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lilacandladybugs · 1 year
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im done being a person it's time to become a geometric shape. triangles dont know pain.
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ch3rriiii-bunn · 2 months
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You belong to me
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Paring: upper ranks + Muzan x Fem!reader
Synopsis: In different pov's, their jealously turn them a bit crazy
Content: possessiveness, jealousy, hinted smut, choking, fave grabbing, slight blood play, demon reader in Akaza, Nakime and kokushibo's part, kidnapping on Douma and Muzan's part, escape attempt, Muzan grabs you by the neck like that one guy in 365 days lol, arranged marriage theme on Muzans part
A/n: yall know that song by the weeknd? had to write some possessive jealous shit based on that song with some demons! WHAAAA I NEVER WRITTEN SOMETHING LIKE THIS!!🥴might do one with the hashira next🤭
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Akaza
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Akaza is known to not like his fellow upper ranks. You've seen it first hand when Muzan allowed you to attend an upper rank meeting since you became a demon by Akaza. He hated them all with a passion. Especially the ones ranked above him. With this knowledge, what in the hell possessed you to give any of them your attention?
Not just any upper rank, either. Douma in particular. In your defense, once Douma starts speaking, it's hard to shoo him off, especially given that you're much weaker than Douma is, so you play along to keep your reputation on a good note. You simply smile and nod at his nonsense. You knew Akaza wasn't going to step in since he'd rather run in the sunlight than talk to Douma if you were on your own.
How wrong you thought you were. Once Muzan actually left, Douma become more bold. Asking you personal questions, standing to close and even about to hold your hand, but before you could answer, you heard the sounds of blood splatter on the floor. Your eyes widened at how quick Douma's arm was severed.
"Oh, come now, lord Akaza. I was just joking-" "Shut up for once." Akaza snarled at douma in pure disgust. You wanted to say something, but you felt your feet leave the ground. Akaza had grabbed you and threw you over his shoulder and walked away from Douma while holding you. It always amazed you just how fast he was, but you knew how mad he was. The anger was just raiding off Akaza.
Akaza made sure to be far away from the other upper ranks in the infinitely castle and walked into one of the many empty rooms. Akaza put you down, but then, he backed you up against the wall. You felt your back press flat with your hands on the wall as well, giving how close he was to you. "Lord Akaza, please don't read too much into it. Douma was just being an idiot. " You tried to explain, but Akaza wasn't having any of it.
Akaza raised his brow. "So you're defending him?" His voice rasped as he tilted his head to the side. "No.." Your tone softened and looked at Akaza, worried since that wasn't your intentions. "I don't think I've made myself clear enough if my actions haven't shown it already." Akaza said and brought his hand to your collar bone and rested it there for a moment.
"Demon's I hate don't get the right to talk to who belongs to me." Akaza's face comes closer to yours with his lips now inches away from yours. His hand moves from your collar bone, up to wrap around your throat. "And you entertain a demon like him. Even saying his name from these lips. His fucking, name" Akaza's jaw clenched, and his hand tightens kts grip on your throat.
"Aka..za" his name hitched in your throat. His grip was deadly. You could still breathe. However, Akaza's grip was firm. He wouldn't dare kill his precious demon. It was just a "light" punishment. However, he needed you to learn your lesson and to show your loyalty to him and him alone. "Say my name properly. Or is my strength too much for you to speak?" Akaza smirked.
"L-lord Akaza. Lord Akaza~" you say his mamw twice. The second time you say it, you let out a heavy gasp as akaza lossend his grip on your throat. "You belong to me. Understood?" Akaza asked, keeping that eye contact and tightening his hand around your throat if you dared to look away. You nod quickly, your eyes almost teary from the slight lack of oxygen, and you watch Akaza's lips curl into another smirk.
"Good girl." He chuckled and gave you a kiss.
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Nakime
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Your girlfriend, Nakime, had summoned you to the infinitely castle. It's her job to always summon the 12 kizuki at the request of Muzan. Naturally, you felt terrified but remained to have a calm once you were summoned. However, Muzan was nowhere to he seen. Just Nakime, sitting there, a level above, and you looked up at her in confusion.
"Pardon for speaking out of turn, but where is lord Muzan," you asked, assuming it was him who wanted to speak with you, but it turns out that wasn't the case. "It was I who summoned you." Nakime spoke, her tone a bit quiet yet blunt. You chuckled and cut the formal introduction since Muzan isn't here, and you can speak freely since it's just you and your girlfriend.
"You do know it's probably a bad idea to summon me since you're taking me away from my work. Search of the blue spider lily and all." You grinned at Nakime and palced your hand on your hip. "I was keeping an eye on you. One of upper 4's clones has gotten closer to you. Haven't he? " Nakima said. You detected slight irritation in her voice, mentioning one of Hantengu's clones, but instead of asking a question for a question, you always knew it was better to answer her first.
"Ah, Urogi, yes. I wouldn't say we are close. However, he's a fun demon to work with. He likes to have a bit of joy and humor on our search," you answered. It isn't abnormal for Nakime to use her blood demon art this way. Especially since she's on the lookout to find the ubuyashiki family in the demon slayer core. Still, you couldn't hide your smile knowing Nakime was most likely thinking about you and wanted to check in on you.
"I forbid you to speak to him. Your task is to look for the spider lily. Not entertain each other with humorous jokes and touching," Nakime said. Her words made your heart spot for a moment and knew exactly what she was talking about. Urogi has always been proud of his sharp talons and would often tease you with them, but on this mission, he wanted to take it up a notch and poked your cheek.
To you, it was a wholesome moment. Urogi was just teasing, nothing different he dosnt do to the others, but Nakima had to see that, and she was furious. Urogi only touched you once in a playful manner, and it was enough for her to use her blood demon art to summon her back to you in that very moment. "He was getting too close to you for my liking and being bold enough to do that. Especially bringing those filthy claws of his to touch my woman's pretty face."
During this entire time, her facial expression remained unchanged until now. You could see her lips form into a frown and even watched as her teeth clenched together in a snarl. She was jealous. "Urogi was just being playful. I wouldn't read too deep into it, love. Sekido is probably scoling Urogi right now for wasting time to focus on finding the blue spider lily." You reassure Nakima, but she wouldn't let it go.
"Come here." Nakime took her biwa off her lap and rested it gently beside her on the floor and motioned her finger for you to come sit in front of her. You did as Nakime asked and sat down in front of her. You wanted to explain further to find the right words to reassure Nakime, but before you could, her hand grabbed your face
You gasped. Your breathing became unsteady as you felt her firm grip, her four fingers on one cheek while the other had her thumb, or rather her nail, poking onto your skin. The same spot Urogi poked at. "I will not allow a man's to touch to linger on what belongs to me." Nakime's voice turned cold. "You belong to me." She said as her thumb nail pressed harder, breaking your skin until blood slowly pours out.
Your jaw opens, and you inhale a sharp breath with your eyes barely open as you feel the sting. You're a demon, so of course it'll heal, and Nakime didn't pierce too deep. It was her way of wanting to hear her words come out of your mouth. You kept your eyes on her and eventually spoke up. "I belong to you~" Your voice hitched as you felt nails nail pull away from your skin.
Nakime leaned in closer to lick the blood from your cheek and watched as your cut healed already. She kissed your cheek and then came closer to your ear and whispered, "That's right. You belong to me, beautiful." Nakime said. Her hand lets go of your face and then trails her sharp nails down your neck.
You shivered until her fingers reached your kimono, near your tits and Nakime smirked. "I should remind you of how a woman's touch feels. So you'll never let another man touch you again," Nakime said. You bit your lip softly, feeling the heat rise higher in your body and your thighs squeezing together more. "I want that," you said, and Nakime's smirk only grew.
"Open your thighs for me and lay back. I'll show you how good these fingers work other than playing a biwa"
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Kokushibo
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His brother has been dead for centuries. Yet his name still echos throughout history but never would kokushibo think that his brothers name, yoriichi, would leave your lips.
Although you're a demon now and have been for a while now, you could still recount memories you had during your times as a human, especially in the demon slayer core. It was basically a law for any of the 12 kizuki to never speak of Yoriichis' name, yet you just had to talk about him since gyokko was curious to know how humans thought of him.
"Yoriichi has sun breathing. That's the best way to describe why he's well known even after his death. He could kill any demon in seconds. It's quite impressive," you admit to gyokko, and he nods his head, humming in response. Kokushibo had already been looking for you, but he never interrupted any of your conversations when you had them. However, hearing Yoriichis' name from you alone set him off to act out.
He came from around the coner and stood behind you. "Do I think yoriichi could beat Kokushibo? Well maybe-" you said but then saw both of gyokko's mouths open as he looked behind you. Your brow raised in question, and you turned around to see what shook him so much, but now you realized. "Kokushibou hi" you smiled nervously at him.
"It was good talking to you, bye!!!" Gyokko hides inside his pot, probably in another one by now, so it was just kokushibo and you. "Listen, I was just- oh!" Kokushibou picked you up, and then you heard Nakime's biwa sound, transporting you back to his home. You knew you fucked up. You and gyokko tried to talk in secret, but now kokushibo was going to punish you, a demon for speaking about yoriichi but in his own way.
Kokushibo put you down, turning your body away from him to face the wall with your body pushed up against it. You grunted from the sudden pressure but gasped once your hair was pulled back to face kokushibo. The view was upside down, but you could see just how angry he was. "You know to refrain from using that name. Have you lost your mind?" Kokushibou said, his deep voice almost turning into a growl.
His hand had a fist full of your hair, and not only that, his lower half was just inches away from pressing up against you. "I know- I was just telling memories from my human life I didn't think it was a big deal-" "and you actually believe a person like him could defeat me. Do you really think that? Dose his name interest you so much that you've forgotten just who's wife you belong to?" Kokushibou said.
You had a confused look on your face. Is he seriously jealous at the mention of his brother's name from his lover? You knew kokushibo was jealous, but you didn't expect him to be this possessive. "I'm sorry~" This is all you could mutter out. "Do not. Ever say that name. Again." Kokushibou crouches down to your ear, speaking slow for his words to be understood.
You mewl softly, biting your lip as you nod quickly, understand his words. "My name should be the only name said from those lips." Kokushibou now brought his other hand up to your chin and holding it while his other hand is still gripping your hair. Your back arches just a bit more once you felt Kokushibou press himself up against your ass.
He let out a heavy breath with a deep moan mixed in. "Having your jaw broken for speaking his name is the normal punishment from lord Muzan, since you're a demon and it'd grow back." Kokushibou grinds himself against, letting go of your hair and placing his hand on your tit.
"However, I have my own punishment. Just for you." Kokushibo's breaths become heavy, feeling himself get into heat, and he whispered in your ear.
"A punishment where you'll never remember to say his name and only mine. You belong to me, my pretty demon~"
Douma
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His "church" wasn't a church at all. You made the dumbest mistake to have even joined this religious cult. Your "savor", the one who saved you that day from eating eaten like an animal from a group of demons and showing you such kindness was just a cover-up for his true identity, which was a man-eating demon and not just any demon, the 2nd highest rank in 12 strong demons led by an even more powerful demon. The realization sunk in, and you made an ever worse choice than the first one.
You wanted to escape. You wanted out. You thought you planned your escape for a week, asking around what Douma's schedule was like so you knew the perfect days on when to leave, but that back fired on you. When you noticed nobody outside the temple, keeping guard and, of course, no sight of douma, you made a run for it.
You felt relieved. No one was there to stop you until a dark figure appeared from the shadows and snatched you up like you weighed nothing. "I caught you! You sure ran fast. Are you sure you weren't a demon slayer before you came to my temple?" Douma said, smiling from ear to ear.
You tried to catch your breath from running up, but your breath quickly turned into a panic. Douma frowned for a moment, "Oh you poor thing. Don't be scared. We'll get you back to the temple so you can rest for the night," Douma said. With such fake empathy in his tone, it almost sounded sarcastic.
Douma continues to hold your body off the ground in a bear like hug. His muscles flexed to hold you firmly so you couldn't escape. However, looking at Douma more closely, you noticed changes about him. His teeth looked more like fangs. His body against yours felt so cold, almost like he was dead and worst of all. He had "upper 2" written in his eyes. Was this a demon's technique? How was he able to hide these features on him so well around his cult members.
"I don't want to go back!" Your voice trembled. You tried to speak soft, but the panic got to you. Douma only just smiled, speaking in his cheerful voice. "If you're worried about being eaten alive, don't worry, you aren't my type of woman to eat, but you are my type of woman to be around. So I will be keeping you since you asked for my help to save you from those demons that day, so it only makes sense for us to stay together." Douma chuckled.
"What??" You sighed, looking at Douma with worry, fear, and confusion. "I don't belong to you, so let me go!" You hit Douma, but you knew your strengths was no where near compared to his. Douma places his hand on the back of your head, making your rest your chin on his shoulder while he embraces you more and nuzzling his face to your neck, taking in your scent.
"You still don't get it y/n? You're mine. I'm going to keep you until your time as a human is up." Douma said, throwing you over his shoulder and began to walk back to the temple.
"You belong to me and me alone~"
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Muzan
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2 years had passed since you were kidnapping, and you were finally back and safe with your family. Although your kidnapper, known as the most powerful demon, kidnapped you was bad, he could've been a lot worse. So you like to think of it that way. He could dispose of you at any moment, even when you couldn't help him find the blue spider lily, but he didn't.
You're family for owning a flower company, educated on flowers even so that's the main reason why Muzan took you but he let you go when you were of no use to him anymore. The bond you had with Muzan wasn't always about his work. There was soft intimate moments between you two but you knew not to get your hopes up since in the end, your knowledge wasn't all that useful and he let you leave, putting his work before you.
Your life continued to move forward, and eventually, you had an arranged marriage. A soon to be husband for you. He wasn't bad. He did promise to treat you right, give you his money and etc but deep down, you knew you couldn't love this man but went along with it for the benefits and your familes sake.
The wedding took place during the night. Your in-laws thought it would be a great idea to see how lovely your wedding dress would look in the moonlight. You asked to be alone in the fitting room, and you turned off the lights. Despite being human, you've gown accustomed to the dark and toy opened the window, feeling the night's breeze. Your hands slide down your sides to your hips, and you smile at yourself in the mirror, seeing just how gorgeous you look.
"You look stunning, my dear. They were right. The way the moonlight shines on that beautiful dress is just Devine," a deep familiar voice said. You gasped and turned your head to the window and saw Muzan, sitting in the edge and watching his glowing red eyes trace every inch of your body and even smirking at how the dress hugs your hips and holds up your tits perfect.
"Why are you... h-how did you find me?" You stepped back. Muzan came into your fitting room further and made his way towards you. Your body froze, but your eyes softened once you felt his hand on your cheek. His hand was so cold. "Do you think I'd let just anyone actually go?" Muzan bluntly said. That line alone confirmed your thoughts from a year ago. You weren't actually free, and like you predicted, Muzan would come back to you. However, it wouldn't be for the reason you think.
"I don't have any more knowledge on the spider lily. Even after you let me go, I couldn't find it." You explained to Muzan, but he only grinned. "I have upper ranks to do the job much better and faster than you," He said. His words cut a bit deep since you used as much energy as you could've helped him before. "But you can be useful to me in... other ways," Muzan said as his eyes gestured to your body and then looked back at your face.
It's like the old feelings came rushing back. In your own sick way, you missed this man. Muzan is the worst, curel and dangerous man-eating demon you could've ever met. Yet you knew leaving with him was a choice you had to make now. Your mind snaps out of it once you head a knock at the door. You and Muzan look at the door and hear a woman's voice on the other side.
"Um, y/n? Are you almost done?" One of your maid of honors asked through the door. "Yes, im-" you paused. Your eyes look down to see Muzan's hand slide on your hip and even slide his hand down lower, just like how he used to, but you stopped him. "I'll be right out. Just give me a minute," you say in a worry, and then look at Muzan, his lips inches away from yours, and you spoke quietly.
"You can come by tomorrow night, and we'll talk about this. You came at such an odd time. " You rolled your eyes halfway, trying not to let all these emotions cloud you. You turned around, but the second you did, Muzan had grabbed the back of your neck, making you gasp as he pulled you back to face him. "Mm.." Muzan brought you into a heated kiss, making you stumble back and sit in the mini table in your changing room.
"Y/n!?" Your maid of honor placed her ear on the door after hearing a thund sound. "If you think for a moment I'd let you have some random mam in bed with you, then you're more stupid than I thought," Muzan said as his jaw tensed. You pant as you feel his fingers press into your neck and you placed your hands on his chest for some kind of support.
"You belong to me, and I'm taking you back. The connection we share won't ever disappear, so don't think for a second it will," Muzan said, pulling you into another kiss. This time, you kissed him back. His words may not have been the sweetest, but you understood them. He wanted you, and you wanted him. He pulled away once he heard hard banging on the door.
"Let's go," you said, lifting up your dress, not hesitating for a moment about leaving. Muzan had picked you up, and you heard a biwa sound, transporting you to Muzan's room in an instant. Muzan, put you down. His hands made their way to your body, with one hand on your ass and the other playing with the zipper on your wedding dress.
He smirked at you, letting out a dark chuckle. "Now. Won't you let me give you that wedding night you deserve to have"
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cas-writes-stuff-ig · 3 months
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Cheering Her Up
f!/nb! reader x regina george (you love to make Regina feel better)
She calls you "duck" (ITS FUNNY/CUTE I PROMISE)
closeted bi Regina, and openly enby/lesbian reader
reader binds their chest with transtape/kt tape
secret relationship
cheering her up
Regina is taller than you
CONTENT: SO SO SO SORRY I KNOW IM WEIRD
Word Count: 1853
(Originally supposed to be a one shot)
kind of alludes to sex but not explicitly
Regina lets you write your own diss in her Burn Book, so Gretchen and Karen don't get suspicious as to why you're not in it. (a bit of transphobia and homophobia, t-slur/d-slur)
Past bullying and some self-deprication
Reader is a weirdo but Regina likes it
Reader likes classic rock and old hits, Regina pretends to despise it
She lashes out at you but its all good in the end :)
Reader likes to sing
Part 2 of Cheering Her Up (A Party)
a/n: this is a huge self-insert for me, I was really vibing to Bob Seger earlier (btw this is the second thing ive written in like 5 years spare me)
ALSO feel free to message or comment any feedback is appreciated 🙏
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Before the sophomore year, you were sure Regina totally despised you. She openly criticized any gay person she came across. Sophomore year, you were seated next to her in math and history, and you felt like you were going to be destroyed.
But when you came over to her house for a project, she asked "You have your first kiss yet?"
It caught you off guard. "Uh, no. Why?" your voice squeaked, although you knew she was a bitch. You were attracted to her.
She got close to your face and smirked, you could feel her breath on yours. "No reason," She grabbed the back of your head and kissed you. You didn't kiss back out of shock and Regina pulled away and went red, she opened her mouth to say something to excuse her actions, but you leaned in and kissed her again. That moment opened a whole new door for both of you.
After that, you and Regina got really close. Outside of the school halls, and in the comfort of Regina's mansion, you were secretly her best friend but also her friend with benefits. She isn't out yet either, she still has too much pride to be seen with a loser, but you don't mind waiting for her.
She was slightly nicer to you than others at school. She was actually pretty kind to you behind closed doors. She cared about you even if she never said it out loud. So about a month after you started hooking up, you were at her house and she handed you her Burn Book which was open to a blank page with only your picture on it. "I don't want Karen and Gretchen to get suspicious as to why you're not in it."
You could deal with the insults and the taunts, it never bothered you that much, so you wrote something that used to bother you 'Y/N L/N is a tranny dyke'.
The thing that did get to you was in 8th grade when you confessed to a girl, and she told everyone in your PE class that you watched girls change in the locker room. Everyone shunned you after that, but you grew thick skin. In freshman year you found your place amongst the loners and the nerds. You were content with it.
"Are you sure you want that in there?" Regina asked, what you wrote about yourself was harsh.
You nodded "Regina, I'm out of the closet already. It's a secret everybody already knows" You closed the book and handed it back to Regina and she tucked it away. "If I walk like a duck, swim like a duck, and quack like a duck, I'm probably a duck" She laughed at your joke, and you corrected yourself smiling "I mean dyke"
"You're so stupid" Regina replied, but it wasn't mean or full of scorn, she just shoved your shoulder. She changed your name to "Duck" in her contacts.
A week later you found out what your contact name was, you laughed at her a little and she got defensive "I'll change it then" and you quickly stopped laughing and took her phone.
"No no, keep it, please Regina it's cute" You yanked her phone out of her hand and tried to keep it away from her. You laughed again and ran around her room holding her phone, but she cornered you, pushing your chest, then your back hit the wall. You were breathless from running and grinned, though her face was stern. "I'm sorry, Gina. Please keep it, it's fine really"
The look on her face made you lose your confidence and you backed down, and handed her phone back, "Thanks loser" She tucked it back in her pocket, and she had a smug smile. "You're lucky I'm in a forgiving mood today" and tilted your chin up and kissed your lips.
After that day, it became one of your inside jokes, and "Duck" became one of your nicknames.
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That summer she invited you over to swim at her pool for the first time. "Hey loser, hurry up" she opened the door and led you to her pool.
You brought your only swim trunks and taped your breasts back to go swimming. She was in a tight bikini and she slipped in the pool, you took your shirt off, and she was staring at your body.
You weren't sporty, but you went to the gym, it's not like you had rock-hard abs, but you were toned and Regina hadn't seen you like that in the sunlight before, you beamed as you basked in the warm sun.
"Hey Duck, get in here" she beckoned you, you seized an opportunity to make a joke.
You bent your knees and flapped your arms a little walking back and forth at the edge of the pool "Quack quack" You giggled out. Regina cracked out a smile that evolved into laughter, her laugh warmed you more than the sunlight.
When you slipped into the pool, she was still laughing at you. "You're such a dumbass"
She splashed water at you when you tried to come and hug her in the pool. "Hey!" you yelped as the water got in your face and you splashed back.
After you just relaxed in the pool, you floated on your back, eyes closed, and sun-kissed skin. You didn't notice how Regina looked at you, but you heard water swish as she walked toward your floating body. You cracked an eye open, the sun was behind her making her look ethereal. Regina's blonde hair glowed, she looked like an angel, not the bitchy Queen Bee at school.
"Hey," you tried opening your eyes but just squinted.
She leaned down and said "Hey" back in her sweet voice and kissed you gently.
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The summer pushed you closer together, of course, she had her fair share of parties she went to with the Plastics. You were there at parties too, but you both only shot each other glances. The days she hung out with the Plastics, you missed her company.
You got your license over the summer and when you got the message that she was back home, you hopped in your Mini Cooper and drove to her house and picked her up. Though she usually drove you around in her Jeep.
"Where we heading today?" you asked as she hopped in the car
She ignored your question and her attention was on your music "Earth, Wind & Fire's 'September'? Really?" she criticized your music taste.
She buckled in and you said, "What's wrong with my music taste Regina?"
"God you really are a loser" she insulted, you could tell she was in a mood today. You were a little hurt but tried not to take it personally. "7-11 can you grab me a Diet Coke?" you nodded and started driving.
You skipped to the next song and what played was Bee Gee's "More Than A Woman" You smiled and sang along to it. Hoping Regina would get the hint you were singing it to her.
"Suddenly you're in my life, A part of everything I do. You got me workin' day and night. Just tryin' to keep a hold on you..." Your fingers tapped against the steering wheel and you moved your shoulders to the beat of the song.
She just groaned and pressed her temples, you thought she really hated it but from the corner of your eye, you saw a corner of her lip lift slightly. After seeing that you sang your heart out a little more at a red light you turned to her momentarily "More than a woman. More than a woman to me" and grinned wide.
"Hey! Keep your eyes on the road!" she pushed your head to look back at the road.
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At school when Junior year started, Regina and you acted like you two were nothing, you both devised a facade as to why you interacted at all. It was a half-truth, everyone at school thought Regina paid y/n to do their math homework. But you only did that sometimes, and usually just helped her.
Today when you met at her house she was upset about something. "Regina, what's wrong?" you asked worriedly.
"Nothing, stay out of it" she snapped at you and she stomped up the stairs to her room.
You followed her "Regina come on," she turned on her heel and looked at you angrily and lashed out.
"Why are you even here? You're not dating me, stop acting like it" She yelled at you.
You paused and your heart faltered "Regina..." you said quietly. She turned back around and she slammed her bedroom door. Regina crawled in the sheets and just went to sleep. You didn't follow her in. But you walked downstairs to her kitchen and opened her fridge.
When Regina woke up she smelled some kind of pastry downstairs and light music. She opened her door and crept down the stairs, as she approached the kitchen, she heard your humming.
The next song started to play, your back was turned and you were using her mom's apron and mittens, pulling out a batch of brownies from the oven. When you sang alone, you were cheesier and poured your heart into each song, then you placed the brownies onto a cooling rack on the island counter and pretended to hold a mic.
"Still like that old-time rock and roll. That kind of music just soothes the soul" You closed your eyes and turned around still pretending to hold a microphone "I reminisce about the days of old, with that old-time rock and roll" Regina just smiled stifling laughter.
But when you started playing air guitar, at the part with no lyrics. You heard her giggle and your eyes shot open, face reddening "Regina! You're up!" she just laughed at your incredible dorkiness and walked up to you, this was the highlight of her day.
You brushed off your embarrassment from getting caught when you saw how happy it made her. And you walked closer to her and continued to mouth the song and dance around her. Still wearing her mom's frilly apron. You took her hand and spun her around and she still laughed at your silliness.
You stopped and walked back to the counter where she followed, "Brownies?" you smiled.
"Yeah, sure" She sat down at the table and you cut two pieces out.
When you handed her a plate, she looked up at you and spoke softly "Sorry about earlier..."
You smiled softly and took her hand as you sat next to her "Its okay, don't worry about it" You let go of her hand and then asked, "You feeling better now?"
"Yeah, thanks duck" She leaned towards you and kissed your lips. "You're so fucking corny" Regina pulled away.
You smirked "You secretly love it"
"I do" She responded, you almost choked on your own spit at her admission. She reveled in your panic and took a bite of the brownie you made her.
Only you could make her smile like this, and laugh like this, you knew that, and you had your silent victory.
Part 2 of Cheering Her Up (A Party)
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captainmera · 4 months
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Mera, you should listen to Strange Sight by KT Tunstall 👀 (yes its from a tinkerbelle movie lol)
It is definitely a song that I think vibes with the way you write Evelyn and how she tries get close and become friends to Caleb despite his depressing nature.
That it I think it sounds good :)
YOU'RE SO RIGHT. *CRIES*
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I'VE LISTENED TO THIS ALL DAY. THANKS FOR SHARING.
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THE FATED STARS (PJS)
SYNOPSIS: Park Jongseong harbors the biggest crush on one of the most popular girls on the campus, you. You, being dared by your friend group to tweet and made a boyfriend application, initially started out as a joke, thinking that no one would applied it. Upon the tweet going viral and many applications being sent in, he decided that he would shoot his shot, even if he doesn’t know a single shit about what is the sun, moon, rising in astronomy. 
GENRES: slice of life, romance, comedy
PAIRING: secret-admirer!jay x f!reader
STARRING: xdinary heroes’ gaon and jooyeon, aespa’s ningning and karina, itzy’s yeji, le sserafim’s kazuha, the whole enhypen.
WARNINGS: a lot of actual unhinged things going on, author is a bit too obsessed with astrology so you’re now forced to learn about it, cussing, some lame sexual jokes (I promised it’s lame), they all tell each other to give up and kts, reader is not jlo’s biggest fan because she’s a mariah carey’s fan. the whole band is so broke for some reason. 
A/N: SURPRISEDDDD…. tried my hands on writing smau because too much angst kills me. I hope you guys enjoy it and if you want to be in the taglist, comment on this one.
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STATUS: ON-GOING
FORMAT: SOCIAL MEDIA AU
UPDATED: EVERY TUESDAY-WEDNESDAY-THURSDAY
RELEASED DATE: 08 NOVEMBER 2023
END DATE: UNKNOWN.
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ASTEROIDS
✭ INTRODUCTION/PROFILES
VICTIMS OF CAPITALISM | 7 DUCKLINGS
✭ MOST POPULAR ASTEROIDS
(001) - BOYFRIEND APPLICATION
(002) - FORM FILLED
(003) - PERSONAL OPINIONS & FAVORS
(UNCUT 003) - FIRST IMPRESSION MATTERS
(004) - CHART ANALYSIS
(005) - MEET UP (+ written)
(006) - SHE HATES ME
(UNCUT 006) - REPLY IF I SHOULD…
(007) - THOUGHTS ON ZODIAC SIGNS?
(008) - BANNED ON KAKAOTALK
(009) - KURT COBAIN’S FANSIGN
(UNCUT 009) - USERNAME CHANGES
(010) - LOSING TO IDGAF WAR
(011) - GOOD THINGS ARE COMING SOON
(012) - THE RECORD STORE HANGOUT (+ written)
(013) - TUMBLR GIRL ERA (SELF SABOTAGE)
(014.01) - BABY
(014.02) - BABY
(015) - SORRY (BUT I’LL DO IT AGAIN) (+ written)
(UNCUT 015) - THE IDOL, THE FAN
(016) - CONCERT ANNOUNCEMENT
(017) - PICKUP LINES TO USE FOR CONCERT GOERS
(018) - CONCERT'S PARADISE (+ written)
(019) - SYNASTRY AND THE SIGNS
(020) - THE COFFEE KISS (+ written)
(021) - ACCEPTING MY FATE
(022) - JEALOUSY? (+ written)
(UNCUT 022) - WHAT TYPE OF LOVER ARE YOU QUIZ
(023) - STEP UP MY GAME
(024) - THE DAY THAT YOU'RE FINALLY MINE (+ written)
(025) - I LET YOU INTO THE DARK SIDE
(UNCUT 025) - FREE CHART READING
(026) - AWKWARD ROMEO AND JUILET
(027) - COUPLE ANNOUNCEMENT
EPILOGUE 001 - TRUST FUND BABY
EPILOGUE 002 - GETTING A GIRLFRIEND IS EASY...
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constantly pondering how katya would text it haunts my every moment. bc she SEEMS like the type to like. idk. type like she’s chronically online. BUT SHES NOT CHRONICALLY ONLINE IM PRETTY SURE theres no REASON she would be it makes ZERO SENSE. so i was like fuck would his 13 year old type with like actual grammar in casual texts thats horrifying. but the MORE i think about it how much would the zone even bother to teach i remember it being siad somewhere they were taught to read (i dunno about writing? i dont recall and im too lazy to check) but like. would they be taught actual like perfect grammar. how much would they even have to read to like actually get a grasp on how words r spelled. since mainly u figure out how their spelled through seeing and idont know if inhumane experiment zones have books for those subjects to read.
i assume not? either way, id assume she’d have been taught the basics, like punctuation and capital letters but probably not the intricacies of it and she wouldnt like. know how typing online works and how people dontlike proper grammar so now im imagining proper punctuation and capitalization from some hyper barely a teenager who cant spell half the words shes typing and i cant get over it.
please help my suffering how does kt type
you're asking the real questions anon
let's start with the fact that the facility wouldn't want to give its residents access to social media, and the list of websites they can visit in computer rooms is strictly curated. so Katya having any awareness of zoomerspeak or Internet slang is highly unlikely
she also isn't especially well read or educated, so her regular speech - and ESPECIALLY her written speech - is anything but grammatically correct. or rather, her speech sounds fine, but her punctuation and spelling are abysmal. Katya also absolutely butchers more complicated words, but tries to use them regardless because they are fancy.
and lots of emojis. Lots of em.
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Cafe Love~ Joseph Quinn
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Requested by @kellysimagines
Warning : Smut Ahead!!
Request: Hii!
So i was wondering if you could write a joe quinn x reader where the reader is a worker at a cafe in London and joe comes there and she knows who he is but doesnt treat him like someone famous and they get along really good and they go on dates and start dating and when the fans get news of it they say she doesnt deserve him and he deserves someone famous. She cant treat him right and stuff and when he comes to her place she tells him everythinf and they fight about kt and he comes to her work and tries to explain and she ignores him and her co worker tells her he really loves her and stuff and latershe goes to his house and they talk it out and make love? :)
You turn on the lights on at the cafe you have been working at for a few years now in London, you were studying in college still and working. Jen, your co worker and friend, her father owned the small cafe, it was one of the best in London walked right after you as you put your stuff in the back.
" Good Morning" she greeted you with a smile, placing her things next to yours, giving you a little squeeze on your shoulder.
You met Jennifer when you were biking around, and she had invited you out for drinks later that night. The two of you have been best friends ever since.
" Good Morning Jen" you threw her a smile as you were getting ready for a busy day. Usually the weekends were the busiest, many people and tourist that came to the cafe, loved your treats and coffee.
You didn't know one busy Saturday a man would walk through those doors changing your life.
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You had been pulling out fresh bakes cookies, from chocolate chip to almond to a few others. They smelled so devine making your mouth water, you set one aside for yourself on your lunch break before washing your hands in the nearby sink and drying them with a towel. Jen was helping out the customer when you noticed him, he walked through the doors of the cafe, stopping as his eyes closed as he sniffed the air. His lips pulled in a shy small smile as he looked around, analyzing the cafe. His curls were messy, one piece just stuck on his forehead making him look extra adorable.
His chocolate brown eyes landed on you, he sent you that shy smile that he holds on his lips as he stands in line waiting to order. There are two people ahead on them, one mom with a little boy.
" Hi, How can I help you today?" the boys eyes widen at the selection of treats on the window. He points to the one who he wants and looks back at his mom, she nods and looks up at you.
" One muffin, a chocolate chip cookie and a small coffee, black with one sugar"
You glanced down at the little boy, handing him the cookie that he wanted but not before giving him a lollipop that stood by the counter. A full jar of them. You selected one and walked around the counter kneeling before him, " this is for you, little one"
He looks up at his mom, with his big eyes and smiles.
" Can I? Mama, can I?" she laughs at him, running her fingers through his hair as she nods. " Go ahead" he turns to you and has his hands out, doing grabby hands with his small hands at the treat.
You watch him take it as he stares in awe at the sugar treat from you.
" Thank you" you stand back up, winking at the little boy. Jennifer had given the Mom the order she wanted, awning at the boy that you just gave the treat to.
Joseph who has been standing in line has been watching the interaction, a big smile on his face and his heart beaming at your actions. His eyes watch you as you walk back behind the counter. He wondered what your name was and if you knew who he was.
As he got closer in line, his eyes were glued to you as you served the customers with such kindness in your heart. He was already smitten by you.
As Jen says, " Next!" Joseph walks up to the counter and Jen's eyes go wide knowing who he was. " Holy shit!" she says, you on the other hand look at her with your eyebrows frowned together in question on what was going on.
" Jen?" you call out to her. Your voice angelic, making Joseph's stomach turn with happiness. He likes the sound of your voice.
" Y/N, do you know who this is?" you shook your head turning your head to look at the handsome man in front of you. His chocolate brown eyes is what captivates you. They were so beautiful.
" I don't, I'm sorry" for the first time Joseph stares at you in awe that you had no idea who he was. This makes him wants to know you.
" This is Joseph Quinn, he plays Eddie Munson on Stranger Things"
" The who?" you tilt your head in question. Joseph laughs, " It's okay, love. I'm not offended or anything"
Jen is fan girling like no tomorrow as she has a hold on your arm, digging her nails into your arm.
" Jen, ow. Easy there, tiger" Jen looks down, gasping and say sorry. She nervously takes Joseph's order but his eyes are on you and your eyes is on him.
There was nothing that needed to be said, both his eyes and yours were telling a story there. You two were already into each other. You wanted to reach out and play with his curls, how they would feel under your finger tips. You wanted to feel the way his facial hair would prickle underneath your finger tip, you wanted to keep looking into those brown eyes, you wanted to feel his warmth next to you.
" Here you are, on the house" Joseph broke his gaze from you to Jen.
" Would you like an autograph or photo?" he asks, and she beams with happiness running to the back to get her photo.
" You know, you're really beautiful like a piece of art" Joseph flirts, winking at you. A blush reaches your cheeks, and a giggle escapes your mouth.
" Thank you, you're not bad yourself brown eyes" he blushes and glances down at his coffee in his hands before Jen comes running back with her phone.
As she takes her pictures, she babbles to him how amazing he is and how much she adored him but his eyes were on you and they never left. You decided for the first time to make a bold move jotting your number on a piece of napkin and moving it his way, he glances down to see your hand writing and smirks.
He takes the napkin into his pocket, " I'll call you" he winks as he bids you both goodbye and thanks you for the coffee and treats, as he leaves, he stands outside the glass window looking over his shoulder at you as he still smirking, but he bites his bottom lip before he crossed the street.
You giggle making your way to the back with Jen after you gushing how pretty Joseph he was.
Indeed he was and he called you later that night, missing you already when you two just met.
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Joseph had been coming into the cafe more and more just to see you, of course you would treat him to fresh bake treats and sit with him during your lunch.
Those months you got to know him, he was the reason you looked forward to beside Jen who has been gushing how you and Joseph were the next cutest couple.
" When do you get off work?" he asks, finishing the cookies you had made just for him. " In an hour, why?"
He leans back into his chair, running a hand through his curls as he chews the last bit of cookie he had in his mouth, before answering you.
" I was wondering if you would like to grab dinner?" you bite down on your bottom lip looking at him as he sat there, biting his own lip looking nervous with his eyes scanning your face.
" is this a date?" a blush creeps on his cheeks and ears as he nods, shrugging.
" If you want to"
" yes, I do"
Joseph waits till you and Jen close the cafe for the day, watching as you interact with customers. His eyes lightening up every time a small kid gets an extra treat from you. He loved how big your heart was and couldn't wait to make you his.
" All done" you cleaned the last bit of the counter as you washed your hands before grabbing your things. Joseph stands up from the chair, the scraping noise makes your head turn to see he was waiting for you by the door.
" I'm leaving, Jen!" Jen calls out from the back wishing you a goodnight and says bye to Joseph.
"I'm ready" Joseph opens the door, " such a gentlemen" he gives you the shy smile that he always does as you step outside in the cool air.
That night you and Joseph had dinner and talked more getting to know him more on what makes Joseph Quinn the happiest. His last answer brought you a pause in your step.
" One more thing that would bring me happiness is making you mine"
Your eyes locked with his to see if he was joking or not, he wasn't. He grabs a hold of your hips and leans in brushing his lips against yours. He hesitate giving you time to pull back, and when you don't, he leans in pressing his lips against yours. His lips are a bit chopped but that's okay as you kiss him back, wrapping your arms around his.
From that moment you were his.
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You have been dating Joseph for a couple of months now and even though he doesn't go on social media, you do. You have an instagram where you would post your dates with Joseph, he was fine with it and loved that you loved to show him off.
You sat in your apartment, not working today instead Jen had hired a few more people giving you more time off since you work more hours than she does. As her best friend too, she wants you and Joseph to have more time together.
Something was playing on the tv as you scrolled through the comments on your latest post on Instagram. You had posted a photo with Joseph, he had his arm around you looking down at you while you looked up at him with a smile on your face.
But the comments from his fans brought tears and hurt.
She's too ugly for him and he’s into her?
Why is he dating someone like her? He must pity her
Isn't she the one working at that cafe? I swear, what does he see in her. She doesn’t even earn as much as he does
Why is she smiling like that? Her lips looked to be all chapped and ugly
Why is he dating her? He could have anyone famous. Just look at her, she is nothing compared to the models and actresses
A sob escapes you as you threw the phone down next to you and brought your knees up to your chest. They were right, he deserved someone that he can show off, someone who was famous and did something else than worked in a cafe like you. You continued to sob not hearing the jingle of keys putting into your door.
You had given Joseph as key to your place, it's been a couple of months since you started to date him and you two were closer than ever.
Joseph closed the door, his eyebrows frowned together as he stopped listening hearing crying. You were crying and it broke his heart he hurried took off his shoes before making his way into the living room. The tv was quite but he could hear the sound of crying coming from you.
He frowned seeing you curled up on the couch crying into your knees.
" Sweetheart, what's the matter?" he asks placing his hand on your knee. But you don't bring your head up to look up at him or give him any sort of attention.
" Sweetheart?" he calls out to you, wrapping his arm around you and pulling you to his side. You don't answer him, and he sighs.
" I can't help you if you don't tell me who hurt you or said something to cause to be like this"
When you rose your head to meet his gaze, his face dropped and his shoulders too at the sight of you. Your glossy eyes were flowing with tears, dried up tears on your cheeks too and your lip was quivering.
" Oh sweetheart" he turns that he's better facing you and turns you to face him as he cups your face, brushing away the tears with his thumbs and kissing the wet spots on your cheeks hoping it would make you feel better.
You reached behind him for your phone still sobbing but gasping as you tried to calm down, he looks at the photo you shared on your social media, a smile lighting up on his face but when he saw the comments, that smile dropped.
He scrolled through the comments and his heart broke reading them. He turned off your phone and tossed it to the side, he grabbed you and pulled you into him, rocking you.
" Shh, shh. it's okay, don't mind what they say" you pulled away from him, looking at him.
" So your not going to say anything to them or comment?" He shakes his head.
" I don't need to sweetheart, it's social media. It's toxic, you know this. My fans might not like you, but I am completely in love with you"
" But the things they said, is true. You deserve someone much prettier than I am, someone who is famous and who is an actress, who does the things you do, I'm just a girl at the cafe you met"
" You're not some girl that I met in the cafe, okay you are-"
" Excuse me, is that suppose to make me feel better, Joseph?" He closed his eyes at your comment, trying to make the situation better when he feels you two are about to argue.
" You didn't let me finish, you're more than what you think. Those comments don't mean shit, and you know it"
" But they do!" you stand up throwing your hands up, " They do, they mean something to mean. Your fans are cruel, and you sit here wanting to brush them off? No, I'm not going to do that. It hurts me and its hurts me that you aren't doing anything to stop it"
With those words you walk into your bedroom slamming the door letting Joseph know you were upset with him, more like mad.
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You hadn't talked to Joseph in over a week, refusing to see him and talk to him when he came to work. Jen would always greet him and tell him you were sick or you were busy in the back making new treats.
It really hurt you the way his fans wrote those comments and he refuses to do something about it. He hadn't even came up to your door when you walked into your bedroom, slamming it. He left after that thinking you needed to cool off.
He missed you terribly and you missed him too.
" have a wonderful day" you just served a customer when Joseph walked in, and he rushed to the counter grabbing your hand before you had a chance to call for Jen.
" You aren't hiding from me this time" you snatched your hand away from his grasp, scoffing at him.
" Please talk to me, sweetheart. I miss you" he pleads walking the other side of the counter where you walked off to put a plate of new cake you had made.
You were selling pieces of cake now.
" Please sweetheart, I should of said something. I should of not let you walk into your bedroom like that, please. I need you" he lets out a whimper as his eyes shine, glossy and he pouts.
But you ignore him as much as you heart is screaming for him to love you.
Jen watches as Joseph tries to talk to you at his best attempts but nothing is working.
Joseph shoulder's slump as he walks away running a hand through his curls feeling his heart break.
" He really does love you. I can see it from his eyes, and the way he treat you. You need him as much as he needs you, Y/N"
You paused what you were doing and look at Jen. Maybe she was right, you needed him and you weren't about to lose such a sweetheart of a man like Joseph Quinn.
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" Just a minute" you hear from the other side of the apartment. You had took off work early to go see Joseph and talk things through. You didn't want to lose the best thing that has happened to you.
The door flew open and Joseph stands there in a black shirt, a few chains around his neck, baggy pants and socks on his feet with his hair in messy curls and he looks like he was crying.
" What are you doing here?" this time there was no sweetheart added to it and it hurts.
" Can I come in?" you ask, you see him nod as he steps aside. As you walk past him you can smell the cigarette he had just smoked off of him. You missed him terribly.
He closes the door and turns to you, showing you to the living room on the couch.
" I'm sorry" you mumble to him. His fingers tap on the side of the couch as he hears you but tilts his head in confusion.
" What?" he asks just to make sure he heard you correctly. " I'm sorry for lashing out, for hurting you and acting like how I acted"
Your gaze had been on the ground before you see two socked feet in front of you and a finger on your chin raising your head up to look at him.
" Love, I didn't like how you acted because of the unnecessary comments from my fans. They aren't what I want, those comments. You are beyond beautiful, I love you the way you are. You make me the happiest I have ever been in my life, you make me feel like I matter more than anyone besides my mom. Sweetheart, I don't need anyone famous. I ned you. You" he cups your face with his hands as his thumb skim over your cheeks.
" I love you Joseph"
" I love you too, how about I show you how much I love you?"
When he looks at you with those brown chocolate eyes, you never imagined seeing them shine brighter as you look at you. Capturing in a trance.
It’s magical, the way you make him feel.
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His hands roam your body, memorizing you with his eyes. His fingers dance up and down you sides, arms wrapping around your waist. He presses his face into your chest, licking and sucking at your tits but gentle nibbles making you moan.
Open- hot mouth kisses are pressed to your neck and collar bones leaving behind a trail of kisses. He moves his way downwards, planting more kisses on your tits and bites, tongue flicking at your nipples.
His hand grip your hips as kisses go lower. Pulling your legs apart and locking eyes with you before he kisses just above your pussy. He pushes your panties to the side and slides a finger through your slick.
He puts a finger into his mouth, sucking your juice of his fingers making you watch as he does. He likes taking his time with you and making you watch what he does.
You can't help moan at his actions.
He smirks leaning forwards, giving kitten licks and slowly circling his tongue on your clit. He makes eye contact with you one more time before he licks up big stipe up your slit causing you to gasp and arch your back.
Joseph giggles at your reaction and continues what he was doing. His hands grip on your thigh, squeezing them as he continues to lick. He pulls your legs down closer burying his face deep inside of you. You moan as his tongue devours you.
His tongue was magical, slurping all your juice and making a mess. He moves his tongue back on your clit and pushes one finger inside, then another.
You gasp at the stretch, arching feeling his fingers. He curls them, making your hips thrust up. He watches your face with pleasure and hears your moans as he scissors his fingers to stretch you out.
You mewl at the pleasure and he continues to pleasure you with his fingers, flexing them inside making you feel good.
Pouting at the lost of contact of his fingers as he pulls them out but he hushes you, leaning down, kissing you softly. You moan tasting yourself on his lips. He pulls your panties down your legs and glances down just admiring your body.
The window near the bed lets out some wind as it kisses both your bare bodies making you shiver in delight. Joseph looks down at you with some much love.
He pulls down his boxers, grabbing his cock giving it a few pumps as he lines himself up with you. He looks down at you with a loving gaze, and took his time pushing himself in you wanting this moment, to show you that he loves you, to be perfect just like you are to him.
It takes some self control for him as he wants to just rile you and call you his pretty little pet. His eyes is locked with yours as his cock stretches you out, if he break it, he might cum faster than he thinks he is.
Slowly, inch by inch, he spreads you out with his cock, watching as you twitch and moan under him. You were his and he was going to keep you forever.
He rocked his hips into yours until a groan escaped his chest. You moved around, grinding against him feeling how good he felt inside of you.
Joseph loved to see the look of bliss across your face whenever you two would entangled like this. He knew the spot you craved the most as he changed his angle making you arch your back. He targeted that spot, hitting it deeply.
Your breath hitched as you watched him, a small smirk playing on his lips as his eyes dropped seeing the way your thighs twitched and your pussy clenched around him.
He sped up the pace.
His thumb traced your bottom lip prying it open as he pushed his thumb against your tongue and down your throat, a bit. You sucked at his tongue, twirling your tongue and when Joseph was satisfied with the spit, he took his finger from your mouth and put it on your swollen clit. He pressed hard and drew circles feeling you getting close.
He leaned down against your ear, whispering, " Cum for me, sweetheart"
His words pushed you over the edge and letting the warmth spread through your body. You screamed his name and your eyes rolled back.
Joseph kept going, seeing the pleasure he was giving you. Your hand went into his curls, tugging as he lets you ride out your orgasm, slowing down.
He hears your breath hitches and picks up the pace again. He leans down a bit, as your tongue nips and licks at his neck, giving kisses too telling him you love him so much.
At those words, he spills his warm cum inside of you. He pants and slumps against you.
When he pulls out his softening cock, you whimper at the loss of contact, watching him get up and he returns from the bathroom with a wet washcloth, cleaning you up and giving you a kiss on your lips.
" I love you so much, sweetheart" he pulls the covers over the both of you, cuddling up to you as he kisses the side of your forehead.
" I love you too"
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urmomw4ntsme · 2 months
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hello i may have asked too many but shh
7. earbuds or headphones?
8. movies or tv shows?
16. most comfortable position to sit in?
21. obsession from childhood?
40. weirdest thing to ever happen at your school?
45. which genre: sci-fi, fantasy or superhero?
48. if you were a fruit, what kind would you be? (u ar banana to me. silly vibes)
60. if you were a character in an anime, what kind of anime would you want it to be?
61. favorite line you heard from a book/movie/tv show/etc.?
62. seven characters you relate to?
67. good luck charms?
68. worst flavor of any food or drink you’ve ever tried?
72. worst subject?
83. writing or drawing?
86. cookies or cupcakes?
89. who would you put before everyone else?
95. favorite app on your phone?
97. how many phone numbers do you have memorized?
mevwer too many wuestions i love answernnf
7. earbuds - headphoens hurt my outer ear :(
8. movies - love tv shows but theyre js so long it lowkey feels like an obligation to have to finish them once u start it
16. shrimp.
21. probably wanting to learn to play a musicsl instrumenr or drive (gonna learn one of these this sjmmer heheeh)
40. THIS GIRL LITERALLY BROUGHT VODKA IN AN ALUMINIUM KA BOTTLE, DRANK IT DURING RECESS AND WENT TO CLASS WHILE SHE WAS DRUNK FOR THE FIRST TIME IN HER LIFE LIKE WHT DID U EXPECT WUD HAPPEN 😭 (she got suspended)
45. i wud say fantasy bit it cud change too
48. banana is my fav fruit so ur completely right. but additionally for aesthetic puroposes i wil say. strawbeby
60. i havent watched any animes ever but if its a story ur talking about then iwud want it to be about how a hilarious girlboss gets sad drops her crown meets a gorgeous gorgeous girl who picks it up for her and they kiss and fuck
61. YA BORING. do j need to say where from. also theresa bomb at thiswedding UR BUT. IS DA BOMB. also tell the stars i say hello im sorry bye
62. sirius black / james potter / leo valdez / i camt think of anyome else sory
67. its jusg the one phrase 'fuck it we ball' tjrre is nothing else
68. orange juice byt when it tastes like the litera color orange mixed with sugar syrup
72. maths
83. both depending on mood but honestly preferably drawing cus u can draw wtv u want and kt doesnt have tl make sense
86. CUPCAKES 4EVER
89. my best frjends . all of them. and if jt comes to choosing btwn them i wud kill everyone snd then mysef.
95. tumblr / tomb of the mask
97. 4 - my immediate family's (excluding emergency numbers and atuff)
THANK U FOR ASK RSOEI POSIE
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jcymercers · 1 year
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need these out of my brain so random house of anubis headcanons
jerome had a crush on alfie when they first started rooming together, he got over it quickly
patricia would never admit it but her most rewatched movie is twilight ever since joy dragged her to the theaters to watch it opening night
the first time patricia and eddie watched twilight together, eddie cried
joy got really good at driving while she was kidnapped because as long as her dad was accompanying her, he let her drive as far and as fast as she wanted, she knows how to drift
joy taught jerome how to drive
one day for a study break fabian started playing guitar and joy asked him to teach her some chords, he said after they finish their work, so she speedily wrote in the answers and he taught her her favorite song, that's when she started to fall for him
alfie sleeps with his blankie under his pillow, he doesn't need it he just likes that its there
fabian gets really into football, he can actually make clean shots if he's really fired up, he just never gets picked to play so he just enjoys watching
kt is allergic to cats but will always hold a cat if she sees one even if she starts sneezing up a storm
mara writes and directs a short film in college loosely based on the sibuna kids but makes it 100 times messier, it wins an award for the festival she submitted it to. she had so much fun with it she adds a minor in film studies to her journalism major
when kt tried to tell eddie that patricia still like him and he misinterpreted her words to thinking she liked him, as soon as she figured out why he was confused, she ran up to him saying, "i dont like you!" he just stares, like okay? and then she goes "not that i dont like YOU, i just dont like you. as in boys. i just dont like boys." it takes him a minute, and then he processes her words and the rest was history
amber and alfie never actually liked each other, they just became best friends and let people think they were dating
thats all thank you for listening
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randomnameless · 7 months
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The phrase “we have been aware of the high levels of competency from KT's writers, especially with their work for 3H” is worrying; i'm not going to shit-talk them just for thinking that 3H has a good story, especially when someone's standards for what makes a story good or not is subjective and could be different from ours, but KT's story-telling skills are never going to improve if people keep only telling them that Three Houses' deeply-flawed story was actually a narrative masterpiece, instead of a self-contradicting mess with plot points it introduces solely as gotchas and has no intention of ever following up on in any meaningful way, characters getting assassinated left and right to try and argue that female Ashnard might actually be right and not so different from them in terms of morality and goals (while they're in the middle of fighting for their lives and watching their friends die in battle because she decided to invade their home unprovoked and solely for a landgrab), and an over-powered villain group that should have ended the story long before it even started because the writers decided to give them a stockpile of magic nukes they can launch at anywhere in the world, which was also introduced solely for shock value and without them realizing how much of the story is ruined by making it so that the villains who want to kill everyone and take over the world can just nuke anyone they want (that isn't inside Garreg Mach when they launch it) with no consequences.
I just don't like what it means for the future of FE stories if the worst story in the series keeps getting praised as one of the best, even by separate developers, is all.
Wait and see anon!
For what it's worth, while Engage's sales are apparently not as stellar as Houses in the same timeframe (like House after month 1 and Engage after month 1?), Nopes totally crashed.
Amazon isn't the only market in the world, but in some places in the world (tfw not for amazon.fr) Nopes is now sold at around 15 bucks, which is ridiculous considering older games released on consoles still being in circulation are more expensive than this thing that is barely 1 year old(even the first FEW?).
Also, Engage was supposed to have been released earlier but Covid and Houses being released later than planned meant it was delayed, but Engage was supposed to be Fodlan's antithesis, at least writing wise - you'd think IS would have tried to retrofit more Fodlan themes (maybe more uwu maybe some villains aren't BaD and earl grey because they luf u) but they didn't.
Imo, fwiw, while KT apparently loved how Fodlan was received, IS is aghast and doesn't want to touch it within a 10 meters radius, only if it means selling units in FEH and even there, they sometimes retcon Fodlan units (hello F!Billy/Sothis) or challenge them in various FB (Brave!Supreme Leader, but also in the most recent one, Sylvain harping on his Crust being BaD...) clearly showing how they don't really want to follow KT's direction regarding those units - at times, it's almost as if the CoS receives more development in Heroes than in both Fodlan games!
So I'd like to see what IS has in store for the next FE games (or the next non remake FE game), even if in my opinion, given how Heroes has to retcon/finish the writing (Mercedes reveals more about her Adrestian family in FEH than in two of her games!) for characters just to sell them in the gacha game ffs, speaks volumes on what they think of Fodlan's writing.
On top of that, FE16 was the first game where people received surveys/mails from Nintendo/IS asking them if they understood the game... - so despite Fodlan selling well (better than expected?), imo it's clear the writing isn't to praise, at least for IS, and they don't want anything to do with it (Nopes' DLC was scrapped, when shiny!Rhea's sprite was datamined, so either they made an useless sprite, either this sprite might have been used in a future DLC?)
They can still butcher a future remake (plz no jugdral) by adding pointless supports between units and trying to uwu more than needed the red emperor - or add an OC waifu du jour who will sell merchs and try to uwu her if she is on the side of the red emperor - but I feel like we will see where they will go with a brand new game (since Heroes's writing is... as consistent as a fog and basically circles around "women sad'n'lonely*, men evyl", female playable OC simps after the avatar and is useless in the resolution of the plot because Alfonse will finally find a mc guffin way to defeat the villain of the year).
*i truly hope Vero isn't any indication to what the writing of the future games will be, like heavy retcons from her first apparition to "i was brainwashed and akshually everyone supports me from my home even if i send them to death against askr because the voice in my head told me to do it" because that'd suck, but vero is a young woman, thus she could be monetised for alts, figurines and even DLC content in a main game!
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oh-saints · 1 year
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bestie do we still get kt x singer reader?!🥲i need it after the anti-kt disappointment
for you, fellow KT bestie (does it rhyme???) who's been deprived of our lovely viking for far too long, i'd give it to youuu
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being a female singer-songwriter in a very saturated industry, you work hard to get where you are now. but kieran works harder until he can call you his.
kieran tierney x singer!reader
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note: i gotta be honest... i tried so hard not to entertain this ask because my request's closed and i have so many left i haven't worked on yet, but an idea popped in my mind that i had to write it down. and in the light of us fellow KT girlies not being granted his appearance by mikel, which coincided with my bday week this time around, here it is! but as usual, i happen to write this at dawn so not beta-read yet.
the song included in this work is this.
“A record I must say,” Lauren, your agent, walked into your studio alongside your publicist with a cup of tea—dajeerling and brewing hot, no less, just the way you like it. “A birdie told me you haven’t pulled out all-nighter lately and chose to clock in early instead.”
“Morning to you, too, Lauren,” You pushed back your chair, straying away your eyes from the lined-up monitors on your work station. “Now, what’s wrong in being early?”
“As far as I can recall, you love your bed so much that you always try to spend your time there until it’s really time to go,” Lauren put your cup and your smoked-beef sandwich on the table standing in the middle of the room. “Am I right?”
You could only laugh at your agent’s long-standing experience of the countless times she had to drag you out of your bed so you could make it in time for radio promotions. She even went as far as preventing you from touching the bed when you were due for a red carpet, afraid you’d pass out and she had to extort physical means to get you wake up.
In your defence, you couldn’t help it. Inspirations come to you at unexpected times, and mostly they keep you up during the time when everybody’s asleep because you can’t not make something out of it while it lasts. They are what keep you afloat in this make-it-or-break-it industry, the root of your endless hits after hits, and precisely why your agent—although groaning while doing so—would still shake the sleep from your entire being relentlessly.
However, you couldn’t deny your agent’s astute observation that you had, indeed, been gracing your studio in normal time zone. Something that wasn’t exactly unheard of but definitely something that was missing from a gazillion years ago.
In fact, deep down, you actually surrendered yourself to the fact attack launched by Lauren because you were changing, for good. No longer were the days of grabbing instant meal kits, nights of recording and takeouts. And you have every reason to.
While the smoke of brewing hot tea was usually something you look forward to get your body and soul intact for the rest of the day, lately there had been another angelic sight freely occupying the other side of your bed—a sight you look forward to see the first thing in the morning, as soon as you open your eyes to the bright, blinding sun. Yet, you could swear the sight was even mesmerising than the sun itself.
The calm personified in Kieran Tierney when he was sleeping was something else. Eyes shut perfectly in a dome shape and eyelashes tickling his prominent cheekbones—it was a scenery you would definitely choose over the leather four walls of your studio.
Kieran when awake was already bedazzling as it is, but when you take away all the determination and worries, he simply looks like an innocent child sleeping, with those thin lips left agape and soft snores coming out in tune melodically with the chirping bird outside.
For that particular private viewing alone, if it meant you had to do patchworks to your usual unusual routine, you would gladly do it in a heartbeat. You’d enjoy the bonus of 5 extra minute to run the pads of your fingers along the lines of his facial structure, grazing inch and every bit of the strong features you’ve come to love the past months, tracing every crook and nook until nothing else left untouched.
You like to touch the end of his hairline and the beginning of his skin, creasing out the contracted muscle at your initial touch, down to his thick brows, the long eyelashes, protruding cheek bones and jaw lines, the apple chin… and your favourite of them all; the thin but healthily pink lips that always pouts in default but would turn into a megawatt smile whenever around you. It’d become your favourite ever since you noticed that particular perk only you had the privilege to own.
Your hands would draw back to the tip of his pointy nose, a feature he inherited from his patrilineal genetics, and he would scrunch the muzzle softly as if he was about to sniff before gaining consciousness slowly but surely. You’d come to realise it was marked by his 3-times blink before he groaned a sleepy, groggy good morning as he took in his surroundings.
And you’d laugh when he attempted to pull you into another tight cuddle, prolonging your lazing time on the bed by leaving pecks on the crown of your head, as if he didn’t have somewhere to go every morning without fail.
As much as you’d come to terms with the fact that you know now your way of dying—should you be able to choose—is to be engulfed in Kieran’s arms, basked in his signature mixture of natural odour and his favourite perfume, until you run out of breaths, Kieran’s athletic routine was the reason why you had to get up the same time as your boyfriend.
Because who could fall asleep again when you got to gawk on your shirtless boyfriend walking around your bedroom like he owned the place?
Certainly not you, not when the adrenaline was too high on certain times and all you had to focus was not to tackle your boyfriend in the bathroom so that you could have sex. He has a job to keep, and you have fans waiting for your next creation. So you channelled your overflowing energy into coming into the studio early—it wouldn’t be a surprise to anyone, really, if you exposed yourself that your next album would be solely inspired by your “burly yet soft like a teddy bear” lover.
If 5 years ago someone said to you that you’d undergo all these drastic changes, you’d laugh at their face. Your old self wouldn’t have approved of your decision on letting Kieran in to your life so fast in the first place.
Old you, who didn’t think of anything else but your budding career.
Old you, who was so afraid to lose whatever you had because of a stupid move, like your fellow musicians went wrong.
Old you, who thought you had too much at stake to think of something outside the music and your fans.
Old you, who learnt from your last ex-boyfriend that you had to fight your way up on your own.
“How’s the album going?” Lauren started off again, now her notes and iPad sprawled all over the table, and you took the hint to get serious. “Is there any samples we can hear of?”
“I do—”
And that was when you realise your phone—your other phone, to be exact; the one you bought for its music features so you could rest assured to keep your creative outlet as positive as possible—was nowhere to be found. Your morning commute only includes the likes of your house or Kieran’s house and work lately, so you’ve got no choice but to call your boyfriend.
“What’s up, babe?”
Kieran had made it a habit of his to rotate any pet name he could probably think of to call you. On any other circumstances, you would usually curl your fingers when someone called you by a sweet moniker of their choice—heck, your last ex fling even complained about your disdain to them. But rather than disgust this time, it was more at the weird sensation vibrating through your entire body that you found yourself rather liking them.
In fact, you had to give Kieran a big kudos for making the transition in their relationship relatively natural. While a lot of things escalated very quickly in your respective lives, it somehow felt like it just fell into their deserving place instead.
Kieran really meant it when he vowed he would prove her fears wrong, exactly the night when you decided to let him into your life.
“I left my other phone at home, can you bring them to my studio?”
“Sure thing, love,” And Lauren had to hold back her squeals when she noticed your blushing cheeks. “See you in a bit.”
Turned out, it wasn’t merely a bit to the Scotsman. How could he not be stunned when you pulled the rug from under his feet?
He was only supposed to call your other phone in order for him to bring the device to you, but as soon as he heard intently and closely to the caller ring you’ve put for him, he was rendered speechless.
The very reason why your relationship with Kieran took off on a very long slow burn into what they were now was because you were initially very averse at the idea of romantically involved with anyone. Not after what your ex had done to you, and Kieran went into diving fully realising and acknowledging the part. He’d come to embrace your flaws and your imperfections, no matter how much you hate them, because it’s what made you… you. And he wouldn’t have it any other way.
Including your lack of verbal affection.
The irony, Kieran would laugh at the revelation, but it didn’t matter in his opinion because it didn’t particularly equal to not meaning you love for him. You crumbling down the longstanding Berlin Wall between them was enough of a proof that you felt the same way as him.
He had before long accepted the idea that you were not fond of grandiose gestures from your significant other, nor did you like doing so to your partner. You belonged rather to the kind of people who liked spending time closely with their respective partner, be it candle-lit dinner in the iconic Aviary or be on the phone call with him for hours when he was on an away match–didn’t matter for you, really.
You preferred to express her affection into a set of discreet actions; you could be found constantly holding his hand whenever you had the chance, playing with his hair, juggling between touching the side of his face and feeling the growing stubbles on his jaw.
When he was on an away game, you would send an Uber Eats for him and whoever his roommate at that time, a little supportive note from you would be slipped in the packaging with a help of the deliveryman. Now, being Kieran’s roommate was a spot worth fighting for amongst his teammates. And recently, you let Kieran stay over in your flat every now and then.
The action spoke more than volume, per Kieran’s standard of your love for him. It might not be much, but for Kieran, it meant no more walls, no more hesitation.
So when his ears picked up the lyrics of the caller ring, Kieran was left breathless. It was a crude song, not yet mastered, so he knew it was something she only recently produced, but it was what made the effect booming throughout his body became 10 times shuddering.
I remember like it was yesterday
First kiss and I knew you changed the game
You have me, exactly, well you want it,
And I'm on it
And I ain't ever gonna let you get away
Holdin' hands never made me feel this way
So special, boy it's your, it's your smile
We so in love
You had never been fluent in articulating her feeling into words of either written or spoken form, at least to Kieran’s face, but this song–it pretty much contained every description of what you felt towards him, practically a song to profess your love to him in a very discreet way.
You are my baby love, my baby love
You make the sun come up (Oh boy, oh boy)
You're my every, everything that I could ever dream of
You are my baby love, my baby love
You make the sun come up (Oh boy, oh boy)
You're my every, every, every, everything
Been a minute and we still holding it down
Butterflies every time you come around
You make me, so crazy
It's crazy, oh baby
And I don't ever wanna be with no one else
You're the only one that ever made me melt
You're special, boy it's your, your style
We so in love
Kieran’s heart was galloping so fast it could outmatch any stallion in their prime. He could actually feel the depths of your unspoken love and affection towards him from the song, from your voice alone, despite the still-lacking quality of the product. But god damn…
If this was the aftereffect of being serenaded by you, in all of your glorious words about how you feel towards him, Kieran didn’t think he could survive another, should you make another song for him.
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littleladymab · 2 years
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@qt-kt and i have been lost in kalluzeb hell so i decided to write some little canon-compliant vignettes to feed us only i've lost steam half-way through because i need to return to things with Plot™ so enjoy the ones i have written i might eventually return with the second half.
Edit to say if you're still liking and reblogging this one please go dig a little further and find the full version up on AO3, get all the goods with a little extra leg work. If i remember to update this post again I'll include a link because I'm on mobile rn but please go read the finished thing that doesn't have the typos and is also, you know, finished.
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"You're doing that thing again," Zeb says, his voice cutting in through the silence that had settled in around him.
"What thing?" Kallus asks, annoyed at himself. He hadn't even heard Zeb approaching.
Instead of a proper answer, Zeb gestures a clawed hand at Kallus' face -- swirling it absently in the air like he means to indicate a general miasma than a specific problem. "That thing with your face."
Kallus frowns and Zeb says, "Ah, you're making it worse."
"This is just my face."
"It's your gloomy face. Your Imperial face."
"This is just my face," Kallus repeats. "Just because I was one of the few Imperials you knew who didn't hide behind a full helmet doesn't mean that it's an Imperial face."
Zeb shrugs as he drops onto the bench beside Kallus. Doesn't ask if he can; simply does. A gesture of familiarity that Zeb insists he's earned after Atollon (and Lothal and Skystrike and Bahryn), but he's still a stranger to. "You don't make it all the time. Just when you're in a mood."
So Kallus tries a different tactic. "What makes it different?"
The Lasat leans in close and studies him, looking for the line that divides Kallus Imperial face from this mysterious second one. "This one is emptier," he says with a low voice like he's telling a secret. "You tend to make it when you're alone or troubled. When you think too hard."
How long must you have looked at me to figure that out? Kallus wants to ask but doesn't. It's a bridge he's not willing to cross -- even after Atollon (and Lothal and Skystrike and Bahryn). "The old me has been dumped out when I defected," Kallus answers instead. "There's a lot of me to fill back up, but I guess I haven't really figured out the man I want to be yet." It's more honest an answer than he originally wanted to give and any attempt at turning it into a joke failed the moment he opened his mouth.
It makes Zeb laugh, though. Loud and full-bodied as he throws his head back with the force of it. An overwhelming outpouring of emotion that Kallus wonders if he'll ever be brave enough to experience.
Instead he soaks up the sound. Drinks it in and lets it start to fill the hollow empty corners of himself that still cling to that Imperial façade.
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This is how he falls in love, he realizes -- with the rebellion, with this new life, with Zeb. He is a jug, emptied and wanting, slowly filled to the brim. By the time Kallus realizes, it's too late and the contents are already overflowing.
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It was always nothing until, suddenly, too late, it was something.
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"Everyone still calls you Kallus," Zeb remarks one day as they help organize crates of supplies.
He shrugs. "I still call myself Kallus."
Zeb regards him curiously. "Why?"
"Why what?"
"Why not use your name?"
He furrows his brow and takes a moment to stretch his back. "My name is Kallus."
Zeb seems frustrated by this response, which doesn't really make sense. He has no reason to be so invested in what people call Kallus. "No more than my name is Orrelios. It's just weird that you're content with everyone calling you by your last name."
Kallus shrugs again. "Truthfully?" he asks as he reaches for the next stack of crates.
"Preferably."
"I've long since stopped thinking of myself as Alexsandr. As long as I've been a part of the Empire, I've always been Kallus. Or I've been ISB 021, or Fulcrum. Commander. Agent. Rebel." From the corner of his eye, he can see that Zeb has stopped moving and is watching him intently. "I haven't been Alexsandr since I enlisted so… A long time now," he finishes with a huff of laughter.
Zeb makes a grumble that might be in agreement, might be to the contrary, but says nothing.
It's not until they're finished with the crates that Zeb finally asks, "Then can I call you Alexs?"
Kallus stops, stares, tries to wrap his head around the question. "Have you been thinking about that this whole time?" It's the only response he can manage.
"Maybe," Zeb answers awkwardly as he rubs the back of his head and refuses to meet Kallus' gaze. "It just, I dunno. Seems unfair? Your name is a part of you, so why not reclaim it?"
Why not? he thinks in a sudden reckless rush. Why not remake himself now that he's cast off the Imperial trappings?
The thought is weirdly terrifying. Who is he, if not himself? He knows Kallus, the limits and capabilities of that man. He doesn't know Alexs.
"You can," he says slowly. "Though I may not answer to it. Not until I get used to it."
"A work in progress," Zeb agrees, cuffing him on the shoulder.
Yes, that sounds right. Not broken, just emptied. A work in progress, waiting to be filled.
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It was always nothing until, suddenly, too late, it was something.
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Kallus looks from the packet of freeze-dried vegetables to Zeb. "You're serious?"
Zeb takes the packet with a huff. "Of course I am."
"You know how to cook?"
"Don't sound so surprised, Agent." He taps Kallus square between the eyes with the packet -- making him scrunch up his nose. "There's a lot of things about me you don't know."
Kallus opens his mouth prepared to ask before he realizes he doesn't know where to start. He doesn't know where he's allowed to cross. As always he's too aware of his role in Zeb's past. That there's a huge chunk of time ripped away in the after-effects of war and eradication. "What is your favorite thing to cook?"
"Stew. A recipe I learned from my uncle. I've never been able to get it right because there's some spice and a root that were native to Lasan that I don't have access to anymore, but I enjoy the challenge of trying to find a replacement." Zeb answers without hesitation, without any sort of insinuation. Perhaps he forgot who he was talking to. "Most of the time though I just like to find new ways to make basic rations taste better. Very rarely do I get to make an actual dinner like this."
"Ah, rations. I'll have you know I was very excited to finally not be eating the standard Imperial fare that even these basic rations were oddly delicious."
Zeb laughs -- not the full-chested guffaw he does, but a softer, fonder chuckle. The one he only gives when its just the two of them, caught by surprise by the suddenness of the comment whenever Kallus lets slip something new. "Then you're staying for dinner."
Everything goes hot and cold inside Kallus all at once, though he's careful to keep the reaction from his face. "I can't."
"Yeah, you can. You just don't want to."
Kallus opens his mouth only to find that once again he's at a loss for words. "I shouldn't," he amends. Does he want to? That's a question he doesn't give himself a chance to consider. "I… have work to do."
Zeb doesn't look up from the pan that he's mixing the vegetables on. The Ghost doesn't have a large kitchen, but its dwarfed even further by the side of the Lasat delicately using a pair of long, thin sticks to stir. "Alright. Help until you have to leave."
There's plenty that Kallus can respond to for that. A hundred little quips come to mind, but he dismisses them as he moves to the sink to wash his hands. He moves up to the counter alongside Zeb, taking up the indicated knife and dicing the meat. It's been ages since he's done any sort of food prep. Not since he left home. The Empire always provided.
The shapes he makes are lopsided and uneven and more than once he comes close to slicing the tip of his finger. But he's determined to see the task through, even when Zeb does that chuckle again which means he spares a moment to watch.
"Don't laugh," Kallus says and nudges Zeb with his elbow.
"I should have known you weren't perfect," Zeb answers.
This startles a laugh of disbelief out of Kallus. "Oh, no. No, there's your first problem. Why would you ever think that?"
"A trick of the light." Zeb takes the cutting board from Kallus' frozen hands as if he has no idea the implication his words have. "Fill that up with water, will you?" he asks, jutting his chin at the pot in question.
Kallus takes it wordlessly from the stovetop and steps away to the sink.
This is why he can't stay. He forgets who he is. The domesticity is nearly overwhelming in a time and place where he can't afford it. Soon, Kanan and Ezra will be back from their training. Hera will return from the command center. Sabine will emerge from the depths of the base, covered in paint. They will be the family that Kallus used to hunt -- and Zeb has the gall to joke that, in the right light, he might have thought Kallus was perfect.
"I have to go," Kallus says, setting the pot back on the burner. He doesn't look at Zeb as he dries his hands off on his pants and turns for his jacket.
There's a grumble of an unasked question from the Lasat, but in the end he doesn't say anything.
Except that as Kallus moves to slip past him, Zeb holds out a hand with a ration bar.
He looks up, brow quirked skeptically.
"Since you like them so much that you're not going to stay for dinner," Zeb explains, and taps Kallus on the forehead directly between the eyes. "Next time, consider staying?"
Kallus can't help the smirk and plucks the ration bar free only to shove it back against Zeb's chest. "Next time, I'll consider it."
Zeb's answering grin is as warm as his hand as he catches Kallus' fingers and the bar before they can pull away. He doesn't say anything as he holds on for an unsteady thump thump thump of Kallus' pulse.
The touch withdraws and Kallus returns to himself only changed in some small way that he can't quite identify. 
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Zeb holds the hat up in his hands like it has personally offended him. "We're supposed to go in disguise."
"That is generally the first step of not being caught immediately, yes," Kallus agrees.
Zeb waves the hat around in the space between them. "This thing is so ugly that I think it will draw more attention to us."
Kallus takes the thing from Zeb, holding it between both hands to study it. "I don't know, I saw plenty of Lothal citizens wearing these when I was stationed there." He shakes it out and reaches up to pull it on to Zeb's head.
There's a grunt of surprise from the Lasat as the hat doesn't quite fit over his head correctly, and Kallus laughs as he tries to fix it. "Stop flinching," he scolds and lifts up one of the flaps to free the chin strap trapped beneath it.
"I feel like a bantha with blinders on."
"Nonsense." Kallus presses a knuckle to the underside of Zeb's chin, forcing him to lift his head so Kallus can buckle the strap beneath it. He takes a step back to see the image in full and can barely restrain the snort of laughter. "You look…"
"Ridiculous." Zeb attempts to claw off the hat, forgetting that its fastened beneath his chin, and ends up getting tangled in it.
"I was going to offer dignified to be nice, but you're making it real difficult right now."
"Oh," Zeb says from the depths of the hat before finally emerging -- fur ruffled and ears flicking in suppressed amusement. "You were trying to be nice. That would be a first."
From the hold, out of sight from where they're tucked away in one of the corridors, Kallus can hear Ezra and Vizago. They don't have much time before he'll join Rex in the cockpit and the others will leave.
The crew of the Ghost, leaving it behind in the hands of the only two people willing to volunteer for this mission. Two people who will be sitting by uselessly, unable to help if anything should go wrong.
Zeb takes the hat from Kallus' hands and shoves it into a pocket of his jumpsuit. "Alexs."
It's been almost a year of trying to get used to that name, and he still has a hard time. He looks up to meet Zeb's gaze. "Hm?"
"We'll be alright. We always are."
Kallus could play along, comment how he knows just how resilient the Spectres are. But instead he says, "You don't know that."
"We kicked your ass on more than one occasion."
"I'm not the biggest threat anymore." Kallus breathes in deep, shoulders heaving with the sigh. "Not that you'll listen to anything I have to say."
Zeb steps closer -- a subtle shuffle to close the distance between them. "Well, what do you have to say?"
Kallus focuses on the hum of the ship beneath his feet, of the warmth radiating off of Zeb, of the unspoken challenge in his eyes. He straightens his posture a degree and says, "I'm looking forward to being in command of the Ghost while Hera is planetside."
Zeb stares at him in stunned silence before breaking down into laughter. "Alright, alright," he concedes. "I won't tell her that you said that."
"No, do, that will inspire her to be even more efficient than she normally is."
"You love to make things difficult."
"I live for it," Kallus agrees, though he allows the small smile. He breaks the eye contact when he hears the sound of the puffer pigs being disturbed. "I should go. Let you finish getting ready."
Zeb catches onto his forearm before he can move too far away. "Just got one thing left," he says and leans down to kiss Kallus.
It's short, over too quickly for him to fully realize and respond. He stares at Zeb in stunned silence.
"For good luck," Zeb says as if that explains anything.
"Be careful," Kallus blurts out. The only thing he can think to say that truly encompasses the storm of emotions suddenly raging inside of him. "Come back safe."
Zeb's surprise melts into a smile that is equal parts fond and reckless. "I'll see you later, Agent."
They turn away at the same time -- Kallus towards the cockpit and Zeb towards the storage. He's a soldier with no time to play at being something new or different but for the first time in a long time Kallus thinks he might be willing to try at being Alexs again.
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Kallus understands the exact cost demanded by the Empire in order to ensure freedom. He just never expected to feel it so closely. Perhaps that's because he never expected to be free of the Empire himself every other time he calculated the toll.
It was always a price paid by others until Lothal.
He had thought the Ghost crew invincible -- after all, they had beat him more than once. They faced Vader and Thrawn and the might of the Empire and survived. Lothal reminds Kallus that there's a difference between survival and victory.
They survived Atollon, they were victorious over Lothal.
They lost Kanan and Ezra but they won a planet.
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Hera lands the Ghost on the outskirts of the city. Ketsu takes Sabine by the hand and pulls her out of the ship -- into the throng of people that spill through the streets. Rex and Azadi go to Hera, speaking to her in low voices that Kallus doesn't want to intrude on.
So he follows after Zeb. Down into the hold where there are boxes of spare medical supplies mixed in with munitions and food. They work in silence activating the repulsor functions and lead a small train of crates towards the city's edge.
People spot them and run to help and Kallus finds the mindless task of distributing the supplies easier than thinking about what happened. Focus on next steps instead of past ones.
When the first batch has been sent off, he turns to go prepare round two -- only to find Zeb standing a few paces away with eyes staring back in the direction of the old communication's tower. The one he coopted for his Fulcrum transmissions.
Ezra's tower.
Kallus steps up beside Zeb and puts a hand on his shoulder. "Hey."
The Lasat doesn't jump, but his ears twitch at the sound. "Hmm?"
It would be incredibly stupid to ask how are you. Kallus can read the answer plain as day. So instead he asks, "How is your foot?"
"My foot?"  Zeb seems to come out of his reverie enough to be confused, which is a bit of an improvement. He looks down at the foot in question, toes wriggling in the shortgrass and dirt. One has a red welt as a sign of a minor abrasion but otherwise isn't that bad. Just a promise of a bruise. "It's fine."
"Let me look at it."
"I don't need medical attention," Zeb says, the words almost coming out as a growl. "There's others that--"
"You flung yourself into the inner workings of a shield generator to fight an assassin. Just let me check you over, okay?" Kallus grabs Zeb by the elbow in a hold he's used on unruly troopers before and drags him back to the ramp.
By now, others have taken over the job of unloading the food and medical supplies so Kallus takes two of the unused munitions crates and sets them up to the side of the ramp.
"Sit," he orders, and Zeb does. "Leg."
With a sigh Zeb sticks out the leg and Kallus pulls it into his lap to investigate.
They've had no time to talk since Kallus returned to Lothal. He hasn't been able to check in on any of them and the only one he's managed to hold onto has been Zeb. Hera and Sabine will be coping in their own way but Kallus needs to at least feel like he's helping somehow.
"Alexs."
He doesn't respond, busying himself with a closer inspection of the injury. It is as minor as he thought, not even the potential for scarring. He still takes the time to apply antiseptic and wraps a bandage around the injury.
"Alexs."
Kallus pauses, hands settling on Zeb's knee. He doesn't lift his head. "I feel like such a fucking hypocrite," he eventually says as the silence continues to drag out between them, neither certain how to break it. "I worked for years to try and bring you down. And now here I am mourning the loss of two soldiers."
Zeb shuffles a bit on his crate but doesn't pull his leg away. "A lot has happened between then and now. They were more than soldiers, they were your friends."
Hardly, Kallus doesn't say. "They were your family."
"Yeah…" Zeb says, and Kallus winces at the sheer exhaustion in the single word. "Yeah, they were."
A dry laugh finally works its way out of Kallus. "Well at least I can save a little face knowing that not even Thrawn and Pryce could take you down so I don't feel like I did such a bad job failing to secure you all."
Zeb chuckles. "If we were going to go, it would always be at our own terms."
"And you've won."
"We've won." There's an emphasis on the word that brings Kallus into the fold, that reminds him he's no longer an Imperial.
Kallus exhales and lowers his head -- doubling over until he presses his forehead to Zeb's knee. Words jumble together in his thoughts but nothing feels right. Everything is too pithy or feel too selfish or hollow.
Zeb's hand lands on the back of his head, warm and comforting, and Kallus feels the tension train from his shoulders. The clawed fingers card through his hair as both of them let the moment pass in silence.
There are things to be said but they can wait.
For now, they can breathe.
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Thinking about what if all of Sibuna learned magic and they needed to make their own wands for it. (Assuming some kind of AU where obviously the chosen one and osirian are going to be more powerful but everyone can learn magic).
Fabian would go for a historical ancient Egyptian Apotropaic wand. (Curved but probably not actual ivory).
Nina would probably also go for this (either that or a Harry Potter type wand depending on whether or not this happens before Rolling came out as a TERF).
Amber makes a fairy wand. (So many sparkles).
Alfie uses a magic wand. (Black with white tips).
Patricia goes for a staff. (It can also be used to bonk people on the head).
KT sort of makes a generically witchy wand with no specific inspiration. (I don't know man, I don't actually know what she would do).
Eddie didn't really know what he was doing. He tried to make it as cool as possible and it somehow ended up looking the worse.
(Can you tell I was thinking about the first five a lot, and only did KT and Eddie as I was writing this for the sake of completion?)
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Three Houses (& Warriors: Three Hopes) Trivia: That One Time 3 Stories Ended Without Solving its Loose Ends.
Of all the things people have spoken about Three Houses’ writing, if there’s something I honestly don’t see discussed often as a whole (aka not just in an individual basis), is that KT’s writers were chronically unable to tie up all loose ends with the stories they worked on: Crimson Flower, Azure Moon, and Verdant Wind’s (quick reminder Silver Snow was written by IS instead). This sentiment is even shared by one of the scenario writers involved with both Three Houses, and in the Warriors: Three Hopes spinoff:
Regarding [Warriors: Three Hopes’] Scarlet Blaze, Azure Gleam, and Golden Wildfire chapters, what was the tale you wanted to tell? Iwata: In order to make it a different experience from Three Houses, one of the scenario writers explained about wanting to depict the things that had been left unfinished in the main game. In Scarlet Blaze, it’s the battle against ‘Those Who Slither in the Dark’, in Azure Gleam it’s reaching the truth about ‘The Tragedy of Duscur’, and for Golden Wildfire it’s the appearance of a huge obstacle to Claude realizing his dreams.
In turn, the purpose of this post will be recapping briefly what each unfinished plot thread was about, if we catch glimpses of them in other stories, and how Warriors: Three Hopes decided to give them a proper conclusion.
Crimson Flower: the battle against “Those Who Slither In The Dark”
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Forever immortalized as very sneaky plague doctor-looking fellas.
Byleth’s informed starting Part 2 of Crimson Flower that the Empire/Edelgard has teamed up with “those who slither in the dark” for practical reasons in the fight against the Church (mainly, for their manpower and assets), and that the group’s expected to be next on the chopping block once they’re no longer needed.
As the main campaign goes on, the Agathans are treated as an “Elephant in the Room” sort of deal - being brought up only by a few select individuals when the situation calls for it - all while Edelgard and co. are monitoring their movements. Thales/Arundel tries subverting this in at least 2 different instances (Hubert’s paralogue and, most notably, in Chapter 16), but for one reason or another, the situation never escalates further.
The group’s seen one last time just before the final battle, as Edelgard and Thales have a small chat where both agree to keep their team-up going for a little longer once the war’s over. And after the main story’s done, the Empire’s fight vs TWSITD is mentioned in passing during the Epilogue cutscene, multiple paired and solo endings, and even one S-Support, all while confirming the group’s demise sometime later after a certain “Battle of Shambhala”.
Do we get glimpses of it in other routes?
Kinda? Even though the exact circumstances described in CF never take place anywhere else, we see Shambhala being invaded by Byleth and co. in two other routes: Silver Snow (the other other story branch of Black Eagles), and Verdant Wind (Claude’s story).
The main reason this happens in these storylines is thanks to a post-mortem request from Hubert, who was previously aware a certain Imperial fortress would get bombarded by them ahead of time, and determined (somehow) that the missiles’ origins can be traced back to a location believed to be the slitherers’ HQs.
In these 2 stories, the battle against TWSITD is solved in only one chapter, and the main narrative purpose it fulfills is to set up the real, actual final boss of the story (oh and also kill Rhea in Verdant Wind).
How did Warriors: Three Hopes tackle this loose end?
By axing Edelgard’s team up with the Agathans outright as early as possible, which shakes the entire foundation of the story given how much agency Edelgard’s actions hold over the plot. This is very important because the fact neither the Empire nor TWISTD are bound to work together for a common goal allows both sides to properly fight each other openly while the story unravels.
The way the story’s foundation is shaken is also quite important too, as its done by forcing Edelgard and Hubert to assume a very active role in the story against the slitherers which is never seen in 3H’s story besides CF’s Ch. 16, possible only through a one-in-a-million-chance that cannot happen in Three Houses: having Kostas die vs the House Leaders near Remire Village, everyone never meeting Byleth, and having Jeritza become Garreg Mach’s 3rd professor like Edelgard intended.
As you might have noticed by now however, the one big caveat Scarlet Blaze’s exploration of this story thread has is that the conflict shown in it, due to the involved circumstances, will never be the same as the one described in Crimson Flower’s. In hindsight however, given Edelgard’s battle vs the Agarthans in CF is heavily hinted to be anticlimactic and nowhere near as challenging compared to Three Hopes’ timeline (mainly thanks to her having already neutralized all other threats to the Empire by then), I dare say this change might’ve been for the best.
Azure Moon: Reaching the truth about the “Tragedy of Duscur”
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This is a pretty cool CG tbh.
Blue Lions gives you many glimpses of the Tragedy of Duscur pre-timeskip. Most notably, Chapter 8 reveals Dimitri is in Garreg Mach mainly to find and get revenge on its culprits, and Chapter 10 shows how he finds out the slitherers’ were involved in the tragedy… right before Dimitri becomes convinced Edelgard was the mastermind of the event and the plot point is derailed completely for a while.
Some time later, it returns in full force during Ch. 17, where an exchange Rodrigue has with Gilbert reveals the body of Dimitri’s stepmother - Patricia/Anselma - was never found in spite of being one of the alleged victims. Then in Ch 18, Cornelia/Cleobulus as a last act of spite reveals to Dimitri that Patricia conspired to make the tragedy happen just to “see Edelgard again”. In Ch. 19, Dimitri tries to get answers from a dying Lord Arundel/Thales - whom he long since suspected to have been part of it - but fails to make him speak. In late Ch. 20/early Ch 21, it’s shown Margrave Gautier found out Viscount Kleiman’s involvement on the Tragedy, and the interrogation of one of his servants reveals not only the dude thinks he did what was best for the kingdom, but also that Patricia was allowed to escape unharmed.
And then the story ends, leaving the mystery hanging. If you bought the DLC, Dimitri & Hapi’s support chain reveals Cleobulus tricked Anselma into believing she couldn’t see Edelgard again due to Dimitri’s father, and essentially emotionally tortured the woman for +5 years until Anselma *cracked* and became a willing participant. Their paired ending also mentions they later worked on to expose TWSITD and the other culprits of the tragedy. Whatever was found in that investigation, it’s ultimately left unrevealed.
Do we get glimpses of it in other routes?
Mostly no. The tragedy is briefly discussed in Ch. 3 of Black Eagles and Golden Deer, but it never goes on beyond what happened and who died. And the circumstances in which Dimitri becomes so hell-bent on killing Edelgard are never ever shown to the player.
Crimson Flower meanwhile, not only confirms Arundel/Thales was 100% involved in it during Ch.17, if that chapter’s main story mission plays in a certain way, Dimitri in his dying speech of hate towards Edelgard will say the following:
Edelgard! You... I will kill you! You will know the regret of my father, who was killed for you! Of my stepmother, who was slain by her own daughter! You will bow your head before all of the lives you trampled for your ideals before you die in misery!
How did Warriors: Three Hopes tackle this loose end?
First, by focusing on the Kingdom politics during the first half of the story. It starts with Rufus (Dimitri’s uncle) launching a surprise coup in the Kingdom - for reasons irrelevant to the story - under the pretext of undermining House Fraldarius’s attempts to use Dimitri as a puppet, all while the revealing he was the mastermind behind the Kingdom side of instigators. And it all snowballs from there while the mystery develops, because unlike Three Houses, Rufus’ involvement isn’t kept under wraps due to a good chunk of evidence going to the grave with him (non-CF), or because he’s sidelined to put more focus to Edelgard's war (CF).
Second, by gradually making Edelgard irrelevant in the story until her character has been effectively written out, the narrative allows the tragedy’s culprits to be the main antagonistic force of the story.
And third, through making the story one of revenge and bringing justice to the Tragedy’s victims, Dimitri in turn is kept in a middle state between his normal and his revenge-obsessed self to justify it, and this permits the plot to have Thales as a fitting final boss, given his status as the brains behind the Agarthan side of the instigators.
Verdant Wind: The obstacle to Claude’s dreams
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Look at that dashing smile man.
Starting Part 2 of Verdant Wind, it’s revealed Claude’s dream is one of a world without discrimination and prejudice. And for that, he sees the idea of an unified land, of tearing down the world’s barriers, as a way to allow everyone to start anew, understand one another and realize we’re more different than we would like to admit. And while by the end of the story Claude’s goal for Fodlan is achieved, he never directly has to overcome some obstacle to accomplish it.
Even though Edelgard, the Empire and the Agarthans are clear-and-cut antagonists during VW’s story*, they’re overall quite divorced from Claude’s dream to directly oppose it*. Edelgard is only an enemy mainly due to the threat she poses to the Alliance, as her ideals are not really that different to Claude’s and even admits such. TWSITD meanwhile, are not that involved in the story besides the lategame of Part 1 & 2, and at their core they’re just a xenophobic hate group, meaning they threaten everyone equally.
So in the end, only one candidate remains which fits the ideological angle of obstacle, which Claude does bring up during the plot but never serves this role in spite of the build-up it gets during Part 1: the Church & Rhea. The main reason for it is simply due to Byleth becoming both the new Archbishop and Claude’s biggest supporter during Part 2 during Rhea’s absence, all while the plot forces Rhea to be not only be rescued so Claude can have someone who can answer all the questions he seeks about Fodlan’s mysteries (which is another plot point of the story), but also conveniently kills her offscreen in a sacrificial manner once all’s said and done.
Do we get glimpses of it in other routes?
Sort of, but nowhere near as openly as you would expect. In Crimson Flower, Claude says the following about what he would’ve done had he defeated Edelgard at Derdriu:
In all honesty, I was hoping to become a supreme ruler and lead Fódlan to peace myself. But... that won't be happening now.
Also, compared to how he acts with Edelgard in her route, Claude in Azure Moon is ominously adversarial towards Dimitri after being saved (even insisting he does not owe him any debt whatsoever), and even says the following:
I'm leaving Fódlan. There are things I have to do. Dreams I need to see to fruition. That's why I became the Alliance leader to begin with, actually. But it left me no time for what I was really after.
How did Warriors: Three Hopes tackle this loose end?
Simple; by having him actually clash with the Church (and also the Kingdom by proxy). The plot ensures such by introducing Shahid - Claude’s half-brother - for the purpose of: 1. preventing Claude from ever becoming invested in Fodlan’s past and mysteries, and; 2. from finishing his fight with the Empire.
Time to process what had just happened after Solon revealed himself in front of everyone? - WHOOPS Shahid is invading, so back to the Alliance Claude goes!
Time to invade the Empire proper after fighting them in Gronder Field? You bet- WHOOPS Shahid is at it again!
With both of these plot points aborted and, due to Claude & Edelgard shifting gears after some uneven success in their campaigns, both deciding to team-up finally allows Claude in the second half of this story to finally pick up a fight against someone whom can ideologically serve as an obstacle to the dream he yearns to see a reality. Because without any bonds nor close connections to someone with power in the Church - more so if they lack Rhea’s approval, her own biases be damned -, the reality is that the church is not gonna allow it.
Now that I’ve gone over all three plot points, I do think only one answer remains to be answered:
Why couldn’t all these 3 story threads be finished in Three Houses?
Anyone who’s been aware or has heard of Three Houses’ development cycle would probably answer this question with something like “Well, because the game was rushed, duh!”, but I believe there’s another possibility which explains the “why” from a narrative perspective.
Because these 3 plot threads are side plots.
I’m fully aware this is probably a very spicy take, but please bear with me for a second.
The ideas explored in them can be very intriguing, don’t get me wrong, but as Three Houses shows, it’s not easy to dwell on plot points which are not the driving force behind the main story:
In Crimson Flower, Edelgard needs to wage war on Fodlan to force the continent to change in the way she sees fit. Due to this, fighting TWSITD in the process when it’s made abundantly clear their assistance is needed, risks massively derailing the campaign in the process and also handicap her war efforts. In hindsight, Ch. 16 is more of a godsend than anything.
In Azure Moon, Dimitri must rise from the brink, reclaim Faerghus and oppose Edelgard to bring peace. However, solving the mystery of the Tragedy of Duscur, and thus force conflict with all of its instigators (which BL heavily hints many lie within Dimitri’s own Kingdom) isn’t a wise idea during times of war, more so given the main antagonist of the story played no actual role on the event.
In Verdant Wind, Claude must secure the Alliance’s future by opposing the Empire, and retrieve Rhea to have her spill all the lore-juice missing from his knowledge fountain. For this campaign he’s also openly allied with the Church in spite of his misgivings with its teachings and its old Archbishop, so the whole idea of opposing them during the story (when said church also wants to rescue that Archbishop) is just plain awkward.
Fascinatingly - and I noticed this just as I was writing all this text -, this situation is pretty much inverted in Warriors: Three Hopes. Unlike Three Houses, the 3 stories of the spinoff, in execution, use the war as a pretext to explore the plot threads left hanging in the routes KT worked on back in Three Houses. And because of this, the stories actually end once those plot points finally reach their resolution, in spite of the war being technically not over once that happens.
So…what do you all think? Do you think it was a wise choice to finally “finish” each plot point left hanging in a spinoff? Or should the devs have been given more time to figure things out back in 3H? I personally would like to see the 3H writers come back to some future entry, all but with the condition they’re given far more freedom with the stories as with Three Houses they were pretty clearly limited to a very specific set of structure and plot beats they had to follow (I even did a post about it like 2 weeks ago, for those interested).
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Active Authors Masterlist (7)
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***Active (on this blog) is defined as a blog/writer who has updated within the past year. Inactive (on this blog) is defined as a blog/writer that has not been updated at all in the past year+. On THG Writing Hiatus (on this blog) is a blog/writer who has updated within the past year but has not posted a fanfic in the fandom in the past year BUT they may return to writing in the future. Lists will be updated as needed based on activity. ***
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Popular Fic: Our Love Will See Us Through Based 10 years after the second rebellion, Katniss is having a bad day, so Peeta decides to bake her some cookies to cheer her up
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Time loop: Twin sisters Joséphine and Gabrielle Sanz as mother and daughter in ‘Petite Maman’ © Alamode Film
Interview with Céline Sciamma:
“Alliances are extremely important”
An interview with French director Céline Sciamma about her new film ‘Petite Maman’ and the power of women.
By Susanne Lintl, kurier.at, 17.03.2022
[T]ranslated by @thexfridax
Whenever a French film succeeded in the past couple of years, it was very likely that she was involved in it: Céline Sciamma, born in 1978, does not only write excellent screenplays (among others for Jacques Audiard’s great suburban documentary[sic] ‘Les Olympiades’ or for André Téchinè’s ‘Quand on a 17 ans’); with her own films, she’s also become one of the most important voices in the European auteur cinema in the past 15 years. In her new film ‘Petite Maman – When we were children’ (coming to cinemas as of Friday), the follow-up to her multi-award winning female drama ‘Portrait of a Lady on Fire’, the staunch feminist and Lesbian (she was in a relationship with Adèle Haenel for a long time) goes on a tender journey of childhood. At the house of her recently deceased grandmother, an 8-year old girl meets her mother who happens to be of the same age, and finally begins to truly understand her through joint talks and activities.
“It was my idea that a child meets a young version of her mother. Children are a good topic in cinema, because they are precise observers. Vital analysts of their environment and of course of their parents. In a certain way, it makes you come alive, when you observe them. Children are curious and have their own perspective of the world. Instinctively, you think about your own life, your own experiences as a child,” says Sciamma in the interview with the KURIER[.] Of course, she’s borrowed from her own childhood: “There were many connections. First of all, I made the film in the city, where I came from, in Cergy-Pontoise. The house and the rooms are based on my grandmother’s house, which I remember very well. It’s made a lasting impression on me, because I felt comfortable at her place. Grandmothers are key figures for children, especially for girls. When they die, it’s a turning point, a terrible break.”
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Céline Sciamma, renowned French screenwriter and director © APA/AFP/JOEL SAGET
Have you also built tree houses as a young girl? - “Yes, I loved doing that. We have also filmed in the woods, where I played as a child.”
In ‘Petite Maman’, Nelly and Marion grapple with reality while building tree houses or playing together, thus getting to know each other. The encounter with the past and her mother’s 8-year old self, makes the present clearer for Nelly. She understands why her mother often feels so sad. “She suddenly sees [T: cue KT Tunstall] her own history through a new lense,” according to Sciamma. A touching scene, where Nelly tries to dispel her mother’s fear before a major surgery, knowing full well that she will get through it: “Everything will be fine”.
Céline Sciamma likes films with and about young people, coming-of-age films that tell the stories of childhood, its loss during adolescence and how this leads to disorientation. ‘Water Lilies’ or ‘Tomboy’ are about this difficult search for identity. Her heroes are always women – they have shaped her, rarely disappointed her, and supported her during difficult times.
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Building a tree house with your own child-mother: ‘Petite Maman’ © Alamode Film
“When I look back, then I see that alliances with women were extremely important for me. Alliances that I forged right at the beginning of my journey. With people, who are still present in my life. Especially with my producer Bénédicte Couvreur, who I knew since my film studies. You have to know who to rely on, otherwise you won’t make it.”
Sciamma is one of the initiators of Collectif 50/50, a feminist collective, which aims at promoting gender equality as well as sexual and gender diversity in cinema and audiovisual media. “A powerful alliance often doesn’t look very mighty, but it doesn’t matter. Stick together and believe in your generation, then we are strong. That’s what I want to tell women”.
Next, Sciamma would like to do “something international”. A film, which is not based in France. “I need to try something new. Experiment. Try out something different”. Sciamma hints at the direction this may go. She is an ardent admirer of the Japanese anime master Hayao Miyazaki, [of whom she says] in the US film magazine ‘Little White Lies’:
“I love his masterpieces like ‘My Neighbour Totoro’ or ‘Spirited Away’. It would be wonderful if I could make a film like that”. ‘Ma vie de Courgette’, for which I wrote the screenplay, was already an animated film”.
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To better understand your own mother: ‘Petite Maman’ © Alamode Film
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