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#literally i could just doxx this man
filoras · 8 months
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went to p*rtola this year......it was okay but still had fun tho
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walnutofthedead · 11 months
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hey! I hope your day is going well. I was wondering if you could do fuuta and mikoto headcanons (separately) for a reader who isn’t really doing the best mentally at the moment. thank you!
YES!!!! Thank you for the Mikoto ask Im sobbing shitting tears of happiness,,,
It’s not letting me add pics so sorry for formatting
Mental illness under the cut frfr
mikoto
Mikoto, being the perfect sweetheart that he is, notices pretty easily that there's something off. Like, it's a bit weird how quickly he does. Scary man.. his inner emotionally fucked self fr helping him notice. 
-probably will take the day off work to be with and support you.
-won't force you to talk, but he'll try his hardest to make you feel comfortable enough to open up to him.
-expect a lot of cuddles! This mans a cuddler im calling it right now that's right you saw it here first kiddos Mikoto Kayano is a snuggling MACHINE!!!
-If you're having suicidal thoughts, he'll be worried to say the least. Won't even let you out of his sight, actually- he'd take as many days off as possible to stay with you the whole time and make sure you don't try anything. He'd be scared of you even going to the restroom without him if you don't reassure him </3
-He's literally just too good for this world like actually-
-he gives the best most top-tier cuddles- he'll pull you onto his lap by the waist and gently hug you as you lie on him. If you're laying down, he'll snuggle up behind you, snaking his arms around you to hold you in a secure embrace as he whispers sweet nothings of encouragement into your ear.
fuuta
-Twitter user alert.. if you’re doing badly because of someone else, he’ll CANCEL THEM on Twitter dot com and DOXX THEM!!! 😰 
-No but like after that’s out of the way, he’ll invite you over to cuddle and play games all day. If you don’t feel like gaming, that’s fine! You can watch some trash tv instead. Or just talk. Whatever makes you happiest. 
-He’ll wrap a big, fluffy blanket around you and hug your burrito self GERRRR!!!
-If you’re considering offing yourself, don’t expect him to let go of your burrito-body any time soon.. bros staying with you istg. 
-He’ll make daily posts on twitter dot com about how great you are and how much he loves you.. it’s embarrassing? So what! Everyone should know how amazing you are, and that includes you:)
Your little pocket ginger isn’t going anywhere<3
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hueningsloverr · 5 months
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౨ৎ txt as musicals !
pairing: ot5 txt x musicals summary: god. idek where to begin. txt as musicals. word count : 0.6k im actually so sorry i even wrote this wow what was i thinking. if you dont know these songs LISTEN TO THEM.
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yeonjun : heathers / mean girls there is also a tiny dash of moulin rouge in him
it boy energy is so reflected throughout BOTH
i’m sorry
definitely a candy store guy
he 100% cracks corny jokes like in stupid w/ love
but the amazing theatricality???
the vocals????
SO yeonjun
and ikik abt the soobin meangirl meme but like
lets be real
jjunie just has that energy
and not in a bad way
like in a 'yeonjun told me to dye my hair purple so i did!' way
and when i say heathers i don't mean the negatives
like that musical is fucked up
i mean the level of iconic-ness (?)
sassy man apocalypse fr
"i like looking hot buying stuff they cannot :3" - yeonjun (definitely)
soobin : six
...
i'm actually so sorry for this one!
he competes with himself, that much is obvious
soobin seems like the type to really question if he deserves something - if his suffering was enough
he's the type to compare past suffering to current
like 'well i suffered back then and i turned out fine, i'm not any more important for suffering now' type of stuff
he's the leader, its his job to be the strongest
and he lets himself have some fun
(i mean his first [?] scandal was him showing his middle toe.)
or he could be super serious like the great leader we all know he is
or he's just a total mess, but yet still so strong ??
hes admirable
he's in the history books fr
beomgyu : hamilton
the perfect balance of chaos and serious
i mean he's literally "lock up your daughters and horses!"
while also being "mom i'm so sorry for forgetting what you taught me"
beomgyu was written by lin manuel miranda argue with a wall
its also just so interesting, like gyu
like you could study both hamilton and gyu
a fan favourite
you can't go wrong with hamilton
and you can't go wrong with guy
hamilton has its… fans
and gyu has his bamtoris
both would doxx you if you speak ill of their favs
the gateway into the community
like gyu was the first member i found out about
and hamilton was the first musical i liked
you dip your toes in, and next thing you know you just spent $25 for some merch
taehyun : hadestown
it’s so sad
yet serene and passionate like tyun
i mean, just look at him
those eyes - that smile!!
boba eyes :3
also, he so was a greek mythology kid
probably bought every percy jackson book / related piece of media when it came out
he knows everything
theres just something so tyun about it all
hadestown is a musical you might not know about
but the second you do you're like "wow wtf i was missing out on literally everything good in this world"
and that's literally tyun too
like if you somehow don't know about vocal king taehyun
the moment you find him obsession forms
or at least in my case
my little tyun🤧
i could see him staring in the mirror going "who are you? who do you think you are"
hueningkai : be more chill (bmc)
you can not tell me this boy didn't have some sort of issue making friends
the photos of him sitting alone at lunch (?) pre-debut???
hes so jeremy heere
because he's really just a sweetie
but no one notices him besides his very close friends
definitely would almost accidentally take over the state of new jersey
type of boy to go all the way if he likes a person
im talking joining the same clubs as them
and even joining the friend group they're in
all of it
we all know he used to think so poorly of himself and talk down on himself
like he had those voices in his head
has his michael in the bathroom moments
thinks he's a loner, a loser, a freak
you know the usual high school insults
but he's able to grow confident, with some help
i luv hueningkai ;3
and i luv be more chill
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authors note : i lied this is not based off of making the bed. my bad. whoops. maybe next time!
©2024 — all rights reserved to hueningsloverr , please do not plagiarise or translate any of my work
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teachugger69 · 3 months
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milestones!!
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y’all i worked so hard on that shitty ass graphic design so you better read this
summary: relationships have important times that stand out (like firsts and special days!!) soo i’m bored and figured i could write what i think spencer reid would be like in some scenarios 😈😈 MUHEHEHEHE please don’t cancel or doxx me because you disagree with one of my ideas!! but i would like to hear more abt it 🙏🏽🙏🏽😏
(reader is afab for a small portion but mostly gn. also, please do not interact with if you’re a minor.)
meeting
when spencer first saw you he thought you were so incredibly beautiful (AND THEN WHEN HE SPOKE TO YOU HE ALMOST PASSED AWAY) his 187 IQ going poof in an instant just from hearing you speak, voice incredibly velvety to his ears. being up close to you made him able to take in your facial features. his eyes would travel down your face as you spoke with him, taking into consideration each and every detail as if he was analyzing a sculpture in a lavish museum. (he has a staring problem.) spencer seriously considered shaking your hand… like that’s how much he was drawn to you #what?? #zing
getting to know you personally/pals??
actually giggling bc this guy loveddd to ask you all sorts of questions. like he wanted to figure you out because he thought you were fascinating and you would be like?? spencer literally take a look at you? YOU’RE the special one… tf? every single time he could he made sure he learned more about you- almost as if he was studying you up bc there was a huge exam the next morning abt u!! he’d be so desperate bro like actual little kindergarten kid behavior on his behalf. im talking asking about all sorts of things from your favorite color or food or author. (also at some point definitely had matching bracelets or a “book club” between just the two of you.) of course, he was aware he sounded kinda silly, it was worth it. growing up he didn’t ever have a close friendship like y’all’s where he didn’t care what he did and was able to just have fun. thus, he rambled more often than usual because you allowed him to express himself freely- he found himself being able to show who he really was (rather than just masking.) he adored talking to his best friend, cherishing the conversations and always awaited the next one impatiently. (you would let him talk about like genghis khan and he would let you talk about like bagels) knowing you was a cure he didn’t know he needed.
realizing he is genuinely failing in love with you
this boy legit is a genius but cannot understand his emotions AT ALL. he may know why he feels a certain way from a textbook point of view, but he can’t really understand them all too well (maybe that’s just a me thing...) BUT one thing he did know… was that he loved you. he knew for sure that he platonically loved you, yes- but nah that man was falling head over heels before he could even realize. he noticed how he felt bored without you- even when he’s alone at his apartment which is literally his haven. he noticed how the smallest and most minuscule things made him think about you (he always found a way to tie anything back to you, duh.) also he writes about you SO much in his letters to his mom, bruh. it gets to the point where writing about anything else seemed like a chore. to him, the best part was being able to fawn over you in these letters. it felt so nice to let some feeling off of his chest. the longest part in the letters are totally about you and he writes in disgustingly prolific detail. diana literally feels like she knows everything about you- both your appearance (down to tiniest marks on your pretty skin that he described for her) and your personality that he loved oh so much (she loves you. like legit KNOWS YALL ARE PERFECT FOR EACH OTHER. ik she definitely knew spencer was in luv before he himself knew. simply because mothers always know.) he felt safe and comfortable around you #securityblanket jeezzz BRO NEEDED YOU. but for some reason he felt guilty for falling in love with you?? extremely self doubtful, of course, he settles for not telling you cause like?? you’re only friends? he feels so bad for seeing you that way and he feels sad like omg they will never love me :((
first date/kiss??
ideally, i daydream about it being impromptu. like i’m just imagining it being very intimate like maybe at his apartment and your playing chess or baking or watching movies or simply just hanging out for the comfort of each other. (it’s totally meant to only be platonic tho…)but y’all get a little closer and snuggle up?? you’re like… “spencer… i like you.”h in a little petrified whisper bc it’s scary to admit and he’s definitely like WHAT THE FUCK internally but on the outside he’s just starting into your soul with his own widened puppy dog eyes and is STUNNED. 😧 it gets so bad bro almost seems like he’s going nonverbal or having a shut down and you’re like FRICK UHHHH and you just kiss him 😜🥺 (need to have my y/n moment.) this literally ruins him like bro he’s mush atp and RED. and you’re like “OMG IM SO SORRY- i shouldn’t have done that i’m so sorry if i made you uncomfortable spe-“ and BRO CUTS YOU OFF BY WHISPERING WITH THAT ONE SWEET VOICE WE ALL KNOW N LOVE GOING LIKE “shh it’s okay, i feel the same way.” (or a sassy but caring “shut up”) he softly cups your face and KISSESSSS YOU like it’s so desperate and makes both of y’all’s lips swell and flush. it definitely isn’t rough or long but it is passionate and kinda messy. (bro was WAITING FOR THIS MOMENT he was NOT gonna miss out)
sex 🤡 *afab!reader sorry :( im not assigned male at birth so i would have written something super dumb and anatomically wrong . this is for your own good. i didn’t go much into detail, though.*
first time is after a makeout session which have become a habit. but this time y’all were READY. after an awkward little ask to make sure y’all both wanted to move onto this point in your relationship, it was off to the bedroom! you unbuttoned his shirt agonizingly slow as he felt himself growing harder and harder by the second. once you’re both undressed, he gulps like the loser nerd he is because he’s going insane by just looking at you. first person to make a move is you, gently guiding his hands to touch you. “you’re beautiful.” he whispered nervously as his slender fingers traced your skin. you would realize that he is very much loser virgin nerd so you’re like let me guide you baby. N HE’S LIKE UHH OKAY!!(you ride him let’s be fr that man isn’t gonna be able to top) def finishes early because he’s super fucking sensitive but you assure him it’s okay and he helps you finish soon after aswell. (in my head this is baby version of spencer and he’s very careful because he prioritizes your safety so i imagine he makes sure to use a condom at least for a while early on until he wants to try it without.) oh and the aftercare is amazing like he tells you facts to make sure you’re safe and he’s like clinging onto you thanking you like a million times every minute.
first time saying he loves you
for a decent amount of time BUT NAH. he knows he loves you, so why wouldn’t he tell you? it’s very early on, and he does it super nonchalant but he planned it and was working up the courage for so long like he was freaking out hit you smile and and time you love him back and he’s like… oh yeah. also addicted to telling you after the first time seriously cannot go a day without reminding you.
okayyy that’s all im gonna write because im already bored #snooze 😴 i wanna write fics but i feel like i write stupid as fuck so this is just me dipping my toes in the water 😳😈
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nikethestatue · 7 months
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You have been in this fandom for so long nike I have to give up to you for always being realistic in your answers and thoughts because gwynriels make me so tired. Probably the reason many people take a break from the fandom I am so tired of the them belittling elain especially when a lot of us are so similar to her. How they said elriel book would be boring and predictable but want acosf 2 . We have never have a forbidden love story a love without banter something more realistic when it comes to elain and az they are not confrontational characters , how is that boring? Is it really because they think 3 brother 3 sisters is predictable or just because they don’t want their favorite bat boy with the archeron sister they hate?
I think what I've learned through the years here, is that there is a consistent pattern in how different sides approach Elain and shipwars.
2 sides are mostly concerned with the ships
1 side is mostly concerned with Elain
With ships, there is a LOT of emotionalism involved. A lot.
On the other hand, when it comes to Elain, there is CANON. And again, what I've consistently seen is that Elriels/Elain stans use canon in our theories and posts. Whilst others use emotions. Why? Because there just isn't enough canon, for example, to justify Gwynriel. You can jump and yell and scream and doxx, but you still don't have enough dough to bake the Gwynriel loaf. Therefore, it all descents into hate, name calling, pliant bones, and whatnot.
If you are rational about it, if you take emotions out of your interpretation, then it's hard to argue with Elain and Elriel.
For example, in regards to the next book: however you feel about Elain, she is clearly and directly involved in multiple storylines--she is Made, she is a Seer, she discovered Koschei, she discovered Vassa, she is the only one with full Cauldron powers, the Cauldron 'loves' her and 'purred' in her presence, she was able to stab the king in the throat, she stepped out in the shadow, for whatever reason, Azriel chose to hand HER Truth Teller, and for whatever reason she was able to wield it, and so on ....
I do not need to make anything up for her story that's not in canon. When it comes to Gwyn, you literally have to twist yourself into a pretzel to make her relevant. She'll be part of the Illyrian plot!!! What Illyrian plot? Where is the set up for this mysterious 'Illyrian plot'? how's she connected? what does she have to do with Illyria? Oh she has to be with Azriel? Oh HE has to get a book so SHE could be part of it? Oh so Elain has to end up with Lucien for all of this to happen?
See, all of it is not based on canon, but emotion, because you WANT Gwyn to matter and have a story.
When it comes to Elain, she is completely independent of any ship--the stories (and SJM can go any way with her, and I haven't even mentioned all of them) are all woven into her character already. It ultimately doesn't even matter who she ends up with, because her story isn't dependent on any man. THEY are dependent on her for their story.
So you can spend 3 years hating on Elain, but that won't change anything. She will still get her massive book, she will still be the FMC, she will get her man, she will get her journey, she will make a difference. That's it. That's canon. She is the juicy steak. Everything else is just a side dish of jello and boiled green beans.
I know the other sides spent a lot of energy and time hating Elain, hating Azriel, hating Azriel and Elain, getting into fights between each other, because one side hates Elain and the other hates Azriel, but they need each other for their ships to happen....
But we got canon. Which is a sweet sweet fruit. So I'll stick with my bread and roses, and they can have...the Illyrian redemption plot or whatever.
Pretty darn sure Elain the flower girl will get her book and her shadowsinger. Cuz that's what she wants.
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imperiuswrecked · 2 years
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Kinda of random but what do you think of Alan's Moore comments about people liking comic book movies could lead into fascism? Seems like bitter old man territory but what do you think?
Long reply. These are just my personal thoughts/opinions ~
Tbh I don't read Alan Moore but I know of them, I know of their works, and I know that alot of the wrong people take their work and basically "Fight Club" it.
If you know the movie Fight Club then you understand how a piece of media is often taken into the wrong context. What was supposed to be a satire/examination of anti capitalism was usurped by men thinking they need to be in peak form/fight for what they want, reprogram themselves etc. Basically they thought all the wrong ideas.
Moore's Watchmen gives way to such things like The Boys, where violence in superhero media is the focus rather than the message behind Watchmen. So everyone focuses on the violence, the spectacle, etc.
Many people treat comic books like it's a thing for kids, or people who can't read books, or whatever.
Yet comics have been a form of literature for a long time. Comics have a finger on the beating pulse of pop culture, world events, and shifting tone of the public thoughts.
For example: Something Happens. In the world, real-life, a big event occurs that effects many people. Someday you will see that someone has written a very good book about the subject, but by then maybe years have passed, meanwhile a comic captures things in the moment as time moves on, you can see the trends in the form political cartoons, or someone who was effected creating a comic witin days/weeks, or generations of people who grew up effected and began pouring their message, their hearts into comics. Some stories that are not easily told through novels.
Superhero Comics began as a message from Jewish creators, a hope, a story.
So while I know people will be quick to dismiss Moore as a bitter old person, I would really recommend people stop a moment and look at what they are saying.
See I think it's less "Liking Superhero Movies will lead to fascism" and more "consuming media controlled by massive corporations uncritically will have an effect on people".
Look at the way Superheros Movies have a chokehold on pop culture, look at the way there are literal nations of fans supporting Superhero Movies. Look at the way they defend Superhero Movies even at its worst, at its racist, at its mysoginstic, at stuff that literally makes my skin crawl. Look at the way these super fans doxx marginalized actors/ess, at the way they harrass, they swarm into comments to spew their hatred. Look at the way they say "it's just a Superhero movie, it's just a cape comic, it's nothing serious".
Then I need you to look at the way Marvel tried to market a choice to people: "S.h.i.e.l.d or Hydra, which side are you on?"
Hydra isn't just a bad guy team. It's Nazis. It's always been Nazis. It's literally headed up by the biggest fictional Nazi to ever have been created. So not only this question but, to make contests, merchandise, so much for this event. It really makes you sit back and ask: How did we get to this? How did this industry get from superhero characters created by Jewish people, to a comic company asking if you would join Nazis.
Fascism doesn't just happen. It's created over time, over years, and I agree and disagree with Moore. In my opinon not every Superhero Movie is propaganda for the American Military but many are, not every movie is racist/has propaganda, but there are those that are, not every Superhero Movie will lead a person to Facism, but some will plant the seed. We can't control how people internalize things or what deep web rabbit holes they follow, or what Nazi/Racist/Facist groups they join.
Movies are power, movies can reach a lot of people, not everyone will be able to read the same books, or comics, but many people will be able to watch the same movie. I just think people should be critical to Superhero movies when there is something to discuss. I don't mean complaining about the cgi, but talking about the actual plot, who is making the movie, who did they cast in what role, etc. Blindly following whatever big companies decide to put in their movies isn't a good idea.
I may not be a Moore fan but I do think he's earned a right to be bitter after how the Comic Industry has chewed him up and spit him out. Many creators are ground down by how the Comic Industry runs, and the Superhero Movie Industry has become a behemoth, to ignore an industry that shapes the mind of kids and has a hold on adults is pretty dumb. Again, I don't think it's a pipeline of Superhero Movies > Facism, but that doesn't mean we shouldn't look critically at movies just because they are about people flying around in tights.
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incarnateirony · 1 year
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Really. I'm gonna teach yall how to share a fucking space. And it's really not the J2ers that need that lesson. They're just the ones most absolutely apeshit about only fiction, but it's about time we clear out all the queer hostilities you people pretend you don't hold behind Talking Good Talks.
NAW. You think men don't watch Supernatural, cis OR trans? Or do you think you guys lost the plot a long time ago and I'm one of enough you can still count on one hand that didn't run away or switch to a they/them tag once they couldn't man up to Man Bad or turned into a viral fail?
Guys yall you've literally extincted men. And I know women like having their spaces, but it's not just a women's space now. It's an LGBTQ space now. I took it. We took it. It's over. It's done. The Straights Lost. So now you get to share the space with the gays, and whether you like it or not, There's Dude Gays too.
And this misandry and male hostility shit that channels at the couple of trans men that try to understand your rage at the patriarchy and stick it out here is gonna fuckin stop. Because there's a whole bunch more of me out there and ya'll aren't about to radfem them out while playing on gender tags and pretending to be woke. This shit is stopping.
I literally went through about a year of sexual harassment just trying to antagonize me alongside the doxxing and threats I took. Just trying to trap me into some shit that people could be offended about because Man Bad, and they got real mad when I politely told them not to send me that kind of content, or when I deny opportunities to be graphic on main that people keep trying to push me into, because Man Bad, right?
That shit's stopping. You're not doing this headhunt bullshit anymore. You're gonna learn to share the fucking clubhouse, cuz it's ours now, not yours. It's the gays first the white women's second now and you're gonna fuckin learn to cope with that.
youtube
I don't care if me being a trans man makes you uncomfortable, carol. I do not care if my masculine voice bothers you, susan. There are thousands of you and single digits of us, shut the fuck up with concern trolling pretending you're afraid of the trans man while you doxx and threaten me for years, you terfs. I don't care if you put on a gender tag. You're still fuckin terfs. So choke on my invisible dick. I already got you deepthroating this show, so you might as well accept that it's not your space anymore.
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lafortis · 2 years
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not to doxx myself but cops killed a black guy in the venue not twenty fucking minutes after I left for the night. our sales guy was literally right there, about halfway up a scissor lift that was less than twenty feet from where they shot him. how am I supposed to, I dunno, just keep doing what I'm doing? we've had to put 10x10 black carpet over the spot where he probably nearly bled out before later being pronounced dead in hospital. he had a gun in his waistband apparently, but he was apparently running scared behind our stage with his hands up when they shot him twice in the leg from range (sure ok a little excessive but fine I can see an argument maybe in the hypothetical world where I don't hate cops) and then came up and put one in his shoulder from less than ten feet. like what the fuck man. maybe I'll delete this in the morning cus that's an eyewitness account that could be pertinent to the SIU investigation (altho it's not mine and idk how that works or anything) or whatever but this is tumblr anyway so kinda who gives a shit.
Buddy's little brother died last night too. what the fuck man. I knew him, we worked together once or twice. He was a good kid. Fuck man
Just like... Fuck, y'know?
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malinelle · 3 months
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the thing with the breakdancing dad thing is like . for clarify i am in almost the same situation as ppl think shes in i was raised by my mom who was financially neglecting me and cutting my dad off from me when he wanted to see me and she was taking the child support money he was paying her to spend on herself i am the person who is the most in a position to sympathize with him but like i just dont. bec okay
that wasnt that many videos and the fact that its all holidays and special events isnt at all contradictory with 'he was there for some big events but he wasnt There in our lives', and the fact that this is also just like how home videos tend to work makes them really not convincing "evidence" of a happy childhood. like were u expecting to see videos of her saying she fucking hates her dad and hes never there for her To The Camera. when i was with my moms side of the family obviously you smile for pictures and act cute in front of the camera bc they get mad at you if you dont! also hes REALLY invading their privacy by posting videos that arent even of her and are instead of his other kids who literally have nothing to do with this. ALSO childhood evidence is always going to be skewed in the parent's favor bc the kid straight up isnt old enough to rly be able to advocate for themselves. notice how the videos switch to photos as she gets older meaning we have no idea how they interacted when they talked and the one text message she shows is them interacting rly awkwardly like two distant acquaintances
man fuck this dude for calling it "brainwashing". like Again it literally happened to me my mom was lying to me to steal money that was meant for us but he could just. say that. the concrete thing she did wrong. instead of being like It Was The Genders.
theres no proof that he paid anything. he said millions but like he just said that. people can lie. very silly and quirky that he has video evidence of his 10 yr old kid talking about youtube as definitive proof he was a loving father but he cant figure out how to censor one of the bajillion emails they send you when you pay medical bills. tbc i dont rly think he shouldve posted either bc again sensitive information but if youre gonna doxx your kids at least do it in a way that looks less like youre trying to use unreliable footage to make an emotional appeal over the Factual Innacuracies. same thing with screenshots of all the insane bitchy things your daughter and wife are totally saying
the most damning thing: dude you have your daughters phone number. if you really had a good relationship and she was exaggerating to make a story funnier you wouldve messaged her like "??? we made lasagna together last week why didnt you tell me i abandoned you at your mothers doorstep" and she wouldve been like "im sorry father i sold you out for views" and then she wouldve made a video breaking keyfabe. personally i dont believe women are insane gender-brainwashed lunatics so i figure she had her reasons
he stresses their politics differ a lot so my actual projection is that i figure madi as a kid was fine with her dad only showing up for holidays and not really being around and wasnt really thinking about money stuff but then as she grew up she started re-examining their relationship and drifted away from him as he became a sexist bitcoin breakdancer and so eventually she had a negative enough view of him to make a pretty uncharitable video bc if you and your dad had a huge argument over him being a sexist bitcoin breakdancer and then you saw a tiktok challenge about funny trauma you might very well think "oh man. the fact that my dad divorced my mom and then started a breakdancing career is funny as hell. im going to flatten this fairly complicated family history to fit into a tiktok" and then when her dad who she doesnt like anymore made a public response she doubled down bc fuck that guy he hates women. its not like shes sending hitmen to his front door she made a mean tiktok. ppl are acting like this has destroyed his reputation but im gonna go out on a limb and say that the ppl making fun of him for being a deadbeat dad are probably not ppl who otherwise wouldve been fans of a sexist bitcoin breakdancer. i think his core audience was never gonna be shattered by this which i am more sure of bc even before he posted a reply bitcoin bros were gathering around him like protective mother birds. if he didnt want his daughter to disrespect him and re-examine his treatment of her as an adult with a more critical eye, personally i would suggest he be nicer to his daughter and not call her brainwashed or talk about how its all genders fault. i think that would really help convince her to have a more positive view of him
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How to get ⬇️ndoxxed? ⬆️sk|nf For a fr|end
oh shit it's you. ok so i have good news and bad news. the bad news is you can't. the good news is there's still some shit you can do. first of all id take down as much shit mentioning any identifiable info about you as you can. theres no guarantee someone hasn't already saved it or sent five million screenshots around but it'd be stupid to leave anything up. if you know the right people you can get rid of stuff on other peoples blogs too. plus obviously report shit duh. report blogs and posts that doxx you. aren't you literally indigo? not like youre gonna have a hard time getting people to listen. this sites staff are just as biased as they are on any other site.
another piece of great news for you is that this corner of the internet isn't that popular anyway. barely anyones going to have seen that shit. not that that really makes shit much better but at least you're not a grubtuber or something. if i were you id abandon the blog tbh. or honestly man you can just pretend to leave it and come back with a new dumbass faceclaim... hows anyone even gonna know? literally just switch up your typing style slightly and use a different pic and suddenly youre a whole new person. my third and most critical piece of advice is to not give out your fucking address ever. just dont. just fucking dont give out personal info or anything that could get you hurt online to random assholes. even random assholes you share a blog with. everyone on the internet is a random asshole. i dont know why i have to keep saying this.
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baeddel · 3 years
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Please. Please can you tell me what a baeddel is and why people (terfs?) used it in a derogatory manner on this website for a hot minute but now no one ever uses it at all
you asked for it, fucker
[2k words; philology and drama]
baeddel is an Old English word. i have no idea where it actually occurs in the Old English written corpus, but it occurs in a few placenames. its diminuitive form, baedling, is much better documented. it appears in the (untranslated) Canons of Theodore, a penitential handbook, a sort of guidebook for priests offering advice on what penances should be recommended for which sins. in a passage devoted to sexual transgressions it gives the penances suggested for a man who sleeps with a woman, a man who sleeps with another man, and then a man who sleeps with a baedling. so you have this construction of a baedling as something other than a man or a woman. and then it gives the penance for a baedling who sleeps with another baedling (a ludicrous one-year fast). then, by way of an explaination, Theodore delivers us one of the most enigmatic phrases in the Old English corpus: "for she is soft, like an adulturess."
the -ling suffix in baedling is masculine. but Theodore uses feminine pronouns and suffixes to describe baedlings. as we said, it's also used separately from male and female. but it's also used separately from their words for intersex and it never appears in this context. all of this means that you have this word that denotes a subject who is, as Christopher Monk put it, "of problematic gender." interested historians have typically interpreted it as referring to some category of homosexual male, such as Wayne R. Dines in his two-volume Encyclopedia of Homosexuality who discusses it in the context of an Old English glossary which works a bit like an Old English-Latin dictionary, giving Old English words and their Latin counterparts. the Latin words the Anglo-Saxon lexicographer chose to correspond with baedling were effeminatus and mollis, and Lang concludes that it refers to an "effeminate homosexual" (pg 60, Anglo Saxon). this same glossary gives as an Old English synonym the word waepenwifstere which literally means "woman with a penis," and which Dines gives the approximate translation (hold on tight) male wife.
R. D. Fulk, a philologist and medievalist, made a separate analysis of the term in his study on the Canons of Theodore 'Male Homoeroticism in the Old English Canons of Theodore', collected in Sex and Sexuality in Medieval England, 2004. he analysed it as a 'sexual category' (sexual as in sexuality), owing to the context of sexual transgressions in the Canons. he decides that it refers to a man who bottoms in sexual relationships with another man. i don't have the article on hand so i'm not sure what his reasoning was, but this seems obviously inadequate given what we know from the glossary described by Dines. Latin has a word for bottom, pathica, and the lexicographer did not use this in their translation, preferring words that emphasized the baedling's femininity like effeminatus, and doesn't address the sexual context at all. Dines, however, only reading this glossary, seems to decide that it refers to a type of male homosexual too hastily, considering the Canons explicitly treat them separately. both Dines and Fulk immediately reduce the baedling to a subcategory of homosexual when neither of the sources to hand actually do so themselves.
by now it should be obvious why, seven or so years ago, we interpreted it as an equivalent to trans woman. I mean come on - a woman with a penis! these days I tend to add a bit of a caution to this understanding, which is that trans woman is the translation of baedling which seems most adequate to us, just as baedling was the translation of effeminatus that seemed most adequate to our lexicographer. but the term cannot translate perfectly; its sense was derived from some minimal context; a legal context, a doctrinal context, and so forth... the way Anglo-Saxons understood sex/gender is complicated but it has been argued that they had a 'one sex model' and didn't regard men and women as biologically separate types, which is obviously quite different from the sexual model accepted today; in any case they didn't have access to the karyotype and so on. the basic categories they used to understand gender and sexuality were different from ours. in particular, Hirschfield et al. should be understood as a particularly revolutionary moment in the genealogy of transsexuality; the Institut für Sexualwissenschaft essentially invented the concept of the 'sex change', the 'transition', conceived as a biological passage from one sex to the other. even in other contexts where (forgive me) #girlslikeus changed their bodies in some way, like the castration of the priestesses of Cybele, or those belonging to the various historical societies which we believe used premarin for feminization [disputed; see this post], there is no record that they were ever considered men at any stage or had some kind of male biology that preceded their 'gender identity.' the concept of the trans woman requires the minimal context of the coercive assignment at birth and its subsequent (civil and bio-technological) rejection. i have never encountered evidence that this has ever been true in any previous society. nonetheless, these societies still had gendered relations, and essentially wherever we find these gendered relations we also find some subject which is omitted or for whom it has been necessary to note exceptions. what is of chief interest to us is not so much that there was such a subject here or there in history (and whatever propagandistic uses this fact might have), but understanding why these regularities exist.
a very parsimonious explanation is that gender is a biological reality, and there is some particular biological subject which a whole host of words have been conjured to denote. if this were the case then we would expect that, no matter what gender/sexual system we encounter in a given society, it will inevitably find some linguistic expression. if, like me, you find this idea revolting, then you should busy yourself trying to come up with an alternative explanation which is not just plausible, but more plausible. my best guesses are outside the scope of this answer...
anyway, all of this must be very interesting to the five or six people invested in the confluence of philology and gender studies. but why on earth did it become so widely used, in so many strange and unusual contexts, in the 2010s? we're very sorry, but yes, it's our fault. you see apart from all of this, there is also a little piece of information which goes along with the word baeddel, which is that it's the root of the Modern English word bad. by way of, no less, the word baedan, 'to defile'. how this defiled historical subject came to bear responsibility for everything bad to English-speakers doesn't seem to be known from linguistic evidence. however, it makes for a very pithy little remark on transmisogyny. my dear friend [REDACTED] made a playful little post making this point and, good Lord, had we only known...
it went like this. its such a funny little idea that we all start changing our urls to include the word baeddel. in those days it was common to make puns with your url (we always did halloween and christmas ones); i was baeddelaire, a play on the French poet Baudelaire. while we all still had these urls a series of events which everyone would like to forget happened, and we became Enemies of Everyone in the Whole World. because of the url thing people started to call us "the baeddels." then there was "a cult" called "the baeddels" and so forth. this cult had various infamies attatched to it and a constellation of indefensible political positions. ultimately we faced a metric fucking shit ton of harassment, including, for some of my friends, really serious and bad irl harassment that had long-term bad awful consequences relating to stable housing and physical safety and i basically never want to talk about that part of my life ever again. and i never have to, because i've come to realize that for most people, when they use the word baeddel, they don't know about that stuff. it doesn't mean that anymore.
so what does it mean? you'll see it in a few contexts. TERFs do use it, as you guessed. i am not quite sure what they really mean by it and how it differs from other TERF barbs. i think being a baeddel invovles being politically active or at least having a political consciousness, but in a way thats distinct from just any 'TRA' or trans activist. so perhaps 'militant' trans women, but perhaps also just any trans woman with any opinions at all. how this was transmitted from tumblr/west coast tranny drama to TERF vocabulary i have no idea. but you will also find - or, could have found a few years ago - i would say 'copycat' groups who didn't know us or what we believed but heard the rumours, and established their own (generously) organizations (usually facebook groups) dedicated to putting those principles into practice. they considered themselves trans lesbian separatists and did things like doxx and harass trans women who dated cafabs. if you don't know about this, yes, there really were such groups. they mostly collapsed and disappeared because they were evildoers who based their ideology on a caricature. i knew a black trans woman who was treated very badly by one of these groups, for predictable reasons. so long-time readers: if you see people talking about their bad experiences with 'baeddels', you can't necessarily relate it to the 2014 context and assume they're carrying around old baggage. there are other dreams in the nightmare.
the most common way you'll see it today, in my experience, is in this form: people will say that it was a "slur" for trans women. they might bring up that it's the root of the word bad, and they might even think that you shouldn't use the word bad because of it, or that you shouldn't use the word baeddel because it's a slur. all of this is a silly game of internet telephone and not worth addressing. except to say that it's by no means clear that baeddel, or baedling, were slurs, or even insulting at all. while Theodore doesn't provide us with a description of how we can have sex with a baedling without sinning, and it may be the case that any sexual relations with a baedling was considered sinful, sexuality-based transgressions were not taken all that seriously in those days. there was a period where homosexuality within the Church was almost sanctioned, and it wasn't until much later that homosexuality became so harshly proscribed, to the extent that it was thought to represent a threat to society, etc. and as i mentioned, there are places in England named after baedlings. there is a little parish near Kent which is called Badlesmere, Baeddel's Lake, which was recorded in the Anglo-Saxon Domesday Book (as having a lord, a handful of villagers and a few slaves; perhaps only one or two households). it's not unheard of, but i just don't know very many places called Faggot Town or some such. it's possible that baedlings had some role in Anglo-Saxon society which we are not aware of; it could even have been a prestigious one, as it was in other societies. there is just no evidence other than a couple of passing references in the literature and we'll probably never have a complete picture.
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carcinized · 2 years
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wdym about the phrasing thing (also is there any evidence of that stuff?) - dream
idk i just have bad reading comprehension 😭 and i’m not the person to go to for evidence as i don’t use twitter or know how it works, but here's my attempted compilation of evidence for you
okay so about the kkk video i was wrong: he didn't make a fancam of them, it was a joking fancam of bbh that he apparently googled "MLG edit" or something and it happened to be of the kkk (his words). here's a screenshot i found from his private twitter account:
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i cant link the tweet because this account of his is private so for all i know this could be faked but this coupled with the way pretty much all of twitter is talking makes it fairly reputable in my opinion.
besides that, this tweet has a video of the edit as well as a link to the now unlisted youtube video on the wayback machine (a machine that saves webpages)
for the doxxing on twitter, the best i can really give you is this tweet exchange with bitzel (in which bitzel is based and dream defends himself for replying to people in argument knowing stans will then attempt to doxx them instead of literally just ignoring them), here's another tweet w screenshots of the actual doxxed person + dream celebrating it
(this discussion has a little more nuance than the kkk one but some of the tweets under bitzel's tweet are so unbelievably ridiculous. "its fine that dream knowingly endangers kids bc they posted a public criticism on a public platform, he is justified to respond to them, they should have known that could happen before criticising him" DO YOU EVEN FUCKING HEAR YOURSELF
for the manatreed housing an abuser thing i honestly dont know what came of it and the "evidence" given was leaked and doxxed a victim but either way the way dream handled it was fucking disgusting. blocking people who called him out, calling his fans gullible for trying to do the right thing by believing a victim until there was evidence otherwise, deleting his private account, etc. just generally shitty
and besides that he's just??? always treated smaller creators in a really shitty way??? besides his awarding people he likes with a whitelist to the dream smp hes kind of been a fucking asshole to people? talking shit abt scott smajor after losing mcc & in turn sending twitter to harass him (though that was unintentional, he was actually not allowed into the next one, which then pissed off his stans again to harass scott more), endless having said questionable things and been involved with questionable people, generally?? seeming kind of mean?? at least to me??, ETC the list goes on and with every new situation he handles it terribly and im sick of it good lord (this is all from memory, i dont have evidence for this bit but you can probably find it.)
anyways uh yeah. reminder i am NOT on twitter nor have i been following this very closely as i have a life outside of being in the damn minecraft youtubers fandom, but it's pissing me off that people just keep on forgiving it? like jesus christ man. go touch some grass & stop idolizing some shitty youtuber
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incarnateirony · 1 year
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"I get a lot of support in private. People want to stay off his radar, so they don’t say it in public, but I did this for my fellow Destiel fans who hate how toxic his cult has made this side of the fandom." -- waitwaitwait, bringing toxicity to the destiel lane, being snide and petty and making others feel judged and mocked is supposed to be a good thing? in what world does deliberately perpetuating negativity = a plus for those who don't want a toxic shipping environment??
The people he's appealing to are, themselves, incredibly toxic people. They're literally trying to play victim for me reacting to 2po's doxxing attack on my server, where I left a simple message. Because while I don't declare who people can casually hang out with, I don't allow people trying to cause real world harm to just sit in my house. They literally feel entitled to treat fandom like a warzone, invade safe spaces, take shits on the floor however they want, and clutch their pearls if anyone puts up a boundary. Or like... defends themselves from doxxing or physical threats.
OH, or he could be talking about the people that tried to hijack admin permissions to delete my server just because they were told to stop chasing people across four channels to harass them, and this clearly was me being hitler and demanded a coup.
That's the kind of people he's uwu'ing on behalf of. All he does is bring persistent anti negativity into the fandom. Just scroll his goddamn WALL of his psych break of anti spam today, then he makes confused moose noises and tries to put on a 2 IQ confused innocent face going "IDK WHAT YOU'RE TALKING ABOUT." [spams gifs for a day until everyone forgets.]
What he calls a cult is "people watching the show," and "me having a limit on the abuse I allow people to subject me to within my own server, whether direct or indirect by exploitation and unreasonable emotional labor for people that aren't invested anyway."
Like. I can't emphasize enough this dude puts off rapist vibes. like. BEYOND his DM advocacy for RL incest. Boundaries are optional to him. Nobody is allowed a safe space. Nobody can defend themselves from him. It's fine for him to doxx whoever he wants, threaten whoever he wants, and spend the entire day trying to treat fandom like WWIII even with people trying to mind their own shit in their own space. But the fact that he isn't allowed to INFEST that space drives him batshit. The fact that every effort of breaking into my security permissions (A VERY STRANGE THING FOR SOMEONE TO DO THAT LIKES TO CLAIM I HAVE NO SOURCES) has washed out just makes him froth at the fucking mouth.
It's also why he's shaking like he has palsy worse than I do or something to deny the alchemists hired on set that. have it. in. their bio. and post. about it. As does the crew. While they all say it means something. But he is sitting here like literally shaking with rage, because that's ***WHERE*** his high pitched cult shrieking started, before he migrated it across to the audacity of me having a patreon (and confusing me with TheySilencedYou and coming at me about THEIR patreon). All while, of course, he himself was ripping dozens of thousands out of fandom to ride gold panels. Irony has no bounds.
That's ***why*** he can't accept any of this shit. Because well, that's where his fucking shrill teakettle noises started, and if people are telling the truth about pitches, it'd be awful awkward if the entire crew was tweeting out my mythos bible of the last four years nonstop, so NOBODY LOOK, NOTHING MEANS ANYTHING.
When you peel out his "MONEY GRIFTER" screeching at me bc I'm an artist with a patreon and compare it to his 50K fandom gold panel cruising; When you peel his "CULT, TRYING TO CONVERT PEOPLE TO WITCHERY" Christian Moral Panic shit out and compare it to the crew hired posting right now and Lata calling that shit out even in canon; All you have left is a very angry little incest-porn-watching basement dwelling man targeting an entire server of people with threats, doxxing, extortion and mass targeted harassment who has been goddamn wrong every step of the way and is taking out his fury on the people that were right the whole time.
That's it. That's all he is. Even his M&Gs aren't special, anyone could be a M&G funnel and probably better without blowing up his sources so easily like he did gayle and suzanne to make them followable for violations.
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fluffy-lee-boa · 2 years
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Ed hcs bc he's a stupid nerd
He has to be aggressively hugging a pillow or stuffed animal whenever he's sleeping.
With other people he loves being the big spoon bc he loves feeling like he's protecting them (*cough* also bc of lowkey possessive tendencies *cOUGH*)
He's in a constant mental battle of wanting to come across as scary and menacing but his inner child desperately wants to be soft and vulnerable with people
Bc of this he doesn't know who the real him is half the time. He wants to be the Riddler but the softer human desires of Edward Nashton get in the way
He gets personally offended if someone unfollows him and may even go as far as doxxing since he sees it as a personal betrayal/ abandonment. Mainly because he also jumps to conclusions thinking they're going to turn him in prematurely
Gets very insecure very easily since he looks WAY too into things. He'll get super freaked out over a random insignificant thing thinking that someone hates him
If overthinking was an Olympic sport Edward would win gold
This man is OBSESSED with all fan art of him. The fact that people are taking time to make art pieces of him honestly gets him emotional sometimes and he personally reaches out to every single artist no matter how inexperienced they are or how ""bad"" they insist the drawing is (literally you could draw a stick figure with a green bag on its head and Eddie will be sobbing and gushing about how wonderful it is). He's offered all of them money to buy an actual print of each piece and he proudly shows all of them off on stream hyping up the artist. God help you if you roast the artist in the chat Edward will at a MINIMUM doxx you. You do NOT want to unleash protective papa bear Edward
When he goes to Arkham he still makes a huge effort to personally respond to all fan mail
He just loves baked goods in general that's the one addiction he has. His coworkers joke that if you ever want to lure the elusive Edward Nashton out of his cubicle bring donuts for the office
His followers know this so they send him pastry type stuff all the time
"I swear it's like you people are conspiring against me. Are you guys TRYING to make me diabetic?"
He’s basically the new Harley Quinn: cutesy killer who’s attached to the Joker LOL I feel like BoP Harley and him would get along :)
ASDJFJDJSH SOMEONE DRAWS HIM AS A RAT ONCE WITH ALL HIS PETS AND HE GETS SO HAPPY HE CRIES AND PUTS IT ON HIS FRIDGE <3
I’m dying imagining the Arkham guards reading over all his mail in case he’s planning something else but every time he sends something out all they get is “Omg hi Margaret, how are the cats? I hear Mayor Reál approved your small business grant, if you trust her to follow through I’m all for it but remember you can always tell me if you need anything done in city hall :) I have my ways.”
Also Eddie was absolutely the office cryptid even before the murdery stuff started. Even at his usual spot at the diner every time he came in it would be an Event because no one knew exactly what his deal was. Plus the staff always made sure to set aside a slice of pumpkin pie for him.
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roomeight · 2 years
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Both sides of the fans have been quite nasty to each other tbh. I wish everyone could say stuff without patronizing or bullying anyone.
I agree with that. And also - despite what it may look like - I don't want to bully people. If they're giving me shit, I'll defend myself, but I never have wanted to bully people over the Graham stuff, like calling people names. I'll admit I've snapped a couple of times because of bad evidence, gathered in good faith by young fans, being believed (by adults) over testimonies and experience. And by bad, I mean, it doesn't pass a critical analysis and it wouldn't in a court of law. I get angry when people don't listen to women and give them a chance to speak and call them crazy bitches. No one on this side is saying you have to believe their story, we're just saying, allow them to speak, like you would a cis man. But the fandom shuts them down, doxxes and harasses them.
Also, using Dave's Michelle as a source of truth is problematic. She's close to the band, yes, but everyone in the band has probably been told what Graham wants them to hear, no? And if they do know, it's not in Blur's best interest to have that come to light.
I am very frustrated, I hold my tongue a lot. Sometimes it's too much and I have to say something, or I snap.
When I was trying to talk to that discord, I tried giving them information. All that ended up happening was them dismissing my points and then saying it couldn't be true because I wouldn't detail my friend's trauma. Literally someone did a google search and told me that my lived experience was wrong, that all of my friends are liars. A Google search. And then that whole take on everything spread like wildfire through the fandom, because Graham being innocent is what people want to hear, so they don't want to question the rationality.
So yeah, do I wish we were better? I do. But it's not going to happen until Graham supporters are willing to listen. And most likely, they're not because Mirja has been full time seeding people her narratives on what "really happened," to make them feel Gra is innocent. Because that's what Gra wants. He needs his army of defenders. But everyone forgets that Mirja's reputation is a liar. She has been a pariah for years because of her lying. But because it's all new fans she's talking to, on her alt accounts with different names, people don't know that. To them she is "the source." Well, I hate to break it to them but I, and a few others, were here long before Mirja.
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yhs-grian-rights · 4 years
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Sorry to bother you, but what the hell happened with Sam? I knew he's a fuckin douche but what the hell happened here?
Well I've had alot of people ask what the hell went down, so I guess I'll answer it here!
A 'callout' post was posted on twitter, where they talked about all the weird content that is present in yhs,TS and KoV. The post itself I believe claims that it's not trying to cancel Sam the content creator, but meant to spread awareness, and dare they ask, have content warnings for their videos? Preposterous.
Anyway, it got people talking, good, people were getting educated and properly warned about the content. But that also gained the attention of Sam. One would usually apologize or clarify, or simply brush it off, but that would be too easy lol. I mean, holy shit Sam, dude if you're reading, you could have easily said 'oh that was 5 years ago, and I'm not like that anymore' and boom, it would have been done, I mean there was proof but still, most would have agreed. People can change. It's normal. I myself probably wouldn't have agreed with being called out if it was something that was done years ago, I think it's a shitty thing to do. But, instead of that, he DEFENDED himself, even said "I will continue making the same jokes where I see fit" WHICH IS??? HUH. He basically dug his own grave when he said that, where do you possibly see fit to make rape and suicide jokes???? In a Minecraft roleplay?? The fuck?
Anyway, I am not active on Twitter so I didn't see it all go down apart from screenshots and links. So I'll skip directly to the part that had to force me to get involved in this shit show.
Out of nowhere, Sam and Baylee (his sister) joined the server. The kinnie server (wheeze). And emediatelly a "discussion" as they called it, happened. It was 2 am so I was asleep at the time, but my friend rightfully handled the situation to have a proper discussion. You can see the highlights of it in Mika's post about it, where she simply asked that a content warning would be appropriate, seeing as kids watch his videos (which he denied, which is stupid cuz do you think 18 year olds were the target audience of yhs when it came out??? You don't have control over who watches your videos, but it's Minecraft roleplay, what do you expect lmao) the mod ended up kicking them out (we have bragging rights now for kicking Sam from our server lol).
But, the thing that strikes me odd is the fact that he looked through our chat. Looked through conversations of 14-17 year olds. He's almost 30. Yeah that sounds about right. He was trying to dig dirt on us. Found a "kill me" comment, and thought that yes, we too are as bad as him, because simply saying kill me is equivalent to showing a hanged block man on a video to millions of kids. Nice! Guess we're all cancelled!
Im sure some friends of Sam linger in the server. I've heard he's trying to doxx Mika, a minor, for documenting a conversation that was public in the server. Which is also incriminating.
No one is asking for him to be a saint, or even agree on what should and shouldn't be joked about. Humor is subjective after all, if he really wants, he can keep making those shitty jokes, it would be cool if he didn't! Yet again, young people watch those videos and it's kinda fucked up. But I won't be policing what you can and can't do, I don't have a life but come on I got better things to do lol. The thing everyone is asking for, is proper content warning, literally just add warnings in the description or title. You might find the jokes funny but you can't deny it's a sensitive issue. He warns people for swearing but not for dark humor? It's a bit silly.
Anyway yeah that's some of main stuff that's been going on. Were tired.
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