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insuke69 · 6 months

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"G'Morning, luv."

Mornings with Hobie headcannons <3

DISCLAMERRR: Contains cussing, shitty accent (this man is COCKNEY), some sexual stuff mentioned in scenarios, some fluff, like bittersweet chocolate or something idk.

Female reader in mind but I don’t think I’ve put in anything to make it gender specific.

So this is pretty much how any morning would be like if you were with (dating) this punk and you spend nights with him, and spend mornings as well.

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He’s either a heavy ass sleeper or an extremely light one, I heavily doubt that this fucker sleeps like a baby since he literally used to be homeless in the streets of Camden, Hes only been able to actually get rest in your arms when you two fall asleep cuddling.

Cuddling: This man loves to be the big spoon just as much as he wants to be a little spoon, he wants you to feel safe and protected in his arms as he does in yours. If you two are sleeping in the same house–room–bed- he is always going to end up pressed against you with an arm draped over you.

-if you guys argue and you try giving him the silent treatment by rejecting his usual limb embrace, that is equivalent to a knife in the heart to Hobie and he’ll deadass do what he can. He needs his cuddles :((

THE MORNINGS THOUGH? SCENARIOS: (272 words)

You and Hobie had an argument the night before, you hardly remember what it was about but at this point it was to be petty, that's what the relationship was full of: Banter. But.. something is different. You don’t have the feeling of your partner's lanky arm over you. He usually holds you as if you were his only source of warmth throughout the nights, but you didn’t even feel the bed lowered by his resting body beside you either. Since you were turned away from him since last you two spoke–something got a bit heated, turning to look at Hobies part of the shared bed, he wasn’t lying there.. But before your mind starts working against you and overthinks like usual, the bedroom door swings open and you’re greeted by your shirtless significant other as he holds a tray. “Oh- Mornin’ lovie, I was making breakfast-” He began as he glanced at the apology breakfast–this man never apologized with his words.

“For me?” You interrupt with a grin as you sit up, putting your weight on your hands as you steady yourself and look over at the tall man who rolls his eyes at you. “No, for me. I was planning on ea’ing this in front of you.” He reciprocates sarcastically as he places the tray on your lap, the breakfast being two sunny side up eggs with toast and a cup of coffee, “Eat.” He tells you before turning on his heel and immediately walking out before you can even try and quip or decline. He knew full well you weren’t that much of a morning person compared to him.

Can I also mention that if y’all didn’t have an argument before, Hobie is obsessed with morning kisses; If you have work/college in the mornings, you aren’t leaving the house before he’s had his tongue in your mouth. He’s very clingy in the morning since he’s so happy to be there with you at all :(

-You've been late so many times because of the kisses–escalating into making out in the kitchen–to him blowing your back out before you walk out the door.

2ND SCENARIO: (562 words)

You huff as you glance at your phone screen to see the time, a bit behind schedule already since your alarm didn’t go off. Thank god you already woke up early anyways, the alarm just is to be sure you’re earlier. Hobie awakes to you in the bathroom, the shower running makes him know you’re getting ready, and reminds him of the last time he’s even been able to feel your body against his.. Even though that was literally last night.

He gets himself off of the bed and throws on some sweats and an old ripped up tee he’s always refused to toss out since it ‘looks more punk and cooler’ like that. He goes on with his own unorganized morning routine of wandering his houseboat and lazily making a quick breakfast of an omelet, when he was about done with making his own serving he began to hear the soft pattering of your feet on the wooden floor and you walk into the kitchen in your outfit for the day–hair slightly damp from the shower and smelling fresh and clean.

“Morning.” You say to him as you grab the milk from the fridge and cereal out of the cabinet in almost one swift movement, trying to not take too long on greetings since you were trying to be on time- or at least not late.

But Hobie had other plans: He didn’t like that one worded greeting or how you barely averted your attention to him at all, but Hobie already has a plan anyways.

He hums in acknowledgement as he cleans the dishes he used to make his food, glances over at you as you reach up the dish cabinet for a bowl, he dries his hands on his shirt and turns off the faucet. Slithering his hands around your waist and nuzzling his face into your neck.

“Hobie- c’mon, I don’t really have much time for this.” You didn’t have any time–but you loved how his arms wrapped around you in that embrace from the back.

Hobie remains quiet besides another lazy hum of acknowledgement as his hands glide over your shape and body and find themselves under your shirt, his warm hands caressing your stomach and sides and your breath hitching at the touch that’s nearly Electric. Then his hands slowly lowering to the growing warm pressure down between your legs by slowly tucking one of his fingers into the waistband of your jeans, and his head in the crook of your neck and leaving kisses, stingy pecks with slight tongue.

“Hobie..” You murmur almost breathlessly as you tilt your head to allow him more access to your neck. He knew how to get you all hot and bothered.

You turn to try and get a kiss to his lips and to receive some kind of relief in your body, with your lips clashing to his and him fully reciprocating as your tongues begin dancing with the others and him holding you close from your hip and waist.

“You don’ seem to mind being late now, do ya, love?” He smirks into the kiss as he softly lifts you to set you onto the counter and standing between your knees and one of his hands sliding onto your thigh, thumb grazing the inner part of it and the main part of his hand holding your thigh open.

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i wanna mention that I'm not dead- just dk what to post, but my asks are always open for any requests <33

#across the spiderverse #hobie brown #fanfic #hobie brown x you #hobie brown x reader #hobie imagine #atsv hobie #hobie brown fanfiction #spider punk x reader #hobie my beloved #IM STILL BALLS DEEP IN THIS FIXATION LMAO

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joonggphilia · 5 months

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💚🩷Dance Practice🩷💚

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pairing: Ten Lee x Male reader genre: fluffy smut Cw: mirror sex, semi-public, pet names, and marking A/n: This was a very self indulgent fic as a competitive dancer and (almost) choreographer 🤤 at the end Ten’s pervyness is appreciated

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Laughter filled the halls of the company building, as two men ran full speed to the dance studio. “Cmon, keep up M/n!” Ten laughed as he sped ahead, his heavy bag barely slowing him down. “SHHHHHH. Quiet down and slow down.” You panted as you sprinted ahead of your boyfriend at the last second, opening the studio door. “Damn it, you always win.” Ten panted, throwing his bags and bringing you into a hug. “I mean I am Nct’s choreographer, therefore teacher, so I’m just better.” You mumbled into his shoulder. “Whatever, I’m gonna teach you today.” Ten hummed as he backed you up against the mirror. You squirmed and giggled as he showered you in affection. “Did you lock the door? Taeyong’s coming later” you muttered. “Yeah. Don’t worry babe.” Ten whispered, removing his shirt. You loved everything about his body. His tattoos, his waist, his sculpted abs. You quickly removed your shirt and brought your arms up around your lovers shoulders, bringing him into a kiss. Ten always kissed with passion, showing you how much he loved you. The two of you chuckled into the kiss, the sensation of your bodies rubbing together was practically a drug to you two. “Alright, let’s get to work.” Ten murmured, flipping you around so your stomach was now on the mirror. The cold sensation sent shivers through your body, turning you on even more. He carefully pulled your pants off, looking at you from behind with a mischievous smile on his face. You rolled your eyes at him. “You know the drill, hands on the mirror and bend over, baby boy.” Ten chimed, as he rested his hands on your hips. You yelled out, feeling a finger suddenly enter your hole. “Ten, I wasn’t ready.” You whined, grinding against his finger. “You’re fine. I know you can take me raw on a bad day, what’s a little finger gonna do. I’m sorry, baby.” Ten apologized for rushing, but not before making sassy remarks. You were quickly silenced by the entrance of his second finger. He curled his fingers perfectly causing you to moan at the feeling. He had your favorite spots engraved in his brain. “You ready now?” Ten asked, slowly slipping his fingers out and grabbing lube from his bad. All you could do was nod and whimper at the loss of sensation. Ten quickly lathers lube onto his cock, making eye contact with you the entire time. “Don’t tease, Chittaphon. I need you now.” You scolded and rolled your eyes. He pushed you into the mirror, his warm chest heaving against your back. Without words, he slid his cock into your hole slowly, making you whimper and whisper small pleas. Ten loved listening to you during sex, your cute whimpers and quiet voice repeating his name. Once he bottomed out inside of you he began to leave hickeys on your neck, making heart shapes with his mouth. “You look so pretty, M/n. Look in the mirror baby.” Ten cooed, moving in and out of your ass. “So pretty for you~~” you mumbled, loving the sight of ten smiling in the mirror as he pounded into you. His pace was picking up, causing you to get louder. “T-TEN! You’re s-so good.” You breathed, his dick filling you perfectly. “Mmmmm I love this baby. I’ve always wanted to teach you a thing or two.” He hummed before pulling back and slamming back into you. Ten lost his composure, your cries throwing him over the edge. Your sweaty body left prints on the fogged up mirror, which revealed your unspeakable acts. You were practically crying at this point, his unrelenting thrusts hitting your prostate every time. “T-ten! I’m so c-close!” You yelped as the knot in your stomach began to form. “Cum for me pretty boy. All over. Show me how good I make you feel.” Ten spoke between unorganized thrusts. He was close to. His words were the last straw for you, your cum splattering onto the mirror in front of you. Ten came shortly after, putting a plug in your hole to keep his sweet seed in. “Ten I don’t want to dance with this thing up my ass.” You squirmed and complained. “Deal with it sweetheart. I wanna eat you out when we get home.” Ten said, no shame in his voice or on his face.

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#aces-asks #smut #bottom male reader #ten x male reader #wayv x male reader #nct x male reader #kpop x male reader #Top! Ten Lee #Ten Lee x Male Reader

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artsybun · 17 days

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MORE ART BELOW BTW.

I’m putting the rest under the more sign because there’s kinda? S2 spoilers in here? BUT ALSO NOT EXACTLY? IT’S A BIG CANON DIVERGENCE/AU BUT I WANNA BE SAFE.

I apologize for how messy and unorganized some of these doodles will get btw. Also for my handwriting. I had an ADHD induced fever dream one day and woke up to all of THIS mess.

ALSO SOME DISCLAIMERS PLEASE READ:

1. There is some blood below, nothing insanely graphic but jsyk.

2. There will be a doc attached to this post that goes VERY in depth about the story connected here. The images are included on that as well to make following along a bit easier. You don’t have to read it, but you will def get more context lol.

3. There is not a lot of Leosagi or Rise stuff in general here! There’s some mild things in the doc abt them, but most of this is about Yuichi/Miyamoto Usagi bc I love him, yet also love to traumatize him. Sorry king <3. AAAAND it’s a set up to something I have planned in the future that WILL be very leosagi/rise heavy.

4. Welcome to the insanity that is my brain. I apologize now.

Okay, I gotta post this b4 I overthink it too much.

OH! And here’s the doc that explains way too much: https://docs.google.com/document/d/1T99uGllPu08Unbq344KZu29Fbk2NjNN8Jz9ckmpa_lM/edit

#my art #samurai rabbit #samurai rabbit fanart #yuichi usagi #samurai rabbit au #canon divergent au #takes your silly rabbit and traumatizes him #Usagi i love you i swear #eventually will turn into a samurai rabbit x rottmnt crossover au but this post is all abt rabbit boy here #srtuc chizu #srtuc kitsune #srtuc yuichi #srtuc usagi #srtuc gen #srtuc

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maochira · 1 year

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i rlly love ur headcanons and i have a request for you :D

since you’ve done a headcanon about noa, chris and lavinho finding out their child dating kaiser, how about the blue lock boys (isagi, chigiri, rin and ness) finding out that their sibling is dating kaiser?

maybe they walked in on kaiser and us kissing and that’s how they found out that we’re dating kaiser ( ・∇・)

it would be rlly funny to see isagi’s reaction to us dating kaiser (he’s probably gonna have a crisis or sth)

YEAHH A REQUEST INCLUDING ISAGI!!! My first time writing for him!! Requests are open!

Also thank you very much! Always makes me happy to hear when people tell me they enjoy my headcanons!

Masterlist

Current writing event

Tags: gn!sibling!reader, no idea how this would fit into the canon because why where how do the characters meet but I don't care I get requests I write silly headcanons, reader dates Kaiser, overprotective Isagi and Rin

Yoichi Isagi

-feels like he's going insane when he sees you and Kaiser kiss

-he starts yelling at Kaiser to stay away from his sibling and what the fuck would need to get into his head to kiss you right in front of him

-Kaiser is pretty unbothered by Isagi's reaction and even starts laughing about it

-you try to calm Isagi down, but he literally won't. He starts listing reasons why there are so many people who he'd prefer you dating over Kaiser

-Isagi has so many unorganized thoughts running through his head, he ends up blurting out "But he's German?!" (A/N this is funny because I'm German)

-when Isagi realizes his reaction upset you, he kind of calms down and apologizes, although in his head he's still freaking out

Hyoma Chigiri

-honestly, I think he'd be pretty chill about it

-he'd probably make some joking comment when he sees you and Kaiser kiss

-but secretly he's kind of conflicted about it. Like??? He wants you to be happy and he's glad you got someone you love and who loves you but. Knowing what kind of person Kaiser is (I like to imagine Isagi has sent him multiple rant text messages about Kaiser) Chigiri can't help but feel a little worried about you

-as long as Kaiser is around, Chigiri stays calm and lighthearted, but when he's alone with you he'll ask you a ton of questions about how you got together with him

Rin Itoshi

-he sees you and Kaiser kiss and. He's totally NOT okay with that

-Rin is very overprotective of you in general so no matter who your partner would be, he'd be strictly against it at first. He would need a few weeks or even months to adjust to the thought of you dating someone. But knowing you date Kaiser? He'll need a lot more time to be okay with that. Well, in case he ever gets used to that.

-will literally grab your arm and pull you away from Kaiser

-Kaiser grabs your other arm and now you're between your beloved brother and your boyfriend who you love very much. They start yelling at each other until you yell at them to stop

-Rin sighs frustrated and says he'll let you two be if it makes you happy, but he also gives a death stare to Kaiser

Alexis Ness pre-Neo Egoist League

-when he sees you and Kaiser kiss, at first he can't believe it's real

-but honestly, he's a bundle of joy when you tell him you and Kaiser are dating

-like, he'll think it's super cute and he adores seeing you with Kaiser

-he would literally organize dates for the two of you

-I think he'd just be super supportive of you in general, and knowing you and Kaiser are in love very much warms his heart

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yanderes-galore · 10 months

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I absolutely love ratchet so may I request yandere ratchet with a human prompt 53

I love Ratchet too :) I'd love to give you a small story about him and a human! I assumed you meant my prompts.

You gave no specific Ratchet so I just did his Prime appearance.

Note: I've been doing a lot of late night writing so I apologize if this is unorganized. This is essentially me being half asleep and indulging in my favorite character. It's content purely from the heart I guess, lol. I tried to keep up the plot so I hope it came out... coherent :)

Yandere! TFP! Ratchet Prompt 53

"I left you a few voice mails, why didn't you pick up?"

Pairing: Romantic

Possible Trigger Warnings: Gender-Neutral Darling, Obsession, Paranoia, Overprotective behavior, Cybertronian/Human pair, Manipulation, Implied kidnapping, Dubious relationship, Deception.

Ratchet didn't used to like humans at first. He was already having to deal with three kids causing trouble in the base. When he met you, a young adult human, he wasn't sure what to think.

Turns out... you were tolerable. You genuinely wished to help out and keep the kids in line. Although even they seemed to be a handful for you.

Ratchet was still a bot who was hard to get along with at first due to his stubborn behavior. Despite this... Ratchet had begun to soften towards you over time. He began not to dislike humans all that much with time.

Honestly, it was you and the kids who helped him change his outlook.

When it came to you and Ratchet, you two could be considered partners. While Bulkhead had Miko, Bumblebee had Raf, and Arcee had Jack... Ratchet had you. Ratchet didn't think he'd ever have a human companion, he didn't even think he'd be attached...

Then he found you.

Ratchet had grown close to you because you provided companionship for him at the base. While the others were on a mission and he was meant to prepare Ground Bridges, you sat by his desk. You didn't talk unless he talked first when you were still getting to know each other.

Yet, soon Ratchet began looking forward to hearing your voice and seeing your small organic form. You just... provided him a sense of comfort. Your presence only ever proved useful when Ratchet began to stress himself out over the others.

A comment that was often tossed around was you being his emotional support. When Optimus wasn't around, Ratchet had you. You could say Ratchet cared for you at the very least.

Your companionship was different from the others. While when it came to the kids their respective Autobots acted like guardians... you and Ratchet were different. Your connection was beyond that of a guardian.

Sure, Ratchet was always protective, but it seemed like it was for different reasons. You never really knew how deep his attachment to you went yet it always felt different. You always seemed to ease him when you were around.

It wasn't hard to theorize what Ratchet really felt towards you. His softness around you felt intimate despite the differences between your species. It's some form of love, even if Ratchet never admits it.

This explanation felt the most plausible. It explained why Ratchet felt a yearning to connect with you more. Although such a feat only managed to frustrate him at times...

Your biological/biomechanical differences make it hard for him to display affection. He can only ever do small things. He can hold you, take you on drives, call you, talk to you, and he loves it but...

Intimacy, the thing he craves, is what upsets him at times when he looks at you.

Normally the thought might have repulsed him. The thought of hugging you or showing affection in the more romantic sense towards a human should be seen as foreign. Yet he wants it with you.

Such feelings are what's made Ratchet become more attached to you than a guardian. Based on how you act so positively around him, even when he picks you up... part of him hopes you feel the same. Surely... you won't mind being in a relationship with an old Cybertronian like him, would you?

He promises to himself he'll find a way to make an avatar to communicate with you with in the future.

The issue is, these feelings can also be seen as a weakness. Ratchet often grows distressed when you are away from him for too long. Yes, humans have their own lives to attend to...

He just wishes you'd spend more of your time at the base?

Ratchet didn't often talk about his problems, yet with you he felt it was important to voice his concerns. As a result you had given him a way to contact you when you're in your home. A phone number... one he often contacted.

He really didn't need the childish teasing, Primus he could hear it now. 'Ratchet's got a crush on a human'. He rolls his optics just thinking about it.

Yes, he loves you...yet it's normal. It has to be. He hasn't had a partner in a long time, if at all. Maybe he... wants to try something like that with you.

For now, Ratchet tried to focus on your safety. When he can find a way he'll share his romantic feelings with you. When he can properly convey them....

Gaining a way to talk to you made Ratchet relax a bit more. It gave him comfort whenever you texted him or gave him a call. Some say you can see Ratchet's mood change when you were on the phone. He physically relaxes his stance at the thought of you being safe and sound.

Optimus notices this change in his friend and his thought is he's happy for Ratchet. His friend has managed to find solace in a human like the others. Even if it's in a different way.

Being able to contact you is a double edged sword with Ratchet. While he's calmer with hearing your voice or seeing your texts, he appears snappy if he hasn't heard from you. Ratchet is never far from a way to contact you.

It's obsessive.

Ratchet would look distant when you don't respond right away, often looking at the screen with a frown. He hated being away from you at times. But you're busy with your own life and he is busy with his.

You'd soon learn not picking up when Ratchet calls is a mistake. Take a nap or go to work and Ratchet gets anxious. He expects you to pick up.

It would be so much easier if you were just right next to him...

He hopes he can do that some day once he perfects his hologram avatar technology.

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"I left you a few voice mails, why didn't you pick up?"

Ratchet's gruff voice echoes through your phone. You had been away from your phone for a few hours and came back to voice mails of worried Ratchet. You originally thought it funny that he never wanted to be away from you for long, now it was concerning.

"I was busy, Ratchet..."

"Busy, huh? You're supposed to have your phone on you."

"What did I even miss? You know I have to have my own life here, right?"

Ratchet's silent on the phone, most likely grumbling to himself.

"Yeah yeah, I know. I have reasons to worry, however."

"Decepticons?"

"Yes. I don't know what I'd do if they got their hands on you."

"Nothing's going to happen, Ratchet!"

"You don't KNOW that...."

There's silence on the phone again before Ratchet speaks again. You swore you heard him sigh deeply.

"I want you back at the base."

"Why?"

"Security reasons. Decepticons in the area."

Something about his voice sounds off. His response is curt, almost rehearsed. You push it aside, thinking he's just irritated.

"Really? Alright...."

"Don't worry too much, I'd never let them touch you. I'm picking you up. Wait there, okay?"

"Ratchet, You never usually leave the base that often. Shouldn't you send one of the oth-"

"They're busy. I'd prefer it if... I brought you here, is that okay with you?"

"Sure, Ratchet. Be careful."

Ratchet says nothing, but your words affected him greatly. He appreciated the fact you cared for him like he cared for you. He hangs up on you and you cautiously wait for him. Decepticons in the area?

Were you really in that much danger?

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It felt wrong to lie to you about a Decepticon threat. Yet Ratchet reassured himself that it could happen at any point in time. Just calling you wasn't enough.

As Ratchet drove back to the base with you in the front seat, he thought deeply about what he was doing. How long could he lie before he told you how he really felt? How long until you realize there's no real threat at this time.

Like a Decepticon, Ratchet had lied to you to get what he wants.

It felt dirty. Despite this, Ratchet could only think about you in his front seat. He could tell you were concerned.

He hoped you could forgive him for this. At the base you provide him such comfort. No one else could make him feel such a way. If he kept you there... he wouldn't have to worry. He could think about himself just this time, yeah?

Hopefully his little project would be done soon and he could convince you to stay. He could make you your own little area in the base and interact with you with a little avatar. In his eyes, you'd be a much happier human with his care.

He had his reasons and ways to have you understand him. You can't fully blame him when you learn the truth, could you? Decepticons were a threat, even if they weren't right at this tick.

This was the best way to care for you. He loves you... this would be beneficial to the both of you. You'll be safe and he'll have you.

While it may feel wrong to betray your trust now, it would yield results in the future. Ratchet stops once he rolls into the base and lets you out. After he transforms, Ratchet picks you up in his hands.

He can't hide the grin on his face when he looks at you.

You may not know it yet, but he knows you'll be so much happier beside him rather than alone.

"I'll make sure the Decepticons don't harm a hair on your head... you can relax, I'm here now."

#yandere transformers #yandere transformers prime #yandere tfp #yandere tfp ratchet #yandere ratchet #yandere transformers ratchet

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gaia-bb · 7 months

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werewolf!eren x black reader

↺ warnings: none :) ↺ drabble. this is hella indulgent idc i NEEDED to see more werewolf eren content so i took matters into my own hands >:)

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werewolf!eren who lives inside a cabin, smack in the forest thats right next to your little village, a small, close-knit community that prefers to live in harmony with nature than to conquer it to build concrete skyscrapers

werewolf!eren who is like a great myth to those who in live in your village. every child has heard his tale by the time they reach 5. no one has seem him in years, but the knowledge of his whereabouts looms like a word about to be spoken. he is both revered and feared.

werewolf!eren who doesn't like humans, like at all. he hates living anywhere in close proximity to them, but his home is all he has left of his mother. so he's made a pact with the village leaders: as long as no human crosses into his part of the forest, there won't be a problem

werewolf!eren who, while going out for a hunt one day, sees a human in his part of the forest. cream-colored frills, and lightweight fabric billow over the grass as you walk. smooth, dark arms glow in the sunlight as you bend down to pluck various flowers, placing them into a woven basket on the ground next to you. his ears perk up at the sounds of soft humming drifting in the breeze. he can't help but feel disgust flooding his chest.

werewolf!eren who appears suddenly in his human form - warns this entitled human with a growl. "get out of my forest and get out now". dirt smears on your dress as you scramble suddenly. warm, deep brown eyes flit around his frame hurriedly. you take him in, his rough, ragged appearance, wild brown hair and fierce eyes. werewolf!eren who, when greeted by a pleading, stumbling apology, starts to inspect the young girl more closely in turn. green eyes roam over hair that is neatly tucked away in fluffy rows on your scalp, nimble hands are gripping the woven basket deathly tight, and those eyes. those brown eyes of yours. they hold nothing but awe and regret.

werewolf!eren who is decreasingly miffed at this girl's presence, asks you what you're doing in his forest. a soft, shaky voice reaches his ears, and messy, unorganized explanations about "missing the scent markings" and "needing poppies for a hat i'm weaving" are given.

werewolf!eren, who is now hesitant to be appreciative of your earnest, is caught off guard at the request for his name. no one has asked him anything about himself or cared to see him other than a monster. it doesn't seem right. this encounter is taking too long.

werewolf!eren, who isn't fooled by your tricks, tells you to get out of his sight. if you think that you can sway him with a quiet demeanor and innocent act, then you're not very clever. he's lived a long life and knows all too well about the cunning ways of your kind.

werewolf!eren is once again responded to with an apology, and this time, a promise: that it will never happen again. you bid him goodbye, thank him for sparing you, and rush back along the dirt pathway, taking a quick glance back at him before disappearing between the bushes and branches.

werewolf!eren, can't seem to shake the encounter he had with that girl. days later, he is....looking for you. he still remembers the song he heard when he saw you. he frequents that spot, by the cluster of poppies, near the dirt pathway.

werewolf!eren who, while hunting one day, is engulfed by nostalgia as a new, fresh wave of your scent floods his nose. he runs to the spot where you two first met. he sees a patch of new, neatly planted poppy seeds in the spot you had plucked.

werewolf!eren can't help but smile at the quiet gesture. maybe you had some manners after all.

werewolf!eren who decides that maybe, just maybe, he wouldn't mind if that odd stranger wandered back into his part of the forest again. perhaps he had some extra poppies he could give you for your hat.

#eren x reader #eren jaeger #eren smut #eren yeager #aot smut #werewolf eren #eren jaeger smut #eren x black y/n #eren headcanons #eren jaeger x reader #eren aot #aot #snk

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arthropod-concoctions · 9 months

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(AO3)

Grian's ears were still ringing when he respawned, back at home. He closed his eyes, buried his face in his hands, and groaned.

“I'm so sorry, Scar,” he muttered to himself. He'd decided to go make an apology to the man himself as well, as he would also be waking up right about now. Grian opened his eyes-

And immediately noticed that he was not in his own base.

He sat up and looked around to get his bearings. He was lying in a soft green bed, in an organically-shaped room with walls of living wood and beautiful wood-carved furniture. Jellie was lying in a cat bed a few meters away.

Scar's base. Why on Earth am I in Scar's base? He thought. “Scar?” he called out, then cleared his throat, because his voice sounded incredibly hoarse. There was no response.

He got up to go find Scar, but barely made it two steps away from the bed before collapsing onto the floor. His legs felt like he'd walked a marathon. That was concerning; respawn pain wasn't supposed to be this intense, even after exiting a hardcore world, and he'd barely even hurt his legs when he died. His ears were the part that got hurt-- and they still did. He rubbed his ears, hoping to make the ringing stop. It didn't, but Grian noticed something else: his ears had pointy tips.

“Wait a second...” Grian suddenly had an idea of what might have happened. He hastily dug through his horribly unorganized inventory for something with a mirrored surface. He eventually found a hand mirror with golden decorations, which he'd never seen before, and looked into it. A scarred face with dark green eyes looked back at him.

“Oh no,” Grian said, in Scar's voice.

He was in Scar's body. That must be why his legs hurt so much, he realized. He looked around and quickly saw a cane carved from spruce wood leaning against a nightstand, with a large green crystal worked into the design. Grian grabbed it, and immediately felt the pain lessen; slowly, he stood up again. For a second he tried to rebalance with his wings, but of course they were gone now.

This was a very big problem; seemed like something had gone wrong separating his and Scar's soulbond. He should probably check how his own body was doing; he closed his eyes to Watch elsewhere--

And nothing happened. He just opened his two regular eyes again.

He sighed. “Right. Scar's not a watcher.” he'd have to go check things out the old-fashioned way, but before then, he decided to send a quick message to everyone online. He pulled out his chat; the device was colored cyan and orange.

Grian joined the game

GoodTimeWithScar joined the game

<Cubfan135> heyoo

<Zedaph> Hi there!

<GoodTimeWithScar> guys

<GoodTimeWithScar> there's a big problem

<Cubfan135> need some help, Scar?

<GoodTimeWithScar> not right now

<GoodTimeWithScar> but

<Grian> no im having the time fo my life lol

<GoodTimeWithScar> im not scar

Grian experienced kinetic energy

<GoodTimeWithScar> that is

Well, at least Grian's questions of what had happened to his body and Scar's soul were answered now. He decided to go find Scar, and see if he had any idea what to do now. He left Scar's treehouse, opened his elytra-- mechanical elytra, he'd have to get used to those again-- and took off.

He flew towards Scarland's main street at first, before realizing his mistake; he set his own spawn point at his own base, so that would be where Scar was. Sure enough, when he approached his base he also saw a figure with black-and-white wings circling around the rocks floating high in the sky. It was a surreal sight.

Grian ascended up to where Scar was flying around-- quite clumsily, he should add-- and called out to him: “Scar!” he landed on top of a rock, nearly losing his balance but regaining it by using Scar's cane. Scar, who had been singing to himself, looked in his direction.

“Flying around, so gracefully on the wings of a- WHAT IN THE WORLD!” Scar shouted, the sight of Grian spooking him so much he involuntarily flexed his wings, and he began to fall down.

Grian watched Scar plummet down and try to recover, frantically flapping the wings but not letting them catch any air, before eventually hitting one of the rocks floating lower down and dissolving into white smoke. Grian winced, and began gliding down again, towards his bed this time.

He touched down just in time to see himself rolling out of his own bed, visibly shaken. Scar looked in his direction and startled again, falling back onto the bed.

“That was hard to watch. Hello, Scar,” Grian said to him.

“I don't- who are you and how have you- wait.” Scar stammered, before stopping to think for a second.

“...Grian?” his expression on Grian's face was dumbfounded. I hope I don't look like this much of a loser when I'm myself, Grian thought to himself.

“Yeah. It seems we've done a bit of a switcheroo for some reason. What, did the wings not give that away to you?”

“Yeah, but I thought we'd just merged together for some reason! I didn't think you would be in my body!”

“And that didn't concern you for even a second?”

“No, I was having too much fun for that. Look, dude, I have wings now!” Scar said, and spread his wings out again.

“Yeah, I know, those are my-” Grian didn't finish his sentence, distracted by the sight of Scar jumping up and flapping the wings, not gaining any air at all, and faceplanting into the ground. He groaned.

“You just respawned. You have to give them a few minutes before they work again.”

“That's lame,” Scar said, sitting up. “Anyway, what should we do now?”

“I dunno. Maybe we should go check on some of the other people that've come back, see if they're- what's so funny?” Grian said to Scar, who was giggling.

Scar stifled his laughter, and waved his hand. “Nothing, nothing. Keep talking.” His smile looked very out of place on Grian's face.

“Right. So, check on the other peeps, or maybe we should talk to X and see if- why are you laughing?”

Scar's giggle had evolved into a full-on laugh now. “I'm sorry!” he said between wheezes, “It's just... I sound so stupid with a British accent.”

Then he added, doing a terrible imitation of Grian's accent: “'maybe we should go see X to-' see, I just sound normal now!”

Grian pursed his lips, then whacked Scar on the shoulder with his cane. He half-expected to feel the impact in his own shoulder as well, but fortunately that wasn't in effect anymore.

“Hey, back off!” Scar said in response. “You know, technically you're hitting yourself when you do that. Self-harm is very unhealthy, don't you know?”

“Oh- you're one to talk, mister powdered-snow-baths!” Grian responded. “Anyway, I think I'm going to go check on Tango and Etho now. You wanna come with, or...?”

“Okay!” Scar said, before standing up again. “Let's fly, bird boy! Wait, no I'm the bird boy now. Let's fly, elf boy!” With that, he spread his wings out once again, and successfully took off this time. Grian grabbed a firework rocket and followed suit.

“Remember, Scar, I'm using regular elytra now. So if you fall, I'm not gonna be able to catch you.”

“Oh, you think I'm gonna fall? Of course not, I am an expert at flying with wings now! Did you not see me practicing...” Scar's voice faded into the distance as he moved closer and closer to the ground, too distracted by talking to keep his altitude consistent.

Grian heard his own voice yelp from below, and burst out laughing. Server-moving bugs aside, it was nice to be flying again. It was good to be back.

(next)

#arthropod writes #desert duo #grian #goodtimeswithscar #double life #double life fic #the swap au #body swap fic time! this is gonna be a series again!

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undershyperfixate · 15 days

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I swear to the moon I can draw

I just like making trendy board, I have another account for my drawings anyway so I can post that here

( to be cringe is to be free)

Here we go, this is a complete mix of both canon things and head canons. I'm in a merch school, (AMA in France) and characters trendy boards are all about encapsulating the vibe of the person and translating it by pictures and colors, also by making our own interpretation of what the character might do/like or look like. :)

As you can see, I've added multiple pictures that reassembled his features ( red eyes, blond curly bleached hair, eyebags and even painted black nails that appears in some official arts!)

But I've also added pictures of bruises because he canonly risks his life a lot, does dangerous activities and even says that ben bandages his plenty of wounds.

I've also added a skateboard pic because one of his sticker ( made by red) is him on a skateboard:)

Also I've put pictures of energy drinks ( which is a pure headcanon) because I very much see him drink that to boost his energy. Even tho as an hyperactive person myself I know damn well that energizer can create a lot of stress.

I've added plenty of pictures of sneakers because I think he would definitely wear them with a badly drawn smiley on it.

Also I added pictures of friends groups because in the webtoon they're always together, and he clearly seems to be a very social person who likes to hang out a lot with them ( ex: the park, the movie night).

And finally, the word I've put, he's a very excentric and energetic character, I view him as someone who would scribble words in a chaotic and unorganized ( illogical) way.

"hahahahaha" His iconic laugh, "bleach!!" It sounds cool to write, no explanation it's just a fun word, "sbg" the friend group name, "!!!!!!" It's fun.

Oh and I added a song! Don't threaten me with a good time by panic at the disco. The song is fun and excentric, I thought it fitted his vibe :)

That's all! Thanks for reading if you did and I apologize for ranting, I love writing.

#sbg (webtoon)#ashlyn sbg #aiden sbg #school bus graveyard webtoon #aiden clark #school bus graveyard #sbg #understrendyboards

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callsignfate · 7 months

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Kate Laswell HC's

(These are random, unorganized hc's that are mainly dating/married hc's. If you want more, let me know!!)

Part One/ Part Two/ Part Three

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♡ She's very no nonsense because of her job, so I feel like she's kinda the same at home. Not strict or anything, just isn't the one to play around first unless you do. If you do, she will humor you with a playful glare and maybe a laugh. She does joke around, but she feels like she needs to be serious more often than not.

♡ Pet names? Maybe honey or love, not a babe or baby type of person. She will 100% not call you anything like that in front of anyone she works with. I feel like she would call you your name or a nickname that's just your name shortened somehow.

♡ If you are in the military or a more dangerous line of work, she's going to make sure you don't try to pull a fast one on her with your injuries. She wants to see them and make sure you are taking care of them properly. Worries about your injuries endlessly.

♡ She LECTURES. You do something stupid? She's lecturing you for hours. She will even repeat the same points until you hopefully get the point. She won't let you get a word in until she's done either.

♡ If you are stubborn, she will pick and choose her battles with you. Somehow, she will win most of the time anyway. I feel like she's good at just giving you a 'look,' and you'll have to give in, or at least compromise.

♡ She's busy, very busy. Always busy. BUT she will work her ass off to make sure you still get time with her. She may be a workaholic, but she understands you need time as well, although if you ask, she will take a break, a short one, but a break.

♡ With that, she's not really into dates out of the house/apartment. Movies? Maybe. She might get bored, and if they have anything to do with the military/cia she WILL point out the inconsistencies and what's not correct. This is 100% because she's worried something can/will happen while on the date.

♡ Cooking? She loves it if you cook but understands if you just want to order something for you two. She's relaxed in that way. She tries to eat dinner with you, even if it's with her doing something on her laptop or with a pile of papers next to her.

♡ She doesn't talk much about you to anyone unless she trusts them. She prefers her private life to be separated from her work. Price has gotten a little bit more out of her when they were talking about taking a break from it all, but he understands her hesitancy to talk about you.

♡ OVERPROTECTIVE!! This woman HATES seeing you in danger or at risk. If you are not in the military or dangerous line of work, she will 100% try to make sure you have a safe job and are always safe. She will ask you to download a tracking app and will be checking it often.

♡ She's silent, angry. Terrifyingly silent angry. She will let you know she's upset because communication is important, but she will ask for space to calm down before she talks about it. Until then, she just has that air around her that's terrifying

(Just apologize and cut your losses)

♡ Her love language is touch, she will hug you, hold your hand, rest her hand on your thigh or arm. She loves to lay with you on the couch or in bed for as long as possible.

♡ Speaking of bed, she has the most random and messed up sleep schedule. She can and will sleep for 13 hours on her days off. Otherwise, she is sleeping 4-5 hours, then getting up and going right back to work.

♡ She has a serious issue on taking a break. She 100% feels like some things are her fault when they obviously aren't. She has the worst work-life balance.

♡ Water drinker. Nothing but water. Will lecture you that anything else is terrible for you. She's also a barely cold water drinker. She prefers cold water but often just grabs a glass of water and goes back to work.

♡ She does not want kids, maybe a cat, because she's a cat person. She feels that kids are just too much for her time wise. She works 24/7 and leaves often with little notice. Kids just aren't in her scope of things. She has thought about it but knows she's just too busy, and her line of work doesn't give her the time for them.

♡ Sleeps in pj pants and tank top, would rather be dead than be in anything less than that going to sleep. She feels the need to be prepared to move for any reason and feels that wearing anything less than that would slow her down.

♡ Blanket hog. This woman would 200% have all of the blankets but wake up and complain that it's too hot or cold in the room. Sleeps in pitch black, no TV, maybe a fan for white noise. She also has black out curtains that she makes sure is closed perfectly.

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Masterlist/ More like this/ Request

#kate laswell #kate laswell x reader #cod headcanons #laswell #laswell cod #call of duty laswell #laswell mw2

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mariposapascal · 1 year

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second chances (j.p.) part one

a/n: this may not be legally accurate but I wrote it as best as i could to what I remembered/knew lol

summary: after standing you up at a restaurant when he got what he needed, javier seeks a second chance from you not only to get more access to your files but for a real date.

word count: 3.8k

pairing: javier peña x latina/spanish speaking!reader

warnings: sort of fluff?, second chance, javier was kind of a jerk, apologetic javier!,

You're rummaging through the stack of files on your desk when you hear it. You don't even remember what you were looking for when you heard it. Too caught up in 'is this real?' and 'how long do I have to ignore it for it to go away?'. But yes it's real and it was not planning on going away until you gave it a second chance.

"Hey, you got a sec?"

You sighed and refused to turn around, there was no need. You know who it is. But because you know who it is, you know they won't go away until you give them an ounce of your attention. So you gave in and turned, facing the intruder of your time. Javier Peña. You put a hand on your hip and leaned the other on the desk. Peña has easily the largest ego in the DEA and now clearly the most audacity out of all of them.

"As you can see I'm a little busy."

You motion toward your desk, which was incredibly unorganized and piled on. Though not so much that you wouldn't be able to give him a few minutes of your day. Javier looked around the two of you and sees how everyone in your department is in their own little personal bubble. Some are walking around not even looking up from files in their hands, others are talking and the rest are hard at work doing whatever else they do in your area of the building. Truthfully he knew you worked in financial operations but he didn't entirely know what you did past the fact that he needed you a few weeks ago. Hence the attitude you gave him. Needed. Past tense. He used you already.

"I just wanted to talk to you about something," Javier left a gap between his plump lips, swallowing in nervousness. As large as his ego was, it was for good reason. He was great with women, smooth and talented. But he never had to apologize to one in front of her whole department, regardless of whether or not they were paying attention. To be fair, he probably owed a few women apologies but you were the only one he cared enough about to patch things up with. And not just because he needed you again. He watched your eyebrows furrow and your chest rise up and down in annoyance. It only made him feel worse to know how much it may have affected you. He felt sorry but not because of what he did, it was that he did it to you. If seducing you for information and standing you up at dinner taught him anything, it was that he really liked you. The few times he'd hung out with you were in a group setting at a random bar but he thought you were funny and different. He knew that from the moment he saw you but typical Javier fashion, he was going to stay away from you until he needed to.

"Peña, I have a deadline," that's true. You check your watch. You do have a deadline... But it's next week and the paperwork you were going through was stressful but you could easily knock it out by the end of the week. "Say it now or forever hold your peace."

Javier smiles and decides peace it is. Maybe he shouldn't stress you out. Maybe he'd ask one of the others in your department or... maybe he'd wait until your next bathroom break to look at your work. What you won't know won't hurt you, right? He would never say it out loud but he was scared of admitting he was wrong anyway. It wasn't very often he did so and not knowing how you'd respond taunted him. Would you finally tell him you never wanted to see him again and confirm that he was an asshole? Or would you be merciful and give him a second chance?

"Maybe later, then. When you're free," he lies. He begins walking in the opposite direction while you turn back around to stand in front of your desk.

You let out a low scoff, "Yeah, alright."

Javier turns back around, though now further away. Maybe he wasn't one to turn down a challenge? After all, he really did need your help and maybe an apology was what you needed to get over what he'd done. But he acted without thinking, walking closer to you while he spoke.

"I'm sorry, okay? Is that what you wanted to hear? I'm sorry that I have a job to do and I used you but you can't tell me you wouldn't do the same to get the information I got."

You scoff again, annoyed with multiple things in his little outburst and turning to face him again. The fact that a few of those in your department had looked up and might've stopped working hadn't gone unnoticed by Javier. It actually only fueled his nerves. Scared of the outcome from his short outburst.

"Y'know, you are such an asshole. You're so arrogant that you genuinely believe everything you do has justification. If you don't want to be held accountable for the things you do, maybe it's a sign you should fucking change. Did you ever think that maybe you could've just asked me? Did you ever think that you don't have to step on everybody to get on you want? That maybe some people are wiling to help you if you just ask?"

Javier stayed silent for a moment, thinking about what you were saying. He really was pushing past the cloud of embarrassment and anger that flooded his mind to understand what you meant. Maybe to you it'd sound dumb but he had thought of it and deliberately decided not to. You gave his heart a little tug just by making eye contact and the way he saw it, he only had things to lose by being with you. Or anybody for that matter. But clearly he wouldn't have to do anything along those lines just for your help, you were willing to do it anyway.

"So, no. I don't want your apologies. I want you to change and not for me but for yourself," you cross your arms over your chest and finally notice your department staring at the two of you. Of course, some of them knew what had happened between you and Javier and the others didn't but were probably going to get filled in sometime that day. You whisper, "You can go now."

You grab one of the files and a pen from your desk almost too aggressively. You had work to do but you needed to cool off but that could be done at the coffee shop across the street. Away from Javier. Just like him, there were a few things you were not willing to say out loud to him or anybody, really. One of them being how much he really hurt you over how much it angered you and the other being how much it meant to you that he'd come to apologize.

You walk away from him and up the small steps to get to the exit. Javier doesn't even pretend to not watch you leave. He hesitates in following you then grabs the other two files from your desk and another pen then walks after you. Those could've been the ones he needed but there was something he had to do first. You're further ahead but his limbs are much longer. He catches up to you when you're watching for cars to cross the street.

Javier says your name, sounding almost demanding when he trails behind you crossing the street. Luckily, there weren't very many people in the café. Unfortunately for you, there was only one you wanted to get rid of and he was following you to the register.

"Listen, I don't do apologies very often-"

"You don't say?"

"Lo regular?" the cashier asks. You give him a nod and a smile. It wasn't very rare for you to cross the street and have a quick breakfast when work drained you, they knew your regular order by now. Pan dulce with a nice hot chocolate. This just happened to be the first time you weren't alone. Javier's arm extends across your body and towards the cashier, holding cash.

"Yo lo mismo, por favor."

You rolled your eyes and smiled at the cashier, he'll have the same. The cashier glances at you, probably wondering who the hell this guy was but he did as he was told. Though mostly because you were caught off guard, you let Javier pay for it. After all the restaurant he'd requested you meet at was expensive and even if he stood you up, you were hungry that night. He owed you for at the very least the heartache. He follows you to a table tucked away in the corner that was right alongside the glass that overlooked the street.

"What do you want, Javier? You already apologized. You've cleared your conscience," you sit down and set the one file you brought in front of you. You had planned on doing office work at the café but with Javier there, there was no way you were going to be able to think about anything besides the fact that he was there. Trying to talk to you, of all things. Javier sits in the chair across from you as you eye the files he sets ahead of him. He didn't have those before, did he?

"I know but regardless of how it came out, I really am sorry. I know I should've just asked but-"

"See? You think everything you do has some sort of justification instead of just accepting that sometimes you have other options and other people have to suffer for your mistakes."

Javier sighs, "I hope you realize how difficult this is for me to even be here. I mean what more do you want me to do? Get on my knees and beg for forgiveness?"

You lean back in your chair and cross your arms, smiling at his exaggeration. You imagined him kneeling on the ground, hurting both of his 40-something year old knees and his hand held together in a prayer pose. The other guests in the café staring at him in disgust of the sticky floor.

"Y'know, that would definitely help."

He scoffs, he knows you're joking but he has a feeling that might just be what it takes. Though he knows forgiving him doesn't mean you'll ever forget being stood up and then ignored for a month. Unless hearing "oh shit," whispered by someone with his exact stature and wardrobe hiding behind Steve Murphy counted as acknowledged. He'd have to do something to make up for what did, he knew that. The cashier calls your name and you grab the two orders, setting down his cup and pan de dulce in front of him.

"I heard you're leaving us."

Javier looks up at you while you take the lid off the disposable cup. "What?"

"Hugo said you're going home. Is that permanently? Is that why you wanted to talk to me? You wanted to clear your conscience?"

"Why, you gonna miss me?" He grins, taking a bite of the bread in front of him that reminded him of home.

"Not necessarily. I just wanna know your motive," you take a drink and hum, basking in the chocolate-y flavor. Javier's gaze softened. Motive. Was that the right word for apologizing then trying again for more information? "I sure enough won't miss the guy who stood me up only to find out he also has slept with several women in my department."

"How do you know about that?" Javier asks, his smile dropping. Until he realized how dumb of a question, you all worked together. "If it makes you feel better, I wasn't using them in the way I was with you."

"Women talk, Peña. Especially the kind that work together... and no it doesn't, actually," you let out something mixed between a scoff and a laugh. "That just means I was the only one dumb enough to get nothing out of it."

He knew another string of apologies would do nothing. You'd made up your mind already. But he could really use the information the lied within one of the folders on the table. Using it without you hating him forever was the real challenge. Javier settled for staying quiet and let you enjoy your version of breakfast. He took a bite of the bread and a sip of the hot chocolate, they went well together. Maybe he'd start coming here for lunch.

The two of you stayed in silence while you finished your bread. You had started working on the pages while finishing off the rest of your warm drink. Javier watched your furrowed eyebrows form and your lips move around while you mumbled to yourself seemingly incoherently. Confusion filled his eyes when he opened one of the ones he'd brought with him. A thin stack of invoices from the last two weeks. He made eye contact with you when he looked up at your eyes, telling himself he'd figure out what you did eventually.

"You know that's classified, right?" you try to hold back a smile and hold your hand out. You've always had a soft spot for him, even before he left you stranded. When you'd smile at each other in the bars with all your co-workers between you. Before you'd ever said a word to each other and only shared knowing glances. "Give me that."

Javier uncharacteristically folds it back up and sets it in your palm. Giving it back to you, he didn't need that one anyway. He watches as you open it then set it to the side. You leave both open alongside each other to look at them side by side, making random markings.

"That one too."

You point to the other one in front of him but he doesn't give it back. He opens it and leaves it there. More invoices but for the date he needed, last Thursday someone used a card at another coffee shop across town. They don't know who it was but they knew it was who was leaking information to one of the Cali members. It had a badge number alongside it. How they got that information was beyond what his mind could comprehend at the moment. Maybe one of the cashier's had it out for him. Maybe someone recognized him. Or maybe even the Cali were playing him. He didn't know or care, all he wanted to do was burn it before you could get your hands back on it.

"I'm gonna go see my family when I go home."

Javier was distracting you. You look up at him with your lips pressed in a thin line, he was way passed feeling like he wanted to explain himself. He was so close and maybe he'd just worry about the repercussions later.

"For Christmas," he adds. The door of the café creaks open and you glance at it, noticing how he hadn't stopped looking at you in hopes that you'd say something. "Or something like that."

You hesitate, "I know why you're really going Javier, you don't have to lie to me."

The truth was he was leaving because sooner or later he was going to get caught and frankly, he'd rather deal with it later. That sounded like a problem for another version of himself. One that was calmer and less... regretful of other aspects of his life. Or better yet one that got the job done and made the lives of the others working there after his permanent departure easier. You were only partly messing with him earlier about wanting to have a clear conscience but it was true. Part of him just didn't want to think he could be coming home to you hating him, even if you hadn't known each other that well just yet. The other, more understanding and less career more-empathetic-driven part of him said he liked you and wanted him to beg you for a second chance if he had to.

"What do you mean?" he hoped you had it all wrong or that you were joking, but you weren't.

"I know why you wanted those locked-up files from me. I went through them and I didn't know it then but now I do... I know the DEA didn't have any need for them. Just you. When I heard that all your tips were getting busted by the Cali it just clicked. I guess that's why you've been so secretive."

Javier only stared at you, straightening his posture, "If you knew, why didn't you say anything?"

"Despite what you did, I know your heart was in the right place. Of course, y'know, I may not like the way you go about things... but I don't think you're a bad person, Javier... And more importantly, around here snitches really do end up in ditches."

It's true. Though that wasn't why he mimicked the smile on your face. You never call him Javier, just Peña. Not even when you'd accepted his invitation for dinner that night. He wondered if your respect for him had been restored. He hoped.

"Well, you were right earlier... I-"

"Sorry, what was that?" you smile. Your heart softened for him for some reason and you were sure it had something to do with why so many women at the office fawned over him. His face. His body. His charisma as a whole. "I didn't hear you."

Javier chuckles, "I said you were right."

"Oh, okay, just checking."

"To be honest, I don't know if I'm gonna come back, it's up to... whoever on.. whatever board and I don't want to leave things on a bad note with you. I really am sorry."

Maybe he wouldn't have to get his hands on them after all or maybe you would just keep them in your back pocket for the next time he pissed you off. But no, he really should stop and trust someone other than Murphy every once in a while. A woman perhaps. You've always been awkward with apologies and Javier seemed to have been staring straight into your soul. He wanted to know how badly he messed up and looked for any hints of just how much redeemability he had left in your eyes. He looked for forgiveness over preservation. Unfortunately for him, he got nothing but a blank, unknowing stare.

"I was thinking..."

"Ah, it's been a while, right?"

"I was thinking I could take you out for real this time. I'll even pick you up so you don't have to wait for me there."

He rushed out his words while you stayed silent. The two of you stared at each other in silence while the bell on the door started ringing. More and more people filled the small cafe.

"I'm not going to do anything with those files, Javier."

"No?" he didn't care anymore. He just wanted your answer.

"Nope."

"Okay... I'll take that as a yes, is that your final answer?" Javier gave you a hopeful smile and spoke quickly, hoping to get it over with before you processed it.

"Hey, woah," you laugh. "Slow down there, cowboy I haven't even thought about the question yet. What did you ask me, again?"

"Do you want to-"

You pretend to remember his question, though you never forgot it. You placed a hand on your forehead.

"Oh, right. Do I want to go out with you again? Hm. That's a really good question, Javi."

The nickname slipped and it was too late to take it back so you went along with it. He looked too knowing of your answer, he already knew what it was but he needed you to say it out loud.

"I don't know... Maybe I should consult with someone... Sabrina, maybe? What do you think she'd say? I mean you did call her back, right? She's only got a good memory of you?"

Javier, in fact, did not call her back. He never calls any of them back. Sabrina was the last girl Javier took on a date and then slept with before he asked you out. He knew that you knew that. By the time you get back to your office, everybody else will probably know that too. Before you can drag your teasing some more, one of the people that walked in was one of your male co-workers. One of those who likes to tease you for giving Javier a chance, to begin with. One of those who never have to worry about being susceptible to Javier's charm. You didn't want them to see you fall for his tricks with a smile again if he ended up no-showing again.

"Fine. I've dragged this out long enough. I will go out with you. On one condition."

"Sure," Javier's relief wasn't subtle, though he wasn't trying to be.

"Leave right now."

You point at the man at the register, the one who was looking around the cafe while waiting for the cashier to get back. You hoped Javier would leave before he saw you.

"Oh," Javier leaned towards you on his elbows then turned to see that man. He thought about kissing you now that he was so close but he decided not to. He'll wait until it was the right moment. "Yeah, I'll go. I'll just, uh... I'll plan something for when I get back and I'll find you somewhere."

"Okay," Javier stands up and takes his halfway-done hot chocolate, holding the last file in his hand. He holds it out to you, "You might want this."

You shake your head and push it back to him, peering at him through curled lashes.

"No, keep it," you smile at him. Was trusting him really so bad? "Seriously, I have no use for it and to be honest, I don't agree with your methods but I know you're a good person... And you mean well. And I like that about you."

Javier smiles and tucks the file under his arm, hoping that when he walks back into the office nobody notices it. 'I like that about you' sounded more like a cover-up to him. Like you liked him but wouldn't say it out loud.

"I like you too," he says and starts walking away. He's never said that to a woman, right? Not that you knew of at least. It had to count for something and it definitely felt like it did.

You watched him walk away and only hoped he was done lying. After all, he'd gotten what he wanted. If he came back it was because he really wanted that second chance. You just hoped it was real this time and it wasn't a ploy.

#javier peña #javier peña x reader #javier peña fluff #narcos

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phopollo · 4 months

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No pressure if you don't want to discuss it but I am super intrigued by the RWBY Afteran AU, is there anything you can tell us about it?

Oh, yeah yeah! Sure!

So, before I say anything else;

I apologize, I don't have very much for it-- definitely no plot-- because I kind of started falling out of RWBY a little bit shortly before I started working on it, and because it was part of a contest entry I kind of just crashed and burned after I finished them haha

So! With that out of the way;

Let me first share with you just the design lineup I made because looking back at the post I can see I only shared the character drawings

Aaaand I can tell you that while I was working on it, the piece of Alice In Wonderland I kept thinking about was the queen of hearts and the red roses

In my head, the thing that made Ruby special wasn't her silver eyes, it was being a naturally red rose-- the only red rose left (because Ruby & Yang are flower people-- Yang is a snapdragon)

And the change happened within their lifetime-- or-- I suppose, within their current ascensions

It was going to be a whole thing that Weiss and Blake didn't realize that Ruby was always red, because its been a thing with other roses to "paint themselves red"

Because red roses were excellent warriors

So it wasn't uncommon to try to be perceived as red

Weiss has vague memories of other red roses from when this ascension was young, as many were on the red king/prince's guard-- perhaps she even has memories of them teaching her things

So Weiss doesn't really take kindly to roses painting themselves red, and it's part of why when everyone initially meets she's not super fond of Ruby

I can yell you that Ruby and Yang come from the garden acre, where they've essentially been working on a farm & protecting it from any threats or harm

And Weiss obviously comes from the king's acre, where she's been on the red king/prince's personal guard

And Blake from one of the uncharted acres, but similar to the curious cat, she just vibes across every acre-- if she had a particular job, no one really knows what it was

The 4 of them came together as a team due to the rise of jabberwalker attacks-- they take on a role similar to the grim in the world of remnant that we know

I dont think they attended school for it though, Afterans hardly stay themselves ling enough to go to school for it

I was

Also toying with the idea that team RWBY was a "friendship lasting more than one lifetime" kind of deal, but

I never really settled on whether to roll with that or have it be that things were by complete chance

(Because if it was, Weiss remembering red roses from her Younger days could have TOTALLY been Ruby's previous ascension, and that could be super cool, but also, super complicated which is why I never really settled)

Oh! I can also tell you that Yang lost her arm to a jabberwalker

And that Blake can turn into a little kitty cat

In theory, Blake can do all the things the curious cat can-- she either chooses not to, or doesn't know how

I never really decided on whether they both exist or not though either :,)

Lots of undecided things and ideas I toyed with

Thank you for asking!

I haven't really thought about where any of the other characters fit into this au, but it was a lot of fun to think about again!

Maybe I'll even add a little more to it now that I know folks are interested!

This was probably a lot more of an unorganized ramble than it could/would/should have been, but what would be anything ever after if it made sense?

#art #digital art #rwby #rwby volume 9 #ruby rwby #rwby ruby #ruby rose #rwby ruby rose #rwby yang #yang rwby #yang xiao long #rwby weiss #weiss rwby #weiss schnee #rwby blake #blake rwby #blake belladonna #rwby afterans au

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hey i'm so sorry i know you've linked to it probably a million times but i can't find it: can i have the link to your hawkeye reading list pleaseee and thank you 🥳

Hi Hi!! Please never apologize for asking I have the most unorganized blog in all hawkeye accounts LMFAOOO so not being able to find recs in here is understandable

Im assuming you mean Clint, but just in case not I will add Kate's in at the end!

So First of course is this icon's first appearance in

Tales of Suspense #57 (1964) - (he also shows up a few more times in tales of suspense but obviously this is the most important one!)

The Avengers #16 (1965) is when he joins and becomes our favorite little Avenging Archer (forewarning he is a little shit here. His favroite pass time in the beginning is driving Steve up a wall. I personally find this dynamic very funny but some dont)

He is with the Avengers for a really long time. Like more than 150+ comics(he isn't Hawkeye the whole time though as he does have a little bit I believe that starts in Avengers #63-#98 where he is Goliath. He comes back to us as Hawkeye in Avenger #99)

Hawkeye (1983) is his first solo ever! It's a mini series but its one of my personal favroites!

West Coast Avengers (1984)- this is where we get to see him take lead in a brand new team in California!

The West Coast Avengers (1985)- this is just a contitnuation of the previous mentioned!

Solo Avengers (1987)- We find out more tea about Clint's life prior to avenging here

He stays with the West Coast Avengers for a hot minute before we get his second solo

Hawkeye (1994) he's reaaaaal tough guy big feelings in this one

then he shows up in Avengers again in 1995 (yeah I know but hey he is the avenging archer so that's where youre gonna find him the most) He even gets a new lil fit and everything (he looks like he belongs in a boyband and I love it)

Thunderbolts (1998) is where Clint shows up ( in 2001 I believe) and takes over the team! He essentially helps try to guide them into being a good hero team and if I remember correctly I think its either #74-#75 where he leaves the Thunderbolts (I can't remember exactly I'm sorry)

Hawkeye (2003)- a third solo!!! look at our little guy go!!!

Then he... well he dies LMFAOOO in Avengers (2004) and the Clint Barton you knew and love is about to change forever

The New Avengers #26 (2006) if i remember correctly and it's.. well it's a sad one and he isn't the lovely Hawkeye when he comes back either. This is where Clint becomes Ronin, which is a rather dark time for Clint.

Secret Invasion (2008) This is also sad im sorry LMFAOOO Clint's morals are tested often as Ronin

The New Avengers (2009) Again he is ronin here so if youre looking for Clint just as Hawkeye he isn't here but don't worry he is back as Hawkeye soon enough

New Avengers: The Reunion (2009) whooooo's he getting a reunon with ;)

Hawkeye & Mockingbird (2010) guess what, that's who he got a reunion with I LOVE THIS COMIC

Widowmaker (2010) is basically a continue on of ^ with Nat involved

Avengers: Solo (2011) CLINT!!!! AS!!! HAWKEYE!!! Doin Hawkeye shit

Hawkeye: Blindspot (2011) do you like family angst? Good. Here. Have the family angst.

There is an event going on around this time called Fear Itself that he is involved in and also he is in Secret Avengers (2012) starting #21 or #22 where he becomes the leader.

Hawkeye (2012) We all know and love this bad boy. You could fit so many tears into it.

Secret Avengers (2013) again??? yes again.

Secret Avengers (2014) haha yeah again

Hawkeye Vs Deadpool (2014) it's fun! it's cute! Wade makes me laugh and he has a soft spot for the Hawkeyes

All-New Hawkeye (2015) there is some retconning done here

I don't wanna talk about Civil War II (2016) it makes me really sad LMFAOOO but yes he is in it and it should be read because well.. he makes a BIGGGGGG choice here that I feel has def echoed in his characterization since and has caused lots of misleading beliefs about Clint

Occupy Avengers (2016) Woooooooh I like this one it's fun

Secret Empire (2017) He is in it if I remember correctly but I grouch about this whole concept because I thought it was stupid. It gives the same energy as "What if Superman was evil" and I'm sure as a DC fan you know how annoying that concept is.

Generations: Hawkeye(2017) This is soooo cute I love this one. Kate meets a younger Clint in it and they run around together

Tales of Suspense #101 (2018) This will never not make me laugh. Him and Bucky working together is always funny

He is also involved in Kate's Hawkeye run during this time but I've got that on her list

West Coast Avengers (2018) I liked this. I love when Kate and Clint work together and I liked seeing the nods to the original WCA

Hawkeye: Freefall (2020) crying puking throwing up it's so good and fun until it's not fun anymore

Black Widow (2020) Not my favroite run for Nat... feels like the tone is off but he is in it

Thunderbolts (2022) I liked this...would have been super cool if Marvel had kept it as a continuing run because I feel like it didn't get to finish it's story. I'm still sour about it.

NOW obviously this is not everything ever he has ever been in and I'm certainly not perfect enough to have read every. single. appearance. So please forgive me if I missed something important cause sometimes my brain is not so greeat with memory.

x Kate Reading List!

#clint barton #hawkeye #reading list #clint beloved

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ghostiiess · 1 year

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[NSB LOVE LETTERS] - special valentine's day!!

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hii! since it's valentine's day, I had the idea to make a special post about love letters :) note that this is only what I think they could write in a letter like this!

happy valentine's day and thank you for all the support, it really mean a lot to me <3 single or not, know that you are loved and appreciated!

i hope you guys will like it!

have fun reading!

this is 100% wholesome and sweet! all the members are here and ready to deliver their love to you!

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to: you

from: oliver moy

Dear Y/N..

I was hesitating for a while before writing you this letter since I don't really know how to do it, how to use the right words and especially I don't know if a letter would be something you would appreciate.

I know that you have already seen tiktoks talking about love letters, that you were talking to me a little bit about it since I was curious about it. I know you were not talking to me about it as if it was something you wanted, but here it is… I cracked.

I wanted to try to write you a love letter.

I don't want to make it too long, since as you know, I prefer to reveal my love to you in voice message or face to face, but for you, i'm willing to make an effort <3

You are my one and only partner, Y/N. I want you to know that. You're my last one, especially. I couldn't ask for a better partner than you. You are the only person I would like to start my future life with later and have children. Sure, we are still young, but you see... you are the only one I would like to tell my grandchildren "This is her… This is the girl I fell in love with, when I was 21. This is her… my soulmate".

Am I being too cheesy? Maybe, but you love it. I know you're smiling through this letter and that thought makes me smile too.

I wish I could tell you how blessed I am to have met you, how happy you make me, but I'd rather tell you tonight at my apartment when we are alone.

Thank you for everything, my beautiful Y/N.

You are such a great person and deserve all the happiness in the world.

I love you.

I love you with all my heart and I hope I can still tell you that until i die. You don't know how happy you make me everyday when I see you.

Happy Valentine's Day, my love

by your pretty boy, oliver moy

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to: you

from: sebastian moy

Dear Y/N..

I am a terrible writer, you will know. Not a very romantic start, I apologize, but know that I've always had trouble writing love letters.

Ok, maybe the word 'always' is exagerated here..

'Until today' should be better, since this is my first love letter I've written in my life and all. Oh my gosh, sorry, this is so unorganized, I apologize.

Let's restart...

Happy Valentine's Day, baby.

I hope you'll like my little love letter that I, Sebastian Moy, wrote for you.

I've never been the kind of boy who would write letters, who would write them for fun, who would write my feelings on pieces of paper, but this year I thought I'd write you one, despite my lack of romance in these things.

I hope it makes you smile as much as you make me smile. You are one of the people who make me feel good when I'm sad, you are one of the people who make me feel better when I'm at my lowest, you are one of the people who make me feel 'new' when I feel ugly and bad. You are a person I have always wanted to have around.

In others words: You are like my role model. A person I always wanted to have in my life when I was younger. sorry if that sounds really weird, I write what's on my mind and this is what happens.

I like you, Y/N, and even if I don't always show it, I admire your strength and positivity towards the whole world full of problems.

I love you so so much.

I can't wait for you to tell me if this letter made you smile or cry. If it did make you cry, I hope it was from tears of joy and not from sadness because my letter sucked or something.

With much love and support,

Sebastian Moy (himself, baby)

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to: you

from: justin phan

Dear Y/N…

On this special Valentine's Day, I decided to write you a love letter. Why? Because I saw it on Tiktok and I thought it might make you smile.

I had the idea to write you one in the past, but I never found the right time or the right words to do it, so I thought that today couldn't be a better day to deliver my love through pieces of paper.

I know that in the letters we have to compliment the person and how lucky we are to have the person, but I won't do it all, since I have a lot of things to thank you for and appreciate about you.

I may be cringeworthy, but only for you, my love.

(okay, sorry, that was really not good. I apologize, Y/N.)

So, what do I appreciate about you?

A lot of things.

One of them is your humor.

You have the same kind of humor as I do and I love it. I feel like any boring topic could turn funny with you. For example, I find that talking about bugs for 45 minutes could bore me, but I feel like with you, everything would be funny and super fun.

I feel like being with you, makes me a better person, makes me a better version of myself, that I am one of the luckiest guys to have someone like you in my life.

I don't say it enough, but thank you Y/N. Thank you for being in my life and accepting me as I am, for not judging me.

You are so caring, so funny, so special to me, so fun to be with, so creative. You are you and I love that. I love that you can be 100% vulnerable with me and vice versa. I love that you are always there to cheer me up even when I say I'm fine. I love you with all my heart. I truly do. You're the reason why I get up everyday and why my smile is so special. You're the reason behind it.

I feel like my letter is getting longer and longer and more cringeworthy. Sorry. I can't seem to choose the right words. Maybe you liked it? I hope you did. Tell me if you did, please. I feel like this love letter is not cute enough :(

I can't wait for tonight.

I love you Y/N.

Yours truly,

Justin Phan <3

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to: you

from: ryan nguyen

Dear Y/N..

I would never think of writing a single love letter in my life.

Never.

To me, writing a romantic letter is synonymous with something loving that you give or do at a certain time in your life when the relationship is going well.

And I believe that this letter, the only one I'll ever write, belongs to you. It is only yours. Because I don't want any other lover in my life. I put all the love and affection I had for you in it.

I really hope it will make you smile and warm your heart, as you warm my heart every time you smile at me.

If you didn't smile at this sentence, I'm disappointed >:( I thought it was really cute.

I love your personality and the way you see things. I like how you look at the world and say "I want to make this world a better place". And I think you have succeeded. I'm not complaining, I love doing my job, interacting with the Stars, making music with Oli and filming lots of videos. I love it. But I feel like the world is becoming a darker and darker place for some people and I really feel like you're the one who shines the world. You are the sun and I am the moon. You are the stars and I am the warmth of the sky that warms you when you are cold. You are my other half and even though I sound really romantic and maybe cringe, I feel like you are a source of light to this world and make this world a more beautiful and peaceful place.

You are an inspiring person, Y/N.

You inspire me every day.

Even though I work a lot and stream a lot on Twitch, I want you to know that you are worth a lot to me, that you are someone important to me and that I never thought I would love someone this much.

I'm rather cold with people and let's say a little more discreet compared to other boys (like regie), but I assure you that my affection and feelings for you are very present and will be for the rest of eternity.

I miss you very much.

I can't wait to see you again and give you a hug.

I love you Y/N. I'm proud of you of what you've become and what you're going to be when you grow up. You are an inspiration and a source of positivity for many, including me.

Happy Valentine's Day my love <3

Ryan Nguyen

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to: you

from: kane ratan

Dear Y/N.. How do I start this letter?

I would like to do something romantic like in anime or old romantic movies where does the boy write a super beautiful letter and the girl gets it and she's like "OMG!!!! YOU SHOULD NOT HAVE!!!" and she kisses him? Yeah, I listen to mushy movies sometimes, sometimes it happens…

There was a manga about a relationship that revolved around love letters. I think the name of the manga was "A Perfect Day for Love Letters". I would love to go and buy it. We could go together and make a date out of it! Like writing love letters to each other, danse to old love songs...

I'll be honest. I've never really written love letters. You're my first, and hopefully my last. Last in the meaning that I wouldn't want to write to anyone but you. Not in the meaning of the last love letter I write, since I'm sure it might make you smile to receive one from time to time without you expecting it.

I am writing this letter hoping to make you smile on this Valentine's Day. I know that tonight we are supposed to go to a restaurant together and celebrate this day together, but I also feel like it might make you smile if you received a little attention before we go out tonight.

I don't know what you're going to wear, but I know you'll be beautiful. You'll look stunning. And not just a little. You're always beautiful and I know you're probably reading this letter before you get ready and stressing about your outfit, but know that you're beautiful in everything and even if you were going to wear flashy blue pants with a purple dress with green polka dots and high-waisted mustard yellow shoes, know that you'd still be very beautiful. Your beauty is not measured, Y/N. It's impossible to do it.

I don't want to make this love letter too long, since I want to save some words for tonight, but know that you are someone who inspires me and makes me see the world in a different way than I usually do.

Thank you for always being there for me and always making me smile in any situation.

I appreciate you so much and can't wait to see you tonight. I really look forward to proving to you how much you mean to me in my life.

I love you.

Kane Ratan

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to: you

from: darren liang

Dear Y/N..

I'm writing you this love letter since I thought it might be romantic and quite generous of me to do it like in the 40's movies or something. I think it was in the 40's? Was it? I think yes.

Do you remember the time when we met?

You were so beautiful. And you still are! Don't worry, it's just that I'm talking in the past tense. Well, present tense too. I know you understand what I'm trying to say!!! Sorry, I'm not really good into this kind of thing, but I hope you see the effort I put into you and showing you my affection and love for you with this little love letter that I made for you.

You were hanging out in the supermarket looking for tubs of ice cream since you had just been left by your boyfriend (what an asshole, by the way, plus he is ugly. Did you see how I didn't use the term "was"? lol) and that's when I saw you. You were so beautiful. So so so beautiful.

Justin dared me to go ask for your number, but since I had just seen that you had runny mascara (you didn't realize it, but you had a little bit under your eyes.. it was cute, don't worry baby!), I didn't want to. I mean, I wanted to, but I didn't want to bother you. But you came up to me and pointed me the freezer with all the different kinds of ice cream and asked me if I was tall enough to give your fav to you, since you were so short. And still are, baby. You're still short. But I like it. It feels like I'm holding the world in my arms. And you're my world *lip bite because I can do it*.

When I saw that it was you, I was in shock. Why? Because a hot girl with a black hoodie and messed up mascara had just talked to me and wanted me to help her because she was too small to get the ice cream?

I thought that was incredibly cute.

You are incredibly cute.

And you know the rest, we exchanged numbers because you said the strawberry ice cream was better than the cookie and cream. And we kept fighting and saying why ours was better than the other.

And I promised that we would each taste the ice cream together to determine which was better.

Needless to say, our choices were quickly erased when we tasted the coffee one. I thought it was going to be bad, but it quickly went into my top 3. It's really delicious.

That's why I'm inviting tonight (date not prepared, I know you like it!!) to an ice cream place. Dress sexy (as usual then since you always are *another intense lip bite*). I'll send you the address in texts.

Love you Y/N, happy Valentine's Day! Can't wait to see you tonight and take off your clothes- IM KIDDING, I KIDDING. Unless..

(im just kidding, pls don't be mad)

From Darren Liang, aka your favorite NSB guy (ilysm my pretty girl, you're the girl of my dream)

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to: you

from: regie macalino

Dear Y/N…

I was thinking today about how much I love you, and how I don't tell you enough. So I wanted to sit down and let you know how much I am truly in love with you by writing you a love letter.

This letter will be nonchalant since I'm a nonchalant guy and I have an university by that name.

I still remember (and always will) the moment when you walked into Seb's party (oli told me you were his best friend? lmfao, i didn't know seb had hot friends like you..) wearing that stunning black dress. You were smiling so fucking hard. You were the light of Seb's party. I know it was his birthday, but still.. It felt like you were the main character of the party. You were so fucking hot and beautiful?? And still are, obvs. I knew immediately that I had to meet you. Otherwise, i would have regret it later. I went to the bathroom to try to summon up my courage and think of what to say. I didn't want to sound like an asshole, you know? I wanted to make a good first impression. I was totally tongue tied when I approached you. I was smitten from the very start. I was trying to stay calm in the outside, but in the inside, I was screaming.

And here we are a year later, and you still leave me weak in the knees. You also leave me weak in the knees when we do something naughty naughty, but let's not talk about that. For now, at least.

I truly think you are the most beautiful women in the world I ever seen. I love the feeling of your legs intertwined with mine and the smell of your hair and skin on me. I don't know which products you're using, but dang it! Your hair are so soft and smell so good. And your smile.. Damn it, your fucking smile. Your smile lifts my spirits on even my worst days. You're making me a weak man, Y/N. And I don't hate that. I love your laugh and your ability to find humor in every situation we're living together. I’m so grateful for everything you do for me: from the midnight snacks you give me when I'm streaming to the magnificent backrubs I can have when I'm tired.

I think what I'm trying to say is that you truly complete me. The last one year have been the happiest of my life. I can’t tell you how freakin lucky I am to have you in my life and being able to call you mine.

I will always love you, no matter what happens. I'll be absolutely true and faithful to you forever. I promise. And you know that I don't make promises when I know I won't able to make them come true.

I love you a lot and I can't wait to see you tonight.

Have a good Valentine's day, beautiful girl.

Regie Macalino (he's very nonchalant and sexy)

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hope you guys liked it <3 tell me if i should do more of these or not!!

this was only a pure work of imagination and creation. the boys did not really wrote these letters.

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papa-evershed · 9 months

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Hey! If you’re interested in doing so For Science or something, I could go a run down on your favourite moments from the Act On interviews. I really feel like Rob is so comfortable and engaged in those, they’re a delight.

I can definitely do this! This is right up my alley because I completely agree, I feel like the Act On This interviews are when we get the best glimpse of him just being him because it isn't press related. And quite frankly, him just being himself is more interesting to me than watching someone answer the same five questions over and over again on a press tour. (Not that I'd complain if he did do more press. I'll take whatever I can get, I'm not fussy.)

I'm going to apologize ahead of time for the length and because this will most likely be a very unorganized list. I considered doing video clips but Tumblr just makes that too much of a pain in the ass. 😩

(* I decided to really only do the most recent Act On This because otherwise I'd be here all damn week trying to make a list and ain't no one got time to read that. 😂)

First off, it's not exactly a moment but like previously mentioned—just the general vibe of these interviews. It's so much more laid back and less professional (in a good way) so we get to see The Hot Mess Express™ in all of his glory and who wouldn't appreciate that small glimpse into his unfiltered chaos? These gifs literally happened within seconds of each other. Between him dropping his phone, struggling to set it right, then immediately breaking into dance, I get whiplash just watching.

2. I won't gif this one because he's so understandably private about his kids, but the moment when one of them bursts in not long after the above moment. And honestly, there isn't anything there to gif (again, not that I ever would) because boy was quick as lightning to turn that camera to protect his kid's privacy. 100/10. For all of his goofing off, Dad was quick to Dad™. And even with that distraction and the speed with which he remedied it—he still kept up with what Ross was asking and saying to him. For all the talk of how much of a class clown he is, it appears he can still handle his shit without missing a beat when it really matters and this was a prime example of that.

3. When he pretty much just admitted to being drunk during the Christmas trivia. Keep it real, that's how we like it. 😎

4. This one may be considered a boring choice but another one of my favorite aspects of the Act On This interviews is hearing him get to speak so candidly about his acting process. It's not something most actors really get to discuss in great length with traditional press anymore unless they're the pretentious, insufferable, method sort that make headlines with their extremes. But hearing him discuss how he tried to find ways to bring warmth to the character in The Inheritance made me even more interested in seeing it—to see how much of it they kept, to see if the attempts were even successful. He talked about adding humor because otherwise the audience might grow tired of these fighting siblings and he's right. When he finally does settle down and get serious, he gives incredibly insightful answers and I feel like his approach to most characters is just spot on. So yeah, a thoughtful answer that also increased my interest in an upcoming project is a major win.

5. It's happened over the course of a few different Act On This interviews so it's a bit hard to gif or anything but when either he or Ross mentions how frugal he is. 😅😂 He's got a five year old IPhone (which shouldn't be remarkable but lbr), his laptop supposedly only works if it's plugged into the wall, he'd rather have the money than a make-up artist, and I'm almost positive there are examples I'm missing. Love me a frugal king. 👑

6. I wouldn't call this one a moment really, more so just another example of why I love Act On This—for little pieces of insight and perspective like this. I like learning how people cope with different things and what tools they use, this one is also just very relatable because it's something I find myself also doing as I get older too (although not in audition rooms, obviously).

7. Similar to the last one, whenever he talks about how he's found ways to deal with nerves. It's especially interesting to me because I feel like I've seen a lot of chatter among fans as to whether or not he gets nervous but he's pretty transparent about how his nerves have sabotaged him in the past. It's something else that's relatable, when he discusses finding methods that work for him (mindfulness really is slept on). It takes a certain level of vulnerability to admit when you've been actively searching for ways to cope and it's admirable to hear anyone not just admit it but to encourage others to do the same. Plus, don't we all watch these hoping for those honest moments?

8. Because I'm a trash person and I wouldn't be me without admitting it...every single moment when he has the audacity to just exist looking like this. 🤷‍♀️ He was 🔥🔥and I'm honest enough to admit that the eye candy is certainly a perk of any Act On This interview.

Honestly, I could keep going but I will spare us all.

Of course there's the obvious mentions too, like whenever he breaks into song and/or dance. The Christmas trivia was a pleasure. And like most people, I also enjoy just any little personal tidbit he's chosen to share throughout the years, even something as simple as what beer he wants to drink or his love of house plants.

Overall, I appreciate these interviews because like you said, they're just so comfortable and engaging. Once he gets the wiggles out there's usually some really great advice or tidbits shared so I really watch these always waiting on those moments and anything else is just icing on the cake.

Hopefully this was somewhat of a satisfactory answer and bless anyone that's read this far. 😳

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