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musette22 · 1 year

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Sebastian Stan on It's On With Alexa Chung (MTV 2009)

#sebastian stan #going absolutely out of my mind insane #he was so CUTE #look at twinky mctwinkerson over here #😭😭😭#baby seb is the MOST adorable #his hair!#his outfit!#his face!#also his voice in this one is so raspy #you can tell he still smoked #it's so hot ugjhfjkg #if I had know him back then I would have been completely smitten #he's so my type he's like my archetype #AND he was talking to alexa who was dating alex who is very much the same sort of type #if more awkward lol #anyway #wowoww #had to make these or I'd have gone mental

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inkskinned · 9 months

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you're grabbing lunch with a nice man and he gives you that strange grimace-smile that's popular right now; an almost sardonic "twist" of his mouth while he looks literally down on you. it looks like he practiced the move as he leans back, arms folded. he just finished reciting the details of NFTs to you and explaining Oppenheimer even though he only watched a youtube about it and hasn't actually seen it. you are at the bottom of your wine glass.

you ask the man across from you if he has siblings, desperately looking for a topic. literally anything else.

he says i don't like small talk. and then he smiles again, watching you.

a few years ago, you probably would have said you're above celebrity gossip, but honestly, you've been kind of enjoying the dumb shit of it these days. with the rest of the earth burning, there's something familiar and banal about dragging ariana grande through the mud. you think about jeanette mccurdy, who has often times gently warned the world she's not as nice as she appears. you liked i'm glad my mom died but it made you cry a lot.

he doesn't like small talk, figure out something to say.

you want to talk about responsibility, and how ariana grande is only like 6 days older than you are - which means she just turned 30 and still dresses and acts like a 13 year old, but like sexy. there's something in there about the whole thing - about insecurity, and never growing up, and being sexualized from a young age.

people have been saying that gay people are groomers. like, that's something that's come back into the public. you have even said yourself that it's just ... easier to date men sometimes. you would identify as whatever the opposite of "heteroflexible" is, but here you are again, across from a man. you like every woman, and 3 people on tv. and not this guy. but you're trying. your mother is worried about you. she thinks it's not okay you're single. and honestly this guy was better before you met, back when you were just texting.

wait, shit. are you doing the same thing as ariana grande? are you looking for male validation in order to appease some internalized promise of heteronormativity? do you conform to the idea that your happiness must result in heterosexuality? do you believe that you can resolve your internal loneliness by being accepted into the patriarchy? is there a reason dating men is easier? why are you so scared of fucking it up with women? why don't you reach out to more of them? you have a good sense of humor and a big ol' brain, you could have done a better job at online dating.

also. jesus christ. why can't you just get a drink with somebody without your internal feminism meter pinging. although - in your favor (and judgement aside) in the case of your ariana grande deposition: you have been in enough therapy you probably wouldn't date anyone who had just broken up with their wife of many years (and who has a young child). you'd be like - maybe take some personal time before you begin this journey. like, grande has been on broadway, you'd think she would have heard of the plot of hamlet.

he leans forward and taps two fingers to the table. "i'm not, like an andrew tate guy," he's saying, "but i do think partnership is about two people knowing their place. i like order."

you knew it was going to be hard. being non-straight in any particular way is like, always hard. these days you kind of like answering the question what's your sexuality? with a shrug and a smile - it's fine - is your most common response. like they asked you how your life is going and not to reveal your identity. you like not being straight. you like kissing girls. some days you know you're into men, and sometimes you're sitting across from a man, and you're thinking about the power of compulsory heterosexuality. are you into men, or are you just into the safety that comes from being seen with them? after all, everyone knows you're failing in life unless you have a husband. it almost feels like a gradebook - people see "straight married" as being "all A's", and anything else even vaguely noncompliant as being ... like you dropped out of the school system. you cannot just ignore years of that kind of conditioning, of course you like attention from men.

"so let's talk boundaries." he orders more wine for you, gesturing with one hand like he's rousing an orchestra. sir, this is a fucking chain restaurant. "I am not gonna date someone who still has male friends. also, i don't care about your little friends, i care about me. whatever stupid girls night things - those are lower priority. if i want you there, you're there."

he wasn't like this over text, right? you wouldn't have been even in the building if he was like this. you squint at him. in another version of yourself, you'd be running. you'd just get up and go. that's what happens on the internet - people get annoyed, and they just leave. you are locked in place, almost frozen. you need to go to the bathroom and text someone to call you so you have an excuse, like it's rude to just-leave. like he already kind of owns you. rudeness implies a power paradigm, though. see, even your social anxiety allows the patriarchy to get to you.

you take a sip of the new glass of wine. maybe this will be a funny story. maybe you can write about it on your blog. maybe you can meet ariana grande and ask her if she just maybe needs to take some time to sit and think about her happiness and how she measures her own success.

is this settling down? is this all that's left in your dating pool? just accepting that someone will eventually love you, and you have to stop being picky about who "makes" you a wife?

you look down to your hand, clutching the knife.

#writeblr #this is a mashup of like 3 dates i accidentally went on lol #by that i mean that i was out with a woman on a date in 2 of these situations #and a man just. joined us. and we were too awkward to say anything while he tried to ''date'' me #& one was a longterm friend that i was like. you what????#like he's nice he's a doctor and my mom was SO happy she was like raquel think about it #''it's a perfect love story you grew up together and reconnected as adults and like the same things and he's friends with ur brother #and his sister is one of ur close friends!!!''#yes but alas. he is a boy . she only likes girls. can i make it any more obvious #anyway im tryna write about like the force of male attention being actually incredibly ingrained to women like we are SUPPOSED to like it #it's seen as the only important thing #even if ur gay #and it's a nuanced thing idk #and while rn i i.d. as lesbian #like .... it wouldn't be UNTRUE to say i am probably like ''cusp bisexual'' bc i CAN experience attraction to men bc like .#sexuality is fluid...#don't tell straight ppl tho bc they do not understand the concept that ppl don't necessarily need a solid everlasting label #they're like GET in the BOX #if ur gay & in boston i'm 30 and pretty please come kiss me.#(i usually only date older ppl sorry in advance tho)

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bonus-links · 1 year

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RUINS, pt.11

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#this update was supposed to have 3 more pages but i injured my back before i could finish 😔#apologies for it ending in an awkward place bc of it #add another update yet again lol #bonus links #bonuslinks #bonuslinksdotjpg #main comic #loz #loz au #skyward sword #botw #breath of the wild #OH ALSO i know the hylia statue is in a different location in game i uh. added a new one. or i moved it. make up ur own reason lol

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yumbles · 4 months

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to enter my garden

#illustration #salamanders #arting #original #ocs #snakes #with feet #feels awkward posting the same image like eight times on every platform rn but whatever #sorry for repeats if you follow me in more than one place #at least ive made a post lol

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mecachrome · 2 days

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weekend ojp dump 😔

#haha... get it... super rookie........? (awkward)#inspired by joy cover ver tho 💙#oscar piastri #*a #these are so stupid LOL ok no more art. finally saturday TT__TT #maybe now i won't have to loop ok computer for 8 hours straight to get thru the day 💔

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hychlorions · 1 year

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these were in the same file so i decided to combine them into one drawing

#klapollo #klavier gavin #apollo justice #.png #i love pining. wish it were more anguished due to both of you being inextricably linked by your brother's unraveling web of lies and murder #except you feel it more than he does<3 lol #he is definitely awkward about it though #and that's not a plus!

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ganondoodle · 6 months

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Destiny, a pre-skyward sword legend of zelda fancomic ✨

Chapter 1: Demon (page 57 - 60 out of 60 )

(end of chapter 1!)

archive at @tloz-destiny

(german version will start at chapter 2 over on @tloz-destiny-de )

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drawnfamiliarfaces · 1 month

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Has Ben's habit of casual flirting caused any problems for him or the team?

Probably not as much as his casual flexing with Omnitrix tbh xD Which is basically flirting for this guy!

Though admittingly HoM Ben is not as flirty as it might seem at first. As he grew up, it became, as you said, a habit - more of a part of his heroic/public persona that he developed after becoming a hero celebrity across the (alien part of) universe.

It tends to make people (especially those who know him by his reputation first) feel easier around him and/or underestimate him if he is just some silly guy who flirts. (I mean he is silly guy who casually flirts, but he is also just a dude and so much more, as we all know.)

There were a few instances when it brought trouble, but also sometimes it helped them out too. But, let's just say that HoMies tend to look out for Ben not to say something unfortunate whenever he tends to be too friendly.

Actually there is another casual flirter in their friend group that brings almost as much trouble as Ben - it's Jake! Some of his casually flirty/overly friendly behaviour can be attributed to him becoming an American Dragon in his early teens (he really enjoyed his newfound cool dragon powers and popularity amongst magical folk), and some of it is just his personality (his behaviour was incredibly cringy at times when he was younger, but as he matured, it changed into something a little bit more charming).

When those two are on a mission together, others have to work overtime to keep an eye on them.

Which is ironic, because I 100% headcanon almost all of the HoMies masters of accidental rizz: they make people like them just by being themselves lol.

#que?#hom au #hom au q&a #jake long #ben tennyson #jenny xj9 #and! honorable mentions of Rex: who is also a bit of a flirt but not an overly casual one so he is not as bad as Ben and Jake #and Jenny: who can be incredibly flirty when she sees someone attractive to her. but otherwise she is not a casual flirty type #and Randy!: whos is a bit like Ben when he is in a suit. but infinitely more awkward. he is still maturing xD #me. drawing Ben and squinting: ....is he handsome? or even pretty? i cant tell because i always draw him tired af so like???i dunno man #i cant draw people like they are super attractive ok i have my artistic limits lol

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koszmarnybudyn · 7 months

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So this took longer than expected, was planing on just listening to the episode and doing doodles like usual but then this came over me and here we are. Vaguely historical clothing is fun to draw, backrounds are not.

#dndads #dungeons and daddies #normal oak #my art #link li wilson #hermie the unworthy #taylor swift dndads #dndads spoilers #scary marlowe #did this episode basiclly say linc is white or white passing in canon yes will it get me to change how i draw him absolutly not #i commited to the design too much and besides canon is dead #also hermie and normal basiclly doing azicrow cosplays was accidental lol #great episode never watched the titatnic tho #and idk what the normal messing up the boats was about didnt really get it #love to get more backstory tho #the poses are awkward but so am i and it just means theres room for progress #d00d #the doodler

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yayswag · 1 year

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“do you think it’s okay to wear a hat to a school dance?”

#south park #sp style #i’m kind of obsessed with the idea of them at school dances… the lack of dates… the awkwardness #i’m gonna draw more lol :-D

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kyouka-supremacy · 2 months

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Fixed this panel 👍

#You ever want to really do something ever since the chapter has come out but then exams catch up on you and even when you're done–#you're too tired to even open the editing app... Yeah #atsushi nakajima #sskk #shin soukoku #bsd #bungou stray dogs #bsd ch 112 #mine #Techincally it's not even right because it looked like Akutagawa was straight up chomping at his Adam's apple?#It's an awkward angle to bite lol #Fics where Aktgw complains that he can't leave hickeys on Atsushi because of the tiger regenerative abilities have never felt more real 😔

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shima-draws · 9 months

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Watched the MLB movie and I just. I WANT to gush about it but the fact that Marinette’s regular voice actor and her singing voice actor sound SO different just took me out of it every time and left me feeling very disengaged;; At least Adrien’s singing voice kind of sounds like his speaking voice (and Gabriel’s is 👌 bc my king Keith Silverstein can actually sing and he can sing REALLY fucking well) but Marinette’s. The voices are COMPLETELY different and it threw me off every single time. Like obviously her singing voice is really good and I understand why they picked that person to do her songs but bro you could have at least TRIED to get someone that sounds similar to Cristina Vee. It drove me nuts every time she sang bc I was like “That is CLEARLY a different person entirely!!”

I’m realizing this might have been a dubbing issue but still 😭 I feel like I would have enjoyed the movie way more if it didn’t look like Marinette was lip syncing the entire time bc there was such a huge disconnect between her speaking and singing voice

#Also I can’t fucking believe they did that to my boy Plagg. They RUINED him #He did not deserve that #Miraculous Ladybug #MLB #MLB movie #ALSO. Also. Personally. I don’t think it needed to be a musical #Bc that was very jarring in itself I was not expecting it #Since Miraculous isn’t a musical normally anyway!!#They probably could have fit in a lot more plot and made the story flow better if they took out all the songs #And replaced them with actual character development and stuff.#Idk it just feels like they tried to make it like a Disney film. And it didn’t quite fit with the story #I WILL say tho the character models were top notch. Marinette with FRECKLES?? YES PLEASE #Anyway yeah lots of thoughts but I could not take it seriously bc of the awkward voice casting #It actually ruined a lot of the movie for me :’( Again it drove me nuts lmao #Shima speaks #Idk maybe I'll watch it in French next time. Maybe I'll like it better then lol

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asherdian-zhane · 5 months

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Pov Ya went to a party and ya caught this guy staring at ya—

Thank ya for 104 followers !! Www

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c-kiddo · 6 months

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jus rememberd abt this and. the way i used to draw cad in 2020 vs now in 2023 is funny to me idk why

#i got silley #and he entered girl era #kiddo say #im happy with the silly inky way im drawing. its more fun and less awkward because its looser eanyway #maybe i should redraw that aeor portrait but style now . that could be fun #got reminded abt this lol #also guess i like chatting on here bc still winding down from today. phew . need to get more sleep but its hard when #youre taking care of yourself entirely. like man everything needs done all the time everyday #i need to wash face + brush my teeth. someone yell at me to

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rox-of-iu · 11 months

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ayoo guess who finally sat down and caught up with cultivate B)

is me. so you know what that means.

spoiler warning for cultivate ch 30-37

there was actually.... more things i wanted to draw but I already did so many I had to physically restrain myself hfsjkkdh anyway yes can you tell i love this fic very much

yet once again. cultivate by the wonderful @neonghostcat

#liushen #cultivate #cultivate: slow life on a monster infested mountain #mu qingfang #tagging him as well since theres lot of focus on him lol #and shen jiu as well u have to excuse me I love them they're meow meows #there was gonna be more sj content also but he ended up being cut in the end #wait- hdfdfhkj probably shouldnt talk about cutting something and SJ in the same sentence lmao jhfksdhfk ok bad joke sorry #anyway aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa absolutely deceased with all that has been revealed and covered in the past few chapter #actually dead wonderful powerful talented incredible showstopping never seen before #my most favourite part of cultive is its mysteries without a shadow of a doubt they're so intriguing and the reveal is ALWAYS sooo satisfyi #so the chain reaction of so many answers of the big ones tm? chefs kiss MWA #speaking of mysteries i never mentioned it before because I didn't know how to incorporate it without it being awkward but #for the longest time one particular piece of info has been rotting in my brain #and it was the off-hand comment on of the aqueduct by LQG #it is SO SILLY but THATS the one that has been just spinning in my brain FROM THEN ON ALL THE TIME it is indeed not the actually much coole #checkovs guns that have been setup nooo it was THIS hjkjsdfhksd I HAD TO KNOW where that was going AND NOW I KNOW I CAN REST EASY jsdhfkd #so yeah absolutely wonderful chapters indeed beautiful powerful #also some of you may noticed that time and time again I keep switching up the seniority between bai zhan and qian cao #and i have to formally apologize for that it is in fact not out of lack of attention to the text I'm just shdjkas #if im not mistaken qian caos position is not set in stone in canon so its free for grabs to put it in any of the free spots on the list #so i should respect neonghostcats (beloved i am so sorry) list in this case but i physically couldn't bring myself to write mqf as shidi #HSAJHS im sorry i am so biased and from doctors family i cannot put him in my head in peak seniority so low I'm sry i am legally not allowe #so lets just pretend i wrote it correctly ok sadhkas eyes closed xD #OOF th etags got long this time but im just SOOOO EXCITED WITH THIS FIC AND GOT FEELINGS OK BYE #anyway neonghostcat godspeed recovery buddy!!#also i hope using neonghostcat isnt like....calling u by your full name hdkfh but no idea to which parts i should shorten it either so hah

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s4moongiuk · 6 months

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☆ omg hi!! ☆

i'm mai (she/her) and this is my debut post in the simblr world~ how excitinggggggg

i've been wanting to start a proper simblr acc to post gameplays and related stuff for the LONGEST TIME and now i finally felt comfortable to do so.

to kickstart this account, this is a photo of my new sim (and babyyyyy) lucas, that will start my legacy of wonders challenge and i'm SUPER EXCITED for it so please show me (BUT MOSTLY HIM PLS HE'S A CUTIE) lots of love and support!!! ♡

#i suck at introductions so idk what this was but HIIIIIII #im so awkward its kinda insane ✋️#but i hope to make simblr friendsssss #and i also hope to keep my motivation to post becauss THIS IS THE REAL STRUGGLE NGL #but hey... be serious... lucas is a cutie LOL #anyways #ts4 #s4 simblr #simblr #sims 4 community #new simblr #what more to tag omg #new simmer #the sims community #simblr intro #*#*mine

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