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#it's raining outside rn im soft
driaswrld · 4 months
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it's raining outside, and higuruma is laying on your bedroom floor.
the soft pit-patter of raindrops coupled with his dancing fingertips against the exposed skin of your waist is a song you haven't quite learnt the tune to yet — he lays on his side, hair tousled and damp, dark strands curling over his forehead, sleeves rolled up and tie forgotten somewhere in the doorway.
admittedly, you're in no better shape. your cheeks are cold, skin of your calves wet with rainwater from running across the busy streets with him, armful of whatever ingredients you two picked out for dinner, his suit jacket held above your head and the occasional chorus of laughter when either of you stomp a puddle and splash the other.
it's raining, and higuruma thinks he falls in love with you every single day, like it's born anew.
he falls in love with the girl he wakes up next to, mouth open and cheek smooshed into the pillows. he falls in love with the girl who doesn't know a thing about law, but argues better than him in the heat of the moment. he falls in love with the girl who kicked her boots through puddles of rain, ruining his pants — the girl who made him laugh about something so mundane.
it's raining, and higuruma is laying on your bedroom floor, oddly paired with his formal white shirt and a pair of pajamas, his dress pants draped over the washer — the dryer broke a few days ago, he forgot — he holds you close as he watches the water droplets race against the glass window.
he loves you.
“do you like the rain?” you ask him, head tucked into his neck, his eyes fluttering shut for a second, the question is lost on him for a moment.
“i like you.”
you don't respond yet, and higuruma opens one of his eyes, only to find you staring at him. “more than you like the rain?” he almost laughs at that, almost, and he pulls you impossibly closer.
“a lot more than i like the rain, i’m sure.”
it's raining outside, and higuruma never really liked when it rained, not at all.
he proposed to you in spring. married you in summer.
but now he hopes it rains tomorrow, he hopes you still want him then, and he hopes you'll splash him with another puddle.
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satoruxx · 8 months
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so i decided to finish the fontaine quest after my classes…
dude neuvillette fr made me feel like sobbing i’m so in love w him rn
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cutecherrygirl · 3 months
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Enhypen - Orange peeling theory 🍊
Warnings: Fluff
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If you ask your partner to peel an orange for you and they say yes, that means they care for you and love you so much to the point they would do even small, silly and ridiculous things for you such a peeling an orange 🍊
Jake
you are both sitting of the couch if his living room. He is reading a book and you are scrolling through tik tok. Its raining outside and the whole atmosphere is very cozy. The lights are slightly dimmed and you are both drinking Cherry tea.
Suddenly, you came across a video on your fyp about the Orange peeling theory. You smile and think to yourself if It will work on Jake, your heart flattered at the thought of him doing this for you.
You glance at the fruit bowl on the coffee table and smiled. You reach over to it and grabbed an orange that was sitting on top.
"baby" you said softly and looked at Jake.
"hm?" Jake responded while still reading a book.
"can you please peel this orange for me?" You say as you stretch your arm out to give him the Orange.
Jake didn't hesitate, he closed his book and took thr orange then peeled it "here you go baby" he said and toon a pieces of Orange then pop it in his mouth, giving the rest to you.
You smile and blush then just sat there and started at the orange with heart in your eyes. Jake looks at you confused.
After awhile you look up at him and smile more "i love you so much" you say and lay your head on his shoulder.
"he kissed your head and place his arm around your Shoulders "i love you too"
Heesung
You guys decided to go on mini walk since it is nice sunny day outside.
You put a little bow on your dogs head and head out with Heesung. You three walked down the street with Heesung holding your hand and talking with you about his day.
You decided to go to the dog park so your dog can have fun. You sat on the bench and let your dog run to other dogs while you and Heesung talk.
It was very nice day and cherry blossom petals are flying everywhere so the whe ground is pink haha
After awhile, you notice an orange stand "ill go buy some oranges, I didn't bring any snacks" you say and Heesung kissed your cheek "okay baby"
You buy the bag of oranges and sit next to Heesung. He leaned into the bench enjoying the nice spring breeze while you are opening the bag.
As you start picking which orange to eat you remember the post you saw on Instagram this morning about orange peeling theory.
You decide to test it "Jagi, can you peel this for me?" You smile and handed Heesung an orange "of course love" he smiled back and started peeling the orange.
You lean into bench with him and lay your head on his shoulder while you watch him peal the orange.
After he peels it, he takes a piece and feed it to you. You smile and eat it then cross your leg over the other and he puts his hand on your knee.
You two just stay like that relaxed, eating orange and of course keeping an eye on your puppy 🌺
Sunghoon
You are laying in your bed having the worst period cramps of your life (me rn 😭) and you feel like crying your eyes out. You text Sunghoon to pick up some snacks on his way home.
Sunghoon comes home and goes straight upstairs to you "hey, are you feeling better?" He asks as he takes off his jacket and starts searching through the shopping bag.
You whined and sniffed "no..im in worst pain ever, lile I can't even feel my toes" you start tearing up and Sunghoon lays next to you and pulls you closer to him then cuddles you tightly. He placed his hand on your stomach under your shirt so he calm the pain down a bit.
"i bought you your favourite snacks" he whispers in your ear when he noticed you calmed down a bit. You smile and burry your face in his neck "Thanks, did you buy oranges too?" You asked in soft voice and he chuckled "of course my love" he gives you a kiss on your forehead before reaching for the shopping bag and taking out an orange.
Your eyes instantly light up when you saw your favourite snack. He peels the Orange and pecks your lips before feeding you.
He continues to feed you with orange and start telling you about his day.
Jay
You and jay are in the grocery store buying groceries for the week.
You are in cheese section "Should we get Feta? So i can make chicken salad?" You ask Jay and he looks at you confused "Feta for chicken salad? Are you crazy?" He laughs a bit and kiss your cheek "you're so silly sometimes" he grabs the feta cheese and puts it in the basket.
You then walk to the fruit section "can you grab some cherries? They will be gone next week if we don't get them now "you say and Jay starts to pick them.
You grabbed few oranges and smiled after remembering the article you read this morning *ask your partner to peel you an orange, if they do, that means they love and care for you. If they dont, im sorry*
You walk over To Jay and whispered to him "baby..can tou peel this for me?" You ask while showing him an orange, he turns to you "baby... were in the middle of the store..what if they-" "i don't care like..we can be sneaky" you smile and he chuckled then grabbed the orange.
He looked around to see if anyone is watching then he starts peeling the orange. You smiled from ear to ear and quickly pecked his lips after he is done "thank you baby" you said and he pecked your lips too before giving you your now peeled orange 😍
"Awwww" you both hear a voice and turn your heads into the direction of the voice. It was an old lady at lemon section with few lemons in her hands "you two are adorable. I remember when my husband, John, peeled an orange for me" she said while smiling at you.
You and jay looked at each other and smiled then looked back at the lady "thank you ma'am" you say softly and jay kissed your temple.
Jungwon
You two are eating dinner at your place. You made some chicken rice with mushroom sauce, it was delicious.
You sat by the coffee table, eating and talking "babe, seriously, how are you so good at cooking?" Jungwon asks and you blush "yah, Gordon Ramsay taught me everything I know" you say confidently and Jungwon nodded "yeah but like, you are so much better." He says and you roll your eyes playfully "you are talking nonsense!" You laugh and kissed his cheek.
After you guys are done eating, ye takes the plates to the kitchen and Washes them then comes back to you with two oranges in his hands.
He sits down next to you by the coffee table. You are scrolling through tik tok and cane across an orange peeling video. You didn't even notice that Jungwon was peeling your orange while you were reading the slides about the orange peeling theory.
"baby, eat the orange, they are so sweet" he said and gives you peeled piece of orange, you smile at him and take the piece with your teeth. You chew it "thank you baby" you say and peck his lips.
You continued talking and eating oranges ❤️🍊
Sunoo
He is sleeping in your bed and you are sitting next to him pouting.
You wanted to spend time with him but he is tired so he fell asleep. You are disappointed but understanding.
You decide to go on tik tok for a big until he wakes up, you scroll through the videos and you somehow end up on orange tok 😱
You lay down and watch orange tik toks when suddenly, an orange peeling video comes up. You watch the video and your eyes sparkle when you saw what happened.
The girl in the video asked her boyfriend to peel an orange for her but he said no and told her she has hands for a reason and that she should use them.
This made you very sad and made you wonder what would Sunoo do if you ask him that.
You pout slightly and stand up then walk iver to your school bag and take you an orange you took from canteen in school.
You lay back in the bed next to Sunoo and poke his arm slightly. He shifted a bit and you poked him again "baby" you call for him "hm?" He replied tierdly.
"can you peel this for me?" You ask and put an orange in front of him "yes" he nods and starts peeling the orange, you watched him with the biggest smile on your face.
He gives you the peeled orange "thank you baby" you start giving him small kisses all over his face, he places his arm around your waist and pull you closer so you can cuddle.
You then take your phone and go to the same video you watched, you open the comment section and write "Hehe, my boyfriend peeled it for me even tho he was sleeping 😝😝" under her video.
Then you go to sleep.
Ni-ki
You and Ni-ki are in Japan. You decided to visit his parents for the weekend and spend some time together.
After unpacking your stuff, Ni-ki hugged you from behind and pecked your neck "wear something nice, I wanna take you somewhere" he whispers in your ear with his deep voice abd you get exited and wondered where he's going to take you.
You wore a white dress with cherries all over it and some white shoes and you put your hair in a high pony tail.
Turns out, Ni-ki's parents own a beautiful fruit field and he took you there 😱
He hemd your hand tightly then start walking with you "this is so pretty" you say in Awe and he smiled then kissed your hand "im glad you like it"
You noticed an blanked laying on the grass with two glasses filled with cherry juice and a piece of strawberry cake.
"Ni-ki.... omg" you say and start blushing and smiling like an idiot. He wrapped his arms around your waist and hugs you tightly "only the best for you" he said softly and smiled at you then pecked your lips.
You both sat on the blanket and talked about how beautiful this place is. After awhile you noticed an orange tree nearby "oh my god no way!" You said exited and stand up. You rushed to the tree and picked two oranges then walk back to Ni-ki and sit down.
"I've never eaten a fresh orange" you say exited and he smiled at you while he is removing hair from your face.
You started peeling the orange but Ni-ki noticed you git your nails done and he didn't want to to ruin them or the dress so he gently took the orange from your hands "ill peel it for you baby" he says and kiss your cheek before starting to peel it.
After peeling it, he breaks a piece of orange and feeds you. "Thank you" you smile as you eat the orange.
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sweet-3-whispers · 9 months
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𝑳𝒐𝒏𝒆𝒍𝒚𝑵𝒊𝒈𝒉𝒕𝒔 (ᴏʀ ɴᴏᴛ)
🌟🌟🌟🌟🌟🌟🌟🌟🌟🌟🌟🌟🌟🌟🌟🌟🌟
Word Count: 710 or so
Pairing: Miles!1610 x GN!Reader
Genre: Fluff, Angst(if you spuint), Established relationship
Warnings: Fear of Thunder(?)
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The slightly soft sound of rain hitting your window and the trees moving along with the wind helps you calm your body and mind, especially when Spider-Man is right beside you asleep.
Miles came into your apartment a couple hours earlier when the rain hadn't hit yet. Claiming he was tired and missed your bed… and obviously you too. He was currency wrapped around your blankets, face squished onto the pillow and a little drool coming out but you didn’t mind that much, it was kinda cute and it made you realize how tired he was.
A sound of thunder interrupted your thoughts.
You jump at the loud sound outside your window. For some reason you were scared of that sound, afraid all the things it done to people would happen to you one day but when Miles found out of your fear, he promised he would always be there to protect you.
That promise was years ago when you guys were kids and now you are laying in bed, cuddling up with each other, away from that horrible sound.
Even now he kept his promise, always checking the weather before he goes over to your room. And at this point you understand why he comes over on late nights, even if he tries to cover it up by saying he was just tired and your place was closer than his.
It's cute the way he cares about you, the way he is always there for you… most of the time.
Lightning strikes outside your window but not too close to hurt you. The heavy rain doesn't help either, only taunting you going back ‘n forth to light and heavy, oh how you wish it'll just stop so you can finally sleep.
With some people they are about to sleep through anything, however with you, you can't sleep thru the thunder especially if Miles wasn't here with you
You wrapped yourself with your blankets, covering your face as well to try and cover the noises outside, you've even tried listening to music but for some reason it didn't work.
Sitting up on your bed with the blankets covering you like its a cloak, you grabbed your phone, about to call Miles you stopped.
‘What if he’s busy’
You paused for a second.. should you? Maybe you shouldn't, maybe he’s really busy , yk being Spider-Man ‘n stuff.
RIINNGGG
A loud ring was heard from your phone, startling you a little. Upon looking at the screen… Miles’s name popped up
𝑚𝑖𝑙𝑒𝑠♡ is calling
“...hello?”
“hi-uh are you okay?” the sound of worry was in his voice
“I-i know i'm supposed to be there rn, with you, comforting you but im so sorry, i got caught up with some school work and there was this shooting but i made it on time and for some guy started running away so i had to catch him, i had also had to help this lady walk across the road-”
You can hear it in his voice. Worry and Guilt. The worry of your safety and the guilt of not being right by your side right now.
“Miles, it’s okay… but um are you on your way right now..?” cutting him off on his own rambling, he went silent but you can hear him gasping for air, huffing and puffing. 
“-yeah yeah huff huff i-im almost-”
Suddenly the call was cut off and a loud bang was heard outside your window. Thankfully you were home alone but still cautious about the noise.
A hand was placed on the window, sliding it open. The sight of brown curls eased your nerves, instantly knowing who it was.
You moved closer to the boy helping him up and closing the window behind him.
He slowly walked towards your bed and sat, catching his breath. Raising his head, he looked at you with dazed eyes and mouth slightly gapped.
“huff -hi…” 
Miles moved his hands towards you and gently grabbed your hand, pulling you into a warm embrace
“Im sorry im late, got caught up with ‘traffic’ “
He wrapped his arms around your waist, resting his head on your stomach. You pat him softly, comforting him by saying it's okay, just glad that he’s here now.
“OH SHIT THE FOOD- ”
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sorry for the long wait, but I hope you enjoy!💕
this is kinda rushed cuz I didn't want y'all to wait to long
-apologize for to miss spelled words-
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iavenjqasdf · 6 months
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👭sisters ragdoll🎎
some relatively SFW - I'm pretty sure and don't really wanna think about it rn im watching Girl Hell 1999 with the squad - sorta-fluff, based on an idea from someone in aforementioned Goon Girls Squad
"You little faggot," her ugly low chuckle gives you about a half second of warning before your feet leave the floor, kicking helplessly at the air and you squeal, but of course that's all part of the fun for her.
Off the right side of the hallway into her room, before anyone else has a chance to notice your absence. Not like they ever do. She seems to be the only one who really sees you in this house sometimes, even if that vision comes through a targeting visor, marking you as easy prey.
Doesn't smell great in here, but she hasn't replaced the air freshener she threw out last time, so at least it's a more raw kind of unpleasantness. Sweaty clothing mildewing in the corner, dab pen lying astray gently burning the air with a haze of terpenes (must've been what activated her hunting mode).
As you sail over the puddle of old game magazine ads (Crackdown 2… really, sis?) that separates you from her disgusting mattress, you note how dim it's gotten outside. She keeps her cheap ez-install vinyl blinds partly drawn, but having spent your last stretch of consciousness entirely behind blackout curtains in your own warped shitty little neet den, you'd kinda lost track of time, of day, week, month, year, century… But the point is that it doesn't seem to be too late, yet.
The mattress softens your landing a bit as you ragdoll uselessly into the corner, soft (though strangely crusty) plushies cushioning your blow in an interesting contrast to the hardness coming your way fast. A rain of fists and kicks and bites, hard enough to bruise, but you know now that's not the hardest thing she's capable of.
She's going pretty easy on you, actually; you're barely even crying or fighting back. Just accepting the beating, the arbitrary punishment for being the nearest hurtable thing to something lashing out, it's not the worst reason you've been hurt.
It doesn't take long for her to tucker herself out; maybe all those dabs are why she's so short on breath lately. But it's a moment of reprieve, letting you wrap yourself in a blanket in a silent plea for mercy. The effort to untangle you from the +0 DEF armor proves to be enough of a deterrent, so she settles for lazily punching you through the fabric, soft enough to fall asleep to by the time of impact.
"You're getting weaker." she mumbles, no doubt eyeing the dab pen. "Softer."
She mumbles something about pills and probably thinks shes so clever that you haven't caught on to the fact that she's been slipping hormones into your food irregularly for months, herself clueless about your own supply, for the nights she forgets to give you your meds.
But she's not wrong; you've not been putting up much of a fight lately. Maybe because you can't, or maybe just because you don't want to.
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pansear-doodles · 10 months
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Wait sorry I misread the prompt, what other rw artists have given you ideas/inspiration for your own work?
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Oh my goodness you have no idea how many people in this fandom whose works I enjoyed, appreciate and inspired from, this includes my friends. Looking through rain world fanart everyday is my morning newspaper and these people are my highlights (the whole newspaper is yellow this way)
I really do wish to enlist all of them, but I'd be here FOREVER, so I'll just give a handful of who's at the top of my head rn (if youre not included in this list then im sorry but i insist you're up there in my clouds aaa ; if i mispronounce you then please lmk- i always use they/them and has become a habit)
im not tagging them because h (i hope im not weird)
dddeerbo - I am inspired by their shape language and how they design characters. I am willing to commission them again in the future (if I have enough money)- perhaps my version of Artihunter this time OR I want to see them draw my cookie run dogboys in their vision.
Kelocitta - (in a previous ask, she was the inspiration for my drive for artihunter), but aside from that, I am thoroughly impressed by their shape language and the choice of colors
Northflowo - I am not an animator but I am impressed by how smooth their animations are. It has somewhat encouraged me to join the Plioscene MAP, which is also my first ever MAP participation.
Lyss-Butterscotch - Inspired me with their gijinka designs, which encouraged me to make my own and give more attention to how I design my own iterators
Shkika - Like lyss, has been a motivation to give more attention to my iterators. I really enjoy the stories she makes.
Mewguca - a good friend and makes cute designs! their art is so soft and squishy, and very friendly-looking. has been very encouraging to me.
anomalouscorvid - I've been quietly observing faer designs outside of rain world and I can say its very creature (positive). I've been meaning to try my hand on more creature-like designs on other rain world creatures or other experimental styles.
sunfish - inspired by their painterly works- you did all that in mspaint?? wtf
bitteraerie - one of my first inspirations in the fandom- i enjoy its designs, shapes, colors and- once again- you made all that in mspaint????
dieselpvnk - HOW YOU SHAPES, COLORS AND IN MSPAINT WHAR HELLO?
fauxbia - I am extremely impressed by how they work around their colors in gradients and the textures she got. i think shes a good friend and has been a light to my encouragement to continue drawing.
ninten-draw - extremely cute drawings and makes really good comics. I enjoy their choice of colors AND THEIR COMICS.
faeling - their drawings are cute, edible and inspirational in terms of story telling and characterization. (i am grabbing some of their ideas as we speak)
chillysaint - colors, shapes and oughh do i really want to hug their scugs. i respect them heavily.
snail-fen - extremely encouraging but also has cute and shaped designs (i think you are starting to see the trend here lol). I love their stories and concepts (ruff n ruff is like my garfield comics (i say this in a positive way))
macchitea - HOW YOU DO COLORS I WILL EAT I CANT BELIEVE IM COLLABORATING WITH YOU ON PLIOSCENE
inkycorvid - extremely encouraging and gives me little bits of cool rw fandom knowledge
gionori - funky looking designs AND EXCELLENT CHOICE OF SHAPE AND COLORS
aquaticnebulae - GIVE ME YOUR DRIP DESIGNS
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flesh-n-brain-rot · 1 month
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List 5 things that make you happy, then put this in the askbox for the last 10 people who liked or reblogged something from you! Get to know your mutuals, followers and all the wonderful people on here! 💖
aw what a lovely thing!
okay so
1) the pigeons i feed are slowly becoming less afraid of me
2)spring is here so lots of my hause plants are pushing out new leaves!!
3) this might be little shalow but my skin is finally slear after long battle with all sords of blemishes
4)the soft spring rain outside my window rn
5) turns out my classmates see me as more than just a filler character, but take note of my personality and habits just as much as i take of theirs - remins me that im real and that makes me happy
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miodaisgay · 8 months
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things will get better friend i promise. it might not feel like it right now, i can't claim to know what you're going through, but it will be okay. you will be okay. there are always little things to keep going for, to look forward to- for me its the smell of rain, getting to pet a soft cat i come across outside, trying a new flavor of bubble tea or some weird flavor of chips, little new things to experience. i;m sorry if this isn't helpful or encouraging but i wanted to at least try to say something. im proud of you please keep going friend
Thank you, this really did help
I'm sorry if I scared you at all I'll be fine it's just really hard rn
I have a therapy session coming up next Friday
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gracifleur · 1 year
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“Rules”: repost with the information of your muse, including headcanons, etc. If you fail to achieve some of the facts, feel free to add some other of your own! When you’re done, tag 15 other people to do the same!
tagged by:  @arvend​ the best, the one, the only, the legend. tagging:  idk who did this bc i wasnt around so im tagging everyone my brain can think of. @vilestblood @redfabled @valorxdrive @volot @iruludavare​( but for sarana @floaroanemoia​ ) @silverformed​( also do it for mister bite chomp @koraichalcum​ ) @status-condition​( uhhh spins the wheel syca.. more & also uhh gold. they wont the lottery today ) @deimantaimis​( both boys ) @scarletooyoroi​( ur here twice look at that ) @aachromaa​ @ironbundled​ @vastcourage​ & YOU IDK
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B A S I C S
Name:   Im Shea Age:   eternally 15 Birthdate:   03/20 hisui era sinnoh Species:   pkmn-human chimera hybrid created by arceus, mostly pkmn Gender:   genderless, nonbinary to humans Orientation:   aro-ace Profession / Titles:   deity of gratitude, love pokemon, caretaker of the creation trio of sinnoh, protector of the lake legendaries, child of space-time, holy mighty hisui, arceus-boon, child of shaymin, keeper of flower paradise
P H Y S I C A L A S P E C T S
Hair:   a dusty pink of similar hue here, varied shoulder to midback length, often pulled back in ponytails or buns half or full. while it is thick it’s lightly wavy, more because of being tied back. but sits heavy. a hair pin that resembles a gracidea flower is always pinned somehow in her hair, it’s of a crystal appearance & is made of the same material that the orbs of the creation trio hold. Eyes:  a green-blue mix, with a glowing yellow circle around the pupil. similar to this here. the colors of blue & green tend to shift mysteriously. shea however describes herself as having green eyes & pays attention to the shifting, the blue, or the yellow ring. Skin:   a pale complexion despite how often she’s outside. yellow undertones & she tans easily. cool tones, not warm. Height:   5′4″ Weight:   135lbs -- muscle &chub
F A M I L Y
Siblings:   dialga, palkia, giratina, technically all shaymin Parents:  arceus, but shea does use volo’s name to fake paperwork. Any Pets?  her pkmn. && shaymin sorta. listen,
S K I L L S
pkmn wrangling; the act of handling & calming down alpha or legendary pkmn. pkmn training. lockpicking. crafting. survival. camping & foraging. gardening. cooking, situational. being precious & adorable despite brattiness. problem solving. adaptability. athletic. idk i cant think of more rn shea’s a good skillful idiot
T R A I T S
STRENGTHS.   compassionate. clever. courageous. dedicated. disciplined. empathetic. energetic. focused. friendly. grateful. hopeful. humorous. inquisitive. inspirational. leading. lovely. motivated. open-minded. outgoing. perseverant. persistent, like holy shit oh mygod persistent. resourceful. these are just skills. man im not putting more. WEAKNESSES. cocky little shit with an ego & a sassy mouth.
L I K E S
Colors:   pink, greens. pastels. lavender. Smells:  florals, earthy. petrichor. a forest right after rain. a garden after a light mist or in full bloom. Textures:  clean linens. cotton. the softness of flower petals. Drinks:   fizzy light refreshing sodas. tea, floral & sweet fruity & tart.
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“No yea we’re batshit insane” - Dream Boy
Alternate title: Guys GUYS so much
Alternate title: The perma stoned semester 
Alterternate title: Trials and tribulations of separation. 
Alternate title: “Look, I didn’t want to be a Twin Flame”
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I’m so fucking high rn on some delta 8 mothers day edibles and holy shit
highest ive been in so long lkike im in car 4 my heart is palpitating. 
Honestly kinda hope i dont die 
But.....
I was thinking about how high i am and how this used to be a typical 5pm on a tuesday high last year. Like holy shit i was just like this.......all the time. “The perma stoned semester” season rheme :)
But yea i was like this all the time, he was like this all the time, we got to know eachother like this
uncrontrollable smiling and laughter. While the sun rises, during sunsets, when its raining, when its thunder & lightening, when its snowing and theres soft christmas music playing. 
When my favorite music in the world played, when we all sang the words, when i saw his goofy smile every day during golden hour, 
Constant euphoria, constant giggly nonsense, always this high, the strongest strains, the rosiest glasses the dispensary sells. The vulnerability was unmatched. The connection to 5D was like no other time. 
This high: Making dinner together, watching our favorite movies, playing UNO, making pancakes, training a kitten, talking about our traumas, questioning life, creating our bucket lists, sharing stories for hours, 
No wonder it felt like a goddamn movie and NO WONDER we only saw the best in eachother. We fell in love headfirst all while being our funniest, most authentic, vulnerable, happy, stoner selves. We were never the sober versions with eachother so of course we both came out of that era SO confused how the other couldnt see how great and beautiful they are. 
Like i was likke Liam is so magnetic and hilarious, he’s so supportive and understands me so well, he’s so creative and vibrant and sexy. How can he not know how amazing and wonderful he is. He’s such a catch? 
But i was ONLY seeing the high version of him. His most inner childish self shinign throigh withoujt him even realizing. His most comfortable self, his most ambitious self! Like he had a milltion ideas a minute, he was incredibly confident, and charming. When he was sober a few hours later..... He no longer thought any of those ideas were remotely possible. Or that any of the stuff we unpacked, the trauma we analyzed, Was actually real or had any real value outside of those conversations or any other hour we were stoned. 
It was no wonder things always felt their worst when we were sober. Or when he went sober for those couple months in spring semester . Or when I was on tour. Or in november.....
He was going home every semester. And was immediately transported out of it. Our dream world we created, our dream selves we acted like. The shocking sobriety of it all. He’s said when he was home “this didnt exist, this didnt feel real. THIS is a fantasy land” 
He was going home and getting high, but it wasnt the same, it was like trying to grasp onto that euphoria. But we werent there. Dunham wasnt there. SO it didnt work, weed didnt transport him, and his demons were still able to convince him that he was worthless.  So he didnt want to bank on  promises made in the fantasy land andthe fantasy girl was leaving....
So he had to cut off transportation. Take out the drugs. Leave the euphoria behind, focus on the real world, cause god thats gotta hurt less than having my dream world promises shatter in front of me. And everyone in the real world making es fun of me cause i believed in “dream world promises?” NO, I’m not spiritual wizard, I’m a 24 year old who needs to get his shit together. 
We were true drug addicts. Addicted to weed and how 11:11 much it made us love eachother. How invincible it made us feel. How real it made the promises sound. Every day stoned as hell. Smoking As much as we could, as much as we could push out the real world and try to convince eachother that we should both screw it all and live together in dream world. 
Sober: Different people. 
But when he went sober I still smoked, almost as much. I stayed in dream world i learned every crack and crevis on my own. Found my own tricks, got in touch with some people made some connections. I kept it up. 
I missed him, and I ached for him. I wanted to remind him of his value, and all the things we talked about in dream world. And real world him was so cold. And so uninterested. And kept pushing mer away. But I knew he was in there :( 
So i stayed close by and i moaned and i ached and i gave blessings from far away. And I wished for him to come back.
If she could just reach the dreamworld version of him push through. Try harder to come out, and teach real world version of him about BALANCE. 
Well...yea. Idk I guess I’m just fucking high and missing him and for the first time realizing how easy it is to think of the most amazing moments of him when I;m this high. And it made me realize damn. This was my state of mind that WHOLE time. It is such a warped, and dreamlike, movie like state. 
And thats just crazy because thats the reason we saw the best in eachother and all of our potential all the time. It was our happiest headspaces. And thats how we got to know eachother, thats whyh it was so easy to fall in love, and think of him so highly. 
Whenever I need to fall in love with him, i let dream girl run the ship for a few hours. If dream girl is struggling to reach me, they’ll send me a dream like last night. When he was finally balanced and asked me to be his. 
Like right now i’m seeing hallucinations, and jamming to music, and laughing so hard i cant breathe by myself and then i was like............”OHHHHH, this is the version i remember, oh yea.....duh you could fall in love with anyone like this” 
“This is why it was so easy to know he was the love of my life. Cause i used cheat codes. I skipped past all the armour, i went under all the layers and got to know the truest him. All his doubts, fears, dreams, and insecurities. Everything you shield away from strangers. And pretty girls who intimidate you
And u have to be this high to understand the feeling. To really remember the romance of it all. To realize how magical and toxic it all really was. 
.....I’m dream girl right now, And I remember EVERYTHING
(lol like see how instantly such a movie) Like “Be fucking forreal” - Real world girl
Record time and im still pretty high btw
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smoosnoom · 1 year
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moon~! your new theme looks so warm and cosy :] idk why, but it feels like drinking a cup of hot cocoa, having soft music in the background and reading a book while it rains outside~ :D
angel my sponge cake . my coconut milk my honeycomb u are literally . the Best when it comes to graphic design stuff ok i am so honored rn thank u so much !!!!!! that's such a lovely thought im curling into a ball as we Speak
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luxaryllis · 2 years
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Im soooo upset rn my mom's not letting me feed the stray cat we found outside our door its been there since yesterday morning like- i dont even want the poor kitten (i probably wont be able to take care of its needs) but i cant just leave it to die ):< My mom believes it already has an owner but its been there for over a night! I felt soooo bad when it started raining outside it was meow-ing (lol wut-) until the rain stopped when i checked on it the stray was hiding under the porch of our house ༼ಢ_ಢ༽ My moms not even trying to find it an owner or taking it to a shelter ):
Lol sorry for my rambling-
Maybe im to soft for animals :/
This is wayyy unrelated to to your blog but i want someone to vent to ):<
Oh nooo
The poor cat 🥺🥺😭😭😭
I have bad memories with cats but ohmygoshhh
That's too heartless 😭😭
Also dw! I don't mind stuff like this on my blog!! Thanks for trusting me with ur vent! 💙
I hope you can convince your mom to at least do something for the cat also!!
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carcinized · 2 years
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hello june skycourthouse youre literally the coolest ever you are just. just. hmm i am so happy we are friends <3 it is sunny and and the leaves are pretty colors ill send u some pictures later maybe and i think im home alone and the world is just so pretty and i think you are just. you're sunshiney <3 i am listening to the song good morning sunlight by i fight dragons do you know that one? it makes me think of u :D its so warm and pretty also i love it :DDD
how are you today! it's sunday! today we are putting the sun in sunday i suppose at least where i live. i am uhh putting off homework. oops. i started a new minecraft hardcore world yestrday!! i found a village and made a silly little starter house that is literally just a box and also found a shipwreck but i cant navigate the map that was in it :< i have. so much laundry to do >_< and im just very warm rn! in multiple ways :) i am wearing the coziest sweater its lovely :]
its october 16 which is so many of my friends' birthdays so i forgot about the red festival ummm. im gonna rewatch tubbos pov of the red festival i think </3 OH ive eben working on the benchtrio ghosthunting au a bit im excited for that and also my other main project (aka: stardust projects onto tommy and ranboo is well hes certainly There.) ive been like outlining whats gonna happen and its gonna be cool :) im giving u a bouquet of flowers or a potted plant or just literally a piece of grass i hope youre doing well <3 im not ready for the weather to get colder but i do love the pretty colors and . sweaters :]]
LAJDFJ i wrote this in the afternoon.... its 10 pm now.... PFFT. okay pressing send. i do just frequemntly forget to do that huh
love ya ollie :D
awww thats so sweet, it was super foggy the past 2 days here for the first time its been sooo nice <3 and no i do not know that song :O
YOOOO HARDCORE!!! i have never done a hardcore world i have far too much rage inside me i dont think i could take that sort of loss, BUT ITS OK UR SLAYING i have Also been putting off folding my laundry... it is just in a pile on my floor Oops. I Forgor (my room is the messiest place in the universe rn Its Fine)
BUT WOOOO YEAH IT IS :D the red festival my beloved <333 THATS SO COOL THO GHOSTHUNTING AU THE BEST AU IN THE WORLD!!!! i think itll be aweomse also Omg Grass... the other day i was outside doing (activity) with friends and there was some really soft grass and i wanted to eat it but then i remembereed we were at Gross Public Place and though it was soft someone had probably thrown up on it before so i should Not put it in my mouth and it was very sad for me, i like how grass tastes but alas that grass would have been germy so yes anyways i am appreciating your grass. also i cant wait for the cold weather except for actually its just about as cold as itll get here already only it still warms up to like 80F in the afternoon so we just suffer bc we cant dress right, but its ok bc the past two days like i said its been foggy so :D i just need it to start raining so we can Heat Our House lmao we need it to be wet enough outside to make a fire w/o lighting half the country on fire LOL
and its ok king i get it. i am heading to bed Also now i think this is a late response sorry i didnt see this, but goodnight sleep well i hope you have a great day tomorrow!! love u :] <33
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commander-spaceboy · 2 years
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Thinking bout catsby/skimble songs cause im having a night and a half rn
They give off in the rain - howls moving castle vibes
https://open.spotify.com/track/54tyZ4LKFV0vQZIseBV0jA?si=nsF5MvjUS5-eiKDxbzmHvA
Like something light and soft with darker tones to it.
They love each other so much,,,,they r soft and vibrant when around each other. Skimble is the guy Catsby feels he doesnt have to put on a big persona around, hes direct with how he speaks and lets you know what hes thinks about you with no sugar coating which Catsby finds a relief. On the other hand Skimble sees Catsby as bright and endearing, he puts on a somewhat vain persona outside but in reality hes just happy to have someone listen to him talk, and he gets super excited when talking about things he likes!
Butttttt Catsby’s still sad when he sits at the station watching Skimbleshanks leave on the train. He knows he’ll be back but it could be a week until he sees him next. And Skimble is disheartened when Catsby cant be at the station to see him off for one reason or another, or when he cant meet him at the station when he finally returns home. But sometimes hes not even at the junkyard when he gets back and Skimble is left to wait for Catsby to show up again.
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maknae-on-ice · 4 years
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I so wanna be cuddled by Tom right now 🥺
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Me tooo😫 Just LOOK AT HIM
He looks he gives the absolute BEST hugs!! And we know hes the soft affectionate type so he always wants cuddles, if hes the big spoon or little spoon he looooves it. Hes just always so warm all the time, especially when hes wearing a hoodie cause hes so so soft and cuddly and when he wraps his arms around you and pulls you close you're just engulfed in the the feeling of warmth and safety Im-
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ichigomis · 3 years
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i think i love you. | akaashi, atsumu, ushijima, kuroo, sakusa, iwaizumu
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a/n: in which he says those words above ^^ just berry soft mhm i listened to sunset rollercoaster while writing this and ugh im feeling really single rn
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❊ AKAASHI holds your hand as you two walk home together, leaning on each other for warmth. you fail to notice the soft look in his eyes as he listens to you blabber on about the day you just had. he hums along to your talking just to make sure you know he's listening, but if it were up to him he'd prefer to just listen to your voice all the way home.
"i swear, keiji! the cup almost fell but i swooped in just in time like woop as in it was like in slow-mo and everyone was like ooooooaaah-".
akaashi lets out a hearty laugh at your storytelling and squeezes your hand tighter, "what did you just- god, i think i love you."
you look up to meet his warm smile, "oh you know you love me." you say as you playfully sway your intertwined hands.
❊ ATSUMU holds in his laughter, not giving you the satisfaction of seeing him laugh like a mad person at your very corny jokes. "alright, stop that, let's just eat, k?" he bites his lip as you dramatically pout at him you are such a cutie ok .
"fine, whatever." you say defeated as you get something off the fridge, you were far from defeated actually. "ohmYGOD-" you shriek out and atsumu immediately runs over to you.
"what's wro-"
"itsthemostbeautifulthingiveseeninmylife its a watermeloan" you shove the watermelon bowl with uhm watermelon inside to his face, "inside a watermeloan!" you both stand still, waiting for the other to break, and as you expected atsumu's wide grin finally plasters his pretty face. the kitchen fills with atsumu's booming laugh and your triumphant woohoos.
"y/n i swear-" he moves dangerously closer to you, "i think i love you too much to be laughing at that what the hell-"
❊ USHIJIMA snuggles into you deeper, breathing in your scent. you both had a long day and ending it with this cuddling, with this warmth is all you both need. ushi adjusts his hold on you, moving you impossibly closer to him and you can't help but smile. you softly comb his hair with your fingers and watch the way the moonlight touches his features just right, you bask in the way his breathing comfortably fills the room.
"y/n?" he calls for you in the softest voice.
"hm?"
the pitter-patter of the rain outside the window slowly lulls him to sleep but before his eyes flutter close he whispers, "i think i love you." ushi shakes his head, "no, i know i love you." he corrects himself and this warmth spreads across your chest.
"i know," you kiss the tip of his nose, "i love you too, ushi."
❊ KUROO gawks at you from the other side of the room, he's been shamelessly staring at you for the past hour but you choose to ignore him. "hmmm..." he hums in a playful tone as you continue to type away on your laptop, nope you're not going to give him what he wants. "y/nnnnn, what should we order for dinner?" he asks still eyeing you.
"anything you want, tetsu. just need to finish this, okay?"
kuroo lets out a dramatic huff and leans back on his chair, "so you weren't ignoring me after all." you look up from your screen to roll your eyes at him and start working again.
he lets out another dramatic scoff and takes the seat next to yours, "you know i've been staring at you for over an hour now thinking about how much i think i love you and you give me an eye roll?" kuroo scoffs again while placing his hands on his chest.
you stop typing at the words he just said, a blush creeping on your cheeks. you take a second to collect yourself, this is what he wants! "you think?" you ask playfully.
kuroo flashes you a triumphant smirk, "yeah, come here and i'll think about it again."
❊ SAKUSA shuffles to the door at the sound of your keys opening them. "omi~ i'm home- oh!" you beam from behind your mask as you see him greeting you with a soft smile.
"welcome home, i can take that." he takes the bag of groceries from your hand and heads to the kitchen. you follow him inside and smile to yourself, his habit of organizing the groceries (even though he's not at his house lol) is just way too cute.
"hey, i got this you can go rest up. they're my groceries anyway." you giggle as you wash your hands.
"it's okay. you know i like doing this-" he says while placing the carton of milk in the fridge. "-for you, especially." he mumbles soft enough for you not to catch it. oh, but you did. you watch sakusa gently place your groceries in the right places, he handles everything with such care that you can't help but smile to yourself.
"oh! i almost forgot! i got you something." you rummage through the grocery bag and scoop up a cute dog-shaped hand sanitizer (yikes idk how to describe it but there).
sakusa looks up from his organizing and turns into putty, he takes the sanitizer from your hand and smiles, "thank you," he whispers and you beam at him.
"i remember you mention how you like shiba inus so when i saw this i was like oooh omi would loooove this-"
he looks at the sanitizer then at you, "y/n, i think i love you..."
you look up at him and gasp, "omi! i can't believe all it took was a cute sanitizer for you to tell me that! i-" sakusa scoffs and returns back to work, all the lovey-dovey out of his system no it isn't wink wink.
❊ IWAIZUMI softens at your furrowed eyebrows and pouted lips. "well, what else do you have to say, y/n?"
you shoot him a glare and huff, "i don't care what you say haji but mint chocolate ice cream does not deserve any rights."
iwaizumi takes a spoonful of his mint choco ice cream and shrugs, "it's really good i don't know what you're talking about."
you let out a dramatic gasp, "you're basically eating toothpaste how is that good?" you shake your head in disbelief and continue to verbally abuse his ice cream. iwaizumi chuckles at you and your antics, he loves it when you talk, even when you talk about the most absurd of things. he loves the way you speak fast when you're excited and how your hands dramatically flail around you when you're making a point. "-so that is exactly why I believe mint chocolate ice cream should cease to exist. bleh."you eye his cup and stick your tongue out mockingly.
iwaizumi lets out a full laugh, not minding how loud he's being, "that's stupid, y/n. god, i think i love you to be listening to this right now." he mindlessly takes another spoon of ice cream, oblivious of the words he just muttered.
you in the other hand, become a blushing mess and stop talking altogether, "you love me?" you ask fiddling with your own cup of ice cream.
iwaizumi stops scooping his ice cream and looks up at you, shit, he thinks, he never meant to say it aloud. "uhm, i-" his face turns red and he avoids your gaze.
and because you're an angel you decide to smirk up at him and coo, "well, if you love me more than mint chocolate then i might just think of accepting you hajime."
he looks up at you again and upon seeing your playful smile, he knew that everything was well. "hmm, let me think about that, y/n." he matches your smirk and takes another bite of his ice cream.
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p.s.: omg these turned out longer than i expected thank you for getting this far??? i love you???
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