#idk why i’m laughing so much abt this today
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y’all ever randomly remember buck and maddie have seen each other naked as grown adults?? like how hard do u think they’ve worked to block that memory out?? i bet it’s one of those horrifying memories they’ll randomly remember at three in the morning and want to fucking die
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i’ve seen discourse abt ellie being stone top or a switch and i’m curious to know how do u hc her? she’s so hot either way idk how to feel😵💫
top to bottom [ellie williams]
pairing; ellie x f!reader
an; thanks for this request!! i've never written headcanons before hehe ＊*♡( ⁎ᵕᴗᵕ⁎ ）
18+ only, mdni!!!
so i know a lot of people actually hc ellie as being a bottom, but i really think she's a switch, though definitely preferring to top.
she'd be fucking whipped for you, eager to please you in any way you want, making her perfect to top you—she's the type to anticipate all your needs, and she'd do anything to make sure they're met.
"i know you've had a stressful week baby, let me make it better. please? i'll make it all better, i promise..."
she's just so casually dominant. she has a filthy mouth in casual conversation, and an even filthier one when she has you in her bed or on the table or in the bathroom or behind the church. she always knows exactly what to say to push your buttons, to rile you up, to get you right where she wants you...she'll have you practically kissing her feet, begging to be fucked.
"i know, sweetheart, you've been so good today...so polite, doing everything i asked of you...why don't you lay down for me?"
i think she'd like fucking you any way she could, but fucking you with the strap has to be her favorite. the way your face twists up in pleasure as she pushes past that tight ring of muscle, starting slowly until you're begging for more—and of course, she'll give it to you.
"oh fuck yeah...c'mon babe, arch that back, lemme in...you feel that, huh? nice and deep, just how you like it?"
she's a fucking sex god. have you seen her fucking fingers? i just know that seeing the pleasure she brings you gets her off—the pretty sounds you make while she's stuffing you full, feeling your pussy clench around her fingers as she draws orgasm after orgasm out of you...i just know she could come untouched.
"ah ah, don't cover your mouth, princess, lemme hear those pretty noises you make...yeah, good girl, that's it..."
she's a fucking munch. PERIODT. END OF SENTENCE.
"always so fucking wet for me...lemme taste you, fuck, i gotta taste you..."
buuuuut, she's also a big softie. she'll do anything to make you smile, and doesn't always take sex so seriously. she laughs at herself sometimes, or takes the worst possible moment to make a joke like when she's about to make you cum on her face.
"sorry babe, i couldn't help myself!"
you always know she wants you to top when she asks you to "watch a movie." it's her perfect excuse to cuddle up in your arms while you rub her back, feeling her breaths get heavier and deeper the further your hand trails down, until the night ends with the movie long forgotten, and her coming all over your fingers.
"it's been a long day, babe. let's cuddle and watch a movie?"
she's a fucking whimperer when she's getting fucked, i just know it. she's a little bossy, tells you exactly how many fingers to use, tells you how to grind your hips while you're scissoring, but you'll always do it, because it draws the sweetest sounds out of her pretty pink lips.
"right there, right there...uh, uh, fuck..."
she just wants to be close to you all the time. days off together are the best—laying in bed all day, in between naps kissing sloppily and lazily grinding your hips together, taking turns coaxing gentle orgasms out of each other...there's nothing like it.
"i love you...so much...my everything...."
#ellie williams#ellie williams smut#ellie williams x reader#ellie x reader#ellie williams x you#ellie x you#ellie tlou#ellie williams tlou pt 2#tlou pt 2#the last of us smut
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hi baby, the finale of st4 vol 2 literally killed me i sobbed for HOURS today.. :( WHY WOULD THEY KILL OFF THE MOST INTERESTING BEST CHARACTER i hate this. anyway, i hope ur doing well and i have a blurb for u abt our cutie eddie (bc he IS alive). basically crybaby!bimbo!reader x eddie munson where like he accidentally makes her cry or something and he tries to comfort her? maybe he teases her or smth in front of his friends and they are dating and.. idk i just hope ur doing well! MWAH <3
TRUING NOT TO THINK ABOUT IT OR ILL CRY. ilysm mwahmwahwamnwahh
bimbo!crybaby!reader x bf!eddie, angsty, fluff??
“no, y/n is hardly ever present, always off in her own little head most of the time.” eddie laugh, glancing over at you at his side, seeing your bottom lip jutted out in concentration as you swiped your fingers back and forth four bottles of nail polish, contemplating which to use.
eddie was taking you out on a date later, and of course, you wanted your nails to match the cute outfit you begged him to buy you last weekend, and he folded, he always did for you.
“see?” eddie nodded his head in your direction, everyone around you laughing and you shot your head up in curiosity.
“welcome back to reality, sweetheart.” you heard your boyfriend coo, coming up to pat the top of your head.
you blinked a couple times, not understanding but you didn’t care all that much, you had more important things to worry about.
“which is better, the peachy pink, baby pink, the neon or the hot pink?” you looked up at him through your pretty lashes, awaiting your boyfriends input.
eddie glanced down at the bottles on the table and shrugged, “all looks the same to me.” he leaned in closer to look at the colors.
he glanced back up and saw the apparent displeasure on your face from his lack of interest.
“it’s not the same at all.” you told him, pursing your lips together.
“it’s just paint or whatever,” eddie chuckled, making the whole table laugh, clearly in agreement with him, “it doesn’t matter, can’t you just join in the conversation for once and worry about stuff like that at home?” he asked, the table suddenly going a little more quiet because owch, that one was harsh.
and he knew he messed up, before he even saw your eyes gloss over, tears bubbling and bottom lip quivering, “t-that was mean..” you sniffled out, feeling your whole body burning up in embarrassment and upset.
and the tears didn’t stop, eddie panicking a little— he was used to you being sensitive, crying and being emotional, it wasn’t a bad thing but you were right, what he said was mean and now he made you cry in front of everyone.
“hey, hey.. i’m sorry, i didn’t— i didn’t mean that.” he grimaced before clearing his throat and standing up, “c’mon.” he held his hand out.
you didn’t take it, but you did stand up and you walked out of the cafeteria, knowing eddie was following behind.
you got into an empty classroom, sniffling against the back of your hand and comfortingly squeezing your arm.
“baby, it does matter, i shouldn’t of dismiss you like that or talked to you like that, i didn’t mean it.” eddie stood in front of you, rocking back and forth on his feet and breathing out shakily.
“i’m so sorry angel..” he said quietly.
you hiccuped in between soft sobs, lipgloss smudged and some mascara markings on your under eyes as you looked up at your boyfriend, “please don’t talk to me like that. i join in b-but i don’t wanna be laughed at for not liking the same things all the time but i still get laughed at when i’m just doing my own thing, that’s not fair.” you frowned.
“you’re right, it shouldn’t be like that— fuck, i’m so sorry. i’ll make sure you never feel like that again, i’ll make it more comfortable for you, i love you so much, just the way you are and i know you’re so brave hanging out with us freaks,” he chuckled, “i’m so happy you are who you are, i don’t want it any other way.” he sighs, fingers tangling with yours as he pulled you against his chest and smothered you in kisses over every inch of your face.
“i— love— you— so— much.” he said, each word in between a firm kiss, feeling awful but promising himself he’d make you feel much more comfortable and he never wanted to make you cry again.
“just don’t want you to feel like you’re too good for me and wonder off one day, i need you.” he cupped your face.
“i need you more, stupid.” you sniffled.
#fairy drabbles 🤍#eddie munson#stranger things#eddie munson x reader#eddie munson imagine#eddie munson x y/n#eddie munson fluff#eddie
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Hiiii<3
1st, I found ur page yesterday and I love it!
2nd, could I request a matchup pls? Could be for anyone lol
Anyway, I’m 5ft. Like on the dot man. I’m more on the curvier side. My skin is light normally but I just got back from the beach so I have a tan lol. I’m also an introvert (unless I’m with friends) and an INFP. Along with major social anxiety. I’m a virgo.
I have hazel eyes that are more on the green side. My hair is slightly passed my shoulders and is wavy/curly. I’m in the process of trying to heal it after years of heat damage. It’s dark brown and I have bangs.
I love art and books. Along with animals. I have a cat, dog, and turtle. I love the ocean. My aesthetic, I would say is salted granola. I saw a tiktok once and was like ‘yes. That one.’ Im a big marvel, dc, and Star Wars fan. Music is like my life. Literally had 1526 minutes played last week. I’m in a honors choir class, book club, and art club. I have a green VW beetle.
Idk how much of that u needed but oh well🤷♀️ thank you love you🫶🫶
aww omg ty sm!! i’m so happy u like my content!
okay so idk what fandom to do but i’ll do ck to play it safe lol!
you would be the cutest with demetri ???
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y’all have been besties since u were kids, like it was u eli and him
so when u hit puberty, both of em were like 👁️👄👁️
and y’all had crushes on each other for the longestttt time so when he finally grew a pair and asked u out it was like
“so, do you wanna go to the movies tomorrow?”
“oh sure! should i pick up eli?, or do you want to?” “o-oh no i meant like, just me and you y/n.”
*ur obviously screaming on the inside and blushing.*
“oh u- uhm, i would love too! what time?” “let’s say 4:30?”
“yea. i would really like that dem.”
“awesome! uh- i mean- psh, yea it’s cool. whatever” *leaning on his locker to act cool.*
“okay. cool. see you tomorrow.”
HE WAS SO EXCITED MANNN
and when eli found out he was so happy for y’all bc he was y’all’s #1 shipper.
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he definitely teases u abt ur height, always has.
but it’s demetri so it’s all in good fun.
“so like, do you think you’ll ever grow? you’ve been 5’0 since you were 13.” “oh piss off tree trunk.”
A LOT of playful banter is going on in this relationship.
“why do you HAVE to put everything on the top shelf.”
“because it’s funny. watching you struggle to get a cup. better then television.”
“you know i’m the perfect height to punch you in the guts.”
“ohh shes fiesty today.”
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demetri is a very mouthy sarcastic guy, but only with his close friends.
hes also very shy so he obviously doesn’t mind it
and he definitely helps you with ur social anxiety 🥹
*at a crowded party* “hey are you okay? do you need something? a water?”
“i’m okay dem, looks likes you’re worried about me.”
“psh i’m not worried about you. just don’t need you dying on me and everyone’s think that it’s my fault.”
*lauging* “you’re a jerk dem.”
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always makes jokes that y’all have the same eye color.
“y’know, i think we were meant to be y/n.”
“why’s that dem?”
“because we have the same eye color, what kinda couple has the EXACT same eye color? no one. we’re special. it was definitely meant to be.”
“you’re actually crazy, you know that?”
“no i didn’t. but i DO know that we were meant to be.”
*laughs* “you’re such a dork. you’re lucky i love you.”
always takes pics of ur eyes side by side AND has it as his wallpaper 😭😭🥹🥹
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ugh he lOVES ur hair
loves it.
plays with ur hair all the damn time
has your loose hair ties on his desk and in his backpack LMAOO
“dem have you seen my hai-“
“your hair tie? yeah i have about 50 of them in my backpack.”
“really? welll, can i have one… please?”
“no y/n im revoking your hair tie privileges. yes you can have one.”
“thankssss demmie!!”
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loves going to museums with u🥹
he doesn’t really care for art but he goes anyways to make u happy🫶🏻
“y/nnnn, i have a suprise for u”
“what is it dem?”
“i got us tickets to the art museum! you’ve been talking about it so much lately, so i thought i’d take you today.”
*y/n bear hugging him* “OH MY GOSH!! THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOUUU!!! I LOVE YOU DEM!” *kisses him on the cheek*
*lauging* “you’re welcome, i love you too.”
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definitely loves ur aesthetic
and secretly loves going shopping with u lol🤭
*y/n dragging demeitri to another store* “y/n, another store?”
“yes demetri! you wanted to come anyways, so suck it up and help me pick out more outfits.”
it’s like one of those scenes in a corny chick flick where you go in and out of the dressing rooms showing him outfits LOL
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MARVEL AND DC MARATHONS ALL .THE .TIME.
definitely getting into arguments over who’s team cap and team iron man 😭😭
“y/n how could you possibly be team cap!? bucky killed tony’s parents and he tried to justify it by saying he was brainwashed????”
“because dem!, he didn’t understand what he was doing. it’s not his fault!”
constantly saying that you’re mary jane and peter because he’s nerdy and you’re gorgeous 😭
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loves looking at all ur stuff u painted/ drew in art class
literally will post them on ig and show them off like he did it LMAOAKS
he’s so proud of u cause u can paint
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LOVES U CAR OH MY GOSHHHH
he was so jealous when u first got it lolz
him and eli were in literal shock
they were both so excited because now u didn’t have to pay for ubers/ have eli’s mom drop u off LMFAOOO
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A/N: OH MY GOD I FINALLY GOT THIS DONE AFTER GOD KNOWS HOW LONG😭 i hope u like it this took me so long to finish for no reason?!?
#cobra kai#cobra kai imagines#cobra kai x reader#cobra kai demetri#demetri x reader#demetri headcannons
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Don’t be sad
Courtney x depressed!GN Reader (Dead End Paranormal park)
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Summary: You have been slacking in work at the theme park, and no one seems to want to ask why, besides Courtney.(reader is above 18 in this)
Tw: cussing, um depressing thoughts, kissing?
(Y/n)=yours name
-this is thoughts-
Credits: me
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Your POV:
You’ve been sad lately, no, more like, absolutely fucking depressed. You don’t HAVE a valid reason, at least that’s what others say.
You hate yourself, your parents for kicking you out of your home, your voice, your body, everything. Of course your parents and friends all said you should stop “bringing down the mood”, or being “selfish,” so you tend to just keep it in, though it hurts. But who cares, right?
You awaken in the creepy bedroom you moved into(along with Barney), and sigh. (You were kicked out by your parents bc plot) You can tell today is going to be hard, as you already want to go back to sleep ,forever.
You fight through the urge to do just that and slowly get up, all your bones popping as you stretch.
Then you look in the mirror on the side table ,and see your puffy eyes and tear stained face.
You cried last night, you would definitely have to fix your face.
You slowly go through your morning routine and exit your room, walking down to meet Barney, Norma, and… Courtney.
You will admit you had a small crush on her, but that’s besides the point!
Barney Norma, Pugsley and Courtney are all just sitting around the steps, talking to each other, then they all turn to you.
Courtney waves, and you wave back. Then you slowly shuffled down to them.
“Hi Y/N! You sure do look tired! Are you ok?” Pugsley yapped.
“Mhm, yep” you replied.
“Y/N you should make sure to get the correct amount of sleep!” Said Norma in a scolding tone.
“Yea, sorry…” you mumbled.
Then it was Barney’s turn to speak, “yea it’s ok, I get it, this mansion is kinda creepy” you nod your head slowly, not having the energy to correctly reply.
Courtney narrows her eyes at you, then looks at the rest of the gang, “hey mortals, lemme talk to Y/N for a sec, alone.” You widen your eyes slightly, then look to the others.
Barney smirks and starts walking off. “We’ll start patrol alone! It won’t be too hard to find us!”
“O-Ok- bye.” You stuttered, as the others went outside to do who knows what.
Your thoughts were going crazy.
“-Now we are alone, fuck, ok y/n don’t panic, just alone with your crush no big deal it’s fine, am I in trouble, does she kno-“
“MORTAL” Courtney yells, a little too loudly.
You jump and look at her. “Er what? Sorry. Where you saying something?”
She sighs, “look mortal, something is obvious wrong with you or something, so just spill it! I ain’t got all day.”
You freeze, then force a smile. “Oh! No I’m ok, just tired yah know? N-Norma did say I needed more sleep!😅”
Courtney crosses her arms and narrows her eyes. “You sleep all the time, how much sleep does a mortal need!? I know something is wrong. You have constant bags under your eyes, walk soooo slow AND always wear hoodies. just TELL me!”
You let out a nervous laugh. “I’m fineee- OH I HEAR BARNEY CALLING GTG!!” You run outside before Courtney can say a word. Hope she bought you excuse.
Courtney Pov:
I watch Y/N run away, confused. “-why doesn’t the mortal want to talk, their stuttering was cut- HEY! Focus, no gushy stuff. they are hiding something. I’ll leave them alone for now, but I WILL make them talk.-“ she thought.
Then she went to go eat some trash or think abt how y/n is hot… or something idk.
(Time skip brought to you by my crippling depression)
Your pov:
You want to DIE, it’s too hot, your too tired. You just got back from patrol with Barney and Pugsley.
You say good night to them and shuffle to your room.
You open the door and walk in, turn off like light, then close to door. “-ugh I can’t wait to sleep, I’m too tired for this shi-“
You turn around, then scream, cutting off your current sentence.
“GOD! Courtney!!?! What are you doing here?! You almost gave me a damn heart attack!”
Courtney stares at you from the spot on your bed, with crosses arms. “Hellooo mortal, time to talk.”
You raise your eyebrow, the realize what she was talking about.
You let out a nervous laugh. “I already told you court, I’m just tired”
Courtney scowls then angrily gets up. “Fine! If you wanna lie to me, then SOOO be it, I thought we were buddies..” she scoffs.
You look at her for a sec, then sigh and sit on the bed. “Fine….but you can’t tell anyone…”
Courtney smirks and sits back on the bed. “I knew you’d come to your senses mortal, go on”
You look away and sigh again. “Yah know, I’m just depressed and all, I just hate my body, my parents, being alone. I wish I didn’t have to, idk,,, live? I know I’m probably just bringing you down, I’m s-“ you get cut off my tiny arms hugging you, so you look down towards Courtney. She’s hugging you.
You blush, and stutter. “C-Courtney?”
She hugs your tighter. “Look, Y/N, I know life sucks and shit, but your not alone you know? You got me and the gang to help yah. I’ll eat anyone who makes you feel like that.”
You tear up. “I-I’m sorry, I just don’t want to burden you guys….”
Courtney sighs. “Someone can’t be a burden if you love em- er wai-“
You interrupt. “I love you too.”
Courtney let’s go and looks at you. “Wait what? Like actually? Better not be yanking my chain mortal!”
You slowly nod. “Yea uh, I have for awhile…I’m glad you feel the s-“
Your cut off by scaly lips touching yours.
You pause, then kiss back, melting into the kiss.
After a few moments, Courtney pulls away and so do you, because air is a thing.
You stare at her. “So uh… are uh, um”
“Be my partner, I mean, who could resist me, right mortal?” Courtney says while smirking and wiggling her eyebrows.
You laugh, maybe the first genuine laugh in a while. “Sure, You got me there heh.”
“God, you making me go soft.” Courtney smirks and teleports onto your shoulders. “Buttttttt. Im already making yah feel better,. guess I gotta be around all the time so you don’t like, parish from sadness.”
You smile. “Yea, heh, guess you do.”
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This is well, definitely not my first time writing, but it will be the first time I actually TRY….so enjoy this??
It is absolutely terrible so yk…deal with it ig
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#courtney dead end paranormal park#courtney paranormal park#dead end paranormal park#courtney x reader paranormal park#courtney x reader dead end#courtney x reader dead end paranormal park#courtney dead end#Courtney dead paranormal park end fanfic
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I kind of want your advice on something but I wish for it to be anonymous and Idk why I’m even asking you in the first place (nothing against you it’s just I was thinking of asking advice anonymously and you popped in my mind first and that’s so random to me ahdhdhbf)
But recently (almost a month ago) I found out these two girls (two to four girls) shit talk me in my classes which doesn’t bother me because they’re shit talking about me being “too” smart which I find funny but I also recently (today) found out these same girls are doing the same to my friend but much more vocally and they laugh at her when she covers her ears or shows she’s not okay with it. I want to do something about it (with friend’s permission) but idk if Im overreacting or if it’s overreacting to get her (as in the person shit talking my friend and I) kicked off the spring musical for what she’s doing.
oof i feel u i am also the type of person who usually just goes lol whatever if someone's being a dick 2 me but gets really angry if they're being a dick to my friends
honestly it sounds like those girls r just high school bullies which is like. the most pathetic thing a person can possibly be. u have a right to stand up for urself and ur friend but they will probably continue to be nasty no matter what if that's the kind of people they are so i'd say just weigh the scales and do what u think is gonna be best for ur own peace. if they're being really shitty and ur plan is just to inform like whoever's running this musical abt it, then i think whatever consequences they face are the repercussions of their own actions and 100% deserved. but also i definitely think u should talk to ur friend abt what she wants to do, because if she doesn't want to get involved in a conflict w these girls then it's probably best to keep anything u decide to do limited to just how they've been treating u
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THOSE NICKNAMES ARE SO CUTE ABKGCFBHGG ofc you can call me either one you pick 😊. Also I hope that guy gets gum stuck in his horrible hair and is super late to an exam or something 😤😤😤. I don’t understand how some people think I want to hear their stupid comments?? Like whatever happened to the saying “if it’s not nice, don’t say it”?? Like unless we’re friends or close constructive criticism or advice is fine. But like. I haven’t seen you since school? Leave me alone. Some peoples audacity I swear 🤨🙄😤. Im sorry that that happened to you. AND YOU TELL HIM. MANS THOUGHT HE WAS CHANGING THE WORLD BY BEING RUDE TO YOU AND PROCEEDS TO LOSE A DEBATE AGAINST YOU NOT EVEN MINUTES LATER. HECK YEAH. YOU GO GIRL 😤🥰. Intelligence is so freaking hot though just saying. So like. Love everything about yourself cause there’s so much to love sweetheart ❤️❤️❤️. Also like I’m slowly falling for Nagi and Oliver but we’re not gonna talk abt that rn 👀 *swears profusely* Also also I love love love knowing random facts about all my favorite characters because it just makes them seem so real. It’s just overall really adorable. Like that invincible hero hates ranch with a burning passion and that one tired teacher loves swimming in coral reefs in their down time and that one amazing soccer player loves history. Finding out more stuff about all these awesome characters honestly makes me love them even more. Going to the gym is great btw!!! But don’t forget to also rest and not overdo it. Your body needs time to repair itself yknow? I seriously need to start going again. I was a gym rat the entire summer and I actually liked it?? I wanted to try something new and I ended up loving it. Idk it’s just the satisfaction of working on yourself and working all those feelings out and just taking care of your body yknow? But school got in the way and I keep telling myself I’ll go this weekend but I keep forgetting 💀😭. I shall add Romantic Killer to my watch list 😌. Is it an anime or a show btw? What’s it about? *sips from hot chocolate cup and hugs squishmallow* I’m still processing the ending of TR so like I need a couple business days to collect my thoughts but you’ll be the first to hear them when it hits me that it’s actually over. Also Isabelle is such a pretty name. I think it suits you 😊. As always I hope your day goes well!! *sends virtual hugs*
- ✨ anon
forget to add on my last ask agjhhhshehh 💀 but why those specific nicknames? like is it cause if the emoji or something else? sorry im just curious 😅.
I'm that kind of person who keeps nicknames for everyone actually... based on what they like or reminds me of irl has a friend named dumbface . And the thing is... the word 'anon' sounds... mechanical which is why I offer emojis to people who want to interact with me and visit my blog and everytime I look at ✨ emoji all I'm thinking of is a genshin wish or starry or charm and I literally go like
'starry asked me something!! *smiles*' But yeah cause of the emoji or in case send me a name that you'd like be called by? ૮ ˶ᵔ ᵕ ᵔ˶ ა
Thinking if I should call 💙 anon blue...
Going back to my classmate at uni... another bonus point is that since we hadn't seen each other in a long time; with covid and all that too
I'm...actually two heads taller than him. And when he tried to be rude to me again today- this time about my hair cause its short (and yk what guys say abt girls with short hair right?), I said 'You talk big for someone who has to be noticed under a microscope, you wanna lose another debate?' And he actually shut up with his mouth open and a friend of mine who shares the second major class with him just laughed
Oyaoya you're falling for Nagi and Oliver ( ⓛ ω ⓛ ) Tell me all about it
I know !! ૮꒰⸝⸝> ̫ <⸝⸝꒱ა The random facts about Oliver made me go 'No way. NO. WAY. WHAT.' cause there are too many things about me that coincide with him and I was just sitting there like... it does makes sense now. Cause when i was reading the manga too, I saw him and I went like... he gives me the vibe of a snake (cause I had a pet one and there's a whole history to that and it was guesswork) for some reason. *scrolls*
it's a snake alright.
Random facts just make my day and I love the fact of that one tired teacher who likes swimming in the coral reefs - pretty sure Ego is that kind of guy. When I found out that Aiku loves History I was like 'is it possible to fall any deeper for this man?'
So the thing with gym is that I was going for a good week and then i fell sick. and it kept happening back and forth until I got tired and irritated and said that i need to be consistent. And honestly? I love going to the place as well ! Plus I needed to get more muscle in cause... I wanna be able to lift more heavy objects. So me and my roommate were lifting this really heavy box and I couldn't get it over my head and nearly busted my skull but luckily they're stronger and taller than me so I was safe; I don't want to experience that again and that's why i decided to go to the gym. that and for mental stability and being fit as well ᕙ( •̀ ᗜ •́ )ᕗ
My classes do get in the way of me going to gym and studies take up my time too and that's why i balance everything. Priorities take first place, write little everyday and when its ready, I post it.
So Romantic killer is an anime about a girl who cares only about three things : gaming, her cat and chocolate. And cause of that, she's disconnected from the real world and can't fall in love with anyone the way i've been called out on with this show so a wizard who made an otome video game comes (their name is riri), and tries to set her up with this guy named Kazuki. And its all about her resisting him
His voice sounds very familiar though *goes to check* yeup, Kamitani Hayato from Gakuen babysitter club and weather report from JJBA
I just heard about TR from one of my friends. And I'm surprised abt it actually, maybe I should read from where i left off (forgot to ask about terano south) but take your time. I'll be there to hear all about it ૮(˶˃ᆺ˂˶)ა
My name... has taken one too many dad jokes, comes with being the youngest ig . DoorBELLE BELLEring
Not to mention the spellings and older people, ‘Isabella’ no, it’s Isabelle, Isabel? Izabel? No, Isabelle
Oliver : Tinker belle.
That is acceptable.
*sending warm hugs*
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You still dealt with the news of Ohm’s death, unable to fully process just what happened to him. It wasn’t fair, he didn’t deserve what happened. Every day felt monotonous, a routine you fell into just to get out of bed. But none of it really mattered. Without the medical captain by your side, things just seemed so much duller.
His brother had been kind enough to let you keep the house, the one nestled beside the waterfall in Springvale. The one you’d spent years making memories with the captain at. You couldn’t help but wonder if this is how Ohm felt when he came home to a cold house all those years ago. Now alone in the world. It was damn near unbearable.
But you kept your routines, Tuesday meant heading into town to help Sara at Good Hunter. Ingredients she often ran low on tucked into a basket looped around your arm. The walk was quiet, it always was. You tried not to think, tried not to miss his dull eyes, or think about the way his hair felt between your fingers when he first let you braid it, or the way he always stepped in front of you in any fight..
Your name was called along with a greeting, Swan and Lawrence saying their hellos as you approached them at the gate. They seemed uneasy, stealing glances at one another. But the reactions were far from surprising. Nobody had dealt with Ohm’s death particularly well. A great loss to Mondstadt. You said a quiet hello as you passed by them and into the city.
The city seemed quieter, like the day he’d died, that was odd.. Even Wagner’s hammer stopped as you passed by him and up the steps. You set your basket down on the counter in front of Sara, but she just stared at you, wide eyed, mouth open. “What’s.. Wrong with everybody today?” You questioned, tilting your head at her.
“My moon..?”
You froze, your own eyes widening as Sara looked at somebody from over your shoulder. Your name a broken whisper on a silver tongue. You turned on your heel, looking up at the man standing a few feet behind you. You gasped for air, tears welling in your eyes as you looked at him. “I’m.. Home.. I’m sorry.” Ohm whispered, taking a step forward.
You pushed off the counter, running at him without a care for how you might be seen. The man easily caught you, picking you up and spinning you around as your legs wrapped around his waist. “You weren’t supposed to die without me.” You reminded him, burying your face against his neck as you also wrapped your arms around him.
Ohm laughed shakily, trying to ignore the way his cheeks grew wet with tears as he held you securely around the waist. “I’ll never leave you again, moonlight, I promise.” He turned his head, kissing your cheek. “I promise.” And you knew he meant it.
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...yeah. i'm. i'm alright. just? a bit confused??? sorry i don't know who this is again... the writing is really good though !! which is why i've hoarded it in my inbox. yeah. totally the reason. only reason. 100%.
anyways idk abt all this death but coming home to yanfei after a business trip and suprising her? hehehe i'd miss her so much...
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I had such a fucked up dream last night. Definitely bc I was feeling anxious yesterday and today . I’ll get into that later
But my dream: I was with a group of ppl, I guess they were my friends ? And one of them I had like a crush/obsession feeling towards him. And he literally wouldn’t even look me in the eye. Like barely recognized I existed. And everything I said and did he’d b annoyed or dismissive. And it felt so shitty bc I wanted his approval SOOO badly. I was desperately trying to impress him and every attempt made him dislike me more lol.
And then at the end of the dream I was on the train with this group of ppl and we were going to the beach or something. And they all like got up and was like oh we’ll b back gotta do something (I forget wat it was but it made sense in the dream lol). So I was like ok sure. And then a lot of time passed and one of the ppl texted me like oh ya we left btw. And I was just on this train alone fuckin devastated. And then I woke up in real life anxious as fuck.
So yah I kno why I had this dream. Today was my last day at my job and I decided to not tell everyone it was my last day. Long story short my manager disrespected me and so I decided not to put in my two weeks cus it fucked with my plan to take my pto and then b gone. And like she doesn’t deserve time to find someone new to replace me lol.
ANYWAY. Ofc my last shift here I’m closing with my used to b obsession(but still falls into the category of me wanting him to want me), and so all fuckin day I’m thinking of how to say bye to him without fully revealing that todays my last day and even rehearsing it in my head.
Also he’s very fuckin avoidant and barely talks lol and does not really express sentimental emotion(which is why I became obsessed lmao) . And so I was just anxious abt saying my goodbyes subtly specifically toward him cus I had a gut feeling I wud b disappointed. Annnnd I was right lol. But it’s ok.
Cus I had this fantasy in my head that we’d go out on one date and I’d seduce him and then just disappear. I guess ultimately it’s a power trip I wanted. Idk gotta think thru my motivations a bit more.
But ya all I said to him was, r u gonna miss me? (And depending on his answer had a follow up question). And ofc he answers in the most indirect way. He fuckin says, do u want me to miss u? And I say …uh I’m asking u lol. And he just goes maybe, I don’t kno I’m clueless..
Like bitch. I had to laugh. And like I kno for a fact he at least enjoys my company cus he’s expressed fondness only when he was drunk lmao. But it’s ok, I’m doing good by not letting this stupid response affect me too much LOL. Cus I kno he’s just avoidant as fuck and also my desire for him is purely bc of my BPD. Within a week I’ll prob forget abt this whole thing. In fact I will.
Anyway it’s the end of an era at this place for me: feels bittersweet cus I genuinely got along with pretty much everyone but unfortunately my manager had to fuck it up.
I’m anxious of my new job but it’ll b a good refresh button tbh. Change is a good thing
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Minami Anonx7 If it helps Literally everyone I have known ever has brought up that I sound like a literal cartoon mobster henchman every time I call people boss so i've just embraced it now fully. Everyone is Boss To Me as I sling my guns goofily to Get Da Coppers. But I SEE…. i've been playing through the yakuza games chronologically I’m currently watching through y4 right now but id like to watch dead souls afterwards. It is extremely funny though the idea of watching them completely ramshackled out of order. Anyways. 1) I personally would love to play the minami centric side game also + I literally cannot imagine it’s anymore embarrassing a thing to want then me daydreamng abt the side game id like to make for my yakuza OC and 2) SOOOOOOO true I love it when Nishida and Minami are like sort of a awful duo together also I admire your like notes about M construction. I haven’t given it much thought yet on how it actually works but that’s mostly bc I have family who work in construction so I make myself laugh thinking Majima has no idea what the hell he’s doing LOL but anyways real…… Idk if you've ever read it but there’s an awesome fic on ao3 where it’s basically about how Nishida was also a prisoner of the hole and this like sort of implied idea or like at least smth I saw someone bring up before in conjunction idea that “Whilst Minami tries to emulate Majima Nishida actually IS like Majima in a way and the result of that has made him jaded/heavily desensitised” which i think adds a really interesting layer to the Relationship to think abt ep if it were canon. So this is why Desperately desperately I need a M construction side game I need something to focus on the majima family outside of him and honestly especially on Nishida…… tangent but there is so much interesting potential w him I want to see it explored !!!!!! Last note here but have u seen Minami's scene in RGG online before? I just found an English translation of it today and it had me very biting and chewing over A) Minami getting legitimately upset when his fake accent was mocked, not bc it was a slight against HIM but against MAJIMA and B) the sort of self deprecating mention he makes of what good is he if he’s not strong enough / good at smth before it immediately gets pushed aside by him and C) the implication that Minami is genuinely attached to Kamurocho/wants to protect it. If u havent i can try and find the post I saw abt it but. Much to think about
I HAVE SEEN THE RGGO STORY IT KILLS ME KILLS ME KILLS ME EVERY TIME. biting and chewing is a good way to describe it. have YOU seen the Nishida one? Minami shows up very briefly and i can practically already sense your reaction to his couple of lines (i grab and SHAKE him i shake him so much)
its so funny how hes so close to having any kind of depth and then he brushes it off immediately like "yeah this whole clan fuckup bothers me n has got me feelin insecure .lol lmao anyways". like as much as its kind of annoying as a fan of the character its also unfortunately realistic? EYE do that. you wouldnt catch me dead elaborating and having a nice rock-talk if my life was in the midst of being tableflipped. lol + lmao + anyways is the best you're gonna get
also, as a bonus tidbit before i go figure out how to format this idea for a tumblin post, this is half the setup for the Saejima teacher idea i was playing with ☝ because i already know RGG is NEVER going to put any meaningful spotlight on the Family members who've been essentially left to pick up their bootstraps with the big whoopsie of y7. sorry that i keep talking about it in code i dont wanna spoil nobody, in spite of not caring abt them myself i know others do 🙇♂️ i'm taking matters into my own hands and i am going to explore the IMPLICATIONS of the BIGGEST FAMILY POSSIBLY EVER going thru what it does. and i'm going to grab Minami by his non-existent shirt collar and i'm going to shake him around until he talks about how this affects him at least a little bit. i'll stop coding this in the Saejima Teacher plot post so you can decide if it matters 2 you or not and read up when i get to it btws
also your point about Nishida is spot on. you don't keep the kind of man who trembles at every conversation he has for that many years without breaking him down and making him (comparatively) jaded in such a stressful line of work. on top of that, Majima literally tests this man like its some sort of divine Greek-mythos punishment put unto him by the gods..... he's absolutely jaded underneath that shaky deadpan stare.
Nishida may never outwardly resemble Majima, persona or the genuine self, but he absolutely rubs off on him and influences him heavily. this is the kinda relationship most Gokudo in the series seem to have with their bosses when they're worth a damn, Saejima was ready to walk to the ends of the earth for his patriarch due to the positive impact he had on him, and Majima likewise for his boss, though moreso in the opposite direction. not wholly..... Majima's priority of strength begets some kind of twisted respect towards Shimano. I wonder if he lacks that respect for Sagawa, who as far as I remember never physically overpowers or threatens Majima except for when he's already down and weakened in some form.......? getting off track. point is Oyajis are very very influential to their precious boys, their Family will reflect them (personality, how he runs the joint, etc) regardless if they want it to or not. Majimemegoro has some baller fics exploring all this and it's a large part of what influences me today.....
Speaking of, i would love the title of that fic you've mentioned... i'm a little picky of which fanfic i'll give the time of day but Nishida also having experience with Anagura is tantalising. like that's so tragic.... that's so evil...... i'm sitting here wondering to myself if he was a survivor or.. yknow........ because no one else, in canon, "made it out" of Anagura alive. or, more specifically, no victims make it out of Anagura. Majima was always the exception. either option makes me sick to my stomach just thinking about it...... cause if he is another victim then the way Majima treats him is just.... and if he's not then is his constant dedication to him like a form of atonement....... oouuhhhrggg......... im going to hit the wall...........
also! i'd love to hear if you have any unique takes regarding M.Con considering your family...... when i say im pulling ideas out of my ass i mean it. you've got access to a unique perspective methinks. closest i got is other people's accounts and (shudders) ausgov roadworkers i see occasionally............
also also! when you get to dead souls please bitch to me the moment something goes awry i HATE-love dead souls.... the characterisation makes me stub my toe repeatedly in frustration. its not bad and i dont want to be the NO FUN ALLOWED twat but ugghghhghghrghrhgrhg the zombie setting is not handled in a way that engages me. thats all i'll say bc otherwise ill be here forever venting all my nitpicks that i SHOULD throw on twitter but wont bc i got hardcore DS dickrider mutuals who'll get sad in my mentions at best and maybe take it personally at worst
#ikildaman shut the fuck up#thank you for your service minami anon goon(getting me to speak at length#i love these asks its like a hop skip and a jump away from resembling a writers room#i love bouncing ideas off of ppl and getting new ones back....... joy joyous joy#i DO have a friend i could probably get away with doing this with but i think theyll get mad at me for making em read so much english LMAO#he puts up with my deranged bullshit enough as it is (and i am thankful#kuppi if you see this. kidding ik you wont but KISSIES!
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ems.. so I did something embarrassing today and I can't stop thinking abt it. earlier our adviser was speaking and he cracked his voice and I accidentally like, laughed it was a laugh more like a snort and it was so quiet everyone heard it including him, IDK WHY I KEEP EMBARRASSING MYSELF ISTG. I KEEP DOING THINGS THAT'LL STICK WITH ME UNTIL I DIE. but besides that I'm okay, I JUST CANT BELIEVE I COULDN'T HOLD THAT IN, AND BESIDE ME WAS A MALE. HES SOOO ANNOYING. IDK HE PROLLY MADE FUN OF ME IN HIS HEAD CAUSE I LAUGHED. I FUCKINsbfausbfo. sometimes I wish I just disappear. ISTG I HATE ATTENTION THIS IS WHY I HATE ATTENTION. ALSO WHY I DON'T LIKE SPOTLIGHT CAUSE IM AFRAID, OF JUDGEMENT. I'm scared of letting A LOT of people know me cause then they'll know everything and if I embarrass myself or do something wrong they will know they'll see. I WAS RETHINKING THIS WHETHER I SHOULD TELL U OR NOT BUT ISTG I CANT STOP THINKING ABT IT. Idk maybe the ppl in my class prolly forgot abt it but the problem is I can't cause I'm the one who embarrassed myself, I hate embarrassing myself cause it'll stick with me. I'll prolly think about it randomly when going to bed and mentally slap myself. I FEEL BAD FOR DOING THAT TO MY ADVISER. ITS NOT HIS PROBLEM. REALLY, ITS ME IDFK ANYMORE.
I don't know how I'll calm myself, I mean I am calm rn I just can't process anything right now. I'll read your content, watch movies/k-drama, prolly take a nap to distract myself from today😔updating you is actually making me feel better. everyday when I have time to update you and I do, I feel stress relieved. oh and the k-drama I'm currently watching is cheer up, its quite interesting. I saw it on tiktok and wanted to watch it because of the drama😭
anyway, besides that congratulations on 1k!! (forgot to congratulate you earlier) f2f is over for me (for now) how's school? I hope you're okay! 💙
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LMFKJSNCKJNS MOONIE PLEASE, I TOTALLY GET HOW YOU FEEL BUT I RPOMSIE YOU ONE DAY YOU WILL LITERALLY FORGET THIS EVER HAPPENED PLEASE DONT WORRY TOO MUCH. IM TELLING U RN EVERYONE COMPLETELY FORGOT YOU DID THAT LIKE FIVE MONUTES AFTER IT HAPPENED OKAY??? NAHHSHHUSNAH ITS HONESTLY A BIT FUNNY CMON YOI HAVE TO ADMIT. BUT ALSO YES I GET WHAT YOU MEAN, BUT FR THIS IS A UNIVERSAL EXPERIENCE 😭 EVERYONE HAS EMBARRASSING MOMENTS THAT RANDOMLY COME BACK T US LATER, ITS OKAY LOVE HSKUSNSN
AWW, im glad updating me calms you down shdjdh yes go watch a new show or smthn!! UGH NGL I HAVENT WATCHED ANY KOREAN SHOWS BESIDES UHH ALL OF US ARE DEAD, SQUID GAME AND SWEET HOME :( I ALSO WATCHED A FEW EPISODES OF SKYCASTLE BUT IT WAS LOWKEY ASS 💀💀💀
AAHH THANK YOU DEAR I APPRECIATE IT!! mmm, schools okay ig 😭 i’m just very bad at studying 😭 i keep procrastinating i’m like “i’ll do my hw later” THEN IT JUST KEEPS GETTING LATER UNTIL I GO TO SLEEP AND THEN I END UP NOT DOING IT 💀💀💀 but uhhh IM SURVIVING (besides gym and math 💀) !!! ✊✊ ON A BRIGHTER NOTE I FINISHED SOME BRAINSTORMING AND BEGAN WRITING MY NEXT LONGFIC WHICH IS GONNA BE FOR JUNGWON !! i’m vv excited, i dunno if it’s gonna surpass behind the net’s word count tho 😔😔😔
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