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Tuesday sweetie I'm so sorry, that some ratchet dolls like Kitty and Lydia would even treat you like that oh my GOD.
#uglydolls#uglydolls kitty#uglydolls lydia#uglydolls tuesday#another ''extra'' from my kitty comic a few years back#sorry for another case of ''no new art!''#the ecology comic did drain some of my driving force but it's not like i don't have ideas... just no clue which one or when to start#in the meantime my anxiety levels have been at an all-time low and i'm taking advantage of it#i doubt that 'not drawing' has anything to do with it because i am thinking about what i want to draw ''when i get around to it''#just a strange boost of energy that's not being burned on freaking out over the universe for once lmao#i have theories but that's neither here nor there
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I've been reading your crits of the show, some I agree with some I don't. But anyways we're past the halfway point of the show, would you say that there's more things you like in it or more you don't?
well, with every episode my expectations get lower and lower for the following one when I should be getting more excited so I think that best summarizes my experience so far
I by no means think the show is bad. It's enjoyable. Just that as adaptation its fine? I simply don't think its an amazing book-to-screen adaptation so far... which given how the creators talked about it, it should be. Sure it's faithful in terms of plot. But there's a lot more to making a screen adaptation good outside of it hitting the same plot points of the book.
If you've gone through my crit tag of the show, you know what I dislike about it so I won't iterate all of that here. Instead, to speak to what I do like about the show: The actors are amazing, and elevates the show to a level that it wouldn't be at if it weren't for them; there's a great emphasis on the relationships between the characters, and even if the show has altered the emotional dynamics in a way I don't like, the complexity of their relationships are still there; and I like how present the anger and derision towards the gods is throughout the show.
#I mean I guess in short: I'm disliking it more so than liking#again it doesn't mean the show is bad#it just doesn't feel like the amazing cool super faithful adaptation I was promised#it doesn't have the energy of pjo to me#and given the budget and resources it was given... I don't think that's unfair of me to ask for lmao#pjo show crit
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Repostober Day 19
Lowkey love how these two pieces contrast with each other so I'm putting them together
#yeagh just#ignore how I passed out for like 4 days lmao#tfw work is so exhausting you don't even have the energy to make a tumblr post :))#smartie's art#smartie talks#repostober
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random thought but there was once this couple in my junior year biology class who were really sweet towards each other & always laughing with/teasing one another and i honestly couldn't tell if they were a couple or really good best friends (until they confirmed they were a couple later on lmao). and that's honestly the goal for all my fictional ships/hope for my irl serious relationships tbh
#i'm not a prude about pda but it's like that one person on tumblr said#a great love story doesn't need a kiss for you to know there's love there#i don't know these people (i literally don't know their names lmao i just was forced to third wheel them on a bio lab once)#so idk how serious their relationship was but like it was so clear how much they enjoyed each other's company and the comfort level they ha#anna speaks#things i want#romance#relationships#etc etc#clato#he begged her to stay and they're district partners bonding under traumatic circumstances that's the ultimate best friends to lovers serve#everlark#kanthony#steroline#forwood#brulian#leyton#naley#just tagging ships that in my brain have the same kind of best friends energy#this includes enemies to lovers kanthony#polin#will x angie#douglas x poppy#the hunger games#bridgerton#one tree hill#the vampire diaries#single parents
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Hey guys, sorry, mind if I just- *hits my favorite characters with the transmasc beam*
#luckride's fanart#scott pilgram takes off#scott pilgrim vs the world#spto matthew patel#matthew patel#I love Matthew Patel sm dude he's been running circles in my brain for the past week#and I have made a shit ton of doodles/sketches in the meantime#but I just don't feel super confident posting them lmao#but oh well hopefully I'll find the some time and energy to actually make a complete drawing for this dude because he deserves it
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the high prices of fucking Everything is so exhausting i stg
#i need to take an uber to the vet TEN MINUTES AWAY#i repeat IT IS A TEN MINUTE DRIVE#and its gonna cost me nearly 60 bucks. the FUCK#and who knows how much the checkup for my cats is gonna cost#let alone whatever prescription they need for the long drive#im so tired. im so so tired#its moments like these where i can see my future#ah yes. working 9-5 for a company that sees me as nothing more than a tool to be replaced when broken#just barely scraping by on minimum wage in a world where that isnt enough to pay for essentials#left with no time or energy to actually enjoy being alive or do the things i love#years and years of the same exact shit over and over and over again hating every second#and KNOWING it could be so much better but also knowing that it fucking Cant. sigh#sorry sorry im just. angry again at the absolute state of things#i would love to love life but my fucking god the world at large makes it tough#white-knuckling the little things once again#man its just. its so STUPID lmao#like why are we torturing ourselves like this? why are we just Accepting this#life could be so great but stupid shit like taxes and inflation and utilities exist#most of the shit we have to pay for should be free. it should be free.#it shouldnt be difficult to Live just because the majority of us don't have the fake fucking paper to buy things#its pointless its ridiculous and it makes me furious#why should i kill myself just to survive huh. why should i. why should any of us.#we all deserve to fuckin. idk enjoy sunsets and good food and art and each others' company.#instead everyone's stressing themselves to death over making rent and getting groceries and paying bills. fuck.#id love to be able to create art that Sells and open a shop or something#but also the thought of creating purposefully marketable art purely to make money fucking kills me inside#comms are one thing but... just... sighing sighing sighing. man idk#i just dont know. ill deal but everytime i manage to think positively reality comes in with a sledgehammer and now i want to go back to bed#the point is to live BUT YA CANT FUCKIN LIVE BC POINTLESS STUFF REIGNS SUPREME. WHO'S GONNA COMMIT ARSON W ME CMON LETS GO#this stupid fucking country and this stupid fucking government. i hate it here
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actually annabeth joining luke's army as a double agent for chb but percy doesn't know this so he just thinks alright and grabs grover and hooks it over there bc annabeth does what she wants and he knows there's no convincing her otherwise bc she's a stubborn ass and also ares fucking sucks so as far as percy's concerned the gods can suck it based on that alone
grover is just ??? bc he does NOT want to be over here and percy's just like "look, we can't convince annabeth to not be part of monster army, so the only option is to be part of it ourselves" and annabeth walks in on them trying to join (or rather percy trying to join for both of them and grover looking on the verge of tears) and she's just ??? bc what the fuck percy why are you two here
whole time percy is going on a rant about ares and how he sucks and how he's pretty sure the god has abused clarisse ("maybe we should get clarisse to sign up with us") because no one believes that he wants to join luke's army and they just thinkk he wants to spy on them so he's trying to show that he thinks gods (well at least one god) is a total ass and can get obliterated and percy will be happy to do that bc he did it once before, he can totally do it again! and if they get clarisse she can deliver the final blow as an FU
someone asks why grover's there and percy is like "um. he's my best friend? he has to come with me? what, you think I'm gonna fucking fight my best friend? are you stupid?"
meanwhile grover is having the worst panic attack of his life. like why is this how he discovers percy has no morals. couldn't it be something smaller like putting french fries in a strawberry milkshake?
and annabeth is resisting the urge to start screaming and now she's gotta vouch for percy and her vouch for percy is basically "if it came to saving me and grover or a bus full of people about to plunge into the atlantic, percy would save us, no hesitation" and everyone's like "jesus christ, the hell is wrong with this kid" because like maybe they're on the side of a cannibalistic titan but they're not fucking evil
ofc once they're let into the group, annabeth drags them both to the side and wrings percy a new one for fucking up her double agent plans and they're both whisper-arguing bc it's not his fault he didn't know she didn't really shack up with the enemy, but like fuck off percy, you didn't have to follow me here! why the hell would you choose to come here, were you going to try and kidnap me and bring me back to camp by force??
and percy is just like "yes that is 100% what i was going to do, i was definitely not joining with the intent to be by your side and blow up olympus because i'd rather destroy the world than fight my friend" and grover turns to annabeth and is just "he's fucking lying" "yeah i know"
anyway grover is released as a double agent for the monster army (but actually for CHB) bc the idea is that he can help them get more demigods to their side as a searcher being sent out to grab kids and he's mentally banging his head bc NOW he has to figure out how to get unclaimed demigods safely to camp without making it look like he took them there on purpose and if it looks like he defected back to CHB, they'll probably kill annabeth and maim or imprison percy and good gods, percy i hate you so much rn
percy? idk. it's past summer so he just goes home and luke is like "bro you can't just fucking leave" "um no offense luke but if you try to stop me from going home to my mom who i love more than life itself i will legit eat you" and then he goes home
come december, grover is calling percy up like "hey i found these fucking powerful ass kids, plz help me get them to camp without making it look like i got them there on purpose" and so they gotta loop annabeth in who's just mentally banging her head and cursing percy out over this whole thing as she strategizes a way to get the army there but have them fuck up so badly it would look super suspicious if grover just shoved them over
so first she yells at percy then she makes grover call thalia up so she can help him and it'll be okay 'cause she's in the same area as him so it won't look suspicious, it'll just seem like camp sent her in with him, like they do sometimes when there's dangerous monsters that a satyr might not be able to handle by themselves.
and then she makes percy go with them as support for grover's "nefarious" deeds since thalia's there. and it's a whole fucking thing, and mentally she's just like "oh thank fuck" when artemis and the hunters show up.
they retreat back to wherever the monster army was at this time (not the boat, but like idk. atlas' post? were they all chilling there or was it just luke and some ppl being assholes and everyone else was still on the boat, i can't remember) and curse their loss of two powerful and clueless demigods, only for percy to call annabeth up a couple hours later like "hey, remember those kids from a couple hours ago with the manticore and the hunters and everything"
"percy it was two hours ago, ofc i remember it, my memory isn't as shit as yours" "right right, you're elephant" "oh my- why are you calling me!!" "oh yeah. uh. well. they're kinda in my house" "what??" "yeah they're sitting right across from me. my mom's giving them some hot chocolate."
"how the hell?"
"i have no clue. they also have no clue. they just, uh, didn't feel safe at camp, bc grover was being weird about trying to save them. which, um, yeah, makes sense. and they don't like thalia because her spear scares them 'cause they don't like lightning. and also the girl said the hunters keep trying to convince her to join them which is freaking her out, so they didn't want to stay at camp. and then suddenly they were in my house."
"..."
"what do i do?"
this time annabeth bangs her head physically on the closest wall. and somewhere in the fine forests of new york, grover is banging his head on the nearest tree, both of them unified in their feelings of "for fucks sake percy i hate you so much rn"
#this is just a total nonsense stream of consciousness#and no before you ask i still have not eaten#happy talks pjo#in this au bianca doesn't join the hunters because. well i don't want her to#but also bc of my artemis told the hunters to kill bianca and nico bc she knew who they were and needed them to die theory#and bianca obvi felt that energy and since annabeth didn't get captured by the monster army she's not as freaked out#and desperate to rely on the safety of the first god she meets#plus grover thinks artemis is the coolest thing ever and bianca does not trust grover rn so like she's not gonna trust the goddess either#lmao percy sitting across from his cousins and thinking why does this feel familiar and then suddenly hades appears and he's like oh right
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if u aren't caught up with the stream yesterday I finally learned who the white leon I kept seeing on twitter is. anyways we set out again at the same time slot tomorrow babeyy !! 27/01 at 2PM Hanoi/Jakarta time (GMT+7) (in 13hrs). wonder what more we will learn
#stream announcement#bakuspeech#I draw a lot slower on stream lmao so it's not realistic to do Every comm on stream#and I don't love the idea of prioritizing any specific comm. so I just go with the flow and stream when I have the time+energy#now I gotta set up some stuff for stream. and then sleep#have a good night lads! soon
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"yaoi ship wars" this and "don't get into dunmesh for the yaoi do it for the doomed yuri" that when we're all forgetting the true enemy here ... lai/cille ...
#dunmesh spoilers#woke up in a cold sweat after dreaming ryoko kui had retroactively made lai/cille canon#thank god straight people don't exist in dunmesh#ekjfsjdf i actually dont have that much of a problem with lai/cille i think it's sweet#however i just know people are going to get the wrong idea from the succubus chapter#succubus!marcille really said “if i were ACTUALLY a succubus you would have been charmed when i tried to kiss you right??”#and laios is like “oh yeah you're right that makes no sense” like it WORKS LMAO#like we're all wearing shipping goggles here and if things somehow went down the exact same way with kabru i would never shut up about it#but thankfully ill never need to embarrass myself in quite that way because ryoko kui didn't personally slap my dolls out of my hands lolol#sadie and lars being hit by a canon and sinking on their ship ass energy lmaoo
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how to curate your fandom experience 101 on tumblr (its ridiculously easy I promise)
follow blogs you like
unfollow blogs when you see them posting shit you dislike
block blogs if you find them offensive (or just block without any reasons)
add keywords in filter tags/content (highly recommended)
talk shit about something you hate in your own space
do not deliberately seek fight (ie: send anon hate, tag hate post with ship you hate etc etc)
have one or two mutuals who have the same interest as you
ship and let ship, stay in your own space (or turf??)
#rambling tag#or should I call it:#fandom courtesy 101#see? its so easy#them: what if people deliberately start the fight first? should I just stay quiet?#well thats fair if they invade your space#what i did before is I did fight them when they invade my space#i would be a hypocrite if i said kill them with kindness lmao#now i just don't really have the time or energy#mostly i just block#and rant on my own blog lmao
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hi im back from the dead with aablr discord server blorboification
#i avoid using this blog atm bc im very tired and my meticulous tagging system is not something i have energy for#and i don't wanna add to the ''tag later'' backlog lmao#but know that i see your posts boy. and i like them. i just won't show up in the notes bc im shadowbanned and also this isn't my main#i also keep forgetting cohost exists i should get on that#ace attorney#shitpost#my shitposts#aai2#ema skye#sebastian debeste#kay faraday#edit: oh god the quality on my tablet#click for better quality if you don't have a tiny screen i guess#oh also im ema in this btw
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I wanted to go on a drawing spree yesterday, but I could only muster these two before dozing off.
First one, even if I'm not that sure about how I drew her face shape in this angle (and most importantly I forgot her neck and torso bandages OOPS) I do really like how most of the drawing came out. And at least it isn't a bland bust this time, though I'm pretty sure I've already drawn a pose like this before. (Oh no the next drawing is a 3/4 bust again..)
Second, yesterday I saw an artist draw some of the coolest redesigns ever for a different media piece, and thought about the many awesome gg redesigns I often see so I wanted to give A.B.A a spin... Except I was out of ideas so most of this drawing is her regular design haha. I got too tired to even try to attempt to draw the rest of the body and half-assed the key but I like the vibes and pose (even if I.. think I made her neck a bit too long? Old habits die hard... Necks are my enemies when drawing!)
I like the idea of her having a key take on the classic frankenstein bolts (though wait, her head key is referred to as a screw. Would this also be a screw or key shaped bolts??-)
#this counts as a pride post because I am very gay for her#her uneven shoulders and stray eyebrow hair (like some d.bz characters <3) have captivated me#anyways sorry for being so wordy in the post... I will be wordier in the tags! sorry. feel free to skip these I'm just gonna ramble#while drawing these I realised I was accidentally doing a shitty a.b.a cosplay: eyebags. hairband. stitches and what Ishiwatari would call#morbid pallor LMAO. I admit I put on the hairband because of her <3 but the rest was unintentional. I hadn't worn one in yrs cause I don't#*didn't like how my hair looks w it plus felt kinda rigid but.. my current hair w a hairband is growing on me? prob not gonna wear it outsid#but thank u a.b.a for making me retry it <3. also the head feeling is kinda cool. though mine is of a hard material n I'm p sur hers is soft#anyways. I have one of this year's most important assignments/appointments tomorrow. wish me luck#after that I'll still have to go do productive adulting but I'll be able to sleep better n have energies n time to draw stuff n gaming#til that happens stuff is super hectic in all senses so drawing this goober is my escape valve. uh dunno what else. I'm tired#also oh I wanna take a moment to say thsnk u to all the people that like my art of her (and art in general but 95% art I upload her is her#LMAO) I don't wanna get parasocial but I do recognise your usernames and how u keep up with my kilometric tags. you make my day sometimes.#thank youuu. may the homunculus brainrot unite us <3#also huh my art (style?) got different lately. Idk how I feel. but drawing dif stuff is cool#wtf did I catch up the habit of drawing each hairstrand. my hand dislikes it. IMAGINE IF I DREW MILL.IA INSTEAD AAAAA#a.b.a#art tag2b named
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Here's where I'll be living for now:
Personal Website (started on Neocities, now I have my own domain!)
Pillowfort
Bluesky (main art account)
Bluesky (personal)
Sheezy.art
Etc
Other stuff I'm a part of (it's just the one for now lol) :
32bit.cafe - a really wonderful indie web community. I've been inactive and hibernating lately but I love it there.
I'll update this post with more stuff if I get more stuff. If we know each other, I'll be happy to talk on Discord or just anything that isn't social media DMs. My feelings about posting art online have shifted a lot but keeping in touch with people is still really important to me.
Please let me know of any forums/servers/IRC chats/whatever you're a part of or would recommend and I may check them out, because I've been trying to get people back into forums for years
#i actually drafted this post this morning and the staff post just reminded me to finish it#outgoing links#txt#shut up logic#this is also partially me wanting to just be in quieter places of the internet#i honestly don't even know if i have the energy to run all of my art through glaze and nightshade and then reupload it#onto...multitudes of sites...#i really don't know anymore#anyway discourse is a neat forum platform#and there's revolt.chat and something called xmmp or something#tumblr exodus#lmao that tag is so dramatic#indie web#small web
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as I'm going back over my past history and items and journals and years, I come across all sorts of things, like the pencil I saved from that so-precious memory from second grade, and a pair of flip flops I've been missing for two years, and (tw for murder/crime/killings) the modern-high-school-AU-kidnapped-by-a-serial-killer story I wrote in late high school jdfsjdfsjkjlksfd
#i can't wait to find out what red flags I didn't see in my own self back when I last read this thing in 2015 hfdhfdhjsfd#also. there's gonna be like a good sentence here and there and then CRINGE. the whole rest of everything is just me still trying to copy th#breathing pace (essentially) and ways-of-describing-things of mainstream authors like I thought I was supposed to#so this'll be somewhat painful but also god what a joy and a gift and an honor and a delight to get to hold this close to my heart#and witness it with understanding and empathy and slow reflection and care like my past younger self deserves#i'm so lucky i'm alive to be here and do this#i'm so grateful i'm headed towards welcoming back and embracing the last little girl i was that still felt a lot of things#so excited for her focus and precision and tenacity and constant curious joy and movement to be back someday#i'm afraid people won't like the me i was before rule after rule and then dangers#but my god it'll feel so good to be the fully-flowing energy machine and dance and conduit again how will I have enough bother to care?#people who are good to each others' nervous systems cumulatively feel better and better#if i'm not good for you and yours then you really truly SHOULD go elsewhere and find someone who makes YOUR self feel right and light + war#anyway now that i wrote an essay in the tags as usual [nervous laughter]#personal#add to journal#words n rhythm#WHY DID I FEEL CAPABLE OF UNDERTAKING A STORY LIKE THIS#cradling my past self gently but also BANGING my HEAD against the WALL lmao#i'm proud of myself for writing and sharing this and its creative ideas. even if i don't like it now or feel ashamed or see mistakes.#anything. it mattered that it came to me and it mattered that i explored it and it mattered that i poured myself through it to help shape i#and it mattered that I left it on the internet so that now it still exists. i'm going to honor this story no matter what current me would#objectively think about it if it was written by anyone else.#this is a gift i give myself now.#this is a lot of what I learn and learn to do#trauma evolution#mosswrites
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It's okay to use contradictory labels. I know, I'm probably being redundant here. But I want to make sure anyone who hasn't heard it today gets to chance to hear it. You're valid. I don't care if you're a boy in whatever way, and you're also a lesbian, nor do I care if you're a girl in some way and also gay. I don't mind if you're omni, pan, bi, poly, or abro and a lesbian/gay. Are you aroace spec as well as mspec? Nice! Are you a mixture of all of these things? Something I missed? Cool!
Complicated identities are no less valid than identities that fit into boxes. And I will keep saying that, because there are still people in the world who insist on what you can and can't be (I swear I've said something like that word for word before, but sbsbs), whether it be your average homophobic grandpa or some exclusionist on twitter.💀
#twitter sucks btw#though that's already common knowledge I'm sure#also friendly reminder that complicated queer people have always existed#they aren't this new phenomenon or something#queer positivity#mspec lesbian positivity#pro mspec gay#pro gaybian#gaybian#mspec lesbian#mspec gay#queer#oh and pro tip#every time you see an exclusionist literally just block them on sight#it's so much better than engaging and has done wonders for my mental health#maybe it will help somebody to hear that you don't have to sacrifice your mental health for these people#just keep existing in your own sphere surrounded by people who aren't exclusionary pricks#I've blocked SO MANY people lmao#seriously just block them it isn't worth your energy or time and if you're somebody like me who gets stressed by arguments it REALLY#isn't worth it. please take care of yourself! I know the desire to educate others and maybe help them see your point of view#but literally don't even try cuz these people are on a whole other planet istfg💀
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I dunno if anyone else would be up for it, but I just had an idea. I know we all love dunking on ND’s little garbage fire of a shit show. I know I do. But I just got to thinking, most of us use our knowledge (all accurate, albeit limited) of the OG show for comparison of how things could have been different if not better. So I was thinking all is Spop critics could make a discord so we could group chat about that stuff since group chatting was essentially killed on tumblr. We could host watch parties for the old series, exchange ideas, redesigns, rewrites and be creative and stuff. Of course all criticism of ND’s thing is welcome, I think it’d be nice for us to have a gc with some positivity too and where we could all new things about She-Ra and MOTU in general. Idk, just an idea.
I honestly thought a Discord server like this already existed (maybe there is? If anyone wants to tell us). Regardless, I think this would be a great idea. Though you'd have to make sure no one with ill intent joined the server (like say, a SPOP stan looking for trouble).
#asks#personally i don't think i'd have the energy to join#i don't have the same creativity you guys have#i'm also just bad at servers in general lmao#but i support this idea!
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