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inklessletter · 5 months

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Thinking about Eddie using an old trick his father taught him when he was eleven years old to sneak in any big place by just carrying a ladder and looking like a worker, to get Steve in a concert that had been sold out for weeks.

Thinking about Steve complaining all the way there, calling Eddie irresponsible, reminding him that he followed the rules, that he's a good guy, telling him that they were going to be caught, that it was stupid and wasn't going to work.

Thinking about how hard Steve rolls his eyes when it actually works and Eddie is just one breath away from his "I told you so," but it never comes.

They actually get to see for free that show of Tears for Fears and Steve expects Eddie to complain about shitty music, or how lame Steve taste was, or even Steve's lack of faith in his poor soul.

And again, it never comes.

Everything in Eddie's behavior is so nice that something must be awfully wrong, and Steve spends the whole concert trying to get a reaction out of him, spiraling, thinking that maybe he'd been ungrateful by spending all that time complaining and that he very much earned that silent treatment (not really a silent treatment, more like a not 'in your fucking face, Harrington' treatment), so immersed in his own thoughts he barely enjoys the concert.

Thinking about a comfortable silence in Eddie's end, when they're driving back to Hawkins, and Steve breaking it by finally muttering a soft "I'm sorry."

Thinking about Eddie puzzled about whre that apology came from and asking why he's sorry, and pulling over when he just glances at Steve's troubled face when he can't actually answer.

Thinking about the heaviness of Eddie's voice when he asks a second time, looking Steve in the eye, why is he apologizing, and Steve breathing that he doesn't exactly know, for whatever he did that Eddie's mad, he guesses.

Thinking about Eddie pulling every bit of knowledge about Steve Harrington together, and finally, finally realizing where Steve's coming from.

Thinking about Steve's face when Eddie tells him softly "I just wanted to do something nice for you. Just wanted to make you happy."

Thinking about the ten seconds of full silence, ten seconds both of them staring at each other, the air feeling heavy, Steve's shallow and fast breathing, and his whispered "but why?"

"Because you deserve to be happy. You really, really do, Steve."

Thinking about every fiber in Steve's body yelling "that's a lie", and Steve having no energy to actually discuss Eddie's estatement. Steve looking down, then away, then swallowing around nothing. Steve just saying "uh, okay," in a shaky, whispered voice.

Thinking of Eddie finally hitting the road again, with his eyes ahead, his heart in the passenger seat, and his head replaying the chorus of Head over heels in repeat (and he's shocked to his core that he's actually liking it.)

#inklessletter #ficlet #stranger things #st fic #steddie #steve x eddie #steve harrington #eddie munson #just feeling a bit soft okay?#just leave me be

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daily-tropes-provider · 2 years

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TROPE: "Abused by my own family and neglected for years, will I finally have the courage to leave them behind and live only for myself...?"

MANHWAS:

• The Taming of the Tyrant

• The Monstrous Duke's Adopted Daughter

• Just Leave Me Be

• Karina's Last Days

• Sacrificed

• All Hail Lady Blanche!

• Can We Become Family?

• Ashtarte

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trash-for-manhwa-and-manga · 2 years

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We need more green haired female leads!!! 🙇🏻‍♀️

#i mean give us unique colors 👉👈#other than blonde and pink 👻#manhwa #manhwa recommendation #webtoon #RACHEL AND LUCIAN MANHWA IS FINALLY HERE BTW!!!!#Death to Lady White Ferret!#I Became the Younger Sister of a Regretful Obsessive Male Lead #Just Leave Me Be #Revolutionary Princess Eve #Princess of the Animals #Lady Chef Royale #isekai #rofan #villainess #manhwa female lead

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histronic-gizmo · 1 year

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hi! autistic csa survivor here <3 theres a BIG difference between a healthy coping mechanism and posting and interacting with incest/cp online

we're aware that, like. yeah this shit is in fiction but it needs to be portrayed in a negative light like. theres a reason i have TRAUMA from csa........

im begging you go to therapy /gen

I am in therapy. This is genuinely how I cope. I work very hard with my therapist to make sure that this way I cope doesn’t actually negatively affect me. It doesn’t. Just because it’s unhealthy for others doesn’t mean it’s unhealthy for everyone. This allows me to explore my trauma and put it into a different perspective (such as a romanticized view, this can help put the trauma you went through into perspective) safely, rather than going out and putting myself in harmful relationships.

CP is harmful because it involves a real, breathing child who is being hurt. Anime girls and cartoons that are clearly cartoons aren’t children who can be hurt. I feel insulted that what I went through is being compared to anime girls.

My autism and depression disables me from being able to make my own private art, which is why published fanworks are important for me, it is often my only access of this content. I’m a writer and artist, but my frustration with those hobbies and my lack of motivation… it makes people sharing their own work essential.

There are other coping mechanisms. This mechanism isn’t a do or die for me, but it is the most effective one my therapist and I have found. Redirecting horrible intrusive thoughts I have about real people onto fictional characters WORKS. It’s not for everyone, I’m sure it has the opposite effect for a lot of people, but I’m not everyone, I’m a single person.

Seeing what I went through out in a positive FICTIONAL light helps me process my trauma because it forces my subconscious to go “well, shit, if this is what good looks like, then what happened DEFINITELY wasn’t good”. That’s overly simplified, but that’s the gist of it.

Outside of coping mechanism talk, censorship is just a slippery slope. Moral lines are blurred when it comes to very small things like the line between romantically charged and sexually charged, and it starts with censoring fictional problematic content.

Telling people to get therapy helps no one. Not only have I said several times I’m in therapy, it’s clearly just a ploy to seem morally superior. “I just want you to get help!” they say, ignoring the fact that what I’m doing IS the help. I share my problematic content when I am able to make it because I know others who need it but can’t make it themselves are out there.

I’m only bothering to respond to your ask because I feel like you have good intentions, and I feel like maybe my aggression in my other posts made it harder to listen to me. I get that. I find it harder to listen to people who are angry too.

I’ve just lost my temper because I’m tired of being told what’s good for me. Being told what’s going on in MY mind and MY brain and how I process MY trauma.

#I’m tired #don’t tell me what’s good for me #don’t tell me to get help #don’t tell me to get therapy #just leave me be #tw anti #proship #proshipper #proshippers #proship safe #gizmo asks #hate mail #kind of

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manhwa-animated-cover · 2 months

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#just leave me be #please throw me away #adele

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inverse-problem · 9 months

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oh no tumblr live has breached containment and has suddenly become available to me

I wish there were a way to turn it off I do not want this and did not ask for it

#I thought I was safe living outside the states but apparently not #now I live in dismay #anyway whatever it’s fine but ugh #just leave me be #inverse problem.txt #tumblr meta

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cherchersketch · 10 months

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It ended (at episode 101) ;w;

Just Leave Me Be Overall, it was a fun little series to follow. It's not exactly in my top tier list, but I've been happy to pay to read each chapter since around the 50s. Always love a happily ever after, especially an ending with the main couples' wedding. UwU

Plot-wise, it was interesting, especially the way they gradually uncovered the "real history of the kingdom" together by exploring and reading some ancient artifacts. The supporting characters were also fun. Always love a cute, supportive maid. XD The only trope I can't really stand is the "bullied MC since young but was because he secretly had feelings the whole time and is awkward about it". But at least it wasn't the main lead, just one o her (not-really) brothers. And after that he became quite a fun comic relief so I'll let it go this time. Haha

There are still gonna be some epilogue side stories so I can't wait to read those as well. Especially when there's a Babies Ever After chapter.

UwU

#manhwa #manhwa recommendation #just leave me be #please throw me away #also now that she's married and the empire's saviour #our girl finally got a middle and last name #good for her #CherCher reviews manhwa

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manhwa-dacryphilia · 3 months

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Hexion Millatrio from Just Leave Me Be

#manhwa #just leave me be #pathetic men #/affectionate

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the-mad-dog-of-eckhart · 2 years

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Korean webnovels licensed on Radish Fiction

My topic is VADD posting, but I would like some Korean novel readers to pay attention to this post:

Last year Kakao Entertainment acquired the companies Radish Fiction and Tapas Media. Due to this, on Radish App you can find some webtoons that were licensed by Tapas (all those webtoons have the credits of Tapas Media at the end of their episodes). But also, Radish has started licensing k-novels that are available on Kakaopage.

I want to clarify that Radish App is only available in English.

These are currently the novels that are available on Radish:

And soon these will be licensed on the App:

Sincerely, congratulations to the readers of these manhwas🥳🥳🥳

I made this post not only to share this good news, but also to notify that it's strange that both Radish and the editorials of the manhwas do not spread this news. I don't know why, but I have only seen the promotions on Radish's instagram and through fan accounts on Twitter.

I would also like to share this Twitter thread that better explains the above mentioned and also gives information about how to get coins on Radish App, made by gingertorte:

"https://twitter.com/gingertorte/status/1394475011101048835"

Enjoy the novels💗📚

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lindoesntwin · 1 year

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JUST LEAVE ME BE

A noblewoman dies on the way to her wedding and wakes up in the past three years ago where she aims to avoid her death and find out the culprit behind her death however, she encounters a black knight and a mysterious power which she is able to wield to combat against the dark forces.

Other titles: I want you to throw me away; Please leave me behind; Please throw me away

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bisexualbvck · 9 months

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my family, after 26 years of me being on this Earth, still do not get that I cannot stand to be outside in the summer

#I'm miserable #there is nothing wrong with me sitting in the house where I am comfortable #instead of sitting outside where I am hot and overstimulated and irritated easily #I don't want sunburn and to be worrying about bugs #I will come outside when I want to but continuing to prod just doesn't help #just leave me be #christina talks

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blackcatanna · 1 year

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When I finally decide to give Mass Effect a proper go, click "Play" on Steam and it opens FUCKING ORIGIN and demands I UPDATE THE BASTARD...

#WHY!!!!!!#UPDATING ORIGIN ALWAYS FUCKS UP MY SIMS 3 #JUST LEAVE ME BE #Yes my Tumblr has now become The Place Where I Whine About Stuff That's Too Trivial To Bother My Friends With #Every time I update that motherfucker it resets all my Sims 3 settings and breaks any mods I have installed #IT IS MY NEMESIS

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fangirl39 · 2 years

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Sometimes I think about Protagonist goes back in time stories and I wonder what happened in the original timeline after the character went back in time.

#Villainess reverses the hourglass #i shall master this family #solitary lady #Can we became a family #I will remove them from my life #i am the real one #just leave me be

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no-schedule-crepescule · 1 year

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Mushrooms

Don’t like them, no sir

Those lumpy little bastards

Strike fear into my heart

Everytime I see them in my dish

I try my best to pick them out

“Oh try some, you’ll love them!”

“No thanks, did and did not”

“But why? They’re great!”

I’d rather have grapes.

It was difficult to convey my tastes

Especially as a kid

They would say they knew the best for me

When I didn’t even know myself

What is an allergy?

An involuntary bodily reaction to foreign substance?

Or is it only limited to autoimmune responses?

My body doesn’t like mushrooms

It spits it out alongside the rest of my food.

Is that best for me? I wouldn’t know

Now I know what food I like

What food I do not like

Others still eat mushrooms

I’m happy they know what they like too

#rant #I guess?#does this count as poetry #I dunno #felt like posting this #after doing relay tic tac toe #I’m a sports person #I like to play sports #but I hate competition #the United States ruined sports for me #I liked casual sports #playing only for fun with friends #I don’t mind people who play sports seriously #but please #just leave me be

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ilikebirdsouo · 1 year

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You deserve people in your life who are awesome. You deserve to feel safe being who you are. You should be able to embrace being a proper weirdo. (All the best people are weirdos.) Even if you know logically people hurt you, that doesn't mean that you stop loving them. And that's okay. It only shows what a huge potential for love that you have. That you loved people who didn't deserve it. And that's not on you. That's on them for not living up to it. For not deserving it. Their actions are not on you. How they treated you, that's on them. You deserve to have your love appreciated. But loving people, still loving people, shows some real strength of character. I would say that I had a lot of toxic friends growing up, and I still love those people. I'm grateful for the good times we had together. That doesn't mean that I'm immediately going to go back to that bad dynamic. I deserved better than what they were willing to give me, and so do you. It's okay to mourn relationships of any level, it's okay to be sad about the potential lost when people dropped the ball.

And that love will feel so much better when you get it reflected back to you. Which WILL happen. It may take sometime. Keep being your beautiful loving self. One day you'll find people who give it back and you deserve that. You'll get through this. Some people are meant to be temporary in our lives. But it's also okay to be sad or angry or miss people who hurt you. It's just important to put your needs and how you deserve to be treated before potentially letting those people back in.

You’re her aren’t you?

well anyways I’m putting that suspicion to the side and I’m answering this as if you are just some random anon. But, thank you for the kind words. I have been healing hence why I’ve been on here so little, I’m not gonna cower away and say it was all my fault either. I’m sick of doing that. I did my wrongs but they did too, it’s not on me entirely for fucking it up. I had said I wanted to be left alone to think and they came back and hurt me more, to explain… How badly that fucking hurt is impossible. I cried endlessly that week, I was exhausted, I was seriously at the point I just wanted to give up but I didn’t because I have a few people who mean a lot more to me than that person did, so I took a break from here, and I spent more time with those people. I’m still healing, but I’m feeling better.

I did deserve better. And it was not my fault I no longer reciprocated that love. Since then I’ve realized I despise romance, and that’s a good thing. I do miss the bond me and that person had, I do miss the bonds I’ve had with all my ex friends. But I deserved better and I’m letting myself heal.. letting myself mourn. It hurts. But I’m getting better.

and I don’t plan on letting that person in for a while, not again, and if I do they’ll have to freaking prove they’ve changed because I’m not going through that again.

then again on the other hand, I have been debating whether or not I should even do that if that’s to happen.

But regardless that’s what I’ve been doing.

I have found better people I’m still with a fucking amazing human being, who has allowed me to truly love them, who gave me more than a few days to show how much I cared and this person is the most important person to me. Because this person lets Nick be Nick.

And I’m happy with them. So so fucking happy.

I’m happy with all my current friends, yeah sure that one person hurt me majorly, but I do have people I care about who treat me like a decent human being.

And I’m happy with that.

Healing is weird and I still find myself getting reminded of that one person, it hurts, I still occasionally cry and scream my heart out because I saw a reminder and the wounds reopened. But I have people who I know are at my side. And that’s comforting.

I fucked up, and they did too. And I’ve already accepted both things.

I am healing, I have found and still have better people, and I’m trying not to let the thoughts of the people who hurt me consume me.

I’m fine.

I dunno what the future will bring but I’m sick of just taking the punches and cowering away.

that’s all.

anyways sorry, if you are just some random person who wanted to leave kind words I truly truly appreciate it, I just am having a hard time trusting I sincerely apologize, do enjoy your day. And thank you. You have no idea how much I appreciate these kind words.

but if you’re the person I think you are.. I really don’t know what to say. Thank you for the kind words, truly, but also… please leave me alone. I do appreciate everything you’ve said.. really I do, I absolutely do. I appreciate so much more too, all the memories you’ve left me with…. They are memories I will cherish. But they also hurt to look back at. It’s funny how I mourn you, I don’t hate you, but… you do make me feel angry, sad, empty. I miss what we had, I do. But… I don’t know. I seriously don’t know what to say. All I can say is.. just thank you for the kind words… but… please, leave me alone.

Regardless who you are. Thank you for all you said, I’m trying my hardest to heal and recover.. I’ll get better. I am fine.

Thank you.

#again I’m sorry if you are just a kind person who left these kind words I truly appreciate it #im just scared #thank you for the kind words though.. truly #i will get better #Just leave me be #thank you..#duck vents #<just in case

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cherchersketch · 2 years

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Just Leave me Be / Please Throw me Away

Another reincarnation revenge story? Yes please don’t mind if I do.

Summary That’s right, she ~died~ and woke up 3 years in the past because ~*magic*~. Instead of being an obedient “replacement daughter” puppet this time, she decides to try to save herself before it’s too late, this time. Oopsy the random guy she reached out to is the fiancé she was traveling to before she died. Them falling in love early, and chasing the truth inscribed on several monoliths, really do be changing history. Yay.

Tropes - just throw this whole family away - died and came back to life X years before FOR REVENGE

FL - Karena Viphta Adele

- actually a bastard child, they really are soulmates - learning magic (and history) through the power of reading monoliths (huge Nico Robin vibes)

ML - Grand Duke Hexion Millatrio

- *Grand Duke* is just Crown Prince with extra steps - hiding his ~*beauty*~ behind a mask - also a bastard child, they really are soulmates

They’re so cute and so stupid ;w;

Rating: Loved this so much I spent real life money the later chapters were not available at all and I really ~needed~ to know what happened so I threw my money at tapas Status (as of 11 July 2023) Main story completed~ my thoughts on the end Epilogue side stories incoming~

Same Same but Different - The Soulless Duchess / The Duchess with an Empty Soul - My Secretly Hot Husband / My Husband hides his Beauty - Father I don’t want this Marriage

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#Just Leave me Be #Please Throw me Away #manhwa #manhwa recommendation #CherCher reviews manhwa #the backstory/empire history part is so interesting I sometimes forget about the trash family revenge part

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