Guys the urge is strong I’m gonna write Kafka smut if I don’t see any good ones
She’s just so hot
I did recently come across one but it was short and kinda boring
Anyway just admire her
she’s definitely a lesbian
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spent the last three hours sleeping off sick. tomorrow my friend is dropping off her CAAAAAAAT 😃 who I get to look after for the next two WEEKS.
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Hi! School has drained me ifbwbdkebb.
I barely have time to exist lol, but here are some drawings I made in class, I liked them :D
I'll go do my homework bye, bye.
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"You are my happyness..."
I don't deserve them. I caused them so much pain. I was so selfish and in my obsession caused them so much suffering. I was disillusioned, and I selfishly hurt them, because I was a coward, because I was a monster.
I don't deserve them.
And yet, they forgave me, they love me, they care for me.
"I know the true you, I have seen the true you. You're not the monster you see, or the selfish coward you loath. You're not the lonely and scared boy in the dark, or the hopeless and sad teenager in the rain nor the broken and suffering man covered in blood."
"You're a beautiful soul, broken into pieces and still holding together trying to ammend it's mistakes, take responsibility for them. I see, the bright and curious spirit trying to learn and grow with the world around them. And I see the kind and caring lover, who will always value everything above himself."
"I see my love. You are my happiness."
I don't deserve them. I am so much trouble. Frail sickly and so much trouble.
But I am selfish... So very selfish that I want to believe that.
I want to be their happiness, and I will do everything to make ammends, to make them happy, even sacrifice myself for it.
You are my life. All of it.
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Gonna spend Christmas with my absent dad side of the family just to receive backhanded compliments and see how behind in life I am.
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look it took me a while to come round to astarion but there is something about the scene where he's just standing in the sun that kind of got me after i've spent the entirety of this spring, rain or shine, staring and reveling in the trees and the plants around me, like i haven't seen the color green in years because in a lot of ways i haven't, i had gone blind to my favorite color because it Didn't Matter, i hadn't realized how deep depression had been holding me under for years until march when the woods i've lived in since i was 8 have suddenly become brand new to me. and it's not like i'm dancing around joyously or anything, it's not made me some kind of positive upbeat optimism fairy, it's made me angry if i think about it too long, so i've just been trying not to think about it and just be, not try to be happy or optimistic or hopeful but just appreciative. and. idk. i think i kind of Get It. he's never going to be my very favorite but man. i would like to stand in the sun with him sometimes
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While this might be a sombre post, I want to just take a moment to talk about something.
Today marks the day/ 5 years since I tried to unalive myself. Sometimes it's scary to think about and sometimes I still do get the tendencies. However, for the first time in a very long time, I can confidently say, I am happy to be alive.
The friends I have, the growth I have made makes it all worth it in the end. While I won't ever be mentally "well", it is nice to finally be thankful that I am breathing.
- Buddy
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DOES SHE REALISE HOW BLOODY ATTRACTIVE SHE IS?!
THE SUIT
THE MAKEUP
THE SMILE
THE FUCKING HAIR
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