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”you should watch dhmis”
“oh okay what’s the plot”
“idk”
#things i say weekly#i have no idea how to describe it#its just an experience go watch it#i usually try to keep it simple by saying. its like muppets except they die all the time#that’s probably my second most used response#other then that wtf do i see#puppet blood and yaoi#all good things packed into one#how could you not watch#dhmis#don’t hug me i’m scared
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Alison Bechdel
#alison Bechdel#dykes to watch out for#ive been thinking about this image a lot partly because that right there is what we like to call a shared experience#but also because of the god damn gender of this dyke in particular#dtwof holds a special place in my heart because as a comic strip about queer/butch experiences it feels like a rare insight into how wlw#felt in the 80s-00s and especially over that progression. its not about traumaposting or sending a message#it was just dykes going and not to play into a cliche here but i think thats beautiful#just lesbians living their lives#i always think of it like if the f.r.i.e.n.d.s. cast was replaced by a group of gay ppl living politically charged lives#only without making the gay ppl the butt of the joke lol#ive forgotten what i was trying to sau with these tags but basically these two lil panels feel like a lot like home to me#gender#oh no i used the dreaded quotation marks in my tags and it has ruined the order of the tags#the 8th tag was supposed to say something like 'its just dykes going 'this reminds me of a dyke i know' ...'#7th tag not 8th i cant count#the point is#i tried
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SAGESUNE MIKU >:DDD
#i rise from the dead once again!!#sorry about the long periods of time in between me posting#school is absolutely kicking my ass right now and i havent had any time to draw the creatures :(#ive also just been feeling unsatisfied with my art as of late#its probably just too much time online looking at other peoples art making me feel bad about myself#even though im improving as fast as i can it doesnt feel like im getting any better#but i know from experience that that feeling doesnt go away with time#so i guess ill always see flaws in my art no matter how hard i try to get better#man. that got really depressing :/#anyways SAGE!!! i love her she is my favorite of all time and im going to draw her so much yall dont even KNOW :D#ive got tons of other stuff planned too so watch out >:3#i could hit you guys with 6 paragraphs of au lore any day now#sonic the hedgehog#sage robotnik#AWWWHHHGG SHE HAS HER OWN LITTLE TAG IM SOBBING#anyways#sage sonic#hatsune miku#i guess#whoof im scared to post this#or maybe im just exhausted#probably both :/
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Oscar Piastri feeding Logan Sargeant [x]
#watching prema vids is certainly an experience#ignore me gifing smth from 2020#i just wanted to go watch older oscar vids and this made me 🫣#i was like 'oh yeah oscar was in prema! lemme go watch his old vids'#*2 hrs later* *suddenly has gifs of mclaren driver oscar piastri hand feeding williams driver logan sargeant*#oscar piastri#logan sargeant#f1#formula 1#we do a little bit of f1#op81#ls2#loscar#is that their ship name?#watching their vids from 2020 made me totally understand this shi lol! especially these#why do i feel hesitant about posting smth from a 3 yr old vid when i regularly post stuff from more than a decade or more ago#ig bcs its more recent so people have prob seen it before but i cant resist especially since i compulsively screen recorded#id tag this as f3 bcs thats when this is from but im not tryna interfer with the current season
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ned stark's daughter will speak for them.
#game of thrones#sansa stark#ned stark#robb stark#asoiaf#a song of ice and fire#sansadaily#got#dailysansastark#am i allowed to put this in the asoiaf tag??? I did use book quotes and a lot of inspo from the books but i dont wanna be spammy.#lmk if its bad form and i'll remove the tag.#anyway. it's been 84 years....#this vid. took so long. like. over a month. and she's HEFTY.#i'm really super happy with this. I am also going to have to post my 20 page (!!!) google doc with my notes and quotes and cut content#especially because - like a gremlin - i changed some of the quotes just a little bit to make more sense in the context of this vid.#which felt weird and bad and wrong but it did make the vid better. and so i can live with it.#also there is a shorter version on my youtube page for anyone who doesn't want to watch thriteen minutes of game of thrones vid#though this is the intended viewing experience#i could talk about this all day but i need to press post so.#my fanvids#Youtube
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finding out that the reason i gave up on watching james somerton (the occasional rants of thinly veiled misogyny) were the only parts of his videos that could be reasonably assumed to be actually written by him is??? ROBLOX_OOF.mp3
#i wasnt going to watch this yet but i saw that it was about him and just went oh??? did not know about the allegations#i always just pegged him as someone who didn’t interact w a lot of women and had no real experience w women-led fandom and made assumptions#based on what he’d read by twitter discoursers#but nahhhh typical misogynist who veils it by adding straight and/or white in front of ‘woman’ and thinks he’s somehow exempt for being gay#all the while throwing queer women under the bus#i know this isnt the main point but its nice to know i wasnt being over sensitive on this and that other people noticed too#hbomberguy#james somerton#mine
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No one talks about it but that shot in Tangled thats like RIGHT before rapunzel’s healing tear drops where its like a wide birds-eye with them in the center and they’re surrounded by ribbons of brown hair and glass shards and the saturation is near grey and it’s completely quiet except for rapunzel’s sobs. Devastating shot i mean TRULY
#watching tangled is good for the soul i highly recommend#remember to skip the first 5 minutes and 4 seconds for the best experience#but truly you can’t go wrong with it its really just very good#tangled#thoughts from the dumpster
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My mom started watching Our Flag Means Death and you know what just hit me? She's not going to have to wait for season two for a year and a half. No one is ever going to have to wait for season two again.
It got me thinking about new fans and how much of a completely different experience must it be to watch season two directly after watching season one for the very first time. They don't have to stop after episode 10 and sit with Ed's pain and Stede's desperation.
Will they think that Lucius is dead? The last image of the show isn't Ed sobbing anymore? They can just watch the next episode like it's nothing? If they want to they can have the reunion right away?
How much more unhinged is Ed going to look to them if they haven't had time to sit and wallow with him for months? If they don't have to stop and feel the pain? If they don't have the time and uncertainty of not even knowing if the show was going to be renewed...
Just the idea of being able to watch season two right away is kind of unfathomable to me.
#its just weird knowing that the experience we've had watching this show is forever changed and cannot be replicated anyomore#no one is ever going to have to wait for season 2 ever again and that's insane to me#how does it look and feel to watch season two directly after season one#that's unfathomable to me#our flag means death#ofmd#ofmd spoilers
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#i walked into a situation today where my mom was effectively already dead. effectively bc her body was and is still alive. still breathing#painful groaning purrs. but her mind was gone yesterday. my dad said he showed her a picture of the mountains i took that day and told her#i loved her and she smiled. thats what he said. maybe he was just being nice. or maybe thats the last time she thought of me. i dunno. but#the human body is an incredible thing. shes got a heart still powering a broken body. too full of tumors to function anymore. stomach#streched like a pregnant mother. it happed really fast and now its happening very slow#im somehow probably better off than the rest of them. i only got here for the aftermath of a downslide. my daily life will b least effected#i only really saw her twice a year living so far away and she didnt text much. didnt call often. so life wont change much ill just kno shes#not there. which is sad. but theres nothing to b done abt it. life goes on. it hasnt been all bad tho. its nice to talk to my family abt her#how incredible she was. bc she was. wish her mom wasnt here tho. she doesn't deserve to b here. my mom wouldnt want her here. she didnt want#her here. but anyway. i wish her body would just let her go now. so we can sleep. so this can be over. so she can rest#but even like this shes stubborn and resilient. they say it could go on for days but i hope not. may the universe let her rest shes gotta b#so tired after 10 years of this. but i have no regrets. she knew how i felt abt her. and i dont think she had regrets either. she did so#much up to the very end. went out on a high note without the burdon of knowing it was coming#i dunno. its just such a strange experience to watch the empty shell of your mother sleeping like a gurgling baby#unrelated
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suffering from ‘i am really deeply affected by this piece of media but i have no one to talk about it with and nobody in my circle wants to watch it’ syndrome
#ive watched arcane twice i will watch it as many times as i need to to get other people to watch it with me#going insane#me when i post art that none of my friends care about and they just have to like.. idk.. feign interest#'ive heard its good :)' okay so i know ur not going to watch it but at least tell me upfront#LIKE HELP MEEEEE#autistic person experiences being lonely for the first time#guys please i need to talk about the compexities#how even the most cruel characters reduced me to tears#how every character was HUMANNN#so human#made me feel so many things fr#but nobody cares whateverrrr
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i need people to start paying me for every time they tell me "oh but ur arts so good ur wasting ur talent u need to do it professionally" wrong i need to do art to draw beautiful characters that not a single other person cares about while feeding every ounce of love i have into my work or to convey thoughts & feelings beyond words and to even think of doing otherwise is to deny my own nature "oh but u can do what u want and then sell it" why is everything about money to you why cant u just enjoy things at what point in ur life did u forget how to have fun
#i hate that this stance is also seen as childish#like i have a full time job & often have mandatory overtime i have income already#if u need to to make ends meet then thats different do what u can to help urself live as comfortably as possible#but holy fuck pleasure as an adult is not limited to sex & money & watching tv#besides u know not a single one of the people who say this are willing to actually pay what the arts worth#its like 'well not me but other people would love it!' yeah okay u know a lot of other people are going to see the#over $100 price tag and go 'i like it but not that much! other people however' like just shut up. honestly. be quiet.#if i speed ran my art and low balled myself to a $15/hour rate the lowest would still be like $120#which is not worth it AT ALL bc i just paid MORE to sit on my ass & look at eggs#and. again. is underselling myself for both experience & time. but people think $80 full body comms are too expensive#do u think im so stupid to not expect to get scammed when even 'easy' things are over $100#but no ur right why would i have fun with something when i could instead cause myself infinite stress over it perfect thanks#do not give me advice about doing comms i do not want to do comms#if u see me doing comms im in a very dire situation. like thats a last resort for me.
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no offence to people who genuinely enjoyed james somerton and feel cheated but you could kind of tell he didnt give a shit about anything he ever said. there was no passion or personable anecdotes in anything he ever made, and the fact he was constantly posting videos was crazy. like if you watch your more popular video essayists theyre always coming from a point of 1) education in a field 2) passion in a subject and 3) being open about themselves
like , this man hopped on the video essay train because of the popularity of his peers and just tokened himself into "the gay video essayist" as if so many other people werent already doing that? and the lack of care for intersectionality was obvious. i stopped ever watching him after he took it personally that some marvel show was about black exploitation in america and not about two men kissing each other, cuz it became abundantly clear that was the only experience he gave a shit about (his own)
#idk im GENUINELY not trying to be rude im just saying be sus of people who dont put themselves in their work#like i remember lindsay ellis and dan olsen talking about their film school experience and then you look at their work and its like oh yeah#i see how this is their work because they know what theyre talking about and they enjoy it#and you can look at like quinton reviews or jenny nicholson deep diving into media for hours and its like theyre taking you on a journey#and you feel like youre watching them go crazy but steering the ship in a way only they can#or theres people like princess weekes who bring up their own experiences watching queer media and where they were at the time#she once was like “yeah i made i kissed a girl amv disney crossovers” LEADING ME TO REALIZE ID SEEN SAID VIDEOS 15 YRS AGO............#cuz i was subbed to her and she introduced me to all the things she said and we have a mutual queer experience from that kinda source lmao#anyway you can tell these people put themselves in their work!#and when it came to james that was just never there because nothing he ever said WAS his own experience#it was always money to him not passion or experience or community#idk this might be a nothing post but ive been thinking about it since watching the hbomb video
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Mmmmm reading systems collapse and the deep persistent ache abt murderbot and ART's friendship. Btw. If u even care.
#fran reads#head full of many thots but i need to finish the book first#but fundamentally. their friendship is absolutely my fave thing about the series#i am. very attached to them.#but like. emotions. non human personhood. extreme anxiety risk assessment constantly running#too many big bad emotions idk how to process so i am going to watch media about it#and then explain my life experiences via narrative features from said media bc idk how else to be a person or relate to the world#like!!! i get it!!!! my awkward not a real person ass is out here like!!!! i do that!!!!#its not bc i dont want to live and have real experiences its bc idk how and i was a weird isolated kid and a neurodivergent adult#and thats how i understand the world!!!#it is v big and scary and terrible and beautiful and having a frame of reference via fictional narrative to process ur owj experiences#its crucial????#and i don't mean in a terminally online cannot separate ficiton from reality way#i mean in a storytelling is what ppl do way. not just to be entertained. but to reflect ourselves and understand ourselves. and each other!!#im!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#ART's you know i am not kind. to mb when it insists it wouldve been kinder to kill it#I WEPT
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i love dnd..i love playing heavy utility/support/backfield and i love having three to six attacks in a turn and an insane ac. at heart im a support player ill get my hands on whatever we're missing in a group
#looks at a druid a fighter and a bard fighter. okay cleric time.#i LOVE playing cleric turns out.#though abjuration wizard is still super super fun its a different flavor of support#it's not buffs it's 'i am going to transfer literally all that damage to myself and war caster style succeed my witchbolt concentration'#doing insane amounts of damage while taking damage (+ with temp hp and then just a lot of hp. im taking the tough feat as soon as possible)#aabria iyengar was right these abjuration wizards are craaaazy. but war domain clerics also fuck hard#my abj wiz is very much an experiment in 'what if someone who is not at all suited to this life tries to adapt as well as she can'#the point is that she isn't a cleric. do u understand. she's not a cleric and that's the point it's the. hbbbgbfhb. she's out here#functioning as a combat medic on some aasimar features + healing kits/potions + arcane ward. Look At Me#i also really enjoy playing nonreligious characters in these worlds where deities 100% exist not in a 'fuck the gods' way but in#a way somewhere between 'i'm all i need' and 'i called and no one answered' and 'may or may not go on an insane power hungry spiral and#try to get a touch of godhood' which is in part very due to my own agnostic and people-loving heart and 'haha what if i icarused this girl'#a resentful caution towards gods an immense respect towards religious companions and 'when your god isn't here to help. i will be'#anyway REACTION arcane ward you don't take damage im fine. next turn reaction shield ward's back up. the thing is.#she will drive her hp down. the ward isn't much like it goes past that temp hp. it's 14hp that shit goes down and carries to her hp#but it never drops. any leveled spell puts hp back into the ward. a 1st lvl shield puts it at 2hp and she can use it again#she is not suited for these conditions but my god it is fun to watch. i care her.#i explained that subclass feature to a player that's not in that campaign and said. like. yeah she can take damage. when her ward drops to#0 it carries to her. any leveled abj spell puts it back up. and she can use it and drive her hp down again.#do u understand what i am explaining to u! do you get it! she is and has always been a punching bag!#she was a very valuable asset to the army and the group she was drafted! into. because when she's there. people just don't fucking go down#aside from her. aside from her. AAAAH. she's so cool. she is very smart i am still riding the high of critting every turn w witchbolt and#reacting to ward a party member against a crit that would have dropped him by taking the hit herself. and she didn't break concentration#badass
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Ahhhhhh thank you @cthulhu-cat for tagging me for this game! I'm always afraid I'm gonna forget someone if I try to tag individuals so any mutuals who see this id love for anyone who wants to participate to do so :3
Last Song: Teacher Addiction - Takayan
Currently Watching: just this weekend actually I started watching Hunter X Hunter, I'm on EP 27
Currently reading: admittedly I have not read a book recently :p
Current Obsession: I recently played the Hello Charlotte series by etherane and oh my God. Ohhhhh my God. It is very rare for me to find a piece of media that I vibe with this hard, the whole aesthetic/themes/vibes of it are exactly the sort of thing that I can get obsessed with, it is such an excellent series and I can only recommend anyone who hasn't played it to do so immediately. Look at my baby boy and his face sprites. LOOK at him
#im enjoying hxh as well#i would take a bullet for Kurapika#i know people thirst for the antagonist but i have not gotten there yet and im trying to experience the series organically#so im intentionally avoiding learning anything about the plot or characters and just experiencing it as i go#but im sure i probably will too#ngl i havent actually watched a new anime in like... 3 years or so?#so its nice to get back to that
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I wonder if there really will be a black sails renaissance now that it's on netflix. it SHOULD, honestly! it would be extremely cool if a new gen/wave of fans got into that show. in fact, it's wild to think there are people out there who haven't seen it.
don't sleep on black sails, yall. if you've never seen it, take this as your sign
#black sails#imagine going in unspoiled...#imagine watching silverflint play out for the first time#after all... they are/were/remain The Ship of all time#the true blueprint#but its not even all about that#its just really such a marvelous high-quality experience
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