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j-2-soulmates · 1 year
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mrswinnie04 · 4 months
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Hey I'm new to J2 tinhatting and looked on your blog and noticed you're fairly new to it too. I'm like really new to it like a week lol. Do you ever have doubts about them and say to yourself this is just wishful thinking? I only say this because I've RPF before and it never ends well but I can say their relationship is quite unique to others. Like I'm also trying to look at it in a logical way, and maybe they are just like brothers, the existence of their kids also complicates things too, etc. What are you thoughts?
Hello Anon!
First off, welcome to the SPN and J2 Tinhatter Community! I think it's super cool that you found my blog and are interested in some of my thoughts :)) so, thank you for your question!
You know, this is such a good question and I completely understand where you are coming from. As a blogger, who is only 4 months into being in this community, your question is something I have asked myself constantly.
In the beginning, I struggled with constantly needing solid proof to quench the doubts in my mind of J2's relationship. Even to this day there are times where I find myself questioning my solid belief in J2's romantic relationship. I think this is because I come from a family that is so demanding of "solid" proof. My mother is an opinionated attorney and my father is a man who doesn't believe in things until he sees it with his own eyes. So, for you anon, and anyone out there who wants to believe in J2 but struggles with doubt, I understand. I have done it too.
During this past summer, when I first entered the tinhatter community, I was consumed by the need to search high-and-low for blogs that did deep analysis on J2's relationship or did Proofs of their romantic connection. I did this because, even though I believed in them, a part of me was so used to needing to have proof to believe in something. I also received a lot of hate from a certain part of SPN's fandom as well. A lot of those people tried to tell me I was "stupid" or that I was "delusional" for believing in something that wasn't real because there was no actual "proof".
In simpler terms, a lot of people around me wanted me to be doubtful. So I was.
Nevertheless, it is my strong belief that someone is drawn to the tinhatter community for a specific reason: you see the connection between Jared and Jensen.
It is true, to some extent, that one reads J2 content or is drawn to tinhatter content because you have noticed things about J2. You notice the looks. The touches. The chemistry and connection.
This idea alone is what kept me believing, because even though so many people wanted me to doubt J2, I knew I was drawn to tinhatter content/the community because I saw something and felt something about J2 that went beyond brotherhood.
As these past four months as a tinhatter has progressed, one of my favorite bloggers has constantly encouraged and supported me in my journey with J2. @brookesallow is such a wonderful writer and person. Their content is always insightful, accurate, and encouraging. Anon, or for anyone interested, I always recommend looking at @brookesallow because their content has kept me believing in J2. This blogger always posts proofs, theories, and beliefs. They are kind and very welcoming, so definitely check them out! I feel that their blog posts do a great job of explaining J2's situation with their wives, kids, and their own romantic connection.
In the beginning, I doubted J2 a lot (even though I really wanted to believe). However, @brookesallow and so many other amazing bloggers have done an amazing job of showing me that I can believe in J2's love and not feel shame for it.
Bearding is such a big thing in Hollywood. So many actors and actresses are pressured by the industry to hide the fact that they are apart of the LGBTQIA+ community. This is beyond tragic and sad. Can you imagine how many actors and actresses we love and adore are forced to be away from the people they love?
As I've done more research, it's clear that there have been plenty of famous actors who have been married + with kids who were actually gay. But because of the movie industry and PR, they were forced to pretend they were heterosexual.
This fact has made me believe in J2 a lot more.
But I want to reiterate my previous idea that those who are drawn to J2 tinhatter content are here for a reason: they believe in something.
In the beginning, I knew I saw something about J2 that went beyond more than brotherhood/friendship. There was just something about their relationship that was infinite and beautiful. And even though I doubted them at first, what kept me believing (and continuing to believe) is the fact that I can see there is just such a powerful and timeless connection between them.
Jared and Jensen are soulmates. You can see it in the way they look at each other; act around each other; touch each other; and love each other. Jensen's first choice will always be Jared. And Jared's first choice will always be Jensen.
So, even though J2 have wives (beards) + kids, it is clear (to me) that they are together. That they love each other, more than just as friends.
I think it is natural to doubt J2 at times. We live a society that demands "proof" but as the famous movie Scarface said:
"The eyes, chico, they never lie."
Looking at the photos below, the way J2 looks at each other is enough for me to believe. In these past four months, as I've grown as a blogger and tinhatter, I know I believe in J2's relationship. There is something about them that is deeper. Something about their relationship that doesn't feel like simple "brotherhood friendship".
Jensen once said that he'd take a bullet for Jared in an interview.
Jensen once went down fighting in a bar brawl for Jared.
J2 would do anything for each other, and I don't think there is anyone I've ever met that would do that for a mere friend. Unconditional love like that stems from a type of love that goes so much deeper than friendship. To say that you would "take a bullet" for someone is serious. It would mean that you feel that, if that person were threatened, that your life (and anything you value in continuing to live) wouldn't matter in that second---you would give that all up for that person, regardless of your own happiness, because that's how much that other person means to you.
That kind of love is special.
But there are so many instances I can think of between J2 that have convinced me of their love. So many that there isn't a enough space here for me to share, but I definitely recommend @brookesallow. Their blog is amazing and so informative!
Anyway, I'm sorry I went on a rant.
Anon, I just want to say that I understand the way you feel. I have been there. The point of this post isn't to force you to believe me or anything. I think discovering your own confidence and belief in J2 (without anyone forcing you) is what makes the tinhatter journey beautiful. As these past four months as a blogger have progressed, I have found so much joy in finding my own confidence in J2 myself. By doing this, I have opened my heart to the fact that I don't need a "confession" to believe in them. I can believe in their love because I can see it. I can feel it.
I believe in it because I believe in J2.
It is my hope, anon, that you have a wonderful and welcoming experience into the tinhatter community! I hope you have a wonderful journey and please ask me if you have anymore questions!
Farewell! AND THANK YOU AGAIN for your question. I'm really honored and grateful for your curiosity.
ENJOY THESE PHOTOS BELOW OF J2 IN LOVE :))
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spnfanficpond · 4 months
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Hi. I'm looking for a fic I'm hoping someone can help me find. It's a 3 part (I think) poly J2xreader fic. They go on a vacation to a beach and the reader is attacked. Sorry I don't have more details... but hopefully someone knows it...?
We sent a message to our Discord server, but it didn't ring any bells for anyone in there. Hopefully, someone out in the world will see this and recognize it!!
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Does anyone know this fic our Nonnie is looking for?
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Three ships:
Parker x Hardison x Eliot (Leverage), Jensen x Jared (SPN RPF), Jensen x Christian (SPN RPF/RPF)
First ever ship:
HELLA EMBARRASSING but Seto Kaiba x Serenity Wheeler (Yu-Gi-Oh! wayyyy back in the day.
Last song:
The Times They Are A-Changin' by Vitamin String Quartet
Last film:
I'm watching The Producers (2005) RN
Currently reading:
Fire Sea: Death Gate Cycle #3 (Audiobook) Actual Book: Flawless, A Pretty Little Liars Novel by Sara Shepard
Currently consuming:
Nothing
Currently craving:
Some peace and fucking quiet so I can work. (Currently stuck WFH with a tiny human because daycare has closed due to snow... It's barely snowing.)
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guy-liner · 1 year
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WHATS GOING ON WITH AO3??? WHATS HAPPENED?!?!??!?
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kavyanjali · 11 months
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Searching Jensen/Jared series, help please!!
Hi I am looking for a Jensen/Jared One-shot series in Ao3 and I am pretty sure it is Jensen Ackles x Jared Padalecki instead of Dean/Sam. Anyways, it is set in A/B/O Universe and Jensen is omega while Jared is Alpha. The omegas are usually taken from their family at young age when found and brought up in a Omega Academy.. there are rules for Alpha to follow and pass before they get matched with an Omega, sort of like arrange marriage. Jared wanted an Omega since he was little, he is from rich family.. like own private jet kind of rich and everyone in his family except for one of his brother was Alpha-Omega match. I remember when he first met Jensen he gave him a green leather jacket. Jensen had a friend in the academy, Christian I think who fell for one of the instructor, Jeff probably.. anyways the instructor took desk job to be matched with Christian. Their was a huge party full of media that Jared had arranged to introduce Jensen as his mate and he had invited Jensen's friends from the Omega academy.
The second sort of the series had Jared finding Jensen's family and taking him to meet them, they had their under a year baby with them too. Jensen had a older brother and younger sister who were Alpha and Beta or both were alphas, I don't remember.
The series had art added too.
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writethelifeyouwant · 2 years
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Cry No More | Prologue
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Summary: It’s hard to step into the spotlight when someone else is working to perpetually keep you in their shadow. Jensen is an aspiring young musician living in Dallas. He starts to get noticed when his boyfriend, Christian–an already successful country singer–gives him a shout-out on his TikTok and even hooks Jensen up with his talent agent. But the boys keep their relationship under wraps, better for their images for everyone to think they’re straight and single, and that only makes it easier for Christian to keep control of not only Jensen’s burgeoning career but also the rest of his life. 
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Pairing: Jensen Ackles/Christian Kane & Jensen Ackles/Jared Padalecki Rating: 18+ Warnings: Unhealthy BDSM Relationship Tags: Musician AU, musician!Christian, musician!Jensen, talent manager!Jared, older!Jared, younger!Jensen, asshole!Christian, domestic violence, abusive BDSM relationship, pain play, sadism, dacryphilia, sub!Jensen, dom!Christian, bottom!Jensen, top!Christian, top!Jared, semi-public sex, blowjob, cumplay, more to follow... Word Count: 1,026
Created for: This mini series is a commission from @katbratsupernaturalwhore 🥰 Long live younger!Jensen/older!Jared pairings!
A/N: This AU is set in modern day (2022) but the characters are not their current ages. Jensen is 24 and Jared and Christian are both 35.
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Jensen walked out on stage with the kiss still burning on his lips. Swollen, like he’d been biting them again the way he used to, except this time it was from being kissed within an inch of his life. Breathless. He needed to remember how to breathe again, now, if he had any hope of singing. Oh god, he hoped his voice didn’t crack in front of all of these people. 
He swallowed thickly, trying to push down the nerves that were once again bubbling up in his chest. The taste of the other man hung heavy on his tongue, but not as cloying as the taste of himself–the pungent cream that had been pushed between his lips in an effort to shut down his mental faculties in favour of more pleasant sensations. The proof that he could lose himself and let someone in, despite his trepidatious assertions that none of this could be real; he didn’t deserve any of this. His stage fright had been completely forgotten with his cock buried in the tight channel of an eager throat, milking him enthusiastically and then feeding him back the effusions of his soul; like he’d earned it as a reward for letting himself go in the preceding moment. He’d welcomed receiving it back, knowing he’d need that base essence of his humanity to stay tethered to the stage tonight, grounded in the music. 
The spotlight shone harshly onto him from some unknown elevation, blinding, and Jensen shakily picked up his guitar from the stand it rested against and settled himself onto to stool in front of the microphone. Whispers ran through the crowd from his faceless observers, and he imagined he could hear what they were saying about him. Wow he looks awkward. Oh my god, he’s so bright red. Why does he look like he’s been crying? Why does he look like he’s been fucked backstage? God, he’s so sweaty, gross.  
He knew, logically, that there was no way anyone in the audience could possibly know that he had just been sucked off in the little dressing room the venue had given him to get ready in. The door had been locked, there were no cameras or microphones. He’d looked in the mirror before he left and, sure, he’d looked a little flushed–his eyes sort of glazed over and blissed out–but not too obviously sexed-up. His hair and clothes were all still carefully straight and neat, intentionally minded during the blowjob, fast and dirty as it had been. He didn’t look like a hand had ever been laid on him.Still, Jensen was positive that everyone in the crowd somehow knew he’d just been made to swallow his own cum in order to distract him and calm down enough to have the balls to walk out here. The balls that were pleasantly tingly in his lap beneath the swell of the guitar’s body sitting atop his thighs. He swallowed again and cleared his throat brokenly. 
“Uh, hey there,” Jensen spoke into the microphone, adjusting himself on the stool a bit so he didn’t have to lean forward quite so much to reach it. There was an answering murmur from the crowd that he chose to interpret as them saying ‘hello’ back to him, but the blood rushing in his ears meant that he couldn’t actually distinguish any words from the homogenous buzz. 
“I, uhm, I guess you’re all here to listen to some mediocre acoustic guitar?” There was a small hum of laughter rippling through the audience, but Jensen winced, thinking belatedly that he’d agreed to quit with the self-deprecating shit. Well, there’s one fuck-up already for the night. “And uh, y’all wanna hear that song I’ve been teasing you with, dontcha?” Jensen pushed through the intro he’d rehearsed time and time again in the mirror and felt a swoop of elation in the pit of his stomach when that actually got a cheer out of the spectators and some wayward smatterings of applause. Okay, maybe they don’t hate him. They don’t think he’s weird or disgusting or stupid. They want to hear his song. 
“How many of you got dragged here by your girlfriend and have no clue what I’m talking about?” A few isolated whoops and laughs echoed from distant corners of the room, and there was an exchange of sympathetic groans from those men who’d been brought along. “Okay, well,” Jensen cleared his throat again, plucking a couple of the strings on his guitar testingly, making sure it hadn’t fallen out of tune in the past forty-five minutes since he’d passed it over to the stage hand. “I’m just gonna say, if you hate this and me or whatever, that’s fine. No hard feelin’s. But if you get up and walk out in the middle of the set, whoever dragged you here probably ain’t gonna sleep with you tonight so just uh–weigh up your options guys,” he smirked, and that got a broader ripple of laughter. 
“So I’m gonna start with one of my favourite covers, the one that most of you have probably heard, and we’ll work up to the good stuff.” He strummed a couple chords idly, adjusted his capo, rolled his shoulders back and settled himself, checked his fingers on the neck again. Out of the corner of his eye, he could see the tall, dark silhouette standing at the edge of the stage, lurking comfortingly in the shadows. He couldn’t make it out, but Jensen could imagine the big, encouraging smile on Jared’s face and the small swell of pride welling along the base of those unfairly long lashes that he’d taken fortitude from before he’d left the dressing room backstage. 
He fingers the fraying edge of the deep navy handkerchief tied around the headstock of the guitar, letting the age worn cotton soothe the calluses on his fingertips and surreptitiously wiping dry his nervous sweat. 
Jensen struck his opening note, held it in his mind and took one final deep breath before the plunge. 
Carry on my wayward son There’ll be peace when you are done Lay your weary head to rest Don’t you cry no more
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Older (Dean Winchester)
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Description: Y/N has a crush on Dean but they have a 20 year age gap. How does Dean react when she finally tells him?
Warning: Smut, Age Gap
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Y/N watched Dean as he washed Baby. His big muscular arms on display with the tight white shirt that had dirt on it. Baby was soapy and wet as Dean wiped her down. Y/N was trying not to drool as he went in circular motions cleaning the car. She was too into the scene in front of her; she didn’t notice Sam coming up to her side. “Stare any longer he might just notice your obvious crush on him.” He said to me, making her snap out of it. She turned towards him and rolled her eyes. He chuckled and handed her a beer. She took it from him and took a drink. “Ya think maybe he’s too old for you.” He said. Y/N pushed him and they both laughed. She sighed and looked at Dean again. He was pouring water on the soapy car. She sighed and got up  from her spot and walked into the house. She needed a cold shower to erase the dirty thoughts from her mind. 
It was days later that she’d be staring at the older man as he made breakfast. They had just come back from a hunt and Y/N was hungry so Dean offered to cook for her. Sam was getting some sleep but the other two were wide awake. “How do you like your eggs?” He asked her as he got them out of the fridge. “Over easy.” She said and he cracked the two eggs on the pan. She watched as he put the bread in the toaster. “You really didn’t have to make me anything.” She said as Dean put the eggs on the plate. “But I wanted to. You deserve it putting up with us.” She laughed as he set the eggs and toast in front of her. She thanked him. “Well I like putting up with you guys.” She said. He got his plate and sat across from her. “What, you got a crush on one of us?” He joked but she didn’t laugh. “Nah we’re probably too old for you anyway.” He said. She stared at him without saying anything. She shook her head and went back to eating her food. “Yeah totally.” She said. 
She woke up 7 hours later in bed and yawned. She remembered the cringey things Dean asked her this morning and she sighed. She thought for a second when he asked her that she was caught. Luckily Dean was oblivious.She got out of bed and stretched. She walked out of her room and noticed Dean at the table on the computer. “Where’s Sam?” She asked. “Grocery Shopping.” He said and nodded and sat down across from him. He looked up from the computer at her. “So back to early convo you probably like Jack don’t you?” He asked. She looked at him confused. “No, not the antichrist.” She laughed. “Do you even like anybody?” He asked. “Dean, can we not talk about this?” She asked not wanting to expose herself. “Yeah sure.” He said and went back to research. The silence now,awkward and unwanted. 
Why was Dean so curious about who she had feelings for or if she did? She honestly thought that Dean was too old for her but that’s how she liked it. They were eating dinner and she had a glass of wine. Dean sat across from her and Sam sat next to Dean. Jack and Cas sat next to her. Everyone was in a conversation except her. She never talked much while eating. She sometimes butted in with Jack and Cas but other than that kept quiet. Dean noticed her silence and wondered if it was about his question earlier. The last thing he wanted to do was make her uncomfortable. After dinner was over she helped him clean up.
She didn’t say anything to him so he figured he thought correct. “I’m sorry about the question earlier. I didn’t mean to make you uncomfortable.” He said. She looked at him. “You didn’t.” She said and poured herself some more wine. “If I did I would completely understand-” “Dean.” She interrupted him. He looked over at her and she was holding the wine and her upper body on the table a little. Her boobs are perfectly on display. “What are you-” She took a sip of wine and smirked. “I told myself I’d never fuck anyone old enough to be my dad.” She states. He stares at her in shock. She stood up and walked closer to him. “That was until I met you.” She said seductively. “Wait you like me?” He asked her confused but kinda turned on.
She nodded like it was the most obvious thing in the world. “And before you give me any of that age bullshit. I’m 22 i’m an adult.” He stared at her as her hands ran over his chest. “You have no idea what you do to me Dean.” She says and her hands lower themselves to the bottom of his shirt. She tugs on it and he looks down seeing what she was doing. “Y/N are you sure?” He asked her. She looked up at him with lustful eyes. “Are you sure Dean? Think you can handle me, old man?” He chuckled and picked her up and threw her over his shoulder.She laughed as he took her to his room. He threw her on the bed and smirked. “I’m 42 sweetheart not 72.” He said and took off his shirt revealing his amazing body. She was almost drooling at the sight. He crawled onto the bed and hovered over her.
She wrapped her arms around his neck and brought him down in a kiss. He moved his lips against hers as his hands traveled her body. He lifts her tank top up a bit and she pulls away from the kiss. She sits up and removes it showing her white bra. He looks down at her boobs and cups them. “Wow you’re so sexy.” He says and moves his hands to her back. He unclips the bra and she lets it fall freeing her boobs. He smirks at the sight and leans down to put one of her nipples in his mouth. She gasps his name and her hands go to his head as he licks and sucks. Her hands moved to his jeans and she cupped his growing erection. He moans against her nipple. “Dean take these off.” She breathes out. He pulls away from her nipple and gets up to remove his jeans. He pulls them down along with his boxers. She moves herself to the end of the bed and pulls him closer to her. “I didn’t know if I want you in my mouth or inside of me.” She says and he chuckles. Her eyes staring at his long hard cock. “Both would be ideal but right now I really need to be inside of you.” He tells her and pushes her back on the bed.
She smiles as he pulls down her panties. He gets back on her and kisses her again. She runs her hands up and down his muscular back. He pulls away and sighs into her mouth as he lines himself up with her entrance. He pushes in slowly and she gives a sharp gasp. “Are you okay?” He asked. She nods. He pushes in deeper and her noises fill his ear. She hadn’t had sex with many people and certainly not with a guy this big before. Once he was in her all the way he let her adjust to him. They stare at each other as she adjusts to him. He got lost in her eyes not believing that this was happening right now. She pulled him out of his thoughts when she thrusted up. She moaned as the pain was gone and she was full of pleasure. He started moving his hips and she let out little moans. Her eyes closed and her mouth opened. He didn’t let his eyes close as he watched her facial expressions. He groaned as her hips started matching his. She grabs his neck and moans his name. “You’re so fucking beautiful.” He breathes out and she opens her eyes to look at him. “You feel so good inside of me.” She whimpers. He leans down and starts kissing her neck. She gasped and pulled him closer if that was possible. “Dean, go faster.” She begged and he moved as fast as he could.His hips pounding into her hard and fast making the bed screech. His lips left marks on her neck. Neither of them cared at the moment.
He pulled out of her some and angled his hips. He slammed back in her and hit her g spot making her scream. He covered her mouth with his hand. “Gotta remember sweetheart we aren’t the only ones here.” He groans in her ear. She tried to keep her sounds to a minimum but with him pounding at her g spot that didn’t work. “Dean, you feel too good.” She mumbles in his hand. He nods. “Fuck I know baby. You feel amazing.” He moans. She felt herself getting closer and closer to the edge. He was twitching inside of her signaling that he was close too. “Baby I'm close.” She moaned and he groaned out a me too. She gasped out feeling him fill her up which triggered her orgasm. Her eyes rolled into the back of her head as her orgasm hit her. She bit her lip trying to hold back the loud noises that threatened to spill from her. Her hips moved up as she rode out her high. Dean watched her and almost became hard again. Her hips slowed and she opened her eyes seeing Dean already looking at her. “That was hot.” He smirked. She rolled her eyes. “Yeah well thanks to you.” She smirked back. He pulled out of her causing her to moan.
He got up and went to the bathroom and got a wet towel. He came back and cleaned her and him up. “Such a gentleman.” She teased. He laughed and threw the towel in the laundry bin. He collapsed next to her and yawned. “Tired old man?” He turned to look at her. “Baby I could go another 5 rounds.” He said. She turned towards him and smirked. “Prove it.” She said and he smirked. Sam couldn’t sleep that night but Dean and Y/N weren’t complaining.
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pank0w · 1 month
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When you read a really good fic but then after ur done reading it, realising that it was a part of a series so now your dying because now you’ve ruined it.
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soupsuckz · 5 months
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can you do touch-starved! sam winchester head cannons (fem reader)??
♡ I AM BACK ON MY TUMBLR GRIND! ♡
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literally never more than four feet away from you
always finds some reason to touch you
"c'mon, my hands are cold!!"
isn't a huge fan of pda but he loves holding your waist in public
cuddles. all night. no matter what.
loves when you wrap your leg over his while you're sleeping
if you're next to him but you aren't touching, he'll move your hand onto his thigh or smth so you are
leans into your hand when you hold his face
he keeps a bottle of your perfume for when he's gone
sprays his pillow with it and holds said pillow
insists on getting matching holiday pajamas for you both
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supercap2319 · 1 month
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Dean: *Smiles charmingly* "You know, Y/N. You should go out with a real man."
Y/N: *Looks at him and smiles* "Sure. Do you know one?"
Sam: *Laughing in the corner*
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castiwls · 3 months
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"sacrifice, that's what we do for the people we love"
being the middle child in the winchester family...
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I’d imagine you being like two years younger than Dean and two years older than Sam. So like literally the middle child
Your memories of your mum are fuzzy but you can recall a few things
When Mary died you were only two so you didn’t really understand what was going on for a while.
When you all first left Lawernce you spent most of that first night in a motel room crying because you wanted your mom and your bed. (Dean had to comfort you cause John left his two toddlers and baby alone in a motel #dadoftheyear)
When you were like ten your dad told you about what he had been doing for the past eight years. You were terrified but he made you promise not to tell Sam. He also made sure you knew that it was your job to keep Sam safe. 
Basically, you stopped being a child at ten.
You and your brothers were really close.
You and Dean basically trauma-bonded over hunting and also having wayyyy too much responsibility at a young age. 
Out of you and Dean, you were more emotionally available so Sam tended to tell you more.
As he got older he would talk to you about getting out and stuff. While your dad and Dean were very much into hunting you and Sam were more of on the sidelines. 
Sam got his love of reading from you. He’d always tell you about the books he was reading and what he was doing in class.
You’re the mediator for the family. It was always you who broke up fights. You were also able to calm your father down.
Mentioning in a passing comment that you didn’t want to hunt when you were like 15 and John flipped.
“If you don’t want to help kill the thing that killed your mom then you can get out.”
So you did. You left at 15 for 6 months.
In reality, you went to stay with Bobby but you never told your dad that.
Dean begged you to stay and would call every day. So would Sam.
Around this time Sam also started to want to leave. 
“I wanna come stay with you.” You sighed leaning against the wall. The phone rested between your ear and shoulder. “You can't Sam. Dad would flip your too young.” He let out a frustrated noise but let the topic go. (for now)
Dean would also call often and beg you to come home.
“Look he didn’t mean it, alright. It was just a heat of the moment thing.”
You did eventually come back. (Bobby wasn’t happy but let you go)
Your brothers were overjoyed and you actually got an apology from your dad (shocker.)
Things were ok for a few years and then Sam got a bit older and started talking about school. He’d only talk to you about it though. It wasn’t that Dean hated the idea but he didn't understand.
One day when you were 18 and he was 16 Sam asked to talk in private. So you took him to a dinner near the motel and he told you about Stanford.
“One of my teachers thinks it's possible.” He pushed the pamphlet towards you. “I just need a signature from an adult and I know Dad won't sign it.” You quietly looked over the pamphlet for a moment. A sense of pride washed over you as well as relief. This was his way out. “Of course, I’ll sign it.”
You both kept it quiet for the next year and when his acceptance letter came in you both kept it to yourselves but you were so proud
#proud parent moment.
Though eventually, Dean found the letter. 
“Did you know about this?” He asked holding up the letter. You felt your blood run cold as you grabbed the letter from him. “Yes. I did know.” You admitted. “It was me who signed the papers.” Your brother's eyes widened a look of betrayal crossed his face. “Why would you do that?” His voice began to rise as he spoke. “Because Sam deserves a future Dean.”
You two didn’t speak for a while after that. Dean got over it though.
When it came time for Sam to leave that's when all hell broke loose.
You’d never heard your dad yell so loud. He and Sam went back and forth for hours until your younger brother just walked out. You and Dean both followed him. After calming him down you went with him to the bus and said goodbye.
Dean was kinda non-plussed (inside he hated it and was worried sick). You were worried but happy that he was getting out.
When you and Dean went back to the motel John was furious. He blamed you (of course)
“This is your fault. You're the one who put all those ideas in his head and look what happened.”
Dean jumped in front of you and told him to back off. 
“Sam’s his own person you can’t blame her for this!”
After this, you and Dean get closer. John starts taking more hunts alone meaning that you and Dean spend a lot of time just driving around.
You would probably class this as the first time in your life you felt truly happy. Hunting with Dean was easier and there were fewer arguments.
Sam would call u often to update you. When he told you that he’d met a girl you were so happy for him. (it really seemed he got out)
But then your dad went missing and Dean insisted on getting Sam to help.
You were glad to have both your brothers back but at the same time felt insanely guilty as you watched Sam fall back into hunting.
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The Couch / Dean Winchester
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summary: Dean and you had always harbored a fondness for each other, which became evident one night on Jody's couch when he found a way to express it during Jody's intervention at the dinner table.
ps: english isn't my first language so i apologize for any grammar errors
xo'
Jody had extended an invitation for dinner to the three of you. What neither of the boys knew was that this casual gathering swiftly transformed into an intervention, with Claire and Alex joining in. As you observed them enjoying the meal, a sense of unease crept in, heightened when Jody broached the topic of protection. Suddenly, Sam, Dean, and you found yourselves choking on your food, taken aback. "Um, excuse me?" Dean was the first to break the tense silence.
"You heard correctly," Jody's expression bore the gravity that none of you dared to challenge. With precision, she redirected the conversation to how she had stumbled upon unsettling items in Alex's bag. While acknowledging the discomfort of confronting such matters, being a girl also meant being privy to them, and a part of you felt relief knowing that Alex and Claire had Jody for these discussions—a resource you lacked.
In reality, it was Dean who helped you lose your virginity. "Helped" was an understatement; even in your mid-twenties, the notion of waiting for marriage felt long overdue. The memory was vivid: in the dead of night, with Sam in a deep slumber in the other side of the living room. Sleep eluded you, and with Dean nearby due to staying at Jody's, the proximity intensified. Coupled with your nearing ovulation, it was evident your libido was peaking. You were undeniably aroused, yet with the boys constantly present, suppressing any gesture or moan became a challenge, particularly when Dean's eyes cracked open slightly.
Dean observed the entire scene discreetly. He noticed your arm beneath the covers, your hips shifting, and your breath growing heavier. What he didn't realize was that he too felt the same arousal stirring within him. His shaft hardened, and he couldn't resist the urge to grasp it, seeking gratification in the moment. It was then that your eyes met, hesitation lingering before you confessed to him that you had never experienced sex before. To Dean's delight, he vowed to ensure that the experience would be memorable not just for him, but for you as well. 
"Earth to Y/N," Claire's voice broke through your thoughts, prompting you to snap out of your reverie, cheeks flushing. A mischievous smirk played on Claire's lips as she continued, well aware of your distraction. "I think she was daydreaming," she teased, but you quickly shook off the implication, feeling Dean's gaze upon you. It was the same caring look he always gave, checking in to ensure your comfort, whether it was about speed or pace. Despite any imperfections in the method of 'protection,' Dean excelled at making you feel cherished. "You okay?" he asked, concern evident in his voice as his fingers lightly brushed your hand, offering a reassuring squeeze, to which you nodded in response.
"I'm sure she wasn't. Let's not deflect now. If we can't talk about it, maybe we shouldn't be doing it, right?" Your eyes widened at the question, inadvertently revealing your discomfort, while Dean nearly choked on his food again with a startled "What?" Despite not wanting to gross out Jody, he simply shrugged and glanced at you before continuing, "I mean..." Just as he was about to elaborate, Jody's eyes widened in realization, catching onto the unspoken understanding between the two of you. "Setting a good example!" she exclaimed, almost in a panic, prompting laughter from Alex, Claire, and Sam, who found the situation amusing. With Dean and you seated at the opposite end of the table, the awkwardness escalated. "And where was it?" Jody inquired, causing your muscles to tense as you recalled it took place right in this very house during one of Jody's trips. You nervously gulped, murmuring your answer while taking a sip of water, inadvertently prompting Jody to respond to the question herself. 
But what she didn’t know was that whoever you had spent the night, was seating just next to you. 
"On your couch..." Her expression morphed into one of disbelief, unaware that the lucky guy was actually present that evening. Despite her high expectations, she pressed on with another question. "Like a one-night stand? Or someone from work?" She almost seemed reluctant to hear the answer you were about to give. As if you were expecting to give one of those options to loosen her worry. Dean on the other, glanced at you a moment, signaling for you not to reveal it. Instead, he took the plunge and confessed. "Me."
First, Claire choked on her water, followed by Jody, their expressions a mix of uncertainty as she barely left her gaze at you. Especially from expressing you were in hope of waiting before marriage. But it was true. "It is true..." Your voice was soft, the kind of vulnerability that Dean cherished. It stirred something within him, turning him on immensely. He couldn't be prouder knowing that tonight, with that look on your face, you would be in for a delightful surprise.
"Well," Jody appeared somewhat taken aback once again, unsure of what to say next before redirecting her attention to Alex. "Please, for me. Don't follow their example, and for the love of god, don't end up on the couch either." There was a hint of obvious disapproval in her expression, eliciting chuckles from all of you as the conversation shifted back to hunting topics and other matters. 
As everyone retired for the night, despite the slightly abrupt end to dinner, you managed to finish the meal Jody had graciously offered. She had invited the three of you to spend another night at her house, recognizing the need for rest after a morning hunt that warranted a good night's sleep. However, Dean had other plans brewing in his mind.
As you slipped into your gown, Sam settled into an actual bed—the one Jody had made sure you and Dean would sleep on. Dean's smirk was unmistakable as his gaze lingered on you while you attended to your last-minute night routine in the guest bathroom. "You know," his voice was husky, unable to tear himself away from your presence, a habit he adored observing. "Oh, I know that look," now it was your turn to gaze at him, rolling your eyes in an attempt to feign innocence at his remark. "But what if Jody..."
He chuckled, drawing closer to you with his arm enveloping your waist. Despite the temptation to kiss you once more and fully express his feelings, to officially declare you as his, he resisted. "Shhh," his thumb gently traced your bottom lip as he met your gaze, then glanced towards the couch. "Alright, cowboy. But don't make me have to silence myself."
“Oh don’t worry, darlin’ I’ll make sure you don’t.”
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nosebleeds-247 · 1 month
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I Can Fix That
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Summary: When you’re faced with the threat of a dragon the boys don’t think much of it. However, you’re terrified because unbeknownst to them, you’re actually a virgin, meaning the dragon could very well come for you. You tell Dean and he comes up with a pretty good solution.
Warnings: piv, fem-receiving oral, first time, unprotected sex, no aftercare shown but trust me…it happened, praise, vanilla sex.
MDNI, you are responsible for your own media consumption beyond this point.
You’ve been a hunter as long as you can remember. However, you’ve never had the ‘pleasure’ of dealing with a dragon before. The Winchester boys quickly catch you up to speed on the lore.
Dragons are similar to the traditional dragons in lore, but, whilst in confined spaces they take on a humanoid form. Their motive is to abduct and sacrifice young female virgins to become the vessel of Eve. It’s rumored that sometimes they even eat these women as well.
You shouldn’t be worried though, Sam points out. I mean you often join in with Dean as he boasts about his variety of sexual experiences. So you definitely shouldn’t be worried at all right?
Wrong
You’ve never slept with someone ever. Hell, you haven’t even held hands romantically in years, there’s no time for that now. At your age you felt embarrassed with your lack of experience so you always overcompensate by telling masterfully thought up stories.
Never once did you think you’d have to come clean…but here you are, sitting across from the one and only Dean Winchester, your best friend that you’ve been lying to for God knows how long.
“What’s up?”, he asks confused with your sudden change in demeanor.
Previously you’d been hyped to finally face a dragon but now that him and Sam had told you the lore he noticed a drastic change.
“It’s just…”, you trail off biting your nails.
“Cmon you can tell me anything, you know me”, Dean reassures.
“Well it’s just, I’m really nervous to face this dragon yknow”
“You shouldn’t have anything to worry about considering what you’ve told me”.
You wince at this and shake your head, looking down.
Dean catches on, “hey, you never had to make all that shit up. It’s not embarrassing to be a virgin, if anything it shows you have self control!”
“Listen Dean, that’s great and all but my main concern isn’t the morality of sex right now. I’m more worried about being this dragons next snack…”
He smirks, “I think there’s an obvious solution here”.
You blush at this, “Dean what are you implying?”
“Well I’m just saying I think we both know how to assure your safety and I’m more than willing to provide my…services”
“Oh?”, you question with a quirk of your eyebrow. You hadn’t even thought about that but it is less risky than just playing the defensive game.
“So whaddya say?”
“Fuck it”, you respond with a small smile.
Dean smiles and stands, walking over towards you. “Cmon then sweetheart, don’t you want the proper bedroom experience?”, he teases before grabbing your hand and pulling you towards his room.
Once there he pushes you against his bed, your knees giving out at the pressure. He then lays atop you and presses a small peck to your nose before your lips connect.
The kiss is heated but soft as his tongue gently massages against yours, his hands moving down the curves of your body. His fingers move down under the fabric of your panties, circling around your clit.
He unbuttons your jeans, slipping them off and your panties go along with. You arch your back as Dean’s lips latch onto your clit. His hands trail down your thighs and one of his fingers prods at your entrance. He finally slips it in and starts pumping in and out of you.
You groan as his pace quickens, tongue still lapping at your clit. He adds another digit and curls his fingers, sending you over the edge as you grip the sheets.
“Fuck Dean, I- I think I’m ready for you now”.
“Alright Sweetheart, just relax for me, okay?” Dean asks as he moves to hover above you, lips centimeters away from yours. He lines his member up with your entrance and kisses you as the tip slips in.
He eases into you at an incredibly slow pace, bottoming out with a hiss. The stretch is painful and has your eyes watering.
Dean pulls away from the kiss and swipes a small tear away from under your eye. “I’ll be so gentle sweetheart, I promise”.
You nod and whine as he starts to slowly thrust in and out. He presses his thumb against your clit, tracing small circles on the sensitive nub.
“Oh baby, you’re doing so good”, Dean praises.
At this you feel a heat pool in the bottom of your stomach and the pain quickly turns to pleasure. You let out a small groan as Dean’s pace becomes more intense.
“Oh fuck baby, let it all out”, he commands, groping at your tits.
Your eyes roll back as the coil in your stomach starts to tighten. Your arms wrap around Dean’s strong frame and leave scratches along his back.
This spurs Dean on and he trails the hand grabbing at your chest down to your hips. He’s now pulling you into his already harsh thrusts. He lets out a guttural groan, his hazel eyes glistening over with lust.
You choke out one last moan and the coil within you snaps. Waves of pleasure are released throughout your body. Dean stills inside of you and his hot seed paints your insides white.
He collapses next to you, panting. “Judging by what I heard I’m pretty sure that was as good for you as it was for me…right?”, he jokes before turning over to wrap an arm around you.
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