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I would wish to find a bag of rugby kit. Iโm approaching my 30s, perhaps I should take playing back up again, or see how it fits.
Oh mate, easy done, you could have always just gone down to your local club and pinched a uniform and started played, but you wanted the magic way so we can do it the magic way.
You find yourself in the changing room of a rugby club, it smells of man musk so bad it makes your eyes water. Don't try asking me for a kit you wanted to find one so start lookin.
Ah, I see you've found a kit, probably left by a club goer, maybe you could join the club too, we'll see how you like it.
Sure the kit smells awful but thats what you get for using someone else's stuff, I hope none of the blokes on the field don't recognise who it belongs to because that might spell trouble. You wouldn't want to get bashed by big ass rugby lads, but its fine, the only identifying mark you can find is a name written on the tag "Goliath". Well no one can see the name on the tag it'll be fine.
You can hear the blokes on the field yelling as you walk out, it sure looks competitive for a casual game and the blokes seem to be tackling the shit out of each other harder than you expected, but no turning back now they're all eyeing you to get your ass over on the field so they can keep playing. You head over nervous, but a lil excited. You join the line up and everything is quite for a moment and you hear whistle blow.
"okay, casual game, no pre-"
before you could finish your thought you were slammed in a pile of rugby blokes.
You feel something start to grow,
"fuck" you think to yourself "please don't let that be a boner"
But it wasn't, well you definitely had one, but that's not what was growing. In between the guys your body starts to grow, you thighs fill out into strong muscular legs like that of a pro player, you chest inflates with muscle and a layer of fat and hair begins to cover your whole body. The chaos ended and you see the club coach come over and start yelling at some of the players but you finally notice what happened to you.
"W-what the fuck happend to me"
You had to get off the field your uniform was tight around your new massive body, and you feel the weight of your new package straining against the fabric, it was a hot experience and you notice your boner start to come back, but, the game was so fun, maybe just 15 more minutes.
You keep playing for a few hours before being told to get off the field, most guys had gone home and the club coach tells you to pack it in as actual players will be arriving soon.
Walking off to the change rooms you cannot believe what happened, you got a second wind in life, and a club that's fun to play at. You can't wait to come back tomorrow after work.
Staring at the mirror you smile at the new you, but something is wrong, a ringing in your ears. Your head is fucking killing you like 16 years worth of concussions all hit at once. Stumbling forward your head smashes into the mirror cracking it. Correcting your stance you stare in the broken mirror and feel the same sensation of growth again. Watching yourself you notice as your new body continues to fill out with mass and start to get taller. The kit stretches over your body making the jersey look like a crop top. Drool begins to form in the corner of your mouth and drip down to your chin. The club uniform begins to smell clean as it seeps into your skin. Your pours erupt with sweat and stench 20x worse than what the uniform ever was and the headache starts to subside.
Two men walk into the changing room, one being the club coach and another a tall clean cut guy in a suit.
"and this bloke right 'er is a big fella we call Goliath"
you look at them trying to come up with words but all that comes out is "I-I-I-m-m- me- me big" lifting your meaty hand your sloppily whip the drool off your chin and smear it on your cheek.
"yeah, big guy ain't go no brains up there, but he's built like a brick shit 'ouse"
"Alright Tim, we'll buy him, I'll give you $50k for this one"
"FUCK YEAH JOHN, 'ell be a great player for ya"
"how do you keep fining these players"
"ya know me john, I got the magic touch"
They keep talking but you cant figure out the business talk, you just stupidly blink and keep drooling. The next thing you know you are on a bus with a bunch of other players arriving at a stadium with a roaring crowd.
Sorry mate, unlucky, the coach of the club wished he could sell players to the pro teams, so I gave him a bunch of cursed uniforms. Most of them didn't do too much from a size up and enslaving them to the pro team that bought them, they could still be themselves, just forced to be pro players. You on the other hand stumbled on the Goliath kit and well now look at you.
7ft tall brick wall rugby machine!
well, you did say you want to play more so get out there and have fun boys!
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HI THERE may i rq muu x fem!reader ?? if its alr w pronouns they them but referred to w fem words iykwim ,,, t2 milgram setting if thats ok but besides that go WILD
Unconditional Favors
Kusunoki Muu x Fem! Reader
(ft. Es and Haruka)
(Kenny: idk if you don't want a yandere one but this is lowkey a yandere blog so I played it safe with a soft yandere, do tell me if you want one without that, maybe I'll make another one. This is my first request please go easy on me,๐ญ๐ญ๐)
Info/TWs: story/oneshot type, fem!reader with they/them pronouns, romantic pairing, trial 2 muu, kind of an enemies to lovers(???), fluff later on, mentions of suicide(Haruka), jealousy, forced affection, soft yandere(nothing crazy tho), analyzing for muu and her views, stuff might be inaccurate idk do tell me tho, grammar mistakes, written in 3rd person perspective
๐๐ฒ๐ฉ๐ง๐จ๐ฌ๐ข๐ฌ: [Name] informed Es about what they think about Muu and how screwed her way of connecting with people, so they decided to try and help her understand that not all attention and attachment needs to be conditional, but they just can't get her off their shoulders. (wc: around 1,554)
The interrogation consisted of [Name] at first, until it diverted to the other prisoners, mainly now being Muu who kept following them around. Es seems to be curious about what it was about.
They sat laid back in the cold air of the interrogation room, Es observes them intently.
"To be quite honest, I pity Muu." [Name] boredly states across the table, Es nods and takes a mental note about what they said.
"Why is that?" Es interogates to them.
"I worry about the relationship she has with Haruka, didn't he say so himself? He'd do seppuku just because she gave her some accessories, that's too quite far-fetched isn't it?" [Name] sighs. "But then again, the motherly care she gives him has its own sentimental value too, I'm not in a position to say what values his life or not. Wouldn't you say the opposite? Warden-san."
"Not really, it's not that different from what I thought, but what about you? Do you really think that his life has the same value as Muu's care?"
"Mhm, nope." [Name] pops the P and rolls their eyes. Without a care, they spin the marker that was supposed to be used to write the interrogation questions later. "I always knew there was something wrong and messed up about Muu's way of thinking in somehow and someway, from her attitude and her honey-laced voice, nothing good ever comes up with that kind of person."
"You seem to talk so badly of her, even though she likes you." Es states.
"Come on now, I'm not that much of a trash talker." They defend, raising their hands.
"Like I said, 'I pity her', didn't I? A honey-laced voice can still be sweet, it's just that I'm worried about Haruka much more, I genuinely think that her maternal care for him could just be unconditional, you know? That doesn't really give you the right to vote her guilty, at the end of the day, she's just a teenager with mentally ill ways. She genuinely thinks that all relationships should be conditional, a favor has to be exchanged with one another, it might've been from the pampering she got in a wealthy childhood that she has that mindset, most of the prisoners here shouldn't be in prison, to be honest, they just need therapy. Muu, too, can grow up out of her ways." Es blinks at [Name]'s wall of words.
"Who said I voted her guilty? Anyways, Muu seems to like you a lot, why is that?" Es scoffs, unfazed by the onslaught of their words, and dutifully continues to interrogate.
"Oh... Yeah, I did her some favors. I didn't realize that it bothered her that much, I just want her to realize that not all favors need to be conditional."
"I see." Es nods. "What are those favors then."
"I don't know, the same treatment she does to Haruka, probably, or maybe Haruka's loyal treatment to her, but not too much, I didn't ask for anything in return, did it really bother her that much?"
"I see... Are you doing that because you want her to realize that Haruka's attachment to her is...wrong?"
"Wowie, you know me so well." [Name] nonchalantly replies. "But it had its cons, she keeps following me around to make up for those favors, it doesn't really bother her that much." A loud bell rang, indicating that the time was nearing.
"You know, why do you always observe Muu? Do you like her?"
"That's becauseโ Wait, no I don't!"
"Yeah, sure." Es rolls their eyes.
"Worry and likeness are totally different things, I'm sure you understand what I mean by thatโ" [Name] rambled and they were about to go on and on until Es stopped them. How defensive.
"Alright, enough. We've chatted for so long."
"It's the time, huh?" [Name] says as Es stands up and gets into their position to speak. "I got voted innocent the first time, what'd you think about this time? Would the verdict would be different?"
"I'll let you know after I'm done."
"Alright, be sure to analyze me the best you can, okay?"
"Prisoner no. 11, [Name], sing your sins!"
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Right after [Name] got out of the interrogation room, they saw the sight of a half-French girl tackling them eagerly.
"How did the interrogation go?" Muu clings on to them like a koala.
"I-It went well..." [Name] replies, taken aback.
"Really?? Did Warden-san threaten to vote you guilty? Just tell me and I'll knockโ I mean, talk some sense into them, Haruka will help too. I think we should be friends. Ah, we three can hang out together, that would be nice right?" Muu hums and requests, eager to get the favors [Name] gave to her off her shoulders.
"Ah, no, I'm quite good, thanks for asking, I don't need any friends here either, thanks." [Name] passes and Muu huffs in annoyance.
"Muu's really sad you know, it's really unfair that you help me much but you don't let me be your friend..." She pouts.
"Well, Muu, I don't really think you need to be friends with someone to help them at all..." [Name] explains, leaving Muu to go through her last resort of paying back. To force her affection.
"Ah, I know, let's go dress you up, that messy get-up is no good after all!" She caught [Name]'s wrist with her hands and took her on the way to the warehouse that contained the newly added accessories for the prisoners, just when the first trial ended.
"Uh..." [Name] didn't have the time to protest as Muu dragged them along the corridor.
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"This suits you!" Muu places a bow as a finale to her styling [Name]'s hair.
"Uhm... I think that this is a little too girlish for my liking..." The amount of thought Muu had put on the hairstyle was groundbreakingly immaculate.
"But I think you look cute." Muu smiled and [Name] couldn't help but blink in surprise, moments later, they found themselves feeling their cheeks heat up.
"It's a problem that you're too blunt." [Name] sighs at her antics.
"What?? Are you being shy?" Muu teases, and it doesn't help their flustered state. She giggles at their misery.
She's doing exactly what she did with Haruka, perhaps physical things are her way of paying back to [Name] and doing a favor for others in return. It doesn't help that she's good at it too.
"Why don't we move on with your clothes?" She smiles sweetly and eagerly moves on to the additional accessories for the prisoner's clothes, there is only so much that the prisoners can change.
Muu was grinning all the while. [Name] can't help but be reminded how much of a two-faced she can be. Is this fake? Is this real? [Name] would just have to dig a little more deeper. They knew her so well, but at the same time, they didn't.
"Hey," [Name] calls out to her with a bit of seriousness.
"Hmm?" Muu replies, still shuffling through the wardrobe.
"Why were you just calm about Haruka threatening to kill himself?"
"..." She stops shuffling through the supplies, her back is faced [Name], and they had no idea what expression they were making.
[Name] had a bad feeling.
"Why? Because he's my friend, and I actually love how he's backing me up." She replies with a chirpy voice as if it was no big deal.
It is a big deal.
"There's really nothing wrong with how he's trying to help me, I don't know why you all are so keen on telling me that these things are wrong, it's normal."
"It's not." [Name] cut her off.
"It is." Muu turns around to face them. "He's doing it by himself, why is it my fault?"
"When have I ever said it your fault? I'm just asking you why you're so normal about it."
"Because it's normal!" Muu's face was distraught.
"Would you tell people that you'd kill yourself for them? That won't sound so normal now, would it?" [Name] said, putting Muu on Haruka's shoes, in an attempt to reach her.
"Why are we talking about him!? It's just us two together, why do you need to mention other people!" She stomped her foot on the floor.
"Please... Can we just focus on ourselves? Muu doesn't like to fight... Aren't we friends?" She pleaded. [Name] sighed.
"But we're not friends, in the end, you're just doing this to repay all my favors, am I right?"
"Why are you so mean... Muu is just doing this because she likes you." She whines and [Name] winced.
[Name] felt a twinge of guilt, she's being genuine.
"Alright, I'm sorry." [Name] felt like they were trying to comfort a crying child.
[Name] was no therapist, but they tried to make her understand that affection isn't conditional, they could only hope that one day it would work.
โ@โ
Muu repays the favor.
[Name] looks at the mirror and sees themself, with a whole makeover by Muu, they look like a completely different person. Looking even more beautiful than before.
"Pretty girl." Muu's lips turn into a wide smile and she sneakily puts a little kiss on your cheek. [Name] felt their face turn blazing hot.
"T-T-This does not mean that we are friends!"
"Oh, do you want to be girlfriends then!?"
"WHAT!?"
#soft yandere#soft yandere x reader#milgram x reader#milgram#milgram muu#milgram kusunoki muu#kusunoki muu#muu kusunoki#muu x reader#yandere milgram x reader#yandere milgram#kusunoki muu x reader#mu kusunoki#x reader#yandere x reader#yandere#milgram 04#milgram prisoner 04#yandere fic
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Sorry for the ramble in your inbox incoming- I'm a really huge fan of your analysis type posts like the ones about Cathal and recently Flint ;A; So I hope its ok to maybe throw in my own 2 cents about Cogs/their society- (Sorry this gets rambly I thought about this last night and writing this like an hour after waking up lol)
I think what alot of people kind of (I wouldnt say ignore- more of:) don't really get is that I dont believe characters like Cathal or Flint have bad tendencies because they really want to in a way, (I kind of worded that poorly but point is) but because their society rewards and encourages that type of behavior. I think you said something kind of similar on Cathals post- But especially for Flint, whose a Bossbot (Who are literally the embodiment of a toxic workplace and elitism. I believe a old snippet from the TTO magazines says "They have no real skills of their own, just the ability to push down others and stay on top!" Or something to that nature.) he has to be demanding and imposing. There is no benefit to him in being kind. (Like looking at Misty for example) And don't get me wrong I don't believe that if Flint and Cathal were removed from Cog society they'd be better/objectively nicer (Like Flint not being condescending to Toons and Cathal not making people do things for him and being encouraged to try) But I do wonder how much of it is pressure, or how much of it is egged on and rewarded. Atleast in the aspects it relates to how they treat others.
(..And also I wonder what happens to Cogs that don't get jobs and are seen as ..not functioning. Since Graham was freaking the hell out in "Meeting Of Two Minds" over the possibility of not getting the job. I have a whole thing about this actually in my oc lore but thats another thing entirely I'll write about someday I swear)
Also I gasped when I saw the doodle of Graham in the MSI shirt finally a MSI listener Graham truther. I think he'd like the album "How I Learned To" and of course "You'll Rebel To Anything". I associate him mainly with the songs "Lights Out", "On It", and "You're No Fun Anymore" :p (This has been my favorite band since I was like 13 and now I get to spill all my opinions xD) I always imagined him doing the guitar backbend their bassist does! And my final hc is that Flint plays bass and Graham plays the main guitar. I think it fits them .. some people overlook bass when its actually pretty hard to learn from what I hear and vital to the song. (Like heres Feel Good Inc w/o the bass.. feels wrong x_x)
Anyways thanks for reading ;A; take care and happy new year!
RAHHHH EATING THIS UP YUM YUM YUM YES YES YOU GET IT
THe biggest issue with Cogs Inc is that it REWARDS and ENCOURAGES these poor behaviors, worsening these characters as people. ESPECIALLY cathal considering the position of power theyโre in. Iโm sure it applies to a ton of other cogs too, but unfortunately I havenโt gotten to them yet bc Iโm not as insane abt them . LMAO
And yeah since cogs are literally built for work, itโs a wonder what happens to those who canโt find a job as easily as others. Hoping that gets built on since itโs clear in MOTM that these cogs have to actually apply and go to interviews and probably face some trial and error to land a job, just like people IRL.
ALSO. THE BAND HCS. I love it and youโre SOOOO RIGHT about the backbend that is so grahamcore. And yes Iโm pretty sure Flint does play bass, I think his creator mailman said smth abt that on their blog . AND IM SO GLAD YOU BROUGHT UP FEEL GOOD INC bc i did draw flint in a demon days shirt in that same animatic . And ive def drawn them in the same shirt a couple times in the past too . Iโve always imagined him to be a Gorillaz fan, maybe graham too
Anyway ty for these thoughts im eating them up and leaving no crumbs . I love when ppl come to ramble in my inbox bc discussing this stuff IS SO FUN and a good outlet for me esp when i might be having art burnout rn .
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Hello!! Can I request a sweet and caring reader with golden freddy?? I really love how you write him!! He's my favorite too so it is okay if not!! I just came from your Wattpad and I must say that you are underrated!! I love your stories โก sorry if I have any grammar mistakes, English isn't my first language. Thats all :]
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๐ซ๐๐๐๐ฒ -> ๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐ณ๐๐๐๐๐๐
ย ย โโโโโโโโขยฐห~โแฏฝโ~หยฐโขโโโโโโโย ย
> ๐๐ฎ๐ป๐ฑ๐ผ๐บ: ๐ต๐๐๐ ๐ฝ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐ฐ๐ ๐ต๐๐๐๐๐ข'๐ 1
> ๐๐ต๐ฎ๐ฟ๐ฎ๐ฐ๐๐ฒ๐ฟ: ๐ถ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐ต๐๐๐๐๐ข
> ๐ช๐ฎ๐ฟ๐ป๐ถ๐ป๐ด๐: ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐ฑ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐, ๏ฟฝ๏ฟฝ๐๐ก๐๐ ๐ฑ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ , ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ข ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ก๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐, ๐ผ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐ฑ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐, ๐ผ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐.
> ๐ง๐๐ฝ๐ฒ ๐ข๐ณ ๐๐ผ๐ป๐๐ฒ๐ป๐: ๐ณ๐๐๐๐๐๐-๐ธ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐
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โขI love writing fluffy stuff, only downside when your blog is meant to be yandere focused.
โขHuman Goldie section- or like, Bot Golden Freddy but he can turn into a human version of himself-
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This caring side to you is probably what attracted Goldie in the first place. The sheer adoration of your voice made his nonexistent, cold, dead heart flutter when you first met.
"Oh, hello." You sweetly smiled up at him, your eyes making Goldie stop functioning for a few seconds before he replied "Hi..." He replied back, hoping to not scare you too much from suddenly speaking "Do you need something?" Yet you ignored it, focusing back on the screen that displayed the halls than him "No I just... I just came to check..." The golden bear was at a loss for words when he looked at you, weren't you suppose to be scared?
"That's real nice of you." You giggled, glancing back at him with a grin that made the other flinch in surprise "I'm kinda working right now so you can wait and rest for me over there." You told him as you pointed at the extra chair on the room, and like a dumbass; Goldie sat down 'I- what am I doing here???' He glared at you in annoyance and was about to say something before stopping... He opened his mouth and closed it again, watching you work with a sudden emotion fluttering inside his soul.
And that's how Goldie kept visiting you, now you're just used to him hanging around and clinging to you, he keeps driving everyone away in annoyance because they kept interrupting your time with him!
"You're so soft~" You giggled happily, running a hand through Goldie's hair, he was literally sitting on the floor with his head on your lap as you petted him "Mmmmh, you can touch it for however long you want to [Y/N]." Goldie let out a small smile, adoring your compliments and gestures, previous sadistic needs to fight Chica who dared come so close to your office were gone by just a small touch.
"Thank you then! I'll indulge myself~" You playfully grinned and actually leaned down to give him a small peck on the head. Goldie flinched in surprise, his eyes wide from the affectionate contact "Can I..." The blond began, voice soft and quiet "Hmm? What did you say?" You smiled apologetically at making him repeat himself "I... I want to kiss you back... May I?" He looked up at you wish such a shy yet determined expression you didn't have the heart to refuse him.
"Sure... Yeah, you can!" Your approval immediately had Goldie on his feet, he stared at you with a blushing, red face, expression gentle as he cupped your face with his gloved hands and then leaned down, pecking you on the lips and making you flinch in surprise "U-um... Sorry I- [Y/N]!?" Goldie quickly held both your shoulders in surprise when he saw you nearly fall forward after he leaned away. You quickly brought your hands up to hide your face "W-what?" Goldie cursed himself for stuttering, did he make you cry!?
"I-it's just... I didn't expect you to kiss my lips..." You peeked from your hands to look at him and something immediately snapped in Goldie as he stared at you, then swiftly leaned down and kissed you again "Goldie!" You squeaked in surprise and glared at him "Couldn't help it, you were just so cute~"
Despite being basically immortal, with incredible healing ability, Goldie does get hurt to a degree where they won't heal unless somebody specifically takes care of them... Like sticking a shard of class on his arm "accidentally"
"Does it hurt?" You softly mumbled, a genuinely concerned look on your face while carefully removing the shard of glass "Nope." Goldie replied mindlessly, looking at you with loving eyes, he wasn't lying. It barely hurt- in fact, it didn't hurt at all because you were taking care of it.
"Don't lie, it's okay to tell the truth to me..." You stared a little as his wound closed up nearly instantly once the glass was removed, then looked up at him, unintentional puppy dog eyes to plead for Goldie to tell the truth. Goldie nearly died from the caring gesture and just leaned on your shoulder "Yeah it hurted a bit..." And you instantly started cuddling him and cooing at the other.
"I love you so much my sweetheart... More than anything and everything."
#yandere#yandere fnaf#yandere x reader#yandere fnaf x reader#yandere fnaf 1#yandere golden freddy#yandere goldie#yandere drabble#yandere imagines
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Restless legs syndrome is prbably my least favorite knee sensation. Heres some childhood stuff that also makes my cpu overclock (reddit rant#2)
r/chronohaul
Man i wish i coud just do an audio message on here but im not doxxing myself im a [probably] autistic highschool girl who gets mass downvoted every few weeks. Anyway ive been thinking ๐ค I've been thinking ๐ idk how the Yakuza works and idc to learn cause thats a little too #real yanno so if I'm off the mark here i dont give a dam. But theres two ways the whole school thing can go: they go to whatever school together and probably don't speak to anyone other than each other (kai out of disgust, sickness etc, hari out of "ok that's what kais doing and i dont really have the desire to do anything else so I'll just follow him around [thats actually a pretty succinct chronostasis character analysis in general]"). i imagine kai would struggle with germs and stuff and hari would stand guard casually outside of broom closets and bathroom stalls while he had breakdowns in there (lost kitten by metric moments! listen to it now When you come undone i cover you uuuuppp) and then kai would just come back out not really looking any better and say Okay lets go.
And the other angle is the two of them confined to the hideout, the youngest in the building so having next to no one to ask for help with questions from the textbooks tht were requested to be procured by pops . This one Low Key makes me insane cause it completely recontextualizes them. Like wdym you two literally only had each other through your entire childhood and now you just say shit like "sorry 4 the wait i was trying to keep our trail clear" "thanks" likw HUH HUH
even the idea of them going to school together does that to me cause i doubt they ever talked to anyone but each other so. A little more socially adapted but still very isolated situation.
This would create The most insane codependency youve ever seen. Literally only having one other person your age who completely understands your living situation would drive you insane. The more i think about them the less likely i feel like it is to ever do deep character analyses on either of them without coming to the conclusion that they Cannot survive without each other. And that's gay as hell.
One more thing. Is the idea that they knew what their roles as adults were going to be. At a certain age they would cease to be friends and become boss and employee. And. They knew thjs the whole time. Allll the training chrono did tk become a marksman was done with the knowledge in mind that he was going to directly serve kai. How do u liveeee with ur best friend knowing ur gonna be directly subordinate to him indefinitely.&."!&!&!"!*!_!&! What did this knowledge do to their baby psyches. (It made them more codependent).
So non e of this stuff about them growing up in the organization together is evr confirmed but like ... if chrono was friends w kai as a child and then joined the shie hassaikai later in life i kinda doubt he would have as much admiration fkr what kai does for ut bc chrono does show a devotion for the SH. Hes like This is 4 the gang!!! And gets stabbed its like that vine with the guy shooting a basketball and saying This one is to end racism and then missing the shot. So to me this is my canon just cause it makes sense. And if it came out that chronos joining the sh was a "quit yr job" "why" "join my emo band" scenario well I'm gonna be really upset
Anyway just to be clear the potential autism isnt the reason i talk weird i just think its funny and Freeing to use weird diction and go off on tangents. The potential autism is definitely the reason i spend half an hour writing these things though. Love you all (no one is reading this) ๐
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soooo i'm thinking of writing an au
just gonna throw that out there so yall won't be surprised if i randomly throw a fic or seven in your faces <3
FOR REFERENCE: this is gonna be a long post of me talking about shit i wanna write, it's mostly for my future self to look back and so i have all my thoughts in one place (i'm unorganized ok) and im publishing it so it's easier to find, but this is really mostly for my personal benefit in the future but if you all find it interesting yay thats great :)
anyhow
if i /do/ write an au, and that's a big if as my irl friends know about this acc and the teasing i could endure would be /endless/, it would be:
empires s1, with maybe some traffic characters thrown in- i don't feel like wc meshes very well with empires (else i would add it), unless the witchcraft witches were like at gem's academy or s2 shubble's witch school (OOOH that's an idea in and of itself lol
probably flower husbands based, or maybe mean gills, as they're slowly clawing up my mcyt ship tierlist... i'll have to think a bit on that one, but scott will most likely be the main character, cuz he was my very very first exposure to the wonderful world of empires and mcyt in general (found him through lauren, watched ep 1 of empires s2 and was hooked)
only very loosely based on canon events, i'd more be wanting to play around with the characters. therefore, out of the 3 ideas i have (more on that in a bit) i'd be more inclined to pick the more modern-day ones- though there would be fantasy elements of course like babe its empires
i have 3 main ideas that i feel like i could use- i'll put em in a poll if yall wanna vote, more info on each of them underneath
so yeah the first two are awfully similar- the main difference being that in the first option, the characters would be teachers, and in the second, students. imma go through all these a lil more in-depth, as i have ideas for all of them and i wanna see which one you all would rather read and i shall weigh that in on which one i'll (possibly) (ALLEGEDLY) write
teachers: scott is a teacher/the headmaster (i'll decide which later) at empires university (PLACEHOLDER NAME i swear i will come up with a better one) (probably) and jimmy is a new teacher who's just come onto the scene. he continually messes things up and scott is fed up with him and so they have a CHAT but obviously scott is traumatized by something in his past probably xornoth related or relating to one of the death games (life series) and jimmy is just CUTE but scott doesn't realize it and scott goes on being dumb about it and there is ANGST and such
students: basically the same general plot, but scott lives with horrible parents and jimmy becomes a reprieve and they become like best friends but they both have a secret crush on eachother (like in trust au omdsfksjdlkf go read it right now stop reading this rambling post and go read trust au SO GOOD SLDKFJ its by @/thetomorrowshow) and eventually scott is living at jimmy's house full time (jimmy has a cod tank in his room bc ofc) and then stuff happens heehhehehe no spoilers but again: ANGST
the main deal with these is there's ANGST (but also fluff because the two go hand in hand)
war: this is the main different one sooo it's set in the original empires world, but the cod empire and rivendell have been at war for decades and scott and jimmy hate each other but THEN they like meet one day and neither realizes who the other is until too late because they've never seen each other in real life and it's blasphemy and they like each other and all that yadayadayada ANGST
ummmmm anyway that's my fucking long rambling post done good graciousness this is the longest post i've ever done- anyway let me know (or don't, again, for my personal benefit) which one you would rather read and if any of them sound engaging at all- personally, i'm leaning towards students or war over teachers, i was full-in students but now i have so many great ideas for the war one- god i'm so messed up
that will be all
farewell
#flower husbands#empires s1#empires smp#empires#empires au#empires scott#empires jimmy#smajor 1995#smajor95#smajor#scott smajor#dangthatsalongname#jimmy solidarity#jimmy#esmp s1#esmp#empires smp s1#empiressmp#lots of tags here wow#potential au#oooooooooh all my ideas-#i really wanna write all of these now#help me
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yknow, maybe i should make an introductory post... well, eh, here we go.
i go by kieren and cinmyx [preferred names might change, still trying to figure out what im comfy with]
minor [jan 3], capricorn, genderfluid & bi w/ a male lean
mentally disabled, please be patient with me.
i only know english, but im learning spanish [and, hopefully, japanese in the future.
hoping to be a v-tuber in the future [preferably with niji, but we'll see where everything ends up]
now some other stuff ig;
this acc is specifically for nijisanji en, but it's a fixation that comes & goes so activity will be inconsistent.
writer for several years, i plan to post fanfics on here [will most likely be oneshots only, though]
^ writing asks are open [please god i need ideas]
im ok with interactions & asks [i love asks actually, pls do send some], dms are iffy but i'll try to reply
oshis;
um... i love all the guys tbh.
k fr oshis are uki violeta, shu yamino, sonny brisko, doppio dropscythe & ver vermillion.
^ also a big shxtou & merryweather fan!
i got into niji around noctyx's debut [i think.]
and... ig that's all? that's all that's important atleast. anyway, some other stuff im into [if youre interested in that]
im big into fashion of all kinds [especially gothic fashion, you can probably tell that though]
like i said earlier, id love to be a vtuber someday
i really like genshin impact & team fortress 2 as well, but i wont be posting about that on here [happily willing to talk about them with u tho]
i love cats, i have 7, kitties are everything to me
horror is my shit. i love psychological horror so much, and that will probably be shining through in some of my fics
yes i have twitter, i am slowly but surely distancing myself from that nightmarish app
anyway thats all i think... yeah um, bye i guess, hope you enjoy my insane rambling that's inevitably going to come
credits to @/magicalboything [link to post] for the divider.
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(sort ofยฟ) ANATOMY TUTORIAL!!!
More like how *i* do amatomy for my drawings because it's mostly not very relistic tbh
Letsgoooo
(this is mainly for @deadcolor but i'll post it anyways in case anyone else is interested)
Also i'm inconsistent af and i don't really pay a lot of atention to follow my own anatomy in most of my art because it's usually not worth it the effort for stuff that isnt even that important but when it's needed i actually have my own advice in mind lmao
Typical case of giving other people advice you don't actually follow but yeah lets get to it
1- i start with the good ol circle with a cross to do the head, usually i put the eyes over the red line and it's also where the cheekโข starts
2- body structure. Mostly shapes to know how i want the pose to look, the chest part is sort of a hexagon? With a line that will be the reference for the angle of the chest, this time it's from a bit low angle fue to the posture of our silly model guy so the line is curved up
Then a cilinder for the stomach and a triangle from where the legs will come out
All of these can be changed depending on how you wanna do your character, here it's some kinf of a beefy guy. But you can make the shapes a bit less wide for skinnier people or make them wider and less sharp for chub, etc... It's fun to play around with the shapes till you like the way it looks!
3- then i add the shoulders, just two circles at both sides of the chest, i usually tend to go in this order: shoulder-hand-elbow because from the distance between the shoulder and the hand i can find the middle part and put the elbow cirle there idk if i explained that well ๐๐
I also use the same lenght for both arms if the angle doesnt change them much, and since here it's in a 3/4 angle but sticking their hand up and slightly to the front it rlly doesnt change much
One more thing, for me it's easier to use rectangles and Squares as the hand shapes but that depends on how each artist finds it easier
4- the same goes for the legs just that i use some sort of triangles for the feet with semi circles at the front for the toes
5-now this is how the whole structure ends up looking
6- now this part is completely free, you can make the limbs thin or thick, with muscles or more smooth,
I usually do kinda muscular or sharp(?) arms in most characters, probably influenced by the rise style lol but if a character needs me to get out of my comfort zone then i adapt it
So yeah this is 100% personal choice of how you want ur characters to look
7- here it's once again up to personal choice whether you wanna make the body more smooth or just cleaning up the base shapes but leaving the body just as it is, i don't smooth it out because i like how it looks kinda sharp but yea this is all free choice
8- now the base shapes of the hands and feet, for the fingers i like to use rectangles or sausage-like fingers as reference to the positions i want them to be in, and for the feet i honestly have no idea??? Just kinda round shapes at the end of each foot ๐ญ๐ญ im improvising w this one i never draw feet i'm sorry ๐ถ๐ถ
9- so i clean up the hands n stuff and it's done! I then just add the clothes on top and thats usually it
Idk i should practice feet and more anatomically correct bodies instead of just the bases to put the clothes on top but ion have enough time so rn it won't happen ๐๐
#not even gonna tag this lol#anyways i'm not a professional so this is probably really off and badly explained but it's just how i do it!#i hope it's useful regardless tho
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HI i saw ur post and although it was a while ago i'll still do a few <33 the first time im in ur ask box w/o having a seizure.
dk??? if im doing this right?? but here goes???
rengoku kyojuro would fall for the EYES (what does e-y-e-s spell?) joke and proceed to tell it to the other hashira only to see none except for mitsuri fall for it too. he'll tell it to senjuro and start laughing because WOW!! that joke is GENIUS!! so INNOVATIVE and INTRIGUING!!
mari and hero constantly flick eachother on the foreheads when hero tries desperately to flirt. like "mari, have youโhaveโhaโhave you coโconsidered why you fell from heaven?" she'll flick him on the forehead and lean towards him, gazing up at him with a smug smile on her face. "from heaven? why, hero, i fell for you!" and he gets flustered and its like aBDBAHDUSHSDJJSKSIDHD and hector starts barking, as if laughing, and kel has to come over and pat hero on the back from how embarrassed he is.
tomioka giyuu owns pet rocks. nobody to talk to? talk to your pet rocks. he'd never reveal it to anyone though, but it's REALLY wholesome. he'll put!! little!!! faces!! on them!! give them names. sure its only numbers but ITS CUTE!! he'll keep them in the pockets of his haori like a good luck charm. if a button falls off his uniform he'll use it as the base for a top hat, curling paper into a cylinder and popping it on top of the button, then putting it on one of his rocks.
captain spaceboy has a crippling addiction to hot chocolate. (hikkikomori route spoilers aheaddddd)
ever since the space ex-husband events, he's been obsessed with keeping warm. he'll always have 63773727 blankets when he sleeps. but most importantly, hot cocoa every season of the year. he'll bring it to his lips, sniff it a little, and smile before taking a sip. now he tries to relish every sense of warmth, and keep his emotions in check. but if he sees anyone in his crew who needs it more than he does he'll immediately give it up. spaceboy doesn't seem like the type to put anything except for a few marshmallows in his hot choco. he doesn't like overly sweet things; they remind him of a certain sweetheart... but now he knows his crew is there for him. he'll sit in the middle of them and sip his cocoa and smile, and just appreciate them
OMG THIS IS A LOT HIDKSLADSA THANKS FOR THE FOOD THESE ARE ALL SO CUTE
NO BC I FEEL EMBARRASSED I HAD TO SEARCH WHAT THE JOKE IS HDJSAD,, but mitsuri falling for it ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญnoo I can totally see that HDSAD,, KYOJURO WOULD DEF LOUD OUT LOUD EVEN IF THEY DIDN'T FALL FOR IT BC ITS SUCH A GOOD JOKE. joke of the century as he says
PLEASE HERO TRYING TO FLIRT DSAJDNSA Mari is the end of hero i swear ๐๐๐(the definition of malewife), BUT THATS SO CUTE GDUBJSANDSA. everyone feels bad for hero but mari loves him anyways (loves to tease him to death) ughr they're the only straight ship that i love sm /hj
SCREAMING AT GIYUU WITH PET ROCKS. IDK WHETHER TO FIND IT WHOLESOME OR LAUGH AT IT. THATS. YEAH, YOU KNOW WHAT. HE WOULD. I CAN HEAR SABITO LAUGHING FROM HEAVEN /J no bc that would be so cute tho. he'd probably learn how to do origami to design his pet rocks. paper cat ears. bowties. all that stuff. can't convince me that modern giyuu wouldn't do the same but it now has googly eyes
AWWWW SPACEBOY,, i can totally see that!! he has a new appreciation with warmth and just ghjdsadsa loves it!! i think whenever they go someplace cold, during the night he'd fucking cozy up like a mad man. sweaters, weighted blankets, socks, and HOT CHOCCY. love this space man ๐๐ SLUMBER PARTY WITH HIS CREW WHERE THEY ALL DRINK HOT CHOCCY WITH THEIR CAP GRRGHR
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where'd you go????
hi! if you're reading this you're either a stranger that clicker on my profile with a curiosity to sate, a worried friend or aquaintance or somebody who's stalking me (in which case.. why??)
i would like to prefrace this with the fact that iอ aอmอ oอkอaอyอ,อ sอaอfอeอ,อ aอnอdอ nอoอtอ dอeอaอdอ oอrอ sอoอmอeอ sอhอiอtอ!อ
ive decided to take a break from using discord in my day to day life, and as such i'm just..putting it down. cold turkey.
i feel right now that i dont really have friends or people to consistently talk to and because of that discords become largely uneccesary for me right now.
I decided that i wanted to try and focus on personal projects and self-reflection. throughout the 10 days that 2024 has offered i've been largely by myself. waking up, having little chit-chats with aquaintances and friends and not really actually being around people in a way thats meaningful.
Being alone and with my own thoughts and not generally having people around to keep myself grounded, in the late-nights spent gaming i had a moment of weakness. I couldn't shake the thought, "What if i died?". Generally i dont usually feed into these thoughts. but it struck me. "How long would it take for anyone in my world to notice?"
And i dont like that.
I dont like it at all.
Thoughts like this are spurred on by my BPD and make me want to rapidly remove myself as a test to others. and I dont like feeling like that.
So, why am i leaving if it seemingly looks like that said spur of the moment bout-of rapid removal?
Because i want to feel like i am not inside the box.
I dont want to feel like i'm doing this because of that feeling, i want to do this because taking myself from any social setting makes that impossible.
I want to spend my time and days not having to worry about others, and as it is i'm not generally using discord already, but i feel like removing myself from the platform for a bit makes things better.
While im gone im just going to be working on my own personal projects and taking the steps i need to, to be a better and happier person who isn't neccesarily reliant onothers. i feel largely that i do not like the person that i am. So i will be taking my time and carefully putting together who i am and what i'm all about.
I feel i lost this aspect of myself in my last serious relationship with my ex, hayden, and with the subsequent decline of my friendship with my friend ana. They are not the core-root of these issues but i feel like these things have obsfuscated my process of being. and for that i need to put the puzzle pieces back together.
WHEN WILL YOU RETURN?
Honestly? Iunno. I want to come back in a months time. but i just wana focus on stuff i want to do, not worry about anyone else but myself for a bit.
WHERE CAN I FIND YOU??
You can find me on other platforms, and games.
If we've met and talk you probably know me from a social media (Twitter) platform or a multiplayer game (FFXIV, Roblox).
HELP I DONT HAVE YOU ON EITHER!
On TUESDAYS and FRIDAYS between 2-7, I will be semi-active, but invisible status on Discord. Any other time, and i will not have the Application open nor actively checking for it. Please leave me a message and i will get back to you within 15m of me reading said-messege. If i feel comfortable enough i will lend you my twitter, as it's my main-platform that i use every day. No minors allowed and i tweet absolutely everything i want. w/ little filter.
If you've read this to its entirety, congratulations! im happy you care enough to worry about my wellbeing.
If you chose to skim parts and not neccesarily care about alot of the stuff ive said in this, i'm a little dissapointed. Why even bother?
If you skipped it all, you dissapoint me immensely. or you're a stranger that doesnt care, either way. jump off a microwave.
As my closing words i would like to say that for the duration of 1/10/24, for the next few hours i'll be semi-active handing out my twitter user to those who wish.
I will be working on myself and my own projects! Till then travelers...
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em, well.. he called me today. the irony of it all is apparently when i was talking w/ that 1 guy after my ex years ago, i only told him cus he asked me out & i apparently said he didnt need to know that stuff and i dont remember ever saying that but he said he was hurt/caught off guard & therefore never shared any of his personal relations with me. i think i blacked those yrs out. i went thru a very bad & messy breakup and wanted a distraction, i don't remember him ever asking me out then but he said he remembered very well. i feel so fucking stupid. this basically all happened bc of me. and u were right, he said he /always/ had those feelings even after my ex but i felt they weren't there... so i never attempted anything until i built up our relationship again which is how it is now. but, the real kicker is.. i told him that i didnt want to be put in a position where if he was serious about me, that he'd talk to other ppl, but he said im basically asking for commitment and he cant give that to me unless i show that i'm willing to let him come see me or vice versa (which i just need more time for), until then, he's not going to tell me if he's messing with anyone but he said if things do get serious with someone, then he'll let me know to not lead me on. thats not what i wanted to hear. basically he's open to whatever happens with whoever, even if he cares deeply about me, but he cant promise to not talk to other ppl and i know its selfish, i just wanted him to wait for me, esp after all this time with trying and failing with wrong timings. the way he said "IF i get into a relationship, i'll tell u" gets me cause i'll only know if he makes it official, he said thats how its gonna be. and i honestly feel like i'll end up pushing him away cus the reality of that being possible hurts too much. he said he'll just have to accept it then. but even after talking i still feel as lost. i feel sad, ashamed i said those things i truly don't remember. but now i'm confused with my feelings. i know this is going to change everything. i can already feel myself wanting to pull away emotionally & put the guard i barely let down back up ๐ฃ
i am sorry sunshine :( but i'm really happy that you guys had the talk, you need to stay in contact with him no matter what, the silence can be the worst thing to do right now, so please try your best not to become closed off. the fact that you're both so hurt by this situation is so visible, my heart is breaking. although i really do understand both of you, and he is clear about what he expects and it's in your hands to decide what to do with it ๐ฅบ you know... you have to understand that he is just trying to be happy too, just like we all do. it doesn't mean he only cares about himself, he was there for you through the bad times and he did wait for you, honey, but the thing happened years ago and he might be just tired of waiting, he just wants to find happiness and love too... i'm pretty sure he's probably just as hurt and confused by this situation as you are, but he cares about you and he wants to be with you, but maybe he cannot handle long-distance relationship, maybe he is tired of waiting, maybe there are other reasons he doesn't want to share because it's hurting him too much at this point, yeah? he probably started closing up on you because of that as well, that's why he stated his feelings in such harsh way. he probably doesn't mean to hurt you at all, he is just trying to protect himself.
so please, don't get me wrong, i may not be giving you the best advice or making you feel better which i'm really sorry for :( but i want to stay objective because the situation is tough, and help you understand how to deal with it, to look at your situation in a different light. I'm trying to guess what can be the issue and what you guys are going through, nothing I say is 100% right because I don't know the exact details and I will never know how exactly each of you is feeling. but what i know for sure is that one can stay strong for long enough, sweetheart :(
i understand that you might have blocked out the memories because of traumatic past and that is completely valid and I'm really sorry for what you went through, you deserve the best of love and care :( it's something he should be understanding about especially that he asked you out when you were still in pain, you probably weren't ready for something serious and i will allow myself to guess the guy you talked with was not considered as something you were serious about, right? you probably hoped for it, looked for it, but deep inside you probably might've been looking for a distraction, something to make you feel better, right? and since he was your best friend it was a different situation, although he probably chose to ask in a bad moment, he shouldn't blame you entirely for that and now act like it's all your fault, but i also understand why he was caught off guard and hurt by that, he was angry and jealous, he wanted to be with you and realizing you didn't choose him was probably very painful, although now he might feel like you realized you have feelings for him because you have no other options, and he wants you a strong and secure feeling from you to feel safe in it, but please don't get upset with my words, let me tell you something first, love.
Let me tell you a story, I myself also went through a similar thing and i also had to deny my best friend a long time ago, because of other reasons but one of the main ones was long distance, i never loved him but i cared for him that's another difference because your friend actually HAS feelings for you, but i know how my friend has felt when i kept explaining him why we can't be together, it made me feel terrible. yet, his feelings for me didn't lessen apparently, and to this day, sometimes, he still implies that his crush on me never went away. but in the meantime he was in many other relationships, serious ones and purely physical ones, while also not telling me much, i probably don't know about a lot but it's his life and not my business - my point is that, he also tried to be happy even while still actively hoping i would give him a chance, because he cares for me more than he does for the people he dated (but again in my story it didn't affect me because i never loved him that way). now picture yourself in our situation, he actually does love you but you guys can't be together right now because of some reasons, and he probably isn't feeling confident about your feelings for him because of the past events, which is why he asks you for "100% yes" or "100% no" right now. unless you give him an answer he waited for for a long time, he has the right to try and look for happiness elsewhere and not involve you in it, he might not be comfortable with sharing that he is having flings with others with someone he actually loves, simply because he doesn't want to hurt you, but it's just natural that he is looking for distractions, he is not looking for someone to replace you but he's also clearly not sure of your feelings for him, do you know what i mean now? he doesn't want the past to repeat, when he already waited for a long time, maybe tried to move on even. i know you don't want him to treat you like a 2nd choice and what i just said might look exactly like he's doing it but i personally don't see it that way, that REALLY is not the case, in my opinion it's the opposite and you are clearly his 1st choice, from what i deducted he also just told you that, but since you were/are out of reach he is trying to find other ways, even if it hurts him that they're not you.
don't close your heart up on him, honey. i know you're anxious and in pain, just try to understand his position, alright? you're both hurting a lot but you care for each other deeply and misunderstanding is not something that should be an obstacle, so please, the only way out of it is to talk to each other and be honest. maybe you could consider making some sacrifices to defeat things that stay in your way of saying "yes" , if relationship with him is something you truly want?
#I'm really sorry if anything i said wasn't right or hurt you or if i don't understand something properly. i really want the best outcome :(#thank you so much for trusting me enough to talk about it and to ask for advice. i really hope my way of thinking doesn't hurt you more#anonymous#answered#long post
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Startin the day right by writing down my notes for Episode 13 of Minecraft Diaries babeyyyyyy
Aphmau wakes up, maybe she wakes up earlier than usual bc her sleep schedule is kinda fucked and immediately goes to check on Brendan. Hes still asleep but looks a lil better than yesterday
Since Im cutting the hamster subplot, Im making it so that Kiki also comes in to check on Brendan and then they have a scene talking together with them comforting eachother. Basically, what I wanna do for now is, I want to keep the mood low and kinda melancholic to signal a tonal shift like "oh no, someone got shot, the plots really beggining to start now" until we get to that little wedding arc, where everyones in a wonderful mood before Zane shows up, so we can have that contrast, yknow what I mean? Bc I feel like the other thing that makes this kinda tiring to watch is that the tone of every episode is pretty exactly the same and pretty upbeat (save for those cutscenes) which again, makes sense as a minecraft RP but still
At some point during their convo Kiki asks to be left alone so Aphmau goes out to see how everyone else is doin and runs into Dale. The beginning of their exchange is the same, although I'd like to tweak that lost paragraph a bit; after he tells her "but I have a son to think about now" he also says "especially with those bandits around", instead of "he wants to be a guard just like me" he says smth like "I cant wait till he gets a bit older and can teach him all about being a guard!"
I cut the part where Aphmau plays matchmaker for him and Molly, so I'll just include Aphmau being like "Oh sorry, I didnt know you had child, congrats!" in response to that, maybe asking who his lucky woman is or smth idk. I'll also probably insert some more (small) scenes w/ Molly into the previous few episodes/chapters to establish her being There and Pregnant, maybe as part of those montage scenes of Aphmau chillin and helping out in the village
After that, she goes to the plaza where Logan n Donna (and some other extras probably) are. I'll cut Donnas dialogue and replace it w/ her just whistfully staring at Logan while hes shooting some arrows. I'll also probably cut Logans dialogue and maybe replace it with him also looking at her/making sure she sees him while doing his cool archery stuff
I think I'll add a montage scene-thingy at this point, but I'll make sure to keep it a bit low energy yknow, maybe Aph doesnt physically help that much and gives more encouraging words instead bc shes exhausted idk
Okay, I'll save her Meowki dying for an even lower point later on, right now we already have Brendan being injured n stuff, the mood doesnt need to dip any more at this point
Aphmau then decides to take a break and sit at the beach, maybe fish a little idk, and sortof think about all this stuff w/ the Lord of Brightport being gone and her basically being the Lord of her own village now
I mentioned in one of my earlier notes posts that I want her backstory to be that shes Irenes child who was sent away for her own safety and whose memory was lost somehow, but I honestly dont want to mention it too much, especially at this point and in the first season. Like, I dont really see the point of Aph ruminating on her past before she randomly woke up in the woods w/ no memories bc I feel like she has amleady found community and friends and stuff like that in this village and ahe doesnt care for much aside from making the people that live there happy, so it wouldnt matter at this point. That being said, I do think this would be a good moment for her to reflect a little on the fact that she doesnt know her past at all
That little scene where Zenix looks to be aiming at Garroth(?!?!) is fine, that can stay exactly the way it is. Maybe we can have a sort of transition here, where Aph is at the beach, looking up at the sunset and then we get to Zenix a bit later, looking up at the night sky before taking lut his bow
Thats itttttttt babey it looks like ahits getting juicier I cant wait
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Psychic Wedding Time!
Art by @/cowboyologist
After months of holding back, we finally tied the ole knot! Me and the conman are officially hitched today September 10, 2021!
This silly little blonde anime man means an awful lot to me and its really more than I can say. These months with him have been a great help.
When I went through some of the roughest things I've ever gone through, I had him to think about for comfort. He is a little part in what keeps me going and I wish I could thank him for everything. He sparks a lot of joy so I think I'm gonna keep him!
I've never been happier and I'm so lucky to call him husband! He's had such a positive impact and I love him so, so much.
Special thank you to my friends and of course our son Mob who carried the rings!
Under the cut is a little fic about getting ready for the wedding. Thanks everyone for your support!
Reigen squinted at his reflection, dark eyes hauntingly focused on a strand of hair that didn't take to the product he put in it. A grunt of dismay rumbled low in his throat.
"UmโฆReigen?"ย
"Just a second, Serizawa. Almost got it."
The taller man's voice wavered but he managed to hold fast and keep his confidence. Reigen could almost hear his hands wringing.ย
"Er...Well. Its just...you've been staring at yourself for a little over 20 minutes now and you haven't moved andโฆ"
Reigen sucked his teeth and pressed his palm firmly to the side of his head. Damned strand of hair! Slick like the rest of it! Don't you know know day it is?!
"What I mean is..! Are you alright?" Serizawa finally asked, his voice heavy with concern. "Since it's your wedding and all I figured you'd be nervous but you seem really on edge. Is something bothering you?"ย
The blonde twitched.
ย "W...what are you talking about? Of course not! I'm calm and-" He stopped abruptly and slammed his hands flat on either side of the mirror, his eyes wide and bloodshot upon inspection of his suit. A fleck of black thread pervaded his white vest and he looked around frantically for the lint roller. "You thought you could hide but you can't best Reigen Arataka." He muttered as he furiously went over his all but pristine wedding attire.ย
His best man scratched his own cheek nervously and looked on with clear uncertainty. "If you're sure."ย
Once he was satisfied after a thorough inspection and having Serizawa scrutinize the back, he dropped into a chair. Nearby was a table decorated in what was probably a thousand congratulatory flowers from clients. He exhaled and stared a hole into the arrangement of colors. His heart was pounding. His brow, coupled with his hands, were visibly slick with chilled sweat. His stomach was full of stones.ย
He met his own gaze in the mirror again. He looked well kept and yet...disheveled at the same time. Come to think of it, his face was flushed the shade of his usual pink tie. The last 3 days without sleep also hollowed out dark circles under his eyes. His shirt collar began to feel more and more constricting as time went on no matter how much he tugged on it.ย
Maybe he really was scared.ย
He didn't doubt that he loved Mitty. In fact, he wanted to be with him more than anyone. A case of cold feet wouldn't change that. It was himself he was wrestling with here.ย
Spirits, monsters, and deadly espers. He'd faced them all and came out on top. But they were nothing compared to these looming expectations to be a person to rely on. This wasn't something he could bullshit his way through. This was marriage. Mitty was going to see the warted underbelly of when he was Reigen the man instead of Reigen the psychic. His fiancรฉ was going to experience sides of him he only revealed when he was alone. Would he still like him even then?
Reigen was good at a lot of things but this had to be the one that counted most. Could he really be a good partner forever?ย
Was he really going to cut it as a husband?ย
"Hey, Serizawa?" Reigen asked, not looking at him.ย
The man's shoulders lurched at his name suddenly being called. He straightened his back. "Oh! Yes sir?"
"Do you think we'll be good together?"ย
Silence sat heavily for a moment. Every second felt longer than the last.ย
His friend seemed taken aback by the question but nonetheless looked at the ceiling as though collecting the right words to answer. "Wellโฆ"
Another moment passed and Reigen waited with his hands clasped and breath baited.ย
"I've never been with anyone so I can't say for certain what a good relationship is but," A compassionate smile spread across the esper's face before he continued, visibly more sure of his words. "I think you and Mr. Mitty understand each other. You always seem to know what the other is thinking. You motivate each other to be better and you seem happy when you're together. And...and you trust each other too. And I think that's whats important."ย
Reigen looked at the velveted floor. "Thenโฆ"ย ย
"You've become more honest by being with him and he talks like you're really important to him. So please...get married if it makes you both happy! I think you can really be something!" His friend was beaming withย
what Reigen could only say was genuine assurance.ย
"I really believe you'll take care of each other."ย
His co-worker actually really was resourceful. Maybe someday he ought to pay him more. The uncomfortable feelings waned slightly and his shoulders slowly slacked. Mitty was waiting for him so now wasn't the time to lose it.ย
After a few seconds of letting his feelings iron themselves out, he stood and smoothed his hands over his suit jacket. "Well alright then. If thats what you think then I guess there's no backing out of this one."ย
Serizawa pressed his hands together in delight. "YES! I've got your back, Reigen!"ย
The door into the hallway opened and a set of black eyes peered into the room. "Master, It's starting. Are you coming?"ย
The jarring announcement had him scrambling to fix the piece of hair he'd been fussing with.ย
"OF COURSE." He jabbed his thumb into his own chest to feign total confidence. "Right behind you, Mob!"ย
He held his breath. Alright, let's do this.ย
Mitty POV
Teal eyes darted around the room carefully.ย
"Hey...Dimple? You there?"
The whizzing of the spirit materializing buzzed next to his ear.ย
"Yeah whaddya want? You're on soon, aren't you?"ย
Mitty jabbed his right hook into the air where the voice was coming from. "AGH WHAT THE HELL?"
A swift flash of green dodged his reach.ย
"HEY, why are you hitting me?! You asked for ME, remember?" The ghost clucked his tongue in disapproval and floated a few inches away for safety.ย
"WELL MATERIALIZE WHERE I CAN SEE YOU, YOU BIG BOOGER! I'm on edge!"ย
"On edge? What for? You're the one who wanted this, right?"
"W..wellโฆ.yeah, sorry." He looked at his clenched fist and opened it. "...sorry." He said again more thoughtfully this time.ย
Dimple raised a spectral eyebrow. "Whats wrong? Having second thoughts? I mean it's Reigen so who can blame ya."
Mitty scowled while straightening his tie in the mirror. "Hey! REIGEN'Sโฆ." His voice softened closer to a whisper. "A pretty good guy. Get off my case. Aren't you supposed to be my support? You're being kinda harsh!"ย
"Well kid, something is obviously on your mind so let's hear it. Wedding starts soon right? Yeesh. Once you do all this he's your problem forever."ย
"I'm not worried about him!! I'm more worried about...me."
"About you? What're you talkin' about?! You're too good for him!"
"Thanks for the flattery. You still can't have my body though."
"Well I didn't want it anyways, ya bastard. You're weak compared to Shigeo. I'm just being honest here!"ย
Silence.
"So? Out with it, What did you want anyways? You're talking nonsense here!"ย
Mitty wrinkled his nose in discomfort.ย "I just needed to ask something. But you can't run your mouth off like you always do, you old gossip. You're like a knitting circle."
"TCH. like I'd blabber your business to someone. It's all so boring."
"Yeah, yeah just listen, alright?!"
Another few seconds passed. "So? Say it. We don't have all day, you know."
He was looking at his hands again like he was somewhere far off. "Well. D...D'you think I'll be good at this?"ย
"Good at what, exactly?"ย
"Being married."ย
Dimple's form rippled with thought. "You're seriously worried about that?"
Mitty was going to make a sharp remark but his head dropped and his face buried into his knuckles. "Yeah."
Dimple deflated slightly in exasperated defeat. Humans could be so ignorant.ย
"Listen. That fraud never shuts up about you. You think you're not good enough? You should hear him talk. It's annoying how you both don't realize things."
"Realize things?"
He sighed and shrugged his tiny arms. "I hear everything whether you like it or not. You two idiots never stop talking and moaning about the other is too good for the other. It's getting old, really."ย
"HUH? He says that? No way! But he's always beaten me at everything! I always thought he was way out of my league."ย
ย "Kinda the opposite actually but...sure. What I'm saying isโฆ! You're both seeing the best parts of each other. Keep doing that and it'll be smooth sailing."
"Yeah but...what if he stops seeing the best in me?'
"You planning on making things hard?"ย
"Not really. I just know I can be difficult to deal with."ย
"So is he. You really think you got this far because Reigen's all roses and sunshine? 'Course not. You've seen all the stuff he does and you still like him, right?"ย
He certainly was flawed, that was for sure. Mitty spent most of Reigen's antics with his eyes rolled up in his head but that didn't mean he wasn't enjoying the moment either.ย
"Right."
"Then it's the same for him. Sure it won't always be fun but that phoney won't give up on you just because you're annoying. He's way too persistent. It kind of ticks me off."ย
I'm annoying???ย That stung but he shook it off.
Reigen was going to have to deal with him for the rest of his life once they said the right words. But if Dimple was right...would it be so bad to annoy each other for the rest of their lives if the other was willing to put up with it?ย
Reigen seemed okay with it so far. Mitty would just have to listen to him make a fuss about his coffee table clutter until he died. But really, he wouldn't have that any other way. His voice was kind of cute when he hit that inhuman octave he had when he was in disbelief.ย
The door from the hall swung open and a blond clad in what was perhaps the most blinding and loud suit he had ever seen poked his head in.ย
"Oh, You're still in here? It's bad luck to be late on your wedding day! Master Reigen is waiting. " He cocked his head to the side. "Or did you need some help with your suit? Its looking a little plain."ย
Hanazawa. This kid would try to accessorize his suit in the worst way possible. He put up his hands to wave him off.ย
"N-nah, kiddo that's alright. I'll be right there."
Hanazawa, after a few more attempts to get Mitty to let him help retreated back into the hallway. When it was quiet again he eyed Dimple. He was abrasive and unpleasant. He always had a motive for everything and rarely had something nice to say.ย
But he came through when it mattered.ย
"Hey Dimple?"ย
"Yeah? What is it?"ย
"Thanks."ย
Dimple wouldn't meet his eyes and levitated towards the hall. He didn't want to acknowledge he was helping, he supposed. It was in character for that tsundere blob.
"You ought to get out of here now if you wanna make it on time."ย
He stood and dusted himself off.ย
"Welp. Here goes everything."
#i only have access to mobile so the format for everything is so ugly but HIIII ITS MARRIAGE TIME#i wanna write a fic of the actual wedding or what it entails later.#thanks for letting me be cringe#to any non selfship blogs that might be seeing this i am so sorry#I'll show the rings i had made later!!!#wedding mentions
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Karl fics master post
Karl fics i have in the works. ill post links here and individually as i finish them . here is my ao3 account you can also find my searching for Ship-vigilante or RJShepherd
Edit.
It's a long post and scrolling is annoying so Im putting stuff under a readmore for now
Au fics
Main au-
spencer swap- a continuation of my spencer swap au with one of my ocs, Shepherd. I jump around a lot and have fics set in every game from re1 to re8 on the go as wips. Don't hold your breath for this one but you can read the first few chapters here.
Some sort of shitpost fic-
my friends and i have been making hella jokes about the lords. Idk if i'll post this one but it's still in my wips bin.
Chrysalis- inspired by my crystal post
This is just me bringing karl and the other lords back. Pure self serving indulgence right here and i'm not even REMOTELY sorry. Will probably feature shepherd at some point because I like to live vicariously through her. tw possible character death
Alcina sfw/nsfw alphabet/ daniel fabron sfw/nsfw alphabet
self explanatory, character stuff set in my au with alcina and daniel, similar to the karl one.
Karl specific fics- sfw
Titles are placeholders for now, might change when I post them.
Rescue- inspired by this ask
Reader is wandering around the village , lost, hungry, scared and alone. Karl finds them and fluffy softness ensues.
Rain- inspired by this ask
Hurt / comfort . The reader wakes up one day during a terrible storm in the village to find Karl missing. They venture out to find him.
Feral
Somewhat like rain but with more blood and gore. Karl is hurt protecting the reader from miranda.
Snow
Fluff. It's cold as balls outside and Karl doesn't want the reader to go.
Red riding hood
Reverse scenario of feral. Reader is injured protecting Karl from either the bsaa, ethan or the lycans. Karl spends most of the time beating himself up over it, panicking because he doesn't know shit about first aid. I want some soft karl in my life.
Collared- verging on nsfw but no sexual content. inspired by this ask
Reader gives karl his first collar. Heโs not quite sure how to react.
Long night- inspired by these asks 1 2
Karl has been angrier than usual. Heโs having a hard time coping since leaving the village. All the medicine and mold treatments have him stressed and heโs taking it out on the reader. Sickfic, tw for mentions of trauma
Karl specific fics- nsfw
Unless otherwise stated i'll do an afab and amab version of the reader. I can also do alt versions/ change pronouns/ readers genitals etc upon request.
Scars- inspired by this ask
tw for gore, self harm, injury. solo karl. Karl survives having his throat slit by alcina, self pitying and dark thoughts abound.
Mating season
Karl x lycans. If yall have read licker bait, lycanthrope or my kinktober fic collection then you know what you're in for. Monster fucking, breeding kink and whatever else i feel like throwing in there.
Punishment - tw noncon
Miranda finds out about karls plans. She comes up with a creative punishment involving the cadou. Breeding kink and teratophilia.
Good boy
Nsfw version or continuation of Collared. I just wanna write about some reader doing pet play with karl.
Scent- inspired by part 1 of this ask ftm reader/pegging
Karl keeps his heats a secret , tries his best to use the lycans to deal with it. One day, things get out of hand. The reader will have to show him how to look after himself .
Tension- inspired by part 2 of this ask ftm reader/pegging
Karl is being a grumpy shit during his heat. Reader has had enough and decides to put him in his place hint: it's under them.
Alpha- inspired by part 3 of this ask FTM reader/pegging
Karl wakes up in the worst heat of his life. He can't do anything but cry out for you, his alpha, to sort him out.
Rut- inspired by this ask
Karl goes into a rare rut. Reader isn't willing to give in to his demands so easily.
i think thats everything im working on or planning for the future. if you want to know more about anything feel free to send me an ask
#Karl heisenberg#karl x reader#karl heisenberg x reader#alcina dimitrescu#mother miranda#resident evil#resident evil village#resident evil 8#re8#my stuff#my writing#asks
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Okay so first of all i am so sorry for anyone whos dash was flooded with the insanity i sent, i knew it was log as hell, but i just opened it on phone and i am slightly embarrassed! Maybe it should be tagged long post or something bc holy shit hh
Okay, so about chars in gacha: there are more types of chars than in genshin. Genshin only has 4 and 5 stars, while honkai has B, A, S ranks and also SP valks (which ill get to) B ranks are your starter valks, A ranks are 4 stars, S ranks are 5 stars, and SP valks are like... More farmable? They are made to rank up, it actually unlocks a lot of skills they have, and its relatively easy to do so. Also, contrary to genshin, another good thing about this games gacha for chars, is the fact that anything that isnt a '5 star', so an S rank, is completely free. You can farm for them on stages, or buy their fragments, or even get them from events when they first come out! Youll probably see that soon with the new valk, she's gonna be an SP valk, and youll get her just by playing her event, just like every other new not S rank valk that's ever come out. You'll also be able to buy her fragments and stuff, as she is an SP valk, and is made to be ranked up. So, any valk you get from gacha that isn't an S rank will not be limited. They will be available at some point in the story stages, or the shop, or in many other gachas for other characters ( but its best not to pull for them then, yeah? Theyre literally free, dont pull on an S ranker you already have to get an A rank, its not that shitty here, farm for them instead) so, thats about that i think. In conclusion, any char that isnt an S rank is fully free (esp as they come out) and available to rank up.
About ranking up in general. You can go from B all the way to SSS, right? It takes time, and is kinda hard to do sometimes. So, should you? Depends on who you wanna rank up. Anyone under S ranks is free to rank up bc their fragments are free to get, but not always worth it. Think of who you wanna use, who you should use, and act accordingly. I'll tell you, you should have everyone at least at S rank. S rank is the rank where they have most of their good/necessary skills unlocked, it should be the base (not for B ranks, the starter chars in this game are as useless as it gets) Which is why, if you get an S rank from gacha you should leave em like that! Unless you're rich and want your "5 star constellations", like a w-w-w-whale... Anyway, as I said, S ranks aren't free to rank up (most of the time) and take just as much to as in genshin, except its even more useless. There are some farmable S ranks in the store though! You can rank them up if you want! It usually helps more, as most of them are quite old by now, which is the reason they're in there, and need that to be useful still. But the ones that cost both of the purple things at once are still very much useful, and you should get them if you can! They're relatively new and very helpful! Another thing to talk about would be augmentations! Idk if you know about those yet, but some rly bad old suits were so bad and useless, that the devs basically remade them (which is sth im rly hoping genshins devs wanna do at some point too, its rly cool) Some battlesuits like rozalia, violet executer, the basic fu hua one i forget the name of and the long sworded mei i also forget the name of can be augmented, changing their entire kit, buffing them in a major way, and it even gives a new free skin if you get them to lvl 4 out of 6 aug lvls! Roza and VE are free in the store for that reason despite being S ranks, and can be upgraded, nay, should be upgraded to SS at least. They become kinda like SP valks. I like them though, they're some of my favourite battlesuits. And free! So if you ever need, lets say, a psy type lighting valk, and you dont have this games ei (HoT, surprisingly called Raiden Mei) look into getting Hawk of the Fog instead (the fu hua i mentioned). So in conclusion:
Any char that isn't an S rank you got from gacha is free to farm, and you should never pull on a supply just to get an A rank! That would be wasteful and dumb! But yeah, i get the genshin gacha has conditioned us to act this way ofc, but not in this game. Also, if forgot to mention, A ranks get their banners too, but why would you pull for them if they're free? If youre rich and cant wait for the event, i guess. But you dont have to pull on those, bc any A rank out there is free to grind for. And about ranking up in general: if its lower than S rank, go for it! If you use them a lot, go for even higher! If it starts off at S rank, maybe don't but who am I to say what you can and cant do. If you wanna do it just because, go for it i guess. Its gonna cost a lot for very little in return though. Exception from that rule is the farmable S ranks in the store! Rank em up however much you wish depending on who you use! And don't be afraid to get new chars by grinding for them either!!!! You'll have all A ranks that way sooner or later, and youll know what you want and who to rank up. Its free content, so why not right?
Oh also, i guess i should mention too, though ive already talked about it some: old characters are usually not worth it. And esp now, you should rly focus on getting the op new characters while theyre available, as youre still new, and while the story stages are real easy and even give you some characters instead of using your own sometimes, the abyss stuff gets real hard real fast, and practically impossible if you dont have the right type of damage on the right type of valk! And their gear, too. So, unless you wanna hold off on competitive crystal hunting, and focus on the story, you should think of who you wanna get first, and then who should get later. A little list of valks i have would be: Herrscher of Sentience (best valk in the entire game as far as physical damage and support goes from a single valk, also by far the most fun in my opinion, get her if you dont have her yet, she is indispensable and so much fun to use), roza or elysia from store for physical dps, HoT ((m)ei) or Mobius for lighting, N-EX or Herrscher of Reason for ice damage, Herrscher of Flamescion for fire, and then all the support for each of them from the store, such as starlit astrologos for physical, haxxer bronya for ice, fischl and rosemary for lightning, and phoenix for fire (or her counterpart i forget the name of (yin and yang lookin ass) but she's also from gacha only, so second best would be phoenix from the store)
Keep the questions coming and i will keep being a nerd!
ok so for example, i got the last "5 start" the blonde girl with a fucking HORSE ?? and i wondered if it was worth it to farm her fragments but now i sure won't and i'll keep farming for fischl !
this is me being annoying with more question but do you have any ideas for team comps ? i got the mecha bio psy stuff but valks also have light, ice and stuff and now i don't know what works on who @_@
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Asks: How about some Wrecker Fluff?
Y/N is on her period. She tries to hide the fact from the boys but Hunter can smell it and Tech knows because of his useless facts. Clones probably aren't taught much about the female anatomy as it's not "important" for a Soldier. Wrecker knows something's wrong and after Y/N explains the issue, he ends up bringing her stuff like chocolate and cuddling to make her feel better. Bonus points if she ends up losing her crap on a whole bunch of baddies. Whether it's Droids, bounty hunter, or something else.
I think this is cute- so Ima do it
Strong Muscles Stronger Gut| Wrecker
"Are you. Um..." Hunter spoke.
The two stood in the hanger, both alone.
"What?" Y/n asked.
"You uh...smell...stronger"
"I what!?"
"I mean! Well! You smell...diffrent." Hunter tried to explain, "You do atleast once a month for a week. Are you okay?"
Y/n rubbed her temples- oh so she had to have this talk.
"Yes. Im fine." Y/n spoke, "its a girl thing."
"A. Girl thing?"
"Yeah." Y/n spoke, "Every girl gets- well most, usually around pre teens."
"Its important then?" Hunter asked, "I uh. Know she won't want to go to me about it. She might. I- I don't know-"
Hunter started to ramble, mixing up his words with uhs and ums. He was talking about Omega.
"Can. Uh. You explain it to me? I know it affects you. I just...wanna be there for her you know?"
Y/n nodded, she had explained periods before to boys- men- young girls that were sobbing in the bathroom confused.
Y/n explained what was happening to her body, and what essentially Omega would go through. She told him- everything- spilled all the beans. Y/n had offered to show how much periods really hurt and he agreed saying "its only fair so I understand"
Y/n held his shoulder, he growing increasingly worried.
"What are they doing?" Wrecker asked as he watched them from a far.
Tech looked up from his work, Y/n holding and apologetic face as she then proceeded to slander his guts, kneeing his stomach as hard as possible.
Hunter doubled over letting out a spew of Mando as he went down.
"Yeah thats about a quarter of the pain. But it depends on each girl." Y/n told him, as he was slolwy getting up.
"Remind me never to call you weak even if we are just messing around." Hunter spoke Y/n holding his shoulder.
"Sorry about that..."
"Oh." Tech spoke understanding what was happening, "Y/n must be busy this week then."
"Busy?" Wrecker asked looking at the two, Y/n now in pain as she held Hunter's shoulder leaning over holding her stomach.
"Right now?! You didnt even do anything?!" Hunter complained.
"E-excatly- fuck! Fuck fuck! Ow..."
"Is she okay?" Wrecker asked Tech.
"It will go away- soon- unless. How many days has it been since mid week?"
"Uh..." Wrecker spoke, "three?"
"Makes sense." Tech spoke, "she has most of her pains three days in."
"Three days in of what?" Wrecker spoke.
"Menstruation." Tech spoke, "hand me the-"
Wrecker handed him a tool, "no not- oh yes this one thank you."
"What's Menstruation?" Wrecker asked.
"When a women, in this case, our lovely brutally honest Medic, Y/n." Tech infromed, "is going through a cycle once of month..."
Tech contuined to ramble- Wrecker. Well Wrecker didnt process one piece of information Tech was saying.
"What?" Wrecker asked.
Tech sighed looking back at Wrecker, "she bleeds and has cramps."
"Why is she bleeding? Did she get hurt?"
"Wrecker-"
"Is she okay-"
"Yes-"
"Then why is she-"
"Wrecker!" Tech stopped him, "her monthly bleeding means she's healthy, shes fine. Sure she is emmense discomfort and I certainly hate to see our sister like such, but thats what makes her strong- well also the fact that she can- at any momment be with child, carry the damn thing for almost a year give birth and take a squadron of droids down with just one blaster."
Tech looked back at Wrecker who still looked confused out his mind as Tech sighed, "You know somethings wrong?"
"Yeah." Wrecker answered.
"Go ask her."
"Good idea!"
Wrecker made his way over to Y/n and Hunter the pain Y/n was mild now, she could deal with it.
"Wrecker." They both greeted.
"H-hi."
Y/n looked at him worriedly, "something on your mind?"
"Can. I talk to you?" Wrecker asked, "alone?"
Y/n looked at Hunter, "I'll leave you to it." Hunter responded and left.
Y/n looked up at Wrecker worried, "Wrecker? Hun? What's wrong you look worried?"
"Tech says you're bleeding." Wrecker tried to explain.
"I'm bleeding?" Y/n asked- oh- oh here we go again.
"Y-yeah.." Wrecker spoke rubbing the back of his neck sheepishly, "and I. Don't really ever understand what comes out of Tech's mouth....unfortunately...and I saw you in pain for the last three days. I just- are you okay?"
Y/n smiled at Wrecker, "Im fine."
"Oh. Oh good." He spoke, not seeming fully satisfied with what she had said, "but uh. Why are you bleeding? Can I stop- We stop you from bleeding?"
"Please I wish you could." Y/n spoke with a light chuckle, "No Wrecker, see women once a month go through a cycle, it unfortunately makes you bleed like you're birthing hell out of your guts but is one of the ways we stay healthy."
"Oh." Wrecker spoke, "so. You bleed to stay healthy? When I bleed Tech's always poking me with needles."
"Well... yes and no. The cycle once a month helps get rid of an egg- well its called an egg, but Im not a chicken alright?" Y/n explained.
Wrecker sat and listened intently to her, something that wasn't really common when learning about what would be considered a random thing to him.
Y/n was pretty impressed by him to say the least. She had never seen him so focused, and it was honestly kind of cute.
"But boys or men don't have it." Y/n told him.
"That doesnt seem fair! Why do you have to suffer?" Wrecker argued as Y/n shrugged with a laugh.
"You tell me." She smiled.
It went silent as he thought intently, "well nothing can make you feel better? While your on your period?"
"Well because of War I've been so busy with fighting That I've only used heat packs and compresses. Usually I just have to fight through it." Y/n spoke, "but I've heard of alot of women saying like affection makes them feel better."
Wrecker hummed in thought, "Hey! Wrecker! Y/n!" Omega called.
The two turning there heads seeing the girl across the hanger with the others.
"We're going to a Cantina for dinner! Come on!"
"Come on Wrecker." Y/n spoke.
They met up with the rest of the group, walking to the Cantina with as usual happy Omega. They sat down for dinner as usual. Talking back and forth with smiles. Wrecker would frown though everytime Y/n winced, closing her eyes taking deep breaths. She was obviously in pain.
"Can I leave earlier?" Wrecker asked.
"Uh, sure?" Hunter asked as Wrecker got up.
"Can I come?!" Omega asked.
"Oh. Uh..." Wrecker spoke, "not this time...sorry Omega."
"Oh." Omega frowned, "Okay then! I'll see you later!"
Wrecker left the group who was relaxing.
"Odd." Tech spoke, "Wrecker always likes to take Omega."
"Maybe he's found a girl." Y/n recommend leaning back and drinking her water.
"I doubt that." Echo spoke, "thats not him"
"Maybe he just wants to go back and sleep?"
"Now that sounds like Wrecker." Hunter admitted.
Y/n shrugged, the group talking casually. Until some bounty hunters came up to them.
"Well hello Doll."
Y/n only contained her arguement about physics with tech.
"Whats a princess like you doing hanging around a few clones?" The man spoke with a purr.
"Call me princess again and you'll have no cock."
The men laughed as the batchers kept quiet, it was bad to mess with her in one of her moods.
"Oh come on Princess. Whats a small fry like you gonna do?"
Y/n quickly grabbed her pistol from her tigh, aiming it at the guys head.
"I warned you didn't I?"
"W-woah now put the-"
She aimed the gun down shooting the man right in the Kenobis.
"FUCK! SHE SHOT ME IN THE DICK!"
"I fucking warned you!" Y/n argued.
"What the hell!" His friends shouted.
Y/n lifted the gun up, "It may just be on electric shock but I will turn it to live ammo!"
"You bitch!"
Y/n growled as they came at her, Y/n grabbing a bottle on the table smashing it against of there heads as they fell to the floor. The third ramming Y/n into the table as he pulled out a knife, Y/n reaching back grabbing a fork and stabbing the man in the shoulder.
He cried out in pain as he fell to the floor.
The group left the cantina after paying, no bystander daring to make a comment. The group returning to the Havoc Maurder.
"Wrecker! Wrecker! You should of been there!" Omega cheered rushing inside to find the large batcher.
Y/n rubbed her stomach in pain, "still bad?' Echo asked.
"Just a bit yeah..." she groaned.
"I can see if we have any heat patches" Echo spoke as Y/n nodded in thanks, the group walking in.
Omega came back out, "Y/n Wrecker wants you in the bunks."
Y/n nodded, Echo handing her a heat patch.
"Thanks."
Opening it with her teeth she walked towards Wrecker and her's shared bunk.
"Yeah Wrecker? Omega said-" She stood seeing Lula on her bed and a large paper bag.
"Hey!" He cheered holding lots of blankets in his hands and in his blacks.
"Hi." She spoke, "whats up?"
"Oh well I heard about the fight." Wrecker spoke, "and uh. I know you've been in pain for a few days so this is to make you feel better!"
Y/n cocked an eyebrow up still confused, Wrecker wrapping her in one of the blankets as she held it so it stayed in place.
"What in the bag?"
"Well me and Omega always go get sweets and it makes us feel good so..."
Y/n walked over seeing the mass amount of choclate bars,
"I bought a few." Wrecker spoke.
A few? More like a whole isle.
"And thought made you'd want a hug." Wrecker recommend, climbing into the bottom bunk, it was often they shared a bunk.
"Oh." Y/n spoke, "uh. Are you sure? I don't wanna...you know bleed on you by accident."
"You've bleed on me on the battle feild how is this any different?" Wrecker spoke with a smile.
Y/n chuckled, only Wrecker.
Wrecker had wrapped a blanket around him waiting with open arms to Y/n. Y/n smiled making her way into his arms, her blanket wrapped around her and his, Wrecker pulling another blanket over them. She smiled head in Wrecker's chest. He rubbed the middle of her back as she hummed in pleasure, her head barried into his warmth.
"Your like a heater..." she spoke muffled as he chuckled, rubbing up and down her spine.
"Do I ever tell you how much I love you?" Y/n purred, "especially your back rubs..."
He kissed her head as she smiled.
"Thank you Wrecker." Y/n told him.
"Anything for you, after all. Your always making sure we're all okay."
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