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littledigest · 2 years

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Astro Observations - Chiron in the Birth Chart (personal experience)

How I'm Experiencing my Chiron Placements and Aspects

Chiron conjunct North Node

Chiron in Libra

Chiron in 2nd House

Sun sesquiquadrate Chiron

Moon trine Chiron

Venus opposite Chiron

Mars sesquiquadrate Chiron

Jupiter square Chiron

Midheaven biquintile Chiron

Other mentions:

Sun square Pluto

Mars square Pluto

Sun, Moon, Mercury in Aquarius

Sun in 7th House

Sun conjunct DC

We're all different so your experience might be different from mine!

Chiron conjunct North Node. NOTE: If you have this, people around your age will have this aspect too in the same sign. This means the house, as well as your overall chart, will be important to understand your Chiron.

In general:

You and people around your age will value being authentic and being able to understand what the public wants, whether or not you are actually successful at being these things. There is an emphasis on being nurturing, being well-rounded and knowledgable, and rising above your station (especially in a justified, honest, and civilized way). Hardships pave the way to rewards. Willingness to know and experience more. Understanding and reconciling yourself as you are now (or were before) and yourself in your best/highest form. Hiccups in life occur when you start acting like someone you are not.

For me personally:

Chiron conjunct North Node feels like I have to expose my vulnerabilities in order to grow or move on/evolve in life. There's something about this aspect that feels humiliating and pitiful.

I also have Sun and Mars square Pluto. SO, I have a tendency to have a tight grip on myself, especially when it comes to my emotions and behaviors. I bottle everything up and hide what I feel is a lot of myself. Flaws, insecurities, any part of me that I think is unpleasant or embarrassing is constantly pushed inwards. It's a high-maintenance operation.

As an Aquarius Sun (7th/conjunct DC), Moon (6th), and Mercury (6th), I tend to logic the shit out of all my emotions and thoughts (Aqua/6th), and sometimes, it's like I'm policing myself (square Pluto) on what and how to feel based on how I think other people are experiencing those same emotions (7th).

So these other parts of my chart only make the work for Chiron-North Node even harder to work through. The silver lining is that Chiron overcomes hardships with grace and comes out even better. It's like a more graceful Saturn.

Since I haven't been working to overcome any challenges, my life currently feels so stale and has been that way for years now. It really feels like I'm stuck like Groundhog Day.

More specifically:

I have Chiron in Libra in the 2nd House. Chiron in Libra is what people around my age also have. So, we are probably experiencing our Chiron with regards to relationships, people, balancing two personas/worlds, balancing acts, etc. (any Libra themes)

Chiron in the 2nd House is more specific to me as an individual. This is a placement about issues with self-esteem and self-worth. 2nd House has to do with value and worth. A lot of the time we associate it with money and income, but its meaning reaches beyond that and includes everything and anything related to worth.

Now, if we mix the two together, we get someone feeling low self-worth, especially in the area of relationships. I did not know this until recently, but I place a lot of emphasis and concern on relationships. This does not mean that I LOVE being around people and networking or that I put so much love and effort into my existing relationships. What I mean is that because I don't like being around people too much (100% introvert) and I'm awkward at networking and because I'm so bad at maintaining all my relationships, my mind is constantly on the idea that I'm not doing enough. I'm not doing enough to keep my really great friends (cause honestly, I'm doing the bare minimum). I'm not doing enough to engage with my family. I'm not interested in getting a bf right now. I'm not building more relationships, something that everybody else seems to be doing. And why? Because of my own perception of myself. I often don't feel worthy enough to do a lot of normal ass things. I think, who am I to try and make relationships happen when I'm so boring and detached and I need so much time to myself and [insert all insecurities and shortcomings]

Everything that I just said is supported by the fact that I have a lot of aspects to Chiron, not just to my NN:

Sun sesquiquadrate Chiron - feeling like it's your duty to single yourself out; focusing on other people's wounds instead of your own; losing your ego

Moon trine Chiron - recognizing your wounds but accepting and mothering them; it's okay to be who you are

Venus opposite Chiron [lots of Venusian themes >> Venus/Libra/2nd] - seeking perfection in other people but never getting it; thinking you have to be perfect in order to receive affection or attention

Mars sesquiquadrate Chiron - feeling awkwardness with being who you are; competing with self to be better because you know there's room for improvement

Jupiter square Chiron - life philosophy is based on suffering; feeling like suffering is one of the biggest foundations of life

Midheaven biquintile Chiron - wounds can positively affect career or path and other people; problems can be turned into benefits; want to help others and be a good mentor or role model for them

I think looking at planets that touch both my Chiron and NN would be helpful in knowing how to overcome Chironic themes in my life. These are the only major planets and angles that touch both my Chiron and NN:

Moon: My Moon is trine Chiron and NN. Pain is still there but there is an ease with accepting myself as a whole. Connecting with the more emotionally stable and nurturing figures in my life might help me to see that I am fine, you are fine, we are all fine. Not being too hard on myself. Nurturing myself.

Mars: My Mars is sesquiquadrate Chiron and NN. Although a bit uncomfortable, using that drive to compete with myself will only make me stronger and build assertiveness and grit.

Midheaven: My Midheaven is biquintile Chiron & inconjunct NN. Chironic themes will keep popping up in my life. But hurdles can be turned into benefits when I relate to and help others rather than for material, status, or monetary gains. Being humble, helpful, and in tune with myself is the way.

I hope this helps whoever is also feeling the same way I am.

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divineunderstandingsastrology · 1 year

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Mars squaring Chiron - My “predictions” regarding what may arise through this transit

On April 27th at around 6:07 AM (PST) Mars goes partile in a square with Chiron, the little asteroid with the strange orbit that brings so much emotional turbulence. Chiron is representative of our dreams shattered, and our illusions when it comes to pain. Wherever Chiron is in our chart is where we place the heaviest attachment to pain in life, and how we single ourselves out in terms of crosses to bear. Mars is the fighter and the “God of War”, and when in a square with Chiron there can be some harsh emotions that come up, especially with Mars being in the most emotional sign in the zodiac. Mars in a square with Chiron can cause us to want to lash out, and to want to find reasons for the ways in which we’ve been setback in life, potentially even wanting to find someone else to blame for them.

Passive aggressive tendencies can arise during this transit, and a sense of quickly formed negative emotions regarding certain situations that have not “measured up” in reality, versus their potential. Pains around lineage and family line are always a possibility when we think of Cancer, and so we may feel a renewed discomfort around familial expectations, or be thinking of the ways in which we didn’t accomplish family expectations. Cancer is an energy that relates to the past, and so there can be a lot of past stuff that comes up around anger and victim-mentalities, with the review being a cause for desiring withdrawal. With Mars in Cancer there could always be difficulty opening up or “delegating” emotional burdens, to some extent. We could end up wanting to take everything on ourselves to a detrimental extent. Maintaining a healthy balance of emotional review and refusing to wallow is going to be important to maintain during this transit.

Mars is an energy that always moves forward, and so we will need to be tapping into this element as best we can during the Mars/Chiron square. The difficulty will come from inflamed emotion, wounds being magnified and challenges being placed in the way of growth and healing. Chiron represents our innate talents and abilities before a time of invalidation or disillusionment. It goes back to the Chironian myth in which Chiron, the incredibly gifted centaur and healer got shot with Hercules’ arrow and had to face a major fall from grace. There could be experiences manifested in which we recognize portions of our downfall, and the only way through it is to pull up and move ahead.

Aspects

Mars sextile Uranus

This is an aspect that promotes evolution through motivation and outward/out of the box thinking. The sextile can be viewed as “a way out”, or an opportunity that is offering itself up. During the Mars/Chiron square we could find opportunities to change or evolve our motivations in life, or to recognize surprising new ways to motivate out of the struggles that come through the Mars/Chiron square. Uranus is the planet of liberation, and can thus show us a way out of certain unchanging situations that have to do with the things we desire in life, or that truly get us excited (as these are very “martian” things. Uranus can change the way we move through life when it’s in a sextile with Mars, albeit maybe in more subtle ways than would be if a trine were happening. All it takes is that one out of the box movement forward that can change the track for us in life.

Mercury sextile Mars

This is a harmonious connection between thought processes and a desire to conquer. Mercury represents problem solving, and in a sextile with Mars there’s a possibility for really making ground toward what it is that is alluring in life. Problems around motivation and self-starting, as well as confidence, can be gleaned in a more precise way during the Mars/Chiron square. A possibility for overcoming painful perspectives will be present. Aligning thought with action is also a big thing with positive Mercury/Mars aspects, and when it comes to Chiron there’s the potential to come out the victor over really confused or disempowered thoughts and perspectives. Moving forward confidently and out of the past should be the goal for this transit. Mercury is also our navigation in life, so we could get new instincts to follow and find certain answers to long-standing issues. Overall harnessing our reactions to pain is possible through the Mercury/Mars sextile.

Ruler of Cancer in Leo

Having a Leo moon as an important player in this specific aspect transit means that some of the challenges that come up will have to do with our sense of self, pride, ego, the ways in which we are seen, our life force or “destiny”, the ways in which we find light and happiness, and our truest elements of authenticity. Leo is the individual in the sense of being able to shine bright and be known for unique attributes and talents. Having to deal with certain decisions around the concept of fulfillment and happiness may arise during the Mars/Chiron square, and we may recognize some of the ways in which we have not been supported for who we really are; we may review the ways in which we feel invisible, or want to heal certain facets of lacking self confidence. Addressing lack of fulfillment without finding anyone or anything else to blame can be the biggest step forward through this challenging aspect.

Moon square sun

With the moon squaring the sun in Taurus during this Mars/Chiron square there are themes of choosing happiness over money, or really struggling to do so. Our emotional side is really fighting for attention over the moves of our ego, but a lot of it is centered around being recognized as a whole; being validated (or not), being encouraged (or not), seeking “permission” to do things in life just for the sake of happiness, when the expectation now is to prioritize the material. Identifying too much with the material world is also a wound in itself that can need healing, and something that comes up with sun/moon square in Taurus and Leo. Material accomplishments can be a point of strife or sadness during this time.

With the sun being in Venus-ruled Taurus there is always going to be the suggestion of relationships, and when it comes to the moon in Leo the question is: who am I in my relationships, and what am I bringing to the table? We can potentially feel insecure regarding our contribution in relationships, as Chiron always has a habit of bringing those pains up prominently. Wanting to “fix” our experiences in relationships as they relate to our own sense of self importance could be something that arises to be looked at during this transit.

Moon opposite Pluto

Another aspect happening with a strong Plutonian influence. There is just so much astrology regarding big changes happening. But with the Leo moon being in an opposition with Pluto during the Mars/Chiron square there are great changes regarding how we feel about ourselves. The things we are proud of, the ways in which we greatly want to be recognized as shining and our general sense of importance in the world. Through the moon opposing Pluto we could see some of the darker elements of our ego emerge. Some shadow work to go through for sure, we could recognize how we self sabotage and the ways in which we get in our own way, preventing ourselves from authenticity. Some of the “double faces” we’re wearing, or the more performative aspects of our nature could need reexamining as connected to deeper wounds. What are ways we pretend in order to avoid feeling pain? This seems like something that could come up.

Pluto exposes surface value elements in order to get us in touch with a reality that goes way beyond even the tangible in this world. Deeper influences emerge and we can see the ways in which we are coerced, manipulated and controlled, but also the ways in which we hide things from ourselves. Pluto brings focus and power wherever it lies, it’s just a matter of if we’re ready to dig in order to reveal it.

Moon square north node

The north node is our largest opportunity for growth within existence, even though it’s never the most comfortable point to reach for. It represents all that we have access to in terms of our purpose in life, as well as the things that our soul truly hungers for. The south node is what the ego latches onto, and it’s what we seek for comfort to such an extent that we repeat cycles that do not contribute to our growth. With the moon squaring the north node we could feel somewhat mixed up in terms of how the path has unfolded. We may have a bunch of old stuff stirring up that prevents us from seeing the higher side of events unfolding - struggling to feel as though we want to grow, struggling with thoughts of “not wanting to be the bigger person” and deal with the hand we’ve been dealt. The north node in Taurus is still calling to us, to simplify our lives and be happy with the way things are. The moon in Leo squaring it could find a lot of complaints related to how things turned out, wishing for more happiness, more fulfillment and a lighter load.

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bivht · 3 months

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Astrology Observations

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A lot of people in my life with chiron-saturn hard aspects have one parent emotionally (or physically) absent and the other emotionally manipulative. Also common is intergenerational trauma/childhood trauma. This individual has difficulties relying on people for support. It sucks bc it’s quite a common aspect. I’d estimate roughly 25% of my class has this

Chiron-saturn hard aspects also make me think of someone with a wounded sense of restriction and discipline. In extreme cases it can lead to mental health conditions like eating disorders I.e. Karen carpenter with Saturn square Chiron. Eugenia cooney with Saturn opposite Chiron. Tbh this is more of an assumption, both individuals have mars square Saturn which could also be a factor

mars square Saturn is where the ability to feel motivated, take action, and progress is restricted by Saturn. And the square aspect makes it sooo difficult to overcome, it’s locked in place like a safe. Their sense of discipline is also kinda f’ed up. Potential to be self-punishers.

pisces moon with hard aspects to pluto can have emotionally manipulative mother in which the child believes their mother is their best friend but it’s really just an unstable relationship with lack of any emotional boundaries :/

moon-pluto/moon-saturn hard aspects is having at least one traumatic event relating to their mother by age 16

Venus-Chiron/chiron in the 7h can have a fear of people leaving them for someone better

Melpomene (18) conjunct pluto is so frickin’ powerful when they delve into tragic art such as sad songs/dance/writing. Melpomene is the muse of tragedy. Even if it’s a really happy or cute person, they’ll catch you off guard with their suitability in tragic roles

This is obvious but fatme (866) can have weight struggles

pisces moon is asking your mum for privacy and she says “I’m your MOTHER, I’ve seen you naked since you were a baby!”

virgo mercury is the definition of “oh no… anyway”

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astroismypassion · 3 months

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Astrology observations 🌷🫧 by @astroismypassion

🌷Romantic partner of the Capricorn Moon native often doesn't have a father either the person died or they come from a singleparent household. They attract "fatherless" people.

🫧 I would suggest studying closely your 6th house if you are looking for a romantic partnership. Why you might wonder? I notice that planets in the 6th house, the aspects, the sign over the 6th house, but also wherever there is Mercurial influence, these are the people you are likely to talk to basically every day or even if you are too busy, at least every other day. So these are the people you take time every day no matter how busy or how many due dates you have, you would always make time of them. And communicating every day builds connection and trust which is essential in romantic partnership.

🌷I'm saying this because you would think you would date only people with signs and aspect over your 5th house. But you likely don't really talk to them every day. It's mostly ONLY when you have enough time or enough free time.

🌷I notice that Aquarius Venus often meet their person (the one that is truly their equal romantic partner) well later in life, not even in their 30s, but after 45. It's also that they take the time to mature or/and don't find the person that truly matches their energy.

🫧 The same goes for other Aquarius placements, for example if it's JUPITER, it relates to marriage, so an Aquarius Jupiter might marry really late in life (example actor George Clooney, Aquarius Jupiter native), have an unconventional view on marriage (example actress Meryl Streep, Aquarius Jupiter native, who’s been known to live separately from her husband for years) or consciously decide to not marry. So an Aquarius Jupiter might marry for the first time well after 45 years old. If it's the MOON in Aquarius, the native could decide to form their first own secondary family later in life.

🌷 Sagittarius Sun and Sun Jupiter aspects (more so positive aspects, such as trine or sextile) have this air about them that whatever they say you are never 100 % sure whether they are joking or not. They are in a similar manner sarcastic like a Scorpio Sun when they say something serious in a jokingly manner to the point when you are not sure whether is really a joke or not. Again, it's Sagittarius, so they love having an element of the truth in their jokes, but also an element of exaggeration and joking every time they tell you their own truth.

🫧 I noticed Jupiter in the 3rd house and Mercury in Taurus often went to school (at any level of education) with a few "rich kids".

🌷 Having a Taurus Venus can feel like "a curse" sometimes, because you know that your romantic partner is "about that coin", even if they are passive, more lazy and indulgent or reserved about finances and DOESN'T come across that way. They are thinking about money hard. You sadly attract romantic interests that are really about money. Their own, but yours as well. So you could attract people that would say that their main type is "a rich person".

🫧 I noticed that if you have Cancer over the 7th house, you often attract Cancer Venus, Venus in the 4th house, Moon in the 4th house people. Or if you have Virgo over the 7th house, you romantically attract a lot of people with Venus in the 6th house, 3rd house, Gemini Venus or Virgo Venus.

🌷 Leo Mercury and Leo over the 3rd house/6th house and Mercury in the 5th house sometimes come across as they are begging for an argument, especially when they percieve that your connection is too stale or if things are too peaceful, uneventful or not engaging enough in their own life.

🫧 It's harder to navigate around Moon square Mars natives. They seem too competitive for their own good. To the point of sabotaging themselves and they are so independent to the point of not allowing other around them.

🌷 Pisces Vesta natives have lessons around how not to be so much in their head, up in the air and how to ground themselves more. Also beware of substances, even as simple as coffee, since you can end up being even less grounded or less in touch with everyday life.

🫧 The quality of work of Sun in the 6th house is really important to them. To themselves, but also how the work is percieved by others. So if others think the quality of their work is not adequate enough, it really plays into their sense of self-worth and they might start feeling not good.

🌷 Also, 6th house Sun native is often born with some sort of "imperfection" or "a deficit", which is why they end up mastering a specific trait, craft, art or activity. To give a mundane example, they have uneven teeth and they end up working so meticulously on this, that they end up having perfect, better teeth than an average person.

🫧 6th house Suns often love sticking to the same workout route. They might have a favourite running path, track they go to or they just don't change it that much.

🌷 I noticed Libra Chiron, Chiron Venus people deal with social anxiety throughout life. These are the people that might have been considered shy, timid, reserved and cautious when young, labelled as it's just a shy phase, they will grow out of it. When in reality they have a lot of social anxiety even as adults. There is a challenge in relating in their social life, due to having many unique, specific life experiences.

🫧 Mercury Chiron aspects, Gemini/Virgo Chiron, in the 3rd or 6th house can represent that the native has issue regarding communication (their words being more prone to misunderstood/misinterpreted) due to a physical reason. Such as having uneven teeth, not opening mouth/lips enough when speaking etc.

🌷 It's interesting, because Pisces Chiron, Neptune Chiron and Chiron in the 12th house are the most creative, imaginative people you meet, yet they themselves feel like they "lack" proper imagination and struggle with inspiration when it comes to their artistic projects. But at the same time, they are so fruitful in every single creative song, painting, drawing etc. they do.

🫧 Someone's Moon on your North Node? You bet they will teach you lessons, like really life-changing, transforming-your-outlook-on-life lessons. You will transform what you've been doing “wrong” since like...childhood (the Moon). So you'll start behaving completely different now as an adult than how you would just naturally behave when younger and how you were used to. You'll feel the need to evolve.

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astrosky33 · 6 months

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Aspect Associations 1

Venus sextile Mars: The aspect of extreme charm

Venus rules over charm/attraction and Mars rules over lust/flirting. It can indicate someone has a way with words and is very good at flirting. Sextile’s are also harmonious aspects that can be associated sometimes with sexual energy, enhancing the effect of this aspect

Example: Jack Harlow

Pluto sextile Midheaven: The aspect of worldwide fame

Pluto represents areas where we have a lot of power and the Midheaven rules over career, public image, and fame. Sextile’s open pathways for areas of growth, so their fame just continuously grows, sometimes even after death

Example: Elvis Presley

Venus trine Jupiter: The aspect of easy wealth

Venus represents attraction and Jupiter represents success/wealth. Trines represent talents as well as things coming at ease and are a harmonious aspect. With this aspect you can attract lots of wealth with minimal effort

Example: Mark Zuckerberg

Venus trine Neptune: The aspect of extreme musical talent

Venus rules over harmonies (not just harmony in general), Neptune rules over music, and Trines represent our talents/things that come at ease. People with this aspect have natural talents involving music

Example: Ariana Grande

Mercury square Jupiter: The aspect of underestimated intelligence

Mercury represents the mind/intellect and Jupiter represents knowledge/wisdom. When these two aspect each other it indicate extreme intelligence. However, if they square each other because squares are challenging aspects, it can cause people to have a false perception of your intelligence

Example: Marilyn Monroe

Jupiter trine Chiron: The aspect of dark humor

Jupiter represents humor and Chiron represents karmic wounds. Often people with this aspect joke about their trauma due to this. The Trine makes them have naturally humorous dark jokes

Example: Theo Von

Mars square Pluto: The aspect of ops

Mars represents conflict/aggression, one of things Pluto represents is toxicity, and squares indicate challenges. Often people with this placement regardless if they’re someone who’s toxic or not will attract lots of ops (enemies)

Example: Nicki Minaj

These aspects are most relevant when under an orb of 4°

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xeeroo08 · 8 months

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Astr observations 《4》

Disclaimer: I am not an astrologer. This post is only for entertainment purposes, so whatever I have mentioned, if it is reasonates, well and good, and if it doesn't, then please take it with a grain of salt. Thankyou.

🛖 Aries in 3rd house may have a very reckless yet mature behind the scenes relationship with their siblings. They also fight a lot with their siblings for no reason. Surprisingly, this usually goes physical more than verbal. Very playful relationship. There is always a strong urge to hit the other person and irritate them to death. It gives them pleasure. When injured, you might immediately stop the fight no matter how serious it is and take care of each other. Oh, and if someone else dares to trouble any of you, hell would break loose. They can't hear anything bad about each other. In certain cases, this could also apply to mars in 3rd house.

🪵 Dirty mind, Dirty mind, Dirty, Dirty, Dirty mind~ Heard the song? Yeah it's made for those who have their personal planets or ascendant conjuct asteroid Prevert. Trust me, the dumb way to die is by sneaking a glance in their minds. You will be traumatized for the rest of your life and will never look at them the same way again. At any given moment their thoughts are always in gutter. Yeah I am calling myself out at this one. Do I care? No.

🛖 Mars in 10th house folks are really good at dancing. They dance so well.... like you can see the passion in their steps. Dancing can be one of the hobbies in their lives. These people can also be known for dancing professionally and being captivating as hell on social media.

🪵 Lilith in 7th house could indiacte having seen a lot of failed marriages in their life. This could be in their immediate family or even include their own parents. Hence these people have a really different mindset when it comes to marriages. They might even resent the idea of getting married and often question, what's the point?

🛖 Moon in 1st house are babies. Literally babies. Like they look so damn cute and adorable that I just can't help myself but give them a huge hug. They are the most genuine type of people I think because its rarely when what's on their mind is not on their faces. They look so innocent and naive (even if they are legit not.) People just wanna protect them at all costs. They bring out the maternal instinct for them from the other person naturally. But no matter what their warmth is the best comfort zone and their arms are home <3

🪵 Mars in 5th house would definitely be that uncle/aunt/cousin/sibling who spoiled small kids to death and taught them to do weird stunts and create a headache for other family members.

🛖 Transit Saturn in 1st house is really frustrating. It feels like you are doing nothing progressive for yourself and just wasting time. Your efforts go in vain and its really hard to maintain consistency. Sometimes you also realize what mistakes you are making but you find it difficult to correct them. Mental state is always fluctuating and self-confidence is very down. This mainly goes on until the very end when you realize that now you gotta be serious. But when you really do hardwork and break the cycle of laziness, it pays off. Its like an immature, careless kid suddenly becoming a responsible and serious person. Remember, our beloved saturn plays mind games with you. Its either you break free from this if you want the prize or pay the price.

🪵 The people that I have seen to be most likely get cornered, misunderstood and targeted are people having chiron in their 1st house. Its really concerning and hurtful. Because of other idiots these babies get hurt on a very deep and subconscious level. They occasionally have identity crisis and depression is their bestfriend. They try to be happy but life always seems to push something in their way.

For example, I have this relative of mine and she lost her brother a year before she got married. She thought if she starts fresh, it would help. But unfortunately turned out her in-laws were not good people. She was gravely misunderstood by everyone. Even if people knew that it was not her fault, they took great pleasure in gossiping about her, blaming her and literally named her a psycho. Which she is not ofcourse. She was just mentally fragile and instead of understanding her, supporting her, they made her more unstable for no reason.

🛖 Leo venus folks love Cats. They are an animal lover by heart and soul. They are someone who might stop their car in the middle of the road because they saw a really cute cat walking on the sidewalk. Just to go their and mingle with it while thinking, If only I could take it home....

🪵 Cancer moons in 3rd house, please, please stop imitating that baby voice just to butter me up and get your work done. You might think its cute but no, I can see through everything and its so annoying plus immature. Ofc now it doesn't apply to everyone out there but those who do, please take my advice and stop it. Usually I have noticed only underdeveloped people do this but until they realize, its too late and others already find them so annoying. Honestly Cancer moons are so smart yet sometimes they.....*sighs*

🛖 Nessus aspecting Mercury could mean that you often end up hurting people through your words or the way you communicate even when you genuinely don't mean it. These people are really misunderstood a lot of times. Also this works the other way too. For example, you get easily hurt or offended when people speak ill about you. They might just share their opinion on your new home decor but instead you would feel insulted when in reality that's not the case. Not that you would hold a grudge, it depends person to person but you will definitely not overlook that. It would just sting a lot for no reason. You will always wonder, why did she say that?

For positive aspects, this could work out well too, for instance they know exactly what to say and what not to. They can be great negotiators, entrepreneurs and social influencers. They also know how to handle people embodying nessus qualities like a troll or opposition hell bent on creating trouble. Hard aspect people will slowly learn to overcome their problems in communication with time and experience.

🪵 Mars opposite MC screams suppressed anger. The thick tension between their anger and self-image is unbelievable. They don't like to get angry in public. They often gulp down their anger to the last extent because they don't want their reputation to get spoiled because of it. Sometimes its automatic they wanna get angry at someone but end up swallowing it anyway. But please don't test their patience. They might just explode unexpected at any time like a nuclear bomb and destroy everything within their range, not caring about their public image whatsoever.

🛖 Lilith in first house/Conjuct Ascendant are the infamous bad examples of the family while Lilith opposite Ascendant are the good examples with secrets darker than nightsky- always holding their sanity with a single string. Ironically, both are siblings, two sides of the same coin.

🪵 Remember, in one of my posts, I said that I don't relate with Aquarius rising and their unique fashion sense? Well, guys, I finally cracked the mystery! It's not our fashion sense that's unique. It's us. We are the aliens. Ok, that was a bad joke. But really, for example, a few months back, I wore a very pretty dress at my cousin's wedding. And istg people were looking at me like I was an alien, like I wore something totally out of the blue. As if It was not something improper or overdressed but very different than what everyone was wearing, which, of course, was not the case.

Now the funny thing is, if it was someone else wearing the same dress, I don't think anyone would've said anything about it. And voila! It happened. A few days back, I attended a family function, and I saw a girl wearing the same dress in different color and design. And fr nobody uttered a word. Those same people overlooked her as if it was totally normal. As if they didn't just make me talk of the town for a whole week because of that dress. So yeah, finally figured out, it's me, I am the problem.

🛖 Its not always true when they say Earth Mars people are calm and collected. I mean they are but suppose you have a virgo mars but you also have a Leo or Aries or Sagittarius stelium, your Virgo mars will be crying in the corner while that fire stellium will create a havoc and burn down the whole world in matter of some seconds.

🪵 North node in 11th house people are so likable. They are that one friend who knows the entire school and vice versa. So many connections and so many new friends. They just keep making connections left and right no matter where they go. People like to be in their contact. This gives me 'popular girl' vibe.

🛖 You sneaky little thing, you think no one knows how much you love reading smut? Yeah you, I am talking to you, Scorpio Jupiter/3rd house. Look me in the eye, I dare you to deny this.

🪵 Mercury conjuct Mars.... man, they literally spit fire when they talk. Can't win any argument against them. Ngl, I told my friend that I would leave her if she doesn't keep her hands off me special mention to her love language that is playfully hitting me at any possible situation. She just laughed and said, "Go, nobody would take you." Me: Cries silently. Her: I know baby truth hurts. Lemme give you a hug.

🛖 If you have no positive aspect to sun in your natal chart, it might be possible that people don't like your personality much. They think you are too egoistical or full of yourself. They might also backbitch about you a lot. Now this is just what I have observed so far. So it may not reasonate with everyone.

🪵 People with Sun conjuct Ascendant make very great leaders. They have a king/queen Aura surrounding them. And when they speak or share their opinion, people actually listen and take them seriously. When they walk in a room, they make sure everyone knows who has the authority.

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malachiteclouds · 7 months

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🌟natal astrology observations part 2 🌟

thank you guys for being patient! if y'all wanna follow me on insta @eudaimonia.o i don't post astro stuff but i'd love to make some friends :)

jupiter conjunct mars people can have extremely inflated egos. they are very argumentative and can't stand being wrong

moon opposite pluto have such intense feelings but they feel so far removed from them. they have a really difficult time processing their own emotions. they can repress feelings, then revisit the topic and not even realize they felt so strongly about it

1H pluto/conjunct asc love masks. they're spectacular at hiding and going unseen. they are masters at stealth and reservation which is why they intrigue people because they have complete control over who gets to see what and how much

aries rising/moon x being called "hot headed" all the time. they can physically get red in the face a lot/while mad or have really bad headaches/migraines

pisces placements have a specific look and are easy to spot. it's in their teeth , i can't explain it

7H saturn most loyal placement ever. they are devoted to understanding you and themselves through you. they can see their partners blind spots really well and they tend to be very genuine in their attempts to better themselves as an individual and the relationship as a whole. when they decide to commit, they will stick by your side through whatever it is you're going through

mercury chiron aspects, you guys NEED to write and/or speak. i know you feel its your weakness but really it is your superpower

women with lilith conjunct/opposite/square venus can have a habit of competing with other women. they can also put blame on women and think women are constantly jealous of them. they can have an itch for male validation that they really need to do some inner work to dismantle, as a lot of it comes from a past where THEY felt/feel insecure in their femininity or they felt/feel othered by women

moon north node aspects can be known for their mom or for being a mom. disharmonious aspects(squares/oppositions) can be notorious or infamous for being a "bad mom". can be extremely ridiculed for parenting style

12H stelliums live in quiet. in basements. in small apartments with lots of books and messy papers everywhere. they live in silence. they live in solitude. they live in stillness. they live in seclusion. they live in isolation. they were put on this earth in this lifetime for deep introspection and exploration of singularity.

5H moons are amazing in early childhood education. talk about thinking on your feet. it's basically like "hmm it would be fun to dip some yarn in some paint and drag it on the paper... oh and these 3 year olds happen to be here"

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jellypepsi · 1 year

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astrology observations 3 💌

18+ (not a professional astrologer. none of this is set in stone just my own observations!)

❥ those with chiron aspecting mercury are soft spoken individuals regardless of the sign mercury is in.

(ex: i have an aries mercury square chiron and i’m really quiet. my voice is easily strained when i force myself to speak loudly)

on the topic of mercury-chiron aspects, the harsher aspects come with some level of social anxiety and insecurity about one’s own intellect.

❥ venus square uranus individuals need excitement and spontaneity in a relationship. they need someone who keeps them on their toes. these people may start arguments out of boredom just to keep things interesting lol. they’re super fun, amusing people to be around nonetheless.

❥ natives with mars-neptune aspects have quite the sensual appetite. they fantasize about the deed a lot and are always open to trying new things sexually to enhance pleasure.

❥ harsh mars-neptune aspects could lie A LOT to others and to themselves. the type to say/project one thing but act in a way that contradicts. men i’ve met with this aspect are disloyal as shit from my experience. i’ve also noticed that there’s a lot of repressed anger the harsher aspects tends to hold in that could come out randomly.

❥ mars aspecting venus/taurus venus natives tend to really enjoy physical touch. they show their affection through it.

❥ mars aspecting uranus could be into phone sex 👀

❥ venus conjunct uranus/aquarius venus natives could have a cool, distinct style that allows them to standout from the majority. they could have ppl around them copy often because of it.

❥ aquarius venus conjunct uranus in the 7th house natives have definitely dated online. probably prefer it. discord gf/bf vibes.

solar return observations 💌

❥ you may have venus conjunct chiron in the 7th house of your solar return chart the year you experience your first serious heartbreak.

(i had it in my sr chart last year and my first long term relationship came to an end and girl i was CRUSHED. it ended badly to say the least. heartbreak is indeed as devastating as all the songs and movies make it out to be. 🫥)

❥ venus trine saturn in a sr chart could point to entering into a committed romantic relationship that year.

❥ mars conjunct jupiter in a sr chart could point to getting a lot of action that year. 👀💦

- jellypepsi

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gayou01 · 1 year

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Astrology observations I made pt 9

-Mercury in the 12th house can indicate having a lot of thoughts and ideas but having trouble communicating them effectively, so the native feels like a prisoner in their own mind

-people with Pluto in the 10th house don’t like authority in any way, shape or form, they’re right up there with Aries moon and mars in that sense. They’ll have full on clashes with anyone that tries to assert dominance over them including bosses

-Saturn in the 3rd house (or in an unfavorable aspect with Mercury) can manifest literally via a speech delay or impediment. It can manifest in just not speaking very much in general, or speaking in a very stern tone naturally

-People with the Sun square ascendant aspect in particular may find that people judge them harshly without bothering to try to get to know them first. They are the personification of the phrase “the first impression isn’t always the right one”

-People with Chiron in the 8th house tend to have a lot of unexplainable and paranormal experiences. Many of them either had a near-death experience themselves, or had to learn what it’s like to mourn someone very early on in life

-People with very water-dominant charts fall into depression the easiest. If they do not have an outlet or get the safe space and support they need, their mental health will suffer and they can easily self-destruct. Ex- Kurt Cobain

-chiron in the 3rd or 11th house (and to an extent the 9th house) in a chart can indicate dealing with bullying and being treated like an outcast, feeling misunderstood by the people around them, not fitting in and having friends suddenly turn on them

-people with mars in Pisces will talk about their beef with you with everyone but you while people with Libra mars will sneak-diss you in your presence

-Neptune in the 6th or 10th house can indicate people taking advantage of you at work without you even knowing. The latter can also indicate not knowing what you’re going to be doing with your life career-wise for a long time

-some people with Venus in Sagittarius tend to have one foot out the door in their relationships, whether it’s a conscious thing or not. It’s like they’re waiting for their partner to cross them once so they can have a reason to leave

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pallastrology · 11 months

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🌾 oppositions create more of a stalemate, while squares create competition. this effect is clearest when looking at synastry charts, where you can look at where the tension is. they both have interesting dynamics, but the square is more energised and the opposition more cautious

🌾 we often associate certain houses with love; fifth and seventh, for example. but in my experience, such a huge part of life follows us everywhere, and we see it expressed in every house

🌾 taurus moons have a very soothing aura. they are a sign you can sit in silence with, and just take in the feeling of finally coming home

🌾 water houses can represent different aspects of our inner world. the fourth house is all about our sense of safety and the innocent, childlike imagination we keep safe within; the eighth holds our fears and the shadow self, the parts of ourselves we keep packed away; the twelfth relates to dreams and our unconscious memory, what our bodies hold onto for us

🌾 sun sextile sun in synastry feels easy, safe. it’s not a thrilling, tense, engulfing aspect but a lazy, tender one. it makes me think of those couples that have been married longer than you’ve been alive, or a friends-to-lovers situation

🌾 chiron in the first house, or aspecting the ascendant, can indicate struggles with body image and disordered eating. of course, the rest of the chart needs to be taken into consideration, but chiron brings with it a wound, and when it’s focused on the self, it can hint at body image difficulties, and trying to control one’s self with food

🌾 mars in libra is often called manipulative. this is because they are highly attuned to those around them, good at reading between the lines, and are people pleasers. they generally don’t have bad intentions, but can be guilty of using their emotional intelligence to “mind read” and steer people in certain directions

🌾 neptune aspecting the descendant or in the seventh house can go one of two ways; sometimes the native is attracted to - and attracts - neptunian people, who may be deceptive or confusing; or alternatively, the native may be prone to deluding themselves in relationships, justifying bad behaviour and wearing rose-tinted glasses

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ghoulastro · 2 years

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Astrology Observations part 2

* Synastry Edition *

‼️These pictures are not mine,

do not steal or plagiarise my work,

*this post may include triggers*‼️

Happy reading!

🌌 Moon in the 8th house in synastry is truly as intense as everyone makes it out to be, it can be obsessive and bring out emotions you haven’t felt before. You can go crazy for the other person. Usually, both can love the other person so much that you start hating them. (if you’re not used to intense emotions ofc) It can create this push and pull dynamic, one or both may even run away from this connection if emotions get too intense.. if developed and both people want to make this connection work, this is a unconditional love overlay. Edward and Bella from twilight vibes! 🌙

☁️ 12th house overlays are KARMIC most of the time. These people stay in your life for a long time, but a lot of the times these relationships aren’t meant to last. This house overlay does teach you a lot of lessons and uncovers the parts of yourself that you weren’t even aware of.

*This overlay also makes you dream of the other person, while sleeping, more often!😴😴😴

☀️ Someone’s sun falling in the other persons 6th house can create a CEO-Assistant or Batman-Robin type of dynamic. These people are usually very involved in each others’ lives. The 6th house person is very interested in the sun’s daily life - the friend that texts you what you ate in a day and how your day was 🥺 The sun on the other hand makes the house persons life more ✨bright✨ - makes them laugh daily or helps them with daily tasks etc.

💘Having venus and chiron in the same sign and vice versa will be very healing for the both of you, unless other aspects say so. The venus person may “soothe” and love the chiron person in a way no one else can. On the other hand- The chiron person may teach the venus person how to love themselves. A lot of married couples have this!👰‍♂️

🫂Having someone’s planets falling into your 2nd house, can make them VERY possessive over you.They also like physically touching you or just being in your presence. It’s a very sensual overlay. Both will also indulge in food and the pleasures of life. Sometimes though the planet person can feel like they “own” the house person. On a good note - it can also signify someone who is very protective over you. Depending on aspects/planet falling in to the house and how developed the person is.. this overlay can signify jealousy if other people are involved in the relationship.

🚫Mars square Neptune in a synastry or composite chart is a cheating aspect(of course, not always). It does signify a lot of deception, miscommunication and lies though. If other hard aspects are involved.. RUN FOR THE HILLS!!

💕Venus conjunct Sun in synastry is a soulmate aspect from what i’ve noticed. Both platonic and romantic, so cute! 😍

That’s all for now! I would love some feedback or questions if you have any. Till next time! ✨ Don’t forget to reblog and follow me for more posts like this!

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vivmaek · 1 year

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SOLAR RETURN OBSERVATIONS: PART TWO

Sun in the 1st House - This is a great year to center yourself and to focus on your needs. This is the start of a new chapter, and the influence of this placement gives the native enough energy and hope to bring about positive change. You might feel more excited about daily life and waking up every morning will feel a little bit easier. Enthusiasm comes naturally, and this placement will ease any other negative influences seen within the solar return chart. You might have several lightbulb moments in regards to your identity, and at the end of the year you’ll be feeling more confident than ever.

Jupiter in the 10th House - Opportunity is on its way. Jupiter is expanding all themes regarding the tenth house. The native is going to develop a strong sense of reputation and will notice a change in status by the end of the year. Their ego may inflate a bit, but this can be good if used wisely. Getting recognized, promoted, or an increase in salary are to be expected with this solar return placement. If the native travels under this influence, they will receive a lot of attention for their journey. Gaining favors from people in authority should also be relatively easy.

Venus Conjunct Ascendant - The native is going to feel a lot of affectionate feelings and a need to express them. A sense of love is going to be elevated within all connections and the native will benefit from this influence. This is a great time to take on relationship problems. The native will seem especially attractive during this time and will probably go through a glow-up of sorts. Their personal style is being defined, and they’ll have the energy to put extra effort into their appearance. Negotiations will go well and will work in their favor.

Sun Trine Midheaven - During the course of this year, the native is gaining an understanding on who they are and how that aligns with their wants and desires. Garnering achievements or some sort of reward is to be expected with this influence. The native is going after their goals and has all the support and tools on hand in order to do so. They are being encouraged to use their skills and resources in a focused manner.

Moon Square Saturn - This aspect points to a lot of frustration. The sign of both the Moon and Saturn can give indication of what exactly the source of contempt is. The native might be lacking emotional control and is learning how to manage this.

Pluto in the 6th House - A change in routine is very much needed with this influence. The native might take on a new position at work, giving them a new list of responsibilities. Or, they might start developing a workout routine or exercise plan. The native may start to notice changes to their body, ranging from weight gain/loss to aging. If you have any health issues, make sure to get checked up sometime this year. Physical trauma to the body might occur this year. The native could find themselves being more accident prone than usual.

Saturn in the 9th House - There isn’t going to be much adventure this year. In fact, vacations or travel plans may end up delayed or canceled. If you are in college or university, this might be an especially hard year for you. Expect restrictions in school and from mentors. Assignments that used to take no time at all might start to take days instead. It would be a good idea to take a gap year during this time, or just a break in general. Saturn does reward hard work and effort though, so this decision is up to you. If you know you have it in you to keep pushing, then don’t give up.

Mercury in the 4th House - Now is the time to make plans for future stability. Natives under this influence need to start thinking about domestic issues. Home renovations and fix-ups are a good idea when Mercury is in the fourth. Redecorating your home is also something that should be done during the year. The past is going to weigh heavy on the mind, and it would be good to focus on comforting your inner child.

Moon in the 12th House - Mediation is a skillset that absolutely must be used and developed during this time. A lot of emotional fulfillment can be found through charitable work and spiritual practice. Emotional cycles and chapters in your life are going to be coming to a close. This is a time to retreat, reflect, and recharge. Embrace solitude.

Mars Conjunct Uranus - Be cautious of accidents. Please drive safe and follow directions when using machinery.

Mercury Trine Mars - Expect a lot of speed and energy entering your life. If this is a tight aspect, then this year is going to fly by. The days will go by quickly, and there is going to be a lot to do.

Moon Trine Pluto - Go to therapy! This is an excellent time to connect with the subconscious. Deep rooted feelings and emotions are going to reemerge, but this will be beneficial and help aid the healing process.

Uranus in the 11th House - If you’ve been feeling drawn to social justice and activism, this would be a good year to start getting involved. You might make some unexpected friends or unexpected changes may occur within your friendships. A wish fulfillment might randomly manifest during this year. The native will be able to come up with solutions for whatever setback might occur. You might realize that the straightforward path you were once trekking isn’t as straightforward as it once seemed. Issues within society might be affecting you on a more personal level.

Chiron in the 11th House - Your connections with friends, and your hopes and dreams might undergo some damage. This might be a lonely year and the native is going to face rejection at one point. They are going to be told “no” over and over again, it is going to be a painful process. You might not fit in where you currently reside.

Mars Square Ascendant - Unfortunately, the native is going to have to put up with a lot of bullshit under this influence. They might get bullied, harassed, or violated. It is important for them to avoid arguments and for them to try and walk away first during disagreement. People might assume they’re in a bad mood when they’re actually not.

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candeathbereal · 11 months

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Astrology Observations (aspect edition)

-Moon negative aspecting Venus is painful for feelings towards people. Like deadass the constant question they ask themselves is “Do I like this person like a friend or do I actually wanna kiss them?” -Moon square Chiron is a painful existence bruh. I have this aspect a very close aspect too so...There is a tendency to ignore my own needs in favor of others but I am slowly learning to be better with taking care of my self. I think certain things about the aspect can be different depending on the signs and possible house placements. Idk how to elaborate on that so let’s move on and talk about it another day. - Sun conjunct Mars people tend to be emotionally closed off in my opinion. I think the traits of the sign the Mars is in can affect how emotionally closed off at least from what I have seen so far. Like I know someone who had a Scorpio sun and Scorpio mars and damn bruh. I would find myself feeling their feelings with such an intensity. Sometimes I wonder if there is a certain aspect between our charts that would explain this as well but idk. Anyways there was always this sense that I could feel something deep in my body that something was up, but when I asked anyone else they apparently didn’t come to the same conclusion as I did about this person’s emotions. -Oh random thing about this person I was talking about in the previous point there was this time when I was around them and I felt something was off. At the time I couldn’t really understand why but it was very much about them. I kept that in the back of my mind thinking that I was reading too much into things. Then they talked to me later on in the day about their intense back pain and bruh...my body kicked into overdrive lowkey. I felt this urge to yell at them about not taking care of themselves more and wanting to help them a fuck ton with anything. Like oh you’re trying to pick something off the ground, no the fuck you are not! It’s an odd thing but I think it has something to do with their moon in my sixth house as well, but ehh

I hope you enjoyed this post of my random ramblings. Would love to know what you guy’s thoughts are.

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latenightbreezeinheaven · 2 years

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Synastry aspects with my unforgettable and beloved ex (Personal Experience) *Part-1* 💝👩🏻‍❤️‍👨🏻

I’ve been feeling quite nostalgic about the memories I had with my first ex in these days. I normally don’t reveal my feelings this because I’m worried that I wouldn’t be able to control myself and things would go worse as I tend to be impulsive when I really want something. However, I checked our synastry chart last night as I couldn’t sleep and I saw some lovey-dovey aspects as well as heartbreak aspects so let’s dive into it!🤿

His sun conjuncts my moon

💗This is a traditional soulmate aspect and I also think he’s my soulmate. We broke up because we were too young and our parents forced us to. Also, it was because he was moving to another city. If it had not been like that, I’m pretty sure that we would still be together to this day. He has also told me that he felt that we’re soulmates. I felt very comfortable with him most of the times and he just got me. He understood my feelings and I also could tell his feelings just by looking at him. Our energies also sometimes were mixed up. If he was sad, I was sad too and we were not even in the same place at those times. It was like magic. He was like the Ying to my Yang and Romeo to my Juliet. Even though we don’t have mercury aspects, our conversations were always going with the flow and there was not a single time when we had nothing to say. We were friends and also lovers.👫🏻

His moon conjuncts my Venus

💗This is also very warm and sweet, especially in Cancer. We both were romantic but needless to say, as I have a Venus in 12th house, I made more romantic gestures for him than he did for me. Whenever we were together, we stared at each other while holding hands and we smiled and giggled. It was like a scene from a typical high school romance movie. I loved to hold his hands so much. I felt very safe when I held his hands. I used to hug him from behind and from the front and at those times, I just felt like I was at home even though I was at school where I hated the most. I used to rub his cheeks while holding his hands from the other hand when he cried. I felt appreciated with him and we loved each other’s presence. Lovey-dovey for sure!👀

My moon conjuncts his mars

💗This is known as a “baby making” aspect in synastry from my knowledge. And even though we didn’t have sex and he didn’t even touch my private parts and neither did I, I always felt this electric connection flowing in my body whenever he touched my arms and thighs. My blood boiled suddenly and it was special. I felt like he could be the father of my children lmao😭😂. And I also loved staring at him and brushing off his hair when he slept. He was like a cheerleader for me too. He supported me emotionally and I supported him to take actions to achieve his goals. I was prone to anxiety attacks so I had difficulties in studying but he uplifted me and I also helped him learn by studying with him together. The connection between us felt so traditional though. Most of the time, I loved switching gender roles (not in bed). For instance, I didn’t want to become a housewife who stays at home and takes care of children. But with him, I just wanted to marry him, stay at home, nurture him and our children, cook for them and do typical housewife duties.👰🏻‍♀️

His venus trines my mars

💗That also indicates a sexual attraction but his Venus was in Leo and I am allergic to guys with Venus in Leo. I just don’t get along with them normally because they irritate me. They want someone who they can show off to public and I don’t know his intentions towards me but urgh idk I don’t like Venus Leo men (I love girls though). At this point, I think I played as a masculine role and he was in feminine mood because I kissed him first. Yes you saw it. He wasn’t making any moves so I wasn’t patient anymore and I just kissed him and he was soo surprised because in our country, girls don’t normally kiss first. He told me that it turned him on more but in a romantic way and not sexually.😃

My moon conjuncts his Jupiter

💗We were bubbly together. I laughed with him a lot and our relationship was teemed with giggles and crazy laughs. I enjoyed his company and he enjoyed mine too. I felt expanded intellectually when I was with him and I was willing to do everything together with him such as traveling and trying out adventurous activities. I provided him to open up his feelings but he never fully did.🤷🏻‍♀️

My sun squares his mars

💗We rarely fought during our relationship but there was one fight that I can never forget. At that time, he teased me about a trivial matter and I was so serious about it because I was on a period and I lashed out my anger at him. He didn’t get it and he never retreated and went on teasing me so I didn’t talk to him for 3 days even though he was sitting beside me in the class for all those days. He tried so hard to make me talk to him but I kinda insulted his mom and his exes and then, he fought me back (he was a momma boy, he still is). Our argument was intense and explosive. My mars Aries shot his ass off with non-stop cursing words and he also said that I was selfish and etc. The fight ended with the help of mutual friends but during the argument, it was like two tigers fighting for a piece of beef.🐯

His sun sextiles my Venus

💗I have to admit it. I liked him first and I kind of flirted with him. He flirted me back and we got together. From the first time I saw him, I had this lil crush on him like he was my type even though he didn’t meet my expectations. I adored him the way he was. I just felt so positive about him and he told me he felt it too.

My north node squares his moon

💗I have seen in a post on tumblr (I don’t remember the original author sorry) that those people whose personal planets make square aspect to your north node may drag you down or delay you in some way. In other words, they may be the reason for delays and restrictions to get to your life purpose. His moon squares my north node and I had to process our break up for about a year because of his feelings and mine. I don’t know how to explain this but I felt emotionally stuck with him like I could not escape from my own emotions and I felt that he was the one responsible for it.

My Lilith conjuncts his Venus

💗It’s really interesting to see this pattern going on with me because there are 3 guys that I can never forget in my life and two of them have their Venus conjunct my Lilith. I’ve read countless posts about Lilith contacts and I still don’t clearly get who is more obsessed with who but I’m pretty sure I was the one more obsessed with both of them. I couldn’t let go of them even after a long time. This guy and I broke up 3 years ago and look at me, I’m still here, writing a post about the synastry between him and I😭😂. Plus, I felt that I could show my Lilith side to him without worrying about being judged. So if any of you have experiences with Lilith conjunct venus, please share yours freely because I’m so curious!!😩

His Lilith conjuncts my mercury

💗He was obsessed with the way I talked. He told me to talk more with him about various topics because he felt good hearing my voice. I find this funny because my word usages are not even attractive and my voice is also not hot but he said he loved it. He didn’t like it too when I talked to other people, even to my older cousin brother. Pretty bit of a tiny red flag but I was so in love with him so I was blind at that time.😪

My Chiron opposes his Venus

💗This is also a same pattern because I was always heartbroken by guys who had their Venus in aspect with my chiron (not only opposition). People say that Venus conjunction chiron is a marriage aspect and it’s very healing but I got major traumas from a guy whose Venus conjunct my chiron so hmm umm excuse me!? Back to my ex, his Venus is in opposition with my chiron and it was not healing at all. AT ALL. He traumatized me. His parents traumatized me. His friends traumatized me. Honestly, it’s very complicated to explain but the reason why I got bullied and slut-shamed at school is because of him. But those experiences made me stronger and more mature. It brought me to where I am right now and that’s why I don’t regret it. It hurt me so much though. Like a sword in my heart.😔

His Saturn conjuncts my ascendant

💗So, I don’t have much to say about this aspect but I felt insecure with him at some times. Especially when it came to my daily activities and my appearance. I felt that I wasn’t pretty enough and I felt ashamed to mention what I did in my daily life. But this is not very personal because most guys from my class had their Saturn conjunct my ascendant as Saturn moves not so fast and those guys were at the same age with me. In a way, I felt insecure about my appearance with people who were at the same age with me.

His moon conjuncts my ascendant

💗I’m not very sure about this because I don’t know his birth time and the moon can differ from 1-10 degrees forward or backward depending on the birth time. But his moon is at 15 degrees (without birth time) and my ascendant is at 21 degrees, so it conjuncts as of now. I felt at ease with him as I mentioned earlier but I’m going to talk more about this aspect in my later post because his moon is in my 12th house and I have a lot to say about that. Even creepy and paranormal stuffs.🥶

His chiron conjuncts my descendant

💗I searched it up on Google and I saw that the chiron person is destined to give the descendant person a lesson in whatever ways and that is absolutely true. He brought lessons into my life and I’m really grateful for those and interestingly, back in those days, most guys in my class also had their chiron conjunct my descendant and they also brought me lessons and lessons and lessons. The whole class didn’t speak to me FYI. And also the whole school. That’s okay now because I realized that being alone doesn’t mean feeling lonely and you can feel lonely even though you’re going out with friends if you’re not in the right circle.

Anyways, I had to write this out because my heart was crying out for him so much and the only thing I can do at this time is writing this and recalling some sweet memories we shared. I have a love-hate relationship with him and currently, I miss him so much and wanna talk to him but I can’t. I wanna g we back with him kinda but as my friend said, there was a reason why I broke up with him and why I blocked him on social media so I shouldn’t go back.

This is the end of this post and remember these are not facts. These are just my personal experiences so take them with a pinch of salt!! Thank you for reading to the end and have a nice day!❤️

•There is gonna be a part-2 for the synastry with this ex and I will be mentioning about house overlays in that post but mainly about moon in 12th house so stay tuned!✨

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