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one of the worst things in the world is that feeling unloveable can (and will) make you act in ways that reinforces itself. I feel unloveable so I don’t respond to messages so people reach out less so I feel unloveable. one of the hardest things in the world is fighting back the brain demons long enough to break the cycle
#my best friend doesn’t have tumblr but I am mentally sending him so many apologies right now jesus fuckkkkkkk#I feel so fucking awful rn#I went and watched taskmaster and that distracted me a bir#but literally. suicidal thoughts out of nowhere. urge to drink out of nowhere#it’s like. 8:15pm and I’m thinking of just going to bed now#only way to get my brain to shut up#I have such a busy weekend ahead as well#godddddd I want to enter hermit mode so bas#I’m not gonna do anything stupid don’t worry#but I sure Feel Like Doing It
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I just found out that Israel has killed more of their own hostages than they have members of Hamas God help me I am going fucking insane
#AND PEOPLE STILL SAY “OHHHH RELEASE THE HOSTAGES!!!!!!!!!!”#THEY HAVE TRIED!!!!! NOW ISRAEL JUST BOMBED 50 OF THEM!!!!!!!!#BUT YEAHHHHH HAMAS COULD END THIS ANT TIME THEY WANTED IF THEY JUST RELEASED THE HOSTAGES RIGHT??????#god you people are so fucking stupid and so fucking awful#also they're literally bombing their own people now. what. what do you even take out of that#free gaza#free palestine#palestine#gaza#israel#mine
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it makes me really insane that gideon doesn’t believe harrow could ever love her. insane. like i get it i get that the only way she knows how to be loved is to be objectified and useful and turned into a weapon and harrow has never treated her well, the ninth has never treated her like a human and she’s an animal in a spiked cage but then to get harrow’s perspective and witnessing the last thread of what was holding her together snap because she lost gideon. gideon having been so assured of her worthlessness not believing that harrowhark ‘you are my only friend. i am undone without you. gideon. gideon. i cannot do this. i cannot conceive of a universe without you. if i should forget you let my right hand also be forgotten.’ gideon’s-name-was-the-last-thing-her-body-said-before-death-even-when-her-mind-couldnt-process-it nonagesimus feels even slightly attached to her. it makes me feel like tearing my hair out actually
#horrible evil wretched femme loves the easygoing malleable happy go lucky butch#and it goes horribly wrong in every way imaginable#theyre so stupid😔#tlt#griddlehark#tlt spoilers#gideon’s fucking. kicking rocks about ALECTO meanwhile harrow’s lobotomizing over gideon#These Dykes Are So Dumb#harrow literally Saving The Last Dance for gideon and gideon’s moping about THE FROZEN BITCH IN THE TOMB
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azula as zuko’s evil advisor is so funny to me i actually fuck so hard w this concept. she gives zuko advice and then zuko looks across the room to sokka and sokka just discreetly gives him a thumbs up or thumbs down. one weekend sokka, aang, mai, toph, suki, katara, and anyone else who might have a modicum of common sense all go out of town for like. omashu coachella or smth. and when they come back the entire palace is in shambles, zuko’s just sitting on his throne shinji style, and he’s just like “i’m so sorry….. her advice seemed so cogent….. she made trickle down economics seem so reasonable……. why weren’t you there….. YOU SHOULD HAVE BEEN THERE, GODDAMMIT!!!!!!!” while azula slyly sips from a cunty chalice she had personally made just for moments like this.
#the fact that I literally corrected the typo 3 seconds later and yet ppl are still reblogging the original stupid fucking post this. is why#I don’t make posts at 2 :49 am. smh#zuko#azula#sokka#azula&zuko#postwargaang#<- barely#also the reason katara is listed last here is only bc I don’t think she would spend a lot of time in the fn#she mostly sees zuko during his bimonthly visit to the south pole#whereas sokka would die if he couldn’t micromanage him#so he and azula are rly fighting for their lives as they try to wrest control over zuko and by extension the country and by extension#the entire world#while zuko is just sitting there thinking ‘it’s so nice that sokka and azula are getting along so well these days 🥰’
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hey americans, please fucking vote this year! thanks!
signed,
the rest of the world
#if you do not fucking vote we will ALL FUCKING DIE#like i am NOT kidding!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! we will fucking die#i don't care if you don't agree with biden shut the fuck up and keep that orange clown piece of shit out of office#ukraine will fall. isreal will be funded to continue the genocide.#like are you fucking serious? genocide joe against trump's rain of terror? if you do not vote blue you will not have fucking rights lmao#he will try to change the constitution “oh it won't actually go through”. are you fucking insane???? ARE YOU ACTUALLY INSANE?????#unfortunately your stupid fucking president has the power to destroy everything. we ALL don't want that but! unfortunately! it's true!#so shut the fuck up and fucking vote blue or choose to fucking die#this goes so much further than the vapid americans think. this impacts literally all of us. ALL. OF. US.#*reign#like y'all actually think not voting will help.. anything? except give power to the already alt right govts?#this is literally what they want
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John: I am a fractured part of the king in yellow, a master deceiver and persuader, manipulator of mankind
Also John, trying to get Arthur to do anything: PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE CAN WE GO TO NEW YORK PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE
#he is so violently unsubtle#and it WORKS#I literally can’t believe it sometimes#he’s lucky Arthur loves him and trusts him to a stupid degree or he’d be FUCKED#malevolent#malevolent podcast#hyde chatter
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i have the angel and demon on my shoulders except it’s aziraphale and crowley and instead of one telling me to do something good and the other telling me to do something bad theyre both telling me to do something gay
#this is so fucking stupid#sorry guys i fear they may be the reason some christians say being gay is a sin 😔😔#bc they make me go through extraordinary lengths to make sure no one perceives me as cis and straight#teehee !!#when i say i am literally them this is what i mean#azicrow#aziracrow#ineffable husbands#ineffable lovers#ineffable bureaucracy#good ineffable omens#ineffable idiots#ineffable partners#ineffable spouses#ineffable wives#ineffable fandom#ineffable divorce#aziraphale#crowley#aziraphale x crowley#crowley x aziraphale#good omens#good omens 2#david tennant#michael sheen#neil gaiman#lgbt#lgbtq
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#i want her so bad it makes me look stupid#like. i am dying. i'm dying literally dying here#good god. good fucking god.#long post
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happy i would have started hormones today if they didn't get fucking banned in my state day to me :) im gonna go cry
#i literally just want to be a NORMAL TEENAGE BOY#with a NORMAL TEENAGE-HOOD#the only thing this stupid fucking law in utah is doing is putting teens at even more risk than they would've been in if they had never#made this law#im so much more fucking depressed than I was before this law was passed#i don't want to wait another bajillion years just to feel like i can walk down the street and have people KNOW that I'm NOT A GIRL#i want to kill every lawmaker that thought this was a good fucking idea
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“Hwey!”
- The Captain
#HELP ME I HAVE BEEN CACKLING AT THIS FOR LIKE TEN MINUTES IT’S SO FUCKING FUNNY 😭😭😭#I’ve literally seen my cat fall on my bed in the exact same way 😭#he’s so stupid and so silly I love him so much#bbc ghosts#the captain#bbc ghosts spoilers
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“Homura can't stand the idea of moving on. So she's isolating madoka from everyone who's ever cared about her.” Are you fucking stupid? She literally rewrote the entire universe so that Madoka could be happy with her parents and her little brother, so that Sayaka could have another chance with Hitomi and Kyoske, so that Kyoko can have a life with Sayaka, she literally revived Mami and Nagisa and gave them a life together. What the fuck do you mean she's “isolating Madoka from everyone who's ever cared about her??”
The only person she's isolating Madoka from is herself because she knows Madoka will regain her godhood sooner ot later and she knows that her desire for Madoka and her friends to be happy will directly rebel against Madokami's rules that require Madoka to die to maintain order to the broken world that traps Magical Girls in their cycle of hope and despair, even if maintaining order means making hard choices and sacrifices, which in this case, is Madoka sacrificing herself again and again not only because she cares so much for others but because she cares so little for herself whilst Homura is the only one who can see that she's so much more than her sacrifice and that she shouldn't reduce herself to a means to an end.
She took Madoka's immortality for herself to spare her of anymore loneliness in Heaven as a trapped Goddess. She literally gave Madoka and the rest of her friends a second chance at life and you people have the audacity to just blatantly fucking lie on her to justify hating her for how she reacts to the psychological torture of having to watch the love of her life and her friends die for 12 years worth of time loops then to live in a world where no one remembers the girl she loves but her. Let something like that happen to you at the age of 14 and then come and talk to me about Homura. Idgaf that she's a fictional character. If y'all continue to treat her like a heartless monster that deserves to be “held accountable for her actions,” then I'll defend her like the traumatized 14 year old child that she actually is. Fuck off and stay away from Madoka Magica. It clearly isn't for you.
#pmmm#puella magi madoka magica#mahou shoujo madoka magica#puella magi madoka magica rebellion#pmmm rebellion#madoka magica#madomagi#homura akemi#madoka kaname#madohomu#rant#im so pissed tell me you watched rebellion with your eyes closed especially the last 10 minutes#where she literally EXPLAINS why she did what she did like are you literally stupid#no i will not calm down im fucking sick of these idiots with literally no reading comprehension skills thinking#their opinions on homura are facts when they can't even comprehend how different ppl react to trauma#without demonizing them for it. homura antis are victim blamers and deserve the worst in life idfc
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laura & ashley & imogen & fearne in c3e80 or:
#critical role#ygifs#cr3#laura#ashley#imogen x fearne#imogearne#lauras like i'm here so imogen is flirting with fearne and i'm tearing out my hair like i want 2 study u but i keep tearing up the papers#the third gif being literally a pretty woman parallel maybe you can't take that from me#imogen flying over to touch her then going what the FUCK thats HOT like it's about how they’re just so dumb stupid with eachother#heres how fearne choosing to contact burn imogen for the highest damage means long con girlies /🤡
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prince and prince friendship. this is my vision
#blood cw ////////#violence cw ///////////#erikar#eridan ampora#dirk strider#karkat vantas#dave strider#im just crazy about the idea that eridan and dirk would get along#theyre both fucked up in the head but in a way where they go ''theyre a freak but theyre basically OK'' about each other#eridan is too stupid/stubborn to manipulate and dirk literally could not give less of a shit about eridan's drama#so they have like a net 0 impact on each other#they do not make each other better. they also do not make each other worse.#they just get really bored and lonely sometimes#''do u want to stave off the ennui and beat the shit out of each other'' ''sure i dont have anything else going on today''#just super lethargic and almost transactional#since they only hang out when theyre both bored as shit. from the outside it almost looks like a moirallegiance thing#at least until they start trying to murder each other which is when it suddenly looks like a kismesis#but its neither#theyre literally just bored and love violence#eridan <> karkat btw
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idk. i'm annoyed.
i realise i am a fandom old at this point
and i have seen some shit in this fandom; witnessed the discourse.
and i don't post meta or spec or much of that stuff; i usually put all my ideas into fics.
but guys seriously. seriously.
eddie's current arc is not about buck.
buck and eddie are not currently dating.
buck is eddie's best friend and vice versa.
eddie is not cheating on buck.
eddie is lying to buck by omission, yes, but that is not a friendship ending offence.
eddie is on the very cusp of cheating right now. he went on a date with another woman, yes. he has not kissed her or slept with her. we are at a tipping point. we do not know what is going to happen next.
he only went on a date with another woman because she reminded him of shannon, who he is not over, who he has spent seasons trying to replace.
the point of this show is that none of the characters are perfect - and especially not buck and eddie. they all make mistakes. they have all made mistakes and will continue to do so because in real life, people don't always make the right decisions 100% of the time.
this black-and-white, morally righteous way of thinking, like eddie is suddenly evil now because he's on the cusp of cheating; that it's going to end his friendship, that buck is going to be angry at him for lying - do you have friends in real life? like, i am genuinely asking.
because if my best friend suddenly started cheating on her husband, i wouldn't be mad at her - i would be worried. am i alone in this? like i would be genuinely concerned and trying to help figure out what's going on.
all the shit i'm seeing in the fandom today, all of the spec posts and commentary about the episode and what might potentially happen, just feels like, once again, an attempt to paint eddie as the villain in the story to prop up buck. let's make eddie so terrible that buck has to have custody of christopher, right?
clearly none of you understand how a will works. it's for after you're dead. not for when you're alive.
but the main issue is this - now that buck has tommy, the people who tolerated eddie can stop pretending to like him. there's another option for buck now, so you guys don't need eddie anymore. right? am i fucking right??
i love drama as much as the next person, but in what world would buck turn on eddie because of this? in what world would the 118 shun him? he is their friend! they love him! they care about him! they are a family!
my god, nobody shunned hen when she cheated on karen. nobody shuns bobby and he indirectly killed 140 people!
eddie is a good person who makes mistakes, just like every single other character on the show.
that is the fucking point.
and the way ryan was talking in the interviews - isolation could mean any number of things. we know eddie has a tendency to isolate himself when he's feeling stressed out - does anyone remember season 3? season 5? buck literally broke down his door!
i'm just fucking tired of this bullshit.
eddie's not a bad guy because of this. he has done shitty things, yes. they all have. that's the fucking point of the show, and if you can't understand that or appreciate adult story-telling, then fuck off and watch riverdale.
#this is a long rant and i'm sorry#but i'm just so fucking annoyed at all of the stupid spec i'm seeing#we know literally nothing but the bare minimum at this stage#and i will defend eddie goddamn diaz til the day i die
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harrier if you didn’t want this to be romantic why did you wear your most boobylicious shirt ???
#answer the question harry#shoutout to alex brainrotdotorg for helping me with the dialogue options :3#i haven’t been that active so i’m just like *drops this like a hot potato and runs from the room*#i think i’d pick 3 or 5#man i STRUGGLED with this piece#i literally went to outback steakhouse and got a bloomin onion with a friend as research for this#i tried like 5 different versions before i got a drawing i didn’t despise#it’s been an uphill battle making this stupid fucking comic#i’m gonna cry myself to sleep now#my art#disco elysium#harry du bois#kim kitsuragi#oh also kim is drinking a dr pepper and harry is drinking a fancy juice. in case you were wondering#he loves juice. he’s just like me
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one of the things about having an unstable parent is that it can so easily ruin your future. you want to get out, but getting out takes having agency. it takes the resume and the grades and the stellar community service history.
but you have to choose your battles. you know if you sign up for an after-school activity, it'll be okay for a while, so long as the activity is parent-approved and god-fearing. over time, like all things, it will become an argument (i can't keep carting your ass to these things) or a weapon (talk to me like that again, see if you get to go to practice). sometimes, if you love the thing, it's worth it. but you also know better than to love something: that's how they get you. if you ever actually want something, it will always be the center of their attention. they will never stop threatening you with it. telling you of course i'm a good parent, i came to all of those stupid events.
you learn to balance yourself perfectly. you can either have a social life or you can have hobbies. both of these things will be under constant scrutiny. you spend too much time with her, you should be at home with family is equally paired with you're acting like this because you're addicted to what's on that goddamn screen. you cannot ever actually win, so everything falls within a barter system that you calculate before entering: do you want to learn how to drive? if so, you'll need to give up asking for a new laptop, even though yours died. maybe you can work on a computer at the library. of course, that would mean you'd be allowed to go to the library, which would mean something else has to bleed. nothing ever actually comes free.
and that bitter, horrible irony: you could be literally following their orders and it still isn't pretty. they tell you to get a job; they hate that your job keeps you late and gives you access to actual money. they tell you to do better in school; they say no child of mine needs a tutor. they want you to stop being so morose, don't you know there are people who are really suffering - but they revile the idea you might actually need therapy.
you didn't survive that fall the way other people would. you've seen other people scramble and get their way out, however they could. maybe you were made too-soft: the answer didn't come to you easily. it wasn't quick. it was brutal and nasty. some people even asked you why didn't you just work hard and escape during school? and you felt your head spinning. why didn't you? (they control your financial aid. they control your loan status. they love having that kind of thing). maybe in another life you got diagnosed sooner and got the meds you needed to actually focus and got attention from the right teachers who helped you clear hurdles to get up out of here - but for now? here?
the effort of trying. the effort of not-dying. that kind of effort was absolutely agonizing.
#writeblr#btw i got out#even though i felt this way#i was undiagnosed and was in a particularly fucked up situation#(it's complicated lol)#i had no money and no way out#no car no license . i still had a curfew at 22 years old#and still. i got out.#you can get out too.#i wasn't allowed to literally do anything after school we were pretty much only allowed 1 hobby#and STILL i got out.#it wasn't bc i was particularly smart or capable or clever. it's that 1. i got lucky & 2.#i knew there had to be The Rest of The World#and I wanted to at least VAGUELY get to the Rest of the World before i gave up trying#sometimes it's the spite that gets u thru it. that sense - fuck u#FUCK YOU ACTUALLY.#im gonna make my own life u stupid bitch. since u seem so convinced i could never REALLY do it.#whenever ppl are like <3 just cut out ur parents <3 im like <3 have u never been poor lol <3#<3 i needed them to sign my loans <3#<3 bestie not every person who is struggling is going to be able to make the grades and hero status to get a free ride.#and guess what baby!! we still deserve to get out and have a good life.
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