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imo-chan-imagines · 4 years

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『 Haikyuu!! Week 2020 | Day 7 』

· Oct. 1st → Fly! ·

Characters: (teams) Karasuno, Nekoma, Fukurodani, Aoba Johsai, Shiratorizawa, (indiv.) Miya Atsumu, Miya Osamu, Aone Takanobu

Prompts: A. free choice!

Tags/warnings: Haikyuu!! (anime), Among Us (video game), PG, fluff, crack, video games, video game violence/death, headcanons, HaikyuuWeek2020

A/N: Among Us is a bit of a hot meme at the moment (great game. Go and play it/watch other people play it if you can. Get a feel for the game if you somehow haven't already.) So I thought, 'Hey, why not?' I mean, I do need to heal my heart after my Day 6 post, so...

What an amazing week it's been! Well done, everyone! All of my Haikyuu Week 2020 posts are SFW, but there's a little treasure trove of NSFW on my blog, too. Please peruse to your heart's content. Thanks for reading! Please enjoy! ♡

Haikyuu boys / playing Among Us

☆ Karasuno ☆

Literally the loudest games you'll ever witness

You know that grainy, electronic crackle that happens when everybody yells on Discord at the same time? Yeah. That

Kageyama can't lie for shit. It's so obvious when he's lying that it's a genuine miracle if he doesn't immediately get ejected

And he stands in all the wrong places when he's faking doing his tasks 😭😭

But he sounds super suspicious when he's telling the truth, too 😅

Noya and Tanaka buddy up no matter what, and go around trying to clear or murder people together

They also end up fuelling each other's incorrect assumptions

Asahi is way too timid to murder anyone right away, so if nobody dies in the first two rounds, you know it's him or someone trying to frame him...

Daichi is the host and tries to keep order in the lobby...tries someone help him

Hinata: Guys, please stop swearing! Natsu is watching me play!! waahhh 🙈 so cute 😇

Hinata always has to be orange. Don't touch his orange

Ennoshita is the king of self-reporting and getting away with it it just be like that

Kageyama goes around called 'Milk' 🥛

Tsukki tries to big-brain the shit out of it 🤣

He's also hella manipulative as an imposter and refuses to kill Yamaguchi 😭

Suga likes to take out the oxygen/recator and lie in wait for the people who come to fix it he will giggle adorably when it ends up working, which sounds kinda pshyco, ngl 😂

But totally screams at his screen when someone he suspected sneaks up on him and kills him

Yamaguchi low-key prefers the mini games to the actual game 😭😭

And Yachi loves being pink and wearing the little flower in her hair ngl, she nearly fainted the first time she got killed

She doesn't play with them often because it's so loud 😬

☆ Nekoma ☆

Kenma streams the gaming sessions on Twitch, and now they kind of have a cult following 🤷‍♀️

These fans be thirsting hard, too like us

Check out my smut headcanons, y'all 🙌

Kuroo is the closest to a genius player you're ever going to see

He does his tasks fairly efficiently, he's good at remembering layouts and people's movements, he calculates the timings of his kills with terrifying accuracy, defends himself pretty well, whether he's lying or not, can gaslight the entire lobby into sussing an innocent person, and pieces together other people's lies with surprising ease

Do not cross Kuroo. He's scary at this game. He's not the Scheming Captain for nothing, y'all

Lev is the kind of person to vent right in front of someone by accident, which is so awkward, but so funny 😂

The entire team must wear the bear ears hat. Yes, that is a rule

It's the closest to cat ears they have right now....

Kenma is pretty quiet when he's playing. He doesn't normally play online games, but his streams took off on Twitch, sooo~

Kenma also has radar ears and can somehow detect when people are lying, but waits until he has proof to accuse them he smart 🤓

☆ Fukurodani ☆

'Whoever Talks the Loudest is Right' mentality 😂

And Bokuto will defend himself at the volume of an air raid siren

Akaashi stays as quiet as possible so he doesn't give anything away

When Bokuto starts sussing people, it turns into something out of Ace Attorney like, chill tf out, man 😂

But his guesses are normally completely wrong

Akaashi sets good parameters for the games, because he's sensible

If Bokuto is given the chance to host the lobby....he will set one task each, put everyone at 4x speed, give the imposter zero cooldown time, and sit back and watch the chaos

Whenever somebody doesn't have an absolutely airtight alibi–

Bokuto: That's hella sus, bro

Lots of childish nicknames, because...well, they're all mentally six years old

Except Akaashi, who has a higher mental age than all of them combined

Let me just say that when Bokuto and Kuroo play together, shit gets so funny

When one of them is an imposter, they will literally vent in front of the other one and trust them not to out them 😂😂

☆ Aoba Johsai ☆

Iwa-chan can always tell when Oikawa is lying, and constantly calls him out on it

Iwa: That's his lying voice. Shitty-kawa is lying. He's the imposter. Vote him off

Oikawa: IWAAA-CHAAAN D:<

Because Iwa's right about Oikawa when he is the imposter, it makes it easy to frame him when it's actually Iwa who's the imposter

And no-one believes Tooru 😭😭

Kyoutani has no chill as an imposter

He just murders everyone on sight, right in front of people, too

Kindaichi tends to accuse people with very little evidence, but his instincts are weirdly accurate

Oikawa gets killed almost immediately every game, so if he isn't dead two emergency meetings in, he's 100% an imposter 😭😭

He then goes around as a salty ghost when he's killed off, mumbling to himself about injustice as he refuses to do his tasks and watches the people who voted him off get murdered one by one

Not that anyone's holding a grudge 🙄😂

Oikawa refuses to be purple and always kills whoever is purple first because it reminds him of Ushijima 😭😭

☆ Shiratorizawa ☆

Ushijima refuses to play if he can't be purple give it back. N O W

And it takes him a long time to get used to the game and the rules

'Why are the lights off? What are these tasks? Why is that one flashing at me? Where is med bay? Why can I use this vent? What's this big, red button for?' etc.

You get the idea. Toshi = big noob

He doesn't really understand the concept of lying, either...

He keeps forgetting to mute himself and ends up saying some very incriminating stuff over the mic which has everyone in literal tears from laughter

Tendou is a sneaky S.O.B, using those vents like a pro and gaslighting perfectly innocent people he's a little bloodthirsty, too 🤫

And his initial guesses about who's the imposter are almost always 100% correct Guess Monster, y'all

Goshiki goes around trying to clear people by watching them doing their tasks, especially Ushijima

But then he gets called suspicious for hanging around people too much

The first time an emergency meeting was ever called, Ushijima literally asked "Why is my name in red?" much to everyone's amusement

Everyone's scared of Ushijima when he follows them, but it normally turns out that he just doesn't know where he's going

Shirabu tends to lose his shit when people start accusing him and he's innocent, and will never EVER trust a word that comes out of Goshiki's mouth

Speaking of, Goshiki and Shirabu – boy, do they bicker like eight year-olds, wasting entire voting rounds just arguing with each other 🙄😭

So everyone else decides to vote off one, and then the other at the next meeting 😭😭

Misc.

☆ The Miya twins ☆

Atsumu puts 100% trust in Osamu not to kill him, even if he is the imposter

How could he? He's his brother. His twin. His other half. They share a unique bond–

And then he screams in betrayal when Osamu slaughters him mercilessly 😂😂

Osamu is unaffected by the sudden outburst from his brother's room

Put them together as an imposter duo, though, and you're in for some trouble

They often win by executing a perfect double kill

And they're both pretty good at lying, but Osamu will not hesitate to throw Atsumu under the bus and vote him off if he's being too suspicious or the lobby has turned against him 😂

Ah, the bond of brotherhood 😂

☆ Aone Takanobu ☆

Aone doesn't talk very much

But when he does, his voice is so low and even that nobody ever suspects he's the imposter

I'm thinking like Corpse Husband, if you've seen him playing with Pewds and the gang

It doesn't really occur to people that he could be lying. He seems so trustworthy and honest

Finds it very hard to blame anyone else, though

Is fairly decent as doing his tasks as a crewmate, but it takes him a long time to remember the layouts of the ships

Almost never gets voted off the ship

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yunsoh · 4 years

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can you do hc: furuba characters and their star signs?

i unfortunately am insufferable about astrology so this turned into. a whole thing. but here goes.

i’m only focusing on the main four (tohru, kyo, yuki, shigure) and then also kakeru and machi because i have thought about their charts to a degree where i might as well just lay them out here. i’m going to try and keep the descriptions brief (oh my god. never mind. this didn’t happen at all**), but ofc if you want more info/have questions you can shoot me an ask abt it.

**i ended up saying too much so. tohru, kyo, and shigure’s will be in this post, and then i’m just gonna. do a separate post/reply to this one with yuki, kakeru, and machi’s lmfao. just to be considerate of people, you know, maybe not wanting to read the biggest wall of text in the world.

i guess just some baseline things:

- i won’t be going into every single planet/house placement/aspect because that’s 2 much man, but i’ll talk about the parts i think are most immediately interesting.

- i decided to challenge myself a little and look up actual charts rather than just making up my own. which means i went ahead and took a sick guesstimate about their “actual birthdays” based on the years they were born and then the sun/moon/rising combinations that i figured fit them best. yes this is a ridiculous thing to do for fictional characters. yes i now have fictional characters charts sitting in my list on astro.com. but also yes i had fun doing it so it’s w/e. (and yes i know takaya specifically said that they don’t have birthdays but literally when have i ever listened to her abt anything. my city now.)

- birth years i based on the manga since that’s their like, real core characters. they’re 80s kids and shigure is a 70s dad it’s just how it is.

- take all this with a whole salt mine. like actually. but also my apologies if this is at all confusing, bc i know it’s a lot of like....... more intermediate astrology stuff. hopefully it’s at all comprehensible.

- i’ll also add the disclaimer that if you personally have literally any of these placements please god do not take what i say as like, word of god or whatever. it’s all dependent. i’m also reading them for fictional characters with like... established characterizations..... so use ur best judgement.

this is incredibly long so it’s going under a cut.

tohru

taurus sun, cancer moon, pisces rising; taurus mercury, pisces venus, libra mars (retrograde).

part of me hates how predictable this is but if it works it works lmfao.

pisces rising & pisces venus in the 1st house are the things that are probably most immediately apparent about tohru to her peers -- pisces brings with it a receptive quality, in that it almost acts as an open channel in the world. it doesn’t really have any defenses up, and in that sense is prone to getting hit by. absolutely everything. depending on what the rest of the chart entails, this can be completely crushing and overwhelming, or it can be handled with some grace. or both, which is the case with tohru. important too is to consider the chart ruler (the rising sign’s ruling planet), which is jupiter under traditional rulerships, and neptune under modern -- personally, i prefer traditional rulerships, so i’m going with jupiter lmao. jupiter here is in the 8th house, which is indicative of being rather open about areas that are typically seen as taboo or not socially spoken of, specifically concerning other people’s matters (rather than the self). jupiter in 8th is also indicative of luck when it comes to other people’s resources, as it’s a house of merging with another.

because pisces is such a receptive source, other people are both comforted and taken aback by it. pisces risings are often considered a little weird (or a lot), and frequently view the world on a baseline of emotion -- they’re keenly aware of the energy in the room, and have a tendency to carry other people’s emotions with them. at the same time, they can have trouble discerning their own emotions -- everything is just kind of a big swirl of feeling. but, we do see tohru frequently step herself away from that overwhelm, or be guided out of it, through more grounded and physical acts of service, rather than emotional. taurus sun and mercury lends some reprieve for her here; when she starts to feel overwhelmed, she is often guided back to her self-determination, in which she quiets her thoughts by getting herself back into the work grind, or reminds herself of what her root motivations are, either within the given moment or in the long-term.

taurus is a bit of a double-edged sword for her, because while it’s a grounding force, it also leaves her with putting up walls around herself in order to avoid help from other people. taurus is heavily self-reliant, and proud of what they can do for themselves and others -- but when it comes to actually needing help, and needing to ask for help, their first instinct is to refuse. it’s basically like pulling teeth. in the 2nd house, this is especially poignant -- her pride (sun) is rooted in the realm of work ethic, finances, routines. that self-reliance always comes up in the form of knowing she’ll have to provide for herself after graduation, and sees going at things alone as a sort of “training” in a sense, even when it harms her or puts her in harm’s way (this is also evident by aries being the 2nd house cusp, in that she takes this area of life as a challenge and is particularly energized by it, even if it’s to the point of burnout).

cancer moon also has a hand in this, as far as being slow to open up emotionally goes -- while she’s someone who has her heart on her sleeve (very much due to pisces venus in 1st), this doesn’t mean that she’s actually vulnerable about her emotions. cancer moons often find their strength in providing for others, and find emotional comfort in giving other people a place to feel safe, most stereotypically through physical comforts like food and gentle/welcoming environments. they also tend to operate in self-care in this way, by making themselves physically comfortable. this self-care can often come up due to just the sheer exhaustion of feeling and accepting emotions quite easily, but not feeling comfortable fully expressing them. she isn’t completely repressed -- again, she emotes very easily (a combination of venus in 1st and moon in 5th; moon in 5th allows for a freer self-expression, to the point of being over the top at times) -- but she shields herself from opening up fully, until it really just completely overwhelms her and she ends up more or less exploding to let everything out. cancer moon is also highly, highly bonded to their emotional memory! their memories are their well of emotion.

i want to touch on what’s going on with the 7th house, because i think it looks a little scary at first glance. 7th house rules our one-on-one partnerships, including (but not limited to) long-term romances and friendships. pluto and saturn are intense and challenging energies respectively -- pluto asks for transformation and rebirth, saturn stands for personal challenges that have to be deliberately overcome. mars is a planet of drive and ambition, but also a place of conflict. it’s a lot of difficult energy to consider, but i think it fits her quite well, especially considering her issues of letting her guard down and being emotionally vulnerable. her personal struggle (saturn) is about really, honestly letting people into her life, without feeling inadequate or unworthy. understanding that she’s worthy of the love she receives is something she struggles to fully comprehend up to the end because of a low self-esteem (which is somewhat tied to pisces venus -- pisces venus tends to surrender themselves quite a bit, which doesn’t always mark a low-self esteem [as we’ll see....in a later chart], but can absolutely err that way if there aren’t other parts of the chart to ground it or overpower it with more self-affirming placements, such as a developed taurus placement. pisces venus can feel a little lost in themselves and instead rely on the emotions of the room to determine where their confidence is -- if emotions are good, they’re good. if not, they’re not.)

mars in 7th is indicative of feeling revitalized and driven by these close relationships, but also overflows to the point of arguing -- in which she’s usually arguing because she’s fighting for them and not with them. mars is in retrograde here, which follows the general theme of internalizing issues rather than externalizing them (in 7th house, this often comes up as her getting frustrated with the situations her friends are in and carries it by herself, and is driven to then handle these issues even if her friends are completely unaware. uo and kyo come to mind specifically). mars being in libra, she especially feels inclined towards a sense of doing right for and by the people she loves, even if she does it in ways that can be more than a little intense at times. also struggles a little with being alone! plays off of other people’s energy constantly.

pluto in 7th i think is like........ kind of poetic for her lmao....... especially as it deals with finding transformation/rebirth through these committed, personal relationships. her whole arc involves her feeling an immense guilt over not only feeling as though she’s losing her mom as time passes, but then also “replacing” her in her heart as she falls in love with kyo. and it’s with kyo that she finds strength to grow into and understand herself in ways she hadn’t before. but it’s also a markedly intense transformation for her, and one that repeatedly breaks her heart because it’s a difficult change (saturn being conjunct pluto here absolutely doesn’t soften the matter oml). but she comes out the other side a stronger and more confident person.

one last note, because i just remembered someone asked me ages ago about this: north node! north node is indicative of the path we’re asked to take during this lifetime (versus the south node, which is indicative of what we are already comfortable with; regarding karma, it’s the path we’ve become familiarized with through past lives). north node here is in cancer in the 5th house, almost directly conjunct the moon. a cancer north node is indicative of needing to move away from issues of detachment, competitiveness, workaholic tendencies, elitism, mommy issues (capricorn issues; the south node is always exactly opposite the north), and instead moving towards compassion, self-care, inclusivity, maternal energy. some of these are already present in tohru via other aspects of her chart (compassion and inclusivity, maternal energy), but there are some that are more. difficult things she has to move on from lmao..... being conjunct moon, this is an especially emotional and sensitive part of the journey. 5th house north node is indicative of needing to work towards expressing the self in a way that is purely for the self, rather than for others -- there’s already a comfort in being able to provide for the collective other, but shifting the focus to more “selfish” expression is grounds for discomfort. a journey towards being able to be more unapologetically self-expressive and self-loving. the fun thing about north node is that for the most part, the chart will always be indicative of the issues that need to be considered and overcome in order to face it, so i feel like at this point it all speaks for itself lmao.

(a note; the nodes take about a year and a half to change signs, so everyone within this cohort is going to have the same north node in cancer. which comes up in different ways for each considering house placement & aspects but still. kids the mommy issues.... the superiority/inferiority complexes..... kids......

also i’ll add that in Real Life north node is usually a lifelong struggle to fully realize/accomplish, but ofc. this is fiction. character arcs and speedrunning personal development and the like.)

there’s more to talk about here but like. i’ve already said too much omfg. moving on.

kyo

capricorn sun, aries moon, aries rising; capricorn mercury, capricorn venus, aquarius mars.

yes. the poetic cinema of him and tohru both having a saturn-pluto conjunction in the 7th house. i see it. i am perceiving it.

but before that, some talk about the aries and capricorn of it all. aries and capricorn are both so inherently driven to just do. aries is the initial spark and the short-term determination, the immediate reaction to things, while capricorn is the more plodding slow-burn and considers time and longevity. they’re similar in determination, but clash because of the fight between impatience and time, and reacting immediately versus careful consideration. these more patient traits are present in him, but for a while they’re buried under his inclination to react to things. aries rising views the world as something of a personal challenge, and can put a lot of pressure on themselves in order to overcome these matters. but, they come at it with a borderline unwavering determination; they fall down a lot and are quick to get back up again. other people can find them pushy or cocky, or just too “in your face” about like..... everything lmao...... because they’re just blunt. they see the world honestly (or, so they think) and react to it honestly. this ties too to aries moon, in which the emotional reaction to things is very much a quick, bursting reaction, and then it fizzling out not long after. emotions tend to zip by very quickly -- they’re felt for a moment, and then it’s passed.

moon in 12th, though, makes these emotions a bit more ambiguous to understand -- fire moons feel intensely and suddenly, but a layer of ambiguity that the 12th house provides can make it feel as though emotions are being muddied, and not seen clearly. what we see then with kyo is having these intense reactions to things, but being off-base with consciously understanding why he’s feeling that way. for him, it’s also in part a purposeful shielding and misdirect; he knows subconsciously what the root of these issues actually are, but in the heat of the moment, it’s misdirected to what’s exactly in front of him. it’s a mode of self-protection. this struggle is also present in this sun square moon situation -- sun square moon offers the challenge of the head and heart not working together, and often having conflicting desires (individualizing vs emotional security). capricorn sun in particular is a fairly grounded and practical placement, so up against the wiles of aries moon in 12th, there’s a deep struggle to actually feel grounded. it also presents an issue of feeling as though there’s something to prove in themselves to others, especially regarding self-worth, which is exacerbated by capricorn’s ambitions and moon in 12th’s difficulty with truly seeing themselves; they tend to take things too personally lmao. on the flipside, moon in 12th is actually quite in tune with other people’s emotions, even when they can’t fully comprehend their own. when he lets himself open up a little, he’s shown to be quite understanding of tohru’s emotions in particular, even when she’s not being forthcoming.

lot of mars energy and aspects going on here that also push against capricorn’s groundedness & practicality -- aside from the aries rising & mars chart ruler, the moon is in an easy, sextile relationship with mars (in which mars’ reactions flows easily into the moon reacting), mars itself is in an easy, flowing relationship with uranus (planet of very sudden change; mars sextile uranus asks for high energy levels and a need for something to be going on) and a difficult, square aspect with saturn, which causes a repression and frustration/inhibition for mars. the mars energy here is just one frustration after another. aries rising at least grants him the wherewithal to channel that energy somewhere productive, so when it’s not channeled into his self-loathing, it’s channeled into athletics. he’s trying.

speaking of, aquarius mars being the chart ruler is a little interesting to parse, if only because it does sit so strongly against all of the capricorn energy. aquarius mars is like......... kind of a freak LMAO. in a good way. in some charts it sits as something that’s more blatantly against the social norm, and in others it sits more as a quiet but consistent rebellion. the latter i think is the case here, if only because of that tough square with saturn and all that capricorn energy erring on the side of conformity. i think it’s interesting to take the cat lore into this, considering that the cat’s “downfall” in the story was that it was the only one, among god and all the other animals, to go against the wish for an eternal banquet -- its lack of conformity ended up in the cat being seen from there on out as an enemy. there’s something just inherently nonconforming about the cat, but it becomes a repressed and self-hated thing within kyo because it’s so incredibly alienating in the scope of his immediate family. at the same time, there’s something also inherently rebellious in the ways he seeks out to be the first cat to ever be included within the inner family, even if it all ends up for naught (mars’ contact with moon in 12th i think comes into play here, if only that his motivations are so heavily skewed; he becomes intensely avoidant when he’s asked to face his real issues surrounding the matter). aquarius mars is also very much about being driven for overall social change and reform, which, again, stands at an odds with capricorn’s more staunch viewpoints (he’s not exactly the most accepting of people who step out of the social norm, but this i equate more to capricorn venus in 10th -- traditionalist views regarding personal aesthetics, in a house regarding one’s reputation; also is incredibly self-critical and can project that onto others), but he does in the end fight against the system that his family has put in place for him and is, eventually, a major part of the catalyst for the curse’s downfall. pretty sick shit.

on a less ‘large scale’ level, aquarius mars affects his social sphere -- the 11th house rules the realm of friendships, teams, groups, anything having to do with a collective, as well as hopes and aspirations. mars here is both invigorated by (and invigorating to) social groups, and can find itself being challenged by them. kyo’s self esteem regarding his social skills can be attributed to the fact that he does feel like an outsider, but he’s actually pretty socially attuned once he settles in. aquarius tends to struggle with needing its alone time, alongside feeling like it doesn’t quite fit in, but at its core it’s a social sign -- there’s a required balance between being alone and needing to be with others. it can take aquarius a while to really find comfort in social settings, i think, so i think it’s fitting that this is an area that kyo struggles with for a time.

okay. god i already wrote so much. and yet...... okay. capricorn sun, mercury, and venus -- sun in 9th does seek a basic desire to be able to expand its worldview outside of the confines of home, and this runs along the theme of kyo’s being caged in a major way. sun conjunct neptune here is also indicative of how easily he gives up on that desire and submits to powers above him; neptune acts as a shroud, and can be a challenge for the sun’s ego to work with, especially in the case of the ego being harmed in any way (such as through abuse). it’s imperative that there’s someone who is able to guide the sun back to its goals, especially in the case of a capricorn sun, which can really suffer under the feeling that they aren’t actively doing or achieving, or can otherwise be prone to melancholy in self-perceived defeat. also concurs with the themes of sun square moon in 12th. capricorn mercury and venus in 10th, a focus on getting shit done lmfao. mercury here tends to be a problem-solver, but can also err towards thinking they’re the smartest person in the room or use otherwise demeaning vocab (kyo........ yeah). venus here typically tends towards wanting to be in a place of getting attention, but square that moon in 12th this is something. highly inhibited lmfao. but venus in 10th also tends to be seen as highly attractive by others, in looks and personality, which i think is a) true because sohma and b) fucking hilarious because he gets his own little fanclub from the. middle school girl gang or w/e. god.

and then yes, the saturn-pluto conjunction in 7th. saturn: similar to tohru in struggling to let people into his life in full, and not believing he’s worthy of that love as he is (esp regarding kazuma and tohru). pluto: similar again to tohru in that he experiences something highly transformative in his person once he actually accepts the love of other people, and allows himself to be transformed by love. it asks him to let go of his self-hatred, which in turn asks him to let go of a lot of other things that held him back from growth. and he comes out the other side of that experience with a hell of a lot more self-confidence. the fact that he and tohru are these transformative experiences for each other.... fucking poetry. yeah.

north node note: north node is in cancer in the 3rd house; for him, it’s asking him to move away from being defined only by achievement, mommy issues, competition, & complexes around inferiority, and embrace being more emotionally sensitive and inclusive of others and the self, and especially being able to find comfort within the self. north node in the 3rd asks for a journey of being able to express the self in a way where the thoughts are purely individual, rather than coming from certain shared ideologies or other higher influences. this i feel is especially poignant for him as he struggles to really move on from certain beliefs planted in him by his family situation -- beliefs that he’s inherently worthless, that yuki is to blame for his struggles (due to zodiac lore) rather than seeing the situation for what it is (abuse from akito and his father), that his future is set in stone because it’s family tradition. the north node here sits opposite the sun, which is indicative of a struggle between a distinct drive towards personal development and an inclination to stick to what was learned in childhood; a battle against the ego for personal development. north node trine saturn is i think indicative of being self-accountable and having a lot of determination, and tending towards a mature outlook on things. square moon is indicative that this personal growth journey is especially spurred on and nurtured by significant relationships with women, though they tend to be challenging........ yeah..........

MOVING ON..............

shigure

scorpio sun, scorpio moon, taurus rising; sagittarius mercury, libra venus, libra mars.

shigure just exudes fuckboy venusian energy, and that is on that.

taurus rising colors the chart in a way that brings focus on self-reliability, prioritizing personal wants & comforts, and in general not being rushed or bothered unless it’s on their own terms. for all his slipperiness, shigure’s actually pretty lax and slow-going, and looks at the world in a way where he first and foremost considers what is useful to him, in the moment. self-indulgence king. there’s also a considerable focus on loyalty and honesty. under this is the influence of the chart ruler, libra venus; taurus alone tends towards being more reserved (which, shigure really doesn’t seem to mind just chilling by himself in the middle of the woods tbqh), but libra tends to get agitated when they’re alone for too long -- as an air sign, they thrive in the realm of mentality, and libra in particular thrives in this arena when it comes to social connections. they’re simultaneously flighty and committed; libra venus perfects the art of being huge romantics while also coming across as emotionally detached.

but ofc shigure does have a considerable amount of passion when it comes to his love life, more than erring on the side of possessiveness, and that comes in with the double scorpio sun/moon in 7th, as well as venus conjunct pluto (pluto bears an intense, transformative energy; it kind of sits there like “i refuse to make anything easy, or take anything easily” lmfao). 7th house is all about long-term partnership, as well as considers the energy you’re drawn to (and simultaneously have issues with seeing in yourself, since it sits opposite the rising). scorpio on the descendant tends towards being selective towards people, and while shigure is pretty sociable, he only has a handful of truly close relationships, all of which have been long-standing since he was a child. sun & moon being conjunct one another indicates a conscious expression of emotion (rather than, if the moon were unaspected, emotions can be more free-falling and come and go unconsciously/subconsciously). shigure tends to be deliberate in how he shows himself and what he expresses, and taking scorpio into consideration, there’s a considerable intuitiveness he has that he uses specifically to dig into people’s observed sensitivities (sagittarius mercury in 8th also affects this; 8th house handles matters including other people’s psychology, and sagittarius mercury can tend towards being rather open-faced and blunt about what they think and say).

when it comes to akito, though, there is that push and pull of “belonging” to her, and also pulling away from her -- moon in 7th does find emotional stability in being someone’s person, and sun in 7th also finds a base importance in being part of a partnership, romantic or otherwise; but that pulling back can be attributed to a mix of taurus’ mode of self-reliance and at times cold detachment, libra’s general emotional detachment, and also scorpio moon’s tendency towards vindictiveness (or otherwise a high emotional response) when it’s hurt. paired with a libra mars, which can be a majorly provoking force in terms of shit-stirring, there ends up being this concoction of “i’m hurt, i’m going to hurt you back in a way that makes you feel exactly how hurt i am, and i’m also going to avoid saying things outright because i want you to figure out why i did it” (sagittarius mercury and its tendency towards “i’ll say and think what i want and if other people can’t keep up, that’s not entirely my problem” plays into that as well). shigure doesn’t come off as a sensitive sort, but it’s more that he both manages to keep his hurt rather private, and also genuinely only gets bothered when it comes to his most important relationship. libra’s “eye for an eye” and matters of balance really especially come into play for him in terms of him feeling hurt by akito -- like. he literally fucked ren in revenge for akito sleeping with kureno lmao. that’s beyond being hurt, that’s a perceived betrayal. scorpio antics. libra mars conjunct uranus also is big “suddenly, i have decided that i will cause problems on purpose" eye-for-an-eye energy.

beyond his penchant for. revenge fucking. he’s also notably charming and funny! the charm is itself the overall venusian energy between taurus and libra, but it’s also found with that venus square jupiter -- squares are typically energies in conflict with one another, but venus and jupiter are both benefic planets; the worst that this square brings really is that they can tend to be lazy and unmotivated, and that people might think they have loose morals lmfao. and considering this square occurs with the 6th and 9th houses, it’s a marked laziness with daily routines and things concerning travel, higher learning, and publishing. long-suffering mitsuru and tohru kind of deal with the brunt of this. jupiter in 9th in general also grants some good fortune regarding travel/higher learning/publishing/the like, which i just think is like. a funny little thing considering he’s an achieved author at 25 under multiple pseudonyms. also the libra influence on that in that he’s a romance writer, mercury conjunct neptune heavily influencing creative thought, and the saturn in 2nd indicating a more serious motivation when it comes to career (+ the saturn trine mars in 6th giving him like, actual dedication in the realm of his career and his success -- mars in 6th is more about the determination to do things well, especially in terms of daily tasks).... yeah! like he does what he wants but he’s also obviously dedicated to his craft lmao.

i guess another thing to mention is all this 6th house energy -- 6th house handles personal health, daily routines, service given to others within the physical world. which with shigure, it’s very much a part of his character that he’s kind of trash at keeping physical care of himself (shit eating habits, absolutely fucked up sleeping schedule), and that he veers pretty heavily on the side of being self-serving. uranus, pluto, and mars don’t bode very well in this house. they just don’t like it -- uranus either figures out ways to adapt or detaches from these chores entirely, mars can be an energizing source here with the right willpower (such as regarding his job, though writing is in itself a self-serving profession), but would rather be served than serve others, and pluto can tend towards harboring power struggles with others because they want to do things on their terms only. venus is really the only one sitting in this house having a good time, if only that venus brings pleasure wherever it goes -- for shigure, that’s maximized in making sure he’s able to do things his way so that there’s as little struggle as possible. he’s content letting his house and habits go to hell, and he’s just as content with shunting off the housework to someone else. he just can’t be bothered to do things he doesn’t want to. (also, again, venus square jupiter. the laziness but also the charm that has people put up with him without much fight or consequence.) i will say though that he does provide a physical service by housing three literal teenagers, but ofc there’s an undercurrent of an ulterior motive in doing so. so.

and then mars conjunct uranus + sag mercury is just big fucking clown energy.

some north node notes: his north node sits opposite the kids’, which i think is an interesting little thing. north node in capricorn is indicative of needing to move away from codependency, an overindulgence in self-soothing/self-care, and passivity, and asks to move towards being a more proactive presence, someone who leads, and someone who empowers people rather than enables them. so. i think in general this is interesting to coincide with his character arc, in the sense that he doesn’t exactly have one lmao? he’s very much a stable force throughout the story; he doesn’t really undergo any massive personal changes like a lot of the other characters do. he’s a character who is very much comfortable admitting that he does things for himself, and that he is shown time and again that, for all of his self-serving nature, he’s still very much committed to this relationship with akito that he’s harbored since he was a literal child, no matter how volatile and skewed it became as they got older. i think the one matter of the north node that he actually fulfills is being someone who tends to challenge other characters’ personal viewpoints and asks them (though indirectly) to consider changing how they think in order to facilitate their growth. but, he’s not exactly a proactive force here; he nudges, but he doesn’t fight.

north node in 9th also takes this into consideration, as it asks to expand outside of what is already known, to learn and grow outside of where they grew up, and to be able to teach from that learned wisdom. which, again, isn’t fully realized in him, as he chooses to dedicate himself to akito and in turn return to living within the sohma estate, which also includes him giving up his job as a novelist..... in its way it’s sort of like expanding these horizons vicariously through akito, who is literally taking her first step into being anything like a normal functioning human being outside of the curse. idk about that. but he does think outside of the curse’s constraints and looks beyond it, rather than feeling particularly held back by it, and in that sense is able to offer some wisdom and nudge other people towards the thought of freedom. it’s a mixed bag.

(i’ll slap a link here when i make a new post for yuki, kakeru, and machi’s reads!)

#fruits basket #tohru honda #kyo sohma #shigure sohma #this is the true testament for just doing things purely for yourself. holy shit.#i literally made this post for me and like five other people #anyways sorry if this is like. incomprehensible. i had a lot 2 say apparently.#i'll try to get the disaster trio's shit done within the next few days lmfao but in the meantime..... just take this #Anonymous #yunsoh astrology #fruits basket spoilers

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{pass: part boy part car the protector and mayor of CHILLADELPHIA} {to anyone or shuichi and mikan. they're both huge comfort characters to me} {TW FOR: talk of toxic friends, implications of a//se and guilt tripping, implications of misgendering}

hey,,,this is just bugging me for a while and i need to get it out at this point. i had a REALLY toxic 'friend' who i stayed with for nearly 6 years. whenever i wanted to do my own thing and when i had my own ideas, they'd block me or threaten me. next minute, they're giving excuses to make me stay.

and i did. i had to put up with their a///se for years until they disrespected me of my gender. i finally cut off contact with them and they still tried to get in contact with me. but after march of this year, they finally left me alone.

but im still terrified of ever meeting them again, i try to remind myself that i'll never see that person again, but im way too paranoid since november's a bad month for me.

is it okay to ask for advice on how to get over this fear? and maaaybe a hug from my comfort charas above? they're a huge comfort to me,,

What the –

Well thank *CENSOR* you cut them off, that is incredibly toxic. The guilt you must have felt when they would give you excuses to stay around their toxic *CENSOR* must’ve been unbearable, cuz I know damn well that manipulators are good at that.. It’s shitty that someone thinks they can block or threaten you like it’s nothing and expect you to stick around foreva’. I’ll tell you right *CENSOR* now, this isn’t going to be somethin’ that you can get over easily. Cuz believe me, toxic people will go to any extent just to contact their victims, to try and weasel their way back into their life.

1st and foremost advice, block them everywhere you can think of and if you know their handles. Just as a caution, ya never know when these *CENSOR*wads are going to show up. If ‘ya got places like facebook, don’t accept any requests you’re not familiar with. If your instincts tell ‘ya it’s bad news, deny and delete.

Man...these toxic people really are like cockroaches, annoying little shits. Be aware of your surroundings too when you go out if you’re paranoid, make sure you don’t go out alone. Maybe it’d be better to go out with someone by your side just incase.. Alright, I’ll leave the hugging to Pooichi and the klutz of a nurse! But if you want a hug from me, I don’t mind anonymous.. I hope that *CENSOR* ex friend doesn’t come back, they don’t deserve someone amazing.

“K-Klutz of a n-nurse”...? U-Uuwahh... O-Oh, Anon, I-I'm so sorry you had to go through that a-and that the aftermath is s-still bothering you... I-I hope you, uhm.. know I'm here and th-that I don't plan to leave your side..! I know situation l-like this one can hurt and b-be really scary, b-but all always ends well, A-Anon, I can promise that, s-so please don't give up, okay?

I-I also agree with M-Miu, w-what's important is that you m-make sure you keep a safe distance w-with them, b-but don't forget t-to take time to reassure yourself a-and do what you like... M-Maybe you could h-have a hobby and make n-new friends.. Surrounding yourself w-with good people w-will certainly help you m-move on and learn to l-live with this..! Remember t-that feeling the way you d-do is valid and okay, s-so please don't ever t-throw yourself down for it, okay..? G-Getting over something l-like this is going to take time, b-but eventually, by letting the people who care about you h-help you and reassure you, you will finally b-be able to fully be happy and see your future as t-the pretty night sky filled with s-star to match your bright persona...! H-Here is your h-hug!!

Hello Anonymous, I'm really sorry to hear that you've had to go through that... I want you to remember that you don't deserve any of that and that things will be okay; you'll heal as time goes by. Of course you can have a hug.

I understand that right now is a scary time for you, and that's okay. You have every right to be scared... Just be sure to protect yourself, make sure to make all of your social medias private and protecr your details. Change any usernames they might have known about too. Be sure to tell someone you trust, preferably an adult or friend that won't turn you away in case of any immediate danger.

My advice to you is that you take your time to heal; start looking at hobbies that you like, activites to take away your stress. Explore the things you love and you'll be able to find happiness. It might not be a straight and smooth road, but things will be alright. Everything will work out, remember that better times are ahead. You're safe now, okay?

#danganronpa #danganronpa roleplay blog #ask #miu iruma #mod miu #mikan tsumiki #mod mikan #shuichi saihara #mod shuichi

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sirjustice241-blog · 4 years

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Making life even more cheap

China now taking the photos of such synonymous with the wooden legged beds and making placing such with all their electric and household equipment to be paid bit by bit even per day b4 u own it fully as yours as the solar gadget in the link below making life equal to all families or people from different walks of life, called the M-kopa daily paid via the phone. So ya kids stop snooping around looking 4 good life from others they belittle in 1 way or another

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The starter comp generator got side effect as it swells ay belly cause the follow who came up with is unknown, maybe evading death trap dude, synonymous with her Alternator generator growing ya bald or making ya short, big head, broad shoulders or tall as per the generator type u have bought. And the whites wanted that, cause to them is a deja vu as in the below link

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RQ9BWndKEgsWanna fight me, cause with me i'd rather die than u eating in garbage waiting 4 unknown things which aint reality or i cant live in Nairobi slum and u, you can so wanna put up a fight that i belittle ya as well as cant listen to ya music. Dude mind ya own life, me aint u and vice versa and am the controller of mi life homie. That’s my life and its well with ya if u wanna do the same as much as i have not talked about u but said it largely on my scale.

The Hindu locate those dead in an accident and place the break wire in the link below behind the bones of their spinal b4 shifting the same to you, where, the 1 who transfigure into rodents in ya system pulls it to ya head, where its laden with tetanus which makes u not ya-self and always furious with life as thinking of the negative side of life giving ya new bad characters, which if u dont realize u go out in life with such characters but beauty if u acknowledge such in judgement time, it acquits ya off hell fire 2gether with saying they changed ya brain to give u new weird characters that has landed ya in jeopardy as with ya judgement which if they did not do the same maybe u could not have passed the same but due to the above its a blessing in disguise dude to the being judged homie.

The armored glass cylinder 4 the airplane can be like in the link below but opaque with lined circled translucent like on 4 sides of the glass to fix the high intensity led lights inside with convex lens to converge the beam of light produced to create heat or burning sensation to rapidly heat the gas inside as 4 not itw was not placed b4 cold air directed either from below the glass cylinder to make the plane gets up, or on-top to make it go down from from behind to make the airplane move forward

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http://www.passmyexams.co.uk/GCSE/physics/concave-lenses-convex-lenses.html

https://www.nasa.gov/image-feature/nasas-x-57-electric-research-plane/

We have gotten what we wanted, how if oil is finished we can move on, so we did not give a hoot as get out of Africa and like after 50 years come back with the Omani Arab instincts to destroy every race with kikuyou blood b4 again we relax to come again to colonize them as they are forgetful and claim things they know not as that was the white man plan. Wanted to create a pool of people of no-sense and ever joking to annihilate as not find excuse during judgement time to take them to hell that they killed a respectful people, folks a people who champions what others follow and are sycophants what the white man is looking after or 4. Big shame dude, all ya plans are all dead as u never fathomed. OR to be like them to remove the guilt altogether they poses of never wanting to listen or get things they know not fast as wants to debate the same with ya who knows such, Malachi 4 to bring us home dude

Jeshuran in the link below, ran is madness, low, get low from Lome, Togo as Jeshi/Military vehicle how are made in Genesis 49, the tribe of kevi rather walevi as drunkards the way they talk. Alcoholic,lost coin, Christ with little kids and mfalme wa yawhodi to take ya home.

Tribe of Judah had set of canine teeth shifted by Mr Colombia or Hindu man of a young Lion as Ecclesiastic 4, the man save the city verse comes handy to help ya. The seeing things on the eye on Mr Hindu part is the Colombian blood, being rude Kamba blood and wanting ya food masai/trukana blood which has some Tz blood as most Tz people are trukana blooded bro so be warned and people tolerate their women cause during sex when u ejaculate u ejaculate much spermatozoa giving ya rest of mind b4 ample sleep engulf ya and ya manhood stiffen and became of prism shape but just 4 a short time cause it bores u relatively 1st to the point u want it not though sweet than any as much of Britain, so many believe Tz women are British blooded or vice versa as most Britons truth be told are of Ngoni blooded, a people their back head lacks elongation ‘kisogo’ and of no jokes as king of the jew comes handy as Christ on the cross looks down to expose the same above up and the people who love jokes not are believed to be descendants of people with spaces between their each teeth, a people of love and geared towards helping others if not so can be an intermarriage between them and people with bewitching gap between upper or lower teeth jaw, so be warned dude.

When u want 1 food yet u understand he passes other meals which u do eat and he has no much money to undertake daily routines but force him with ya shit, kinda, u see a squatted spirit of a person picking like a machete and chasing those people with, to bring home emphasis of bad character and same can land those people in hell involved in doing the above absurdity.

White people have been on this world long b4 ya as what they know, so come up with like Covid and u know the medication to be Ginger as u have been told severally yet still wants to sell ya mask in that gimmick to get extra-cash to fund ya dubious activities, thus a repercussion engulf us as the ground softens to make some buildings within the city wants to collapse to warn the govt of such mischievous act so they stop and of giving cash incentives to other few while the poor who should get that knows not about that and getting money online while blocking others from its reach like by controlling bank pay-pal payment option. So the white people wants the same 4 those cities near the lakes to collapse and water rushes in to engulf all the nearby submerged/ sinking lands if u did not know dude, let me tell ya as now u know well.

Even when doing something bad, to be warned and court get it right, the iron sheet next to ya kinda, wants to form holes b4 it gets back, like a bubble gum being chewed and air blow in to form like balloons synonymous with kids. 4 example charging exorbitant prices on commodities and disturbing people with ya young ones but to ya u resort to unknown whether was written bible principles, kids are Gods blessing to get by or instill fear on such people u disturb or it has happened so its all our shit as much as wanting others food.

The weed and Good Samaritan parable to bring us home as they were tough headed and thought they will not be defeated in the mischievous act, the likes of kikuyu blooded men as doing things openly as no justice in their things, so if u story with them, kinda, on the middle of their 4head, u see a big gear wheel rotating meaning they want to change but rapid shame engulf them, maybe to follow ya but u have placed barriers not allowing them or wanting simple life yet they 4 along time advocated 4 big life to make them all that sharp as the have always purported. Or dude wants to get overseas as they have always wanted to be 1st with it but realizing when houses or roads can be made like machine parts now they have known how to make, so Africa can be the same or better in some parts than good to them overseas lands so torn apart and shame will engulf them cause their enemies much and got military vehicle as well as them which if they Marshall up together to create alliance against them, will kill them amounting to nothing, so fear engulf them as Hell/heaven on earth aint a fairy tell as previous with their Charles Darwin theories but in Minneapolis, MN and the now know to shut up their big mouths lets they get to furnace as they can head their to ask all the biblical ages they claim were written talking on them. A people of no-character and no-sense dude, stop or stop will stop ya dude!!

You got some white eye, taking like bhang after sex to do the same,dude might land ya into hell fire if a diagnosis is done like with alcohol tester if its not 4 medical purposes- Moses, houses to remind ya of the truth to be acquitted of hell fire b4 being released cause aint a blasphemy dude. Most Negros with squire like head countenance are of Benin blooded and Benin people are kamba blooded as well as of slight protruding 4head are of Gabon and them as well got Kamba blood of wanting the best side of life as Good things dude. Get to know the truth, can be of big help to many who knew not the above.

Like in the link below, fuckxxxxxxxxxg a Jamaican bitch is sweet, Mr Barack Obama, If u did not know as 4 ya information, u get up on her after the climb, then down as like u submerge the up again b4 u stand still to look her on the face or to ejaculate altogether to have the highest bliss on that sexual encounter. Folks try with 1 today, don’t waste time b4 u taste such

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I really hate aggressive, hateful, bullying, and petty fans in fandoms. Tldr, can't edit, on phone but feeling my annoyance hard

SPOILERS AHEAD FOR THE RISE OF SKYWALKER

Also, kinda long, feel free to scroll past, I'm just dealing with the stress of negative fans toxifying fandoms, on either side. Also if you don't like negative critiques of Kylo, feel free to scroll.

(on phone, can't cut it off, sorry for length, or typos)

Often there's two sides, half the time those two sides are ship-focused, though not always, it can be character focused or narrative focused. And I try to be, and mostly am, reasonable, patient, and respectful of people's opinions.

Sometimes my opinions might sound as if they're judgmental if a character, but I do my best to deliver my opinion honestly but without it seeming aggressive. Sometimes I might even with-hold an opinion to not offend or start a fight (I hate TR now, but have friends who love it, that I rp with, so I keep most opinions to myself and try to stay respectful when, if ever, I share my opinion).

I don't like people, on either side, ie that share my opinion or stand with the opposite (over a ship, character, it any content), who will attack in any way, shape or form; calling people idiots, generalizing in misogynistic/sexist/racist/or any other close minded fashion that is often in accurate and or offensive, and just belittling someone who just happens to have a different opinion (sometimes in a respectful fashion, sometimes aggressive).

I've been through so many fandoms with such arguments over character morality, character treatment, how a character translates into an example of toxic real life people or not, if so and so should be together or single or with that other character. I've had my aggressive days, fewer than others, but I'll admit to my doing. But it's not worth attacking and I'm constantly working towards bring better, expressing my opinions and views freely without arguing and attacking.

But I also I'm beginning to learn to stick to that fandom advice/fact of "you can like things, and not support all the bad; you can be interested in a character and not have to feel guilty or feel you have to defend every part of them. Fandom isn't black and white, and it shouldn't always be a responsibility" (not to say you shouldn't be aware of how things can be offensive or harmful, but not Quit Culture just because you feel guilty).

All this leads me to stating that I'm sitting here, trying to figure my opinions of a character without ignoring all the realities of their good nor their bad, and worrying I'd offend friends by having a positive opinion or negative opinion, and in trying to scan tags I'm Tumblr, certain fandom members are making me feel fucking disgusted.

So, I'm gonna say, I have a complicated opinion of Kylo Ren/Ben Solo from the recent Star Wars trilogy. I'll list it like this, a 1st watch and Reflection phase of each movie.

TFA; 1st Watch,--love the actor, so only minimally biased. But I liked the conflicting factor of who he was, where he came from, where he could go. Reflection-- after a while, the appeal half wore off, and given the hidden/limited backstory to his fall, half the fandom assumed he was influenced and wronged with no choice, or that he was deeply loved and cared for kid that turned his back on so much light for the legacy of a grandfather that he should have known wasn't all that Darkness he was trying to become and so he becomes a killer and leaves his family behind, for bullshit.

TLJ; 1st Watch--clearly struggling and growing in his desires and conflicts, may or may not have done fucked up shit to his fellow students and just continues to be a raging lil whatever, and then we have the Rey connection which, albeit out of his control, seems to come off stalky and invasive and forced. Just, very angry, little change other than expressing he's conflicted and masking it with further rage and aggression. Reflection--basically felt the same afterwards. But from here on out, I hear fro others or notice myself that he seemed to fit the tormented but actually spoiled an whiny, angry nice guy archetype, bordering on tyrant student if not actually so. My opinion was lowered, I didn't try to analyze like I do Loki, for fear I'd get sympathetic for a character who's too morally fucked for it to be okay.

TRoS; 1st Watch--confliction grows, he seems like an angry, lost robot, alone, just trying to regain control in whatever fashion he can, trying to stay on top, find answers. Will admit, what I had wandered and hadn't had evidence to before, that his evil master (thought to be Snoke but really Palpatine) was manipulating him through Anakin/Vader, then Smoke, changes my views w decent amount (as does some novelisation reveals, I think, that state the original trio kept the truth of who Vader was from Ben for years and such a lie, when growing up believing one a valiant Jedi and the other a powerful and mostly evil sith saved at the end of his life was surely confusing (but this is one of those conflicting facts of, Was this always the truth and plan or was it added in for sympathy? Not gonna argue)). Then we have one scene, a battle between 'Good' and 'Evil', he's trying to kill Rey for Palpatine or for himself, can't really say. He is stabbed, deadly wound, saved, and it's like a painful rebirth, he speaks to his father, and sheds Kylo, going to join Rey as Ben and out a stop to it once and for all. For all my conflicted feelings before and still standing by such, seeing that last scene had me hyped and crying, I thought it was all amazing, and he made many good actions to balance against his good. But still not enough, and I'm tired of the Villain Dies to Earn Redemption arc, good or badbor misunderstood, these characters should be able to live, pay for their crimes, and grow from it. But also, deeply against reylo for personal and none personal reasons, I found the kiss sweet and heartbreaking, it was a soft moment that made me feel (I prefer her with Finn, if not the impossible Finn and Poe, but I understand why reylo is shipped). Reflection--basically the same, except I've learned that there was implied neglect, assumption of evil, lying about his family, and an Evil Dark Lord whispering in his ear as probably both Snoke AND fake Vader, and he's still fucked up for all the death, pain, and torment he caused that most of it could have not be necassary. But maybe I'm fucked up for now suddenly wanting to analyze and understand him and for thinking he deserved to live his redemption, not die and earn it.

But whatever. I've decided I'm gonna RP, and analyze. And I keep sifting through Tumblr for feels post or just pics of Ben, not Kylo. And there's a lot of Reylo, I either admire it and move on.

But then there's posts trying to demean other characters in twisted, if not cruel ways. Example 2; Finn kept taking Rey's hand on Jakkuu without her consent, but Kylo always asked, such a gentleman!! = ...Finn grabbed her hand while they were running, it was a protective instinct, not in any way trying to violate her. For one, Kylos reach was a 'please take my hand and assist in making the universe cry while we spread evil' so it's not a healthy comparison, not to mention, Kylo actually violated her, using the force on her body, making her unconcious, kidnapping her, and attempting to torture her and invade her mind. I'm sorry, there's no arguing who has violated her. Example 2; referring to Finn, in just a simple small statement if who deserved her, as FN2187 = Nice, so you just stated you're an aggressive, hateful shipper AND a racist willing to use a black characters literal slave title.

Like, I'm just trying to look for pics or meta that relate to what I'm feeling, but the characters I love more than Ben, and sometimes the actors (Rey, Finn/John, Poe/Oscaar) get attacked or demeaned, or called bullies for doing less than what said fans actually say and do on a daily.

I'm just here for Kylo/Ben, but got people being toxic fucking bullies while defending him or vying for his worthiness and happiness, which makes me disgusted for even considering interest in him.

And it shouldn't. And it won't. But I'll just say this, you people make fandoms like a fucking fire pit. Just here for warmth, maybe to admire the fire, but you don't handle it properly and he burn others in the process, while making others turn around and fear the fire.

So please. Just...chill. Be respectful. Or feel free being the aggressive assholes that making the thing you love into something toxic and unlovable.

#tros spoilers #star wars spoilers #the rise of skywalker #the rise of skywalker spoilers #star wars #fandom discourse #tldr #sorry for the tldr #kylo ren meta #ben solo beta

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23.5 The Golden Age p. 120-133

This is the match summary of everything that happened in Shinteni from the shuffle match between Oni and Tooyama on until the match against the Swiss! It features some extra comments from most characters, so it’s not only data.

(p.124-125 are seperate)

My translations can all be found here.

p. 120

Golden Age: The footsteps from the match

The warriors of the world participate in tough matches, cultivating their character by polishing the talents of the youth like an unpolished gemstone. Their strength is still nothing to speak of, but everyday they chase that beam of light. (TL note: The youths polish their talents like an unpolishd gemstone)

U17 Japanese representatives boarding camp Shuffle match Japanese representatives VS 2 selections

Together they reached Tenimuhou no Kiwami! The match filled with bright smiles is controlled by the demon!

It seems he pinches the youth, but Oni actually crushes Kintarou without hurting him. The memories of that excitement awakened Kintarou.

Running through the court, left and right, is the happiness of tennis!!

(Pic: Zoomed out shot of tennis court) By remembering the great joy of a strong opponent that didn't dissapoint him, Kintarou reached Tenimuhou no Kiwami.

The Demon's power awakened Kintarou's sleeping potential!

(Pic: Oni) Oni who extracted the potential out of Kintarou already had reached Tenimuhou no Kiwami.

Messages from the audience have arrived!

Chitose: Kinchan…After all he finally reached Tenimuhou. Please keep enjoying tennis.

Nakagauchi: I'm glad Oni. It's been a long time since I saw such an expression on your face.

Yamato: Heh, that was a really interesting match. I instinctively kept watching (*^_^*)

Amane: A flawless play is for lawless. Pf. Bane: You're saying the same things as ever! (TL note: The state of Tenimuhou is a lawless area)

p. 121

Black VS Nullify shows that Tanegashima can also understand many of the middle schoolers. (TL note: something like that)

With their strong personality clash, Sanada and Akutsu seem to have an explosive situation. However with their contrasting careers and playstyles, they can mutually improve their power…!

The wall of Nullify stands high…

(Pic: Tanegashima nullifying) Sanada's black Aura was also nullified by Tanegashima's Halt Destruction Nothingness.

Just…a little bit more!

(Pic: Akutsu) Akutsu's boiling instinct contrasts with Sanada's passionate fire.

The ball curved a second time!?

(Pic: Negative) Was partnering with Akutsu beneficial…!? The Black Aura that was hit multiple times shows en evolution by bending once again.

One day they will fullfill their promise of having a serious match.

Ryoma chased after Ryoga's back since he was young, as he is an eternal worthy opponent. When his brother unexpectedly appeared, the nostalgia of the match blazes up again.

(Pic: Ryoga and Ryoma) The serious match with Ryoga. Long after the day they parted, they promised to meet up again soon.

There's one more promise that Ryoma is aiming for

(Pic: Ryoma jumping) Because Ryoma knows what a crisis feels like because of Tokugawa, he keeps going to Tokugawa because of their interrupted match.

Shishido: Aren't Sanada and Akutsu Jin really a mess? Ootori: They're good partners! Shishido-san!

Kawamura: Akutsu Jin…If we could face off in a match I'd be happy!

Hirari/Tenjin: Yeah!! We sawsome cool things! Brother!!

Tsuge: Who made the holes in the buildings and trees outside of the court!!

Akutagawa: I really wanna play "Acchi Muite hoi" as well c~ (TL note: Game, look over there)

p.122

With fresh blood being scattered around, where lifespan got shaved and used up, the conclusion of this struggle of life and death lies in the future…

Tokugawa, who was once completely defeated by Byoudoin, overwhelmed him, approaching victory slowly. However, what hindered him was the dishonor he's carrying of Ryoma saving him in the match the night before.

Pirates of the world VS Black Hole

(Pic: Pirates) The Tokugawa who has rapidly gorwn awakened with the power of a dynast. Tokugawa gets closer to bringing down the opponent with each swipe of his blade!

(Pic: Black hole) When Tokugawa releases it, the space gets scraped away and he grasps the ball between the thin gap of space-time with this ultimate technique. However, it takes a great load on his body as Tokugawa slowly erases his life force…

Messages from the audience have arrived!

Minami: W…What a flashy match…! Higashikata: That black hole…is mesmerizing!

Kai: I also really admire pirates, but no matter how you look at it, that's scary!

Date: When i look at him, the wound on my forehead starts throbbing.

Oshitari (Kenya): So this is the top of Japan? I don't know if I'm shaking in fear or with excitement!!

Kurobe: Tokugawa-kun and Byoudoin-kun grew far beyond my expectations. I'm looking forward to the W-cup.

p. 123

Tezuka and Ryoma

They each walk their own path Tezuka and Ryoma went to other countries to grow even more and search for better environments. They had to chance to meat worthy opponents and teachers, and as if guided by fate, they both chose a new world to attack.

The top pros choose their resourcefulness!

(Pic: Volk) The man who shoulders Germany's future, Volk, saw Tezuka's potential faster than anyone else. As an 18 year old pro, he nominated Tezuka as his practice partner.

(Pic: Volk talking) IN order to encourage Tezuka to realize his full potential and endless talent, Volk invited him to the German representatives.

His brother's invitation swayed his heart…

(Pic: Ryoga talking to Ryoma) "I want to play with you" are the words left by his brother that managed to violently sway Ryoma's heart.

Use force against the major country opponents!

(Pic: Ryoma) Even if the opponents were from America, they could recognize Ryoma's style with one look at his racket. (TL note: not sure)

p. 126

U17Wcup Exhibition match To be defeated indicates potential

With their resolution and awakening, each one of them shines with the light of potential.

Before the Wcup started, Japan had a match with the king Germany. Japan's players were against the world's number one in power and impressions, and each brought back a burning desire to improve oneself back from the court.

The compassionate man hits a soft ball

(Pic: Duke hitting a volley) Duke releases the power he originally held with his former comrades. That essence isn't power, but soft finesse.

To shoot a ball

(Pic: Fuji and Duke) Duke unbalances the opponents with both his power and his technique, and is compatible with Fuji who can attack and defend at will.

Attack Fuji!!

(Pic: Fuji hitting Hollyhock blizzard) We can see the master of counters Fuji attack angrily, this demonstrates his true face.

To deliver a vow

(Pic: Tezuka catching a ball) Fuji hits a shot that decides their victory, showing his awakening to his guidepost, who was originally Tezuka.

A comment from the benchmembers!

Marui: Good luck Yukimura-kun! I was worried when you got yipsed. Niou: Puri. To be able to slip out of it, that's expected of our captain.

Shiraishi: There's nothing wasteful about Duke-san's muscles, isn't that good.

Oni: Tokugawa protects the juniors, while Irie progresses them. That's how it is.

Sanada: Recoup your strength for another attack.

p. 127

His resolution to retake the world with righteousness!!

(Pic: Tokugawa) Yukimura who stood in a daze after having his five senses stolen, was protected by Tokugawa from attacks. No matter what situation, his righteousness is unshakeable.

The awakening towards a new power

(Pic: Yukimura and Tokugawa Howling) Tokugawa's prediction and Yukimura's yips resonated, and the power to know the future was born.

The disgrace of submitting to the king

(Pic: Atobe kneeling) Atobe and Irie kneel to teh German representatives Tezuka and the masterwork of the German Tennis Academy QP.

The pride hits the flag!!!

(Pic: Yukimura) When they were facing a likely loss, Yukimura's shot out of stubbornness penetrated Germany's flag!

A comment from the members who watched the match later (TL note: The later match?)

Saeki: You steadily grew stronger Fuji. However, I won't lose either.

Mizuki: Nfu, I didn't think I'd see Howling in this place…I am surprised. Akazawa: Huh, what's that? That sounds tasty! Is it an Australian speciality? Mizuki: You…

Oshitari: That Atobe really fell to his knees…But it seems he has broken through his doubts. Kabaji: Atobe-san…I'm always…

p. 128

U17Wcup Group league B Block 1st round Team Shou Australia takes a complete victory over Greece! The vigorous mark of victory takes off!

Japan's innovativeness will drill a hole into the land of myths!

The defense of the world of light!!

(Pic: Herakles jumping around) Herakles can swiftly jump around despite his large body and contrasts Ochi's quiet conduct. This is where a normal person enters the world of light. (TL note: Fire of the world?)

Oishi's pressure calls for victory!

(Pic: Oishi beaten up) Oishi's resolution brought down the opponent. As a result, without even touching the ball, Oishi dominated the match.

Their opponents are veterans who wield transcendental power like the gods. Tanegashima who is the leader of the Japanese team uses unusual play in the contrary. With their new way of thinking and courage, they will destroy the stuff of legends!

Comments to team Shou!

Momoshiro: Oishi-senpai, you really showed us some solid courage!

Kikumaru: Oishi…I always believed until the last that you'd win! Just the vision of you not running away, no matter the situation, it was really shiny nya~ Get better soon! I'm looking forward to when I can play doubles with the grown you again

Fukushi: Whenever I look at that Ochi guy, my stomach tenses all up…!

Horio/Kachiro/Katsuo: Oishi-senpai, that was a nice fight! You looked really cool! Seigaku fight!

Taki: That Tohno guy has really silky hair…Not bad.

p. 129 The execution battle of the pandemonium

(Pic: Tohno) With their opponents coming from a household of executioners, Tohno challenged them to an execution match. That aspiration was looking forward to cruelly defeating the traditions of the original household.7

And then the execution is completed

(Pic: Apollon's head) This is retribution! Tohno's skills stop their movement and cuts through the madness as well.

Everything unfolds in the palm of the God

(Pic: Zeus) At a first glance, it looks like Tanegashima is on the offence, but Zeus is directing the match. Being played around in a God's hand results in a likely loss.

Even the God was fooled by the revolt on his palm!

Even Zeus couldn't read the course of Tanegashima's counterattacks. The god of omniscience was fooled…and all because he grasped a little cap in the palm of his hand! Kamio: That Kirihara guy, he's using his dangerous tennis as usual! Ibu: While we're talking about that seaweed, that changing into a demon is super bad…murmur. Tachibana: Even then, he still got exceptionally better since playing me. It is a splendid growth. Kamio/Ibu: That's right! Tachibana-san!!

Urayama: Kirihara-senpai's match was suuuuuper scary deyansu~

Zaizen: What was captain Shiraishi thinking. However, they played a remarkable match. (TL note: What do I think about captain Shiraishi?) Kaido: That bastard Tanegashima..He isn't an ordinary guy after all.

Sanada: Put the armor of your heart on the left (TL note: No clue what this four compound kanji is supposed to mean)

p. 130

U17Wcup Group league B Block 2nd round An all out war with those who carry their countries pride! The controlling team Chiku!!

They crush the home team with their steely resolves!!

With Oni leading the group of middle schoolers, Team Bai stops the enemy line. Team Australia that gathered strength because of the cheers of their home country and the plans of their genius strategist Noah, was done in by the japanese spirit and Atobe's ingenuity.

(Pic: Jean) By linking together to form a defense, Australia devices a plan to block Japan's attacks.

Outside the court, fireworks scatter

The Iron wall is torn away by the two headed dragon!! Yukimura who can pierce through the holes of the iron wall and Sanada's black dragon eat the opponent two-folds!

(Pic: Yukimura) Atobe's suggestive words seem to continue, as Yukimura's tennis steals the senses away!

Messages to team Chiku!

Yanagi: Seiichi, Genichirou…you have known eachother for a long time. The strength of that bond you guys have is burned into my eyes. Jackal: Isn't that the Iron wall's defence…! How interesting, it's a competition with me!

Yagyuu: Unbelievable! Can it be that Niou-kun and Atobe-kun exchanged places…! O-of course I noticed it.

Atsushi: Kusukusu Yanagisawa: The authentic Australian formation was amazing dane!

Yuuta: Aniki was amazing as expected! However, I'll definitely show you guys that I can exceed my brother one day!

p. 131

The King and knight switched...!?

When the time stops, that guy runs forward…!! (Pic: Fuji) Because of the clever sheme of Niou and Atobe switching, Noah's calculations went amiss. Because Fuji sharpened his senses, in the end he could catch hold of the ultra high speed serve.

Just one match

(Pic: Kintarou) Because Dorgias looked forward to playing with his younger brother again, he got driven into a corner by Kintarou…

To throw away victory for the sake of a life

(Pic: Dorgias and the bird) Because he's holding things that are more important than victory, Dorgias forfeits to save the injured bird.

Kintarou who is facing the world finally takes off!!

Osamu: Kintarou, you did well! I'l give you a Jumbo kokeshi, come here!

Mukahi: That Atobe guy, his strategies and the power of his serve have evolved! I'm not going to lose either! Hiyoshi: Dammnit! For the sake of gekokujou, I too will master the art of substitution…! Mukahi: Don't focus on that!

Koishikawa: Because the members of Shitenhouji play such a big role in the world, I think I can be proud as a vice-captain.

Matsudaira: That child, he plays wonderful tennis, as if he was a sunflower~

Liliadent: A battle is won by him who is firmly resolved to win it.

p. 135

U17Wcup Group league B Block 3rd round Team Bai yielded to the wall of the No.2

The gap in power was shown after 3 consecutive defeats, which definitely left scars!

Having been defeated by Australia, the Swiss' true intention was to preserve their capabilities. By using their veteran aces they defeated Japan, but because of Akutsu's stubborness their morale was raised.

Nitouryuu and Shukuchihou!!

(Pic: Ohmagari and Kite) The movement of Ohmagari who can appear in unexpected places and Kite's shukuchihiou wowed the crowd! However, their weak points were seen through…

When power and power meet….There's an explosion!

(Pic: Everyone Bulking up) Duke who was paired with Ginshowed his true worth in the match, but were no match to the Swiss' power pair.

Messages to team Bai!

Hirakoba: Eishirou is our Higa chuu's representative! Whoo! Tanishi: He can't only do multi-directional shukuchihou, but also nitouryuu? I really want him to teach me later. Hirakoba: I think that will be a bit too difficult for you!

Audience member: When that thing flew into the audience, I was saved by some members of the Japanese team! I'm really grateful!

Aoi: That Nitouryuu guy, he looks really popular…!

Ishida: I saw brother's power! Don't get outdone with the high schoolers on your side!

Banji: Akutsu-kun, I will watch over it that you will flourish in the world after this. (TL note: He will ensure that Akutsu makes it in the pro world)

p. 136

Retribution tennis

(Pic: Foot) Akutsu ran while his feet were dyed in blood. This is how he atones for making fun of tennis.

(Pic: Akutsu covered in blood) Akutsu's tenacity is incredible, and at last the pro player gives him a break.

This is the end!!

(Pic: Akutsu collapsing) When he finally reached his limits and burned out, he regenerated as a true tennis player.

He awakened his 8th sense!!

(Pic: Akutsu multiplying) Things like fears and doubts, before overcoming all those things in his subconcsciousness, he finally reached this mental state. He yields to the instinct of his body, and deals with multiple balls in an instant. (TL note: what a first sentence)

Muromachi: That Akutsu-san went so far for the sake of the team… Sengoku: I wonder if Akutsu can face his own feelings. After this, I'll treat you to a Mont Blanc!

Konjiki: Gin-san's reverse Hadoukyuu made me shiver~ Hitouji: Hey are you cheating on me!

Dan: The vision of senpai standing up against the pro was super cool…! Akutsu is my goal after all! I'll do my best just to get closer to senpai! Ah! Echizen-kun said he wanted to play me as well!

Sanada: Transform failure into success

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