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#genshin#this gave me a literal migraine#it was worth it she is everything to me#let the loser speak#my art#genshin impact#fanart#art#genshin fanart#lumine fanart#genshin impact fanart#lumine#genshin impact lumine#genshin impact traveler#genshin lumine#genshin traveler
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My biggest beef with the way Annabeth was written in the show is that I think Rick fell into his own trap. Like his whole thing with Annabeth is that just because someone doesn’t look smart doesn’t mean they aren’t. And while it’s about their literal looks for both the show and the book, book Annabeth also sometimes acted in ways that people wouldn’t stereotypically associate with “smart” because I think we’ve all be condition to think bbc sherlock no emotions genius is the only way to be smart. Book Annabeth acts super flustered around Luke because she's a kid and she has a crush on him, she's afraid of spiders, and wanted to see the arch just because she thought it was cool. In general book Annabeth is allowed to be sillier and have a wider range of emotions than show Annabeth without it detracting from the fact that Annabeth is smart. I find this whole "stoic genius" idea is often used to put down teenage girls for being dumb and superficial just because they show emotions and the only way to beat it is to be cold, calculating, and emotionless and most people just aren't like that.
#Like on a personal note I was in robotics in high school#And all the other kids were juniors and seniors and also male#And they would bully me so bad for liking anything remotely girly or being emotional#And I was really trying to earn their respect because I wanted to captain next year#And the only way I felt I could do that was by supressing everything#And I remember relating so hard to Annabeth and being jealous of her because she acted basically the way I did#But nobody thought she was dumb or not worth leading a quest because of it#like yes percy bullies her a little lol but at the end of the day he doesn't question her wisdom#pjo show crit#annabeth chase#pjotv spoilers
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We want to destroy my mother.
(insp by @dadrielle)
#critical role#criticalroleedit#imogen temult#liliana temult#laura bailey#matthew mercer#gifs#*#*cr#cr3#cr spoilers#angst tag#cr meta#nova shh#scheduled#3h12m c3e88#18m c3e12#3h17m c3e42#3h42m c3e51#4h20m c3e51#1h35m c3e49#i think this gifset might be a little bit unfair to liliana from a third party perspective but#i think it's Very Real for imogen. to feel like she reached out so many times and the loyalty there was so fucking flimsy#barely there to begin with and then gone in an instant as everything turned to red mist#thinking about how laura on 4sd a while ago said imogen is so fucking sick of it she's sick of having that hope#her reality is that her mother no longer has any loyalty to her and the pain of thinking she does isn't worth it anymore#:((((#'help me.' 'this is for the best.' breaks my H E A R T :(((((((((#and matt's fucking Smile afterward. speaks a thousand words#thanks rj for the discord message that kicked this off!!!
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I think a lot of the meta about Orym forgets that Orym isn't just an adventurer, he is a former bodyguard. His self worth is tied up in how well he can protect people and especially his loved ones. Thats why he sold his future to a hag, because its all he had left to give in order to be able to help.
Thats also why he seems so angry after FCG's death.
Otohan has killed his husband and father. Then him. Then he is brought back and told she also killed Fearne and Laudna. She killed Eshteross. She almost kills Keyleth. Now FCG has to sacrifice himself to save them all and kill Otohan and Orym was knocked out for it.
His job is to protect people and even with the added power from Nana Morri, it's still not enough. 6 years later and his loved ones are still dying and he can do nothing but watch.
#cr spoilers#critical role#orym#they have all lost people and are all grieving#but i have seen a lot of people saying he isnt acknowledging other people grief#give him a week to cool down#i see this like laudna when the groups rejoined and she was mad at the other team for having a nice trip#bor'dor was traumatic for all three of them for different reason#but her killing him and leaning into delilah specifically set her off in a way it didnt with the others and they got that#thats also whats happening here#otohan dying from a friend sacrificing themselves to save them all sets orym off#its not just grief this is tied into his everything#like i said#i will argue that a good 95% of his self worth is how well he can serve others#he has chosen to be their protector and everyone is dying#there is no closure to be found in otohans death because he failed even with the power from nana morri#and before anyone jumps on the 'orym fans cant take criticisms'#please just block me#i am being reactionary because people annoyed me#let me do that in peace#i wanna be sad about my little guy
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Asriel Belacqua + his biggest weakness aka Marisa Coulter
#his dark materials#masriel#asriel x marisa#asriel belacqua#marisa coulter#a little compilation of Asriel being a sucker for marisa#its kinda funny how she's all like HE obvi LOATHES me&wants me and our daughter DeaD so F hiM and he's all like I LOVE YOU Pls LOVE ME BACk#*puppy dog eyes*#he tries and fails so hard lmao#this took me waaaaay longer to make than I expected#but it was worth it 😆#I love this idiot of a man#the subtle eyebrow raise when he says 'not just her' 😭😭#like he wants to say HAVE I NOT BEEN SUPERCLEAR ABOUT THIS OR DO YOU NEED ME TO SPELL IT OUT#these actors really gave it their best with the material they had#i still cant believe they didnt even use one good marisa line from the books in s3#we shouldve married and brought her up ourselves#what will happen to us#is this the end of everything#ive never hated you but I could see why you might hate me#i cant bear the thought of oblivion asriel#i told him i was going to betray you but i lied too well#She felt as soft and light in his arms as she had when Lyra was conceived thirteen years before#GAHHHHHH im just 🥺🥺🥺 whyyy#ignore all these useless tags#i wanted to add more to this set but tumblr didnt let me#mine
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YOU SHOULD DRAW a raphaella for me <3 i am very in love with her. i want to bury myself in her feathered wings and i want her to wrap me up.
raphaella pre-bedtime hugs …<3
[id: a drawing of raphaella la cognizi hugging a blank, featureless person who’s mostly hidden in her wings and arms. they’re shown from the waist up, pressed close to one another. raphaella is smiling with her eyes shut, hands linked to one another. there’s an arrow with text pointing to the blank person reading: “that’s you!” end id.]
#raph gives amazing hugs i think#she’ll probably break all your bones with them but#its so worth it#warning. there will be more raph hugs in the near future#shes so everything. to me#my fav mech…#the mechanisms#the mechs#the mechanisms art#art#holy shit its a des art tag#the mechanisms band#raphaella la cognizi#answered
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Visions
-First Part-
-Previous Part-
-Next Part-
HUGE thank you to @junebird24 for all her help with the coloring on this one!!
#pokemon#submas#subway boss emmet#galvantula#chandelure#joltik#giratina#submas angst#pokemon au#descendant au#descendant au comic#OK i think that covers everything#but yeah kicking of chapter 2 with some nightmares and contemplation#its been hard on him because what can you do when someone is lost to time?#its worth trying at least#thats what he would hope ingo would do for him#and again huge thanks to junebird for all her help she really elevated this comic and helped me out when i was super busy on other work#she went above and beyond and now that im gonna be working on this comic more it deserves a more polished look :)#o7 for her
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i've seen some people bringing up the parallel of how tim told lucy that they were worth the risk to how tim broke up with her... this is a great parallel don't get me wrong and it is so painful and i feel so sad for lucy
HOWEVER i've also seen people absolutely railing on tim and calling him a coward for leaving her and saying that this is unforgivable. i get being upset with him, i'm not saying that's wrong. but i just want to offer my take:
tim is absolutely broken down. this is the lowest point he's ever reached and it's been building and building since before we even met him. everything that happened in his childhood, in the army, with isabel, the trauma we've seen from the job these last 5-6 seasons. and now this, which has brought everything he's never dealt with to the surface. he truly believes in his bones that lying to lucy was what he had to do to protect her. even when lucy (rightfully) told him to stop, he said he can't because it's who he is. it's all he has right now because if he's going to lie and break the rules and compromise him morals, he is damn sure going to do whatever it takes to protect the people he loves.
he grew up with an abusive father who made him believe that he doesn't deserve to be loved, let alone unconditionally. he had no control in his childhood so he got that control by joining the military, and when he finally had that control?? he screwed up and blames himself for getting his teammates killed. he tried to gain back that control by becoming a police officer/to but never felt like he needed to move up any higher than that and now we know why. he didn't want to be a leader again because he didn't think he deserved it. he was terrified of losing lucy with the UC work and didn't even realize it, because when she's gone, he doesn't know what's going on and can't back her up. he has no control.
and now this? he compromised everything he believes in, as he said, "to save his career" but it's not that simple. if he told the truth, that angela and lucy knew about everything and still helped him, they would still lose everything he tried to protect them from. he can't even look at himself in the mirror right now.
he's not a coward for breaking up with lucy. he's not walking away because they had a fight and he doesn't want to work through it. in fact, she validated everything he did!! she showed him that she still loves him no matter what he did, that she would've done the same thing. but to him, that's even worse because he doesn't believe he deserves unconditional love, so when lucy gives it, he thinks that he's dragging her down because how could anyone love him after this. giving their relationship a shot was worth the risk because she is worth the risk. but him? he's not worth it
it's not cowardly to take yourself out of a relationship that you're not mentally okay to be in.
#chenford#the rookie#text#lucy deserves to be hurt and upset and everything in between but tim is not doing this to hurt her#he is doing it to protect her even if it's misguided#he knows he's not okay and he can't go back#that doesn't make him a coward#actually i think it's the opposite#it's brave to admit that kind of stuff ESPECIALLY for someone like tim#that doesn't make it hurt lucy any less#but it's valid to have empathy and compassion for both people in a tough situation#this just makes me think of nace#ace was ready to break the curse when he thought he might die but as soon as nancy was in danger he decided that it wasn't worth the risk b#ugh i just love tim bradford and lucy chen#and i want them both to grow and develop from this#cause she has her own issues going on too
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im sending this in the most /gen way possible
do you seriously believe that the conversation about lea saying things that are bordeline if not straight up xenophobic stop at "she complained about quackity's stream being in spanish"? have you even looked around why people might be upset?
yes I have and I think you people are fucking insane for focusing on who lea is as a person rather than the insane workers’ rights violations she brought to light that are corroborated by others who worked for qstudios. she literally said the identity of the boss that was responsible for PAYING HER was purposefully kept a secret and NO ONE could contact them. she said that the prison event was something quackity just thought up and then told the admins to create every single aspect of (builds, writing, cutscenes, puzzles, day-by-day activities, etc) within a period of just FIVE DAYS, making him complicit in the crunch time the admins were forced to work under. THE RULES CHANNEL WAS FUCKING EMPTY??
yes it is important to take into account the fact that lea is a biased and imperfect person in order to critically analyze her claims. but steering the entire conversation towards who she is as a person rather than her descriptions of qstudios’ workplace abuse that is BACKED UP BY OTHERS WHO WORKED THERE makes it extremely clear that you would rather argue about semantics and phrasing than spend any time thinking about the actual issues she discusses
#ask#also her saying that €300 would be a bad salary in france but a better salary in mexico is literally. it’s just true?#it would be worth more in pesos? france and mexico have different economies?#<- this is just addressing one thing cuz it’s been driving me crazy like it is so obviously#just people reading everything she says with the absolute worst faith possible#qadmin situation
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She's gone and erased pieces of herself,
Some of the most vulnerable,
The most beautiful.
The pieces that I loved.
But this isn't about me.
This is about her.
And how deeply I worry for her peace of mind,
For the way her heart is always breaking
Night after night.
And I lie here, just shy of 4,000 miles North-West,
Almost a three day straight-through drive,
Unable to hold her, to understand,
To make it all go away.
I stare at a screen, pieces of her being deleted,
And all I can do is hope she's really okay.
#😔#writing#poets on tumblr#poem#poetry#spilled ink#spilled thoughts#spilled poem#spilled writing#original writing#written for a girl#who doesn't know her own worth#or believe she is truly everything#to me#flame
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two coworkers for @kashisun's office!! they are besties who only hate each other sometimes...
[info dump under the cut im actually so in love with them]
nyara moulton: social media manager
27 / aries / born and raised in san my
rbf but is actually so sweet she would drop whatever she's doing to gossip or listen to you vent
makes her older coworkers learn and do tiktok dances (everyone only pretends to hate it)
brings her cat to work sometimes (she's a very polite cross-eyed siamese)
lucille 'lucy' neumann: accounting (finance gal)
38 / capricorn / born in brindleton bay, moved to san my at 18
pretends to hate everyone but knows every single person's coffee order in the office
broke up with her bf of 4 years bc of the barbie movie
obsessed with yoga and fitness. currently trying to convince her boss to get standing desks so she can walk on a treadmill
has her plastic surgeon on speed dial in case she spots a wrinkle
if you walk past the two of them and they're silent... they were talking shit about you hate to break it to you...........
#someone more creative than me neeeeds to come up with a company name or is there one already?#also what kind of company is this i need to know (nyaras job might change if its a boring company but i think that also could be funny)#also nyaras cat is inspired by one of the cats we got today i can post a pic if anyone reads this :) shes so cute i promise its worth it#ive been spinning these gals around in my head all day i just need to know everything about them#ts4#oh also is there a tag for this?
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…i just saw this poll and my unevolved brain gel wriggled inside my cranium like a feral fish:
idk how you look at his official art and call him conventionally attractive. my man looks like a wet dog and has eyebags for daysss. face full of pox scars, skin pale af, and those shaggy ass hair & a rugged beard hanging from his flat long face.
he is pretty *to me* but like dude???
—not exactly a heartthrob boy band material is he?
obv I wouldn’t call him “misunderstood baby uwu” if we are talking a little more seriously —but to be fair jean is having possibly the worst week of his life. the car? fucking sunk. case? unsolved. not to mention his close partner (who is also an ass mind you) doesn’t even remember him, already running around with a new one.
yeah he is absolutely foul and aggressive and degrading harry but like i said before (in my tag essay lol) judit also makes ableist comments and i don’t see people hating her because she’s outwardly nice—
and respects harry as her superior. her BOSS.
(also a friend with benefits? /nope, it’s just him harassing judit/ as well but not as a complicated relationship compared jean and harry’s brötherbund. only a few months of acquaintanceship.)
plus it’s highhlyyy likely that harry is not the only one substance abuse. —look at jean’s rudolf-looking-red-ass-nose. a drunkard’s sniffers. probably had few lines with him late at night… when your lifetime partner is an alcoholic it's hard to say no.
about the left for dead thing, they left because harry told them to fuck off. tbh harry is nightmare to work with esp pre-bender. (and am saying as a pathetic little unmedicated neurodivergent woman.)
but when the second time they left revachol was not jean’s fault, and it was judit’s suggestion anyway. the squad probably thought that since harry had someone a little more responsible looking after him. it will be fine when they come back. the tribunal was absolutely unaccounted for.
yet despite all of these things, he will try to come back to make sure he is ok and accommodate harrier to the best of his abilities which is wearing very thin. look at him trying to make up to our harry boy:
anyways am incapable of writing coherent thoughts (even though i want to talk about it for hours) that make sense so go look at sygneth’s jean psychological analysis instead. it is an excellent read. please go read.
#op might wanna get their eyes or head checked lol. they looked at a little too much fanart.#+do not interact with the original poll. don’t look it up. it’s not worth it. don't give it traction. don't attract drama.#am sure op is just a troll. prob barely spent any time playin/readin DE. not that i am that much media literate but still...#i am sure there are things i left out. oh well...#i know that you need high EDC build run or lotta reading to understand so his “lore” so is kinda gatekept--#but it’s frustrating to see shit takes like this lmaoo#also don’t get me wrong i like judit. she is a tired working woman w/ a pathetic husband + 2x children. she just wanna grab jean & go home.#p.s stella as in stella from ‘‘helluva boss’’. idk didn’t like its S2 i think she coulda been more complex character.#but not everything needs to be deep and meaningful i guess. simple villains are ok.#her anger is justified towards her husband’s infidelity but she’s kind of a dumb royal brat. esp in s2. just calls of his assassination rig#heron vs secretary#angry bird vs angry bird shit fr beuh#disco elysium#jean vicquemare#jean posting#jean heron vicquemare#loyal is the he…#no. am not tagging HB or stella.#kinda long#longish post#cryptid rambles
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procrastination is starting to have its consequences finally
#on my friends living room floor they love together but one of them has been london for weeks or maybe months#to be with her love. im on a foam mattress from one of their beds next to a glass bottle of water opened by one of them#in a mug given to me by another. the weather felt like my childhood today and it also felt like 2 years ago.#(put space in the heavens Einstein's idea and hes your friend too so nothing to fear) around the table they drank and laughed and i thought#i hope you keep growing so full with the love you receive . i hope your appetite becomes insatiable from how used to it you are#and i know youre all leaving soon but i hope one day you miss this and that youll be happy you miss it#its worth missing i think#i thought he didnt care but he said after exams hes going walk around this area over and over#(this is near where he lived and where we visited almost daily for a year)#(hed come across the bridge on a lake)#we went where she used to live and at the entrance a fox sat calmly. it just yawned and stared.#it felt important somehow. i think maybe their impressions of me will never be close to how i feel inside but i think#i love them enough for that not to matter. i dont think theyll ever know this. i dont think if they did it would change much.#and seeing them smile makes my heart glow anyway. today i tried their malaysian tea the ginger burned my throat#they warmed my heart. hes going to canada soon and hes going to the US soon and shes going everywhere soon ill never understand#how were supposed to live with memories and with seperation and with the past but we do it anyway so i think it doesnt matter much#i wanted to write a poem for the lab rats with the fibre optic wires lit with blue forcing them to turn around and around#something about how im sorry that the two photon arrays burned the inside of your brain. im sorry about the sharp points of multielectrode#arrayes. im sorry about everything we do to you. she asked to see me tomorrow. im trying to have self control but i miss her so awfully#last night my friend talked to me and i updated on everything that happened with love and the lack of it and she just started laughing#and she told me about the same thing from her side. and she told me about how she loved london because she would walk the streets#and she felt like the people were her. and her eyes would go over the people and the bag of bagels and the construction men they probably#have a kid at home maybe shes a daughter. this kid is crying for her mother and the building you just walked past caused#blisters and pain and people died in it and very likely people were born in it. we talked for hours and i felt like#i was holding her hand just like that time she held mine watching a horror film. i love her so much#my friend is a genius and i remember her picking up the charms of my phone and staring at the leaf hanging from them. shes side stepping to#music drinking dangerous cider and cocktails from a movie and chit chatting with billionaires and undergrads#i love her dearly. his head covered in electrodes. she tells me about a syrian guy shes in love with and she says#what you feel and what i feel is like cocaine. ive tried a lot of fucking cocaine.#she says ive reminded her of what living actually feels like and to never put energy into someone who doesnt see me this way.
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My neighbor had a ton of stuff left after her husband passed. I went to visit her and noticed these in a bag by the door. I knew that meant she planned on throwing them away.
So I smiled at said "Thank you for giving us E's mezuzahs. If there's any other Judaica he had that you don't think anybody wants, we'd be happy to have them."
She immediately snatched them up out of the bag, excited, saying "I didn't think anybody would want this old stuff!"
I'm still kind of mad at her about it but hey, at least they got rescued. I have no idea what they're made of, unfortunately, but I'll test some gentle cleansers/polishes and see if that takes care of some of the spots. Any caregiving tips are welcome
#judaica#jumblr#jewblr#judaism#jewish#to be totally fair to her she had about 50 years worth of E lowkey hoarding to cope with after he died#her having the reaction of “just yeet everything to the dumpster” makes sense#but still the thought of throwing away judaica is just. it fucks with me
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rereading the last chapter of 'so mordor it is' for the first time in a hot minute and i just-
Eddie purses his lips, “I mean- Okay, yeah, that’s shitty or whatever. But I get it. I get why he’s doing it.”
“Because he’s a dick? Because he’s always been an asshole looking for a reason to pick on you? Like I said, it’s not excusable, Edd-”
“Because if I lost you how he lost Chrissy, I’d do far worse.”
Willow pauses with her mouth wide open, taking in just how deadly serious he looks at this moment. He’s not even cracking up in the slightest at her insults at the jock who had contributed to being a thorn in their side this past year, focusing on her and only her.
“No,” Willow says slowly, “You wouldn’t. You’re a good person with common sense.”
“Not when it comes to you,” Eddie rebuttals, “Not when it comes to you getting hurt. If you- If you had- If it had been your body found-” he chokes up, unable to continue the thought without taking a breath, “I’d also have a vendetta out for the prime suspect. Hell, I’d have it out for every possible suspect. Willow, if I lost you, I’d do far worse than some petty rallying against the town’s freak. I’d burn this town down for you.”
what the hell is wrong with me
#eddie munson#stranger things#so mordor it is#mordor#willow and eddie are literally the blueprint for the soft love i so desperately crave#the devotion i seek out in everything#'their incessant need to protect one another had become their greatest weapon - and their greatest fault'#i just want to wrap them up in a blanket and kick them back into the shire days#vecna? no. send them back to innocently holding hands during a stormy night because willow is scared of the rain#i'm trying to be so normal about them so i can write for them again but then i see past me put shit like this in the fic and i crumble#willow wants to be brave for eddie. to be the person he sees in her. so badly.#and eddie wants to be good. to sow whatever seeds she's planted in him. prove that he was worth choosing#anyways im going to shut up and go back to writing
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“We met up once and it wasn't even a date. I did it for Amber. You know how she's always going on about Senne. So… Last Friday I asked him to cancel that gathering. But in exchange, for half an hour I had to…”
“Kiss?”
“Talk [to him].”
Zoenne + 30 minutes
#wtFOCK#Skam#Zoë Loockx#Senne De Smet#LOVE#Zoenne#wtFOCKEdit#Veerle Dejaeger#Nathan Naenen#SkamverseDaily#Ship Inspo#SkamRemakesEdit#s2#2x01#2x02#I love how despite agreeing with the date she never let him have the last word on it#and I love how she kept timing those 30 min and subtracting from them and even bullshitting him#all of this to keep everything under HER control#was that all because of that though? control? or was it a little bc she felt like the more time they spent together#the more she would get to know him?#yes to me she was afraid of what she already felt (for him) and that was her way to keep herself from feeling it#I love how he tries to get those 3 minutes back since she made him wait there but then softens and goes ‘it was worth it’#this was their very first Zo(en)n(e)dag#it’s their fifth first meetingversary#I bet they’re celebrating it in style
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