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skyartworkzzz · 3 months

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Theyre dating ur honor

Hi I bring yall another AU 💃

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thundersbugs · 5 months

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hiiii tunglr today i present you totally platonic non homoerotic video gaming

sketch under the cut oml its kinda bad. but i like sketching traditionally more

#if u rb ill give u a little kiss on the forehead #i deadass cant shade. but i wanted to try anyways #im pretty happy with the pose though considering i rarely ever draw poses where two characters physically interact #and im also soooo happy with suguru's hair #crazy!!!!!! i can draw a little bit #sorry if satoru's legs arent long enough though i dont know why i physically can't draw tall people #jjk #jujutsu kaisen #satosugu #stsg #sugusato #sgst #gego #goge #geto suguru #gojo satoru #fanart #mika's art #tw scar

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toxooz · 4 months

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do you have firealpaca se? it's on sale right now, should i get it for myself?

ooph i just use the free version of fire alpaca i didn't even register that there was a version that costs money😭 but iiim not quite sure I don't really hear about fire alpaca being The good art program that has a lot of useful features so I'd be careful and investigate other options i think idk maybe im on the wrong side of the road and there's hella fire alpaca praise but pffft all I'm saying is surely there's better art programs out there if you were to spend money on one 🤔

#who knows maybe the fire alpaca se is like good af and way more improved but i would do more research #speaking of which ive been considering looking into other art programs recently mainly bc #now that i have a patreon i feel like i kinda owe it to ppl to use the money for anything that i can improve on ie. a better art program #and it deadass took me THIS long to finally realize that bro im got a job and am rakin in cash #im not a broke kid yearning for scraps on the family computer i Could spend money on an art program lmfao my ass been out here moved out fo #3 years LMFAO i may finally part ways with fire alpaca and move up the ladder

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milkywaylatte · 10 months

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Why Napola is good but so bad like I'm dead inside, just love my two babies.

Hey hey stop crying I found a fic where they're happy together and having a vacation in Paris and feeding stray cats. It's called breaking into heaven by griefhoney

#it's the alternate universe fix it cause normal fix it couldn't fix them lmao #im in pain and im being a baby about it #can't take their ending as canon at all #deadass considering learning german so I could read their fic more #and forget the canon ever happened haha #napola

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ruthlesslistener · 1 year

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obligatory reminder that basing your moral compass around whether or not you think disturbing material in fiction and trusting people based on that moral compass is a surefire way to put yourself in a prime position of harm because abusers WILL jump on that and use it to your advantage, ESPECIALLY if you're mentally ill and suffer from ocd/other illnesses with violent intrusive thoughts

#source: my dad would be considered a shining beacon of a moral compass from anyone who isnt in the know #the know: he is extremely emotionally and verbally abusive and used to be very physically abusive before we threatened to call the cops #hes got ocd as well and thats probs why he deadass believes fiction = reality and that the fiction i read = why i'm 'violent'#'we need to be good people' <- a good person is someone who treats others with kindness and respect #not whatever the fuck he or the violent antis digging into people's shit are #anyways. im going home tomorrow and while i miss my mom and friends #i am NOT looking forward to 8 days with him.

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thebewilderer · 1 year

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seeing people claiming that wanting the volume on an even number or a multiple of five is an ocd thing and getting violently angry

#no the fuck it is not :) and youre a fucking idiot :) who is making light of the struggles :) actual people go though :)#fucking instablock but I'm still so fucking furious #i thought it was only tiktok 14 year olds and the idiots who have no idea what mental illness is #but this person was deadass about it #and i wish the absolute fucking worst for them #the ABSOLUTE fucking worst #ih #god i hate these fuckign assholes #who pretend to be all enlightened about mental illness #and then go ahead and diagnose themselves with ocd #because they like the volume on even numbers #or madd because they daydream sometimes #or ptsd because someone broke up with them and theyre sad #im just. so angry.#grow up. consider not making fun of disabled people for once in your pathetic attention seeking life #fuck #pers #ocd #actuallyocd #im entirely serious in that if anyone comments with some bullshit I'm blocking instantly #''oh but for some people-'' I'm blocking you.#edit: went through the notes and blocked everyone there too and feel slightly safer

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gorbo-longstocking · 10 days

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oooo yay its my bday i just hit the big two four!!! so if you see my age in bio change you know whats up. uhh book update for the five people who are interested, i hit 33k words a few days ago and im having a blast writing it!! i still have a long way to go before its finished, i estimate the rough draft alone will take about a year to finish. but yeah the purpose of this post is to do a small poll—

i was thinking, that mayhaps, i could share a scene or two that i particularly liked or made me laugh every chapter to few chapters or so on this account? i wanted to ask before i do it because i know yall followed me for fanfic and i dont wanna clog anyones dash. however, it would be a way for me to share parts of my writing still (not doing so is making me insane ill write a scene and want to paul revere it so bad because i love it sm) and remain active on this account

#yall dont even KNOW how bad i wanna post the full thing but i gotta stay strong #im crafting these freaks out of clay and i need the world to know #that said it would make publishing harder unless i went the indie route at the end and i may beat myself with a brick in a year for posting #and i HAAAAVE to consider that unfortunately #ao3 calls but making a genuine life out of something i enjoy calls harder #the dollar general evil spirit that follows me around on every shift and drains my life force has been attacking so much recently #also tbr if anyone is deadass interested in reading what i got….. my dms are open i could link u to my google docs #make new friends and share my little gay stories in one fell swoop #man idk im just rambling atp im on break at work rn #no thoughts head empty #if anyone has any other ideas lmk i did consider a discord server for my friends who i am showing or something that i could just #have a public link to??? but i hate modding #idk if people are interested i could suck it up #MAN IDK #THOG JUST A GUY #thank u for reading this ily

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cowboy-robooty · 10 months

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now that wiener has changed me i can show my true colors to you all. this is the equivalent of me posting my little prince on the internet okay because i genuinely think this is cringe and stupid but i cant help it i have autistic rage and everyday i fight against it. anyways the reason why its so big i like wieners itapan is bc this is how i actually feel about itapan

its okay though because everyday i fight to cure myself of these aids (once i opened my social media app and saw itapan and my day genuinely felt significantly worse. ruined even. i am fighting so hard).

#BECAUSE I FOR REALSIES THINK ITS SO DUMB TO GET ACTUALLY DEADASS MAD AT FICTIONAL SHIPS #WHO THE FUCK CARES #AINT NOBODY CARE ABOUT THAT SHIT SHUT YO DUMBASS UP!!!!!#but my weakness... is itager... because idk im ill abt them its not a joke #ive been this way for like 6 years now #i can handle reading fanfics of germany x other characters bc germany literally never loves them #like all the fics i read of him x other characters is just him being tortured by them and he doesnt even like them #the only way he reciprocates their affections is literally after white room torture and getting turned into a different person #i believe that i think thats true thats the only way he could possibly show romantic affection to someone other than italy #i only can tolerate and sometimes enjoy content of germy/itatard x other people if its onesided and they dont love the other person #bc then im like yeah seems legit cuz theyd only love eachother in all universes #and i feel this way abt basically all of my ships i care abt bc im a monoshipper #but usually i wont give a fuck if i see them with other people im like that sucks lol but not my house not my soup!#BUT ITAGER....... IT MAKES ME CRAZY #IT MAKES ME ACT LIKE A FREAK ! I DONT ENDORSE MY OWN BEHAVIOR #thats why this is my shame............. this is my one true cringe and something i genuinely consider a flaw of mine #one of my few if not only autistic rage inducers............. please accept me for who i am. i am trying to fight this (ngl im losing but #we still try our best bc i want to have no weaknesses)#one of my few weaknesses.....#robooty dick pic

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bibleofficial · 1 month

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so i’ve smoked a hz in a week

#stream #deadass picked up april 1 & im pestering me dealer rn #it hasn’t hit delivered im dying i need to be sure he’s active #i literally have like maybe 2 bowls left but i always do 2 bowls so like 1 more hit #just hit ‘send as text’ answer ur phone did u block me i pray not !!!!!!#better not be arrested neither i’m going to die #i could just get k honestly i’m considering

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citriarchive · 2 months

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thinking about this because i made the mistake of looking at Tumblr replies so pardon the half vent but how do people get in this mindset of "this song isn't good enough for someone to call themselves a musician, they're not a REAL musician" lmfao. like sorry but that teenager or 20-something who just released a TikTok song you don't like is still a musician. like by definition. there is no threshold to be a "real" musician, you spork. everyone has to start somewhere.

same with any form of art actually (that is made without AI). whether you like it or not, whether it's good or bad, someone crafted that shit. they are a "real" writer, they are a "real" artist, they are a "real" crocheter, knitter, sew...er, whatever form of art you're doing, if you're doing it, congratulations, you're now an artist, whether other people like it or not. full stop lmfao.

needed that off my chest rq sorry muts lol

#; the citrus speaks #; vent #i guess #stop gatekeeping art forms like it's some club you have to get into #grown-ass adults have released songs that are worse (imo) than some songs from tiktok #and yet those adults are still considered musicians!#and if they're not they should be!!!#grrrr #this is how you scare people out of doing art!!#this is how people quit before they even start #like deadass this makes me wanna draw out of fucking spite #because even if it's not good it's real art #anyway sorry im very passionate about this topic #; lemon's inane ramblings

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madohomurat · 1 year

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the pro bi lesbian arguments all boil down to one of these statements

i do not personally believe that these identities are lesbiphobic, biphobic, or transphobic and those who say that they are, are delusional and need to get over it (touch grass, etc.)

i do not personally believe that these identities are lesbiphobic, biphobic, or transphobic, and those who say that they are, are only doing so because they want to tear the community apart

regardless of lesbiphobia, biphobia, or transphobia, we should turn a blind eye to it because i personally fail to see how and why these identities can invalidate someone

regardless of lesbiphobia, biphobia, or transphobia, we should turn a blind eye because theres other things that are more important

there is no such thing as an LGBTQ identity that is harmful or invalidating towards other LGBTQ identities

and i see very blatant flaws in all of these basic conclusions. like, no matter how hard i try, and trust me, i have tried very hard, i simply cannot see how any of these conclusions are just or good in nature or "good faith"

#discourse bullshit sorry #like for real im deadass open to the words of someone who feels that its detrimental for lesbians to be vocal about lesbiphobia #100% full transparency here i have TRIED so hard to consider the other side of this argument #it always seems to demonize or belittle those who feel invalidated and i cant in good conscience ever think thats okay and fine #to step on the toes of those who feel hurt makes no sense to me when there is a clear and easy way to avoid it #solidarity would be to call yourself bi sapphic instead of bi lesbian #because even if you dont understand why- you still care about the feelings and concerns of other LGBTQ peop

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solargeist · 1 year

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idk if ur on tiktok but that audio named dangerously yours and every other version of it reminds me of a tipping point of pog/lmanbur during one of their many duels...

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(pog/piper uses she/they prns here, lman uses he/him)

pog wanted lman dead for so long, so long. maybe it was because the younger reminded pog of memories that they wanted to live through again. maybe for even longer, it would all be fine. it came to a point in the sparing that pog was just above lman, pointing their sharp sword near his neck, promising to kill the man just beneath her.

"you mean you're actually going to kill me?" lman was left kind of shocked, did pog always look so... flattering at this angle?

"i mean just that," pog spat back at the lighter brunette.

"well.. go ahead." the younger gave a shaken smug smile up at the slightly older one, he knew she wouldn't.

"i-i'll do this my own way."

"you won't do it. you can't put your sword in my neck, pog. you can't put me in misery because you love me." lmanbur took the hand of pogs that was holding the grip of the sword. "it takes a very brave and a very cold woman to do that, piper. i don't think you can."

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end scene (i have been thinking abt this for ages and i just decided to write smth abt it.. inspired by those audios on tiktok from the dangerously yours reading)

i do havé tiktok but i stil had to double check the audio bc I forgot it sosnsjsk

BUT … THEM … I love themf that fits them so well 😭😭 pogbur’s gonna call him an asshole and put the sword away, promise to kill him later when he least expects it. Lmanbur just rolls his eyes like “counting on it”

(Note, tho, I dont call Pogbur ‘Piper’ anymore, when I say that name im strictly referring to an oc ^_^)

#ask #sootbur #WE STILL STAN SHE/HER/THEY POGBUR THO !!!! 💙💙💙💙#i am a peak zoomer wheb it comes to TikTok I have considered deleting it off my phone bc I stay on it too long #the app will deadass tell me to turn it off sometimes 😭😭#its also funny I get this message bc I was thinking abt doing the sootbur requests in my inbox earlier #i feel a little bad taking the name piper but well . well.!#Pogbur can have the name Veronica still 👍👍 (bc.. heathers..)#also sry if I read this tone wrong im reading it as flirtation sksns I dunno what the original audio implies

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potterzilla · 11 months

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I have mastered how to use the Aa