimento que sentiu antes e queria mais do que tudo falar que foi apenas um surto coletivo e nada aconteceria. Pois, ainda por cima, ele insistiu, mas foi para ela fazer um pedido do que propriamente querer realmente isto. Podia ter pedido qualquer coisa, e era o que ele achava que ia acontecer.

— É aqui a casa, Wooyoung? — Jaehyun ouviu uma voz do lado de fora já que ele ainda não tinha fechado a porta de casa, vendo um garoto de cabelos loiros muito parecido ao garoto que a namorada mostrou e tinha o nome de montanha em coreano, o que ele obviamente perguntou se era possível pois nunca na vida – e olha que ele é coreano – tinha visto alguém se chamar San. Mas também ele não se focou tanto nisso, mas sim na cara que apareceu ao lado do loiro. Saber que ele tinha um irmão gémeo e sua namorada tinha namorado com esse lixo humano lhe dava náuseas e com certeza seu ódio pelo irmão desse começaria só pelo facto de serem praticamente idênticos.

— Mentira que ela está namorando mesmo o Jaehyun! — Wooyoung diz assim que confirma que aquela sim era a casa de Jung Jaehyun que estava morando com Beatriz Wong, a ex do seu irmão.

Jaehyun acabou por contá-los ao perceber que faltava um, porém, não se lembrava mais do nome dele.

— São quatro, falta um.

— Falta o Jeno, não se admire se ele chegar atrasado pois é sempre a mesma coisa.

— Então vocês ficam aí fora esperando por ele.

— Eu vou fingir que não acabou de nos expulsar e fumar meu cigarro tranquilo. — Jaehyun nem tinha percebido que o outro Jung fumava, foi perceber apenas quando ele disse que levou o cigarro à boca, que ainda pouco mais de metade, então ainda demoraria uns minutinhos. O japonês acabou seguindo-se do mesmo ato enquanto San apenas ficou encarando-os.

— Eu não posso entrar? Eu não fumo.

— Não. Ninguém aqui vai começar a festa primeiro que o outro pois primeiro tudo sou eu que mando, segundo... — Ele iria continuar se a namorada não o chamasse, e então ele olhou para trás, vendo-a no fim do cómodo.

— Se arruma, amor, estamos esperando o outro coreano lá que eu esqueci o nome. Só tá aqui o irmão do lixo humano, o loiro com o nome de montanha — Falou em inglês a palavra montanha para ela entender que ele estava o zoando — e o japonês.

— Se o Wooseok estivesse aqui, eu ia embora. — San disse, porém, foi completamente ignorado, até pelo próprio irmão do citado, que apenas concentrava-se em seu cigarro e ver se o outro coreano chegava.

— Falta o Jeno, então?

— Sim.

— Ele já é comum de se atrasar. Mas porque eles estão aí fora?

— Estão fumando.

— Eu não fumo! — San disse num tom mais algo que antes, assim tendo uma chance de não ser ignorado, porém, ele foi pelo Jung dono da casa, mas teve um pingo de esperança quando ouviu a voz da mais nova:

— Deixa pelo menos o San entrar. Vou me arrumar. — Jaehyun assim o fez, mesmo contrariado. Deixou-o sentar-se no sofá, e ficou vigiando pelo canto do olho, enquanto o Choi apenas jogava um joguinho qualquer no celular. Wooyoung tinha acabado seu cigarro e colocou a beata no chão, e pronto para entrar, Jaehyun se colocou na frente dele.

— Ué? Já acabei.

— Seja menos porquinho e apanhe a beata. — Acabou sendo o japonês a falar, é isso foi completamente as palavras que Jaehyun iria proferir. — Diz tanto que não é como o seu irmão, mas são mesmo farinha do mesmo saco de podridão e olha que eu não estou contando o facto de serem gémeos verdadeiros.

— Me sinto ofendido por me compararem ao meu irmão, eu tenho maior e ainda outra coisa que vocês não têm! — Yuta apenas revirou os olhos, apontando para a beata, ignorando completamente o que ele disse, já que sequer lhe respondeu. O Jung mais novo enfim apanhou a beata e Jaehyun deixou-o colocar no caixote do lixo após certificar-se que estava devidamente apagada, levando o Jung mais novo para o sofá e não o deixando sair dali.

— Jeno chegou. — Yuta diz do lado de fora, alertando Jaehyun que apenas fez uma cara de tacho ao ver o último garoto sair do carro. — Você veio foder, não para um desfile, Jeno.

— Eu estava no cabeleireiro quando me mandaram mensagem, tenho culpa se me visto bem? — Yuta apenas soltou um sonzinho com a boca que soou meio debochado, terminando seu cigarro e o apagando com o pé, apanhando em seguida a beata. — Apanhou a beata, milagre.

— Eu não sou porquinho como você é o wooyoung.

— Não me compare com esse imbecil! Fiquei puto ao saber que ele também está incluído. Não basta eu ver a cara deles todos os dias na faculdade?

— Se não quer pode ir embora que fica mais para nós.

— Mas eu falei com você, por acaso?

— Mencionou-me indiretamente a mim e ao meu irmão. Se não quer, apenas vá embora, também em nenhum momento queria ver a sua fuça.

— Tá, fala para aí o que você quer que eu não quero saber, mas vocês ainda não estão ligados que vamos comer a gatinha do Jung Jaehyun? Me sinto ganhando a lotaria. Por mais que eu tenha que ver a sua cara e deste japonês velho que eu vi semana passada com a minha ex, vai valer apena pois estamos falando de Beatriz Wong. Não é qualquer uma.

— Edaí que eu sou mais velho? Panela velha é a que faz melhor comida.

— Ninguém quer saber. Mas agora eu quero falar de uma coisinha. Nunca pensei que Jung Jaehyun alinhasse numa coisa destas. Aliás, não é seu aniversário? — Jaehyun apenas revirou seus olhos e virou costas. — Osh, porque virou costas, Hyung? Feliz aniversário. Eu também sou educado.

— Você é tão falso, Lee Jeno. — Wooyoung comenta, porém Jeno apenas ignora, como quase sempre faz pois se não um soco sempre iria na cara do Jung ou mesmo do irmão. Talvez não fosse boa ideia ter escolhido gente que se conhece, pois não basta só a namorada de Jaehyun conhecer, mas tirando Yuta, eles parecem andar na universidade juntos.

— Não ligue para esses pirralhos e se você quiser ser mais uma vez corno manso, me chama, eu garanto que não irá ser uma creche. — Yuta disse num tom baixo assim que chegou ao pé de Jaehyun, e mesmo Jaehyun pensando em ficar calado, ele não ficou.

— Combinamos que é só esta vez e acabou.

— Você não sabe o dia de amanhã.

— E muito menos você.

— Eu não sei se ela te contou ou não, mas eu estive nas duas vezes que ela levou com mais de um é sempre me disseram que era só aquela vez e acabou. Olha que engraçado, levou de dois, eu estava lá, levou de três, eu estava lá, agora vão levar de cinco e eu estou novamente. Até poderia dizer que ela namora o errado, mas já admitimos um para o outro que romance entre nós não rolaria, mas assim como você disse, não sabemos o dia de amanhã, e ela pode muito bem vir para os meus pés.

— Tira o olho da minha namorada, seu talarico! Pensei que era o decente deles!

— Eles são pirralhos, eu sou adulto.

— Você é um completo talarico, isso sim.

— Enfim, chama a creche, não tenho o tempo deles. — Jaehyun revirou os olhos mais uma vez, indo até ao quarto e batendo na porta, já que ela estava fechada.

— Pode chamar eles, amor! Estou pronta. — A voz da namorada foi ouvida, e ele nem precisou de perguntar, pois ela respondeu assim mesmo.

— Certo. Só me diz uma coisa, como é o nome do último que chegou?

— Jeno.

— Jeno. Ok. É só para eu lembrar e depois colocar na lista de pessoas proibidas de pisar a minha casa e em baixo de Jung Wooseok estará Yuta Nakamoto. — Ele percebeu que possivelmente foi ignorado e não sabe se foi pela mais nova não ter ouvido ou simplesmente o ignorou porque sim, mas enfim, não se importou e apenas chamou os quatro garotos e respirou fundo, batendo na porta novamente e abrindo quando ter permissão, vendo a garota de lingerie em cima da sua cama. Nossa, aquilo despertou-lhe, mas ele não estava sozinho apreciando aquela vista maravilhosa, o que o deixou com uma cara de desgosto enorme cada vez que olhava cada um deles.

— Podemos começar? — Wooyoung diz, mordendo os lábios. Yuta passou a língua pelos lábios, dando para ver seu piercing que Jaehyun nem tinha jogado que ele tinha, e foi assim que reparou que Wooyoung tinha um piercing no lábio, um na sobrancelha e ainda também na língua, igual ao Nakamoto, e o Choi tinha apenas na sobrancelha, enquanto Jeno apenas tinha suas orelhas furadas, mas também com vários brincos.

— Eu e ela que sabemos. — Respondeu seco, pensando que era o único ali que não possuía tantos objetos metálicos pelo corpo, apenas dois furos, um em cada lado, onde possuía seus brincos e nada mais.

— Então, bebé, podemos começar? — Ele chegou mais perto da cama, vendo-a sair dela e ficar frente a frente com ele, recebendo um sorriso do Jung. — Anda, vem para o meio, a princesa tem que saber quem vai arregaçar ela todinha. — Pegou na mão dela e a levou até aos outros três garotos, e Jaehyun estalou a língua.

— Se algum de vocês a machucar, vocês saem imediatamente daqui. — Todos assentiram, vendo o Jung mais velho se aproximar e olhar a sua garotinha com um olhar um tanto sério. — Espero que fique satisfeita.

— Vai ser um presente perfeito para você eu ficar satisfeita? — Ele assentiu com a cabeça, baixando sua cabeça e dando um beijinho.

— Embora eu não queira presentes seus como disse, se ficar satisfeita com o desejo que eu te concedi, eu fico feliz, mas isso não muda o quão eu quero eles fora daqui.

— Não fica desse jeito. Mas aceito você ser mais bruto. — Ela disse levando seu dedo até sua boca, sorrindo sacana enquanto levava sua outra mão até ao membro de Jaehyun.

— Podem tocar nela um pouco, mas com jeito e já deixo mais que avisado, eu quero que ela expresse bem suas reações, então estarei encarando tudo, o primeiro que a machucar vai porta fora. — E mais uma vez eles assentiram. Wooyoung puxou a garota um pouco para si, essa que estava de costas para ele, beijando seu pescoço de um lado, dando espaço para San beijar do outro lado enquanto também segurava sua cintura. Quatro homens com uma só garotinha e ainda tão pequenina estava dando receio a Jaehyun que realmente algum deles pudesse a machucar, e ele jamais iria querer isso, pois já tinha avisado, e sinceramente, esse iria para a lista negra por ter machucado o seu tesourinho que continha quatro homens diferentes a tocando. Yuta e Jeno foram para os seios, tirando sua lingerie na parte de cima com um aviso sério de que se rasgassem a peça eles podiam também ir porta fora, pois aquela era a sua favorita e só o gasto que aquela lingerie lhe deu eles nem tinham noção. Não era só cara, era caríssima e ele tinha oferecido a ela, jamais perdoaria se alguém a rasgasse sem ser ele em alguma ocasião, pois aí ele compreenderia.

Ele via todas as reações dela, e ela olhando fixamente para si tirando as vezes que revirava os olhos devido aos estímulos gostosos que os garotos lhe proporcionavam.

— Está gostando? — Ele perguntou, vendo ela assentir e ainda ver uma das suas mãos indo um pouco para trás, tocando na perna de Wooyoung e subindo, e a outra foi até Yuta que estava do seu lado esquerdo, indo na mesma direção que a outra, apertando ambos os membros dos garotos. Tudo isso visto por Jaehyun, e por mais que ele estivesse com ciúmes, ver sua namorada no meio de quatro homens que estavam seguindo suas regras até que não era uma má visão. Ela expressava bem como se sentia em relação a tudo o que recebia, e foi então que ela própria se ajoelhou, se aproximando mais de Jaehyun, e os garotos sorriram.

— Anda, Jae, dá-lhe também, você que manda aqui. — San diz com uma expressão suave, totalmente diferente da sua expressão facial mostrada à pouco.

— Eu não vou ficar só olhando, eu vou mostrar para vocês como se faz.

— Nem se acha. — Wooyoung ri após comentar. — Não se ache tanto, Jae, pode se arrepender depois.

— Cala a boca. — Jaehyun diz e abre seu cinto da calça, abrindo ela em seguida e baixando-a junto da sua box cinzenta, revelando seu membro já ereto, tudo porque ele não se aguentou da ver daquele jeito e admite que tudo ainda o esquentou mais com a visão dela no meio deles. Era impossível negar, mas só de pensar que talvez concordasse com Yuta e que isto mais parecia uma creche com os outros, mas ainda assim deixava-o com receio, pois costuma ser os mais novos com a tendência de machucarem pois só se preocupam com o prazer próprio.

— Se eles te machucarem, diga que eu meto eles porta fora.

— Eu já sei, amor, não se preocupa. — Ela diz, em seguida levando sua mãozinha até à genital do garoto, dando apenas beijinhos no começo, mas logo abocanhando a cabecinha, levando sua outra mão livre até à perna mais perto que estava dela, que era a de Yuta, e então o japonês se seguiu do mesmo ato que o Jung, e seguido dele, todos, mesmo que fosse normal a garota não dar a mesma atenção a todos, mas também, eles ainda tinham muito do dia, e aproveitariam melhor que ninguém.

A garota levou a mão livre até à genital de Yuta, fazendo uma pequena masturbação, sentindo o quentinho da genital dele num pouco contraste com a sua mão que estava um pouquinho fria quanto ao membro, mas foi gostoso, tanto que também a mãozinha aqueceu bem rapidinho.

— Dá atenção a eles também, aproveita enquanto estou razoável. — Ela assentiu, se virando ficando chocada ao ver uma argolinha no membro de Wooyoung, esse que Jaehyun não tinha visto, mas agora que ele viu, ele claramente daria um ponto ao Jung pela coragem, mas isso não implica que ele iria fazer de jeito, ou mesmo que sua consideração iria aumentar, apenas ganhou um ponto porque o Jung mais velho não teria coragem, e se for preciso admite sem problemas.

— Que fofinho! — Ela fiz levando suas duas mãozinhas até ele, passando seu dedinho pela argolinha, achando deveras fofo além que ele era mais que corajoso. — Você não tinha antes.

— Coloquei à dois meses, princesa. — Levou sua mão até aos cabelos dela, sorrindo.

— Admito que você tem coragem. — Jaehyun diz, olhando para a genital do Jung. — E é maior que o Wooseok.

— Pera, como você sabe? — Jeno pergunta, com uma expressão sapeca.

— Porque ele vazou vídeo dele transando. Vocês não sabiam? — Wooyoung diz, rindo. — Tadinho, se autohumilhou, mas vá, deve dar para alguma coisa. Mas eu tenho beeem maior.

— Você é muito gabarola sendo que é só um pau. Mas o seu está bem fofinho com a argolinha.

— Gosto de saber disso. — Ele sorriu e mordeu os lábios ao sentir a boca da cabeça na cabecinha, chupando, lhe dando um prazer enorme ainda mais porque ele tinha o piercing, é isso também estava dando uma sensação maravilhosa à mais nova. Sua destra massajou o pénis de San enquanto a canhota masturbava Wooyoung enquanto chupava-o, mas Jeno fez questão de tirar sua mão de lá, levando até seu membro, e ela não deixou de fazer os movimentos no membro de Wooyoung, parem, quando ele fez ele próprio os movimentos, ela acabou se engasgando, e quando Jaehyun iria quase à cara de Wooyoung, ele viu que a garota procurou o membro do Jung mais novo e voltou com os movimentos, mas logo em seguida ela fez o mesmo em San, fazendo Jeno se aproximar já que ela não soltou o membro dele, segurando agora com a destra o de Yuta e fazendo uma masturbação mais rápida que antes, que o fez morder os lábios e passar sua língua pelos lábios, mostrando novamente seu piercing.

— Muito pau para uma só garotinha, você foi muito burra em querer cinco de uma vez, bebé. — Jeno falou, pegando em sua cabeça e deixando-a quietinha enquanto San ia para a frente e para trás, virando-a me seguida para Jaehyun junto do corpo dela, chamando Yuta para ir para o lugar dele e a segurar, e olhando sempre para Jaehyun, ele enterrou seu membro na boca dela.

— Vamos mostrar ao Jung Jaehyun como você gosta de ser tratada, hm?

— Olha os limites.

— Eu posso nunca ter pegado ela, mas eu sei bem do que se trata aqui. Sabe o Taeyong? Ele é meu irmão. Ela ficou com ele, Yuta e Johnny. E Johnny tem um bem grande. E não me admira que o Wooseok possa ter vazado algum videozinho onde fode a sua namoradinha. Ela gosta, mas vou ser bonzinho porque você não quer se lembrar que isto aconteceu, pois não?

— O pedido foi dela, eu apenas o realizei. — Jeno tirou seu membro da boca dela para ela respirar, vendo o grande fiapo de saliva sair da sua boca e chegar até mesmo debaixo do seu queixo, escorrendo para seu peito.

— Então podemos te gravar, bebê?

— Wooseok vai ver como se faz realmente. — Wooyoung diz, animado, pegando seu celular, pegando a garota que mais uma vez foi feita a pergunta, e ela olhou o namorado, perguntando para ele e ele apenas disse:

— Já disse, o pedido é seu, mas vamos fazer assim. Vocês não podem divulgar os vídeos, mas eu vou confiar de vocês ficarem com eles no celular.

— Mentira que você vai confiar em nós sem nós conhecer.

— Yuta disse mais cedo que não sabemos o dia de amanhã e é verdade. Posso dizer que isto não acontecerá de novo, mas quem garante que isto possa acontecer, porém, não estou incluído?

— Para quem é cheio de auto-estima, está achando que a sua namorada te vai trocar? — Wooyoung diz, já com o celular na câmara pronta para gravar a garota lhe fazendo boquete.

— É, Jae, me senti ofendida.

— Não se sabe o dia de amanhã.

— Ai, Jae! Para de ser pessimista ou eu vou ser ruim com você! — Wong disse, olhando ele sério, mas aí se lembrou: sei namorado era dramático, e isso a fez cruzar os braços. — Já entendi seu esquema! Wooyoung ele é mais dramático que você, acredita?

— Ei! Sou nada! E não vem para cima de mim que eu posso ser mais bruto com a sua boquinha.

— E com isso pode ir porta fora. — Jaehyun ameaçou, vendo Wooyoung o imitar. — E saibam que eu não sou dramático!

— Se eu não conhecesse a Wong, diria que você é mais que ela. — Wooyoung levou um tapa na perna em seguida, afastando-se um pouco enquanto ria.

— Se você quer humilhar o Wooseok, não me exponha!

— Okok, vamos ao trabalho, pode ser? — Ela assentiu, vendo ela ir com suas mãos atrás das costas, fazendo ele sorrir, preparando para gravar assim que colocou o membro da garota na sua boca.

— Aprende, Wooseok. É assim que se faz. — Ele fala enquanto estocava sua boquinha, tendo a garota o olhando, sentindo-se completamente em chamas em estar sendo gravada. Isso era estranho, mas ela sentia-se ainda mais excitada em estar sendo captada no momento erótico, e quando Wooyoung mandou ainda um áudio para o irmão, deixou-a respirar um pouco, vendo um sorriso aparecer em seus lábios. — Gostou? Ele agora vai aprender como é, mas não vai ter. — Disse fazendo um cafuné breve em seus cabelos e em seguida um carinho em seu rosto. — Está cansada? — Ela negou, vendo o sorriso dele surgir novamente em seus lábios. — Vira para o seu namorado, já que ele quer ver suas reações, quero ver ele vendo bem de pertinho você sendo fodida de pé por mim.

— Você está achando que ela é sua, é? Se controla Wooyoung.

— Calem a boca, vocês também terão a vossa hora, mas agora sou eu. E alguém veja se o meu irmão respondeu, a seguir quero mostrar para ele quem está dominando a nossa gatinha.

— Você é o maior humilhador do Wooseok. Você está ganhando pontos, mas só de ter a fuça igual a ele, já perde uns belos.

— Posso ser um cabeça no ar, talarico, o que quiser me chamar, mas eu nunca trairia uma mulher. Mas atenção, eu não vim talaricar a sua namorada, ela que falou que você aceitou e eu vim. Não perderia a chance de humilhar o Wooseok.

— Eu percebi. — Wooyoung recebeu seu celular por San, vendo que tinha um áudio do Wooseok para escutar.

"Espero que leve porrada do Jaehyun por estar fazendo isso com ela, seu imbecil" — E mais uma vez Wooyoung apertou para mandar áudio.

"Jaehyun está bem na minha frente, ele concedeu um desejo único à gatinha da Wong, e sabe quem foi convidado? Eu mesmo!" — Ele riu, apontando o celular para Jaehyun. — "Anda Jae, o que tem a dizer"

"Não sou de ter rivalidade, mas você perdeu para mim, otário" — Wooyoung mandou o áudio, vendo que o irmão abriu o áudio e não lhe respondeu, ficando offline no mesmo instante.

— Acho que o imbecil ficou puto. Amo humilhar o meu irmão vinte e quatro horas por dia.

— Eu me uno a você para o humilhar, e eu sei que não se deve ser desse jeito, mas eu estou implorando para você talaricar qualquer garota que ele ficar.

— Quando eu disse isso, ele me julgou. — A garota expõe, e os garotos acabam soltando uma risada.

— Os pensamentos mudam princesa, e quando é sobre o Wooseok ainda pior.

— Eu sei. Mas agora vamos continuar ou vocês murcharam de vez? O San não está tão ereto quanto antes. — Ela fez biquinho. — Você está aborrecido, Sannie.

— Não bebé, não pensa isso. Vem cá, ele quer carinho seu, só isso. — Ele diz, e Wooyoung tem uma ideia. Ele queria fodê-la de pé, então puxou o mais velho pela nuca, assustando-o, mas ele apenas foi.

— Sobe na cama. — San assim o fez, e então a garota se aproximou dele, vendo que ele ficava muito alto.

— Você acha que eu tenho dois metros, né? — O Jung mais novo riu fraco.

— Pensei que ia resultar, admito. Mas ela é pequenina, o San já é alto, em cima da cama ela fica minorca se colocar do lado, no chão.

— Vai ter que ser desse jeito mesmo. Mas calma, quero o Jaehyun olhando primeiro, ela já te dá atenção, San.

— Eu vou olhar de qualquer jeito, deixa ela dar atenção ao San. Você só está empatando o tempo como se todos tivessem o seu tempo.

— Pensei que você estivesse do meu lado, parça.

— Só contra o Wooseok. — Wooyoung assentiu, rindo fraco. Eles voltaram a dar atenção a Wong, pois era para isso que eles ali estavam, e então Jaehyun estalou a língua quase jogando Wooyoung num empurrão.

— Camisinha! Vocês todos usam camisinha!

— A última vez que eu usei camisinha sabe o que aconteceu? Furou, pois eu tenho um piercing.

— Eu quero camisinha em vocês todos!

— Amor... — Jaehyun ouviu a namorada o chamar. — Eu prefiro sem.

— Mas isso você só vai fazer comigo!

— Eu tenho as pílulas em dia, tudo certinho, você não confia em mim?

— Não confio neles. E saiba que usar camisinha não é só para impedir gravidez.

— Eu sei. Mas eu já fiquei com o Wooyoung e com o Yuta, não aconteceu nada.

— Então eles dois fazem com. — Apontou para San e Jeno.

— Eu fiz exames, quer que mostre? São bem recentes, aliás. Eu me preocupo com a minha saúde. — San diz.

— Nunca tive problemas também. — Jeno diz.

— Fez exames? — O Lee coçou a nuca. — Você faz com então. E acabou.

— Eu não disse se fiz ou não! É que eu não tenho provas.

— Eu não confio em vocês.

— Eu sei me controlar.

— Caralho, mas vocês não entendem coreano, né? Tinha que ser pirralho! Eu não estou falando de gravidez! Eu confio na minha namorada quanto a isso, mas não confio em vocês pois você devem estar cheios de sei lá o quê!

— O Yuta que deve! Ele é velho! — Wooyoung atacou, apontado para o japonês, que logo atacou de volta.

— Eu não como tudo que é buceta como vocês!

— Você comeu ela com mais não sei quantos!

— Chega! Vocês estão me irritando e eu entretanto desisto! Eu quero transar. Ouviram? T-R-A-N-S-A-R! — Wong soletrou até mesmo a palavra para eles entenderem o que ela queria, pois já estava lhe irritando que eles só pareciam querer brigar, e isso incluía o namorado também. — Se eles tivessem algo, eu falaria logo para você, amor.

— E eu também, se eu tivesse falaria, não iria prejudicar as outras pessoas.

— Mas isso afasta as pessoas San, sobretudo se você for portador de SIDA, como um amigo meu. Ele sofre com a rejeitação.

— Mas isso é culpa dele, osh!

— Está vendo? Vocês, pirralhos, não entendem. Se eu quisesse, também apontava para vocês que comem tudo o que é buceta, tanto que eu ataquei porque me atacaram de volta, que vocês podiam ter tudo e mais algo.

— Você me atacou, oh hipócrita!

— O que eu acabei de dizer? Você é surdo!? A velhice te deixou surdo?

— Chega! — Wong jogou San na cama, que se assustou completamente, sentando em seu colo, mas virado para eles. — Só vou perguntar mais uma vez! Vocês querem transar, ou não?

— Eu já devia tê-los mandado porta fora, isto está um caos, amor.

— Se você ajudasse também era bom. Humilhou o Wooseok já está todo alegre.

— Ei! Vocd me chamou de Drama Queen.

— Maldita hora que eu chamei cinco e não seis. Com certeza se eu chamasse seis eu teria a atenção do outro. — Jaehyun arregalou os olhos. — Você vai me dar atenção, Sannie? — O Choi assentiu, sentindo a garota rebolar em seu colo, vendo os garotos se calarem já que Yuta e Wooyoung se atacavam, mas ao ouvirem os gemidinhos da garota conforme raspava sua intimidade em San os deixaram em alerta. San fez questão da preencher, sorrindo enquanto apertava a bunda dela. Jaehyun via ela engolindo o Choi, já que estava mais atrás, diferente dos outros garotos, que estavam na frente, mas Jeno logo se aproximou, tendo as mãozinhas dela em seus braços, aumentando os movimentos no colo de San se curvando ainda mais, gemendo enquanto sentia tudo dentro de si. Jeno pegou em seu cabelo e fez um rabo de cavalo improvisado, vendo os garotos chegarem perto dela, tirando Jaehyun, que ficava apenas vendo a garota agora quicar no Choi, praticamente se sentindo como antes, pois os quatro garotos estavam de volta dela.

— Assim eu gosto, mas Jae, falta você, vem cá. — Ela pediu manhosa, virando-se para ele é esticando sua mão. — Dá beijinho. — Jaehyun sorriu, dando um beijo em seus lábios, segurando sua nuca, sentindo que ela tinha parado seus movimentos e pelos vídeos só mexia sua cintura.

San segurava a cintura dela e a fazia rebolar com ele lá dentro, sentindo-se no maior prazer possível, enquanto os outros três focavam-se em saber dividir os dois seios entre si.

— Posso beijá-la também? — Yuta pergunta, embora já soubesse bem como ela o beijo dela, mas ainda assim perguntou. Jaehyun apenas afastou-se, dando liberdade para ele a beijar, enfiando de imediato sua língua na boca de Wong, porém o beijo foi interrompido por Wooyoung empurrando o corpo da mais nova para trás, fazendo ela ficar com as costas no peitoral do Choi.

— Eu ainda quero foder ela em pé, só mesmo para avisar.

— O que está tencionando fazer, Jung Wooyoung? — Jaehyun diz seu nome completo, em tom de ameaça.

— Primeiro preciso saber se tem lubrificante pois cinco com apenas este buraquinho que duvido se cabe o meu também, vai ser difícil.

— Cuidado para não a machucar, você tem piercing.

— Por isso que eu estou pedindo o lubrificante. San troca para baixo, eu vou para cima.

— Se você der espaço, talvez eu caiba também. — Jeno diz, tentando analisar a posição, mas ele na cabeça de Wooyoung só estava endoidando mesmo.

— Como que vai caber? Poxa, Jeno, nunca fez sexo com mais de um homem a foder uma garota?

— Não.

— Somos dois.

— Três. — San finaliza, porém, não finalizou, pois Jaehyun foi quem finalizou.

— Quatro. Nem sei que posições vamos fazer, tenho medo que vocês a machuquem.

— Dá para ir três dentro dela, porém, não sei. Eles nunca fizeram, não vão ter noção.

— Mete a ordem, senpai. — Yuta sorriu, indo até ela do outro lado e dando mais um beijo, mas logo colocou seu membro por cima dos seus lábios.

— Eu dou uma dica para vocês, se não der, não deu, qualquer coisa, faz filinha.

— O caralho, eu quero arrombar ela. — E novamente Jaehyun estava falando o nome completo de Wooyoung. — Você entendeu, porra! Agora me dá a porra do lubrificante! Eu não quero que o San tenha o proveito todo! Quero matar saudades. Olha ela tão molhadinha. — Deu uma chupada no clitóris em algum problema de San ainda estar a estocando, mesmo que jamais devagar. Abriu mais as pernas da garota e finalmente teve o lubrificante dado pelo Jung mais velho, puxando as pernas da mais nova para cima e tirando membro de San de dentro dela, vendo algum melzinho escorrendo, deixando-o com água na boca, obviamente chupando e ainda partilhando com Jeno, o que Yuta ficou chocado vendo, mas não mais que Jaehyun, pois se fosse ele, ele claramente não partilhava. Na verdade ele nem vai partilhar quando for ele. Ele vai fodê-la na frente daqueles pirralhos todos e lhes mostrar como se faz, o problema é que isso primeiro também cansaria sua garotinha, mas ele queria esperar, assim escusava de partilhar quando eles estivessem cansados.

— Bebé, se estiver doendo avisa, ok? — Wooyoung diz e coloca lubrificante na sua mão, assustando San quando ele literalmente lhe bate uma punheta, e as perguntas na mente de San que sempre foram perguntavas voltaram, mas ele não falou nada, mas a cara de choque de Yuta, Jaehyun e Jeno também os fizeram pensar, porém, não reagiram como um homofóbico reagiria, na verdade até curtiram do que viram. Do nada? Sim. Assustou até o Choi, mas não foi nada mal de se ver e não julgariam o Jung caso se ele não fosse heterossexual. — Pode ir, San.

— Se doer avisa, ok? — San agora diz, ouvindo um "okay, daddy" fazendo-o sorrir.

— Me chama de Daddy também. — Jeno e Wooyoung falaram ao mesmo tempo, vendo ela morder os lábios e gemer baixinho conforme San ia penetrando seu membro no outro orifício. Wooyoung penetrou o dele e então mais um "daddys" saiu, deixando Jeno e Wooyoung contentes.

— Quem é seu verdadeiro daddy? — Wooyoung perguntou, olhando para Jaehyun enquanto a estocava. — É o Jaehyun, não é? Você chama ele de daddy também? — Ela assente com a cabeça, vendo um sorriso sapeca sair dos lábios do Jung. — Geme para ele, vai. Geme que nem uma putinha. — Pegou os seios dela e os apertou, ouvindo seus gemidos em nome de daddy várias vezes, fazendo-o levar à loucura e ainda alguns gemidos saírem mais fininhos era deveras excitante para Yuta, lembrando-lhe atrizes pornô japonesas que digamos que ele já teve o prazer de ter uma ou duas, e ama quando a garotinha força um pouquinho, mas nunca pede demais, apenas como ela quiser, pois de qualquer maneira seu gemido ecoa perfeitamente em seus tímpanos e o excita demais.

Jeno trocou com Wooyoung quase na obrigação, pois o Jung não queria sair, sabia bem que estava proporcionado mais prazer por conta do piercing e até era verdade, as paredes apertando o membro com o piercing deixava Wong doidinha demais, até mesmo chamou por seu nome uma vez, olhando o namorado em seguida, que continha a mesma expressão e olhava de vez em quando sua mão lhe batendo punheta, mordendo os lábios pois já tinha se vindo uma vez na mãozinha dela, sujando a cama, vendo-a levar aquilo até sua boca, mas ainda usando também para o masturbar mais, fazendo assim barulhinho gostoso enquanto masturbava ele. Apontou para sua boca, porém Jaehyun não entendeu bem como ela queria, pois ela ainda segurava o de Yuta, e foi então que ela tentou colocar os dois na sua boquinha, sentindo os beijos de San em seu pescoço e suas mãos tanto em sua cintura como apertando seus seios e ainda seu pescoço, fazendo-a gozar mais uma vez e devido ao tempo que ele já tinha se aguentado – que nem deu tantos minutos mesmo parecendo – ele acabou gozando no orifício anal dela, mas não saindo ainda, ouvindo os gemidos de Jeno e logo foi sentido os jatos dele na barriga da garota, que foram limpos por San e levados à boca da mais nova, que sorriu, satisfeita com tudo o que estava recebendo.

— Eu quero mais. — Ela diz, manhosa. — Quero mais leitinho. — Yuta sorri e bate uma punheta na frente dela, já que ele logo logo estaria perto do seu primeiro orgasmo, e então lhe deu o que ela queria e depois foi tirada do colo de San e Jaehyun sentou-se na cama, no lugar onde o Choi estava, e a puxou para cima de si, dando um beijinho em seus lábios, mesmo que melados após engolir todo leitinho dado por Yuta.

— Está gostando, amor? — Ela assentiu positivamente, sentindo o pau do namorado a preencher devagarinho. — Agora é a minha vez, mostra para eles, hm? Antes que eles queiram te alargar mais. Cavalga em mim um pouquinho. — Wong assim o fez, segurou-se nos ombros do namorado e começou a cavalgar nele, sentindo ele segurar sua cintura. Gemia descontroladamente pois o prazer era enorme, Jaehyun chegava no seu ponto G facilmente e ainda a forçando mais contra sua pélvis a deixava ainda mais molhadinha, por mais que já tivesse gozado duas vezes, mas ela queria mais, ela queria sair dali mais que exausta e se tivesse que cair que nem um patinho na cama depois, ela aceitava, pois sabia que Jaehyun iria ficar cuidando dela com todo o amor do mundo assim que os outros quatro garotos fossem embora.

Quando ela já estava mais cansadinha nos movimentos, Jaehyun se ajeitou na posição, deitando-a sobre si e fazendo ele próprio os movimentos, maltratando a bunda dela, fazendo ela gemer algumas vezes em seu nome como em daddy, assim como ele a chamava de baby. Eles sabiam bem que era só naquele momento aplicado o age play, mas nossa, Jaehyun se sentia ainda mais excitado quando ela o chamava de daddy e mesmo parecendo brega, o baby de Jaehyun a deixa arrepiadinha sempre que ouve.

— Eu já estou duro de novo. — San diz, levando a mão até seu membro, sorrindo com o que via.

— Eu quero foder ela, vocês já tiveram a vossa vez. — Yuta diz, e Wooyoung lhe dá o lubrificante, e então ele colocou um pouco em sua mão, levando para seu membro. Se aproximou da garota, vendo que Jaehyun parou com seus movimentos e logo em seguida a cabeça de Yuta foi sentida perto da entrada já preenchida.

— Diz se doer, ok? Não quero te machucar, princesa. — Ela assentiu, olhando-o por cima do ombro, tirando seu cabelo para um só lado, encarando o japonês.

— Vocês vão tirar a roupa quando? Sem ser a parte debaixo. — Acabou que a carapuça serviu a Jaehyun, que puxou seu moletom para cima. Realmente ele foi burro em ainda não ter tirado, e logo viu os outros também tirarem, olhando para Wooyoung sobretudo. — Caralho... Vem cá. — O Jung mais novo se aproximou e ela se sentou, passando suas mãozinhas pelo corpo dele, vendo os dois mamilos com piercing, a chocando completamente pois ele não tinha antes, além das tatuagens imensas que ele tinha por todo seu torso e ainda braços, passando algumas para as costas. Wooyoung claramente tinha canto a lotaria e fez tudo de uma vez, pois pelo amor de Deus, o tempo que cada uma deve ter demorado e ainda o dinheiro que deve ter custado.

— Você não estava assim quando ficamos...

— Ai, bebé, você sabe que desde que fiz a primeira, nunca mais saí daquela tatuadora. Além que ela é bem gatinha.

— Tinha que ser Jung Wooyoung. — Ela riu após comentar, levando seus lábios até ao mamilo dele, dando um beijinho molhado em cada, logo ouvindo um resmungo de Yuta.

— Eu também tenho tatuagem e piercing!

— Calma! Eu vou dar atenção a todos vocês, Yuyu.

— Nah nah, como que se diz? — Wong sorriu, enquanto encarava ele, respondendo manhosa:

— Senpai.

— Isso mesmo, bebé. — Enfim ela voltou como estava e Yuta penetrou na entrada já preenchida, sentindo bem apertadinho, lhe dando uma onda de prazer enorme.

A mais nova arranhou o peitoral do namorado, demorando um pouquinho para se acostumar a ter os dois membros todos dentro dela, mas assim que estava pronta, sentiu-se completamente nas nuvens, e embora Yuta nem tenha aguentado tanto tempo pois já tinha gozado na sua boquinha, ele jorrou mais do seu leitinho na nádega dela, dando um tapa do outro lado e apertando.

Jeno se aproximou e pegou o lubrificante, passando em seu membro e logo se encaixando no outro orifício da garota, mandando Jaehyun ir rápido com seus movimentos, e então foi, ouvindo-se nem os sons eróticos dos corpos de chocando e da cama rangendo. Wong fez de tudo para segurar dois membros e indo intercalando conforme chupava, colocando Yuta mais uma vez animado, porém, ele não aguentou praticamente nada, jorrando de novo na boca dela e ainda no rosto, se jogando na cama, deitado e exausto.

Enquanto isso Wong gemia alto mesmo com os membros ocupando sua boca, sendo segurada por Jaehyun que se via perto do seu segundo orgasmo e assim que deitou tudo dentro dela, ainda a sentia indo e vindo devido a Jeno, que chegou mesmo a puxar seu cabelo, gozando uns segundos depois também dentro do seu orifício.

— Vem aqui, você pode chupar eles, o que acha? — Wong foi até Wooyoung, que já estava deitado sobre a cama. — E não se esqueça, ainda vou foder você em pé, você aguenta? Já gozou de novo?

— Está sensível. — Ela falou, sentando-se em cima da barriga do Jung mais novo.

— Descansa um pouquinho. Jeno não me deixou gozar em você, mas teve na sua boquinha, gostou? — Ela assentiu, dando carinho no membro do garoto, penetrando-o em si. — Eu disse para descansar... — Ele mordeu os lábios, sentindo a garota fazer movimentos leves enquanto chupava os mamilos dele. Sentindo que ia gozar de novo, Wooyoung pediu para ela sair, e então a encaminhou para fora da cama, colocando-a de pé, vendo ela quase cair pelas suas pernas bambas, mas a segurou e se encaixou nela, deixando seu pescoço e acabando por deixar umas marquinhas leves a mais, pois ela já tinha algumas feitas por ele antes, que Jaehyun fingia que não via.

Sentindo suas pernas fracas, mesmo assim ela aguentou, levando sua mão até seu clitoris, estimulando-o e tombando a cabeça para trás, sentindo o Jung ir com mais força, e seu nome sair da boca dela repetidas vezes. Ele segurou seu pescoço e deu apenas mais algumas estocadas, gozando finalmente e então a pegou no colo, colocando-a no meio da cama, enquanto eles estavam de volta dela.

Todos estavam exaustos, porém, Wong queria gozar mais uma vez, então levou seus dedinhos até sua intimidade e penetrou um dos seus dedinhos, porém Jaehyun tirou sua mão de lá, dando carinho.

— Ela está tão vermelhinha amor, acho que ela não aguenta mais. Comentou indo com sua boca até ela, dando pequenos beijinhos. — Ela trabalhou bem, mas agora merece carinho. — E então, chupou-a bem softzinho, mais preocupado em dar carinho, notando que os outros quatro o encaravam. — Já acabou, podem ir embora. Descansem um pouco e podem bazar. — Wooyoung fez uma careta.

— Sério isso? Não podemos dar carinho a ela também?

— Isso já é trabalho do namorado dela.

— Mas você já foi ciumento na partilha e agora está sendo em dar carinho. — Jeno diz, e os outros concordam, tirando Yuta porque já sabia que isto iria acontecer.

— Eu estava de bom humor, não fui tão ciumento, cala a boca, pirralho.

— Eu não sou pirralho!

— Vocês são pirralhos. — Yuta diz, apontando para eles três. — E sintam-se felizes por Jaehyun, sendo namorado dela, fingir que isto não foi chifre.

— Corno manso. Mas antes de eu ir, eu vou beijar sua namorada. — Jeno disse, mas na verdade eles três fizeram guerrinha para a beijar, porém Jaehyun fez com que eles fizessem filinha se não, não teriam nada, e assim que provaram a boca da namorada, ele expulsou-os do quarto.

— Mas saiba que eu vou deixar beatas no seu chão quando sair à rua! — Wooyoung diz e Jaehyun não levou a sério, dando carinho à sua namorada e a levando para o banho.

— Nunca, mas nunca mais me peça uma coisa destas! — Jaehyun diz, dramático. — E piercing no pau dói muito?

— Você é impressionante. — Ela diz, sonolenta. — Não vou pedir mais, isto matou-me. Acho que devia só ter pedido quatro. Estou toda molenguinha, mas eu amei. Obrigada amor.

— Quero ver se me deixa transar com você e outra garota.

— A minha prima deve topar, doida como é.

— Mentira que você topou.

— Mas ano que vem, por favor, pois eu estou morta e não me peça para ir nela porque ela é minha prima!

— Poxa, ia ser legal ver você chupando uma buceta.

— Meu Deus, Jaehyun! — Ela riu. — Mas agora eu quero fazer sexo a três com uma garota. Mas pode ser ano que vem? Porque com certeza só estou recuperada no seu aniversário ano que vem. — Jaehyun riu, vendo ela se deitar sobre o corpo dele e fechando seus olhinhos.

Ele estava brincando, mas até que não era má ideia. São experiências únicas e assim como foi nesse dia, apenas seria uma vez e acabou.

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try again | j.jh

summary. jaehyun remembers the night he met you, and even after that one night he often thought of you and wished things would have been different, but by a weird twist of fate he gets to see you again, except this time... you're not alone.

or alternatively:

jaehyun gets to try again, for real this time.

pairing. idol!jaehyun x teacher!yn

words. 19.8k-ish

genre. somewhat of a second chance romance? lots of cute things going on, and it wouldn't be a gimmehyuck fic if i didn't have something angsty

warnings. there's not much to warn about tbh? jaehyun not believing in love at first sight but then essentially does, there's a one night stand (nothing explicit), and also a child (gasp i know), alcohol is mentioned as well as pineapple on pizza, a wild blue haired haechan makes an appearance, johnmark being the best, jaehyun is generally unhappy with being an idol at this stage of his life, idk but y'all can thank my friend ruby for this getting finished, she was on my ass about it... happy late birthday jaehyun lmao

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this was completely and utterly unlike himself, jaehyun thought over and over as he laid in your bed listening to you breathe. he wasn’t a one-night stand kind of man, he was too busy to let himself fall into these kind of temptations. he was a man, he told himself, and yeah, he liked sex, but the middle of tour? he shook his head at himself as he stared at the ceiling.

his mouth spoke on his own when he saw you, your beauty catching him entirely off guard. dinner at 6 with johnny was only supposed to be a quick get-out-of-the-hotel-for-a-bit thing, forty-five minutes tops. but the second you walked up and asked if you could start them off with any waters, or if they preferred beer, he was enamored. forty-five minutes turned into double that and johnny could only smile at himself at the very obvious flirtatious exchanges and when you wrote your number on the receipt you had placed on the table with a scribbled note that said ‘i get off at 11, call me if you want :)’, johnny was more than supportive.

“man, just live a little.” johnny had told him in the taxi to the hotel, and jaehyun was still on the fence about it but when it was 10:53 and he still couldn’t get your smiling face out of his head, his fingers moved entirely on their own. you responded to him at 11 exactly, and even though he had just ate and wasn’t hungry, he agreed when you asked if he’d be up to get something to eat with you. twenty minutes later he found himself in your presence again, baseball hat tugged as far down as it would go and a mask tugged slightly down to rest on his chin and he couldn’t help but listen to things about yourself and he realized he wanted to know more and more with each laugh you let out.

he wasn’t a love at first sight kind of man, but he could understand that thought behind it because, damn, you were funny and kind and absolutely beautiful.

“sorry, i’ve been going on too much about myself, haven’t i?” you asked, face turning a little sheepish when you realized he hadn’t said much of a word the last fifteen minutes but you noticed his smile never fell from his face. he shook his head in answer and picked up a fry from the shared pile on the table, “no, i’m enjoying hearing all about you.”

“well, let’s change it up some, tell me about yourself. you from around here?” you asked, copying his movements and munching on a fry yourself.

“mmm,” he thought for a moment. he didn’t want to be secretive, but he wasn’t comfortable turning the conversation into a long winded one about his group and his fame and although he was thankful for all of that, he noticed it had slowly started to wear him down. no, he genuinely was enjoying just being himself with you, not having to be anyone else. “i’m from seoul, and i work… in entertainment.” he finally decided on.

not a lie, not exactly.

“oh, that sounds really exciting! do you get to meet a lot of famous people doing that?” you asked tilting your head slightly as you did so, genuine curiosity on your face.

his smile grew, oh if only you knew. “i have here and there, they’re just people even if they’re famous.”

you nodded in response to that and your lips twisted slightly in a frown, “i always feel a little bad for celebrities in that sense. i can’t imagine worrying about how my next sentence will be dissected and twisted into something else.”

the more you spoke, the more you surprised him. no one really thought about them in that way, usually jumping directly to the misconstruing of his words or actions as something else entirely.

“yeah, i imagine that’s pretty difficult.” he agreed with you knowingly, then asked, “so do you enjoy being a waitress?”

your smile faltered a little, and you sighed, “i mean, yeah. i like meeting new people but i’m only doing it for another semester and then i’ve got my degree. it took me longer than i’d like to admit, since i’m almost twenty-four now but i had to work enough to make the money to pay for my tuition and well, yeah. so i’ll have my bachelors in a few months’ time and then i’ll be done with the restaurant.”

“oh?” jaehyun asked, reaching again for more fries. “what are you getting your degree in?”

“teaching!” you said with a brilliant smile on your face. “i want to teach, but lately i’ve been leaning towards teaching english overseas and i think you were my sign to do just that. i’ve been debating between korea and japan.”

jaehyun laughed a little at that, “well not to be biased but i can vouch for korea. it’s a really beautiful place.”

and the conversation continued like that, asking questions back and forth. you answering him honestly and jaehyun answering you as honestly as he could without turning the conversation into the direction he didn’t want it to go. the food was gone and the conversation was still going but you had invited him to your place which wasn’t that far away and jaehyun thought he’d hesitate to say yes but his answer was so immediate it startled him a bit. the constant back and forth went on even still at your apartment and he felt like he had known you for a long time, much longer than just a few hours at least, he felt at ease and comfortable and it was a feeling he didn’t realize he was missing. when you suddenly kissed him midsentence he froze, his entire face blank as his brain processed what had just happened, unsure how to exactly to proceed next and you blushed brightly at him, your confidence unwavering.

“sorry,” you giggled a little nervously at the way his face was in shock, “i don’t have any expectations of tonight, but i wanted to kiss you at least once. you’re so cute, especially your dimples. i’m sorry if i made you uncomf – mmph!” his lips effectively silencing you in the same manner yours had him.

except he didn’t pull away, and you wrapped your arms around him and the night carried on, each kiss leading into a touch, and then a gasp. you led him into your room and kicked the door shut with your foot, hands frantically removing clothing in a trail to the bed. small giggles were shared between gasping breaths within the breaks of kissing and the gasps slowly transformed into sounds of pleasure and while you fell asleep against him after, jaehyun couldn’t turn his racing mind off.

he didn’t regret anything, he didn’t regret his actions. he didn’t regret you.

he regretted that he couldn’t stay.

and so when he knew you were fully asleep, when your breathing was the deepest, he got up from your bed and slowly replaced his clothes one by one, dragging out the moments he had in your presence. his hat was the last thing he found on the floor and he tugged it on, sighing softly to himself, pulling out his phone to read that it was 5:20 am, and with one last glance over his shoulder he left you there in the bed sound asleep. a deep guilt he couldn’t shake making a home for itself in his chest.

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aug 9

9:33 am you: hey! everything ok?

9:35 am you: wanna go get breakfast? :)

12:42 pm dimples: i’m sorry, i just saw this. i had work things to take care of. how did you sleep?

3:30 pm you: that’s ok! i slept alright :)

3:31 pm you: are you busy tonight? wanna get food?

4:45 pm dimples: if i get off in time, sure. i’ll let you know.

7:02 pm you: you alright?

7:28 pm dimples: i’m sorry, again. work is kicking my ass, how did your day go?

7:32 pm you: it was fine! started working on an essay i had due, you know. the fun stuff, how about you? busy?

7:45 pm dimples: you have no idea haha

7:49 pm you: you can tell me about it if you want? believe it or not, i’m a great listener

read 10:45 pm

aug 13

2:43 pm you: sent attachment

2:43 pm you: saw this and remembered how you

2:43 pm you: sorry, thumb hit send lol. you mentioned you liked this band, and i thought of you

2:44 pm you: hope you’re ok

read 12:01 am

aug 19

11:01 pm you: y’know, i’m not mad at you or anything i did say i had no expectations lol. just kinda hoped this would have been different, you know? it kinda felt different to me…

11:02 pm you: but that’s alright lol i hope you’re ok

delivered

aug 31

7:49 am you: jaehyun

7:50 am you: look, i need you to respond

7:50 am you: please

7:51 am you: i’m freaking out

7:51 am you: idk what to do, and i’m scared

not delivered

7:53 am you: what the fuck??

not delivered

7:55 am you: fuck. you. jaehyun.

not delivered

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five years later.

although the years had passed for jaehyun, it was all so quick that the night with you still felt fresh to him. he often thought of you and how you were, often thought of if you graduated and were teaching. if you got to do everything you had confessed to him that night in the extended lengths of the conversations had.

he often thought if you were here in korea with him like you had planned and he just had no clue.

if you were, you hated him, he was sure.

his manager had caught him checking his phone that night with an unsaved number on it, had sneakily read your messages over his shoulder and absolutely lost it on him. he went on and on about his idol image, his career, his future and repeated ‘what if this got out? what if dispatch found it?’ and jaehyun couldn’t say anything back but ‘okay’. the feeling he had when talking to you, the small feeling of being himself again, smothered in an instant.

when you had sent him a picture of a vinyl record of one of his favorite bands, he wanted so badly to respond to you. he had even typed out a response when he finally was able to read it, but he knew it wouldn’t help anything at all if he did. he really did think it was better to let it lie, and so he turned off his read receipts.

the last message he saw from you, made him gnaw on his bottom lip, and the next day he left the country going back to korea and his number was changed.

he wanted to be different for you, he had barely met you but he knew you, it wasn’t a coincidence to him. but what kind of life would a long-distance relationship be with someone who would be so busy some days or even weeks that he couldn’t respond? he knew you’d always be worried, or hurt when communication was so small. he thought of it a lot. and he was thinking of all those things, when he was sure, he had ultimately decided, that you probably didn’t actually want to be with him.

he would have just… liked it if you had.

maybe if he weren’t famous he would have dated you.

maybe it would have been like one of the cheesy romance movies taeyong liked to watch, maybe he even would have fallen in love.

and maybe… maybe he would have even married you if his daydream let him get that far, if his life would have followed the cliché movie plot, but that was all a what if to him now. something he liked to sit and think about if only just to make sure the guilt never left him.

“jaehyun?” his name being called pulled him out of his memories and his head jerked up to look at who had called him. his manager was staring at him with drawn eyebrows, and at jaehyun’s confused expression he breathed deeply out of his nose.

“what do you think?” this time it was the PR manager asking, the person who had asked him, johnny, and mark to come to the conference room to go over their schedules for the next couple of days.

“about what? sorry, i was…” jaehyun trailed off.

“he thinks it’s a great idea.” mark answered for him, giving jaehyun a concerned look. “he loves kids.”

“okay, then it’s set. the kids are unaware they’re meeting you all, and they probably won’t really realize you’re famous but it will be filmed for content with permission from the schools principal already. It’ll be good for the groups image, everyone loved the last time you guys sat with kids.” and with that the meeting was done, it wasn’t really to ask them if they wanted to participate but to tell them what they would be doing. jaehyun didn’t mind this that much because it was true. he did love kids.

once the managers had left the room, johnny turned in his chair to give jaehyun a scrupulous look.

“dude, why were you spacing out so bad?” mark asked, slouching in his chair as his chin saw in his palm and his elbow rested on the table. to this date, johnny was the only other person who knew about you and his night he had spent with you. johnny nodded at the quick eye contact, understanding immediately.

“dunno, i think i’m just tired. i didn’t sleep much last night.” jaehyun brushed off mark’s question with a shrug and mark sighed at that.

“well, you better get some rest tonight. those kids aren’t going to chill out just because you’re tired.” mark said as he stood, his hands shoved into the pockets of his sweats, shooting one last look at jaehyun before leaving the room.

“you know, it’s been a few years but maybe she’s thinking of you too. why not try reaching out?” johnny whispered to him, and jaehyun gave johnny a not-quite-there smile that was really just a grimace.

“nah, it’s fine. she’s probably changed her number since then, and besides, even if she didn’t she definitely hates me now. i know i would.” johnny frowned then as his friend got up and left the room, the big glass door swinging closed softly behind him.

something had changed in jaehyun that night when he came back, it wasn’t a huge, drastic change but johnny noticed it nonetheless. he wasn’t always distracted by his guilty thoughts of you, but on several occasions jaehyun had gotten drunk with him and started talking about you and everything about you that he knew.

by this point johnny felt he knew you just as well as jaehyun had.

and about sixty percent of those occasions, johnny had to console him and reassure him that you probably didn’t hate him but would probably just be upset at him, and that he was sure you’d forgive jaehyun if he explained the situation.

johnny was never confident in that though. five years is a long time to go on thinking about someone you spent one night with.

and, johnny often thought, five years was a long time to dwell on all the anger left from waking up alone from someone you spent one night with.

and although if it was only supposed to be just one night… even johnny knew it was more than that.

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mark was bouncing on the balls of his feet, his hands contained in his pockets but jaehyun couldn’t help the smile that grew at the younger mans energy. there was always something about children that brought out the kid side of the younger members and that was always contagious and within minutes, jaehyun was smiling just as brightly as mark had been.

they were told to wait until given the signal to come out, as all the kids were now sitting in different circles in the room. the four-year-old class wasn’t very large, and they had come to the SM building to take a tour.

in recent years SM had opened its doors to field trips for younger kids, usually it was elementary ages but after some strings were pulled, they allowed the class going in to kindergarten to be included if they would allow them to be part of the youtube series SM had going on of ‘idols with kids’.

this wasn’t the group’s first event with kids, the group was large at this time and they had rotated out and didn’t have to do it often, but it was their turn and it was a nice break, jaehyun thought.

certainly better than another photoshoot.

johnny tapped jaehyun on the shoulder, the signal had been given and the three men entered the room full of energetic children. there were only about twelve of them total, and jaehyun noticed the teachers stood off to the side, two women leaning against the wall with their masks up and covering their face.

jaehyun paid them very little attention as he went to his assigned table to sit down with the kids. he took his place at the circle table and folded his legs underneath him, sitting as the kids were.

the kids grew quiet at the presence of the adult man at their table, and he noticed his table had two girls and two boys. the little girl that sat closest to him had big bright eyes and her little hands brushed her bangs away from her eyes.

he noticed her little pigtails had little fuzzy clips in them that matched her dress and his heart melted at how adorable she was. she seemed to be the boldest of the group as she was the only one to look him in the eyes.

“hi everyone, my name is jaehyun.” he said kindly, trying to make the kids feel at ease.

“hello, mister.” the cute girl with pigtails said and when she spoke, small dimples formed at the corners of her mouth and he was intrigued at how much they looked like his.

“hello, miss.” jaehyun nodded and replied easily and the little girls smile grew as did her dimples. and then a thought visibly appeared across her face and she turned to her other friends at the table.

“it’s rude to not say hi,” her lips were in a pouty frown as she looked at them. she was a bossy little thing, he noticed but her friends immediately chimed in with quiet hello’s. that seemed to make her happy and she nodded dramatically. jaehyun knew the only thing they had to do while they were here was color with them, and talk to them for the camera’s sake, and so he did just that.

the little girl next to him asked him which page he wanted to color first, and he reached forward to slide a piece of paper with the outline of a bunny holding a carrot and then she asked her friends which ones they wanted. he noticed she chose last and his heart melted even more at how utterly sweet the little exchange was.

“what are your names?” he asked the table as a whole, putting on his gentlest smile, which wasn’t hard for him to find. the little boy to his left spoke up this time, starting to get comfortable with jaehyun’s presence.

“my name in jiwon, and he’s seojun… she’s heeyoung, and,” he said pointing out each person one by one dramatically as he finally landed on the little girl who sat beside him. “her name is yeoruem.”

“oh you all have pretty names,” jaehyun commented and the boys seemed to swell with a sense of pride by being told they had nice names from a stranger. he noticed the kids start talking a little bit, but they mostly focused on their coloring. yeoreum sat beside him, a crayon gripped tightly in her hand and her tongue stuck between her lips and she concentrated on her page, she had chosen a big teddy bear and she was coloring it purple.

she was getting a little frustrated he could tell with how she kept huffing and puffing and finally she put her crayon down and put her cheek in her tiny hand dramatically, and the cute pout made jaehyun chuckle softly.

“what’s the matter, yeoreum?” he cooed at her gently.

“i like to stay in the lines and i messed up.”

“well let’s see if we can fix it, hmm?” and he picked up her crayon and offered it to her. she took it in her hand again and he proceeded to point at a small spot, his arms wrapping around her and helping her hand move just right and she took his direction with a grin. when she finally got it she pushed his hand away.

“thank you mister jaehyun, i want to try and do it now myself.” and jaehyun held up his hands in surrender.

“you’re a very independent little girl, yeoreum.” jaehyun commented to her as he went back to coloring on his bunny, picking up an orange crayon to fill in the carrot.

“thank you!” she beamed, not taking her eyes off of her teddy bear. “my mommy says the same thing.”

“your mommy is a very smart lady,” jaehyun replied and she looked up then. her face twisting in an scowl that was too cute to be remotely threatening considering she was four.

“no,” she argued, greatly offended. “my mommy is the smartest lady. and she’s one of my teachers too, she’s right over there.”

and it was in that moment that several things happened simultaneously.

yeoreum pointed at the wall to one of the women jaehyun had barely taken notice of when he walked in. his eyes looked up in the direction that her tiny hand pointed in and as he looked up, the woman turned her face away from him to say something to the other teacher so he couldn’t see her face but at the same time one of the kids from johnny’s table screamed dramatically.

“miss y/n!” the little boy wailed, and jaehyun felt his heart leap to his throat, and his stomach plummeted as if he were on a rollercoaster while he watched as the same lady who had turned away rush forward to see what the little boy needed, but jaehyun couldn’t even focus on that. he felt his world around him slow to a grinding halt, his eyes solely focused on you. on the small parts of your face he could visibly see due to the mask you wore.

but he was unsure how he had missed you when he walked in. yours was the face that he dreamt of, and he was sure his jaw was dropped. his eyes drifted slightly from your face to johnny whose expression probably matched his own, his eyes flickering between you and jaehyun.

jaehyun felt his mouth go dry in the next second as another realization hit him. he whipped his head to look down at the little girl next to him and she was intently focused on where her mom stood at the other table. jaehyun tried three times to swallow before he was successful.

“yeoreum?” he asked, voice shaking slightly.

she tore her eyes from you and looked up to make eye contact with jaehyun. “yes, mister jaehyun?”

“miss y/n is your mother?” he asked, face searching this little girls who, the more he looked, the more he found himself staring back.

“no, she’s my mommy.” she answered smartly.

“ah, yes. she’s your mommy…” he trailed off, eyes flickering back up to see you standing back with the other woman and you were pointedly avoiding eye contact with him, instead staring at yeoreum who was still looking at him.

“and yeoreum, how – when is your birthday?”

“may first,” she chirped and he dragged his eyes away from you to look down at the little girl and his face drained of all color entirely.

“um… mister jaehyun? you look like you don’t feel so good.” she said worriedly, and he gulped again, trying to calm his nerves. his mental math couldn’t be that wrong, could it? there’s no way, was there? no, those dimples were undeniable evidence.

someone somewhere had pity on him, because right when he felt that he may pass out or throw up or do a combination of both, their manager came out and called the session with the idols to an end, the cameras folding up then and were put away and the other teacher called everyone to come stand with you and her.

yeoreum stood up and patted her dress, and she reached down and pulled on jaehyun’s hand to have him stand up with her.

“c’mon mister jaehyun, i want you to meet my mommy so you can see that she’s the smartest lady in the whole world,” and as jaehyun slowly stood to his feet, yeoreum waved her hand to have him bend down to her level so she could whisper conspiratorially in his ear. “but don’t tell miss jisoo, she may get upset.”

jaehyun could only nod as she pulled him over to the other kids and you, and he braced himself for disaster.

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you had fought tooth and nail with the principal of your center about going to SM. you knew the chances of jaehyun being one of the idols to work with would be slim but you didn’t want to take that chance. however when she had asked you the reason why you were so adamant against going to the entertainment company’s headquarters, you couldn’t very well give her the reason that your child’s clueless father works there. it would open up more questions and you had done well the past five years keeping it under wraps that no one knew who yeoreum’s father was, not even your mother.

you had realized after he had blocked your number of who he was when you did a google search of ‘jaehyun korea entertainment’ to see page after page of his face, and you realized he was a common name in korea. it made a little more sense then as to why he suddenly started ignoring you.

you thought he may have been different based on the hours of conversations you both shared, but since he was a celebrity, you assumed you were just another person on his list of hookups throughout his tour stops.

and so when you saw him walk in with two of his other members, you felt your heart jump. and then when you saw he sat at your daughter’s table your heart immediately sank and you felt your body get hot, the same feeling you felt when you found out you were pregnant.

you stood at the back with your co-teacher, hiding in plain sight. you were thankful that you had made it to the end, the interaction between them going well even if he didn’t know.

he seemed to almost have an instant attachment to her and you couldn’t help the way your heart swooped when he bent around her to help her with her coloring. it was a few moments after that that she noticed yeoreum point her tiny finger in your direction and you almost cursed aloud.

you quickly turned your head to look at jisoo, trying to find any random question to ask her to start a conversation to avoid his eye contact but when you heard one of your students, a little boy named yunho, screaming for you across the room you only allowed yourself three seconds to panic before you crossed the room to see what was the matter.

you briefly made eye contact with the man, you had learned his name was johnny after researching jaehyun’s group, and he looked like a deer caught in the headlights. you ignored him after that, understanding that he must have known about you and that somehow both angered and embarrassed you.

“what’s wrong, yunho?” you asked as you crouched next to the crying boy.

“min-minhee,” he hiccupped, big alligator tears falling down his face. “minhee took my crayon and i was still using it!” and you patted the young boy’s head affectionately.

“minhee…” you started, voice slightly scolding and the other boy mentioned was purposefully looking away from you. “is that true?”

minhee turned his head further away from you and you couldn’t help but laugh slightly, “minhee, you know that isn’t nice.” after a few seconds, and another glance up at johnny who was now looking at the table behind you, eyes wide.

minhee finally turned around and gave yunho back his crayon and apologized after you prompted him to do so. crisis averted, you took a deep breath and stood up, purposefully avoiding the table your daughter sat at but when you reached the wall, you felt his eyes on you but instead you noticed how your daughter stared up at him, eyes already full of adoration.

the cameras were put away and jisoo called everyone’s attention. you were focused on the other children gathering up, doing headcounts one by one until you heard a soft, “mommy?” from behind you.

“what is it, baby?” you asked turning around, expecting to see your daughter but instead came face to face with jaehyun who your daughter had in tow.

“this is mister jaehyun, and i wanted him to meet you so i could show him how sma – show him my teacher.” she fumbled over her sentence and you furrowed your brows at her choice of words.

“hello miss y/n,” jaehyun choked out, and you noticed his face was very pale. you wanted to laugh and tell him that it served him right, but you wanted to pretend that you didn’t know him, even though you clearly did.

“hello,” you greeted, overly formal as if to create distance between you two.

“yeoreum… yeoreum tells me her birthday is in may. is that true?” were the first words to tumble out of his mouth. you noticed jisoo had rounded up the kids and started to lead them out of the room.

“yeoreum, sweetheart, go stand with miss jisoo, okay? i’ll be right there.” you said as you looked down, cupping your little girls cheek sweetly and she smiled up at you.

“okay mommy!” she said, running off to walk with the class who was leaving the room.

you felt the presence of two more people walking up and you glanced to see johnny and another man, mark you thought his name was, walk up to stand awkwardly a few feet away. johnny definitely seemed to know, but mark looked clueless as to why they were there.

“is that true?�� jaehyun pressed again, and you turned your full attention to him now, ignoring the other two men in your vicinity.

“yes, her birthday is may first.” you replied, voice a little sharp and you saw jaehyun visibly wince at the tone.

jaehyun didn’t even care that mark was here now, listening in. his mind was racing with so many questions and he just wanted to know the answers to them regardless of who was around.

“that’s nine months…” he trailed off then.

“yes, it is.” the same tone didn’t falter.

“i… i… is she mine?” he finally asked then, heart bracing for the answer but then you laughed and it was a cold laugh, much different from the happy ones he recalled in his dreams, and he recoiled slightly.

“you’re not on the birth certificate,” your lips were flat, turning pale from the pressure of keeping your anger at bay.

“that’s not – no, please, y/n. is she mine?” he pressed, his hands ready to beg you for an answer.

“is she your daughter? yes.” you answered him in an angry whisper. “but she’s not yours, she’s mine.” and jaehyun flinched again at how harsh your words were.

jaehyun was silent for a long moment and you scoffed, turning away from him then to go meet up with your class.

“have you told anyone?” he asked, and he wasn’t sure why he even asked that question because he knew if you had, it would have made headlines. you froze then, and he could have sworn you were visibly shaking. you turned and glared at him, such an angry look he didn’t know it was possible to feel so small from just a single expression.

“no, jaehyun, i haven’t.” you spat, your anger making your skin flush in how hard you tried to control your voice and your temper. “so don’t worry, you can go back to living your golden life without any responsibilities. i won’t be asking you for money, i won’t be coming back here, and i won’t be going to the press. but not for your sake, oh no, i couldn’t give a fuck. only for hers.” you turned and walked away, your hand stilling on the doorknob when you heard him call to you.

“no, wait! y/n that’s – that’s not what i meant, please. can – can i meet her? spend time with her?” you didn’t turn around, your hand on the knob tightening its grip for a moment, you lifted your head to stare at the ceiling and you sighed, the anger draining from you and just leaving you exhausted.

“you just did, and i think that was enough, don’t you? i don’t want you to decide the next morning that she’s not worth your time.”

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the door closed behind you as you left and all three men were stunned into silence at what had transpired. jaehyun had known you’d hate him if you saw him again, he knew that, he really did. he would have never pushed you to spend time with him after the way everything went down but now it was different.

he was a father now, or well, he had been a father the past four years and had no clue but now he was aware and he couldn’t just not try and be one. this had changed his world, how could he go about pretending that this hadn’t happened?

“dude… i am so confused right now. what the actual hell just happened?” mark finally spoke up, eyes darting between the two men standing with him. johnny didn’t look away from jaehyun to answer his question, nothing but extreme concern for his friend who looked like he had his whole world shaken up.

well, johnny thought almost comically, he did.

“i, um…” jaehyun started, eyes still not drifting away from the door you had just left from. “when we were on tours four years ago, um… johnny and i went to dinner, i don’t know if you remember? we had asked you if you wanted to go too, but you were already going with haechan and taeil.” jaehyun finally broke his trance he had on the door and turned to make eye contact with mark, who still sported the look of someone utterly bewildered. mark answered with a nod, not daring to open his mouth so he could listen to the rest of what jaehyun had to say.

“well, we went. just us two. and she was our waitress and she was, she is, so beautiful and she was flirting with me and so when she put her number on our receipt, johnny told me to go for it and… and i did. we talked for hours, and – and one thing led to another, and fuck.” jaehyun breathed out and then let out a humorless laugh at his word choice. he ran his hand through his hair roughly, the newly dyed blonde locks, tugging on them as he did so. “i left. i mean, i couldn’t have actually stayed with her, we had a show in another city and we had to leave and so i left. i tried to keep talking to her but… i stopped.”

mark blew out a hard breath at jaehyun’s explanation. “well, did you let her know? that you had to leave and that’s why?”

jaehyun shook his head, and johnny spoke up for him then. “our manager saw and lost it, he couldn’t reply to her because he was scared since it had been so long and then we left and our manager had his number changed when we got back.”

“did you still have her number though?” mark questioned, eyebrows coming together. jaehyun nodded hesitantly.

“dude, that’s so fucked. you should have explained to her then, she would have understood.” jaehyun hung his head, he was used to johnny consoling him in the assumption that he’d never have to see you again. he wasn’t used to his mistakes being so openly berated.

“poor y/n,” mark said then, turning to look at the door you had left out of. “having to raise a baby on her own like that, i don’t blame her for being as angry as she was. and then for you to ask –.”

“god, mark, yes. i know. i know i fucked up. but i have a kid… i have a daughter. i don’t want to be one of those dads, i don’t…” he trailed off, the way he felt sick dissipating, slowly being replaced with the dread of having his daughter grow up and have to tell people her dad was just absent when he knew about her now.

“then don’t.” johnny’s reply was simple. both jaehyun and mark turned to look at him. johnny shrugged as if it were easy.

“but she doesn’t –.” jaehyun went to say but johnny shook his head, the look he gave him shutting him up instantly.

“then don’t, jaehyun. you’re an adult. you made a mistake but it’s not eighteen years too late to try and fix it, just five. if chen can do this and end up just fine, you have just the same amount of chance that he does. you don’t wanna be a deadbeat dad? then don’t. easy as that. y/n isn’t going to like it at first but, she’ll come around if. you. make. an. effort.” mark was smiling at johnny’s answer, nodding along as he spoke and jaehyun stared open mouthed at him.

“you think it’ll work?”

“it doesn’t hurt to try,” mark chimed in. “plus, i saw the way she was watching you earlier, i kinda thought for a second she was going to be one of those weird stalkers but this makes so much more sense now.”

“how can i do this though? i don’t have her number or anything,” jaehyun asked, and he wanted so badly to get to know yeoreum, and to get to know you again. he wanted to see if things were that different, or if it was the years of anger building up. he couldn’t blame you at all for the things you said and for the way you reacted. he can imagine he’d do the same.

“am i gonna have to do everything myself?” johnny joked and jaehyun gave him a confused look.

“she works at the school that was just here. we have the principals contact information. therefore, we have her information. and if nothing else, we know where she works. you show up, you make a genuine effort, and you keep making an effort until she knows you’re serious. and you keep trying because that’s your daughter. you literally can’t deny her, she looks exactly like you.” jaehyun nodded, absorbing all the information that johnny had readily available in his brain. he hoped it was because he was an outsider looking in in this situation and not that jaehyun was just that dumb. maybe it was a bit of both.

“guys? come on, we have another schedule to meet in forty-five minutes,” their manager called, his head momentarily visible from the doorway. the three men made their way to exit, jaehyun’s mind reeling with what he was going to do and how he was going to do.

he had a daughter.

he was a father.

that thought alone was enough to make a grin slowly grow on his face.

“also,” mark spoke up suddenly, turning around to look at his friends. “do i need to have a talk with everyone about the importance of condoms?”

johnny snorted out a laugh, and jaehyun groaned loudly.

“yeah… i think i’m gonna at least text the dreamies. maybe ‘wrap it before you tap it’ or something like that. god, can you imagine jisung with a child?” mark’s face looked horrified, but his joke effectively broke the tense feeling jaehyun had held for the past twenty minutes and johnny laughed, clapping mark on the shoulder as he and jaehyun exited the door.

“jisung is an adult, mark. he’s a grown ass man. they don’t need ‘the talk’.”

“yes they do, they can be forty and they’re still going to be children to me!” mark yelled as he followed them out.

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jaehyun couldn’t remember the last time he had butterflies this bad since maybe his debut. his heart hadn’t stopped racing since johnny handed him a slip of paper discreetly at practice later that night, and when jaehyun unfolded the paper he saw an address and a phone number scrawled in small letters.

“maybe go to her work, instead of calling first.” johnny had whispered to him rather conspicuously in the far corner of the room.

“wouldn’t it be better to give her a heads up though? i don’t want to ruin this before i even really get the chance to get to know yeoreum.” jaehyun said, the desperation for this to work out evident on his face. he wasn’t sure when he had ever wanted something so badly, but his thoughts had been consumed by this little girl that he had no idea existed until twelve hours ago.

“sure, it might seem a little creepy but this way she can physically see you’re serious and won’t block you immediately out of spite,” johnny shrugged at his friend. “i know i'd block you.”

jaehyun gave him a deadpan look, “that’s very comforting, thanks.”

a sudden pair of arms throwing themselves around jaehyun’s shoulders made his eyes grow wide but seeing johnny unconcerned made him relax a little.

“so who is blocking jaehyun hyung immediately?” haechan asked from over jaehyun’s shoulder.

jaehyun fished for a response, trying to think of an answer and johnny beat him to it with the most basic of answers.

“your mom.” johnny said, a wide grin growing on his face at the offended look on haechan’s face that jaehyun couldn’t see.

“you better not be texting my mom!” haechan argued, voice rising an octave directly in jaehyun’s ear making the man wince sharply. “she’s married and i don’t want a step-dad this late in my life.”

johnny pushed away from the wall and jaehyun was thankful for johnny’s distraction, because as he walked away haechan moved to follow him, arguing with the taller man even if it started out as a joke.

this gave jaehyun the time to stare down at the folded piece of paper that had been crumpled in his hand, he memorized the number on it like the paper would disintegrate if he didn’t and as he moved on to the address he attempted to formulate a plan.

the plan may have been half-assed in hindsight, jaehyun realized as he stood out in front of the pre-school you worked at, staying out of sight of any passerby who may recognize him. he was sure he wouldn’t be noticed that easily as his hood was up, mask secured over his nose but he was so nervous of someone saying something to ruin his one shot at getting you to listen to him.

he distracted himself with scrolling through his phone, flipping between different social medias while he waited, and his heart skipped a beat when he heard your voice calling a goodbye to your coworkers as you exited the building.

“mommy, can we go get some ice cream? i got a green smiley on my report today from miss jisoo, you know i was good today!” he heard yeoreum ask cutely, and you turned the corner to walk in his direction and he watched as you looked down at her. you held her hand and your smile was so gentle he couldn’t help but get lost in it for a moment.

you were going to respond but you noticed his presence at that moment, looking up and staring harshly at him, he could see you bristle. you didn’t immediately recognize him, jaehyun noticed with the way you tugged yeoreum to stand behind you and jaehyun raised his hands in surrender, tugging his mask down so you could see his face and you released a breath, relaxing instantly.

“mister jaehyun!” yeoreum cheered from behind you, bouncing forward with her hands holding on to the straps of her little yellow backpack. jaehyun crouched to be level with her, his elbows resting on his knees and his dimpled smile was an exact replica of hers.

“hi yeoreum, i heard you say you were good today in school. if your mommy is okay with it, do you think i get you that ice cream you wanted?” jaehyun asked the little girl, but his eyes were looking up at you and your mouth was pressed in a firm line. yeoreum whirled on the spot to look up at you.

“oh please, mommy? mister jaehyun will pay for it so it’s free!” yeoreum pleaded, adding information that wasn’t exactly given yet and jaehyun couldn’t help but laugh at that detail. you clearly debated on it for a moment, but the hopeful look on your daughters face was already giving you an answer.

“sure, sweetie.” you said softly, eyes cutting up to glance at jaehyun, trying to figure out what he was getting at. yeoreum pulled you by the hand, and then she boldly grabbed jaehyun’s hand as well, leading the way to the convenience store you often made stops to on the way home from school.

you didn’t say a word as you walked, jaehyun keeping a conversation going with yeoreum, asking her about the things in school she liked and it went on like that for a few minutes until you entered the store and you greeted the elderly woman who ran it politely. yeoreum darted to the ice cream section and you finally had a moment without her present.

“what are you trying to do here, jaehyun?” you asked coldly, and his smile never wavered, his mood too high to allow it to come down.

“i’m trying to get to know my daughter that i didn’t know existed until yesterday.” he answered you, his voice hushed as to keep the store owner from eavesdropping, but you didn’t detect any obvious lies in his statement.

“i told you –.” you started, and he cut you off.

“i know what you said, believe me. i heard you loud and clear, but please y/n,” and your eyes widened at the sincerity in his voice, he was seconds away from begging dramatically. “please just give me one chance. i want to be in her life, i want to be there for her.”

yeoreum skipped over, holding three ice cream bars in her arms.

“look mommy, i got your favorite. and mister jaehyun, i got you my favorite. you’ll like it because it’s the best!” she said with such confidence that jaehyun chuckled at her as she walked right up to the counter.

“well you’re in luck because that just so happens to be my favorite, too.” jaehyun offered and the girl beamed at him.

“mommy likes this flavor,” she pointed to the only one that was different as the elderly woman scanned the three items. she motioned for him to come to her level, and when he bent down she cupped her hands cutely to whisper in jaehyun’s ear. “and don’t tell her but it’s really yucky.”

the more time jaehyun spent around this little girl the more he felt himself getting wrapped around her finger. he brought a finger to his lips conspiratorially and he turned to make eye contact with you and your eyebrows raised.

“hey, what’s with the secrets?” you frowned in confusion, head tilting slightly and at the motion jaehyun felt his heart skip a beat. he recalled the same exact motion five years ago, and he had to swallow hard to pull himself out of the memory.

“oh, nothing. yeoreum just told me a funny joke.” he answered, giving yeoreum a wink and she giggled at the secret that they now had, her hand coming up to cover her mouth as she laughed.

“hmmm,” you responded, accepting the ice cream bars and thanking the woman as you exited. the park was only a short distance away and that’s where you headed, sitting down on a bench as you opened yeoreum’s ice cream and she dove in immediately.

you allowed them to talk easily, and you felt your resolve slowly chipping away with every smile they shared with each other. you recalled one of the many conversations you had had with friends, one most recently being your coworker and friend jisoo. she had suggested for the umpteenth time that you should reach out to the father and give him the option to be in yeoreum’s life.

“i don’t want him to get tired of her, it would be devastating for her, and me too.” you had argued then and jisoo’s look was unamused.

“you haven’t even given him the chance, you have no clue if he’d even do that. you can’t make that assumption, time changes people.”

you were realizing she was right as you watched her giggle over him dripping ice cream on his shoes, yeoreum commenting how it’s not that hard to not be messy and jaehyun laughed at her disappointed sigh.

you had made up your mind by then, the ice cream finished and you noticed the time was getting a little late, knowing you’d have to get her ready for bed.

“come on, ‘reum. we gotta get ready for bed soon.” you said softly, interrupting their conversation and yeoreum nodded, hopping off of the bench she sat on with jaehyun. she walked over to stand beside you but she turned to jaehyun.

“mister jaehyun, will i see you again?” she asked and her voice was so hopeful that jaehyun looked to you for an answer.

“one chance,” you mouthed to him seriously, holding up one finger to emphasize your point over yeoreum’s head and jaehyun’s eyes shone with relief as he made eye contact with yeoreum.

“i’d love to, i’ll come see you anytime.” jaehyun nodded and yeoreum clapped excitedly, turning to look at you as she did so and you couldn’t help the answering smile that crossed your face. you took her small hand in yours and you began to walk in the direction of your home and she paused, turning around and waving enthusiastically goodbye to jaehyun who was still seated on the wooden park bench.

“see you soon, mister jaehyun!” she called and then she was pulling you away; jaehyun watching you both leave and he felt at peace knowing this plan went so much better than he could have ever hoped it would.

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you had just put yeoruem to sleep in her little princess bed, she had talked nonstop the entire way home, all through dinner, and then during her bath until you finally got her to sleep, about mister jaehyun.

the idea of her getting to know him brought on two strong emotions and they teetered back and forth in your mind, an eerily well-balanced scale.

on one hand, you were excited for her to get to know her father, she deserved to have both parents who loved her.

on the other hand, you were terrified of how this would play out fully. would he leave once people found out? would he pretend she didn’t exist?

your thoughts ran in circles over and over, and you didn’t get anywhere productive. the only thing you had settled on was that until you knew for sure where this would go, you would make sure jaehyun wouldn’t mention a word of being her dad.

you didn’t want to have to pick up the pieces of her small heart if he shattered it.

your phone dinged and it pulled you out of your thoughts, you paused the show you had barely been paying attention to so you could focus.

9:31 pm unknown: hello… do you have plans tomorrow?

9:32 pm you: depends on who’s asking...?

9:33 pm unknown: oh, yeah my bad. this is jaehyun, johnny got me your number from your boss

9:34 pm you: ok… that’s not weird at all… but no. no plans besides work and yeoruem. why?

9:35 pm he who must not be named 💀: how do you feel about coming over? i can cook for you both, or maybe order pizza. whatever yeoreum wants to eat haha

9:37 pm you: she’s not picky, but i guess i won’t mind. will your members mind?

9:38 pm he who must not be named 💀: ah, right. well, see i’m telling them tomorrow so they won’t really have a choice.

9:40 pm you: … don’t make this weird for us, jaehyun.

9:42 pm he who must not be named 💀: i’m not! i won’t, i’ll send someone for you tomorrow at 6?

9:47 pm you: we can get there, just give me the address and i’ll see you then

9:48 pm he who must not be named 💀: [current location]

you audibly sighed, staring at the phone showing the address, you clicked it to see that he didn’t live too far from you and you just shook your head, you were going to leave it at that, but your thought from earlier hit you again and you typed a response.

9:55 pm you: i have a request for you

10:01 pm he who must not be named 💀: ask

10:02 pm you: i’m not going to keep you from getting to know her, because it makes her happy and she deserves that. but i don’t want you to mention anything to her about you being her dad

10:05 pm he who must not be named 💀: and that’s because…?

10:06 pm you: i just wanna be sure. i’d rather you be some cool man she spent time with if you decide differently

10:07 pm he who must not be named 💀: okay and when you see that i’m not gonna ghost my own daughter, is there a statute of limitations on this or what?

10:08 pm you: i’ll let you know

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jaehyun paced back and forth in the living room, he hadn’t heard from you since you assured him you’d be coming by at 6 like agreed. he had went a little overboard on the pizza, considering there were now five different boxes on the counter and he may have went on a shopping spree at a small children’s toy store.

now all eight of his members sat in different spots in the too large living room as he walked back and forth, stopping to check on his phone and then once he saw there wasn’t a notification from you, he went back to his path he had made.

“you’re gonna wear a hole through the floor,” johnny deadpanned and jaehyun ignored him.

“hyung?” it was haechan this time trying to get jaehyun to stop moving and jaehyun did, looking up to see what the youngest wanted.

“this isn’t your first time meeting her, right?” haechan seemed genuinely confused.

“no, this is the second, technically third time now.” he answered, forgetting about his phone in his pocket for a moment.

“okay, then why are you freaking out?” haechan asked, resting his chin in his palm.

“well…” jaehyun was at a brief loss for words. “y/n is unsure about me being around her already, so i guess i’m worried she’s going to… stop.”

“stop what?” taeyong asked from the other side of the room and jaehyun turned on the spot to face him.

“stop letting me see her, stop responding to me, just, stop altogether.” jaehyun looked crestfallen as he waved his hands around but a snort from his left made him glare at yuta.

“what? like you did to her?” yuta smirked at the stressed man, and jaehyun threw his arms up, throwing his head back as he stared at the ceiling for a long moment.

he hadn’t expected this kind of reaction at all when he called a group meeting in the living room hours earlier; he had told mark and johnny he planned to tell everyone because he had wanted you and yeoreum to come to the house and they had only nodded and helped him gather everyone. mark and johnny purposely sat on the couch in the corner of the room so they could watch it all unfold.

jaehyun had started the whole thing by clearing his throat three times before he even opened his mouth.

“i-,” he began but yuta narrowed his eyes at him and twisted his lips for a second.

“you got some girl pregnant, didn’t you?” his question was so blunt it took everyone off guard, mark almost falling out of his seat on the couch entirely. haechan, who sat on the arm of yuta’s chair, shoved his shoulder roughly. jaehyun, however, was stunned into silence, mouth agape and yuta laughed at his reaction.

“jaehyun, he’s joking. now why did you call us all here?” taeyong said, shooting a stern look at yuta before turning his full attention to the man who stood in the center of the room. keeping the peace like he always did, but jaehyun was so much more nervous now after yuta’s comment, regardless of how correct it was.

“okay, so,” jaehyun began and went through the entire story again. something he had kept to himself all these years, and he was finally letting everyone in on his tiny, but impactful, moment of freedom he had with you.

“and so when we filmed our content for the youtube segment, the one with kids, you know?” and when everyone nodded, all but three mouths were hanging in stunned silence. “this little girl was at my table, and she was adorable and smart and highly independent but like, some kids are like that. until she pointed out her mother to me, and –.”

jungwoo gasped dramatically, leaning so far forward in his chair as he listened to jaehyun that he was practically on the floor. “no fucking way!”

“yes, way.” mark answered for him, and jaehyun continued.

“y/n, yeah. y/n was her mother, and yeoreum was born exactly nine months after, and yeah. i… i have a daughter that i had no clue existed but i want to be her dad, i haven’t wanted something this bad since we debuted, and… yeah.”

“okay… okay…” taeyong repeated, seemingly in shock as he processed everything that was just said.

“okay?” jaehyun asked, wanting someone to say something.

“okay.” taeyong replied, making eye contact with him. “well, we’re not going to let you be a shitty father.”

“anymore.” haechan said under his breath and yuta snickered with him.

“i had no clue!” jaehyun argued in defense of himself.

“how do you even know she’s actually yours?” taeil asked, his posture was relaxed in his chair, recovering from the shock of the news more quickly than the others had.

“she -.” he started but doyoung butted in then.

“how do you know she’s not using you as a way to get money? she could have slept with someone else.” doyoung seemed even less convinced than taeil was.

“oh no, wait til you see her,” mark said from his spot in the room. “he can’t deny her even if he tried.”

“what? i won’t believe it until i see the test results.” doyoung said, and taeil nodded.

“she hasn’t asked me for anything,” jaehyun argued, feeling a little defensive over you then.

“yet.” taeil murmured, and johnny chose then to speak up.

“you weren’t there in the room, neither of you. she didn’t want anything to do with jaehyun, and she very, very clearly stated that she didn’t even want him around her.”

“and she asked me to refrain from even mentioning that i was her dad.” jaehyun tacked on, and taeil didn’t seem convinced nor did doyoung. silence stretched on for a moment.

“so when do we get to meet yeoreum?” haechan asked then, and jaehyun checked his watch.

“in about three hours,” he replied and everyone jumped as if they had been startled.

“what?!” came at him from all directions of the room.

“nothing in here is childproof!” taeyong exclaimed, jumping to his feet.

“she’s five, not two, she’s not going to go stick her finger in light sockets,” mark chuckled and taeyong relaxed slightly.

“she’s four, but yeah, same thing applies,” johnny corrected him and then silence fell over the room again.

“i will say, i can’t blame y/n,” yuta spoke up then, his eyes trained on the floor for a long moment. “if i were her, i wouldn’t have even given you the option. she’s a lot more forgiving than i would be if you knocked me up, ghosted me and then suddenly by a coincidence showed up again.”

“well that’s because you’re a scorpio,” jungwoo said. “and it feels kinda like fate to me.”

“that’s exactly what i said!” mark laughed, pointing at jungwoo animatedly.

and the conversation carried on like that up until he started pacing, jaehyun had been grateful that they all, well almost all, took it in stride and were supportive. but the jabs from yuta were making him even more anxious, and no matter how many times taeyong glared at yuta and told him to shut up, he couldn’t relax.

and then his phone buzzed in his hand.

6:15 pm pizza hut: um, sorry we’re a bit late, the train was delayed but uh… security guy won’t let us in

“shit,” jaehyun whispered, and he was halfway towards the door when your next text came through.

6:16 pm pizza hut: and it’s raining, so we can go home it’s not a big deal

his panic he felt while pacing came back full force and taeyong called to him.

“what’s going on?”

“security guard won’t let her in,” jaehyun rambled quickly.

“that’s all?” he replied, and taeyong pulled out his phone, pressed a few buttons on the screen and had his phone to his ear in seconds.

“hi, mr. choi? yes, can you please escort our guests to the elevators. yes, we were expecting her. no, don’t leave them out in the rain any longer. yes… thank you. have a goodnight.”

taeyong hung up the phone, and gestured to the door, “she’s in the elevator on their way up.”

jaehyun exhaled deeply, for the first time since he woke up that morning. and while he could breathe easily, the entire room held their breath at the sound of a gentle knock against the door.

jaehyun all but lunged at the door and opened it wide. the other eight men in the living room didn’t move a muscle.

“mister jaehyun!” yeoreum squealed excitedly when she saw him filling the entrance and their smiles were exact replicas of each other and jaehyun gestured you both inside.

“yeoreum, shoes baby.” you said softly, and the members had yet to see any faces, but smiles broke out on their faces as they heard a quick, “right! sorry mommy!”

jaehyun led you both out of the foyer and into the living room and you froze when you saw eight men staring at you both when you entered the room. you had prepared for this, expecting it to be awkward but being this… intense wasn’t exactly how you pictured it.

yeoreum stepped in between you and jaehyun and you looked down to see her bow to the room.

“hello, my name is yeoreum and i’m four years old.” and you peeked up to see the intense stares break out into wide grins.

yeoreum stood up straight and then tugged on your pants.

“mommy, you said it’s rude to not introduce yourself to people who you don’t know.” she said it so seriously, but you and several others in the room chuckled at her respect for manners. at least she paid attention to you when you spoke.

you didn’t bow as yeoreum had, simply dipping your head as you introduced yourself.

“happy?” you said to yeoreum, poking her in the nose and she giggled in response. you heard faint gasps from deeper in the room but you ignored it as your daughter stared into the room and the men must have realized that her comment applied to them as well.

the first one to cross the room was a face you faintly recognized. he knelt down to be on her level and his smile was gentle.

“hi yeoreum, i’m mister jaehyun’s friend. my name is taeil.” and yeoreum nodded, and she smiled at every one who introduced themselves to her and you. she recognized johnny and even gave mark a high five. the last one was haechan, and he was the most energetic of all to meet her.

“hi!” he chirped to her, and she parroted back to him the same exact way, and he continued, his voice filled with a joking kind of pride. “my name is haechan, and i’m the coolest one here.”

“is that why your hair is blue?” yeoreum asked, tilting her head to the side cutely.

“yep, only the coolest have blue hair.” he replied, shaking his head playfully and yeoreum’s laugh filled the room again.

“also, do you wanna see all the cool stuff mister jaehyun got you?” haechan asked, and finally gestured to the couch that held different plushies and toys that the older lady at the shop had suggested for kids her age. yeoreum stared at all the toys then turned around to stare up at jaehyun.

“all of that is mine?” and even you were in shock and the sheer amount of toys piled on the couch.

“yep, all yours.” jaehyun replied, crouching down to be on the same level as yeoreum and haechan.

“but that’s… so much.” she whispered loudly, peeking again at all the toys.

“if you don’t like them all that’s okay, i just wanted to get you something,” his smile was gentle and reassuring. she looked at you for permission and when you nodded at her, she went to the couch and looked at all the plushies. she looked at them, and then at everyone in the room, then back at the toys staring intently.

and one by one, she pulled a different stuffed animal from the pile and handed it to each man in the room. she started by giving haechan a blue teddy bear, and continued on until every grown man was holding a small soft plushie, and she beamed with happiness.

you knew they couldn’t say no and jaehyun could see their wariness melting with each toy she gave. and even though he knew he probably had no right to feel it, he felt a sense of pride in her generosity and he knew she could have only learned that from you. he was the last one to receive a toy and it was a fluffy orange cat.

“thank you, yeoreum. that’s very sweet of you.” he told her sincerely and she blinked at him as if it weren’t something out of the ordinary.

“there’s a lot to share,” she replied and then she remembered something and it lit up her entire face, her voice raising in her excitement. “mommy said you got pizza!”

“yep,” he answered her question that wasn’t a question. “i didn’t know which kind you liked so you have a lot of choices.”

yeoreum picked the same pizza to eat that jaehyun had, which didn’t go unnoticed by everyone in the room as he was the only one to actually like pineapple on pizza. she had made herself at home easily, not missing a beat to pull half of the men into the living room to play with her and the toys jaehyun had gotten for her.

you had been there for a total of thirty minutes before you had been made to feel somewhat welcome. you enjoyed watching the members spend time with yeoreum, as she didn’t have many men in her life to really associate with, and the boys in her class didn’t really count.

you had to bite back a smile at the conversation you had overhead moments before.

“yeoreum is a pretty name, it’s unique too.” mark said, sitting cross-legged where she had instructed him to sit.

“thank you, mommy said she did it so it would be easy because my english name is summer.” yeoreum replied somewhat distractedly in english, causing all eyes to blink slowly at the sudden change in language.

“but she was born in may?” jaehyun looked at you, and you shrugged.

“i was on drugs and in pain, i at least had the right idea.” which caused a few laughs to echo around the room.

after that, you seemed to be fairly content with just observing. you leaned against the kitchen counter, chewing slowly on a piece of pizza as you watched her try to win a tickle fight with mark and succeeding with the way his laughter didn’t come out as forced.

you didn’t speak much with the other members, mostly enjoying being a presence in the room, that is until you felt a body move close to your side and you turned to face the new person, remembering his name was doyoung. when he didn’t say anything to you, you turned away and went back to watching how the tickle fight was absolutely being lost by mark then.

“i have reservations about this,” doyoung said to you then, his voice hardly above a whisper.

you turned again to face him but he looked forward, eyes trained on the guys sitting around enjoying the little girls antics. realizing he wasn’t going to face you for this conversation you went back to your previous position, this time bringing the pizza to your mouth again.

“and?” you asked him, voice matching his tone and doyoung shifted forward to rest his forearms against the counter. he waited until your mouth was full of pizza before he spoke again.

“and jaehyun’s so excited about this, he went on and on about it and he doesn’t even know if she’s actually his.” doyoung’s blunt words made you defensive, even though you had expected something like this, it still made you react, but doyoung continued before you could swallow.

“i think he needs to get a dna test before he gets too attached.” doyoung said, finally turning to face you and you narrowed your eyes at him as he did so.

“what? you think i’m lying?” you said through gritted teeth, but doyoung’s stance didn’t change.

“i’m not going to judge you, i don’t know anything about you. i’m just trying to protect one of my best friends. especially if you decide to rip this whole ‘being a father’ thing out from under him.”

“exactly, you don’t know anything about me.” you said shortly, your temper’s fuse quickly reaching its end. you pushed yourself away from the counter then before you continued. “and there’s nothing to protect him from, i don’t want anything from him. he tracked me down after i told him to leave me alone. he asked to see her, not me. we will be just as we were before he made his grand appearance, should he decide the father life isn’t for him.”

doyoung searched your face while you spoke, but you abruptly changed the conversation when you asked him where the bathroom was. doyoung gestured down the hall and watched as you left, when the shadows in the hall swallowed you he turned his attention back to watch the scene unfold.

haechan and mark were getting to be children again as they played some sort of mock game of house with yeoreum, using the plushies she had gifted them.

jaehyun was sitting next to her, his back against the couch as she made him in charge of holding the rest of the plushies, doyoung heard her mention that he was the house and so he had to be really, really still.

“where’s your dad?” haechan asked, his voice exaggeratingly deep for his character his bear was playing.

“i don’t have one,” yeoreum said, and she moved her plushie away from haechan’s but every man in the room froze. doyoung’s eyes darted to jaehyun’s face to judge his face, but he couldn’t quite read it.

“wh-what do you mean, yeo?” mark asked using his little lion to carry on the game for her.

“mommy said daddy is a really busy man,” she said matter-of-factly, she didn’t notice how all the eyes in the room were trained on her, and how the air seemed to still in preparation for her answer. “she said he’s a busy business man who flies all over the world and she said that a lot of daddies and mommies do that and that it’s okay!”

she was still happy as she spoke, still involved in her game of house she had roped them into playing with her.

“it really is okay,” mark said softly, forgetting his role for a moment.

“yep! it’s super okay because my mommy is really strong and she got so strong so she could take care of me all by herself.” yeoreum’s tiny body puffed up in all the pride a four year old could muster.

“but don’t you miss your dad?” haechan’s bear asked yeoreum’s little white fluffy bear.

“well yeah, all the other kids dads come and pick them up from school but mommy says that just because my daddy has a lot of stuff he has to do first, it doesn’t mean he doesn’t love me.” and then, for the first time, yeoreum’s voice became a bit quieter. “i don’t know my daddy, but i hope mommy’s right.”

doyoung’s eyes had danced back and forth between her and jaehyun, noticing the more she spoke, the more jaehyun’s face seemed to fall and it wasn’t long before doyoung though he saw the man tearing up.

“of course your mommy’s right, ‘reum,” jaehyun said softly behind her. she twisted around in her spot on the floor, looking up at him and she tilted her head at him when she saw his tears spill over, confused on why he was so sad. she shuffled forward to get closer to him and she frowned, bringing her arms to wrap around his neck tightly and jaehyun felt the tears hit him harder and he didn’t even care that everyone else in the room was witnessing this. his arms wrapped tightly around her little body, and he used his palm to try and wipe away some of the tears from his cheek.

“mommy said it’s okay to cry, and that hugs are a good bandaid,” yeoreum said, voice taking a knowing tone.

jaehyun nodded against her head, his eyes drifting to the hallway where he could see you standing there. your expression was unreadable to him, but your lips were pursed tightly.

“your mommy is right,” he repeated again, pulling her small hands away from his face then. “about the hugs and that your daddy was really busy but he definitely loves you.”

“do you know him?” she asked, pulling away from his neck to look at him earnestly, and jaehyun’s eyes crinkled at the edges, pulling away from your form in the hallway to look at his daughter again.

“i do, yeah,” jaheyun answered, “and he missed you so much.”

“can you tell him i miss him too? can you tell him that he can come pick me up from school?” she said excitedly and you chose that moment to interrupt. you couldn’t be sure where the rest of the conversation was going, you didn’t know if jaehyun would keep his word about not saying he was her dad and you could see her getting her hopes up too high, and you knew you had to be the bad guy.

“yeoruem, baby. it’s time we go home now, we have school in the morning.” you called softly, walking over to your little girl and she pouted up at you, but she didn’t argue, she just slowly got to her feet, hugging her teddy bear tightly to her chest.

“say thank you, they were very nice to play with you,” you nudged her softly and she did as she was told, genuinely happy to have been able to play with her new friends. you both started walking to the door and she turned suddenly, running to hug jaehyun once more before she left.

you saw she had whispered something to him as she pulled away and you saw jaehyun break out into a smile again.

“i will,” he said to her and with a happy nod yeoreum was back with you again.

with yeoreum’s shoes finally on, you both exited the door and were halfway to the elevator when you heard a door close and footsteps thumping towards you. you were both surprised and… not at all surprised to see jaehyun behind you, a new gleam in his eye as he tugged on his hood and put a mask into place over his nose.

“i would feel more comfortable if i took you home since it’s late.” he said nonchalantly. “i can drive us, if you want.”

“i don’t have a car seat for yeoreum,” you replied and jaehyun shrugged easily. “walking you home it is then.”

you were going to protest but yeoreum had already put her stuffed animal in your hand before grabbing your other one and one of jaehyun’s, tugging you both towards the elevator.

she had started chatting away about something you couldn’t even pay attention to, too entirely focused on the way jaehyun’s hand enveloped hers, your eyes trailing from his hand to his face and you weren’t sure what it was about it. maybe it was all the moments pulled together, primarily the past hour alone, but you felt an unmistakable skip of your heartbeat at the way he smiled down at your excited little girl.

you were too busy gazing up at jaehyun to even noticed the eight heads poking out of the doorway almost comically as they watched you three enter the elevator, being led by a headstrong four year old.

“they make a cute little family,” jungwoo mentioned, only pulling his head inside once he heard the elevator doors close; the members immediately talking animatedly about the new niece they seemed to automatically claim as their own.

no one noticed doyoung walking to his room, the tiny cup that yeoreum had used in his hand.

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it took all of three minutes into the walk home for yeoreum to yawn loudly and rub her eyes sleepily.

“did you get tired from playing with everyone?” you asked her and she nodded, all the cheerful excitement ebbing away from her slowly. you went to pick her up to carry her the rest of the way but jaehyun stopped you, eyes asking permission before he made a move and after a brief hesitation, you nodded to him with a smile.

“i got you, ‘reum, come here,” he said soothingly, picking her up and holding her close. she instantly laid her head down on his shoulder and you snorted at how quickly she closed her eyes. you cooed at how sweet she was, and jaehyun visibly glowed at how she seemed to relax with him instantly.

“you know you don’t have to do all of this,” you said to him after a few moments of yeoreum’s slow breathing. and jaehyun sighed deeply.

“look i know you think i’m this really shitty person who just ditched you, and i know that that’s how you must have felt but it wasn’t my intention. my manager saw our messages, you know. and even though I was still an adult then, we didn’t have nearly as much freedom as we do now. he yelled at me for an hour about being reckless with my career and all that. even though it doesn’t change anything, i didn’t do any of it on purpose or maliciously. and i’m sorry you had to do this alone.” he said, looking down at you the entire time he had been talking, wanting to see your face through his shortened explanation.

“it was really hard, at first, and i’ve been angry for awhile.” you said, voice soft and vulnerable after you thought a moment before deciding to give him honesty. “i had no clue what to tell any of my friends, and when i googled you i almost threw up, but i think that was from the pregnancy and not the news of you being famous. it made sense then to me what all had happened, but i couldn’t tell my parents the truth and so i had to say i didn’t know who the dad was. mortifying, really. my parents still haven’t spoken to me since then. and i love yeoreum more than anything, but i really… i think i hated you this whole time.” you don’t make eye contact as you confess to him a snippet of what had happened, a glimpse into how you felt.

jaehyun was stunned at all he had learned about you, he knew you probably had hated him, and he was right on that. he was horrified to learn that you really, truly had been alone through all of this. he didn’t know why but he had assumed, since he had learned of this at least, you would have had your parents to help support you, and it made his stomach turn knowing it was the opposite.

“but i don’t hate you now,” you admitted softly, looking ahead at the crosswalk sign, waiting for it to give you the okay to cross.

“oh? one day was all it took?” jaehyun asked a bit hopefully with a playful smile, his heart leaping in his chest at the statement, and he couldn’t quite place his finger on why it made him so excited to hear those words. you didn’t respond right away only rolling your eyes, and pulling a set of keys from your pocket and jaehyun realized you must be close to your place.

“but don’t get too excited, the statute has only been bumped up, not removed entirely,” you teased, and you unlocked the door that sat in the wall surrounding your house, entering the front yard that came with your house. it was small, but jaehyun noticed it was just enough for the two of you to live in and it seemed cozy.

you closed the door behind you, it automatically locking and you led the way to the front door of the house, unlocking it and kicking off your shoes. jaehyun shuffled nervously a bit, not knowing what he needed to do but toed off his shoes anyway just to be courteous.

“would you like to tuck her in?” you asked him after switching on a light in the room, and jaehyun blinked as his eyes adjusted. “if you don’t want to, that’s okay, i can.” and you reached for yeoreum but jaehyun tightened his hold on the sleeping girl.

“i can do it,” he stressed and you grinned, holding up your hands in surrender.

“okay then, ‘mister jaehyun’,” you joked, motioning for him to follow you down the hall into the room he could only assume was yeoreum’s if the little moon nightlight glowing and the soft peach paint on the wall were anything to go by.

he noticed she didn’t have an overabundance of toys, maybe a handful of plushies on her bed but he realized it was because she had a little table in the corner stacked with coloring books, crayons and markers. he could see her wanting to be an artist when she grew up, she had told him that already. as he was taking in the room, you had already folded back her blankets and you were waiting for him expectantly.

he very gently tucked yeoreum in after taking off her shoes and gave her the plushie he had gifted her and she cuddled into it immediately. it caused his heart to ache looking at her, realizing he had missed so many things. jaehyun followed you out of her room and you closed her door until it was just a crack.

“um…” jaehyun went to ask, not knowing how to really phrase the question he wanted.

“are you thirsty?” you asked him instead as you headed into your kitchen and he hovered in the entrance.

“not really, thank you, but i was wondering, if you’d be okay with it…” he trailed off, and your eyes darted to see him looking somewhat nervous.

“with what?”

“do you… maybe have pictures you could show me? or videos? i just know i’ve missed a lot and if you were okay with it, i’d like to see the moments i wasn’t there for.” your heart softened, as did your smile.

“yeah, i think i can do that for you.”

so jaehyun stayed with you until late that night, sitting at the kitchen table as you showed him pictures and videos of yeoreum. moments like her first steps, and her first words, which you were pouting when you told him wasn’t “mama”, but instead was “no”. he got to experience your laughter as yeoreum had brought a frog inside the house, and her subsequent scream as it jumped out of her hand then chased her. he got to see pictures of her and he felt like he could have been there.

should have been there.

and as he flipped through picture after picture, he noticed that his heart picked up in speed each time he came across a picture of you in it. he watched as you spoke about each picture, the excitement in the nostalgia as you flipped through each one and you explained to him what was going on.

he felt like he was back in your apartment five years ago, he felt at peace with you here.

he missed all of this, and he was going to make sure he wouldn’t miss anything else.

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NCT 127 @NCTsmtown_127 [idols with kids] episode 11 with JOHNNY, JAEHYUN, and MARK

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@lovej43 replied to NCTsmtown_127

i can’t with jaehyun smiling at that little girl like that :(

@127valentines replied to lovej43

right??? she looks a lot like him too, so cute

@markinmiami replied to NCTsmtown_127

mark accidentally breaking his crayon ㅠㅠ the kid gave him a mean look

@bananasoutforjohn replied to NCTsmtown_127

dude looked FLABBERGASTED when the kid started crying

@myloveforjae replied to @127valentines

no ur right tho, she resembles him a lot more than just the dimples 🤨

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you knew that sm would post the video to their youtube channel, but you didn’t realize how anxious reading the comments would make you.

you weren’t aware that the video had posted until jisoo showed you that yeoreum was trending on twitter because of her interactions with jaehyun, and then you went to youtube to read the comments there and every time you read one that mentioned their resemblance it made your stomach flip uncomfortably.

you had a little under a month to prepare for that moment and yet, it still surprised you. you were just pleased that the overall theme for reactions was how cute your daughter was and that made your heart rest just a bit easier.

while reading the comments on your phone, your eyes instantly darted to the text notification that popped up.

3:43 pm he who might be named 😶‍🌫️: did you see they posted the video? everyone is commenting about how cute ‘reum is

3:44 pm you: yeah, and they’re also saying how much you look alike…

3:46 pm he who might be named 😶‍🌫️: well, she’s my daughter so i’d hope so

3:47 pm you: i don’t think you get what i mean

3:48 pm he who might be named 😶‍🌫️: you mean that she also gets her looks from you? i agree

your eyebrows rose at that comment, he had been mildly flirtatious for the past week but now it was becoming blatantly obvious.

3:50 pm you: i mean yes, but that wasn’t what i meant

3:51 pm he who might be named 😶‍🌫️: if it’s not that, then enlighten me

3:52 pm you: aren’t you concerned people will figure it out?

3:54 pm he who might be named 😶‍🌫️: i don’t think they’ll be able to figure it out from just a twenty minute video on youtube

3:55 pm he who might be named 😶‍🌫️: besides, they’d probably doubt it considering how beautiful you are

you simultaneously blushed at his very obvious flirting and sighed at his nonchalance. you were growing accustomed to jaehyun’s presence in your life, and you were finding yourself looking forward to seeing him and spending time with him. it made you feel as if you three were a family but the overwhelming dark cloud of the public finding out loomed over you and shadowed the fluttery feeling you felt in your chest when you talked to him.

you didn’t want to let this get to you but it was turning into somewhat of a fear for you, and it wasn’t really that people would find out.

it was the aftermath; the most negative version being the source of your fear.

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jaehyun stared at his phone waiting for a response from you a bit longer than he should have, but when he felt a shadow hovering to his left he quickly locked his phone. his shoulders instantly relaxed when he saw it was doyoung, but the look on doyoung’s face made jaehyun instantly concerned.

doyoung refused eye contact with him, shifting uncomfortably as he leaned against the mirrored wall of the practice room. everyone else was sat in various spots on around the room and although jaehyun didn’t mind doyoung deciding to spend his break with him, his awkward behavior made jaehyun tense.

“i’ve been putting off talking to you for a week now.” doyoung said to the ground, his arms crossing over his chest.

“what about?”

“i…” doyoung started then stopped, he waited a few seconds then began again. “look, just remember i did it to protect you, you know, just in case.”

he was purposefully being vague and jaehyun pushed off the wall, turning his body to really face doyoung. “what did you do?”

“it’s – i – when y/n came over the first time, even though you were convinced, i wasn’t. so… i had a dna test done.” doyoung’s response made jaehyun’s skin grow hot, he wasn’t why sure anger was the first emotion that bubbled up first but it came on strong enough to surprise even him.

“why would you do that?” he said from between gritted teeth. the idea that yeoreum might not be his never crossed his mind, he had been so sure from the moment he saw you near her.

he just knew.

“you didn’t know, you were just going off of y/n’s word alone. i wanted to give you proof.”

“no, you wanted to rub it in my face that she had lied. you wanted to be right.” jaehyun couldn’t hear how his voice was raising, he could only hear the blood rushing in his ears.

“you would have went your whole life possibly raising someone else’s kid if i hadn’t had the test done!” doyoung was defensive now, and he couldn’t understand why jaehyun would have just blindly believed you like he did.

“i wouldn’t have cared either way!” jaehyun hadn’t realized he had gotten closer to doyoung until a hand came to push against his chest, pulling him back and away from him.

“keep it down unless you want the whole building to know your business,” johnny said lowly to jaehyun, eyes darting to the choreographer across the room, who seemed to be mostly unaware of the situation since he had headphones on.

“he went behind my back and had a dna test done, without asking me first!” jaehyun argued back, angry eyes not leaving the apologetic ones of doyoung.

“if it makes you feel better, she’s yours.” doyoung said, guilt apparent in his face even if he was trying to maintain his stance that he had done nothing wrong.

“i knew that already!” jaehyun actually yelled that time, and he went to take a step forward – to do what he wasn’t sure but johnny’s palm held him firmly in place.

his phone choosing that moment to vibrate, pulling him away from the moment; he had an incoming call from you. he took a moment to shoot doyoung a seething glare, then took a calming breath before turning away to answer.

“hi,” he breathed, his anger slowly dissipating.

“hello,” you replied, but your voice was a bit strained and he picked up on it right away.

“everything okay?” he questioned instantly.

“yeah,” you said and he heard you pull away to speak to someone else before coming back to the phone. “my friend and coworker, jisoo? she was there that day with me, she got injured at work and i’m the only one able to take her to the hospital. will you…” another quick word to someone else. “i need you to be there to pick up yeoreum from school, please.”

jaehyun’s mind was racing thinking of his schedule for the day, he had practice for another few hours, and he told you as such.

“i know you’re busy, but this is something that comes with being a parent. you make adjustments.” you said, and your voice was panicked as you heard someone call for you, and he heard you address the doctor.

“please jae, she has a key on her backpack. you get to pick her up from school and be her dad. this is what you asked for… and what she has always wanted.”

“i’ll be there.” he answered, his mind made up before you even had started to speak. “what time does she get out for school?”

“5, thank you so much, jae. i really appreciate it.” and when someone called your name again you sounded rushed once more. “coming! bye jae, i’ll see you later.”

you hung up the phone, and even though jaehyun was still feeling angry towards doyoung, he couldn’t help the smile that grew on his face at the opportunity you gave him.

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jaehyun was thankful that the lady at the front counter seemed to be too old to stay in tune with media as she didn’t even bat an eyelash when he gave his name to her and told her that he was there to pick up yeoreum. he refrained from saying the term ‘my daughter’ aloud but your rules couldn’t stop him from thinking it.

when the lady called over the system to tell the teacher that it was time for yeoreum to go home, jaehyun leaned casually against the wall while he waited.

he wasn’t thinking about how he had lied to get out of the last few hours of practice. he wasn’t thinking about the argument yet to be resolved with doyoung.

he wasn’t thinking about the other parents coming in and seeing him, recognizing him.

all he could think about how long the minutes seemed too stretch on for yeoreum to be released from her class… and he wouldn’t lie and say he wasn’t also thinking about you. specifically, the last time he saw you, which was three days before.

you had invited him over on sunday night, stating that yeoreum had asked about him and if she could one day make cookies for mister jaehyun. you had told him it was so out of the blue for her to ask that and when you had questioned her on it, her simple response was ‘if cookies makes santa come, maybe it will work for mister jaehyun too’.

you didn’t have the heart to tell her no, which led to the phone call. jaehyun was there in twenty minutes, knocking on the door to which you answered with flour splattered across your face, with a giggling four-year-old right behind you sporting flour in her hair. jaehyun’s grin was painful for his cheeks as he took in the scene, and he couldn’t help but laugh with you both before even saying hello.

“are you supposed to be wearing the ingredients?” jaehyun asked as he stepped inside your house, following you both as you made your way into the kitchen.

“mommy started it!” and you feigned a gasp, a floured hand on your chest.

“i did not!” and she giggled once more, waving her tiny hands for jaehyun to bend down so she could whisper in his ear. jaehyun’s dimples were deep as he listened to her and your thoughts straying to how handsome he was running through your mind before you even registered. jaehyun turned his head to nod excitedly with yeoreum and you narrowed your eyes at them both.

“you better have told him how you threw first,” you warned playfully.

“oh she did,” jaehyun agreed, moving slightly to the left and it didn’t click that he was suspiciously close to the bag of flour. “she also said we should be on a team.”

“wha – oh don’t you dare!” but it was too late, as jaehyun had already pinched some flour and flicked it at you, and as you stood there with a shocked look on your face and flour now decorating your hair, jaehyun and yeoreum shared a giggly high five. you crossed your arms childishly and stomped your foot, turning away from them both dramatically, taking a page directly out of your daughter’s book.

“oh no, ‘reum… we’ve made your mommy upset.” jaehyun theatrically whispered and you had to bite back a laugh.

“i know what will cheer her up!” yeoreum whispered back, and they were both suspiciously silent and then you heard feet shuffling behind you; yeoreum popping up in front of you suddenly, and then there were not one, but two sets of arms wrapping around you in a tight squeeze, yeoreum’s head resting on your stomach and you froze at the feeling of jaehyun’s cheek resting on top of your head.

you felt the heat rise up your neck and the butterflies were back; you couldn’t tell if this was part of the joke or if he meant the hug the way it felt to you but you quickly pushed that train of thought to the side, giving yourself two more seconds in the embrace of them both before you broke the moment by clearing your throat.

“so, did we still want to make mister jaehyun cookies?” yeoreum blinked up at you cutely and nodded her head, you ran your hand through her hair gently, still very aware of jaehyun at your back and you tried to ignore it but failed.

jaehyun noticed it took only five minutes of trying to cook for yeoreum to get bored and ask if she can go color instead, so it left only you and him in the kitchen, and the first few minutes were spent trying to fill the awkward silence with comments and small laughter.

you had just started to mix up the ingredients when you heard him move, his feet shuffling just a bit.

jaehyun leaned a little closer into your space, feeling his body heat on your back; his hand braced against the counter to the left of your hip and you weren’t sure if your heart raced or slowed, but all you knew was that you were hyper aware of his presence as you were minutes before when he had hugged you.

“do you need help with that?” he asked lowly, his voice near your ear and you could almost feel his breath on your cheek. you turned your head and he was as close to you as you had thought he was, and it made you take a slight step away. you knew he could see the rising blush on your cheeks and a smirk made its way to his lips.

“no, i got it,” you said, but then realized that his close proximity allowed you to get a little revenge. “i am capable, thank you very much.” it was your turn to flick flour at his face, and he only blinked at you in shock, his expression comical and you wished you could take a picture of it.

a small gasp at the entrance of the kitchen made you jump away from each other as if you had been caught doing something wrong, and you both had quickly fumbled with an excuse, neither of which had made any sense but you had seemingly gotten away with it.

the memory brought a smile to his face and that look was the first thing yeoreum saw as she walked through the door to see him waiting for her.

“mister jaehyun!” she exclaimed, running up to him and hugging him around his legs and god, he loved this little girl. when she let go, he bent down and went in for a proper hug, picking her up in the process and they left the building.

yeoreum spoke to him animatedly, telling him about her favorite part of her day and then she asked him about his favorite part, his answer being an immediate, “getting to see you, of course.” which only made her beam at him in a childlike sense of pride.

“what about mommy?” she asked innocently, and he blinked.

“well, of course you and her both are my favorite part.” yeoreum’s loud giggle made him smile but she shook her head.

“no, i mean where’s mommy?” and it dawned on him that he had told on himself to a very observant child.

“oh, she had to take her friend to the doctor. she isn’t your teacher, too?” jaehyun asked, playing it off in a way he thought was smooth enough. the question sparking another conversation about how she gets to change classrooms like she’s in real school but not a whole lot just sometimes and it’s definitely really fun, and jaehyun could only nod as she chattered away, finally arriving at the front gate to your home and yeoreum wiggled her way out of his arms so she could get her key.

“i wanna do it, mommy lets me!” and jaehyun nodded as he let her lead the way, really just letting himself enjoy being a parent solo, and after hours of dinner, bath, and then bed, he realized it was fairly exhausting and he told himself to remind you when you got home how impressive he thought you were.

jaehyun sat on the edge of her bed, she had requested him to tuck her in and he had but then she had started crying and he was on the verge of panicking.

“’reum, what’s the matter baby?” he said, taking a tip he got from you and running his hand through her hair to try and soothe her, she wasn’t hysterical but she clutched the plushie that he had gotten her tightly, big tears rolling down her cheeks as her bottom lip quivered.

“mommy always sings me a song and kisses me goodnight every night… when is she coming home?” she sniffed, and jaehyun’s eyebrows furrowed in concern. the last text update he had gotten was an hour ago when you had said that jisoo was going back for x-rays and that it shouldn’t be too much longer.

“she’ll be here soon but i can do that, too.” he offered her gently and her eyes looked a little less sad at his offer. “what song does she sing?”

“i don’t know the name,” her lip wobbled again and fresh tears sprung in her eyes.

“that’s okay,” he assured her soothingly, “can you hum it for me?”

yeoreum sniffed twice before humming the tune of a song jaehyun knew well, and it made a small smile tug at the corner of his mouth. as she hummed, he did the same right along with her until he started to sing softly to her, his hand continuing the motions from before, gently moving through her hair.

“so whenever you ask me again, how i feel… please remember…” and yeoreum wasn’t humming anymore, her small voice drifting away as she watched jaehyun, completely entranced by his voice, her young mind in awe at how he knew the song her mommy would sing to her.

“my answer if you,” jaehyun continued to sing, his finger tapping on her nose gently which finally earned him a small laugh. a sound he missed, and while he was glad to be present for even the times she was upset, he preferred her happy and smiling.

yeoreum didn’t say anything for a long second, and then in a small and unsure voice asked, “mister jaehyun?”

“yes, miss yeoreum?”

“if… if my daddy doesn’t ever come back from his business trips, if he’s still too busy for me…” jaehyun’s heart broke at the mention of that, his smile slowly disappearing from his face. “do you think you could be my daddy instead?”

“oh yeoreum…” he started and he saw a bit of panic welling up in her eyes, and she scrambled to sit up.

“i’m really good, i promise! mommy says so and santa does too, i get presents every year.” she pleaded, her eyebrows so furrowed they were nearly touching, and jaehyun’s eyes softened.

“yeoreum, sweetheart. i am y-.”

“”’reum, i’m home.” jaehyun nearly jumped at the sound of your voice, his head whipping around to find you staring at him in the doorway. he couldn’t quite place the emotion there; it wasn’t necessarily anger but you didn’t seem happy in the slightest.

“mommy!” yeoreum called, her tears forgotten at the sight of you in her room. you walked over to kneel at the edge of her bed, motioning for her to lay down again and pulling the blankets up to her chin.

“did you have fun with mister jaehyun?” you asked her, brushing her hair back away from her face. you heard everything said, and the feeling that you were letting her down sat heavy on your chest.

“i did, we had lots of fun,” she replied, finally letting out a long overdue yawn – the worry of you not being home the main thing that kept her awake.

“tell him goodnight, okay?”

“goodnight, mister jaehyun.” she murmured sleepily and you stood up then, motioning for jaehyun to follow you as you closed her door behind you. you moved away from the door, heading into the kitchen and jaehyun couldn’t help the feeling that he was in trouble somehow.

“i thought we had a deal,” you finally said, turning to face him as you leaned against the kitchen counter.

“what?” jaehyun was a little confused, he was trying to figure out where this conversation was going before it even started.

“the statute of limitations weren’t up yet, i still don’t want you to tell her you’re her father.” your voice was stiff, and you didn’t make eye contact with him as you spoke.

“i wasn’t going to…”

“i heard everything, jae. she already loves you so much, and if you decide to walk out it’s going to wreck her and i’ll be left to try and fix what you broke.”

jaehyun wasn’t sure why, but he felt the telltale sign of his anger rising. he felt it on the back of his neck, and the way his teeth ground together.

“i thought i made myself clear that i wasn’t going anywhere.” his voice wasn’t curt, but you still heard the tone.

“you did, but that’s when things are relatively easy. who’s to say-?” and he cut you off.

“say about what? what could anyone possibly say to make me leave?”

“me, when i say i think it’s best you kept your distance for a little while. you’ve made things complicated for me.” and to say jaehyun was shocked speechless would be an understatement.

“how?” was his only response, he was biting on the inside of his cheek to keep from getting really upset.

“we were fine,” you started, crossing your arms in front of your chest. “we were fine on our own, and then you waltzed in our lives and shook everything up and now i don’t know which way is up and which way is down. i think you’re confusing yeoreum… and me and… and i don’t know how to feel about any of this.”

“this was fate and you know it.” and your answering scoff only spurned him on. “i don’t believe in coincidences and neither did you last i checked. you moved here so she could learn about her heritage, and of the millions of people in korea you still manage to run into me, she still found me.”

“yes… well we had our life just fine on our own – just me and yeoreum. what right-.”

“i’m her father!” his voice raised just enough to make you finally look at him, to see the hurt in his eyes as he spoke. “that’s what right. you’ve given me this… this incredible gift, something i didn’t even know i needed until a month ago and i refuse to let you take it away from me. i thought you and i were getting closer, but if you want to continue to hate me that’s fine, but i want to be in my daughter’s life and you can’t keep me from doing that.”

his eyes were glassy, as if he was keeping himself from crying over the situation as a whole and his breathing was heavy. you broke the eye contact you held with him, instead focusing on the rise and fall of his chest.

his response was answer enough for you.

answer for this entire thing you had been fighting off for the past month while you got to know each other again, while you got to spend time together as a family. you saw yeoreum smiling and laughing, jaehyun usually the cause of it. their dimples coming out in the exact same manner, and it was like within the month you felt your heart warm up in a way it hadn’t in years at the idea of it, the idea of him.

you realized you were happier around him too, and although you really were trying to protect yeoreum, you realized in that moment that you were also trying to protect yourself.

and that wasn’t fair to yeoreum, jaehyun… or you.

“i don’t.” you said softly, finally giving him a response he found cryptic.

“what?”

“i don’t hate you.” you clarified for him and he inhaled deeply.

“then why are you acting as if i’m an asshole when i’ve done nothing but try and prove to you that i’m not… that i care about you both.” his hands were thrown out at his sides in exasperation, finally realizing that it wasn’t anger he was feeling but fear.

“because it won’t just be her heart you’ll break if you decide to leave.” you gnawed at your lip, unsure of how he was going to respond to this.

“what do you…” he asked and his voice was softer now, taking a small step towards you.

“you’ll be breaking mine, too.” you said, and you finally made eye contact with him again and he could see it there.

the fear.

of rejection, of being hurt, of being left alone after becoming so quickly used to having another person be there with you. he understood then.

he closed the gap in a few steps, and he stood in front of you, his hands hesitating before he allowed them to rest on your arms.

“i know… i know this hasn’t been easy for you. that you’ve had terrible things said to you because i wasn’t there, and i can’t guarantee that when people find out, more things won’t be said. but the difference is that i’m here now. i’m here and i’m not going anywhere, and…” he trailed off for a moment, eyes searching yours before he finally continued. “i know there were no expectations five years ago, but i have them now. i know you feel this too, i know you do. and if i have to convince you every day that i’m not going anywhere, then i will.”

you didn’t realize you had started to cry until your tears started to burn your eyes and you wiped them away with a watery laugh.

“oh come on, i can’t have both my girls crying in one night.” and jaehyun swore his heart stopped when you looked up at him like that.

“then don’t say sweet things to make me cry.” you said, tone a little pouty.

“well if that’s what it takes,” jaehyun shrugged easily.

“yeah but,” your sentence was then interrupted by jaehyun’s phone vibrating incessantly in his pocket. he dug it out, ready to ignore the phone call but the name that popped up made him hit accept instead. you didn’t hear any of the other side of the conversation, only jaehyun’s.

“oh, really?” followed by a, “yes, that’s true.” and then, “not to be disrespectful, but i don’t care.” his eyes then jumping back to yours when he said, “then we’ll figure it out, this is more important to me.” before saying, “okay, i’ll see you tomorrow.” and finally hung up.

“what was that about?” you asked tilting your head to the side, your curiosity getting the better of you.

“that… was everyone finding out.” he said easily and your eyebrows shot up over widened eyes, “and as you heard me say – i don’t care. we’ll figure it out one way or another, all i know is that you, yeoreum… this family is far more impor – mmph!” and you didn’t give him the chance to finish his sentence because you threw your arms around his neck and kissed him.

the action familiar to you, recalling the way jaehyun had done the same all those years ago. jaehyun wasn’t one to miss an opportunity and so he kissed you back, his arms wrapping around you tightly and pulling you closer to him. the moment was one he had been wanting for weeks now, ever since he sat with you at the table and you showed him all the pictures.

and he didn’t waste a second, kissing you until you were both breathless and you finally pulled away.

“i’m sorry, i just…” you trailed off, finally seeing that happiness in his eyes again.

“don’t be, because i’m about to do it again.” he said with a smirk before closing the distance once more, this kiss much sweeter than the first. his palm flat against the small of your back, his other hand resting on your hip and everything about that moment with him felt right.

his lips, his warmth, his smile that you felt against your lips that fully interrupted the kiss.

“what is it?” you huffed playfully, and his smile turned into a small laugh.

“i just remembered something.” he said, his dimples appearing then.

“and that is…?”

“try again, huh?” he joked before planting a quick kiss to your lips, muffling your groan.

“it was the only thing that would stop her from crying as a baby.” you defended weakly.

“that’s my girl.” he said, nothing but pride in his voice, and you smacked him gently on the chest.

“our girl.” you corrected him easily, and the smile that lit up his face was breathtaking.

“our girl.”

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[b side: epilogue]

a year or so later…

a family outing is what jaehyun had called it when he woke up one morning asking if you wanted to go to the gardens that had a christmas lights display and you didn’t even get the chance to decide because yeoreum overheard as she stood at your doorway and was immediately excited.

“that settles that then,” you teased.

“as if you ever had a choice,” he said to you with a wink, calling a good morning to the sleepy girl who jumped into bed and cuddled with you both.

your little family had a lazy day in bed before you all finally rolled out of it to get ready for the lights, making sure that yeoreum – who was adamant that she didn’t need help picking out clothes anymore – bundled herself up in her puffy jacket, you pocketing her gloves that she had forgotten. jaehyun purposefully matched jackets with her, and you sighed knowing you had to do the same.

“we look like a little marshmallow family,” you commented as you walked through the gardens, the lights reflecting off of your face.

“yes but a cute one,” jaehyun retorted, teasing being his way of flirting and something you noticed never slacked off even after you had officially started dating him.

you hadn’t realized you had walked ahead of them and then you noticed neither of them were right behind you, you turned around to see jaehyun smiling brightly as he kneeled to whisper suspiciously to yeoreum, something that had been their thing ever since the beginning.

“really?!” yeoreum gasped aloud, eyes pleading with him to not be joking. you narrowed your eyes at them, desperately hoping jaehyun wasn’t telling her they would get the hamster she had been begging for. when jaehyun nodded in answer to her question, her entire body radiated with excitement and then his eyes pointedly looked from her to you a few times and yeoreum giggled.

she turned on her heel and skipped over to you, motioning for you to bend down so she could whisper in your ear – letting you in on the secret. as she whispered, your eyes widened slightly, and they softened as they easily found his.

you could feel yours slowly starting to tear up and you held them at bay for as long as you could. instead of saying anything aloud, you kept with the spirit of their game, their thing they shared, you whispered to yeoreum. you figured she’d skip back over to jaehyun to give him your response but instead she jumped up and down, turning to face jaehyun.

“she said yes!” she exclaimed loudly with her hands cupping around her mouth, squealing with enthusiasm. looking at jaehyun’s soft smile, eyes full of love for you and for the little girl you shared, the answer was obvious.

as if you could have possibly said no.

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