how jaehyun would be like if he’s with an inexperienced lover please!

Starting this off by saying that he is definitely one of the horny ones. The man is horny alooooooooooooooot.

with an inexperienced lover though I can see him toning it down a little bit.

He wouldn't want to make his s/o feel uncomfortable so he would ease them into his horniness.. lmaooo.

he would try to teach his s/o how to do things ...like blowjobs hand jobs etc.

he would do it with good intentions but would always end up wanting to have sex.

he basically tries to control himself until he can't anymore. Until he cracks.

and I feel like saying this...he would crack over the simplest shit lmaoooo

eg. his s/o laughter.. and boom he’s ready.

before anything though I feel like his s/o’s words mean a lot to him so he'll definitely ask if they’re ready.

once given a verbal yes (he’s another one that LOVESSS when his s/o uses their words) he’s pulling his s/o to the bedroom.

I shouldn't even have to say this but he takes the lead in the bedroom.

he's probably a soft dom... don't be mistaken though he can be rough.

for foreplay, he's eating his s/o out guiding them through every feeling and emotion.

uses his fingers to stretch them just enough so he can fit.

from then on it's nothing but sweet talking, caressing and him constantly asking “are you ok?” “do you like it?” and telling you to take your time.

he would move at a pace that his s/o would be comfortable with

specifically slow and deep.

balls deep.. would want his s/o to feel every last inch of him

he wouldn't try to go multiple rounds yet.

however, he’s gonna put them in different positions.

his pace will speed up and slow down depending on his s/o’s response

very observant when doing the act

any look of discomfort on his s/o face would result in him pulling out immediately.

wouldn't want his s/o to hide their moans or face

if he sees his s/o use a pillow to hide their face he's taking it and throwing it across the room

"Don't hide from me pretty...I want to see your face "

if his s/o covers their mouth to stop their moans he's accentuating his thrusts.

"Open your fucking mouth so I can hear you"

would put his thumb in your mouth for you to suck on

yh......he secretly enjoys you sucking on his thumb

it would be a sweet and attentive first time for his s/o...unless his s/o teased him then sweet and attentive would not be the words to use...

highlighting this especially... it's important for his inexperienced s/o to not tease him too much he has a big ego so teasing him will cause him to snap and that’ll result in them being rough fucked.

and I'm talking ROUGH. Tears. Screaming. Legs shaking. Can barely put a sentence together.

HOW 127 ARE IN BED

TAEIL

I think he is a dom, but in the guise of traditional standards. I don’t see him as a person to view sex as something that needs to have a complex role he needs to fill, but instead as a mean of pleasure for you and him. He is straight froward when he wants you, and he will do anything to get you with him when he is in the mood. He’s very gentle and respectful with you, wanting to finish you off before he can focus on himself. He likes to touch you, hold you tight, and kiss you whenever he can. He believes sex is intimate and for two people to participate in, so it’s not a complicated approach. He will make you feel so safe and good, you couldn’t ask for more from him.

JOHNNY

The soft dom of your dreams. He’s so kind and gentle with you, guiding you where he wants you, whispering in your ear what he has in plan for you. Loves placing soft kisses on your forehead, cheek, shoulder blades, wherever his lips can reach. Smoothing out your hair before the nastiest words spill from his mouth followed by his soft eyes looking down on you. He’s big and he knows it, but he treats you very well and praises you for taking his cock so well. He focuses a lot on you, hoping that you would do the same and take care of him. He’s very motivated by your moans and whimpers, and wants you to lose your mind over him. He is not strict over you as a dom, he just wants you purring over him.

TAEYONG

You are above him, not only mentally, but physically too. He wants to put you first, finding the most pleasure from pleasing you, just like any sub would. And you find it so endearing because his sweet, bright eyes turn him into this whiney man, giving you puppy-dog eyes constantly! I think he is slightly shy about sex, or is really repressing himself from fully expressing himself. I feel like he’s worried that you’re going to judge him for any of his possible kinks, and it takes him a little while to warm up. Once he feels comfortable, he will make you feel amazing. I have a feeling that he will really know what makes you tick, and can be so good at finishing you. I just have a slight feeling that he will really like being restrained so you can go to town on him too. Like the thought of you giving him a blowjob but he’s unable to touch you would be straight out of a fantasy for him. Sometimes you have to put a gag on him because he is just a little too loud...

YUTA

An obvious dom, but I don’t believe he is as extreme as many people make him out to be. The most he would do is restraints, but that is a rarer occasion. He likes to have you listening to him, taking exactly what he is willing to give you. He loves his hair being pulled. Heavy breaths in your ears, and the man will not hold back on moaning, normally when he’s close to coming, he’s at his loudest. Loves femininity, cute things like cute lingerie or cute little outfits. He loves the natural scent of pussy; it’s earthiness is one of his favorite tastes. Truly The Man to eat you out breakfast, lunch, dinner, and afternoon snack. He is not rough; he sets a good pace and his stroke game is perfect. An absolute dream!

DOYOUNG

A very giving lover. He gets off from your pleasure, and makes sure you feel good before he even considers himself. I think he would really like quickies, something where he can quickly finish you and him off. Extra bonus points if he has to do it very quietly because there might be someone else in the dorm. I also think he would be down whenever you are watching television, or driving around in a car, really any place outside of his bedroom. I think he would really get off on the idea that you guys could fuck just about anywhere. Despite this, I think he would be really respectful and considerate of you, so if you’re uncomfortable with an idea he has, he would back off instantly and apologize immediately! I think he’s very understanding on emotions and is quick to pick up what your dislikes and likes are.

JAEHYUN

Very chill in bed, much like his personality. I think he’s okay with taking control, but nothing to the level of being considered as a “dom” per se. I would say he’s kinda vanilla, but he’s quite rough when handling things, so he can be unknowingly aggressive. Not that there’s anything wrong with being vanilla, especially because you know that you’re going to be satisfied in the end. He strives for your pleasure before he thinks about himself. But he is expecting you to reciprocate back to him. Like if he gave you head, he would expect you to give him head back, that kind of situation. I think he’s collected, until you tell him that you want his cum to have a baby then, oh baby. this is when he intentionally releases the rougher side of him, the thought of filling you up with his cum is something that would get him going every day. I don’t think he’s super loud in bed, heavy breaths and he tries to hold his moans back. He would never say no to his princess if you ask to ride him, he just wants you to feel good in the end. That's what’s most important to him.

JUNGWOO

Somedays he’s very clingy, needy, and dare I say a little whiney. Other days he wakes up and knows exactly what he wants and makes you work for it. But above all, he’s very imaginative. He gets an idea in his head, and he wants you to act out his fantasy for him. I imagine him very vocal, voicing his opinion about what he thinks feels good, but also very loud in bed. Once you put him down, he unleashes a part of him that he can’t control. You make him feel good, why stop and not praise you for what you do to him?

MARK

100% a dom. He will not hold back, and is so easily aroused. Loves to choke and bite, but only, and if only, he has your consent. He's quite shy and reserved, almost like he’s slightly ashamed by that side of him. I think once you warm him up and he is comfortable, he gets really nasty. So shamelessly dirty, calling you nasty names that make you wet. Wants to hear you yelling his name out of mercy because he has you right at the palm of his hand. In between, he asks if you’re doing okay, very big on establishing safe words so he can understand where you’re mentally at. He knows he can get carried away while lost in the pleasure. Afterwards he reverts to his normal slightly shy and gawky self. You have to reassure him A LOT because he feels slightly embarrassed for unleashing that side of him. Aftercare might be more important for him than for you lol

HAECHAN

The very definition of a switch. He can be a mean and rough dom, or he can be the whiniest sub possible. There are so many sides to him, he loves how he can switch personas for sex. He needs constant change, bored of the same thing. Loves making a good show not just for you, but to others as well, leaving the door open for some of the audience to get a taste of what he does for you. A slight shameless exhibitionist. Just really good at knowing what you like, can get to know your body really well and surprise you with what might feel good. He often loves teetering the line of pain and pleasure for himself, new pleasures are always welcome for him. Loves to tease and loves to be teased back even more, he’s really playful.

please leave me your thoughts here <3

ATTIC{smut}

jaehyun x reader

//your highschool boyfriend shows you his new room and you decide to have fun//

~600 words

“Wow.” is all you could say. Jaehyun is showing you his freshly decorated room in the attic. As he turned 18 this year, his parents decided to fulfill one of his wishes and let him move to a smaller space with a huge window in his attic.

“Do you like it?” enthusiastically he asked as he entered his new space. The flooring seemed new, darker wood floors hinting vintage feels completely neutralised by white painted walls. the ceiling had a V shape so there wasn’t much space on the sides, bed lied in the middle, rather a mattress only. The room was lightened by warm christmasy lights and there have been a few green fake plants placed near the window.

“I love it.” you flop onto mattress next to him. You both lay in silence but you happen to face the window.

“You’re beautiful.” his hand moves to your face and softly brushes your cheek.

“I know.” you laugh. and look down shyly. “Thank you, so are you.” you look into his eyes and see his face warm up at your shyness.

“We will make plenty of children here.” he taps the bed with is hand quite harshly.

“Slow down we’re not even out of highschool.” you laugh.

“Yes but it’s always good to plan in advance.” he wiggles his brows.

You just sigh and shake your head while placing it on his chest. This felt comfortable. It felt unreal.

Jaehyuns hand slowly traces your arms, then waist and lastly your thigh. You exhale soundly and look up to him. He says nothing yet you understand everything just by the way he looks at you. He stares for a while but then he kisses you softly, his hand traveling to your waist. You depend the kiss placing your hands under his shirt.

“Shit.” he mumbles trough his kiss. “We’re about to mark this bed.” he jokes and you laugh but quickly turn back to kissing him.

You feel your shirt being lifted up and soon after your sweatpants are slipped off as well. Jaehyun quickly strips his shirt off and you pull his pants.

“Wait.” he rolls over and lifts up the mattress. You follow his sight only to see pile of smushed condoms right under his mattress.

“How creative.” you comment.

“I know, thank you.” he supports himself on his knees and unwraps the condom. “I’m on top.”

You let him, he hasn’t been in charge for a while. Then he lowers himself between your feet. His fingers hook your underwear and he pulls it off. “Well that had to go.” his glare is focused. He’s needy and quickly places himself on top of you.

“My parents aren’’t home.” he adds “Be as loud as you want.”

and with that he pushes into you. Loud moan escaping your mouth when his tip slightly brushes the spot. He keeps thrusting and after some time you start to move your hips in sync.

He lets out a groan when he feels you clench around him.

“Jaehyun...-” you moan “im gonna cum.” you bury your face in his neck.

“Oh yeah?” his thrusts get faster. He knows damn well it will make you crazy.

Moans, loud moans kept leaving your mouth as he kept the pace, Your nails dig into his back and his face is buried in your neck.

One last moan signaled him that you reached your high, his following afterwards. As you both ride out your orgasms he looks into your eyes.

“I will never forget this day.” he says.

“I probably wont to, in fact it will possibly be the very first memory when I enter this room again.” you laugh.

“Oh honey we’ll make much more memories on this bed, just wait.”  

“You’re doing this too well” - j.jaehyun pt.2

Pairings: Brother’s best friend! Jaehyun x fem! Reader

Warnings: language, sex, teasing, moaning, groaning, cock teasing, a little fluff in the end, Jaehyun being a cutie at the end ^.^

Word Counts: 1.2k

Summary: You came back for round two and it turns out to be a cute little relationship in the end.

Part 1

You were waiting for Jaehyun for over two hours, you started to grow more impatient. You storm to your brother’s room where the two were busy yelling at the screen as they battle against some other players.

Jaehyun glances at you as he continues playing. “Oh hey, I forgot you existed” your brother quick remark made you hit him.

“Hey careful, this is a $200 headset,” he said as he push you away. You sat down behind him next to Jaehyun.

You rest your hand over his thigh and begin rubbing it. You mouth ‘I’m horny’. Jaehyun smirk and nodded but he kept playing.

“What are you even doing here?” Johnny ask you but his head was kept on the screen. 

“I want to watch you both play,” You said. Johnny scoffs, “you don’t even like it when we play, ‘you’re too loud” He said in a high pitch voice to mock you. You hit the back of his head. 

“Who are you rooting for us or these losers?” He asks, the sound of their fingers hitting the controller buttons filling the air. You ran over his cock. Jaehyun purses his lips as he looks down at your hand. 

“You both suck” you didn’t care at all but you kept teasing Jaehyun’s cock. 

“No, Jaehyun tell my sister how good of a team we make,” Johnny said enthusiastically. You look at Jaehyun, “Yeah Jaehyun, tell me.” You bit your lips as you unzip his jeans.

“A-ah,” His breath hitched as he felt your hand making contact with his hardened cock. “Cat got your tongue?” You whispered to him. Jaehyun bit his lips. 

“We actually beat a lot of teams before them, if Johnny would try harder we would’ve won already!” Jaehyun finally let out. You chuckle quietly, you notice Jaehyun was getting uncomfortable with your teasing when his friend is right there. 

You move his headset to the side, “come on or else I’ll fuck you right here” you kiss his ear. Jaehyun swallowed his saliva and nodded. 

“I’ll meet you, go” he whispered back. You nodded and left the room. You waited outside your brother’s room for Jaehyun.

The door swung open, Jaehyun smile when he saw you waiting for him. As soon as he closes the door you smash your lips against his. Jaehyun chuckles as he kisses you back.

Jaehyun lead you back to your room. You close the door behind you and push him into your bed. You giggle as you straddle over him.

“Shhh, Johnny going to hear” Jaehyun shush you. You gasp, “you didn’t complain earlier” you whispered back.

Jaehyun scoffs and cup your cheek and kiss you back. “What do you want to do baby?” He whispered in your ear. Your smile as you bit your lip.

“Depends, do you want to ruin your friendship with my brother or do you want to fuck me hard and my brother can hear me” You tease him as you grind over his hardened cock.

He traces his index finger over your lips and down to your neck. “I don’t fucking care, I just want you” he breathes out as he flips you over.

He took off your shorts along with your underwear. You giggle as you watch him unbuckle his belt. He kept his eyes on you.

You tease him by playing with yourself. You watch him take his pants off and throw them to the side. He begins pumping his hard cock with his hand. You flip the two of your over. So you straddle him again.

“Tell me you want me” he commended. You could feel his cock underneath you, waiting to put it inside of you.

“I fucking want you” you respond. Jaehyun smirk, showing his cute dimple. Jaehyun align his cock with your fold you went down on it earning two moans between the two of you.

“You wanted me so badly and now you got me” you lean into his ear. Jaehyun ran his hands over your back and begin thrusting back and forth on him.

Jaehyun groan as he felt you go in deeper. “Come on baby, I want to hear you moan” as you pick up for pace. Jaehyun grabs your neck and flips the two of you.

“You look so pretty taking my cock” he groan as he thrust inside of you. He grabs your thigh and pushes it against your chest, making him go deeper into you.

“You feel so good” he moans as he closes his eyes feeling yourself clenching around him. You grab his shirt pull him towards you, you kiss him hungrily.

Jsehyun’s tongue battling against yours while his hand roaming around your body. You felt him getting sloppy as you stare into his eyes. Jaehyun's breath got heavier as he felt he was about to come.

You stroke his cheeks with your thumbs and clench your walls making him groan. You felt him hitting your spot as you grip his shirt tighter. “I’m going to cum Jae” you moan. Jaehyun picks up his pace.

You grip your bedsheet tighter and close your eyes. You release yourself, Jaehyun pats your cheek to make you open your eyes to look at him.

Once he felt you dripping he lost his thrusts, “Fuck I think I love you” he whispered and came. He rested him on your shoulder. You stroke his brown locks and poke his dimple.

“So, you love me?” You ask, teasingly. Jaehyun chuckles, “what if I am?” He preps himself up to look at you.

“My brother wouldn’t like that” you touch his pink lips. “But what do you want?” He asks you. You swallowed down your saliva. You look at his eyes and his beautiful milky skin.

“I want to be with you,” you said softly. Jaehyun smile and leans in for a soft kiss.

Johnny bang on your door as you and Jaehyun snap your heads towards the door. “If you two love birds are done, it stopped snowing, let’s get shoveling,” he said behind the door.

You and Jaehyun look at each other and chuckle. You didn’t expect your brother to know about the two of you. It wasn’t like you two were hiding it anyways.

The two of you got changed and met your brother outside. It feels so awkward, your brother glaring at the two of you as you both step outside.

“First, I’m not mad at all. It’s Jaehyun, who wouldn’t want to hit that” your brother begins. You look up at Jaehyun who was behind you, smiling.

“Second of all, if you guys are planning to have sex, keep it down will you?” Johnny begins to shovel the snow on the sidewalk. “You nasties.”

“Third of all, if you ever disrespect my sister Jaehyun, I don’t care how good-looking you are, I’ll ruin that pretty face of yours” he pointed at Jaehyun with his shovel. Jaehyun put his hands up in defense.

“I got you, Johnny, I would never,” Jaehyun said as he pick up a shovel and help Johnny out. You watch the two of them try to shovel the same spot when there are more square feet to shovel.

“I love these two,” you said quietly and run into the two of them and tackled them on the snow.

“Chill! I got snow down my ass crack!” Johnny push you off him as you landed on Jaehyun. He waved at you. You lean in to give him a quick peck on his cheek.

Jaehyun; size kink- drabble (m/f)

•So...we all have seen those tweets and those posts about Jae and his little manhandling kink and....maybe we’re onto something

•Jaehyun simply can’t help but act smug about him being able to overpower you 

•The boy can barely control his strength as is but there’s something about you that really makes his thoughts go out the window

•He loves how you fit in his arms whenever you two hug

•And he’ll always tease you by comparing hand sizes, even if he knows how small your hands are already

•Onto the less romantic things. I’m so sorry in advance. 

•“Fuck- Baby, you’re such a little slut,” he practically growls through his teeth. He was gripping your waist so tight that you were positve that bruises would soon from in the places where his fingertips dug into you

•Jaehyun admired how small you looked underneath his larger frame

•He would never openly admit to having a size kink, but it was beyond obvious from his actions

•He wouldn’t skip the chance to lift you up, or purposfully not leaning down whenever you wanted to kiss him because he loved the pout that would form on your lips when you struggled to reach his lips

•Back to some nsfw things

•You panted heavily as you bounced on top of Jaehyun at a quick pace, your hair sticking to your skin due to the sheen of sweat that developed on your body. Jaehyun watched your frame with loving eyes that had an underlying lust. Jae held your waist and let out continuous groans as he tried to hold himself back from being too rough with you. Tonight was your night to be on top...but the way your tiny body looked above him was just too tempting, he wanted nothing more than to flip you over and fuck you into the mattress...maybe even make you say that one title he loved so much... YES I’M HINTING TO A DADDY KINK JAEHYUN FIC

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iv.lix. (a)

During the night, Kiwoo woke up a couple of times. He didn't like it at all, that you no longer breastfeed him. But you can't do it with your strength anymore. But at some point he fell asleep. You go back to bed, but you couldn't sleep. But then you see how the lights in the house get on again and Jaehyun came home. "Hey, how was it?" You ask him when he walked into the bedroom. He looked at you in surprise and you could see that it was quite drunk. "Good ... funny." He unbuttoned his shirt and undid his pants. "That’s good." You smile and lie back on your pillow. "Why are you still awake?" He asked when he came to bed with you. "You know, Kiwoo. He's a little clingy right now and then I couldn't get back to sleep." You sigh and look at your husband. He looked down at you too and smiled. "You make me so happy, you know that?" Jaehyun was suddenly very sensitive, very tender. He stroked your forehead and suddenly looked so vulnerable. "You me too," you say very quietly and put your arm over his upper body. "Are you wearing my shirt?" He asked with a laugh. "Yes, it's so comfortable and I'm slowly getting too fat for my things ..." You pout and stroke your stomach. "You are not too fat, you are pregnant." Jaehyun laughed and leaned over you. He put his lips to yours and immediately kissed you passionately. But you notice something that was different. "Did you smoke?" You look at him in surprise. "A little bit." Jaehyun knew that you hate it when he did that. When you got together, Jaehyun smoked more often, from where Miga was born he had stopped, but now and then he smoked one. Especially when he'd had a drink. "I'm sorry," he mumbled drunk, but you didn't want to make him feel bad. It was his evening. He needed to relieve stress. "Everything's fine," you say and look up at him with a smile. "You look so good in my shirt." He stroked your whole torso and then kissed your neck. Apparently he was hot for you because his voice changed and he rubbed more and more against you. "And you look amazing ... as always," you whisper and stroke his bare torso. The result was that you made out a lot. His lips and hands were all over your body. He couldn't get enough of you and he showed it. When he had drunk he was more uninhibited and freer and you liked that. He showed you how much he wanted you. His kisses just said more than words. He took off your shirt and kept playing with your full breasts. As he put your nipples in his mouth, you hear him moan. He was horny, definitely, but when you reached for his length, everything was still soft. You try to massage him, to stimulate him, but nothing happened. And at some point Jaehyun stopped. Disappointed, he hung his head and lay down next to you. "FUCK!" He shouted, seeming so angry. You didn't know what to say because it was a difficult subject. "That's the alcohol, don't stress yourself," you say gently and stroke his hair. "We both know that I couldn't do it before either." He was so disappointed and so angry with himself that it was hard to help. "And we know we're both stressed." "But I can't even fuck my own wife," Jaehyun looked at you with worried eyes and you knew his ego was offended. "I think you've been able to prove to me enough times that you are potent. The last proof is here." You put his hand on your stomach because you knew it will calm him down. He was looking forward to this child so incredibly, sometimes you couldn't understand that. "What is your feeling? Is it going to be a girl this time?" He asked you, caressing your stomach. He was suddenly very different, very calm and almost looked happy again. "I don't know. I was almost certain that the twins would be girls, but then we had the two beautiful boys." You smile and stroke your belly too. "I'm sure it's a girl this time." "What if it turns out to be a boy? Are you disappointed then?" "No, never," he said, slowly closing his eyes. He fell asleep, but his hand stayed on your stomach.

That weekend, Jaehyun only spent time with you and the kids. He enjoyed the time and wanted to stay with you forever. But on Monday he had to go back to work. He didn't have to go to the set that day, but he had some things to do at SM. "You have to tell him." The Aespa manager faced the NCT manager. Jaehyun came into the room with Johnny and Yuta and the boys immediately noticed the tension. "What's going on?" Asked Johnny, looking at the two managers. "Jaehyun, can we talk?" The manager waved him over and Jaehyun briefly looked surprised at his friends. But he nodded and followed him. The two went to another room and the manager sat in a chair. "Jaehyun, you once said that you ... especially your wife, had problems with a stalker." He looked very serious and Jaehyun didn't quite know how to react. First he sat down on the next chair and put his hands on the table. "Yes ... Mathew. We had a lot of problems with him, the police didn't take us too seriously, but it's been quiet for the past few months." Jaehyun swallowed and he began to worry more and more. "Usually we ignore that. Idols often get hate messages through social media ..." The manager pulled out a few documents. "What's happening?" Jaehyun finally wanted to know what he wanted. "There are recordings of your wife and you ..." The manager sighed. "What?" "So we think it's you in the photo. We don't have any more ..." He pulled out a photo and pushed it over to Jaehyun. Immediately he took the picture and looked at it. In the photo they could see you and Jaehyun's back. It was in an elevator. Jaehyun could still remember it very well, even if the event had been over for a while. Several months for sure. You were invited to a party and you had a lot of fun. Jaehyun was so horny and so were you, and you two make out pretty much in the elevator and around the car and it went on in the car... you thought you were alone. "I am that guy ... where did you get that from?" Jaehyun's hands started to shake. "We got it sent. Underneath was the message: All of Korea should see what kind of slut she is." The manager swallowed, it wasn't easy for him either. Jaehyun didn't know what to say. "We found several such messages on social media. We would report it to the police." The manager tried to remain calm, but it was difficult even for him. "What do they want? Money?" Jaehyun got angry and he was desperate at the same time. Why hadn't he done something against Matthew earlier? "That's the weird thing. The person doesn't want money. We don't know what he wants. Should we know something else before we go to the police?" "We're having another child. Y/N is just in the 10th week. Shit ... after the thing with Suji we already had a miscarriage ... I can't do that to her again." Jaehyun couldn't think clearly anymore. He clutched his hand so tightly that he was almost bleeding. Tears gathered in his eyes. "Shit ... I mean....congratulations, but I know what you mean." The manager was upset and couldn't find the right words. "Jaehyun, I would say you take a driver now, pick up your daughter from school and drive to your family." The manager patted his shoulder and got up, but Jaehyun was petrified.

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ANYWAYS, VAMPIRE JAEHYUN-

i like u (jung jaehyun)

Summary: Having caught feelings for your friend with benefits, you decide to cut him off for good. However, as expected, things don't turn out according to plan.

Genre: angst, fluff

Pairing: fwb!jaehyun, college!au

Word count: 2.5k

A/N: inspired by the lyrics of “i like u” by Niki! Also tw!very slight smut

“Y/n, can you come over today?” his honey-like voice echoes over the phone.

“U-um, sorry, I don’t think I can, Jaehyun,” you half-heartedly force yourself to say. “I-I’m really busy with the upcoming chem final. I can’t fail this one.”

“Maybe a little stress relief is what you need. We can... study together.” You can literally hear the smirk on his face, dripping with lust.

“Sorry, Jaehyun, I can’t.”

You should’ve known Jung Jaehyun would be a troublemaker in your life. From the moment you first met in high school, when all the girls swarmed around him but he only wanted to talk to you, to when he took you to the senior prom (as friends), to when he proposed becoming friends with benefits in college.

The two of you had always gotten along well and balanced on the line between friends and lovers; that’s just how well you two got along. When he proposed friends with benefits, you thought nothing could go wrong. You guys liked each other enough to be friends and you already knew each other like the back of your hand; from favorite colors to hidden kinks. You should’ve known that like in the cliché movies, romantic feelings would arise.

You can’t do this anymore. This friends-with-benefits thing. He treated you better than anyone else could; he caressed you with care and gentle touches. At the end, he always made sure to take care of you. Sex with him was always more than enough, but at the same time, never enough. Because at the end of the day, he was off without a second thought for you. You were just his comfort and stress relief, his toy when he was bored. But these days, he felt like more than that to you. Lying in bed beside him, you couldn’t help but notice: his beautiful, peachy skin that you couldn’t help but stare at. The way he held you in bed like he cared about you as a lover rather than just a sex partner. In the past few weeks, as your feelings for Jaehyun grew, you decided you needed to distance yourself from him. Resist him just a little longer, and soon, he would get bored of you and leave, and you would never have to worry about him again.

Every day, Jaehyun asked you to come over, but you rejected him with a lame excuse each time, either about studying, not feeling in the mood, or being busy some other way. You just needed to last the weekend, just two more days. Then take your final on Monday, then worry about completely forgetting about Jaehyun later.

You couldn’t even focus in your lecture without thoughts of Jaehyun clouding your mind. Everywhere you looked, your mind turned to Jaehyun and recalled the sound of his golden, honey voice, the way his fingers wrapped around you like they were made to caress your body, the image of his soft, light brown hair matted against his sweaty forehead during sex. You decided you needed something to clear your mind this weekend before the rest -- and infamous frat boy Yuta Nakamoto’s party this Saturday sounded like the perfect answer. He was a bit of an airheaded fuckboy, but everyone knew his parties were god-tier.

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Entering the frat house an hour late.(since you were unable to decide which of your mediocre dresses you should wear), you passed the door to be engulfed in waves of already drunk college students. Some talked in clumps with their friends, others sat passed out on couches, and some were just wobbling around the hallways, already wasted. Flashes of glitter on bodycon dresses sparkled under the dim house lights, creating a disco-like effect on the walls.

Everyone was with a friend, or boyfriend/girlfriend, or hookup, but you were alone. It was a little awkward to enter alone, but then again, you were just here to get drunk, dance a little, and go home, all without thinking about Jaehyun and how conflicted you had felt rejecting him for the past week nonstop.

You instantly headed towards the drinks table, grabbing a red cup and pouring whatever was in the bottle closest to you, then chugging it. The fruity but bitter taste burned your throat, but you just kept going, If this mysterious liquid was what would make you stop thinking about Jaehyun, so be it.

Ten (or was it twenty? Whatever) drinks later, you felt a buzzing in your stomach and in your brain. You barely remembered what you had even drunk. You needed to pee so bad, so you climbed the stairs and searched for an open bathroom.

After relieving yourself, you opened the door and headed back downstairs towards the kitchen, but bumped into a boy with bright red hair tied into a ponytail as you were crossing the hallway. Yuta.

“Oh, hey there, y/n,” He greeted. “I didn't know you came to my parties.”

You and Yuta were never the closest of friends. He was some friend of some friend of Jaehyun, and you had seen him in classes and parties occasionally but never talked to him. In fact, you were surprised that he knew your name at all.

You slurred out some response, but none of it made any sense. Taking another step towards the stairs but stumbling over the carpet, you fell forward into his chest as he caught you with his arms.

“Oh y/n! Looks like you had a good time with the drinks,” he laughed.

You felt him guiding you onto your feet, and then something else, but your intoxicated mind blurred it all together. Next thing you knew, you were pressed against the wall, Yuta’s arms caging you into a sloppy, tongue-filled kiss.

You had had a lot to drink, but your mind still had your purpose in mind: forget Jaehyun. You kissed Yuta harder, tightening your grip on his back, and pulling him closer. You needed this. Someone to help you forget. As your bodies came closer to continue the kiss, his crotch brushed in between your thighs.

Come to think of it, you hadn't had sex in so long. It had been a week since you avoided Jaehyun but before that, the two of you hadn't met up to fuck for another week or two. Not only were you trying to forget Jaehyun, but you were sexually deprived.

“Baby, we can’t do this here,” Yuta pulled away from the kiss for a moment to let out a soft laugh under his breath.

You realized the two of you were still in the hallway, with others around talking and drinking, uncaring of whatever the two of you were doing.

“No, one more second,” you whisper. “Kiss me a little bit more.”

He presses his lips onto yours for another second before you feel his body being ripped away from you, the sudden loss of heat and change of light making your eyes fly open to see: Jaehyun.

Jaehyun launching himself in between you and Yuta, throwing him almost to the ground.

You see a dark and hungry look in his eyes, but for a second, it seems like an expression of pain and betrayal. But you're so drunk, what's the difference at this point? He grabs your wrist, leading you into the next empty bedroom and sitting you down atop the covers. At this point, you just want to be kissed, even if it's by the boy you were trying to forget about. Hopefully, you think, the action itself can distract you from the person. You lunge forward, smashing your lips onto his, expecting him to do the same like he's always done before, but for the first time, he pushes you off.

“Jaehyun, what's wrong? Just kiss me,” you say.

“No, y/n, I can't, I-”

“Come on Jaehyun, you wanted it so bad literally two fucking days ago. Now you're getting it,” you argue drunkenly.

“Y/n, you're so drunk. You're going to regret this in the morning.”

His words echoed in your head. He was right. You guys had fucked countless times before and done all sorts of different things, and he knew that drunken sex was not your thing. You didn't even like drinking in the first place. And drunken sex was something you hated. You hated waking up the morning after and realizing that last night’s actions weren't a genuine version of you, and regretted letting intoxication control you. But now more than ever, you wanted something to regret, something to pine about to overpower the constant thinking about Jaehyun.

You leaned forward to attempt another kiss, but again, he pushed you away.

“Y/n, you're really drunk. I think you need to get home.” He gripped your shoulders to keep you a steady distance away from him. “Y/n, please. I know you better than you know yourself.”

There. Those stupid fucking words. Those words that a true friend, or a lover, would say. Not a fuck buddy. There he went again with those conflicting words. Reminding you that he was someone, so considerate, who knew you better than you did, and cared for you more than you ever could. And reminding you that this perfect man was just your fuck buddy and could never be your boyfriend.

With all the strength left in you, you pulled his hands off of you and shoved him backward into the bed. Anger and frustration boiled up inside you, built up from months of suppressed romantic feelings and conflicting regrets.

“You’re so -- fuck you, Jaehyun,” you yell, getting up to leave. Before you could turn the doorknob to exit the room, you blacked out.

The alcohol had gotten to your brain. You didn't remember passing out, or the part where Jaehyun ran to your side to check if you were okay. You didn't remember him picking you up, carrying you to his car, and driving you straight home to your apartment and tucking you into bed. All he could think about was you. What had happened to you that you suddenly got so drunk despite your upcoming final? What had been going on in your life that had made you like this? Without words, simply by looking at your face as he removed your shoes and changed you into more comfortable clothes (since it's not like he's never seen you naked before), he could tell all the emotions you had been through in the past week. Anger, frustration, stress, regret, sadness. But why? For now, he just wanted to make sure you were safe and well. Later, he would worry about the words you'd said.

You were always such a bright person, someone that he wanted to know more about and become close with. From the first day of high school, you radiated a smart yet humble aura that differed from the rest of the talkative and arrogant kids. At senior prom, you went with him as friends, but little did you know he had wanted to go as a couple. Seeing you in your red dress, your eyes sparkling under the disco ball, your body softly swaying to the music, that's when he knew.

He liked you. For who you were. You could be doubtful in your talents and abilities, but he always saw you for the kind, devoted person that you were. You were a genuinely good person in his life that he looked up to and he sincerely wanted to see you succeed in life, because you deserved it. More than he cared about himself, he cared about you. He loved you.

But life gets weird in college, and so do hormones. When he first suggested being friends with benefits, he thinks it's that chill thing that friends do, like in the movies, but he’s clearly never watched them closely enough to realize that friends with benefits means no romantic feelings ever. So he thinks he can be your friend with benefits until he moves past his horny college boy phase and wants to confess his romantic feelings to you. But he's wrong, because you've been shutting him out for the past week, and you've gone from friends to strangers.

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The next morning, you wake up groggily in a loose oversized t-shirt, stretching your arms and blinking your eyes to feel a sharp pain from the exposure to light. Recalling last night’s events, up to shoving Jaehyun, you sit up in bed, your head pounding and mind running a mile a minute. What had you said to him? Did you confess? Or agree to keep being his fuck buddy? You needed to sort this out. Grabbing your phone, you put on some pants and head out of your apartment, heading for Jaehyun’s a few streets down. On the walk there, you couldn't tell if your head was pounding due to the glaring 12pm sun, or however many shots you had had last night.

Finally in front of his door, you pressed the doorbell and regretted it immediately. What were you even going to say to defend yourself if you couldn't remember what you said last night? The options run through your mind before the door opens to Jaehyun, whose eyes widen upon seeing your very hungover condition on his doorstep.

“Y/n! What are you doing he-”

“What am I to you?” You blurt out. Maybe that wasn't such a good start.

“Huh?” He says.

“Tell me what I mean to you.” You rephrase. You need the answer to your romantic feelings now, and if it's not the right answer, you're going to walk home and never see him again. And if it's the right answer, god knows what you're going to do. You take a deep breath before revealing everything. “I know we’re supposed to just be friends with benefits, but I started liking you, and I know I'm not supposed to. I don't remember what I did or said last night but I know that you were being more caring than a friend with benefits is supposed to be. You're always like that and it's giving me mixed signals. Tell me what I mean to you. I like you. And if you don't feel the same, that.. that's okay. But I'm not going to do this anymore.”

Jaehyun’s heart pounds at your sudden confession. He’s been waiting years to be able to tell you the same thing. But all of a sudden, he’s unable to get any words out. All he can do is grab you and pull you into a hug and hold you, closer and harder than he’s ever before. The more he compresses you, his years’ worth of pent up feelings and words he’s wanted to say are released. Through his warmth, you feel your feelings being reciprocated.

He doesn't know how to tell you that he feels the same. And he's felt that way for years. He loosens his grip on you to look into your eyes and check that this isn't some emotional outburst or random prank; as expected, it's none of the above.

“Y/n, I've felt the same. Since high school.” He pulls you in for a kiss, but it's not like the past lustful kisses you've had with deep romantic feelings embedded under layers and layers. This one is a real kiss -- pulled up from under its masks of sex and physical gratification. This is your first kiss in love.

Greetings to myself. Welcome to the blog of writing too many fics and never finishing. My record is 5 years I think? Anyway here’s a small list of recent fic ideas/fics that I am working on and I want to post hopefully before summer ends :(

Roses & Sugar: a spring-ish/summery fic with Mr. Shin Kyubin. Retro themed because I’m on a nostalgic journey uwu. It’s done as far as writing but I wanna make a lil “moody” board as they say

Getaway: (it’s a working title as I don’t actually have a title for it yet hopefully I can think of a better one) a summery fic with Mr. Harin. Like retro themed but not super retro?? It’s written but I wanna make a moody board for it as well.

You’re not a Daisy you’re a pansy: (another working title but I might keep this one) a summery fic with my lil flower Yuna. I have not started it yet :( but I have the idea and the plot. I want to make a moody board for it but I might not be able too.

Lemonade: (hahahahah Beyonce. It’s another working title please) summery fic and retro in a way? we’ll see. This one is with Mr. Lee Guemhyuk thanks. haven’t started it but I got the idea and plot. NO MOODY BOARD FOR ST.VAN THAT’S DANGEROUS

?????: (I DON’T HAVE A TITLE NOR CAN I THINK OF ONE FOR THIS IM SORRY) yet another summery retro theme because uwu. This time with my sweet Jaehun from Megamax and I really hope it turns out like half decent. Again not written yet. No moody board :(

?????: (no title for this either) I need something spooky tho cuz this is a summery/mystery fic that I hope to be a lil spooky. With Jaehun and Iden of Megamax and I have the idea and might start writing bits of it soon. No moody board for this one either uwu

?????: (NO TITLE FOR THIS ONE EITHER I SWEAR I NEED A GOOD ONE IT’S WHAT EVERYONE DESERVES) You guessed right another summery fic also retro again but this is like early 2000′s retro so spoiler alert shush. This one is with Mingi and Yunho because it’s what I require. I have started writing it actually and it’s lookin pretty groovy uwu. I really wanna make a lil moody board for this one but we’ll see. 

As far as all my other fics...I WILL NEVER LOSE HOPE ON MY KYUBIN PROJECT THAT IS MY LIFE’S WORK. I just have not been feeling up to really writing smut and I need to be totally focused for that fic I’m taking my time on it cause I want it to be good, better than any other past fics. I didn’t give up on it I just work on it when I have that motivation and I’m in a certain mood. Everything else is kinda sitting which is really unfortunate as it would be REALLY NICE if I could finish fics I had already started before making more. Anywee

please come home

pairing: jaehyun x reader

word count: 0.5k

genre: angst

warnings: death, mentions of cheating (+ false accusations)

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“He’s my friend, Jaehyun!” You yelled at your boyfriend who was accusing you of cheating on him with your friend Jeno.

“I don’t know who to trust at this point!” He yelled back.

“Please,” you begged.

“Please, believe me, Jae. Don’t let us end like this.”

“I don’t think I can. Y/n, this isn’t working. I need some time to think,” Jaehyun said, pacing around your shared kitchen.

“Please don’t say that, Jae. You know how much I love you,” you barely managed to whisper, tears quickly filling your eyes at the thought of your three going on a four-year relationship with Jaehyun being over like that.

“Y/n, we need to be able to trust each other and right now, I’ve heard two completely different stories. Taeyong’s said he was suspicious of you when he caught you getting too close and Jeno but you’re saying you’re only friends and I quite honestly have no idea who to believe now.

“Jaehyun, you’ve been my boyfriend for almost four years. Surely you know I’d never cheat on you. Jeno and I are close because we’ve been best friends since we were about 6. Skinship’s normal for us. Please, Jaehyun. Please believe me.” you begged, knowing you’d never cheat on Jaehun but worried that he thinks otherwise.

“I don’t know, y/n. I feel like we’ve been drifting apart. I’m not always sure that I can trust you 100% of the time and I know you feel that way too, don’t try and lie. I’m not sure how much longer I can do this, y/n.” Jaehyun turned to walk out of your shared apartment but you gently grabbed his arm, begging him to stay.

“Jae-”

“No. Let me go, I’ve got to clear my head.  I just want to be alone right now, y/n. Please.”

With that, you let your boyfriend go. 

You wanted to let Jaehyun know that you really do care for him, so you texted a simple ‘I really do love you, Jae. Even after our fights.’, hoping that he’d realize this and forget whatever was in his head before.

An hour went by with no response, then two, three and four.

You thought he might be staying at a friend’s place for the night, so decided to try and push the worrying thoughts away.

He’ll just come home in the morning, right?

That’s when you saw it. Bold red letters in the Breaking News update: 23-YEAR-OLD MALE, JUNG JAEHYUN, DECEASED AFTER FATAL CAR CRASH ON THE NEO HIGHWAY.

You turned the TV off, all colour drained from your face. Alone with only your uneven breathing and tears staining your cheeks.

No. Please, no. This wasn’t meant to happen. You and your boyfriend were meant to grow together, have a family, get married. You were meant to share your best and worst moments, make many memories, spend every holiday together. But fate had something else in mind.

Jung Jaehyun. Your lover, your boyfriend, the only one you wanted a future with, the one you loved more than anything wasn’t coming home.

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a/n: I’m going to start doing a/n at the end of my fics because it’s messy at the start. anyways, I’ve never really tried writing angst so idk how this is. personally, I think it’s okay (my standards aren’t high) but idk. Also, this has been sitting in my drafts since Christmas but in that time, I have hit 78 followers!! that’s something I really didn’t expect... I’m only just realizing that it’s over half way to 100 wow nshdkj but thank you so much I love all of you. have a nice day/night <3 <3

p.s. requests are still open... I can’t promise how long it will take to write (writer’s block’s a bitch) but yk I do try so request anything!! (fair warning, i’m still getting used to smut and angst but i’ll try any genre ig)

hello i've only discovered you this week but i've already reread your works countless times 😭✋ your jaehun fic is absolutely incredible and your renjun series is so good i am hooked!! everything is so well written and you've got the perfect amount of everything - fluff, angst, and in jaehyun's fic's case smut,, your works are the type of fics i would shamelessly indulge in at 3 in the morning (which is literally what i'm doinh rn) i hope you will continue to write more of these amazing fics! 🍒

Omg, you have no idea how much these words mean to me. Because when I rediscovered writing, I wanted to write something for myself that I wouldn’t mind reading over and over again. Because all my favorite fic writers had works or moments within works that I’d always go back to read.

So to know that I have become that writer for one person is such a great feeling. Thank you so much for telling me that!

Too Much Love pt 2- Jaehyun/Yoonoh (m/a)

Genre: angst with suggestive noncon themes, stalker!jaehyun au, college!au

Pairings: jaehyun/yoonoh x reader

Warnings: Stalking, illegal themes, reader is dumb highkey, johnny being johnny

Word count: 920

A/N: I finally decided to make a part 2. I’m not sure how many parts I’m gonna make and they definitely aren’t going to be frequent BUT follow me if you want updates on whether or not I’ll be making more or if you want to read any of the other things I’ll be writing. Btw my requests are open however I prefer answering ones that I can do in drabble format. Thank you for reading

Images of last night flashed through your head as you mindlessly stared at the back of Jaehyun's head as he sat a few seats in front of you. You both were literature majors, which made you wonder why you've never talked to him. You had the same friends, had the same major, and yet you never truly noticed him. You were shocked that you even identified his voice. 

His leg bounced up and down as he kept his head down, anxious thoughts running through his head. He knew he should have never done what he did. He should have never started watching you...he shouldn't have fallen in love with you from afar. Jaehyun could feel your eyes practically burn a hole in his scalp as you watched him intensely. 

Did she call the cops? Did she tell anyone? Oh god, what did I do? She just looked too irresistible. Fuck- the things I would do to that pretty little body if I got the chan- No, no no no, stop thinking that. Jaehyun started to breathe heavy, overwhelmed with being bombarded with his thoughts. A replay of your sleeping body in that silk nightgown rolled through his head over and over, his length hardening in his black jeans. 

Please not now, he thought to himself as he felt himself getting increasingly more aroused as the mesmerizing image refused to go away. 

Doyoung, a mutual friend of yours, looked over at Jaehyun with a concerned look on his face. He leaned his head close to the other male's and whispered, " Dude, are you alright?" 

Jaehyun was started by the voice in his ear and quickly looked over at his friend. He faked a smile and nodded his head. "Yeah, just tired. I didn't get that much sleep last night." Doyoung nodded his head at the response given and patted his back before tuning back into what their professor was saying. You watched this interaction with wide eyes before feeling a wave of anger build up. How dare he act like everything is okay? How dare he trick my friends into thinking he's a good person? 

You balled your hand into a fist but let out a heavy breath as your professor dismissed you and your classmates. You bit your lip nervously as you pulled your phone out to message...him while he packed up his belongings. 

[Sent at 10:45 am] I want to talk to you, stay outside of class.

Jaehyun felt his phone buzz and looked at the message from the unknown number. He felt panic fill his body, immediately thinking the message came from you. There's no way...she doesn't have my number, it can't be her. 

His head turned to look over at you, and sure enough, you were already staring at him with an unreadable expression on your face. Jaehyun silently cursed at himself. His heart rate speeds up as he thinks all the possibilities of what you'd say to him. Would you yell at him for everyone to hear? Maybe this was just a ploy and someone was waiting to arrest him as soon as he walked out of class? 

He tried to shake the thoughts out of his head as he rushed out of the room but waited. 

You took a deep breath to calm your nerves one Jaehyun left the room, your planned out thoughts now leaving your head. You hesitantly made your way out of the classroom, both relieved and nervous when you saw that Jaehyun had waited as you requested. 

Taking another deep breath, you made your best attempt at looking confident as you spoke up, "I know it was you in my room last night, and before you try and deny it, let me speak." Jaehyun looked at you with wide eyes from your blunt words, quickly looking around to make sure no one else heard. "If you're wondering how I got your number, you can thank Johnny for giving it to me. He also told me that you had a crush on me. And let me just tell you that being a fucking creep isn't how you deal with crushes." 

Your brows were furrowed as you spoke to him, Jaehyun listening silently with his head down, guilt and shame flooding his body. 

"I also have the feeling that wasn't the first time you watched me, was it? So, how long, Jaehyun?" You gulped nervously as you anticipated his response, surely this wasn't going on for too long, right? 

As soon as the question left your lips, Jaehyun looked up at you, his jaw clenched as he hesitated to answer. "Nearly a year," he mumbled underneath his breath. "Please..don't tell anyone, please. I know I fucked up and I honestly don't know why you haven't called the cops, but I swear it won't happen ever agai-" His words were cut off once someone slung their arm around his shoulder. 

"So I see you finally got Y/N's attention~" You looked up at the tall male and nervously chuckled. "That he did, Johnny..." 

"You two better thank me when you get married and have six kids." He joked. 

"That's not funny, John," Jaehyun said in a stern voice, frustrated that he couldn't get the privacy he needed. 

"Calm down, Jae, it's just a joke~" The tall male teased before his eyes lit up with an idea. "There's a party tonight. You two should come together! It'll be fun." 

Before Jaehyun could protest, you already spoke up, your response shocking you both. 

"We'll be there."

Cocky- Jaehyun (m)

Genre: Good ole’ smut without plot

Pairings: Dom!Jaehyun + gender neutral reader

Warnings: Mild daddy kink, Jaehyun is cocky but it’s hot, just good fucking tbh

Word count: 296 (this is really short- tbh more of a blurb but)

A/N: I meant to post this last week but I completely forgot....BUT I HAVE IT OUT NOW SO LET’S JUST FORGET ABOUT HOW I FORGOT. Also, can you tell Jaehyun is my bias? I tried to keep this gender neutral.

The only sound that filled the air was that of heavy panting, perspiring skin slapping against each other, and Jaehyun's deep baritone voice in your ear. 

"How's this, baby? Who's fucking you like this, hm?" 

There was only one word that could describe Jae in the bedroom; cocky. Your sweet, caring, quiet boyfriend was usually humble. However, everyone knew how competitive Jaehyun could get, and only you knew how cocky he was in bed. 

"Answer me, baby, " he rasped out while just length hit deep inside of you, your walls hugging onto him like he was the only one supposed to fuck you. His tip consistently pressed against your sweet spot, causing a euphoric sensation to spread over your body, along with familiar warmth. 

You were almost too distracted to answer the cocky man you've grown to love, almost. 

With shallow and palpitating breaths, you finally answered him. "Y-you! You are, Jae..." 

Your eyes sealed tightly from the immense pleasure, but you forced them open only to discover that Jaehun was gazing down at you with a primal expression in his dark brown orbs and a smug sneer present across his lips. There was no denying how sexy your boyfriend in this state, the feverish intensity, the way all of his muscles tensed with every thrust, the film of sweat covering his body. 

"That's right, love. No one can make you feel this good. You're all mine." He spoke his words through gritted teeth, his brows furrowed in concentration. He leaned his head down. The warmth of his breath fanning against your ear made your body even more feverish. 

"Show daddy who makes you cum." His gravelly baritone voice rumbled against your ear, his words making your eyes widen in shock. 

D-daddy? Well, that's new.