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greysanatomy-adulteresswhore · 9 months

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New Beginnings

Summery: Y/n y/l/n is a new intern, she is excited to meet her compitition, and make some friends.

Characters: Meredith, Christina, Izzy, George, Alex, Chief, Baily.

Type: fluff, just doctor life and making friends.

Warnings: everything you would find in a hospital. No gender mentioned. No age is mentioned, assumed to be young. The reader has a famous father, known for his plastic surgery.

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Today is the day, the day i start to work in a real hospital. Part of me is nervous, part of me is so excited, i could pop like a ballon. I reach the hospital and park, i see a group of people walking towards the door. I follow them in and make my way to the OR, where the chief said to meet at. Once i make it i see the chief standing there, looking over everyone.

"Welcome to Seattle Grace Hospital." He says. "Im your chief, Dr. Webber." He says. I turn and see a girl who's a bit later then everyone else. Chief Webber goes on and on about how hard this is gonna be, and i can start to feel my insecurity setting in. I look around and people are glaring at others. I try to smile.

After Chief shows us around, he lets us eat and then go to the locker room. I see a man, whos name is George approach the girl that was late.

"M-my name is George O'mally a-and i uh... wanted to say hello" he says awkwardly. The girl snorts but smiles.

"Meredith Grey." She introduces herself. I pause.

"THE Meredith Grey? Daughter of Ellis Grey?" I ask, slightly stunned. Meredith looks a bit dejected but nods. I sorta feel bad. People must say that all the time and never talk about her. I know that feeling.

"Sorry, lovely to meet you. Im Y/n, Y/n Y/l/n." I smile and hold out my hand. Meredith smiles and takes it.

"I believe my mom worked with your father." She says. I nod.

"They did." I beam a bit. Another girl pops into the conversation.

"Its crazy how you two work together now, like your parents did." She says. She was blonde and quite beautiful. "Im Izzy Stevens." She smiles. I nod and so does meredith. Another guy tells us to shut up. I look at his tag and it says Alex Karev.

"Dont be so prissy Karev. It wont get you very far." I say, side eyeing him. A girl sits next to me and Meredith.

"I like you two already, your not annoying." She says. Her tag says Christina Yang. I smile and in walks a short black women.

"Alright. I need Grey, O'mally, Stevens, Y/l/n, Yang, and Karev." She shouts and everyone she called walks out. I can hear her mutter something along the lines of, "too many interns." We stop walking and she looks at all of us.

"Im Doctor Miranda Bailey. I have five rules. Memorize them. Rule number one: Don't bother sucking up. I hate you. That's not gonna change. Trauma protocol, phone list, pagers" she points to stuff on the counter. "nurses will page you. You will answer every page at a run. A run! That's rule number two. Your first shift starts now and lasts 48 hours. You're interns, grunts, nobodies, bottom of the surgical food chain. You run labs, write orders, work every second and night until you drop, and don't complain." She says as we keeo walking. "On-call rooms. Attendings hog them. Sleep when you can where you can, which brings me to rule number three. If I'm sleeping, don't wake me unless your patient is dying. Rule four: The dying patient better not be dead when I get there. Not only will you have killed someone, you woke me for no reason. We clear?" Everyone nods, but meredith raises her hand. "Yes?"

"You said five rules. That was only four." She says. Dr. Bailey sighs and looks at her pager.

"When i move, you move." She says and her pager beeps. We all rush with her.

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By the end of the day, i have been cursed at, given weird stares, thanked, and thrown up on. I make it back to the locker room and sit down. I cant help but smile. I hear 2 voices and Meredith and Christina walk in.

"Why are you smiling?" Christina asks snarkly.

"When i came here, i thought i would wanna leave. I thought everyone would be against me. But i suppose i can tolerate you guys." I smile and i can see Meredith smiling. Even christina has a smirk on her face.

"Your sappy." Christina says with an annoyed tone. I chuckle.

Yea, maybe this wont be so bad.

#greys anatomy #meredith grey #christina yang #george o'malley #Alex Karev #Miranda Bailey #chief webber #hospital #fanfiction #no love interest #i tried #short story #doctor #doctor life #i’m bored

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witchcraft-in-wonderland · 4 years

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Potions and Princes (Pt.1)

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Virgil never really had much talent, at least not where his family was concerned. His brother Logan was the brightest witch their teachers had ever met, his mother the most beautiful, and his father the most powerful.

And then there was Virgil, utterly useless and utterly pathetic at any and all magical endeavours.

He wasnt even sure he should still be at the boarding school for witches in training, he'd barely passed his entrance exams, Logan always told him that he was better at magic than he gave himself credit for, but Virgil never really believed him.

"I'm telling you Lo, they're gonna kick me out any day now! You graduate next year and then there's nothing stopping them from doing it!" Virgil said, spread out across the couch in the common room.

"Virgil, they're not going to kick you out just because I'm not here, you've been performing magic perfectly well for a sixteen year old witch, and you've still got five years left to improve," Logan said, twirling his wand in his hand and watching the blue and pink waves emanating from the end of it.

"That's easy for you to say, you've never had a problem getting a spell to work or a potion to mix correctly," Virgil said, pouting slightly.

"I think you're perfectly attentive with potions," Logan replied, spinning his wand in a quick circle to cancel the spell and putting it back in his pocket.

"Clearly you've never actually watched me make a potion," Virgil replied, grimacing.

"Well, you have some of the highest potion marks you can get, so clearly you must be doing something right," Logan continued.

Virgil paused for a few seconds, fidgeting with the hem of his black skirt.

"Can we talk about something else. . ." Virgil said finally.

"Of course," Logan said, sitting down next to Virgil and moving so Virgil's head was resting in his lap.

"How'd that meeting about your top surgery spell go?" Virgil said.

"Swimmingly," Logan said, a grin spreading across his face.

Logan and Virgil were similar in a lot of ways, but they were also very different. Whereas Virgil could go ages without a hair cut, wear skirts, and didnt mind not having his binder on, Logan wouldnt be caught dead dressed femininly, Virgil liked the darker aspects of magic, those made Logan shudder just to read about, Virgil laughed at just about anything, it took a very well times joke to get Logan to laugh, Logan had a loving boyfriend named Emile, and Virgil was so undesirable that not even a toadstool would've chanced him.

"That's good, how do you feel?" Virgil asked.

"Its a little sore, but it wouldve been like that without magic to," Logan answered

"I'm just glad your happy," Virgil said, smiling.

"Have you written to mom and dad yet?" Logan said.

"No. . ." Virgil replied. It wasnt that he didnt like exchanging letters with his parents, but they always wanted to talk about his classes and his marks, never how he was feeling or if he'd made any friends.

Granted, Virgil hadn't made any friends, he was just as lonely now as he had been when he started attending the school at age six.

But none of that was helped by his status in relation to the most famous family of witches in the millennia.

Roman Prince-Duke and Remus Duke-Prince were the most coveted pair of twins from the moment they made their availability known. Within the year Remus had found himself smitten with one Patton Boleyn, but Roman was still very much available.

Not that it mattered since he practically hated Virgil's guts. He'd glare at Virgil when he walked into the room, whisper about him when Virgil thought he wasnt listening, and would absolutely lose his mind if they had to work together.

So Virgil had given up hope of being noticed positively by the handsome prince, because Roman had made it very clear where he stood on Virgil's existence.

Virgil awoke the next morning twice as exhausted as he'd been when he went to bed. This was of course, perfectly normal form him, he never got sleep, that was just how he worked.

He checked the schedule on the side of his bed and felt his heart sink as he read his first class of the day, dueling.

Virgil was a complete disaster when it came to duels, he couldnt focus enough to get any spells to work right and he was always so busy thinking about spells that he never remembered to block them.

The sinking feeling in his chest was only amplified once he read over his partner for today's duel. Roman, of course it had to be Roman. Roman with the smile that could stun better than any form of magic, Roman with the brain that could come up with a new spell within seconds, Roman that could block any attack with a flick of his wrist.

Virgil began mentally preparing his will as he walked inside the building.

"I cant duel with him! Are you sure theres no way to change the pairings?" Virgil froze as he overheard Roman's voice talking to the instructor, he sounded scared, maybe even upset. But Virgil just assumed he was imagining things and moved on.

He barely paid attention to the other duels until his name was called, only then did he finally look up to the stage.

He felt numb as he stepped up to the center, and even worse as he watched Roman approach from the other end. He wanted to curl up in his overly-large sweater and disappear into the abyss.

"On my count, the duel will begin in five!" Virgil's grip on his wand tightened.

"Four!" He watched as Roman dug his feet into the wood.

"Three!" Dear gods why was he smirking? Did he have to be smirking?

"Two!" Virgil tried to keep himself focussed.

"One!" A flash of light, sparks, and then it all disappeared.

And in the center of the smoke, was a small, red and white, frog.

Oh gods oh gods oh gods nonononono please tell me someone else did that nonononono this cant be happening- Virgil's mind was racing as he watched the teachers rush over to what had been Roman mere seconds ago. He wanted to run, he heard yelling, angry yelling, he felt things being thrown, heard people getting their wands out.

The teachers made quick work of getting Roman back to normal, and Virgil had rushed out of the room almost as soon as he saw the shock on Roman's face.

"Virgil!-" Roman called after him, but Virgil was already rushing across the grounds back to his dorm, he didnt need to hear anything else about what a horrible witch he was, and he certainly didnt want to risk getting cursed.

He was so busy rushing off in fact, that he barely noticed the figure watching from the tallest tower of the school.

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fiisheyes · 2 years

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ok im trying to catch up on tag games .. @geo-bby💕 tagged me to answer these questions i think ive been tagged in this by other people but i cant find it rn so uh if u tagged me in this <3 thank u thank u mwah

why did you choose your url?

it used to be fish-eyed-idiot and i really liked the fish eye part of it but i didnt want to call myself something negative anymore because i realized it came from a unhealthy place so i changed it.. i think fisheyes was taken but two iis is cooler anyways

any side blogs?

no .. i make them and then immediately delete them afterwards

how long have you been on tumblr?

june 2020 not that long.. i mean i used to come here every now n then earlier but i hadnt made an account or anything

do you have a queue tag?

i dont get queues u guys are weird

why did you start your blog in the first place?

to reblog gorillaz art ..........

why did you choose your icon/pfp?

saw one of those icon maker posts..... idk i usually didnt care particularly but miki <33

why did you choose your header?

uh i like rain i was going for green.. googled green rain gif ooo pretty.. ....

what’s your post with the most notes?

last summer i visited my grandma and she got out like 4 gigantic boxes of photos shed took over the years... me+my sibling+my mom got to go thru them and pick out ones we wanted because she did not want any of them.... mom did not want the really messy looking ones but some of them looked sooo amazing so i saved a bunch (theyre taped up in my room now) and i thought they looked cool enough to post and i did n yeah....

how many mutuals do you have?

basically everyone who follows me is a mutual.. i did not realize how many i had but then one day i tried to go thru all my mutuals blogs and i barely scratched the surface.... very strange experience

how many followers do you have?

340·

how many people do you follow?

727 i think

have you ever made a shit post?

i dont get what counts as a shit post .... does anyone on here post not shit

how often do you use tumblr?

during online school it was chronic....... im getting better but i might have to deactivate at some point because just logging off does not cut it

did you ever have a fight/argument with another blog?

i am very very bad about talking to anyone on here let alone fighting with them

how do you feel about the ‘yOu HaVe tO rEbLoG tHiS’ posts?

depends.?

do you like tag games?

yes

do you like ask games?

yes yes but i will get a bunch of asks and then answer 2 of them + then abandon the rest.... my inbox is full of deactivated blogs saying "1+16 for the asks!!"

which of your moots do you think are tumblr famous?

i have cool mutuals i dont think any of them are tumblr famous but sometimes they have big posts..

do you have a crush on a mutual?

dont talk to any of them hows that supposed to work...... dang ill say hello to them and well talk for 4 minutes then i never say anything to them ever again.......

tagging @micemirls @yknowhatimean @indierokkerss

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misterbitches · 3 years

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This is a personal kinda critique/my thoughts w the show im in my phone in a hotel w my parents in boston and im just rly fucking crazy rn and i cant put a read more link my bad. tagging it just in case cos i have some technical thoughts too but i doubt ppl care. I may delete this. Why is ttumblr for iphone so vad where the eff is the read more jawn.......ANYWAY

my uncle died and it has taken an insane emotional toll on me more than i thought possible. spiraling me i to an episode. when the pandemic began, i remember i was watching 2gether and it gave me solace because i had nothing else. i lost two jobs—one very important for my career—my relationship with my parents is fraught, im 29, and i have to live with them. but when i look back on 2gether, since it was what i was doing a lot at the time bc we could do even less than now, i dont feel a connection i just watched it at the time.

blih may be like this, but my uncle died...the day before it aired. I guess i watched it the next day out of desperation. I just went to check and im crying now. Idk what memories ill have of the show and i hate marking periods of my life by such silly capitalist output but what choice do we have anyway? it was nice because i got to see something mild and sweet.

and i have to say, the mom cameo was really touching. so was director mai. having grief and having a really neglected childhood those two things made me cry. they got his mother’s reaction downpat to losing the love of her life and being a widow—it hit me like a ton of bricks to hear that talk then go to the memorial service snd take care of my cousins and be there for my aunt. Im no one and not a widow but that type of love for a partner and being able to celebrate him abd love him completely forever and not having the memory leave you. It is important to me to see that it is possible. This could lie the rub between BL just for BL sake or like actual shows that are dramas that happen to have different types of ppl and not ignoring their way of life or possibility (“querrness means possibility” - a famous thai auteur named joe)

love is a really beautifl and previous thing and people deserve happiness and respect and to be loved. theres a person who is with you and the people around you and one day they could leave. for whatever reason. should we not try? if not for the emotional buts i think the show would be something people care less avout but that was a draw. and for the first time in so long especially for a BL i thought, “wow, i feel something and i’m having fun.”

it’s hsrd to talk about and personal. i miss him more than life itself. Some days it is so bad. I want to exit the earth and dnot do it anymore. but theres little teeny thngs that make it a bit better to hold on. lol theres so much to do and to be happy with. and so much to fall into despair. id rather watch it go by but i dont want to miss a chance to feel what they feel or loving people around me and finding the love of my life and my calling.

it was nice to wait for something every week that was sort of like a friend and to see a lot of the same problems im facing too. pain of loss and moving on isnt running away i guess. im similar to jyz in the fact that id rather not do it at all to not lose what i never had. i wish i didnt know my uncle, because i wouldnt feel this way but if i never knew him bow could i have loved someone so much and known him? wouldnt that bee a loss? isnt giving up and closing yourself off to force people to come to you because youre scared just as slefish? Dunno.

The show made me think a lot ans it was just perfect timing i guess. it didnt help me run away from my demons but it quelled them for a time and reminded me i could be better too.

Now as an artist with insane abandonment issues i can safely say that production mistakes were a plenty and most egregiously i would NEVER EVER EVER EVER EVER be able to handle the level of stress of having someone that fucking left me back. That would destroy me, when JYZ was upset around him i was and all the signs were about a relaly oppressive difficult person but they introduced him too late. but ironically i saw the patterns of abuse i went/go through w my parents and my distrust meter skyrocketed and because aaron lai is a good actor, it extra hurt. he acted like a small child—the same feelings i was having at that exact week and i felt the force of it. I feel like that was a missed opportunity and i get why but this is what i mean about the feelings they were able to get down. The actors did legwork from the script to their delivery but it alsk means the script wasnt totally atrocious. Ok now im talking in circles.

This is kinda like to my star, a nice show, tranqhil, and sorrowful but eventually just hopeful. Maybe it’s the hopefulness and peace idk. I just wish my life was calm like that but again escapism abd then they hit u with the rela shit and u cant take it

And the little prince....st exupery was an anti fascist so thats good but the whimsy of that book and the beauty of continuing or...the prince knew he was heading first into something he may not make it out of but he did it because why not? Why not go to the fullest? Nothing is set in stone. The prince didn’t understand adults but he didnt have to. He was going through life searching and encountered hardships but still took the chance. He didnt run away.

#be loved in house

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escapekissed · 4 years

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an explanation of moonstone prince eugene verse, taken from my convo with @evcrkill explaining, moonstone prince eugene

ok so basically to me cass as the villain of the last season. yes it is sexy hot incredible showstopping. but also it doesnt make sense bc she literally just does it because in ONE episode she finds out her mom gothel left her to go raise rapunzel instead and she's like 'MY WHOLE LIFE IS RAPUNZEL'S FAULT' and its like no bro it's ur dad's fault he tried to send u to a nunnery several times and he never let u live ur dreams even tho ur clearly competent as all hell. also its gothel's fault. literally all rapunzel ever did was let u be her knight in shining armor and her best friend. she LET u come on her adventure and yeah she's the main character and ur living in her shadow---but is that REALLY her fault or is that her attempt at being kind to u and giving u the freedom and adventure that u CLEARLY do want and deserve...

. But okay then eugene. eugene this whole series is treated like shit. he has his own room in the castle but it's much shittier than rapunzel's, less than the size of cass's who is lady in waiting. he gets to bring his best friend/brother, but he and his brother get a total OF THREE EPISODES ACTUALLY ABOUT THEM and their relationship, otherwise they're just comedic relief following along rapunzel. and that's fine. i get it. it makes sense. he's hopelessly in love with this girl. but also. every time he tries to propose to her or be romantic with her she always would rather do some crazy hijink. and i get that that's part of the reason he loves her. but he's also extremely superstitious and also like. wary of adventure and all things that could hurt him in general and he's always trying to do things the Smart way instead of the storybook way and i just. i don't think he and rapunzel are actually as good together as the show would have u believe? and basically it's not good for him or rapunzel that his WHOLE LIFE REVOLVES AROUND HER basically from the minute they meet. and he never even gets like. to be the knight in shining armor. bc thats for cass

so he's just a loveable useless goober but that has to be? tiring? that has to be ? exhausting. he's had a whole life of adventure that he was competent and wonderful at, better than any thief ever, famous and sought after to be hung in at least 2 other towns and kingships and its like. hasn't he gone on his own adventure? that he DIDN’T WANT. isn't for him---rapunzel just the prize at the end of that, the stability and the family that he wants?

but ACTUALLY. there is no stability here bc rapunzel and cass are a package deal and they all aggravate each other. rapunzel's mother kind of hates him bc he traumatized her as a teenager thief. frederick used to want him hung and now he could execute him at any time for stealing rapunzel's mother's ring and rapunzel's mother can constantly hold that over him and eugene probably feels like she is even when she isn't, bc she’s a real nice lady but eugene has canon guilt issues.

he can't rest. and he loves rapunzel. and he loves how crazy her life is. but how can u just want to be 'the boyfriend' and that's it? how can you live like that? so in season 2 they get a fortune teller saying theres gonna be a traitor. then eugene discovers he's the prince of the dark kingdom, and he shuts rapunzel out of the dark castle bc he wants her to be safe. he can't handle her not being safe. he also cant handle being the dark prince. but also. like. litcherally this point is dropped so fast bc he's like 'all i care about is rapunzel's happiness and her destiny and i'm always going to help her' to the point that when cass steals the moonstone, the dark prince plot is completely dropped except for two episodes in the next season which are just about his daddy issues

so it's like. why isnt eugene just the traitor?

his subplot in this episode i just watched, while cass is out doing WHO KNOWS WHAT, were 'rapunzel wants to get her parents together, but eugene wants to be romantic with her, but rapunzel clearly cares more about their parents until the last possible second' and its like. can u imagine ur whole lifes priority being one person and their priority being the whole damn world being ABSOLUTELY PERFECT and its not until its perfect that they have any time for you[

it was like a memory loss plot and it was like just let them figure it out on their own rapunzel... she even tried to get them together using her and eugene's THING and was like 'now it'll be their thing too : )' when he said something and he just seemed to not give a shit at all. just following along, know ur just a tag-along here

and then he's suddenly given this whole new. chance at life. to be the dark kingdom prince. to have a father and to protect the moonstone from whatever mysterious shit'll happen when the moonstone and the sunflower touch. and so it makes sense that he says 'i'm am the moonstone prince now, i am protecting you from yourself. stay away. don't come close. i am being the best version of myself, the most selfless version of myself, you always wanted me to be. because i'm giving you up.' and then he takes the moonstone himself and scares her away

so that's moonstone eugene.

#ch: A PRINCE AND A THIEF ARE NOT SO DIFFERENT AT ALL; NOT WHEN YOU LOOK THIS GOOD AT LEAST. | eugene #verse info: I THOUGHT I WAS SO LUCKY IT ALMOST WASN'T FAIR; AND SO I MADE ANOTHER LIFE FOR US; THOUGH YOU WERE UNAWARE | moon prince eugene #ooc: verse info #verse: I THOUGHT I WAS SO LUCKY IT ALMOST WASN'T FAIR; AND SO I MADE ANOTHER LIFE FOR US; THOUGH YOU WERE UNAWARE | moon prince eugene

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spiderhollanddarling · 5 years

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Having to hide your relationship with billy while he’s off with girls

Part 2 warning ( angst sadness )

Part 2 is inspired by Bebe Rexha Knees highly recommend listening to it while reading this !

You wake up the next morning , Steve is still asleep so you quietly slip out of bed to go shower and get dressed , you go downstairs to look for your parents but end up seeing a note saying “ left to work early didn’t wanna bother you , money for lunch is on the fridge love you xo mom and dad “

You sigh and sit on the counter top just thinking about Billy and everything you had seen and yet he hasn’t even showed up

“You keeping me running and running around”

You wanna break down again but there’s a knock at your door , so you get off the counter and walk there and open it

There stands at your front door Billy Hargrove with those beautiful ocean eyes you use to love staring into but those eyes was busy looking into Heathers and a cigarette between those lips you use to love , you still do but they was on Heathers last night

He’s about to speak but You stop him and tell him don’t and save it , you don’t wanna hear bullshit lies anymore

“I wish I could read your mind,Instead I gotta read your eyes,Oh, why they tell me lies”

He just throws his cigarette on the floor , furious with your words you said , and tells you what lies , you know we can’t be together in public and what you thought seriously we was gonna go to the dance together Y/n come on I thought you was smarter. You know youll ruin my rep , I love you but we cant be anything in public because I’ll be done .

“You wanna hold my hand and then you won't ,You say you love me then you don't”

His words hurted you like a knife , you knew his love was shit after he told you we can’t be anything in public because if he truly loved you , he wouldn’t give a damn about what everyone says

You look at him in his eyes and tell him let me go then I can’t do this , you think I’m gonna sit around and let you go fuck other girls and make out with others girls in public because that’s okay , that’s who you are and when it comes to me you can’t fucking be seen with me . God damnit Billy im not a idiot I know my worth and you treat me like I’m nothing , your love is bullshit .

“If I'm not all you need,Then just set me free ,I'm down on my knees”

He had nothing to say until Steve walked down the stairs asking what’s going on , and did that made Billy so mad

Billy asked what the fuck is Harrington doing here huh? Is he seriously the guy you picked to fucked come on Y/n thought you was gonna choose better , laughing with that famous laugh you loved but not anymore

You look at Billy and tell him seriously what the hell , he was there for me when you wasn’t , when you was busy sucking off Heathers face not giving a shit about me , Steve was there , to dance with me and be with me and not be ashamed of me .

Steve was about to but in but you told him it’s okay just go in the kitchen and wait for me and so he did

You told Billy I’m done I’m done being your secret I’m done being your secret girlfriend I’m done with you treating me like nothing when I know I’m worth more then being a fucking secret because you care about what the hell everyone has to say , big tough Billy is Afraid of runing his big rep , you laugh and shake your head and look at him one more time

Billy let me go I’m done , it’s over you got Heather and your other whores who you don’t have to hide and you can be the king of fucking douches

“If you're not the one for me ,Then just let me be ,I'm begging you please”

Billy had no words he just looked at you , his hand in a fist not caring that his crumbling his cigarette, you walk closer to him and tell him to leave now you don’t want to see him anymore it’s done

But he doesn’t move so you tell him again poking his chest get out now leave now , you are an asshole

Steve walks gets up and walks to you and tells Billy to leave man she doesn’t wanna see you it’s over

Billy scoffs whatever hope you’re happy with your rebound Harrington , every girl leaves him anyways and walks away laughing

But deep down he knew he really lost you and it was done for good and he knew you knew he was scared you was right

You start crying as you close the door and Steve holds you and let’s you just cry and kisses your head and tells you over and over it’s gonna be okay

Later on that day you’re laying in bed again with Steve who is asleep already , your parents still not home yet , you’re laying there thinking again about Billy knowing you did the right thing and you had to even though it broke you to pieces , Steve was right you’ll be okay and he’ll be with you to help you whatever you needed , Steve being the Harrington hero as always

You knew that yes you still loved him yes you’ll still run back if he came back saying sorry and saying he’ll change but you knew deep down he would never he cared to much about his rep and himself

‘ Billy pov’

I layed there in bed thinking going off the scenes that happened today knowing I lost her for good , my stupid ego my god damn ego I let get the best of me now I lost the girl who only cared for me who knew the real me

She hates me now she never wants to see me again , now Harrington will make his way into her heart and she’ll move on and I can’t do anything about it because she hates me

“ back to Y/n “

You think thing is I don’t hate him I wish I could but I can’t and only if he knew, but I can’t let him know because he’ll use that always on me knowing it will be hard to leave again so it has to be like this , I can’t ever go back to him and I have to keep lying myself I don’t want him , I have to keep lying myself I’m done until it finally really is .

OMG IM SORRY FOR MORE SADNESS BUT HERE YOU GO PART 2 HOPE YALL LIKED IT PLEASE LETME KNOW IF U WANT MORE AND IF THERES ANY SONGS YOU WANT ILL DO

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#billy hargrove #stranger things #dacre montgomery #steve harrington imagine #steve harrington x reader #steve harrington #billy hargrove x reader #billy hargove x reader #billy hargove imagine

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goat--ish · 5 years

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Probs not a proper one-shot

I’m not really part of the fandom so come and take this nonsense from my clammy hands, please.

It was funny to write this even tho it probs makes no sense and has like 0 consistency but I tried (and laughed all the way to the end). Main two ideas come from @kkrazy256 (Kaito taking photos from himself) and @ninthfeather (Kaito knowing about the “Shinichi is Kid” theory) (+ an anon)

It’s kinda long so Imma put it after a read more or whatever. Also, sorry if it cant be read, english is hard

Kaito loved having so much attention. He craved it every time he went on a heist and people -his audience- would be there, waiting for him and his magic.

He loved the idea of having fans and having people wonder about his tricks with every heist. There was something so addictive about it and he wasn't even going to reflect on why he needed someone's attention so much, on why he desired it with almost every fiber of his body.

He was a thief, or that was how the police call him. He wasn't even sure himself since everything he had taken had been returned a few days later, maybe he didn't have to keep something and the act of taking it by force was what made a thief, well, a thief. Still, there was the fact that he didn't keep any of the jewels and, even when her mother was sending him money pretty often, he was a teenager living alone that made the occasional and normal bad choice to buy something expensive leaving him without money to pay for electricity or water, and also a famous thief that needed lot's of materials to actually do some acceptable magic tricks to entertain HIS people.

Maybe he had Aoko helping him with the food and the old man did most of the planning for the heists -and got most of the things Kaito needed-, but he needed money and didn't have the courage to ask for more to his mom. He did say he was going to be Kid with so much confidence, he felt like asking for more help would be cheating.

So yeah, he needed money.

The idea had occurred to him a few times but it wasn't until he checked the news of his last heist that struck him that it might be a good one. Kaito knew the heist hadn't been his best one and was nervous to see what his critics and audience was saying about it. Had it been as bad as he thought? Hadn't he been as astonish as he wanted to be?

Of course, the police was bragging his good work to the world, how the police were so awesome that they stopped Kid from getting the diamond he was after. What caught his attention was the comments section at the very end of the article, where some of his fans were complaining that Kid deserved that diamond even if his game wasn't as good as other occasions.

That was a bullet to the heart and if it wasn't for that one comment he would have gone to sleep for the next three day, feeling depressed and guilty. Between the madness that was the comment section, there was one comment of how someone not just wanted, but was ready to pay and kill for a good photo of his favorite phantom thief.

Kaito had seen the insane amount of photos people had taken of Kid during the last years, most of them being just blurry figures or a stain of white between too much light. There was the occasional photo taken by a professional but even those were images of Kid being too far away to have a proper look to his suit.

The idea was too good to let it slide and never do something about it. Of course, he wasn't so sure about it but his ego wouldn't shut up about how people would love a proper photo of Kid, of him. That's why the next heist he made sure to not only prepare everything he needed to steal the jewel but also prepared a few cameras on strategic spots that he was sure would take his best angle.

At the end of the night, Kaito had the jewels and a dozen of photos that didn't quite looked like he wanted. They were dynamic and definitely made Kid look as awesome and handsome as he felt but there was something bothering him and didn't know what.

It was until he got to his house that it clicked.

The photos were great but the quality of the camera made them look fake, or almost fake as if it was someone cosplaying and not the real phantom thief.

Perhaps it was better that way, wouldn't it be too much of a joke if The Kid was taking photos of himself to sell them? It was a silly thought now that he considered all the things that could go wrong with that, so this was perfect.

So he logged in with a temporary account in a definitely trashy webpage and put a price tag to the photos, still unsure if this would be a good idea. The first hour he got an incredible number of five comments, five people telling him that the photos were fantastic but that they were too broke to purchase any of them.

Three hours after, Kaito was still in front of his computer feeling dumb because no one else had shown any interest. He was ready to delete the post when he got his first client.

It was his first sell so he wasn't as cautious as he normally was. The person was happy to give him money and he was as happy to receive it, so the process was pretty normal but at the end of it, Kaito felt his ego go up a few hundred times. Someone had purchased one of his photos and gave him a tip. This was a good idea, he could feel it.

And that's how he started entering the same webpage over and over again, selling his photos and slowly gaining fame between the usual users and even others that came into de webpage just to buy a photo from him. Of course, he took more precautions so he couldn't be found and still get the money.

Every time there was a heist, people would go directly to the page, knowing that the mysterious photographer would put at least a bunch of photos and would delete them after three hours, going into hiding until the next time Kid appeared. Until he didn't.

After months of doing the same, Kaito thought of something that was so painfully obvious and was surprised that he didn't think of it before. People thought he was a specially good cosplayer and others thought of him as a really sneaky photographer, and even when there were a few people that considered him suspicious there was nothing they could use to prove he was the real thief. So what was stopping him from going to a dark alley and take photos of himself dressed in Kid's suit and sell those? Just his lack of brain cells, he thought.

So he did that. Kaito took a camera, went to the highest place he could find so the city and the moon could be seen on the background and took as many photos as he could of himself doing magic tricks, possing and being overly flashy for the camera, thinking of how much his fans would love to see these.

A lot of his usual clients, the ones that always made sure to buy him at least one photo every time he appeared, lost it when he announced that he would open a permanent account so he could sell those pictures.

It was entertaining, to say the least. He was getting a little more money and was able to get out more with Aoko to show how grateful he was for always been there for him (not that he would tell her that).

Still, Kaito didn't come into real contact with his fans until the day one of his usual clients told him they used the photo as a cover for a fanfic which, to his surprise, was getting famous inside the fandom. Curious as he was and wanting to bust his ego a little more, Kaito made the conscious decision to read the whole thing at 2 a.m. which was a monster of 45,000 words, two side fics of 20,000 each one, and a one shot with the alternative ending for the main fic.

He didn't sleep for four days.

Yeah, the story had many mistakes of what really happened during the preparation stage of a heist and Kaito was sure he wasn't a middle age man with a mansion and copious amounts of money, but he was, in fact, as awesome, handsome, and cool as the author wrote him and was willing to read more.

He felt silly sitting in front of his computer in search of stories about him from the point of view of complete strangers. Kaito could feel his cheeks heat up while reading the titles of some of the stories he found on a new webpage.

Was he being too narcissistic? When was too much? And why were there so many stories of him with Shinichi Kudo as secondary protagonist?

Kaito felt irritated at the sight of that name. Why was the detective on so many fanfics that were supposed to be about Kid? He scrolled down, finding more and more about the detective and himself on so many fictional worlds. Somehow he felt betrayed by his fans.

It took him five more web pages and three hours to understand why his fans had betrayed him that way, and it was a hilarious reason, to be honest. Most people knew how often the phantom thief had dressed up as the detective so a lot had come up with the theory that he, Kaito Kid was, in fact, the young detective Shinichi Kudo.

Wasn't that fucked up or what?

There was a fair amount of people that wrote about them because they had confronted each other several times, but most of them believed with all their might that Kid was the detective and, even when he laughed out loud on the privacy of his room at 1 a.m., Kaito also felt as if he was being robbed of something. He wasn't sure of what yet, but he made a mental note to torture a little bit more the detective the next time he saw him for stealing... something?

Yeah, no. Scratch that. He wasn't going to do anything stupid on a heist just because of a bunch of people that couldn't see that Kaito Kid was way too cool to be that detective. What he did do was to enter the thread and create mayhem between the users on the chat for a few hours.

And it became a daily thing, which didn't make things easier for Kaito because now he wasn't only a teenager that was trying to not fail school because he forgot to do homework or a famous phantom thief in search of a miraculous diamond, now he was a famous (well, maybe not famous but recognized inside the fandom) photographer, an avid reader of his fans' stories (he wasn't even going to deny how narcissistic that was, but the kids could be really good at their fantasies and he wanted to see more of it) and a troll that couldn't keep one damn user name because the wars he started were that intense, and yeah, he needed a break or something.

However, he would be lying if he said he wasn't enjoying himself. Yeah, maybe Aoko kept telling him to stop going to sleep to untold hours of the night because he was starting to look like a real-life zombie, but it was so worth it to see people trying to take his "Do you think Kid uses women underwear?" and "I have proof that Shinichi Kudo is a loser" threads seriously and ending up on wars that lasted at least a week.

To be fair, while a fair amount of people just wanted Shinichi to be the phantom thief for the drama and the angst, there were a few users that actually had good arguments while discussing the theory. They weren't as good as some of the arguments that Kaito could think of but were reasonable enough to shut up the chat for a few minutes before anyone saying something else.

Weeks of being on those types of forums made him develop a weird respect and admiration for those users that came into the madness willingly and tried to put order in hell. It was something he crushed almost daily but it was something impressive to see.

That's why the day he was trolling an especially cocky one, he felt... weird.

The kid was being way too smart, they didn't have the confidence of a hardcore fan or a know-it-all gal, they talked as if they knew of what they were talking and that made Kaito feel vulnerable for the first time in his new happy place. Most of the time the users would have an excellent logic but lots of errors in their final answers; this person didn't give long answers like the others but everything they had said on the last twenty minutes was right and that made him paranoid.

It wasn't the first time he ended a conversation with the old and trusty "Bold of you to assume I can read", but it was the first time he did when he still had time to kill.

That kid... It wasn't only that everything had been right but some of those things were things that no normal person could know, they had to been there to know those types of things, so now Kaito was locked in his room wondering with a nervous smile who in the police force was wasting their afternoons rambling against little kids on the internet?

Kaito laughed a little with the thought. No, he didn't count, he was there to follow his fans and his fans only, he could stop whenever he wanted, he didn't ramble against twelve-year-old kids like a loser... Ok, he did, but he did it to get a laugh out of it and never in a serious way, so who was the clown that was doing it and why hasn't he saw them before?

He turned off his computer and got out of his bedroom, determined to let the topic slide for this time and go to Aoko's house to see if he could annoy her a little more before dinner, not knowing that he left Shinichi looking at the screen of his phone with irritation at the stupid answer the troll gave him. The detective decided he had had enough internet for a day and returned to the book in his lap, at least that was better than the nonsense he had seen for the last twenty minutes.

#Kaito Kid #Kaito Kuroba #dcmk #Magic Kaito #Shinichi Kudo #Not really since he appers for like 20 words #this was funny #but probs is way too occ #hope it makes someone laugh a little #detective conan #almost forgot that tag #totally Not a proper fanfic

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fornarniaandforthefandom · 6 years

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11 Questions Tag Game

I was tagged by @jhopespanda Thank you baby!!!

I tag @suga-daddy-69 @merlionmen @animeotakupooh @chronicfangirling @noona-clock

Round One

1. Which fictional character do you relate to the most and why?

fictional character, hmm I don’t know why this is so hard... hmmm...

When I was younger, mayber Lucy from Narnia? I just remember reading the lion the witch and the wardrobe when I was younger and I always agreed with her mindset and always thought I would do the same thing in her situation.. I was a very very very honest child, like I had to tell the truth always, even if I got myself in trouble, so the part in the book where it said how Lucy would get on better if she lied and said that she didn’t see narnia, but couldn’t bc she felt it wasn’t the right way, I was like I UNDERSTAND THAT FEELING,,, and as a kid, if I believed in something I believed with everything in me

1-2 years ago, I felt like I related to Kim Bok Joo from weight lifting fairy alot,, because since I worked at a barn, I felt masculine and unpretty because I was very strong and had big traps and biceps,,, LOL I WAS SO CONCERNED ABOUT MY MUSCLES I CANT

now? I don’t really know... I’m not sure... XD

2. What’s your biggest pet peeve?

People who don’t care about others feelings. Also laziness XD

3. Forget about the salary and all the stuff for one second, if you could have any job which one would you choose?

I’m not really sure... Maybe a writer....? hahahaha

4. What’s that accessory/piece of clothing that you put the most effort in or that you afford the most attention to?

huh, honestly I think it’s my shirt! Maybe it’s because my upper body has a non-conformative shape, but I usually stress about my shirt the most XD XD

5. You gotta choose one song as your all-time favorite. Which one is it?

OH MY GOODNESS WHAT HOW- UHHHHHH- THIS IS SO HARD!!! maybe so far away by suga, jin and jungkook? I DONT KNOW SAVE ME

6. What’s your happiest memory?

Oh thats hard... I feel like it was a small thing, like driving in the car listening to music with my sisters XD

7. What are your phobias?

Being unloved, being alone, horror movies, never being good enough LOL WOW SORRY FOR THAT DOWNER

8. What’s your favorite quote if you have any?

I have a few:

“Do not run from who you are” -Aslan, Narnia

“Be brave enough to be yourself” -??

“my tiny human body isn’t big enough to hold all the love that’s inside me and that’s why I’m always crying” -??

“God made you just exactly as He meant to” - ?

(this one cracks me up) one time I came home crying, snot dripping, eyes red,,, the works... bc my crush had insulted, mocked and picked on my 13 year old insecurities and my little brother said, “He isn’t worth or worthy of the boogers that are coming out of your nose.”

9. You have a free trip around the world but you’ll never meet your “soulmate”. (or anyway that person who’s supposed to make you rly rly happy ok would it be romantically or not) Do you accept that deal?

No, for me it’s the people i’m with, not where I am. :)

10. What kind of teenager were you? Or if you’re a teenager now, what kind of kid were you?

hmmm, I’m 18, so I was a very very upright child. If i did something slightly wrong I’d hate myself, I always told the truth, I was called a prude a ton haha so i guess a goody-two-shoes???

teenager years I started breaking out of that, I became more normalized by my rebel sister XD I still blamed myself for everything wrong that happened and hated myself if I did something slightly wrong I’m trying to break out of that mentality, and it’s been getting better :) I love alot of people and I have become the mom of kids from younger grades, and the kids in my grade and those above me I openly adore to their faces XD XD

11. Your idol?

I look up to a lot of people, but.... not famous I think my mom.

She always tries her best and she’s think so hardworking and wonderful and she’ s always inspired me

famous? I think maybe Jimin (BTS)

he’s so hardworking and loving and he always finds a way to show he loves his members

Round 2

1. Do you agree with what is said about your astrological sign a lot of the time?

hahaha yeah most of the time (pisces)

2. If you could have any mythological creature as a pet, (and lets say it would be safe for you, the creature, and the people around you to have it as a pet, and you would have all the right knowledge and resources for it) what would it be?

first thing that came to mind was a dragon UWU maybe a unicorn?

3. What’s your favorite book?

When I was a child: Goodnigt moon or bearanstain bears

As a pre-teen: the phantom stallion series (All 24 of them XD)

As a Young Adult/Teen: beauty by robin mckinley

Now: beauty by robin mckinley still ;)

4. What album could you listen to for 24 hours straight and not be tired of it?

BTS “Love Yourself: Her/Tear” taylor swift fearless :)

5. What’s your favorite flower and why?

peony, so full and happy and pretty

6. What’s your favorite season and why?

SUMMER BC NO SCHOOL AND LESS CLOTHES(the last part sounds weird lmao, I jsut don’t like wearing tons of layers :D) plus swimming, tans, beauitufl healthy nature, flowers, vacation, vacation boys, fresh cut grass, hair highlights from the sun, boys in swimming trunks HEH

7. Guilty pleasure tag on tumblr, like the one you can’t believe you find yourself strolling through?

movies I dont’ even know or like actors, or like a movie i want to see, but i’m just scrolling through the spoilers LMAO

8. What is the best advice someone has given you directly?

Just be yourself.

Take one day at a time.

Take care of yourself with the same concern you have for others.

Focus on the positive.

9. Favorite drink and why (non-alcoholic)?

hmmmm, maybe rasberry lemonade? or coffee?

rasberry lemonade bc it’s sweet and reminds me of my childhood and summer

coffee because it feels like home and fills me with warmth

10. What’s your favorite tv show and why?

Rn Im not consistently watching any. But I do love:

Scarlet Heart Rhyeo

Weight Lifting Fairy Kim Bok Joo

Five

Coffee Prince

She Was Pretty

11. What is something you can do that a lot of people don’t know you can do?

Most people don’t realize that I could lift alot more than I look like. Since I work at a barn, I can deadlift and throw a lot of heavy things. I don’t like to be weird or showoffish so I never say I’m strong or anything, but if their are physical challenges, people are usually surprised when I win.

Well, if you read through this you are amazing and wow. Perseverance baby <3

#I love you!#tags!!!!#be happy today please :)

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moldypieceoflasagna · 6 years

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36 questions that nobody asked me

(except @lollipoppedchainsaw )

(the 36 questions that lead to love or whatever) https://www.nytimes.com/2015/01/11/fashion/no-37-big-wedding-or-small.html

1. Given the choice of anyone in the world, whom would you want as a dinner guest?

I hate going out to dinner so much i probably wouldnt be able to enjoy it properly

2. Would you like to be famous? In what way?

It would be interesting to see what it’s like for a short period of time, but i’d never be able to keep it up; i’d probably have an identity crisis

3. Before making a telephone call, do you ever rehearse what you are going to say? Why?

yes i have to mentally prepare myself 100% of the time

4. What would constitute a “perfect” day for you?

hanging out with the people i love is enough to keep me happy for a good while tbh. sitting around doing nothing literally nothing with them is endlessly entertaining to me even though sometimes i might make that hard to believe

5. When did you last sing to yourself? To someone else?

i sing to myself a lot, not so much to others- although i AM a slut for karaoke

6. If you were able to live to the age of 90 and retain either the mind or body of a 30-year-old for the last 60 years of your life, which would you want?

body because i feel thats probably what old people complain about most. plus like,, 90 years of life knowledge? sounds great to me

7. Do you have a secret hunch about how you will die?

probably an accident that’s almost statistically impossible

8. Name three things you and your partner appear to have in common.

single rn (ladies) but i usually try to find friends with similar music tastes because scream-singing in the car is the most fun one can have

9. For what in your life do you feel most grateful?

im most grateful for my dogs and for my friends! i love them and it means the world to me to have people that i can call family. also i would die without my dog juno, she is my rock (and my therapist)

10. If you could change anything about the way you were raised, what would it be?

Not rly how i was raised, but i wish i had a closer relationship with my older siblings. Three of them had moved out before i was rly old enough to not be an asshole child, so most of them still see me as an asshole child and they never take me seriously. im glad i have an alright relationship with them, but that’s kinda all it is and i know i could do better

11. Take four minutes and tell your partner your life story in as much detail as possible.

Lived in Texas my whole life yeehaw. I have 2 brothers and 2 sisters; 2 of them dont like me, and my relationship with the other 2 is,, certainly not bad. Had a lot of physical and mental illness in the past, but 20gayteen is definitely my year, yeet

12. If you could wake up tomorrow having gained any one quality or ability, what would it be?

either speaking a different language or playing the piano. im very jealous of good piano players, and at some point i need to be able to speak a more useful language than french because so far in texas it’s proved absolutely useless (other than talking to my mom but that doesnt count)

13. If a crystal ball could tell you the truth about yourself, your life, the future or anything else, what would you want to know?

I’d wanna know wtf im supposed to do with my life because sweaty i still have no idea. passion? dont know her please introduce me

14. Is there something that you’ve dreamed of doing for a long time? Why haven’t you done it?

i wanna go skydiving bitch, no one wants to go with me! pussies!!! the lot of you

15. What is the greatest accomplishment of your life?

that one time i did an entire semester’s worth of work in the last three days of the school year

16. What do you value most in a friendship?

being able to put up with my huge fucking mouth. also honesty is super important, even if it’ll make me feel shitty

17. What is your most treasured memory?

when i went camping with a bunch of friends and they were bitter i got to be in the middle of the tent because they were all cold. either that or the time i was getting really bad sleep paralysis and @lonelywaterfall & @skity stayed over so my paranoia didnt render me completely useless,,, also the paramore concert lol ive never been more vulnerable in my life.

18. What is your most terrible memory?

coming out to my mom haha

19. If you knew that in one year you would die suddenly, would you change anything about the way you are now living? Why?

i’d go on a trip around the world to explore/to see a few people, and i’d put extra effort into my gender expression

20. What does friendship mean to you?

comfortable silence is my kink. also emotional vulnerability and SAD BOY HOURS we cant forget those

21. What roles do love and affection play in your life?

I’m such a slut for physical affection yall have no idea please hug me as much as possible and play with my hair or my hands

22. Alternate sharing something you consider a positive characteristic of your partner. Share a total of five items.

i guess ill do the same with previous partners so.. i think being funny is probably the #1 thing i appreciate in someone. when you make me laugh so hard i cry, just know that’s like. peak. also stubbornness is strangely attractive to me, plus like,,, uh having an unexpected soft side? an appreciation of art is super important, too. also SPOON VERSATILITY.

23. How close and warm is your family? Do you feel your childhood was happier than most other people’s?

it was probably happier than a lot of people’s but there wasnt much to it. plus being the youngest in my ENTIRE family really sucked during my childhood because everyone picked on me and i think that’s probably what started a lot of my issues lol

24. How do you feel about your relationship with your mother?

better than it could be, but definitely not what i want it to be. we both love each other and i admire her work ethic, but she gave me a lot of anxiety problems (both genetically and not) and she isnt the most understanding person. i have hope though, people change

25. Make three true “we” statements each. For instance, “We are both in this room feeling …

I’m hungry and sitting alone in front of my computer feeling like OVERSHARING ON THIS BEAUTIFUL THURSDAY MORNING, BOYS

26. Complete this sentence: “I wish I had someone with whom I could share …

many, MANY animals and a lighthouse in the middle of nowhere

27. If you were going to become a close friend with your partner, please share what would be important for him or her to know.

I’m REALLY insecure about my body xd

28. Tell your partner what you like about them; be very honest this time, saying things that you might not say to someone you’ve just met.

LOVE feeling safe.

29. Share an embarrassing moment in your life.

probably every time that i’ve ever worn a dress, because i really,, really dont like wearing dresses and that’s it

30. When did you last cry in front of another person? By yourself?

last cried by myself this morning and last cried in front of another person at my friend’s birthday party

31. Tell your partner something that you like about them already.

no partner but if youre reading this im rly proud of ur attention span. gj buddy

32. What, if anything, is too serious to be joked about?

i think most things can be joked about after a certain amount of time, but like,, it has to actually be funny and it has to come from someone i know isnt serious about it. if a joke is made just for the purpose of being offensive and edgy, it’s never funny no tea just truth.

33. If you were to die this evening with no opportunity to communicate with anyone, what would you most regret not having told someone? Why haven’t you told them yet?

i’d regret not spending enough time with people that i love, not traveling as much as i should have, and also i’d regret not formally coming out of the closet to my family (they probably already been done knew but like. yknow). i came out to myself & the people closest to me a LONG ass time ago, but i’ve kinda seen what it did to my immediate family so im not too excited to do that to my extended family. if i’m not too much of a pussy, ill probably do it in the summer when i see them next, bc ive been meaning to for a while.

34. Your house, containing everything you own, catches fire. After saving your loved ones and pets, you have time to safely make a final dash to save any one item. What would it be? Why?

is it bad of me to say my computer? i feel like everyone else has a much more meaningful answer lol. it would probably either be that or the papers i keep on my bulletin board, bc most of them hold a lot of sentimental value (also my prescriptions would be a pain to get copies of)

35. Of all the people in your family, whose death would you find most disturbing? Why?

either of my parents because i dont want them dying before i reach the point where i can expect them to be happy for me when i marry a girl

36. Share a personal problem and ask your partner’s advice on how he or she might handle it. Also, ask your partner to reflect back to you how you seem to be feeling about the problem you have chosen.

personal problems? what’re those lmfao dont have any srry try me again later

i’m too much of a pussy to tag certain people so if you see this and I've had any sort of conversation with you, do it coward

(also @skity @drawinintherain )

#love exposing myself to people on the internet #hot

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lumaxmayclair · 6 years

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100 questions

Tagged by @janes-mike and @mileven-and-contemplation (who tagged me as I’m answering this lol) thank youu for the tag!

1. What is your nickname? Zi

2. How old are you? 22

3. What is your birth month? April

4. What is your zodiac sign? Aries

5. What is your favorite color? Idk I cant think of one right now

6. What’s your lucky number? I love the number 7 but I’m not sure if it’s lucky

7. Do you have any pets? Nope. I wish I do though. Would love to have a cat..

8. Where are you from? Indonesia!

9. How tall are you? Probably like 168cm or something? Idk it’s been literally months since I last measure it and I can’t remember what it was.

10. What shoe size are you? 43, I just checked

11. How many pairs of shoes do you own? Just one.

12. Are you random? Randomly yeah. Sometimes I’m randomly random.

13. Last person you texted? Strictly texting: a friend, I told her I might be late cause I just woke up. Any chat-based app: My mom, asking her if she told my other friend that I’m sick.

14. Are you psychic in any way? Nah I don’t think so. Pretty sure I’m as clueless as one can be.

15. Last TV show watched? NCIS, an old classic.

16. Favorite movie? Black Panther!

17. Favorite show from your childhood? Hmm, I’m not sure. Probably Justice League Unlimited? Idk I forgot what I used to watch lol. Wait no I just remember: Avatar: The Last Airbender! The best animated show there ever was.

18. Do you want children? Haven’t really thought about it. Why not though?

19. Do you want a church wedding? Not church but yeah a religious one would be great.

20. What is your religion? Muslim and proud!

21. Have you ever been to the hospital? A few times yeah.

22. Have you ever got in trouble with the law? Nope. And hopefully never.

23. How is life? Could be better.

24. Baths or showers? Showers

25. What color socks are you wearing? White exclusively.

26. Have you ever been famous? Nah never.

27. Would you like to be a big celebrity? Why not? As long as I get to keep my privacy. I think there’s a lot of things I can do having a big influence.

28. What type of music do you like? Songs that are in my playlist.

29. Have you ever been skinny dipping? Nope.

30. How many pillows do you sleep with? Three. I’m a hugger.

31. What position do you usually sleep in? Whichever that’s comfortable for me that night.

32. How big is your house? I’m only a student living with two housemates so.. not big.

33. What do you typically have for breakfast? Define breakfast.

34. Have you ever left the country? Currently studying abroad so yeah lol.

35. Have you ever tried archery? Nope. I’m kinda curious tho. Maybe one day..

36. Do you like anyone? Yep.

37. Favorite swear word? O shit.

38. When do you fall asleep? When I shouldn’t be.

39. Do you have any scars? Nah.

40. Sexual orientation? Bi.

41. Are you a good liar? I think so yeah. I try to never lie so that when I do, no one thinks I’m lying.

42. What languages would you like to learn? Spanish and/or ASL. Gotta finish Portugese first though.

43. Top 10 songs? Umm

Nervous - Shawn Mendes

My Mother’s Eyes - Alec Benjamin

The Majestic Tale (Of A Madman In A Box) - Murray Gold

Wakanda - Ludwig Göransson ft. Baaba Maal

I’m Yours - Jason Mraz

Memories - Shawn Mendes

Avengers Infinity War : Musical Tribute (Marvel Mashup) ft. 14 Marvel Music Artists

The Shepherd’s Boy - Murray Gold

Can I Have This Dance - High School Musical

I Don’t Dance or as we know it the gay hsm song - High School Musical

Bonus, cause I’m indecisive as fuck: Avatar State and Series Finale by Jeremy Zuckerman

44. Do you like your country? Yeah even with all her imperfections I will always love my homeland.

45. Do you have friends from the web? I hope so. I’m just so bad at conversations that I never asked lol.

46. What is your personality type? Introvert

47. Hogwarts House? Ravenpuff!

48. Can you curl your tongue? Yeah.

49. Pick one fictional character you can relate to? Online: Stan Uris. Irl: Jonah Beck.

50. Left or right handed? Right.

51. Are you scared of spiders? As far as we’re not touching I’m good.

52. Favorite food? Probably rendang.

53. Favorite foreign food? Asian: sushi. European: spaghetti/pizza. African: wish I knew more.

54. Are you a clean or messy person? Messy.

55. If you could switch your gender for a day, what would you do? Hug them titties.

56. What color underwear? Black, grey, dark blue.

57. How long does it take for you to get ready? 20 minutes when I’m not in a hurry, 5 when I am.

58. Do you have much of an ego? Unfortunately proabably yeah..

59. Do you suck or bite lollipops? Bite. I’m too impatient lmaoo.

60. Do you talk to yourself? Yeah who doesn’t?

61. Do you sing to yourself? Yep.

62. Are you a good singer? I’ll leave it up to the judges.

63. Biggest Fears? Being thought of as annoying or selfish.

64. Are you a gossip? I don’t gossip, but when there’s drama I just have to know more lol.

65. Are you a grammar nazi? Yeah unfortunately.

66. Do you have long or short hair? Short. It’s currently longer than usual though.

67. Can you name all 50 states of America? I used to, thanks to this game but I didn’t keep it up.

68. Favorite school subject? Math and english.

69. Extrovert or Introvert? Introvert ftw.

70. Have you ever been scuba diving? Nope.

71. What makes you nervous? Interacting with people.

72. Are you scared of the dark? Sometimes.

73. Do you correct people when they make mistakes? Nah I’m not confident enough.

74. Are you ticklish? Maaaybe..

75. Have you ever started a rumor? Nope.

76. Have you ever been out of your home country? Currently living out of my home country.

77. Have you ever drank underage? Nope, I don’t drink.

78. Have you ever done drugs? Nope, I don’t ever plan on doing drugs.

79. What do you fantasize about? Being able to concentrate for long enough to actually do something productive.

80. How many piercings do you have? None I don’t really like piercings.

81. Can you roll your R’s? Yep that’s how we do it in my native language. (bonus I also can do the english R’s, obviously, as well as the french ones.)

82. How fast can you type? I’d say average.

83. How fast can you run? I’d say less than average. I can sprint pretty fast but no more than a minute lol.

84. What color is your hair? Black.

85. What color are your eyes? Also black. I think.

86. What are you allergic to? Discourse and dust.

87. Do you keep a journal? I wish lmaoo. I tried a few times but I always forgot to write in it after a few weeks.

88. Are you depressed about anything? Probably.

89. Do you like your age? Meh I’m indifferent.

90. What makes you angry? I’m not sure.. Maybe wasting time.

91. Do you like your own name? Meh I’m indifferent.

92. Did you ever get a foreign object up your nose? Almost said never but then I remembered I got a crayon up there once…

93. Do you want a boy or a girl for a child? Meh I’m indifferent.

94. What talents do you have? Procrastinating. I’ve even mastered procrastinating procrastination.

95. Sun or moon? Moon cause my first girfriend turned into the moon.

96. How did you get your name? It’s from this guy! Also my middle name can mean The Nightcomer and I was born just as the sun was set, according to my mom.

97. Are you religious? Yep.

98. Have you ever been to a therapist? Nah I haven’t.

99. Color of your bedspread? Just plain white.

100. Color of your room? Pastel yellow.

Whew finally done. Tagging: @dontfanficanddrivefolks @oioioioioiland @urdearestmom @she-who-the-river-could-not-hold @gay-for-roxane @breakthestrutura @ask-the-deadman @willel or @kirabook @sunsetozier @el-and-hop

I didn’t check so sorry if you’ve done this before!

#this took me literally hours lmaoo #i got distracted really easily #it was pretty fun tho #also #reposting cause the tags didn't work the first time #zi's #tag game

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sweatytyrantwhispers · 3 years

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Part 4 of things my friends do that make me love them even more:

- both rachel and cristine are artistically talented and i cant fucking wait to see them become famous doing the things they love (i know theyll becoem famous i believe in them tht much) (rachel has a great singing voice; cristine has a great singing voice, knows how to play various intstruments, loves acting, and can paint/draw amazingly)

-seth tells me some catchphraes his fav youtubers say whenever we talk

-none of my friends (nor I) knows how to react or what to say most of the time, especially when it comes to gift giving and compliments; we’re all oblivious and awkward people that don’t understand society

-andy messes up on what to say to customer service people when its evening/night time cus we usually go out around tht time but he’s used to sauing have a good day

-andy also hates intersections so he’ll pretend hes walking in the other direction (away frm the intersection), stand on the sidewalk and pretend hes doing something, or take a whole other route if theres a car nearing the intersection bc he says it feels awkward

-rachel’s favorite animals are dogs and raccoons so when i send her a post abt raccoons she gets rly excited and says she wants to hv a raccoon as a pet when she grows up. She also gets excited when i point out a dog to her in public (she cant see it cus no glasses but still excited by its genert presence)

-dina is scared of lightning so I always try to ask her if shes alright when theres a thunderstorm

-when we go to the park, rachel almost always tries to make tiktoks. We always end up interrupting and annoying her while she makes them though, sorta like our little routine.

-last time we went to the park, rachel ended up accidentally hitting meng and I directly on the face with the volleyball (its ok though cause im pretty sure we’ve ended up accidentally hitting each other with the ball at least once)

-when i got hit with the ball dina asked me if i was ok but as she moved towards me she went for the ball (we were playing monkey in the middle and she was one of the monkeys); its just funny and i love that our friendship is at a point where we could laugh about it and everything is fine

-i told my friends that i was depressed before going to the park to hang out w them. when i got there i kinda just sat on the ground looking through reddit with music on high. they all tried their best to talk to me and tell me funny stories (they said they overheard a group of kids talking about how they pantsed another dude) to cheer me up. Dina and Rachel both decided to give me a hug at the same time and i toppled over. Dina gave me a hug again. I love them so much

- Andy called me while i was in class to tel me to look at the sunset. Its something that both of us have done a few times because we both love sunsets and usually see them when we’re out. Its a small thing but it makes me love my friends even more.

-I was on voice call with Rachel on discord and she laughed then sent the group chat a link to a tiktok

-(not my friend but my mom) She knows that i hate it when things are thrown out when they’re still good or can still be repurposed. Someone brought flowers home for some reason (i forgot why) but she was putting the flowers in a vase one day. Some of the flowers broke off the bigger portion of the stem and couldn’t be put into the big vase but she put a bunch of them into a small container for me and gave it to me. I loved it even though we did hv to throw it out like a few weeks later.

-My friends and I were at Central Park and we were waiting for my two friends to finish up taking pictures. Meng and I were taking a short nap (him sitting down w his elbows on his legs and me w my head on his shoulder) while we waited. We also shared my earbuds to listen to my music. I was p sleepy so I was on the verge of sleeping my also sorta aware of what was going on (mainly cus we were guarding our stuff while everyone else was taking pictures elsewhere). I was doing that thing you do when you’re nodding your head while trying to stay awake/go to sleep. I kept on doing that until he eventually sat up a bit more and pushed my head onto his shoulder better

-Samir looked at a shirt with george washington on it and confidently said that was benjamin franklin

-Dina was talking about how she kept on eating shrimo and peanuts even though she has a mild allergy to it. Rachel and I were telling her to stop and tht we’re not bringing it to the picnic on sunday cus we dont want her dying. She responded, very confidently, tht she “hasnt died before”

-Samir calls dina “d-money”

-Rachel gave me a hug as an im sorry for taking so long. (I genuinely didnt care cus even tho they do take a long time i still v much love them)

-Rachel takes tiktoks and videos of us while we’re out

-Rachel and Dina both got v the excited when i wore a skirt out today because I usually dress more masculine

-A few weeks ago (i think) my friends and I were at the park. I was trying to do something to meng and tripped and fell on the park ground (the part where there’s basically a bunch of tiny rocks on/in the floor). Meng was also trying to do that thing where two people hold a person’s arms and legs and swing them back and forth with me but forgot that if you take someones legs off the floor with no one else holding my arms, i would fall head first onto the park ground, which i did. Both times I laughed at myself but everyone rushed to me while laughing. Idk why but it made me feel like I was ok and safe, even if i was in so much pain, srsly i couldve had a concussion.

- Rachel and I both got excited bc we both wanted to got to the same college

-I call andy when im walking home by myself at night (or when the route im taking doesn’t necessarily hv a lot of people of lights) and he just vibes with me (sometimes talks to me abt how i should b home) until i get home safely

-idk if i already put this but Andy and I have a safe word when we think there might be someone behind us following us at night bc one time when walking home we thought tht and used our now safe word to see if there was someone

-Rachel and Dina do this thing where they take their hand and go from the side of someone else’s body (where the arms are) to the bottom of their legs rly fast while theyre walking. They call it “full body stroke”. They shared it w me and now we do it to meng almost every time we go out. Sometimes we do it together (one person per side).

-While at Central Park there was a dude that was singing (he was rly good). He started singing “Lean on me” by Bill Withers and my friends started singing along with him.

-Rachel sent me a tiktok knowing full well that itd make me gay panic bc yk ✨w o m e n✨

-Dina, Alan, and I stayed out after everyone else went home cus yk they were tired. Dina and I decided to talk like white girls/pick me girls the rest of the night with their stereotypical voices. We laughed the entire time and created weird storylines including: Jessica (Dina), Olivia (me), Jayden (Jessica’s boyfriend and brother that created on Jessica with me and Nicole), Nicole (Jessica’s friend), Olivia’s dad (a convicted felon in all 50 states and is dead), Jessica’s dad (a lawyer that’s also running for president, and Alan (he was just roped into our bs and was there to act like the dude that we both wanted to have as our bf).

- When we were in the bathroom and washing our hands, Dina waited until after the other woman in the bathroom to leave before coming up to me and, in a discreet whisper, told me that the soap was what “good pussy sounds like”

- Rachel, Dina, and I saw a few cats on our way to meet up with Alan and we played w the cats for a bit before one of them said “pspspspsp come here alan” to one of the cats. We now do this frequently to each other even though we hate it.

- We have corrupted each other to the point where we cannot hang out without someone saying “that’s what she said”, something about Dina being white, “just like this dick”, and “deez nuts”. We laugh about it a lot

- Rachel and I are both reasonably out of energy both mentally and physically after our jobs so when I walked w her to a mall w the rest of her friends, we both walked silently with a bit of catching up cause we both understood how the other felt

-We had a water balloon fight today at work (Alan, Rachel, and I work together). Obviously, I took the chance to pop as many balloons over rachel’s head and dump water on her. She tried to spray me w water using a water gun though. Afterwards gave the towel i brought to rachel cause she needed it to change. It’s important to note that rachel has purple hair right now and that the towel was white. key word: was. The towel was now stained a light purple (I dont mind but damn)

- i made rachel a purple raccoon by crocheting it (purple and pink actually). I finished it yesterday (sunday) and gave it today to her at work (monday). I opened the door a bit and peeked my head in with the raccoon just below me in my hands. She was confused at first but then saw the raccoon and her eyes lit up. It was rly cute🥰🥺 to see her get excited. We both nicknamed the raccoon “pimp jr.” and i made a lil name tag/from to tag that said it.

- rachel likes to lip-sync to music shes either listening to or hears in store and sometimes does a little dance with it. Its so cute and I love looking at her do it because it reminds me of why I adore her. She also goes hard when it comes to singing at karaoke. Like damn her vocal range is astounding

- dina got so excited when i asked her if she wanted to binge watch all the twilight movies with me. She looked so cute cus its one of her favorite movies. ugh i love my friends.

-a lot of dudes have crushes on rachel and dina and the both of them usually just try their best to avoid the person or avoid confronting them. Idk why but it kinda makes me feel grateful that I’m close friends with them because I used to have a crush on both of them before when we first met. When I told them i used to have crushes on them they didn’t act weird about it or anything and we continued to be friends. I’m so fucking grateful I’m their friend despite my initial crush on them cause they’re two of them most amazing people I’ve met my entire life.

-rachel, meng, alan, and I went to go watch Shang Chi in movies. In the last few scenes (which were v tense btw) rachel nd I both got rly anxious and squeezed each others hands bc we were scared out favorite characters were gonna get hurt. She squeezed the fuck out of my hand to the point where I couldn’t feel it anymore and neither could she. I’m ok with that though cus I’m glad she finds comfort in squeezing the living fuck out of my hands.

-dina, rachel, and I have matching bracelets from hot topic and i see them wear it almost every time we hang out. Alan and I have a matching pair too but I dont think he’s going to wear it very much (issok tho).

-We went to karaoke yesterday and I dont know how I just realized this but while she’s singing, dina likes to move around a lot. It’s not exactly dancing but not particularly just moving around. Its kinda like that tiny thing ppl do when they’re alone and playing their favorite songs on blast. She’s so cute when she does it, esp because she seems so happy when she does it. Even though I absolutely despise Justin Bieber, I would play his songs over and over again on blast if it made her as happy as she has made me.

-dina and I like to go to the swings and blast “Happier Than Ever” with earbuds in (we share a pair for this) and she screams along to it for the second half

-it’s become a “tradition” for us to go to the swings (most of time) after we’ve done the initial things we already planned out because dina and I love the swings.

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rabonghee · 6 years

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AAAHHH i love being tagged in these okay but i gotta run so i can’t tag anyone rn

also @championamjoon how do u put the small letters i like this

last

1. drink - water 2. phone call - my mom 3. text message - “idk if she’s running while rioting or dancing because knowing her she probably dances as awkward as me but then you see the background and it looks like a protest but why would you go in a tumblr outfit to a protest??? o sea no, que pena” it was a voice message to my best friend lol 4. song you listened to - i’m listening rn to mr brightside while doing a playlist 5. time you cried - yesterday

ever

6. dated someone twice - nope 7. kissed someone and regretted it - ew yeah 8. been cheated on - nah 9. lost someone special - yes 10. been depressed - yes 11. gotten drunk and thrown up - no because I always stop drinking when I can’t form coherent sentences

fave colours

12. orange!!! 13. I guess blue because most of my things are blue and I always dress in blue but tbh I used to have blue?? 14. pink I guess (don’t tell anisah)

in the last year have you…

15. made new friends - yes :)) 16. fallen out of love - nope 17. laughed until you cried - yes oh god it was so nice 18. found out someone was talking about you - my friend told her mother about me does that count 19. met someone who changed you - it was a whole group of ppl so yeah lol 20. found out who your friends are - i guess?? 21. kissed someone on your facebook friends list - 2017 was a no kiss year

general

22. how many of your facebook friends do you know irl - 98% the rest are my best friend’s friends for her town lol (can’t believe jp does not have me in fb smh) 23. do you have any pets - nope 24. do you want to change your name - always except when my crush says it (that sounds cheesy buti trust me I know what I’m talking about lmao) 25. what did you do for your last birthday - got pizza with some friends 26. what time did you wake up today - 7:18 am 27. what were you doing at midnight last night - trying to draw lol 28. what is something you cant wait for - i’m not waiting for anything tbh 30. what are you listening to right now - welp I just paused mr brightside to answer this 31. have you ever talked to a person named tom - no 32. something that’s getting on your nerves - okay so there’s this girl whom I always thought disliked me but then she claimed she actually liked me but then mun shit happened and she was one of the ones that decided to take me out and I get it likee she had to make that decision wtvr but then I saw her ig profile and decided to follow her and she declined the request and the other day I saw her at a party and she was so nice when I got there but then whenever I walked towards her she went away and the group of ppl who was with them were all so nice as well but suddenly told me to go away and treated me horrible and like what did i even do to u 33. most visited website - tumblr and gmail 34. hair colour - brown 35. long or short hair - medium length 36. do you have a crush on someone - HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAH JP are u srsly gonna ask this 37. what do you like about yourself - my sense of humor lmao 38. want any piercings? - im scared of opening holes in my body okay 39. blood type - AB+ 40. nicknames - val 41. relationship status - a guy is texting me and I’m ignoring him 42. zodiac - gemini 8) 43. pronouns - she/her 44. fave tv shows - it would be a big ass list but how I met your mother is my all time fave and the best hit is in my lil heart now 45. tattoos - not yet but someday when I decide what I want 46. right or left handed - right 47. ever had surgery - yes. several. 48. piercings - earlobes 49. sport - tennis 50. vacation - chile to see my asshole friend :( 51. trainers - converses and these pretty ass imitation puma shoes I bought that are soo comfortable omg

more general

52. eating - breadsticks 53. drinking - water 54. i’m about to watch - an one hour video about physics 55. waiting for - nothing 56. want - to see my best friend 57. get married - if my crush waits for me so yeah 58. career - i have had like three mental breakdowns about it this week and it is only wednesday

which is better

59. hugs or kisses - I’ve realized I’m not a hugger none a kisser (remember on saturday when my crush was going to hug me and I left him there.. with his arms extended.. cos i’m awkward as that...) 60. lips or eyes - eyes 61. shorter or taller - taller 62. older or younger - older 63. nice arms or stomach - arms for sure 64. hookup or relationship - relationship 65. troublemaker or hesitant - hesitant

have you ever

66. kissed a stranger - nope 67. drank hard liquor - yeah 68. lost glasses - nope 69. turned someone down - yes 70. sex on first date - no 71. broken someone’s heart - my own rip 72. had your heart broken - nah 73. been arrested - nope 74. cried when someone died - yes 75. fallen for a friend - yes ugh

do you believe in

76. yourself - magic in a young girl’s heart how the music can free her whenever it starts 77. miracles - yes!! 78. love at first sight - idk tbh 79. santa claus - not now lol 80. kiss on a first date - eehh idk 81. angels - yeah

other

82. best friend’s name - paulina @wiathermopolis or @viathermopolis tbh i don’t remember lol 83. eye colour - blueish greyish 84. fave movie - almost famous, goodbye lenin, leon the professional, 10 things i hate about you, notting hill.. i’m a mess 85. fave actor - saoirse ronan tbh

#stuff

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turnt4turnadette · 6 years

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11 Questions

I was tagged by @beatrix-franklin and @sincerelygeertje thanks so much for tagging me!! It is kind of long so I will put under the cut!!

@beatrix-franklin ‘s questions

1) Last book you read? Was it good? The book of Daniel in the Bible. It was good!!

2) What are some small things that make your day better? A cup of tea, petting my dog Lucy, watching Turnadette scenes, reading the Bible, spending time with family, eating sweets

3) Name one album that you can listen to without skipping a single track. Honeymoon by Lana Del Rey

4) In your opinion, what is the best Disney movie to come out since Disney’s Golden Age? Beauty and the Beast

5) Who is a character from a TV show or a book that you’ve always resonated with? Shelagh from Call the Midwife

6) Is there a documentary or book that really changed the way you thought about something? The book of Mark gave me another perspective of the story of Jesus that I had never considered

7) What is the dumbest way you’ve been injured? I fractured my wrist when I was 10 because i thought I could do a jumping trick on my Razor scooter while going down a hill

8) If you could invite any three people from history to dinner, who would you invite? Jesus, The Apostle Paul and Simon Peter

9) If you had one day in your life to live over again, which would you choose and why? The day I pulled out in front of someone and almost wrecked when I was learning to drive at 15. My mom and sister were in the car.

10) What book impacted you the most? The Bible

11) I’m stealing the Desert Island Discs Question: You’re castaway to a remote island you can take 8 tracks, 1 book (You’ve already been given the complete works of Shakespeare and the Bible) and one Luxury item. What do you choose?

8 Tracks:

Turning Page- Sleeping at Last

Salvatore- Lana Del Rey

Tomorrow Never Came- Lana Del Rey

What A Beautiful Name- Hillsong Worship

Take On Me- Ah-a

Decode- Paramore

Island In the Sun- Wheezer

Walk on Waves- Austin and Lindsey Adamec

1 Book: We Were Liars by E. Lockhart

1 Luxury Item: My iPhone and charger

@sincerelygeertje ‘s questions

1. Ideal pet? My dog Lucy. She is a Shih Tzu who loves to cuddle and is the sweetest thing!!

2. If you could become famous, what would you like to become famous for? Something related to nursing

3. If you write, do you prefer fanfics or original work? (if not: do you have a preference for reading fanfics or original work?) Definitely fanfiction, I currently don't plan on writing original work

4. What is a book that you’ve read multiple times and never tire of reading? The Bible

5. Is there a fashion trend you wish you’d dare to wear? No I just go for it when there is something I want to wear

6. What is your favourite fanfic?

I cant just pick one, so here is a short list in no particular order, there is a lot more but these are all I could think of off the top of my head

Unexpected by @lovetheturners

Bold Girl (sometimes) by @sincerelygeertje

I’m Flirting With You by @beatrix-franklin

Teacher and Student by @anamarialujan

7. If you could choose to remake a film, which one would you pick? The Twilight Saga: New Moon, there were so many filming errors in that one

8. Is there a work of art (can be a film, a book, a painting, etc.) you wish you’d made? We Were Liars by E Lockhart because I have never been so shocked by an ending to a book and wish I could have come up with it

9. Are you someone who is always hot or seems to be cold always? Always cold

10. What is your favourite ancient civilisation, and why? Ancient Greece because they seemed to be so smart for their time compared to other civilizations

11. Imagine there’s a zombie apocalypse. What would be your plan of survival? Get to my Nana and Grandfather’s house as soon as I could because my Grandfather was in the military and he would know how to fight them off and hide me and my family.

My 11 Questions (If I tag you at the end of this post these are the only ones that you answer)

1. What is your favorite Christmas tradition?

2. What is your favorite season/series from your favorite TV show?

3. Would you rather be a vampire or a werewolf?

4. If you could move to a different country, which one would it be and why?

5. If you could live in a different era or decade, which one would it be and why?

6. Do you usually arrive to things early or late?

7. Who is your go to band or artist when you don't know what you want to listen to?

8. What is worth spending more on to get the best quality?

9. What fad or trend do you want to come back?

10. How different was your life a year ago?

11. What is special about the place you grew up in?

I tag @eatapinkwafer @ilovemushystuff @clonethemidwife @miss-ute @my-little-yellowbird @jlyspio @awakeandwondering @cooldoyouhaveaflag @turnadette @gabolange @anamarialujan @elasticmonk @chocolatecakesandperioddrama

#call the midwife #ctm #shelagh turner #11 questions

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buckybarnesappreciationsociety · 7 years

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“Coffee and Brooklyn”

Summary: Bucky meets a woman who would change his perspective on relationships. And they meet in the strangest of circumstances; coffee, a chocolate muffin and Brooklyn.

Warnings: A few cuss words

Words: 1,636

Pairing: Bucky x Character of Color

A/N: While sitting on a cruise ship this past weekend, this story came to mind. I’m thinking about Part Two. I’d love to continue their blossoming romance. Let me know what you think. Enjoy!

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For some people, love is a given. You meet, date, fall in love and so on. But, for James Buchanan Barnes, he never imaged love would come his way. At least not until Y/N.

The coffee shop he frequents, “Coffee, Tea & Muffins Galore,” is two blocks from the Tower. Sure there’s a plethora of coffee at HQ, Bucky needed a change of scenery and in Y/N, he found it.

She’s a mocha chocolate woman with a cute, short pixie cut, hypnotic Y/E/C, and a body to die for. When she smiled, Bucky swore he heard angels singing.

It began as subtle conversation. He’d come in, sitting specifically in her section, ordering the same thing; a cup of black coffee! Y/N found it strange he only ordered coffee and suggested trying a muffin.

“Well hello,” Y/N smiled at Bucky. “Would you like something else with your coffee?

“What do you recommend?”

Y/N tapped an ink pen on her chin. “How about a chocolate chip muffin? They’re really delicious.”

“Hmmm, a muffin sounds good, along with another cup o’ joe.”

She giggled at Bucky’s choice of words and refilled his cup.

Bucky noticed her name tag. “Thanks Y/N.”

“You’re very welcome. I’ll be right back.”

He noticed her hips swayed when she walked. She displayed class, beauty and poise.

If his eyes were fire, she’d be burnt to a crisp.

Coming back with his muffin, Y/N sat it gently on the table.

“Enjoy Mr. Barnes.” Bucky was taken aback because she’d never mentioned his name.

“So you know who I am?”

“Sure! I have so much respect for you. After all the crap those horrible things you endured, look at you now.”

Bucky shook his head, “Truth be told, I’m still fighting a battle.”

“Hell, we all are. Look around this place. These courageous women and men have been given a second chance at a productive life.”

Turning his gaze to the other waitresses, a smile crept on his face.

“Yeah, I see what you mean. Your boss is a really swell guy.”

Mr. Gerard, the manager, hires women and men with Down’s Syndrome because his daughter was born with it. Relentless bullying caused her to take her life. He vowed to make sure what she endured didn’t happen to anyone else, if he had anything to do with it.

“Yes he is. I believe strongly in what Mr. Gerard is doing and couldn’t pass up an opportunity to work alongside these wonderful human beings.

“Wow, you’re beautiful inside and out! Where do you keep your wings?”

“In the closet silly with my halo.” Laughter erupted.

“I’d really love to sit here and talk wit’cha but duty calls.”

Y/N slid a blank receipt to him and winked. “Just in case.”

Bucky was surprised as he turned it over and saw her phone number.

He opened his mouth to speak, but couldn’t utter a sound.

Standing up, Y/N noticed how handsome he was. Striking blue-grey orbs, chiseled jaw, and a kick ass body.

“Talk to you soon doll.”

“I’m counting on it.”

Bucky swore his feet weren’t touching the ground walking back to the Tower. He whistled a happy tune and grinned like the chesire cat. Back in the day, a friendship with Y/N would be taboo but he was grateful things had changed! Yep, life was looking pretty darn good.

Y/N’s POV

The end of my shift couldn’t come quick enough. I cannot believe how bold I was. Here’s this gorgeous specimen watching me. It actually was kinda hot. I’ve never been a bold woman but James Buchanan Barnes is intoxicating and I’d love to have a drink! I really hope he doesn’t think I’m too forward. He’s old school. Oh well, nothing ventured nothing gained!

Bucky’s POV

She gave me her number. Damn, what a beautiful dame, er woman. Of all the men in New York city, Y/N’s interested in ME!

Hell, I ain’t nothing special. My demons come and go. Yet, she knows WHO I am and still wants to get acquainted. How lucky am I?

Time to bite the bullet and call. You know, make sure she made it home safe.

Y/N quickly changed out of her uniform and slipped on a big night shirt and fuzzy slippers. Her phone was on the table. It startled her when it buzzed. Oh my gosh, it’s Bucky.

“Hello Y/N, this is Bucky.” She knew he was nervous by his tone.

“Hello yourself. How are you?”

“I’m much better now that I hear your voice.”

“Why Mr. Barnes, are you flirting with me?

“Doll, I ain’t done that in a long time. Not sure I remember how.”

Y/N chuckled, “You’re doing a good job sir.”

Bucky wanted to see her again, so he threw caution to the wind.

“Would you like to meet and have a hot dog with me?”

“I’d love to. When?”

“Well, what are you doing tomorrow?”

“As it turns out, I’m off. Where and what time?

“How ‘bout Central Park West, 45th Street? Say around, 2:00?”

“Cool. See you then Y/N.”

“Goodnight Bucky, pleasant dreams.”

“Goodnight Doll, pleasant dreams to you too.”

Y/N smiled from ear to ear; so did Bucky. This was the beginning of something good. He could feel it.

***********

It was a beautiful afternoon in New York. The flowers were in full bloom and the smell of fresh cut grass greeted Bucky’s nostrils.

He arrived 10 minutes early only to discover Y/N was there waiting.

“Hey there. I snagged us a bench. It’s private and near the famous Nathan’s Hot Dog cart. Best dogs in the city.”

“Really? Can’t say I’ve ever had one. Are they good?”

“You’ll see in a minute or two.”

**********

Y/N and Bucky strolled arm in arm to the hot dog stand and ordered 3 hot dogs with mustard, ketchup and chili, along with an ice cold Coke. Sitting on the bench, Bucky took one bite and fell in love.

“I don’t think I’ve ever had a hot dog this good.”

“Told ya so. They’re my favorite.”

Bucky “inhaled” two more hot dogs and patted his belly.

“I’m gonna have to work out extra hard in the morning. I can’t get enough of these delicious dogs.

“Oh honey, you won’t have a problem working off those calories.”

Bucky really wanted to get to know Y/N, thus began their “chew and talk.”

“So, Doll where’ya from?”

“I’m a Brooklyn girl. Born and raised. Jamaica Avenue. That’s where my adopted parents lived.” Y/N’s tone was somber.

“M’sorry. Are you alright?”

Wiping a tear from her eye, Y/N continued talking.

“Forgive me. Yeah, I’m alright. I lost them 5 years ago to a drunk driver. It hurts like hell.”

“Awwww Doll, I’m so sorry. C’mere.”

Bucky pulled Y/N into his strong arms as the waterworks flowed. He gently stroked her head. If he had only one weakness, it was seeing a woman cry.

***********

“Thanks. My biological mom was an addict. She left me home one night to get drugs and I wandered outside alone. This nice couple who lived down the block, saw me and took me inside. It was cold out and I was starving. Anyway, Child Services came, took me away. They found my mom dead in an alley; overdosed. The McAllisters adopted me. I was an only child.”

“Hey, I’m sorry that happened to ya. Glad they were there to take ya in and all.”

“Kids can be so cruel sometimes. I was bullied because of the color of their skin.”

Bucky furrowed his eyebrows, then figured out what Y/N was saying.

“Oh I get it now. That must’ve been really hard on ya.”

“Yes it was. They’d call me the “zebra” rich kid. The McAllisters were wealthy and left me set for life. But, I’d give all of that up just to have one more day with them.”

Tears pooled in Bucky’s eyes. He saw the love you have for your parents and the hurt in your eyes.

**********

Wiping her eyes, Y/N regained her composure. “Okay, enough about me. I know you’re from Brooklyn also. You and Captain America are bff’s aren’t you?

“Yeah. I pulled his ass outta so many scrapes. That is until he beefed up and all. I thought I’d lost’im years ago and he thought I was dead. You know the story.” He looked away, wringing his hands.

Y/N gently turned Bucky’s head towards her and looked him in his eyes.

“I want you to listen to me and listen good. What happened to you wasn’t your fault. You died over and over again, exploited and tortured. I don’t care what was said in the media or anyone else, I see the real James Buchanan Barnes and THAT’S the man I see before me.”

Bucky smiled and shook his head. “How did I get so lucky?”

Y/N laughed. “I am an angel you know.”

“Yes you are. Can I walk you home?”

“I’d love that Sarge.”

***********

The walk to Y/N’s brownstone was filled with laughter and talk about Brooklyn.

Bucky suggested going to Brooklyn and paying his respects to her parents. And as weird as it sounded, she wanted to pay her respects to his mother and sister, Rebecca.

Their friendship started with coffee, a chocolate chip muffin and Brooklyn. As strange as that combination is to some, worked just fine for James Buchanan Barnes and Y/N Y/M/N Y/L/N.

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 1- What was the last dream you had?cant remember  2- What color do you wear most?black 3- What are your every day shoes?uggs 4- Describe your school bag

Don't have one 5- Say ten facts about your room

It's a mess, it's turquoise,it's cold,it's small,has carpet,pictures on walls,I sleep in it,the closet is too small,it has a window,walls are white lmfao idk. 6- What is your favorite place to be in your house?my room 7- Where do you go most often? Prunedale  8- If you are taking the train or subway where are you most likely going? Tahoe. 9- Where do you live?california 10- What is/are your nationality/ies? Im a mut there's a lot 11- What languages do you speak? English tiny bit of Spanish tiny bit of Italian. 12- What is your favorite place in the world? Haven't been to many places 13- Where would you often go as a child? Sacramento to visit my grandma.  14- Do you have brothers and sisters?2 sisters  15- Who do you live with?

Mom,dad, sister, her bf,dogs

Beliefs: 16- Are you religious? If so, what is your religion?not religious  17- Do you believe in God?yes 18- Do you believe in any other form of supernatural being controlling the universe? If so, what do you call it? No 19- Do you believe in Satan?yes 20- Theory: why does the fridge light up when you open it? Do you think there is a creature turning the light on and then hiding? Tell us its story.

It's just so you could see what's inside jeez.  21- Do you trust premonitions?yes 22- Do you trust dreams?yes 23- Do you think wishes can come true?yes 24- Tell us something you wished for that came true.

I can't tell you then it won't come true  25- Do you believe in love at first sight?no 26- Do you believe in Santa?no 27- Do you believe things will get better?maybe 28- Do you believe in life after death?yes 29- Do you believe in yourself?sometimes 30- Something you believe in : our lives are planned

Preferences: 31- Black or white?Black 32- Hot or cold?hot 33- Day or night?night 34- Inside or outside?inside 35- High or low?Low 36- Tall or short people? Tall 37- Long hair or short hair (on you)?long 38- Lipgloss or lipstick?neither  39- Eyeliner or eyeshadow? Eyeliner 40- Cats or dogs?dogs 41- Humans or animals?animals  42- Facebook or Twitter?twitter 43- Tumblr or We❤️it?tumblr 44- Stairs or elevator/lift? Stairs 45- Nutella or Peanut Butter?peanut butter

Honesty time: 46- Ever gotten drunk?yes 47- Tell us the worst shit you’ve done.

Friend got drunk and we ended up wrecking his truck in a construction site & getting stuck somewhere and reported it stolen the next morning.  48- Ever gotten naked for someone?yes 49- Ever dated someone way older than you?yes 50- Who is your tumblr crush?dont have one 51- What is your dream job/career?dont really have one 52- What turns you on? 🙈 53- Who turns you on?🙈 54- Tell us the story of your first kiss.

Lmfao I was scared and I made my bestfriend kiss my bf first 😂😂😂😂 55- Ever almost killed someone? No 56- What is your darkest secret? Can't tell ya.  56- What question would you never answer? A lot 58- How many people have you been sexually attracted to? A couple  59- Did you honestly see I turned the 57 into a second 56?no I didn't.  60- What are you most ashamed of (tell us a embarrassing episode of your life)

lol lets not

Tumblr: 61- When did you join tumblr? In like the 5th grade  62- Who is your favorite follower? Nowpe 63- Who is your favorite following?Nowpe 64- Did you make friends on tumblr? Who?No 65- Do you have irl friends on tumblr? Who?yes. A few 66- What was the first point of this blog when you created it? Uhhh i don't remember  67- Do you like what it’s become?lol sure  68- What are your favorite fandoms (that you’re part of or not)? I'm not  69- What posts do you hate the most on here? Ppl advertising  70- What is your most used tag? Don't use them  71- Three urls for “fuck, marry, kill” what? Lol  72- Followers you find beautiful (not just on the outside):idk anyone on here 73- How long do you stay on tumblr most of the time? Like an hour  74- Shoutout to anyone you want :uhhhh 75- Who do you secretly stalk on here?🙈🙈🙈🙈

Music taste: 76- Favorite bands: LANY, real friends, story so far 77- Favorite artists: john Mayer, James bay, ed sheeran 79- Favorite albums: Make out EP-LANY 80- Favorite songs rn: anything by LANY

TV taste: 81- Favorite series:pretty little liars 82- Favorite characters: Hanna, Aria 83- Heroes or meanies? Heroes 84- Characters you ship: Hanna and Caleb. Aria and Fitz.  85- Favorite fandom post:mmm idk

Movie taste: 86- Favorite movies of all time: chic flicks😂🤦🏼‍♀️ 87- Favorite movies rn: don't really have any.  88- Favorite characters: don't have any  89- Do you believe in sequels? These questions suck 90- Characters you ship: 🤷🏼‍♀️

Youtube: 91- Most visited channel: The Ace Family. Tana Mongsau.  92- Most viewed vid: idk.... 93- Youtubers you like: tana mongeau, Anna Campbell, domo and Crissy.  94- Youtubers you ship

Ace Family 95- Share your channel! No

Friends c: 96- Best friends names: Julia,Vanessa 97- Known them since

Julia since I was born and Vanessa since 2 weeks ago😂 98- One fun fact about each of them:

I met one at target & one races dirt bikes 99- Pros and cons: lol they're just like me. And they're busy all the time.  100- Your biggest giggles about shit:

😂 everything

Physical portrait: 101- What is your natural hair color?blonde 102- What is your hair color?blonde 103- Eye color?blue 104- Height? 5'3 105- Shoe size?6 1/2 or 7.  106- Ring size (if you know it)? 7  107- Any tattoos?no  108- Any piercings? 3  109- Do you want a tattoo? If so, where?yes my rib. 110- Do you want a piercing? If so, where? 🙈

Chinese portrait: 111- If you were a color?turqouise  112- If you were an animal?owl  113- If you were a letter of the alphabet?O  114- If you were a brand?idk 115- If you were a number?8 116- If you were a song? That's hard...  117- If you were a piece of clothing? Jacket 118- If you were a movie? ???????  119- If you were an album? These are stupid  120- If you were a part of the human body? Head 121- If you were a word? Cold 122- If you were lyrics? I don't phuckkkkin know 123- If you were a pair of shoes?uggs 124- If you were a non-existing animal? Idk  125- If you were an object?idk 126- If you were a flower?idk 127- If you were an musician?idk 128- If you were a book?idk 129- If you were a painting?idk 130- If you were an actor?idk 131- If you were a god from Greek mythology?idk 132- If you were a Tim Burton character?idk 133- If you were a molecule? 134- If you were an equation? 135- If you were a famous quote? 136- If you were a play? 137- If you were a fictional character? 138- If you were a celebrity’s spouse or family member? 140- If you were a smiley? 141- If you were a wallpaper? 142- If you were a material? 143- If you were an instrument? 144- If you were an accessory? 145- If you were an insect? 146- If you were a sound? 147- If you were an accent? 148- If you were a day of the week? 149- If you were a month? 150- If you were a season?

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