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this was surprisingly fun to make so i'll probably do another
#especially now this one is slightly outdated in terms of my personal style lmao#but its fun!!#i have a list of more vines to do!!#will probably go about making it in a different way tho!!!#gotta fuck around with brush settings and stuff#i fucked up a couple times w this one and its Evident once you Notice#but i learned a few things. i am... Improving. very slowly.#i think the thumbnails had more Personality to them. theyre funnier lmao#maybe one day ill even do animatics bc hoo Boy do i have ideas for those#but in order to do that i'll actually have to learn backgrounds and environments#welcome home#welcome home puppet show#also im posting this early bc im a coward <3
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Astarion :3
#his face is saur hard to draw lol but aslo im bad at drawing peoples likeness but still man#anyways heres a messy astarion maybe ill fix it up more later but i jsut wanted to render seomthing but also not take forever on it so#here he is :3#i forgot to add like someof the spots and stuff on his face but whatever too late now#astarion#astarion fanart#astarion baldurs gate#astarion bg3#astarion ancunin#baldur's gate 3#baldurs gate 3#bg3#bg3 astarion#fanart#still doesnt look wuite how i want it to but eh#bg3 fanart#baldurs gate 3 fanart#okay i edited his eyes a bit i think i drew them too large last time but also might switch back and forth cause ia m indecisive :^)#art#sketch#doodle
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doodles of my fav sillies
anton belongs to @poicyss
#my brain is a barbie dreamhouse and theyre all just living in it#im especially fond of the second one because my mom used to hold me like that all the time <3#im drawing them a lot lately because im being crushed by the horrors and have to compensate for it somehow#homemade comfort blorbos......#watch me draw anton inconsistently bc i can never decide if i wanna draw him close to how he actually looks#or yassify him and give him soft fluffy hair and kind eyes and defined features. head in my hands#i dont really have a lot of drawing ideas for them bc they dont have like. a canon storyline or anything methinks#its just stuff me and bow toss around and giggle abt thru messages lol. maybe ill draw infant vincent one of these days#i just come up with stuff and draw them doing it. it makes me feel warm and fuzzy inside#cuz like anton works for lobocorp as an abnormality BUT hes super duper chill and cute and does his funny little tasks so its fine#AND hes unkillable. auggie is an oc ive had since like 6th grade and i smushed them together. and vincent was for fun but i got attached#i dont have much of a read on anton either bc i think hes meant to be more of an insert character??? if im using that right#on one hand i dont think too hard abt anything being ooc since im not taking it seriously. on the other hand i just hold them in my hands#and stare into space until i can come up with something to draw since i dont have much to go off of. but its fun to build on small tidbits!#i think bow called it an au so i guess??? its an au????? im not really sure. bow if youre reading this im just willy nilly#the only thing i know for sure is that they boink like rabbits. im talking gomez and morticia levels of boinking#maybe ill go back and look at my old doodles for them and redraw em lol#myart#my art#my oc#oc#friend oc#augusta#anton#vincent#sillies family#doodles
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hiiii ok question, are you guys still up for reading (new) stuff by me (not silently though!), if yes then raise a hand (or say anything at all pls) 😁
#asking bc i've been absent so idk if ppl still think of this blog or wait for new stuff etc#but will def work on more if you're still interested ^^#if not i might dip for now and compartmentalise my energy :') i love writing but it's not easy atm#but can use all motivation ill get#(honestly maybe that's part of me not writing so much) (fearing i might've faded here lol)#anyway love you lmk!! <3
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no matter how hard i tried i couldn't get this piece to work w full color and lighting so ur just gettin this instead </3 reigen's somewhere off-camera with his head in his hands wondering who FUCKING hurt his kids
#qkdraws#id in alt#not as obvious without color so that's teru who's lying on mob btw#no color Also takes away the fact that mob is wearing reigen's stupid bear (???) sweatshirt#yaknow that one w the Fucking Thing on the front.whatever the hell it is#i think it's rly funny that he gave his first one to an Alien and he just.bought another one. of the same design#he liked it apparently#and now it's mob's.i Do make the rules and i say so#u can tag this as terumob btw idrc#i usually see them as platonic or qpps but whatever floats ur boat :]#btw i always draw teru w his intro haircut but he's almost never pre-mob teru#i just like his first haircut so i draw that one. a lot more fun to draw than the others too#i think that one fits him the best <3 i miss his intro haircut ..#kinda bummed i didn't get this to turn out how i wanted but ! tryin to work on letting my art be unfinished and unpolished#and bein like.okay w posting stuff like that#maybe one day ill color a sketch and Not line it ...................woahjay slow down#mob psycho 100#mob psycho#mp100#teruki hanazawa#mp100 teruki#mp100 mob#mp100 shigeo#shigeo kageyama
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--runaway harpy-
crops under cut
+printz
#art#i had to learn so much new stuff here challenging af but i think its awesome pic#like painting wet and rain and dark and ripple#mostly ms paint in terms of actual painting but i composited a lot in paint net and added a lot of filter stuffs there#i can draw again yippy#i couldnt recently cuz one of my cats died spontaneously and i mostly didnt move at all for a bit but im relearning it now so more pic agai#maybeeeee#ill never promise u anything#took like 20 hrs maybe cuz i work slow and weird and delicate#goodniiiiight im going too beeeeeed
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b…..biceps ……
hc where cecils Eye closes due to a threat (the town/ huntokar/ something? closes his Connection to preserve it or something?) and he doesnt know what to do to get it back (hint: process and heal 🤨)
#i shorned his beautiful locks and eyeballs#if anyone wants me to tag stuff i will i just dont know what that’d ne#okay ill just drop this here maybe ill draw more some day lalalalalaaaa#i was gonna make a formal comic but i dont think ill wver finish it and i w as having fun#so just take these sketches#some more finished than othersssssssss#u can tell wher i focused the most#haha#wtnv#welcome to night vale#cecilos#janet lubelle#carlos the scientist#cecil palmer#cw medical#<? i guess#idk#art tag
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feeling bad about my art lately. will probably not post for a while. but i wanted to at least dump some stuff here before i retreat into my hidey hole
#hivemind tv#riley savage#graydon weaver#hmfcu#quadeca#jane remover#eden burke#my art#2023#fanart#doodles#its like. augh. longtime fleouriarts followers are familiar with my eternal tango with posting art online#doing this since i was 11 has like rotted my brain and made me rely wayyyy too much on external validation to motivate myself#and every year or so it gets bad enough that i take a break. but the break usually only lasts a month before i miss the feeling#and come back and then the cycle repeats#its probably worse now bc this is a fandom where getting seen by the creators is not really that hard#so there have been times where im like 'well idk if i wanna draw this. but if i do maybe hivemind will rt it :-)'#NO!!! THATS NOT WHAT ART IS ABOUT!!!!! i cant keep letting myself get addicted to the numbers going up man i gotta get out of here#and i was reading a quad interview from around when idmthy got released. cus hes also brain poisoned like this. but he managed to get out#and now just kinda comes online to release music and then leave#i need to be like that. i need to take a break from art posting thats so long that i come back as a changed man odysseus style#idk. its been so long since i drew stuff that no one gets to see but me. all the art i keep to myself is just out of embarrassment#i need to relearn how to draw stuff just for the love of creation and not “maybe people online will like this one”#or “this new thing came out i need to prove my love of it by drawing it”#sometimes it leads to good art but more often than not it just makes me feel worse#whatever. if any of yall are in the hivemind jane or quadeca discord i MIGHT still post stuff there. but otherwise ill keep to myself and m#friends for a while i think#woooooo this is queued to post while im in orgo lab everyone wish me luck with my thin layer chromatography
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In discussions about mental health, I am so tired of the only voices mattering being other people or other people who do not deal with a condition/disorder or a specific situation.
"Here's how I deal with loved ones with [x] condition!"
"If you do [y] because of [x mental health reason], you're selfish and everybody who loves you is having their lives made harder by you!"
"If your symptoms are [z], you're gross, and you deserve no sympathy for struggling"
I understand to an extent why people do this, but holy hell, as somebody who struggles and struggles often, the last thing any of us need to be told is that we're a burden that others have to carry. And it's terrible how everybody else's feelings but ours matter - even if we are the ones most affected by our condition or situation.
If you are dealing with issues surrounding your mental health and well-being, know that everything above isn't true; you are worthy of patience, understanding, kindness, and love. You are worthy of being listened to without judgment. You don't have to apologize or "make up" for who you are or what you struggle with.
#mental health#mental health advocacy#sanism#sanism tw#ableism#ableism tw#since when do we just go 'you're sick? well I'M more affected by YOUR illness than YOU are so my voice matters MORE'#i'm actually genuinely angry that people think saying stuff like that is appropriate#and when i say 'deal with' i mean when people treat those they say they love like a burden#simultaneously discussions about mental health have gotten better and have stay horrific and lack compassion or nuance#like people have more words to describe mental health but they cling to their disgust for us ~insanes~ like it's a lifeline#TW FOR MENTIONS OF SUIDIDE AFTER THIS TAG#when i actively wanted to take my life being told that i was selfish did NOT help. it made the desires STRONGER#because i had something ELSE to use to justify why my death was imperative. if i was selfish then why do i deserve others?#do you see why these discussions are harmful at *best* and can be the final factor in a decision like that?#sure. maybe those discussions alone won't be what pushes somebody to pass like that.#but it will have contributed to the demonization of mentally ill people#those discussions aren't going to save us from suicidality or something equally seen as drastic#videos like abigail thorn's cosmonaut video were actually way *more* helpful because she was compassionate#she provided compassion and empathy and was vulnerable enough to share her *own* experiences#i think i'm going to re-watch it for the....... 500th time#i'm so glad she kept her old videos up. this one is one of my favourites#heavy watch but i forever will be grateful to her and the others who helped me out of that pit
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can i ask.how u guys practice ur creativity <3 how u practice ur imagination or like.. how u experiment with ur art, how u come to ideas and how u develop them.<3 pretty please <3
#smthing i have always struggled w.is feeling like i can only draw things that r handed 2 me.#as in.an idea or concept that already exists#chara or conflict that already exists.Scene that alr exists.#and i think it can be soo limiting bc when i have that sort of creative desire but nothing 2 reflect off of it#i feel like im unable to do anything/get anywhere bc im unable to do that mental legwork myself ykwim#like comic artists r SOOO JAW DROP INSPIRING TO MEE bc not only are u envisioning ur own sequences/situations#but u are able to imagine even the most MUNDANE interactions within those scenarios u know#like the transitory panels and the quiet moments and the every day stillness#and i feel like.its not even a poor attempt on my behalf its like.i cant Even attempt it.like my brain is soo empty#and soo static and noiseless that i am like gauhh......#i can practice lines all day long and practice colors and practice anatomy or Whatever bc its something concrete#and its in front of me and i can pry apart the physical technicalities until i understand it better#but my MIND???ABSTRACTION>? THOUGHTS .ough its so hard#and i really want to push past that but i dont know how and its so .. demoralizing to think that ill get there One Day but i feel#one million and two days away.and not making active process towards it.#i know the first step is to build ur visual library and i feel liek. idk i FEEL LIKEEE theres more 2 it that im missing#but also im depressed as hell n my job is killing my creative drive and the seasonal stuff isnt helping#so maybe i just need 2 give it time (true) but i also like.man i dont know. i want 2 do something w my hands#but everything ive been doing so far has felt soo .hard and fruitless and i definitely dont want 2 turn art into such a stressful thing#fruitless as in like.i dont get any personal satisfaction w it.idgaf abt monetization or algorithms or any of tht#but smtimes thats just what happens and i have 2 weather through and know ill be more equipped 4 this some other time#SAWRYYY IM ALWAYS GOING ON AND ONNN im nromal im normal<3 i just rly like art and it sucks balls whn it feels out of reach#sigh cry fart scroll.(:salute:)
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nervously holding out & rattling a Little Tip Jar
#entirely voluntary no pressure i appreciate anything including just your presence here#i am gentle nudging the jar out of the door to be ignored or noticed At Your Leisure#that weird guilt is upon me! so! Insert Unnecessary Apology Here#i dont have any 'exclusive' stuff as of right now#in the future... probably! maybe tutorials! or behind the scenes things!#im thinking and ill continue to consider and Muse#suggestions are welcome!#absolutely unprompted#none of it will feature welcome home tho#i dont want to put it in a space where its like... for money#one-off comms are one thing and Allowed! kofi and such is a different beast entirely#ive been hesitant on making a ko-fi#but then i saw a post where someone described it as just a tip jar.#its like street artists leaving out hats or open instrument cases for people to choose to throw a buck into or ignore#and that. took a lot of stress off! more people should have tip jars. we all deserve it i think
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ok reblog fest over im normal now <3
#I mostly just reblogged stuff I defo think deserves more notes#nonsense#maybe ill have another reblog fest one day#but its all cowboy leo shit
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I might go further into detail on this and I haven't really looked much in the tag to see if anyone else has offered this idea, but, like
Here's one of my biggest theories regarding the shenanigans in Welcome Home, summarized in one sentence:
Wally is sick.
#Jean mumbles#Welcome Home#The way he acts in those hidden bug videos.#The way he seems so unresponsive and out of it when people are talking around him.#He doesn't make jokes like he used to it seems. He isn't ACTING like he used to.#The only one we've really seen acknowledge this is Barnaby in that video where Barnaby talks with Home#Frank and Julie just seemed... uncomfortable when Wally appeared during that musical snippet#Also!! That black GUNK that festers inside/under Home?? and how it seems to be the same stuff that attached itself to all those journals?#I think that's what's making Wally act the way he has#Because like. In the hidden audio clips. He seems...so frustrated and confused. But not outright aggressive#But then there's that one audio clip#The ''LET ME IN'' one#But...I don't know if that's Wally Darling being himself#I wonder if that's the illness - the gunk - taking over and using him. as a PUPPET. to spread its sickness further#I don't know#But I do find it an interesting thought#I'll probably slap this all in an actual post someday#Maybe#I can't wait to see what more may come of this down the road
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Does starclan not know what wrentail was doing? Or do they know and know it could escalate so they're giving the clan a heads up on keeping an eye on mudpaw.
They don't have the full picture! Starclan's view of the mortal realm is very limited currently (I explain why in a few other posts), but they were able to see a little bit. The main issue, though, is that Wrentail is now there in the afterlife with them, and is all too ready to give his perspective on what happened and why.
Going off of Wrentail's account of the events, and judging Mudpaw mostly on the fact that he killed Wren, Starclan is operating under the assumption that Mudpaw is a danger to his clanmates. However, they aren't capable of communicating directly with the clan (outside of speaking to birchspeckle, but she isn't keen on telling anyone else what she knows right now). I go into more about Starclan and how it functions is this post!
#ask#mudpaw#wrentail#mudlore#so much of The Lore™ is scattered around various posts on this blog it can be hard to keep up with HAHA#and by now there's so many posts it's hard to dig through the backlog for answers if you don't know what to look for#even the 'mudlore' tag is pretty clogged#maybe i can make a new tag to indicate Core Lore Stuff or something#that would require going through like 2 years worth of posting and that's. a lot#maybe i can make some kinda masterpost with the key points#idk ill have to think about this more lol
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aaaaaaand finished! the entrance to Aries Zoo!!
#*mostly finished jfbjdfjdfb#bug talks#planet zoo#when I actually put it into franchise ill place down some extra stuff but its mostly done#took around 6 hours to build and its around 1000 pieces I think? maybe more
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Arlaen and the Raven Queen, making a choice
#my art#unprepared casters#tightrope#The background IS the Raven Queen's hair#it blends into the nothing-void space they're in#Arlaen's horn is the same color as her cutie mark cause its her divinity#she may or may not have some tiny baby wings hidden under that scarf too but who knows. maybe she put it on there as a way to not know eith#anyway. raven wings as big ole wings and some raven-sized raven wings instead of ears. for the vibes#ALSO. BONE MASK. TOOK ME FOREVER.#horse skulls have a WEIRD nose and it took me so long to figure out how to a) do it and b) do it in a stylized way that worked with mlp#my version of it at least#i did some fun stuff with like texturing too. wanted to it to feel like there were threads and a weave in the air. which i kinda did.#very abstractly#ALSO edited my stripey brush so i think ill be using that more#ok enough tags time to turn off my brain
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