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god had to make me this picky about vore bc he knew i'd be a menace if i had no boundaries abt it
#lol but like#the answer as to why im this way is prolly bc of how scared i get when i see it in media#like movies? if its a jumpscare/unexpected/i didnt go looking for it i panic#like legit phobia#and then i end up like this :/ 8yr old me didnt run away frm h.tt.yd crying so id end up this fucked up#pitvore
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I always kinda imagined Kogoro's fear of heights was just like, a normal old fear he had that didn't have any kind of dramatic reason for it, but the longer the show goes on the more it feels like it has to have some kind of traumatic reason behind it. Man has a full on panic attack looking over the side of the building, that had to be caused by Something right??
#The whole episode dedicated to making his panic Even More Severe because he almost fell off a roof#Made him scared of heights to the point he couldn't even stand on his office chair without crying#Ofc it got fixed kind-of by the end of the episode but it's like. Legit phobia territory isn't it#Very Interesting Stuff#kogoro mouri#mouri kogoro
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JUST GAVE MYSELF MY SECOND T SHOT!!!!!! WOOHOOOOO!!!!!!
#i don’t know if it’s normal or just because of my phobia of needles but i legit felt like i was gonna faint when i was done#and my ears were ringing really bad like i was legit hearing super loud tv static in my ears but it wasn’t real#is that normal#like the injection itself was fine (scary but fine) but like right after i pulled the needle out i got super lightheaded#but i think that’s just normal for me though. it happens after any injection i think i just really hate needles#bluejay says stuff#ANYWAY YAYYYYY TWO WEEKS ON TTTTT!!!!!
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Thought too hard about my mirror demons while high and realized that they've been by my side longer than anyone. We're friends now
#like I've had a legit phobia of mirrors since I was a kid#and I'm finding out as an adult that they are much scarier when I'm high#but then I realized 1) if I play devil's advocate and say they're real then that means they've been by my side all this time#at which point like. we're basically brothers#2) if they were real then they would have had AMPLE opportunity to kill me over the last 25 years and they never did#which would mean they didn't WANT to harm me#so yeah I'm friends with my mirror demons now it's been decided#i am. about to fucking fall asleep right now goodnight#rambling#weed tw#paranoia tw#?
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In other news I was surprised to find thalassophobia was a shared thing at all, but now that I've delved deeper into it I think my fears are just a general megalophobia with extra points for underwater occurances
And with extra points I mean I am ready to f*cking faint
#like uncannily large objects will just freak me out#but if its in the deep#with a good helping of atmospheric fog#and minimal lighting#oooooooo LAWD#legit freaking out here looking through google image finds how are y'all spending your Sunday afternoon#anyway my underwater project has a name now I'll call it MARINER bc i just like calling a spade a spade i guess#txt#thalassophobia#megalophobia#phobia
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living in denmark: aaw look at all the cute dogs walking around! i can't wait to get a dog!
after a week visiting ireland: i dont like dogs anymore
#before anyone screams in my ask box#i do like dogs i just#fucking hate irish dog owners#dog barking has legit become a misophonia trigger bc of everyone on my parents estate#just locking their dogs outside to go ballistic and bark until they lose their voices#one fucking guy left his clearly seperation anxiety dog locked out all night#and i got no sleep that night#dog owners are like parents of out of control toddlers in a restaurant#we have no leash laws here either so enjoy the amount of half feral dogs that will bite you if you walk past them#for the longest time i had a phobia of dogs from that shit
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this is such a specific thing to be mad about (not an actual issue! i do not think this is a Take!) but it rly annoys me how much caving/spelunking is presented as ooooh scary spooky!! and specifically caves being treated as like.. almost mavolent places which just desperately want to trap and kill you or something? i have no access to actual caving (requires money, transportation..) so i just want to watch videos of people caving to relax, but all i can find is "THIS SCARY CAVE EATS PEOPLE!!!" true crime/horror content and its like. no it did not. not just in the sense that the cave is an unmoving space which does not physically do anything to you and does not intend to - but in the sense that caving deaths are rare and almost always if not always the result of human error. experienced cavers know their limits and the dangers of the activity and know how to get into a tight passage safely and without getting stuck. and you dont do this alone w just.. some people outside the cave who know youre in there - if youre going to do this stuff you have someone else there who will immediately help you if you get stuck. almost everyone who gets stuck in a cave and dies - while always tragic! - ended up there because they or the people with them were not properly educated/experienced or made decisions that, whether they knew it or not, were unsafe. caves are not scary caves are wonderful and otherworldly and we have always gone in them and its completely possible to go caving w minimal danger. you dont HAVE to belly crawl through some mysterious tunnel. i would not do that! and i desperately want to go caving!! its not that scary! open your mind to the world we live within the caves are our environment our earth..
#97#long post#sorry thinking tunnel stuff again.#its totally legit to be afraid of caves like just on a gut level#but i dislike how this is then extrapolated into some truth that caves are like evil spaces or whatever#and that anyone who enjoys caving or spelunking is weird or 'crazy' etc..#your phobia of something does not impact the reality of the thing! i just wanna find nice cave content please!!!
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kaz gets exceptionally more unhinged and violent in the aftermath of any moment where he's felt weak or vulnerable
it's basically his subconscious way of compensating for that Fragile™ lapse: proving as much to himself as he is to the world that he is not weak and he still has his wits and his resistance, that he won't be so easily taken down
what this means, though, is that the next poor soul to cross him and dare to challenge him in any way is going to get a rather over-the-top backlash... regardless of just who they are 🤷
#〣♚{ headcanon }#good morning happy monday it's time for feral thoughts#but yes i'm still not over that scene in the prison#where he's at his most vulnerable and is in the aftermath of legit fainting due to his phobia 8')#and just dislocates the arm of the first guy to DARE to start any beef with him awnjgfohanjzgth#boy has a moment of weakness and is like#'neat. now who wants their ass kicked--'
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watched IT today and gotta say. bill you fucking hypocrite you said you said everyone's gotta stick together and that's how you kill the killer child-eating clown. and YET. YOU separated from the group. infuriating
#it the movie#i'm not generally a horror movie fan#but my family does this thing where we have a list of movies to watch for spooky season#and roll a die to chose one#and my sister wanted to put it on the list this year#so now. we've seen it#and like. eh. not my thing. i just gotta be careful cause I've got the kinda anxiety that loves overactive imagination#my poor father though has a clown phobia#something about watching the other it movie as a kid#and his stepdad being a clown#(like legit actual clown. like the profession)#so he did not enjoy this evening
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it’s so fucked up too because i LOVE traveling, like so much that i go on airplanes anyway, am in a long distance relationship anyway. but i’m so SCARED while flying and I can’t think of one specific thing that triggers it but my anxiety goes insane. And you hear of stories like the plane door that flew off the other day, or the plane that caught fire in tokyo… and thankfully nobody died in those but still??? so many things can go wrong. GABSNSKEKSBSNSMSNSNNS
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was kinda dark inside and saw an insect on the floor and first i thought it was a stink bug because it was so big but then i saw many legs and realized it was a spider so i freaked out and got a shoe and then when i was about to step on it it flew away. it was a fly
#isn't it so funny how phobias work??#like why was this creature completely not scary to me when i thought it was a stink bug and when it was a fly#why did it only make my heart race and make me feel lightheaded when i thought it was a spider#nothing about the creature itself changed#phobias are so weird and illogical#and i feel so bad bc spiders get such a bad rep and they're great for the environment#it's just a legit phobia for me :(
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its hard to be a big guy with a sensitive stomach
#i have this like. spot on my eye and idk if i poked myself or what but looking at it made my stomach So queasy#and even talking about it to my grandma made me have to sit down or else i was gonna puke legit#IM SICK OF THIS EYE PHOBIA!!!!!!!#sam’s glitter diary
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Who knew dreams about raw meat could be significant to your life
#it was actually very on point#i do have an existing phobia of undercooked meat so i thought the dream might be pointless#but then i looked up the meaning and it was like oh haha okay yeah thats legit#so strange#dreams#tw food mention
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A live look at me and my boyfriend this evening:
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#my eye phobia is like none other#the thought of contacts makes me vomit#i took a stick square to the eye today and couldnt see for almost a half hour#i made my bf buy me visine and give me drops#he is a legit nurse and does this on a regular basis but says im the worst person to give them too#i literally forced my eyes shut. turned my head and laughed the entire time#not hockey#my life: the hot mess#Youtube
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I'm once again asking that if you post sharks PLEASE TAG IT!!! I just saw a post and it gave me a fucking heart attack!
#please guys my phobia is bad#I'm legit shaking from the pic#it may not seem like much but to me its the most terrifying thing in the world
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VIV is constantly criticized by her own fault.
TW: Mention of: SA, Rape, Transphobia, fat phobia, Antiblackness.
(Hey, i'mma probably do a post eventually about episode 4. Btw, awfully shit, worse than I thought it could be... BIG TW OF R-PE AND SA IF YOU'RE GOING TO SEE IT. AND TW of the minimization of those topics too.)
(SORRY FOR BAD ENGLISH IN THIS POST TOO)
BUT I NEED TO CALL ATTENTION TO THIS! One of the reasons I criticize a lot of Viv specifically is because of how much she puts herself out there. She sees something she posts on Twitter about it a shit ton (even on "threads" lol). AND because of how lacking of improvement she has being. (I personally know people I have considered terrible when we were teens, but I have seen legit improvement from them in recent years. They seem like people who struggle, but got to grow up and made up for any problems (or pain caused to me or others). People have the ability to change and become better. Something that matters at pointing out issues or discussing-is the idea of creating change on others. It is better to get someone to change for the better than to cast them into the forever jail of nothingness (unless, IDK, they Sexually Assaulted someone, for example). Specially when they are young people. Doesn't mean YOU have to stick with other people that hurt you, no. Doesn't mean people get to do what ever and get away with it.
BUT All of this problem I have seen from Viv are from age 19-30. (you can change at anytime btw) And see constantly repeats herself and her actions. Seems to have never accepted criticism (said by herself too), and never able to see her own faults. The fact that is a continuous behavior is a problem, how she always responds is awful. My post of "Viv has being transphobic for 10 years", was to signal that. If she really had changed over those 10 years to a genuine thing- I could've taken that! But no, the shitty double standard against trans men... the weird treatment. THE MANY STORIES OF EMPLOYEES GETTING MISGENDERED HEAVILY, TOO.
(I know people who were transphobic [When they were teens mainly], that Genuinely improved and changed their beliefs. Now they treat trans people with respect and care! And still learning about gender-fluid people, too!)
It just seems to be further and further away from getting better! The fact that she only decides to take in account voices from SA victims that agree with her- it's painful as a victim, my self!
And yes, people who sent gore or dumbass shit to Viv (or the team) don't help. And go get help why you're looking and sending Gore to anyone. (Also, stuff like this does lead to people not listening to others people genuine callouts). The fact that I criticize something doesn't mean I agree with the people that go and do shit like the thing I just mention above.
AND ALSO A IMPORTANT THING HERE!
This drawing was created by DollCreep. BUT ALSO FUCKING REMEMBER this was done in response to the shit that Viv drew of him.
If you didn't know Viv drew a transphobic caricature of DollCreep using the name Jojo (his old nickname). This put together with a shitty anti-sjw meme video. DollCreep is a transman, Viv drew a character based on him. A furry wolf girl, If you can see in the image the main thing listed below the character name is the fucking "Sex=♀️". SO ON PURPOSE, CHRIST. Like... AND YES-is shitty from both to have drawn this (even if it was in respond) mainly immature in DC part. But that, or any toxicity coming from DC, doesn't delete the transphobia here. (imagine drawing a racist caricature of a poc person, because they are shitty to you). THE POST LINKED ABOVE SHOWS THE SITUATION, and in the end of the day. Viv says that DC is an abusive shitty person to her, but never realizing her own faults or anything she could'be possibly done wrong! (and again, any wrong done by DC in general can not be deleted by the fact of having being treated badly. If he did shitty stuff himself, that doesn't delete the wrong done in general to him or to others by viv)
Here about transphobia:
(this is like 8yrs old too)
Again, she never acknowledges anything that she might have done wrong. "She is a thoughtful person, that wants tor write queer and disabled characters! She wants to tell empowering stories of..." It doesn't even feel close to that when people bring up actual problems in her writing that are stereotyping or bad, and she just yells and cries. It all feels like empty sticks she is only interested in in the surface level, she doesn't want to actually deal with.
When she says "This characters is black guys ♡♡♡" and then the fucking 7th, a grayish character with zero black features. She can not actually try and draw a black person with a different hair texture, she'll faith is hair isn't straight and spiky (has done this so much too). She is all for positivity and diversity (can not draw more than 1 character that isn't a fucking stick with the same stupid face).
She can not write relationships in general. She cannot do gay couples, then don't lean on the stupid old uke uwu defenceless x big rough seme protector stuff. Again, all the interactions with Husk and Angel are sexual harassment. They are already a revealed future couple (and episode 4 is terrible for them, specially with that song). Stolitz is toxic, and predatory. That is not acknowledged, and all Stolas's predatory behavior and power dynamics are put in the background, cause- "look how sad Stolas is :(! HIS DAD IS SOOO MEAN, HIS WIFE IS A BITCH". All her gay characters are in pure surface: over-sexual twinks that are assholes, which also fit into the top/bottom as personality boxes.
Any other point includes sexual harassment as a joke. BUT KNOW SHE WANTS TO BE LIKE "GUYS SA STORIES MATTER, LOOK AT WHAT I WROTE" as if she didn't lean back into the problem of the diminishing of SA and r- (in general and done to men) with her jokes in HB. With all the sexual harassment that Angel Dust puts on Husk and others. (AND YES THERE IS NO WARNING IN EPISODE 4, FOR ITS HEAVY TOPICS! I do believe all series/movies with this need it. SPECIALLY IF IT'S SO GRAPHIC! "Sexual content" is not the same as a warning for SA or R-pe. An adult can see a movie with sex or sexual nutidy- when they see that- but it's different to get straight assault on screen. Victims can watch movies/series with sex in them all good, you cannot just group consensual sex in the same assault or R-pe...)
The thing where Mammon (the only fat character that isn’t from the fucking background.) is like FIZZ YOU NEED TO LOSE WEIGHT. AS IF SHE COULD EVEN DRAW ANY DIFFERENT BODY SHAPE WITHOUT DYING. Like there is only Mimzy (hasn't appeared yet, not given any importance. In the female lead show). Mammon the piece of shit (does the same as Blitz, but he is actually fully bad.) His design is done with 80 fucking layers on top. Like all the test of the skinny character's clothes suck up to their body except for Mammon. His body is hidden in layers upon layers of clothing (that's all you got?). All you main guys need to fill "the skinny have nothing men" and "skinny woman with big hips and legs, but no fucking stomach"?
AND YES! VIV DOES DO THE FUCKING, "FAT = FOOD LMAOOO". You know the thing HH fans and hater where like the "Bee needs to fat thing is bad, cause of fat = food (only food) is reductive and shitty"
(Can I refer to how the show Bojack H, make Diane gain weight cause of anti depressants- and it wasn't a joke! And she was happier too?)
(mine, from post right below)
... like is a bundle of issues. And Viv will never accept that she might be /or is wrong. That's why it hits the fan with stuff. -And again I liked many of the little concepts and stuff in HB and the original pilot of Hazbin. Shit- I still like Sir Pentious and Nifty. I do like Mammon as much as he is a pack of problems to call out, I fucking love the piece of shit Australian jester- The artist work hard on it, and I'm happy it's an openly queer! (as limited as it gets, too....). I liked Huni-cast, I loved the original voice cast! -and that happens! I could be writing this about other stuff too, not only Hazbin... if I created this blog earlier- IT WOULD ALL BE ABOUT RWBY, DANGANRONPA, even svtfoe...Ladybug... or Agretsuko's ending too. So yeah, sorry for the long post (as if all my post weren't)
#vivziepop critique#vivziepop critical#helluva boss criticism#helluva boss critique#helluva boss critical#hazbin hotel critical#hazbin hotel criticism#hazbin hotel critique#anti vivziepop#long post#tw rape#tw sa#tw transphobes#tw transfobia#tw fatphobia#tw antiblackness
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