not taking my ssri's

woke up experiencing moments of my brain feeling like it's glitching. Like my mind physically internally flashes what feels like what the red blue 3d binary looks like but in like,,, a quick, glitchy fashion.

so i'm kinda walking around my house experiencing physical brain glitches kinda like this

but more miserable

The audacity to be like "there's a problem with racism in transandrophobia discussions" while also unironically using the term "transandrophobia truther(s)"

elle and emmett from the legally blonde musical are one of those m/f couples that i think work best as a woman and a man purely because their relationship and how elle wouldn't stay at harvard for him because she has grown to want true respect & success more than a man she loves' approval/desire is like so important to the themes of the story and it's the whole point and it's part of what makes them so good. on the other hand emmett could be such a hot butch lesbian it's crazy i want to eat drywall when i think about emmett forrest but a butch lesbian BUT it simply would not improve and in fact would detract from the themes of the story. they have to be m/f

R’n’R at the end of NPMD

OKAY BUT my g3 Holt because I said so

He’s the grandson of Edward Hyde

His dad is a fire elemental

He is scary good at anything and everything relating to music

Half bad boy, half sweetheart, and half loser 😬

He’s bad at math lmfao

Some extras not on the drawing:

He’s a sophomore

His mom is a doctor

He’s bffs with Frankie

Is he related to Heath? No. Do they say they’re related? Yes.

Keeps his relation to Hyde under wraps because that’s awkward but his mom doesn’t want him to because he was a really great guy

Says he has a brother but never elaborates on it because it’s wack

He somehow has amazing grades wtf

I know we talk about it all the time but theres really nothing quite like sucking on someones fingers.

Being so desperate to have something, anything, filling that hole. Wanting to be good and suck, and show them how much you can take down your throat. Gagging on their fingers and tearing up while you look them in the eye and see how much it turns them on.

Having them wipe off your own spit on your face afterwards and call you gross for it

I always want fingers in my mouth

my household got one of the randomly assigned transportation surveys and this is a minor thing to be :) about but with all The Other Shit going on in the world, it's nice to see the ontario government not only keeping this up, but having really good phrasing :')

"Maybe i'll post the wip here idk" i have no restraint and honestly do like how it looks so far SO Mikan drawing wip before i pass out :3 rbs off solely bc its a wip and . Idk actually i just dont want my wip getting rb'd atm lol but feel free to comment if you'd like :3

(also pls dont make weird comments about Mikan here i hc her as a minor)

Miles ripping up and burning her dresses and anything she thinks is “girly” bc of some heinous (transphobic) things kids at school and those kids’ parents said about her, and she tries to play it off as just “getting out of a phase” to her own parents and friends, but half of them start making war strategies and the other half are constantly with her to comfort her because they know her better than that. First one to hear about it besides Rio and Jeff (both of whom almost threatened the other parents with bodily harm) was Peter B, who actually threatened the parents since he could get away with it. And don’t get me started on Gwen, Hobie, and Pavitr. They about to start airing that bitch out for Miles. Think about all the love and support she’d be getting from so many more people.

ok. well. we have to live.

in case anyone noticed how my shop is in a weird halfway rebranded state it´s because i´m currently still fighting the country of austria over changing my legal name to Bark  (:

First of all, this is one of 3 non-femslash fics for the month so it's already rare enough for me to write this.

It also only came about because the last save I played in BG3 before I had to uninstall (why game so LARGE) was briefly as a dragonborn where Lae'zel just... instantly wanted to fuck. Like. Within a few hours, and I know you can "speedrun" it but it was WILD as a dragonborn and knowing Lae'zel's story already. An anon weeks ago only added to the fire.

Written for Kinktober Day 19: Exhibitionism

Rating: E for Exhibitionism by Way of Enchantments

Category: F/M

Ship: Lae'zel/Dragonborn Tav

Tags and Summary under the break.

Tags: Explicit Sexual Content, Shameless Smut, Dragonborn Tav (Baldur's Gate), Dom/sub, Femdom, Exhibitionism, Rough Sex, Choking, Face Slapping, Come Sharing

Summary:

Lae'zel demands her supposed leader's submission, and he will give it to her openly. To flaunt her ownership of him in front of his other istik companions, to tame the dragon, is the sign of a true githyanki warrior.

yeah just thinking it over, while I'm really glad people Can be trans in high school and it's a huge victory that being trans is considered okay by enough people that it can happen now... I probably would have rather gone through middle/high school cis. i spent ~6 years being trans in american public school and it was stressful and alienating and traumatizing for me! ik for some people it was much better (and for some much worse) but for me it was an awful combination of having enough autonomy to be visibly trans and be mistreated for it but not enough autonomy or respect to have anything near the necessary emotional or medical support.

which is also why I will always have older sibling instincts for trans kids. i WISH I had had close trans friends in school. i would've killed to have any older trans person in my life instead being surrounded by cis people who's reactions to me varied from "accepting but cannot relate at all" (my close friends) to "ignoring the issue altogether" (my parents and school staff) to "actively mocked me for being the cringey trans kid" (classmates). trans kids deserve sooo much better. and i hope every trans kid in school right now remembers that. you deserve better and you are justified in feeling pissed off that you aren't getting it. every trans teen deserves to punch one person right in the face a year at least.

i’m making huge generalizations here but idk i feel so much more comfortable just existing around trans (and some gnc) people than i do with people who are cis (and gender conforming) bc of the way we view our - and other peoples bodies. i hear trans people talk about bodies with so much love and adoration. like sure hating your body is a big thing for most trans people but most of us also learn to accept what we look like. and the acceptance often turns to genuinely liking yourself. especially if you make changes you want to to your body. it’s just. idk i feel like only a trans person could see my body for what it is

im probably going to make a new post to pin about our immigration soon im still so embarrassed that every bit of progress we've made has been like trying to hold fistfuls of sand. god. but I'll make it more succinct or whatever and maybe delve into where we're going finally and shit. idk

out of the big 4 het/canon fairy tail pairings jerza is by Far the worst imo like. he needs to leave her alone i'm so serious and the fact that mashima wrote in a 7 year age gap for no reason is Not helping... erzas ass is NINETEEN the first time jellal makes an open pass at her i don't care that they used to be the same age it is fucking weird. gruvia is a close second though because while yes we objectify men here sir and i live to serve women juvia's creepiness is really just too much like at a certain point it starts to feel really gross and the fact that gray seems to fall for her by the end of the anime/manga just reeks of coercion. not even bringing up how genuinely awful juvia's character writing is she gets like 5 minutes of being interesting before getting instantly reduced to a creepy stan who completely revolves around gray and has less depth than the average bossfight of the week. i guess its equality that erza and mirajane are some of the best characters in this story (which is admittedly a low bar considering half of their personality is being subjected to the most voyeuristic shots possible) so mashima had to balance it out by making juvia one of the worst