#my heart literally feels lighter just thinking about him. i want to kiss him SOOOO badly it makes me look stupid đ
half my brain is rotted from noir and now the other half is currently rotting from claude. i cannot win.
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Sorry if this has already been rone but- could I get Bakugou, Todoroki, Denki and Izuku (separately) with a non-binary s/o whoâs quirk is based off of a hyena? They have splotches of lighter skintone on them, freckles, laugh like a hyena, have sharp teeth and eyes like them? And a tail + ears? S/o is really chaotic, they live by the motto âIâll try anything once,â and are overall very likable yet funky? Extra points if the boys see them in their hero outfit (which is something a little showeyđ
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this is rly interesting anon!!
hyena quirk headcanons with:
bakugou katsuki, todoroki shoto, midoriya izuku, kaminari denki
gn!reader :)
bakugou katsuki
so at first he was definitely ticked off by how different u were
tbh u kinda reminded him of Mina with ur personality
But he thought ur appearance was very cool
later on in ur relationship, youâd always feel him tracing the shapes of the splotches on ur skin, or softly scratching the space behind ur ears
he thought u looked so badass with those teeth though
u were wild but you werenât careless
your attacks were precise and carefully planned during practice and he definitely noticed
even before u guys started dating, bakugou had already known almost everything about you just by observing
he noticed how your ears perked up easily
whether itâs excitement or during training
he loved watching how your pupils would dilate and how completely focused youâd look when on the battle field but if youâre just chilling?
your whole body is relaxed
oh and his favorite, favorite part is that if he teases you about things and you deny it, your tail will give it away
like your first kiss for example
he pulled away and with the smuggest grin he said, ânot bad, right?â
you had rolled your eyes and looked away, unaware that the tip of your tail was rapidly moving side to side
Usually heâll point you out
but after that kiss, he was dazed himself, so caught up on the feeling of ur lips, he didnât even bother telling u that ur tail was betraying its owner
and the first time he saw ur hero costume? oh my g a w d man had to look away
cos damn what r u looking so good forÂ
literally has to slap himself when no oneâs watching so he can focus on the task
todoroki shoto
so your personality is very different than his
knowing this, you sometimes try to catch him off guard by like fake pouncing on himÂ
but he never flinches or anything
never does
he prolly already knows ur planning this on the other side of the room smh
todoroki generally doesnât have a playful side to him but when heâs noticing that youâre being more jumpy than usual heâll join you cuz why not
but ofc itâs awkward at first
he doesnât know how to have fun fun
he doesnât understand ur impulsive decisions which happens a lot
for example, if youâve accidentally had one sip of caffeine at 6 in the evening, youâre wide awake at 2 am and preparing to rearrange the furniture in ur dorm
heâs right below you, luckily, so heâll hear all the noise and show up to ur dorm like âwhy?â
and youâve got the same answer each time, âwhy not?â
he figures that he wonât be able to go back to sleep anyways so he helps you move the furniture
one thing thatâs great is that he can instantly read your emotion or energy level from your tail
like if youâve still got to move your night stand, but your tail is starting to droop, heâll just drag you to bed
heâs tired too and he loves your cuddles even if ur ears tickle his chin a little excuse to be little spoon? I think yes
midoriya Izuku
your energy s c a r e s him sometimes
being ur partner during training will literally keep him fully alert, for you
but youâre a great partner, you can just be a little reckless sometimes
he soon learns that even if you dive right into the action, you donât act without thinking
before you guys are even together, heâs already got your whole quirk analysis down in his notebookÂ
heâll ask you questions about whether your tail gets in the way or whether your ears help during training and all
sometimes if you guys are just chilling, youâll catch him staring at you
one day you ask him and he just goes like âno you just look really cool. I hope I'm not being weird though! I donât mean to!â
âyouâre my bf you can stare at me all you want Izukuâ
one time, you were sitting down with your friends playing a card game and he was walking by behind you
but suddenly your tail just unconsciously swept the floor and he stepped on it, making you cry out in pain
he felt soooo bad
oml
doesnât know how to help make it better so he just keeps on apologizing
if it was anybody else, you wouldâve pounced on them but he looks genuinely guilty
so lets not make it worse :)
at first, seeing you smile would give him mixed emotions
like youâd go up to his face and flash your teeth and heâd start sweating buckets
you looked adorable donât get me wrong
but you also looked a little...menacing
kinda like himiko
after a while he got used to it, knowing that you were a really kind person at heart
but since you can be a little wild and you like to have fun, you'll just graze his shoulder or neck with your skin to feel him shiver
you wonât put any pressure thatâll draw blood but itâs fun to hear him whimper đ
the first time he saw ur hero costume, he start stuttering random nonsense lmAo
ây-y-y/n, wow, uhhhâ sweat sweat sweat
yea heâs prolly not gonna get used to that hahHha
kaminari denki
this boy matches your energy
your always paired up with him during training cos you guys make the best team
like youâre there to keep him from making irrational decisions but you also ignite the fire and make sure the two of you make the most out of the time
even if you guys fail the mission sometime, you always come out laughing and developing new inside jokes
sometimes if youâre laughing, heâll just turn to look at you with the biggest smile
and admires your tail wagging like a little pup and your teeth glistening under the ceiling lights
he is all up for your impulsive decision making
your #1 supporter
âoh? you wanna have fireworks in the field? me too! letâs go!â
pulls out 20 packs from under his bed
you two hold the best parties ever
and sometimes Iida gets on ur nerves but denkiâs there to politely ask him to not be a party pooper and that the door is wide open đđŞ
yâall get in trouble with Aizawa all the timeÂ
like by now, heâs sick of y'all LMAOOO
someone told him that thereâs a hole in the vending machine?
ây/n, Kaminari, come hereâ
but they werenât even snitching on you two but itâs sooo obvious who did it hahaha
a lot of running around in the hallways and chasing each other
your so much faster than he is but he loves hearing your laugh echo the place
he clings on to you a lot cos ur soft
heâs usually the little spoon change my mind no u can't but when ur exhausted and all out of energy, heâs there to scratch your back or behind your ears, loving the way your tail wags in your sleep
you guys growl at each other
like playfully but it happens a lot
Midoriya walked in one time and lowk thought a fight was about to break down, tryna separate the two of you
you have an actual growl and a fake cute one, guess which one he likes ;))
a/n: aaah this was so fun to write!! thank you for requesting <33
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All Day Affair - Charlie Gillespie x Reader (18+)
JATP Masterlist - Valentineâs Masterlist
Warnings: 18+ Smut, swearing, light embarrassment (minors DNI)
Words: 2757
Summary: A rough night before leads to a slow morning after, causing you and Charlie to be late to Valentineâs brunch plans. All is forgiven and all is forgotten when he makes it up to you in the best way he can.
A/n: This weekend has not at all gone the way Iâd thought/hoped it would and so I apologize for the slow churning of fics lately but I promise I am working on some much requested fics. On a lighter note, here is my contribution to the Valentineâs Day
My eyes groggily flutter open when I hear my phone rapidly buzzing on the bedside table. Charlieâs arm is draped over my exposed midriff, no doubt a position of his own doing. As I go to move his arm off my bare skin, he holds onto me tighter groaning an incoherent string of words. I attempt to grab the maniacally buzzing device with my eyes still closed. Iâm incapacitated via Charlieâs hold on my waist, and thus, all I feel under my flattened hand against the cool surface are the discarded condom wrappers from last night.
âCharlie,â I scold, still not fully awake. He knowingly loosens his grip, allowing me to sit up and it isnât until Iâm upright and Charlieâs arm drops into my lap that I realize Iâm completely naked under his t-shirt. My phone has not stopped vibrating like crazy much to my dismay. Haphazardly grabbing it off the nightstand, I wait for my eyes to adjust before I read the time.
11:26.
âSHIT. Charlie! Charlie, weâre late!â I try and shake him awake. He whines miserably,
âMmmmm, what?â
âItâs 11:26, weâre late!â
The messages are from Owen and Savannah, both of whom we were supposed to be meeting for brunch at 11. While Charlie and I wanted Valentineâs Day plans alone, we also wanted to spend time with our friends whom we love dearly. Since the original plan was for the two of us to have the evening all to ourselves, we agreed on having brunch to start the day off well. Look how that turned out for us. I scramble out of bed, and I nearly hit the floor as my legs give out from under me. Luckily, Charlie was right behind me and was able to catch me in time.
âYou okay?â
âYeah, just sore.â
âYessss.â I fake slap his chest before we resume in the chaos, frantically throwing on decent outfits. I toss Charlie one of his band shirts turned muscle tees after hopping into a pair of jeans. Once dressed, I run to the bathroom and pass a brush through my hair in a frenzy before I begin brushing my teeth at lightning speed. Charlie appears beside me to brush his own teeth, and Iâm practically sprinting out of the bathroom as he does.
âDonât forget to fix your hair!â My legs nearly give out once more as I struggle to slip on my favorite pair of sneakers. Once Iâm upright again, and stable, I grab both of our wallets and the keys to the house and car and shove them into my bag. Together we bolt out the door and clamber into Charlieâs orange Subaru.
In a nice contrast to all the rushing around weâve done this morning, Charlie drives at a regular speed; thankfully, we make it to the restaurant in one piece. As soon as he puts the car in park the two of us run to the entrance to see our friends waiting at an outdoor table on the patio. Charlie and I finally made it, albeit a tad out of breath.
âCharlie, Y/n, nice of you to finally join us.â
â11:44 on the dot. Not your latest arrival, but an honorable mention,â Savannah jeers, waving me over to sit beside her.
âWhat happened this time?â
âOverslept. My usual alarm didnât go off, I mustâve forgotten to turn it on last night.â
âClassic.â Iâm distracted from Owenâs teasing when Savannahâs humorous smile drops. Sheâs looking at me with an emotion I canât distinguish.
âYou okay?â She simply nods and then pushes her chair back.
âI need to pee and you do too. Come on, Y/n.â And without allowing me to reply, she has me up out of the chair and briskly walking toward the bathroom. It isnât until weâre outside the single stall that I noticed she grabbed my bag from the back of my chair. Once sheâs locked us both in the room, she looks at me with wide eyes and a suppressed smile.
âWhatâs going on?â
âWhatâs this?â She answers my question with a question, before using her left index finger to poke the right side of my neck.
âOw!â My face drops once I realize. Brushing past her, I move to stand in front of the bathroom mirror, inspecting the assemblage of love bites all over my neck area. Savannah merely giggles at the realization before opening my bag.
âYou donât have a sponge, so weâre gonna have to use our fingers.â I turn around to look at her, not through the mirror and find a bottle of full-coverage concealer in her hands.
âHow did that get in there?â
âI put it in there last week after you had to spend the whole day adjusting your shirt around your collar bones to hide more of these.â She gives a vague gesture to the marks on my neck and begins applying the makeup.
âYouâre a lifesaver.â
âAnd you are unbelievable. That was literally last week, and youâre already marked up again. Donât you and Charlie ever just make love? Does it always have to be âravage one anotherâs bodyâ?â
âI mean, occasionally. I donât know, sweet and tender isnât really our thing.â
âClearly.â Savannah steps back to survey her work, âOkay, youâre covered but be careful because I didnât pack setting spray.â
âI am forever indebted to you.â
âYou donât need to worry about me. Itâs Owen that you should pray doesnât notice.â
âGod, youâre right.â
âIf I were solely judging by his hair, Iâd have guessed you guys went at it this morning and not last night.â
âShit, heâs probably marked up, too.â
âWell, I didnât bring him concealer, and you two are not the same shade soooo⌠sorry.â I shake my head dismissively as I hold the bathroom door open for her behind me.
âBetter him than me.â
âHow was it though? You told me youâd text me updates.â
âYeah, and then I didnât set an alarm. But no, it was⌠so good. Iâm like, sore.â
âOkay, weâre entering TMI territory so letâs find something to talk about before weâre back within earshot.â
âWhat are your Valentineâs plans for the rest of the day?â
âI might get frozen yogurt and watch a movie, havenât really decided. I would ask what you and Charlie are doing, but based on this morning, I think I can guess.â
Just as Savannah and I did, the two boys fall silent once we approach the table; when the four of us are settled, I take a quick glance over the menu, as if Iâm unsure of what I want.
âOkay, in the spirit of St. Valentine, letâs talk love. Tell us about your first kiss, Y/n.â Savannah eyes me, already knowing the horrendous story. I deadpan,
âNo.â
âWait, Iâm actually curious. I donât think I know this story.â Charlie leans forward in his seat, placing his forearms on the table in front of him.
âSee what youâve done?â Savannah merely shrugs and takes a smug sip from her water glass. âNo, Iâm not doing this. Why donât you tell us about your first kiss, Sav?â
âI asked you first.â
âFine, be that way. Charlie, tell us about your first kiss.â
âWell, I donât know I-â
âCome on, whatâs âlove-masterâ Charlieâs origin story?â Owen teasingly pats Charlie on the back, and the four of us all fall under a shocked silence at the sound of Charlie hissing in pain. My lips part in surprise but quickly press shut in a momentâs realization.
âYou okay?â Donât do it, Owen.
âYeah, Iâm fine just-â
âOh my god.â Upon patting Charlieâs back, the fabric of his shirt moved out of the way to reveal a conglomerate of scratches across the surface of his sun-kissed skin. Owen laughs out in disbelief before poking one of the scratches again, causing Charlie to smack his hand away.
âHoly shit, did you get mauled by a bear?â Owen then gasps in a realization that Iâd pray he wouldnât have, and he begins to laugh even harder. âThat good, huh Y/n?â My face heats up a million degrees and I cover my face with one hand as a desperate defense mechanism.
âItâs not a big deal, Owen.â Thank god, Savannahâs come to the rescue. âThey just got a head start on Valentineâs Day is all.â
âOkay, can we please change the subject?â I plead as Iâve already had enough of their laughter. Charlie gives me a look that is both apologetic and embarrassed and I let out an exaggerated sigh as a response.
The rest of our brunch date is still a good time minus the occasional interjectory joke about my and Charlieâs romantic all-day-affair yesterday. Our foursome disassembles, already planning the next group outing post-Valentineâs intimacy.
âThat was absolutely humiliating,â I state, buckling my seatbelt in the passenger's side as Charlie begins pulling out of the parking spot.
âYou want me to be gentler next time?â Charlie asks sincerely and extends his right hand over the center console to rub a comforting circle on top of my thigh over the fabric of my jeans. The gesture pulls the warmth in my heart and the butterflies in my stomach a little lower.
â...No,â I admit shyly. The confession elicits a small, cocky chuckle from Charlie. He then gives me an affirming squeeze before tracing the seam along my inner thigh in a way that is too sensual to mistake his intentions.
The entire car ride home, the feeling of Charlieâs fingertips ghosting up my leg makes my heart beat a little faster and ignites a subtle heat where I wish heâd trail his hand up to. Iâm sure my desire is apparent to Charlie but he doesnât say anything about it. When we get back to our home, I stick the key in the lock and open the front door but freeze as I feel Charlie pressing into my entire backside. He leans down to playfully bite part of my earlobe as his hands come to rest on my hips.
âYou said you didnât want me to be gentle?â All of my senses are clouded by dense arousal so all I can do is nod. He airily laughs, a warm breath dusting the surface of my skin and I shudder involuntarily. âGo inside.â
After closing the door behind us, Charlie shoves me up against it, his hand behind my head to prevent me from actually getting hurt. He kisses my lips forcefully but doesnât linger, and instead trails down the column of my throat. The kisses are rough in between small bites of affection, surely leaving more marks that Iâll have to wake up early to cover tomorrow. Or just not go anywhere. After this, itâs looking like the latter.
âYou want me to rough you up a little bit? Huh?â
âYes.â The love bites Charlieâs leaving behind become harsher on my skin, as he trails further down my neck, across my collarbones. âCharlie, can weâŚ?â
âCan we what? Tell me what you want.â
âPlease-â
âPlease what? Use your words.â
âPlease, fuck me.â
âYour wish is my command.â And with that Charlie pulls me into the bedroom, stealing kisses in between steps. Charlie moves to sit me on the bed but as he grabs me by the hips, I maneuver to switch places and push him down onto the bed. He looks at me with a mix of surprise and excitement, taking the hand that pushed him between his own. I smile delicately when Charlie presses a gentle kiss to my knuckles. That is the last trace of softness.
The two of us begin stripping out of our brunch clothes as fast as we can. Itâs as if weâre running out of time. Weâre both almost fully naked but before I can get my panties off Charlieâs lips are back on mine. His movements are swift, kiss after kiss is filled with an unrivaled lust that is glorious.
Crawling onto the bed, Charlie stays close behind, never allowing any loss of contact between us. I recover to a sitting position and Charlie wraps his arm under my stomach and presses a line of kisses across my shoulder blades.
âCan I take you like this?â He asks earnestly, running his hands over the vast expanse of my bare skin. I choke out a desperate plea and my breathing softens once I feel the absence of Charlieâs touch on my body. When I turn around I see him searching the room like a madman.
âWhat are you doing?â
âI canât find any more condoms. I think we used them all last night.â
âWhat? We only used three.â
âI donât know! Maybe I dropped some?â
âFuck it. Charlie if Iâm not getting absolutely rawed in the next ten seconds I will walk out that door.â He doesnât need any more encouragement than that and is back on the bed. Charlie grabs both sides of my face to bring me in for a long passionate kiss before taking his place behind me. His warm hands fall from my face to my waist, gripping the skin slightly.
Charlie sits back on his heels and moves my body back to hover over his. He runs a sensual path with his fingers down the sides of my body and slips one down through the growing wetness between my legs. Tracing the arousal over my quivering clit. The anticipation of the moment has heightened my sensitivity and as a result, I let out a whine. My whimpering continues when I feel him run the tip of his erection through the wetness. As I open my mouth to nag him for moving so slow, Charlie slams his entire length inside of me at once, causing me to cry out in pleasure. I can tell it feels incredible for him too by the way heâs gripping my hips. If he didnât leave bruises yesterday, he definitely will today.
It doesnât take long for him to figure out a tempo thatâs comfortable for the both of us and my labored panting fills the room. Charlie lets out a groan followed by a laugh because we could both feel the physical reaction I had to the noise he had let out. Wrapping his right arm across my stomach, Charlie reaches the left up to grab my tits, and roughly bite another hickey on my shoulder. He uses his right arm to pull my body into his own torso, and shifting his hips he makes a few adjustments. Charlie shifts one more time and when he thrusts back into me I cry out so loud surely our neighbors will put in a noise complaint.
âThere we go,â he grunts to himself, but our proximity allows me to hear. Repeatedly thrusting into that spot, my eyes flutter closed in pleasure. Charlie resumes leaving harsh, lingering kisses, and love bites down the side of my neck, moaning into them in ecstasy. As I feel my heat begin to pulse, Charlie knows Iâm close and tries to grab my attention.
âHey, hey. Look at me.â I will my eyes open and turn to look. The pleasure of his movements is so overwhelming that in between moans and shallow breaths, I find myself leaning my head back to rest on his bare shoulder. âI want you to look at me as you come undone.â
âOkay.â I swallow hard from how dry my mouth is from panting so hard for so long. Each next thrust is measured and the sound of our labored breathing and pleasured moans fill the electrified air.
âCharlie.â
âIâm close. Where do you want-â
âJust stay inside.â
âYou sure?â Before I can give a coherent response my orgasm tears through me like a wildfire. Iâm doing my best not to scream and what comes out is a mix between a strangled cry and a deep, guttural groan. Adding to my ecstasy, Charlie reaches down to trace tiny circles over my clit and I feel tears of overstimulation prick the length of my lower lash line. While Charlie fucks me through my high, I feel his movements stutter and the familiar twitch before he relaxes his hold on my body. The two of us collapse back onto the bed in a symphony of gasps and bliss-fueled laughter.
âHappy Valentine's Day,â he says behind a smile.
âI love you. That was the first time Iâve forgone condomsâŚâ I state to the ceiling in a momentâs realization, âHow do I get this out of me?â
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A/n: I really am so sorry about the slow churn of writing. Iâve gotten busy with classes and though I knew this was coming Iâm still upset that I canât spend more time writing. On top of that being in a block has been really rough but itâll pass with time I hope :)
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Pairing: Johnny x Reader
Genre: stripper!Johnny, pwp, one shot
Summary: I literally just wanted to write cute smut about Johnny and he so happened to be a stripper with a heart of gold and a dick that would leave anyone wanting more.
Features: blowjobs/eating out, making out, grinding, one night stands, cute and kind of slow sex, slamming that headboard against the wall, reader is shy and awkward because lmao same
Word Count: 5.5k+
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I sighed as I exited the club, grateful to be rid of the smell of sweat and spilled alcohol. My friend had decided it was a great idea to host her birthday party at a male strip club and she was already wasted. I didnât like babysitting drunk people especially when they were starting to get obnoxious. I wanted to go home but also didnât want to be a buzzkill. I decided that a few minutes outside might recharge my social battery and I could proceed to pretend I was having fun. I leaned against the rough brick of the building and let the semi cool night air wash over me. Though the music of the club was still blaring it was much quieter outside and I was able to feel a bit at peace.
My loneliness was interrupted as I heard the metal door open. A man stepped out in nothing but a leather jacket and tight jeans on, his deep chestnut hair slicked back with sweat. I recognized him as one of the dancers who had been grinding on my friend just an hour or so before. He was beautiful to say the least and I think I had shyly tucked a dollar bill into the skimpy underwear he had been wearing. I watched his long fingers snap at a lighter and ignite the end of a cigarette that dangled from his lips. He took a few puffs, exhaling a little at a time and propped himself against the wall similar to how I was. It was awkward being so close to him and not speaking but how did I speak to a stripper? I mean they were humans too and not just entertainers but I was afraid that I wouldnât have anything interesting to say. Would I flirt with him? Or ask him about the weather? Both options seemed like they would lead me down the road to embarrassment.
âSo, are you the bachelorette or the birthday girl?â He seemed to be reading my mind and thankfully started the conversation.
âOhâŚneither actually. Iâm with a birthday girl but just as support. Mostly being D.D. I guess.â I replied.
âWell that isnât fun. Though not being a plastered idiot is a rarity here, it is appreciated.â
âIâm sure you get tired of the ones grabbing onto you without permission and getting too rowdy. Thatâs how my friend is now and I just needed a break from it all.â
He nodded and hummed in agreement. âYeah once my set was done I needed a break. Itâs too hot in the dressing room and Iâm sweating my ass off.â
âShouldnât you take off your jacket then?â
He smirked and raised an eyebrow. âSo you are trying to see me naked.â
âNo!No!â I said, my cheeks flushing vehemently. âI mean I have seen you mostly naked already but like⌠the leather would just make you hotter. Itâs cooler out here.â
He chuckled and it was like melted chocolate, absolute music to my ears. âIâll get there. So what are your plans for tonight?â
My eyes zoomed up to meet his. âW-what?â
âAre you going to stay here or go home? They can like take an uber.â
âOhâŚas much as I would love too, Iâd feel bad for leaving them. It looks like iâm stuck here for probably another hour or so. Iâm hoping to chorale them.â
âAnd then after you get them home what are you going to do?â
I looked at him a bit confused but also curious. âWhy do you want to know? Planning on following me and killing me?â
He flicked his finished cigarette away and stepped a bit closer to me, propping his hand against the wall. âNo, of course not.â He shrugged. âJust thatâŚyouâre pretty cute.â
I rolled my eyes, believing that he was totally joking. âYeah, right. Iâm sure youâre literally required to say that to all your customers. Iâm not special.â
âI think you are. Whatâs your name?â
I sighed. âLook, to be honest I donât have that much more money for tips and I know you got a job to do. I donât blame you at all but you donât have to fake flatter me. Itâs cool. I can ask my friends if they have more.â
âSo, you think that all I want is money and to please women I donât care about?â He said, eyes narrowing a bit.
I realized how poorly worded and offensive it came out. âN-no, i didnâtâŚi mean likeâŚyouâre an entertainer and I figured thatâs what you were getting at. Iâm sorry.â
âItâs fine.â He pushed himself off the wall and grabbed the door handle, ready to head back inside. âWouldnât be the first time.â Just as he was about to leave I moved towards him, setting my hand on his arm.Â
âWait,â I introduced myself. âWhatâs your name?â
âJohnny.â
âNo, like your real name.â I giggled.
âJohnny.â He said again.
âOhâŚfuck. Then whatâs your stage name?â
âJSuh. Itâs nothing extravagant.â
âJSuh? Arenât you supposed to be like Honey Rumpshaker or something.â
He covered his mouth as soon as he started laughing. âWhat the fuck?! Who would be named that!!â
âI donât know! The girl strippers are usually like Cinnamon and like Diamond Sparkle or whatever! I didnât know if it was the same for guys!â I tried to hide my face as I now felt like a complete idiot.
âYou are seriously cute. Not just because Iâm paid to say that. I like girls that can make me laugh.â
âOhâŚwell Iâve proven that I can make a complete fool of myself, so laugh away.â
âNah, itâs fine. I guess I better get back inside though. Weâve got like a finale set that we do so Iâve gotta get ready.â
I didnât know if I should really ask but I jumped the gun anyway. âWaitâŚwhy were you interested in what I was doing after I dropped my friends off?â
He turned towards me fully and shoved his hands in the pockets of his jacket, chuckling a bit. âI think you should know that already. And before you ask, no I donât hook up with clients that often. Itâs pretty rare actually butâŚâ He shrugged. âIâm definitely attracted to you.â
âSooooâŚ.you want a one night stand?â I asked. I always needed things spelled out for me when it came to any sort of flirting, relationships, hookups, anything. I was usually in disbelief that someone would give me the time of day thanks to my lack of confidence and I never imagined that a stripper would ever be asking me to hook up with him. But I found myself wondering what his lips felt like, what he tasted like, and how good he would feel inside me. From what I saw earlier while he was dancing everything seemed to create the illusion that he was good in bed, especially with those body rolls and floor grinds. I had never been jealous of a floor in my life but tonight was an exception. I swallowed my nerves and put on my front of confidence, accepting the fact that I was going to do something so brand new and out of my comfort zone. It was daring and exciting and I was definitely going to get my idiot friends home as fast as possible now.
âYes? I figured youâd turn me down though, You seem like the goody two shoes type.â
âI am not!â I lied. âIn fact, Iâm down for it.â
His eyes widened in surprise but a sinful smirk crossed his lips. âWhatâs your number? I can text you whenever youâre done tucking your kids into bed.â Johnny pulled out his phone from the back pocket of his jeans and handed it over to me to input my number. I did and handed it back to him and he immediately called me.
âWhy are you calling me?â I asked.
âSo you have my number too. Just text me if youâre gonna blow me off at least.â He opened the door and held it open for me to walk through first.
âDonât worry. Iâm sure I wonât.â I placed a quick kiss on his cheek, unsure if that was even flirtatious enough. It seemed more childish than anything and I rushed back to my friends to grab them and get them home. There was no way I was going to let them ruin my fun now.
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Getting them back to their respective houses was the biggest clusterfuck ever. I had to deal with puking, taking clothes off, screaming, and dragging them into bed so they wouldnât fall asleep in the middle of the floor. Johnny was right, they were basically children and I was so ready to clock out from my babysitter shift. Once I was sure they werenât going to choke on their vomit, I finally got home. It was late, almost past 2am and I wondered if Johnny would still want to come over. I was getting tired but my need to fall into lust was enough to send him a message to see if he was still interested. He didnât answer right away and I didnât expect him to but the suspense was killing me. I decided to shower to refresh myself. I reapplied some makeup so I could give the impression that I wasnât half dead and tired. As I came back into my room I saw a few replies from Johnny and my heart thundered against my ribcage. He was ready to come over. He had finished his shift about an hour ago and went home to shower as well. It was a breath of relief and I texted him my address.
The wait seemed forever and I tried to calm myself from feeling too eager. Maybe it was the nerves that were taking over. I hoped I was good enough for him. It had been some time since I was last with someone; work, life, school, everything got in the way. I had no time for any relationship and instead focused on the important things in life. I did deserve at least one night of debauchery since the initial party for my friend was a bust to me. I flopped back on my bed and stared up at the ceiling. Shit, did I even still have condoms? I shot up and frantically ran to my dresser to see if the box was still there but there was a sudden knock on my door. I froze in panic as my brain shut down for a moment. I thought about continuing to look but I knew I would make a mess for sure. Obviously I still had to answer the door and the second round of raps shook me out of my funk. I sped over to it, fixing myself so I didnât look frazzled and took a deep breath before opening the door.
His eyes raised up to meet mine and he pushed his hair back, the totally normal motion making my knees weak instantly. He wasnât even wearing anything special, just a white t shirt and jeans, but for some reason it made him ooze sexiness and confidence. It could have been because I was more desperate than I thought or it could have been that he was actually bound to drive me crazy. âHey.â He smiled, his perfect teeth shining between those plush lips. That voice got to me again and I wiped the sweat from my palms on my pajamas shorts.
âHi.â I laughed nervously and stepped aside to let him in. He sauntered through the door frame and looked around at my apartment. He hooked his thumbs through the belt loops of his jeans and turned to face me.
âSoâŚâ
âSoâŚ.umâŚâ I figured he was going to take the lead being that he offered to do this in the first place. "Where do we start?â
âYouâre not a virgin, are you?â
âWhat? Absolutely not.â Was I giving off that vibe? How did I show that I was a mostly experienced adult?
âThen what do you mean âwhere do we start?â You know how this goesâŚâ He wasnât trying to be an asshole per say, but rather just confused and as tentative as I was.
âArenât you supposed to be some sex god or something?â
He snorted. âOh my god, where did you possibly get that idea from? Iâm a stripper, not a porn star.â
I wanted to facepalm myself. âI keep saying the wrong thing and I donât mean to, I swear. I guess Iâm just nervous.â
âI am too now that you think Iâm supposed to be a sex god. Thanks for that by the way.â He smiled and nudged at me a little. He was trying to make me feel better and didnât even seem to be judging me which I was thankful for.
âYou donât have to be a sex god, I promise. JustâŚâ I set my hands on his chest and leaned into him, closing the space between us in mere seconds. His hands left his belt loops and instead held onto my waist, keeping me flushed against him. His lips were just as perfect as I imagined they would be- soft, warm, absolutely amazing at turning me on. He took his time too, exploring every inch of my lips in soft pecks and longer presses until he gave my bottom lip a light nip. My fingertips dug into his chest as I parted my lips, letting him carve out pleasures when our tongues collided. Each stroke and small suck against mine made my body ache more and more and I was already wanting to take him to my room. I was edging him back with careful steps, trying to guide him towards my room, but with my eyes closed and being distracted by his heated kisses, his thighs hit the armrest of my couch, sending him into the cushions with me on top of him. âOh fuck!â I cried out.
He just laughed and adjusted himself, his entire body filling the length of the couch completely. âItâs cool. Iâm a klutz too."Â
"Iâm sorry! I was trying to get you to my room and-â
âItâs fine,â he stopped me. âLetâs just stay here for a bit.â
I fiddled with my hair and nodded, hoping that I didnât ruin the mood too much. I pushed along, trying to recover, and wiggled between his thighs. The center of his jeans seemed to be a bit more filled out than before. I set my hands on his waist, my fingers dancing around the button of his fly. I could feel him staring, his bottom lip caught between his teeth in an almost innocent way. He was waiting for me to snap out of my stupor and pull away the fabric that separated my mouth from him. I finally unbuttoned his jeans and edged the zipper down. He hooked his thumbs within the waistband and slid them down, moving his legs around me to get them off completely. My heart almost stopped when I saw the dark boxer briefs and what laid beneath them. âJesusâŚâ I whispered.
He grabbed my hand and guided me back to his lips, making me straddle him. The center of my shorts was flush against him now and I could feel the slight pressure against me. âIâll only be as rough as you want me to be.â He whispered.
I combed my fingers through his soft hair, pushing it back slightly. âDonât worry about me, I think I know what I want.â
âThen maybe you should lead and Iâll follow.â
I pressed my lips together and grabbed his hands to settle them back on my hips. I started rolling them, creating more friction between us like misguided teenagers trembling with the prospect of getting off. He kept control of the pace while I zeroed in on his lips again, diving my tongue in to feel his warmth and hunger. He let out a soft groan and pressed his fingers into my ass, increasing our speed ever so slightly. I kept my hold on his hair, curling my fingers and pulling every once in awhile and following it up with sweet scratches and caresses. He would respond to the pulls, bucking his hips and leaving me breathless. I parted from him to gulp down air and he took the opportunity to toss his shirt off. Now that I was able to touch him on my own and take my time I realized I wanted to toss caution to the wind and mark every single inch of him. I crept my kisses from his lips down to his neck, slipping my teeth beside his adamâs apple. He jerked away quickly.
âAs much as I would love to, I canât. No scratches, bites, or hickies.â
I pouted. âWellâŚthatâs no fun.â
âI know, Iâm sorry. Part of the job, but I can definitely do it to you. Leave a little calling card for you to remember me by.â He slipped his fingers under my tank top and nudged it up to my chest.
âYou have to make it memorable first.â
âOooohh, really now? Thatâs how itâs gonna be? I see how it is.â He said as he jerked my top upwards and I moved my arms out of it. âWhatâs the sudden change of attitude, hmm?â he teased.
I slid off him and started walking towards my bedroom, trying my best to entice him. âYou gonna get over here or what?â
Johnny practically jumped off the couch and sprinted towards me, making me giggle. I tossed off my shorts and crawled onto my bed, pulling him to the edge. I placed kisses from his chest, down to his stomach and over the outline of his cock through his underwear. I heard him exhale above me and settle his large hand into my hair to keep me close. I peeled away his briefs and let him free, swallowing hard as I saw him fully. See him in that barely there outfit at the club left little to the imagination but seeing him hard and needy now had my stomach filled with fluttering butterflies. I gripped his base gently, guiding him to my lips. I poked my tongue out and licked around his head, dipping the tip into his slit.Â
He let out a soft grunt and relaxed into my touches while I struggled to take down more of him. My mouth was already much too full but I hollowed out my cheeks as best I could, adding firm pulls to what my lips couldnât reach. I could tell he was trying not to force his hips forward but the tension in his thighs gave away his struggle. With my free hand I traced up the length of his torso, gripping his firm pec and leaving behind the faintest of scratches. I didnât mark him though I still wanted to. His hand came to rest over mine and I felt his lips against my fingertips. My eyes opened and I looked up at him surprised by the tenderness of his action. He only smirked and wiped the corner of my mouth with his thumb when I released him. âCute.â Was all he said.
My cheeks flushed at the praise and buried my face against him, concentrating on laying open mouth kisses and soft sucks to his balls. It seemed to elicit a pleased reaction as his hand gripped my hair harder and his breathing quickened. I took one between my lips and tugged against it with my tongue, giving generous licks in between. I paired it with steady massages and gropes, bringing him to rise on his tiptoes just a bit. He folded his fingers into mine while the hand in my hair shifted to grab onto my shoulder. I thought he was trying to support himself but instead I was pushed back flush against my mattress. He crawled between my legs and settled by the center of my thighs. Instead of giving me attention right away, he took his sweet ass time decorating my inner thighs with long kisses and shallow bites.
I noticed his hand was still tangled in mine and he was squeezing every so often, usually when his teeth sunk into me. My heart lurched at the warmth he generated and I could barely hold in the soft moans he was bringing out of me. He hadnât even touched me where I needed him the most yet and I already was becoming all too greedy for my liking. He swerved around me once again and instead brought his kisses up my hips and to my stomach, laying bites by my ribcage. When he reached my chest there was no end to the attention he gave my nipples, bringing them between his teeth to nibble slightly or suck deeply to make my back arch against him. While I was distracted by the intense kisses his fingers managed to slip between my folds and explore how turned on I truly was.
I pressed my lips to the back of my hand to suppress a gasp when two of his lengthy fingers dove into me. He pumped them slowly at first, curling the tips every so often and exploring sections inside me to see what would give me the most pleasure. My own fingers trembled as they wrapped around my bed sheets. I was desperate to find a way to calm myself; there wasnât any reason to let go so soon. I wanted to savor every moment I had with him. It felt so good to have someone else touch me after so long that I never wanted it to end. His touches were pure energy and I had forgotten all about my tiredness and instead focused every thought I had on the way the first dip of his tongue rolled over me.
My hips squirmed against him and he settled an arm over my waist to keep me in place. It didnât phase him at all and he continued coaxing more of my wetness out of me and working soft circles against my clit. He mixed in heated kisses and flicks and I finally moaned out his name, louder than I wouldâve ever thought possible. He practically growled into me, yanking the back of my thighs to sit on his shoulders and letting his tongue take over where his fingers were seconds before. My toes curled against the center of his back while he seemed perfectly content having my thighs quiver around his head. He pulled out of me and switched to long licks from my entrance to my clit, hungrily carving out new ungodly tremors of pleasure within me. I rolled myself against his tongue, meeting every lick and silently begging for him to eat me out until my mind went numb.
He set a gentle kiss on my clit and I could feel him trying to edge away. My hand dug deep into his locks and kept him close, pleading for him to continue. He chuckled, the soft puffs of air adding to my sensitivity, and took my hand in his. âI promise Iâll be right back.â
I groaned and tossed my head back onto my pillow, wondering what was so important that he needed to stop just when it was getting to the good part. I realized that he was most likely getting a condom and almost kicked myself. Well, duh, idiot. I adjusted myself in bed, contemplating getting under the covers or not. I pulled them to my chest just as he came back and sat in front of me. âWhy are you hiding from me now, hmm?â He teased with a gentle smile on his face.
âIâm not hiding.â I lied. âItâs just a little brisk now, with the window open and all.â
âMhm, brisk. Sure.â He pulled the blanket away from me and slipped between my legs. âHow about you hold onto me instead? I donât need you trying to cover up anymore.â
I bit my lip and bowed my head towards his chest in an attempt to hide. I settled my arms around his neck while he rolled on the condom and pulled me close. Our eyes caught each other for a moment and we exchanged small smiles before we met again for a slow kiss. As he baited me with his perfect lips, his hand moved between us, guiding him towards my entrance. He pressed in slowly, stopping as he heard me wince a bit. âAre youâŚokay?â
I nodded and shifted beneath him. âS-sorry.â
âNo, no, itâs okay. Iâm pretty patient and can go all night.â
âOhâŚâ
He chuckled nervously. âI didnât mean for that to come out as cocky as it sounded.â
I eased my hips down onto his tip, flexing my walls against his girth. âW-well, if you can live up to that then Iâm all for it.â
He set his hands on my hips and pushed in deeper, inch by inch until he disappeared inside me completely. I clutched onto him tighter, curling my legs around his back. He placed kisses across my cheek and towards my ear. âI can live up to it.â
The first few thrusts were slow and steady, getting me used to his girth that seemed to stretch me more than I was prepared for. I guess going for so long without any physical connection with someone made it a bit difficult for him to plow me into oblivion like I wanted. I closed my eyes and let him cover my neck with kisses and bites that trailed to my breasts. His tongue rolled over my nipple again, gathering it between his lips and letting out a soft moan. The sound of his arousal vibrated through me and I clutched at him tighter. âPlease,â I begged. âM-more.â
His hips snapped then, a rush of pulling out almost completely and forcing his way back in to make my body arch against his. I rolled my hips in time with his thrusts, burying my moans into his chest. His hands curled around my waist, lifting me slightly to work himself deeper. My legs tensed as he hit where I needed him the most. The slight curve of his cock pressed into my walls, every contour and vein adding onto my impending orgasm. I wanted to hear more of his soft pants and groans that decorated my chest. He bit into the swell of my breast slightly and I grabbed a chunk of his hair, tugging hard and blaring out that he had hit something so beautifully electrifying within me.
I was trying desperately not to mark him, my fingers flexing to stop my reflexes. I tried to keep them in his hair. He seemed to add a particularly hard snap of his hips when I pulled, a delicious and quiet moan coating my ear. He was buried beside my head, not looking at me any further but I wanted to see how perfect those honey brown eyes looked when they were filled with lust for me. I grabbed his chin and forced him to me, pressing our foreheads together and reaching my tongue out to slide into his mouth again. To my surprise he lifted me then, keeping inside me as he trapped me between the wood of my headboard and his body. He gripped the top of it while he plunged rougher than before. My throat was starting to feel just a bit tender from moaning out his name so much but this was driving me wild.
My legs splayed to the side as the wood clattered against my wall with each rock of the frame. My breath was barely able to escape my lungs as my body clenched around him, tight and suffocating as I needed him at that perfect spot. He took the hint and focused on it, working through my clamped walls until one final thrust sent me over the edge. My knees dug into his sides as my body tensed in pleasure and he seemed unfazed by it all. He kissed me hard, digging his free hand into my hair and pulling me close. His blunt nails burrowed into my scalp as my hips felt so utterly tainted with bruises. He was ruining me, all in the name of getting off and I craved to feel his warmth within me.
He let out a harsh curse, shoving the headboard back hard and stilling within me. I felt the throbbing and the flow of him emptying into me. His torso trembled just a little and he went back to his safehaven of my neck, that unexpected shyness returning. It was strange that he could practically ruin my bed yet hide from me. Just like he hadnât wanted me to cover up before I wanted to see the flushed look on his golden skin. I nudged him towards me for a few gentle kisses that bought out a cute and dorky smile that made my heart fumble to keep a perfect rhythm.
âWhat do you have against my headboard?â I teased.
âWell currently, you.â He smirked. âSeems like you enjoyed it.â
âVery much so.â He surprisingly kissed my forehead before he pulled out, rolling off the condom and tossing it into the nearest trash can.
âDo you mind if I have a smoke?â
I shook my head as I crumpled down to the mattress, wanting to rest my sore body. âHave at it, hun.â
He smiled and got out of bed while I closed my eyes and fell asleep faster than I had intended.
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I rubbed my eyes and yawned deeply, annoyed at the bright sunlight spilling through my blinds. I had forgotten to close them last night as I was letting fresh air in and regretted it. I propped myself onto my elbows and noticed a heaviness beside me. Johnny was face down, buried in a pillow with his limbs splayed everywhere. I didnât expect him to stay over but it was a little endearing that he did. I gave him a soft kiss between his shoulder blades and got up from bed, pulling on the robe that was hanging on the back of my bedroom door. Coffee was a necessity and I worked to brew a pot as fast as possible. It was only a few minutes into me deciding what I wanted for breakfast that I heard the creaking of my kitchen tiles. Johnny was standing in the door, a sleepy look still on his face and hair an absolute mess.
He had tossed on his jeans carelessly and yawned loudly. âI didnât mean to stay over, so sorry about that.â His voice was still raspy with sleep.
âDonât worry about it.â I bite my lip and reintroduced myself, figuring he might have thought I was unmemorable.
He gave me a confused look. âTrust me, I remember. I donât think I could actually forget.â His attention turned towards the coffee pot. âMind if I have some before I go?â
I quickly grabbed a mug from my cabinet and poured him a cup. âHow do you take it?â
âBlack is fine.â He took the cup from me and blew over the liquid a few times before taking a sip.
I scrunched my nose up in disgust. âI donât know how you do that.â
He shrugged. âUse to it I guess. I have plenty of long nights.â
âAhh, right the dancing, duh.â
âThatâs only on the weekends and a day or two during the week. Mostly I stay up all night grading.â
âGrading?â My interest peaked. âYouâre a teacher?â I was definitely surprised.
âMhm, well student teacher getting my hours in. I teach photography at the art college downtown.â
âHoly shit.â I whispered. âSorry! I didnât mean it like that! I justâŚâ
âYeah not all strippers want to do this for the rest of their lives, you know. I want to quit soon but I just need the money to keep up with bills. It started as a joke but I had a friend at the club and he roped me in. Been doing it for a couple years now.â
âWow, thatâsâŚthatâs really cool actually. The photography thing. I mean the dancing is cool too! Iâm sorry. Iâm still half asleep but always an idiot.â
He chuckled. âNah, youâre totally fine. Youâre cute when youâre flustered.â I almost turned away to hide my blush like a schoolgirl at the playground. He set the mug down on the counter and sighed. âI should be heading out now.â
âO-oh, right. That.â I didnât want him to leave but I had to understand that this wasnât a fairy tale and he wasnât going to be my prince charming. âIt was nice meeting you.â
Johnny bit his lip then chuckled a bit. âDefinitely. Donât lose my number ok?â He left the kitchen then, heading back to the living room to finish getting dressed. Did he want to hook up again? I wanted to ask him directly but the front door opened and shut before my brain could make my body move. I sighed as I rested back against the wall. Maybe for the night he was some sort of prince charmingâŚor at least a sex god.
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Beauty is Pain (Fluff)
I swear to you, thereâs no angst. The title literally is just the phrase. My fragile little heart cannot handle angst.
I genuinely donât know if I should include my taglist?? because its going to be a spam??? hnngnnggg???
Suggested by the lovely and amazingly sweet:
@hecohansen31
(in case you all are wondering, yes, the plan was to write a response for every suggested character on that list. Why? Because I have an urge to write and it will not go unnoticed. So, if this isnât what you wanted, have patience, young grasshopperđ)Â
Warnings: Language. And the use of face masks, so if you arenât into that then feel free to skeedaddle. Or stay because Jim Mason is a babe. Choice is yours, baby đ
Jim Mason x Reader: you come home after a long day in desperate need for some self-care. Jim decides he would like to join, but he canât exactly process the weird trend of facial care and products causing pain. (I tried to keep this gender neutral, if youâre someone who likes face masks and lip treatments, then this is for you.
As you slather the sticky, grey slime of your face mask, your eyes flutter at the chill it sends down your spine. The day you had truly was one for the books, and you were beyond done with it.
The creaking Of the door makes you look over, showing none other than Jim Mason, slightly tanned and with damp hair. Probably having just gotten back from the beach, you assume.
âHey handsome man,â you say, pulling your upper lip down some. âWhatâs up?â
âWhatâre you doinâ?â He asks, coming up behind you and wrapping his arms around your frame. He lays his head on your shoulder and sways gently.
You slide your untainted hand into his hair, making him groan loudly in relief. You giggle, âface mask. Had a long day at work and needed a break. You wanna join?â
âWhat kinda face mask?â
âItâs gonna rip all the toxins and blackheads out. Youâll feel like, pounds lighter.â
âYou know I donât appreciate the word âripâ?â Jim mumbles into your neck, blue eyes traveling to the grey slime on your face.
You shrug, âI donât know what to tell ya. But you could use it with the amount of shit in your skin.â
âWhat shit?â
You hand Jim a small and magnified mirror, âsee all those little black dots on your nose?â
âYeah?â
âThose are blackheads. Theyâre gross. This is gonna tear them out.â
âFine, since Iâm soooo flawed, help me out fairy godmother,â Jim teases, hoisting himself onto the granite countertop. You scoff and gently push some of the face mask into your hands, rubbing it over his skin gently.
âThatâs fucking cold,â he complain.
âOh wah, wah, wah, you can handle it,â you tease with a smirk. You gently avoid his eyebrows and lips, making sure that anywhere that could be covered is covered.
âThere,â you said finally, knuckling on the faucet. âAll set.â
âGreat. Now what?â
âWe wait for it to dry. I usually wait about 25 minutes-â
â25 minutes!â Jim said in disbelief, âI could be dead by then!â
âYou are such a drama queen,â you scold drying your hands. Jim pouts out his lips and smooshes them together, wagging his eyebrows.
âBut Iâm a pretty drama queen.â
After 25 minutes of silly faces in the bathroom mirror, teaching Jim how to eat with the mask on because he was sooooo hungry, (âJim, itâs so easy if you would just-â âI canât open my mouth!â) and dancing around like no one was watching in the small confines of your bathroom, the timer finally went off.
âOkay, now this is important and if there was ever a time for you to listen to me, it is now,â you say, gripping his shoulders to make him look at you. Jimâs eyes widened in concern, almost afraid for what you were about to say.
âOkay,â he said, âIâm listening.â
âThis face mask is incredibly hard to get off and you probably will hate it. It has extremely high absorption. Please, for the love of God, promise me you wonât ask me why I didnât warn you it would hurt.â
âWill it hurt?â
âFor me? Itâs not awful. But you have a lot of shit in there,â you answer, using your pinky to motion around his nose. It may hurt a little.â
âGood thing to know the love of my life doesnât think I can handle some pain, thatâs nice,â Jim said, grabbing the edge of his mask and gently tugging.
Within minutes, he was eating his words.
âWhy didnât you tell me it would hurt this bad!â He cried, blue eyes welling up with tears as you slowly inched the hardened mask off of him.
You chuckle, âyou promised me you wouldnât ask me that.â
âYou never said it would hurt that bad,â he whined, rubbing his hands over his face as you pull the last of it off. âAnd why did it not hurt you half as bad as it hurt me?â
âIâm used to it babe, trust me,â you swiftly discard the mask and grab a moisturizer, âhold still. This will help with the stinging.â
Jim closes his eyes as you smooth the cream over his face, an expression of pain being replaced with relief.
âWhy didnât you just start with this?â He asks, opening his bright blue eyes at you. You smile and push the hair out of his face, smoothing it back. âBecause your skin had nothing to restore. Now that your blackheads and dead skin is gone, this will protect it.â You pat his cheek, âyouâre free from torture, Mr. Mason.â
âThank you?â He says, not quite sure if to actually be grateful. He eyes you as you pick up a little tube, âwhatâs that?â
âThis?â You ask. âItâs a lip plumper and treatment.â
âCan I try it?â He asks, leaning against the counter. You turn to him fully with cocked brows, your eyes focusing on the beautiful pouty lips he already possesses.
âWhy?â
âBecause I want the full treatment,â he says, shrugging.
You shrug back, âsure. But donât complain when you hate it.â You lean forward to put the sticky gloss-like liquid on your lips. Out of the corner of your eye, you see Jim mockingly move his lips to your words, and you fight the chuckle from your lungs.
âOkay. Come here,â you command. Jim does as he is told and leans in, closing his lips to prevent the solution from going in his mouth as you slather his lips with the gloss.
âRemember, this is plumping, so it may tingle,â you warn, waiting for his reaction.
âWhatâs the plumping eff- AHHHH WHAT IS THAT!â Jim cries out, grabbing a towel and wiping his lips ferociously. You tsked, âyouâre so dramatic, Jimmy!â
âWhat the hell is that burning!â He asked, lips swollen and red from a mixture of the treatment and the wiping.
âItâs cinnamon and capsaicin, itâs supposed to burn.â
âWhy are you not screaming about this, this is so bad!â Jim whined, running his fingers under cold water and patting it on his lips. You snickered to yourself as he struggled, cleaning off countertop with a wet cloth.
âWhy does everything you own hurt you?â He continued to whine, looking at you accusingly. You rolled your eyes and smiled, crossing your arms.
âBecause beauty is pain, and you should appreciate the struggle I go through everyday.â
Jim stares at you, jaw slacked as he tried to catch his breath from the pain. You lean forward to kiss him, but he shies away from your glossy lips.
âYouâre not allowed to kiss me until that bullshit is off of your lips,â he mutters, crossing his arms and storming out of the bathroom.
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Jon "sweet" Snow
We all know that, Jon, is a sweet ball of fluff. So Iâm just sitting here wondering, if heâs soooo in love with Miss D., where the hell is the sweetness and the tenderness heâs shown Sansa for the past 2 seasons? Where is the sweetness and tenderness and closeness with Miss D.?
NOWHERE to be bloody seen.
All of Sansaâs and Jonâs scenes, some of them even when theyâre apart, had romantic tropes in them, all of them, so if Miss D. and Jon are supposed to be this big romance, where the hell are the romantic tropes, did they happen off screen, or something? đ¤ˇââď¸đ
They could've had Jon compliment Miss Dâs dress, since she changed outfits pretty much every episode, but nope, they couldâve showed him jealous of Jorah, and possessive towards Miss D., but nope they didnât, he didn't laugh with Miss D., not even ONCE, heâs not triggered and is totally unbothered by Miss D. hugging Jorah, same thing when Jorah kissing her hands, like he is bothered by every man who mentions Sansa, they donât even need to touch her, just say her name, and he goes in angry kitten mode, but for Miss D. who he is supposedly MADLY in love with, NOTHING. They couldâve had Miss D. give him/offer him a lighter cloak, since his furr one, from Sansa, is clearly way too heavy for Dragonstone, they could've shown him ditching Sansaâs cloak for the one Miss D. had given him but nope, they could've brought Miss D. up, in the conversation between Jon and Jorah in the wight hunt, but NOPE.
So many missed opportunities, I wonder why đ¤đ
I asked a friend who doesn't ship neither Jonsa nor J*nerys, and they said this:
 âThe way they shot Jonâs and Sansaâs scenes, the sweet moments, the dialogue, the awkwardness between them, I can see why you ship them, I must admit they are, really cute together. (He ships Arya with Gendry and Brienne and Jaimie, thos are his only ships on GoT, the other ships are just meh to him đđ¤ˇââď¸đ)
Jon and Miss D. on the other hand? Dragonstone has been boring af, the scenes between J and D were pretty bland and dull, if you ask me. IF, I had to choose between the two ships, Iâd definitely choose Jonsa, because the dynamic between them is amazing, they have a strong foundation, they have a strong bond, and they are happy around eachother, whilst Jon looked miserable in Dragonstone, and around Dany, who kept shoving âBend the kneeâ down his throat at any chance, and he couldn't wait to leave in episode 5.
Their scenes were boring and just, off, if they meant to show them fall in love, they failed miserably, they did such a great job with Jon abd Sansa, and I don't even know if they mean to have them end up together, but Jon and Miss D. as a couple, have no depth at all, because the communication, at least to me seemed one sided. They shouldâve shot their scenes, the same way they shot Jonâs and Sansaâs, had they done that, they might've convinced me, because Iâm just not feeling it, at all. I still donât ship neither, but yeah, Jonsa would be my choice, Jon and Miss D. feel way too forced, sudden and way too rushed, on Jonâs part at least, and thatâs all I have to say about this.âÂ
100% agree with what he said. đđ
Below I'll list a few quotes and a few scenes, which should not have been in the show, if D&D meant to make us believe their relationship was platonic, and was meant to stay that way.
âNew dress? [...] Yeah, itâs... I like the wolf bitâÂ
âI will never let him TOUCH you again, Iâll protect you, I promise.âÂ
âIf I fall donât bring me back.â (couldnt find a gif for this one sorry) which translates to, she's the one who gave me purpose again, she's the one I'm fighting for, I don't want to come back into a world, where she is gone, where she killed herself, because I couldn't keep her safe, because I lost, because I failed her. Let me stay dead, I couldn't live with myself. đ˘ And if, that, is not REAL, powerful LOVE, then I donât know what is.
More under the cut. âşď¸âď¸đ
I also donât think weâve see Jon laugh and smile in 5 seasons, as much as we've seen him smile and laugh, in 2 seasons with, Sansa.Â
I mean, look:
Look at this little smol, look at how happy he is for his new Stark cloak, that Sansa made for him, with love, and with her own, lovely hands. âşď¸ so Basically Sansa cloaked him
And Jon cloaked her, in his old cloak, I mean, they're practically married đ¤đđ
Do you know who Jon also smiled like this with? Mhm, yep, Ygritte. đ¤
âDo you think Iâm Joffrey?â
âUntil I return, the North my heart is yours.â Most poetic declaration of trust, and love, Iâve ever heard in my life.
âI love Sansa, as I loved her motherâ
*literally snarls and growls like a wolf* âTOUCH my sister, and I'll kill you myself.âÂ
Like DAMN thatâs pretty wild, itâs literally what a male alpha would do, to mark his territory, if you ask me.
Look at him:
âWhat you did for HER, is the only reason Iâm not killing you.â *aggressively grabs Theon*
âDoes she miss me terribly?â *cricket sounds* *death stare*
Where is that with Miss D.? Where are all these romantic tropes? Where are the scenes where they both open up to each other, where they share their hardships, where they bond? WHERE ARE THEY? WHERE?
When does Jon smile again, after leaving Sansa, and Winterfell?Â
With Tyrion, when he arrives in Dragonstone, and when does it do it again? With Tormund & co., after, heâs left Dragonstone.
With Miss D.? Nope, nothing, nada.Â
But when do we see just a tiny glimpse, but like a tiny, tiny glimpse of Jonâs sweetness towards Miss D., and all of a sudden, might I add? In 7.06, which was such an odd and weird contrast to how he was behaving towards her just an episode earlier, not even turning to look at her one last time, like, again, he did it with Sansa, if he's sooo in love with Miss D. why not turn and wave goodbye to her too? Jorah turned instead lmao đÂ
So y'all mean to tell me that Jon did a 360° turn, in one episode? Please. đ
So why the sudden change?Â
Well, Jon, bless his heart, saw Viserion die, the moment he sank into the lake, Jon knew, he knew the NK would turn him, just like he turns his horses, just like he turned that Polar bear, so he knows without her dragons, theyâre fucked, theyâre all fucked, because he saw first hand what her dragons can do, and therefore realizes what an ice dragon can do. You know, for one thing, fly, and second spit blue fire, which according to their legends, is even hotter than normal dragonfire..how nice, right? The Night King has a dragon, thatâs the last thing they needed.Â
He could have an army of 1.000.000 people, and it would be useless against an ice dragon. Heâs kissing her ass in 7.06, and the ass kissing will continue in 7.07, and I assume, partly, even in S8, he has to kiss her ass, because he needs her dragons.Â
Do you really think Jon would fall/be in love with someone who canât get her priorities straight? Who is so power hungry, selfish, and entitled, that she puts the Iron Throne before an army of bloody dead men, white walkers and the Night King? âDo you expect me to just leave my conquering of the 7K behind me, to fight the dead?â emh, yeah? idk if you got the memo, but theyâre coming to kill us all, you included? Viserion is dead because of her, the Night King now has a dragon, because of her.Â
Had she not been so stubborn, the NK would not have a dragon. âNo, as soon as I leave, Cercei comes in.â, let her come in, who tf cares, the dead are coming for the North, for the South, for me, for you, for all of us, and the thing you put first, your priority is that damned throne? âI care about the peopleâ she says, she cares about âthe peopleâ my ass, sheâs a hypocrite, and Jon knows it, she literally confirmed it to him, in 7.05.Â
Heâs not in love with her, nor will he ever be, heâs playing the game, heâs working as double agent, again, and doing what he thinks is best, heâs doing what needs to be done to save his people and those he loves, heâs doing it to save the world.Â
He saw on the beach in Dragonstone, that she listened to him, partly tho, she still went on a barbeque spree, but she âsomewhatâ listened to him, so here, I think he realized that to, her, his opinion matteres, that he has/couldâve some power over her, that he could use to his advantage. Now, think if he managed to make her fall for him.Â
Jon is not stupid, at all, making her fall for him, might not be the honorable thing to do, but itâs the right thing to do for his people, for Sansa, for Arya, for Bran, and for the rest of westeros, heâs basically saving everyoneâs asses. But, especially, to protect those dear to him, heâs willing to play dirty, and he will do it, he is doing it. D*ny is in love with him, at this point, thatâs obvious, but Jon? Jon isnât.Â
As so many have pointed out, he has kept himself at a distance, Dany has told him things about her, since day one, she opened up to him, but Jon? He hasnât opened up with her about anything, about himself, about Sansa, about his death, about why he was killed, about who did it, about the dagger to the heart, about Ghost, and thatâs because he does not trust her, heâs weary of her, he knows sheâs dangerous, heâs seen her in full tantrum mode, and heâs seen sheâs very, very impulsive and hotheaded.Â
In his eyes, their only chance, is for him to have influence over her, to be sure she will fight with them, no matter what, to ensure that, when the Northerners donât kneel, because he bloody well knows they wonât, âthe Northerners are proudâ â Sansa, she doesnât barbecue them all, she doesnât kill Sansa, who the Northerners might make their Queen, after word spreads that Jon bent the knee.Â
The thought of Sansa, his sister, the woman who gave him purpose again, the Little Bear (Lyanna), who literally made him King, Arya who is his beloved little sister, which he thought dead, and thst he missed so very much, and Bran who is his beloved little brother who he also thought was dead and he missed very much, being burnt alive for not kneeling, terrifies the hell out of him, obviously, and at the same time makes him determined to do what has to be done.Â
Weâve all seen that Miss D., can, be merciful, but, only, if she cares about the person, only if it serves her and her âpurpose. People who mean nothing to her? They can burn, usually no trial is even needed, ya know? Sheâs tyrannical like that. lolÂ
So yeah, his plan has logic, if they refuse to bend the knee, and sheâs in love with him, and he has power over her, to control her and manipulate her, for the greater good, if he pleads for their lives, she wonât burn them, kill them, because that would hurt Jon.Â
Thatâs his plan, and itâs a smart one, dangerous, but smart. Our Jonny boy, is finally starting to listen to the advice Sansa gave him, âyou need to be smarter than fatherâ heâs leaving his honor behind and doing not the honorable thing but the smart thing, the thing that will keep his people alive, âyou need to be smarter than Robbâ heâs not falling in love with Miss D, but instead, unlike his father and his brother, he is doing what has to be done, he wonât repeat his fatherâs, and brotherâs mistakes, he has played dirty before, heâs going to have to do it again.Â
Jon poured his soul to Sansa, told her he died, how he died, who did it, what heâs been through, everything, and Sansa did the same, told him everything that happened to her, what ramsay did to her. While with Dany he tells her nothing about him, he is weary of her, and keeps her at a distance.Â
So yeah, in conclusion, our sweet, tender boy, hasnât displayed any sweetness and tenderness towards Miss D., until he realized, âThe Night King has a dragon now, fuck. Weâre fucked, without her dragons, weâre truly fucked and stand no chance.â, and even then, you canât compare it to how sweet, tender (and mild lol sorry, I had to đđ), and gentle Jon is towards Sansa, because what heâs pulling with Miss D., is an act.
The differences in tone, the conversations, sweetness, touches, lingering looks, between Jon and Sansa and Jon and Miss. D., are so blatantly different/obvious, itâs crazy, mostly because they're pretty much nonexistent between Jon and Miss D. đ
At this point, J*nerys is canon, yes, and they will get their b*atbang/sex, but will they ever get the pure, sweet scenes/moments of genuine love, like the ones that we have between Jon and Sansa? No, they wonât, so they can keep and enjoy their boatbang, weâll have the real deal in S8. âď¸
#JonsaIsComing đ
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I obviously could add more GIFs, there are plenty more, but this post is ridiculously long already, so I'll stop here. đâď¸đ
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DATING!HWANG MINHYUN
So dating the infamous Emperor Hwang would include:
is literally like the guys from k-dramas we all cry over
is actually a prince (?)
always shows up with your favorite flowers to pick you up from work or classesÂ
and probably has a list of your favorite things noted down you donât know about
will probably keep the pet names for when you two are together
but sometimes he would call you âsweetheartâ or âdarlingâ by mistake in public
would sing you to sleep and probably make cute little songs about youÂ
he is really smart so you two would have all kind of discussion about absolutely anything and there wonât be a dull moment when youâre together
so well-mannered and protectiveÂ
like always holds the door and your bag whenever you two are outÂ
lends you his jacket if youâre cold or if he thinks your dress is too shortÂ
even so, I donât think he likes showing too much PDA like maybe holds your hand, but no kisses or whatsoever cause he is more of a conservative person
would turn into a cuddle monster once you two are alone and he would be literally glued to you
loves playing with your hair cause he thinks it smells so goodÂ
would always ask you to put your head in his lap so he can play with it plus he also gets to look at your face so itâs a win for himÂ
always sending good night and good morning texts with cute little heart emoticons in them likeÂ
âgood morning, sweetheart. i hope your day will be as beautiful as you ⥠âĄÂ â
and you would squeal cause itâs so cringey, but so adorable at the same timeÂ
would always make time to call you in between schedules and you would hear the NuâEst members complaining in the backgroundÂ
cause he is too lovey-dovey and they think itâs gross, but are secretly loving the two of you together
probably spams you with pictures of himself when he is bored and then gets sad if you donât send any back
âbut minhyun i look like shit and iâm sickâ
âha... nonsense, Y/N. you always look good, now send me a picture of your pretty smileâ
ânoâ
âok no more hugs for you then, goodbyeâ
so you end up sending him a bunch of pictures and he will say you look gorgeous even if you look like a beggar
would probably annoy you to clean your room if youâre more of a messy person of just clean it for you
âugh, what would you do without me, honey?âÂ
âgood thing I have youâ
âyouâll always have meâÂ
I feel like he is someone who would like talking about the future of your relationshipÂ
and just like plan ahead your holidays, his days off and just basically your lifeÂ
he would see a cute kid with his parents while you two are are out and youâd catch him look at him and smilingÂ
and youâd go âours is gonna be even cuter, minhyunnieâÂ
and heâd blush and be all flustered like âwhat? hahaha, yes iâm sureâ but i think he secretly has the babiesâ names chosen alreadyÂ
he likes it when you cook for him and will try to help you or just assist you in the kitchenÂ
but you need your own space so youâd tell him to go away and heâd get all poutyÂ
âugh fine, you can stay hereâÂ
and then heâd be the happiest boyfriend ever and give you a backhug while youâre cutting vegetables and kiss your cheeks multiple timesÂ
MATURE CONTENT, SCROLL BACK UP IF YOU ARE UNDERAGE
i believe he is really vanilla in bed
probably has a bit of experience, but I donât think he would be intro trying weird stuff; maybe just some light spanking and hair pulling if you would ask
in my opinion he has medium stamina, not too much and not too little, just enough to satisfy both of your needsÂ
is more of a switch and doesnât mind it whether he is bottom or topÂ
would be a gentleman even in bed
very loving and sweet
likes holding you close to him and kiss you everywhere, but mostly of your lipsÂ
would worship your body and always tell you how beautiful you lookÂ
not very vocal, but you would hear him moan a lot
he would have his eyes closed and moan sweetly as you go down on him
but I think he would be too shy to ask for a blowjob so youâd have to take charge and either do it yourself or ask him if he wants one
and heâd be like âumm.. if you want. i donât mindâÂ
is soooo smooth and sensual when he goes down on you
kisses you everywhere with so much passion and takes a long time eating you out just to make sure youâre satisfied
I donât think he has any particular kinksÂ
but if you told him you really really really wanted to try something he would probably agree after thinking a bit about itÂ
however, i feel like he wouldnât accept if it was something involving rough bdsm, choking and other kinks among the type of thoseÂ
he would be scared for your safety more than anythingÂ
but he loves you a lot and doesnât want you to be sad cause he said no so heâll probably suggest something a bit lighter
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memories with TS songs
Today Iâm thinking about how many memories I have with Taylor songs and imaging how there are even more coming just waiting to happen.
I was in sixth grade when Taylorâs first album came out and I used to steal my older sisterâs hot pink iPod nano so I could listen to Taylor on the bus drives to and from school. Itâd be me sitting alone, slouched on the seat with my knees propped up, staring out the window daydreaming while listening to Our Song. Or thinking about Teardrops On My Guitar and changing the lyrics to âteardrops on my violinâ bc I was an orchestra kid with massive crushes on people who always looked past me.
Every time I had a falling out with someone or a friend that was going through a breakup, Picture to Burn was there with me. On more than one occasion my sister or I brought the small kitchen pot and a lighter to our bathroom and turned on the blower so we could literally burn pictures or notes or letters without starting a fire.
Iâm Only Me When Iâm With You has been the longtime anthem of me falling in love with my best friends over and over, and them not feeling the same way.
The summer after Fearless came out, I was absolutely obsessed with the album. I was away from home for a month or so and I would listen to it on repeat. Sometimes Iâd g-chat (bc it was the newest feature on my new gmail account) with my cousin and weâd watch the You Belong With Me music video at the same time and gush about it.
Fearless was really That Albumâso many iconic bops. Hey Stephen was my first favorite on that album. The Best Day made me want to cry and hug my parents and I still think that if I ever get married, thatâs gonna have to be my father daughter dance song. I still scream sing the bridge of Tell Me Why every time it comes on. Fearless is the song that got me and still gets me gassed up to shoot my shot (archer pun not intended). Fifteen. White Horse. Youâre Not Sorry. BREATHE. Forever & Always became my sign-off salutation and itâs still one I use. The Way I Loved You! I didnât have the deluxe version of the album (bc I didnât know there was one) but damn. I still stan fearless.
Speak Now was definitely the album my sister loved the most. Itâs a lyrical masterpiece. I donât know if Iâm remembering this right but when Mine dropped with the music video there was this story circulating that it dropped early because Taylor and her team found out that it had leaked while they were on a flight or something crazy so they released as soon as they landed, ahead of the original date. And I remember watching that video and being so in love with all the pictures hanging on strings in the forest. I have so many memories of me playing Speak Now from my CD player and jumping around singing and dancing to my favorites songs or lying on the carpet like a dramatic bitch for the slow ones, especially Dear John. Iâm pretty sure the only way I listened to Dear John was lying on the floor in the puddle of tears (imagined and real).
Red came out when I was in high school and everyone was so shook when it dropped bc we were like yooooo is Taylor experimenting with dubstep (back when dubstep had its little hay day). 2012 was such a weird year. It gave us Kony 2012 and apocalypse theories. But mostly, Red is the album that was the soundtrack to my last years of high school. It was sitting in the passenger seat with the music up and windows down, on long drive to the country or to get milkshakes and slushees. It was me falling in love with my best guy friend again, him choosing to date my best girl friend, and then him breaking both of our hearts. It was forbidden moments with him knowing he was dating my best friend. It was me singing âdonât look at me you got a girl at home and everybody knows thatâ and then being a fucking hypocrit bc all our friends would be over hanging out and weâd be snuggled up, never holding hands or kissing but always being a little too close.
Red was the first concert I got to see Taylor. A relative got me tickets for my birthday. I wore my cowboy boots and favorite hi-low dress and curled my hair. And every drive I took that year, after every pool party, after every movie date with the boy, every last adventure before my friends went off to college, every late night at a friends house was awash in Red.
1989 is the soundtrack of my first years of college. It was me feeling left behind and awkward, and turning that into a fresh start in a new city and trying to shake off negativity. I remember when the Shake It Off video came out and I literally screamed and laughed and cried tears of happiness bc I felt so seen. Loving to dance even though I wasnât the best at it. I remember late nights walking around campus in the dark in the winter listening to Welcome to New York and letting that feeling of endless possibilities and new beginnings wash over me. I remember countless times I zoned out standing in the shower thinking about Clean. I remember feeling like 1989 sounded like such a mixtape (in the best wayâit captured such a specific set of feelings).
Reputation. Where do I even start. I think up until Rep, my love for Taylor Swift and her music was such an internal part of me, but EVERYONE was talking once the singles started coming out and it was when I finally found myself getting defensive over Taylor. I remember literally screaming the first time I watched the LWYMMD music video. My eyes nearly popped out of my head. When the lyric video for CIWYW came out, my best friend and I were staying at this hotel while she was visiting me and I cried and all I could say was that I was just so happy that Taylor found someone to love her whole. reputation was quite literally the only thing I really listened to for MONTHS. I was obsessed with the album. I would have died for that album.
I initially didnât think I would get a chance to see her on tour because the tickets were soooo expensive but I ended up getting a surprisingly cheap floor seat just 3 days before I saw her in Foxborough night 1. That entire performance blew my mind. I was 5 rows back from the B stage which ended up being the perfect place cause Tay was soooo close while performing Shake It Off (one of my all time faves) and the surprise acoustic song was 22, which made me literally melt because I had just turned 22. I actually danced so hard during SIO that I twisted my ankle and fell back onto my seat during the concertâalmost everybody that was seated around me had moved up by that point to get closer while Tay was on the B stage, but my âď¸social anxiety âď¸ was not about that life. I think I lost my voice from singing. And definitely was shooketh to the core when Hayley Kiyoko came on stage. Truly unforgettable.
This era has been such a whirlwind and I cannot wait for the memories it will bring and the lyrics that will destroy me. If Taylor talks at all more explicitly about dealing with family illness or sexuality/identity or the monumental effort it takes to really love yourself, just know that it will probably end me.
ANYWAY I love you @taylorswift
Your music has been the soundtrack to so many parts of my life. I know there are countless fans out there with stories like mine, or even more powerful ones and I just want to share how much your craft and dedication to your fans means to every single one of us whether or not we meet you. In these last couple weeks before the album is released, I hope you see and hear SO MUCH positivity and no more of the drama.
Lol if anyone, if a single one of you actually reads this 1) wow thanks 2) please reblog with some of your #TS song memories or times when #Taylor Swift was there with me AND USE THE TAGS so we can share these awesome memories with each other
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