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givemewallywestorgivemedeath · 1 year

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There are only so many fanfics that use the entirety of DC as cardboard cutouts to prop up bat family characters that I can read before I go berserk.

I swear to god. Every character that has ever been shipped with a bat or coexists on the same team as a bat is owed an apology.

How many Young Justice fanfics that solely revolve around Tim must exist? How many Titans fanfics centered only on Dick? Why is it a herculean task to find a Justice League fanfic without Bruce as the main character?

And then even when you do find a fic that seems like it's balanced, everything still revolves around the bat. Like Kon, Cassie and Bart have nothing else going on in their lives except Tim and Tim's issues or thinking about Tim. Like Donna and Wally and Roy just cannot function if they aren't spending every waking moment thinking about Dick.

I'm... Guys. I'm at my limit. I swear to god. We need to make a Batman tag and surgically remove all these fics and quarantine them there. We'll keep the actual DC fics and they can do whatever the fuck they want in their own tag. It's getting ridiculous how hard it is to find fanfic that's actually DC related and isn't just 'The BatFam Show'.

#im going INSANE #i literally just have to filter out the batfam characters at this point #and even that doesn't help sometimes #holy shit guys what is GOING ON #seriously if i see one more fic thats all 'haha the justice league meets the batfam and they're so shocked! 😯 because they're crazy 🤣'#i don't know how to explain to you people that THEY HAVE SEEN WEIRDER #a bunch of ninja kids aren't even making the top ten weirdest moments my dude. like. at all.#not even remotely #i can't stress ENOUGH how normal that would be to them #anyway im going fucking bonkers over here #dc #dc comics #or god fucking damnit the YJ fics that literally just have Kon's life revolving around Tim #and Cassie and Bart are just background scenary. and only exist to push Kon and Tim together. I'm going to go fucking nuts #ship whoever you want but at least have the character have an actual character beyond 'love interest'#also jfc. every. single. birdflash fic. that has Wally just be a love interest with literally nothing fucking else going on #except his relationship with Dick. work? family? life? villains?? nope! no he's just madly in love with Dick and cute and thats it!#im GOING INSANE

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carnivalcarriondiscarded · 10 months

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k i thiiiiink i'm gonna close my inbox for a Bit bc there is... so much in there... and more gets buried with each new ask & i Want to get to them all! but there are ninety-five (95!) asks in that box rn. and i know from experience that if i don't take care of it that number will build to ungodly levels, and then it'll get so overwhelming i won't be able to get myself to answer Any <3

#its just that i want to respond to Most with scribbles #and since it takes me so long to do anything #especially lately with... everything that's happening... my Motivation and Energy has been more drained than normal #and 'normal' is already at Low Levels!#but yeah and i just Want To Get To Everyone #there are some real good asks in there!#but then each new one is like Oh I Wanna Do That #YALL ARE GIVING ME TOO MANY TASTY RECIPES!!!#i cant bake 95 cakes at once!!!!#all of this said affectionately ofc #i never imagined my lil art blog's inbox would ever reach double digits #let alone nearing triples!#i just need to take things a bit slower than usual. implement some personal moderation yk yk #absolutely unprompted #do i know when the box will reopen? nope!#in all honesty it might be a couple months... idk idk. idk!#my life is very uncertain and stressful and will be for At least until november #mid-november probably. late november. perhaps even early december...#depends on how quickly i get settled in my New living situation or how fast i empty the inbox #cause im moving late october... i just dont know!#everything is kinda falling apart! but its fine its fine . i will work on asks and art #*will graham voice* this is my escape #there are several that im excited to get around to!#mainly a couple'a Lights Out ones but there are Others as well...#if you were planning on sending an ask. uh. sorry!#im grabbing your tongue and shoving it back in your face. hush.#edit: AND i wanna respond to some replies cause those get sooo neglected #its like my brain says 'you can either respond to replies or asks. not both. die'#and i have to be all 'thanks cool thats totally reasonable! perish'

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roley-poley-foley · 7 months

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the thing is. fic writers do what they can to ensure that nobody reads fic that they don't wanna read. we tag content, put things under readmores, some don't post whole works here, just links to ao3. if you read a fic, it's because you came to the fanworks site and CHOSE to read a fic. you didn't filter fic related tags, you didn't block writers, no. you found a fic, read it and had a sook about it. nobody is EVER going to cry enough that people will stop writing fics. that's just how fandom is. don't join a fan community if you don't wanna see people partaking in fannish activities.

#personal #its actually super easy to not be In a fandom while being a fan #like im a holding absence fan but im not in their bandom #not because im avoiding it. nope.#just because ive never sought out a holding absence community #if fans creating fanworks stresses you so much #put your mental health first and just leave

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sapphicsnzs · 2 months

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im so grateful for this corner of the internet where i can just get my frustrations out

#self obs #i will delete this later but i just need to get it out #i told my two best friends about how i got rejected and they both were just like move on lol #like i don’t think they realize how awful i feel right now like literally that was my dream and im scared im never gonna be able to do it #i also somehow have to tell my parents and that’s a whole different problem #my parents are already up my ass about me quitinh my job for no reason #well basically i think they’re trying to get me to move home for the summer which doesn’t make sense to quit my job i’ve been working at #for almost a year to come back and get a job for a month #but like i can’t think of another reason that my parents would randomly want me to quit my job #so i’m stressed about that and now i also have to tell them i got rejected and now i can’t start the part of my degree that i need for my #fucking job and fuck i’m so stressed and don’t know what to do #and im just like so embarrassed and everyone is acting like its not a big deal even tho like if i apply again i probably won’t even get it #because i didn’t even make it past the interview phase and anyways im just so upset with myself and everything #i like actually thought my life was turning around and i was gonna be happy finally but nope #anyways this is just me sobbing and trying to let out my frustrations because no one will actually listen or validate that i’m upset #whatever im gonna go drink some wine and probably pass out on the floor of my room

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zetina · 9 months

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dang the kafka companion quest is really neat. i wish i'd picked cooler answers, but thankfully the internet exists. this is like... major lore. and also just the vibes around fate and free will and choice. video games are so perfect for stuff like this <3

#hsr #honkai star rail #kafka #rambling #purely zet #im one of those spiteful ppl so i was tempted to just nope out cuz she kept stressing that i'd deff show up #but like #i did want to chat with her so #yeh #quality times with mom

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falmerbrook · 10 months

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// venting weird fandom feelings

I feel like I must be the only person who gets stressed af when I see someone else post their headcanons/theories for something i already have a lot of headcanons/theories about. Like, “oh shit someone else already did it now I can’t :(. If I post mine I’m stomping on their turf” or like I feel like mine are now wrong because clearly this person knows more about the topic than me or knows something I don’t. Which is wild because I should be excited when I see people who like the same things I do, but instead I feel weirdly territorial. I just have an odd inferiority complex about it

#honestly headcanons and theories for tes are fun to come up with #but stress me out in ways no other fandom ever has #it’s just so damn lore heavy that I always worry I’m gonna look like an idiot because I’ll post something that contradicts some random #book that shows up in a library in eso #mine #vent #kinda #I just get anxious about everything so there’s that #for awhile ive been like 'ok well i doubt theres anyone else you knows a lot about the niche my degree is in so i could apply that to tes'#but nope i just saw someone who posts about that so now my brain has barred me from ever posting about it #oh well i guess #which is why most of my art will be silly or light hearted becasue im too scared to post my actual thoughts about anything

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ff2-soda-pop · 3 months

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I'm starting to question if I should even bother with the stupid paper.... I'm probably just gonna fail anyways lmao

#ive been running around stuck on Babysitter Duty for the past three days and the teacher only gave us any instructions on thursday yet #somehow expected a full paper done and edited by sunday. even if i wasnt stuck on babysitter duty she'd get a shitty paper just due to how #little TIME that is to get things done. but because i am on babysitter duty uhhh..... well so far there's no paper #ive been spending practically full days having to take care of my sister and i cant just Ignore Her so i havent done my paper while watchin #her because again: my focus needs to be on Her. and shes incredibly loud which makes it super hard to focus. fun combo /s #so i was like 'i'll just stay up Really Late and do it then' but that hasn't worked because my sister WONT GO TO BED if im awake. i was up #until 4am last night hoping she'd fall asleep and shut up and i could work but Nope!#and then i got too tired to even care anymore #i've tried explaining this to others and they're just like 'ok well you just need to find a way to make it work :/' which is very much #easier said than done! and im scared about this paper because this teacher doesnt accept late work at all for pretty much any reason #and im sure she wont understand my situation. because shes also the teacher that didnt understand that i didnt have the textbook on time #because it was still being shipped and i dont control the rate at which book ships and she was like #'..........okay well you still need to have the book by tomorrow at least <3' when i told her the book had Just shipped and idk when i'd ge #the dumb thing. so yknow i dont have high hopes about this #also just as extra 'make stuff more difficult' i have zero accommodations because my mom cant keep track of my fucking IEPs and they wont #let me have accommodations unless i have that and idk how to get a copy anymore. so i've also been running around with no help in that area #and it's not great </3 #idk im just stressed out and frustrated and i Want To Cry :)#vent

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thecubes · 4 months

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im gonna start throwing things

#i went back to bed for a nap #fell fully asleep rem dreaming etc etc #dream i get to meet g. we are sat face to face on some desk. i shake his hand #i dont wanna let go but im being polite about it. not gonna nick his hand yk #hes like oh its ok. holds my hand. so i hold his hand for longer and we just sit holding hands #and. im like ok im being really too much now and hes like nope. and puts his hand on top of mine #thumb rubs and All #god damn #and then when that fizzled out i got a very realistic stress dream that the government accidentally gave me my #uc too early and i had to pay it back but id already spent it and would need to produce nearly 300 quid out of my arse #just woke up like can i please go back to holding g's hand. god

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binders-and-beanies · 1 month

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Doin bad again folx

#might delete later I’m just wide awake and miserable #summer bill came out today and it’s $7100 not including housing which will be $2400 #literally dunno how im gonna pay for that and my dad is. adding to the emotional turmoil of it all #not able to get a loan at least not before the bill is due #able to get aid luckily but again who knows when or how much #my bday is tomorrow and for months I’ve been like please just let my bday be a good day i need one #i need some hope. not that I haven’t had good experiences lately bc I have. but nothing that lasts #nothing i get to feel good about for more than a day before a new problem drops #I need to enjoy my birthday without feeling this deep dark dread and fear and fucking guilt and hopelessness #I have fun plans for today And tomorrow and I’m grateful but honestly stressed about that too #bc it’s gonna be a lot + bc of all I need to do outside of that #+ I don’t get to spend my bday w friends the way I want like I have one friend Maybe coming w me #my bday is supposed to feel celebratory and instead it feels like absolutely forcing some illusion of choice or joy in my life #on top of it all. the most peaceful I usually ever feel is in bed w my partner and now my body won’t even let me hold or be held by them #currently laying next to them not touching them so I at least don’t keep them up w how physically miserable I am rn #I’m literally always physically miserable at this point and it feels like spring is never gonna come and provide any relief #but it’s like can I at least be cozy w them. nope instead I’m wide awake facing various horrors #despite being permanently exhausted and falling asleep in class after 40 ounces of coffee #Im just. so fucking unhappy in life rn dude I don’t want life to be like this forever with the constant threat of it getting much worse #fucking shred of joy in this godforsaken world: the sleep noises they r making rn #mine #txt #vent post #suicidal ideation tw #<- cry for help

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iightwoodbane · 15 days

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words cannot describe how happy i will be once i am done with my master's thesis

#it might seem silly but i genuinely feel like i cannot rest #for even a single moment...its always hanging over my head #i made a schedule and i'm already behind on it and its stressing me out so much #but am i doing anything about it? NOPE #just horrid #and im gonna have to look for a full time job post-graduation which is wonderful #mine

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imflyingfish · 16 days

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Oh btw my desire to own a record player has now thankfully passed, however its been replaced by an increadibly strong craving for milkshakes and fried prawns that I cant seem to quench so lord knows whats next

#sigh #i had prawns today but theyre the little kind and didnt do anything for my craving :((#and icecream but nope... nothing #im going to get a milkshake after work tomorrow though #maybe im pregnant and thats why im craving so much #thats a joke i dont think i can do that #well. mayhaps #its just bevause of stress lol i always get cravings and the desire to buy things when i have a lot of work #it'll pass =w=#lMAO earlier this month it was for new bedsheets and a vr headset that i dont need #so eh idk #welcome to my diary

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staghunters · 1 year

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Backstage shenanigans

(and before you ask: yes you can hit someone in the face by launching a shoe at them with your foot. I speak from personal experience) (also it is a fun game)

#doodl #nope movie #gordy's home #ricky jupe park #mary jo elliot #tom bogan #phyllis mayberry #and my first comic? i believe?#very fun to do for once #at this rate yall get a nope related thing each days while im headed for exam stress lol

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love-is-a-pearl · 19 days

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Have you thought about drawing AU versions for Liko and other Horizons characters?

(And to whoever left that last ask I do like the idea of Nessa x Misty:)

Nah. I haven't watched the new anime yet so I have no strong feelings for those kiddos. But more than that, I don't see any reason for them to meet Ash's gang.

None of the HZ kiddos have similar interests to anyone from the Ashnime, they don't have goals that could align with other folk's and allow any reasonable encounters so.. yeah. Unless the anime gives them something to do unrelated to Lucius in the upcoming years, nah, don't see myself touching any of the HZs original characters.

#answered asks #|→ not not #and like I said in the google docs #the only things im adding from gen9 onwards is new mons #nothing plot related and if charas appear they will likely be one offs. same apply for hz and whatever will come after that #AT MOST i may take some inspo from whatever happens in PLZA that i feel fits my AU #but for most things #nope #i dont like terrastral as a gimmick so im not giving anyone that #and i dont see why stress myself adding more and more and try to fix my au to fit in stuff from newer games #like. im not TPC. i have no reason to promote the games nor any shit like that #im here to tell a story /I/ want to hear

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sandsstorms · 1 year

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