hey erik, long time no see

so hot boi summer? how’s that goingggg

it’s so totally okay and fine and like no big deal because like he can take the time he needs and i’m not like desperate for an audio or anything hahahahahahaha

y’all i’m sorry it’s three am 😭

had a dream that me and 4 other mutuals were hanging out irl and all our ocs were there too and we were all sitting around my room talking about our oc lore and stuff it was so silly and fun

and the tllr mystery character was there taking up all the attention hahahaha i think this is a sign for me to write. i’m sooooo excited to introduce them

actually got to have a (visual) art class for the first time in maybe a year! i’ve also come to the conclusion that i still dislike acrylics!!

HELLO??????

these are all piled together in the same part of my brain and i’m so obsessed with it

my most unjustified prey animal feelings ever are happening right now. No ones ever been more scared of nothing before in their life

um yall… sam’s roommate pulled up to coffee like. um. dressed like this. btw. and their hair is just like. a better fluffier mullet. is this surprising

Hello hello I made collages today :)

I actually got a job interview??? in this pandemic????

not enjoying my first ever wlw yearning experience! this sucks!

*Me, sees the bug on my ceiling and proceeds to spend 10-15 minutes figuring out how to kill it because I’m afraid but also tired and determined enough to not let it deter m. But most importantly I am too short to reach the ceiling even with my trusty croc to make it a one shot kill*

*proceeds to talk to the NOW FUCKING FLYING BUG, has a mini panic attack, calms down to kill it, bitch keeps flying in place, bitch calms down and stays still, me realizing it isn’t a roach and calms down- still no mercy*

*Me, lures the buy onto a flat surface and realizes it’s a chill dude… smooshes it with zero mercy and apologizes to the bug because it wasn’t a vermin just a little guy. However you enter my room, at night, and you fly? I’m sorry you have to go-*

*Finally me, looks outside to see the clear pretty pink and baby blue sky and not the dark blue and black sky I saw 20 minutes ago. Fuck, I’ve darn done it again, I forgot to sleep-*

also L for the dub of my mom being nice about confirming i look okay and then forcing me to eat when i was putting it off ✊😔

I’m being so normal and so calm about this btw. Totally didn’t just talk at bestie, who could not give a flying fuck about f1 or my beloved Sebastian Vettel, for 25 minutes about Seb driving the rb again and my feelings on it.

Was a lovely day/night ☀️✨❤️‍🔥 which is rare but it’s been great weather last week and this for here lol didn’t have money today or a chance to go hiking buttt I did sit in the back garden of my flat at a table and drew/painted, listened to music & watched stuff on my laptop, played with my dog (I made him a spot with a few couch pillows wrapped in a quilt cover next to me by the table and brought him water and snacks out lol) so I done that for hours and smoked weed and drew finished my Grace and Frankie drawing:)) 🎨 with watercolour pencils and pens (I need to buy new paint soon lol). I got high:)) 💨 it was nice ❤️‍🔥 wearing that big spaceship hat coz I couldn’t find my cap and my scalp burns easily so I took my mums huge hat, ironic I call her mothership and it looks like a bloody spaceship 🛸😂 lol anyway had a nice night, would rather go hiking again, but seeing this guy I’m seeing this week again,. Can’t stop thinking about our hike and picnic it was lovely :)) we keep texting he’s great

why r all the recommended posts under my rambles angsty stuff I said when I was like 12 😭 why won’t u let it be in the PAST tumblr huh