I feel so embarrassed to ship ghostsoap, but not because they are two grown-ass men. No no, I'm completely fine talking about men fucking each other, as a lesbian, I found it amusing. My problem, the reason why I draw them on the secret, is cuz they are soldiers, from the fucking military. And as a family member of a victim of military dictatorship, MY FAMILY CAN NOT KNOW.

My family: "We Can Excuse Gay People But We Draw The Line At Military Propaganda"

If you come with me, for the first time in your life, you will be free. Imagine what we could do together. We could reshape the world, remake it how ever we see fit. Join me.  ↬ Stranger Things S4E7: The Massacre at Hawkins Lab

i would like to apologize in advance for the way i'll be acting once i've seen this episode in its entirety

I guess its easier to write shouto when comparing him to dabi like... current shouto is smart and thoughtful and tries his best but when he talks hes very simple and direct with his words/what he means. Meanwhile dabi is just as smart but more dramatic and faster and purposely rude. Like i see dabi saying some Edgy Shit to shouto and shouto thinking about how much he understands dabis feelings but then just says something like 'dude omg pls stop'. Anyway i think their interactions would be funny

ksajfjka yeah, that's what I've been aiming at, too! My only struggle is that I'm currently writing a futurefic where Touya is slightly more emotionally well-adjusted than canon, and he has a better relationship with Shouto. So I'm still figuring out how to balance writing him from a place where he doesn't immediately shut down vulnerability, while also not diverging too much from his characterization :') Shouto poses a challenge solely because a lot of Touya's complexes are tied to his tendency to compare himself to his brother, you know? But I'm getting there! They'll have this talk if it takes me ten years to write it down!

Anyway, thank you for sharing your thoughts! This actually helped me a bit

Tagged by @melissa-leaf (thank you dear Ily 🥰)

rules: tag 10 people u wanna get to know better 

relationship status: single (apparently having obsessions for sport and paleo-christian sarcophagus is not sexy enough, how strange 🤨)

fav colour: red, orange and yellow

song stuck in my head: I kissed a girl by Katy Perry

fav foods (in no specific order):

chestnut (in any form)

fondue (I lived in Switzerland for a few years so...)

carotte, pumkin and orange soup

last thing i googled: Bayern- CSKA Moscow 2014 

dream trip: There is so many places that I want to see but if I have to chose one I'll go with Morocco

Anything I want rn: to plant jasmine in my garden

I'm tagging @cuetheviolins, @rafasbiscuits, @tennis-shenanigans, @candlelitutopia, @carielle6, @ruudnotto, @mercigoku69, @auger-aliassisime, @bluespring864 (only if you want to of course)

I always knew about Lewy’s defects; about his conceit, his pride, his insecurities, his selfishness and his ambitious character. I tried to never idealize him although when you doesn’t know someone personally you always idealize him a little. I never had any faith in his good qualities but I had a lot in his defects. I always thought that his conceit would prevent him from exposing himself to ridicule, that his pride will prevent him from displaying ungratefulness and inelegance, that his thirst for love and attention would make him appreciate and value the devotion that the Bayern’s fan had for him, that his selfishness would make him want to stay in a club where everything is organized around him and that finally his ambition would guard him against any desire to go somewhere else. 

Also, for me, there always was a conflict in him between what I allegorically call his Bayern’s side and his Real’s side; a conflict between family, work, simplicity and glory... against exposure, marketing, ostentation and popularity... Lately I had the feeling that Bayern was winning the match and I don’t know if it was true or if it was just me imagining things because now it’s quite the reverse. Robert reminds of Mr. Crawford in Mansfield Park, he had a Fanny Price with Bayern and a Fanny Price who loves him. He has enough taste, intelligence and sensibility to admire her, understand her and love her but he is also unable to resist the temptation of leaving with a Maria Rushworth. Bayern, like Fanny could have offered long term happiness to Mr. Crawford, could have offered him something invaluable : eternity. He could have been deified; his name would have passed from generation to generation associated with respect, admiration and love; he would have been bathed in the eternal light of the glorious sun but he prefers the fake and brief lighting of the spotlights ! He needed to wait a few more years to obtain eternal glory but he doesn’t have the patience to wait. He wants immediate pleasure, immediate fame.

But despite all this, despite the fact that he disappointed me I still love him, i’m unable to held any true resentment against him, i’m not even sad anymore and I hate this. I want him to succeed wherever he goes, I can’t stand to see him sad or to hear people say that he never had any real talent and that all his achievements are just due to the fact that he was playing in a farmer league. But in an other hand I want his achievements to stay deeply connected with Bayern, I want him to understand that he couldn’t have been what he is without us and can’t be. I’m worried for him because no matter in which club he will go the fans will never sincerely love him, he will always be the enemy especially at Barcelona (he made them suffer so much), they will display exterior signs of affection but when he will retire they shall not cry or truly regret his departure, they will never keep any fond memories of him.

His departure from Bayern also alarm me because of someone else, and that someone is Thomas. During the last six years he has played for Robert, with Robert and because of Robert and I don’t how he is going to do without him. Lewy’s presence is what saved him in 2016/2017, what allowed him to reinvent his way of playing, is he able to change everything once again at this age? If Lewy had left in 2018 he could have done it but now, after all this years? On the pitch Robert is his landmark, his goal, his target, his everything... I’m so afraid that the end of Lewy at Bayern could also be the end of Thomas ! 

Me: What do you think mother?

mamadelcra: He's white

Me:

it's about btw

When joking about being into dilfs becomes a little too real

........ 👀..... 🤔...... did we really all just miss Earth Day just because a ridiculous, fascist misogynist had to go to court??? ⁉️⁉️⁉️🤦🤦🤦

I thought your heart would shine when you heard me say I'd help hide a body for you. I'd kill for you... But you looked at me scared and called me crazy.

Mine would have shone upon hearing those words coming from your mouth...

God, why did you give me morality and attraction to robots at the same time?

"It's a plot of land that's for sale or has a specific designated use."

"Thanks, that explains a lot."

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why do I shiver like a chihuahua when it goes even slightly below freezing