long train journey shenanigans

What about... Orc Hob and knight Dream... Y'know

something i was thinking about last night as i tried to sleep

gwen and arthur loved eachother as friends, nothing more. arthur married her because she was convenient enough and would make a good queen (cause she knew the people and their struggles). gwen married him because the love of her life was already dead and she liked arthur well enough.

i think they thought they had to love eachother, to kiss and go on dates, etc. i think they never actually communicated their actual feelings to one another. i think they thought the other loved them romantically so they acted as if they did too (ie. arthur kissing gwen because he thought she wanted him to kiss her).

meanwhile, the loves of their lives suffered. lancelot died to prevent merlin and arthur from doing so (gwen asked him to protect arthur and lance has always been loyal to merlin). merlin lost himself, and other loved-ones, in his journey to protect arthur and ended up losing arthur anyways.

i think arthur was more at peace dying in merlin’s arms than he would’ve been dying in gwens.

in guinevere’s arms, arthur would’ve told her “protect camelot” “you are the queen” “camelot is yours now” “do what you believe is right” etc etc.

in merlin’s arms, arthur just wanted merlin to hold him and to thank merlin and tell him to never change.

Guys help I think Crowley is possessing me I am very suddenly overcome by such a WAVE of love for Aziraphale????

I mean I've always loved him but Jesus Christ it just got turned up to 100 suddenly I mean he's just so GOOD isn't he???!!!

He's so kind and he's so nice and he's so PRETTY I mean have you seen him in his little outfit with the comfortable-old-couch waistcoat he refuses to ever take off and the silly little bowtie he thinks is so stylish and you know it actually KIND OF IS but ONLY on him??!?! and that beige coat that suits him so well and he just looks so well put together and also so soft and cozy at the same time like HAVE YOU SEEN HIM???

And he's so gentle and he's so full of love for everyone and everything and he always tries So Hard to do the right thing... and he's so ready to change his mind about what The Right Thing is when he is presented with new information like that is such a rare trait!

And he's so FUN, you know all his weird little hobbies I mean who collects old prophecy books and misprinted bibles ONLY this weirdo!! And he's so obsessed with silly little magic tricks that aren't even magic at all when he could very easily do real magic instead but noooo, making people think you're doing real magic when your Not Actually doing real magic is so much more fun apparently idk??? And he collects licenses (shooting guns, driving cars, literally who knows what else, at this point I wouldn't be surprised if my guy knew how to scuba dive and fly a plane), and he learned French the hard way just because?? He likes learning I guess?? And he's so bad at it, it's so silly it's Infuriating but it's also so endearing he's taking such JOY in it!!

And maybe you'd THINK that's all he is, sweet little goofball, but no!!!! Beneath all that soft exterior, this very intentionally soft and fun and kind exterior that he's carefully cultivated for millennia, he's also so incredibly brave. I think about how he was ready to face the thing he feared the most, to save three innocent kids. He was so ready to give up everything he had, fall from grace and spend eternity in hell, just so these kids could live. Just so that family would be spared the grief. Just so they could have a few more short years of human happiness. He lied to his boss for justice and he lied to GOD for justice and he somehow got away with it who does that??? AZIRAPHALE IS WHO. And he Never backs down did you see him pick up his little sword at almost-Armageddon when Lucifer himself rose from hell to end it all and my angel was ready to fight Satan Himself if he had to HELLO???

And then he blew up his halo and casually declared war on hell to save two humans and his former boss and his bookshop what a fucking badass!!?!?

And have I mentioned how pretty he is yes I have but it's worth mentioning again because have you seen his eyes?? Color of the fucking sky, they are, and his nose is so perfectly shaped and his stupid lips with his stupid cupid's bow, and his hair!! Is just so Damn soft it's and I just want to watch him be himself and do his thing but I also want to HOLD him and protect him and keep him safe from everything because if anything ever happened to him I-... UGH.

I don't KNOW.

I JUST LOVE HIM SO MUCH.

"Oh god no. Please no"

Maybe my second favorite photo of the day ... again, not a planned photo, was just walking along and saw this lovely rose ... and snap there it is ... :-)

“You should be at the club” I tell my cat as I pick her up and put her in bed

if i had a nickel for every time a Mormon girl physically grabbed me to drag me to class, I’d have two nickels- which isn’t a lot but it’s fucked up it happened twice.

*scroll* Aww, cute romance *scrolls on their page more* oh, that's p*rn

Listen all I'll say is if I wasn't meant to be insane I shouldn't have him showing up in my life before I knew who he was at all.

Sitting in this laundromat and seeing how someone who recently followed me is a Sonic blog, I had a flashback moment.

I remember an episode of like… the old Sonic tv show were sonic basically gets like… really big??? And I had to look it up to make sure that actually did happen, and now I’m like “man no wonder I am how I am now.”

Interesting realizing this stuff in a liminal space such as this 😂

HOW LONG HAVE I BEEN OUT

Guys I finished can somebody tell me how to recover from this sooner so that I can be a functional person in school in two days because I don't think I've ever been this devastated by a tv show what the hell

I'm so shattered

Whenever I see myself come up organically on my dash it's a jumpscare

The most terrifying thing is trying to block someone and accidentally following them instead

Nothing makes me feel more powerful than scaring my friends with spoilers (real or fake) from shows I've already watched (and they're currently watching) and then immediately saying JK.

Example: My friend is in the middle of Amphibia. She texted me that she really likes Marcy. So I said: "Yeah... shame what happens to her though..."

The sheer panic in the following message was beautiful. I immediately told her I was joking and apologized, but I can't wait to see the message after she watches True Colors.