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#just lots of little details in this that i rlly enjoyed putting in there so i hope yall like itšŸ„ŗ
stellarspecter Ā· 10 months
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silly-honeybee Ā· 4 months
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What Blue Lock boys would get you for ChristmasšŸŽ
~šŸ Happy late Christmas my lovely sillies! I have been rlly busy lately so I havenā€™t had time to writešŸ’” so I hope you enjoy this lil headconon on what the Blue Lock boys would get you for Christmas!
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Characters: Bachira, Isagi, Chigiri, Nagi, Kunigami, Reo, Kaiser, Alexis, Hiori
Headcanon ~ Fluffy fluff ~ fem!reader ~ not proofread
Warning(?): mentions of bras and panties in Kunigamiā€™s part. (donā€™t know if that makes anyone uncomfy or not so Iā€™m putting this here)
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Bachira Meguru
Silly things. Heā€™d get you some silly and unnecessary thingsā€”
Like heā€™d probably get you a shirt saying ā€œI love pizzaā€ or something stupidšŸ˜­
But heā€™d also get you some pretty cute things.
Anything matching, plushies, shirts, bracelets, etc..
He is indeed a goofball(we love him for that), but of course he knows how to give serious gifts(somewhat)..
The wrapping would be horrible, I gotta say that.. probably a bunch of holes basically revealing what the present was before you even opened it.. (heā€™s trying his best)
Oh well, whatever he gets you just know that he means it with a lot of lovešŸ’•
Isagi Yoichi
Heā€™d probably get you nice things for the winter, like a fuzzy sweater, scarf, boots..
Or heā€™d find a cute dress that he thinks would look nice on you, if you donā€™t like dresses then a cute pair of shorts or pants..
But, in general he would make sure to get you something he knew you liked, he thinks about you a lot, yk? ^^
(This is rlly short Iā€™m sorryšŸ™)
Chigiri Hyoma
This man will spoil you.
You like Sanrio? Sanrio it is. You want makeup? Makeup it is. You want the full series of your favorite book? Books it is!
He never disappoints on Christmas, he knows what you like even if you havenā€™t told himā€”
Like he just noticed a certain detail of you having quite a few of this and that. Heā€™d then proceed to Google about it and then find nice things from itšŸ«¶
Nagi Seishiro
Heā€™d probably be a little clueless on knowing what youā€™d want.. (not in a rude way).
So what he does is probably look back on the comments you made on certain characters you two have played in a game or what not. And the ones you liked heā€™d find some merch of that character..
Kunigami Rensuke
Heā€™d definitely be brave enough to casually walk into the womanā€™s section of Target and get you a brand new bra and panties.
Based on his sisterā€™s at home, they always seem to complain about their bras becoming loose and slack after a year..
So he assumes that maybe that happens with you too? He wants you to be comfy at all timesšŸ’•
(I love this manšŸ˜­)
Reo Mikage
Heā€™d also spoil you like Chigiri, but probably in a more *ehem* Reo way..
Like heā€™d get you tons of stuff, too much to count. This man has moneyšŸ’°šŸ¤‘
Every. One. Of. Those. Gifts. Have been thoroughly thought through as he was buying them.
He wanted to make sure everything was perfectšŸ’
Michael Kaiser
Probably getting you something fancy..
A fancy robe, shoes, dress, etc..
Would also treat you to a restaurant date, Egon or something idk šŸ¤·ā€ā™€ļø
Alexis Ness
Heā€™d get you anything you wantšŸ˜­
Heā€™s such a sweetheart about it too, he would wrap your gifts in cute wrapping paper.
Every one of the gifts having a little tag in the shape of a heart saying: ā€œTo my love, from AlexisšŸ’•ā€
Heā€™s such a cutie istgšŸ˜­šŸ™
Hiori Yo
You two probably played animal crossing at some point together, so heā€™d definitely get you a plushie of whichever one was your favorite character!
He probably would accidentally reveal the gift before you opened it.. oopsiešŸ’•
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~šŸ Iā€™m so sorry if some of these were shortšŸ˜­ like idk how to write for Kaiser,I sagi or Nagi- and there is no Rin included here bc I have no idea how to write for himšŸ§ā€ā™€ļø anyway! I wish you sillies a lovely rest of 2023šŸ’•
See you guys next yearšŸ˜‹šŸ™ (Iā€™m so funny haha)
Also look at this Bachira plush I got for Christmas AAAAAAA MY BBYšŸ˜­ MWA MWAšŸ’‹šŸ’‹šŸ’‹
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cbncb0280 Ā· 1 year
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Deep Sensations (Tom Riddle X Reader - Smut)
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Hello! Thank you for picking this out. I am an ex-fangirl of Tom Riddle so I wrote some smut of him and you instead. Don't worry, no kinky or absolutely revolting or highly detailed stuff will be included. I think I wanna start a Tom Riddle X Reader story soon on Quotev, but this'll be my first ever proper smut.
Btw, the reader is a Ravenclaw in this.
Warnings: 13+ smut, oral sex, and a lot of rlly rlly nice chunk, all rights reserved
Welp, my first ever proper smut, and I'm still up writing this around 1am and 2am! Enjoy!
You were in your common room feeling really upset. Your life was ruined. No one could ever love you as you were such a weirdo and you were unable to fit in.
There was only one person who could ever love you. And that person was the boy you fell in love with.
You were in your fifth year and all your friends had dumped you because you were perceived as 'different' to them and they were highly judgemental and gossipy people.
Tom hated them just as much as you did. You were both secretly together after all, but he had a secret he was going to tell you soon...
Boty of you were so much alike. Different, separate, smart people who were more interested in more useful things in life rather than a whole load of bullshit you tended to hear from your 'friends'.
But Tom was a Slytherin and you were a Ravenclaw. A nerdy Ravenclaw trapped in their own thoughts and world. That's what attracted Tom to you. You were different.
There was also something deep inside of you that lusted for something, but what?
Suddenly, you heard a knock at your bedroom door. Thankfully, you somehow had a whole room to yourself since your 5th year, now you were in your 6th year.
"Come in," you said.
The door opened and it was Tom. He looked at you with wide, lustful eyes. He felt so ready to do something to you which kinda freaked you out a little.
"Tom, what's wrong?" You asked him.
Suddenly, his eyes strangely softened. He loved looking at you. You were so beautiful. Your whole body was made just for him to make out with. This reminded him of your first kiss and how he made you moan so damn hardly.
Now this time had come. He was going to make you moan, cum and do all sorts of things with you.
"Y/N," Tom began, "I was just wondering if you, erm..."
This was unusual for someone like him. He sounded so soft and gentle compared to what he was before. Overall, you knew that he was a cruel and vindictive boy who opened the Chamber of Secrets, but you still loved him for goodness knows why.
Perhaps because of his amazing handsomeness and intelligence? After all, he was a model student who got top grades in absolutely everything and everyone simply adored him, making you envious of him.
"What do you want, Tom?"
"I- the time has come Y/N. I know you've been so desperate to have this, just like me. Let's do it, today."
You automatically nodded and went over to him to put your arms around him. Your lips smashed onto each others' and it turned into an exceedingly passionate kiss.
Tom lifted you up onto the bed, getting ready to pull all your clothes off and make you moan and cum.
"Tom..." you moaned while kissing him hardly.
His lips trailed from your lips to your jawline and neck, where he gave loads of kisses and licks and sucks that you had hickeys everywhere.
Suddenly, his hand went up your tights and he began to rub your soft spot through your pants. You immediately cummed and moaned, needing him and only him more than ever.
"Alright, time for an amazing night, my precious Y/N."
And that was it. He ripped your skirt, tights and underwead off, as well as your robes and shirt, then lastly your bra which made you blush deeply in extreme excitement.
"Hmmm, now what do we have here?" Tom whispered as he looked at those two perfectly shaped breasts ready to have their main purpose fulfilled.
Tom, while rubbing your absolutely soaking wet clit and putting his finger slowly up your best part began to suck those two desperate breasts and lick them as well. It felt super good for you to finally feel this waiting and longing sensation and now it had finally arrived.
He continued making you moan while he played with those two breasts made for him to do his dirty works with. Then he began to kiss your stomach and chest until he was just about to do the best part when you stopped him.
"Your clothes, Tom," you began.
Then Tom just remembered and you began to remove his shirt and robes as he took off his trousers, socks and finally the best part.
Then that's when the next time came. Slowly and steadily, he began to lick that wet and desperate part of you all around for at least a good thirty seconds or so. You couldn't help but feel totally wet afterwards.
You loved it and he continued to do it for a little while to see how amazing you tasted, until he stopped.
After resting on top of you and before it was time for the big thing, you slowly put your hand around his thingy and rubbed it a little to get a taste of him for a little. Until...
You stopped and he began to thrust inside of you. You both moaned while he did so and he kissed your neck and lips hardly while doing so.
Unfortunately, after putting his entire thingy through you, you felt a horrible pain.
"It'll be okay, Y/N. It won't last for long."
And Tom was right. You were the wettest person one could ever make out with and your private part was perfectly and just made for this. He felt very good around you and all those high extra sensitive nerves inside of you reacted hardly to it.
He played with your private part as he kept thrusting in and out of you, but always making sure he kept inside of you. You released lots and lots of orgasms and he released all those amazing chemicals into you onto those highly sensitive and super lovely nerves for you.
He carried on kissing and snogging your neck as you licked and kissed the left side of his. He carried on cumming inside of you for a nice while, until he was ready to pull out and to taste all those amazing chemicals you had released everywhere! Wow, what a mess there was!
Before he was about to do that, you both kissed each other on your lips passionately for a good minute and your tongues certainly met.
"Tom, that was amazing. Please, I need it again," you whispered to him then he put his finger on your lips and kissed them again.
"If you promise me one thing, Y/N."
"Anything Tom, my true love. What is it?"
"That we'll rule the world together."
Squealing with delight, you kissed him hardly again and agreed to him.
He needed to lick you first before you could enjoy another new precious smut. Goodness me, you felt super good and highly wet around him.
You had a fab great time as he licked you for a little bit everywhere again and he took your hands in his.
Suddenly, you both got prepared and ready as you rocked around each other and you began to kiss his neck and jawline, licking it that it made him moan hardly.
"Y/N..." he moaned, then you kissed his stomach for a little before licking and sucking his best thing on him for a little.
He rubbed your inside, putting a couple of his fingers through it while he enjoyed the fantastic sensation you gave him until the next smut took place and you both rocked around everywhere, kissing each other hardly on the lips, releasing chemicals and your highly sensitive nerves having such a great time with him inside of you.
From several weeks onwards, you did this at least twice a week during all those weeks and you did even more stuff with each other. You both never got bored and the more you did it, the more you needed it every time. All your worries went away as all this occured which is partly why you two did this.
Your nerves also got more and more sensitive to the feeling every time he kissed you on the lips and other places all over your body and as he did these amazing oral licks on your best part and thrusted inside of you every time.
But unfortunately, the time came when you both had to stop and got caught and in huge trouble with the school and your peers...
He made you pregnant...
A/N: AHHHHHH, CRAP HELL! IDK WHETHER TO REGRET WRITING DIS OR NOT! IT'S MY FIRST EVER PROPER SMUT AND IT'S PRETTY DETAILED, AHHHHHH!
I need to get sleep now. It's after 2am now and I wrote this for over an hour. I hope u enjoyed but I feel kinda creeped out by all this...
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pansy-picnics Ā· 8 months
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Helloooo I just wanted to say that your trans Varian art is very special and comforting to me <3 it gives me warm soft feelings and it always makes my day thank you very much. The little details you include like what he uses to bind and his family supporting him and also him feeling comfortable enough to take his binder off at the end of the day or around certain people just makes me feel so seen and happy <3 I hope you have a lovely day
AUGHHGJGG THANK YOUUUU you have no IDEA how happy these kinds of comments make me,,,, šŸ„¹šŸ„¹šŸ„¹šŸ„¹ i donā€™t even really identify my gender myself and im definitely not transmasc but varian is just So violently transgender to me and it doesnā€™t feel right to not portray him that way. i put a lot of effort into my portrayal of it so when ppl say my art makes them feel seen i literally. scream and cry and throw up /pos
and YES you get it omfgā€¦..the little freak plagues my mind constantly he is SO loved and supported by his family. heā€™s a very practical guy to me so unless heā€™s going out for work or has visitors or something he canā€™t really be bothered to get dressed up or bind. he used to when he first started working in the castle,, but now he feels a lot more comfortable there and if heā€™s just gonna be hanging around at home heā€™s not gonna go through all the extra effort. and him feeling safe enough to do that is SO important to me!!!!! it makes me so unbelievably happy that people are able to notice all those details and iā€™m just so,,, oughggghh
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ALSO!! the detail of the binder in particular is actually one of my favorite things i havenā€™t really gotten a chance to talk about it hereā€¦..iā€™m kind of a history nerd also and although tts doesnā€™t really have a set time period (and i honestly donā€™t want it to), i enjoy adding in some historical references here in there cuz i just think it makes the world feel a lot more immersive. but heres a fun fact for you if you want to read:
most modern binders are made up of some kind of nylon or spandex, both of which werenā€™t invented until around the 1930s or 50s. most people use bandages to portray trans characters in fantasy settings, but bandages by themselves wouldnā€™t really do much unless they were compressive, and compressive bandages as we know them today also werenā€™t invented until around WW2. THIS is where corsets come in.
corsets get a rlly bad rep most of the time honestly, because for some reason most people are still convinced they were like. medieval torture devices. and they were used to promote a slim silhouette a lot of the time but so were a LOT of other garments!! corsets alone were undergarments worn on a day to day basis, both by rich and working class women and even by some men in the victorian era. they were just used the same way we wear bras today!! it wasnā€™t any different!!!
but boned garments like this also had the ability to shape and form the body, and though obviously i canā€™t confirm anyone was making corset binders in the 1800s people have been able to make modern replicas with similar materials that have almost the exact same effect as a modern chest binder, which tells us that it wouldā€™ve been completely possible for someone to hide their chest with a corset like garment AND!! it was quite literally PROVEN to us during the 1920s flapper era!!!
i could go on and on about the flapper era and itā€™s influence on the general social culture but basically, a LOT of inherent gender roles were being challenged, so women were wearing shorter skirts and haircuts, and womenā€™s fashion trends in general started to take on a much more androgynous silhouette to reflect that. a boxy, more boyish shape was actually strived for and a lot of women with larger chests would wear bodices advertised as ā€œbust reducersā€ to create this appearance, a lot of which were made with similar materials to corsets of the time!!!
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they obviously arenā€™t exactly the same as a binder we would have today but its shockingly similar i think, and itā€™s just neat to know that people really have been doing this stuff for centuries :ā€™3
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krashoutluv Ā· 3 months
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What are your thoughts on Jason from Three Jokers?
particularly for me, his emotional dependence is so big just because he confused things with the Barbara
3 JOKERS SPOILERS !
tldr; i ramble a little abt how i hate modern Jason fucking Todd and highlight how much justice this comic did for him
and how modern writers are just trying to turn him into a batfam insert of deadpool
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Yes! I dont think Jason had 100% feelings for Babs, like he said, he thought it could work. It definitely came from a moment of weakness/vulnerability, its often that Jason doesnā€™t get cared for too often, not in the way he needs. So when Babs let out a hand for him, it hit him HARD. Especially with just being traumatized by the last two jokers, I think its pretty obvious he doesnā€™t need someone to clean up/watch after him but like need someone to generally emotionally guide him.
my personal pet peeve with most modern Jason Todd canon ships is the laziness of it(b4 i get criticized i think ANY ship with ANY CHARACTERS can be good as long as the writings GOOD and makes SENSE) . GOD NO- i dont ship jason and babs, but they still put an odd amount of effort into it, to at the very least actually flesh out their characters.
Jason doesnā€™t need a character that fixes his mistakes when heā€™s overly impulsive, or babies him, or fixes his mistakes with a veil of ā€˜Your so dumb but i secretly care about you!ā€˜ because then it leads to most of lazy writing where he does something stupid but his gf is here to fix it! so its ok! NO!! HES NOT LEARNING ANYTHING!! YOURE MAKING HIM LOOK STUPID AND MENTALLY BRAIN DEAD!! anyways sorry.
Jason needs someone to break him out of his cycle of impulsiveness and self-destruction, not have him indulge in it.Jason needs to go fucking soul-searching or something im so tired of his assā€” REALISTICALLY I COULDNā€™T DATE COMIC!JASON IF HE DIDNT CHANGE,, HE WOULD FRUSTRATE ME RLLY BAD.
ahem. anyways. I think Jasons note shows a lot about his character and something that the modern writers ignore a lot. Jason CAN change, he just needs a reason, a solid reason to. He doesnā€™t have to put down his code, or the guns, he just needs someone solid to really make him think about himself. ā€œAll I need is one chance to you I can be better. And I will devote my life to making you proud. Happy. Loved.ā€ WHERE IS THIS SWEETHEART RN?? I SWEAR EVERY OTHER WRITER IS MAKING HIM A EMO FUCK-BOY WHOS BRAIN MATTER GOT SUCKED OUT THROUGH HIS COCK?? ahem sorry.
I really love how much DC actually puts details into Jason in this comic. Ex. Jasons helmets abilities being highlighted, ā€œHelmets registering multiple security doors opening across the facility.ā€ OR him saying the chronic pain management book was helpful. SORRYā€” I REALLY ENJOY DETAILS LIKE THIS. It just makes Jasons technical skill and such more obvious then whats normally stated. Also Jason tracking sea water off a wrench to the Aquariumā€” where is this skill in more modern comics?? I swear they make Jason a braindead wannabe deadpool sometimes i swear to fucking god. Also him shooting the shark tank so it eats Gaggyā€” I DIE FOR DETAILS LIKE THIS.
They donā€™t even get rid of his humor in 3 jokers either, he still has a really well displayed personality and his banter with Batman is really bearable for once, it makes sense and its well written. I slightly dislike how hard Babs is being on Jason but iā€™m not 100% sure what Babs is like. I havenā€™t read comics centered around her, so I donā€™t mind it. Also dont mistake this for me disliking babs for rejecting Jayā€” thats not what i mean at all. Just her constantly saying how heā€™s a criminal and focusing on getting him in prison like heā€™s an opp was confusing 2 me..
anyways stop trying to turn red hood into the batfams deadpool challenge!!
inbox is open 2 yap or requests sum!!
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tiredlilguy Ā· 8 months
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hallo! i luv ur verlaine hcs, they r rlly sweet!
was wondering if u had any rimlaine hcs? if ur fine w it (i low-key need drawing ideas)
thx and have a great day/night!
a/n: tysm >:D also YOU have a great day/afternoon/night(engale)! enjoy :) i attempted to make it more scenario based to give you drawing ideas hehe
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pairing: Rimlaine cw: N/A, not proofread, fluff desc: just some headcanons with the one pairing that curse me to no end (i am obsessed with them so god help me)
both cannot cook; idk where I came up with this HC, but I just like the image of them both standing over a pot with a mystery soup and theyā€™re both accusing each other for it looking/smelling bad (in an alternate au, I can see Chuuya being the cook of the house)
Verlaine is a tsun (thatā€™s where Chuuya gets it from)
Despite Verlaine being a tsun, he will fold at any advances that Rimbaud gives him, at least internally
They are both waist holdersā€¦ Verlaine especially (mainly because Rimbaud has a corsetā€¦ whore)
I can see Verlaine writing a lot about likeā€¦ every little detail about Rimbaud, like heā€™ll write it down in very dramatic poetry
Lots of soft laughing from Rimbaudā€™s part while Verlaine stubbornly tries to kiss him (ASDFASDFASDF); I can see Verlaine pausing while holding his waist and complaining that his pretty partner keeps laughing
Verlaine takes care of Rimbaudā€™s hair - washing it, combing it out, etc; itā€™s a love language for the two of them (they both got nice hairā€¦)
Verlaine makes Rimbaud tea/warms his hand when it gets even colder in the winter
They are both dangerously protective of each other; also yes, this is true, Rimbaud said heā€™d cut a leg and arm off just to find Verlaine (or vice versa- im too lazy to check)
Because Iā€™m hungry, they buy bread for each other; there is a lot of bread in the house
The first time Verlaine drank alcohol, he knocked out in under a couple seconds; from then on, declared alcohol his #1 enemy and now has a pretty high tolerance
They would lay down in a flower field tgt, I can see it; Rimbaud likes to put flowers along Verlaineā€™s braid (Iā€™ve been binging twilight, this is where I got this idea)
Im low-key imagining them in really pretty floral-wear, nothing too flashy, but something simple and pretty
Rimbaud adjusting Verlaineā€™s collar/doing his tie because Verlaine actually canā€™t tie a tie (sorry I just like imagining Verlaine not being able to do simple things); Rimbaud fusses over him a lot, especially when he was teaching Verlaine things
Equally though, Verlaine fusses over Rimbaud (taking care of his hairā€¦ etc)
Verlaine sees Rimbaud as an angel from heaven who was sent down to take care of him and teach him how to live/be human; I feel like heā€™d use that nickname too (ā€œmy angelā€ ā€œmon angeā€)
If Verlaine doesnā€™t know how to do something simple, Rimbaud will let out a soft laugh, which sort of makes Verlaine feel embarrassed (theyā€™re fluffy)
*dies*
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inkykeiji Ā· 8 months
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clari clari clari i am having *feral* brainrot abt touya-niiā€™s reader saving up like $20 in cash or whatever the yen equivalent to that is (bc he tracks all her card transactions yk) and while heā€™s out for a few hours one day she runs out to his favorite takeout place and grabs his favorite meal for him and sets up a cute lil dinner at home >.<
like itā€™s not home cooked and itā€™s not anything fancy but itā€™s his *favorite* and she wanted to surprise him because she *always* makes him food and wanted to do something special and jsdhdhsgdh iā€™m doing an awful job describing this but i just think itā€™d be rlly cutešŸ˜­šŸ˜­
- šŸŒæ
omg okay i have much to say about this!!!
tw: toxic relationships (control!!)
HERBBB okay so yES this idea is super cute BUT i am v sorry to inform you that the whole thing would be soured by the fact that she somehow managed to hide the fact that she was saving up money from touya. this sends his anxiety and his paranoia fucking skyrocketingā€”he canā€™t believe he didnā€™t notice this!! and if he didnā€™t notice this, what else hasnā€™t he noticed? what else might she possibly be hiding from him? what if she saves up money over a long period of time and takes off one day, never to be seen again? what if she saves up money and escapes with tomura someone, and then touya has to go and hunt them down? what else could she possibly be planning behind his back without him having the slightest wisp of a clue?
SO bearing all of that in mind, this idea would work and be super cute only if she told him sheā€™d be saving up some money for a surprise for him (the same way sheā€™ll tell him when sheā€™s saving up to buy him a gift). this, he is okay with. he promises her that he wonā€™t go snooping around trying to figure out what the surprise is (sheā€™s so goddamn cute when she tries to be stern with him, eyebrows cinched with one hand on her hip and the other lecturing him with a pointer finger, lips twitching with the threat of a pout. she is serious, niichan, donā€™t do it!!! pinky promise!!) and he finds himself genuinely excited to find out whatever this surprise is.
he doesnā€™t know when itā€™s coming, nor does he know any of the other details aside from the fact that sheā€™s stashing away some money for it, so his astonishment and gratitude is sincere when he comes home one night to find that sheā€™s ordered his favourite meal from his favourite restaurant, set up all cutesy and laid out on the fluffiest blankets and plushest pillows they own, with one of his favourite films idling on the television. it means a lot to him that sheā€™d do something so sweet and thoughtful, especially after she knows how much stress heā€™s been under with work lately, and he definitely sweeps her up into his arms and kisses the absolute life out of her for itā€”lip-bruising kisses with little nips of his front teeth and cheeky flicks of the tip of his tongueā€”and she has to tap her palms on his biceps and squeal into his mouth to get him to finally let up so they can eat before it gets coldā€”she timed it perfectly, you know! it would be a shame for it to cool before they can enjoy it! (she knows that if she didnā€™t put a stopā€”no, a pauseā€”to his kisses that he wouldā€™ve ended up fucking her right there and it wouldā€™ve spoiled all of her hard work! >.<)
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definitelynotshouting Ā· 6 months
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Hi! This is the anon that binged your fic a few days ago! I just got the time to read the newest chapter and I am SO sticking around to find out where this story goes. As someone whoā€™s struggled with mental health Iā€™m able to connect with Grian so well and that only doubles the desire I have to see him flourish and overcome these struggles. The way you write description is so inspiring too; Iā€™ve learned several words since reading! I didnā€™t know anything about the hunger au when I started so some of the world building was a little lost on me at first, but as I continued it made a lot more sense very quickly! Amazing work, Iā€™m very excited to see where it ends up :)
- binge reader
ANONNNN THIS IS SO INSANELY SWEET THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR SENDING THIS ASK,,, i was thinking abt this earlier today but i rlly am writing this story primarily for all the recovery girlies out there. My little way of holding everyone's hand and saying its gonna be okay, actually, even if it gets so hard you want to lie down and cry forever. Mental health strugglers rise UP we are OUT HERE we are GOING TO MAKE IT!!!!!!!!!
Im really flattered you enjoy my descriptions, its something i think im most proud of in my writing :] smth about finding the perfect word to help paint an incredibly vivid picture really appeals to the autism in my brain, although i do frequently worry i might be going a bit,,,, overboard kdsbkdnekdk
and yeah, this is admittedly a rough draft of the story-- its missing quite a bit of connective tissue at the start, which is mostly bc i genuinely assumed only a handful of people already familiar with the world would pick it up and see it. In the hypothetical future polished version of this fic, i'd want to make the worldbuilding a bit more concrete right from the start-- i think its very easy to tell that im still sorta worldbuilding as i go, and there are definitely details i'd want to put front and center right away :] nonetheless, im pretty proud of how its shaping up, considering when i posted the first two chapters i had NO CLUE where it was going šŸ˜‚šŸ˜‚šŸ˜‚šŸ˜‚
Im very, very happy so many people have gotten into the fic and its worldbuilding. Its a truly indescribable feeling when yall come into my inbox and tell me stuff like this ā¤ļøā¤ļøā¤ļøā¤ļøā¤ļø i hope you continue to enjoy the fic, and im really happy you feel seen by it-- that means a lot for me to hear :]
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lowkeyclueless5137 Ā· 6 months
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Hey! I saw your amazing work of your oneshots book from AO3 :D and one chapter actually stood out to me the most. It was about Azul and Riddle being step brothers and no one knew about that until later on! Riddle mentioned to Ortho that their parents still have yet to have a wedding and that Azulā€™s bfs + Ortho were def invited (floyd obv too šŸ˜­) now I tought that what if Azulā€™s mother and Riddleā€™s father have their wedding with all of Riddle and Azulā€™s close friends/acquaintances invited (main cast) and Mrs. Rosehearts presumably crashing the party wanting to take Riddleā€™s custody back after Mr. Rosehearts and Mrs. Rosehearts divorced and basically putting the entire wedding in shambles for everyone U-U Iā€™m not really good with going into detail in a lot of things but based on your work you actually fit plot gaps really good and do your own little twist to it and thatā€™s why I always enjoy reading your works! C: I also donā€™t rlly know if you take requests, but if you donā€™t, just ignore this! šŸ„¹
:0 that oneshot...
Tbh I had to re-read it a few times because I didn't understand if it was a request or just idea expansion.
Either way WEDDING SHENANINGANS YASSSSSSSSSS!
Initially, this idea was brought up by /grandstrangerwhispers here, on Tumblr. So you can click the link and see the full background that was established before the oneshot(plot wise)
I am yet to write a wedding fic(althrough I'm such a sucker for wedding shenaningans) But since I do have my requests open(i belive in one of the latests chapters of the works is told)
SO YAY! REQUEST TIME :D
It will probably take a bit, but for now, the request will be in the works and most likely the next upcoming update :v
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boxwinebaddie Ā· 6 months
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hbd stan! i'm using that as an excuse to say: u rock unc nina! ur my fav fic author because ik you write style fanfic, but u fleshed them out soooo much past what the show has done. in ur fics theyre almost like really good ocs? and u made the world so detailed and creative that if you didnt tell me it was sp i would srsly!!! think i was reading a novel from the bookstore! ur attention to detail is crazy. ty 4 blessing us. we luv you! p.s. u also seem rlly nice and r sooo pretty on twitter <3
this message made my heart smile, omg. thank you so very much.
first of all, of course, happy birthday stan the man with the plan.
second of all, i'm so honored to be your favorite fanfiction author! i would have never in my wildest dreams believed that so many people would form an attachment to the weird little things i write. :')
and i am grateful every single day for each and every one of you. <3
this ask actually really hit home for me because one of the imposter syndrome things i've been struggling with recently is worrying that i'm taking too many liberties with stan/kyle and just taking the characters so far out of context that they can barely be considered as style at all...or that they came out of the south park universe.
( edit: uh i spiraled into self doubt after this part, my fear that my fanfics are too ooc and i fucked w everything too much haunts me )
simply put: you all stumbled upon my stomping grounds because you were looking to read style fanfiction, so it would distress me deeply if you or other people stumbled across it and were like woah! wtf!!! this is not stan and kyle??? what's with all these crazy headcannons?!?!
but we have 20+ seasons of south park with...very inconsistent plot, lots of plot holes, lots of plot!!! of course, but not a ton of characterization beyond sort of baseline humor and skeleton stuff.
and in that case, i feel like you kind of have to take liberties when you are given that little in order to make a fluid story w/ realistic characters? so really, i just filled in the blanks with what felt right to me tried to take them from 2d characters to almost 3d people.
and so even if they are not textbook, i feel like every writer stylizes their style a different way ( pepstyle and rmstyle are just mine ) and i guess more than them being perfectly canon, i wanted you to resonate and love them as people, whoever those people may be.
so i am glad they are so lifelike/detailed to you that they seem like ocs compared to what matt/trey have given us, but i hope they are not too ooc/too fleshed out that they take away from actual style.
style ( taylor's version ) -> style ( nina's version )
which you guys seem to really like! which thrills me a lot!
and honestly most of that anxiety formed around rm!jersey and rm!ravenstan because they are technically goth stan as raven ( plus stan canonically singing in cd ) and kyley b jersey kyle...i just cobbled them to fit correctly into the offshoot southpark universe i created.
which i hope still reads as south park but in a much grittier, realer more modern sense? bc tbh rm happened bc i really wanted to writer a darker, psychological thriller, mystery, raunchy romance type beat.
it just looks a lot different than regular style stuff and i cant really disclose too much about raven until i can progress the plot past at least chapter...6? the chapter after this one? so he seems off??? but
*breathes bc im having a panic attack* sjdajsd aaa rip rip rip haha
its all still south park. its all style. jersey and raven are stan and kyle. even if it seems like the characterization off...let me cook. crying help.
thank you all for trusting my vision and enjoying my stuff even if it is not your normal style content. i literally have this panic attack like every couple of days so i am trying to have it publicly and civilly here.
the detail means a lot to me which i guess is why they kind of became my ocs rip...because i need there to be answers for every question. like yall could ask me any question about any four nina style boys and i would know in a second shdsadk. which might be psychosis, but i think...is possibly sick? shows i know my stuff? shdls
i am blessed to have you, actually, darling. thank you for reading my existential crisis. i'm glad you are enjoying your books that are barely south park featuring my yassified stans and kyles quasi ocs, rip.
i love you, i love you, mwah, mwah, mwah,
hope to put the next chapter of your book out soon also -- in november its nanowrimo! and instead of a novel, i will be focusing on my fics and i will be! revisisting peppermint! aaaa! get lit let's go!
-uncle nina, always in a crisis
P.S. WAIT THANK YOU FOR THINKING I'M PRETTY! THAT'S SO NICE! THANK YOU SO SO SO MUCH D'AWWWW
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hurricane-heatt Ā· 5 months
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FIRSTLY i do not know how i hadn't seen your ao3 before now and i'm losing my MIND i'm about to read it all bc i just read casualty of you and now i'm SCREECHING secondly... the fic writer questions: 11, 4, 30, 49! x
FIRSTLY AWAHHHH THABK YOU SO SO MUCH!!!! i hope u enjoy <3333
secondly gonna stick these answers below the cut!!! just because i started rambling ehe
11- Are you partial to a certain character/pairing or are you more equal-opportunity? If you are partial to any character/pairing, why do you think that is?
oh absolutely pairing-wise it will always be sebmark for meā€¦ i think i am just entirely struck by the different phases of their relationship? 2009 is an entirely different vibe to 2013 who is an entirely different vibe to 2017 and that makes fic writing them sooo fun for me its never a chore to write sebmark. beyond this teammate rivalries are just absolutely compelling to me i think the dynamics and intricacies are so so interesting, especially gaining more insight on that from marks book was just eeeee i loved it (fuck u helmut marko for everything you ever do). personality wise too they both suit each other well in terms of rpf and they dynamics that iā€™ve always written and like writing.
character wise i love writing seb. i rlly hope i do him justice because i just love his voice and his humour and his mannerisms. heā€™s my love ever and i love him so any pairings with him in i am always heart eyes over.
4 - What detail in [insert fic] are you really proud of?
iā€™m gonna take this as any fic iā€™ve written so! i think anything in good men die too verse i am hugely proud of. i did a bit of research for crush about street racing (a lack of in thoroughfare which i often get annoyed about but oh well) and so i think i got the car types right. either way it sounds professional so shrug!
an unreleased fic i have a bit of detail on is my siren!seb fic, its entirely unfinished but i did some research about mythology surrounding mermaids and sirens and think itā€™s pretty good in that!!!
30 - Have you ever written something that was out of your comfort zone? If so, what was it, and how did it affect your approach to writing fic thereafter?
oh boy most of my ot3 fest fics (i have three fulfilled hopefully! haha 3) were quite a new experience. i wonā€™t spoil a ton but writing threesomes is hard man. lots of limbs
49 - What are you currently working on? Share a few lines if youā€™re up for it!
ehehehe. its a another fucking sebmark au! heir to fatherā€™s business seb nearly gets assassinated and his driver mark (annoying, gets in the way, keeps making fun of him) saves his life and thus is made his bodyguard in order to protect him. he hates mark already but this really pisses seb off, a constant shadow. also itā€™s called bad for business yes like the sabrina carpenter song
itā€™s going to be my first multi chapter and iā€™m anxious as balls about it and i really kind of hate the tone at the minute so it needs reworking. first chap is basically done but want three written before i post anything just for my own sanity. but hereā€™s a little snippet of them winding each other up
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Why has Britta put the medicine on the top shelf, for fuckā€™s sake, she knows heā€™s not that tall. He gets on his tiptoes, but the box is pushed further back by the tips of his fingers, rather than grabbing it.
ā€œLet me, Mr Vettel.ā€
And then, the lean body of Sebastianā€™s driver against the back of him, reaching up to the shelf with zero effort. His fingers dash against Sebastianā€™s, and itā€™s a much more successful retrieval, bringing down the box of pills to his height.
Sebastian turns, putting his back to the countertop, the bare skin under his hoodie just brushing the cool marble. Heā€™s close enough that he can smell Webberā€™s cologne - sharp. Masculine. Like the rest of him, ever predictable.
Webber takes a short step back, probably assessing how abnormally close they were. He puts the box into Sebastianā€™s open palm. The pills shake inside upon impact. Heā€™s pleased, but through gritted teeth, like a dog finally being allowed a treat.
ā€œThank you.ā€
ā€œNo problem.ā€
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so yeah!!!! i rlly hope i do finish it and get it out because the idea has been brewing for months.
thank u so much for all the questions and ofc the love for casualty of you <33
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mirtifero Ā· 1 year
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May I ask about ur rogues :D ? Like, what's the basic backstory behind each one, and maybe if you have any drawing or just an idea of appearance :P
(HOLY FUCK THIS ENDED HUGE BECAUSE OF THE SCARECROW BIT)
I do have some doodles but I'm very insecure regarding them so I won't rlly show them.
Also putting this under read more because i fear it may get big lol
The rogues that I currently have are Joker, Harley, Ivy, Riddler and Scarecrow. I want to do a Scarface and Ventriloquist (I LOVE him very much) and also a Two Face (I also want to do a Gilda but she's not a rogue) but I don't have many ideas yet.
The only one with a backstory is John, Harley and Ivy have little drafts
Scarecrow
Tw: abuse, bullying, death, animal death, manipulation, unethical medical stuff, eh you get the idea
Jonathan has a similar backstory to Year One, being raised by his great granny in Georgia (not many details here because my brazilian ass doesn't know anything about Georgia). Because of the abuse he suffered from her, he became a bit of an isolated child and overall kinda numb to things around him (since he was constantly anxious and overthinking, he was also kinda unaware of whatever was happening around him). He was also very, very physically weak, which meant the work he did used to make him constantly physically sick and he constantly had to go to school during these times. Overall he was a very easy victim of bullying so that also shaped a lot of his life. His teachers didn't do much because, since it was a very conservative and religious town, the fact that he was a bastard child and "weird", "offputting", "sick" and overall "too fidgety/scared" to things around him, they used to think of him as less or as some sinful thing. Besides that his family didn't have a great reputation either so no reason for them to care, right? He did try to fight back or outsmart his bullies but it never really worked because why would it! He was sick and skinny and no one would ever try to protect him. He spent most of his time reading and mostly trying to understand what was wrong with him, which gave him a lot of medical and psychological knowladge later on.
By reading was when he started to obsess with fear. He knew that he HAD to have some sort of power over people so he made a sort of character for himself. Not really Scarecrow, he used to be very into gothic horror so he made a sort of ghost figure that didn't rely on him appearing to scare people. He would kill rats and other small animals, put them in lockers or doors, write with blood and just enjoy himself watching people freak out. He never made the hauntings talk about treating him better because he knew it would make things worse for him, he just wanted to see people freak out and have that euphoric feeling inside him that it was because of HIM. The town had rumours about being haunted now and it was because of HIM and that made his attitude towards people to shift a lot over time. He went from being shy and insecure to just quiet and egocentrical. John didn't, like, stutter much anymore, he'd just stare quietly at things. Over time that evolved to him being very manipulative and good at playing with people's emotions/playing with his own facade.
I'm not so sure about this part but I do think he manages to make his great granny have a heart attack once and that, like, he had that sudden shift to being happier with himself. According to him, he unfortunately had to pretend to be scared and sad about his great granny's death but he was EUPHORIC about it.
When he grew up he managed to get a scholarship to Gotham University, where he majored in psychology. He stopped his shenanigans for a while there, since he felt somewhat safer. People didn't really care much about the tall lanky man so he didn't care much either. He worked in small magazines and custumer service for a while to pay the bills while he kept studying. He has a master in medicine and a doctorate in psychochemestry. During his post grads is where things get funky again.
He started to research on Arkham, where he did not care whatsoever about the patients well being and overall kinda used that freedom he had to expand his research. He wanted to see how people reacted to fear, seeing its uses and overall how to cause fear in "very small amounts that multiply to a disaster". He basically fucking incentived self destructing and mayhem, "in very small amounts", kinda to see what happened (ps: Batman already existed by then).
His papers started doing numbers(tm) because, since he was very good at twisting things, he made all the unethical and destructive nature of his research go unseen. He managed to become a professor, a job that he really enjoyed! He basically went his days lecturing and doing research at Arkham, having basically two jobs at that point. Like, nice by day evil by night (?,????? AKSJANWH).
Anyways, at some point he wanted to start using his chemestry knowladge and he started working on the fear toxin, which he tested on arkham patients (Riddler was one of them btw but more on that later) which caused enough problems to call authorities attention.
He started getting criticized (rightfully so btw it was terrible stuff happening) on the academia which started to freak him out. He was very angry that he was on the edge of losing his teaching job (which was a great source of pleasure for him, he was even very nice to students!!!) but also horrified of the same thing. He wanted to keep his research at all costs because he was too far gone at that point and thought he was being bullied like when he was a kid, which, uh, yeah.
Because of him associating being rightfully criticized with his past, he decided to go back to his usual bullshittery. Except this time with a Scarecrow, since his research used a lot the idea of a metaphorical scarecrow and shit. He had a curious relationship with birds that I'll mention in a sec and he basically started training them to attack officials, students, started leaving dead stuff around, write shit and also poison people with toxin.
It was, in many ways, not nearly as calculated as his kid shenanigans, because he was in a different context where he tought he was going to lose the only thing he loved.
Anyways.
Batman got his ass. Yaay!!
Okay so other stuff:
He has a very complicated relationship with religion, he is scared of abandoning it but he also hates it with his very being.
Because of the above, his relationship with sex is even more complicated. He doesn't mind sex, people talking about it or even reading it in a book, he is just scared of him in specific being punished for anything sexual. Plus, he has a lot of internalized homophobia and he's gay, so, uh, there's a lot to unpack here.
Although he was scared of crows, when he started to become very fascinated by them. He daydreamed about being this tall being surrounded by crows and shit like he thought it'd be so badass.
During his teaching years he was actually quite nice to his students but tbh only to his students. Other than that he was just a smirking manipulative cunt and very serious looking.
After all the chaos his manipulative nature started to make him look very unnerving since he was constantly looking happy but it was very obvious he was either freaking out or incredibly angry. He is constantly smiling and acting calm but he is, very obviously, not okay.
He gets along with Harley okay. She reminds him of his students so she's, like, somewhat a close friend. She is neutral about him but considers him a friend. She hates what he did to patients tho.
His relationship with Edward is HORRIBLY UNSTABLE. More on that later.
He has such a fucking crush on Batman you don't get it. Part of him WANTED to get caught by Batman SPECIFICALLY during that mess. He denies it to his last breath but he wants to spin Batman on a microwave and dissecate his brain and he has such a crush it's horrible. He watches the news religiously wanting to see the batman bits.
Appearence wise he looks like a mixture of fear state and future state. Also a bit of arkham knight.
Joker
Tw: murder and reference to abuse
Okay so he doesn't have a backstory yet and he's, like, very different from usual Joker because I made him while angry at Joker AKWHNQHQKA
He's basically a manchild, a whiny annoying bitch that is very loud and colorful and laughing at literally everything. His jokes consist of murder and death and always connected to puns, sometimes nonsensical because he's having a moment.
He gets angry easily and screams a lot and is one of the, surprisingly, most deadly rogues (not on the top 3 but def on the top, idk, 10 or maybe 5).
He loves wearing eccentric clothing and acting like the world is a stage and he is very unpredictable when it comes to who is his next pun victim. He can be very manipulative and creepy if he's calmed down, but that's rare, so he's mostly just loud and obnoxious. No one likes him and he's mostly just very dangerous because of his unpredictable brutality.
He was Harley's patient and when she met his "calmer side" she was fascinated and wanted to understand him, which made him manipulate her a lot. More on that later. She left him when he freaked out and screamed at her and shit like he fr never loved her or whatever.
He's obsessed with the batman, believing he is the only one that can bring him some sort of wanted joy that he longs for so much. He never feels properly happy and he just believes Batman is the one who will bring this happiness to him like an angel. When he isn't causing mayhem full of makeup and bright clothing he is overall kinda sad and miserable looking.
That's kinda of it! He is a bit difficult to explain :(
Appearence wise he's like. A clown. His hair is spiky tho. (When he's not with makeup his hair kinda falls and it's very depressing like Kajwkqjsk)
Riddler
Tw: abuse, neglect, stuff like that
He is... oh where do I start.
Edward has a history of being treated like shit by people around him. As a child, he was actually very sweet and excited about everything! But his excitement was looked as something very annoying. People would beat the shit out of him or just treat him as less. That made him start to close with time and become a very quiet child, always playing with math and little puzzles. He was also very neglected so he wanted to constantly find ways of getting attention, by being the greatest, by convincing himself he was the greatest. He needed to survive, somehow.
Things didn't get better with time, his unstable behaviour making him become isolated and sometimes even physically harmed by people around him. That made him befome more aggressive and insecure and an overall mess. During most of his young years he cried a lot alone.
His backstory isn't complete yet, but this develops into him becoming incredibly selfish and egocentrical and to see himself as superior. He thinks people around him are trying to copy him or underestimate his abilities with tend to lead to him being really obnoxious.
I don't know how he snapped yet, but it was definitely him wanting attention and getting it in a very aggressive manner.
He is very obsessed with numbers and puzzles and needs to constantly do them otherwise he may end up self destructive. In the sense of "avoiding a single thought from occuring" yk?
He was one of John's patients and oh boy was that. Complicated.
John is fascinated by Edward, it's kind of a "I can make him so much worse". Jonathan even tested less his experiments on Edward because he wanted to just... dissect his brain in a way.
Edward however never really contributed. He hated John. He believed with all his heart that he was just trying to flatter him and "fix him". He also KNEW something was fucked up about John and did not want to take part in it, since he thought he was far superior to whatever lab rat John wanted Ed to be. The only time John used his toxin on Ed was out of curiosity on what Ed feared, and wanting him to get closer to him (it's kinda fucked up). This whole thing just makes him even more fascinated by Ed and yeah Ed hates his ass (rightfully so).
He's bi and has a complicated relationship with Batman. He is obsessed with wanting to outsmart him and/or also sees him as an equal and/or has a huge fucking crush.
He barely gets along with anyone tbh because he kinda hates everyone around him (even batman in a way).
He is still a draft like there's a lot I can add here!!! So sorry for the lack of stuff
Appearance wise he looks. He wears a silly hat and the suit it's kinda of a weird mix between yz and ak riddler.
Harley
Tw: abuse
Harley was a psychologist with the dream of helping people. She started as a teenage therapist and enjoyed it very much, specially with how she was able to incentive people to be genuine and start being chaotically happy, angry or anything like that.
She got a job at arkham and had to leave her other job for that. Shit with Joker happened blah blah blah and she kinda... okay let me explain
So, her whole thing was about self expressionx wasn't it? She thought by helping Joker to express himself she would also manage to become genuine and free from societal chains but she actually found herself even more trapled. She lost herself. She didn't know who she was anymore.
When she had a pretty bad fight with Joker she realized all of that and left. But she kinda got her ass dragged to arkham in the process. Where she had a lot of time to think.
She spent a lot of time very depressed, her whole goal was to make people genuine and authentic individuals and she found herself being a shadow. Harley wanted a fresh start, so after shaving her head she started trying new things, reading new books and yeah experimenting overall. She enjoyed the idea of being a villain in the eyes of people if it meant being authentic, in a way, but she needed to find herself for that.
Fun fact, while she was Joker's shadow, she was called "The Columbine" after the character from commedia dell'arte, she changed it for "Harley Quinn" after that. Because it was cooler and sounded more like her.
She started to enjoy a lot drawing and skating and breaking shit. Hashtag self expression.
She met Ivy on arkham while she tried gardening, and Ivy went like "you suck at this" and they slowly fell in love and they are girlfrieneddsss!!!! :33
Harley tries to get along with everyone (she's one of the only people who KINDA can KINDA get along with Eddie but it's a very KINDA)
This is also a draft so yeah! She's bi and also ethnically jewish, not veeery religious but still enjoys her culture a lot.
She also knows how to play baseball. And is very good at rollerskating. And both at the same time. She sometimes does insane shit around gotham just because and it's very easy to know she went somewhere since everything is kinda thrown around and painted with graffiti and shit. She looves it!
She looks like future state her because i love that design so much
Ivy
Tw: cannibalism (oopsie!)
Scientist gone mad type of stuff. Straight up ecoterrorist, not a good person whatsoever.
Her backstory is very similar to unburied. Except there's a whole lot of murder and at some specific points cannibalism as a form of establishing dominance. Since all the ideas are kinda thrown around I'm unable to properly explain them in a "story time" way :(
She became a plant like monstrocity and managed to develop photosynthesis too (before that she straight up ate human meat because she refused to eat animals or plants).
She is a very obnoxious individual, but surprisingly quiet. She just looks at other people like she could murder them and they shut up. She is rude, overall mean but also kinda sensitive, specially when it comes to plants. She feels like she just wants to protect herself and others and doesn't see the evil in her actions, and she feels a lot of pain when plants are hurt. So her being mean is kind of a means of self defense, because chances are she cries a lot when she's alone.
She used to feel like she was weak, useless, so she found a way to become powerful and used that against people who hurt her, who hurt her plants.
Her appearence is silly because it's like, kinda similar to sale's version of her hair wise, and body wise it's complicated. She cannot wear clothes since they physically hurt, she is green and like. There's probably a whole ecosystem inside her lol. Her eyes are also kinda funky.
She loves Harley a lot, and her hair even blossoms when she's around her. Harley teaches her to be angry, sad, to be herself and she cares a lot about her. Harley's probably the only human Ivy genuenely cares about.
She's also a lesbian because I'm a lesbian and I said so????
She spends a lot of time quiet and unmoving inside arkham's gardens, maybe humming to herself. She looks like a plant and it's quite creepy. In a good way!
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Okay so that's kinda all I have aksjaksj sorry for HOW HUGE scarecrow's bit is I'm. Mentally unwell. Very normal about him.
Also the amount of self projection here was insane sorry abt that.
Yay! :D
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unicyclehippo Ā· 2 years
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this is a little bit of a normie question but as some1 who does embroidery , do you have any tips for a guy looking to start? like things you wish you knew, or resources that rlly helped you learn?
i haven't really been doing it very long & certainly not Well.
embroidery floss is six strings twisted into one thread & you can split this into three things of two, or two of three, or six individual strings again depending on how detailed you want your design to be (this took me a stupidly long time to figure out)
if you have a project you are working on do NOT put your bobbins (the thing your floss is wrapped around) away until the project is done because it can be surprisingly hard to figure out WHICH colour exactly you used. you can also keep a piece of paper with the project & write down what colours you used - each thread comes with a colour ref, which will be a number like 7581, & you can & should write the number on the bobbin so if it is running low you can buy more of the exact same shade instead of guessing
you will be surprised by how much detail it adds to have multiple shades of a colour, ie two greens instead of one for the purposes of shading or shaping whatever you are embroidering. but like with any art, dont be afraid to use weird colours & experiment with different stitches n stuff because that's good old fashioned fun
don't buy fancy fabric to start, you might not even enjoy it. buy the cheapo stuff to start, practise some stitches, & if you like it you can get better stuff & if you don't then you can just keep the stuff for the next time you need to darn a sleeve or put a button back on a shirt.
it's really hard to know all the right words for things when you start, it takes a lot of googling. if you're really interested, try befriending an old person at an embroider's guild or quilters guild in your city! ask loads of questions, be respectful & admire their work because it takes a lot of time & it's totally fucking Sick to see what people can make its just incredible. if there's anyone in your family who quilts or embroiders or does other fabric art like that, you should for sure talk to them. i mentioned off hand to my gma that i wanted to try to make a quilt & the next day she gave my mum 2kg of fabric & hexagon templates for me. totally wild.
do Not stab yourself with a needle. i wear glasses when i do it because of eye strain & because im stupid & its something i would do. if it is something You would do, consider investing in safety glasses. you can also get things for your thumbs n fingers like thimbles but i have only stabbed my thumb like three times total, its not a big deal.
have fun!
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motherkneelovesyou Ā· 1 year
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some fanfic i wrote with my ocā€™s? im not rlly sure lol
i donā€™t use tumblr but i wanted somewhere to post my fanfic lol
im just gonna copy n paste this cuz idk how else to add it. enjoy šŸ¤—šŸ¤—
1: iā€™ll huff and iā€™ll puff and iā€™ll blow your marriage down!
ā€˜ugh, i canā€™t believe this.ā€™
Sapphire sat perched at the end of her newly-shared bed, trying her hardest to avoid looking at her newly-wedded wife. mind you, this wasnā€™t planned, at least not by her. in fact, the woman who would play the role of her ā€˜wifeā€™, with her cocky smile and raised eyebrows, was probably behind all this, planning every little detail to make the day that had just passed as miserable as possible.
In contrast with the glamorous, picture-perfect Sapphire Salzine, Emerald ā€˜Swallowtailā€™ Clover was rugged and nonchalant yet with an ego that reached the peak of even the highest mountains. with her messily pinned-up raven hair, a tall frame, muscular arms adorned with tattoos and deep brown eyes that seemed to pierce through Sapphireā€™s unblemished skin, she knew just how to get on the otherā€™s nerves. but Sapphire hopes this wonā€™t be as bad as she predicts it will. theyā€™ve danced this waltz before, at least.
ā€˜whatā€™s your problem, eh?ā€™ the tall, confident woman lay beside her wife, that aggravating smirk still plastered to her face.
ā€˜my problem isĀ you.ā€™ the blonde smoothed the creases in her dress. their wedding was, to put it bluntly, hell on earth for Sapphire.Ā 
the whole ordeal was long, too long. it was undeniably hot, due to the sweltering heat of the june sun. long shadows casted down the procession of people in the church, and light filtered through the stained glass windows of the church they has recited their vows in, blinding Sapphire as she tried as hard as she could not to look into the eyes of who she was now tied to, till death to they part. the ā€˜i doā€™sā€™ were bitter on her tongue, as sharp and forced as a stab to flesh, and the fabric of her lacy white dress etched patterns into her skin, itching as she twitched awkwardly during the ordeal. as much as she hated it, her wife was actually in a good mood, for once. throughout the whole ceremony, the taller female was surprisingly cheerful, her eyes glazed over with love and lust. she said her vows with passion and confidence, and when it came to the kiss, she was tender and deepā€”or at least tries to be, considering Sapphire tried her best not to kiss back, wishing for it to be over as soon as it started.Ā 
ā€˜what have i done this time?ā€™ Emerald replied mock-innocently, snapping Sapphire out of thought. the blonde gave the other a look, lips snarled.Ā 
between the two, it was unsaid that Emerald has done aĀ lot. The two had met when they were barely teenagers, each confident, each proud, each trying to one-up the other. everything they had done, from who got the best marks in tests, who could play more instruments and even inconsiderable things such as who could tie their shoelaces faster, had been a competition. every. little. thing. and, for the most part, it had been Emerald who had one. why? according to Sapphire, she was a cheat, but the winner stated herself that she was simply ā€˜perfectā€™. their feud has continued into their now, in their early adulthood, and so when Sapphire had been told who her wife would be, she was, over all things,Ā disgusted.
resting her hands behind her head, Emerald shuffled closer to Sapphire, reaching behind her for a packet of cigarettes and a lighter, itā€™s metal shell glinting in the dim lamplight beside them. lighting a cigarette, Emerald took a long drag and sighed, breathing in as itā€™s dry, ashy odour coated the room.Ā 
Sapphire grunted, clearly irritated. ā€˜Cant you smoke in your own time?ā€™Ā 
ā€˜ThisĀ isĀ my own time, myĀ dear,ā€™ Emerald took another drag, ā€˜Besides, one of your kisses would have the same effect as 10 whole cigarettes, but you wonā€™t even think of giving me o-ā€˜
Sapphire jabbed Emerald in the ribs, hard. ā€˜donā€™t ever call me that again, you prick.ā€™ Grimacing, she stood up, pulling her nightgown down and walking to the door. she pulled the handle, frowned, and rattled it. it was locked.Ā 
ā€˜why wonā€™t the door open?ā€™ Sapphire turned around threateningly.Ā 
ā€˜my gaggle of cousins locked it, since weā€™re supposed to be.. well, yā€™know.ā€™
ā€˜donā€™t you have the key?ā€™
ā€˜of course,ā€™ another drag, letting out a puff and smoke that glided through the open window, ā€˜come and get it then,Ā love.ā€™
ā€˜i amĀ notĀ touching you, if thatā€™s whatā€™s youā€™re insinuating.ā€™ Sapphire grimaced at the thought.
Emerald chucked lightly. ā€˜Well then, guess youā€™re stuck her tonight. come, lie down next to me.ā€™ she gestured to the bed.
ā€˜Not on my dead body!ā€™ Sapphire stepped back. not in a million years would she lie next to her, even if till death do they part. ā€˜iā€™ll just sleep on the floor then.ā€™
ā€˜donā€™t play that bullshit card with me, missy. youā€™ll be fine, i wonā€™t be going to sleep for a while anyways, i have some work to finish up from yesterday.ā€™Ā 
ā€˜on your WEDDING DAY?ā€™Ā 
ā€˜being in the mafia is a demanding job, sweetheart. not everyone is as lucky as you to lounge around all day, go shopping and order everyone else around.ā€™ standing up, Emerald threw her cigarette stub in the bin, picked up her briefcase and turned to the door of the adjacent room. ā€˜Call me if you need anything.ā€™ and with that, she disappeared into the oozing darkness of her study.Ā 
sighing, Sapphire got under the covers of the bed. god, it smelled of ash, and that idiotā€™s cologne. at least it was comfortable. turning to her side, she let the blankets wash away to troubles of her day, and the struggles and torments of her mind.Ā 
so, sheā€™d just married her sworn enemy, was now a member of the mafia and wished, for the first time ever, that she was not alive.
ā€¦
how was she ever going to survive this?
criticism is much appreciated šŸ˜—
-love from kneešŸ©·šŸ©·
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Adore your writting so much it s honestly undescribable but imma go ahead and try to.
First of all characterisation<3 rlly like how you balance them out without being consumed by few traits (even thought it s so easy to <my own experience)
But most importantly im such sucker for the descriptions of small actions that highlight emotions characters is going thru. It add so much to the experience and for me conveys it that much better? Putting emotions/experiences into words is hard (so many of us don t know what we are feeling in the moment) so tapping into what people remember doing/see other do associated with such emotion? Love it. I could read stories solely about 2 characters talking sitting somewhere but with detailed illustration of their surroundings/small actions/though process step by step. I want to grab those feelings of theirs put under microscope and study!! What about slightly different enviroment? What then? How would they act?
Thank you so much for those things + goofy scenarios
my huntlow brainrot is only getting worse and worse
OH MY GOOOOOOODD!!!
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Thank you SO much this is the loveliest thing ever!! šŸ’• šŸ˜­ Makes my day better, makes my week better, makes my YEAR better etc
I am obsessed with DIMENSION. Every character's got multiple layers and I'm constantly thinking about those layers all of the time. It's so fun to me. To be fair though, when it comes to the little writey things I do in response to asks, they might be a little sloppy characterization-wise sometimes. Mostly cuz I don't take them as seriously as the stuff I put on ao3 so I'm not constantly rereading and analysing what I wrote to make sure it's perfectly in character. It's just for fun! But I genuinely ENJOY keeping characterizations as accurate as I can so I think they're passable most of the time.
And actions!!! Yes I love little actions and gestures!!! I really like utilising body language but the usage of it is very much visual, so I like to put lots of emphasis on little details like that. Also yeah ESPECIALLY if the scene is heavy and the character is having a difficult time processing how they're feeling so their brain just zeroes in on what's going on around them because they're unable to think of anything else. There's these stubborn repression vibes about it. And I also really like the whole "showing not telling" rule where its never explicitly stated how the character is feeling but their thought process, dialogue and body language is coated with obvious emotions.
I LOVE CONVERSATIONS!!! I love writing about tiny insignificant moments but trying to make them as Big and Significant. The two big toh fics I have an ao3 have SUCH boring premises. Like there's nothing all that enticing about either of them from summary alone. But I think they turned out to be pretty cool in spite of that!! šŸ˜Š
I am so very Not Normal about delving into characters experiencing complicated conflicted sometimes ugly emotions. Love when shit is RAW. It makes me unwell. And how the complex system of circumstances and environment effects their personality. Love it so much!!!
Anyway thank you!!! Thank you so so much!!!! I hope our huntlow brainrot can proceed to get worse together!!! šŸ’•
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Hellooo I have come from AO3 to say Many Things!!! About Cracked Snowglobes!!
But now i'm unsure where to even begin with the gushing because chapter 4 has left me CLIMBING the walls, hanging upside down from my ceiling, HOWLING because good cod !!!!! Intense argument after intense emotional moment after brief humorous, hopeful breath of air, thEN MORE INTENSE CONFLICT--
I was positively SHAKING in bed when i read it last night, it left me IN SHAMBLES (ā ā•Æā Ā°ā ā–”ā Ā°ā ļ¼‰ā ā•Æā ļøµā Ā ā ā”»ā ā”ā ā”»
I've been meaning to comment in more detail on every chapter, and just list up everything little detail and exchange i love, but after the current chapter i had TO COME HERE FIRST to send an Ask!!
I am SO HAPPY to see Off the Hook and the Squid sister and Splatoon hanging out, and knowing that sweet, brave Eight is in good, caring hands now šŸ„ŗ they deserve the world, and their genuine admiration and trust in Octavio had me šŸ„¹ it was so cathartic to see Marina have the heart to heart she needed with her former leader as well, even if they don't agree with everything, Octavio's growth already showed a teeeny tiny bit in him, reluctantly, agonizingly, agreeing with Marina and making that promise to her (and by extension, to Eight and all of his people)
I don't know what you have planned for the next chapter, i know this one's gonna be tricky since it has to essentially fill in the void between game 2 and 3, but man!!! I really really really hope that, despite all of the baggage and anger and yelling, Octavio can find some solace, something to hold onto, in the genuine hope and trust that Eight, Callie, and Marina put in him, in spite (or because?) of everything šŸ™ he's gonna have another tough road ahead of him, but i believe in this stubborn, clever, spiteful old man šŸ™ he has fucked up many times before, but i believe he will try his best to keep his word, if only to not let the people down that put their trust in him (maybe that's hust me being delulu and naive tho agsjshdjfhgfd)
My god that ENDING tho!!! The leaky roof has CRASHED DOWN metaphorically, and it's really lucky that Octavio jumped the heck outta there because i would NOT want to be at the camp after all that!
There's poor Callie, probably having a small breakdown rn, and Cuttlefish, who let some /real nasty/ things slip out there (granted, that was mostly the result of being spurred on and goaded by Octavio to be his worst self, i think) that i can't rly see Marina and Eight just... overlook, tbh (especially after he also pulled that whole past identify reveal on Marina in the Metro, which could have potentially ended very, very poorly)... The mood there is probably. šŸ˜¬šŸ˜¬šŸ˜¬ Rip to the planned party šŸŽ‰
There's soooo much more i would like to say, but yeah that's gonna be probably better said in individual chapter comments, but i just HAD to get this all out!
Thank you so much for your incredible work!! The long chapters are a delight to read personally, even if they seem a bit daunting at first; since the writing and pacing is so good, it's very easy to breeze through them :D
I wish you a belated Happy New Year and lots of inspiration, motivation, and free writing time for the chapter 5, I'm super looking forward to whatever you've planned next! šŸ™ŒšŸ™āœØ
WAUUAUGHH TYSM OMGGG!! i absolutely relate on the commenting thing LOL sometimes ill spend months keeping up with a fic, only to realize later on that oh. oops i havent commented at all. i really shouldve done that! very much a regular ao3 reader thing to overlook it, so i absolutely dont blame u at all LMAO (i do look forward to the comments though, ive said this like hundreds of times it feels like already but feedback rlly is such a strong motivator when it comes to writing! very funny how reading words makes you want to make more words)
but. again. WAHHH thank you !! im glad youve been enjoying so far, and ur kind words mean so so sososo much ;_; omg
i'm very excited to get chapter 5 out to yall, but im also super excited to just like. write it in general LOL it has a LOTTTTT of stuff that i cant exactly talk about just yet, considering that it would all be spoilers for what exactly goes down, but im super hyped for it. and im the one writing it!
the only thing i can say is that, yeah youre spot on about it being tricky and having to bridge that gap! i don't have any plans to change the actual plot points that happen in the games themselves, excluding whatevers gonna happen for the s3 dlc which we essentially know uh. nothing about! we're currently still on track to be following the story modes' outlines. (but as soon as we get off of that track? hooh boy ive got some silly ideas >:))
again tho, thank you so much ik i keep saying it but. it means so much to hear how yall are liking the fic !! <3
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