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fics-lovebot · 8 months

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stray kids recs

main masterlist

pls remember to reblog if you like any of my recs❤️

e.r means established relationship

ot8

giving them head while they are live - reaction

skz as hard subs - it´s a LOT sjsjjs

boyfriend things skz does - so fluffy

worm tales - crack, “would you love me if i was a worm?” KDAKJSD the hyunjin one lmao, felix is #stressed

sleeping on the couch after an argument - angst and then fluff, they messed up, it´s so sad :(

sitting on their lap while they’re gaming - fluff

chan

he forgets he is the dom - blurb, smut, sub!chan, puthy whipped, braind dead by that puthy

counting thrusts - blurb, smut, fluff, they´re in luvv, chan is cute fr, sex after sex, a lil teasing here and there

jealousy is adorable - yandere, idol!chan, best friend´s little sister reader, posessive and manipulative af, gets a taste of his own medicine

pretend - yandere! chan, he a murdererrrrr but he´s so soft for his baby

lee know

jealousy is a bitch - yandere, idol lino, daycare teacher reader, stalking, manipulation, he wants you to quit ur job, he´s mean, he threatens to harm you, lotttsss of yelling, throwing and kicking things aroung, punching walls, bloody hand and everything

boyfriend texts - slice of life, crack if you squint

han

jealousy is beautiful - yandere, idol!han, he is obsessed, kidnapping, cheating, you´re his new fixation, they´re both CRAZY

felix

suffocating - yandere!felix, noona!reader, toxic af, he thinks you´re trying to leave him so he chokes you,,,

game over - you´re on his lap doing the most, distracting him, so he loses the game and yk what that means, degrading dirty talk

jealousy is sin - yandere, idol!felix, fangirl reader, toxic affff

am i cute now? - smut, the way I gasped when i read the fIRST line I-, he´s sick of you looking at him like your cute lil friend

changbin

jealousy is heartbreaking - yandere, idol!binnie, doctor reader, he´s manipulative af, mentions of suicide, he´s unstable

hyunjin

under his spell - yandere!hyunjin, smut, clingy, obsessive, controlling, jealous, he swears at you, cray-cray, degrading talk, doesn´t let you go out by yourself, manipulation, he´s a witch fr

jealousy is sickening - yandere, idol!hyunjin, dog sitter reader, his love life depends on kkami lmao, he only lets you out of you go with him, he´s got a temper, slamming walls, yelling and all that, he´s terrified of losing you

glossy - smut, spoiled reader, he says so stufff ok?, it gets heated

morning text - so fluffy, pouty jinnie, he´s so dramatic lmao, #sulking

pretty - smut, ex bf! hyunjin, OOFF, he´s obsessed and is trying to get you back with good dicc

no nut november (loser #3) - smut, slice of life, domestic, he´s still dramatic sksksks, funny texts

dreamy - yandere, wAIT this is,,,, I was confused for a hot min, loved it

baby fever - fluff, non idol au, hubby! hyunjin, dad! hyunjin, so cute

taste so sweet - smut, he loves eating u out

when hyunjin forgets your birthday, but so do you - fluff, angst, e.r, he´s was so worried omg :( poor baby

seungmin

jealousy is precious - yandere, idol!seungmin, staff member reader, he want to shape you into his perfect girl, doesn´t let you get a job, he doesn´t let you go out, like literally doesn´t let you see the outside world, cray-cray, he needs you to be dependent on him so you won´t leave him, he likes it when you act as crazy as him

jeongin

jealousy is annoying - yandere, idol I.N, innie is crazy obsessed, kidnapping

love n´ devotion - smut, dark romance, yandere innie, yandere reader, toxic relationship, they´re both crazy asfffff

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golbrocklovely · 4 months

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Ill say it because i cant anymore lmao, do you sometimes ask yourself or thinking how colby gets alot of girl, like wtf. My friend who knows them for like a month started like yeah yeah youtubers but now she is so obsessed with colby not alot just she talks about him etc etc. Like that man must put a spell on girls, or he is a wizard or some shit or he is doing some “magic” in his room that we dont know about to make all these people around obsessed LOL or is it just me? Didnt mention he looked/and looks kinda like a vampire😂😂😂. Sorry something to make your day and take off your mind off these anons

bestie, you have no idea lol

me and @xplrvibes for YEARS have talked about "colby's aura" which is just his general personality and charm and his ability to just... woo ppl over instantly. and it's not just women he's into. it's EVERYBODY.

and sometimes, when this wooing happens, it makes ppl instantly fall in love with him, and other times, it makes them hate him lol

but hate and love are two sides of the same coin, so it makes sense.

i mean, his aura even affected a fucking SCIENTIST. when they went to chernoboyl, and there was a scientist explaining what happened, he stopped mid way thru whatever he was talking about, and complimented colby randomly. like?????????? he DAZZLED that motherfucker like edward cullen or some shit lmaoooo

it's honestly so fun to watch. but i'm genuinely terrified if and when i meet snc. bc..... what if he makes me fall in love with him? what am i gonna do with the rest of my life? pretend to NOT be in love with him???

if he was an evil person.... the shit he could do...... thank god he's nice sksksks

#ask #personal #colby brock

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headfullofpresley · 1 year

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ೃ࿔*･ 𝟏𝟕 𝐪𝐮𝐞𝐬𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧𝐬. 𝟏𝟕 𝐩𝐞𝐨𝐩𝐥𝐞

thank you ally bby @elvisabutler for the tag 💗. pls forgive me for stealing ur font thingy hehehe.

nicknames: tam, tammy. and a lot more that @woundmetender comes up with, one of my favorites being tamantha. 💀

sign: leo. 🦁

height: 165 cm, soooo like.. 5'4/5'5?

last thing i googled: "next game netherlands world cup" lmao.

song stuck in head: down by the riverside and when the saints go marching in by elvis. i'm obsessed with the frankie & johnny soundtrack and was listening to it while wrapping xmas gifts earlier. 💃🏼

number of followers: 832!

amount of sleep: usually 5/6 hours. my sleeping schedule is fucked.

dream job: it used to be a flight attendant, and now... i honestly have no idea. can i just have money magically land in my lap and go travel the world????

wearing: black jeans, black socks and a blue/brownish/creme striped knitted sweater.

movies/books that summarise you: why are these questions so hard? WHO AM I????

the notebook is my absolute favorite movie and i've watched meet me in st. louis an unhealthy amount of times. i have no idea what this says about me. ☻

favorite song: elvis songs; harbor lights, moody blue, there's always me and snowbird (i can't choose 1 sksksk). but also lullaby by against the current is always on repeat.

favorite instrument: i don't play any myself, but i love the piano and guitar.

aesthetic: i honestly don't even know, it depends on my mood for the day, but usually black, black and black. 00s punky/emo-ish but also quite casual. 🤷🏼‍♀️

favorite author: i love books but i'll buy them, read a few pages and then never touch them again (i need help).

random fun fact: i'm not scared of needles and i got no problems with getting tattoos, but i'm too scared to get pierced.

tagging: @woundmetender @ggwritesstuff @eliseinmemphis @babylovepresley @foreverdolly @aconflagrationofmyown @star-shard @heartshapedcaskett @dre6ming

#question game

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writers-ex · 11 months

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waaaahh!! thanku for the encouragement!! 💗 i rlly need to practice bc it's a whole new language and writing system 😭

i'm sure you'll pass your test soon! think of the first take as a warm up 😅 (altho i relate yeah i've had close calls and i always felt bad huhuuu)

and i love the barbie lia hc!!! 💗 again... she's hawtt!! but i'm also in my straight era rn bc not gonna lie... some men... (my ppop boys sksksk i've developed two crushes and one of them liked my comment on a clip when i said "that's why you're my crush" bc he did this cool thing where he revamped a song and sang afterwards 😭 to avoid being delulu he did like a lot of comments tho lmao and also the biggest bg has a new song and im obsessed so i'm like that spongebob meme where his eyes are going in the opposite direction bc im trying so hard to study buttt pretty people 😭)

AND ALSO HAVE YOU SEEN YEJISU PICS FROM NY THEYRE SO GF I CANT 😭

lastly don't feel pressured to make an itzy spam but we love it when you do! rest and eat good food and get well soon!! one of these days we'll find our momentum and speed our way thru these difficult (academic and maybe life idk) lessons 😭😭

also congratulations to that one emoji anon who passed a scholarship test if i'm correct haha i say deserve!!!!

- 😚

you got this w your lang skills <333 multilingual anons are a whole mood and deserve the softest pat on the head so *sends you a soft pat*

and you’re such a mood TT pretty ppl be so distracting sometimes like let me focus don’t stare at me like that it i’ll blush (///) i applaud you for being in a straight era go get those boys and crush hard ppop boys are coming for your heart now boo <3 have fun w that

thanks for being patient with me on the itzy spam and hope you get lost of rest and drink water too, sending lots of smart vibes your way

congrats again to 🦔 for passing w that scholarship, there’s sm smart ppl on this app like tutor me please?!

#😚 anon #😚😚😚😚 anon

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dreamwritesimagines · 2 years

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Ah, Anthony and his flowers. i bet every time Percy gets into the drawing room he just ages like, a few more years and grows a few more line every time he sees the damn flowers LMAO. now, what is Cece doing with the blue drawing room?? i am very intrigued. OH MY GOD, does it have something to do with Cassie? maybe a portrait of her? or something for the family? as in Elias, Cherie and Percy? i am so curios about this omg. bc i take Elias doesn’t know about it either??

lmao Percy’s Anthony radar is ON the whole time he just knows when The Rake™️ is nearby. SALKSLASK Aunt Lavinia is so done with her brother i love it. i will say i love Cece and Anthony’s friendship so much? and look at Cece trying to get these two to spend some time together. and i know she’s doing it for Cherie mostly, i mean that’s how it started as but i’m sure it’s for both Anthony and Cherie now bc they’re just so happy together and she just wants to see her friends happy <3 OMG LMAO YES CECE. MAKE! HIM! WORK! god i love this. like help him but also guilt trip him bc he deserves it <3 also, Anthony you can’t say anything bc you owe this queen everything soooo. get that vest off, roll those sleeves so at least you’d look really good while moving the tables ya know, give us a show skksksks. but i see what you’re doing Cece, leaving this two alone so they can have some time together aah i loveee.

“I don’t think anything about you could ever escape my notice.” OBESSESED HARLOT™️ I TELL YOU. Perhaps he would kiss you again. and I–oop, looks like Anthony’s Obsessed Harlotness™️ is rubbing off on you too Cherie sksksks i don’t blame her for one bit. OH MY GOD she invited him in the library FIRST. AAH we love a role reversal!!! like back in the day it was Anthony who would ask her to meet him somewhere aloneeee. like that was the dinner right? Anthony asked her to be in the library before his family arrives? and now? oh how the table have turned!!!

“But I will do things right this time like I promised. I will be the proper gentleman you deserve.” awww pls look at that GROWTH™️ but i will say, i wonder how his I Am Gentleman™️ will last alksalsklaks i think i’ll give him...when is the ball again? right, i’ll give him three (3) days at max. if he can surpass three days without Harlotness™️ i shall applaud him. but with how Cherie is acting now? i doubt he’ll survive. i mean, here he is a couple paragraphs later saying how it will be worth it to get shot so long as he could kiss her right now LMAO. this is just going to be a battle of Obsessed Harlotness™️ between Cherie and Anthony from now on is it?

Elias is really earning his title as The Biggest Cockblocker™️ in the ton right now LMAO and i don’t know if he’s doing it unconsciously or ENTIRELY on purpose but just acting like he doesn’t know what he’s doing. either way, it’s very funny sksksk omg......fire arrows...they’re actual children alright. like i said, Cece is the only Braincell Holder™️ in this entire family i tell you. pls, Anthony and Cece’s bond genuinely will grow stronger given that both of them are/will be married to the most chaotic family in the ton. Elias eventually dragged Anthony outside another point for the Cockblocker Counter™️ for Elias lmao he’s doing his best to get them faaar from each other.

“You make him incredibly happy.” awww, this is so sweet. honestly their whole convo is so sweet like, Violet is just so thankful that Anthony is opening his heart again and Cherie is the one who got to do it <3 and gosh, the whole convo about Cassie and the whole resentment. i am so so glad that Cherie isn’t taking that path, and even better, that she’s actually learning from it. like she’s right, Cherie does have a choice and it’s good that she’s learning from her mother’s mistakes too. like people always do this whole, “be like your parents” thing and it’s really not a healthy path to follow. bc yeah, Cassie and Cherie are similar but, they’re not the same, and people shouldn’t expect Cherie to act like Cassie bc it’s just not fair. so i’m glad that while she admires her mother so much, she’s not thinking of her as someone who can do no wrong if that makes sense? she’s not painting her out to be some saint bc at the end of the day, Cassie was human who made mistakes and i’m glad Cherie is seeing that rather than idolizing her to a point.

omg.....it really did go over her head lmao i love how Violet basically implied that Cherie will throw a ball in the Bridgerton house once she becomes Viscountess but whooosh, she’s just i hope she invites me! like ma’am, you are going to be the one doing the inviting soon <;3 “But my ball is closer than yours.” sksksk Cece’s like, but before all that, let’s focus on this one first.

SINCLAIR’S POETRY READING BWAHAHAHA this is just a different kind of torture lmao this is so funny. hmm Kenneth can’t say no to Hugh can he? ahem. omg Lucie helping Iona omg i’m glad they too can spend some time together <3 omg these two Friends With Benefits™️ are just shamelessly flirting in front of everyone and passing it off as friendly banter BUT CECE IS CATCHING ON AND I NEED HER TO KNOW. i want her to tease the shit out of Hugh pleasssee. omg her and Cherie would be a force to make Hugh and Kenneth embarrassed i NEED to see it. mm-hmm, Ken and him will stay here for a while ahem.

stop Anthony is being so cute ugh he’s joking and teasing with her it’s AAAH THEY’RE ADORABLE. oh my goodness you Obsessed Harlot™️ her eyes are up there OMG CHERIE CALLED HIM OUT BWAHAHAAH. i love how she’s just tormenting him i LOVEEE. i know what she’s doing, getting him recall all those memories together so he has no choice but to think about it thus torturing him until he cracks.

Anthony just asking the lord heavens above for patience lmao he’s just trying to hard not to punch Sinclair right now and the poetry reading haven’t even started yet lmao. i love how it irks him that the poems are about Cherie. omg.......is this Jane Longmore illiter–you know what, different strokes for different folks alskalksslk maybe her and Sinclair will get married soon.

“I just don’t like him.” well, you don’t like anyone who does as much as steal a glance at Cherie so i think your judgment is screwed, sir. OMG YES YES YES I LOVE HOW SHE’S PLAYING WITH FIRE I LOVE IT!! make this man BURN Cherie like she’s just taunting him to break and i love itt. tho Anthony’s pet names is making me swoon like every time he drops a “darling” in there just my heart. “I’m trying. Fire isn’t playing with me back.” oh she’s GOOD AT THIS!!!! Anthony The Gentleman™️ it was an honor to know you. Condolences my friend, it was fun while it barely lasted. and i LOVE how you wrote that whole thing by the way. that she’s just instinctively responsive to him despite not knowing what it means. just the whole paragraph *chef’s kiss* also, Cherie, this is what the bishop was referring to during his speech at the wedding, by the way, you know Carnal Lust™️

ELIAS THE COCKBLOCKER™️ AT IT AGAIN. AHAHA in translation, Elias basically said “Anthony, you Obsessed Harlot of a Rake™️ stop giving my sister Hungry Eyes™️ you whore.” and he also said “Really? Right in front of my salad?” LMAO this guy is such a meme i swear i love him sm. tho i will say, with so many people around i can give him a pass with that interruption BUT STILL. i’m sure everyone in the ton was observing these two bc hello they’re the talk of the ton right now with this courtship so they prolly already saw just how obsessed these two are with each other with their Hungry Eyes™️ & Heart Eyes™️ lmao.

“You are going to be the death of me.” oh but what a way to goooo. wait, omg The Masquerade™️ is next chapter if i’m not mistaken? either way, i cannot WAIT FOR IT <3 this was such a fun chapter and i’m happy we now got to see the role reversal between these two. and i CANNOT wait for Anthony’s “honor that is hanging by a thread that grows more precarious with every moment I spend in your presence” to finally snap lol i mean they’ll get married soon anyway so it’s fine sksksk. i just want them to KISS AGAIN ALRIGHT–no i don’t want them to just kiss, i want them to Make Out™️ and perhaps More™️ but ahem i’ll wait till they’re engaged at least, i’m not that scandalous LMAO. lovely chapter as always! <3

– TM Anon™️

Omg loveeee hi! ❤❤❤

Oh Percy will absolutely hate the flowers and the whole courting thing😂

The blue drawing room…you will like it I thiiink😏 And no, Elias has no idea either 😏

I love Cece and Anthony’s friendship too! ❤ They went from enemies to tentative friends to besties tbh 😂

get that vest off, roll those sleeves so at least you’d look really good while moving the tables ya know, give us a show skksksks. LOLLL 😂 I don’t think he would ever miss an opportunity to show off when Cherie is arouuuund 😏

Anthony’s Obsessed Harlotness™ I AM DYING 😂

Anthony doesn’t even know what hit him 😂 Like, Cherie inviting him to library was something he never thought would happen and now that he’s trying to be a gentleman…😏 Cherie will NOT make things easy for him at all😈

BATTLE OF OBSESSED HARLOTS😂

Elias is totally doing that intentionally 😂 Now that he knows Anthony is actually courting his sister, he will make sure to sabotage their time “together” a lot 😁

Cece is the only Braincell Holder™ in this entire family i tell you. YOU ARE RIGHT AND YOU SHOULD SAY IT😂

The convo about Cassie yessss! ❤ I think that convo is like a proof of Cherie’s whole character development since she got there, because earlier, when she had just moved there she saw her mother as her idol, like someone who could do no wrong ❤ But her time there and especially that conversation with Percy changed things for her ❤ Cassie had her flaws just like Percy, and now Cherie can actually understand that without loving her any less ❤

Cherie is usually pretty quick on those but she didn’t understand what Violet was implying at all until Cecily told her 😂 Aw but I feel like her first ball as a Viscountess would be so much fun! ❤

Kenneth and Hugh really, really like each other’s company 😏 But they both play it cool 😂

her eyes are up there This is hilarious omg 😂 That will not be the last time he does that, that’s for sure 😏

different strokes for different folks THIS IS THE FIRST TIME I’M HEARING THIS PHRASE AND I’M SO ADDING THIS TO MY VOCABULARY😂

Cherie looooves playing with fire 😈

and i LOVE how you wrote that whole thing by the way. that she’s just instinctively responsive to him despite not knowing what it means. just the whole paragraph *chef’s kiss* OMG HONEEEY-

It’s so nice to hear this! ❤ Exactly, like Cherie likes all this taunting and flirting and even if she doesn’t exactly know that that means or might turn into, she and Anthony have that dynamic ❤ And it will be fun😈

in translation, Elias basically said “Anthony, you Obsessed Harlot of a Rake™ stop giving my sister Hungry Eyes™ you whore.” THIS IS A GREAT TRANSLATION😂

i’m sure everyone in the ton was observing these two bc hello they’re the talk of the ton right now with this courtship so they prolly already saw just how obsessed these two are with each other with their Hungry Eyes™ & Heart Eyes™ lmao. I think they did! Like, a lot of people are paying attention to everything they do, so there’s no way people missed those glances of theirs 😏

Yessss the next chapter is the masquerade and I AM SO EXCITED 😍❤ I hope you will like it! ❤

Darliiiing you’re amazing! ❤❤ Thank you so much for this! ❤❤❤

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blackberry-gingham · 2 years

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Logan, Toad, and Kurt bby for the ask game >;))

Alright PHEW finally doing these, sorry lol. Someone else also requested toad so I'll do Kurt and Logan for now but toad will be up next ;)

Gotta use a cut bc you know me and my long ass speeches lol

Logan/Wolverine

Favorite thing about them

Hard to say tbh, but I think it's a mixture of his aesthetic with his tough guy look and cowboy/lumberjack outfits as well as his personality

I love any character with a deeper/inner animalistic nature, especially if it's a masculine character. Lots of room to explore the metaphors behind masculine energy and it's extremes clashing against a civilized society. That's kind of it tbh lol

Least favorite thing

THE FACT THAT HE CANT TAKE AN L IN THE DATING REALM AAAAAAAAAA

He dates around so much as a coping mechanism to deal with his own feelings of insufficiency, so in that sense it makes sense- but still, it's a little annoying when he's C O N S T A N T L Y pushed up against Jean, who can be just as bad sometimes considering she has cyk already. Like smh, at least let wolverine pursue a relationship he can actually ACHIEVE instead of this like "I'm so sad nooooo" plot snsksksk

Favorite line

Anytime in the cartoon when he says something along the lines of "oh yeah, well do you have THESE" and then pops his claws like he's insecure and trying to prove himself. That's always hilarious and definitely doesn't happen literally every other episode hahaha

BrOTP

Another oof, lol. I always picture him more as a loner, but if I had to assign him a best bro- it's pretty close between either colossus or nightcrawler, maybe with some favoritism towards colossus. Just two strong asf, indestructible asf dudes being bros

OTP

Well, I've moved away from my wolverine obsession now lol, so I can let him have an in-universe otp. Gosh, I want to say Storm the most. I love their dynamic of calming feminine energy soothing the masculine SO so much 😭

The only thing that keeps me from raving and screaming over this ship is that I really dislike how their relationship makes Storm out to be his PAAAAAINFULLY obvious B plan, second to Jean sksksk. If their relationship was the first stop instead of the love triangle, I would never shut up lmao

nOTP

Dnsksksksk there's not a lot of ships I don't support, but him and sabretooth, him and jubilee (I've never seen this thank God, so hopefully it's not a thing), and him and nightcrawler (Kurt is MINE 👹👹)

Random HC

He can purr, but not in a cat way. It's kind of like chuffing or soft growling

Unpopular opinion

I honestly think the only opinion I could consider as unpopular would be that I don't like shipping him with Jean or Kurt lol.

On a real note tho, uuuuuh I wish we got to see some actual character behind him instead of him being regulated to "Angry Little Dude Who Stabs Things" all the time. That has its place, sure, but a well done character arc in mainstream media would be cool too

Song I associate with him

The one I love - REM

The concept of using romantic "love" solely as a means of distraction from your problems in life is very him. In fact, this is possibly the only song I can comfortably associate with wolverine, bc anything else I can think of just doesn't fit his personal style sound wise

Favorite picture

These ones lol. Any of the rare, goofy art is PEAK quality, but the really emotional stuff is great too

Kurt/Nightcrawler

Favorite thing

I like him when he's faithfully and accurately portrayed as a Catholic, that's pretty great! I also like him for his introverted and empathetic personality of course. I would marry that man irl, no option for divorce in a HEARTBEAT 😩🤞🏻

I would say same as wolverine in that I like exploring the potential animalistic nature behind him, but he doesn't really have that tbh, so if I do that at all it's more like in my head and for fun. Sometimes tho.

Least favorite thing

Fjejskskks when his current writer gets disrespectful with portraying him according to his faith. I hate that shit man, like FR.

Aside from that, I REALLY don't like his early days in the comics where he was like this creepy as fuck flirt like ?!?! Idk how to describe it other than he somehow managed to make WOLVERINE look like a nice, polite guy

Favorite line

Any of his theological stuff from the animated series, bc I can't lie, that stuff was SHOCKINGLY accurate on the theology

Although, if I could just copy and paste all his dialogue from the animated series point blank period, I'd do that too lol. He has surprisingly interesting things to say about mutant existence and his own experiences and his interactions with other characters- I just wish he had more episodes 🥲

brOTP

This has no basis in the comics, but I imagine him and Toad as like unlikely, but solid bros. Toad is like "hey, another guy who looks like a freak, we could bond over our misery" and Kurt would take the opportunity to try and lift mort's spirits, maybe see a bright side instead of getting so downtrodden about being physically mutated

Healthy and supportive friendships 👍🏻👍🏻

Although, also him and rogue tbh. I like their psudeo siblings dynamic plus the difference in cultures adds some entertainment

OTP

Me, obviously lol. My ride or die f/o, to be completely honest

nOTP

Basically everyone, bc I'm a bitter ass bitch. Sorry 😪

Random HC

Kurt can also purr, but that's boring so I'll also add that I think he gets more mutated as he ages. Like thicker fur, slightly longer ears, slightly harsher facial features, that stuff. He won't let on, but it gets to him a little

Also one more for free: he is the younger one between him and rogue. She will introduce him as her little brother at every opportunity possible, just cause lol

Unpopular opinion

Probably that I like him best when he's a staunch catholic, to be honest

Song I associate with him

TAKE MY HAND BY CHIEF GHOUL WHICH YOU SHOULD STREAM. GO. DO IT. STREAM IT NOW FOR MOODY FALL AND SOUTHERN GOTHIC VIBES.

Favorite picture

I'm ngl, anything that makes his face nice and dynamic and pointy is pretty good. I like seeing artists not afraid to make him look non human as possible without getting too crazy, but of course you can always get me with any of the particularly goofy art too.

Come ask me again after I get my God Loves, Man Kills comic tho- that's the one that inspired X2 and I'm told it's a banger. This panel alone got me losing my shit lmao

#thank you smokey !!!!#mwah smokey my beloved #nightcrawler #wolverine #marvel hc #ask game

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k-dokja · 2 years

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sksksk that was me lmao vxkaba, im sorry for the spamming, im trying to use the tagging system to mark my favorites (to reread them again) bcs if its likes then... it'll jumbled up and i got too much likes now and someof them go missing bskabxkana

im going though all ur lookism works cause rn, my obsession is focused on them while waiting for orv, eleceed, viral hit chaps to pile up im sorry, ill stop immediately if you want (シ_ _)シ

No worry! I found it cute lol I'm so sorry about the general messiness of my blog, I try my best to tag things that need to be tagged but there are nearly 2000 posts here I Just Gave Up 😂

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xiuminscheeks · 5 months

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Biiiig paragraphs incoming cos im all caught up now!

So um. I fully didnt realise this was eunwoo until he sang in the wedding episode and i was like ok shoehorned in singing scene, this has to be an idol right? (In other words I should look at credits more often T.T) in my defense i only know like 2 astro songs lol

Also im adopting yul T.T hes so pure and helpful and all he wants is a pet dog someone pleaaaase get him a puppy...edit: holy fuck they make him deal with so much they make him pull like 3 all nighters, they rly brought him in as a fake bf... and then take him out as the third wheel xD hes so dramatic about it too acts like hes dying 10/10 oscar for the kid (nvm looked him up hes actually 2 years older than me thats not a kid skskks)

The bullying storyline made me SO nervous i fully thought shed succeed in ruining mr jins reputation (i cant handle storylines where people get unjustly framed for things it proper stresses me out skdjsk) or that something terrible was gonna happen to the poor student as a revenge from the bullies. but also seeing teachers actually care about students wellbeing over the reputation of the school is something that can be so 🥹 you love to see it

I rly loved the school trip episode!!! her coworker is still so set on trying to match her with mr lee skdjsk shes winning the wingman points but not the 'keeping up with the news' points (and also the cotton candy scene. What if i passed away. What if i straight up died. what then)

Oh and the cryptic new shaman girl? Shes def connected to mr lee right, cos shes got way too many mystic powers like he seems to have, what with his teleporting around to scare the bully. Oh and shes tryna break into his basement and all (and ofc yul gets roped into that too, he can never catch a break poor kid)

Edit; hes the MOUNTAIN SPIRIT RIGGGGGHT that explains the magic (i have to say i prefer him with long hair, men should have long hair more sksksk) super curious to see what his angle is since he cursed this family and is still keeping tabs on them but keeps implying mr jins gonna die or smth 😳

It was satisfying as fuck to watch him wreck the conspiracy theory streamer in one flick though, i was chanting KILL HIS ASS at the screen lmao

And YEAAAAAAAHGGHHH infinite fist pump!!! they finally confessed and kissed!!!!!! The way he instantly went for it too as soon as she said thr curse is over, you knooow hes been waiting for 3 months to do that,, wail theyre so sweet im holding them both gently theyre perfect for each other orz

Okay okay im done for now, youre free from the ask spam....but I didnt realise i was getting into an unfinished series when i started this so uh, i guess ill see you next week after the new episode airs xD

-🌱

your ask got me all excited again so I might rewatch the whole show before the new ep airs ajbfajflf

yea, Yul actor deserves an oscar, an emmy and even a grammy for his performance I WAS LITERALLY DYING

"i cant handle storylines where people get unjustly framed for things it proper stresses me out" SAME OMG I was so worried but thankfully the whole thing resolved during the same episode.

"hes been waiting for 3 months to do that" considering he fell in love with her the moment he first saw her, its WAY longer than that, which makes it even more precious (in episode 3 we saw a flashback of their first time meeting when Hae Na started working at the school, which was never clear if it was a while ago or just this year) check episode 3 33:27-34:54 (I speed watched the episode at work, I'm not that obsessed to know the exact timestamp, dont worry)

#im really happy you ended up likng and enjoying it #and cant wait for your new ask in a few days #next episode is gonna be FLUFFY #🌱 anon #long post

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emmafallsinlove · 1 year

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OH MY GOD HAVE YOU SEEN DICKINSON??? i loved it sooo much!!!! 😨😭😭💕 emisue made an actual crumbled piece of paper of my heart, i felt that relationship too closely and more so because of the actresses’ chemistry. like honestly i haven’t seen such a real and emotional media representation in a looong time and that needs to be well recognised! BUT YES the ivy references are SO obvious, it is for sure one of her greatest lgbt+ coded songs and a lot of straight swifties agree that the vibes are unquestionable!!! especially if you’ve watched that show too, like goddamn it just HITS (different) sksksk oh and i love watching fanvideos as well!

no need to apologise for rambling bestie!! i also do it and your replied put my fangirl shoes on lmao but to answer your questions; yes i’m excited about speak now tv because it’s another rerecording plus new content from the vault! though tbh i’m probably more excited about the rest. like i know for a fact 1989 and reputation are gonna bury me alive, i cannot even prepare myself for that. but i agree!!! mine is SO GOOD and it also has lgbt+ vibes imo! along with wonderland and cruel summer ofc, iykyk!! haha my faves from speak now are mine, better than revenge, last kiss, haunted and long live. so those are the ones i’m waiting for the most! ✨

ohh great, i’m a yntcd/me supporter too!! they don’t deserve the slander they get, i really don’t get it! i wish i had a vinyl player though… i’ve always loved vintage stuff and it’s a shame they’re so expensive, but i trust you 100% the sound coming from them must be something unparalleled. OMG wait you have tattoos!!! woah those look SO pretty, i’m obsessed! i’d say i’m more of a piercings girl but me and my gf have been discussing to get ourselves Seven tattoos, so that’s the one i’m wishing for (another great lgbt+ song if you ask me, also cowboy like me!) but my fave is rep, definitely another gay coded album if you just feel it that way… or i’m probably too gay for my own sake and i just like to queer code everything 🤦🏼‍♀️😂

alright this got unexpectedly long and i’m so sorry! please feel free to answer whenever you can and feel like to, no pressure here!! i just got too excited sharing these little things with you and getting ideas for a perfect gift! 💌😋 but i’ll see you soon, lots of love ! - 🌈

hiii hiii <33 sorry it took me some time to answer i had a crazy weekend and i was on vacation so i kind of stayed out of tumblr for most of it!

and yes ofc i’ve seen dickinson! i had like a whole dickinson era, i literally bought “open me carefully” but i haven’t even finished reading it because i’m having so much feels every time i’m opening this book but like. AHHHH how can people just say they were “best friends” or whatever? and i remember when i watched it and i was in my dickinson era i even started writing some draft about emisue + ivy. it’s actually not so popular tv show which kind of makes me sad because she’s soooo good! i didn’t got into the dickinson fandom actually but idk i haven’t seen many edits or headcanons. but ofc in ao3 there are great fics! and yes yes i agree with everything you had to say! the chemistry between the actress was so rare and it one of the best wlw representation we had in the recent years!

god i hope that in 1989 tv she’s gonna add a bonus track of style ft. harry styles because it’s been my dream since 2014 and i literally do not care about anything else. oh, and need (from the leaks) feels like a reputation tv vault to me?? like i feel it in the same vibe of ✨dress✨ but she couldn’t include both so she basically gave up on need for dress but i love dress so much as well so i’m like? i want to have both but. i don’t know if i’ll ever gonna get both, y’know? 😂

also yes now that you mention it rep has some gay vibes i haven’t noticed before!! like dress? getaway car?? gorgeous?? “only bought this dress so you could take it off”??? I MEAN HELLO also in a parallel universe it could be fitting for emisue! hmm maybe i will edit them with dress one day… we shall see….

and omg yeah seven tattoos could be so cool!!! and thank you i really love my tattoos <3 kind of funny to me how both of these songs I tattooed (ivy / august) talking about cheating and having illicit affair in a sense AMFHKFK but out of context i just really love the sentence of “to live for the hope of it all” idk how to explain it

can’t wait to hear from you again!! <3

#im having so much fun with it can we be besties after the event? :(#anon pride swiftie #ask*

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kyber-crystal · 4 years

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A-Z BLOG APPRECIATION

i am feeling the love today so i will be appreciating people from every single letter of the alphabet! many are mutuals, some are ones that i admire from afar ;) i highly encourage you to check out some of these blogs for yourself. i may have skipped a letter or two bc i couldn’t find a blog that i follow that begins with it rip.

now without further ado, let’s get to ittttt

A: @anakinswhore

B: @buckybarnesthehotshot

C: @cicicantblog

D: @duskholland

E: @etoileholland

F: @farfromtommy

G: @givelove-always

H: @hollandroos

I: @invisibleanonymousmonsters

J: @justsomegarbageperson

K: @kayteewritessteve

L: @lilbabycee

M: @marvelsswansong

N: @notsosmexy

O: @optimistic-dinosaur-nacho

P: @poesflygirl @propertyofdindjarin @pies-writes-and-more

Q: @quickpiet

R: @rentskenobi

S: @speechlessxx

T: @tweedlydumbtweedlydoo

V: @valkyriesryde

W: @wxstedhexrt

Z: @zaddychris

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and an extra special thank you to my favorite people ever - i seriously don’t know what i’d do without you guys. i’d take a razor scooter to the ankle for y’all NO HESITATION

@poesflygirl OK WHO’S IDEA WAS IT TO PLACE US OVER 2,000 MILES APART. i’ve never connected with someone so quickly and so well before and it’s been such a relief to meet someone who understands me completely. you’re my literal soulmate and other half and i cannot wait until we can finally meet irl. i love you with my whole heart

@propertyofdindjarin ok sis i am pretty convinced we’re meant to be as well i mean...we’re both asian leos who write fanfics and are obsessed with star wars? this has gotta be a sign. though i haven’t known you long i can already tell you’re lowkey one of the sweetest people ever. i hope we can start talking more sksksk

@anakinswhore HI. julia you are a lovely person and we’ve literally been mutuals for one day but i am already attached. you just give off a really good vibe and sis i am LIVING for it. dxtcgfvbhjnkm,l .

@lilbabycee CECE you are the sweetest and most supportive person ever i cannot- you’re literally one of my tumblr big sisters and i find myself looking up to you a lot. your writing is absolutely beautiful and never fails to take my breath away. i love u

@speechlessxx our instagram convos are immaculate LMAO i love it when we rant to each other & simultaneously thirst over men that are way too old for us rip. thank you for giving me someone that i feel that i can trust and talk to whenever i need it.

@marvelsswansong and my og tumblr big sis, summer i love you so so much. you’re such a talented writer and i already tell you’re gonna be going places. thank you for being there for me since day one and always being up to talk no matter what. i appreciate you dfoigewfje

ANYWAY it’s time for me to stop being sappy. if i missed you i am so so sorry i love each and every single one of you 750 something lovely human beings!!!

#sua rambles #yall better go check these lovely people out

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Who do you think will settle down first and have kids?! My guess it’s Colby , what about you?! :p

& I Hope SnC didn’t have a headache from the party yesterday lol 🤭

i think colby too. i always thought even when kat and sam were together that colby would get married before them.

first off, he's a romantic. so that in itself would make him strive for marriage and kids and all that stuff. but the issue that's holding him back is his past relationship bs and not wanting to get hurt again (which is what he's said himself before). on top of that, colby is the type to get a bit obsessed with his partner, or at least that's what i believe. and i think if he met someone that he got that way with and they were on the same boat as him.... they would be lucky that he already lives in vegas, is all i'm saying lol

i kinda always jokingly thought that colby would be the type to disappear for a while, come back, and we would all find out he has a wife now sksksk

and hopefully they're feeling better now and aren't as hungover as they probably are lmao

#ask #personal #colby brock #sam and colby

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karma-cant-swim · 4 years

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Okay so @assclass-conspiracies once asked who the VSCO girls in E-Class would be and I’ve prepared a presentation because I can. Enjoy lmao

Number one: Hinano

-ya‘ll just have to get my point. Fucking look at her.

-she loves animals and all, Save the turtles sksksksksk, you know the drill

-I swear on my pepperoni socks, she owns a Hydroflask. I just know. I can feel it okay?!

-probably donates money to animal savers or something (You‘re doing great sweetie)

-She seems too nice. I can’t- She just has to be one 😔✌🏻

Number two: Yada

-I means he basically wears a scrunchie so

-It makes sense.

-she probably only does it because Irina dressed up as one once

-Little copycat

-Idk if she likes oversized Tees but since Okajima has no self control she‘ll probably wear some at one point. She ends up liking them in the end

And last but not least: Rio

-If her hair ever get‘s the way she‘ll pull out a random scrunchie from her bag lmao

-At First she and Karma just made fun of the trend but now she‘s obsessed

-thanks Karma

-look what you’ve done

-She would annoy the hell out of Nagisa with the "Sksksks" so yea

Ya‘ll get my point right-

I don’t accept criticism, this is perfect the way it is 😤

Me: Ya‘ll:

#assassination classroom memes #assassination classroom #assclass #hinano kurahashi #karma akabane #rio nakamura #toka yada #taiga okajima #irina jelavic

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only Cherie would need another room just for planning. “Elias told you that Anthony had accepted every demand of your father.” Anthony Impatient™️ Bridgerton everyone lmao he just wants this over and done with like as soon as possible. he’s got tunnel vision, he just wants to marry Cherie no matter what. he’s not even reading anything. the settlement could have it in there that he has to sacrifice a kidney and he wouldn’t even second guess LMAO.

“Anthony I have terrible news!” she almost gave Anthony a heart attack jfc ksksks why would she do that LMAO. “…That’s the terrible news?” YES ANTHONY IT IS. WHAT ELSE COULD IT BE??? i love how their worries are on different planets lmao. Anthony's terrible news is that Percy changed his mind and he would have to go to Gretna Green meanwhile Cherie...her veil not being finished on time, of course. but omg, this whole conversation just shows who’s the dramatic one and who’s the logical one on SOOOO many levels LMAAAO. the fact that she’s willing to sacrifice her frickin firstborn to church all for her veil and then Anthony just...gives a quick solution with no sweat at all. well, no sweat but a whole lot of Harlotness™️ that's for sure. he just can’t keep his hands to himself can’t he?? Obsessed Harlotness™️ Counter: Anthony - 1 | Cherie - 0

OH MY FUCKING GOD BWAHWJDSKJDAJVDHQKD ANTHONY WHAT !! IS !! IN !! YOUR !! POCKET?!?!?!? ALKSALSK HELP I CAN’T BWAHAHAHAHAHH it’s The Symbol of Whorism™️ Cherie, that’s what’s in his pocket. “Darling,” he said, somehow breathlessly. “You might want to stop moving.” SHE IS KILLING HIM AND SHE DOESN’T EVEN KNOOOOOW. Obsessed Harlotness™️ Counter: Anthony - infinity & beyond | Cherie - 0. he wins this chapter i’m sorry sklssks oh Benedict, idk if you’ve saved him or cockblocked him. both i think. LMAO he’s hiding it behind the desk i caaaan’t. this it too funny kskskss

TEN (10) !!! nightgowns?? why spend so much on that? when it’s going to end of on the floor either way??? alksalkslkasakslks sorry sorry. ANYWAYS THAT’S STILL SO MANY??? “Dear God, he will spoil you rotten.” i mean, isn’t she already?? ksksks Anthony’s already going above and beyond and they’re not even married yet. i mean in his eyes they already are but legally, not yet.

“It’s sheer.” well, you won’t be wearing it for long tho so there’s really nothing wrong with it sksks. i love how clueless she is. like, i really want a whole scene dedicated to her just realizing everything after their honeymoon just how clueless she’d been around Anthony and her just remembering every single innuendo Anthony hinted at her before. i can see her walking into his study all shocked saying, “You had too much fun with me asking you to take me to a brothel, didn’t you?” skskks it’s just too funny to think about.

“It’s a nightgown for your honeymoon,” she reminded you. “What did you expect to wear? An actual gown?” oh Anthony would NOT like that skslsk i’m pretty sure he’d complain that there’s so many thing to undo and yada yada yada and he’ll get the scissors and Cherie would be so offended of him trying to hurt her gown and it’ll be a problem LMAO

“not to…rip easily. You know newlyweds.” AUNT LAVINIA SKSKSKSK tho i don’t think any type of fabric would stop Anthony The Obsessed Harlot™️ Bridgerton. if he wants it ripped, it will be ripped LMAO. “That Anthony won’t rip them off in the haste to get you out of them.” hmm, maybe an armor would do sksksk

“No, I don’t think Anthony wants to see me without my clothes on.” oh he’s been seeing/dreaming you without clothes on so i highly doubt he won’t want to see the real thing, i mean, Cherie, you saw his pocket earlier so LAKSLAKSLASK i know Cece is just DYING to tell her but it’s still two weeks out so patience <3

ugh. why is she here. she’s just ruined my mood completely. i won’t even name her. she’s not worth the effort to type lmao. “He might love you for now, yes. But that’s not the same as desiring you.” hmm, idk about you ma’am but your logic is a bit skewed. wanna know why?? bc you’re not getting both from your husband sooooooooo you don’t really have a say in that. UGH I HATE HER. SHE’S SUCH A JEALOUS BITCH AND I;M JUST CAN SHE FUCK OFF. she’s not even speaking the truth like my GOD. ask Anthony’s pocket, i’m sure it will prove his desires sksksksk (i’m sorry dee but i’m not going to let this pocket thing go it’s too funny)

“So I must ask. Should I send the invitation for you and your husband, or you, your husband and his mistress?” YES. YOU TELL HER!!! now THAT stung bc she knows it’s the TRUTH. “I hope it hurts.” omg.. does she mean like, the consummation? if so then :// bc she’s speaking from experience right? and like, i want to feel bad her but then. BUT BUT if she just means Cherie and Anthony's marriage in general then sorry ma’am, that ain’t happening. these two are far too in love unlike you.

but ugh, i hate how she’s just put those insecurities back especially when Cherie knows so little. like i’m sure everyone can see how much of a Cherie Whore™️ Anthony is with the way he just looks at her but she just thinks it’s admiration and love. and yes, it is, but it’s also Carnal Lust™️ and Desires™️ madam. Anthony loved you yes, but did he want you? YES. YES HE DOES. ASK HIS POCKET DAMMIT SKSKSK. tho i’m sure Anthony will be quick to reassure her of that.

“What happened?” he’s just so attentive aah i love him. like he just knows right away that something is bothering her.

“See through, you say?” ugh, Anthony will you stop thinking with your pocket for a second lmao. “Do you want me?” LSAKSLASKK SHE CAN’T JUST ASK THAT. god she’s going to kill him before the wedding idk what’s going to happen to him after LMAO. “I’ve never loved or desired anyone more in my life.” see??? “I’m nearly going insane here.” SEEE??? his pocket is about to Bust™️ LMAAAO but god this whole conversation is HILARIOUS. “I will enlighten you about that really soon.” oh god Anthony WHY DID U HAVE TO USE THAT WORD YOU WHORE™️??? we’re preparing for The Enlightenment™️ is that it then? that’s why that chapter is called Preparations? kslaksla i’m kidding, i’m kidding. we can NEVER be prepared when that time comes LMAO

“You could enlighten me tonight, you know?” CHERIE BWAHAHAHA it’s even funnier that SHE DOESN’T FUCKING KNOW WHAT SHE’S ASKING OF HIM. you are killing you future husband madam. “You deserve better than some stolen moment.” oh pls <33 look at this growth. honestly, who is this man. WHAT DID U DO TO MY OBSESSED HARLOT™️? lmao he’s being The Gentleman™️ right now and i love it bc he’s in soooo much pain while doing it lololol. “We’re going to another room with people in it before I give in to my desire and decide to enlighten you right here.” OOP. NEVER MIND. HE’S HERE. THE OBSESSED HARLOT™️ IS HERE. lol he never left. can never take out The Whority™️ out of this man. “Trust me, you won’t have to remind me.” pretty much lmao that’s been on his mind BEFORE you were courting. i doubt he needed the reminder.

but god, this was such a fun read (apart from the bitch bit lmao) but aaah so the engagement ball is next chapter right? and then the wedding after that??? EITHER WAY I CANNOT WAIT OMG. The Talk™️ omg Elias and Percy crying??? Percy walking her down the aisle?????? there’s so many things that’s about to happen and i’m so excited!! <333 amazing chapter as always love!

– TM Anon™️

Omg omg darling helloooo! Aaaaaa I’m so excited for this! ❤

I doubt Anthony was even paying any attention during those settlement negotiations😂 Like, he wanted to sign it as soon as possible so that they wouldn’t have to delay the wedding even for a day, he was so impatient! 😂

Oh I think she will do that a lot! 😂 Like, they’re incredibly different than each other and Cherie likes to be dramatic, it runs in her family 😂 So they will be having conversations like those many times 😂

The Symbol of Whorism™ I AM DYING AT THIS! 😂

Obsessed Harlotness Counter is like going into overdrive whenever Cherie is near Anthony latelyyyy😏😈

TEN NIGHTGOWNS YES😍 That was probably Aunt Lavinia’s idea and it’s uncommon for sure😂 Other brides probably got like one or two for the honeymoon but Aunt Lavinia knows better, she saw how they were looking at each other 😂

Oh she will put the pieces together after the honeymoon😂 And Anthony will have so much fun with that😂

He will complain about how there are so many things to undo the moment she changes into anything other than her nightgowns during the honeymoon😂 And Cherie’s gowns are very, very important for her 😂

AN ARMOR LOLLLL😂😂😂

He has been dreaming about her nonstop for a while now 😏

Oh Miriam is so wrong about that!

does she mean like, the consummation? if so then :// bc she’s speaking from experience right? and like, i want to feel bad her but then. BUT BUT if she just means Cherie and Anthony's marriage in general then sorry ma’am, that ain’t happening. these two are far too in love unlike you. Oh no no, Miriam is actually not speaking from the experience BUT she’s heard it might happen during her “talk” before her own marriage. I don’t think it hurt her during her own consummation, it wasn’t unpleasant or anything but it lacked passion💔 So she’s basically wishing some horror story she heard on Cherie, not her own experience!

That definitely made Cherie very insecure! Everyone but her knows how much Anthony actually desires her but not her ❤

ASK HIS POCKET DAMMIT Lolllll this is so good! 😂😂

Anthony will you stop thinking with your pocket for a second HONEY YOU’RE HILARIOUS OMG😂😂

Anthony thought she was joking at first 😂 He couldn’t even believe she would ask him that, he thought it was very clear 😂

Enlightenment 😏😁❤

lmao he’s being The Gentleman™ right now and i love it bc he’s in soooo much pain while doing it lololol. EXACTLY! Especially after talking to her…😈

that’s been on his mind BEFORE you were courting. i doubt he needed the reminder. You’re absolutely right! 😂 Anthony has plans for the honeymoon for sure 😏

Yesssss, the engagement ball is next chapter and the wedding chapter after that! ❤❤ I’m so excited, I hope you’ll like them! ❤

Honeeey, you’re amazing and you’ve made my day with this, thank you so so much! ❤❤❤

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velvetwicebang · 3 years

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20 Questions Tag 🏷

Tagged by: *drumroll please* @yeojaa (👁💖U)

Tagging: @feistychim-main @papillonsgf @saffron-savage @sombreboy @chimoona @wwilloww @iniquitouspoppy @bisoo @koophoriia @taestybae @yoon-bug @galz @carly-bean-blog @dreamystuffers @salvejoon <333

What do you prefer to be called name-wise?

Oh gosh... errr, I have a ton of nicknames shwjjsja! Most common ones are loma, lomi, loma woma, palomi balonie, pali, palo. LITERALLY ANYTHING LOLZ. Oh! Sometimes dove by @sombreboy

When is your birthday?

NOVEMBER 23 DUDEEE, excited to force my family to sit through “little miss sunshine” again 🤠🤠🤠

Where do you live?

The land of corn

Three things you’re doing right now?

wishing I had some boba tea, listening to my stepfather blast Russian music, and ENJOYIN THE LIFEE ✨

Four fandoms that have peaked your interest?

Bts, anime (thx to @koophoriia), red velvet, twice :)))

How has the pandemic been treating you?

I try to be a positive person so I tend to focus more on the bright side of things?? (keyword try haha) if it wasn’t for the pandemic, I wouldn’t have met some of the most incredible moots here on tumblr <3 I’m healthy, my family is well, I can still see my friends, I eat delicious food, IVE GROWN CLOSER TO MY CAT??? that’s a plus. Uhhh, yeah, just trying to live one day at a time!

A song you can’t stop listening to?

I’ve been suuuuuper obsessed with clairo recently 😳😳😳 I love “Bags” by her and “Alewife”

Recommend a movie

We’re the millers for sureeee lmao it’s forever one of my favorite comedies! Uhh... for something a little heavier? Maybe... Train to Busan? (Made me bawl). I watch a ton of movies!! Ones that are based on true events always intrigue me

How old are you?

IM BABY, but not as baby as @bisoo. 19, here we come!

School, university, other?

college 😬

Do you prefer heat or cold?

COLD ALWAYSSSSS, staying in the heat sometimes makes me cranky (tho I should be used to it coming from Cuba sksksks)

One fact others may not know?

I overthink... a lot a lot

Are you shy?

At first, but then I loosen up once comfortable!

Preferred pronouns?

She/her :)

Biggest pet peeves?

people who are just so unnecessarily rude?? for what??? toxicity, slow drivers, dry hands, when someone uses the wrong you’re and your continuously

Favorite “dere”?

Tsundere

Rate your life from 1-10. 10 being the best and 1 being crappy

Uhm... I wouldn’t say my life is hard, I’m blessed to be surrounded with overflowing love from family/friends BUT.. I’m quite mean to myself :/ I admit that. Since I’m the person I’m stuck with 24/7, those thoughts can get loud so.. 5? On a good day (when I laugh so hard with friends I almost pee my pants) it’s a 10 :) it fluctuates!

Main blog?

DIS ONEE

List your sideblogs and what they’re used for!

this is da 1

Is there something people need to know about you before becoming friends?

I’ve killed a person. AJWHWUWH JKJKJK, BUTTTTT, I tend to disappear sometimes when I’m extremely overwhelmed so.. it’s got nothing to do with you, I’m just bad at handling so many things at once. It’s something I’m working on and my irl friends always scold me for it but shshhs one step at a time am I right?

#me.

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ajokeformur-ray · 4 years

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I got somethin: write headcannons about Erileck. Your own, personal view. Gotta give my favorite ship some love, and also more ideas when I write you stuff 😈💜

OMFGGGGG omgomgomgomg skskksskk I’ve been stockpiling this for a few days bc I gotta think even though it’s my relationship sksksk but I hope this hits your OTP spots + helps as a future ref.

This is written in 1st person bc it’s Joker + I. I hope that doesn’t bother anyone skkssk this is gonna be so much fun I’m hyped!!! There’s no organisation to this lmao so there are jumps all over the place pfft.

Warnings for mentions of trauma, anxiety, depression, also smoking, swearing. Also NSFW bc duh xp

Word count: 3, 207 (woops?)

Questions or comments on my relationship with Joker are welcomed!! I’m sure there are things I haven’t even considered skskks and ngl I do love talking about our relationship pfft.

Joker and I… sksksk I’d be lucky.

Someone like him loving someone like me??? Ridiculous. A dream.

Someone like me loving someone like him??? Don’t be silly.

… And that’s precisely why we work so well together.

We choose to love each other each and every single day. Again and again, no matter what, we find the time to come back together at the end of a long, exhausting day.

I was with Arthur from the very beginning of the film.

I bumped into Carnival outside Kenny’s Music, and I stood to the side to watch him spin that everything must go! sign.

I’m scared of clowns but something about this clown captured and maintained my interest and so it was that once this particular rendition of Temptation Rag was over, I approached Carnival and sincerely thanked and complimented him on his performance.

Both of us blushing, both of us unsure, but neither of us can resist the almost magnetic pull which the other gives off. So I invited him to coffee and dinner (and I paid for everything, of course) and neither of us ever looked back.

I fell in love with Arthur before I even knew his name, and when I love it’s… intense and I fall hard, and I fall fast, and I can never stand back up.

I’ve been told before that I love “too intensely” and it’s “too much” for people (I was told this by my abusers so I suppose they were lying but… it’s a very open, raw wound which I battle daily), but for Arthur the way I love is just right. He needs that clinginess, that reassurance.

I’m already in tears thinking of everything I feel and everything I want to say lmao…

I turned my entire life upside down for him without a single regret, forethought or anything like that, and I never looked back sksksksk.

I stayed with him as Arthur and I did everything I could for him - bought his prescriptions, bought him food, helped him to keep the apartment clean… there were arguments because he thought I was merely looking at him as a charity case, or he was wary in case I was just after something…

But with time, patience and persistence I managed to get Arthur to be at least comfortable around me.

We fell in love together but neither of us said anything. We’re both too shy, too scared of rejection…

I don’t know how we got together, it’s just that one day I stayed overnight at Arthur’s apartment to help him take care of Penny and to take care of him, so exhausted was he…

… And I never left.

I was with him through it all and I made it known only to him that I was proud of him every time he stood up for himself. They all had it coming, anyway (I have a flexible morality lmao).

I love his jokes; he and Bill Hader are my favourite comedians (shush I know Bill wasn’t around in the 80s but work with me) and I adore it when he shares them with me.

The darker the better, imo. My favourites are the ones you laugh at because there’s no other reaction to give.

But I digress.

So. Present day.

He’s Joker and oh, if I thought I loved Arthur…

I have a very deep, very raw and passionate love for Joker. He is… he’s my entire world and I love him so much I’m tearing up while I type this. He’s so beautiful it makes me cry daily.

Every time I cry because of how beautiful he is, I go straight to Joker. He deserves to see how loved he is. Sometimes I get upset because I don’t feel satisfied with the level of love I’m showing him; it’s never enough and he deserves more.

This most often happens at night, because I get very Soft™ at night.

As such, Joker and I have a very special nightly routine.

We spend all day thinking about it but we don’t do this particular thing until nighttime, when we can put our lives away and just soak in each other’s presence.

I cry very easily. Happy, sad, angry, frustrated, upset, elated, joyful, sorrowful… any mood you can think of, I will cry if the emotion reaches a certain intensity.

It’s not unusual for me to come into the living room late at night when I’m in my pyjamas (an oversized t-shirt and a pair of undies - yes, even in winter lmao just pile on the blankets) with tears in my eyes, for whatever reason.

Every time Joker looks up to see this sight, his eyes roam over my body and he smiles, a soft “awwh” leaving his lips as he straightens his legs so I can sit down on his lap.

I sit on his lap and cup his painted face in my hands and I smother him in kisses. I start off slow and then I speed up as the love within my heart grows, and Joker always ends up holding my wrists in his hand and giggling under my touch.

It usually ends up with one or both of us crying. Joker’s so shocked and so awed that I’m still with him even now, and I just love him so much I can’t do anything else.

Joker’s lap is the best seat and it’s my favourite.

I study there, I sit there, I sleep there.

Cockwarming is also a common occurrence.

If he’s sat a certain way so I can’t sit on his lap, I’m not afraid to press down on his uppermost knee so he straightens out so I can get comfortable on him.

“Can I have my seat back, please?” or “You stole my seat” are common ways of asking for him to move for me.

He is also my clown blanket skkksksk our favourite sleeping position is for me to lay on my back and for Joker to lay atop me. He becomes everything I can feel and his head rests either on my chest or on my stomach, depending on what he wants. My hands are in his hair… and we sleep.

So, naturally, there are copious opportunities for Joker to love me awake ;) many a morning do I awaken to the sensation of fingers gripping my hips, holding me down while he worships me with his mouth.

We don’t do NSFW things .v. often, we prefer to cuddle and just be close.

Both of us are virgins and shy ones at that, lmao, so it took awhile for things to even get to that point.

We discovered we just prefer to cuddle over full out sex; less messy, for one.

Full sex is usually for the times when words aren’t enough; after an argument, or when either of us is especially sad or just needs something.

When I want to do this, I usually say, “how about you werewolf and go wild on me now?” and he howls before breaking out in laughter, which I stifle with a kiss…

If Joker wants to, one look from him and I just know. He doesn’t even have to say anything.

My answer is always yes. There’s nothing I won’t do for him and he knows it; it’s okay, though, because he’s the same way for me. We balance each other out really well.

During the rare times I’m awake before Joker is, I’ll kiss him awake; his face, his neck, chest, those adorable soft curves on his stomach…

Any and every excuse which I can think of do I use to love him.

It’s a daily goal to love him so hard that he doesn’t know what to do with himself. He deserves nothing less.

I steal his red blazer… often.

If Joker can’t find it, it’s either in the wash or I’m wearing it.

As soon as he takes it off, I’ve got it cradled in my arms, holding it to my face to hide my smile. I wear it when he isn’t, I sleep in it when I miss him (even when he’s right there beside me I still miss him), and I often use it as a pillow.

“Are you sure you don’t love that blazer more than you love me?” // “No.” // Any pout he gives me is kissed away and he giggles against my lips because he got what he was after all along.

We can’t sleep without each other. Joker needs to know that he’s needed, and I need to know that my clown is there for me to keep me safe from the things which my mind tells me are in the dark.

Joker does get annoyed with me sometimes because we both know I’m scared of the dark and I have a vivid imagination, and those two things are difficult to handle on the best of days, but I also love horror films.

Slasher ones are my favourite but I also really enjoy the ones which are dark, gritty, the ones which are based more in the psychological than obvious jumpscares.

I know how Joker can get when I watch them, though, so I tend to watch them when he’s out of the apartment or when there’s nothing else to do.

He never stops me from watching them because I’m a grown ass woman, but he makes his disapproval known by by saying he won’t be comforting me that night when I get too scared to turn the lights off.

In the end, though, there isn’t much he can say because he has unhealthy coping mechanisms just as I do, so he wraps me in his arms and hides my face in his chest or in the crook of his neck. “Close your eyes so you can’t see it’s dark.”

“I love you” is said often between us.

And never just once: “I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you - “ it can and will be said multiple times.

It makes the other person giggle and get teary eyed. We’re slightly obsessed with each other and we love the way we love each other.

There are other ways we say those three words, spoken too much yet never enough:

“You got what you deserved, Joker” // “I suppose I did.”

I wear my outfit sometimes and go out in it, and on rarer occasions (I have acne so I have to be careful) I even do my face like his.

When I really make to say ‘I love you’, I’ll do both. It never fails to make him cry.

The Way You Look Tonight by Frank Sinatra is our song, as is The Carpenters songs Close to You and Yesterday Once More.

Every time those songs are on, Joker spins me into him and even though I have two left feet, he dances with me.

The slow, eerie dances he does are my favourite and I love watching him. He knows and he loves it. He always throws me a wink and it never fails to make me blush and emit such a high pitched noise that I feel compelled to pull my shirt collar up and over to cover my face entirely.

Joker always coos and plays peekaboo with me when I do this to coax me out of hiding.

Neither of us want children but we have two pure black rescue kitties whom we love dearly!

That’s Life is another favourite. I love that song and it never fails to make me smile, even when I don’t want to. I play it every day and Joker always dances with me. We prefer the instrumental version; it reminds us of the simpler times when he was still the unseen (not by me, by Gotham in general) Arthur Fleck.

Aaa, Fleck…

I proposed to him. Kinda.

Joker wanted marriage from day one but I was unsure; I despise the institution of modern marriage but one day I caught sight of a ring I liked the look of in a magazine and I took it over to Joker.

I didn’t say anything, I just held the magazine out at that page for him to take, barely able to speak was I through the depths of my emotions.

It took him ten minutes to stop laughing before he dipped a hand into his blazer and withdrew a small box.

Neither of us said yes and neither of us said no.

We just put the rings on the other and that was that.

The next day, I went and got it registered with a cackling Arthur in tow.

I can be emotionally distant at times; if I’m feeling too much, I tend to withdraw into myself rather than upset Joker by burdening him with what I’m feeling.

He hates it when I do that, though a lot of the time I’m not even aware I’m doing it, and it upsets him and then he withdraws from me.

When Joker starts to pull away from my kisses and stops accepting hugs, that’s usually my holy shit what the fuck, Erika? moment and then I do my best to apologise to him.

I’m always forgiven after it’s made clear that I hurt his feelings, and then we don’t let each other go for the rest of the night.

When I need a reminder of why I love Joker or when I just need to see him for all that he is, I watch his segment on the Murrat show (that’s not a typo - I know what I said.) and I’m sobbing in seconds.

*sigh* “Why do you do this to yourself, Erika?”

“I needed to - you were in so much pain and I - “

He pulls me to him and shushes me. I tuck my face into the warm crook of his neck and lavish him with kisses and I just hold him and hug him as hard as I can and I apologise again and again.

Joker doesn’t understand why I watch it sometimes and tbh neither do I but I do and he always comforts me even though I feel like I should be comforting him.

As I said earlier, I’m scared of the dark and I drink as much coffee as Joker smokes (I can easily reach 18 cups a day. Easy.), so night times are... interesting.

It can take up to an hour for me to sleep. Not really because of the caffeine (I’m used to it by now and I feel calmer with it than I do without it) but because I just can’t get comfortable or because I’m convinced something just moved in the corner of the room.

Even with my nightlights, I’m still scared.

It annoys Joker when he’s really tired or trying to sleep and it’s not unlike Joker to grumble “lay the fuck still” and wrap his arms around me so I feel obligated to stay still for him.

Joker never holds me so tight that I can’t move, though. I have trauma relating to body autonomy so he makes sure that I know I can move if I want to.

I prefer to sleep either on my back so I can have my clown blanket or on my side so I can face Joker. I keep my phone by my bed so when I miss Joker or need to see him at 3 AM I’ve got pics and GIFs right there, scared am I that I’ll wake up and he’s just a dream and I’m alone again, so I appreciate seeing him when I wake up in the mornings.

Sleepy morning sex

He’s also at perfect liberty to start things when I’m still sleeping, too.

I gave him an all time free pass - that is how much I trust him. It was the biggest display of trust I could think of, and I’ve never gone back on it or regretted it.

I really just want Joker to know, to know, that he’s loved and cherished. I do my best to let him know that he can be his entire self with me, that I want him to, and he does the same for me.

Fair’s fair though so I’m at liberty to start things when he’s sleeping, though I rarely do because he sleeps so little as it is because insomnia, nightmares etc.

We steal each other’s clothes a lot of the time.

I wear really baggy clothes (my shirts can pass as short dresses) so Joker fits into them easily.

Joker’s very needy and physically affectionate and clingy and even on the days when I don’t want to be touched (again, for trauma reasons), I still allow him to do with me as he pleases.

Not because I feel like I have to, but because I trust him and I know I’m safe with him. When I’m with Joker, I’m the safest woman in the world.

We only use each other’s names - Erika and Joker (Arthur for serious situations) - when attention is needed now or when it’s a deep situation which requires total candour.

Otherwise, for me it’s “my girl” (I melt every time), “my Erika”, “my Queen”, and then generics like darling, sweetheart, love, angel.

For Joker, it��s “my Joker” (he melts), “my King”, “my clown” and then generics like darling, angel, love, honey.

We do anything for each other and we always do small gestures for each other; Joker makes me a cup of coffee and I slip a cigarette between his thin lips before I light it for him. He changes the batteries in my nightlights without saying anything and I hand scrub the blood out of his clothes while it’s still fresh.

Things like that tell us, even without words, that we want it to work.

When he comes home from whatever he does as Joker (I don’t ask and he doesn’t tell), I check him all over. Any bruises, scraps, cuts...

The ‘rule’ is this:

As long as he comes back home to me without even a paper cut, then he can do what he wants as Joker, the reputation he didn’t want or ask for.

We do everything together and with each other and of course we get space from each other when it’s wanted or needed; a lot of the time we’re in the same room doing our own things.

We argue, though I’m not sure what about - but we always make it up to one another. We don’t go to bed angry, either, and we both get upset during fights so tears are shed and wiped away, apologies whispered against trembling lips.

It’s not an easy relationship and there are probably things I haven’t even thought about lmao, but we work hard and the amount of love we have for each other is so strong and so deep it’s bigger than both of us.

We choose to love each other every single day, no matter what, and that’s why we’re still together

Erileck met: 4/10/2019 // married: 26/3/2020. We skipped the engagement. We’re in love and we know it, so why wait?

#jokershyena #requests closed #erileck #this is intensely personal #im so nervous i legit feeling sick posting this

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