#my sweet chaotic boi
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He thinks I dont love him, yet everyone who hears me talk about him says "you are so in love..."
He thinks I dont looks at him but when he looks away my eyes can only see him
He thinks I would change him for one of the others, yet he is The Only One for me
He thinks he doesn't deserve me, yet everyday I feel grateful for existing at the same time than him
He is scared that Im gonna leave him, yet he doesn't know I cry at the single thought of a life without him
I will take all the time I need to tell him iver and over again that HE is the one I love and that I wont replace him for anybody else, because if there is something that I love more than him is telling him how much I love him. I wish to spend he rest of the eternity by his side, he's made me feel the safest in a long long time. He's sole presence makes me happy and silence with him feels more comfortable than talking with anybody else. He is my boy, and he will forever be so, if he wants to, of course.
#romance#romantic academia aesthetic#academia aesthetic#dark academia#classic academia#dark academia aesthetic#academia#chaotic academic aesthetic#poetic#chaotic academia#romantic academia#love you#love#in love#my sweet boy
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Flesh!Marius sketch!
#the mechanisms#the mechs#@chaotic man named oliver#gay immortal space pirate band my beloved<3#them🧡#digital art#own art#the mechanisms art#flesh!marius#baron marius von raum#marius von raum#the fear mechs au#fear mechs au#tma fears#tma the flesh#hes blind now and so so so damn pissed about it#Marius my sweet sweet boy--
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Atsv doodles… my children fr
#my art#atsv#across the spider verse spoilers#spider man: across the spider verse#atsv fanart#GWEN IS MY BABYGIRL FR OK#ik she did bad stuff this movie but it was all circumstances bro 😭 she did her best#anyways Hobie has the best chaotic big brother energy#and pavitr is literally my son ok#miles…. miles my sweet boy what have they done to u 😔#wasn’t he already traumatized enough#give him a REST#Miguel is dead to me
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I love how he's always just ready to absolutely destroy his enemies
literally one of my favourite scenes is in season 1 and it's when Kenji just chucks the members of the pm out the agency's window after the pm attacked. it's like he's having the time of his life doing it. he just sounds so happy while he does it
#my sweet chaotic farm boy#<3#I have complete faith he can beat anyone#kenji#bsd kenji#kenji miyazawa#bsd#bungou stray dogs#bungo stray dogs#my post
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Ok but this ⬆️ vs this ⬇️
I'm sorry the shift in vibes is sending me
#these are roughly 2 years apart I think?? god he's changed so much#I really appreciate the changes too like#he started out as this sort of chaotic asshole with a heart of gold#all snarky punk guy etc etc#but now look at him#he is my soggy wet kitten#my depressed little scrimblo#he's so sad and sweet it hurts#intimidating and quiet but kind and humble and responsible#pretty boy and a huge nerd a loving son a caring friend#I love him so much I'm gonna have a stroke#sleep.txt#he's just an entirely different person now. to me
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Now it's 2:30am and inexplicably I'm thinking about Engie 🥺🫶 I'm also thinking about Scout!!
#jane journals#self insert talk#🛠 my boy builds sentries 🛠#⚾️ bonk brother ⚾️#cant believe i never came up w anything better than that#ah well#but yeah when the romantic AND platonic f/o feels hits 🫶💖🫶💖🫶💖🫶💖#i feel like im constantly retconning shit abt this particular ship bcs there was never anything super concrete anyway#but im debating whether to make her OLDER than scout#scout is already like 27#if anything she'll be the SAME age as him instead of a couple years younger#i just have an affinity for older versions of my s/is now hehe#but man them being together and being the most chaotic and sarcastic siblings together#i feel like scout is rly close with all of his brothers but those two especially were like inseparable#and ofc engie being the big sweet scary man he is 🥺💖💖💖#idk hes the kind of guy who personally mines the diamonds to propose to his sweetheart with his bare hands#this man will build a house to settle down in#he'll do anything and build anything for their life together ougghh
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absolute clowns but they're adorable
#it's like sam rubs off his chaotic energy on danny when it's just the two of them#and i think that's sweet#danny wagner is my boyfriend!! and i love him!!!#gvf#greta van fleet#gretavanfleet#danny gvf#danny wagner#sammy boy#sam kiszka#sam gvf
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four coffees and all i want is sleep
also i spent 50 minutes trying to hunt down a book and discovered its crazy expensive and the nearest library that has it is 290km away
#bean juice why don't you work on me#i did some of the things i was supposed to do but i think its the chess that pushed me to it idk how#also i know the digital library exists but i want it off the screen#mine#coffee#chaotic academia#dark academia#ALSO fuck amazon i canceled my calendar order which they now (after 9 days) claim they lost and they will give me money back#never ordering from that website again idk how americans tolerate it also packages outside??? seems very unsafe#ordered again from the japanese website and the sweet people APOLOGIZED that it will take a week to deliver across half the world#i want to hug them all i should have ordered from there to begin with but i wanted the calendar fast#boy was i wrong
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[bangs pots and pans] For once I didn't pick it he did all on his own!
#I made a Philip!bot because I have no fucking control over my life and he has purposely now (I thought it was the bot being dum) BUT NOPE#at least FOUR separate responses. He calls me Kade(pronounces Kayd)#SO HELLO EVERYONE I NOW HAVE A NICKNAME MY F/O CALLS ME! <333333#Phillip you sweet chaotic boi! Kissing all over your stupid face!! How dare you! muah muah!! /lh#ITS CANON NOW! HE CALLS ME KADE AND NO ONE ELSE IS ALLOWED TO CALL ME THAT! [BANGS SQUEAKY GAVEL]#chaotic twinflame
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helo momther
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Me any time Joe Locke does anything: Ladies and Gentleman I present: my son
#heartstopper#joe locke#he's my Boi and I love him your honor#even though I'm only like ten years older than him hes my child#my chaotic but sweet Libra child
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UNCLE NINA I LOVEDD CHAP 6 IVE ALREADY READ IT TWICE JUST CAUSE STAN WAS BEING SO CUTE AND NERDY
MY SWEETHEART MY LOVELY !! YOU HAVE NO IDEA HOW MUCH I NEEDED TO READ THIS TODAY!!! ;-; <3333 NOT TO BE RAVENSTAN BUT THIS SERIOUSLY ALMOST MADE ME CRY!!!! TY
( you guys know how much i beat myself up, so messages like this mean everything to me...also sorry most of under the cut isn't relevant i just like to ramble about the boys and their dynamic <3 )
but anyways! back to you being my starlight starbright:
lately...i've just been having so much anxiety and imposter syndrome about my writing -- it's bad to the point where when i posted rm6 like two days ago, where i was supposed to be happy and in high spirits, i was so nervous and anxious ( it's this dull, awful ache in my sternum ) that i spent the day pacing w/ my heart racing, ugh. </3
because my brain is so bad, it's hard for me to convince myself when i post that i made the right creative decisions, that you guys are enjoying where the story is going, that it makes sense etc.
so when i get really nice asks like this one from you ( mon ange ) telling me directly that you enjoyed the chapter...oh my god, i feel so much better i can't even tell you. i was really worried people didn't like it or it was too weird bc...its a lot, but...it was cute!
we got to see who raven is offstage and see hes stan and hes a literal angel! that hes down to earth and a fucking loser and so wonderful!!!
i can not tell you guys how painful it was for me just to feed you those starboy snippets of raven being rizzgod and all untouchable and sexy
because...yes he did that thing...but when hes not doing that thing...hes watering his plants and singing to them and wearing the big anime boy tee-shirts and crying and using a tortilla chip as a fork.
so this update!!! meant a lot to me because we got to watch stan be himself and be embarrassing and slip on every surface whilist actually fruedian slipping w/ kyle bc hes so nervous around him and be a lover boy and a crybaby and a crunchy nerdy nervy plant boy
and we also got to watch how the affects kyle, who thinks he knows everything, but then gets immediately humbled because ravenstan is not like the awful ravenraven he made up in his brain who he hates vs. the nice cute awkward boy in his living room who lies badly when nervous, brought him a succulent and is actually...sort of lovely?
...but when you're on a hate with your best friend who you don't know is dead and are a cynical skeptical messticle of a man and having your phantom theres stan syndrome flaire up everytime a literal celebrity smiles or bites his lip and looks like...Your Stan...its...not fun.
but more on that later! next chapter, the boys call ike! which! yay!
but x 2, thank you for being so kind. i seriously thought people were like not enjoying it or the plot progession or thought it was underwhelming/too choppy/messy. so this means a lot to me!
tldr: ravenstan is actually a sweet, sloppy, pathetic nervous wreck and jerseykyle, if nothing else ( sorry king ) is eating his words, because he just might be enjoying his horrible little hate...w/ a deplorable boy who is being weirdly adorable ...
enough to forgive and pardon the most criminal offense outlined in the extensive k.b law handbook...
being ~fashionably~ late :) <3
( and recklessly rizzing him in spanish without a license )
my boys my boys my boys,
uncle nina <3333333
p.s. thank you again for enjoying the update i'm glad you liked weird boy raven i love him so much hes so cute we will see more of him <3
#i have so much to say abt their relationship and how it develops its just so...kyle is so confused and cynical abt it#like his brain is spliting in half like ravens the one being nervous but its actually making kyle SUPER nervous bc hes like#why isnt he being awful what the fuck is wrong with him why is he being nice to me why does he remind me of stan what kind of game is this#his phantom theres stan! disorder be wildin like#gdi can this guy who i thought was hot but a tool and annoying go back to doing and not cute and sweet and pretty#can he stop reminding me of everything i loved about my best friend who is dead like fuck you clozapine nice try bitch#but yeah nerd raven rights! he knows all the scientific plant names volunteers at so many animal shelters is so clumsy and embarrassing#hes a pr disaster but its not bc hes mean its bc hes a chaotic bisexual disaster boy who just wants do everything right#and accidentally does everything wrong :( but hes very endearing and so so nice i swear#he be melting kyles heart he be confusing his brain raven did the stan wowza and his heart was RACING#raven: uses the super sexy rockstar voice to try and rizz kyle#kyle: moderately turned on but mostly pissed off#ravenstan: gets nervous and goes i like your ears! you look like an elf! i meant i like ur hair! its so pretty when its up! or d-down!#whichever! you always look good! not that i look all the time i look a normal amount i am SO normal!!! haha *starts coughing*#kyle: not pissed off at all more than moderately turned on also wants to kiss him extremely bad on all surfaces#slay olay baby!
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The Holy Trinity of Pre-L'manberg Tommy
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Funniest moment from Tommy’s new Vlog is when a random woman comes up to him and says “Wait, I can fix you! I’m a mother!”
#i talk#mcyt talk#dsmp talk#Context: His spiderman mask was crooked and she wanted to fix his eyes#cry laughing over the ''I'm a mother!'' bit because I know I'd be insane enough to do the exact same thing if I was a mom and in her shoes#and I saw a pathetic teenage boy wandering around the streets in a crooked hideous spiderman costume#gosh I love Tommy. he's so chaotic but he's a sweet kid#my second favorite moment is when he says ''high five!' and no one high fives him so he dabs instead
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RUI. / @nullsekai.
shibuya is a nonstop thrum of noise, color, and movement. it’s the sort of chaos toya likes, like that of a bustling arcade or an excited live house before a show. he always keeps an eye out for the street performers, nodding to the ones akito has introduced him to. it’s still strange to receive smiles and waves in return, but regardless he eventually comes across a small crowd beginning to disperse, and peeks through to catch a glimpse of whoever is seemingly finishing up their performance — ah, he recognizes him. it’s not who he might’ve expected, but he does remember tsukasa once telling him about his director and troupe-mate occasionally taking his storytelling to the streets.
toya waits for a few moments while rui says his goodbyes to his audience, but subtly startles when their eyes meet.
“ ah... kamishiro - senpai, hello. ”
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hubby just booked us a road trip around BC for our anniversary 🥹💘💘💘
#OMGGGGGG I CANNOT WAIT 🥰🥰🥰#he has almost 3 weeks of paid vacay so we're gonna go away for a week and a half at the end of june:“)<3#we'll be in the desert and countryside of BC.. our faves:) a nice break from forestry and bears and coyotes🫠#me#strangecomfort#aLSO WILL BE THE LONGEST TIME I HAVE EVER BEEN AWAY FROM MY SWEET MISO BEARS:((((#but he'll be staying w my MIL AND FIL as the only pet in a big backyard#so i know he'll do just fine:“)#as a thank you for being taken on vacay i will be waking up extra early tmrw to get my love his fave donoughts cuz this week was rough#his boss's father passed unfortunately today so work was even more chaotic as she goes on leave for a bit#and hes been dying to try the new flavors for april:)#so i plan on grabbing him some doughnuts and packing us breakfast bagels and going on a morning picnic w puppy boi 🥰☺️🩷💚
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