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hi!!! im sorry if this might be a little bit of an odd request, but i just wanted to ask for a few (romantic) relationship headcanons with Hanzo! but if his s/o is gender-neutral and has multiple mental illnesses (namely autism, schizophrenia, DID, and anxiety!) i just want to know how you'd think he'd treat them 🥹 whether it's from like... the crushing phase -> the actual relationship phase 👉👈 I've just been struggling with a lot irl esp with my mental illnesses and hanzo has been a huge comfort for me;;; thank you sm in advance and again I apologize if this is such a weird request >< please feel free to ignore this if it makes you uncomfy!!! pls have a wonderful day ahead ^_^ /gen !!
So this is actually the second time I am writing this. My computer fritzed out on me AS I WAS TRYING TO POST IT. I apologize, as I’ve had to cut it shorter, it was SO LONG THE FIRST TIME and I spent forever on it. I hope it was what you were looking for.
Hanzo
The two of you met through Genji, who you’d become friends with after you both met at a local animal shelter.
Your friendship accumulated over the course of two years, and it wasn’t until two years later that you met his brother Hanzo.
At first, Hanzo was a bit standoff-ish, which was fine with you. Being around him was a bit difficult at first- his impassive face made it hard to know what he was thinking or feeling, and he always seemed intimidating.
Genji though was determined for you two to get to know each other. He joked about Hanzo being incredibly socially awkward, and how he didn’t always seem to know how to fit in with this day and age.
You two actually started to open up a bit when you realized you had a few common interests, including urban myths and a select few video games. They were easy for you to talk about, flowing off your tongue excitedly as you spoke about your progress in Stardew Valley or how fun it had been playing Pokemon Legends of Arceus. Hanzo seemed to have no trouble following your line of thought, even as you cut from one game to the next.
The two of you gradually saw more and more of each other, till finally there was no need for Genji to be the middle man.
There were days he’d worry about your silence, and others where the two of you lose yourself to the simple pleasures of the world around you. Walks in the park, walking through the malls in the late evening when it was quietest.
He never seemed bothered when you said you needed a break, or that you were over stimulated. He was more then willing to find a quiet nook and either rub your back, get you a drink, or find something to help ease you out of the sensory overloads or anxiety attacks. He was good at keeping guard especially, and never rushed you and badgered you to calm down.
Although you knew it would eventually happen, he did finally ask about something Genji had mentioned to him-about you having autism.
He asked if it would be okay to talk about it, as he’d never spoken to someone with autism before. The fact that he was more curious then annoyed about it gave you hope.
While it made you a bit uncomfortable, you decided it was best to get it over with. You explained how you had been diagnosed from an early age and the impact it has had on your life growing up. How it affected your home, your friendships, your work and your passions.
It hasn't always been easy, you admitted. With all that came things like depression, anxiety- getting overstimulated easily sometimes or not being able to handle certain textures or sensory noises.
You explained it was different for everyone- the severity, the effects, the symptoms- the habits, the coping mechanisms, the limitations. You felt lucky, because there were so many things you could do that felt impossible for others.
Hanzo listened with such intensity, and you spoke openly for what felt like hours. He seemed to soak in all the words, absorbing it all and of course you told him he could always do more research.
"People with autism...can still have relationships though, right?" He asked, seeming a bit embarrassed. The question surprised you a bit. Hanzo was never one to ask such personal questions.
"Of course. It can be difficult sometimes...people sometimes assume that having autism means we're stupid or don't have the same kind of feelings or desires as other people. I know I want to date someday...I don't want to feel like I'm going to be alone forever for something I never asked for," you said, your voice quivering a bit. How often that thought consumed you...
"I see," Hanzo said awkwardly, before he looking down at you. "Then...would you consider possibly...erm. Would you consider going on a....date, with me," he managed to get out finally.
The question stunned you. "Date? Like, you want to go out with me? Romantically?" you asked.
Cheeks flushing faintly, he looked away and gave a hard nod. "Yes. Yes, I do," he says quietly.
You took a moment to think of what to say, what to feel. You wanted to run, to crawl into the ground and hide. You felt ecstatic and overjoyed and overwhelmed and scared.
"...Can I think about it?" you asked finally. "I really need time to process it...I need you to think about it too. I have a lot of good days but my bad days...Some days, it feels like I'm suffocating. Like if I move, I might shatter. Like the world is clawing me down below the waves. And other days, I really just need to be alone. Touch is....is a lot for me sometimes. I can't just stop being me-"
"Don't stop being you," Hanzo says quietly. "I don't want to change you. You're different, and not just because of the disorder. I like you, y/n. I....I like you a lot. I want to try. I want to learn how to support you and to comfort you, and to be there when you need me. I just...want to be present."
Admittedly, no one had ever asked to be present for you like that. Your mood changes, being overwhelmed, stepping back and even your sensory issues were challenging for most people.
"I...Are you sure? What if it...becomes too much for you," you asked meekly.
"Then we talk. I value our friendship, y/n. I feel though I'd be doing us both a disservice by not being honest with you on my attraction to you. We can take all the time you need, go at your pace...just...just take some time to think about it, okay?" he said.
When Hanzo went home that day, you really took the time to think about it. To think about him, and whether there was any attraction, emotionally or physically to him. Whether it was worth it...
It took a week of thought, and ever patiently did he wait. When you finally agreed to try, that day you felt aflutter with hope. With happiness.
And as promised, you both took the time to talk. To build slowly on the relationship, to earn the trust of each other. Hanzo never made you feel bad about your worst days, never made you feel different for the way you spoke or the struggles you'd sometimes face.
He was an amazing partner, just the kind you deserved.
The kind who loved you, all of you.
#hanzo#hanzo shimada#Hanzo Shimada x Reader#Hanzo Headcanon#Hanzo Shimada Headcanon#Hanzo x Autistic Reader#Overwatch x Reader#Overwatch#Overwatch Headcanon#ididmybest
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The infamous Wicked Bible.
Misprinted by Robert Barker in 1631 to read "Thou fhalt commit adultery" in Exodus 20:14.
Good Omens version vs photo of one of the only surviving unedited copies.
#good omens#good omens 2#neil gaiman#good omens spoilers#go2#go 2#go 2 spoilers#go2 spoilers#sorryforthesuckypictures#Ididmybest#wickedbible
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#ididmybest 💯 -Schuyler Sourn https://www.instagram.com/p/ChkhNTXudzs/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=
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Little Prince
the peeps ( the y/n’s lol)
Yes that's what imma call the y/n’s
genre - fluff, dom reader, sub hyunnie, female! reader, sugar mommy au, he’s basically a sugar baby, older reader ( 10 years ) he’s 24 y/o so iz good
A/N - I love spoiling this boy, he deserves everything
Hyunnie’s S/O
the defintion of a Queen (Dom-)
{ How they met }
They met at an Art Exhibition, and she was one of the sponsors. He was admiring a painting, and she approached him with a smile “ It seems we have the same taste in art, this is one of my favorite from the collection. It depicts the strong connection between two people, they share one thought, one heart and moved as though they were one. “ he smiled at her words ‘ how cheesy ‘ she chuckled “ I suppose it's a bit cliché, it’s still romantic though “
She turned to face him, stretching her hand for a handshake “ Kwon Y/n, it’s a pleasure to meet you in person. “ ‘ You know me? I guess my disguise isn’t as good as Han said ‘ “ The disguise isn’t half bad but anyone who’s a fan could tell it’s you “ he smiled shyly ‘ does that mean you’re a fan? ‘ Y/n nodded “ I’ve been a fan since you debuted, your fans really didn’t lie when they said you looked like a prince in real life “ she held back a grin when she saw how flustered he got “ I’m afraid that’s all the time I have, let’s meet again Little Prince “ she walked away, leaving him a blushing mess.
{ Next meeting }
She sent him the painting they both liked, along with expensive jewelry she picked herself. They just finished dance practice and Hyunjin's heading back to the dorm with Han “ whoa where did these gifts come from? “ Han picks up one of the boxes “ These aren’t even out yet? And they’re all for you? did you get a sugar mommy or something-“ hyun smacks him in the shoulder ‘ no I don’t have one dumbass, and I don’t know anyone who’d send these “ he didn’t wanna tell Han he met someone, he placed the painting inside and the letter fell off, he smiled when he saw the words“ I hope you haven’t forgotten me little Prince? “ he’d been waiting for any signs that you remembered him and now he had a letter with your number in it.
Han helped him put the rest of the boxes inside “ you know I was just messing with you right? so...you’re gonna share these right?- no? hey! I shared that ramen with you once!- and there he goes with the boxes ‘ Han huffed “ he definitely has a lover and she’s rich too- “ (material boy XD jk)
He texted the number on the letter, and it hasn’t even been a minute yet he kept refreshing it. He even did the dishes while waiting, finally giving binnie a break. He was in the middle of doing his skincare when he heard his phone ding, he rushed to grab it.
(he’s over the moon rn-)
{ When you started dating }
You confessed first through a party you planned for him (only close friends were invited)
You planned everything, from the décor to the food. You wanted everything to be perfect for Hyunjin. Everything was set and just in time when you heard 7 loud voices approaching the door and then you heard Hyunjin’s dramatic whine ‘ where are we going? it’s not even my birthday yet ‘. He was suddenly dragged by his members after practice and they wouldn’t tell him anything, then they finally removed their hands so he could see.
The cold floor was covered with Rose petals which led a trail to Y/n who’s holding a bouquet of yellow iris, the flower that symbolized passion. Y/n smiled and took his hand in hers, " Hyunjin will you be my lover? Just until I make you my husband. " Our little hyunnie was a blushing mess " Of course! " He pulled you into his arms to show how happy he is “ I love you Y/n “ you smiled and hugged him back “ I love you more my Prince “
( finally proof read it yo and man I may have missed some stuff so whoops just tell me, rb and comments are appreciated just rb if you don’t know what to say (ik the feelin) )
IAMDONEATLAST-
#fluff#Hwang Hyunjin#Hyunjin#skz#skz au#will probably proof read next time#Hyunjin x reader#Ididmybest
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my fav emo gay
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Iduma, my Tiefling Druid
He’s supposed to look very androgynous, which I hope I did well QoQ
#dnd#dnd5e#dungeons and dragons character#Ididmybest#digital art#art#digitalart#artist#artists on tumblr#artblr#OC#myoc#ocIduma#Krita#myart
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My attempt at icing my mom’s nearly-burnt cupcakes. #cupcakes #icing #ididmybest #baking https://www.instagram.com/p/B3YBOn7B7ja/?igshid=xq70g6blc1tq
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I’m bored so I thought I would post this. Also I started this a year ago and it’s still not done. Procrastinating at its finest.
#transformers#optimus prime#rodimus#ultra magnus#perceptor#blur#brainstorm#prowl#chromedome#mtmte#Ididmybest#does it look good?#no#do i care?#yes#oh well#i was obsessed#a year ago#my family hated it#so if you like it#then like it#because its a great series with great things#good morals#you know#more than meets the eye#😂
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They won’t let me post the full video! Please go https://youtu.be/6LK5SLW0Zf0 to watch the full thing. This was made in 5 hours. Not perfect but, I’m happy with it. #graphicdesign #lyricvideos #jcole #fanmade #ididmybest #speedanimation (at Providence, Rhode Island) https://www.instagram.com/p/B35wEFEnn1l/?igshid=hzz2no2aty0b
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heres some pics of me from 2018 because of @eliza-booth , hey @ifyouevercatchme and @flowerchildsea , your turn.
descriptions of pics, left to right, then top to bottom: 1-lake day with my favorite people 2-visiting seattle in late July 3-my favorite rooftop 4-feeling gay in a staircase with perfect lighting 5-got dressed up in the summer for no real reason 6-visiting bellingham in may, about to start a hike 7- at my favorite lake 8- i felt nice after a night out 9- braids and stripes, why not?
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@fangirltothefullest I noticed that she had a dragon form for her Sanders Sides Fusion Prince Anvity, but hadn’t made one yet, so I just drew what I thought the fusion as a dragon would look like. Couldn’t color it tho, I’m sorry. ;; I hope you like it fam!
#bananadraws#fanart#fangirltothefullest#dragon#sketch#notmyau#princeanvity#gooddragonboi#ididmybest#spikyboi#hedoapose#ilovehim#hersanderssidesfusion
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just do it.
where do you go from here...
if you’re in their shoes
the path before you
changes your once
firm stone decisions
you can’t match their steps
you can’t move forward
if someone else’s shoes are
glued somewhere else in time
take off their shoes
go barefoot for a while
see where you can walk
see what you can handle
feel the pain of any new path
feel the endurance of a climb
feel your own journey
not the reflections of others
through a box and a screen
this is yours
your shoes
your feet take YOU
where YOU want to go
h o w e v e r...
if someone is willing a hand
to walk along the same path with you
remember wear your own shoes
But walk along another pair of shoes
#poetry#thinking#poem#poet#thoughts#bad poetry#life#socialmedia#nike#shoes#journey#paths#lifequotes#lifepoetry#ididmybest#cliches#cliche#love#poems#anxiety#depression#generationalthoughts
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Just for fun, another misprinted Bible known as the Killer Bible, printed by R. Bowyer and J. Fittler in 1795.
Mark 7:27, which should read "...Let the children first be filled..." instead reads "...Let the children first be killed..."
#good omens#good omens 2#neil gaiman#good omens spoilers#go2#go 2#go 2 spoilers#go2 spoilers#sorryforthesuckypictures#Ididmybest#killerbible
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So, when my mom got sick and ended up on dialysis in a rehab facility several months ago she asked me to keep her 3 fur babies. I, of course, agreed. Unfortunately, she did not make it home and I lost her in August. I have been keeping them ever since. I promised I would keep them and love them. This has not been a difficult task, as they are sweet and snuggly, officially making the "crazy cat lady", but it is also means a promise kept. That being said, Friday night was heartbreaking for me. Our sweet Sadie, the oldest and most snuggly of the lot, passed away in my lap. She was a snuggle bug that loved to lay on my chest before bed every night. I was looking forward to having the ultimate snuggly lap cat to watch movies and cuddle with all winter. Unfortunately, that will not happen now. I guess she just missed mom to much. While she only lived with me for a few months, she was definitely one of my babies and I miss her every day. #promisekept #imissmomtoo #ididmybest #iloveyouforeversadielou #isthisyearoveryet https://www.instagram.com/p/CVJGJXNpcm1/?utm_medium=tumblr
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I did my best to get Evee to visit our office and all we got were these postcards and stickers, and this kind rejection letter. Evee~~! #japanoffice #pokemon #evee #ididmybest (at Kyoto, Japan)
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Still trying to figure out how to make blur work for me.
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