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orcelito · 1 year

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A testament to how fucking Awful my post-hiking soreness has been. I got out of bed & had a moment of like "Wow! That wasn't verging on agonizing to do! My muscles Must be getting better!"

Then as I walked to the bathroom, I had a moment of "... 🤨 you're still limping, though."

#speculation nation #yes the muscle soreness has been bad enough ive been limping the past two days hfkdhfjd #that and the blisters. 1 main one and 2 lil ones. all three hurt like a Bitch after my shower yesterday so i had them in bandaids #same foot. poor thing was just bandaid smattered.#but yea my legs have been Kind Of Agonizing. they were Aaaaching last night even just lying down #but ive been eating a lot of protein & theyre definitely getting better #they still hurt. but it's not like. total fuckin agony to move.#tho my left leg kept trying to give out today at work hfkshf same as yesterday #(it's my left foot that's fucked up. not directly related to the leg trying to give out but it sure isnt helping)#that kind of thing of me putting weight on my left leg in a way that makes it start to Buckle.#and then i catch myself with my right leg. why my left leg is worse than my right i couldnt tell U.#and i have worked 10 hours on these bitch ass legs already. Cringe lmao.#i have tomorrow(today) off thankfully so im hoping my legs r more recovered by my next shift.#it's kind of miserable lol #i do NOT regret it in the slightest!!!!!!! hiking was SO much fun and i would do it again in a heartbeat. frolicking and all.#just. sometimes. u have a little too much fun for 3 hours and ur body pays for it for days. rip.#at least my legs r getting even stronger bc of it lollll

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gayleafpool · 1 month

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i think a big thing people get wrong w leafpool’s character is thinking her passivity comes from like fear or insecurity or being shy or something when really it comes from like. defeat. she’s been burned so many times so now she just accepts it there’s no point in fighting back

#learned helplessness #in tnp she’s very much like a rulebreaker and kind of a little shit lol #she likes going out on her own and making friends with cats from other clans and getting involved in things cuz she’s bored #she’s rebellious and craves having deep connections with others which is why being a medicine cat starts to weight on her and makes her #impulsively decide to run away with crow #esp because she’s also watching her best friend sorreltail grow up and move on. and she’s watching her sister grow up and move on #AND SHE FEELS STUCK SHES LIKE OH. BUT THIS IS IT FOR ME ISNT IT?#so she just reacts she needs to get away!! and then everything comes crashing down and she spends the rest of her life getting punished for #that choice #which slowly crushes her fire and teaches her that her desire for something ‘more’ was never going to work out #and she’s too tired to keep fighting so she accepts that #but she’s miserable about it and this misery makes her even more exhausted #so then she just kinda ends up numb #there’s no point!#SHES SO INTERESTING TO ME AAAAAUUUUGHHHHHHH it’s been so long since i’ve rambled about leafpool….. my girl……

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eleonorpiteira · 4 months

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I will be closing my Redbubble store at the end of the year, these are the only 3 illustrations left if anyone still wants to get anything (prints and other goodies like notebooks, tote bags, shirts, etc).

From now on my Inprnt store will be the only place where my art prints will be available.

#redbubble #inprnt #PSA #eleonor says stuff #art prints #I'm very sorry to everyone from Europe because getting things from inprnt is a pain (customs)#but redbubble pays MISERABLY to the artists #like literal cents sometimes lol even when YOU are paying upwards of 20 dollars/euros #inprnt pays artists much better #support living artists! the human kind of artists ❤

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granhairdo · 9 months

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She laid down the book, caught up a pen, and exclaimed:—

“And I know how to write, too!”

She dipped her pen in the ink, and turning to Marius:—

“Do you want to see? Look here, I’m going to write a word to show you.”

#les mis #les miserables #eponine #my art #not my favorite piece tbh #she looks too young and her hair blends into the background too much #i did a limited palette sort of thing and ehhh #she’s cute tho #she looks a little bit like that barbie turtle thing but i guess we all kind of do lol

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bloomfish · 2 months

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personally I find regency kind of a boring era for historical fiction idk why

#i think its all the rules and frippery and everyones just a square LOL #where's the grit. the hedonism #i'm sure it existed don't get me wrong #but historical fiction set in regency era never seems to be about that #its always like ooh we're holding hands how scandalous how romantic #i also think there's inevitably too much focus on aristocracy #im still annoyed by the fact that there's no servant characters in bridgerton lol. like poor people are just part of the backdrop #say what u want about downton but at least the servants are treated as equally worthy of interest #and i think regency was a miserable time for the masses which makes it kind of lol that its always portrayed as beautiful and refined etc

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darcyolsson · 11 months

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its kind of crazy how tumblr culture did a complete 180 somewhere between 2018 and 2020 and most of this website has stopped being proud of how miserable they are and instead the general mindset is now all about finding beauty in the smallest things and loving yourself despite it all i hope we all never stop thinking this way

#i think we were kind of on our way there and then the pandemic really solidified it #there was (and is) just so much misery around that loving life despite it all is now exactly as contrarian as hating yourself once was #ironically the thing that made me fully realise this is dan howells comeback to the internet lol he has that distinctly 2016 humour #and all the comments are 'nooo dan. we no longer hate ourselves here its no longer cool to be miserable'#he literally gets called cringe for having low self-esteem which is kind of hysterical. sorry to dan howell but i genuinely love that #distinctly gen z to bully someone into no longer hating themselves lmfaoooo #personal

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ablatheringblatherskite · 2 months

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My top 5 Musical Theatre ships (so far)!

From least to most fave! For Valentine's Day!! Happy Valentine's Day!

5. Marius Pontmercy and Cosette

A heart full of love...

A heart full of you...

One single look and then I knew.

I knew it too.

From today (every day)

It isn't a dream (not a dream)

After all.

4. Jack Kelly and Katherine Plumber

And if you're gone tomorrow...

What was ours still will be...

I have something to believe in now that I know you believe in me.

3. Elle Woods and Emmett Forrest

I look like Warner.

Yeah!

But it's just me.

That's the best part.

2. Dimitri and Anya

In a crowd of thousands...

I'd find you...

Again.

1. Raoul de Chagny and Christine Daaé

Say you'll share with me one love, one lifetime...

Say the word and I will follow you...

Share each day with me each night, each morning...

Anywhere you go, let me go too...

Christine, that's all I ask of you.

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dyke-stuck · 7 months

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wondering if i'm just on break from queuing things? thinking, huh, i wonder why my request hasnt been done yet? no need to ponder any longer! im probably ditching this blog come november.

#dstext #Not the best way to break this news but like i havent been having all that much fun with this blog in. a while.#and if i start posting again after that. it will not fucking be requests lol. theyre kind of making me deeply miserable #even the ones i actually like the content of!!#and ill probablly make a proper articulated post about it when the queue runs out but well. until then this is your forewarning

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wifegideonnav · 4 months

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tbh when mitski said “you’re my best friend/now i’ve no one to tell/how i lost my best friend”

#my freshman year of college my best friend and I were both a wreck #and on opposite sides of the country #during winter break I made the decision to share certain information with their parents bc I was actively concerned for their safety #they were deeply upset about me betraying their trust like that and asked for a break in our friendship #(a few months later (which happened to be early March 2020. lol) they did shrooms and realized they wanted to talk to me again lmao)#(so we talked and cried and now we’re still best friends almost 4 years later)#and my birthday is in january so it fell right in the middle of the period we weren’t talking #and my friends at school actually put together a really lovely party and it remains to this day the best bday party ive had #(most of my bdays have been sad and shitty lol)#but i just remember being drunk in my friends dorm room with my friends all around me #it was the end of the night people were just kinda chatting in little groups or whatever #and i was lying on my friends bed just miserable bc all I could think about was how my best friend was supposed to be there too #bc my parents were going to fly them out for the weekend as a present #and obviously that just got dropped #and id been talking to my friends about it kind of but all I wanted was my actual best friend #I left them a very embarrassing drunk voicemail that THANK GOD they deleted without listening to #but it’s just. the quiet agony of being angry and sad and hurt because your person doesn’t want to be ur person anymore #and still wanting to talk to them about it. still needing them to comfort you and give you their advice and insights #i don’t want to talk to anyone else about it. they’re not you.#sigh. anyway. ive actually lost several close friends for various reasons ranging from reasonable to bullshit #and it always blindsides me how much I want to talk to THEM about it #so thanks mitski for expressing that so artfully #op

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shima-draws · 4 months

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Binks’ Sake hits SO differently now

#The fact that they knew they were going to die.#The fact that Brook recorded their last moments together. Preserved for forever. So he can take it back to Laboon.#The fact that they kept playing. And they started to fall one by one as the poison finally took them. Until it was only Brook left. Alone.#The fact that Brook came back to life and had to bury all of his crew mates. His entire ship.#The fact that he was trapped for FIFTY YEARS on a ship that couldn’t sail properly. Stuck with the corpses of his friends.#The fact that he was so lonely and miserable and kept dreaming of his crew mates being alive.#THE FACT THAT HE’S STILL SO GOOD #HE’S STILL SUCH A GOOD PERSON. That he didn’t succumb to madness and bitterness #Compared to the Baron. Brook has suffered SO much more and yet is still so kind and giving and loyal #Actually crying my eyes out right now. I need a tissue brb lol #Shima speaks #One Piece

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spherefish · 1 year

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Taichi and Yamato on their wedding day – Paris, March 2023

#taiyama #yamatai #taichi yagami #yamato ishida #digimon #digimon adventure #tai kamiya #matt ishida #taito #yamachi #I can feel myself slipping back into my digimon phase #this is actually a scene from my fanfic universe #where they have kind of a difficult relationship with paris (and each other)#they spend like 95% of the story being miserable lol #but its ok it's not like anyone on tumblr is gonna read German fanfics anyway #also is it just me or is the whole taiyama fandom kinda dead right now?#whatever tho I'm here to revive it #art #digimon fanart

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curry-and-gunpowder · 2 months

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Influx of anti activity in the Odazai tag recently... Wish the youth of this day was taught that it's their own responsibility to avoid things they don't like. But all these incendiary posts, as if they're expecting us odazai shippers go out of our way to harass them for not liking what we do? I have better things to do with my time, kiddos. Their victim complex is so blatant, I hope they can learn to get out of that mindset and into a healthier one.

Also, tumblr search function is broken as usual, so even if they don't tag the ship directly it still shows up in the search results, sigh. Super job, tumblr. Really amazing.

#odazai #bsd #bungou stray dogs #ramblings #when i see those kinds of anti posts i just end up feeling sad for these kids #feels like they're making themselves miserable on purpose #protect your mental health kids #block relevant tags #don't interact with things that upset you #and nobody owes you an explanation for why they like what they like #there's no moral argument for ships #that is a toxic puritanical mindset #that you need to extract yourself from #hashtag aunty j counselling service lol

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crossingalaxies · 1 year

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hot take apparently but to me it’s tiring and boring and frankly a baffling way to approach tv or any other media to engage with fictional characters only to ‘judge’ them. like you can’t just let them make whatever mistakes they’re making or be as flawed and fucked up as they want without judging if they have behaved well enough for whatever standard you hold them up to and how they should correct their behaviour moving forward. are you watching a fictional show or filling up an employee evaluation sheet???

‘this character should have done this’ ‘that character should not have done that’ okay???? who cares. it would be supremely boring, not to mention unrealistic, if fictional characters only behaved in the most adequate perfectly reasonable way possible. so they fucked up? so they fucked up again and again and didn’t learn their lesson the first time? okay??? that’s life???

‘but we didn’t see this character learn from their mistakes and grow’. you ARE seeing it, it’s a process, not something that happens after ONE time they were confronted with their mistakes, especially if said mistakes are tied to one of their cardinal flaws rooted in the very essence of the character itself. it’s so much more interesting and rewarding to me as a viewer, not to mention easier for me to get attached to characters who are complete and utter messes, characters who stumble and fall, even when they should know better, characters who don’t immediately learn from their mistakes, who fail again and again, but keep trying to be better, and still through it all, they are loved, because they are deserving of it no matter what they think.

‘but this conversation should have happened sooner’ okay well it didn’t. people make dumb choices all the time, they act irresponsibly and unreasonably all the time, no matter how mature or level-headed they might be.

‘but this relationship doesn’t feel healthy’ okay here’s the thing: ‘healthy relationship’ has become just another buzzword that tiktok users throw around without understanding at all what it means. ‘healthy relationship’ doesn’t mean two people need to be on the same page about everything, it doesn’t mean mistakes are made once, dealt with and never made again; a healthy relationship isn’t based on 100% compatibility or perfect communication at all times and perfect solutions to every problem. it’s based on mutual respect and love and the willingness to make compromises, and to keep trying to understand each other better and choose each other every day. if there is a failure of communication or a disagreement or an inability to come to a perfect soultion for whatever issue, that in itself doesn’t make a relationship unhealthy. and honestly even if it did, so what? it’s fictional, it adds flavour! (not to mention expecting humans to always be perfectly emotionally healthy is... well not realistic, to say the least).

‘but they should learn to communicate better before they get married’ marriage isn’t some kind of prize that only perfectly functional couples are worthy of, some final achievement for the perfect relationship. relationships are changing and growing all the time, they don’t have to reach a perfect final level of ‘healthy’ before they can be awarded the prize of marriage. relationships keep evolving and couples keep learning more about each other all the time, during marriage just like before. the idea that a relationship is doomed unless it reaches its final form of perfection before marriage is crazy.

and on a final note, HOW do you watch a fictional couple that disagrees on having children work out not necessarily a final solution, but a compromise, with one of them admitting they have issues to deal with and trauma to process, and the other realizing that the kids issue is not a dealbreaker because ultimately what they want most is their partner, and come away thinking ‘well that’s not a very good relationship’?????

#911 lone star #tarlos #carlos reyes #tk strand #911ls #kind of just venting because i finally caught up with ls and the latest drama rip #sorry if this sounds harsh but my god this fandom is turning into kind of a miserable place #reminds me of the og fandom a bit #except that i think buddie fans act like this because they never quite get what they want #while tarlos fans are a bit too spoiled and so they find a way to turn a normally flawed relationship into the equal of an unhealthy one #like people are really saying that tk and carlos are incompatible and unhealthy because they don't like the same kind of pets #are we FOR REAL #i saw someone on twitter say that tarlos make loustat seem healthy in comparison #and as a loustat fan as well let me tell you that is a Hysterical take #i'm guessing it wasn't entirely serious but still #lol

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silenthillbunni · 1 month

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#sorry gnna sound like a shit person now but im not feeling well i just need to rant #nothing good ever happens to me. every aspect of my life is a mess. im constantly miserable w nothing to pull me out of it #it's been getting worse nd worse for years nd if it keeps getting worse im not gnna be able to take it much longer #ofc there are sooo many others who have it way way way worse than i do. so i feel weak nd pathetic for being so affected by it when i know #it could be literally sm worse than it is now. like i get that. i know im not nearly as bad off as many ppl are #but idk still it's rlly tough to have *nothing* that makes me keep going. the literal only thing is that i dont kms bc i dont wanna hurt mom #bc im poor so i cant do ANYTHING. i cant go anywhere. not the cinema not concerts not to the mall not to the bookstore not an amusent park #i cant even go to cafées bc i dont have any money at all to spend on that #i have no friends to hang out w. even if i couldnt afford going anywhere i cant even just take a walk or sit nd talk to them bc there r none #my sisters havent talked for me in over a year #and like yada yada i dont have anything to pull me out of my misery bubble. no friends to comfort me no family to hang out w #nothing to do or nowhere to go. hell i havent even been able to eat for 8 months so i cant even like eat smth yummy nd watch a movie lmao #i cant even read bc of the constant noise! i cant go out into the forest bc there r always subway construction work or choppers or gun shots #i know im 'focusing on the negative' but what am i supposed to do when theres nothing positive to focus on lol?????#im always physically uncomfortable bc of pain nd health issues nd im always anxious nd stressed too so like... yay #and. this is where i sound mean but like after years nd years of nothing good happening to me... idc for others anymore like #when they talk abt their loving relationships and their kind friends nd them going to concerts im like.. wow !! u get to be happy!! i dont!!#im just envious nd jealous nd bitter bc why cant i have ANYTHING good???? not just ONE fkn thing?#other ppl get to have multiple things but i get nothing?????#and its not exactly like i hate them or wish illwill on them im just like wow kinda dont feel sympathy for u bc u have sm things #i've never had :))) nd u can never understand how awful it feels to be deprived of it so idc :))))

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mlobsters · 3 months

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trying to have something in the background that doesn't have a lot of sharp noises while i attempt to paint through this migraine and so i put on the 1974 the great gatsby with robert redford, sam waterston, mia farrow et al and. i'll try to watch almost anything with robert redford because god. what a dreamboat. also don't think i've seen anything with waterston so young, i was taken aback

the men are very sweaty in this movie

#i say try to watch because i usually end up bailing but #i remember liking the book back reading it as a teenager but lol this is such a miserable story i'm not sure i can make it through #even only giving it partial attention #ps my dad kind of lowkey looked like robert redford. i'm sure that has nothing to do with anything.#the great gatsby #robert redford

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phoenixcatch7 · 11 months

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If there's one thing I like more than time travel it's crossover reincarnation, so.

Botk link reincarnated as Damian Wayne.

An incredible weapon master of all types, but especially prodigious with a sword - he was beating knights at the age of 4 and with his memories as intact as they get for him I can see that goalpost moving even further (probably with traps and tricks, a 3yo doesn't exactly have great bodily control).

He's an excellent survivalist, agile, strong, durable, cunning and creative. He can move like a feather in the breeze, strike from behind with ease. His first kill, an animal, did not stir him as it did the other children. With his poise, grace, skills, obedience, he ought to be ra'as' finest assassin in the making, a jewel in the crown of the league.

Except he never speaks a word. Half his targets escape unscathed. He skates by true punishment on the merit of his skills and achievements in other missions. Testing has shown it is not a physical deformity that prevents his speech, but not even talia has been able to coaxe a word from him past his second birthday.

It is a defect ra'as is growing more and more frustrated by, as each attempt to fix these two final flaws ends in resounding failure. Less extreme solutions are running dry.

Talia fears those solutions. Her child does too, she knows. For them, there is a possible solution, more extreme than anything ra'as would tolerate.

She sends him out of the league. To his father.

To Gotham.

#'gee phoenix that sure sounds like that dp x dc you're normally rattling on about' yeah lol I steal tropes and sell them on the black market #Anyway this has been slowly rotisserie-ing in my head for a while I just like shaking canon like a magic 8 ball #I'd love to explore how link would react to Gotham and how he might see getting suddenly dumped in a found family as the youngest #And how that contrasts with both his expectations in the league and his role as the saviour last hope of a whole country #Because that kid cannot have a modern interpretation of killing. Like monsters? Kill with prejudice loot the corpses.#The yiga might have a little more hindsight understanding and he never killed them anyway but zero hesitation blowing them up #And ganon is so far removed from the concept of 'killing is bad' because a) human??? Monster??? B) literally the problem #C) he's been killing people so it'd even out d) everyone wants him dead So Bad e) been killed already like a dozen times what's one more #I get the feeling he'd assign the same role to the joker like 'widely considered the source of all evil. 'died' several times and came back #personal source of absolute misery for several heroes. Killed many' = slay the monster. Straightforward.#Like yes link always chooses kindness and has a strong morality and Opinion on killing people it's just a lot would be solved #By hitting the joker until he stopped making life miserable for everyone and if that means permanently well that's kind of link's job.#And like with Jason the bats understand that a lot better than they pretend to. But that is a 10yo who should not be thinking like that.#I think it'd be interesting to see how that'd change their reactions to 'Damian'. Like he holds a very similar opinion to og and Jason he #Just goes about it completely differently.#And I'd love to explore the differences between two fictional worlds and how they can go from pretty much the most black/white morality #To probably one of the greyest areas while still holding near identical themes and methods of dealing with that.#Found family compassion as a weapon against evil and copious amounts of weapons and cool gear lol #Also link should keep the arm he's earned it. Reincarnating with all his memories knocked a few other things loose I'd imagine #Mostly because all the loz games I've played have absolutely altered the way I view any link and also I love referencing them.#Damian with telekinesis and infinite glue would be great. A tiny 10yo sword master choosing instead to drop a dumpster on you #In between hurt comfort link beginning to bond with his family and begin to speak and learn sign language from cass #There's also the sound of explosives and a small figure clinging to a flying door as it crosses the Gotham night skies #Speaking of cass I bet her and link would be great friends in this au.#batman #batfam #bruce wayne #loz au #Loz #loz totk

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