I think people are confused...because, um...saying I, as a biracial Black woman, am uncomfortable with white white Anne Rice fans until I get to hear or read how they address the fucked up framing of the shit she wrote in her stories is not censorship lol. Having a desire that more Anne Rice fans face what is uncomfortable to Black people in her books isn't censorship. Damn.

i just want to say i have read all the messages ive gotten, and they are all so very kind and sweet and i do plan on responding to each one personally cause it does truly mean a lot, but right now i just kind of feel so horrible and dont think i can do that right now. but thank you!!!!! <3

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Maybe there's just something wrong with me that just makes me inherently unlovable.

I also love that I got my hopes up. I thought at first maybe I shouldn't and played a scenario where she said no but then I thought. Oh she won't say no. She might hesitate but it won't be no. Lol. She loves me. Lmao.

fucking sucks how im still crying if i think about It for too long -_-

so many queer ppl will be like "deviating from social norms is part of who we are" and then gleefully participate in fatphobia/diet culture and nearly make being skinny an entire ideology and identity

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Crying again! ^_^ is this all that life is.

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GOD LIKE IM ACTUALLY TRYING VERY HARD TO NOT CRY. AND I KEEP FUCKING FAILING>.T HIS IS SO FUCKING STUPID

every time i try to think about something else to distract myself i just keep thinking about today and start crying. its so stupid.

its just kinda funny cause like. family i dont even really know in mexico will readily take me in. they. theyll take me in and i dont even know them and theyre in a different country. and like 2 of my moms friends offered up a room in their house. one doesnt even have the space but she still offered. like. i think thats why im crying lol. like people i dont even know. i just feel really stupid right now. like ideally i wouldnt be so dependent on others and maybe if i wasnt so fucking stupid and could take care of myself i wouldnt feel like this. like i feel so stupid for crying about this wondering if maybe im just being pathetic and dumb and over reacting but. then i remember people i dont know would readily help me. idk.

i imagine if i was full white things would probably be easier for me lol

i wish i came from a kind family

wish my dad never met my mom. i wish she didnt have me and just got to live her life and be free of these fucking white people.

like i barely have it in me to wake up in the morning and fucking feed myslef and god i wish i wasnt like this but like. i am. and it sucks. and i am so fucking stupid.