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eridan-ampora · 7 months

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i love it when characters are codependent. i love it when losing someone feels like losing a limb. i love it when two people "complete" each other so wholly and terribly that one can barely function without the other. i love it when the fear of losing the only person who understands them is so all-consuming they'll destroy anything to stay together, including themselves.

#gray.txt #im really normal about moirails #i need to start writing again LOL #ive done 3 entire fics in the last decade but also im on adhd meds so maybe thatll help #still need 2 overcome my debilitating perfectionism tho. it's a work in progress

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whenlifedaydreams · 7 months

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A spy... An assassin... this is so exciting!!

#tangled #spy x family #rapunzel #eugene fitzherbert #loid forger #yor forger #crossover fanart #I finally remembered my tumblr password lol #I think it's been literally years since I posted on here wow #Last time I was here I was a mere med student #and now I am a full fledged doctor #It's crazyyyy #dont have time to draw anymore #:(#I did this months ago before I even started working #forgot about it #found it again #so voila #I've been mad busy tho so will probs disappear for another few years #But i might get back into doing fanart again cuz tidying this one up to post was therapeutic af #I need that kinda relaxation ya know #anyway #anyone still a Tangled fan anymore #Or have we all moved on now #if anyone is out there please send me a signal!#Also when is Spy x family coming back someone tell me #I want more of itttt #I miss my weekly dose of loid forger #I drew Pascal as Anya but he just felt out of place so I took him out I'm sorryyy #Maybe I'll post him separately

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juniemunie · 3 months

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Don't you have anything better to do?

Just let them go.

(Yes its based off that pic from Veil)

#okay sansnomaly rant time.#ITS ABOUT. THE YEARNING.#one of the main themes of undertale is letting go #toriel lets go of her stubborness. letting you go and giving asgore mercy #asgore letting go of his anger #flowey/asriel accepting that chara is gone #chara refusing to let go of hating humanity... to the point of destroying themselves to take em down #and of course #us.#if we cant let go then neither can they. but thats tough. to let em go #we have that “perverted sentimentality”.#as mr alex hirsch says #“the first hardest challenge is to convince people to fall in love with your work"#“second hardest challenge is to create a finale because youre trying to break up with the people who just fell in love with you”#okay personal time #so guess whos semester is starting up again #so high chance i cant post as much as usual HAHAHHA oof #med school is gonna be a toughie ; w ;#ill try to interact but i probably cant draw as much anymore... enjoy this extremely rushed drawing... maybe ill clean it up one day #the brainrot is still strong though #thank you sansnomaly #keep trucking on everyone #sansnomaly #sans x self insert #sans x reader #junie art post

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kittehbiscuits · 5 months

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I was asked to draw him wrapped in a blanket like a burrito

#beetlejuice #my artwork #beetlejuice fanart #lydia deetz #beetlejuice the musical #I drew this while waiting for therapy to start #I'm getting changed to a different depression/anxiety med again #It better work this time I swear #I drew him sitting alone but I didn't want him to be lonely... so he got a sleepy Lyds to sit with #not ship art

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mylittleredgirl · 19 days

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great news for mylittleredgirl survival enthusiasts: i stopped taking that stimulant med today and now at 5 pm i can finally sit up without feeling like my heart or eyes will explode :) unfortunately not taking it also means the severe fatigue is back so i don't want to sit up anyway. still a net positive i suppose.

#trying not to be devastated about this!!!#how am i going to survive the in-person work upon me #starting with: how am i going to both get dressed and walk from the parking lot to the office on the same day #maybe i'll try a half dose of the med tomorrow and split the difference :/#a doctor suggested i consider another partial leave so i can budget energy for things like Take Walk and Buy Grocery #but like come on. i can't be that coworker again. at that point can i just die in a pile of leaves #just gonna put off that option for a few weeks and Somehow make it thru until one of my colleagues gets back from overseas #the symptoms

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cinnaminsvga · 1 month

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actual conversation i had with my dental hygienist

hygienist: so what did you study at university?

me: chemistry...

hygienist: damn, no wonder you look so sad!

#this is especially funny now that i got a new job and it has like... barely anything to do with my degree LMAOOOO #mostly bc the job market is rough rn and i kinda need the money more than anything... but damn LOL #and then he proceeded to give me a speech about his own road to becoming a hygienist #how he started in business but then hated it so he started dj-ing #then found that he got bored of it and so he went to med school. but found that too much of a hassle as well #so now hes in dental school and working as a hygienist as he completes his schooling and is NOW debating on changing careers again #and like noah fence to the guy i know he was trying to be encouraging about how 'ur degree shouldnt shackle u to one type of career'#but also his carefree nature is sending alarm bells in my head bc the only ppl who speak like that are people who can Afford #to soul search like that. bc if i knew my parents are there to catch me if my new venture failed #damn i'd do fucking whatever i wanted to as well!! but ofc idk if hes really rich like that #he did have an aura tho. rich people aura. they got a way of talking sometimes... especially western ppl....#ANYWAY.... just wanted to share how i got scalped with my mouth wide open filled with blood thank u for listening to my ted talk #zee talks

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neitherabaron · 10 months

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Illness update! About a month ago I ended up having some private investigations done in London (after 18 months of waiting for NHS care; I don’t approve of private healthcare and I would never have been able to pay for it on my own, but I was getting steadily more and more ill and was fortunate enough to receive help to get seen).

The results were good in that I don’t have cancer, but bad in that I really *am* pretty dang ill and will get worse over time with an increasing chance of life-threatening complications unless we find the right medicine to treat it: I haven’t responded to the drugs that would normally be used to manage it.

So, the consultant in England wrote last week to my doctor in Scotland requesting she prescribe a different drug that he described to me as kind of a last resort in cases like mine where other meds haven’t worked.

I’ve just been to see my doctor who has told me that this drug is illegal in Scotland.

#like #letters are being written #it’s not impossible that a senior doctor could rule that there needs to be an exception #but we’re once again looking at months when I thought I’d be starting meds today #meanwhile I can’t work full time which is a problem because #A - I haven’t been paid in months #B - I have to convince the job centre that I can’t apply for the jobs they want me to apply for

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papermonkeyism · 4 months

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sorry for being active

logical... i think I'm annoying you too much /especially with my bad English/, and if you don't want to answer, that'll be fine ^^` in any case, thanks for your attention! i'm probably overthinking this, but...

the last question was, what is Crippled (and the others for that matter) afraid of? I understand that all the hounds lived in a pretty terrible place, but what about simple, almost human things like darkness and loneliness? Surama seems quite fearless to me, despite her dislike of the dark, unlike her brother (okay, he's just quite active), and Iacar is reliving the past. of course, they worry about each other, I think, but... hey, admit it, who is afraid of thunderstorms? :)

sorrysorrysorry ^^`

English isn't my first language either (terveisiä Suomesta). It's just that I'm wary.

I do not currently live in a creative enough environment nor life situation where I can reasonably sacrifice several days out of my week into such a demanding creative work, alone, without burning out.

And every time I so much as casually mention Wurr online, there's usually at least one person who'll come and let me know how tragic it is that I've "decided" to "abandon" my "great story and characters". (Or, in one case, how irrelevant and pathetic I am as a failure of a person. Fuck that one, though.)

Like, I had a bit of a nervous breakdown because of health and livelihood issues back in last spring that I'm still occasionally dealing with (one's systolic blood pressure is definetely not supposed to stay over 190 for long), and I just don't want to be dealing with the people sending me obituaries for my comic on top of that right now.

Like, maybe, maybe, if I one day move closer to Tampere to have my Brainstorm Buddy in my reach regularly again. I miss having creative company.

But right now? I'm just tired.

#wurr #also. like. geesh I'm going to have to figure out some rewrites to parts of the comic's story if I want to ever make a satisfactory job #at finishing it #like nothing major but I started the comic over 16 years ago #i was basically a teen back then #and there are parts of writing that 'grew up on 90s cartoons'-teen me thought were just how stories were made #that I didn't question back then but have definetely very much grown out of as a 36 years old adult person #like... I'd need to un-foreshadow something I already foreshadowed but never felt actually interested in myself #(except you can't un-draw something you've already drawn so far back so I'd have to figure out some kind of twist to make that foreshadowing #feel earned and fitting even if I take away the thing being foreshadowed and make it into something else)#but right now I want to not spend my time angsting about the comic I haven't had the mental energy to work on for few years #and focus on things that make me happy and don't actively make me feel bad #i have a full time day job now anyway #I'm not drawing any kind of comic untill my life is on firm ground again #the meds and the income are helping but it'll take time to even out after the two years of joblessness and mental health strain

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isaksbestpillow · 2 months

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I'm gonna take another break from my endo meds now to try and exorcise a polyp from my uterus and suffer endo flare in the process, wish me luck 😭😭😭😭😭 see you with another subbed episode once I've survived this 😭😭😭😭

#my doctor wants me to fo this twice and the first time was already traumatic #it took over two weeks for the meds to start working again even though i only skipped four days

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dragons-and-yellow-roses · 4 months

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Me, while manically cleaning my room at 3:27am: I should make several large, life-changing, irreversible decisions.

#so ive been in a bad mental state lately #because of many things. but the biggest being (yes i know ive complained about this in multiple other posts)#that my best friend and my ex gf were fucking. without even asking or telling me. i got no heads up. just figured it out on my own #which sucked and now im not speaking to either of them #and when i first found out i was in a bad place physically too #i had a terrible ear infection that was so fucking painful #and i realized i could concentrate on both things. so i focused on healing #and then i remembered ny family is coming to visit for Christmas #and thats a lot to deal with. so now im focusing on cleaning the apartment. specifically my bedroom #so im manically cleaning at 3:30am while angry and stressed and trying not to focus on this thing that makes me really upset #and in the middle of cleaning ill suddenly think 'should i quit my summer camp job?' or 'should i move states again?'#its not good. but i havent acted on anything #AND in the middle of cleaning i found all of my meds #i havent been taking them for months. but i decided im gonna start taking them again #i have a few refills left but then ill have to find a psychiatrist. i dont want to. but its definitely for the best #im trying to get my life back on track and build and better it #but then something hits me and completely derails everything and makes everything so hard #so anyway im gonna go do some more cleaning and try not to make life-altering decisions. and maybe build a desk #btw i have to get up at 9am to take out my puppy. and at 11:35 i have to get ready for work. again its 3:30am #and im full of manic energy #tomorrow is going to be very bad but at least I'll have a semi-clean room

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enden-k · 11 months

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for someone who mains kaveh and haitham (or just enjoys playing dendro teams in general), its kind of funny to be allergic to grass and pollen this bad 💀

#im dying so hard rn today is a bad day for my allergy that not even my meds seem to work????? help me 💀#everything is so sore and hurty rn and even my nostril ring started acting up again just kill me why dont you #the only way that keeps me from sneezing and having a gross runny nose is stuffing my nose full with tissues so im literally sitting here #with tissues shovedup my nose jsut so i can draw without having to stop to blow my nose every 2mins 💀#im expecting a package later so i justhope i wont forget to take the tissues out when i get it 💀💀💀#personal #tbd

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actualbird · 8 months

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i swear to god the next time i think "oh i feel and function much better now, maybe i dont need my meds anymore" i NEED to remember that that is the DEVIL SPEAKING and that the REASON i feel and function better is BECAUSE the meds are IN my system and that the NEXT COURSE OF ACTION is NOT to REMOVE the from my system but to KEEP THEM THERE good god

#I AM SO SHARP AND PRODUCTIVE THESE DAYS IT IS INSANE I #I FEEL LIKE HOW I FELT WHEN I FIRST GOT INTO TOT SO SHARP AND CREATIVE AND WRITING AND ONLY NOW DO I RMEMBER THAT #THAT WAS ALSO WHEN I STARTED MY MEDS #THEN I WENT OFF THEM IN FEB-MARCH 2022 #IMMEDIATE DIP IN PRODUCTIVITY AND MOOD. AS IF. MAYHAPS. THE MEDS BEING IN ME H E L P E D #AND THEM NOT BEING IN ME DID NOT HELP #I CRACKED THE CODE. THE ANSWER IS THAT I WAS AN IDIOT #dootdootdoot #sorry for the capitalized yelling but this felt like the expanding brain meme for me. guys. guys ive Written #i /wrote and finished a fic/#it's for a zine so i cant post it yet yall have to get the tot olympians zine (@olympianszine) to read this one #and then i sTARTED A NEW FIC AND I HAVE 1.5K WORDS oN THAT #and thats on top of everythng ive been working on for the nxx comp vol 2 and work and life #damn. what a good set of meds can do to a mfer. why was i so angsty about going on meds again i need this shit tf

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feelingthedisaster · 2 months

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everytime i watch a new tv show or read a new book set in usa, i just get even more confused how tf the educutional system works